1 00:00:06,049 --> 00:00:07,592 -[hip-hop music playing] -[man laughs] 2 00:00:07,675 --> 00:00:10,136 ♪ We gonna stand On the tables for this one ♪ 3 00:00:10,762 --> 00:00:12,722 -♪ Yeah, hey, hey! ♪ -♪ We poppin' out ♪ 4 00:00:12,805 --> 00:00:15,058 ♪ Party, party, no stopping now… ♪ 5 00:00:15,141 --> 00:00:17,643 -[Antoni] Wanna hear about our hero? -[Tan] Of course! 6 00:00:17,727 --> 00:00:19,729 "So, this week, we're helping Reggie Devore." 7 00:00:19,812 --> 00:00:23,649 "He's 35, and he is a rapper, producer and music engineer." 8 00:00:23,733 --> 00:00:24,942 Fun! 9 00:00:25,026 --> 00:00:28,112 ♪ Electrifying, I'm given the chair Messiah got their hands in the air ♪ 10 00:00:28,196 --> 00:00:30,990 ♪ Super Black, you can tell by the hair Rude, you can tell by the stare ♪ 11 00:00:31,074 --> 00:00:32,742 ♪ Magic, dawg, nah, we don't compare ♪ 12 00:00:32,825 --> 00:00:34,869 Do you need me to keep going? [laughs] 13 00:00:34,952 --> 00:00:37,288 [Antoni] "He's married to his high school sweetheart Sasha 14 00:00:37,371 --> 00:00:39,749 and a proud father to 12-year-old son Reggie." 15 00:00:39,832 --> 00:00:42,794 -[Reggie] Way to follow it. -My dad is my hero. 16 00:00:42,877 --> 00:00:45,296 Everything he does is just great and amazing. 17 00:00:46,464 --> 00:00:47,757 [Reggie] Oh! 18 00:00:47,840 --> 00:00:49,801 Like, how could I not admire him? 19 00:00:50,384 --> 00:00:53,179 Reggie and I met in high school. 20 00:00:53,262 --> 00:00:56,933 We were both in the band. We were both nerds. [chuckles] 21 00:00:57,016 --> 00:00:59,102 We knew that we'd be together forever. 22 00:00:59,185 --> 00:01:00,978 [Antoni] "Sasha recently gave birth 23 00:01:01,062 --> 00:01:04,107 to their second surprise child, five-week-old Stokely." 24 00:01:04,190 --> 00:01:05,733 [Bobby] Yay! A baby! 25 00:01:05,817 --> 00:01:08,820 We got a baby. I'm not changing the diaper. 26 00:01:08,903 --> 00:01:10,029 [Karamo] You have to. 27 00:01:10,113 --> 00:01:13,116 [Antoni] "Reggie's an up-and-coming rapper with a passion for creating beats." 28 00:01:13,199 --> 00:01:15,451 "Loving his craft, he began performing as a hip-hop artist 29 00:01:15,535 --> 00:01:16,744 under the moniker BlackLight." 30 00:01:16,828 --> 00:01:18,329 ♪ Go ahead, yeah, give it to 'em ♪ 31 00:01:18,412 --> 00:01:20,289 ♪ All they needed was a chance And it's gone… ♪ 32 00:01:20,373 --> 00:01:23,709 The first time that I noticed that music did something to me, 33 00:01:23,793 --> 00:01:26,254 that was, like, pre-golden age hip-hop. 34 00:01:26,337 --> 00:01:30,007 So, like, I'm seeing all these MC's, like Tupac, like the young Biggie. 35 00:01:30,091 --> 00:01:31,759 That's what sparked my interest as a kid. 36 00:01:31,843 --> 00:01:34,804 So, that set the foundation for what BlackLight does. 37 00:01:34,887 --> 00:01:36,764 ♪ I don't reciprocate, I just obliterate ♪ 38 00:01:36,848 --> 00:01:39,517 ♪ Break it by what you say Break it, disseminate… ♪ 39 00:01:39,600 --> 00:01:42,603 "He raps about everything from racial injustices to mental health struggles." 40 00:01:42,687 --> 00:01:44,480 Yeah, so living. 41 00:01:44,564 --> 00:01:49,235 In 2019, Reggie's rap career was really taking off. 42 00:01:49,318 --> 00:01:53,489 He got to open for Katy Perry and Dua Lipa in India. 43 00:01:53,573 --> 00:01:55,575 -Okay, international artist! -That's crazy. 44 00:01:55,658 --> 00:01:58,703 Then COVID hit, and all of that stops. 45 00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:05,251 My goals were definitely halted, 46 00:02:05,334 --> 00:02:09,338 and during COVID, I produced more music for other people 47 00:02:09,422 --> 00:02:11,382 than I had ever done before. 48 00:02:11,465 --> 00:02:14,802 But I've only done one song this year for myself. 49 00:02:15,720 --> 00:02:17,680 Reggie's not in a good place. 50 00:02:18,431 --> 00:02:22,768 I've lost the drive, motivation, a little bit, even the want, 51 00:02:22,852 --> 00:02:25,521 to be an artist anymore. 52 00:02:25,605 --> 00:02:26,856 No. 53 00:02:26,939 --> 00:02:29,025 Ugh, all I hear is self-doubt, self-doubt, self-doubt. 54 00:02:29,108 --> 00:02:32,737 "Reggie questions if he'll ever again harness that passion for music." 55 00:02:32,820 --> 00:02:34,906 [Reggie] We're a humble family. We don't need a lot. 56 00:02:34,989 --> 00:02:37,533 Like, quitting music is the major thought, 57 00:02:37,617 --> 00:02:40,536 and just, you know, finding another career. 58 00:02:40,620 --> 00:02:41,871 Look at them big eyes. 59 00:02:41,954 --> 00:02:46,459 [Sasha] He works so hard as a father, but Reggie may have forgotten 60 00:02:46,542 --> 00:02:50,504 how talented he is and how worth it his love for music is. 61 00:02:50,588 --> 00:02:52,965 "Sasha's booked Reggie for a live event at Empire, 62 00:02:53,049 --> 00:02:54,884 a venue Reggie has dreamed of performing at." 63 00:02:54,967 --> 00:02:56,928 -"And Reggie is the closing act." -Wow. 64 00:02:57,011 --> 00:02:59,222 Yes, wife-ager. She's pulling a Kris Jenner. 65 00:02:59,305 --> 00:03:01,474 -Yeah. -We are booking our husband, honey. 66 00:03:01,557 --> 00:03:04,727 [Sasha] We have a lot of faith in his abilities. 67 00:03:04,810 --> 00:03:08,356 I think he just needs a little confidence boost 68 00:03:08,439 --> 00:03:10,566 before he gets out there on the big stage. 69 00:03:10,650 --> 00:03:13,110 [Little Reggie] I want the Fab Five to help my dad 70 00:03:13,194 --> 00:03:16,155 with getting his motivation and his drive back 71 00:03:16,239 --> 00:03:19,325 and find his love for music again. 72 00:03:19,408 --> 00:03:23,371 "So, this week, let's help Reggie remember he doesn't sing because he's happy." 73 00:03:23,454 --> 00:03:25,122 "He's happy because he sings!" 74 00:03:25,206 --> 00:03:26,999 [all] Yeah! 75 00:03:27,083 --> 00:03:29,627 [sings] 76 00:03:31,462 --> 00:03:34,090 -Wow! That was… something. -Pretty, Tan. 77 00:03:34,173 --> 00:03:35,091 [laughs] 78 00:03:35,174 --> 00:03:36,842 [theme music playing] 79 00:03:37,635 --> 00:03:41,806 ♪ Better All things just keep getting better ♪ 80 00:03:43,975 --> 00:03:47,853 [lullaby playing] 81 00:03:58,948 --> 00:04:00,032 [shushing] 82 00:04:00,116 --> 00:04:02,368 [Bobby] Whoo! It's a hot day in Texas. 83 00:04:07,415 --> 00:04:08,416 [whispers] Hi. 84 00:04:08,499 --> 00:04:09,500 I'm Tan, nice to meet you. 85 00:04:09,583 --> 00:04:11,252 Hi, I'm Sasha. [shushing] 86 00:04:11,335 --> 00:04:12,753 The baby is sleeping. 87 00:04:12,837 --> 00:04:13,838 I'm Tan. Nice to meet you. 88 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:15,840 -I'm Reggie. -Lovely to meet you, Reggie. 89 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:18,759 -Reggie is… -He's in the studio in the back. 90 00:04:18,843 --> 00:04:20,303 We're gonna tiptoe, honey. 91 00:04:21,262 --> 00:04:23,306 [Antoni] Reminds me of sneaking back in 92 00:04:23,389 --> 00:04:27,727 way past my curfew when I was, like, 16 when I was out at a bar with friends, 93 00:04:27,810 --> 00:04:29,562 and I'm trying not to wake my parents up. 94 00:04:29,645 --> 00:04:31,814 Except we're walking into a stranger's home with a baby. 95 00:04:33,316 --> 00:04:35,860 Wow, life really takes turns sometimes. 96 00:04:35,943 --> 00:04:37,945 [hip-hop music playing] 97 00:04:38,029 --> 00:04:40,614 [clears throat] 98 00:04:40,698 --> 00:04:42,533 -Oh, my goodness! -[laughing] 99 00:04:42,616 --> 00:04:43,701 -What's up? -I'm Tan. 100 00:04:43,784 --> 00:04:45,870 -[Karamo] Keep that beat playing. -[Tan] How are you? 101 00:04:45,953 --> 00:04:47,955 -That beat is so good. -[Bobby] Nice to meet you. 102 00:04:48,039 --> 00:04:48,873 How you doin'? 103 00:04:48,956 --> 00:04:49,832 -[Reggie] Karamo? -Yes. 104 00:04:49,915 --> 00:04:52,668 -[Reggie] Nice to meet you. How you doing? -[Karamo] We're good! 105 00:04:52,752 --> 00:04:55,338 This is so amazing that you have your own studio in here. 106 00:04:55,421 --> 00:04:58,382 -[Bobby] That is awesome. -[Tan] You always produce your own music? 107 00:04:58,466 --> 00:05:00,509 [Reggie] Actually, I'll produce like, rock bands. 108 00:05:00,593 --> 00:05:03,346 Like, "This sounds better if you do this, if you do that." 109 00:05:03,429 --> 00:05:05,348 You can't help it that you're an artist. 110 00:05:05,431 --> 00:05:07,099 [laughs] The whole family, actually. 111 00:05:07,183 --> 00:05:09,101 [Jonathan] Creativity abounds. 112 00:05:09,185 --> 00:05:11,854 -[Tan] How long have you been doing this? -All my life, you know. 113 00:05:11,937 --> 00:05:14,482 Church choir, uh, wrote poetry to my wife. 114 00:05:14,565 --> 00:05:15,483 Aww. 115 00:05:15,566 --> 00:05:18,027 But, um, I've been performing professionally 116 00:05:18,110 --> 00:05:20,029 for over seven years as BlackLight. 117 00:05:20,112 --> 00:05:22,490 There was a time I was in here making three beats a day. 118 00:05:22,573 --> 00:05:24,658 -Yeah. -What's the meaning behind BlackLight? 119 00:05:24,742 --> 00:05:27,370 Like, with the culture. You know, Black culture. 120 00:05:27,453 --> 00:05:29,872 I'm shining a light on what's like, dark, you know, 121 00:05:29,955 --> 00:05:34,085 what's making us have this "stereotypical" labels 122 00:05:34,168 --> 00:05:36,837 and things like that, and then, like, just being yourself, 123 00:05:36,921 --> 00:05:38,381 um, is the main goal 124 00:05:38,464 --> 00:05:41,384 and also to be an example for my kids. 125 00:05:41,467 --> 00:05:42,885 -Yes. -[Karamo] That is amazing. 126 00:05:42,968 --> 00:05:44,887 -I wanna see the rest of the house. -[all] Yeah. 127 00:05:46,472 --> 00:05:48,474 Wow. These dark, orange walls. 128 00:05:49,100 --> 00:05:50,893 All right. 129 00:05:50,976 --> 00:05:54,355 [Jonathan] We do have a lot of different looks in here, though. 130 00:05:54,438 --> 00:05:57,441 We are rocking your gorgeous natural texture. Yes! 131 00:05:57,525 --> 00:06:00,236 Ooh! Okay. 132 00:06:00,319 --> 00:06:03,072 Oh, this is what he wears on stage? 133 00:06:03,155 --> 00:06:04,156 Okay. 134 00:06:04,240 --> 00:06:06,117 -[Karamo] Look at this, them in prom. -[all] Aww! 135 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:08,702 -Oh, my God. -[Antoni] Your high school sweetheart. 136 00:06:08,786 --> 00:06:10,871 -That's lovely. -[Reggie] I was so skinny back then. 137 00:06:10,955 --> 00:06:12,957 -[Tan] I wanna see the baby. -[Antoni] Be quiet. 138 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:15,876 -Let's go. -Yes! Oh, yeah, but we won't scream. 139 00:06:16,460 --> 00:06:17,795 Hi. 140 00:06:17,878 --> 00:06:19,088 Hi, baby. 141 00:06:19,171 --> 00:06:20,798 He wants to wake up and say hi. 142 00:06:20,881 --> 00:06:22,383 Oh, my God. 143 00:06:22,466 --> 00:06:23,300 I know. 144 00:06:23,384 --> 00:06:24,343 [Antoni] Oh, Tanny. 145 00:06:24,427 --> 00:06:27,096 -[Karamo] That's gonna be you soon. -[Tan] I know, I'm so excited. 146 00:06:27,179 --> 00:06:32,768 I'm about to be a father, and so seeing baby Stokely melts my heart, 147 00:06:32,852 --> 00:06:35,438 and it's getting me excited for my baby. 148 00:06:35,521 --> 00:06:37,231 -He's gorgeous. -[Karamo] Like a gift. 149 00:06:37,314 --> 00:06:39,650 -Oh, my God. -I know. 150 00:06:39,733 --> 00:06:41,360 About to steal me a baby. 151 00:06:41,444 --> 00:06:42,611 Oh, my gosh, gorg. 152 00:06:42,695 --> 00:06:45,364 If Tan gets a baby, I get a baby. 153 00:06:47,032 --> 00:06:51,620 Okay, let's talk through your closet. This, I love. 154 00:06:52,204 --> 00:06:53,372 This is my wife's actually. 155 00:06:53,456 --> 00:06:55,291 -Oh, really? [laughs] -In high school. 156 00:06:55,374 --> 00:06:58,002 -It's fantastic. I love it so much. -Yeah. 157 00:06:58,085 --> 00:07:01,964 It's hard to figure out what's yours and what's not yours 158 00:07:02,047 --> 00:07:03,257 'cause it's all mixed in. 159 00:07:03,340 --> 00:07:06,552 -[Reggie] We have always shared a closet. -Wow, wow, wow, wow. Okay. 160 00:07:06,635 --> 00:07:09,430 -This is you, right? -That's my performance jacket, actually. 161 00:07:09,513 --> 00:07:11,348 [Tan] It's very corporate for what you do. 162 00:07:11,432 --> 00:07:14,310 The contradiction of, like, being super formal on stage 163 00:07:14,393 --> 00:07:16,479 and then, you know, being a hip-hop artist is great. 164 00:07:16,562 --> 00:07:19,523 You know what I mean? I think of Childish Gambino and Pharrell, 165 00:07:19,607 --> 00:07:20,900 it's always, maybe a blazer. 166 00:07:20,983 --> 00:07:23,819 Is that the look that you would like to keep, 167 00:07:23,903 --> 00:07:26,280 more of a buttoned-up version of you? 168 00:07:27,448 --> 00:07:30,618 I just don't know. Sometimes I'll go on stage like this, 169 00:07:30,701 --> 00:07:33,412 with, like, some skinny jeans and a cutoff, more of like a punk rock. 170 00:07:33,496 --> 00:07:35,414 Okay, there's a lot. 171 00:07:35,498 --> 00:07:36,624 Yeah, it is a lot. 172 00:07:36,707 --> 00:07:39,877 I can't figure out who you are based on your closet. 173 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:44,089 Seeing these pieces makes me feel like he didn't really believe in himself. 174 00:07:44,173 --> 00:07:47,384 He didn't really believe his own hype. An artist needs to stand out. 175 00:07:48,135 --> 00:07:49,678 That's not the case here. 176 00:07:49,762 --> 00:07:52,765 -You would wear that in daily life also? -Yeah, I would. 177 00:07:52,848 --> 00:07:55,643 Most of the people I'm helping have normal jobs. They have normal lives. 178 00:07:55,726 --> 00:07:56,685 You are an artist. 179 00:07:56,769 --> 00:07:59,021 -I want you to feel powerful on stage. -Mm-hmm. 180 00:07:59,104 --> 00:07:59,939 Okay. 181 00:08:00,022 --> 00:08:03,901 And maybe I can convince you to come up with a certain vibe. 182 00:08:03,984 --> 00:08:05,945 -Are you a Beyoncé fan? -Yes, I am. She's good. 183 00:08:06,028 --> 00:08:08,113 The looks she puts on are Sasha Fierce's looks. 184 00:08:08,739 --> 00:08:11,283 I would love to give you, like, this little superpower 185 00:08:11,367 --> 00:08:12,409 to take on stage with you, 186 00:08:12,493 --> 00:08:14,411 so you think, "I stand out. I feel really good, 187 00:08:14,495 --> 00:08:16,163 and I wanna perform for people again." 188 00:08:16,247 --> 00:08:17,206 Okay. 189 00:08:17,289 --> 00:08:19,917 I feel like the microwave needs all of its layers of doors 190 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:21,544 to protect you from the radio waves. 191 00:08:21,627 --> 00:08:23,671 -[Antoni] Ooh! -Yeah, I don't think that's safe. 192 00:08:25,130 --> 00:08:26,048 [coughs] 193 00:08:26,966 --> 00:08:30,386 Uh-oh. She's real broke. Um… 194 00:08:32,388 --> 00:08:36,016 [groans] Wiener juice, wiener juice. Oh, God! 195 00:08:36,100 --> 00:08:38,018 [Bobby] Wiener juice, wiener juice, wiener juice. 196 00:08:38,102 --> 00:08:40,688 If you say it three times, a wiener appears. 197 00:08:40,771 --> 00:08:41,730 [groans] 198 00:08:42,314 --> 00:08:45,484 -Did you listen to any of his stuff? -[Karamo] Not yet, just the one we heard. 199 00:08:45,568 --> 00:08:48,487 Which immediately when I heard it, I was like, "This is good." 200 00:08:48,571 --> 00:08:54,243 Yeah, he's got talent. And his writing, recording, mixing, mastering, all of that. 201 00:08:54,326 --> 00:08:55,619 -All him? -[Sasha] Yeah. 202 00:08:55,703 --> 00:08:59,039 What we've done as a family is, if we can't afford it, we do it ourselves. 203 00:08:59,123 --> 00:09:00,916 We learn it ourselves. We build it ourselves. 204 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:03,919 We are really invested in each other's arts too, 205 00:09:04,003 --> 00:09:07,548 because Reggie writes music, and I write books. 206 00:09:07,631 --> 00:09:09,341 -[Tan] Hey, KK. Sorry. -[Karamo] Come on in. 207 00:09:09,425 --> 00:09:12,177 I didn't realize you were having a chat. I thought you'd been 208 00:09:12,261 --> 00:09:14,722 trying to create a song, 'cause it's you. And twerking. 209 00:09:14,805 --> 00:09:15,931 -Exactly, yeah. -[laughing] 210 00:09:16,015 --> 00:09:18,726 -I will leave him with you. -[Karamo] Sure. Come join us. 211 00:09:18,809 --> 00:09:20,728 I'm gonna snoop in your closet. Thank you. 212 00:09:20,811 --> 00:09:22,313 I just heard you're producing, writing. 213 00:09:22,396 --> 00:09:25,691 You're doing all these things, which-- that shows you work hard. 214 00:09:25,774 --> 00:09:29,028 That's very evident. And so, what was it like for 2020 for you? 215 00:09:30,529 --> 00:09:31,488 Depressing. 216 00:09:31,572 --> 00:09:33,824 I don't know. I could barely even talk about it. 217 00:09:33,907 --> 00:09:36,744 Still can barely talk about it. 'cause it's still emotionally charged. 218 00:09:36,827 --> 00:09:37,828 Yeah, of course. 219 00:09:37,911 --> 00:09:40,623 [Reggie] I, like, truly love what I did. 220 00:09:41,498 --> 00:09:43,709 [Karamo] "Did" meaning you used to love it. 221 00:09:43,792 --> 00:09:47,296 Is there something going on there about your love? Has it wavered? 222 00:09:47,880 --> 00:09:49,256 [exhales] 223 00:09:50,549 --> 00:09:53,052 The whole lockdown, everything just changed, like, 224 00:09:53,135 --> 00:09:55,763 the underlying frustrations of me, I'm not out there performing. 225 00:09:55,846 --> 00:09:58,474 -Yeah. -[Reggie] That feeling of starting over. 226 00:09:58,557 --> 00:10:01,644 It made me question if this is what I'm supposed to be doing. 227 00:10:01,727 --> 00:10:04,313 -Or if I'm to be doing something else. -Yeah. 228 00:10:04,396 --> 00:10:08,776 Maybe my goal here was to be great at a lot of things 229 00:10:08,859 --> 00:10:11,070 and to teach my sons to be better people. 230 00:10:11,153 --> 00:10:12,404 [Karamo] Mmm. 231 00:10:12,488 --> 00:10:14,406 -You have a show coming up? -[Reggie] Yeah. 232 00:10:14,490 --> 00:10:16,659 Um, Sasha curated it, obviously. 233 00:10:16,742 --> 00:10:18,702 -That's such support and love. -[Reggie] Yeah. 234 00:10:18,786 --> 00:10:20,746 [Sasha] We got some of our favorite bands together 235 00:10:20,829 --> 00:10:22,915 to just kind of hit the stage 236 00:10:22,998 --> 00:10:26,043 and give it our all and get back to the grind. 237 00:10:26,126 --> 00:10:27,419 This is a comeback for you. 238 00:10:27,503 --> 00:10:28,671 Um… 239 00:10:29,505 --> 00:10:30,547 Unsure. 240 00:10:30,631 --> 00:10:32,466 Yeah, that's real. 241 00:10:32,549 --> 00:10:35,886 Stripped away your confidence and trust in a lot of areas. 242 00:10:35,969 --> 00:10:38,013 -Yeah, for sure. -"So why would I be confident?" 243 00:10:38,097 --> 00:10:39,473 Right, right, right, right, right. 244 00:10:40,432 --> 00:10:42,559 Oh, my God. 245 00:10:42,643 --> 00:10:44,103 [Antoni] Oh, my God. 246 00:10:44,895 --> 00:10:45,938 Whoa! 247 00:10:46,021 --> 00:10:47,690 We can play a game of "Never Have I Ever." 248 00:10:47,773 --> 00:10:51,360 Never have I ever seen a table saw in a kitchen cabinet. 249 00:10:51,443 --> 00:10:53,362 It was literally like this. 250 00:10:53,946 --> 00:10:55,531 A circular saw? 251 00:10:56,240 --> 00:10:58,325 It might be a table saw. It might be circular saw. 252 00:10:58,409 --> 00:11:02,121 But it is a thing that is in a kitchen when it probably should be in a garage. 253 00:11:02,204 --> 00:11:03,539 I'll say that. 254 00:11:03,622 --> 00:11:05,833 Your hair is so beautiful. 255 00:11:05,916 --> 00:11:07,710 -Thank you. -Skin, poppin'. 256 00:11:08,293 --> 00:11:10,754 I use coconut oil. That's it. Literally all over my whole body. 257 00:11:10,838 --> 00:11:13,799 Okay, but I also love your baby pick moment. 258 00:11:13,882 --> 00:11:16,427 Not a baby pick, but I love that there's a gorgeous pick in there. 259 00:11:16,510 --> 00:11:17,469 I love that as well. 260 00:11:17,553 --> 00:11:20,764 It's very much Black joy, very much gorgeous resistance, "This is who I am." 261 00:11:20,848 --> 00:11:21,724 Yes. 262 00:11:21,807 --> 00:11:25,144 I wanna help nurture that. When's the last time you had a haircut? 263 00:11:25,227 --> 00:11:28,981 Last time I had a haircut was right before I went to the Katy Perry show. 264 00:11:29,064 --> 00:11:30,649 Oh, so major. 265 00:11:30,733 --> 00:11:33,485 I go and get my hair trimmed, and they leave me with an inch of hair. 266 00:11:35,154 --> 00:11:36,655 My wife thought it was better. 267 00:11:36,739 --> 00:11:37,906 Who does that? 268 00:11:37,990 --> 00:11:39,783 After that haircut, you know what I mean, 269 00:11:39,867 --> 00:11:42,035 a lot of stuff went down, my confidence or whatever. 270 00:11:42,119 --> 00:11:44,329 You lost a little bit of your gorgeous authenticities. 271 00:11:44,413 --> 00:11:45,456 [Reggie] Right. Mm-hmm. 272 00:11:45,539 --> 00:11:49,126 Like, I feel like not everyone has the beautiful hair that you have, 273 00:11:49,209 --> 00:11:51,795 and I do love that, like, it's signature, 274 00:11:51,879 --> 00:11:55,257 but I wanna explore other things we could do to even, like, 275 00:11:55,340 --> 00:11:56,925 help you find your vibe even more. 276 00:11:57,009 --> 00:11:58,844 I am definitely open for that. 277 00:11:58,927 --> 00:12:00,262 [Tan] Ooh! 278 00:12:00,345 --> 00:12:03,515 -[Karamo] Do you know how to do a diaper? -I… do. 279 00:12:03,599 --> 00:12:04,767 -[Karamo] Do you? -[Tan] Yes. 280 00:12:04,850 --> 00:12:08,395 -[Karamo] Wah! I peed myself. Wah! -[Tan] Goes like this. 281 00:12:08,479 --> 00:12:10,147 -Then you take… -[Karamo] I gotta poopie. 282 00:12:10,230 --> 00:12:11,315 [both laughing] 283 00:12:11,398 --> 00:12:12,608 [Tan] Oh, no, it won't stick! 284 00:12:12,691 --> 00:12:14,318 [Karamo] Tan, you have a child on the way! 285 00:12:14,401 --> 00:12:17,321 -He's just gonna have to go diaperless. -[laughs] 286 00:12:17,404 --> 00:12:19,448 -[Bobby] It's your first home together? -[Reggie] Yes. 287 00:12:19,531 --> 00:12:22,409 -How's that been? -Fixing stuff myself, it's crazy. 288 00:12:22,493 --> 00:12:26,663 The kitchen is where we need the most help. [laughs] 289 00:12:26,747 --> 00:12:28,081 Visually, it's not bad. 290 00:12:28,165 --> 00:12:30,000 I've got good bones to work with. 291 00:12:30,083 --> 00:12:31,585 I love a nice open floor plan. 292 00:12:31,668 --> 00:12:33,504 So people hang out there. You can cook in here. 293 00:12:33,587 --> 00:12:35,088 We spend a lot of time here. 294 00:12:36,381 --> 00:12:38,217 [Bobby] Noticing a love for elephants. 295 00:12:38,300 --> 00:12:40,803 [Reggie] Yes, we selected elephants for the nursery 296 00:12:40,886 --> 00:12:42,846 because they're strong, intelligent, 297 00:12:42,930 --> 00:12:45,474 and I wanted my children to instill those same values. 298 00:12:45,557 --> 00:12:47,851 -[Bobby] You and Sasha are in here too? -Yes. 299 00:12:47,935 --> 00:12:51,897 This room is really special to us because Sasha had the baby in this room. 300 00:12:51,980 --> 00:12:53,106 Wow! 301 00:12:53,649 --> 00:12:55,859 So, this room's special, and you want me not to touch it? 302 00:12:55,943 --> 00:12:56,944 [Reggie] Um… 303 00:12:57,528 --> 00:13:00,405 -Because I'm fine with that. -I think it's pretty special. 304 00:13:00,489 --> 00:13:03,951 This is where I make everything happen as far as my career. 305 00:13:04,034 --> 00:13:05,118 And this is working for you? 306 00:13:05,202 --> 00:13:07,204 -Um, a little bit. -[chuckles] A little bit. 307 00:13:07,287 --> 00:13:10,666 -It's definitely a black and gray room. -No, which I love. That's totally my vibe. 308 00:13:10,749 --> 00:13:12,209 -Right, right. -Cool, cool, cool. 309 00:13:12,292 --> 00:13:15,337 -Limited distractions for making music. -What about, like, for acoustics? 310 00:13:15,420 --> 00:13:17,339 -It could be better. -Okay, okay. 311 00:13:17,422 --> 00:13:18,715 I think it's a great house. 312 00:13:18,799 --> 00:13:22,010 I think it has a lot of potential. We're gonna get rid of all that orange. 313 00:13:22,094 --> 00:13:23,971 That's one of the first things we're gonna do. 314 00:13:24,721 --> 00:13:26,390 [Antoni] And how was it during the pandemic? 315 00:13:26,473 --> 00:13:29,351 Like, who's taking care of most of, like, preparing the food? 316 00:13:29,434 --> 00:13:31,728 -Oh, that was me, and my son as well. -Mm-hmm. 317 00:13:31,812 --> 00:13:35,732 He first started cooking breakfast, like, around six to seven years old. 318 00:13:35,816 --> 00:13:38,360 And after that, it was like, "You're cooking breakfast." 319 00:13:38,443 --> 00:13:39,444 That's awesome. 320 00:13:39,528 --> 00:13:42,865 Yeah, obviously when he's cooking a lot, he's like, "Dad, come help me." I'm his… 321 00:13:42,948 --> 00:13:45,242 -Sous chef. -Right, sous chef. Exactly. His sous chef. 322 00:13:45,325 --> 00:13:48,912 I'm his sous chef. He would definitely like to become a chef one day. 323 00:13:48,996 --> 00:13:52,541 I think it's so special that at such a young age, 324 00:13:52,624 --> 00:13:54,710 he has his thing that he's really passionate about, 325 00:13:54,793 --> 00:13:56,378 which he clearly gets from you. 326 00:13:56,461 --> 00:14:00,799 I always love it when you have parents who are deeply passionate about something, 327 00:14:00,883 --> 00:14:03,969 and you see their kids have their own things that they really love. 328 00:14:04,052 --> 00:14:07,139 You see that they feel very comfortable sort of exploring that, 329 00:14:07,222 --> 00:14:08,932 and that's so clear in this house. 330 00:14:09,016 --> 00:14:11,226 Is food, like, your own passion, or is it something 331 00:14:11,310 --> 00:14:15,314 that you feel like your whole family kind of shares that thing together? 332 00:14:15,397 --> 00:14:18,734 I feel like the whole family kind of shares that, 333 00:14:18,817 --> 00:14:23,030 but I feel like, that, like, I am just a bigger source… 334 00:14:23,113 --> 00:14:25,282 -…than my dad is. He barely cooks now. -[Antoni] Gotcha. 335 00:14:25,365 --> 00:14:27,910 [Reggie and Antoni laughing] 336 00:14:27,993 --> 00:14:31,622 Just a little bit of shade for Dad. That's fine. Why doesn't Dad cook as much? 337 00:14:31,705 --> 00:14:33,624 Well, because I can cook better than him. 338 00:14:33,707 --> 00:14:35,375 -Okay, I appreciate that. -[Reggie laughs] 339 00:14:35,959 --> 00:14:38,462 What's your favorite thing to make with your dad? 340 00:14:38,545 --> 00:14:41,924 Like, red meat. I just don't know why, but I'm just really attracted to it. 341 00:14:42,007 --> 00:14:45,552 I love the fact that you're super passionate about food. 342 00:14:45,636 --> 00:14:47,638 Would you be willing to join us this week? 343 00:14:47,721 --> 00:14:48,931 Yes, that seems like fun. 344 00:14:49,014 --> 00:14:49,890 Yes. 345 00:14:52,935 --> 00:14:54,561 [Bobby] Y'all make pretty babies. 346 00:14:54,645 --> 00:14:57,105 Tan has a husband, but I feel like this looks good together. 347 00:14:57,189 --> 00:14:58,357 Like, if this was our baby. 348 00:14:58,440 --> 00:15:00,359 [Tan] I'm not gonna have one. Gonna take yours. 349 00:15:00,984 --> 00:15:03,570 -That's fine, right? -You can have him about two weeks. 350 00:15:03,654 --> 00:15:06,073 -Take him and pay me child support. -[Sasha] We're gonna sleep. 351 00:15:06,156 --> 00:15:07,908 He'll have a lovely English accent. 352 00:15:07,991 --> 00:15:10,035 I'll give him back when he's, like, 17, 18. 353 00:15:10,118 --> 00:15:11,244 [Reggie laughs] 354 00:15:11,328 --> 00:15:13,664 You guys, thank you so much for letting us into your home. 355 00:15:13,747 --> 00:15:16,667 Now we know, uh, I think, what we wanna help you with. 356 00:15:16,750 --> 00:15:18,418 -[Karamo laughs] -[Tan] So, we'll head out. 357 00:15:18,502 --> 00:15:19,586 Thank you so much, my love. 358 00:15:19,670 --> 00:15:21,797 -Reggie, you're with us. -[Reggie] Let's go. 359 00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:23,465 -Bye. -[Jonathan] Bye, Reggie III, Sasha. 360 00:15:23,548 --> 00:15:24,800 [Antoni] Nice meeting you. 361 00:15:24,883 --> 00:15:27,803 -[Jonathan] That baby is so cute. -[Sasha chuckles] Bye-bye! Oh! Bye-bye. 362 00:15:27,886 --> 00:15:29,388 [hip-hop music playing] 363 00:15:31,556 --> 00:15:32,808 [Reggie] ♪ Yeah… ♪ 364 00:15:32,891 --> 00:15:35,811 [Karamo] When it comes to his music, Reggie stopped believing in himself, 365 00:15:35,894 --> 00:15:37,771 and that's an issue. 366 00:15:37,854 --> 00:15:41,233 I need him to believe in his dreams and himself again. 367 00:15:41,316 --> 00:15:43,068 [Reggie] ♪ I'm looking at life This can't be right ♪ 368 00:15:43,151 --> 00:15:45,278 ♪ Sleep with the heater 'Cause it's cold at night ♪ 369 00:15:45,362 --> 00:15:47,572 ♪ Boy been sick God, why I ain't signed… ♪ 370 00:15:47,656 --> 00:15:49,324 [Antoni] He's lost a bit of his drive. 371 00:15:49,408 --> 00:15:51,785 And sometimes, if we can't find it in ourselves, 372 00:15:51,868 --> 00:15:54,371 we get inspired by other people in our lives. 373 00:15:55,122 --> 00:15:57,416 And with Reggie, he doesn't have to look far. 374 00:15:57,499 --> 00:15:58,667 He's got his own son. 375 00:15:58,750 --> 00:16:00,877 ♪ This how you act When you're doing your thing… ♪ 376 00:16:00,961 --> 00:16:03,088 [Bobby] Reggie and Sasha just had a new baby, 377 00:16:03,171 --> 00:16:05,882 and so they don't have time to keep doing the DIY projects 378 00:16:05,966 --> 00:16:07,634 they've done thus far on the house. 379 00:16:07,718 --> 00:16:10,429 I wanna make everything shiny and new again. 380 00:16:11,430 --> 00:16:14,391 So that way, he can focus on following his career dreams, 381 00:16:14,474 --> 00:16:17,060 but also have a really great place to hang out with his family. 382 00:16:17,144 --> 00:16:19,187 [Reggie] ♪ 2020 gotta see a little clearer The only thing that… ♪ 383 00:16:19,271 --> 00:16:22,274 [Tan] When you get stuck in a rut, it's hard to see the wood for the trees. 384 00:16:22,357 --> 00:16:26,903 But I think that seeing himself as the artist he always imagined he would be 385 00:16:26,987 --> 00:16:30,323 is what's gonna reignite his passion again. 386 00:16:31,533 --> 00:16:35,996 Everything Reggie has done to work so hard to get to this point is not lost. 387 00:16:36,747 --> 00:16:39,166 His music is amazing, inspiring, 388 00:16:39,249 --> 00:16:41,251 and I want Reggie to stay connected to that passion. 389 00:16:41,334 --> 00:16:44,296 [echoes] ♪ On a Yamaha with the nitrous In the bottle, gone ♪ 390 00:16:44,379 --> 00:16:45,630 [rap continues] 391 00:16:45,714 --> 00:16:48,800 -[dance music playing] -[shouts] 392 00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:53,055 ♪ Uh, uhh! ♪ 393 00:16:53,138 --> 00:16:54,014 ♪ Get busy! ♪ 394 00:16:56,641 --> 00:16:58,977 [Sasha] This is my first time ever coming to Ikea. 395 00:16:59,061 --> 00:17:01,980 -It's like a playland for adults. [laughs] -It really is. 396 00:17:02,064 --> 00:17:04,232 I wanted to take Reggie and Sasha somewhere 397 00:17:04,316 --> 00:17:06,485 where they could really get a lot of ideas 398 00:17:06,568 --> 00:17:09,029 for this home and any future homes as well. 399 00:17:09,905 --> 00:17:10,947 [Reggie] Look at this. 400 00:17:11,031 --> 00:17:13,241 Aw, look at that vent in the top. That'd be… 401 00:17:13,325 --> 00:17:15,368 And those Edison bulbs. I love those. 402 00:17:15,452 --> 00:17:17,454 -I love these for accent lighting. -Yeah. 403 00:17:17,537 --> 00:17:20,207 -This is definitely the place for that. -Ooh, that is pretty. 404 00:17:21,041 --> 00:17:25,587 [Bobby] So, what is it about your living room that doesn't function for you? 405 00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:27,089 [Sasha] I think the crowding of it. 406 00:17:27,672 --> 00:17:30,175 Okay. So, you know, a lot of times in a smaller space, 407 00:17:30,258 --> 00:17:32,427 it is best to do a built-in sectional. 408 00:17:32,511 --> 00:17:34,805 Basically, you've just got the wall and then the cushion. 409 00:17:34,888 --> 00:17:36,431 -Okay. -And you gain a foot. 410 00:17:36,515 --> 00:17:37,641 [Reggie] Hmm! 411 00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:39,184 -Now… -[Reggie] I like it. 412 00:17:39,267 --> 00:17:41,269 -[Bobby] …gonna get appliances. -[Sasha] All right! 413 00:17:41,353 --> 00:17:44,397 I was thinking black stainless steel. 414 00:17:44,481 --> 00:17:46,024 So you don't see any fingerprints, 415 00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:48,318 but you still get the sleek, cool-looking black stove. 416 00:17:48,401 --> 00:17:51,071 -[Sasha] Yeah. -[Bobby] There's a microwave that matches. 417 00:17:51,154 --> 00:17:53,573 -With a handle. -With a door and a handle. 418 00:17:54,157 --> 00:17:55,242 For a refrigerator… 419 00:17:55,325 --> 00:17:57,452 Yeah, and I wanted to do that too. 420 00:17:57,536 --> 00:17:59,663 Yeah, you cannot get fingerprints on it. 421 00:17:59,746 --> 00:18:01,581 Now can you get chicken wing sauce on it? 422 00:18:01,665 --> 00:18:03,041 -[Bobby] Probably. -[laughs] 423 00:18:03,125 --> 00:18:04,835 -Why you look at me? -I was winking. 424 00:18:04,918 --> 00:18:08,004 -Are you messy? -I am very messy. [laughs] 425 00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:09,714 [Sasha gasps] 426 00:18:09,798 --> 00:18:11,550 [Bobby] They have the cutest kids department. 427 00:18:11,633 --> 00:18:13,093 -I see the elephant. -[Bobby] Uh-huh. 428 00:18:13,677 --> 00:18:18,557 You get an elephant, and you get an elephant, and I get an elephant! 429 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:20,183 [Sasha] Oh! 430 00:18:20,267 --> 00:18:22,978 -I think we got all the elephants we need. -Right. [laughs] 431 00:18:23,061 --> 00:18:25,605 -[hip-hop music playing] -♪ Sometimes I feel I gotta run, run ♪ 432 00:18:25,689 --> 00:18:28,358 ♪ Pocket full of dreams Gotta make it for me and my team ♪ 433 00:18:28,441 --> 00:18:31,820 ♪ When I leave, I will run, run Won't ever stop… ♪ 434 00:18:31,903 --> 00:18:34,573 [Antoni] This is a new hotel. It's called the Line Hotel. 435 00:18:34,656 --> 00:18:37,409 A chef named Kristen Kish opened up her restaurant here, 436 00:18:37,492 --> 00:18:39,035 Arlo Grey, not too long ago. 437 00:18:39,119 --> 00:18:43,123 Here on this wall, she actually has recipes from when she started cooking. 438 00:18:43,206 --> 00:18:45,208 She was 17, and she kept notes. 439 00:18:45,292 --> 00:18:47,711 [Little Reggie] I've never been in a place like this ever. 440 00:18:47,794 --> 00:18:50,338 -[Antoni] How cool is it, though? -[Little Reggie] Very cool. 441 00:18:50,922 --> 00:18:51,840 So… 442 00:18:51,923 --> 00:18:53,341 [Little Reggie] Look at the spices. 443 00:18:53,425 --> 00:18:55,385 Reggie, Little Reggie is gonna be cooking. 444 00:18:55,468 --> 00:18:58,054 -But you're gonna be taking notes. -Taking notes. 445 00:18:58,138 --> 00:19:00,307 Sounds great. Sorry you gotta read my handwriting. 446 00:19:00,390 --> 00:19:01,641 [Antoni and Reggie laughing] 447 00:19:01,725 --> 00:19:04,561 I want Little Reggie to feel like a boss in the kitchen. 448 00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:06,855 I want his father to be able to experience that with him. 449 00:19:06,938 --> 00:19:09,316 'Cause if Reggie sees his son succeeding, 450 00:19:09,399 --> 00:19:11,651 I really think he's gonna want that for himself as well. 451 00:19:11,735 --> 00:19:15,113 So, we're actually gonna be roasting a whole filet mignon. 452 00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:16,615 There are two parts to this recipe: 453 00:19:16,698 --> 00:19:20,160 One is the beef and the second one is the sauce. 454 00:19:20,243 --> 00:19:21,536 -You ready? -Mm-hmm. 455 00:19:21,620 --> 00:19:23,997 [Antoni] Pour the olive oil. There you go. 456 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:26,249 I always like to season it aggressively on the outside. 457 00:19:26,833 --> 00:19:27,834 You can pat that down, 458 00:19:27,918 --> 00:19:31,504 just to really get the salt and the pepper in there. Beautiful. 459 00:19:31,588 --> 00:19:34,758 Since we're roasting it, we're just gonna sear it a little bit. 460 00:19:34,841 --> 00:19:38,678 Plop it right in there to develop that crust to just keep all the juices in. 461 00:19:38,762 --> 00:19:41,223 -[sizzling] -Oh, I love that sound. 462 00:19:41,306 --> 00:19:43,225 So, we have some beautiful browning here. 463 00:19:43,308 --> 00:19:45,560 So it was about four to five minutes on that side? 464 00:19:45,644 --> 00:19:47,103 [Antoni] Yeah, three to five minutes. 465 00:19:47,187 --> 00:19:49,898 -This is gonna go into an oven at 425. -[Reggie] Uh-huh. 466 00:19:52,067 --> 00:19:53,235 [Antoni] Know what this is? 467 00:19:53,318 --> 00:19:55,195 -[Little Reggie] Shallots. -It is a shallot. 468 00:19:56,112 --> 00:19:57,781 -All right. -[Antoni] You look like a chef. 469 00:19:57,864 --> 00:20:00,450 -You're doing a good job. -[Antoni] You're doing a great job. 470 00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:02,535 And then three tablespoons of white wine 471 00:20:02,619 --> 00:20:04,955 and then two tablespoons of white wine vinegar. 472 00:20:06,831 --> 00:20:09,000 I'm gonna need three egg yolks. 473 00:20:09,084 --> 00:20:09,918 Okay. 474 00:20:10,001 --> 00:20:11,878 Crack the whole eggs into the bowl, 475 00:20:11,962 --> 00:20:14,965 and then you're gonna gently scoop your fingers under the yolk 476 00:20:15,048 --> 00:20:18,301 and just slide the yolk really gently from one hand to the next 477 00:20:18,385 --> 00:20:20,553 so that all the egg whites dribble off. 478 00:20:20,637 --> 00:20:22,639 -Oh, there you go. -Beautiful. 479 00:20:22,722 --> 00:20:24,099 For every one of these egg yolks, 480 00:20:24,182 --> 00:20:26,726 we're gonna add about a tablespoon of water. 481 00:20:26,810 --> 00:20:29,646 And now, you're just gonna keep on whisking the béarnaise. 482 00:20:29,729 --> 00:20:32,983 That's perfect. And Dad is gonna chop some tarragon. 483 00:20:34,276 --> 00:20:36,361 -Do you wanna be a chef someday? -[Little Reggie] Yes. 484 00:20:36,444 --> 00:20:39,364 -You do? -Yep, I wanna go to a cooking school. 485 00:20:39,447 --> 00:20:40,699 -[Antoni] Really? -Mm-hmm. 486 00:20:40,782 --> 00:20:42,993 [Reggie] He has talked about cooking for the family a lot. 487 00:20:43,076 --> 00:20:45,870 I'm sure that's where it's gonna start, but it definitely is gonna branch 488 00:20:45,954 --> 00:20:48,081 into bigger and better things when he gets older. 489 00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:52,335 But I love that he has drive and ambition, and he has something that he loves doing. 490 00:20:52,419 --> 00:20:53,253 Like you. 491 00:20:53,336 --> 00:20:55,297 -[Little Reggie] Mm-hmm. -[Antoni] Meat is ready. 492 00:20:55,380 --> 00:20:58,300 [Reggie] How long should we let beef rest? 493 00:20:58,383 --> 00:20:59,801 -About seven to ten minutes. -Okay. 494 00:20:59,884 --> 00:21:03,305 [Antoni] I'm gonna check on this. It's really thickened up a lot. 495 00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:04,639 See how it nicely coats? 496 00:21:04,723 --> 00:21:07,100 So you get little chunks there. That means it's ready. 497 00:21:07,183 --> 00:21:10,437 So now you're gonna grab our white wine vinegar-shallot-tarragon mixture 498 00:21:10,520 --> 00:21:13,315 and you're gonna plop it right in there. Excellent. 499 00:21:14,733 --> 00:21:16,526 And I'm gonna add clarified butter. 500 00:21:17,110 --> 00:21:19,154 -[Little Reggie] A little bit more. -[laughs] 501 00:21:19,237 --> 00:21:20,780 -There we are. -[Antoni] I respect that. 502 00:21:20,864 --> 00:21:24,034 Passions are so important, and I get it from your wife as well. 503 00:21:24,117 --> 00:21:26,786 Like, it's something that you highly encourage in your kids. 504 00:21:27,370 --> 00:21:29,205 [Reggie] Definitely, and he's found this. 505 00:21:29,289 --> 00:21:31,082 It's definitely gonna help me do what I do. 506 00:21:31,166 --> 00:21:35,295 -He can cook while I'm doing my thing. -Right. Okay. 507 00:21:35,879 --> 00:21:37,922 -Look how beautiful and thick. -[Little Reggie] Crazy. 508 00:21:38,006 --> 00:21:40,508 [Antoni] Gonna season it with a little bit of salt. 509 00:21:40,592 --> 00:21:42,510 And then I like to do about an inch. 510 00:21:42,594 --> 00:21:43,803 You got it. You got it. 511 00:21:45,055 --> 00:21:45,889 That's so good. 512 00:21:46,473 --> 00:21:48,516 -[Little Reggie] Wow, I did that. -[laughs] 513 00:21:50,727 --> 00:21:52,020 Oh, man. 514 00:21:53,438 --> 00:21:54,814 -So good. -So good. 515 00:21:55,398 --> 00:21:58,610 Reggie, you can go focus on your music because, uh… 516 00:21:58,693 --> 00:22:00,695 Little Reggie's got dinner covered. 517 00:22:00,779 --> 00:22:02,989 [Little Reggie] That was the best I've had in my life. 518 00:22:03,073 --> 00:22:05,700 -Sorry I'm stuffing my face. So good. -Yeah, that was really good. 519 00:22:05,784 --> 00:22:08,286 -[Antoni] Take that whole bite. -[Reggie laughs] He's going to. 520 00:22:08,370 --> 00:22:10,455 [laughing] 521 00:22:10,538 --> 00:22:13,333 -[hip-hop music playing] -♪ Let's go, let's go, let's go! ♪ 522 00:22:13,416 --> 00:22:16,086 ♪ Let's go, let's go, whoo, whoo! ♪ 523 00:22:19,089 --> 00:22:21,674 We're at Empire. That's where you're performing. How do you feel? 524 00:22:21,758 --> 00:22:23,968 [Reggie] I always wanted to come here. 525 00:22:24,052 --> 00:22:27,013 [Karamo] What does it feel like knowing that we are 526 00:22:27,097 --> 00:22:29,682 in the spot and you're gonna be performing here in a couple days? 527 00:22:29,766 --> 00:22:32,685 [Reggie] I can see it's about time, but I'm nervous. 528 00:22:34,145 --> 00:22:36,272 [Karamo] His first show in over a year. 529 00:22:36,356 --> 00:22:38,942 He needs to get into this space before he performs 530 00:22:39,025 --> 00:22:42,237 to start building his confidence so that he can get on stage 531 00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:45,615 and be the Reggie, the BlackLight, that he is meant to be. 532 00:22:46,282 --> 00:22:49,369 This is, like, your first time talking to somebody about your career. 533 00:22:49,452 --> 00:22:51,246 But this is the first of many for you. 534 00:22:51,329 --> 00:22:52,831 -We'll see. -[laughs] 535 00:22:52,914 --> 00:22:55,291 -We'll see. Okay. -We will see. I mean… 536 00:22:56,418 --> 00:22:58,878 I stop myself from thinking too far forward. 537 00:22:58,962 --> 00:23:01,506 A lot of the thoughts are… [sighs] 538 00:23:01,589 --> 00:23:05,427 "Reggie, you need to sit down and rethink your life." 539 00:23:05,510 --> 00:23:10,890 I need to stay balanced so that I can keep my wife good so she can have her career 540 00:23:10,974 --> 00:23:12,809 and have the economy of our house going. 541 00:23:12,892 --> 00:23:14,102 -Yeah. -You know what I mean? 542 00:23:14,185 --> 00:23:18,356 I understand that exact feeling that there's a stress that you have as a man, 543 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:20,942 but, like, your wife just rocks with you, 544 00:23:21,025 --> 00:23:25,405 and for the person you're with to support that dream 100%, it's a rare thing. 545 00:23:26,448 --> 00:23:30,243 That's you stopping yourself, 'cause you know you got somebody in your corner. 546 00:23:30,326 --> 00:23:31,161 Right. 547 00:23:31,911 --> 00:23:33,329 So, what's blocking you? 548 00:23:34,205 --> 00:23:38,668 [chuckles] Dreaming big has, I guess, emotionally hurt me. 549 00:23:39,252 --> 00:23:40,128 Yeah. 550 00:23:40,587 --> 00:23:43,715 The logical brain comes on, "If it hurt you, why are you continuing?" 551 00:23:44,591 --> 00:23:46,092 But, um, you know, 552 00:23:46,176 --> 00:23:48,720 my son has this cooking thing that he's very passionate about. 553 00:23:48,803 --> 00:23:51,389 My wife is an author. She's very passionate about that. 554 00:23:51,473 --> 00:23:54,434 And it's like, if I gave up on my dream, 555 00:23:54,976 --> 00:23:56,436 what is that saying to them? 556 00:23:56,519 --> 00:24:00,607 What does it say to young Reggie if you don't give up, 557 00:24:01,232 --> 00:24:02,692 but you don't believe? 558 00:24:04,277 --> 00:24:06,070 Because you're sending that message as well. 559 00:24:09,157 --> 00:24:12,160 "If you get burnt in the kitchen, I mean, you can still keep cooking, 560 00:24:12,243 --> 00:24:14,996 but don't believe you're ever gonna have your own restaurant one day." 561 00:24:17,540 --> 00:24:19,125 Never say that to him, but, yeah. 562 00:24:19,209 --> 00:24:23,087 I know, but sometimes we inadvertently pick up on what our parents do. 563 00:24:24,631 --> 00:24:27,217 And what he's gonna pick up on now is, 564 00:24:27,300 --> 00:24:31,095 "Work hard, but don't really believe anything's ever gonna come of it." 565 00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:37,602 Through life, I just worked hard to get everything. 566 00:24:38,228 --> 00:24:42,023 And all the work I've put in is just coming to a screeching halt. 567 00:24:42,607 --> 00:24:44,651 You know what I mean? And not even my fault. 568 00:24:46,736 --> 00:24:48,446 The thing that you've been doing, saying, 569 00:24:48,530 --> 00:24:50,782 "I work hard every day, but there's no guarantee…" 570 00:24:50,865 --> 00:24:51,866 You gotta switch that, 571 00:24:51,950 --> 00:24:55,370 because that guy in January of 2019 that was working hard 572 00:24:55,453 --> 00:24:57,622 was in India with Katy Perry and Dua Lipa. 573 00:24:58,540 --> 00:25:01,376 Did that guy back there know that he'd be on stage in India? 574 00:25:02,168 --> 00:25:03,545 -No clue. -None. 575 00:25:04,337 --> 00:25:06,339 But you believed that it could happen. 576 00:25:06,839 --> 00:25:08,299 -Oh, I did. -You did? 577 00:25:08,383 --> 00:25:09,884 -Yeah. -And it happened. 578 00:25:10,468 --> 00:25:12,595 So, you gotta just trust and believe. 579 00:25:12,679 --> 00:25:14,347 I want you to picture this right now. 580 00:25:14,430 --> 00:25:17,600 Visualize how you felt when you walked off that stage. 581 00:25:20,228 --> 00:25:21,771 It was the highest I've ever been. 582 00:25:22,355 --> 00:25:24,941 I almost didn't even feel the steps or the ground. 583 00:25:25,024 --> 00:25:27,694 It's just like, I floated back to the trailer. 584 00:25:27,777 --> 00:25:31,030 Your dream actually gave you the highest and greatest moment in your life. 585 00:25:32,448 --> 00:25:35,743 And sometimes we forget that because it's so easy to see the negative. 586 00:25:35,827 --> 00:25:36,828 Right, yes. 587 00:25:36,953 --> 00:25:39,872 You gotta visualize that moment that you floated off a stage 588 00:25:39,956 --> 00:25:41,833 and the crowd was loving you. 589 00:25:41,916 --> 00:25:44,669 And when you get there, say to yourself, 590 00:25:44,752 --> 00:25:48,256 "My dreams don't hurt me. My dreams give me the best moments of my life." 591 00:25:49,215 --> 00:25:50,842 It's okay to dream big. 592 00:25:52,302 --> 00:25:53,803 So, what are your dreams? 593 00:25:54,679 --> 00:26:00,351 That me and my family are gonna make it through my career, her career 594 00:26:00,435 --> 00:26:02,604 and still be balanced. And you know, 595 00:26:03,354 --> 00:26:06,941 to have a whole lot more experiences of me walking off stage, 596 00:26:07,734 --> 00:26:09,235 floating to my trailer. 597 00:26:09,319 --> 00:26:11,404 I like this. Now you starting to dream again. 598 00:26:12,488 --> 00:26:16,326 If you find yourself saying, "Well, I don't know if that's possible," cut it. 599 00:26:18,494 --> 00:26:20,246 -[Reggie] Thanks, man. -Ah! 600 00:26:20,330 --> 00:26:22,415 [soul music playing] 601 00:26:22,498 --> 00:26:26,252 ♪ Want a little bit more Want a little bit more… ♪ 602 00:26:28,129 --> 00:26:30,340 [Bobby] One of the ways to help Reggie get his groove back 603 00:26:30,423 --> 00:26:32,467 is to help his house get some groove back. 604 00:26:32,550 --> 00:26:34,761 So, I'm creating an atmosphere that's bright 605 00:26:34,844 --> 00:26:36,763 and colorful and full of life. 606 00:26:36,846 --> 00:26:39,849 -That inspires creativity and passion. -[kisses] 607 00:26:39,932 --> 00:26:41,893 Bye-bye, orange walls. 608 00:26:41,976 --> 00:26:44,729 -[hip-hop music playing] -♪ This is how we do it every day ♪ 609 00:26:44,812 --> 00:26:48,483 ♪ We be grinding, and if you ask me We the best, I'm gonna be like, "Yeah!" ♪ 610 00:26:48,566 --> 00:26:50,068 ♪ Yo, that's us with the crazy flow… ♪ 611 00:26:50,151 --> 00:26:51,736 When was the last time you shopped? 612 00:26:51,819 --> 00:26:53,488 Ooh. [laughs] 613 00:26:53,571 --> 00:26:54,989 -A long time ago? -2019. 614 00:26:55,073 --> 00:26:58,701 Ooh, all right, well, then I'm glad I'm gonna be your first experience in a while. 615 00:26:58,785 --> 00:27:00,203 -Thank you. -After you. 616 00:27:00,286 --> 00:27:02,914 Having Reggie shop is really important 617 00:27:02,997 --> 00:27:05,667 because he needs to understand what it is 618 00:27:05,750 --> 00:27:09,212 that he really wants from his look as an artist. 619 00:27:09,295 --> 00:27:15,134 And so today, he gets to create a persona that is truly him. 620 00:27:15,718 --> 00:27:18,513 The last time I went shopping was before my last big show. 621 00:27:18,596 --> 00:27:19,514 Okay. 622 00:27:19,597 --> 00:27:20,848 Do you care about clothes? 623 00:27:20,932 --> 00:27:23,393 [Reggie] I just would rather spend my time making music. 624 00:27:23,476 --> 00:27:25,144 I get it. Of course I get it. 625 00:27:25,228 --> 00:27:27,563 But it does matter what you put on your body, 626 00:27:27,647 --> 00:27:29,482 especially for somebody like you. 627 00:27:29,565 --> 00:27:32,860 This is just as important as the thing that you're singing on stage. 628 00:27:32,944 --> 00:27:34,696 So I looked at your website. 629 00:27:34,779 --> 00:27:38,157 You've got a picture of you in a black suit and a white shirt. 630 00:27:38,825 --> 00:27:42,662 You look more like an accountant or like a preacher man. 631 00:27:42,745 --> 00:27:44,747 [both laughing] 632 00:27:44,831 --> 00:27:47,709 You must see what I mean. My issue isn't a suit. 633 00:27:47,792 --> 00:27:48,835 I love a suit. 634 00:27:48,918 --> 00:27:51,546 It's the kind of suit you choose. 635 00:27:51,629 --> 00:27:53,089 -You're an artist. -Thank you. 636 00:27:53,172 --> 00:27:55,550 I want people to get excited when they see you thinking, 637 00:27:55,633 --> 00:27:56,843 "He looks like an artist." 638 00:27:56,926 --> 00:27:58,720 -I see where you're going. -Right? Right? 639 00:27:58,803 --> 00:28:02,014 You know, I, kind of, don't know what I want, maybe? [laughs] 640 00:28:02,098 --> 00:28:05,143 Okay, so I would like you to shop. 641 00:28:05,226 --> 00:28:07,937 I just wanna to see the kind of things that you gravitate towards, 642 00:28:08,020 --> 00:28:11,023 based on who you are, the artist. 643 00:28:11,107 --> 00:28:12,608 What do you wanna convey? 644 00:28:12,692 --> 00:28:13,693 This is kind of nice. 645 00:28:13,776 --> 00:28:15,737 -I love the orange on it. -I like that too. 646 00:28:15,820 --> 00:28:18,114 -What is that, burnt sienna? -Yeah. Oh-ho-ho-ho-ho! 647 00:28:18,197 --> 00:28:21,951 It gives me hope seeing him pull out really bold items 648 00:28:22,034 --> 00:28:23,828 that honestly, I would never have expected. 649 00:28:23,911 --> 00:28:26,122 -It's definitely eye-catching. -I love it. Okay, good. 650 00:28:26,205 --> 00:28:27,749 Maybe the concern was that 651 00:28:27,832 --> 00:28:32,003 he didn't have the self-esteem to wear what he actually wants to wear on stage. 652 00:28:33,588 --> 00:28:36,883 [laughs] Well, you have the confidence of a performer. That's good. 653 00:28:37,633 --> 00:28:39,010 Does it work or does it not work? 654 00:28:39,093 --> 00:28:42,555 Yes, this actually works. And this is one that Reggie would wear, 655 00:28:43,181 --> 00:28:44,265 along with BlackLight. 656 00:28:44,348 --> 00:28:46,976 [Tan] The reason why I like a pajama-style pant is 657 00:28:47,059 --> 00:28:48,811 it is brutally hot here. 658 00:28:48,895 --> 00:28:52,064 -Oh, yes. -It's probably more brutally hot on stage. 659 00:28:52,148 --> 00:28:55,234 And so at least it gives you a little bit more comfort. 660 00:28:55,318 --> 00:28:58,237 I love this, actually. Now, the more I look at it, I'm kind of enjoying it. 661 00:28:58,321 --> 00:28:59,947 Yay, that makes me so happy! [laughs] 662 00:29:00,031 --> 00:29:01,282 You know what it reminds me of? 663 00:29:01,365 --> 00:29:04,327 I'm not trying to turn you into this person… André 3000. 664 00:29:04,410 --> 00:29:06,871 -[scoffs] One of my favorite rappers. -Oh, really? 665 00:29:06,954 --> 00:29:08,414 -All right. -Yeah, I love it. 666 00:29:08,498 --> 00:29:10,583 I'm gonna make sure in your closet you have everything 667 00:29:10,666 --> 00:29:12,251 that's gonna make you feel good on stage. 668 00:29:12,335 --> 00:29:13,377 Sounds great. 669 00:29:13,461 --> 00:29:16,589 -[soul music playing] -[vocalizing] 670 00:29:20,885 --> 00:29:22,637 This is called Birds Barbershop. 671 00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:25,014 Super cute. Have you ever been here before? 672 00:29:25,097 --> 00:29:26,474 -No. [laughs] -You haven't? 673 00:29:26,557 --> 00:29:29,936 -Come on in. George. How are you? -Hey, how you doing? 674 00:29:30,019 --> 00:29:32,063 -Reggie, George. George, Reggie. -Nice to meet you. 675 00:29:32,814 --> 00:29:34,106 [Jonathan] Can I touch your hair? 676 00:29:34,190 --> 00:29:36,234 -Of course. -[Jonathan] I'm obsessed with your Afro. 677 00:29:36,317 --> 00:29:37,568 I feel like it stands out. 678 00:29:37,652 --> 00:29:39,320 I feel like I don't see it every day. 679 00:29:39,403 --> 00:29:43,157 But I feel like this hair is, like, going over your ear a little. 680 00:29:43,241 --> 00:29:46,285 Almost like a gorgeous, like, Black man, Princess Leia moment. 681 00:29:46,369 --> 00:29:48,204 It's starting to give me bun over your ear. 682 00:29:48,287 --> 00:29:50,081 Yeah, I get it. [laughs] 683 00:29:50,164 --> 00:29:55,044 The point is we'll take this a tiny bit in, like, a little, teeny-tiny bit. 684 00:29:55,127 --> 00:29:56,504 And then this back hairline in, 685 00:29:56,587 --> 00:29:58,714 kind of 1970s-inspired, like, Afro-centric moment 686 00:29:58,798 --> 00:30:00,842 where really we keep all of this length. 687 00:30:00,925 --> 00:30:02,718 -Okay. -[Jonathan] It keeps your options open. 688 00:30:02,802 --> 00:30:06,013 You can braid it down. You can lock it up. You can do a little twist. 689 00:30:06,097 --> 00:30:07,974 You can do all sorts of different things with it, 690 00:30:08,057 --> 00:30:10,768 which I think as an artist is, like, a good thing. 691 00:30:10,852 --> 00:30:12,311 I'm digging it so far. 692 00:30:12,395 --> 00:30:13,813 We're not taking your hair off. 693 00:30:13,896 --> 00:30:16,899 I will literally side tackle his ass if the hair starts to come too short. 694 00:30:16,983 --> 00:30:19,235 Because I-- I actually would never do that. 695 00:30:19,318 --> 00:30:22,196 Actually I could if it really starts-- Whatever. Focus, Jonathan. 696 00:30:23,239 --> 00:30:27,618 This is all about helping him embody the music that he creates, 697 00:30:27,702 --> 00:30:31,205 which is about resilience, joy, confidence. 698 00:30:31,289 --> 00:30:33,082 Wait, so tell me about the show. 699 00:30:33,165 --> 00:30:35,084 When's the last time you've been on stage? 700 00:30:35,167 --> 00:30:36,961 [Reggie] It's been a long time. 701 00:30:37,044 --> 00:30:39,380 -Performing at the Austin Hip Hop Awards. -[whirring] 702 00:30:39,463 --> 00:30:41,716 And then two months later, COVID. 703 00:30:41,799 --> 00:30:45,094 I was thinking about your experience and having the universe just kind of 704 00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:46,721 pull the plug on touring 705 00:30:46,804 --> 00:30:50,683 and, like, so much of the music industry in the way that it had classically been. 706 00:30:50,766 --> 00:30:53,686 But that everyone has such a different path, 707 00:30:53,769 --> 00:30:55,730 and everyone has so many, like, different setbacks 708 00:30:55,813 --> 00:30:57,440 and so many different, like, experiences. 709 00:30:57,523 --> 00:30:59,734 -Right. -That inertia is still there. 710 00:30:59,817 --> 00:31:03,696 And there's no reason to believe that, like, you're not gonna have more "yes." 711 00:31:03,779 --> 00:31:05,239 So, I guess I'm just saying, like, 712 00:31:05,323 --> 00:31:08,409 it's important for us to stay connected to our passions. 713 00:31:08,492 --> 00:31:09,619 Just keep going. 714 00:31:09,702 --> 00:31:11,871 Oh, my God. That looks really good. Thank you so much. 715 00:31:11,954 --> 00:31:14,165 I really like that disconnection. It's really sexy. 716 00:31:14,248 --> 00:31:16,417 -[laughs] -Look at you, for crying out loud. 717 00:31:16,500 --> 00:31:17,460 Yeah, I'm digging this. 718 00:31:17,543 --> 00:31:20,046 See this confidence a-brewing, honey. Yes! 719 00:31:20,129 --> 00:31:22,298 [laughing] 720 00:31:22,381 --> 00:31:26,135 Hi. I'm Captain Confidence, Reggie, and welcome to Queer Eye. 721 00:31:26,844 --> 00:31:29,221 Yeah, I'm gonna do a gorgeous moisture mask. 722 00:31:29,305 --> 00:31:32,016 Confidence is something that comes from our inside. 723 00:31:32,099 --> 00:31:33,267 It's a state of being. 724 00:31:33,351 --> 00:31:36,103 We just have to help to, like, propel him forward. 725 00:31:36,187 --> 00:31:39,690 He just needs to do a round off back handspring layout into his destiny. 726 00:31:39,774 --> 00:31:43,069 Except like, the R&B, rap, hip-hop version of that. 727 00:31:43,653 --> 00:31:44,487 Yes. 728 00:31:45,863 --> 00:31:47,657 [Reggie] Do I look handsome? 729 00:31:47,740 --> 00:31:50,701 Okay, I'm, like, honestly not even doing this, like, to be extra. 730 00:31:50,785 --> 00:31:52,620 Like, I actually did just get, like, a flutter. 731 00:31:52,703 --> 00:31:54,747 Like, you really look amazing. 732 00:31:55,539 --> 00:31:56,999 Uh! 733 00:31:57,083 --> 00:31:58,292 -Are you ready? -I'm ready. 734 00:31:58,376 --> 00:32:02,129 For the new Reggie in three, two, one. 735 00:32:05,383 --> 00:32:06,217 Whoa. 736 00:32:06,926 --> 00:32:07,760 I love it. 737 00:32:07,843 --> 00:32:10,179 [Jonathan] Look at your texture from the hydration. 738 00:32:10,262 --> 00:32:11,430 It's super curly. 739 00:32:12,556 --> 00:32:13,391 Wow. 740 00:32:13,474 --> 00:32:15,309 Your hair just wasn't hydrated. 741 00:32:15,393 --> 00:32:17,269 -Oil and water repel each other. -Mm-hmm. 742 00:32:17,353 --> 00:32:19,397 So actually when you coat your hair in coconut oil, 743 00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:22,274 it actually can prevent softening ingredients from getting in it. 744 00:32:22,358 --> 00:32:23,484 from shampoo and conditioner. 745 00:32:23,567 --> 00:32:25,611 -Because it gets this barrier on it. -Mm-hmm. 746 00:32:25,695 --> 00:32:28,239 So, when I put that moisturizer on your hair, it just was like… 747 00:32:28,322 --> 00:32:29,532 [inhales] 748 00:32:29,615 --> 00:32:33,160 And also for Friday, we can pick it out big. We can go big. 749 00:32:33,828 --> 00:32:35,329 I love it. Thank you. 750 00:32:35,913 --> 00:32:36,831 We do have… 751 00:32:36,914 --> 00:32:41,252 Oh, my God. I don't know if I can, like, even handle, like, uh, uh… 752 00:32:41,335 --> 00:32:44,839 Let me pose. I should've been a model, right? [laughs] 753 00:32:44,922 --> 00:32:48,926 Well, I can't be, like, spoiler alert, 754 00:32:49,010 --> 00:32:53,931 but I will just say, we do have one more surprise for us to go to together. 755 00:32:54,015 --> 00:32:54,849 Let's do this. 756 00:32:54,932 --> 00:32:58,811 ♪ 'Cause it makes me feel good Makes me feel all right… ♪ 757 00:32:58,894 --> 00:33:01,522 -[Jonathan] After you. -[Reggie] Thank you. 758 00:33:01,605 --> 00:33:04,150 -[Tan] You look so good! -[all shouting] 759 00:33:04,692 --> 00:33:06,861 You look so good! 760 00:33:06,944 --> 00:33:09,655 -[Karamo] You look so good. -[Tan] You did such a good job. 761 00:33:09,739 --> 00:33:11,323 It's fantastic. 762 00:33:11,407 --> 00:33:13,284 -[Karamo] Yeah. -It's just a clean look. 763 00:33:13,367 --> 00:33:15,202 [Jonathan] Now, what we're here to do is… 764 00:33:15,286 --> 00:33:17,872 -[hums fanfare, laughs] -[Karamo] We're gonna do a photo shoot! 765 00:33:17,955 --> 00:33:20,249 -Yes, I needed more pictures. -Everything. 766 00:33:20,332 --> 00:33:21,959 [Jonathan] We're gonna chaîné turn over. 767 00:33:22,043 --> 00:33:24,879 Yeah, this is how we do it. See? Turn like this. 768 00:33:24,962 --> 00:33:27,256 -I'm just gonna do this. -Yeah, you do your thing. 769 00:33:27,339 --> 00:33:29,759 -[all laughing] -[Jonathan] We're obsessed with Hannah. 770 00:33:29,842 --> 00:33:31,552 -I'm Jane. -[Reggie] Nice to meet you. 771 00:33:31,635 --> 00:33:34,847 [Karamo] I've already tested for you with the light to make sure that it was cute. 772 00:33:34,930 --> 00:33:37,683 So this is about, like, defining who's BlackLight 773 00:33:37,767 --> 00:33:39,643 and the guy who lives in the rest of the world. 774 00:33:39,727 --> 00:33:40,853 Should we get you ready? 775 00:33:40,936 --> 00:33:42,563 -[Reggie] Let's do it. -Let's. Yes, please. 776 00:33:42,646 --> 00:33:46,525 So, the thing I liked about what you gravitated towards at the store 777 00:33:46,609 --> 00:33:48,652 was you liked something that was bold. 778 00:33:48,736 --> 00:33:52,573 So, you pick an outfit based on who you are as BlackLight. 779 00:33:52,656 --> 00:33:53,491 -Okay. -Play. 780 00:33:53,574 --> 00:33:55,284 -Sounds great. -Show me what you like. 781 00:33:55,367 --> 00:33:57,369 Ready or not, here Tan comes. 782 00:33:57,953 --> 00:34:00,164 Show these dum-dums what you've got on. [chuckles] 783 00:34:00,247 --> 00:34:01,457 -[gasps] -[Bobby] Cute. 784 00:34:01,540 --> 00:34:04,335 -I like this one. I like this look. -Is that a heel? 785 00:34:04,418 --> 00:34:07,004 [Tan] He said he wanted a heeled boot, gonna give him some height. 786 00:34:07,088 --> 00:34:09,882 [Antoni] I love the cardigan, giving me a little bit 787 00:34:09,965 --> 00:34:12,676 of Childish Gambino meets Frank Ocean, but you. 788 00:34:13,761 --> 00:34:15,513 -I'm fine with all of that. -[all laughing] 789 00:34:15,596 --> 00:34:17,807 [Tan] We are taking new shots for his website, 790 00:34:17,890 --> 00:34:19,475 new shots for his promotional material, 791 00:34:19,558 --> 00:34:24,355 so he can feel like when he gets back into the world as BlackLight, 792 00:34:24,438 --> 00:34:27,108 it is a complete package. 793 00:34:27,191 --> 00:34:30,111 [Jonathan] When you're doing photo shoots, you wanna embody a character. 794 00:34:30,194 --> 00:34:31,946 That speaks to what Karamo was saying. 795 00:34:32,029 --> 00:34:34,323 Yes, let's start off with that. Who is BlackLight? 796 00:34:35,991 --> 00:34:37,034 An aggressive rapper. 797 00:34:37,118 --> 00:34:39,453 I don't think that'd be the only adjective I'd give for you. 798 00:34:39,537 --> 00:34:41,789 I just wanna hear it from you. You tell me. 799 00:34:43,541 --> 00:34:45,543 I'm just a lyricist. I mean… [laughs] 800 00:34:45,626 --> 00:34:48,629 A lyricist. When we think "lyricist," what do we think? We think "smooth." 801 00:34:48,712 --> 00:34:50,965 -We think "carefree." -Yeah, "smooth." 802 00:34:51,048 --> 00:34:53,384 -[Reggie] "Poise." -"Poise, smooth, carefree." 803 00:34:53,467 --> 00:34:57,138 Those adjectives I feel like you can bring with your poses that say "BlackLight." 804 00:34:57,221 --> 00:34:59,807 Ease us in. So, let's see what that looks like to you now. 805 00:35:01,183 --> 00:35:04,186 -Have you heard BlackLight rap in person? -[Bobby] No. 806 00:35:04,270 --> 00:35:06,480 Give me a moment. Can you just give them, like, a hot… 807 00:35:06,564 --> 00:35:08,107 Okay. 808 00:35:08,190 --> 00:35:09,024 [Tan] I love that. 809 00:35:09,108 --> 00:35:10,734 Uh, let's see. 810 00:35:10,818 --> 00:35:12,528 So many verses come to mind. 811 00:35:13,112 --> 00:35:15,072 ♪ BlackLight The opposition ain't nothing funny ♪ 812 00:35:15,156 --> 00:35:16,407 ♪ Bitch, I'm about my business Coming for the money ♪ 813 00:35:16,490 --> 00:35:18,742 ♪ Yeah, got tunnel vision Got it out the mud ♪ 814 00:35:18,826 --> 00:35:20,661 ♪ Started digging Blood money, whatcha think? ♪ 815 00:35:20,744 --> 00:35:21,996 ♪ I'm Crip walking to the bank ♪ 816 00:35:22,079 --> 00:35:23,914 ♪ I'm speeding down 35 Tires ain't skirting, know why? ♪ 817 00:35:23,998 --> 00:35:25,374 ♪ 'Cause it's 4-wheel drive Same with my .45 ♪ 818 00:35:25,457 --> 00:35:26,959 ♪ Staying this, by my side Every day's do or die ♪ 819 00:35:27,042 --> 00:35:28,919 ♪ Why? 'Cause you're talking to faces Joe Jackson blood ♪ 820 00:35:29,003 --> 00:35:31,046 ♪ But to you, I'm tasteless This is the part where you vacate ♪ 821 00:35:31,130 --> 00:35:32,298 -♪ Then make it quick as a falcon ♪ -Ooh! 822 00:35:32,882 --> 00:35:35,092 [Jonathan] So, do that more, but now do it for images. 823 00:35:35,176 --> 00:35:38,345 -So, like, hold some of those vibes. -[Karamo] You were naturally doing those. 824 00:35:38,429 --> 00:35:39,930 Look at this. 825 00:35:40,014 --> 00:35:41,473 -[Reggie] Oh, that's dope. -[Tan] See? 826 00:35:41,557 --> 00:35:44,476 [Karamo] You seem like you have your own style. Sexy, smooth. 827 00:35:44,560 --> 00:35:45,394 [Jonathan] Yes. 828 00:35:45,477 --> 00:35:49,190 There's a bit of aggression in there, but I don't know if aggression's the word. 829 00:35:49,273 --> 00:35:50,774 -[Hannah] Power. -[Karamo] It's power. 830 00:35:50,858 --> 00:35:54,486 That's the word I was looking for. It's not aggression, it's power. 831 00:35:54,570 --> 00:35:56,530 -[Reggie] I love that. It's great. -Honestly. 832 00:35:56,614 --> 00:35:58,282 I never would've come up with that ever. 833 00:35:58,365 --> 00:35:59,658 This looks like BlackLight 834 00:35:59,742 --> 00:36:02,745 and doesn't look like Reggie who we see the rest of the time. 835 00:36:02,828 --> 00:36:05,873 -Yeah, it's like two different people. -[Karamo] Yes, BlackLight. 836 00:36:05,956 --> 00:36:07,458 [Hannah] It's really crazy. 837 00:36:08,042 --> 00:36:10,127 ♪ Said I got a lotta problems I didn't catch the magic… ♪ 838 00:36:10,211 --> 00:36:11,045 Yes! 839 00:36:11,128 --> 00:36:13,839 For the first time since meeting Reggie, 840 00:36:13,923 --> 00:36:16,675 I'm seeing BlackLight. I'm seeing the performer. 841 00:36:16,759 --> 00:36:18,594 -Hit it. Get it. Hey! -[Tan laughs] 842 00:36:18,677 --> 00:36:21,847 I think that he just needed something to hang his hat on, 843 00:36:21,931 --> 00:36:24,266 and I think this might be it. 844 00:36:24,350 --> 00:36:26,060 -[Jonathan] Yes! -That's hot. 845 00:36:26,143 --> 00:36:29,188 -[Jonathan] Yes! Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow! -Oh, yeah. 846 00:36:30,231 --> 00:36:32,733 Hello! Get out of my face. 847 00:36:33,317 --> 00:36:35,986 Welcome to the era of BlackLight, honey. It is upon us. 848 00:36:36,070 --> 00:36:37,738 -[Karamo] Look at this. -[Bobby] Amazing. 849 00:36:37,821 --> 00:36:39,531 [Hannah] Your energy is so different. 850 00:36:39,615 --> 00:36:40,699 -I love this. -[Tan] I know. 851 00:36:40,783 --> 00:36:42,284 [Karamo] Look at that. Look at that. 852 00:36:42,368 --> 00:36:44,119 -[Jonathan] Dang! -[laughs] 853 00:36:44,203 --> 00:36:49,291 -[soft rock music playing] -♪ I'm coming home to you ♪ 854 00:36:49,375 --> 00:36:51,669 ♪ I'm coming home ♪ 855 00:36:53,254 --> 00:36:56,423 ♪ I'm coming home to you ♪ 856 00:36:57,424 --> 00:36:59,927 ♪ I'm coming home… ♪ 857 00:37:01,470 --> 00:37:03,555 I'm so curious to see what it's gonna look like. 858 00:37:03,639 --> 00:37:07,434 -I'm very excited to see this. -I, like, genuinely have no idea. 859 00:37:07,518 --> 00:37:09,019 Whoo! Sorry. 860 00:37:09,103 --> 00:37:10,604 [laughing] 861 00:37:10,688 --> 00:37:11,939 That's not your fault. 862 00:37:12,940 --> 00:37:14,483 [horn honks] 863 00:37:14,566 --> 00:37:16,151 -[Karamo] Yay, they're here! -[Bobby] Oh! 864 00:37:16,235 --> 00:37:18,362 -[Jonathan gasping] -[Tan laughing] 865 00:37:18,445 --> 00:37:19,863 Oh, my God! 866 00:37:19,947 --> 00:37:21,615 -[Tan laughs] Hi. -[gasps] 867 00:37:22,408 --> 00:37:23,951 [all laughing] 868 00:37:24,660 --> 00:37:26,912 -[Bobby] So, I know you guys liked color. -[Reggie] Mm-hmm. 869 00:37:26,996 --> 00:37:28,789 [Bobby] But I added a brighter, happier color. 870 00:37:28,872 --> 00:37:30,374 [Reggie] Right. It is. Definitely. 871 00:37:31,083 --> 00:37:32,751 Look at this sectional. 872 00:37:32,835 --> 00:37:34,086 [Reggie] This is so good. 873 00:37:34,169 --> 00:37:35,587 [Bobby] I had this custom built. 874 00:37:35,671 --> 00:37:37,715 [Tan] You're the only one in the world with this? 875 00:37:37,798 --> 00:37:39,216 Sasha is gonna flip. 876 00:37:39,300 --> 00:37:40,426 [Bobby] I hope in a good way. 877 00:37:40,509 --> 00:37:43,846 Everything is so great. The fixture over the table! 878 00:37:45,597 --> 00:37:46,557 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 879 00:37:48,726 --> 00:37:50,311 I'm gonna take him. He's coming with me. 880 00:37:50,394 --> 00:37:52,313 -We found him together. -Did you? 881 00:37:52,896 --> 00:37:56,025 [Bobby] In the kitchen, white cabinets. They're gonna be easier to clean. 882 00:37:56,108 --> 00:37:58,027 [Reggie] That's awesome. I love the color. 883 00:37:58,110 --> 00:37:59,611 [Bobby] You got all new appliances. 884 00:37:59,695 --> 00:38:02,323 A dishwasher that's no longer just a drying rack. 885 00:38:02,406 --> 00:38:03,240 And look. 886 00:38:03,324 --> 00:38:05,576 -[Reggie] And it doesn't shake. -[Bobby] No, it doesn't. 887 00:38:05,659 --> 00:38:08,329 [Antoni] A handle on the microwave. 888 00:38:08,412 --> 00:38:09,913 This is huge. 889 00:38:09,997 --> 00:38:11,957 -Slow clap for that. -[laughs] 890 00:38:12,041 --> 00:38:12,875 [all clapping slowly] 891 00:38:18,339 --> 00:38:19,590 Oh, my God. 892 00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:26,263 -I love all of this. -[Bobby] Right? 893 00:38:26,347 --> 00:38:27,473 Oh, it sounds great already. 894 00:38:27,556 --> 00:38:30,434 I know, right? You don't hear the outside world at all anymore. 895 00:38:30,517 --> 00:38:32,269 -[Karamo] See your computer? -[Reggie] What? 896 00:38:32,353 --> 00:38:34,688 -[Karamo] Boom! -[Reggie sighs] 897 00:38:35,981 --> 00:38:37,733 -Thank you guys so much. -[Tan laughs] 898 00:38:37,816 --> 00:38:40,194 I can't wait to make music on this thing now. 899 00:38:42,279 --> 00:38:43,906 -[Karamo] The concert's coming up. -Mm-hmm. 900 00:38:43,989 --> 00:38:45,366 How are you feeling now? 901 00:38:45,449 --> 00:38:48,702 I can say that I have started to daydream again, 902 00:38:48,786 --> 00:38:52,247 or I have started to visualize myself on stages. 903 00:38:52,331 --> 00:38:53,707 So, like, it's a work in progress. 904 00:38:53,791 --> 00:38:55,042 The more practice you do, 905 00:38:55,125 --> 00:38:57,961 the more visualization of what's in front of you, what's possible. 906 00:38:58,045 --> 00:38:59,880 Those daydreams are gonna turn into big dreams, 907 00:38:59,963 --> 00:39:01,799 and you're gonna believe more and more. 908 00:39:03,384 --> 00:39:05,552 I feel like now, when you say that to me, 909 00:39:05,636 --> 00:39:08,013 I definitely feel it's more achievable. 910 00:39:08,597 --> 00:39:11,100 -It's not so impossible to get to. -Good. 911 00:39:11,892 --> 00:39:13,102 Bring it. 912 00:39:13,185 --> 00:39:14,645 [Reggie] Thanks, brother. 913 00:39:15,229 --> 00:39:18,774 We came to play, all right? So your hair, it's looking stunning. 914 00:39:18,857 --> 00:39:20,984 -Mm-hmm. -I love how it looks from yesterday. 915 00:39:21,068 --> 00:39:23,570 This is three-quarters water, one-quarter conditioner. 916 00:39:23,654 --> 00:39:25,155 So if you just look in the mirror, 917 00:39:25,239 --> 00:39:29,493 you can just gently mist this through your curls to refresh 918 00:39:29,576 --> 00:39:32,204 and give you some hydration. Oh! 919 00:39:34,665 --> 00:39:36,750 -[Tan] Hi, Reg. -[Reggie] How you doing? 920 00:39:36,834 --> 00:39:39,461 Yesterday shocked me. 921 00:39:39,545 --> 00:39:42,423 Like, you turned into somebody that I see is as aspirational. 922 00:39:42,506 --> 00:39:45,008 I think, "Oh, I want that kind of energy. I want that vibe." 923 00:39:45,092 --> 00:39:47,219 I want that to be translated into your clothes as well. 924 00:39:47,302 --> 00:39:50,347 So, everything you see here is bold. 925 00:39:50,431 --> 00:39:54,017 There's so much print here that's gonna make you stand out. 926 00:39:54,101 --> 00:39:57,771 I've got you colors that were complementary of the print. 927 00:39:57,855 --> 00:39:59,815 There's brown in that. There's black in that. 928 00:39:59,898 --> 00:40:01,358 "I'll find a brown pant." -Mm-hmm. 929 00:40:01,442 --> 00:40:03,110 "I'll find a black pant." 930 00:40:03,193 --> 00:40:05,320 You'll pull out colors from the print itself. 931 00:40:05,404 --> 00:40:07,448 -That's how you'll build your look. -Okay. 932 00:40:07,531 --> 00:40:12,870 And so, tonight, I'm gonna leave you to dress yourself for the event. 933 00:40:12,953 --> 00:40:14,371 -Okay. -So… 934 00:40:14,455 --> 00:40:16,457 the one thing I wanted to put you in now 935 00:40:16,540 --> 00:40:19,877 is a slick, artist-appropriate version of a suit. 936 00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:21,920 -We want Reggie! -[Tan] Come join me! 937 00:40:22,004 --> 00:40:23,672 -Wow! -Oh! 938 00:40:24,256 --> 00:40:26,341 -[Bobby] This is hot. -[Antoni] Obsessed. 939 00:40:26,425 --> 00:40:29,511 -The color is breathtaking on you. -The colors look beautiful on you. 940 00:40:29,595 --> 00:40:30,679 You wanna see the 360? 941 00:40:30,762 --> 00:40:31,722 -We do! -Yes! 942 00:40:31,805 --> 00:40:34,850 -Yes! Full twirl. Yes! -[Bobby] Yes, spin, Daddy, spin! 943 00:40:34,933 --> 00:40:36,185 Gorgeous! 944 00:40:36,268 --> 00:40:38,729 -[Karamo] Flick them haters off. -[Antoni] Yes! 945 00:40:38,812 --> 00:40:43,108 This is my version of, if you wanna be in a suit, go in a more creative suit. 946 00:40:43,192 --> 00:40:44,485 -Yes, I'm living. -[Jonathan] Yes! 947 00:40:44,568 --> 00:40:46,236 'Cause you're a musician, honey. 948 00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:49,907 This is not what he'll perform in tonight. This is for, like, promotion. 949 00:40:49,990 --> 00:40:51,825 You're a genius. You're a genius. 950 00:40:51,909 --> 00:40:54,161 One of us in this room has a show to prepare for. 951 00:40:54,244 --> 00:40:56,121 I do. Thank you. 952 00:40:56,205 --> 00:40:58,665 I will say, a lot of the emotional barriers, 953 00:40:58,749 --> 00:41:01,585 a lot of the thought processes… thank you, Karamo for that… 954 00:41:01,668 --> 00:41:02,503 You're welcome. 955 00:41:02,586 --> 00:41:04,755 …have started to not be so much of a-- hmm-- 956 00:41:04,838 --> 00:41:07,382 It's like a demon in my mind or a monkey on my back, right? 957 00:41:07,466 --> 00:41:09,468 So, like, that's kind of slowly going away, 958 00:41:09,551 --> 00:41:12,137 and the confidence and the dreaming big… 959 00:41:12,221 --> 00:41:13,597 Learning so much, like, 960 00:41:13,680 --> 00:41:16,475 the dressing, the clothes. I need to look good to play good. 961 00:41:16,558 --> 00:41:17,392 Yeah. 962 00:41:17,476 --> 00:41:19,061 -Very proud of you. -[Reggie] Thank you. 963 00:41:19,144 --> 00:41:21,230 I just can't wait to see you on stage again. 964 00:41:21,313 --> 00:41:23,273 -[Tan] Me too! -[Reggie] Thank you so much. 965 00:41:23,357 --> 00:41:26,193 -So great spending time. -Thanks for teaching my kid how to cook. 966 00:41:26,276 --> 00:41:27,736 -Thank you. -[Tan] Gorgeous. 967 00:41:27,819 --> 00:41:30,280 Before we go, one question. How do you describe BlackLight? 968 00:41:30,364 --> 00:41:32,407 -Smooth and powerful. -[all cheering] 969 00:41:32,491 --> 00:41:33,825 [laughing] 970 00:41:33,909 --> 00:41:36,161 -[Fab Five] Bye! -[Reggie] Bye, guys! 971 00:41:36,245 --> 00:41:37,663 [Jonathan] Enjoy yourself. 972 00:41:37,746 --> 00:41:39,331 -Bye, honey. -[Reggie] Bye, guys! 973 00:41:39,414 --> 00:41:41,375 -Bye! -Thank you so much for everything. 974 00:41:41,458 --> 00:41:43,502 -[Jonathan] We love you! -You guys drive safe. 975 00:41:44,336 --> 00:41:46,088 Reggie! 976 00:41:46,171 --> 00:41:47,172 -[laughing] -[Karamo] Bye! 977 00:41:47,256 --> 00:41:50,050 -[Tan] Smooth and powerful! -[all laughing] 978 00:41:50,133 --> 00:41:53,053 -[pop music playing] -♪ We won't stop till the break ♪ 979 00:41:54,137 --> 00:41:56,390 ♪ Ask the DJ, he got the code… ♪ 980 00:41:56,473 --> 00:41:58,517 [Karamo] I was just thinking about the fact 981 00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:01,603 that soon we're all gonna be uncles and aunties with Tanny's new little baby. 982 00:42:01,687 --> 00:42:02,896 [Jonathan] We sure are. 983 00:42:02,980 --> 00:42:04,898 Especially after spending time with Reggie's baby. 984 00:42:04,982 --> 00:42:06,692 -Little baby Stokely. -[Tan] So gorgeous. 985 00:42:06,775 --> 00:42:09,236 -Should we see how they're getting along? -[Bobby] Let's do it. 986 00:42:09,319 --> 00:42:11,822 Very exciting! I wanna see Reggie! 987 00:42:15,659 --> 00:42:16,702 Hey! 988 00:42:16,785 --> 00:42:18,829 [Sasha] Oh, my goodness! 989 00:42:20,497 --> 00:42:22,958 Oh, look at you! 990 00:42:23,041 --> 00:42:27,129 I'm in love with your hair. This is not the big old Q-tip 'fro. 991 00:42:27,212 --> 00:42:28,088 [laughing] 992 00:42:28,171 --> 00:42:29,047 [Sasha] You look nice. 993 00:42:29,131 --> 00:42:31,425 -[Fab Five] Aww! -I love them. 994 00:42:31,508 --> 00:42:33,635 [Reggie] Close your eyes. Close your eyes. 995 00:42:34,386 --> 00:42:35,220 What do you think? 996 00:42:35,304 --> 00:42:37,806 [Sasha] Oh, my God. It's a haven in here. 997 00:42:37,889 --> 00:42:40,309 I don't recognize this place. 998 00:42:40,392 --> 00:42:43,312 I expected a change, but not this big, like… 999 00:42:43,395 --> 00:42:45,147 [Sasha] This is beautiful! 1000 00:42:45,230 --> 00:42:46,815 [Reggie] Come look at the kitchen. 1001 00:42:48,108 --> 00:42:49,234 That's nice. 1002 00:42:49,318 --> 00:42:52,195 -[Reggie] Come look around. -[Little Reggie] I'm speechless. What? 1003 00:42:53,071 --> 00:42:54,239 This is beautiful. 1004 00:42:54,323 --> 00:42:55,324 [Jonathan] Oh, my gosh. 1005 00:42:55,407 --> 00:42:57,618 I love it when you realize your man is so hot 1006 00:42:57,701 --> 00:42:59,995 and it brings tears to your eyes that he's so hot. 1007 00:43:00,078 --> 00:43:02,247 -I think it's the house. [laughs] -Oh. 1008 00:43:05,500 --> 00:43:07,002 [Sasha] This is amazing. 1009 00:43:07,085 --> 00:43:09,296 -This is not the same room. -[Reggie] Look at this. 1010 00:43:11,214 --> 00:43:13,634 [Sasha] Yes! Grown-up people clothes. 1011 00:43:13,717 --> 00:43:15,844 -[laughs] -[Sasha] You go, Tan. 1012 00:43:15,927 --> 00:43:17,929 [laughs] 1013 00:43:19,890 --> 00:43:21,892 -[Antoni] He looks great. -[Tan] Yeah, he does. 1014 00:43:21,975 --> 00:43:26,063 I thought this was Queer Eye, not America's Next Top Model season 46, honey. 1015 00:43:26,146 --> 00:43:27,356 [all laughing] 1016 00:43:27,439 --> 00:43:29,941 -[funk music playing] -[man] ♪ Yeah, that's right! ♪ 1017 00:43:30,692 --> 00:43:33,528 -[Jonathan] Ha ha! Look at the venue! -[music continues] 1018 00:43:40,869 --> 00:43:42,162 [exhales] 1019 00:43:43,789 --> 00:43:44,998 [Sasha] Lookin' good. 1020 00:43:45,624 --> 00:43:48,960 [Karamo] All of these individuals who love him just want him to have this moment 1021 00:43:49,044 --> 00:43:50,962 to get back to living his dreams. 1022 00:43:51,046 --> 00:43:51,880 Yeah. 1023 00:43:53,173 --> 00:43:54,925 [muffled music playing] 1024 00:43:55,008 --> 00:43:56,927 -[man] Thank you so much! -[audience cheering] 1025 00:43:57,010 --> 00:43:59,346 [man] Turn that-- Turn all the way up! 1026 00:44:01,848 --> 00:44:02,683 You ready? 1027 00:44:02,766 --> 00:44:03,767 -Yeah. -Yeah? 1028 00:44:05,227 --> 00:44:06,311 It's gonna be good. 1029 00:44:07,270 --> 00:44:08,897 -You got this. -[Reggie] Love you, babe. 1030 00:44:08,980 --> 00:44:12,234 -Thanks for doing this. -[Sasha] Okay. You got it. You got it. 1031 00:44:15,070 --> 00:44:16,738 [crowd chattering] 1032 00:44:22,994 --> 00:44:24,121 [Reggie] You ready, homie? 1033 00:44:24,204 --> 00:44:27,040 Oh, here he goes. I can only imagine what he's feeling now. 1034 00:44:30,627 --> 00:44:34,131 -What up, Empire! Y'all make some noise! -[cheering] 1035 00:44:35,132 --> 00:44:36,341 Y'all ready? 1036 00:44:37,592 --> 00:44:39,219 ♪ I'm looking at life This can't be right ♪ 1037 00:44:39,302 --> 00:44:40,804 ♪ Sleep with the heater 'Cause it's cold at night ♪ 1038 00:44:40,887 --> 00:44:42,681 ♪ Boy been sick God, why, ain't his time ♪ 1039 00:44:42,764 --> 00:44:44,224 ♪ We're moving too quick Just wasn't my time ♪ 1040 00:44:44,307 --> 00:44:45,308 ♪ Nowadays, homie… ♪ 1041 00:44:45,392 --> 00:44:46,685 Yes! 1042 00:44:46,768 --> 00:44:48,979 ♪ Hooks he gets Like fixed night repeat, rolling ♪ 1043 00:44:49,062 --> 00:44:51,440 ♪ And the fans with the hands Like a heavyweight fight… ♪ 1044 00:44:51,523 --> 00:44:52,733 He comes to life on stage. 1045 00:44:53,316 --> 00:44:55,235 ♪ Money on my mind Hood rat chasing cheddar ♪ 1046 00:44:55,318 --> 00:44:56,153 ♪ Chasing cheddar! ♪ 1047 00:44:56,236 --> 00:44:58,405 ♪ I'm on the missus all day Never forget her ♪ 1048 00:44:58,488 --> 00:45:00,824 -He's so in his element. -He really is. 1049 00:45:00,907 --> 00:45:03,201 The crowd's loving it. He's loving it. 1050 00:45:03,285 --> 00:45:06,079 ♪ We ain't in the same league, man You rock this kind of stick ♪ 1051 00:45:06,163 --> 00:45:08,749 ♪ 'Cause we getting announced now Rocking now with Katy Perry ♪ 1052 00:45:08,832 --> 00:45:11,376 -♪ This is like the greatest… ♪ -[Karamo] We all have dreams. 1053 00:45:11,460 --> 00:45:13,920 And sometimes we allow the challenges of life 1054 00:45:14,004 --> 00:45:15,672 to stop us from believing in those dreams. 1055 00:45:16,423 --> 00:45:18,300 [Jonathan] It's okay if you lose your way, 1056 00:45:18,383 --> 00:45:21,303 but what's important is getting back on the road on your journey. 1057 00:45:21,386 --> 00:45:22,596 It's okay to dream big. 1058 00:45:22,679 --> 00:45:26,308 It's so important to remember the fear always comes before, 1059 00:45:26,391 --> 00:45:27,934 and as soon as you do it, 1060 00:45:28,018 --> 00:45:30,687 you realize it really wasn't that big of a deal. 1061 00:45:32,147 --> 00:45:36,526 Don't let your dreams fall by the wayside, because you're in your own way. 1062 00:45:37,110 --> 00:45:38,445 ♪ I'm back on my grind ♪ 1063 00:45:38,528 --> 00:45:40,447 [crowd cheering] 1064 00:45:46,870 --> 00:45:50,332 -I'm out, Empire! Peace! -[cheering continues] 1065 00:45:51,416 --> 00:45:54,044 [shouts] Oh, we love you, BlackLight! 1066 00:46:08,433 --> 00:46:11,686 It's important to practice building your self-esteem every day. 1067 00:46:11,770 --> 00:46:13,271 So instead of looking in the mirror 1068 00:46:13,355 --> 00:46:15,315 and saying things I don't like about myself, 1069 00:46:15,398 --> 00:46:17,150 point out the things that you do like. 1070 00:46:17,234 --> 00:46:18,735 Like, "Ooh, I love my beard." 1071 00:46:18,819 --> 00:46:20,153 "Ooh, I love my eyebrows." 1072 00:46:20,237 --> 00:46:22,113 "Ooh, I know how to dance." 1073 00:46:22,197 --> 00:46:25,617 And if you can't find the confidence to say something good about yourself, 1074 00:46:25,700 --> 00:46:27,994 get a buddy who can love you louder. 1075 00:46:28,578 --> 00:46:32,707 Baby, you look amazing. Look at that face. Look at that jawline. 1076 00:46:32,791 --> 00:46:34,626 Now, you are gonna rock this day. 1077 00:46:34,709 --> 00:46:36,169 Hey! 1078 00:46:36,253 --> 00:46:38,839 Practice your self-esteem every single day. 1079 00:46:40,048 --> 00:46:41,216 ♪ Oh, yeah! ♪ 1080 00:46:41,299 --> 00:46:43,301 [theme music playing] 1081 00:46:47,347 --> 00:46:50,851 -♪ Better! ♪ -♪ You came into my life ♪ 1082 00:46:50,934 --> 00:46:54,980 ♪ And my world never looked so bright ♪ 1083 00:46:55,063 --> 00:46:58,108 ♪ It's true you bring out the best in me ♪ 1084 00:46:58,191 --> 00:47:02,821 ♪ When you are around ♪ 1085 00:47:05,448 --> 00:47:07,242 ♪ Things keep getting better ♪ 1086 00:47:10,954 --> 00:47:12,205 ♪ Better ♪ 1087 00:47:12,956 --> 00:47:14,541 ♪ Things keep getting better ♪ 1088 00:47:18,503 --> 00:47:19,671 ♪ Better ♪ 1089 00:47:20,213 --> 00:47:22,340 ♪ Things keep getting better ♪ 1090 00:47:24,551 --> 00:47:26,803 -["Back in the Day" by BlackLight playing] -♪ Lust turned to love ♪ 1091 00:47:26,887 --> 00:47:28,179 ♪ It was more than just a fling ♪ 1092 00:47:28,263 --> 00:47:31,141 ♪ The stars not as much Match the light that you bring ♪ 1093 00:47:31,224 --> 00:47:34,060 ♪ A ebony Aphrodite She float on angel wings ♪ 1094 00:47:34,144 --> 00:47:36,813 ♪ And I was just a bud But I flowered to a king ♪ 1095 00:47:36,897 --> 00:47:40,150 ♪ We've been too strong for too long Our careers got us stressin' ♪ 1096 00:47:40,233 --> 00:47:43,194 ♪ Stars been aligned Wondering where the… my blessings ♪ 1097 00:47:43,278 --> 00:47:45,989 ♪ Looking at my angel Like, how many… lessons ♪ 1098 00:47:46,072 --> 00:47:49,075 ♪ I gotta go through 'Till I find the right direction, like ♪ 1099 00:47:49,159 --> 00:47:50,785 ♪ Uh, uh ♪ 1100 00:47:50,869 --> 00:47:55,332 ♪ Back in the day It was easy for me ♪ 1101 00:47:55,415 --> 00:47:58,209 ♪ Black, Black, Black ♪