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[birds squawking]
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[pigs grunting]
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[woman chuckles] Percy, back up.
You're about to take the whole fence down.
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You're making me look bad, man.
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My name is Jamie Wallace-Griner,
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and I run Safe in Austin Rescue Ranch.
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[woman] Gonna try not to cry,
'cause I am a crier.
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If you feel it, let it out, honey.
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It's… It's-- Thank you.
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Um, Jamie's pretty special.
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She has this enormous heart.
It's just enormous.
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And we nominated her
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because I want you guys
to kind of spoil her a little bit.
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Because she just
gives and gives and gives.
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[Jamie] Safe in Austin
is a non-profit rescue
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for special-needs animals and children.
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-Pinch here. It just comes out.
-[girl] Oh, my gosh.
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-[Jamie] Feel that?
-[girl] Yes.
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[Jamie] When you see
a blind child petting a blind pony,
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it's like literal magic. [laughs]
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There's something very calming about him.
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-Right?
-[girl] Yes.
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It helps with a lot of things
like anxiety and taking a breath.
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Our official motto is,
"Rescue animals rescuing children."
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But it's really for anyone.
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There you go.
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[tablet] My little piggies are hungry.
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Your little piggies are hungry.
Yes, they are. Let's go feed 'em.
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Let's go this way, handsome.
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Any family or child or adult
that has a superpower of some sort.
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Sometimes it's autism, selective mutism.
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We invite them out
to heal next to our animals.
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[Jamie] You do a good job, Chris.
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We're a facility of sort of last resort.
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Most of the time, when we get a call
from somebody about an animal,
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it's either take it in
or have it put down.
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[Jamie] We have 18 different species
and somewhere around 170 animals.
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Come on, Penelope! Come on, baby.
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I didn't plan on running a non-profit.
It just sort of accidentally happened.
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We got it. Good girl.
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[Karen] Jamie has such empathic abilities.
Sometimes a little too much.
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-[laughs] Understatement, isn't it?
-Mm-hmm.
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[Karen] She kept taking these animals
that no one else wanted,
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and I'll be honest, I was kind of like,
"Jamie Marie, what are we doing?"
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[Jamie] Then David came into my life,
and he's sort of game.
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She accuses me of being
the crazy one about animals
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because I have
a tough time turning them down.
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[pig snorting]
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That was the problem is that
neither one of us will say no to it.
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[pig groans]
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Our house is well-loved
and well-used. [laughs]
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We do have at least three pot-bellied
pigs that sleep in the house at all times,
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15 cats,
20 dogs that live here permanently.
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There is no avoiding rescue.
It's just-- It's everywhere.
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-Gabey!
-[barking]
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-Come here, my love.
-[woman] Aww.
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I think Texas needs to go
into the timeout. Come on.
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I have three awesome kids.
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In the beginning,
it was them cleaning everything,
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feeding everybody,
helping me throughout the night.
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We had to go around at eight o'clock
at night and feed all the animals.
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I've done the most feeding, though.
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-That's true, but--
-I had to feed the chickens and, like…
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Chickens are easy.
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At this point,
I'm trying to avoid them resenting me as--
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[laughs] bringing in 50 bazillion animals
and people constantly.
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Oh, oh, let's try not to drop
any puppies right now. Bad timing.
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Thankfully, we have a good amount of
volunteers that help us handle the chores
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so that their moments with the animals
can be not, like, a 24-hour job.
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JoJo!
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No, thank you. No, thank you.
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No, thank you. I know.
I'm so sorry. Breakfast is coming.
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It is 24/7. Yeah.
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Okay. That's a good boy.
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There's no way to have this many animals
and this much special needs
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without somebody needing me at all times.
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She never takes time for herself.
Like, ever.
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-She doesn't have a chance to turn off?
-No, she really doesn't think about it.
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She's torn in
so many different directions.
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"I've gotta help the animals. I've gotta
help my kids. I gotta help everyone."
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Sometimes I'm like, "If I could just…
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you know, take a moment to not be sad
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about people or animals
that are hurting or being ignored."
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That's the hardest part.
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[laughs] I think not being able
to not care for, like, a second.
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[laughs]
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But I know that I'm here for,
like, a reason,
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and I would never step away from that,
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but it's really hard.
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[voice on tablet] I want to tell them
how you changed my life.
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[laughing] That's very sweet, buddy. God.
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[Karen] I wanna see her genuinely happy,
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and I just want her to get a little bit
of what she gives to other people.
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[Jonathan] Aww. That is so sweet.
No, don't apologize!
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Out of curiosity, like,
where do you keep these 170 animals?
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We don't really have the facilities
for as many animals as we have.
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I have 60 special-needs
farm animals and no barn.
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We don't have giant corporate sponsors.
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We don't have big fancy board members,
any of that.
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-She'll give a kidney to get a barn.
-[laughing]
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Maybe we can do it
without her giving an organ.
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-I would like that.
-[laughing]
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'Cause I know some people,
and I think--
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I think a barn could be in the cards.
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[Karen] Jamie will--
she will lose her mind.
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I'm gonna have to do some pre-work to it,
so she's gonna see some stuff going on.
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You're gonna have to make up
some believable stories.
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Well, I will for this. I will.
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-Can I hug y'all?
-[Fab Five] Yeah!
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[all laughing]
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Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
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[theme music playing]
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♪ All things just keep getting better ♪
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♪ Oh! ♪
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-[Antoni] Oh, we're here!
-We're here! We're queer! We're on a farm!
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-[squawks]
-[whinnies]
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-[snorts]
-[Jonathan] This place is so fun!
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[Antoni] Hi!
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-Oh, my God! I'm so excited!
-[all laughing]
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We're so happy you are here!
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-We're so happy to be here!
-Hi!
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-Come follow us!
-[Bobby] All right, we'll follow you!
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[bleats]
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Jamie. Look who we have!
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Hi!
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-[sobbing]
-[Antoni] Oh, no. Look at the dogs.
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[Jamie blubbers]
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Hi, queen. Oh, my God,
I'm so excited to meet you.
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This place is amazing!
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-How are you, beautiful?
-[sobbing]
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Are you okay, queen?
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Oh, oh, come here, come here.
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You are in nurture overload.
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What are you feeling right now?
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A lot. [chuckles]
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You got so much nurture that you when
you even think about getting nurtured…
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[hesitates] Is your
nervous system okay, queen?
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I'm literally concerned.
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Hi. [sobbing]
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How are you, sweetheart?
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-What's getting you so emotional?
-[sobs]
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We need to give her some love.
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[barking]
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[Jamie] I can't believe y'all are here.
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I'm very, um, grateful.
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I mostly just wanna
show you all my sweet babies. [laughs]
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-[Tan] Let's have a look around.
-Let's look at these puppers.
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-[Jamie] Come on, Francis.
-[Bobby] Aww.
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-Oh, baby, hi.
-[Jamie chuckles]
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And then Ivy here
is one of my trauma babies.
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Hi, Francis and Ivy.
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[Jamie] Francis has a broken spine.
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Petunia, come say hi, my love.
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She has something
sort of similar to epilepsy in humans.
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So, she has a permanent shake,
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which would have got her euthanized
at any of the beef farms that she was at.
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[Tan] She's beautiful.
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-Oh, my God! Look at this little guy!
-Who's this?
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[Jamie] Spencer's one
of my limb deformities.
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-So his front leg--
-Oh! Sorry.
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-[all laughing]
-Sorry.
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Sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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[Jamie] Tan, they did
not give you a warning
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about what was gonna go down here.
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That's okay.
They're so beautiful it doesn't matter.
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Little bundle. You're so cute.
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[Jamie] Penelope is his sister,
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and why Spencer wears a bell,
'cause she's 100% blind.
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Aww, so she can follow him.
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[Jamie] So she follows this bell around.
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-[laughs]
-[emotional music playing]
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[Antoni] No one can prepare you
for Safe in Austin.
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These animals are so pure.
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They haven't done
anything wrong to anybody.
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And apparently I needed
to be healed by animals today,
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because I am a complete emotional mess.
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I have three awesome kids,
one of which has autism.
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His name's Jackson.
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Eight years ago, I brought home
a dog appropriately named Angel,
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an, um, she healed parts of his heart
that even I couldn't get to as his mother,
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and sort of inspired this whole concept
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of what happens when you put
animals and children together,
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but especially extra-needs
animals and children.
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Do you just get emotional
every single day?
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[Jamie] Uh, yeah, but…
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you just can't imagine, when a kid
gets out here and meets them, it's magic.
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And I know that I'm so lucky
to be able to experience that.
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So I don't take it for granted,
and I can make it through all the hard,
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because the magic is so freaking cool.
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What an amazing story.
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-Safe in Austin, yes.
-[Jamie chuckles]
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Okay, so you really wanna see inside, huh?
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-[Bobby] We do.
-[Antoni] Yeah.
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Peter's mad that
people are invading in his nap time.
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Oh, is that the pig?
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There's pigs in the house!
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-[Karamo] Oh. Oh!
-[Jonathan] Hi, Peter.
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Hi, baby.
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It's fierce. I'm just not used to it.
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[Jamie] Hi, babies!
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-Hello. Hi.
-[Jamie] Little people.
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-James, Jovie, Jackson.
-[Tan] Can I stand next to you?
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Nice to meet you all.
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So nice to meet you all.
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What do we think of Mom's farm?
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-I think it's pretty neat.
-[Jonathan] It is, right?
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[laughing]
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[Jamie] So, this is Jackson,
who I was telling you about.
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Angel came into his life
and sort of inspired this whole concept.
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[Tan] Wow.
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-[Jamie] Are you okay?
-[Jackson] Yes.
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Hey, there's a lot going on.
A little overstimulated?
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Would you like to grab my puppy?
She's an angel.
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[laughs] Can you hold that, baby?
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-Would you like to?
-Sure.
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She really is an angel.
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-[Jackson] Yes.
-Yeah.
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She's got very warm.
I think it was my clammy hands. I'm sorry.
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Would you tell us why you think
your mom is just the very best?
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-[James] She's a little crazy.
-[Jackson] Yeah.
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-[laughing]
-That's why she's the best.
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-[laughing] Yeah!
-We love a crazy mom.
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[Antoni] We like the crazy.
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-It's a good crazy.
-We love a crazy mom.
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What do you think
we can help your mom with?
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-Fashion.
-[Jovie] She doesn't wash her hair.
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-She doesn't.
-[Antoni] The truth comes out.
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Okay, what else?
Who makes all the family dinners?
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-DoorDash.
-[Tan] Oh!
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Teenagers. [laughs]
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Since we're in the kitchen,
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I'd love to have a little moment with you,
if that's okay
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-Fine?
-[Jonathan] We're gonna go puppy bond.
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[Tan] Yeah.
We're gonna go find more puppies.
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It was so nice meeting you all.
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[Tan] Wow. Mommy loves her fringe.
237
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[Jonathan] Oh.
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[Antoni] Can we do a little snoop?
239
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[Jamie] A little of everything. Oh. Hi.
240
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Baking?
241
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-Um, what--
-[Antoni laughs]
242
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You seem… You seem surprised
to see all… all of this baking equipment.
243
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You have a stand mixer.
244
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No shortage of marshmallows. [laughs]
245
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Yeah, I don't know what's
going on with that. Vegan and regular.
246
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-Like everything.
-I've had these vegan ones. Really good.
247
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Formula.
248
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Formula for…
249
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Oh, for the goats.
250
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-[laughs] They're all on formula.
-I was like, you have babies here?
251
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-I wouldn't even be surprised, frankly.
-[laughs]
252
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Hey, baby.
253
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[Jamie] Food is complicated in my world.
254
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There's a lot of people
that don't understand,
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um, because I rescue farm animals,
256
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that I am not adamantly putting veganism
257
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on anybody that comes to visit
and everybody out there.
258
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Do you follow a plant-based diet
personally? Do you eat meat?
259
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Jovie and I don't eat meat,
and then the boys waver back and forth.
260
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-Okay.
-And then our guests have an option.
261
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We have a vegan snack drawer
and a regular snack drawer.
262
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And it's complicated,
because I suck at cooking anyway.
263
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I do walk into a grocery store
and I'm like, "What the heck?"
264
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I don't understand how people
look at all this and think,
265
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"I can make this and this and this."
266
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-You just get overwhelmed.
-Yeah.
267
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-[Antoni] Yeah. Hello.
-[Jonathan] Hi.
268
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-Oh, gosh. Oh, no.
-What?
269
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-It was really nice talking to you.
-You too. Thank you for understanding.
270
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-Let's go look at your bathroom.
-[Jamie] Okay.
271
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I did find horse shampoo
in your shower and no others.
272
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-Is it Mane 'N Tail shampoo?
-It is, but there's no other shampoo.
273
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Oh.
274
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That's like,
we've committed to that shampoo.
275
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-[Antoni] It worked for me for ten years.
-[Jamie laughs]
276
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I'll keep looking. You guys go.
277
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[Jonathan] PS.
I'm obsessed with these tiles.
278
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-Not that I'm like, Bobby design.
-[laughs]
279
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You are beautiful. Can I see your hair?
280
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Okay, yes, sure.
281
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So I do think--
282
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like, I love that you don't
overwash your hair. It's not good to do.
283
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Okay.
284
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Do you do your own color?
285
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Yes.
286
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-It's just this bluish, blackish thing.
-Right.
287
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It's, like--
I let the 14-year-old pick it out.
288
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-[Jonathan] Okay.
-[laughs]
289
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No, I'm not mad at her at all.
290
00:13:09,957 --> 00:13:12,918
So, what happens when you,
like, on a daily basis--
291
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-I'm the worst morning person ever.
-Not a morning person?
292
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-[Jamie] No.
-Okay.
293
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I get up and then I go pee,
and then I put my hat on,
294
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and then I go take care of my animals,
and that's, like, legitimately…
295
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I just don't know about
all that adulting stuff.
296
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Yeah. Your lashes stun.
297
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Oh, yes. Thank you.
298
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I barter for my lashes for my friend
that's been doing it for years.
299
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-Yes.
-I babysit her dogs.
300
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She's doing a really good job.
Your eyes are giving me pow.
301
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Jamers, you're gorgeous.
302
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You're doing the most,
but "rest" is not a bad four-letter word.
303
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I do want to help you cultivate
some self-care, though.
304
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It's the self-care that's lacking.
305
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One thing I really was struck by,
just first meeting you
306
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is that, like, I can just tell
that you're close to your edge.
307
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I know.
I know I need, like, more self-care.
308
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I wish I had, like…
309
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-20,000 more hours in the day already.
-Totally.
310
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And that doesn't make you any--
That just makes you a human.
311
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[goats bleating]
312
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Are you the king of the igloo? Yeah?
313
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[imitates bleating]
314
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I would love
to talk about your closet, please.
315
00:14:19,902 --> 00:14:22,905
-Okay.
-Um, first off, I can't get in.
316
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-[Jamie] Well, I call it my "cloffice."
-Uh-huh.
317
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And it's because I sit in my giant
bean bag chair and cry or post.
318
00:14:32,539 --> 00:14:38,128
-It's like my runaway place. [laughs]
-[sobs] Oh! Jamie, no!
319
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Let's clear out your sad sack.
320
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-[Jamie laughs] My sad sack!
-Clear out the sad sack.
321
00:14:43,300 --> 00:14:48,305
How incredibly sad that she goes to
kind of escape and shut off from the world
322
00:14:48,388 --> 00:14:50,724
in this depressing space
where these clothes
323
00:14:50,807 --> 00:14:53,393
have not seen the light of day
in many, many, many, many years.
324
00:14:53,477 --> 00:14:54,394
Okay.
325
00:14:54,478 --> 00:14:57,606
You've got the look on your face
like a naughty schoolgirl.
326
00:14:58,190 --> 00:15:00,400
-[Jamie] It's just decoration, really.
-It's a lot.
327
00:15:00,484 --> 00:15:02,069
[Jamie] I don't really wear any of this.
328
00:15:02,152 --> 00:15:04,237
-[Jamie] I wear yoga pants and shorts.
-Okay.
329
00:15:04,321 --> 00:15:08,033
And I don't know that
I could fit into most of these clothes.
330
00:15:08,116 --> 00:15:10,827
I assume you were, like, a girly girl.
331
00:15:10,911 --> 00:15:15,123
Not only the heels, but you've
got dresses. You've got very girly stuff.
332
00:15:15,707 --> 00:15:17,417
Was this ever you?
333
00:15:17,501 --> 00:15:20,712
Yeah, yeah, I mean,
I used to have really good legs.
334
00:15:21,213 --> 00:15:25,759
I was a dancer before
the whole kid-and-animal concept.
335
00:15:25,842 --> 00:15:30,555
Now, I go to Tractor Supply and Target
sometimes, and that's really about it.
336
00:15:30,639 --> 00:15:32,891
[Tan] Her everyday life is Safe in Austin.
337
00:15:32,975 --> 00:15:34,601
She just needs a break.
338
00:15:34,685 --> 00:15:37,187
Maybe let's change
the way we use this closet.
339
00:15:37,270 --> 00:15:40,983
No more the crying closet.
Let's make it a joyful closet.
340
00:15:45,696 --> 00:15:48,740
[Bobby] Come on, babe. Aww. Yeah.
341
00:15:48,824 --> 00:15:51,076
Yeah, are you a pretty baby?
342
00:15:53,578 --> 00:15:55,205
All right, here's where the fun starts.
343
00:15:56,123 --> 00:15:57,958
Bumpy, bumpy, bumpy.
344
00:16:00,085 --> 00:16:04,256
-This is why it's worth it.
-Look at that. Oh, my gosh.
345
00:16:04,339 --> 00:16:06,508
[Jamie] I say, "Welcome to my church."
346
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How often do you get to find time
for yourself? To do stuff like this?
347
00:16:14,474 --> 00:16:18,186
-[laughs] That's not really a thing.
-That means no.
348
00:16:18,270 --> 00:16:19,688
Why is that not a thing?
349
00:16:19,771 --> 00:16:24,026
There is never a moment
in any part of any day, day or night,
350
00:16:24,109 --> 00:16:30,073
that there isn't someone that could
use my help, animal or human.
351
00:16:30,157 --> 00:16:31,241
[Karamo] Yeah.
352
00:16:31,324 --> 00:16:32,159
Ever.
353
00:16:32,242 --> 00:16:33,243
Yeah.
354
00:16:33,326 --> 00:16:35,871
I take in the ones
that nobody else wants to,
355
00:16:35,954 --> 00:16:39,416
so that involves commitment,
and I'm okay with that, but…
356
00:16:39,916 --> 00:16:40,751
Um…
357
00:16:41,543 --> 00:16:44,880
-But that just means a 24-hour deal.
-Yeah.
358
00:16:46,339 --> 00:16:51,303
You're coming across people every day
that have challenges in their life
359
00:16:51,386 --> 00:16:54,056
that in your mind are like,
"That's a real challenge."
360
00:16:54,139 --> 00:16:56,058
And so what we start to do is we start
361
00:16:56,141 --> 00:16:59,686
to minimize our experiences
and our challenges.
362
00:16:59,770 --> 00:17:01,021
You deserve more.
363
00:17:02,189 --> 00:17:04,900
Because burnout in
these type of positions is real.
364
00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:08,695
Well, I'm really tough. I can take it.
365
00:17:10,113 --> 00:17:11,114
[laughs]
366
00:17:11,198 --> 00:17:14,618
That right there,
that's the mindset that has to change.
367
00:17:17,037 --> 00:17:21,374
I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't know that,
because I preach it all the time.
368
00:17:21,458 --> 00:17:23,710
I just don't know
what it looks like for me.
369
00:17:24,294 --> 00:17:25,962
-That makes sense.
-[shudders]
370
00:17:26,046 --> 00:17:28,507
And I'm afraid to let anybody down.
371
00:17:29,716 --> 00:17:31,551
[sighs] I need help.
372
00:17:33,887 --> 00:17:34,971
That makes sense.
373
00:17:44,564 --> 00:17:45,941
[Jamie] Come meet my big girls.
374
00:17:46,024 --> 00:17:49,778
-I love pigs. They have the best souls.
-They're so smart.
375
00:17:49,861 --> 00:17:52,531
-So smart, so kind.
-They're so smart.
376
00:17:52,614 --> 00:17:55,909
What has been probably one of
the most trying times you've had here?
377
00:17:55,992 --> 00:17:59,412
-The weather has been insanely ridiculous.
-Right.
378
00:17:59,496 --> 00:18:01,123
We had this crazy ice apocalypse,
379
00:18:01,206 --> 00:18:04,501
and then it's been raining
like we live in…
380
00:18:04,584 --> 00:18:06,336
-Like crazy.
-…Seattle or something.
381
00:18:06,419 --> 00:18:10,173
We do everything one, you know,
donated fence panel at a time.
382
00:18:10,257 --> 00:18:12,634
-So, we have to get creative, but…
-[laughs]
383
00:18:12,717 --> 00:18:16,763
There's a whole gamut of things that we're
just sort of making up as we go along.
384
00:18:16,847 --> 00:18:20,976
This… This year, we're…
we're calling it "The Year of The Barn."
385
00:18:21,059 --> 00:18:22,269
Okay, the Year of The Barn.
386
00:18:22,352 --> 00:18:26,940
It's kind of an ongoing joke that I have
60 special-needs farm animals and no barn.
387
00:18:27,023 --> 00:18:29,359
But that's, like, a someday.
388
00:18:29,442 --> 00:18:31,945
-A big dream. [laughs]
-A someday.
389
00:18:32,028 --> 00:18:34,447
-Oh, my gosh.
-During the freeze, what was that like?
390
00:18:34,531 --> 00:18:37,200
I heard there was
some horses in the house.
391
00:18:37,284 --> 00:18:38,160
It was terrifying,
392
00:18:38,243 --> 00:18:42,038
because every animal here comes
from a place that was scary or sad.
393
00:18:42,122 --> 00:18:45,917
I brought them here, and I promised them
that they were safe from now on.
394
00:18:46,001 --> 00:18:49,171
And so, when things happen
and I'm seeing icicles all over them,
395
00:18:49,254 --> 00:18:51,756
and I know that
they're uncomfortable, and it's scary,
396
00:18:51,840 --> 00:18:53,967
and that feels like
I'm breaking a promise.
397
00:18:54,050 --> 00:18:55,218
Did you lose anybody?
398
00:18:55,302 --> 00:18:56,970
We did lose a couple, I believe,
399
00:18:57,053 --> 00:18:59,514
to sort of the stress
of the whole thing. Yeah.
400
00:19:00,098 --> 00:19:02,559
They're just trying
to make it through every day,
401
00:19:02,642 --> 00:19:07,147
learning as they go,
with 170-plus animals.
402
00:19:07,230 --> 00:19:12,194
I hope that Jamie sees this farm as
something that she literally manifested.
403
00:19:16,615 --> 00:19:18,283
You've got this new slab over here.
404
00:19:18,867 --> 00:19:21,286
-I hear you got this donated recently?
-Mm-hmm.
405
00:19:21,369 --> 00:19:22,537
You come to me.
406
00:19:22,621 --> 00:19:25,081
-Come to Daddy Karamo.
-[Karamo] You come to me.
407
00:19:25,165 --> 00:19:26,958
-Hi, dear.
-Hi, dear.
408
00:19:27,042 --> 00:19:30,045
[Bobby] So, I hear that you guys had
a nice anonymous donor
409
00:19:30,629 --> 00:19:33,381
that poured you a slab
for the Year of The Barn.
410
00:19:33,465 --> 00:19:35,258
-[laughs]
-It wasn't an anonymous donor.
411
00:19:35,342 --> 00:19:37,010
The Year of The Barn is today.
412
00:19:37,093 --> 00:19:39,346
-[Jonathan] It's happening!
-[Antoni] Yay!
413
00:19:39,930 --> 00:19:42,891
-[Karen shouts]
-[scattered laughter]
414
00:19:42,974 --> 00:19:45,268
I would think that makes a lot more sense.
415
00:19:45,352 --> 00:19:47,604
[all laughing]
416
00:19:48,647 --> 00:19:50,899
You know, you were
talking earlier about how it killed you
417
00:19:50,982 --> 00:19:52,108
that when that freeze came,
418
00:19:52,192 --> 00:19:54,527
you felt like you couldn't
keep your promise to those animals
419
00:19:54,611 --> 00:19:57,197
that you would never let
anything bad happen again.
420
00:19:57,280 --> 00:20:00,492
And now we're gonna give you
the power to keep that promise. So…
421
00:20:00,575 --> 00:20:03,161
The Year of The Barn is now!
422
00:20:03,245 --> 00:20:05,413
[all cheering]
423
00:20:08,250 --> 00:20:10,585
-[Antoni] Group hug!
-[Jamie] Get in here!
424
00:20:10,669 --> 00:20:12,545
[rock music playing]
425
00:20:12,629 --> 00:20:14,631
♪ Working my fingers down
To the bone ♪
426
00:20:14,714 --> 00:20:17,342
♪ I've been building my kingdom up
On my own ♪
427
00:20:17,425 --> 00:20:20,053
♪ Got a destiny, baby
And it's set in stone ♪
428
00:20:20,136 --> 00:20:23,139
♪ Look at me now
Look at me now, huh! ♪
429
00:20:23,223 --> 00:20:25,475
[Karamo] Jamie thinks
that this is all on her,
430
00:20:25,558 --> 00:20:28,270
which is pressure that
she shouldn't be putting on herself.
431
00:20:28,353 --> 00:20:31,856
I want, for one moment, for her
not to feel that weight on her shoulders,
432
00:20:31,940 --> 00:20:34,192
so she can remember, you're not alone.
433
00:20:34,776 --> 00:20:38,029
[Jonathan] Safe in Austin is
a gorgeous sanctuary for animals, honey,
434
00:20:38,113 --> 00:20:41,074
but I need to know,
where is Jamie's sanctuary for herself?
435
00:20:41,157 --> 00:20:45,078
I just want Jamie to remember
that she's a multifaceted person.
436
00:20:45,161 --> 00:20:48,581
You can do all sorts of things that
bring you happy and still be of service.
437
00:20:48,665 --> 00:20:51,167
It is okay to be both and.
438
00:20:52,460 --> 00:20:55,880
[Tan] Jamie's closet,
it's a shrine to former Jamie.
439
00:20:55,964 --> 00:20:57,757
It just feels sad.
440
00:20:58,341 --> 00:21:01,886
I'm going to come up with whatever I can
to make her feel her very best
441
00:21:01,970 --> 00:21:04,389
and have a moment of happiness.
442
00:21:05,724 --> 00:21:07,809
[Antoni] With Jamie,
I think it's incredibly important
443
00:21:07,892 --> 00:21:10,729
to take her away from the farm
just for a couple of days,
444
00:21:10,812 --> 00:21:12,939
with her knowing that she has the support
445
00:21:13,023 --> 00:21:15,692
of everybody taking care of things
while she's gone.
446
00:21:15,775 --> 00:21:17,152
Oh, my gosh. This is fun.
447
00:21:17,235 --> 00:21:20,238
[Antoni] Miraval is a perfect space
where she can actually rest.
448
00:21:20,322 --> 00:21:22,198
I don't think I've met anybody in my life
449
00:21:22,282 --> 00:21:26,369
who needed actual rest more than Jamie.
450
00:21:26,995 --> 00:21:32,417
Big dreams require big actions,
and we are about to go big with Jamie.
451
00:21:32,500 --> 00:21:34,878
It's definitely gonna be
larger than I had even realized.
452
00:21:34,961 --> 00:21:35,795
[Bobby] Look at this.
453
00:21:35,879 --> 00:21:37,088
It's gonna be incredible.
454
00:21:37,172 --> 00:21:38,548
-[Bobby] Six horse stalls.
-Yeah.
455
00:21:38,631 --> 00:21:41,301
[Bobby] She's pulled in so many
different directions on the farm.
456
00:21:41,384 --> 00:21:43,720
So, we worked with Bettr Homes
to come up with a design
457
00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:46,681
to centralize everything
that she needs to get done
458
00:21:46,765 --> 00:21:49,768
and free up a lot of time
to take care of herself.
459
00:21:51,853 --> 00:21:55,440
-[pop music playing]
-♪ We're off to a winning start ♪
460
00:21:55,523 --> 00:21:59,402
♪ I know you got a lion's heart ♪
461
00:21:59,486 --> 00:22:03,073
♪ Time to hold your head up high ♪
462
00:22:03,990 --> 00:22:08,411
♪ Hey, lion heart
Feeling quite so strong ♪
463
00:22:08,995 --> 00:22:13,249
♪ Hey, lion heart
Beating like a bass drum ♪
464
00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:14,959
Hi, babies.
465
00:22:15,043 --> 00:22:17,170
-[Karamo] They're beautiful.
-[Jamie] So pretty.
466
00:22:17,253 --> 00:22:18,171
[Karamo] Hi, Leigh.
467
00:22:18,254 --> 00:22:19,089
-Hi.
-[Jamie] Hi.
468
00:22:19,172 --> 00:22:20,090
[Karamo] This is Jamie.
469
00:22:20,173 --> 00:22:21,925
-Hi. Welcome, Jamie.
-Thank you.
470
00:22:22,008 --> 00:22:23,468
Jamie works with animals.
471
00:22:23,551 --> 00:22:26,721
So, she knows this process.
We're just flipping the script on her.
472
00:22:26,805 --> 00:22:28,765
-The teacher is now the student.
-[Leigh] Yeah.
473
00:22:28,848 --> 00:22:32,227
Jamie understands the value
of bringing kids to her farm
474
00:22:32,310 --> 00:22:33,937
so that they can heal with the animals.
475
00:22:34,020 --> 00:22:36,398
I want this to be a process
where you two are connecting
476
00:22:36,481 --> 00:22:37,899
and the animals are connecting.
477
00:22:37,982 --> 00:22:39,901
My hope is
that through this equine therapy
478
00:22:39,984 --> 00:22:42,612
she can start
to heal through animals herself.
479
00:22:43,947 --> 00:22:45,448
[Leigh] So, you have horses too?
480
00:22:45,532 --> 00:22:47,325
We do, yeah, seven.
481
00:22:47,409 --> 00:22:50,036
[Leigh] Your understanding of horses,
how they're used for therapy…
482
00:22:50,120 --> 00:22:51,955
-Have you had experience with that?
-Yes, yes.
483
00:22:52,038 --> 00:22:55,375
I invite children out
to be with the animals
484
00:22:55,458 --> 00:22:58,878
and find that healing
that we all know animals can provide.
485
00:22:58,962 --> 00:23:01,089
-Now, I have 173 rescue animals.
-Oh, my.
486
00:23:01,172 --> 00:23:03,758
[chuckles] And I take care of
a lot of people and animals,
487
00:23:03,842 --> 00:23:07,220
and… and I'm not doing
the best at remembering…
488
00:23:08,555 --> 00:23:09,848
me, I guess.
489
00:23:09,931 --> 00:23:12,475
We like to talk about paying attention
with not just our eyes,
490
00:23:12,559 --> 00:23:14,060
but with our whole heart.
491
00:23:14,936 --> 00:23:17,063
So, it definitely feels like I'm…
492
00:23:18,565 --> 00:23:20,483
You know, I'm on all the time.
493
00:23:20,567 --> 00:23:21,568
[Leigh] Yeah.
494
00:23:22,318 --> 00:23:26,906
So today, we'd like
to give you the opportunity
495
00:23:26,990 --> 00:23:29,033
to learn to make a request.
496
00:23:29,117 --> 00:23:32,328
So horses don't speak English.
They speak energy.
497
00:23:32,412 --> 00:23:34,581
Well, you know that
from what you do, right?
498
00:23:34,664 --> 00:23:37,876
And I really want you to feel
into your body any sensations, images,
499
00:23:37,959 --> 00:23:40,670
thoughts, feelings
and just really feel yourself.
500
00:23:40,753 --> 00:23:42,297
So this is Graham.
501
00:23:42,380 --> 00:23:45,258
-Oh, you got a horse hug already there.
-Hi. Thank you.
502
00:23:45,341 --> 00:23:47,427
-Thank you, bud.
-Got the horse whisperer here.
503
00:23:47,510 --> 00:23:50,430
[Jamie] I think him and I are going
in the round pen together.
504
00:23:51,431 --> 00:23:52,891
[laughs]
505
00:23:52,974 --> 00:23:54,642
Wanna go hang out for a minute?
506
00:23:54,726 --> 00:23:57,270
-[folk rock playing]
-♪ They reminded me of home ♪
507
00:23:57,353 --> 00:23:59,022
♪ A place inside that… ♪
508
00:23:59,105 --> 00:24:01,774
[clucking]
509
00:24:01,858 --> 00:24:02,817
Hi.
510
00:24:02,901 --> 00:24:05,361
There we go. Thank you. Hi.
511
00:24:05,445 --> 00:24:07,322
Hi. Can I get a snuggle?
512
00:24:12,243 --> 00:24:13,953
[Leigh] What's coming up for you?
513
00:24:14,037 --> 00:24:16,539
I need to remember to take time with them.
514
00:24:17,540 --> 00:24:18,958
-Just me.
-Hmm.
515
00:24:19,042 --> 00:24:21,252
I don't have much calm in my life.
516
00:24:21,336 --> 00:24:24,923
Sometimes we forget how to just be,
right, because we're so busy.
517
00:24:25,006 --> 00:24:28,176
Maybe you can find a way
to bring that back in.
518
00:24:28,259 --> 00:24:31,387
Would you like to try to ask him
to walk around the circle outside of you?
519
00:24:31,471 --> 00:24:34,974
It's good practice, right? To see,
"How does it feel when I make a request?"
520
00:24:35,058 --> 00:24:37,143
[Jamie] Sure. I'd be interested for sure.
521
00:24:37,894 --> 00:24:39,187
[Leigh] So, ask him to go.
522
00:24:39,270 --> 00:24:42,232
-You gotta go that way.
-[laughing]
523
00:24:42,315 --> 00:24:43,274
[horse trills]
524
00:24:43,358 --> 00:24:45,527
Okay. Go ahead. Go on.
525
00:24:46,903 --> 00:24:48,530
Go ahead. It's okay.
526
00:24:48,613 --> 00:24:51,533
-You didn't like that all, did you? No.
-No. [laughing]
527
00:24:51,616 --> 00:24:54,410
I had a feeling
that would be what would happen.
528
00:24:54,494 --> 00:24:58,206
So, the detachment piece
is feeling hard for you.
529
00:24:59,165 --> 00:25:00,166
-Yeah.
-Yeah.
530
00:25:01,543 --> 00:25:03,878
Why would I wanna send him away?
531
00:25:03,962 --> 00:25:06,631
But he's still connected to you.
It's just a little bit of distance
532
00:25:06,714 --> 00:25:09,968
so that Jamie can have her spot
in the middle of the arena
533
00:25:10,051 --> 00:25:12,053
where maybe she has time for herself.
534
00:25:12,136 --> 00:25:14,222
Yeah. Okay, buddy.
535
00:25:14,305 --> 00:25:16,057
-We can do this.
-I know you can do it.
536
00:25:16,140 --> 00:25:18,893
[chuckles] Let's go. Go ahead.
537
00:25:18,977 --> 00:25:20,311
It's okay.
538
00:25:20,395 --> 00:25:21,896
-Good boy.
-[Leigh] Oh, my gosh.
539
00:25:21,980 --> 00:25:23,481
[Jamie] Good boy.
540
00:25:23,565 --> 00:25:24,774
Okay… [clicks tongue]
541
00:25:24,857 --> 00:25:28,111
-Go on. Go on. Good boy.
-There you go, beautiful. Beautiful.
542
00:25:28,987 --> 00:25:30,989
[clicks tongue] You go ahead. Go ahead.
543
00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:34,701
-[Leigh] Beautiful. So, something shifted.
-[gasps]
544
00:25:35,577 --> 00:25:37,370
[Leigh] That's something to just think on.
545
00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:40,957
Where in my life do I need
to let people detach a little bit
546
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:43,418
so that I can be alone in the round pen?
547
00:25:43,501 --> 00:25:46,754
Yeah, I understand
that one completely. [chuckles]
548
00:25:48,131 --> 00:25:49,924
Well, that felt really good.
549
00:25:50,008 --> 00:25:51,926
[Karamo] Jamie spends all of her time
550
00:25:52,010 --> 00:25:55,305
making sure everyone else
around her is healed and happy.
551
00:25:55,388 --> 00:25:58,391
But she's not taking time to make sure
that she's healed and happy.
552
00:25:59,058 --> 00:26:00,143
You seem very calm.
553
00:26:00,226 --> 00:26:02,729
Yeah, this place is very calming.
554
00:26:02,812 --> 00:26:03,980
[laughing]
555
00:26:04,063 --> 00:26:06,566
This area is making me feel
a little more at home,
556
00:26:06,649 --> 00:26:08,401
which is kind of a little bit nice too.
557
00:26:08,484 --> 00:26:11,487
-Oh, good. Like being around the horses?
-I can hear the chickens.
558
00:26:11,571 --> 00:26:12,905
-Good.
-You know.
559
00:26:12,989 --> 00:26:15,867
Well, I'm glad.
When I met you, you weren't calm.
560
00:26:16,826 --> 00:26:17,994
[both laughing]
561
00:26:18,077 --> 00:26:21,623
So, what do you think is different about
this environment and your environment?
562
00:26:24,834 --> 00:26:25,793
Uh…
563
00:26:26,336 --> 00:26:28,379
-I'm not responsible for everything here.
-Nothing.
564
00:26:28,463 --> 00:26:30,548
-No, nothing. Nothing.
-[laughing]
565
00:26:30,632 --> 00:26:33,259
-Okay.
-Nothing. You're what's different.
566
00:26:33,885 --> 00:26:36,137
It's that you're taking
a moment to be calm.
567
00:26:36,721 --> 00:26:38,222
You're taking a moment to be centered.
568
00:26:38,306 --> 00:26:41,476
Tell me how many people
that you have volunteer on a daily.
569
00:26:41,559 --> 00:26:44,520
How many people wanna come
and, like, support you and help you?
570
00:26:45,271 --> 00:26:46,189
A lot.
571
00:26:46,272 --> 00:26:48,691
A lot of people. And that's what I mean.
572
00:26:48,775 --> 00:26:50,777
It's never to take away
from the work you're doing.
573
00:26:50,860 --> 00:26:53,613
That work is powerful and impactful
574
00:26:53,696 --> 00:26:56,783
and part of your purpose
here on this Earth.
575
00:26:56,866 --> 00:26:58,785
But what also is
your purpose on this Earth
576
00:26:58,868 --> 00:27:01,037
is to take care and love yourself.
577
00:27:04,499 --> 00:27:06,250
Okay, I hear that.
578
00:27:06,334 --> 00:27:09,962
When I walk into Safe in Austin,
people are working hard, very clear.
579
00:27:10,046 --> 00:27:13,383
So, you can be at Safe in Austin
and be like, "You know what?"
580
00:27:13,466 --> 00:27:15,802
"Y'all got this. I'm gonna take a break."
581
00:27:17,261 --> 00:27:18,846
A hundred percent. Yeah.
582
00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:21,516
[exhales]
583
00:27:21,599 --> 00:27:24,602
I love when you take deep breaths.
It's really good.
584
00:27:24,686 --> 00:27:26,604
[chuckles] I know.
Me too. I felt that one.
585
00:27:26,688 --> 00:27:30,441
[Karamo laughs] That's really good. I love
when you take deep breaths. I really do.
586
00:27:30,525 --> 00:27:32,527
[hip-hop music playing]
587
00:27:35,279 --> 00:27:37,782
♪ Dry your eyes for me… ♪
588
00:27:37,865 --> 00:27:39,575
[Antoni] It is so peaceful here.
589
00:27:39,659 --> 00:27:40,660
[Jamie] Crazy quiet.
590
00:27:40,743 --> 00:27:41,869
[Antoni] I know.
591
00:27:41,953 --> 00:27:44,622
[Jamie] It's so weird to me.
I don't have any quiet ever.
592
00:27:44,706 --> 00:27:45,998
-[Antoni] Right.
-[Jamie] Ever.
593
00:27:46,582 --> 00:27:49,293
-[Antoni] Are you ready?
-Are you ready? [laughs]
594
00:27:49,377 --> 00:27:51,713
I'm pretending to be
a cooker person today?
595
00:27:51,796 --> 00:27:53,673
-Pretending to be a cooker person.
-[laughs]
596
00:27:53,756 --> 00:27:56,884
When someone tells me
that they're not a "cooker person,"
597
00:27:56,968 --> 00:27:59,762
that's pretty much
all the information I need to know
598
00:27:59,846 --> 00:28:02,098
that I need to get them
into a kitchen ASAP.
599
00:28:02,181 --> 00:28:04,392
Wait. So, when's
the last time you actually,
600
00:28:04,475 --> 00:28:07,603
like, were in the kitchen and,
like, prepared a meal from scratch?
601
00:28:07,687 --> 00:28:08,688
Trick question? [laughing]
602
00:28:08,771 --> 00:28:10,690
No, honest question.
603
00:28:10,773 --> 00:28:12,650
-Not here to shame.
-I have no concept.
604
00:28:12,734 --> 00:28:13,609
You don't remember.
605
00:28:13,693 --> 00:28:16,237
From scratch? Um…
606
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:19,115
-Maybe never. [laughs]
-Maybe never? Really? Okay.
607
00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:21,617
-No, but that's good to note.
-Yeah.
608
00:28:21,701 --> 00:28:25,246
Plant-based seems to be
the direction everyone is either
609
00:28:25,329 --> 00:28:28,791
headed towards or people are
already at basically at home, right?
610
00:28:28,875 --> 00:28:32,086
Today, we're gonna braise
some cauliflower steaks.
611
00:28:32,170 --> 00:28:33,379
-Oh, fun.
-How does that sound?
612
00:28:33,463 --> 00:28:34,547
That sounds super fun.
613
00:28:34,630 --> 00:28:36,424
I buy cauliflower all the time.
614
00:28:36,507 --> 00:28:37,550
How do you prepare it?
615
00:28:37,633 --> 00:28:41,471
I throw it on the ground really hard
so the rabbits and tortoises can eat it.
616
00:28:41,554 --> 00:28:46,017
Oh, got it. So, this is not
a rabbit and tortoise-friendly recipe.
617
00:28:46,100 --> 00:28:46,934
[Jamie] Got it.
618
00:28:47,018 --> 00:28:49,896
But if you remove the spices,
maybe you can prepare it for them as well.
619
00:28:49,979 --> 00:28:51,314
Okay, we have all of these, like,
620
00:28:51,397 --> 00:28:53,983
fibrous stems
along the outside of the cauliflower.
621
00:28:54,066 --> 00:28:55,109
Tear those away,
622
00:28:55,193 --> 00:28:58,821
but I wanna leave these
beautiful leaves that are clinging to it.
623
00:28:58,905 --> 00:29:02,450
Perfect. We are gonna be
slicing this into two steaks.
624
00:29:02,533 --> 00:29:04,869
Slice down right in the middle.
625
00:29:04,952 --> 00:29:07,371
Great. So, these are perfectly intact,
626
00:29:07,455 --> 00:29:10,291
and we have these beautiful steaks
that look like these gorgeous trees.
627
00:29:10,374 --> 00:29:12,585
Yeah, that's crazy cool.
628
00:29:12,668 --> 00:29:15,171
-Pretty little trees.
-They are pretty little trees.
629
00:29:15,254 --> 00:29:17,089
We love climbing trees.
630
00:29:17,173 --> 00:29:19,091
I don't think
I've ever climbed a tree before.
631
00:29:19,175 --> 00:29:21,302
Shut up! Oh, my gosh, Antoni--
632
00:29:21,385 --> 00:29:23,721
-I was a city boy.
-We have to go find a tree to climb.
633
00:29:23,805 --> 00:29:26,682
I want to be in a tree with you
for the first time. Please.
634
00:29:26,766 --> 00:29:28,851
Wait. What's so magical
about being in a tree?
635
00:29:28,935 --> 00:29:32,271
I… I can't explain it to you until
we get into a tree. Then you'll know.
636
00:29:33,773 --> 00:29:36,359
-We gotta get into a tree ASAP.
-[both laughing]
637
00:29:37,485 --> 00:29:40,196
[Antoni] We're gonna coat it in turmeric
and a lot of olive oil.
638
00:29:41,155 --> 00:29:43,449
Fresh cracked pepper, a bit of salt…
639
00:29:44,951 --> 00:29:46,744
Just roll it around.
640
00:29:46,828 --> 00:29:48,287
I know this is already more technical
641
00:29:48,371 --> 00:29:50,998
than just throwing the cauliflower
against the ground.
642
00:29:51,082 --> 00:29:53,209
[laughs] Just a little.
I can handle this though.
643
00:29:53,292 --> 00:29:54,710
-[Antoni] I think you can.
-I got it.
644
00:29:54,794 --> 00:29:56,963
If your hands get a little messy,
it's totally fine.
645
00:29:57,046 --> 00:29:58,214
That's what a sink is for.
646
00:29:58,297 --> 00:30:01,133
I'm very much not afraid of getting messy.
647
00:30:01,217 --> 00:30:04,554
-[laughs] That does not bother me at all.
-That's true, actually.
648
00:30:04,637 --> 00:30:05,930
-Beautiful.
-Okay, good?
649
00:30:06,013 --> 00:30:07,515
[Antoni] So, our oil's nice and hot.
650
00:30:08,391 --> 00:30:10,810
-Place your cauliflower right in there.
-[sizzling]
651
00:30:10,893 --> 00:30:14,647
And it starts to sizzle immediately.
That's exactly the sound that we want.
652
00:30:14,730 --> 00:30:16,983
You can flip it. See how it's doing.
653
00:30:17,733 --> 00:30:20,403
Oh, beautiful. Okay,
you're ready to turn yours over.
654
00:30:20,486 --> 00:30:23,030
For someone who's actually
never prepared a meal for herself,
655
00:30:23,114 --> 00:30:25,449
I feel like Jamie is
super adept in the kitchen.
656
00:30:25,533 --> 00:30:28,953
She just hasn't made it a priority
in her life, which I totally understand.
657
00:30:29,036 --> 00:30:32,331
-Look at that! That is perfection.
-Wow.
658
00:30:32,415 --> 00:30:36,377
Here, I have vegetable stock. So, this
is actually gonna be our braising liquid.
659
00:30:36,460 --> 00:30:38,546
-Gonna get quieter after this, I promise.
-[laughs]
660
00:30:38,629 --> 00:30:40,298
[Antoni] This is the loudest part.
661
00:30:40,381 --> 00:30:43,759
And we're ready to put these in the oven.
The hard part is done.
662
00:30:43,843 --> 00:30:44,719
[Jamie] Okay.
663
00:30:45,386 --> 00:30:48,639
We're gonna move onto our vinaigrette.
We're gonna start out with…
664
00:30:49,807 --> 00:30:51,934
-Cilantro.
-Yeah! Do you like cilantro?
665
00:30:52,018 --> 00:30:54,020
-[Jamie] Mm-hmm.
-Roll it up like this.
666
00:30:54,103 --> 00:30:57,481
Hold it nice and firm, and then
with the blade of your knife…
667
00:30:58,065 --> 00:31:00,651
There's no rush. Excellent.
668
00:31:00,735 --> 00:31:02,653
So, this is, like,
the first time you've been able
669
00:31:02,737 --> 00:31:04,989
to, like, take a little beat in a while.
670
00:31:05,072 --> 00:31:06,657
-How does it feel?
-Weird.
671
00:31:06,741 --> 00:31:08,701
Weird? I'm glad
you're being honest with me
672
00:31:08,784 --> 00:31:10,536
and you're not just saying,
"It's amazing."
673
00:31:10,620 --> 00:31:12,580
-I'm totally adjusted.
-But what's weird about it?
674
00:31:12,663 --> 00:31:13,915
It's just different.
675
00:31:13,998 --> 00:31:16,542
-Do you miss the animals?
-Yeah.
676
00:31:16,626 --> 00:31:21,923
And the kids and the people,
and I worry if anyone's needing me, but…
677
00:31:22,006 --> 00:31:23,966
You're worried if they're needing you?
678
00:31:24,050 --> 00:31:26,719
[laughs] Well, I mean, yeah, a little bit.
679
00:31:27,303 --> 00:31:30,640
But it must be hard to, like,
wanna be like that for everybody though.
680
00:31:30,723 --> 00:31:33,267
-You're only one person.
-[laughs] I know.
681
00:31:34,393 --> 00:31:37,647
Anybody who's so determined
and so passionate about what they do,
682
00:31:37,730 --> 00:31:41,192
pretty often,
other things start to get neglected.
683
00:31:41,692 --> 00:31:43,653
-We have our cilantro stems in here.
-Mm-hmm.
684
00:31:43,736 --> 00:31:44,570
[both] Lime.
685
00:31:44,654 --> 00:31:47,198
[Antoni] Even if she does
something like this every few months,
686
00:31:47,281 --> 00:31:48,866
whatever is realistic,
687
00:31:48,950 --> 00:31:50,826
it's a moment
that she can have for herself,
688
00:31:50,910 --> 00:31:53,621
and even just her
and her husband or her kids.
689
00:31:53,704 --> 00:31:55,414
It's another way of showing your love.
690
00:31:56,290 --> 00:31:57,124
Now, gochujang.
691
00:31:57,208 --> 00:32:00,920
-So, gochujang is a Korean chili paste.
-Okay.
692
00:32:01,003 --> 00:32:04,382
Pour in a bit of maple syrup
for sweetness and then you whisk it up.
693
00:32:06,425 --> 00:32:07,969
I just, like, go in with my pinky.
694
00:32:10,721 --> 00:32:11,597
Yum.
695
00:32:11,681 --> 00:32:14,892
Limey, acidic sweetness
from the maple syrup,
696
00:32:14,976 --> 00:32:17,269
spice from the gochujang, salt.
How does that feel?
697
00:32:17,353 --> 00:32:19,063
Oh, my gosh.
698
00:32:19,146 --> 00:32:22,274
I feel like a cooker person.
I can literally taste all those things.
699
00:32:22,358 --> 00:32:25,444
I've never heard anybody explain that
and then actually taste the sweet.
700
00:32:25,528 --> 00:32:26,570
[Antoni] Isn't it nice?
701
00:32:26,654 --> 00:32:30,116
When you get all of that in your mouth
at the same time, it's really lovely.
702
00:32:30,199 --> 00:32:32,410
Yeah, it really is. That's awesome.
703
00:32:32,493 --> 00:32:34,495
[Antoni] I'm gonna take our steaks out.
704
00:32:36,664 --> 00:32:39,125
-Gently, slowly.
-[Jamie] Stay strong, little guy.
705
00:32:39,208 --> 00:32:41,711
Oh, my gosh, you even give vegetables
words of encouragement.
706
00:32:41,794 --> 00:32:43,796
[Jamie laughs]
707
00:32:48,592 --> 00:32:49,969
Okay, I'm excited.
708
00:32:55,766 --> 00:32:56,809
So yummy.
709
00:32:56,892 --> 00:32:58,519
-It's nice. Isn't it?
-Really good.
710
00:32:58,602 --> 00:33:01,731
Thank you for showing me
how to cook tiny, little, pretty trees.
711
00:33:01,814 --> 00:33:05,359
Of course. I'm gonna
rename this the Tiny, Pretty Tree.
712
00:33:05,443 --> 00:33:08,612
[laughs] This was so fun and so yummy.
713
00:33:08,696 --> 00:33:10,823
-[alternative music playing]
-♪ It feels like a dream ♪
714
00:33:11,699 --> 00:33:15,786
♪ Oh-oh! Feels like a dream… ♪
715
00:33:15,870 --> 00:33:20,082
This is by far, the biggest thing
we have ever done on Queer Eye.
716
00:33:20,166 --> 00:33:22,835
We're building a whole freakin' barn.
717
00:33:23,794 --> 00:33:27,548
Bettr Homes used their SI panels,
which fit together like Legos.
718
00:33:27,631 --> 00:33:31,052
They use 75% less lumber
than traditional building.
719
00:33:31,135 --> 00:33:33,012
They are self-insulating.
720
00:33:33,095 --> 00:33:36,474
I didn't wanna just throw up
a big, tin barn for Jamie.
721
00:33:36,557 --> 00:33:39,185
I wanted to build her a barn
that was both energy efficient
722
00:33:39,268 --> 00:33:40,644
and insulated really well.
723
00:33:40,728 --> 00:33:42,646
It's just an amazing, cool product
724
00:33:42,730 --> 00:33:46,317
that's going to allow us to build
this barn quick, easy and green.
725
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:48,360
["Something Better" playing]
726
00:33:48,444 --> 00:33:50,362
♪ There's something better
Something better ♪
727
00:33:50,446 --> 00:33:53,324
♪ Something better than this ♪
728
00:33:53,407 --> 00:33:57,828
♪ I'm getting closer, moving forward
And it feels like it fits ♪
729
00:33:57,912 --> 00:33:59,789
Let me get the door for you, queen.
730
00:33:59,872 --> 00:34:01,791
-Thank you.
-God, I almost just sprained my ankle.
731
00:34:01,874 --> 00:34:04,376
-[both laugh]
-It's fine. Everything's fine.
732
00:34:07,713 --> 00:34:09,298
-Take a seat.
-Okay.
733
00:34:09,381 --> 00:34:10,341
Welcome.
734
00:34:11,008 --> 00:34:13,677
Look at this light. Look at you.
735
00:34:13,761 --> 00:34:15,513
Let's talk about your hair.
736
00:34:15,596 --> 00:34:16,430
[Jamie] Mm-hmm.
737
00:34:16,514 --> 00:34:20,768
Because it's a teeny,
teeny, teeny, tiny bit harsh.
738
00:34:21,352 --> 00:34:25,314
And while it is giving me
this, like, fierce Cher moment,
739
00:34:25,397 --> 00:34:27,900
you strike me as,
like, a more natural person.
740
00:34:28,484 --> 00:34:29,652
It's like, I hit 40.
741
00:34:29,735 --> 00:34:33,197
-They started coming with a vengeance.
-All these grays came.
742
00:34:33,280 --> 00:34:36,242
I also feel like it is accidentally
kind of high maintenance,
743
00:34:36,325 --> 00:34:37,910
because when it's as dark as it is,
744
00:34:37,993 --> 00:34:40,371
it highlights the silver even more.
745
00:34:40,454 --> 00:34:43,916
It's nicer to be lighter and closer
to what more of your natural color is
746
00:34:43,999 --> 00:34:45,167
just for maintenance purposes.
747
00:34:45,251 --> 00:34:47,336
-You know?
-Right, here's the deal.
748
00:34:47,419 --> 00:34:49,338
I know that I'm focusing in on myself,
749
00:34:49,421 --> 00:34:51,590
and all of y'all
are helping me do that, right?
750
00:34:52,508 --> 00:34:55,094
And I am, but here's the other thing.
751
00:34:55,177 --> 00:34:59,306
I have a lot, and by "a lot" I mean a lot,
a lot of people in my world
752
00:35:00,224 --> 00:35:06,564
that would have a hard time
with me going from zero to 100,
753
00:35:06,647 --> 00:35:10,192
because I'm a safe zone that
suddenly doesn't look the same, right?
754
00:35:10,276 --> 00:35:13,445
-[Jonathan] Uh.
-We could take some steps that direction.
755
00:35:13,529 --> 00:35:15,573
-Yes, yes!
-I'm sorry.
756
00:35:16,699 --> 00:35:19,910
-Why do you need to apologize?
-I wanted to give you the big wow.
757
00:35:19,994 --> 00:35:22,037
[Jonathan] You don't need
to give me the big wow.
758
00:35:22,121 --> 00:35:24,081
-You don't need to give it to me.
-Okay.
759
00:35:24,165 --> 00:35:27,084
-I understand, for so many reasons, why.
-Yeah.
760
00:35:27,168 --> 00:35:30,421
I mean, honestly, let's keep it dark.
We'll do your roots.
761
00:35:30,504 --> 00:35:32,840
-We'll keep it longer around your face.
-Okay.
762
00:35:32,923 --> 00:35:34,466
-That sound good?
-Yes.
763
00:35:34,550 --> 00:35:38,137
Jamie is someone that is
so full of love, so full of compassion,
764
00:35:38,220 --> 00:35:39,972
except for when it comes to herself.
765
00:35:40,723 --> 00:35:41,765
Gorgeous.
766
00:35:43,017 --> 00:35:43,851
Stunting.
767
00:35:43,934 --> 00:35:46,353
[Jamie] Just in case
I don't say it enough later,
768
00:35:46,437 --> 00:35:48,647
I love you a lot
and thank you for doing this for me.
769
00:35:48,731 --> 00:35:50,941
[Jonathan] Oh, my God. Love you too.
770
00:35:51,442 --> 00:35:53,569
She is constantly giving to others,
771
00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:56,405
and I want her to feel
as beautiful as she is.
772
00:35:56,488 --> 00:35:58,199
♪ Uh-huh, uh-huh, hey! ♪
773
00:35:58,282 --> 00:36:02,244
What was your, like, favorite thing
to do when you were growing up?
774
00:36:02,328 --> 00:36:03,704
Dance class.
775
00:36:03,787 --> 00:36:06,248
-[Jonathan] Dance class was?
-[Jamie] Pretty much all I did.
776
00:36:06,332 --> 00:36:08,209
Do you ever miss it as an adult?
777
00:36:08,292 --> 00:36:10,419
Um, yeah, a little bit.
778
00:36:10,502 --> 00:36:14,131
What about going to, like, an adult
dance class, like, once every other week?
779
00:36:14,215 --> 00:36:16,717
Something that's, like, purely
just 'cause it makes you feel good.
780
00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:18,010
Would you look forward to that,
781
00:36:18,093 --> 00:36:19,762
or would it feel
like getting teeth pulled?
782
00:36:19,845 --> 00:36:22,473
Oh, it definitely wouldn't feel like
getting my teeth pulled.
783
00:36:22,556 --> 00:36:25,976
'Cause when it comes to, like,
ice skating for me or, like, gymnastics,
784
00:36:26,060 --> 00:36:29,480
-I literally look forward to it so much.
-Right.
785
00:36:29,563 --> 00:36:31,607
And when I have to show up
for other people,
786
00:36:31,690 --> 00:36:33,484
I can't be the advocate
that I wanna be,
787
00:36:33,567 --> 00:36:36,904
I can't, like, be the strong source
of love and compassion that I wanna be
788
00:36:36,987 --> 00:36:40,324
if I don't do anything
to, like, look forward to for myself.
789
00:36:40,407 --> 00:36:43,077
I just-- I look at the spirit that
you have, the energy that you have,
790
00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:46,330
and I just want you
to make time for your inner child.
791
00:36:46,413 --> 00:36:50,751
You have, like, a really jubilant,
like, buoyant spirit in there
792
00:36:50,834 --> 00:36:52,419
that needs to be fed.
793
00:36:52,503 --> 00:36:53,963
[laughs] Yeah.
794
00:36:54,046 --> 00:36:56,131
I really, really, want that for you.
Just sidebar.
795
00:36:56,215 --> 00:36:57,216
Okay.
796
00:36:58,759 --> 00:37:02,012
Is, like, a once-a-month adult dance class
in Austin out of the question?
797
00:37:02,096 --> 00:37:03,722
No, no, of course not.
798
00:37:03,806 --> 00:37:08,644
Everyone deserves to celebrate
all the different things that we love,
799
00:37:08,727 --> 00:37:10,729
and that makes us even better people.
800
00:37:10,813 --> 00:37:13,399
Yes, she loves being of service
to her community,
801
00:37:13,482 --> 00:37:15,985
but she's also allowed to love herself.
802
00:37:16,068 --> 00:37:17,987
I do hope that
from this little bit of time
803
00:37:18,070 --> 00:37:19,863
that we have gotten to spend together,
804
00:37:19,947 --> 00:37:24,618
that you take from it that you are allowed
to take time for yourself. It's healthy.
805
00:37:24,702 --> 00:37:27,621
Our personal care,
self-care tank was on fumes.
806
00:37:27,705 --> 00:37:29,915
We wanna try not
to let it get below the eighth.
807
00:37:29,999 --> 00:37:31,542
'Cause then the whole thing… [splutters]
808
00:37:31,625 --> 00:37:33,210
I don't really know about cars and gas.
809
00:37:33,294 --> 00:37:35,504
But I know you're not
supposed to let your self-care tank
810
00:37:35,587 --> 00:37:37,047
get below, like, eighth of tank.
811
00:37:37,131 --> 00:37:39,049
I want you to know that
that's not selfish.
812
00:37:39,133 --> 00:37:42,761
It's beautiful,
but not as beautiful as you.
813
00:37:42,845 --> 00:37:46,056
Which you're gonna see in three, two, one.
814
00:37:49,393 --> 00:37:50,394
[laughs]
815
00:37:52,896 --> 00:37:55,065
[sobbing] You already knew
I was gonna cry.
816
00:37:56,608 --> 00:37:59,028
Oh, it looks really good. [sniffles]
817
00:37:59,111 --> 00:38:01,905
Do you love?
Look at how beautiful you look.
818
00:38:02,573 --> 00:38:05,242
Oh, I love you so much.
You can get all up in it and look.
819
00:38:05,326 --> 00:38:08,329
-[laughs]
-Yes. [gasps]
820
00:38:08,412 --> 00:38:10,706
-Have you ever had a cut like this?
-No.
821
00:38:10,789 --> 00:38:12,875
The hay's just gonna flow right out of it.
822
00:38:12,958 --> 00:38:17,046
Yes, there won't be any hay
or any shit stuck in those ends.
823
00:38:17,129 --> 00:38:18,422
Not on our watch.
824
00:38:18,505 --> 00:38:20,049
[pop music playing]
825
00:38:20,132 --> 00:38:23,218
♪ So put some rhythm when you're feeling
Till you're moving your feet ♪
826
00:38:23,302 --> 00:38:26,263
♪ Now put your hands up to the ceiling
And get down on the… ♪
827
00:38:26,347 --> 00:38:30,934
Right now, there isn't
a Jamie outside of Safe in Austin.
828
00:38:31,018 --> 00:38:31,852
[laughing]
829
00:38:31,935 --> 00:38:34,897
I need her to understand
the importance of taking a moment
830
00:38:34,980 --> 00:38:38,484
to be able to let her hair down
and feel good about herself.
831
00:38:39,068 --> 00:38:43,739
I wanna try and find options for you
to feel like the dancer girl again.
832
00:38:43,822 --> 00:38:45,449
Would you like to feel that way again?
833
00:38:45,532 --> 00:38:47,326
-I would. I would. Yeah.
-Okay, great.
834
00:38:47,409 --> 00:38:49,244
I've already pulled some things for you.
835
00:38:49,328 --> 00:38:50,496
We're going glitz.
836
00:38:50,579 --> 00:38:52,081
-Wow.
-[laughs] I know.
837
00:38:53,582 --> 00:38:55,459
Can I see what you've got on, please?
838
00:38:57,419 --> 00:38:59,505
-Ooh-la!
-[chuckles]
839
00:38:59,588 --> 00:39:01,507
[Tan] Can you turn around
so I can see that ass?
840
00:39:01,590 --> 00:39:04,426
-[Jamie] Sure. [laughs]
-'Cause it looks so good!
841
00:39:04,510 --> 00:39:07,805
Body looks bangin'! So good.
842
00:39:07,888 --> 00:39:08,889
[Jamie] I like it.
843
00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:11,892
I like sparkles. I feel cozy in jeans.
844
00:39:11,975 --> 00:39:13,769
Also, I really missed heels, I think.
845
00:39:13,852 --> 00:39:15,562
I love you in a heel.
846
00:39:15,646 --> 00:39:17,773
I know, I missed them, I think.
847
00:39:17,856 --> 00:39:19,817
Feels good to be back in some.
848
00:39:19,900 --> 00:39:21,527
She looks gorgeous,
849
00:39:21,610 --> 00:39:25,155
and more importantly,
you can tell she's really having fun.
850
00:39:25,239 --> 00:39:28,992
Can you give me
just a little bit of a move?
851
00:39:29,076 --> 00:39:31,870
[laughs] A move?
852
00:39:31,954 --> 00:39:34,748
Normally, I ask people
to give me a runway walk.
853
00:39:34,832 --> 00:39:38,127
-[Jamie] You want me to be a ballerina?
-Just for a second. Little twirly thing.
854
00:39:38,210 --> 00:39:39,628
Pirouette in my heels.
855
00:39:39,711 --> 00:39:40,963
-Yeah.
-Oh, my gosh.
856
00:39:41,046 --> 00:39:42,131
-[Tan] Feel good?
-Yeah.
857
00:39:42,214 --> 00:39:43,715
We're gonna make you feel even better.
858
00:39:43,799 --> 00:39:45,968
Can I please see your outfit?
859
00:39:46,051 --> 00:39:47,428
[laughing]
860
00:39:48,971 --> 00:39:50,264
Ta-da!
861
00:39:50,347 --> 00:39:52,349
-I love it so much!
-[laughing]
862
00:39:52,433 --> 00:39:54,351
I know it's a lot of leg.
863
00:39:54,435 --> 00:39:58,105
[Jamie] It's not like I haven't been
in a crap ton of sequins in my life.
864
00:39:58,188 --> 00:39:59,356
[laughing]
865
00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:02,151
I promise I'm not gonna
fill your closet with sparkle.
866
00:40:02,234 --> 00:40:05,237
The rest of your closet is so toned down.
This one is extra.
867
00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:09,032
I wanted you to feel fun again.
I want you to feel joy for a moment.
868
00:40:09,116 --> 00:40:10,284
This is very fun.
869
00:40:10,367 --> 00:40:14,204
You do so many amazing things.
Just a moment of happiness for yourself.
870
00:40:14,288 --> 00:40:17,916
I know you well enough now to know
you're gonna go back to sit in your closet
871
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:19,501
to do a bit of work every now and then.
872
00:40:19,585 --> 00:40:22,337
If all you do is pop this on,
just for yourself,
873
00:40:22,421 --> 00:40:25,424
and type away at your damn laptop,
I don't care.
874
00:40:25,507 --> 00:40:27,468
I just want you to put this on and just
875
00:40:27,551 --> 00:40:30,345
feel the happiness
you seem to be conveying right now.
876
00:40:30,888 --> 00:40:31,722
I can do that.
877
00:40:31,805 --> 00:40:33,140
Yes, power stance.
878
00:40:34,057 --> 00:40:38,061
Even if she just takes a stolen moment
in her closet every now and then
879
00:40:38,145 --> 00:40:39,897
and feels special again,
880
00:40:39,980 --> 00:40:41,440
that's good enough for now.
881
00:40:41,523 --> 00:40:42,774
-Oh!
-[laughs]
882
00:40:42,858 --> 00:40:45,152
[Tan] Gorgeous.
All right, get back in there.
883
00:40:45,235 --> 00:40:46,612
-You're silly.
-Thank you so much.
884
00:40:46,695 --> 00:40:50,282
-[soft rock music playing playing]
-♪ Carry you home and back to the fold ♪
885
00:40:50,365 --> 00:40:53,202
♪ Sing you to sleep
While you laugh on the side ♪
886
00:40:56,163 --> 00:40:58,540
[upbeat pop music playing]
887
00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:02,252
♪ I'm dreaming ♪
888
00:41:02,336 --> 00:41:05,756
♪ In real life
You're something I could get used to ♪
889
00:41:05,839 --> 00:41:07,758
♪ I-I could get used to ♪
890
00:41:07,841 --> 00:41:10,469
♪ Angels falling, my heart keeps… ♪
891
00:41:10,552 --> 00:41:12,804
And she's super chill.
892
00:41:15,516 --> 00:41:19,520
♪ Angels falling
My heart keeps on calling ♪
893
00:41:19,603 --> 00:41:22,940
♪ Heart keeps on
Calling you-whoo-whoo-whoo-whoo! ♪
894
00:41:25,108 --> 00:41:27,110
[Bobby] So, Jamie,
how do you feel about surprises?
895
00:41:27,194 --> 00:41:28,904
-I--
-[laughing]
896
00:41:28,987 --> 00:41:30,822
-Feels like a trick question.
-[laughs]
897
00:41:30,906 --> 00:41:33,075
Getting suspicious.
It's getting suspicious.
898
00:41:33,158 --> 00:41:35,452
♪ Don't be suspicious
Don't be suspicious ♪
899
00:41:35,536 --> 00:41:38,247
♪ Don't be suspicious
Don't be suspicious ♪
900
00:41:39,498 --> 00:41:41,667
You probably don't spend a lot of time
on TikTok, do you?
901
00:41:42,584 --> 00:41:45,045
-Uh…
-[laughs]
902
00:41:45,796 --> 00:41:47,506
We are hooking Jamie up.
903
00:41:48,131 --> 00:41:52,010
-We're giving her five minutes…
-To shop like crazy.
904
00:41:52,094 --> 00:41:54,638
Like, Supermarket Sweeps,
Queer Eye edition.
905
00:41:54,721 --> 00:41:55,597
Wow!
906
00:41:55,681 --> 00:41:57,099
Ready, set…
907
00:41:57,182 --> 00:41:59,226
-Go!
-[Jamie laughs, shouts]
908
00:41:59,309 --> 00:42:01,603
[Bobby] Grab. Just grab. Just grab.
Toys, toys.
909
00:42:01,687 --> 00:42:04,106
Helping and supporting
these animals can be expensive.
910
00:42:04,189 --> 00:42:07,442
So, go wild in this Petco and spend!
911
00:42:07,526 --> 00:42:08,860
[woman] Anything that you need.
912
00:42:08,944 --> 00:42:11,321
These are for the goats
and the pigs and the horses.
913
00:42:11,405 --> 00:42:14,533
-I don't know these, but they're great.
-[Karamo] I'm gonna drop this off.
914
00:42:14,616 --> 00:42:16,201
-What now?
-[Karamo] Here's the next one.
915
00:42:16,285 --> 00:42:17,578
[Jamie] Take a bird, Karamo!
916
00:42:17,661 --> 00:42:19,329
-[shouts, laughs]
-[Karamo] Take a bird!
917
00:42:19,913 --> 00:42:22,499
-[Bobby] Two and a half minutes!
-Oh, my God. Look at the bow tie!
918
00:42:22,583 --> 00:42:24,167
-[laughing]
-[Karamo] I'll race you.
919
00:42:24,251 --> 00:42:25,961
[Jamie laughing] Where are the carts?
920
00:42:27,170 --> 00:42:28,547
[shouts]
921
00:42:28,630 --> 00:42:30,674
[Karamo] I've always wanted
to do this in a store.
922
00:42:30,757 --> 00:42:33,260
-[laughing]
-I've always wanted to do it!
923
00:42:33,844 --> 00:42:36,930
-Wait, but, Jamie, 60 seconds!
-[shouts]
924
00:42:37,014 --> 00:42:39,224
-Grab this.
-Got it. Yeah.
925
00:42:39,308 --> 00:42:41,143
-Teamwork makes the dream work.
-[Bobby] Ten!
926
00:42:41,226 --> 00:42:42,728
-[man] Come in here.
-[Bobby] Nine!
927
00:42:42,811 --> 00:42:46,732
-Eight! What's this? Oh! Seven! Oh! Six!
-[Jamie laughing] Where's the other cart?
928
00:42:46,815 --> 00:42:52,904
-[Bobby] Five! Four! Three! Two! One!
-[Jamie laughing, shouting]
929
00:42:52,988 --> 00:42:54,781
Oh, my gosh!
930
00:42:54,865 --> 00:42:57,117
-Ha ha!
-[all] We did it!
931
00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:59,620
-[Jamie] Holy macaroni.
-[Bobby] Good job, Roy.
932
00:43:00,495 --> 00:43:02,497
-Feel like you have some good stuff?
-That's insane.
933
00:43:02,581 --> 00:43:03,624
-[all laughing]
-Yeah.
934
00:43:03,707 --> 00:43:06,209
♪ I'm the one
That everybody talking about ♪
935
00:43:06,293 --> 00:43:08,920
♪ I hear it all across the land ♪
936
00:43:09,004 --> 00:43:11,298
♪ I part the seas
Break down those walls ♪
937
00:43:11,381 --> 00:43:14,509
♪ Rise in the east, I'm the original ♪
938
00:43:18,347 --> 00:43:21,016
First of all, you are beautiful.
939
00:43:21,099 --> 00:43:23,560
-I can't take it. Look at you.
-Mm-hmm.
940
00:43:23,644 --> 00:43:26,021
I'm gonna teach you
how to dry-style your hair.
941
00:43:26,104 --> 00:43:28,023
I got some tools
that I wanna show you how to use.
942
00:43:28,106 --> 00:43:29,316
-Does that sound gorgeous?
-Yes.
943
00:43:29,399 --> 00:43:32,611
So, I'm gonna take out
your gorgeous, new haircut.
944
00:43:32,694 --> 00:43:34,988
This is a Brush Crush.
You ever seen one of these?
945
00:43:35,072 --> 00:43:37,157
-[Jamie] I have not.
-You don't use this on wet hair.
946
00:43:37,240 --> 00:43:38,533
-[Jamie] Okay.
-Only for dry hair.
947
00:43:38,617 --> 00:43:41,078
The trick with this is
that you don't move it too quick.
948
00:43:42,621 --> 00:43:44,373
-Isn't that cool?
-Mm-hmm.
949
00:43:44,456 --> 00:43:47,709
Okay now, I'm just gonna
bump in some waves on this part.
950
00:43:47,793 --> 00:43:49,878
Give it kind of, like, a cool texture.
951
00:43:50,754 --> 00:43:53,131
What do think, like,
will be the biggest thing for you
952
00:43:53,215 --> 00:43:55,384
that would change
on a day-to-day basis having, like,
953
00:43:55,467 --> 00:43:57,636
a gorgeous, functioning barn?
954
00:43:57,719 --> 00:43:59,554
[Jamie] Feeding will be huge.
955
00:43:59,638 --> 00:44:01,598
It's definitely gonna be more efficient.
956
00:44:01,682 --> 00:44:05,102
[Jonathan] Think it might give you
a little more time for yourself sometimes?
957
00:44:05,185 --> 00:44:07,646
-[laughs] Yes. I mean, I'm assuming yes.
-Yes.
958
00:44:07,729 --> 00:44:09,773
I love this style on you.
959
00:44:09,856 --> 00:44:11,149
Really great haircut.
960
00:44:11,233 --> 00:44:12,401
♪ I love myself… ♪
961
00:44:12,484 --> 00:44:13,985
Yes, put this lip on.
962
00:44:14,069 --> 00:44:15,904
♪ I love myself… ♪
963
00:44:17,572 --> 00:44:19,366
[Tan] Okay, Miss Jamie, come on out!
964
00:44:20,742 --> 00:44:21,785
Oh, my God!
965
00:44:21,868 --> 00:44:24,329
Oh, my gosh. You look gorgeous!
966
00:44:25,831 --> 00:44:29,418
I wanted a little bit of country.
I wanted it to feel still Texas.
967
00:44:29,501 --> 00:44:31,753
I am getting
a "Cowboy, take me away" vibe.
968
00:44:31,837 --> 00:44:34,339
[Tan] You look very chic.
How do you feel in it?
969
00:44:34,423 --> 00:44:35,882
[Jamie] I feel fun.
970
00:44:35,966 --> 00:44:38,051
-Do you wanna go see the barn?
-Oh, my gosh. So bad.
971
00:44:38,135 --> 00:44:39,052
[Jonathan] It's time.
972
00:44:39,136 --> 00:44:41,221
-Shall we go?
-[laughing]
973
00:44:41,304 --> 00:44:43,098
-Are you okay?
-I wanna see a barn!
974
00:44:43,181 --> 00:44:44,474
Show me a barn!
975
00:44:44,558 --> 00:44:47,978
-[Jonathan] Are you gonna pass out?
-I need a hug. I think I need a hug.
976
00:44:48,061 --> 00:44:50,063
-[Jonathan] Okay, sweetie.
-Let's go see the barn!
977
00:44:50,147 --> 00:44:51,565
[Tan] Let's go see the barn!
978
00:44:51,648 --> 00:44:54,317
-[pop rock music playing]
-[vocalizing]
979
00:45:00,782 --> 00:45:01,616
Hello. Hello.
980
00:45:06,621 --> 00:45:07,998
[Jonathan] Oh, it's happening.
981
00:45:08,081 --> 00:45:10,375
-[Tan] It's coming. Do not barf.
-[Jonathan] It's happening.
982
00:45:10,459 --> 00:45:13,587
If you need to barf, tell me,
and we'll open the window. [chuckles]
983
00:45:13,670 --> 00:45:14,796
Oh, my God.
984
00:45:14,880 --> 00:45:16,840
-[Antoni] She's coming.
-[Karamo] You all ready?
985
00:45:16,923 --> 00:45:20,677
-[mouths] Oh, shit! Oh, my God!
-[muffled laughing]
986
00:45:20,761 --> 00:45:22,763
[Jonathan] Okay, queen. Here, I got you.
987
00:45:22,846 --> 00:45:24,765
-[exhales]
-[Karamo] Wow. She looks stunning.
988
00:45:25,348 --> 00:45:27,309
-Hold my hand, squeeze tight.
-Okay, yeah.
989
00:45:27,392 --> 00:45:30,604
-Three, two, one.
-Two, one.
990
00:45:30,687 --> 00:45:33,023
[all] Welcome home!
991
00:45:34,399 --> 00:45:35,567
[laughs] Oh, my God!
992
00:45:39,613 --> 00:45:41,823
[all cheering]
993
00:45:43,742 --> 00:45:47,704
-Oh, my gosh. It's beautiful. [sobs]
-[chuckling]
994
00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:51,416
[Karamo] Hi, baby!
995
00:45:51,500 --> 00:45:53,502
-You look beautiful.
-Good job.
996
00:45:53,585 --> 00:45:55,003
-Thank you, honey.
-Thank you.
997
00:45:55,086 --> 00:45:57,005
-[laughing]
-[Jamie sobbing]
998
00:45:58,423 --> 00:46:01,218
Hi, hi, hi, hi, hi, everybody. Hi.
999
00:46:02,260 --> 00:46:05,347
-[Bobby] You ready to come inside?
-Oh, my gosh!
1000
00:46:06,640 --> 00:46:08,141
Oh, my gosh.
1001
00:46:10,852 --> 00:46:14,773
-Oh, my word.
-[Bobby] The man who helped pull it off.
1002
00:46:14,856 --> 00:46:16,191
Hi, baby.
1003
00:46:16,274 --> 00:46:18,401
[Bobby] All the babies are already inside…
1004
00:46:18,485 --> 00:46:21,363
-Oh, my God, it's gorgeous.
-Waiting for mama.
1005
00:46:22,155 --> 00:46:23,156
[Jamie] Hi, honey.
1006
00:46:23,824 --> 00:46:24,741
Let me see.
1007
00:46:24,825 --> 00:46:27,077
Oh, hi, guys!
1008
00:46:27,160 --> 00:46:28,662
Hi, Starla!
1009
00:46:29,246 --> 00:46:32,123
Oh, my God, it's just
the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
1010
00:46:32,207 --> 00:46:34,876
-Oh, look!
-[all laughing]
1011
00:46:36,336 --> 00:46:37,337
[Jamie sobs] It's Angel.
1012
00:46:39,631 --> 00:46:41,132
-Are you okay, honey?
-Yep.
1013
00:46:41,216 --> 00:46:43,343
[Jamie crying]
1014
00:46:46,638 --> 00:46:48,306
Oh, my God. It's beautiful.
1015
00:46:50,267 --> 00:46:52,143
Oh, my word. It's just…
1016
00:46:54,104 --> 00:46:55,856
It's amazing.
1017
00:46:55,939 --> 00:46:56,815
[Bobby] Come on in.
1018
00:46:56,898 --> 00:46:59,025
-[Jamie sighs]
-[Bobby] We've got Mable and Louie.
1019
00:46:59,109 --> 00:47:01,862
They did not wanna go in at first,
but now they don't wanna leave.
1020
00:47:01,945 --> 00:47:03,738
-[both laughing]
-Yeah, that's not surprising.
1021
00:47:03,822 --> 00:47:08,285
[Bobby] We've got bathrooms.
We've got a medic area.
1022
00:47:08,368 --> 00:47:10,954
[Jamie] Million-dollar thoroughbreds
should be in here.
1023
00:47:11,037 --> 00:47:11,872
No.
1024
00:47:11,955 --> 00:47:14,499
Or the rescues that
desperately need your help.
1025
00:47:16,710 --> 00:47:19,838
-Let's party! Whoo!
-[all cheering]
1026
00:47:19,921 --> 00:47:23,133
♪ Lifting up our weight, we're rising up ♪
1027
00:47:23,216 --> 00:47:26,261
♪ Gotta rise on up with grace ♪
1028
00:47:26,344 --> 00:47:27,971
[vocalizing]
1029
00:47:28,555 --> 00:47:29,389
Hi.
1030
00:47:30,181 --> 00:47:32,767
-Did you see your girl over there?
-[Jackson] Oh, yeah.
1031
00:47:32,851 --> 00:47:34,436
That's pretty cool, huh?
1032
00:47:35,186 --> 00:47:36,730
[Bobby] I see your brain already working
1033
00:47:36,813 --> 00:47:38,690
with everything
that's gonna be going on in here.
1034
00:47:38,773 --> 00:47:43,236
[laughs] The numbers of kids that
I can get in here at one time and just--
1035
00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:45,155
It's… It's phenomenal. I can't--
1036
00:47:45,238 --> 00:47:47,991
My head is spinning
with things that we can do.
1037
00:47:48,074 --> 00:47:51,161
-Hi, Delilah. Ridiculous. Oh. [scoffs]
-[Bobby] You need mama.
1038
00:47:51,244 --> 00:47:53,663
You need mama. Yes, you're so pretty.
1039
00:47:56,041 --> 00:47:57,042
[Jamie] Holy cow.
1040
00:47:57,125 --> 00:48:00,253
-[Karamo] What a day, right? What a week.
-Week, yeah.
1041
00:48:00,337 --> 00:48:01,504
What are you feeling?
1042
00:48:01,588 --> 00:48:04,424
It's just the most beautiful thing
I've ever seen in my life.
1043
00:48:04,507 --> 00:48:07,052
-[laughs]
-Oh, my gosh.
1044
00:48:07,135 --> 00:48:08,678
It's an important time for you.
1045
00:48:08,762 --> 00:48:11,556
Because you've done this.
You're the reason for all of this.
1046
00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:15,143
This is all because of you.
You deserve to take care of yourself.
1047
00:48:16,102 --> 00:48:17,103
Yeah, I do.
1048
00:48:18,021 --> 00:48:18,939
I'm so grateful.
1049
00:48:20,106 --> 00:48:21,399
[laughs]
1050
00:48:21,483 --> 00:48:22,359
-You got it.
-Aww.
1051
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:27,906
-[Antoni] Is there a technique to it?
-[Jamie] Just don't fall down.
1052
00:48:29,574 --> 00:48:30,408
[Antoni exhales]
1053
00:48:30,992 --> 00:48:33,995
-I'm in a tree. Oh, my gosh.
-You're in a tree. [laughs]
1054
00:48:34,079 --> 00:48:36,414
-[Antoni] It is beautiful from up here.
-[laughing]
1055
00:48:36,498 --> 00:48:39,167
Can you see anything? Kind of.
You can see a pretty barn.
1056
00:48:39,751 --> 00:48:42,087
-[Antoni] We can see the sun.
-[laughing]
1057
00:48:42,170 --> 00:48:43,922
-Here's my promise to you.
-Okay.
1058
00:48:44,005 --> 00:48:46,758
Every hike that I take
with my partner and my dog,
1059
00:48:46,841 --> 00:48:49,803
I'm always gonna find a tree,
and I'm gonna think of you.
1060
00:48:49,886 --> 00:48:53,098
-That's my pinky promise.
-Aww, I love that. [chuckles]
1061
00:48:53,181 --> 00:48:55,558
I've really never met anybody like you.
1062
00:48:55,642 --> 00:48:58,645
And I felt that, like,
the moment that I came here,
1063
00:48:58,728 --> 00:49:02,023
and every single person that I speak to…
1064
00:49:03,483 --> 00:49:05,819
tells me you gave them purpose.
1065
00:49:07,237 --> 00:49:11,324
And that is the most unbelievable thing
that you can do for somebody else.
1066
00:49:11,908 --> 00:49:13,284
Just by being you
1067
00:49:13,910 --> 00:49:17,163
and by creating a safe environment
where they can feel loved
1068
00:49:17,247 --> 00:49:19,582
and protected and taken care of.
1069
00:49:20,959 --> 00:49:23,253
So, just keep doing it.
1070
00:49:23,336 --> 00:49:24,587
I will. I promise.
1071
00:49:25,755 --> 00:49:28,258
-In that beautiful thing. [laughs]
-In that beautiful thing.
1072
00:49:28,341 --> 00:49:29,718
[Jamie] Can't even believe it.
1073
00:49:30,593 --> 00:49:33,013
[Antoni] How in the hell are we
supposed to get off of this?
1074
00:49:33,096 --> 00:49:36,141
-[indistinct chatter]
-[Tan] You should do like you! Real cute.
1075
00:49:36,224 --> 00:49:38,518
-[laughing]
-[chattering]
1076
00:49:39,352 --> 00:49:42,731
Thank you so, so much.
I'm so sad you're leaving. [laughs]
1077
00:49:42,814 --> 00:49:44,065
We're not gonna be far.
1078
00:49:44,149 --> 00:49:46,443
-[Jonathan] I live here.
-[Bobby] Not walking out forever.
1079
00:49:46,526 --> 00:49:48,278
-[Karen] Can I hug you?
-[Bobby] Of course!
1080
00:49:48,361 --> 00:49:49,195
[laughing]
1081
00:49:49,279 --> 00:49:50,989
-I love you.
-Group hug!
1082
00:49:51,072 --> 00:49:52,991
-[cheering]
-Thank you so much.
1083
00:49:53,074 --> 00:49:54,117
[Jamie] I love you.
1084
00:49:54,200 --> 00:49:57,746
This poor woman was exhausted
when we came around.
1085
00:49:57,829 --> 00:50:01,791
It's funny. Sometimes the most giving
people forget to give to themselves.
1086
00:50:01,875 --> 00:50:04,961
But in reality, we know that
we need to take time for ourselves
1087
00:50:05,045 --> 00:50:07,005
in order to keep giving to others.
1088
00:50:07,088 --> 00:50:08,840
[laughs] Ooh, yeah. Ooh, yeah!
1089
00:50:08,923 --> 00:50:12,594
She has an amazing support structure
that she really needs to tap into
1090
00:50:12,677 --> 00:50:14,471
and allow them to help her more.
1091
00:50:14,554 --> 00:50:16,765
[Antoni] Please make sure
she takes care of herself.
1092
00:50:17,474 --> 00:50:23,730
This week helped me see that it's not
about a ginormous amount of time.
1093
00:50:23,813 --> 00:50:27,776
I can take care of myself
in little moments here and there.
1094
00:50:27,859 --> 00:50:30,987
Get off the express train
and just go climb a tree.
1095
00:50:31,071 --> 00:50:33,073
-We love you very, very much.
-I love you so much.
1096
00:50:33,156 --> 00:50:35,492
-Bye, everybody.
-Thank you for everything.
1097
00:50:35,575 --> 00:50:37,160
[Jamie] Thank you! Bye!
1098
00:50:37,243 --> 00:50:39,996
-[Jonathan] Be careful now! Have fun!
-[Jamie] Love you!
1099
00:50:40,955 --> 00:50:45,418
♪ 'Cause I'll be there for you ♪
1100
00:50:46,252 --> 00:50:48,254
[country music playing]
1101
00:50:49,255 --> 00:50:52,050
♪ If your life is like a tornado ♪
1102
00:50:52,133 --> 00:50:54,886
♪ You've been living in black and white ♪
1103
00:50:54,969 --> 00:50:57,931
♪ All you need is a smoke and a rainbow ♪
1104
00:50:58,014 --> 00:51:00,975
♪ Honey, let me give you a light ♪
1105
00:51:01,059 --> 00:51:02,936
♪ Yes, queen, go queen… ♪
1106
00:51:03,019 --> 00:51:05,105
-You're like-- Don't choke.
-[chuckles]
1107
00:51:05,188 --> 00:51:08,108
That was a really attractive look.
You're welcome.
1108
00:51:08,191 --> 00:51:09,776
[Jonathan] Get that…
1109
00:51:10,401 --> 00:51:12,362
My Spanx are too tight today.
I can't twerk at all.
1110
00:51:13,613 --> 00:51:15,156
[laughs]
1111
00:51:15,240 --> 00:51:17,158
[Karen] Every time you think we're…
1112
00:51:17,242 --> 00:51:19,369
-[laughing]
-You forgot.
1113
00:51:19,452 --> 00:51:23,164
I left the dates and the Marcona almonds
because I didn't think you would want any.
1114
00:51:23,248 --> 00:51:24,833
-Antoni, me.
-[Antoni clicks tongue]
1115
00:51:24,916 --> 00:51:27,127
-If you don't, I could bring you sage.
-[laughing]
1116
00:51:27,210 --> 00:51:30,922
One of us likes animals. The other wants
to run right now. Right? You feel that?
1117
00:51:31,548 --> 00:51:34,592
This feels like when I'm with my friends
and I talk about my dog too much
1118
00:51:34,676 --> 00:51:36,094
and they all just walk away.
1119
00:51:36,177 --> 00:51:37,512
[laughs]
1120
00:51:37,595 --> 00:51:40,098
-Whoo-- Don't worry! They were clip-ons!
-Oh! Damn, it broke!
1121
00:51:40,181 --> 00:51:42,100
-[Antoni] Look, my favorite chicken.
-[laughing]
1122
00:51:42,183 --> 00:51:45,270
-Love cauliflower.
-[clucks]
1123
00:51:45,353 --> 00:51:46,938
Let's go that way. Go on.
1124
00:51:48,106 --> 00:51:49,023
No.
1125
00:51:49,941 --> 00:51:52,610
[laughs]
1126
00:51:52,694 --> 00:51:53,570
Okay.
1127
00:51:54,737 --> 00:51:56,322
♪ Hey! Y'all means all ♪