1 00:00:02,153 --> 00:00:05,374 [ Los Coast's "The Morning Weight" plays ] 2 00:00:05,417 --> 00:00:07,637 Bailey: Ben? Where are the boys? 3 00:00:07,680 --> 00:00:09,030 Wh-- 4 00:00:09,073 --> 00:00:12,033 ♪♪ 5 00:00:12,076 --> 00:00:13,512 [ Chuckles ] What's all this? 6 00:00:13,556 --> 00:00:16,167 Well, uh, Roz took the boys for a hike, 7 00:00:16,211 --> 00:00:18,822 and they won't be back for a few hours, 8 00:00:18,865 --> 00:00:23,392 so I thought, you know, we could, uh... 9 00:00:23,435 --> 00:00:25,176 catch up. 10 00:00:25,220 --> 00:00:26,656 Thank you. 11 00:00:26,699 --> 00:00:28,092 [ Chuckles ] 12 00:00:28,136 --> 00:00:30,181 ♪ The less it feels alright 13 00:00:30,225 --> 00:00:32,444 No, really. 14 00:00:32,488 --> 00:00:37,884 Thank you for [Sighs] creating some calm. 15 00:00:37,928 --> 00:00:41,279 [ Chuckles ] 16 00:00:41,323 --> 00:00:43,673 Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm.[ Chuckles ] Oh, no. 17 00:00:43,716 --> 00:00:46,458 Calm. Calm.Actually, I was thinking... 18 00:00:46,502 --> 00:00:49,287 you might want the opposite of calm. 19 00:00:49,331 --> 00:00:50,593 [ Laughs ] 20 00:00:50,636 --> 00:00:53,117 ♪ Like a fallen wave 21 00:00:53,161 --> 00:00:56,903 [ Boat horn sounds ] 22 00:00:56,947 --> 00:01:00,298 Gregory: And every year, I look forward to this banquet, 23 00:01:00,342 --> 00:01:03,258 a chance for us to come together and celebrate 24 00:01:03,301 --> 00:01:06,478 our ever-growing numbers, commitment, and excellence. 25 00:01:06,522 --> 00:01:08,785 This group of Black firefighters -- 26 00:01:08,828 --> 00:01:10,569 this is progress. 27 00:01:10,613 --> 00:01:15,748 [ Applause ] 28 00:01:15,792 --> 00:01:17,707 I-I wrote this speech two weeks ago, 29 00:01:17,750 --> 00:01:21,058 and, uh, I stand by these words, 30 00:01:21,102 --> 00:01:24,496 but let me add this -- 31 00:01:24,540 --> 00:01:28,848 the Floyd family and all Black people suffered a loss. 32 00:01:28,892 --> 00:01:30,676 A brother was taken from us 33 00:01:30,720 --> 00:01:33,288 with a cruelty that we know is there 34 00:01:33,331 --> 00:01:35,637 but we try hard every day to forget. 35 00:01:35,681 --> 00:01:38,075 My heart is hurting. 36 00:01:38,119 --> 00:01:40,947 This is the way it is in 2020. 37 00:01:40,991 --> 00:01:42,949 Why are we still participating in a system 38 00:01:42,993 --> 00:01:44,994 that seeks to do us harm? 39 00:01:45,038 --> 00:01:48,738 Well, I'm gonna tell you what my mentor, Claude Harris, 40 00:01:48,780 --> 00:01:50,566 told me back then. 41 00:01:50,609 --> 00:01:53,612 We do this for each other. 42 00:01:53,655 --> 00:01:55,484 We stay in the department, 43 00:01:55,527 --> 00:01:57,660 we rise up the ranks, 44 00:01:57,703 --> 00:02:00,880 we create a fairer space. 45 00:02:00,924 --> 00:02:05,189 Take pride in the fact that, as Black firefighters, 46 00:02:05,233 --> 00:02:08,060 our very existence is a revolution. 47 00:02:08,105 --> 00:02:11,848 [ Applause ] 48 00:02:11,891 --> 00:02:13,284 Thank you. Enjoy your dinner. 49 00:02:15,460 --> 00:02:18,028 Same tired speech. No real change. 50 00:02:18,071 --> 00:02:19,072 I think the day would have been better spent 51 00:02:19,116 --> 00:02:20,378 if we were marching. 52 00:02:20,422 --> 00:02:22,163 I need a drink. 53 00:02:22,206 --> 00:02:23,381 I'll be back. 54 00:02:28,734 --> 00:02:30,171 Just -- Yeah. 55 00:02:34,044 --> 00:02:35,524 He hates your lawsuit. 56 00:02:35,567 --> 00:02:36,873 Still. 57 00:02:36,916 --> 00:02:38,222 Still. 58 00:02:38,266 --> 00:02:39,789 You know, I admire him. 59 00:02:39,832 --> 00:02:41,573 I-I respect the hell out of that man, 60 00:02:41,617 --> 00:02:43,923 but his idea that us just being here is enough... 61 00:02:43,967 --> 00:02:45,316 [ Inhales deeply ] 62 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:48,100 Not anymore. I don't -- 63 00:02:48,145 --> 00:02:49,189 I don't get it. I don't -- I don't get him. 64 00:02:49,233 --> 00:02:51,583 Sure you do. 65 00:02:51,627 --> 00:02:54,673 Your lawsuit breaks every code. 66 00:02:56,284 --> 00:02:58,242 They had their hands in their pockets 67 00:02:58,286 --> 00:03:00,418 when they slow-motion murdered a man. 68 00:03:00,462 --> 00:03:01,637 To hell with the codes, Sullivan. 69 00:03:01,680 --> 00:03:03,291 You don't have to convince me. 70 00:03:03,334 --> 00:03:04,466 You have my support. 71 00:03:06,642 --> 00:03:08,644 But it would help if you got his. 72 00:03:08,687 --> 00:03:12,865 ♪♪ 73 00:03:12,909 --> 00:03:14,476 [ Clears throat ] 74 00:03:14,519 --> 00:03:20,264 ♪♪ 75 00:03:20,308 --> 00:03:25,965 ♪♪ 76 00:03:26,009 --> 00:03:27,793 [ Chuckles ] 77 00:03:27,837 --> 00:03:30,405 Okay, look, I need a water break before we go again. 78 00:03:30,448 --> 00:03:32,362 Mm. 79 00:03:32,407 --> 00:03:34,060 Okay. 80 00:03:36,802 --> 00:03:38,413 Ben, what's that? 81 00:03:38,456 --> 00:03:40,284 [ Chuckles ] What do you think? 82 00:03:40,328 --> 00:03:42,634 N-No. No, not that. 83 00:03:42,677 --> 00:03:44,157 That. Ow! 84 00:03:44,201 --> 00:03:46,072 You -- You're pinching me. 85 00:03:46,116 --> 00:03:48,118 Ben, you have a growth. 86 00:03:48,161 --> 00:03:48,987 What? No, no. 87 00:03:49,032 --> 00:03:50,686 Yes. No, that's a growth. 88 00:03:50,729 --> 00:03:51,817 Look. Okay -- Ow! Okay! 89 00:03:51,861 --> 00:03:53,993 Just l-let me check. 90 00:03:54,037 --> 00:03:56,300 [ Scoffs ] Look, that's a spermatocele. 91 00:03:56,344 --> 00:03:58,868 [ Chuckles ] Look, the pipes are just a little backed up. 92 00:03:58,911 --> 00:04:00,348 It just means that we need 93 00:04:00,391 --> 00:04:01,914 a little more alone time, that's all. 94 00:04:01,958 --> 00:04:03,699 You need to go have that looked at. 95 00:04:03,742 --> 00:04:05,353 Oh. No.I'm gonna make a call. 96 00:04:05,396 --> 00:04:07,572 Come on. Just -- Just come back. 97 00:04:07,616 --> 00:04:09,792 Look. Look, please, can we try to enjoy 98 00:04:09,835 --> 00:04:11,315 this very rare moment 99 00:04:11,359 --> 00:04:15,058 without kids and emergencies and nose swabs? 100 00:04:15,101 --> 00:04:16,407 Okay, look, I promise, I'll go see somebody 101 00:04:16,451 --> 00:04:17,539 first thing in the morning. 102 00:04:17,581 --> 00:04:18,627 I'm -- I'm taking you to the hospital. 103 00:04:18,670 --> 00:04:19,889 Grey Sloan? Yeah. 104 00:04:19,932 --> 00:04:21,978 No! No, no, no, no, no. 105 00:04:22,021 --> 00:04:23,371 What?No way! 106 00:04:23,414 --> 00:04:25,721 Okay, fine, I'll... send some e-mails 107 00:04:25,764 --> 00:04:26,722 and see who's in town. 108 00:04:26,765 --> 00:04:28,245 [ Sighs ] Okay, can we just -- 109 00:04:28,289 --> 00:04:30,421 Can we deal with this tomorrow?! 110 00:04:33,598 --> 00:04:37,385 [ Len Boone's "Do Whatcha Feel" plays nearby ] 111 00:04:37,428 --> 00:04:40,083 ♪ Hey, everybody 112 00:04:42,085 --> 00:04:43,913 ♪ There's no time to lose 113 00:04:43,956 --> 00:04:47,351 Your speech felt a little pointed in my direction, sir. 114 00:04:47,395 --> 00:04:49,397 That's because it was, Miller. 115 00:04:49,440 --> 00:04:51,964 Breaking the color barrier was a huge victory, sir. 116 00:04:52,008 --> 00:04:53,531 You forced yourself into the game 117 00:04:53,575 --> 00:04:55,228 because you knew we had a right to play, 118 00:04:55,272 --> 00:04:57,579 but it's 40 years later, and now I'm on the field. 119 00:04:57,622 --> 00:04:59,058 And I can't simply take your achievement 120 00:04:59,102 --> 00:05:00,146 and put it on my mantle. 121 00:05:00,190 --> 00:05:01,626 That's -- That's not enough. 122 00:05:01,670 --> 00:05:03,149 Sir, it's the same as givin' up. 123 00:05:03,193 --> 00:05:06,501 Son, we have to present a united front. 124 00:05:06,544 --> 00:05:08,372 I mean, there are people marching in the street right now 125 00:05:08,416 --> 00:05:10,374 calling for the defunding of the police. 126 00:05:10,418 --> 00:05:12,202 We need the police.Not like this. 127 00:05:12,245 --> 00:05:14,030 Not a militarized police force 128 00:05:14,073 --> 00:05:15,727 that shows up with their guns drawn 129 00:05:15,771 --> 00:05:17,381 to situations, sir, that would be better served 130 00:05:17,425 --> 00:05:19,122 by mental healthcare professionals. 131 00:05:19,165 --> 00:05:20,993 Look, the point of the police 132 00:05:21,037 --> 00:05:23,605 clearing a potentially violent scene before we enter 133 00:05:23,648 --> 00:05:25,433 is to make sure that a firefighter 134 00:05:25,476 --> 00:05:27,783 doesn't have to get treated instead of a patient. 135 00:05:27,826 --> 00:05:29,132 I mean, you want to pull their funding? 136 00:05:29,175 --> 00:05:31,134 Calls to defund 137 00:05:31,177 --> 00:05:34,137 are calls to reallocate some of the funds 138 00:05:34,180 --> 00:05:36,182 to services that improve lives, 139 00:05:36,226 --> 00:05:38,968 and that reallocation, sir, will benefit the community 140 00:05:39,011 --> 00:05:40,622 andthe police force. 141 00:05:40,665 --> 00:05:41,753 Sir? 142 00:05:41,797 --> 00:05:43,189 Sorry. 143 00:05:43,233 --> 00:05:44,234 Are you okay, sir? 144 00:05:45,844 --> 00:05:46,845 Okay. I'll -- I'll -- I'll -- 145 00:05:46,889 --> 00:05:48,456 I can't breathe. 146 00:05:48,499 --> 00:05:50,327 Whoa! Wait! Chief, Chief! 147 00:05:50,371 --> 00:05:52,329 Chief! 148 00:05:52,373 --> 00:05:53,722 Chief! 149 00:05:53,765 --> 00:05:55,114 Chief! 150 00:05:55,158 --> 00:05:57,160 [ Dramatic music plays ] 151 00:06:00,859 --> 00:06:03,079 Miller! Miller! 152 00:06:04,559 --> 00:06:06,125 Hey![ Pounds on window ] 153 00:06:06,169 --> 00:06:07,649 Hey! 154 00:06:07,692 --> 00:06:10,652 Man overboard! Man overboard! 155 00:06:10,695 --> 00:06:12,915 ♪♪ 156 00:06:12,958 --> 00:06:15,308 Anybody! 157 00:06:15,352 --> 00:06:16,440 Ma-- 158 00:06:16,484 --> 00:06:18,137 ♪♪ 159 00:06:18,181 --> 00:06:19,791 Man overboard! 160 00:06:19,835 --> 00:06:26,450 ♪♪ 161 00:06:26,494 --> 00:06:28,974 [ Water lapping ] 162 00:06:35,024 --> 00:06:37,635 Chief! Help! 163 00:06:37,679 --> 00:06:39,376 Help! 164 00:06:39,420 --> 00:06:41,900 ♪♪ 165 00:06:41,944 --> 00:06:42,901 Whoa! Okay. I got you. 166 00:06:42,945 --> 00:06:44,381 I got you! 167 00:06:44,425 --> 00:06:46,339 Hey! Please! 168 00:06:46,383 --> 00:06:47,515 Miller. Yeah. 169 00:06:47,558 --> 00:06:48,429 Take the life ring. 170 00:06:48,472 --> 00:06:49,865 Okay.Grab the life ring. 171 00:06:49,908 --> 00:06:51,170 Get the life preserver. What happened?! 172 00:06:51,214 --> 00:06:53,172 I don't know. He just slumped over. 173 00:06:53,216 --> 00:06:54,783 [ Groans ] It's hard to breathe. 174 00:06:54,826 --> 00:06:55,784 It's okay, Chief. 175 00:06:55,827 --> 00:06:57,829 Hey! Turn around! 176 00:06:57,873 --> 00:06:59,135 Wait. Wait, no. 177 00:06:59,178 --> 00:07:03,008 No, no, no! He's unconscious. 178 00:07:03,052 --> 00:07:05,402 Check for a pulse.I don't feel anything. 179 00:07:05,446 --> 00:07:07,317 Come on! Check it again!I don't feel anything! 180 00:07:07,360 --> 00:07:10,581 Oh. [ Grunts ] I don't think he's breathing. 181 00:07:10,625 --> 00:07:12,104 CPR? Yeah. 182 00:07:12,148 --> 00:07:13,366 You stay behind him, and I'll push. 183 00:07:13,410 --> 00:07:15,499 Come on. Come on, Chief. 184 00:07:15,543 --> 00:07:16,978 Come on, Chief! [ Grunting ] 185 00:07:17,022 --> 00:07:19,372 I just keep pushing you both away. 186 00:07:19,416 --> 00:07:20,939 The angle's all wrong. Mouth to mouth? 187 00:07:20,983 --> 00:07:22,288 That won't do any good. 188 00:07:22,332 --> 00:07:24,508 He has laryngospasm from the cold water shock. 189 00:07:24,552 --> 00:07:26,205 You'd be wasting your breath, literally. 190 00:07:26,249 --> 00:07:27,598 What about a heart attack? 191 00:07:27,642 --> 00:07:29,034 Well, maybe it's not cardiac arrest. 192 00:07:29,078 --> 00:07:31,080 Maybe it's just an abnormal rhythm. 193 00:07:31,123 --> 00:07:32,690 So, he just needs to be stimulated? 194 00:07:32,734 --> 00:07:33,648 Yeah. Yeah. 195 00:07:33,691 --> 00:07:34,997 I have an idea. 196 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:37,956 Just hold him for a sec. 197 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:39,567 Just in case he goes into V-tach. 198 00:07:39,610 --> 00:07:40,959 You're gonna do a precordial thump? 199 00:07:41,003 --> 00:07:42,047 Hold on, sir. Hold on. 200 00:07:43,875 --> 00:07:45,094 [ Grunting ] 201 00:07:46,312 --> 00:07:47,226 Chief! 202 00:07:47,270 --> 00:07:48,706 Miller! [ Grunts ] 203 00:07:48,750 --> 00:07:49,838 Miller! [ Shouts ] 204 00:07:49,881 --> 00:07:52,405 Miller! Miller, stop! 205 00:07:52,449 --> 00:07:53,798 He's gone. 206 00:07:53,842 --> 00:07:57,889 ♪♪ 207 00:07:57,933 --> 00:07:59,108 And so is the boat. 208 00:07:59,151 --> 00:08:04,548 ♪♪ 209 00:08:04,592 --> 00:08:06,507 [ Water lapping ] 210 00:08:10,075 --> 00:08:12,469 You do realize this lawsuit is gonna ruffle some feathers 211 00:08:12,513 --> 00:08:13,731 in the fire department? 212 00:08:13,775 --> 00:08:15,167 I do, and I'm not concerned. 213 00:08:15,211 --> 00:08:17,300 Coffee? Yeah, please. 214 00:08:17,343 --> 00:08:18,649 Alexa...[ Alexa chimes ] 215 00:08:18,693 --> 00:08:21,565 ...remind me at 7:00 p.m. to change Pru's diaper, 216 00:08:21,609 --> 00:08:24,089 to burp her, and then to suction her nose. 217 00:08:24,133 --> 00:08:25,787 [ Alexa chimes ]Alexa: Okay. 218 00:08:25,830 --> 00:08:27,658 I'll remind you at 7:00 p.m. 219 00:08:27,702 --> 00:08:29,442 Spoiled child. Oh! 220 00:08:29,486 --> 00:08:30,792 I'm talking about you.Okay. 221 00:08:30,835 --> 00:08:32,445 [ Knock on door ] 222 00:08:32,488 --> 00:08:34,796 Mm. 223 00:08:34,839 --> 00:08:36,798 You are looking for the fancy Airbnb. 224 00:08:36,841 --> 00:08:38,363 It's just two doors down that way. 225 00:08:38,407 --> 00:08:41,237 No, I-I'm sure this is the right place. 226 00:08:41,280 --> 00:08:43,108 Dean Miller, right?Yeah. 227 00:08:43,152 --> 00:08:45,589 I'm Petra Lau, and this is my husband, Henry. 228 00:08:45,633 --> 00:08:46,764 Mm-hmm. Who? 229 00:08:46,808 --> 00:08:48,549 We're JJ's parents. 230 00:08:48,592 --> 00:08:50,463 Sorry for showing up this abruptly. 231 00:08:50,507 --> 00:08:53,118 We got tested in Hong Kong before we left. 232 00:08:53,162 --> 00:08:55,120 [ Sighs ] Did rapid this morning. 233 00:08:56,644 --> 00:08:57,775 [ Henry exhales ] 234 00:08:57,819 --> 00:08:58,994 You're the girlfriend? 235 00:08:59,037 --> 00:09:00,735 Um, not at the moment. 236 00:09:00,778 --> 00:09:02,650 Condola Vargas. Dean's lawyer. 237 00:09:02,693 --> 00:09:03,651 Ah, good. 238 00:09:03,694 --> 00:09:05,130 I hope you're suing the city 239 00:09:05,174 --> 00:09:07,002 for what those police officers did to you. 240 00:09:07,045 --> 00:09:08,525 Wait, so you watched the f-- 241 00:09:08,569 --> 00:09:11,223 I-I'm sorry. I'm just confused. 242 00:09:11,267 --> 00:09:13,704 Why -- Why are you here? 243 00:09:13,748 --> 00:09:15,358 Apologies. 244 00:09:15,401 --> 00:09:17,012 We just got into town, 245 00:09:17,055 --> 00:09:18,709 and we'd love to meet our granddaughter. 246 00:09:18,753 --> 00:09:21,494 [ Pru crying ] 247 00:09:21,538 --> 00:09:23,192 Petra: Bossy just like her mama. 248 00:09:23,235 --> 00:09:25,629 You know, I, uh, have to get home 249 00:09:25,673 --> 00:09:27,892 for a video conference. 250 00:09:27,936 --> 00:09:29,024 Wait, what? 251 00:09:29,067 --> 00:09:31,069 Call me if you need me. 252 00:09:31,113 --> 00:09:32,897 Excuse me. 253 00:09:32,941 --> 00:09:34,551 Okay. [ Sighs ] 254 00:09:36,814 --> 00:09:38,990 [ Door opens, closes ]You do know that JJ isn't here. 255 00:09:39,034 --> 00:09:42,646 Or involved or has texted me back. 256 00:09:42,690 --> 00:09:45,823 Yes, and we can't apologize enough for her. 257 00:09:45,867 --> 00:09:48,217 We would have come sooner, but we just heard 258 00:09:48,260 --> 00:09:50,045 about Pru's existence 259 00:09:50,088 --> 00:09:52,656 when JJ blew through Hong Kong for five minutes 260 00:09:52,700 --> 00:09:54,789 on her way to that convent in India. 261 00:09:54,832 --> 00:09:56,268 An ashram. 262 00:09:56,311 --> 00:09:59,532 And what is she doing in an, um, ashram? 263 00:09:59,576 --> 00:10:02,666 Running up our credit card bill. 264 00:10:02,710 --> 00:10:05,669 We're so sorry for all that she's put you through. 265 00:10:05,713 --> 00:10:07,366 It's fine. It's -- It's -- It's fine. 266 00:10:07,410 --> 00:10:10,108 No, no, it's not even slightly fine. 267 00:10:10,152 --> 00:10:12,458 While we were not here in the beginning, 268 00:10:12,502 --> 00:10:15,548 please know that you have our total support now. 269 00:10:15,592 --> 00:10:18,160 Your parents are comfortable financially. 270 00:10:18,203 --> 00:10:19,683 Have they been supportive? 271 00:10:19,727 --> 00:10:20,989 Y-You know my parents? 272 00:10:21,032 --> 00:10:22,904 We looked them up, and you -- 273 00:10:22,947 --> 00:10:24,601 not in a sinister way. 274 00:10:24,645 --> 00:10:27,909 We just want to know who Pru has in her corner. 275 00:10:27,952 --> 00:10:32,174 And we may have invited them here to meet us. 276 00:10:32,217 --> 00:10:34,785 And they -- they said yes? 277 00:10:34,829 --> 00:10:37,266 They should be here momentarily. 278 00:10:41,705 --> 00:10:44,360 They should have noticed we're missing, right? 279 00:10:44,403 --> 00:10:45,448 You see how quickly the boat disappeared? 280 00:10:45,491 --> 00:10:46,536 Yeah. 281 00:10:46,579 --> 00:10:48,625 That means we're drifting -- fast. 282 00:10:48,669 --> 00:10:50,888 We're probably a mile from our original spot by now. 283 00:10:50,932 --> 00:10:52,455 So, even if they did turn around -- 284 00:10:52,498 --> 00:10:53,978 They'd be looking in the wrong place, yeah. 285 00:10:54,022 --> 00:10:55,676 And we're drifting further away by the second. 286 00:10:55,719 --> 00:10:57,547 You should have gotten help instead of jumping in after us! 287 00:10:57,590 --> 00:10:59,027 You jumped in, too! 288 00:10:59,070 --> 00:11:00,550 The man was having a heart attack right in front of me! 289 00:11:00,593 --> 00:11:03,118 Yeah, well, I-I tried to get help, but there was no time. 290 00:11:04,380 --> 00:11:06,338 I can't see anything out here. 291 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:09,559 Ooh. Oh. 292 00:11:09,602 --> 00:11:11,169 Damn! 293 00:11:11,213 --> 00:11:12,780 My phone, which is in my jacket, 294 00:11:12,823 --> 00:11:13,911 which is on the boat. 295 00:11:13,955 --> 00:11:15,521 Ah. 296 00:11:16,609 --> 00:11:17,828 Here. 297 00:11:17,872 --> 00:11:19,656 Ah! [ Chuckles ] 298 00:11:19,700 --> 00:11:21,223 Alright. Alright. 299 00:11:21,266 --> 00:11:22,703 [ Cellphone plops ] 300 00:11:22,746 --> 00:11:24,052 Wait. 301 00:11:26,619 --> 00:11:28,186 [ Grunting ] 302 00:11:31,799 --> 00:11:33,496 Instant life preserver. 303 00:11:33,539 --> 00:11:36,064 [ Grunting ] 304 00:11:41,330 --> 00:11:42,984 [ Laughs ] Yeah! 305 00:11:43,027 --> 00:11:45,813 There you go! [ Laughs ] 306 00:11:45,856 --> 00:11:47,858 Ah. Oh, yeah.Yeah. 307 00:11:47,902 --> 00:11:51,035 Whoo! Boy Scouts. 308 00:11:51,079 --> 00:11:52,254 Seventh grade. 309 00:11:52,297 --> 00:11:55,561 [ Both laugh ] 310 00:11:55,605 --> 00:11:58,129 Oh, God.Miller? M-Miller! 311 00:11:58,173 --> 00:12:01,698 [ Gasping ] 312 00:12:04,353 --> 00:12:06,355 It's easier to swim without them. 313 00:12:06,398 --> 00:12:07,312 Less drag. 314 00:12:07,356 --> 00:12:09,184 That's a good idea. 315 00:12:11,969 --> 00:12:14,276 Good stuff. 316 00:12:14,319 --> 00:12:16,104 We're gonna have to let him go, too. 317 00:12:16,147 --> 00:12:17,453 Here. You take the life ring. 318 00:12:17,496 --> 00:12:19,020 We're not letting him sink 319 00:12:19,063 --> 00:12:20,891 to the bottom of the ocean like he's a mob kill. 320 00:12:20,935 --> 00:12:23,851 He wouldn't sink. He'd -- He'd float. 321 00:12:23,894 --> 00:12:26,201 Until his lungs filled with water, and then he'd sink. 322 00:12:26,244 --> 00:12:28,290 But that's not the point.We're not cutting him loose. 323 00:12:28,333 --> 00:12:30,161 He deserves better.Look, you heard him, okay? 324 00:12:30,205 --> 00:12:32,555 He said we carry on the fight by surviving. 325 00:12:32,598 --> 00:12:34,600 Now, take the damn life ring, and honor him by staying alive! 326 00:12:34,644 --> 00:12:36,298 No! 327 00:12:36,341 --> 00:12:38,735 I'm hanging onto him -- and the life ring -- 328 00:12:38,779 --> 00:12:39,954 for as long as I can. 329 00:12:43,261 --> 00:12:45,873 We should say something. 330 00:12:45,916 --> 00:12:48,571 Yeah. Yeah, we should. 331 00:12:48,614 --> 00:12:50,486 Rest in peace, Chief. 332 00:12:50,529 --> 00:12:51,574 Rest in peace. 333 00:12:51,617 --> 00:12:57,580 ♪♪ 334 00:13:05,283 --> 00:13:06,850 [ Gulls crying ] 335 00:13:06,894 --> 00:13:08,678 This is insane. 336 00:13:08,721 --> 00:13:10,332 We're gonna die. 337 00:13:10,375 --> 00:13:12,595 Well, we definitely are, if that's your attitude. 338 00:13:12,638 --> 00:13:14,292 Does it look like the odds are in our favor right now? 339 00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:15,859 No, but -- 340 00:13:15,903 --> 00:13:17,556 Look, we have to get into a survivor's frame of mind 341 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:19,820 if we're even gonna stand a chance out here. 342 00:13:19,863 --> 00:13:22,779 If it came down to it... 343 00:13:22,823 --> 00:13:23,998 would you eat me? 344 00:13:24,041 --> 00:13:25,564 Why would you -- It's not gonna come to that. 345 00:13:25,608 --> 00:13:27,175 That wasn't a no, Ben. 346 00:13:27,218 --> 00:13:28,567 We need to conserve energy. 347 00:13:28,611 --> 00:13:31,919 Okay? So -- So t-try floating on your back. 348 00:13:31,962 --> 00:13:34,530 I can't. My -- 349 00:13:34,573 --> 00:13:37,228 Ah! My legs keep sinking, and it's hard to steer. 350 00:13:37,272 --> 00:13:39,578 You know what? Sea otters. 351 00:13:39,622 --> 00:13:41,972 Sea otters hold hands when they float, 352 00:13:42,016 --> 00:13:44,409 to stay together. 353 00:13:44,453 --> 00:13:46,672 Yeah, I think -- I'll figure it out. 354 00:13:46,716 --> 00:13:48,587 I'll figure out how to steer.Fine. 355 00:13:48,631 --> 00:13:50,111 Alright, just -- just kick your legs a little 356 00:13:50,154 --> 00:13:51,982 to -- to stay horizontal. 357 00:13:52,026 --> 00:13:54,158 [ Water lapping, gulls crying ] 358 00:13:56,857 --> 00:13:58,946 [ Breathing heavily ] 359 00:13:58,989 --> 00:14:00,730 I don't want to die, Ben. 360 00:14:04,603 --> 00:14:06,040 I can't die. 361 00:14:10,261 --> 00:14:11,306 I know. 362 00:14:13,308 --> 00:14:15,179 Me neither. 363 00:14:20,793 --> 00:14:23,144 Are you sure you want Mrs. Warren here? 364 00:14:23,187 --> 00:14:25,102 Or would you prefer to answer some questions in private? 365 00:14:25,146 --> 00:14:27,975 No, it's -- it's fine."Mrs. Warren" is Dr. Miranda Bailey, 366 00:14:28,018 --> 00:14:30,151 Chief of Surgery at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital. 367 00:14:32,675 --> 00:14:34,633 O-kay. 368 00:14:34,677 --> 00:14:36,940 So, Dr. Warren, when's the last time you ejaculated? 369 00:14:36,984 --> 00:14:39,725 Oh. Um -- [ Sighs ] 370 00:14:39,769 --> 00:14:42,554 Yeah, um, well, you know, my wife and I, we, um -- 371 00:14:42,598 --> 00:14:44,121 But I've been at the fire station for months -- 372 00:14:44,165 --> 00:14:46,689 Ben, for God's sakes, the man is a physician. 373 00:14:46,732 --> 00:14:50,954 Um, we had intercourse to completion several hours ago. 374 00:14:50,998 --> 00:14:53,957 It was the first time in two months 375 00:14:54,001 --> 00:14:57,091 since we've been quarantining apart more than together. 376 00:14:57,134 --> 00:15:00,616 So, yes, there was a lot of ejaculate. 377 00:15:00,659 --> 00:15:02,661 Oh.Um, but probably, 378 00:15:02,705 --> 00:15:04,141 there's more to go, right? 379 00:15:04,185 --> 00:15:05,447 It's a spermatocele, right? 380 00:15:05,490 --> 00:15:07,014 I mean, that -- that makes the most sense. 381 00:15:07,057 --> 00:15:09,842 Well, let's get a few more angles. 382 00:15:09,886 --> 00:15:10,974 Ooh!Sorry. 383 00:15:11,018 --> 00:15:14,499 Almost got it. 384 00:15:14,543 --> 00:15:16,762 And we're done. 385 00:15:16,806 --> 00:15:18,112 [ Exhales sharply ] 386 00:15:18,155 --> 00:15:19,809 Alright, here's a towel. 387 00:15:19,852 --> 00:15:22,507 Well, it's a mass, 388 00:15:22,551 --> 00:15:25,119 and given your labs 389 00:15:25,162 --> 00:15:27,599 showing elevated alpha-fetoprotein, 390 00:15:27,643 --> 00:15:30,515 my guess is some sort of mixed germ cell tumor. 391 00:15:30,559 --> 00:15:31,952 [ Garbage can opens, closes ]Uh, guess? 392 00:15:31,995 --> 00:15:33,866 We -- We need to know for sure. 393 00:15:33,910 --> 00:15:36,260 As do I, which means doing an orchiectomy 394 00:15:36,304 --> 00:15:37,914 to remove the testicle, 395 00:15:37,958 --> 00:15:39,394 then we'll analyze the tissue. 396 00:15:39,436 --> 00:15:40,830 What? 397 00:15:40,873 --> 00:15:43,006 Uh, you don't want to do a biopsy first? 398 00:15:43,050 --> 00:15:44,877 Unreliable for cases like this. 399 00:15:44,921 --> 00:15:47,141 You just can't scoop the whole thing out on a whim. 400 00:15:47,184 --> 00:15:48,403 Well, this is not a whim. 401 00:15:48,446 --> 00:15:50,144 You made the decision in five seconds. 402 00:15:50,186 --> 00:15:51,580 It feels like a whim. 403 00:15:51,623 --> 00:15:53,669 Dr. Bailey, I'm a board certified urologist. 404 00:15:53,712 --> 00:15:55,105 And I'm an anesthesiologist 405 00:15:55,149 --> 00:15:57,064 and a surgeon and a firefighter. 406 00:15:57,107 --> 00:15:58,804 Firefighter?Yes. 407 00:15:58,848 --> 00:16:00,023 Well, then there's definitely -- 408 00:16:00,067 --> 00:16:02,069 A correlation between my job and the lump. 409 00:16:02,112 --> 00:16:03,940 Yes, I know. [ Sighs ] 410 00:16:03,984 --> 00:16:07,335 Well, I'm sorry for giving you bad news. 411 00:16:07,378 --> 00:16:10,207 I hate implying the C-word as much as you hate hearing it, 412 00:16:10,251 --> 00:16:11,643 but you already knew what I might say today, 413 00:16:11,687 --> 00:16:13,341 or else you wouldn't have driven all the way over here 414 00:16:13,384 --> 00:16:15,169 across town for this secret appointment 415 00:16:15,212 --> 00:16:18,172 instead of going to see your colleagues at Grey Sloan. 416 00:16:18,215 --> 00:16:19,347 W-W-What about chemo? 417 00:16:19,390 --> 00:16:21,305 What if I did chemo and no surgery? 418 00:16:21,349 --> 00:16:24,961 Would that work?Chemo isn't definitive. 419 00:16:25,005 --> 00:16:26,832 This is the only way to go. 420 00:16:26,876 --> 00:16:28,747 These tumors can metastasize quickly, 421 00:16:28,791 --> 00:16:30,793 which means there's no time to lose. 422 00:16:32,795 --> 00:16:35,145 [ Waves lapping ] 423 00:16:38,018 --> 00:16:39,758 They murdered him. 424 00:16:39,802 --> 00:16:41,804 Who? 425 00:16:41,847 --> 00:16:43,545 Chief? 426 00:16:43,588 --> 00:16:45,025 George Floyd, man. 427 00:16:47,462 --> 00:16:49,203 They murdered him. You saw it. 428 00:16:49,246 --> 00:16:51,553 We all saw it. 429 00:16:51,596 --> 00:16:54,208 He's gone. 430 00:16:54,251 --> 00:16:56,819 He wasn't doing anything to anyone. 431 00:16:56,862 --> 00:16:58,168 That could've been me. 432 00:17:00,475 --> 00:17:03,260 The day we found Jada in that basement 433 00:17:03,304 --> 00:17:05,219 and that cop slammed my face into the ground -- 434 00:17:05,262 --> 00:17:07,699 if that had been a bad cop, it would've been me, 435 00:17:07,743 --> 00:17:11,355 and Pru would've been alone. 436 00:17:11,398 --> 00:17:14,402 But because I had a decent cop on the scene, 437 00:17:14,445 --> 00:17:17,709 I get a second chance, and George doesn't -- 438 00:17:17,753 --> 00:17:19,624 he doesn't get anything. 439 00:17:19,667 --> 00:17:21,365 And the cops just -- 440 00:17:21,408 --> 00:17:25,108 everyone just watched. 441 00:17:25,152 --> 00:17:26,240 I don't know. 442 00:17:26,283 --> 00:17:28,372 Nobody did anything. 443 00:17:28,416 --> 00:17:30,505 No one coulddo anything. 444 00:17:30,548 --> 00:17:33,290 I mean, e-everyone who was there that day, I-I'm sure they -- 445 00:17:33,334 --> 00:17:35,379 they felt as powerless as we did watching that video. 446 00:17:35,423 --> 00:17:37,338 If that happened to me, Pru would be alone. 447 00:17:37,381 --> 00:17:39,470 And she could end up in a basement like Jada, 448 00:17:39,514 --> 00:17:40,863 because nobody was looking out for her 449 00:17:40,906 --> 00:17:42,125 because I was taken out first. 450 00:17:42,169 --> 00:17:43,561 And then what do I do on my second chance? 451 00:17:43,605 --> 00:17:44,736 Huh?! 452 00:17:44,780 --> 00:17:45,955 I die in the ocean! 453 00:17:45,998 --> 00:17:48,523 Okay, look, no one is dying today, okay?! 454 00:17:48,566 --> 00:17:50,568 And you're not getting taken out first. 455 00:17:50,612 --> 00:17:54,833 L-Look. Look, even... even if that did happen, 456 00:17:54,877 --> 00:17:57,358 you can't control what takes you out. 457 00:17:57,401 --> 00:17:58,576 Look, a-all you can do 458 00:17:58,620 --> 00:18:02,276 is fight as hard as you can to stay alive 459 00:18:02,319 --> 00:18:05,453 so that you can make sure that Pru doesn't end up alone, 460 00:18:05,496 --> 00:18:06,845 so -- so that you can be the kind of father 461 00:18:06,889 --> 00:18:08,586 who stepped up and said -- said, "Yeah. 462 00:18:08,630 --> 00:18:12,155 Yeah, I'm gonna raise my kid with no help, no plan, 463 00:18:12,199 --> 00:18:15,593 just -- even if parenthood is just sprung on me." 464 00:18:15,637 --> 00:18:18,727 The kind of dad who -- who didget in that cop's face, 465 00:18:18,770 --> 00:18:19,989 you took that risk because he knew 466 00:18:20,032 --> 00:18:21,556 that that was the first step 467 00:18:21,599 --> 00:18:23,819 to making the world a better place for his kid. 468 00:18:23,862 --> 00:18:25,647 Right? One where -- 469 00:18:25,690 --> 00:18:27,344 where she's not gonna get told 10 ways a day 470 00:18:27,388 --> 00:18:28,519 that she's expendable 471 00:18:28,563 --> 00:18:31,131 just because of the color of her skin. 472 00:18:31,174 --> 00:18:34,395 The kind of dad who looked at all that -- 473 00:18:34,438 --> 00:18:37,180 that -- that injustice, and -- and says, 474 00:18:37,224 --> 00:18:39,922 "Yeah, t-that may happen to me, 475 00:18:39,965 --> 00:18:43,230 but I am making sure that it never happens to you." 476 00:18:43,273 --> 00:18:44,796 The kind of dad who is still holding onto 477 00:18:44,840 --> 00:18:47,059 this dead man's body, 478 00:18:47,103 --> 00:18:48,931 even though it makes this nightmare of a situation 479 00:18:48,974 --> 00:18:51,716 200% harder for himself, 480 00:18:51,760 --> 00:18:54,763 because it is the right thing to do. 481 00:18:54,806 --> 00:18:56,286 It's reckless, Ben. 482 00:18:56,330 --> 00:18:58,070 It's righteous. 483 00:18:58,114 --> 00:18:59,594 You always do the right thing 484 00:18:59,637 --> 00:19:01,465 and worry about the details later. 485 00:19:01,509 --> 00:19:03,511 It's one of the most maddening things about you. 486 00:19:03,554 --> 00:19:04,729 [ Chuckles ] 487 00:19:06,253 --> 00:19:07,863 I didn't even know Allena did takeout. 488 00:19:07,906 --> 00:19:10,735 I've been trying to get a reservation there for two years. 489 00:19:10,779 --> 00:19:11,954 Oh, least we could do. 490 00:19:11,997 --> 00:19:13,608 After all, we hijacked your day. 491 00:19:13,651 --> 00:19:15,218 And my parents. 492 00:19:15,262 --> 00:19:16,437 No. Nonsense. 493 00:19:16,480 --> 00:19:17,916 It's lovely to meet you both. 494 00:19:17,960 --> 00:19:21,181 So, Dean, where are we with the lawsuit -- 495 00:19:21,224 --> 00:19:22,834 and the fallout?We? 496 00:19:22,878 --> 00:19:24,836 Weare footing Condola's bill. 497 00:19:24,880 --> 00:19:26,229 We'd like an update. 498 00:19:26,273 --> 00:19:28,144 Just so you both know, 499 00:19:28,188 --> 00:19:30,712 we are behind you all 100%. 500 00:19:30,755 --> 00:19:31,974 Well, we didn't ask for that. 501 00:19:32,017 --> 00:19:33,889 Oh, well, you have it. 502 00:19:33,932 --> 00:19:35,195 Well, we don't need it. 503 00:19:36,805 --> 00:19:39,503 I imagine the fire department isn't thrilled with you, right? 504 00:19:39,547 --> 00:19:42,463 Uh, no, and the police department isn't, either. 505 00:19:42,506 --> 00:19:45,292 But if that's what it takes to get eyes on the issues, 506 00:19:45,335 --> 00:19:47,119 then I'll deal with a few parking tickets. 507 00:19:47,163 --> 00:19:50,253 My great-grandfather built the railroads 508 00:19:50,297 --> 00:19:52,386 that run across this country. 509 00:19:52,429 --> 00:19:54,736 His son then tried to set up a life here 510 00:19:54,779 --> 00:19:56,607 with a small store, 511 00:19:56,651 --> 00:19:59,175 and in success, it was burned down. 512 00:19:59,219 --> 00:20:01,221 My grandparents rebuilt it, 513 00:20:01,264 --> 00:20:03,919 but it was burned to the ground 514 00:20:03,962 --> 00:20:05,616 three more times, 515 00:20:05,660 --> 00:20:10,055 always while law enforcement just watched. 516 00:20:10,099 --> 00:20:12,797 Because we were Chinese. 517 00:20:12,841 --> 00:20:15,278 Ultimately, they moved back to Hong Kong 518 00:20:15,322 --> 00:20:17,411 and made their fortune there. 519 00:20:17,454 --> 00:20:19,021 I say "back to," 520 00:20:19,064 --> 00:20:22,459 but they were American born and bred... 521 00:20:22,503 --> 00:20:26,855 just not in the eyes of their fellow citizens. 522 00:20:26,898 --> 00:20:29,292 The only reason they survived everything 523 00:20:29,336 --> 00:20:33,209 was because they were a family. 524 00:20:33,253 --> 00:20:35,124 They had family to lean on, 525 00:20:35,167 --> 00:20:38,562 even when the very foundation of their world was shaken. 526 00:20:38,606 --> 00:20:41,130 He has a family -- us. 527 00:20:41,173 --> 00:20:42,784 All we're trying to say -- 528 00:20:42,827 --> 00:20:45,177 we'd like to be your family, too. 529 00:20:46,396 --> 00:20:47,702 [ Chuckles ] 530 00:20:49,965 --> 00:20:51,923 [ Waves gently lapping ] 531 00:20:56,450 --> 00:21:00,410 I have a quarter-sized tumor in my testicle. 532 00:21:00,454 --> 00:21:02,194 You have a what? Cancer. 533 00:21:03,152 --> 00:21:05,110 Cancer. 534 00:21:05,154 --> 00:21:06,416 When did you find out? 535 00:21:08,026 --> 00:21:11,334 The day before we heard about George Floyd. 536 00:21:11,378 --> 00:21:14,076 It's a lot to process. 537 00:21:14,119 --> 00:21:16,861 I'm sorry, brother. 538 00:21:16,905 --> 00:21:18,646 They do a biopsy?No. 539 00:21:18,689 --> 00:21:20,517 No, no, they -- they're gonna do a surgery 540 00:21:20,561 --> 00:21:22,127 to take the entire testicle, 541 00:21:22,171 --> 00:21:24,260 and then they will determine if it's cancer -- 542 00:21:24,304 --> 00:21:26,088 you know, which they're pretty sure it is. 543 00:21:26,131 --> 00:21:28,917 Wait, so, uh, surgery, then diagnosis? 544 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:30,571 Yeah, exactly. 545 00:21:30,614 --> 00:21:33,356 That's the same thing that --Pruitt Herrera had. 546 00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:34,575 Yeah. 547 00:21:34,618 --> 00:21:35,358 But he didn't -- 548 00:21:35,402 --> 00:21:36,968 Nope. 549 00:21:37,012 --> 00:21:38,796 No, he did not. 550 00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:44,149 ♪♪ 551 00:21:48,589 --> 00:21:51,374 What do we tell the boys?The truth. 552 00:21:51,418 --> 00:21:53,115 We don't even know what the truth is. 553 00:21:53,158 --> 00:21:54,682 We don't know if it's cancer. 554 00:21:54,725 --> 00:21:56,379 We don't want to wait to find out.I'm their father. 555 00:21:56,423 --> 00:21:58,076 They look up to me, you know, for -- 556 00:21:58,120 --> 00:21:59,556 for protection and support. 557 00:21:59,600 --> 00:22:01,341 I-I-I don't want them to see me like this. 558 00:22:01,384 --> 00:22:04,387 A diagnosis doesn't make you less of a man. 559 00:22:04,431 --> 00:22:08,391 You show them it's okay to be vulnerable. 560 00:22:08,435 --> 00:22:10,785 Honestly, I don't want anyone to see me like this right now. 561 00:22:10,828 --> 00:22:12,090 You need a support system, Ben. 562 00:22:12,134 --> 00:22:13,744 No, what I need is more information, alright, 563 00:22:13,788 --> 00:22:16,051 to see if it's spread. What's the prognosis? 564 00:22:16,094 --> 00:22:18,009 And the only way to get those answers is through the orchiectomy. 565 00:22:18,053 --> 00:22:19,359 Look, I'm -- I'm not ready for the surgery! 566 00:22:19,402 --> 00:22:21,839 Can you please just... 567 00:22:21,883 --> 00:22:23,841 back me up right now? 568 00:22:23,885 --> 00:22:25,452 Okay. 569 00:22:25,495 --> 00:22:27,889 Fine. 570 00:22:27,932 --> 00:22:29,412 You want a second opinion? 571 00:22:29,456 --> 00:22:32,328 'Cause I can call Catherine Fox right now. 572 00:22:32,372 --> 00:22:34,417 What? No. No, no. Hey, hey, hey, hey. 573 00:22:34,461 --> 00:22:35,723 M-Miranda!Ben, wait! 574 00:22:35,766 --> 00:22:37,202 [ Car horn honks ] 575 00:22:37,246 --> 00:22:38,508 What is the matter with you?! 576 00:22:44,862 --> 00:22:45,950 [ Gearshift clicks ] 577 00:22:45,994 --> 00:22:48,213 [ Sniffs ] 578 00:22:48,257 --> 00:22:49,606 I'm sorry. 579 00:22:49,650 --> 00:22:52,043 You know the mortality rate of Black men and cancer. 580 00:22:52,087 --> 00:22:55,264 Yeah, I-I know, okay? I don't need a lesson. 581 00:22:55,307 --> 00:22:56,874 I'm lucky. 582 00:22:56,918 --> 00:22:58,572 I have access, I have resources, 583 00:22:58,615 --> 00:23:01,357 I-I-I have you forcing me to go to the doctor. 584 00:23:01,401 --> 00:23:03,054 I have every reason to fight, 585 00:23:03,098 --> 00:23:05,056 but I also have every reason to l-- 586 00:23:06,797 --> 00:23:09,278 I eat right. I exercise. 587 00:23:09,321 --> 00:23:12,760 I am at the top of my game physically. 588 00:23:12,803 --> 00:23:14,675 Why -- Why is this happening to me? 589 00:23:14,718 --> 00:23:16,503 It's not just happening to you. 590 00:23:16,546 --> 00:23:18,766 Miranda, I am not in the mood.No, no, Benjamin. 591 00:23:18,809 --> 00:23:22,204 Do not "Miranda" me, because I am your wife, 592 00:23:22,247 --> 00:23:24,293 and everything that happens to you happens to me. 593 00:23:24,336 --> 00:23:26,556 You are not in this alone. 594 00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:29,646 Look, I know what it's like to go from doctor to patient. 595 00:23:29,690 --> 00:23:30,647 I-I know how you feel. 596 00:23:30,691 --> 00:23:32,432 But you need to do this. 597 00:23:32,475 --> 00:23:36,261 I need you to get the orchiectomy because... 598 00:23:36,305 --> 00:23:38,394 it's been a hell of a year. 599 00:23:41,484 --> 00:23:43,268 My mother died. 600 00:23:43,312 --> 00:23:45,314 Andrew DeLuca died. 601 00:23:45,357 --> 00:23:47,751 Meredith Grey justcame off the vent. 602 00:23:47,795 --> 00:23:49,884 And, you know, call it selfish, 603 00:23:49,927 --> 00:23:51,668 but I cannot lose you! 604 00:24:01,591 --> 00:24:03,419 I wouldn't be able to take that. 605 00:24:03,463 --> 00:24:04,942 I wouldn't be able to function... 606 00:24:04,986 --> 00:24:07,423 or be a person anymore. 607 00:24:07,467 --> 00:24:09,294 I... 608 00:24:09,338 --> 00:24:11,079 I wouldn't be able to be there for our boys, 609 00:24:11,122 --> 00:24:13,298 and I -- no, we-- 610 00:24:13,342 --> 00:24:16,432 we need to be there for our boys. 611 00:24:16,476 --> 00:24:19,479 And I cannot imagine walking through this life 612 00:24:19,522 --> 00:24:21,872 without you in it, Benjamin Warren. 613 00:24:23,744 --> 00:24:26,224 That would break me. 614 00:24:26,268 --> 00:24:28,226 Do it for me. 615 00:24:28,270 --> 00:24:30,185 [ Seatbelt unbuckles ] 616 00:24:30,228 --> 00:24:31,926 Come here. Come here. 617 00:24:31,969 --> 00:24:36,539 ♪♪ 618 00:24:36,583 --> 00:24:39,542 All right, so -- so, when's the surgery? 619 00:24:39,586 --> 00:24:41,718 I haven't scheduled it yet. 620 00:24:41,762 --> 00:24:44,416 Ben, we're fighting for our lives 621 00:24:44,460 --> 00:24:45,809 in the middle of the ocean, 622 00:24:45,853 --> 00:24:48,029 and a standard medical procedure to save your life 623 00:24:48,072 --> 00:24:50,335 is too much because, what, manhood? 624 00:24:50,379 --> 00:24:52,555 Well, yeah, you know? And other things. 625 00:24:52,599 --> 00:24:55,079 You know, like, uh, like -- like losing testosterone 626 00:24:55,123 --> 00:24:56,951 and my strength and vigor --You know, 627 00:24:56,994 --> 00:24:58,300 you can be the world's cheerleader, 628 00:24:58,343 --> 00:24:59,344 but then you cop out and ostrich 629 00:24:59,388 --> 00:25:01,564 when it's your turn to need help. 630 00:25:01,608 --> 00:25:03,174 What -- What -- 631 00:25:03,218 --> 00:25:05,525 What happened to survival mode? 632 00:25:05,568 --> 00:25:07,875 Keeping your head in the sand, man, will get you killed. 633 00:25:07,918 --> 00:25:09,703 Okay, for the record, when I helped you 634 00:25:09,746 --> 00:25:11,748 with your little crisis of confidence a little while ago, 635 00:25:11,792 --> 00:25:13,097 I was much nicer. 636 00:25:13,141 --> 00:25:15,099 A-And I never said I wasn't gonna get it. 637 00:25:15,143 --> 00:25:17,580 I-I just -- Captain Herrera. 638 00:25:17,624 --> 00:25:21,105 A few weeks before he died, he gave me a pep talk. 639 00:25:21,149 --> 00:25:23,630 I was, uh -- 640 00:25:23,673 --> 00:25:25,414 I was thinking about giving Pru up for adoption, 641 00:25:25,457 --> 00:25:28,417 and he told me -- he said, "Son, 642 00:25:28,460 --> 00:25:31,246 I'm about to die, and all I wish for 643 00:25:31,289 --> 00:25:33,857 is more time with my little girl." 644 00:25:33,901 --> 00:25:35,206 Yeah, I see what you're doing. 645 00:25:35,250 --> 00:25:36,730 Two cases in the same fire house 646 00:25:36,773 --> 00:25:37,905 is unacceptable. 647 00:25:37,948 --> 00:25:39,907 I-It's not okay. I get it. 648 00:25:39,950 --> 00:25:41,909 The reason why we're called a fire house 649 00:25:41,952 --> 00:25:43,824 is because we're family. 650 00:25:43,867 --> 00:25:45,347 We have each others' backs. 651 00:25:45,390 --> 00:25:48,306 And as family, you're being a dumbass 652 00:25:48,350 --> 00:25:51,266 for avoiding surgery for your ball cancer, man. 653 00:25:53,660 --> 00:25:55,270 You know, it's funny how you just said that we could 654 00:25:55,313 --> 00:25:56,576 call each other out as family, 655 00:25:56,619 --> 00:25:58,229 and yet, you don't seem to realize 656 00:25:58,273 --> 00:25:59,709 that the same thing goes for you. 657 00:26:01,624 --> 00:26:03,104 Hmm? 658 00:26:05,585 --> 00:26:06,977 [ Ollie Gabriel's "Here in the Light" plays on speakers ] 659 00:26:07,021 --> 00:26:09,545 ♪ Here in the light♪ 660 00:26:09,589 --> 00:26:10,633 ♪ No one will find...♪ 661 00:26:10,677 --> 00:26:13,114 Some day... 662 00:26:13,157 --> 00:26:15,638 this will all be yours, 663 00:26:15,682 --> 00:26:17,684 my sweet, sweet baby. 664 00:26:17,727 --> 00:26:19,555 It's good to start inspiring her early. 665 00:26:19,599 --> 00:26:22,166 No, I meant literally. 666 00:26:22,210 --> 00:26:23,907 That development is ours, 667 00:26:23,951 --> 00:26:25,561 along with most of the waterfront. 668 00:26:25,605 --> 00:26:26,562 Oh. 669 00:26:26,606 --> 00:26:28,259 You're with LCP Holdings. 670 00:26:28,303 --> 00:26:29,826 Dean: Yeah, Pops, I know that name. 671 00:26:29,870 --> 00:26:31,132 LCP's a major private equity group. 672 00:26:31,175 --> 00:26:32,916 Actually, uh, 673 00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:34,701 we areLCP Holdings -- 674 00:26:34,744 --> 00:26:36,311 Lau Central Pacific. 675 00:26:38,008 --> 00:26:39,357 Ifeya: Oh! Oh. 676 00:26:39,401 --> 00:26:40,707 Oh, here, let me help you.What is all this? 677 00:26:40,750 --> 00:26:42,752 Oh.Wow! [ Laughs ] 678 00:26:42,796 --> 00:26:44,058 It's just some little things. 679 00:26:44,101 --> 00:26:45,320 She's been shopping for Pru 680 00:26:45,363 --> 00:26:46,582 the moment she knew she existed. 681 00:26:46,626 --> 00:26:49,237 Whoa. Scotch and cured m-meats? 682 00:26:49,280 --> 00:26:50,978 Okay.Treat for you. 683 00:26:51,021 --> 00:26:52,588 And you. 684 00:26:52,632 --> 00:26:54,329 You guys really shouldn't have. 685 00:26:54,372 --> 00:26:56,766 But now that we know you own half of Seattle, 686 00:26:56,810 --> 00:26:58,986 you guys could have brought way more stuff. 687 00:26:59,029 --> 00:27:00,857 [ Laughter ] 688 00:27:00,901 --> 00:27:03,120 [ Alexa chimes, music pauses ] 689 00:27:03,164 --> 00:27:05,470 I am reminding you to change Pru's diaper -- 690 00:27:05,514 --> 00:27:06,907 Yes, thank you. ...burp her... 691 00:27:06,950 --> 00:27:08,256 Uh, thank you. ...and then suction out 692 00:27:08,299 --> 00:27:09,997 her nose.Yep. Alexa, stop. 693 00:27:10,040 --> 00:27:11,912 Thank you.You see? You do need our help. 694 00:27:11,955 --> 00:27:12,695 [ Chuckles ] 695 00:27:12,739 --> 00:27:13,740 [ Chuckles ] 696 00:27:13,783 --> 00:27:15,698 Meant everything we said. 697 00:27:15,742 --> 00:27:17,961 Anything you need -- and not just for Pru. 698 00:27:18,919 --> 00:27:20,703 Thank you. We -- We appreciate it. 699 00:27:20,747 --> 00:27:21,835 We really do. 700 00:27:21,878 --> 00:27:23,793 We're delighted to meet all of you, 701 00:27:23,837 --> 00:27:26,230 and when we eventually have to leave, 702 00:27:26,274 --> 00:27:29,233 I have no doubt we can, uh, come up with 703 00:27:29,277 --> 00:27:30,800 a visitation arrangement 704 00:27:30,844 --> 00:27:32,672 that works gorgeously with everyone. 705 00:27:32,715 --> 00:27:34,108 Visitation? 706 00:27:34,151 --> 00:27:35,979 Yeah, we're family now, remember? 707 00:27:36,023 --> 00:27:37,807 We'll need to discuss that. 708 00:27:37,851 --> 00:27:40,288 I don't want Pru being influenced 709 00:27:40,331 --> 00:27:43,508 by JJ's life choices. 710 00:27:43,552 --> 00:27:45,380 You do understand?Oh, completely. 711 00:27:45,423 --> 00:27:47,251 Our daughter is a mess, 712 00:27:47,295 --> 00:27:49,340 and it's our mission to see to it 713 00:27:49,384 --> 00:27:52,604 that Pru exceeds JJ in every way. 714 00:27:52,648 --> 00:27:53,910 [ Door opens ] 715 00:27:55,129 --> 00:27:56,173 Goodbye. 716 00:28:00,221 --> 00:28:01,570 [ Exhales sharply, chuckles ] 717 00:28:03,833 --> 00:28:05,922 So, JJ's parents want to take Pru? 718 00:28:05,966 --> 00:28:07,576 No. 719 00:28:07,619 --> 00:28:09,273 They're kind, they're warm, 720 00:28:09,317 --> 00:28:12,233 they got enough money to make Beyoncé blush. 721 00:28:12,276 --> 00:28:13,887 They just love her after one meeting. 722 00:28:13,930 --> 00:28:15,018 They're not villains. 723 00:28:15,062 --> 00:28:16,585 Oh! What was that? 724 00:28:16,628 --> 00:28:18,369 You see that?What? 725 00:28:18,413 --> 00:28:20,676 Oh! It j-just went under my foot! 726 00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:21,938 It just swam under me, man! Aah! 727 00:28:21,982 --> 00:28:23,200 What? What? Whoa! 728 00:28:23,244 --> 00:28:25,768 It's nipping at me!Miller! Miller! 729 00:28:25,812 --> 00:28:27,422 Aah! It bit me! It bit me!Ben: Listen to me! Listen to me! 730 00:28:27,465 --> 00:28:29,816 No, listen to me! Listen to me! It's not a shark. 731 00:28:29,859 --> 00:28:31,382 What? Focus. Relax. 732 00:28:31,426 --> 00:28:32,906 It was a blue bottle. 733 00:28:32,949 --> 00:28:34,603 Okay, you got stung by a jellyfish. 734 00:28:34,646 --> 00:28:36,605 Why didn't you say anything?Well, I was trying to! 735 00:28:36,648 --> 00:28:39,042 Yeah? 736 00:28:39,086 --> 00:28:40,391 How did you know? 737 00:28:40,435 --> 00:28:42,698 Well, I got -- I got -- I got stung earlier. 738 00:28:42,742 --> 00:28:44,395 What? You didn't react or nothing. 739 00:28:44,439 --> 00:28:46,180 Yeah, well, I guess I'm just tougher than you. 740 00:28:46,223 --> 00:28:47,877 No, look, I just -- I didn't want to panic. 741 00:28:50,793 --> 00:28:52,012 What if nobody finds us, man? 742 00:28:56,190 --> 00:28:59,976 I don't want to die. 743 00:29:00,020 --> 00:29:02,718 Peace with death, given our profession, man, 744 00:29:02,762 --> 00:29:03,937 but I don't wanna die. 745 00:29:03,980 --> 00:29:05,329 [ Sighs ] 746 00:29:05,373 --> 00:29:06,983 I can't leave Pru without a father. 747 00:29:07,027 --> 00:29:08,376 She already doesn't have a mother. 748 00:29:08,419 --> 00:29:09,725 Yeah, well, maybe her mom will come back from India 749 00:29:09,769 --> 00:29:11,031 with a mental reawakening. 750 00:29:11,074 --> 00:29:13,250 Ben, I can't die before I tell the only woman 751 00:29:13,294 --> 00:29:15,078 that I want to be her mother that I love her. 752 00:29:15,122 --> 00:29:16,863 What -- What, now? 753 00:29:16,906 --> 00:29:18,778 What, JJ?No. 754 00:29:18,821 --> 00:29:20,605 Condola?No. 755 00:29:22,782 --> 00:29:25,436 Victoria. 756 00:29:25,480 --> 00:29:27,090 Hughes. 757 00:29:28,918 --> 00:29:30,267 What? 758 00:29:30,311 --> 00:29:33,227 I'm in love with Victoria Hughes, man. 759 00:29:33,270 --> 00:29:36,578 I'm about to die, 760 00:29:36,621 --> 00:29:38,319 and I never told her. 761 00:29:38,362 --> 00:29:40,451 And she'll never know, and... 762 00:29:40,495 --> 00:29:42,192 I'll never know, as crazy as it sounds, 763 00:29:42,236 --> 00:29:46,283 if she would have been into it, too. 764 00:29:46,327 --> 00:29:48,503 We could have lived happily ever after, Ben. 765 00:29:48,546 --> 00:29:51,201 I mean, we could have lived happily ever after, 766 00:29:51,245 --> 00:29:53,421 just me, Hughey, and Pruey. 767 00:29:53,464 --> 00:29:55,815 [ Chuckles ] 768 00:29:55,858 --> 00:29:56,946 Okay, don't say anything. 769 00:29:56,990 --> 00:29:58,426 I --Don't. 770 00:30:00,210 --> 00:30:02,778 Okay, say something. 771 00:30:02,822 --> 00:30:04,562 Just nothing about Hughes. 772 00:30:04,606 --> 00:30:08,479 I mean, look. Look at all the -- 773 00:30:08,523 --> 00:30:10,133 the stuff you have to live for, man. 774 00:30:11,961 --> 00:30:13,789 I'm not playing. Don't tell anybody about Hughes.Look. Hey. 775 00:30:13,833 --> 00:30:14,790 I'm serious, man! 776 00:30:14,834 --> 00:30:17,227 I will take it to my grave. 777 00:30:17,271 --> 00:30:19,882 Which is probably gonna be this water, 778 00:30:19,926 --> 00:30:21,623 so, y-- you're good.That's -- That's not funny. 779 00:30:21,666 --> 00:30:23,538 [ Chuckles ] 780 00:30:23,581 --> 00:30:24,626 It's not funny. 781 00:30:24,669 --> 00:30:26,976 [ Chuckling ] It's a little funny. 782 00:30:27,020 --> 00:30:29,196 [ Laughs ] 783 00:30:31,328 --> 00:30:32,895 The otters. 784 00:30:32,939 --> 00:30:35,637 [ Breathing heavily ] 785 00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:43,166 ♪♪ 786 00:30:43,210 --> 00:30:50,782 ♪♪ 787 00:30:55,004 --> 00:30:57,354 [ Both breathing shakily ] 788 00:30:57,398 --> 00:30:58,573 Ben: I thought that moving around a bit might help. 789 00:30:58,616 --> 00:30:59,791 But, uh... 790 00:30:59,835 --> 00:31:01,750 Nope. I'm still freezing. 791 00:31:01,793 --> 00:31:03,578 Dean: Yup. 792 00:31:03,621 --> 00:31:05,667 Now, Ben, I'm serious. 793 00:31:05,710 --> 00:31:07,016 I want you and Bailey to take Pru 794 00:31:07,060 --> 00:31:08,235 if anything happens to me. 795 00:31:08,278 --> 00:31:09,845 We are prepared to step up, if we have to, 796 00:31:09,889 --> 00:31:11,760 but we won't have to. 797 00:31:11,803 --> 00:31:13,631 You have your village to raise your boys, 798 00:31:13,675 --> 00:31:16,156 regardless of what course of treatment you take 799 00:31:16,199 --> 00:31:18,114 and no matter what happens to you. 800 00:31:18,158 --> 00:31:20,290 But me and Pru are on our own, 801 00:31:20,334 --> 00:31:22,727 and our job can snuff us out at any moment, 802 00:31:22,771 --> 00:31:24,816 and Pru will be on her own. 803 00:31:24,860 --> 00:31:27,645 No, Miller -- no, you are not -- you're not on your own, man. 804 00:31:27,689 --> 00:31:28,951 A-And she never will be. 805 00:31:28,995 --> 00:31:31,040 My village is your village. 806 00:31:31,084 --> 00:31:33,042 And she's got your parents and Hughes 807 00:31:33,086 --> 00:31:36,176 and JJ's new tycoon parents. 808 00:31:36,219 --> 00:31:37,177 Hey. 809 00:31:37,220 --> 00:31:39,309 And she will always have me. 810 00:31:39,353 --> 00:31:41,311 As in, if anything ever did happen to you, 811 00:31:41,355 --> 00:31:42,922 I give you my word, 812 00:31:42,965 --> 00:31:45,228 I will dad for Pru, too. 813 00:31:45,272 --> 00:31:47,839 I am literally holding onto your arm right now. I got you. 814 00:31:47,883 --> 00:31:49,058 She has a village. Oh... 815 00:31:49,102 --> 00:31:50,886 You got a whole city. 816 00:31:50,930 --> 00:31:52,366 Okay. But, hey, not -- 817 00:31:52,409 --> 00:31:54,368 not just with Pru -- with all of it. 818 00:31:54,411 --> 00:31:55,586 'Cause listen, you -- you've been carrying around 819 00:31:55,630 --> 00:31:58,415 this -- this weight, like it's all on you 820 00:31:58,459 --> 00:32:01,549 to fix the problems that all Black Americans face. 821 00:32:01,592 --> 00:32:03,377 You're like -- like you're this lone wolf 822 00:32:03,420 --> 00:32:04,900 single-handedly trying to make sure 823 00:32:04,944 --> 00:32:06,423 that what happened to George Floyd 824 00:32:06,467 --> 00:32:07,685 and how that makes us feel 825 00:32:07,729 --> 00:32:09,296 never happens to anyone ever again. 826 00:32:09,339 --> 00:32:11,080 Exactly! 827 00:32:11,124 --> 00:32:13,343 That's the justice that I said I wanted, 828 00:32:13,387 --> 00:32:16,042 and like you and Condola -- you all agreed on it. 829 00:32:16,085 --> 00:32:17,869 Yeah, except it's not all on you. 830 00:32:17,913 --> 00:32:18,914 Alright? Look, hey. 831 00:32:18,958 --> 00:32:22,004 We agreed to fight this as one. 832 00:32:22,048 --> 00:32:24,920 We carry this weight together. 833 00:32:24,964 --> 00:32:26,748 [ Both breathing heavily ] 834 00:32:28,924 --> 00:32:31,535 I'm tired, Ben. 835 00:32:31,579 --> 00:32:34,147 I'm so -- I'm so tired. 836 00:32:38,020 --> 00:32:40,457 Hey. 837 00:32:40,501 --> 00:32:41,850 Hey, Miller? Huh? 838 00:32:41,893 --> 00:32:43,939 Huh? 839 00:32:43,983 --> 00:32:45,767 Will you be -- Will you be Tuck and Joey's village? 840 00:32:45,810 --> 00:32:46,855 You know, if I don't make it?What? 841 00:32:46,898 --> 00:32:48,117 Hey, hey, none of that. 842 00:32:48,161 --> 00:32:49,162 Okay? 843 00:32:49,205 --> 00:32:50,119 You said we'd be fine. 844 00:32:50,163 --> 00:32:51,555 Look, I'm a planner, okay? 845 00:32:51,599 --> 00:32:53,035 A-and you -- 846 00:32:53,079 --> 00:32:54,341 you will be fine, but... 847 00:32:54,384 --> 00:32:57,039 I mean, Joey -- 848 00:32:57,083 --> 00:33:01,087 Joey was literally living on the street just a year ago. 849 00:33:01,130 --> 00:33:04,133 If my wife hadn't taken him home without asking me, 850 00:33:04,177 --> 00:33:07,267 he'd still be back there. 851 00:33:07,310 --> 00:33:09,660 But now -- [ Chuckles ] 852 00:33:09,704 --> 00:33:11,923 Now the sky's the limit for the kid. 853 00:33:13,273 --> 00:33:14,491 Would there be a big incision? 854 00:33:14,535 --> 00:33:16,102 Not too bad. You know, just -- 855 00:33:16,145 --> 00:33:18,017 just here, along the inguinal line. 856 00:33:18,060 --> 00:33:20,193 Is there a long recovery? 857 00:33:20,236 --> 00:33:22,847 I mean, I can be on my feet the next day. 858 00:33:22,891 --> 00:33:24,936 Will it look weird down there? 859 00:33:24,980 --> 00:33:28,723 No, I'd have an implant, so i-it would be symmetric. 860 00:33:28,766 --> 00:33:30,029 How would they control the bleeding 861 00:33:30,072 --> 00:33:31,595 once they cut you with the scalpel? 862 00:33:31,639 --> 00:33:33,336 Oh, a scalpel's only for the skin incision. 863 00:33:33,380 --> 00:33:35,034 And once you get down to the tissue, 864 00:33:35,077 --> 00:33:36,992 then they use a tool called a Bovie, which, it -- 865 00:33:37,036 --> 00:33:39,734 well, it -- it zaps while it cuts. 866 00:33:39,777 --> 00:33:41,953 Is that called electrocautery? 867 00:33:41,997 --> 00:33:43,999 There you go. [ Chuckles ] 868 00:33:44,043 --> 00:33:45,740 Yeah, i-it cuts by making little burns. 869 00:33:45,783 --> 00:33:47,263 That way, there isn't any bleeding. 870 00:33:47,307 --> 00:33:49,439 Sounds to me like you'd have this surgery in the bag. 871 00:33:51,441 --> 00:33:53,095 If you wanted to get it done. 872 00:33:53,139 --> 00:33:56,794 [ Chuckles ] Yeah, yeah, alright. 873 00:33:56,838 --> 00:33:58,492 You like medical stuff, don't you? 874 00:33:58,535 --> 00:34:01,234 You, uh -- you don't get grossed out by it at all. 875 00:34:01,277 --> 00:34:03,845 You ever think about going into medicine? 876 00:34:03,888 --> 00:34:05,716 I'd never met a Black doctor in real life 877 00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,240 before you and Miranda. 878 00:34:07,283 --> 00:34:09,764 I had seen them on TV and stuff, but... 879 00:34:09,807 --> 00:34:13,724 it wasn't until you guys, and then Dr. Avery, Dr. Webber, 880 00:34:13,767 --> 00:34:15,465 Dr. Pierce. 881 00:34:15,508 --> 00:34:16,858 To see so many people who look like me 882 00:34:16,901 --> 00:34:18,599 actually doing the damn thing, 883 00:34:18,642 --> 00:34:20,253 I don't know, it's -- it's cool. Yeah. 884 00:34:20,296 --> 00:34:23,560 It is definitely cool. 885 00:34:23,604 --> 00:34:25,258 But that can be you, you know. 886 00:34:25,301 --> 00:34:26,955 Med school costs a lot, right? 887 00:34:26,997 --> 00:34:28,435 Yeah, but we can help with that. 888 00:34:28,477 --> 00:34:31,133 Seriously? Seriously. Yeah. 889 00:34:31,177 --> 00:34:33,831 [ Chuckles ] 890 00:34:33,874 --> 00:34:36,704 Hey, maybe you could be my teacher in the OR some day. 891 00:34:38,662 --> 00:34:40,055 [ Chuckles ] 892 00:34:43,624 --> 00:34:45,365 Ah, I'm gonna get it. 893 00:34:45,408 --> 00:34:47,410 [ Shivering ] The -- The surgery? 894 00:34:47,454 --> 00:34:49,151 [ Shivering ] Yeah. Yeah. 895 00:34:49,195 --> 00:34:52,589 O-Of course I'm gonna get it. 896 00:34:52,633 --> 00:34:54,200 I was never not gonna get it. 897 00:34:54,243 --> 00:34:56,898 I'm -- I'm a surgeon, you know? 898 00:34:56,941 --> 00:34:58,639 I'm not -- I'm not scared of surgery. 899 00:34:58,682 --> 00:35:01,207 I just -- I just -- 900 00:35:01,250 --> 00:35:02,991 I just needed a minute 901 00:35:03,034 --> 00:35:06,081 t-to wrap my head around it, you know? 902 00:35:06,125 --> 00:35:08,083 Without -- Without everyone yelling 903 00:35:08,127 --> 00:35:09,867 for me to get the surgery. 904 00:35:09,911 --> 00:35:12,305 [ Engine droning ] 905 00:35:12,348 --> 00:35:14,307 Miller? 906 00:35:15,612 --> 00:35:16,831 Miller. 907 00:35:18,833 --> 00:35:20,878 Miller. 908 00:35:20,922 --> 00:35:22,837 Miller. Miller. 909 00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:25,231 Miller! Miller! Boat! Boat! 910 00:35:25,274 --> 00:35:27,102 A boat! A boat. Hey! 911 00:35:27,146 --> 00:35:28,712 Hey, hey! Over here! 912 00:35:28,756 --> 00:35:30,105 Please! We're here! 913 00:35:30,149 --> 00:35:32,107 Stop! We're here! 914 00:35:32,151 --> 00:35:33,630 We're here! 915 00:35:33,674 --> 00:35:35,284 [ Both screaming ] 916 00:35:35,328 --> 00:35:37,982 Hey! Hey! 917 00:35:38,026 --> 00:35:39,810 Hey... 918 00:35:39,854 --> 00:35:42,596 ♪♪ 919 00:35:42,639 --> 00:35:45,599 [ Waves crash ] 920 00:35:45,642 --> 00:35:47,818 Dean! Dean! 921 00:35:47,862 --> 00:35:50,169 Flip over and swim! Flip over and swim! 922 00:35:50,212 --> 00:35:53,084 Oh, God! My back! My back! 923 00:35:53,128 --> 00:35:55,565 Here! Miller, take the ring! 924 00:35:55,609 --> 00:35:57,088 Take the ring! 925 00:35:57,132 --> 00:35:58,525 You have to let him go. 926 00:35:58,568 --> 00:35:59,787 No, I'm not letting him go!You have to let him go! 927 00:35:59,830 --> 00:36:00,918 No! No! I can't lose you! 928 00:36:00,962 --> 00:36:02,398 I'm not letting him go! No! 929 00:36:02,442 --> 00:36:03,660 Take it and let him go! 930 00:36:03,704 --> 00:36:05,662 Let him go and take the --No! No! Get off! 931 00:36:05,706 --> 00:36:07,969 Take the ring! No! 932 00:36:08,012 --> 00:36:09,231 No! No, Miller! Miller! 933 00:36:09,275 --> 00:36:10,580 No! No! 934 00:36:11,799 --> 00:36:13,104 Miller! 935 00:36:14,105 --> 00:36:15,846 Grab him! No! 936 00:36:15,890 --> 00:36:17,892 [ Coughing ] No! 937 00:36:17,935 --> 00:36:19,372 Just give me your arm. Give me your arm. 938 00:36:20,329 --> 00:36:22,331 [ Gasps, coughs ] 939 00:36:22,375 --> 00:36:25,726 ♪♪ 940 00:36:25,769 --> 00:36:27,858 [ Sobbing ] 941 00:36:27,902 --> 00:36:29,251 You had to. 942 00:36:29,295 --> 00:36:33,516 [ Sobbing ] 943 00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:34,996 I -- 944 00:36:35,039 --> 00:36:37,651 [ Sobbing continues ] 945 00:36:37,694 --> 00:36:39,740 I got you. I got you. 946 00:36:39,783 --> 00:36:41,263 I got you. 947 00:36:41,307 --> 00:36:46,529 ♪♪ 948 00:36:51,012 --> 00:36:53,275 [ Cheers and applause ] 949 00:36:53,319 --> 00:36:57,279 ♪♪ 950 00:36:57,323 --> 00:36:59,542 I want to thank all my professors, 951 00:36:59,586 --> 00:37:01,283 all my brilliant fellow students, 952 00:37:01,327 --> 00:37:03,198 and Ben, 953 00:37:03,242 --> 00:37:05,592 who couldn't be here today, 954 00:37:05,635 --> 00:37:09,248 but is the closest thing to a father I've ever had. 955 00:37:10,597 --> 00:37:11,859 I miss you, 956 00:37:11,902 --> 00:37:13,164 and I never would have made it to this day 957 00:37:13,208 --> 00:37:14,557 without you believing in me. 958 00:37:14,601 --> 00:37:16,342 [ Cheers and applause ] 959 00:37:16,385 --> 00:37:21,085 ♪♪ 960 00:37:21,129 --> 00:37:22,522 Hey. 961 00:37:23,697 --> 00:37:25,568 H-Hey. Hey, you with me? 962 00:37:27,831 --> 00:37:28,876 You still with me? 963 00:37:28,919 --> 00:37:30,834 The plane. 964 00:37:30,878 --> 00:37:33,097 It flies so high. 965 00:37:33,141 --> 00:37:34,838 [ Jet engines faintly roaring ] 966 00:37:38,059 --> 00:37:39,669 Ben. 967 00:37:39,713 --> 00:37:42,759 Before I die, I just -- 968 00:37:42,803 --> 00:37:45,414 I gotta say that... 969 00:37:45,458 --> 00:37:46,502 even though you probably shouldn't have 970 00:37:46,546 --> 00:37:48,983 jumped in after us, 971 00:37:49,026 --> 00:37:50,419 I'm glad I'm not out here alone, 972 00:37:50,463 --> 00:37:51,464 being swallowed by this fog. 973 00:37:51,507 --> 00:37:53,509 Yeah. 974 00:37:53,553 --> 00:37:55,555 What's done is done. 975 00:37:55,598 --> 00:37:57,426 [ Chuckles ] 976 00:37:57,470 --> 00:38:02,257 ♪ Que será será 977 00:38:02,301 --> 00:38:04,607 ♪ Whatever will be, will be ♪ 978 00:38:04,651 --> 00:38:06,653 Hey! Ben. 979 00:38:06,696 --> 00:38:08,959 ♪ The future's not ours to see ♪ Ben. 980 00:38:09,003 --> 00:38:11,353 Keep singing. 981 00:38:11,397 --> 00:38:13,399 My -- My arms and legs have stopped working. 982 00:38:13,442 --> 00:38:16,793 I -- I can't coordinate them. 983 00:38:16,837 --> 00:38:19,318 Just hold on. Ben, what's happening to me? 984 00:38:19,361 --> 00:38:22,364 It's the -- It's the hypothermia. 985 00:38:22,408 --> 00:38:24,975 Yeah, so, we're not -- 986 00:38:25,019 --> 00:38:28,370 we're not even shivering anymore. 987 00:38:28,414 --> 00:38:33,941 Uh, it's a bad sign. 988 00:38:33,984 --> 00:38:36,770 It's a bad, bad sign. 989 00:38:36,813 --> 00:38:38,119 Okay, then. 990 00:38:38,162 --> 00:38:42,384 So -- So, one last -- 991 00:38:42,428 --> 00:38:44,995 One last time. 992 00:38:45,039 --> 00:38:47,737 If I go, 993 00:38:47,781 --> 00:38:49,391 you're watching over Pru. 994 00:38:49,435 --> 00:38:53,264 And if you go, I'll do what I can for Tuck and Joey. 995 00:38:54,744 --> 00:38:55,789 Hey. Hey. 996 00:38:59,967 --> 00:39:02,448 Warren? 997 00:39:02,491 --> 00:39:04,624 I don't -- I don't think -- 998 00:39:04,667 --> 00:39:05,755 I don't think I can do this much longer. 999 00:39:05,799 --> 00:39:07,148 My legs -- 1000 00:39:07,191 --> 00:39:08,323 My legs are done. 1001 00:39:12,196 --> 00:39:15,112 [ Gulls squawking ] 1002 00:39:15,156 --> 00:39:17,985 Warren. 1003 00:39:18,028 --> 00:39:19,160 I think I gotta let you go. 1004 00:39:21,162 --> 00:39:22,642 I gotta let you go. 1005 00:39:22,685 --> 00:39:24,470 You wanted me to, right? 1006 00:39:24,513 --> 00:39:25,993 [ Breathing heavily ] It's the only way 1007 00:39:26,036 --> 00:39:27,647 you'll have a chance of surviving, man. 1008 00:39:27,690 --> 00:39:30,258 So, uh... 1009 00:39:30,301 --> 00:39:32,347 I'm gonna let you go. 1010 00:39:32,391 --> 00:39:35,872 [ Slow heartbeat ] 1011 00:39:35,916 --> 00:39:39,615 Let you...go. 1012 00:39:39,659 --> 00:39:41,051 I'm letting you go. 1013 00:39:41,095 --> 00:39:48,102 ♪ Lullaby and goodnight 1014 00:39:48,145 --> 00:39:52,628 ♪ In the sky, stars are bright ♪ 1015 00:39:52,672 --> 00:39:53,629 [ Grunts ] 1016 00:39:53,673 --> 00:40:00,941 [ Humming ] 1017 00:40:00,984 --> 00:40:06,163 ♪ Close your eyes now and rest ♪ 1018 00:40:06,207 --> 00:40:10,907 ♪ May these hours be blessed 1019 00:40:10,951 --> 00:40:16,478 ♪ 'Til the skies ripe with dawn ♪ 1020 00:40:16,522 --> 00:40:22,353 ♪ When you'll wake with them on ♪ 1021 00:40:22,397 --> 00:40:28,229 ♪ Close your eyes now and rest ♪ 1022 00:40:28,272 --> 00:40:32,842 ♪ May these hours be blessed 1023 00:40:32,886 --> 00:40:37,412 ♪ 'Til the skies ripe with dawn ♪ 1024 00:40:37,456 --> 00:40:41,982 ♪ When you wake with them on 1025 00:40:49,816 --> 00:40:51,818 [ Surf crashing ] 1026 00:40:51,861 --> 00:40:54,777 [ Gulls crying ] 1027 00:40:57,780 --> 00:41:00,522 [ "When the Bell Tolls" plays ] 1028 00:41:00,566 --> 00:41:02,002 Man: Coast Guard Delta-15, 1029 00:41:02,045 --> 00:41:04,091 incoming with two ocean rescue victims, 1030 00:41:04,134 --> 00:41:06,136 missing since 1900 hours, 1031 00:41:06,180 --> 00:41:07,616 found alive and washed ashore at Cape Flattery. 1032 00:41:07,660 --> 00:41:10,227 ♪ I wrote a letter to my granddaughter ♪ 1033 00:41:12,708 --> 00:41:15,624 ♪ I said, "I'm sorry I don't get to meet ya" ♪ 1034 00:41:19,498 --> 00:41:22,326 ♪ I wrote a letter to my grandmother ♪ 1035 00:41:24,894 --> 00:41:27,636 ♪ Said I really can't wait to see ya ♪ 1036 00:41:29,595 --> 00:41:32,075 ♪ In Heaven 1037 00:41:32,119 --> 00:41:34,121 ♪ I heard there's a river of gold ♪ 1038 00:41:34,164 --> 00:41:38,342 ♪ That flows through a crowd of angels ♪ 1039 00:41:38,386 --> 00:41:39,822 I didn't know what to do. 1040 00:41:39,866 --> 00:41:41,824 I didn't know what to do, so I went to the houseboat, 1041 00:41:41,868 --> 00:41:43,260 and I stayed with Pru all night, okay? 1042 00:41:43,304 --> 00:41:44,566 I didn't want her to wake up 1043 00:41:44,610 --> 00:41:46,133 in a world where you didn't exist anymore 1044 00:41:46,176 --> 00:41:47,700 and I wasn't there to hold her. 1045 00:41:49,223 --> 00:41:52,400 I'm so glad -- I'm so glad she doesn't have to. 1046 00:41:52,443 --> 00:41:53,706 ♪ ...won't you please forgive this soldier ♪ 1047 00:41:53,749 --> 00:41:55,751 Vic, I -- 1048 00:41:55,795 --> 00:41:57,536 Huh? What? 1049 00:41:57,579 --> 00:41:59,668 ♪ He claims that what he's doing is for you ♪ 1050 00:41:59,712 --> 00:42:01,757 I love you, too, Miller. 1051 00:42:01,801 --> 00:42:03,280 I love you, Miller. 1052 00:42:03,324 --> 00:42:05,021 ♪ Father, I can feel you Okay. 1053 00:42:05,065 --> 00:42:07,894 ♪ Getting closer 1054 00:42:07,937 --> 00:42:10,592 ♪ And I'm not ready 1055 00:42:10,636 --> 00:42:13,856 ♪ But we don't choose 1056 00:42:13,900 --> 00:42:19,383 ♪ When the bell tolls 1057 00:42:19,427 --> 00:42:25,694 ♪ When the bell tolls 1058 00:42:25,738 --> 00:42:31,700 ♪ When the bell tolls 1059 00:42:31,744 --> 00:42:37,314 ♪ When the bell tolls 1060 00:42:38,838 --> 00:42:45,148 ♪♪ 1061 00:42:45,192 --> 00:42:52,591 ♪♪ 1062 00:43:01,034 --> 00:43:10,434 ♪♪ 1063 00:43:10,478 --> 00:43:18,529 ♪♪ 1064 00:43:18,573 --> 00:43:26,276 ♪♪