[ The New Reflections' "Runnin'"plays ]
[ Humming tune ]
♪♪
♪ Yeah!
♪ Come on!
♪ Whoo!
Um, I usually just makea protein shake
and drink iton my way to work.
No.
♪ A new day to jump on in
Mmm!
Okay, that might bebetter than sex.
Uh![ Laughs ]
That sounds likea challenge.
Oh, I feel guiltybeing this happy
when peopleare dying every day.
Mm, you feel guilty that Warrenis not seeing his wife and kids,
and we're herein the shack?
In the shack?
Onthe shack?
Ah.What is it?
Oh, you -- you mean"shacking up."
Yeah.I -- Yeah, yeah.
[ Both laugh ]
♪ I'm runnin'
♪ Yeah, you know I'm runnin' Shacking up.
Yes.Shacking up.We're here shacking up.
♪ You gotta know that I am
♪ I'm runnin' fast as I can
♪ Run, run, runnin'
♪ Whoo
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
No way.How'd you do that?
Hey, can you help Marsha putaway all the groceries?
♪ Hey, come with me
Thank you.
♪ Don't need a ticket [ Chuckles nervously ]
♪ The ride is free [ Clears throat ]
♪ You know I ain't got timeto stand in line ♪
You really don't needto keep feeding us.
No, I want to.
♪ You know that I'm runnin'
Oh, I got to get backto the station.
You doing okay?Yeah. Yeah, we're good.
No, I mean you, Inara.
Are yougood?
I'm really good.
♪ Gotta stay on track
♪ Keep pushin', no regret
♪ You know that I'm runnin' What's up?
What's this?
Breakfast.
Pre-cut fruit?
It truly is end of days.
Wait.Wait, no eggs and bacon?
We don't geteggs and bacon?
Don't we sacrifice enough?!
Warren says it's not safe tocook family-style anymore.
Individual foods only.
You know, then I'm gonna makemyself an individual dozen eggs
and an individualpound of bacon.
Hmm![ Chuckles ]
Oh, come on!
Individual yogurts?
Individual yogurts.Yeah.
♪ Runnin', runnin', runnin',runnin' ♪Yeah.
♪ Runnin'
♪ Whoo [ Sighs ]
[ Song ends ]
[ Indistinct conversations ]
[ Exhales sharply ]Okay.
[ Door opens ]
Oh, hey.
Oh, hi.
Heh.Nice to meet youin real life, sir.
You're tallerthan I thought.
[ Chuckling ] Oh, yeah.Yes, sir.
Well, this is, uh,an odd choice
to holdyour disciplinary hearing,
at the scene of the crime.
You know, City Hall is shut downlike everything else.
So, we can socially distancehere, and, uh...
Look, um, I...I know you're nervous.
I've beendown this road myself.
It's not easy walking intosomething like this alone.
Yeah, it's not so much aboutwalking in.
More about walking out.
Oh, hey.
Hi.Um, I-I'm not here.
I-I'm barely here.Just don't look at me.
Just --No, no.
Uh, Andy?Yeah.
Well, go talk to her.Are you sure?
It might calm your nerves.Are you sure?Okay.
Hey. Hey, wait.[ Whispering ] Robert,I'm sorry. I forgot.
No, this isall a big mess.
You work here.You can't stay away.
I can go homeif you want.
No, no.Or not.
Or I'll -- I'll sit in the frontrow, cheering you on.
Whatever you need.No. I can't see you.I can't see your face.
If I see your facewhen I'm in there --I know. I know.
I'll blow your futurewith the fire department.No, no.
If I see you,I'm gonna want to kiss you...
Oh....the way I do right now.
If I kiss you in front ofthe fire commission...
Mm....that will screw my futurein the fire department.
Okay. Bye.So, I can't -- I can't...
[ Sighs ]Good luck, Robert.
Okay.
You got this.Alright.
Okay. Alright.
[ Sighs ]
Travis.Emmett.
Hey.What are you --Are you back?
God, no.
Uh, no, I'm -- I'm just hereto testify,
uh, in Sullivan's thing.
Right.Yeah.
That's...heavy.Yeah.
How are you?I'm good. Yeah.
I'm just workingat the hospital.
Contact tracing.Oh, that's -- that's amazing.
Dispatch: Engine 19 and Aid Car 19 requested to 77 Joy Street.
That's me. Sorry.
No, it's okay.It's okay.
Um, it was good to see you.Yeah.
[ Klaxons sound ]
[ Indistinct talking ]
[ Sighs ]Warren.
Herrera, I already knowwhat you're gonna say.
Great, so I can stop worryingyou're gonna help end
my husband'sfirefighting career?
I'm gonnatell the truth.
And I'm not telling younot to.
I'm just sayingRobert made a mistake,
and there's a wayto talk about his mistake
and how he's workedhimself back from it.
Andy, no -- no -- no one'ssaying he hasn't changed.
I-I've seen it.I've seen him.But...
But what?
This is my dream, Andy.
And that dreammight come to an end
because ofwhat Sullivan did.
Countless lives might not besaved because of what we did.
Ima-- Ima-- Imagineif it was Miranda.
What if Miranda made a mistakeand you needed me to help?
I mean, obviously, it wouldnever be you and Miranda
because you're --you're you and Miranda.
You're both so clear and smartand moral and -- and fine.
You're always so fine.
[ Sighs ]
Which is why I need youto help us.
You have to helpso Robert and I
can have a shot at beingyou and Miranda.
So we can have a shotat being fine.
I'm gonna tell the truth.
♪♪
[ Sighs ]
[ Sirens wailing ]
[ Horn blares ]
[ Hydraulics hiss ]
♪♪
Call wasa smoke smell?
Yeah.
Vic: Looks alrightfrom the outside.
Ooh-whee!No, there it is.Oh, yeah.
Yeah, we definitely gotan electrical shortsomewhere in there.
Wiggins, Klyne,
walk the perimeterand look for smoke.
The rest of us,let's find a way in.
[ Radio chatter ]
Oh, my God, is that...?
Rainbow Trout?
That's me!Fish on a platter.
Who's asking?
Oh, Miss Trout, I-I'm justa huge, huge fan.
Ohh!I saw you years agoat Queen Patty's, and --
[ Chuckles ]How -- How are you walking inthose things?
Ohh, baby, don't ask questionsyou don't want the answer to.
Alright.Mm-hmm.
[ Chuckles ]
Smell's not as bad down here.Let's head back this way.
I don't thinkI can walk through this.
If I losemy career here today,
[Chuckles] I --Honestly, uh,
I don't thinkI'll be able to stay clean.
You need to get your feetunderneath you, Robert.Mm-hmm.
Right here and right now.
Not offin some imaginary future.
Come on,let's take a deep breath.
[ Inhales, exhales loudly ]
That's it.One day at a time.
And today,it's one minute at a time.
I'm here, okay?You're here.
We're both healthy.We're both clean and sober.
[ Exhales sharply ]
That's what we know,at this minute.
Okay.
[ Breathing heavily ]
[ Telephone ringing ]
Hi.
Herrera, what's up?
Are you gonna testifyat Robert's hearing?
He asked me not to.
He said no histrionics,no dramatics,
just let his lawyertake care of it.
Of course he did.
He -- He doesn'twant me there, either.
We're four weeks intoa 90-day separation,
and he thinks me being therewould be a distraction.
So that'swhyyou've been sleeping here.
It's okay. We're good.I-- It's for his sobriety.
His sponsor thought --I got it.I just -- I didn't know.
Well, now you know.
Look, I'm his wife,
and he has asked menot to be there,
and I really want toignore that, but I can't.
So I'm asking youto bust in there,
bring everyone,help the commission see
what type of man my husbandreally is.
I'm sorry.I can't, Andy.
He asked me not to.
Okay.
Thanks.
[ Door closes ]
[ Sighs ]
[ Over loudspeaker ] Residents, please be aware
we are cutting the power momentarily
due to an electrical short.
Please make your way out of the building.
Thank you.
I'm so hungry.
Dude, why didn't youjust eat the yogurt?
Because I don't want to eatthe yogurt, Gibson.
I want my eggs and bacon.
And don't food-shame me becauseyou have a rescue family
that gives you doughnutsand bagels every morning.
My sister, she'd rather watch medie of starvation
than make me breakfast.
Sorry, "rescue family"?
Yeah, man.You got a little family.
It's nice.
Hey, guys.This is theRainbow Trout.
She lives here.Ma'am.
How long has --Call me "ma'am" again,and I'm calling the police.
Sorry.Uh, Miss Trout, is it?
Mm-hmm.
How long has the smellbeen going on?
Mm, couple hours.
We thought it was the planta few blocks over.
You lose power today?On and off.
But we do havea slumlord, so...Oh.
...not that weird.
Can you get usinto the building
so we can take careof that short?
Come on in, sugar.
♪♪
[ Chuckles ]
[ Mockingly ]Come on in, sugar!
Oh.Yeah, okay. Yeah.
Oof, the smellis even worse in here.
How many unitsare in this building?
15.
Three oneach floor?Uh-huh.
Although three of themare empty right now,
thanks toMiss Rona Virus.
Jack: Okay, uh,find the electrical box,
cut the power, and then sweepthe first floor,
check for hot spots.
Miller and I will starton the fifth floor.
Alright.Oh, but I-I wanted, uh --
Fine!
♪♪
Parker:And you saw that he'd OD'd onthe floor of his own office?
Um, well, I -- At first, Ithought he'd just passed out.
But then I saw the fentanyl,so...
But you didn't report him.
Well, I-I was a rookie,you know.
And he said the stationran on trust.
You meanhe manipulated you.
It was a tough situation, and --and I probably handled it wrong.
This wasn't your fault,Mr. Dixon.
Did Mr. Sullivan tell youit was?
No. No.
Uh, but when I-I toldDr. Warren, I said --
You told Dr. Warren?
Well, how long was it beforeWarren turned in Mr. Sullivan?
Um...
I...
I don't -- I --I don't know.
Was it more than a week?
And wouldn't you think that,
with somethingas serious as this,
that he might havereported it sooner?
[ Lizzo's "Juice" plays ]
Don't mind the music.
We've been streaming our showsfrom here.
♪♪
[ Lip-synching ] ♪ Mirror,mirror on the wall ♪
♪ Don't say it,'cause I know I'm cute ♪
♪ Ooh, baby
♪ Louis down to my drawers
♪ LV all on my shoes
♪ Ooh, baby
♪ I be drippin' so much sauce
♪ Got a bih lookin' like RAGú
♪ Ooh, baby
♪ Lit up like a crystal ball
♪ That's cool, baby, so is you
♪ That's how I roll
♪ It ain't my fault thatI'm out here gettin' loose ♪
♪ Gotta blame it on the Goose
♪ Gotta blame it on my juice,baby ♪
♪ It ain't my fault thatI'm out here makin' news ♪
♪ I'm the puddingin the proof ♪
♪ Gotta blame it on my juice
♪ Ya-ya-ee
♪ Ya-ya
♪ Ya-ya-ee, ya-ya-ee, ya-ya-ee
♪ Blame it on my juice
♪ Blame it,blame it on my juice ♪
♪ Yeah [ Laughs ]
Oh, girls, girls,girls, girls.
We have guests.
Bow, if you don'tquit pulling focus...
Rainbow,what have I told you
about bringing overmale entertainers?
[ Chuckles ]You need Jesus.
Hi, ma'am -- miss.
We're with the, uh,Seattle Fire Department.Mm-hmm.
Dean: Someone called inabout a smoke smell,
so we just have tocheck your unit.
Oh, do you now?[ Chuckles ]
Your apartment.
We're gonna checkyour apartment.
You are all messes.These are actual firefighters!
I saw the truck.
Oh.[ Laughs ] Lord!
Thank youfor your service.
[ Power shuts off ]
Oh!Jesus, Lord, and Mary!What happened?
We're alsocutting the power.
Uh...Thanks for the notice.
We'll -- We'll --We'll be quick.
Ma'ams -- misses, misses.
I'm going with them.Yeah.
[ Chuckles ]
He's putting in the workto stay sober.
He's coming to meetings,asking me to be his sponsor,
even committed to a 90-dayseparation from his wife
so he could focuson his recovery full-time.
He's on the right path.
Thank you, Dr. Webber.
Exactly how long have you knownRobert Sullivan?
Long enough to knowthat he's a man of --
So, your glowing recommendationis based on what?
Your own personal historyas a drug addict?
What's the toughest thing you'veever overcome, Mr. Lowther?
A bad hair day?A traffic ticket?
Or your favorite ribeyeovercooked?
Addiction is a disease,sir.
It's not a weaknessor a shortcoming.
Thank you, Dr. Webber.
Overcoming addictionis a daily battle.
It's clawing your way backto any semblance of normal,
and there is nothing that isharder than that first step.
And Robert Sullivanhas taken it.
Despite the agonizing painof withdrawal,
despite the fear of losingthe career he loves,
he's still putting one footin front of the other,
one day at a time.
And he deserves to be judgedas much for that
as he does his past.
Commission Chairman:Thank you, Dr. Webber.
♪♪
Parker:Bring in Mr. Dixon, please.
♪♪
Hey.
Good job down there,man.
Thanks.
Parker: Mr. Dixon...Okay.
Here goes another episodeof the Michael Dixon show.
I first became awareof the drug problem
when Sullivan and Warrencame to my office to confess.
[ Scoffs ]
Why didn't you report themimmediately?
I was conductingan internal investigation,
trying to handle itbefore it escalated.
In my career,I've learned that
if you don't handlethese situations by the book,
a lot of important details canslip through the cracks.
[ Chuckles ] Okay, t-they haveto know that that's bull, right?
No, nothing my father gets awaywith anymore surprises me.
What I found interesting washow long it had been going on
before I was made aware.
And how long was that?
Could have been six months,a year.
There have beenseveral incidents
since Sullivan joinedStation 19
that have resultedin the loss of a firefighter,
the most recentbeing Pruitt Herrera.
[ Clears throat ]
Instead of commanding the scenefrom outside
like a battalion chiefis supposed to,
it is reported that Sullivanwas inside the building,
shifting responsibility
onto his newly minted captain,Maya Bishop.
Oh, I'm gonna kill him.
I'm -- I'm --I'm gonna kill him.
I realize nowthat he was likely using,
but most affected
was probably my son,Emmett.
And yet your son wascomplimentary of Chief Sullivan.
My boyhad a difficult year.
Learned some thingsabout himself.
He's...homosexual.
He hasn't said two words to mesince I told him,
but sure, Dad, out me publiclyfor political gain.
Now, it doesn't matterto me,
but I can't help but wonder
if that's what Sullivan usedto manipulate him,
keep him quiet.
No, no, no, no.
Parker: Mr. Dixon,you've been punished
for your part in the cover-up,is that correct?
All charges against mewere dropped.
The investigationwas mishandled.
I was asked to resignfrom my position as fire chief,
which I haven't contested,
as I was not happywith the way
the department handled this casein the first place.
So you'recurrently unemployed?
As a matter of fact, I'verecently accepted a new position
as deputy chief of operations
with the SeattlePolice Department.
No.
What?Did -- Did you know that?
And I'm excited to continueserving the city that I love.
Thank you for your tirelessservice to the city, Mr. Dixon.
Oh, you're quite welcome.
♪♪
Sorry for the mess.
We've had to start doing ourshows in here since lockdown.
What are you looking for,exactly?
Checking outlets and switchesfor hot spots.
In case there'san electrical fire.
Oh, thank you,Miss Know-It-All!
Izzy's a volunteer firefighter,and she never lets us forget it.
Izzy.Izzy Packing.
Known at Station 7as Firefighter Arnett.
You guysall live here together?
Sure do.
And we've felt every bit of itsince quarantine started.
Mm-hmm.
Oh, that's Big Red.
She wouldn't workfor your skin tone.
Can I go in there?
Mm-hmm.
Oh, my Lord!Is that smoke?
[ Grunts ]Is our house on fire?!
It's about to be.
Yeah.We got to get out of here now!
Grab your girdles, girls!Let's go!
Okay.The chicken.You can leave the chicken.
Just calmly.
Don't run, please, in the heels.Please don't run.
Seattle Fire!
Oh, wait. I saw Emmett atthe station this morning.
Was that weird, or...?
No, it was --it was actually...
Okay, yeah,it was painfully awkward.
Yeah, you know...[ Pounds on door ]
...you did force himout of the closet,
and then you rejected him whenhe told you he loved you.
So...Seattle Fire!We need to check your apartment!
Okay, number one,for the record,
I didn't force any--
Oh, my God.What?
I was sleepingwith my dad.
Emmett was my dad.
Oh, yeah. Yeah.That totally tracks, actually.
But you know what?Whatever.
It happensto all of us, right?
At some point, you know?
Like Henry Cosgrove --He was mydad.
The circus guy?Seattle Fire!
Yeah, he was a workaholic.He was always broke.
I never saw him, except forat like 5:00 a.m.,
when he was, you know,making me breakfast,
all bleary-eyed and...
So, like allyour ex-boyfriends?
Excuse me.Jackson was not broke.
Jack: Dispatch, this is Engine 19, requesting Ladder 19.
[ Alarm ringing ]
[ Siren wailing ]Maya: Gibson, Ladder 19is four blocks away.
Copy. We have a possible electric fire.
We're not seeing any flames, so it's likely in the walls.
We're starting evac.
[ Scoffs ]
I can't believethey brought in Dixon.
How does he haveany credibility?
The man is a cockroach.I swear he won't die.
So, Carina moved in.
This morning, she --she made me French toast.
And -- And I know.
"How nice.""What a lovely gesture."
My super, super hotItalian girlfriend
got up early to make methis gourmet breakfast,
and I sat therenearly breaking out in hives
because it was so --it was so nice.
I mean, too nice?
I-I kept looking aroundmy apartment
at her things on my bookshelvesand her vagina art...
Vagina art?
...and her brasdrying in my bathroom,
and I was like,"Is this my life now?"
I mean, I'm -- I'm allergicto monogamy,
and I moved in withmy girlfriend during a pandemic,
and there's somethingwrong with me
because she's perfectand I want to be with her.
I want to live with her.
But it's like my bodyhas this security system
that goes offat all the wrong times.
[ Chuckling nervously ] It'slike my wiring is faulty.
[ Inhales sharply ]
Or maybe it's justthat Carina
is light and lovelyand I'm not.
I mean, I'm dark as helland messy,
and I-I just need tobe able to call
my equally darkand messy best friend
when I'm freaking out overvagina art and French toast,
and I can't.
[ Sighs ]
You can call me.Can I?
I mean, your entire worldcrumbled a few weeks ago,
and I heard about itfrom Gibson.
[ Sighs ]
[ Horn blaring ]
[ Siren wails, alarm ringing ]
♪♪
Gibson, Ladder 19 on scene.Update?
Jack: Smoke on the fifth floor.
We're evacuating all units now,
working our way down.
Dean: On empty stomachs.
Copy.
[ Grunts ]
Seriously?
Do what you gotta do.
[ Grunts ]
[ Crowd gasps ]Ooh, damn!
Guess that'll teach 'em to parkin front of a fire hydrant.
Send tweet.
[ Car alarm blaring ]
[ Indistinct conversations ]
Step back, guys.Give them room.
This is ridiculous!There is no fire!
We're trying to make sureit stays that way!
Excuse me!
Excuse me,Mr. Firefighter Man.
Ruby Red Slippers!Oh!
Sorry, I'm a big fan.Hi. Are you okay?
Yes, I'm fine, but my sistershaven't come out yet.
They went back infor their valuables,
and I haven'tseen them since.
We're gonna get everyone out.I got you.
Okay, thank you.Thank you.
Montgomery, Hughes,continue with evac.
Herrera, Cutler,get water to the fifth floor
so it's ready to go whenMiller and Gibson find fire.
♪♪
Fifth floor'sclear of civilians.
Checking for hot spots.I think we're close.
Maya: Copy. Hose is on its way up.
You know, they're nota rescue case.
Who?The queens?
No, Inara, Marcus.
Oh, yeah, man.They're cool.
Yeah, I know they're cool,but they're not, like, charity.
You know,I-I care about them.
Dude. I know.
Okay.
[ Both breathing through masks ]
[ Door opens ]
Ben: Oh, y-you.
Y-You are a lying,manipulative con man.
Sure, make me the villain,if that's what you need to do,
but I'm not the onewho stole drugs.
[ Cellphone beeps ]Oh, but you are the onewho tried to cover it up.
And you got rewarded witha new job with SPD?
Oh, it's practicallya demotion.
Let's not get too indignant,Warren.
Of allthe entitled pieces --
Look, Sullivan is going down.Let him.
But don't takeall of 19 down, too.
No, no, no, no, no.You -- You know what?
This is our house.
Okay, you don't get tocome in here and talk about 19
like you're part ofthe family.
Warren...
one of these days,you're gonna realize
you're either the fishor you're the hook.
The sooner you recognize that,the better off you'll be.
If not,don't be surprised
when someone catches youin the mouth.
Good to see you.You look trim.
[ Door closes ]
♪♪
[ Sighs ]
Izzy: Girl, I know you're inpain, but we've got to go.
Rainbow: It hurts. It hurts.We've got to go.
Ladies,you need to get outside.
She twisted her ankletrying to get her things.
Apparently, I can walk inseven-inch platforms
but not in bare feet.
D-Do you need some help?Izzy: I got her, okay?
I'm a volunteer firefighter,Station 7.
Rainbow:Girl, now is not the time.
Come on.
Oh!
Ohh!
Oh, wow, she's...
She's strong.
Okay.
And when you signed off
on the PRT'smissing fentanyl,
would you say that that wasa decision
that you madeon your own?
No, sir.
And how did you cometo that decision?
I was...encouraged.
Warren, we don't have timefor vague answers.
It's "doctor."
Dr. Warren, who encouraged youto sign off
on the false inventory?
[ Clears throat ]
Battalion Chief Sullivan.
Commission Chairman: Dr. Warren,you filed a petition
to have thisPhysician Response Team vehicle
back outdoing field surgery.
What proof do you havethat something like this
won't happen again?
Nothing.
I have no proof.
It probably will happen again
because this country has amassive problem with addiction
and not enough fundingand resources for treatment.
My PRT is not the problem.
Robert Sullivanis not the problem.
There are systemic problemsthat require systemic changes.
Do you know how muchrehab even costs?
Do you know how few rehabsthere even are
and h-how rarelya spot opens up
and how little of that treatmentis covered by insurance?!
The system failed!It failed Robert Sullivan.
It failed the peopleof this city!
That -- That's enough.
[ Clears throat ]
A traveling O.R. complete withSchedule II narcotics
is too big a liability.
I'm sorry,
but I'm gonna have to shut downthe Physician Response Team.
Valiant effort, Warren.
♪♪
You know,I think I found it.
Alright, punch a hole,check for flames.
[ Pounding on door ]
I'm sorry. I-I got scared.I thought I had more time.
Ma'am,what are you doing?I took a Xanax.
What are you doing?Ma'am?Captain, we misseda civilian.
I needto get Big Red.You have to head down.
Izzy loves her.It's very important.
No! No!
Wait! Don't!No!
Wait!
♪♪
Gibson, what happened?Gibson?
Miller?
Herrera, do you copy?
Gibson?[ Groaning ]
Please respond.
[ Breathing heavily ]
Emergency Traffic. This is Jack Gibson.
[ Breathing heavily]
We just had a smoke explosion onthe fifth floor from unit 5C.
Firefighter Miller, myself,
and one civilianwere caught in the blast.
Maya: Are you hurt?
I'm okay. I'm bringingthe civilian down now.
Hey. Miller.
[ Groans ]You good?
I'm good. Get her.Get her.
I'm fine.
Hey. Hey.
You alright?Can you get up for me?
Can you move?That's good.
Come on. Yeah.That's good.
Bishop, Herrera,and Cutler copy.
Thank God. Let me know when you have eyes on Miller.
Fifth floor.
♪♪
[ Coughing ]
Ruby: Izzy!Izzy! Oh, my God.
Izzy!
Whoo!
Izzy Packing,
you really area whole damn firefighter.
Mm-hmm.
Honey, fire or not,you don't leave a sister behind.
Mnh-mnh.Come on.
Requesting two additionalaid cars, one additional engine,
and SPD for crowd control.
I need everyone to movefurther back from the scene!
Miller, do you copy?
♪♪
Miller?
Montgomery, Hughes,go get Miller and Gibson.
♪♪
[ Groans ]
We got you, Miller.Herrera.
Don't moveuntil we can get you.
Vic: Miller, do you copy?[ Grunts ] Copy!
Go, go, go, go. What's your position?
Fifth-floor hallway.
Rear of building.Low visibility.
I have an exit,but I'm having knee issues,
so I'm gonnaneed assistance.
We're almost to you. Hold tight.
♪ One star
Okay. Come here.We got you.
♪ One sky [ All grunting ]
♪ Fill up my old heart
We got him!
♪ With new light
♪ I'll take all I can
♪ Loving in the moment
♪ Is something luminous
♪♪
♪ Shimmer downfrom my fingertips ♪
♪ Subtle warmth
♪ To the brim with brilliance
♪ Reborn
♪ Feel the power in every limb
♪ I'm not alone
♪ This is the,this is the light I've known ♪
♪ Would come along-long-long
♪ One star
♪ One sky
♪ Fill up my old heart
♪ With new light
♪ I'll take all I can
♪ Loving in the moment
♪ Is one star
♪ One sky
♪ Fill up my old heart
♪ With new light
♪ I'll take all I can
♪ Loving in the moment
♪ Is something luminous
Hey, hey, hey! Geez!Hey! Hey!
Ah, yeah. Sorry.
Yeah, that's a patellardislocation.
Yeah.
What is that?What?
Ohh! Ohh!What the hell was that?!
I was trying to distract youfrom the pain.
Mm-hmm. Yeah. Yeah.
Nailed it, nailed it,nailed it, nailed it.
Yeah.Nailed it.
Right.
Here you go.
Inara's my friend, man.If you got a problem with her --
I don't have a problemwith Inara.
You called her a rescue.
Jack, you're picking a fightwith me about something
that I don't want tofight you on
after you popped my kneecapback in place.
Dude, I get it.
[ Sighs ]I'm not judging you.
[ Straining ] You neverhad parents,
so Marsha isyour surrogate mother.
Marcus reminds youof your deaf foster sister.
And Inarais in love with you --
ow -- which isyour favorite thing.
I'm happy for you, Jack.I'm proud of you.
I'm gladyou have a family.
Pru is the best thingthat happened to me,
and I didn't even knowI wanted her.
So...we good?
[ Cellphone rings ]
Yo. We good?
Yeah.
Warren, what's up?[ Horn blares ]
What's wrong?
Is it over?Is it bad?
Maya?
[ Siren wailing ]
My MeeMaw gave methat wig.
It was hers.
I came out to herwhen I was 12.
She giggled,said she already knew.
[ Chuckles ]
She said she doesn't carewho I love,
and she'd sling her purse atanybody who told me differently.
[ Laughing ] And her pursewas very heavy.
Then she gave me her favorite --her favorite dress-up wig.
Big Red.Who's now my favorite.
And now she's gone?
And now she's gone.
But I'd let that wig burn upa million times
to make suremy sisters are safe.
They're the ones whopicked me up when MeeMaw died,
taught me how to really bea queen.
How to bepart of a community.
They're my tribe.
Maya: Montgomery, meet us back at the house
after you drop the patient at Grey-Sloan.
Copy.
That's, uh --That's mytribe.
You don't haveany queen friends?
I-I did some dragback in --
No, I mean, like, you don't hangout with any gays or femmes?
Not a lot of gay guysin the fire department.
Child, every queenneeds a queendom.
♪♪
Your sister'sgonna be okay.
♪♪
Hey, I, uh, just wanted towash my hands
because I've been buryingmy face in them all day.
[ Water running ]
Warren, I'm sorry.
About the PRT.I know how much it meant to you.
Look, I would understand
if you never wanted tospeak to me again.
If the tables were turned,I...
J-Just...[ Paper towels rustle ]
Look, you didn't intend to takeanything from me.
And that matters.
Look, we're 19.We fight the fight together.
♪♪
[ Breathing shakily ]
♪♪
Mr. Sullivan,you have three minutes
to address the commission.
Would you like to usethose three minutes?
[ Whispering ] Yes.Uh, yes, sir.
Uh, I-I knowwhat I did was wrong.
I know I made mistakes.I made colossally bad calls.
But I also know I madea lot of good ones.
I made decades of good ones,
saving lives and helping morepeople than I can count.
And I'm not even closeto being done.
[ Scoffs ]
Look, I-I regret every momentof pain I caused my colleagues.
I regretbreaking their trust.
And I plan to spendthe rest of my career
making it up to them,making it right.
♪ In the dark
If you let me.
♪ While you and Ihold up the sky ♪
♪ Or fall apart
♪ Stranger thingshave happened ♪
♪ Hear the words
Excuse me.We are not finished.
Commission,I'm Captain Maya Bishop
from Station 19,
and I'd be doing this departmenta disservice
if I didn't bringour team here today
to fight for our battalion chief
the way he has fought for usso many times before.
♪ Stranger thingshave happened ♪
Robert Sullivanis an excellent firefighter.
He's one of the best.He's committed to the job.
He's patient with his timeand leadership.
He made a mistake.
He made some mistakes.
Because he wassuffering from pain
from an injuryhe got on the job.
Putting others' livesbefore his.
He's one of us.
He's one of us.He's one of the good ones.
He's one of the good ones,
both as a humanand a firefighter.
And I've seen a lot of peoplewho are terrible at both.
He was in chronic pain.He needed drugs to treat it.
And, yes, he became dependenton those drugs.
He became desperate.
My husband diedbecause of a crappy captain
who didn't knowhow to ask for help.
Sullivan is nothing likethat guy.
He made a mistake,but he's asking for help.
Robert Sullivan lost his parentsin a plane crash,
and he still became thehigh school valedictorian.
He lost his wifein an accident,
and he still climbed the ladderto battalion chief.
In our job, when you go downphysically, we rehabilitate you.
He went down physically.
Addiction is a treatable,chronic disease,
so we rehabilitate him.
We do not throw him outwith the trash.
At SFD,we take care of our own.
Dixon?
He was never one of us.
He was out for blood.
He wanted everythingthat he put us through
to come downon someone else's head.
That's not justice.
Losing a damn good firefighteris not justice!
♪ Ohhhhh
Let's take a recess, please.
♪♪
[ Vic laughs,Travis speaks indistinctly ]
Hey. You missed the big showdownstairs, Miller.
It was very"I am Spartacus."
I'm surehe did not need me.
Hey, where were you?How's the knee?
It's good.Just icing it, you know?
No big deal.Hmm.
So, before you hear about iton the news
[Clears throat]the PRT is done.
What?What?Ahh.
I'm sorry, bro.
And Dixon is back.
What?! How?No!
Satan lives!
He's backat the police department.
So, Sullivan might get kickedout of the fire department,
but, sure, why wouldn't P.D.take Dixon back?
Yeah. I'm sorry about theknife-mobile, though, Warren.
That sucks.Yeah, sorry --
Yeah, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,whoa, whoa, whoa, hey, hey.
I thought we saidno sharing of food.
Uh, no, no. Yousaid no sharing food.
You took away eggs and bacon.You cannot take away lasagna.
I didn't take away anything.Look, it's protocol.
No, no, i-it's protocolat the hospital.
Yeah.But we're a pod.
Mm-hmm.We're a family.
Yes.We eat family-style.
Amen.Overruled.
Overruled?
Do we need to paint youa picture? Over-ruled.
[ Slams ]Gavel.
Okay.Second gavel.
Did you justsalt-and-pepper me?
And what is upwith the pre-cut fruit, man?
Why would you do that?What are we, a book club?
Seriously?What is wrong with thepre-cut fruit? What is...?
Okay.Do you want to starta book club?
I would love to starta book club with you!
Forgive me for trying tosave you from the virus.
I'm a doctor.Don't worry about it. It's fine.Sorry about the PRT.
Alright, it was goodto see you guys, okay?
And I'm -- I'm sorry that my dadis the devil,
but, uh, I'll see you around.
Vic: Bye, Emmett.Travis: Your dad's the worst.
Hey, Emmett.Wait up, man.
Emmett, wait, wait, wait,wait up.
I'm sorry if it w--if it was weird.
I was weird earlier.Sorry.
Can we be friends?Friends?
I-I never wanted to nothave you in my life.
And I knowthat I hurt you,
and I recently realizedthat I projected
a lot of unfair crapon you.
But I reallycare about you.
And I don't haveany gay friends.
Yeah, well, me, neither,
but I've only been outfor like 10 minutes.
[ Chuckles ]
I, uh -- I realized today,actually,
that, uh, my husband's friendswere our circle.
So when he died, you know,
we all kind ofdrifted apart and...
I'm sayinglet's be friends.
Please?
Yeah.
Yeah.Let's be friends.
[ Knock on door ]
I don't know what happened toour friendship,
but I do know that I neverforgave you for taking the job,
for Jack,for so many things
that weren'tentirely your fault.
And my life kept rollingforward, blow after blow,
and I never processed it,I kept it inside.
I fell backon my dad's bad habits.
I wall up and isolateand shut down
because that's how thingswere handled in my family.
And you freak outover French toast
because you never felt safe
around the breakfast tableas a kid.
[ Sighs ]
I miss having a friend whois just as messed up as me.
Well, you have Jack.
[ Chuckles ]
[ Voice breaking ]I'm sorry it's taken meso long to say all this.
No.I'm -- I'm sorry.
♪♪
Move back in.
I mean, just tillthe separation is over.
You shouldn'tbe sleeping here.
Uh, what?You just moved in with Carina.
And she makes French toastso good
I think I orgasmeda little.
[ Laughing ] Oh, God.
Wow, do you knowhow many nights in a row
I've had canned green beansfor dinner?
[ Laughs ]Like, right out of the can.
[ Both laugh ]
Move back in.
I miss you.
♪♪
I'm still a firefighter.
Ben: Yeah, you are.
[ Applause ]
♪♪
But, um, I'm no longeryour battalion chief.
Vic: What?
They gave youcaptain again.
No. No title.
What?What does that even mean?Ben: How does that even work?
They knocked me backto grunt.
[ Chuckles ]
W-Where?
Since no other stationwould have me,
I guess it's your call,Captain.
♪♪
Welcome to 19, probie.
Wow!Probie!
Yeah!
I likethe sound of that.
Yeah!I love the sound of that!
Alright, yeah.Yeah, yeah.
Alright.Alright.
[ Laughter ]There it is.There it is.
♪♪
--Captions by VITAC--
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