1 00:00:02,132 --> 00:00:05,353 [ Los Coast's "The Morning Weight" plays ] 2 00:00:05,396 --> 00:00:07,616 Bailey: Ben? Where are the boys? 3 00:00:07,659 --> 00:00:09,009 Wh-- 4 00:00:09,052 --> 00:00:12,012 ♪♪ 5 00:00:12,055 --> 00:00:13,491 [ Chuckles ] What's all this? 6 00:00:13,535 --> 00:00:16,146 Well, uh, Roz took the boys for a hike, 7 00:00:16,190 --> 00:00:18,801 and they won't be back for a few hours, 8 00:00:18,844 --> 00:00:23,371 so I thought, you know, we could, uh... 9 00:00:23,414 --> 00:00:25,155 catch up. 10 00:00:25,199 --> 00:00:26,635 Thank you. 11 00:00:26,678 --> 00:00:28,071 [ Chuckles ] 12 00:00:28,115 --> 00:00:30,160 ♪ The less it feels alright 13 00:00:30,204 --> 00:00:32,423 No, really. 14 00:00:32,467 --> 00:00:37,863 Thank you for [Sighs] creating some calm. 15 00:00:37,907 --> 00:00:41,258 [ Chuckles ] 16 00:00:41,302 --> 00:00:43,652 Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm.[ Chuckles ] Oh, no. 17 00:00:43,695 --> 00:00:46,437 Calm. Calm.Actually, I was thinking... 18 00:00:46,481 --> 00:00:49,266 you might want the opposite of calm. 19 00:00:49,310 --> 00:00:50,572 [ Laughs ] 20 00:00:50,615 --> 00:00:53,096 ♪ Like a fallen wave 21 00:00:53,140 --> 00:00:56,882 [ Boat horn sounds ] 22 00:00:56,926 --> 00:01:00,277 Gregory: And every year, I look forward to this banquet, 23 00:01:00,321 --> 00:01:03,237 a chance for us to come together and celebrate 24 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:06,457 our ever-growing numbers, commitment, and excellence. 25 00:01:06,501 --> 00:01:08,764 This group of Black firefighters -- 26 00:01:08,807 --> 00:01:10,548 this is progress. 27 00:01:10,592 --> 00:01:15,727 [ Applause ] 28 00:01:15,771 --> 00:01:17,686 I-I wrote this speech two weeks ago, 29 00:01:17,729 --> 00:01:21,037 and, uh, I stand by these words, 30 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:24,475 but let me add this -- 31 00:01:24,519 --> 00:01:28,827 the Floyd family and all Black people suffered a loss. 32 00:01:28,871 --> 00:01:30,655 A brother was taken from us 33 00:01:30,699 --> 00:01:33,267 with a cruelty that we know is there 34 00:01:33,310 --> 00:01:35,617 but we try hard every day to forget. 35 00:01:35,660 --> 00:01:38,054 My heart is hurting. 36 00:01:38,098 --> 00:01:40,926 This is the way it is in 2020. 37 00:01:40,970 --> 00:01:42,928 Why are we still participating in a system 38 00:01:42,972 --> 00:01:44,974 that seeks to do us harm? 39 00:01:45,017 --> 00:01:48,717 Well, I'm gonna tell you what my mentor, Claude Harris, 40 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:50,545 told me back then. 41 00:01:50,588 --> 00:01:53,591 We do this for each other. 42 00:01:53,635 --> 00:01:55,463 We stay in the department, 43 00:01:55,506 --> 00:01:57,639 we rise up the ranks, 44 00:01:57,682 --> 00:02:00,859 we create a fairer space. 45 00:02:00,903 --> 00:02:05,168 Take pride in the fact that, as Black firefighters, 46 00:02:05,212 --> 00:02:08,040 our very existence is a revolution. 47 00:02:08,084 --> 00:02:11,827 [ Applause ] 48 00:02:11,870 --> 00:02:13,263 Thank you. Enjoy your dinner. 49 00:02:15,439 --> 00:02:18,007 Same tired speech. No real change. 50 00:02:18,050 --> 00:02:19,051 I think the day would have been better spent 51 00:02:19,095 --> 00:02:20,357 if we were marching. 52 00:02:20,401 --> 00:02:22,142 I need a drink. 53 00:02:22,185 --> 00:02:23,360 I'll be back. 54 00:02:28,713 --> 00:02:30,150 Just -- Yeah. 55 00:02:34,023 --> 00:02:35,503 He hates your lawsuit. 56 00:02:35,546 --> 00:02:36,852 Still. 57 00:02:36,895 --> 00:02:38,201 Still. 58 00:02:38,245 --> 00:02:39,768 You know, I admire him. 59 00:02:39,811 --> 00:02:41,552 I-I respect the hell out of that man, 60 00:02:41,596 --> 00:02:43,902 but his idea that us just being here is enough... 61 00:02:43,946 --> 00:02:45,295 [ Inhales deeply ] 62 00:02:45,339 --> 00:02:48,080 Not anymore. I don't -- 63 00:02:48,124 --> 00:02:49,169 I don't get it. I don't -- I don't get him. 64 00:02:49,212 --> 00:02:51,562 Sure you do. 65 00:02:51,606 --> 00:02:54,652 Your lawsuit breaks every code. 66 00:02:56,263 --> 00:02:58,221 They had their hands in their pockets 67 00:02:58,265 --> 00:03:00,397 when they slow-motion murdered a man. 68 00:03:00,441 --> 00:03:01,616 To hell with the codes, Sullivan. 69 00:03:01,659 --> 00:03:03,270 You don't have to convince me. 70 00:03:03,313 --> 00:03:04,445 You have my support. 71 00:03:06,621 --> 00:03:08,623 But it would help if you got his. 72 00:03:08,666 --> 00:03:12,844 ♪♪ 73 00:03:12,888 --> 00:03:14,455 [ Clears throat ] 74 00:03:14,498 --> 00:03:20,243 ♪♪ 75 00:03:20,287 --> 00:03:25,944 ♪♪ 76 00:03:25,988 --> 00:03:27,772 [ Chuckles ] 77 00:03:27,816 --> 00:03:30,384 Okay, look, I need a water break before we go again. 78 00:03:30,427 --> 00:03:32,342 Mm. 79 00:03:32,386 --> 00:03:34,039 Okay. 80 00:03:36,781 --> 00:03:38,392 Ben, what's that? 81 00:03:38,435 --> 00:03:40,263 [ Chuckles ] What do you think? 82 00:03:40,307 --> 00:03:42,613 N-No. No, not that. 83 00:03:42,657 --> 00:03:44,136 That. Ow! 84 00:03:44,180 --> 00:03:46,051 You -- You're pinching me. 85 00:03:46,095 --> 00:03:48,097 Ben, you have a growth. 86 00:03:48,140 --> 00:03:48,967 What? No, no. 87 00:03:49,011 --> 00:03:50,665 Yes. No, that's a growth. 88 00:03:50,708 --> 00:03:51,796 Look. Okay -- Ow! Okay! 89 00:03:51,840 --> 00:03:53,972 Just l-let me check. 90 00:03:54,016 --> 00:03:56,279 [ Scoffs ] Look, that's a spermatocele. 91 00:03:56,323 --> 00:03:58,847 [ Chuckles ] Look, the pipes are just a little backed up. 92 00:03:58,890 --> 00:04:00,327 It just means that we need 93 00:04:00,370 --> 00:04:01,893 a little more alone time, that's all. 94 00:04:01,937 --> 00:04:03,678 You need to go have that looked at. 95 00:04:03,721 --> 00:04:05,332 Oh. No.I'm gonna make a call. 96 00:04:05,375 --> 00:04:07,551 Come on. Just -- Just come back. 97 00:04:07,595 --> 00:04:09,771 Look. Look, please, can we try to enjoy 98 00:04:09,814 --> 00:04:11,294 this very rare moment 99 00:04:11,338 --> 00:04:15,037 without kids and emergencies and nose swabs? 100 00:04:15,080 --> 00:04:16,386 Okay, look, I promise, I'll go see somebody 101 00:04:16,430 --> 00:04:17,518 first thing in the morning. 102 00:04:17,561 --> 00:04:18,606 I'm -- I'm taking you to the hospital. 103 00:04:18,649 --> 00:04:19,868 Grey Sloan? Yeah. 104 00:04:19,911 --> 00:04:21,957 No! No, no, no, no, no. 105 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:23,350 What?No way! 106 00:04:23,393 --> 00:04:25,700 Okay, fine, I'll... send some e-mails 107 00:04:25,743 --> 00:04:26,701 and see who's in town. 108 00:04:26,744 --> 00:04:28,224 [ Sighs ] Okay, can we just -- 109 00:04:28,268 --> 00:04:30,400 Can we deal with this tomorrow?! 110 00:04:33,577 --> 00:04:37,364 [ Len Boone's "Do Whatcha Feel" plays nearby ] 111 00:04:37,407 --> 00:04:40,062 ♪ Hey, everybody 112 00:04:42,064 --> 00:04:43,892 ♪ There's no time to lose 113 00:04:43,935 --> 00:04:47,330 Your speech felt a little pointed in my direction, sir. 114 00:04:47,374 --> 00:04:49,376 That's because it was, Miller. 115 00:04:49,419 --> 00:04:51,943 Breaking the color barrier was a huge victory, sir. 116 00:04:51,987 --> 00:04:53,510 You forced yourself into the game 117 00:04:53,554 --> 00:04:55,207 because you knew we had a right to play, 118 00:04:55,251 --> 00:04:57,558 but it's 40 years later, and now I'm on the field. 119 00:04:57,601 --> 00:04:59,037 And I can't simply take your achievement 120 00:04:59,081 --> 00:05:00,125 and put it on my mantle. 121 00:05:00,169 --> 00:05:01,605 That's -- That's not enough. 122 00:05:01,649 --> 00:05:03,128 Sir, it's the same as givin' up. 123 00:05:03,172 --> 00:05:06,480 Son, we have to present a united front. 124 00:05:06,523 --> 00:05:08,351 I mean, there are people marching in the street right now 125 00:05:08,395 --> 00:05:10,353 calling for the defunding of the police. 126 00:05:10,397 --> 00:05:12,181 We need the police.Not like this. 127 00:05:12,224 --> 00:05:14,009 Not a militarized police force 128 00:05:14,052 --> 00:05:15,706 that shows up with their guns drawn 129 00:05:15,750 --> 00:05:17,360 to situations, sir, that would be better served 130 00:05:17,404 --> 00:05:19,101 by mental healthcare professionals. 131 00:05:19,144 --> 00:05:20,972 Look, the point of the police 132 00:05:21,016 --> 00:05:23,584 clearing a potentially violent scene before we enter 133 00:05:23,627 --> 00:05:25,412 is to make sure that a firefighter 134 00:05:25,455 --> 00:05:27,762 doesn't have to get treated instead of a patient. 135 00:05:27,805 --> 00:05:29,111 I mean, you want to pull their funding? 136 00:05:29,154 --> 00:05:31,113 Calls to defund 137 00:05:31,156 --> 00:05:34,116 are calls to reallocate some of the funds 138 00:05:34,159 --> 00:05:36,161 to services that improve lives, 139 00:05:36,205 --> 00:05:38,947 and that reallocation, sir, will benefit the community 140 00:05:38,990 --> 00:05:40,601 andthe police force. 141 00:05:40,644 --> 00:05:41,732 Sir? 142 00:05:41,776 --> 00:05:43,168 Sorry. 143 00:05:43,212 --> 00:05:44,213 Are you okay, sir? 144 00:05:45,823 --> 00:05:46,824 Okay. I'll -- I'll -- I'll -- 145 00:05:46,868 --> 00:05:48,435 I can't breathe. 146 00:05:48,478 --> 00:05:50,306 Whoa! Wait! Chief, Chief! 147 00:05:50,350 --> 00:05:52,308 Chief! 148 00:05:52,352 --> 00:05:53,701 Chief! 149 00:05:53,744 --> 00:05:55,093 Chief! 150 00:05:55,137 --> 00:05:57,139 [ Dramatic music plays ] 151 00:06:00,838 --> 00:06:03,058 Miller! Miller! 152 00:06:04,538 --> 00:06:06,104 Hey![ Pounds on window ] 153 00:06:06,148 --> 00:06:07,628 Hey! 154 00:06:07,671 --> 00:06:10,631 Man overboard! Man overboard! 155 00:06:10,674 --> 00:06:12,894 ♪♪ 156 00:06:12,937 --> 00:06:15,287 Anybody! 157 00:06:15,331 --> 00:06:16,419 Ma-- 158 00:06:16,463 --> 00:06:18,116 ♪♪ 159 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:19,770 Man overboard! 160 00:06:19,814 --> 00:06:26,429 ♪♪ 161 00:06:26,473 --> 00:06:28,953 [ Water lapping ] 162 00:06:35,003 --> 00:06:37,614 Chief! Help! 163 00:06:37,658 --> 00:06:39,355 Help! 164 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:41,879 ♪♪ 165 00:06:41,923 --> 00:06:42,880 Whoa! Okay. I got you. 166 00:06:42,924 --> 00:06:44,360 I got you! 167 00:06:44,404 --> 00:06:46,318 Hey! Please! 168 00:06:46,362 --> 00:06:47,494 Miller. Yeah. 169 00:06:47,537 --> 00:06:48,408 Take the life ring. 170 00:06:48,451 --> 00:06:49,844 Okay.Grab the life ring. 171 00:06:49,887 --> 00:06:51,149 Get the life preserver. What happened?! 172 00:06:51,193 --> 00:06:53,151 I don't know. He just slumped over. 173 00:06:53,195 --> 00:06:54,762 [ Groans ] It's hard to breathe. 174 00:06:54,805 --> 00:06:55,763 It's okay, Chief. 175 00:06:55,806 --> 00:06:57,808 Hey! Turn around! 176 00:06:57,852 --> 00:06:59,114 Wait. Wait, no. 177 00:06:59,157 --> 00:07:02,987 No, no, no! He's unconscious. 178 00:07:03,031 --> 00:07:05,381 Check for a pulse.I don't feel anything. 179 00:07:05,425 --> 00:07:07,296 Come on! Check it again!I don't feel anything! 180 00:07:07,339 --> 00:07:10,560 Oh. [ Grunts ] I don't think he's breathing. 181 00:07:10,604 --> 00:07:12,083 CPR? Yeah. 182 00:07:12,127 --> 00:07:13,345 You stay behind him, and I'll push. 183 00:07:13,389 --> 00:07:15,478 Come on. Come on, Chief. 184 00:07:15,522 --> 00:07:16,958 Come on, Chief! [ Grunting ] 185 00:07:17,001 --> 00:07:19,351 I just keep pushing you both away. 186 00:07:19,395 --> 00:07:20,918 The angle's all wrong. Mouth to mouth? 187 00:07:20,962 --> 00:07:22,267 That won't do any good. 188 00:07:22,311 --> 00:07:24,487 He has laryngospasm from the cold water shock. 189 00:07:24,531 --> 00:07:26,184 You'd be wasting your breath, literally. 190 00:07:26,228 --> 00:07:27,577 What about a heart attack? 191 00:07:27,621 --> 00:07:29,013 Well, maybe it's not cardiac arrest. 192 00:07:29,057 --> 00:07:31,059 Maybe it's just an abnormal rhythm. 193 00:07:31,102 --> 00:07:32,669 So, he just needs to be stimulated? 194 00:07:32,713 --> 00:07:33,627 Yeah. Yeah. 195 00:07:33,670 --> 00:07:34,976 I have an idea. 196 00:07:35,019 --> 00:07:37,935 Just hold him for a sec. 197 00:07:37,979 --> 00:07:39,546 Just in case he goes into V-tach. 198 00:07:39,589 --> 00:07:40,938 You're gonna do a precordial thump? 199 00:07:40,982 --> 00:07:42,026 Hold on, sir. Hold on. 200 00:07:43,854 --> 00:07:45,073 [ Grunting ] 201 00:07:46,291 --> 00:07:47,205 Chief! 202 00:07:47,249 --> 00:07:48,685 Miller! [ Grunts ] 203 00:07:48,729 --> 00:07:49,817 Miller! [ Shouts ] 204 00:07:49,860 --> 00:07:52,384 Miller! Miller, stop! 205 00:07:52,428 --> 00:07:53,777 He's gone. 206 00:07:53,821 --> 00:07:57,868 ♪♪ 207 00:07:57,912 --> 00:07:59,087 And so is the boat. 208 00:07:59,130 --> 00:08:04,527 ♪♪ 209 00:08:04,571 --> 00:08:06,486 [ Water lapping ] 210 00:08:10,054 --> 00:08:12,448 You do realize this lawsuit is gonna ruffle some feathers 211 00:08:12,492 --> 00:08:13,710 in the fire department? 212 00:08:13,754 --> 00:08:15,146 I do, and I'm not concerned. 213 00:08:15,190 --> 00:08:17,279 Coffee? Yeah, please. 214 00:08:17,322 --> 00:08:18,628 Alexa...[ Alexa chimes ] 215 00:08:18,672 --> 00:08:21,544 ...remind me at 7:00 p.m. to change Pru's diaper, 216 00:08:21,588 --> 00:08:24,068 to burp her, and then to suction her nose. 217 00:08:24,112 --> 00:08:25,766 [ Alexa chimes ]Alexa: Okay. 218 00:08:25,809 --> 00:08:27,637 I'll remind you at 7:00 p.m. 219 00:08:27,681 --> 00:08:29,421 Spoiled child. Oh! 220 00:08:29,465 --> 00:08:30,771 I'm talking about you.Okay. 221 00:08:30,814 --> 00:08:32,424 [ Knock on door ] 222 00:08:32,468 --> 00:08:34,775 Mm. 223 00:08:34,818 --> 00:08:36,777 You are looking for the fancy Airbnb. 224 00:08:36,820 --> 00:08:38,343 It's just two doors down that way. 225 00:08:38,387 --> 00:08:41,216 No, I-I'm sure this is the right place. 226 00:08:41,259 --> 00:08:43,087 Dean Miller, right?Yeah. 227 00:08:43,131 --> 00:08:45,568 I'm Petra Lau, and this is my husband, Henry. 228 00:08:45,612 --> 00:08:46,743 Mm-hmm. Who? 229 00:08:46,787 --> 00:08:48,528 We're JJ's parents. 230 00:08:48,571 --> 00:08:50,442 Sorry for showing up this abruptly. 231 00:08:50,486 --> 00:08:53,097 We got tested in Hong Kong before we left. 232 00:08:53,141 --> 00:08:55,099 [ Sighs ] Did rapid this morning. 233 00:08:56,623 --> 00:08:57,754 [ Henry exhales ] 234 00:08:57,798 --> 00:08:58,973 You're the girlfriend? 235 00:08:59,016 --> 00:09:00,714 Um, not at the moment. 236 00:09:00,757 --> 00:09:02,629 Condola Vargas. Dean's lawyer. 237 00:09:02,672 --> 00:09:03,630 Ah, good. 238 00:09:03,673 --> 00:09:05,109 I hope you're suing the city 239 00:09:05,153 --> 00:09:06,981 for what those police officers did to you. 240 00:09:07,024 --> 00:09:08,504 Wait, so you watched the f-- 241 00:09:08,548 --> 00:09:11,202 I-I'm sorry. I'm just confused. 242 00:09:11,246 --> 00:09:13,683 Why -- Why are you here? 243 00:09:13,727 --> 00:09:15,337 Apologies. 244 00:09:15,380 --> 00:09:16,991 We just got into town, 245 00:09:17,034 --> 00:09:18,688 and we'd love to meet our granddaughter. 246 00:09:18,732 --> 00:09:21,473 [ Pru crying ] 247 00:09:21,517 --> 00:09:23,171 Petra: Bossy just like her mama. 248 00:09:23,214 --> 00:09:25,608 You know, I, uh, have to get home 249 00:09:25,652 --> 00:09:27,871 for a video conference. 250 00:09:27,915 --> 00:09:29,003 Wait, what? 251 00:09:29,046 --> 00:09:31,048 Call me if you need me. 252 00:09:31,092 --> 00:09:32,876 Excuse me. 253 00:09:32,920 --> 00:09:34,530 Okay. [ Sighs ] 254 00:09:36,793 --> 00:09:38,969 [ Door opens, closes ]You do know that JJ isn't here. 255 00:09:39,013 --> 00:09:42,625 Or involved or has texted me back. 256 00:09:42,669 --> 00:09:45,802 Yes, and we can't apologize enough for her. 257 00:09:45,846 --> 00:09:48,196 We would have come sooner, but we just heard 258 00:09:48,239 --> 00:09:50,024 about Pru's existence 259 00:09:50,067 --> 00:09:52,635 when JJ blew through Hong Kong for five minutes 260 00:09:52,679 --> 00:09:54,768 on her way to that convent in India. 261 00:09:54,811 --> 00:09:56,247 An ashram. 262 00:09:56,291 --> 00:09:59,511 And what is she doing in an, um, ashram? 263 00:09:59,555 --> 00:10:02,645 Running up our credit card bill. 264 00:10:02,689 --> 00:10:05,648 We're so sorry for all that she's put you through. 265 00:10:05,692 --> 00:10:07,345 It's fine. It's -- It's -- It's fine. 266 00:10:07,389 --> 00:10:10,087 No, no, it's not even slightly fine. 267 00:10:10,131 --> 00:10:12,437 While we were not here in the beginning, 268 00:10:12,481 --> 00:10:15,527 please know that you have our total support now. 269 00:10:15,571 --> 00:10:18,139 Your parents are comfortable financially. 270 00:10:18,182 --> 00:10:19,662 Have they been supportive? 271 00:10:19,706 --> 00:10:20,968 Y-You know my parents? 272 00:10:21,011 --> 00:10:22,883 We looked them up, and you -- 273 00:10:22,926 --> 00:10:24,580 not in a sinister way. 274 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:27,888 We just want to know who Pru has in her corner. 275 00:10:27,931 --> 00:10:32,153 And we may have invited them here to meet us. 276 00:10:32,196 --> 00:10:34,764 And they -- they said yes? 277 00:10:34,808 --> 00:10:37,245 They should be here momentarily. 278 00:10:41,684 --> 00:10:44,339 They should have noticed we're missing, right? 279 00:10:44,382 --> 00:10:45,427 You see how quickly the boat disappeared? 280 00:10:45,470 --> 00:10:46,515 Yeah. 281 00:10:46,558 --> 00:10:48,604 That means we're drifting -- fast. 282 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:50,867 We're probably a mile from our original spot by now. 283 00:10:50,911 --> 00:10:52,434 So, even if they did turn around -- 284 00:10:52,477 --> 00:10:53,957 They'd be looking in the wrong place, yeah. 285 00:10:54,001 --> 00:10:55,655 And we're drifting further away by the second. 286 00:10:55,698 --> 00:10:57,526 You should have gotten help instead of jumping in after us! 287 00:10:57,569 --> 00:10:59,006 You jumped in, too! 288 00:10:59,049 --> 00:11:00,529 The man was having a heart attack right in front of me! 289 00:11:00,572 --> 00:11:03,097 Yeah, well, I-I tried to get help, but there was no time. 290 00:11:04,359 --> 00:11:06,317 I can't see anything out here. 291 00:11:07,579 --> 00:11:09,538 Ooh. Oh. 292 00:11:09,581 --> 00:11:11,148 Damn! 293 00:11:11,192 --> 00:11:12,759 My phone, which is in my jacket, 294 00:11:12,802 --> 00:11:13,890 which is on the boat. 295 00:11:13,934 --> 00:11:15,500 Ah. 296 00:11:16,588 --> 00:11:17,807 Here. 297 00:11:17,851 --> 00:11:19,635 Ah! [ Chuckles ] 298 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:21,202 Alright. Alright. 299 00:11:21,245 --> 00:11:22,682 [ Cellphone plops ] 300 00:11:22,725 --> 00:11:24,031 Wait. 301 00:11:26,598 --> 00:11:28,165 [ Grunting ] 302 00:11:31,778 --> 00:11:33,475 Instant life preserver. 303 00:11:33,518 --> 00:11:36,043 [ Grunting ] 304 00:11:41,309 --> 00:11:42,963 [ Laughs ] Yeah! 305 00:11:43,006 --> 00:11:45,792 There you go! [ Laughs ] 306 00:11:45,835 --> 00:11:47,837 Ah. Oh, yeah.Yeah. 307 00:11:47,881 --> 00:11:51,014 Whoo! Boy Scouts. 308 00:11:51,058 --> 00:11:52,233 Seventh grade. 309 00:11:52,276 --> 00:11:55,540 [ Both laugh ] 310 00:11:55,584 --> 00:11:58,108 Oh, God.Miller? M-Miller! 311 00:11:58,152 --> 00:12:01,677 [ Gasping ] 312 00:12:04,332 --> 00:12:06,334 It's easier to swim without them. 313 00:12:06,377 --> 00:12:07,291 Less drag. 314 00:12:07,335 --> 00:12:09,163 That's a good idea. 315 00:12:11,948 --> 00:12:14,255 Good stuff. 316 00:12:14,298 --> 00:12:16,083 We're gonna have to let him go, too. 317 00:12:16,126 --> 00:12:17,432 Here. You take the life ring. 318 00:12:17,475 --> 00:12:18,999 We're not letting him sink 319 00:12:19,042 --> 00:12:20,870 to the bottom of the ocean like he's a mob kill. 320 00:12:20,914 --> 00:12:23,830 He wouldn't sink. He'd -- He'd float. 321 00:12:23,873 --> 00:12:26,180 Until his lungs filled with water, and then he'd sink. 322 00:12:26,223 --> 00:12:28,269 But that's not the point.We're not cutting him loose. 323 00:12:28,312 --> 00:12:30,140 He deserves better.Look, you heard him, okay? 324 00:12:30,184 --> 00:12:32,534 He said we carry on the fight by surviving. 325 00:12:32,577 --> 00:12:34,579 Now, take the damn life ring, and honor him by staying alive! 326 00:12:34,623 --> 00:12:36,277 No! 327 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:38,714 I'm hanging onto him -- and the life ring -- 328 00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:39,933 for as long as I can. 329 00:12:43,240 --> 00:12:45,852 We should say something. 330 00:12:45,895 --> 00:12:48,550 Yeah. Yeah, we should. 331 00:12:48,593 --> 00:12:50,465 Rest in peace, Chief. 332 00:12:50,508 --> 00:12:51,553 Rest in peace. 333 00:12:51,596 --> 00:12:57,559 ♪♪ 334 00:13:05,262 --> 00:13:06,829 [ Gulls crying ] 335 00:13:06,873 --> 00:13:08,657 This is insane. 336 00:13:08,700 --> 00:13:10,311 We're gonna die. 337 00:13:10,354 --> 00:13:12,574 Well, we definitely are, if that's your attitude. 338 00:13:12,617 --> 00:13:14,271 Does it look like the odds are in our favor right now? 339 00:13:14,315 --> 00:13:15,838 No, but -- 340 00:13:15,882 --> 00:13:17,535 Look, we have to get into a survivor's frame of mind 341 00:13:17,579 --> 00:13:19,799 if we're even gonna stand a chance out here. 342 00:13:19,842 --> 00:13:22,758 If it came down to it... 343 00:13:22,802 --> 00:13:23,977 would you eat me? 344 00:13:24,020 --> 00:13:25,543 Why would you -- It's not gonna come to that. 345 00:13:25,587 --> 00:13:27,154 That wasn't a no, Ben. 346 00:13:27,197 --> 00:13:28,546 We need to conserve energy. 347 00:13:28,590 --> 00:13:31,898 Okay? So -- So t-try floating on your back. 348 00:13:31,941 --> 00:13:34,509 I can't. My -- 349 00:13:34,552 --> 00:13:37,207 Ah! My legs keep sinking, and it's hard to steer. 350 00:13:37,251 --> 00:13:39,557 You know what? Sea otters. 351 00:13:39,601 --> 00:13:41,951 Sea otters hold hands when they float, 352 00:13:41,995 --> 00:13:44,388 to stay together. 353 00:13:44,432 --> 00:13:46,651 Yeah, I think -- I'll figure it out. 354 00:13:46,695 --> 00:13:48,566 I'll figure out how to steer.Fine. 355 00:13:48,610 --> 00:13:50,090 Alright, just -- just kick your legs a little 356 00:13:50,133 --> 00:13:51,961 to -- to stay horizontal. 357 00:13:52,005 --> 00:13:54,137 [ Water lapping, gulls crying ] 358 00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:58,925 [ Breathing heavily ] 359 00:13:58,968 --> 00:14:00,709 I don't want to die, Ben. 360 00:14:04,582 --> 00:14:06,019 I can't die. 361 00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:11,285 I know. 362 00:14:13,287 --> 00:14:15,158 Me neither. 363 00:14:20,772 --> 00:14:23,123 Are you sure you want Mrs. Warren here? 364 00:14:23,166 --> 00:14:25,081 Or would you prefer to answer some questions in private? 365 00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:27,954 No, it's -- it's fine."Mrs. Warren" is Dr. Miranda Bailey, 366 00:14:27,997 --> 00:14:30,130 Chief of Surgery at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital. 367 00:14:32,654 --> 00:14:34,612 O-kay. 368 00:14:34,656 --> 00:14:36,919 So, Dr. Warren, when's the last time you ejaculated? 369 00:14:36,963 --> 00:14:39,704 Oh. Um -- [ Sighs ] 370 00:14:39,748 --> 00:14:42,533 Yeah, um, well, you know, my wife and I, we, um -- 371 00:14:42,577 --> 00:14:44,100 But I've been at the fire station for months -- 372 00:14:44,144 --> 00:14:46,668 Ben, for God's sakes, the man is a physician. 373 00:14:46,711 --> 00:14:50,933 Um, we had intercourse to completion several hours ago. 374 00:14:50,977 --> 00:14:53,936 It was the first time in two months 375 00:14:53,980 --> 00:14:57,070 since we've been quarantining apart more than together. 376 00:14:57,113 --> 00:15:00,595 So, yes, there was a lot of ejaculate. 377 00:15:00,638 --> 00:15:02,640 Oh.Um, but probably, 378 00:15:02,684 --> 00:15:04,120 there's more to go, right? 379 00:15:04,164 --> 00:15:05,426 It's a spermatocele, right? 380 00:15:05,469 --> 00:15:06,993 I mean, that -- that makes the most sense. 381 00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:09,821 Well, let's get a few more angles. 382 00:15:09,865 --> 00:15:10,953 Ooh!Sorry. 383 00:15:10,997 --> 00:15:14,478 Almost got it. 384 00:15:14,522 --> 00:15:16,741 And we're done. 385 00:15:16,785 --> 00:15:18,091 [ Exhales sharply ] 386 00:15:18,134 --> 00:15:19,788 Alright, here's a towel. 387 00:15:19,831 --> 00:15:22,486 Well, it's a mass, 388 00:15:22,530 --> 00:15:25,098 and given your labs 389 00:15:25,141 --> 00:15:27,578 showing elevated alpha-fetoprotein, 390 00:15:27,622 --> 00:15:30,494 my guess is some sort of mixed germ cell tumor. 391 00:15:30,538 --> 00:15:31,931 [ Garbage can opens, closes ]Uh, guess? 392 00:15:31,974 --> 00:15:33,845 We -- We need to know for sure. 393 00:15:33,889 --> 00:15:36,239 As do I, which means doing an orchiectomy 394 00:15:36,283 --> 00:15:37,893 to remove the testicle, 395 00:15:37,937 --> 00:15:39,373 then we'll analyze the tissue. 396 00:15:39,416 --> 00:15:40,809 What? 397 00:15:40,852 --> 00:15:42,985 Uh, you don't want to do a biopsy first? 398 00:15:43,029 --> 00:15:44,856 Unreliable for cases like this. 399 00:15:44,900 --> 00:15:47,120 You just can't scoop the whole thing out on a whim. 400 00:15:47,163 --> 00:15:48,382 Well, this is not a whim. 401 00:15:48,425 --> 00:15:50,123 You made the decision in five seconds. 402 00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:51,559 It feels like a whim. 403 00:15:51,602 --> 00:15:53,648 Dr. Bailey, I'm a board certified urologist. 404 00:15:53,691 --> 00:15:55,084 And I'm an anesthesiologist 405 00:15:55,128 --> 00:15:57,043 and a surgeon and a firefighter. 406 00:15:57,086 --> 00:15:58,783 Firefighter?Yes. 407 00:15:58,827 --> 00:16:00,002 Well, then there's definitely -- 408 00:16:00,046 --> 00:16:02,048 A correlation between my job and the lump. 409 00:16:02,091 --> 00:16:03,919 Yes, I know. [ Sighs ] 410 00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:07,314 Well, I'm sorry for giving you bad news. 411 00:16:07,357 --> 00:16:10,186 I hate implying the C-word as much as you hate hearing it, 412 00:16:10,230 --> 00:16:11,622 but you already knew what I might say today, 413 00:16:11,666 --> 00:16:13,320 or else you wouldn't have driven all the way over here 414 00:16:13,363 --> 00:16:15,148 across town for this secret appointment 415 00:16:15,191 --> 00:16:18,151 instead of going to see your colleagues at Grey Sloan. 416 00:16:18,194 --> 00:16:19,326 W-W-What about chemo? 417 00:16:19,369 --> 00:16:21,284 What if I did chemo and no surgery? 418 00:16:21,328 --> 00:16:24,940 Would that work?Chemo isn't definitive. 419 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:26,811 This is the only way to go. 420 00:16:26,855 --> 00:16:28,726 These tumors can metastasize quickly, 421 00:16:28,770 --> 00:16:30,772 which means there's no time to lose. 422 00:16:32,774 --> 00:16:35,124 [ Waves lapping ] 423 00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:39,737 They murdered him. 424 00:16:39,781 --> 00:16:41,783 Who? 425 00:16:41,826 --> 00:16:43,524 Chief? 426 00:16:43,567 --> 00:16:45,004 George Floyd, man. 427 00:16:47,441 --> 00:16:49,182 They murdered him. You saw it. 428 00:16:49,225 --> 00:16:51,532 We all saw it. 429 00:16:51,575 --> 00:16:54,187 He's gone. 430 00:16:54,230 --> 00:16:56,798 He wasn't doing anything to anyone. 431 00:16:56,841 --> 00:16:58,147 That could've been me. 432 00:17:00,454 --> 00:17:03,239 The day we found Jada in that basement 433 00:17:03,283 --> 00:17:05,198 and that cop slammed my face into the ground -- 434 00:17:05,241 --> 00:17:07,678 if that had been a bad cop, it would've been me, 435 00:17:07,722 --> 00:17:11,334 and Pru would've been alone. 436 00:17:11,378 --> 00:17:14,381 But because I had a decent cop on the scene, 437 00:17:14,424 --> 00:17:17,688 I get a second chance, and George doesn't -- 438 00:17:17,732 --> 00:17:19,603 he doesn't get anything. 439 00:17:19,647 --> 00:17:21,344 And the cops just -- 440 00:17:21,388 --> 00:17:25,087 everyone just watched. 441 00:17:25,131 --> 00:17:26,219 I don't know. 442 00:17:26,262 --> 00:17:28,351 Nobody did anything. 443 00:17:28,395 --> 00:17:30,484 No one coulddo anything. 444 00:17:30,527 --> 00:17:33,269 I mean, e-everyone who was there that day, I-I'm sure they -- 445 00:17:33,313 --> 00:17:35,358 they felt as powerless as we did watching that video. 446 00:17:35,402 --> 00:17:37,317 If that happened to me, Pru would be alone. 447 00:17:37,360 --> 00:17:39,449 And she could end up in a basement like Jada, 448 00:17:39,493 --> 00:17:40,842 because nobody was looking out for her 449 00:17:40,885 --> 00:17:42,104 because I was taken out first. 450 00:17:42,148 --> 00:17:43,540 And then what do I do on my second chance? 451 00:17:43,584 --> 00:17:44,715 Huh?! 452 00:17:44,759 --> 00:17:45,934 I die in the ocean! 453 00:17:45,977 --> 00:17:48,502 Okay, look, no one is dying today, okay?! 454 00:17:48,545 --> 00:17:50,547 And you're not getting taken out first. 455 00:17:50,591 --> 00:17:54,812 L-Look. Look, even... even if that did happen, 456 00:17:54,856 --> 00:17:57,337 you can't control what takes you out. 457 00:17:57,380 --> 00:17:58,555 Look, a-all you can do 458 00:17:58,599 --> 00:18:02,255 is fight as hard as you can to stay alive 459 00:18:02,298 --> 00:18:05,432 so that you can make sure that Pru doesn't end up alone, 460 00:18:05,475 --> 00:18:06,824 so -- so that you can be the kind of father 461 00:18:06,868 --> 00:18:08,565 who stepped up and said -- said, "Yeah. 462 00:18:08,609 --> 00:18:12,134 Yeah, I'm gonna raise my kid with no help, no plan, 463 00:18:12,178 --> 00:18:15,572 just -- even if parenthood is just sprung on me." 464 00:18:15,616 --> 00:18:18,706 The kind of dad who -- who didget in that cop's face, 465 00:18:18,749 --> 00:18:19,968 you took that risk because he knew 466 00:18:20,011 --> 00:18:21,535 that that was the first step 467 00:18:21,578 --> 00:18:23,798 to making the world a better place for his kid. 468 00:18:23,841 --> 00:18:25,626 Right? One where -- 469 00:18:25,669 --> 00:18:27,323 where she's not gonna get told 10 ways a day 470 00:18:27,367 --> 00:18:28,498 that she's expendable 471 00:18:28,542 --> 00:18:31,110 just because of the color of her skin. 472 00:18:31,153 --> 00:18:34,374 The kind of dad who looked at all that -- 473 00:18:34,417 --> 00:18:37,159 that -- that injustice, and -- and says, 474 00:18:37,203 --> 00:18:39,901 "Yeah, t-that may happen to me, 475 00:18:39,944 --> 00:18:43,209 but I am making sure that it never happens to you." 476 00:18:43,252 --> 00:18:44,775 The kind of dad who is still holding onto 477 00:18:44,819 --> 00:18:47,038 this dead man's body, 478 00:18:47,082 --> 00:18:48,910 even though it makes this nightmare of a situation 479 00:18:48,953 --> 00:18:51,695 200% harder for himself, 480 00:18:51,739 --> 00:18:54,742 because it is the right thing to do. 481 00:18:54,785 --> 00:18:56,265 It's reckless, Ben. 482 00:18:56,309 --> 00:18:58,049 It's righteous. 483 00:18:58,093 --> 00:18:59,573 You always do the right thing 484 00:18:59,616 --> 00:19:01,444 and worry about the details later. 485 00:19:01,488 --> 00:19:03,490 It's one of the most maddening things about you. 486 00:19:03,533 --> 00:19:04,708 [ Chuckles ] 487 00:19:06,232 --> 00:19:07,842 I didn't even know Allena did takeout. 488 00:19:07,885 --> 00:19:10,714 I've been trying to get a reservation there for two years. 489 00:19:10,758 --> 00:19:11,933 Oh, least we could do. 490 00:19:11,976 --> 00:19:13,587 After all, we hijacked your day. 491 00:19:13,630 --> 00:19:15,197 And my parents. 492 00:19:15,241 --> 00:19:16,416 No. Nonsense. 493 00:19:16,459 --> 00:19:17,895 It's lovely to meet you both. 494 00:19:17,939 --> 00:19:21,160 So, Dean, where are we with the lawsuit -- 495 00:19:21,203 --> 00:19:22,813 and the fallout?We? 496 00:19:22,857 --> 00:19:24,815 Weare footing Condola's bill. 497 00:19:24,859 --> 00:19:26,208 We'd like an update. 498 00:19:26,252 --> 00:19:28,123 Just so you both know, 499 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:30,691 we are behind you all 100%. 500 00:19:30,734 --> 00:19:31,953 Well, we didn't ask for that. 501 00:19:31,996 --> 00:19:33,868 Oh, well, you have it. 502 00:19:33,911 --> 00:19:35,174 Well, we don't need it. 503 00:19:36,784 --> 00:19:39,482 I imagine the fire department isn't thrilled with you, right? 504 00:19:39,526 --> 00:19:42,442 Uh, no, and the police department isn't, either. 505 00:19:42,485 --> 00:19:45,271 But if that's what it takes to get eyes on the issues, 506 00:19:45,314 --> 00:19:47,098 then I'll deal with a few parking tickets. 507 00:19:47,142 --> 00:19:50,232 My great-grandfather built the railroads 508 00:19:50,276 --> 00:19:52,365 that run across this country. 509 00:19:52,408 --> 00:19:54,715 His son then tried to set up a life here 510 00:19:54,758 --> 00:19:56,586 with a small store, 511 00:19:56,630 --> 00:19:59,154 and in success, it was burned down. 512 00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:01,200 My grandparents rebuilt it, 513 00:20:01,243 --> 00:20:03,898 but it was burned to the ground 514 00:20:03,941 --> 00:20:05,595 three more times, 515 00:20:05,639 --> 00:20:10,034 always while law enforcement just watched. 516 00:20:10,078 --> 00:20:12,776 Because we were Chinese. 517 00:20:12,820 --> 00:20:15,257 Ultimately, they moved back to Hong Kong 518 00:20:15,301 --> 00:20:17,390 and made their fortune there. 519 00:20:17,433 --> 00:20:19,000 I say "back to," 520 00:20:19,043 --> 00:20:22,438 but they were American born and bred... 521 00:20:22,482 --> 00:20:26,834 just not in the eyes of their fellow citizens. 522 00:20:26,877 --> 00:20:29,271 The only reason they survived everything 523 00:20:29,315 --> 00:20:33,188 was because they were a family. 524 00:20:33,232 --> 00:20:35,103 They had family to lean on, 525 00:20:35,146 --> 00:20:38,541 even when the very foundation of their world was shaken. 526 00:20:38,585 --> 00:20:41,109 He has a family -- us. 527 00:20:41,152 --> 00:20:42,763 All we're trying to say -- 528 00:20:42,806 --> 00:20:45,156 we'd like to be your family, too. 529 00:20:46,375 --> 00:20:47,681 [ Chuckles ] 530 00:20:49,944 --> 00:20:51,902 [ Waves gently lapping ] 531 00:20:56,429 --> 00:21:00,389 I have a quarter-sized tumor in my testicle. 532 00:21:00,433 --> 00:21:02,173 You have a what? Cancer. 533 00:21:03,131 --> 00:21:05,089 Cancer. 534 00:21:05,133 --> 00:21:06,395 When did you find out? 535 00:21:08,005 --> 00:21:11,313 The day before we heard about George Floyd. 536 00:21:11,357 --> 00:21:14,055 It's a lot to process. 537 00:21:14,098 --> 00:21:16,840 I'm sorry, brother. 538 00:21:16,884 --> 00:21:18,625 They do a biopsy?No. 539 00:21:18,668 --> 00:21:20,496 No, no, they -- they're gonna do a surgery 540 00:21:20,540 --> 00:21:22,106 to take the entire testicle, 541 00:21:22,150 --> 00:21:24,239 and then they will determine if it's cancer -- 542 00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:26,067 you know, which they're pretty sure it is. 543 00:21:26,110 --> 00:21:28,896 Wait, so, uh, surgery, then diagnosis? 544 00:21:28,939 --> 00:21:30,550 Yeah, exactly. 545 00:21:30,593 --> 00:21:33,335 That's the same thing that --Pruitt Herrera had. 546 00:21:33,379 --> 00:21:34,554 Yeah. 547 00:21:34,597 --> 00:21:35,337 But he didn't -- 548 00:21:35,381 --> 00:21:36,947 Nope. 549 00:21:36,991 --> 00:21:38,775 No, he did not. 550 00:21:38,819 --> 00:21:44,128 ♪♪ 551 00:21:48,568 --> 00:21:51,353 What do we tell the boys?The truth. 552 00:21:51,397 --> 00:21:53,094 We don't even know what the truth is. 553 00:21:53,137 --> 00:21:54,661 We don't know if it's cancer. 554 00:21:54,704 --> 00:21:56,358 We don't want to wait to find out.I'm their father. 555 00:21:56,402 --> 00:21:58,055 They look up to me, you know, for -- 556 00:21:58,099 --> 00:21:59,535 for protection and support. 557 00:21:59,579 --> 00:22:01,320 I-I-I don't want them to see me like this. 558 00:22:01,363 --> 00:22:04,366 A diagnosis doesn't make you less of a man. 559 00:22:04,410 --> 00:22:08,370 You show them it's okay to be vulnerable. 560 00:22:08,414 --> 00:22:10,764 Honestly, I don't want anyone to see me like this right now. 561 00:22:10,807 --> 00:22:12,069 You need a support system, Ben. 562 00:22:12,113 --> 00:22:13,723 No, what I need is more information, alright, 563 00:22:13,767 --> 00:22:16,030 to see if it's spread. What's the prognosis? 564 00:22:16,073 --> 00:22:17,988 And the only way to get those answers is through the orchiectomy. 565 00:22:18,032 --> 00:22:19,338 Look, I'm -- I'm not ready for the surgery! 566 00:22:19,381 --> 00:22:21,818 Can you please just... 567 00:22:21,862 --> 00:22:23,820 back me up right now? 568 00:22:23,864 --> 00:22:25,431 Okay. 569 00:22:25,474 --> 00:22:27,868 Fine. 570 00:22:27,911 --> 00:22:29,391 You want a second opinion? 571 00:22:29,435 --> 00:22:32,307 'Cause I can call Catherine Fox right now. 572 00:22:32,351 --> 00:22:34,396 What? No. No, no. Hey, hey, hey, hey. 573 00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:35,702 M-Miranda!Ben, wait! 574 00:22:35,745 --> 00:22:37,181 [ Car horn honks ] 575 00:22:37,225 --> 00:22:38,487 What is the matter with you?! 576 00:22:44,841 --> 00:22:45,929 [ Gearshift clicks ] 577 00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:48,192 [ Sniffs ] 578 00:22:48,236 --> 00:22:49,585 I'm sorry. 579 00:22:49,629 --> 00:22:52,022 You know the mortality rate of Black men and cancer. 580 00:22:52,066 --> 00:22:55,243 Yeah, I-I know, okay? I don't need a lesson. 581 00:22:55,286 --> 00:22:56,853 I'm lucky. 582 00:22:56,897 --> 00:22:58,551 I have access, I have resources, 583 00:22:58,594 --> 00:23:01,336 I-I-I have you forcing me to go to the doctor. 584 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:03,033 I have every reason to fight, 585 00:23:03,077 --> 00:23:05,035 but I also have every reason to l-- 586 00:23:06,776 --> 00:23:09,257 I eat right. I exercise. 587 00:23:09,300 --> 00:23:12,739 I am at the top of my game physically. 588 00:23:12,782 --> 00:23:14,654 Why -- Why is this happening to me? 589 00:23:14,697 --> 00:23:16,482 It's not just happening to you. 590 00:23:16,525 --> 00:23:18,745 Miranda, I am not in the mood.No, no, Benjamin. 591 00:23:18,788 --> 00:23:22,183 Do not "Miranda" me, because I am your wife, 592 00:23:22,226 --> 00:23:24,272 and everything that happens to you happens to me. 593 00:23:24,315 --> 00:23:26,535 You are not in this alone. 594 00:23:26,579 --> 00:23:29,625 Look, I know what it's like to go from doctor to patient. 595 00:23:29,669 --> 00:23:30,626 I-I know how you feel. 596 00:23:30,670 --> 00:23:32,411 But you need to do this. 597 00:23:32,454 --> 00:23:36,240 I need you to get the orchiectomy because... 598 00:23:36,284 --> 00:23:38,373 it's been a hell of a year. 599 00:23:41,463 --> 00:23:43,247 My mother died. 600 00:23:43,291 --> 00:23:45,293 Andrew DeLuca died. 601 00:23:45,336 --> 00:23:47,730 Meredith Grey justcame off the vent. 602 00:23:47,774 --> 00:23:49,863 And, you know, call it selfish, 603 00:23:49,906 --> 00:23:51,647 but I cannot lose you! 604 00:24:01,570 --> 00:24:03,398 I wouldn't be able to take that. 605 00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:04,921 I wouldn't be able to function... 606 00:24:04,965 --> 00:24:07,402 or be a person anymore. 607 00:24:07,446 --> 00:24:09,273 I... 608 00:24:09,317 --> 00:24:11,058 I wouldn't be able to be there for our boys, 609 00:24:11,101 --> 00:24:13,277 and I -- no, we-- 610 00:24:13,321 --> 00:24:16,411 we need to be there for our boys. 611 00:24:16,455 --> 00:24:19,458 And I cannot imagine walking through this life 612 00:24:19,501 --> 00:24:21,851 without you in it, Benjamin Warren. 613 00:24:23,723 --> 00:24:26,203 That would break me. 614 00:24:26,247 --> 00:24:28,205 Do it for me. 615 00:24:28,249 --> 00:24:30,164 [ Seatbelt unbuckles ] 616 00:24:30,207 --> 00:24:31,905 Come here. Come here. 617 00:24:31,948 --> 00:24:36,518 ♪♪ 618 00:24:36,562 --> 00:24:39,521 All right, so -- so, when's the surgery? 619 00:24:39,565 --> 00:24:41,697 I haven't scheduled it yet. 620 00:24:41,741 --> 00:24:44,395 Ben, we're fighting for our lives 621 00:24:44,439 --> 00:24:45,788 in the middle of the ocean, 622 00:24:45,832 --> 00:24:48,008 and a standard medical procedure to save your life 623 00:24:48,051 --> 00:24:50,314 is too much because, what, manhood? 624 00:24:50,358 --> 00:24:52,534 Well, yeah, you know? And other things. 625 00:24:52,578 --> 00:24:55,058 You know, like, uh, like -- like losing testosterone 626 00:24:55,102 --> 00:24:56,930 and my strength and vigor --You know, 627 00:24:56,973 --> 00:24:58,279 you can be the world's cheerleader, 628 00:24:58,322 --> 00:24:59,323 but then you cop out and ostrich 629 00:24:59,367 --> 00:25:01,543 when it's your turn to need help. 630 00:25:01,587 --> 00:25:03,153 What -- What -- 631 00:25:03,197 --> 00:25:05,504 What happened to survival mode? 632 00:25:05,547 --> 00:25:07,854 Keeping your head in the sand, man, will get you killed. 633 00:25:07,897 --> 00:25:09,682 Okay, for the record, when I helped you 634 00:25:09,725 --> 00:25:11,727 with your little crisis of confidence a little while ago, 635 00:25:11,771 --> 00:25:13,076 I was much nicer. 636 00:25:13,120 --> 00:25:15,078 A-And I never said I wasn't gonna get it. 637 00:25:15,122 --> 00:25:17,559 I-I just -- Captain Herrera. 638 00:25:17,603 --> 00:25:21,084 A few weeks before he died, he gave me a pep talk. 639 00:25:21,128 --> 00:25:23,609 I was, uh -- 640 00:25:23,652 --> 00:25:25,393 I was thinking about giving Pru up for adoption, 641 00:25:25,436 --> 00:25:28,396 and he told me -- he said, "Son, 642 00:25:28,439 --> 00:25:31,225 I'm about to die, and all I wish for 643 00:25:31,268 --> 00:25:33,836 is more time with my little girl." 644 00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:35,185 Yeah, I see what you're doing. 645 00:25:35,229 --> 00:25:36,709 Two cases in the same fire house 646 00:25:36,752 --> 00:25:37,884 is unacceptable. 647 00:25:37,927 --> 00:25:39,886 I-It's not okay. I get it. 648 00:25:39,929 --> 00:25:41,888 The reason why we're called a fire house 649 00:25:41,931 --> 00:25:43,803 is because we're family. 650 00:25:43,846 --> 00:25:45,326 We have each others' backs. 651 00:25:45,369 --> 00:25:48,285 And as family, you're being a dumbass 652 00:25:48,329 --> 00:25:51,245 for avoiding surgery for your ball cancer, man. 653 00:25:53,639 --> 00:25:55,249 You know, it's funny how you just said that we could 654 00:25:55,292 --> 00:25:56,555 call each other out as family, 655 00:25:56,598 --> 00:25:58,208 and yet, you don't seem to realize 656 00:25:58,252 --> 00:25:59,688 that the same thing goes for you. 657 00:26:01,603 --> 00:26:03,083 Hmm? 658 00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:06,956 [ Ollie Gabriel's "Here in the Light" plays on speakers ] 659 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,524 ♪ Here in the light♪ 660 00:26:09,568 --> 00:26:10,612 ♪ No one will find...♪ 661 00:26:10,656 --> 00:26:13,093 Some day... 662 00:26:13,136 --> 00:26:15,617 this will all be yours, 663 00:26:15,661 --> 00:26:17,663 my sweet, sweet baby. 664 00:26:17,706 --> 00:26:19,534 It's good to start inspiring her early. 665 00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:22,145 No, I meant literally. 666 00:26:22,189 --> 00:26:23,886 That development is ours, 667 00:26:23,930 --> 00:26:25,540 along with most of the waterfront. 668 00:26:25,584 --> 00:26:26,541 Oh. 669 00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:28,238 You're with LCP Holdings. 670 00:26:28,282 --> 00:26:29,805 Dean: Yeah, Pops, I know that name. 671 00:26:29,849 --> 00:26:31,111 LCP's a major private equity group. 672 00:26:31,154 --> 00:26:32,895 Actually, uh, 673 00:26:32,939 --> 00:26:34,680 we areLCP Holdings -- 674 00:26:34,723 --> 00:26:36,290 Lau Central Pacific. 675 00:26:37,987 --> 00:26:39,336 Ifeya: Oh! Oh. 676 00:26:39,380 --> 00:26:40,686 Oh, here, let me help you.What is all this? 677 00:26:40,729 --> 00:26:42,731 Oh.Wow! [ Laughs ] 678 00:26:42,775 --> 00:26:44,037 It's just some little things. 679 00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:45,299 She's been shopping for Pru 680 00:26:45,342 --> 00:26:46,561 the moment she knew she existed. 681 00:26:46,605 --> 00:26:49,216 Whoa. Scotch and cured m-meats? 682 00:26:49,259 --> 00:26:50,957 Okay.Treat for you. 683 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,567 And you. 684 00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:54,308 You guys really shouldn't have. 685 00:26:54,351 --> 00:26:56,745 But now that we know you own half of Seattle, 686 00:26:56,789 --> 00:26:58,965 you guys could have brought way more stuff. 687 00:26:59,008 --> 00:27:00,836 [ Laughter ] 688 00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,099 [ Alexa chimes, music pauses ] 689 00:27:03,143 --> 00:27:05,449 I am reminding you to change Pru's diaper -- 690 00:27:05,493 --> 00:27:06,886 Yes, thank you. ...burp her... 691 00:27:06,929 --> 00:27:08,235 Uh, thank you. ...and then suction out 692 00:27:08,278 --> 00:27:09,976 her nose.Yep. Alexa, stop. 693 00:27:10,019 --> 00:27:11,891 Thank you.You see? You do need our help. 694 00:27:11,934 --> 00:27:12,674 [ Chuckles ] 695 00:27:12,718 --> 00:27:13,719 [ Chuckles ] 696 00:27:13,762 --> 00:27:15,677 Meant everything we said. 697 00:27:15,721 --> 00:27:17,940 Anything you need -- and not just for Pru. 698 00:27:18,898 --> 00:27:20,682 Thank you. We -- We appreciate it. 699 00:27:20,726 --> 00:27:21,814 We really do. 700 00:27:21,857 --> 00:27:23,772 We're delighted to meet all of you, 701 00:27:23,816 --> 00:27:26,209 and when we eventually have to leave, 702 00:27:26,253 --> 00:27:29,212 I have no doubt we can, uh, come up with 703 00:27:29,256 --> 00:27:30,779 a visitation arrangement 704 00:27:30,823 --> 00:27:32,651 that works gorgeously with everyone. 705 00:27:32,694 --> 00:27:34,087 Visitation? 706 00:27:34,130 --> 00:27:35,958 Yeah, we're family now, remember? 707 00:27:36,002 --> 00:27:37,786 We'll need to discuss that. 708 00:27:37,830 --> 00:27:40,267 I don't want Pru being influenced 709 00:27:40,310 --> 00:27:43,487 by JJ's life choices. 710 00:27:43,531 --> 00:27:45,359 You do understand?Oh, completely. 711 00:27:45,402 --> 00:27:47,230 Our daughter is a mess, 712 00:27:47,274 --> 00:27:49,319 and it's our mission to see to it 713 00:27:49,363 --> 00:27:52,583 that Pru exceeds JJ in every way. 714 00:27:52,627 --> 00:27:53,889 [ Door opens ] 715 00:27:55,108 --> 00:27:56,152 Goodbye. 716 00:28:00,200 --> 00:28:01,549 [ Exhales sharply, chuckles ] 717 00:28:03,812 --> 00:28:05,901 So, JJ's parents want to take Pru? 718 00:28:05,945 --> 00:28:07,555 No. 719 00:28:07,598 --> 00:28:09,252 They're kind, they're warm, 720 00:28:09,296 --> 00:28:12,212 they got enough money to make Beyoncé blush. 721 00:28:12,255 --> 00:28:13,866 They just love her after one meeting. 722 00:28:13,909 --> 00:28:14,997 They're not villains. 723 00:28:15,041 --> 00:28:16,564 Oh! What was that? 724 00:28:16,607 --> 00:28:18,348 You see that?What? 725 00:28:18,392 --> 00:28:20,655 Oh! It j-just went under my foot! 726 00:28:20,699 --> 00:28:21,917 It just swam under me, man! Aah! 727 00:28:21,961 --> 00:28:23,179 What? What? Whoa! 728 00:28:23,223 --> 00:28:25,747 It's nipping at me!Miller! Miller! 729 00:28:25,791 --> 00:28:27,401 Aah! It bit me! It bit me!Ben: Listen to me! Listen to me! 730 00:28:27,444 --> 00:28:29,795 No, listen to me! Listen to me! It's not a shark. 731 00:28:29,838 --> 00:28:31,361 What? Focus. Relax. 732 00:28:31,405 --> 00:28:32,885 It was a blue bottle. 733 00:28:32,928 --> 00:28:34,582 Okay, you got stung by a jellyfish. 734 00:28:34,625 --> 00:28:36,584 Why didn't you say anything?Well, I was trying to! 735 00:28:36,627 --> 00:28:39,021 Yeah? 736 00:28:39,065 --> 00:28:40,370 How did you know? 737 00:28:40,414 --> 00:28:42,677 Well, I got -- I got -- I got stung earlier. 738 00:28:42,721 --> 00:28:44,374 What? You didn't react or nothing. 739 00:28:44,418 --> 00:28:46,159 Yeah, well, I guess I'm just tougher than you. 740 00:28:46,202 --> 00:28:47,856 No, look, I just -- I didn't want to panic. 741 00:28:50,772 --> 00:28:51,991 What if nobody finds us, man? 742 00:28:56,169 --> 00:28:59,955 I don't want to die. 743 00:28:59,999 --> 00:29:02,697 Peace with death, given our profession, man, 744 00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:03,916 but I don't wanna die. 745 00:29:03,959 --> 00:29:05,308 [ Sighs ] 746 00:29:05,352 --> 00:29:06,962 I can't leave Pru without a father. 747 00:29:07,006 --> 00:29:08,355 She already doesn't have a mother. 748 00:29:08,398 --> 00:29:09,704 Yeah, well, maybe her mom will come back from India 749 00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:11,010 with a mental reawakening. 750 00:29:11,053 --> 00:29:13,229 Ben, I can't die before I tell the only woman 751 00:29:13,273 --> 00:29:15,057 that I want to be her mother that I love her. 752 00:29:15,101 --> 00:29:16,842 What -- What, now? 753 00:29:16,885 --> 00:29:18,757 What, JJ?No. 754 00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:20,584 Condola?No. 755 00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:25,415 Victoria. 756 00:29:25,459 --> 00:29:27,069 Hughes. 757 00:29:28,897 --> 00:29:30,246 What? 758 00:29:30,290 --> 00:29:33,206 I'm in love with Victoria Hughes, man. 759 00:29:33,249 --> 00:29:36,557 I'm about to die, 760 00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:38,298 and I never told her. 761 00:29:38,341 --> 00:29:40,430 And she'll never know, and... 762 00:29:40,474 --> 00:29:42,171 I'll never know, as crazy as it sounds, 763 00:29:42,215 --> 00:29:46,262 if she would have been into it, too. 764 00:29:46,306 --> 00:29:48,482 We could have lived happily ever after, Ben. 765 00:29:48,525 --> 00:29:51,180 I mean, we could have lived happily ever after, 766 00:29:51,224 --> 00:29:53,400 just me, Hughey, and Pruey. 767 00:29:53,443 --> 00:29:55,794 [ Chuckles ] 768 00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:56,925 Okay, don't say anything. 769 00:29:56,969 --> 00:29:58,405 I --Don't. 770 00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:02,757 Okay, say something. 771 00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:04,541 Just nothing about Hughes. 772 00:30:04,585 --> 00:30:08,458 I mean, look. Look at all the -- 773 00:30:08,502 --> 00:30:10,112 the stuff you have to live for, man. 774 00:30:11,940 --> 00:30:13,768 I'm not playing. Don't tell anybody about Hughes.Look. Hey. 775 00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:14,769 I'm serious, man! 776 00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:17,206 I will take it to my grave. 777 00:30:17,250 --> 00:30:19,861 Which is probably gonna be this water, 778 00:30:19,905 --> 00:30:21,602 so, y-- you're good.That's -- That's not funny. 779 00:30:21,645 --> 00:30:23,517 [ Chuckles ] 780 00:30:23,560 --> 00:30:24,605 It's not funny. 781 00:30:24,648 --> 00:30:26,955 [ Chuckling ] It's a little funny. 782 00:30:26,999 --> 00:30:29,175 [ Laughs ] 783 00:30:31,307 --> 00:30:32,874 The otters. 784 00:30:32,918 --> 00:30:35,616 [ Breathing heavily ] 785 00:30:35,659 --> 00:30:43,145 ♪♪ 786 00:30:43,189 --> 00:30:50,761 ♪♪ 787 00:30:54,983 --> 00:30:57,333 [ Both breathing shakily ] 788 00:30:57,377 --> 00:30:58,552 Ben: I thought that moving around a bit might help. 789 00:30:58,595 --> 00:30:59,770 But, uh... 790 00:30:59,814 --> 00:31:01,729 Nope. I'm still freezing. 791 00:31:01,772 --> 00:31:03,557 Dean: Yup. 792 00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:05,646 Now, Ben, I'm serious. 793 00:31:05,689 --> 00:31:06,995 I want you and Bailey to take Pru 794 00:31:07,039 --> 00:31:08,214 if anything happens to me. 795 00:31:08,257 --> 00:31:09,824 We are prepared to step up, if we have to, 796 00:31:09,868 --> 00:31:11,739 but we won't have to. 797 00:31:11,782 --> 00:31:13,610 You have your village to raise your boys, 798 00:31:13,654 --> 00:31:16,135 regardless of what course of treatment you take 799 00:31:16,178 --> 00:31:18,093 and no matter what happens to you. 800 00:31:18,137 --> 00:31:20,269 But me and Pru are on our own, 801 00:31:20,313 --> 00:31:22,706 and our job can snuff us out at any moment, 802 00:31:22,750 --> 00:31:24,795 and Pru will be on her own. 803 00:31:24,839 --> 00:31:27,624 No, Miller -- no, you are not -- you're not on your own, man. 804 00:31:27,668 --> 00:31:28,930 A-And she never will be. 805 00:31:28,974 --> 00:31:31,019 My village is your village. 806 00:31:31,063 --> 00:31:33,021 And she's got your parents and Hughes 807 00:31:33,065 --> 00:31:36,155 and JJ's new tycoon parents. 808 00:31:36,198 --> 00:31:37,156 Hey. 809 00:31:37,199 --> 00:31:39,288 And she will always have me. 810 00:31:39,332 --> 00:31:41,290 As in, if anything ever did happen to you, 811 00:31:41,334 --> 00:31:42,901 I give you my word, 812 00:31:42,944 --> 00:31:45,207 I will dad for Pru, too. 813 00:31:45,251 --> 00:31:47,818 I am literally holding onto your arm right now. I got you. 814 00:31:47,862 --> 00:31:49,037 She has a village. Oh... 815 00:31:49,081 --> 00:31:50,865 You got a whole city. 816 00:31:50,909 --> 00:31:52,345 Okay. But, hey, not -- 817 00:31:52,388 --> 00:31:54,347 not just with Pru -- with all of it. 818 00:31:54,390 --> 00:31:55,565 'Cause listen, you -- you've been carrying around 819 00:31:55,609 --> 00:31:58,394 this -- this weight, like it's all on you 820 00:31:58,438 --> 00:32:01,528 to fix the problems that all Black Americans face. 821 00:32:01,571 --> 00:32:03,356 You're like -- like you're this lone wolf 822 00:32:03,399 --> 00:32:04,879 single-handedly trying to make sure 823 00:32:04,923 --> 00:32:06,402 that what happened to George Floyd 824 00:32:06,446 --> 00:32:07,664 and how that makes us feel 825 00:32:07,708 --> 00:32:09,275 never happens to anyone ever again. 826 00:32:09,318 --> 00:32:11,059 Exactly! 827 00:32:11,103 --> 00:32:13,322 That's the justice that I said I wanted, 828 00:32:13,366 --> 00:32:16,021 and like you and Condola -- you all agreed on it. 829 00:32:16,064 --> 00:32:17,848 Yeah, except it's not all on you. 830 00:32:17,892 --> 00:32:18,893 Alright? Look, hey. 831 00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:21,983 We agreed to fight this as one. 832 00:32:22,027 --> 00:32:24,899 We carry this weight together. 833 00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:26,727 [ Both breathing heavily ] 834 00:32:28,903 --> 00:32:31,514 I'm tired, Ben. 835 00:32:31,558 --> 00:32:34,126 I'm so -- I'm so tired. 836 00:32:37,999 --> 00:32:40,436 Hey. 837 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:41,829 Hey, Miller? Huh? 838 00:32:41,872 --> 00:32:43,918 Huh? 839 00:32:43,962 --> 00:32:45,746 Will you be -- Will you be Tuck and Joey's village? 840 00:32:45,789 --> 00:32:46,834 You know, if I don't make it?What? 841 00:32:46,877 --> 00:32:48,096 Hey, hey, none of that. 842 00:32:48,140 --> 00:32:49,141 Okay? 843 00:32:49,184 --> 00:32:50,098 You said we'd be fine. 844 00:32:50,142 --> 00:32:51,534 Look, I'm a planner, okay? 845 00:32:51,578 --> 00:32:53,014 A-and you -- 846 00:32:53,058 --> 00:32:54,320 you will be fine, but... 847 00:32:54,363 --> 00:32:57,018 I mean, Joey -- 848 00:32:57,062 --> 00:33:01,066 Joey was literally living on the street just a year ago. 849 00:33:01,109 --> 00:33:04,112 If my wife hadn't taken him home without asking me, 850 00:33:04,156 --> 00:33:07,246 he'd still be back there. 851 00:33:07,289 --> 00:33:09,639 But now -- [ Chuckles ] 852 00:33:09,683 --> 00:33:11,902 Now the sky's the limit for the kid. 853 00:33:13,252 --> 00:33:14,470 Would there be a big incision? 854 00:33:14,514 --> 00:33:16,081 Not too bad. You know, just -- 855 00:33:16,124 --> 00:33:17,996 just here, along the inguinal line. 856 00:33:18,039 --> 00:33:20,172 Is there a long recovery? 857 00:33:20,215 --> 00:33:22,826 I mean, I can be on my feet the next day. 858 00:33:22,870 --> 00:33:24,915 Will it look weird down there? 859 00:33:24,959 --> 00:33:28,702 No, I'd have an implant, so i-it would be symmetric. 860 00:33:28,745 --> 00:33:30,008 How would they control the bleeding 861 00:33:30,051 --> 00:33:31,574 once they cut you with the scalpel? 862 00:33:31,618 --> 00:33:33,315 Oh, a scalpel's only for the skin incision. 863 00:33:33,359 --> 00:33:35,013 And once you get down to the tissue, 864 00:33:35,056 --> 00:33:36,971 then they use a tool called a Bovie, which, it -- 865 00:33:37,015 --> 00:33:39,713 well, it -- it zaps while it cuts. 866 00:33:39,756 --> 00:33:41,932 Is that called electrocautery? 867 00:33:41,976 --> 00:33:43,978 There you go. [ Chuckles ] 868 00:33:44,022 --> 00:33:45,719 Yeah, i-it cuts by making little burns. 869 00:33:45,762 --> 00:33:47,242 That way, there isn't any bleeding. 870 00:33:47,286 --> 00:33:49,418 Sounds to me like you'd have this surgery in the bag. 871 00:33:51,420 --> 00:33:53,074 If you wanted to get it done. 872 00:33:53,118 --> 00:33:56,773 [ Chuckles ] Yeah, yeah, alright. 873 00:33:56,817 --> 00:33:58,471 You like medical stuff, don't you? 874 00:33:58,514 --> 00:34:01,213 You, uh -- you don't get grossed out by it at all. 875 00:34:01,256 --> 00:34:03,824 You ever think about going into medicine? 876 00:34:03,867 --> 00:34:05,695 I'd never met a Black doctor in real life 877 00:34:05,739 --> 00:34:07,219 before you and Miranda. 878 00:34:07,262 --> 00:34:09,743 I had seen them on TV and stuff, but... 879 00:34:09,786 --> 00:34:13,703 it wasn't until you guys, and then Dr. Avery, Dr. Webber, 880 00:34:13,747 --> 00:34:15,444 Dr. Pierce. 881 00:34:15,488 --> 00:34:16,837 To see so many people who look like me 882 00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:18,578 actually doing the damn thing, 883 00:34:18,621 --> 00:34:20,232 I don't know, it's -- it's cool. Yeah. 884 00:34:20,275 --> 00:34:23,539 It is definitely cool. 885 00:34:23,583 --> 00:34:25,237 But that can be you, you know. 886 00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:26,934 Med school costs a lot, right? 887 00:34:26,977 --> 00:34:28,414 Yeah, but we can help with that. 888 00:34:28,457 --> 00:34:31,112 Seriously? Seriously. Yeah. 889 00:34:31,156 --> 00:34:33,810 [ Chuckles ] 890 00:34:33,854 --> 00:34:36,683 Hey, maybe you could be my teacher in the OR some day. 891 00:34:38,641 --> 00:34:40,034 [ Chuckles ] 892 00:34:43,603 --> 00:34:45,344 Ah, I'm gonna get it. 893 00:34:45,387 --> 00:34:47,389 [ Shivering ] The -- The surgery? 894 00:34:47,433 --> 00:34:49,130 [ Shivering ] Yeah. Yeah. 895 00:34:49,174 --> 00:34:52,568 O-Of course I'm gonna get it. 896 00:34:52,612 --> 00:34:54,179 I was never not gonna get it. 897 00:34:54,222 --> 00:34:56,877 I'm -- I'm a surgeon, you know? 898 00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:58,618 I'm not -- I'm not scared of surgery. 899 00:34:58,661 --> 00:35:01,186 I just -- I just -- 900 00:35:01,229 --> 00:35:02,970 I just needed a minute 901 00:35:03,013 --> 00:35:06,060 t-to wrap my head around it, you know? 902 00:35:06,104 --> 00:35:08,062 Without -- Without everyone yelling 903 00:35:08,106 --> 00:35:09,846 for me to get the surgery. 904 00:35:09,890 --> 00:35:12,284 [ Engine droning ] 905 00:35:12,327 --> 00:35:14,286 Miller? 906 00:35:15,591 --> 00:35:16,810 Miller. 907 00:35:18,812 --> 00:35:20,857 Miller. 908 00:35:20,901 --> 00:35:22,816 Miller. Miller. 909 00:35:22,859 --> 00:35:25,210 Miller! Miller! Boat! Boat! 910 00:35:25,253 --> 00:35:27,081 A boat! A boat. Hey! 911 00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:28,691 Hey, hey! Over here! 912 00:35:28,735 --> 00:35:30,084 Please! We're here! 913 00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:32,086 Stop! We're here! 914 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,609 We're here! 915 00:35:33,653 --> 00:35:35,263 [ Both screaming ] 916 00:35:35,307 --> 00:35:37,961 Hey! Hey! 917 00:35:38,005 --> 00:35:39,789 Hey... 918 00:35:39,833 --> 00:35:42,575 ♪♪ 919 00:35:42,618 --> 00:35:45,578 [ Waves crash ] 920 00:35:45,621 --> 00:35:47,797 Dean! Dean! 921 00:35:47,841 --> 00:35:50,148 Flip over and swim! Flip over and swim! 922 00:35:50,191 --> 00:35:53,063 Oh, God! My back! My back! 923 00:35:53,107 --> 00:35:55,544 Here! Miller, take the ring! 924 00:35:55,588 --> 00:35:57,067 Take the ring! 925 00:35:57,111 --> 00:35:58,504 You have to let him go. 926 00:35:58,547 --> 00:35:59,766 No, I'm not letting him go!You have to let him go! 927 00:35:59,809 --> 00:36:00,897 No! No! I can't lose you! 928 00:36:00,941 --> 00:36:02,377 I'm not letting him go! No! 929 00:36:02,421 --> 00:36:03,639 Take it and let him go! 930 00:36:03,683 --> 00:36:05,641 Let him go and take the --No! No! Get off! 931 00:36:05,685 --> 00:36:07,948 Take the ring! No! 932 00:36:07,991 --> 00:36:09,210 No! No, Miller! Miller! 933 00:36:09,254 --> 00:36:10,559 No! No! 934 00:36:11,778 --> 00:36:13,083 Miller! 935 00:36:14,084 --> 00:36:15,825 Grab him! No! 936 00:36:15,869 --> 00:36:17,871 [ Coughing ] No! 937 00:36:17,914 --> 00:36:19,351 Just give me your arm. Give me your arm. 938 00:36:20,308 --> 00:36:22,310 [ Gasps, coughs ] 939 00:36:22,354 --> 00:36:25,705 ♪♪ 940 00:36:25,748 --> 00:36:27,837 [ Sobbing ] 941 00:36:27,881 --> 00:36:29,230 You had to. 942 00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:33,495 [ Sobbing ] 943 00:36:33,539 --> 00:36:34,975 I -- 944 00:36:35,018 --> 00:36:37,630 [ Sobbing continues ] 945 00:36:37,673 --> 00:36:39,719 I got you. I got you. 946 00:36:39,762 --> 00:36:41,242 I got you. 947 00:36:41,286 --> 00:36:46,508 ♪♪ 948 00:36:50,991 --> 00:36:53,254 [ Cheers and applause ] 949 00:36:53,298 --> 00:36:57,258 ♪♪ 950 00:36:57,302 --> 00:36:59,521 I want to thank all my professors, 951 00:36:59,565 --> 00:37:01,262 all my brilliant fellow students, 952 00:37:01,306 --> 00:37:03,177 and Ben, 953 00:37:03,221 --> 00:37:05,571 who couldn't be here today, 954 00:37:05,614 --> 00:37:09,227 but is the closest thing to a father I've ever had. 955 00:37:10,576 --> 00:37:11,838 I miss you, 956 00:37:11,881 --> 00:37:13,143 and I never would have made it to this day 957 00:37:13,187 --> 00:37:14,536 without you believing in me. 958 00:37:14,580 --> 00:37:16,321 [ Cheers and applause ] 959 00:37:16,364 --> 00:37:21,064 ♪♪ 960 00:37:21,108 --> 00:37:22,501 Hey. 961 00:37:23,676 --> 00:37:25,547 H-Hey. Hey, you with me? 962 00:37:27,810 --> 00:37:28,855 You still with me? 963 00:37:28,898 --> 00:37:30,813 The plane. 964 00:37:30,857 --> 00:37:33,076 It flies so high. 965 00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:34,817 [ Jet engines faintly roaring ] 966 00:37:38,038 --> 00:37:39,648 Ben. 967 00:37:39,692 --> 00:37:42,738 Before I die, I just -- 968 00:37:42,782 --> 00:37:45,393 I gotta say that... 969 00:37:45,437 --> 00:37:46,481 even though you probably shouldn't have 970 00:37:46,525 --> 00:37:48,962 jumped in after us, 971 00:37:49,005 --> 00:37:50,398 I'm glad I'm not out here alone, 972 00:37:50,442 --> 00:37:51,443 being swallowed by this fog. 973 00:37:51,486 --> 00:37:53,488 Yeah. 974 00:37:53,532 --> 00:37:55,534 What's done is done. 975 00:37:55,577 --> 00:37:57,405 [ Chuckles ] 976 00:37:57,449 --> 00:38:02,236 ♪ Que será será 977 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:04,586 ♪ Whatever will be, will be ♪ 978 00:38:04,630 --> 00:38:06,632 Hey! Ben. 979 00:38:06,675 --> 00:38:08,938 ♪ The future's not ours to see ♪ Ben. 980 00:38:08,982 --> 00:38:11,332 Keep singing. 981 00:38:11,376 --> 00:38:13,378 My -- My arms and legs have stopped working. 982 00:38:13,421 --> 00:38:16,772 I -- I can't coordinate them. 983 00:38:16,816 --> 00:38:19,297 Just hold on. Ben, what's happening to me? 984 00:38:19,340 --> 00:38:22,343 It's the -- It's the hypothermia. 985 00:38:22,387 --> 00:38:24,954 Yeah, so, we're not -- 986 00:38:24,998 --> 00:38:28,349 we're not even shivering anymore. 987 00:38:28,393 --> 00:38:33,920 Uh, it's a bad sign. 988 00:38:33,963 --> 00:38:36,749 It's a bad, bad sign. 989 00:38:36,792 --> 00:38:38,098 Okay, then. 990 00:38:38,141 --> 00:38:42,363 So -- So, one last -- 991 00:38:42,407 --> 00:38:44,974 One last time. 992 00:38:45,018 --> 00:38:47,716 If I go, 993 00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:49,370 you're watching over Pru. 994 00:38:49,414 --> 00:38:53,243 And if you go, I'll do what I can for Tuck and Joey. 995 00:38:54,723 --> 00:38:55,768 Hey. Hey. 996 00:38:59,946 --> 00:39:02,427 Warren? 997 00:39:02,470 --> 00:39:04,603 I don't -- I don't think -- 998 00:39:04,646 --> 00:39:05,734 I don't think I can do this much longer. 999 00:39:05,778 --> 00:39:07,127 My legs -- 1000 00:39:07,170 --> 00:39:08,302 My legs are done. 1001 00:39:12,175 --> 00:39:15,091 [ Gulls squawking ] 1002 00:39:15,135 --> 00:39:17,964 Warren. 1003 00:39:18,007 --> 00:39:19,139 I think I gotta let you go. 1004 00:39:21,141 --> 00:39:22,621 I gotta let you go. 1005 00:39:22,664 --> 00:39:24,449 You wanted me to, right? 1006 00:39:24,492 --> 00:39:25,972 [ Breathing heavily ] It's the only way 1007 00:39:26,015 --> 00:39:27,626 you'll have a chance of surviving, man. 1008 00:39:27,669 --> 00:39:30,237 So, uh... 1009 00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:32,326 I'm gonna let you go. 1010 00:39:32,370 --> 00:39:35,851 [ Slow heartbeat ] 1011 00:39:35,895 --> 00:39:39,594 Let you...go. 1012 00:39:39,638 --> 00:39:41,030 I'm letting you go. 1013 00:39:41,074 --> 00:39:48,081 ♪ Lullaby and goodnight 1014 00:39:48,124 --> 00:39:52,607 ♪ In the sky, stars are bright ♪ 1015 00:39:52,651 --> 00:39:53,608 [ Grunts ] 1016 00:39:53,652 --> 00:40:00,920 [ Humming ] 1017 00:40:00,963 --> 00:40:06,142 ♪ Close your eyes now and rest ♪ 1018 00:40:06,186 --> 00:40:10,886 ♪ May these hours be blessed 1019 00:40:10,930 --> 00:40:16,457 ♪ 'Til the skies ripe with dawn ♪ 1020 00:40:16,501 --> 00:40:22,332 ♪ When you'll wake with them on ♪ 1021 00:40:22,376 --> 00:40:28,208 ♪ Close your eyes now and rest ♪ 1022 00:40:28,251 --> 00:40:32,821 ♪ May these hours be blessed 1023 00:40:32,865 --> 00:40:37,391 ♪ 'Til the skies ripe with dawn ♪ 1024 00:40:37,435 --> 00:40:41,961 ♪ When you wake with them on 1025 00:40:49,795 --> 00:40:51,797 [ Surf crashing ] 1026 00:40:51,840 --> 00:40:54,756 [ Gulls crying ] 1027 00:40:57,759 --> 00:41:00,501 [ "When the Bell Tolls" plays ] 1028 00:41:00,545 --> 00:41:01,981 Man: Coast Guard Delta-15, 1029 00:41:02,024 --> 00:41:04,070 incoming with two ocean rescue victims, 1030 00:41:04,113 --> 00:41:06,115 missing since 1900 hours, 1031 00:41:06,159 --> 00:41:07,595 found alive and washed ashore at Cape Flattery. 1032 00:41:07,639 --> 00:41:10,206 ♪ I wrote a letter to my granddaughter ♪ 1033 00:41:12,687 --> 00:41:15,603 ♪ I said, "I'm sorry I don't get to meet ya" ♪ 1034 00:41:19,477 --> 00:41:22,305 ♪ I wrote a letter to my grandmother ♪ 1035 00:41:24,873 --> 00:41:27,615 ♪ Said I really can't wait to see ya ♪ 1036 00:41:29,574 --> 00:41:32,054 ♪ In Heaven 1037 00:41:32,098 --> 00:41:34,100 ♪ I heard there's a river of gold ♪ 1038 00:41:34,143 --> 00:41:38,321 ♪ That flows through a crowd of angels ♪ 1039 00:41:38,365 --> 00:41:39,801 I didn't know what to do. 1040 00:41:39,845 --> 00:41:41,803 I didn't know what to do, so I went to the houseboat, 1041 00:41:41,847 --> 00:41:43,239 and I stayed with Pru all night, okay? 1042 00:41:43,283 --> 00:41:44,545 I didn't want her to wake up 1043 00:41:44,589 --> 00:41:46,112 in a world where you didn't exist anymore 1044 00:41:46,155 --> 00:41:47,679 and I wasn't there to hold her. 1045 00:41:49,202 --> 00:41:52,379 I'm so glad -- I'm so glad she doesn't have to. 1046 00:41:52,422 --> 00:41:53,685 ♪ ...won't you please forgive this soldier ♪ 1047 00:41:53,728 --> 00:41:55,730 Vic, I -- 1048 00:41:55,774 --> 00:41:57,515 Huh? What? 1049 00:41:57,558 --> 00:41:59,647 ♪ He claims that what he's doing is for you ♪ 1050 00:41:59,691 --> 00:42:01,736 I love you, too, Miller. 1051 00:42:01,780 --> 00:42:03,259 I love you, Miller. 1052 00:42:03,303 --> 00:42:05,000 ♪ Father, I can feel you Okay. 1053 00:42:05,044 --> 00:42:07,873 ♪ Getting closer 1054 00:42:07,916 --> 00:42:10,571 ♪ And I'm not ready 1055 00:42:10,615 --> 00:42:13,835 ♪ But we don't choose 1056 00:42:13,879 --> 00:42:19,362 ♪ When the bell tolls 1057 00:42:19,406 --> 00:42:25,673 ♪ When the bell tolls 1058 00:42:25,717 --> 00:42:31,679 ♪ When the bell tolls 1059 00:42:31,723 --> 00:42:37,293 ♪ When the bell tolls 1060 00:42:38,817 --> 00:42:45,127 ♪♪ 1061 00:42:45,171 --> 00:42:52,570 ♪♪ 1062 00:43:01,013 --> 00:43:10,413 ♪♪ 1063 00:43:10,457 --> 00:43:18,508 ♪♪ 1064 00:43:18,552 --> 00:43:26,255 ♪♪