[ Sighs sharply ]Mm.
[ Chuckles ]
Wait.
I need water.
I need water...first.
No water.
Oh! [ Chuckles ]
I promise you, I'll get youwater in about 20 minutes.
Okay.
♪ You better hope that there'sa world inside your head ♪
♪♪
No way, my brownie thing totallybeats your broccoli thing.
Theo: No.It does.
It's broccoli soufflé.Oh.
Okay?It took me three hours.Okay. Excuse me.
Okay, well, then I win onefficiency alone.
[ Both laugh ]
I'm sorry.Who makes a broccoli souffléfor a first date?
[ Laughs ]
You know, it's weird. It doesn'tfeel like a first date.
I don't thinkI would know.
I think this is the firstfirst date I've ever been on.
Really?Yeah.Usually, I just, like,
collide with people, and then,whoops, we're dating now.
So...hey.Right.
Silver liningto the pandemic.
Yeah.[ Chuckles ] Yeah.
♪ Shooting stars
♪ Let's make ourselves...
We're beingresponsible right?
Very responsible.
Responsible and strict.
For the goodof all mankind.
I'm sorry.Uh, what was that?
I was too busywatching your mouth.
♪ Feed that restless heart
♪ Restless heart
♪ It's burning up,you're burning up ♪
[ Cellphone rings ]
I'm not answering that.You can't hear anything.
♪ Feed that restless heart
♪ Restless heart
Ugh!
[ Sighs ]
♪ You're burning upwith the wind ♪
Ruiz.
Yeah.
Yeah, copy that.
♪ Not on my own
Apparently, I'm subbingat 19 tomorrow.
♪ Not on my own
Oh.
Okay.
That's cool.That's, um...
Just -- Let's not --
Let's not tell...anyone anything.
Right. Okay. So...
like, you don't wantto make this a thing?
I-I don't want our...
thing to become...
everyone's thing.
Yeah, yeah.No, I got it.
As long as this isstill our thing.
Yeah.
♪♪
I should've beenyour first call.
Well, Yemi's my sister,so I called her first.
She's a contracts lawyer.Still a lawyer.
Still goes by "esquire."Still works at a firm.
A lawyeris not a litigator.
Well, that's whyI called you, Dola.
Second.You called me second.
And I'm really hoping that youcan get over that, please.
I've gotten over worse thingsyou've done to me.
Okay. That's not fair.We were kids.
Only men are allowed to callthemselves "kids" at 21.
Not wrong.
Okay.
If I'm gonnabe your litigator,
I need to know what it isyou want out of this lawsuit.
You saw the video,right?
Yeah. I saw the video.Everyone's seen the video.
So,you know what I want.
I want thoseofficers punished
for what they did to meand Joyce, and I want justice.
Okay, so youdon't know yet.
I just saidthat I was just--
"Justice" means nothing.
And not just inthis current climate
of the courtof public opinion.
It never has.
Because justiceis subjective.
There's no one wayto get justice,
and especially not forwhat you went through.
So, ask yourself, what isthe best possible outcome
of your decisionto take on
not only the SeattlePolice Department,
but the very institution ofpolicing in this country?
What do you, Dean Miller,firefighter, hope to achieve?
And while you do that,I'll take a refill.
[ Chuckles ]Yes, ma'am.[ Chuckles ]
We're gonna have a full-on feasttomorrow night in your honor.
[ Marsha chuckles]
I want carbs. Starchy ones.
With cheese.
[ Chuckles ]
[ Laughs] Good idea.
You got it.[ Chuckles ]
They said a family member needs to pick me up,
but my son hasn't answered my calls.
No, no.You're -- You're good.
We'll be there, you know,bright and early tomorrow.
I took the whole day offto come pick you up.
So, we're good. Oh.
Ooh. Bring chocolate.[ Laughs]
Bye, Marsha.
Oh.
♪♪
And the water will beturned off when?
Thank you.
Mm-hmm.
Mm.
Yeah. Uh, yes.
The moverswill be there on...
Friday....on -- on Friday.
[ Knock on door ]Okay. Thank you.
Hey. Hi.
[ Speaking Italian ]
[ Carina sobbing ]
Hi. Hello.
Maya,this is my friend, Gab--
Yeah, uh,Dr. Gabriella Aurora. Hi.
Yeah.
[ Speaking Italian ]
What? No.That was...
Stressing aboutyour homework?
[ Sighs ]No, it's -- it's Tuck's.
I-I told him I'd prove to himhis math homework was easy,
but this isn't math,all right?
This is -- I don't know --New Math.
They changed math?Yeah,that's what I'm saying.
Hey.Theo. Ruiz.
Nice to meet you.
Is it okay if we justcall you newbie?
[ Chuckles ]You're still probie, probie.
[ Laughs ]You're a probie?
Aren't youa Battalion Chief?
Oh, you're --I-I'm sorry.
Welcome to Station 19.Thanks for jumping in. Yeah.
Yeah, Ben Warren.Hey. How you doing?
Hi.I'm Vic Hughes.
What was it again?
Sorry. Vic Hughes.Right. Got it.
Yeah.Nice to meet you.
Right.Yeah.
♪♪
Hey. You okay?
Uh...no.
No, I'm not okay.I'm very far from okay.
I never thoughtI'd have to see him again.
What, you mean the sub?Wait, you know him?
He's Michael's captain.
Michael's...captain?
I'm so--You're saying that guy is the --
Is the guy who gotmy husband killed.
♪♪
Wow. Law review.AG's office.
Yep.[ Exhales sharply ]
She was first in herand Yemi's class at Yale.
So,she knows her stuff,
and she knows you,so what's the problem?
Uh, she's --she's my ex.
Oh.
W-Well, it's not thatthat matters.
It's just...she asked mewhat do I want.
Justice.Right.
Yeah.But she saysthat's too vague.
Change?Not less vague.
Okay. Um, how about nothaving to teach my kid
not to ride in the car with morethan two Black friends?
Is that less vague?
What does justicelook like to you?
Hold on.
Oh, please.'Cause I --
[ Chuckling ] Oh.I mean, look,I was good at math,
but the way I was taught, it wasa simple method, one way of d--
Done.Check it.Let me check.
Check it.No, no.T-There's no way
you got that answer usingtheir method without cheating.
Do they not do mathon the board exam?
You jealous, Doc?
Can you explain thisto me, though, one time?Yes, I can.
How does he evenhave a job?
He shouldn't even beworking a garbage truck,
much less a rig.I'm sor-- Okay, wait.
I thought your guy was a --was a captain.
This guy, Theo...something,he's just a lieutenant, right?
Yeah, he must have beendemoted after Michael.
Good to know that killingsomeone's husband
gets you a whole slapon the wrist.
Josh: Yo! Help us!
I need a little help,please!
Hey, hey! Hey! Hey, hey!Slow down!
Masks! Masks![ Pounding on door ]
Vic: What?Call a still alarm.Call a still alarm.
I got it.Do we need a key?
Put your masks on!This is a still alarm.
We have a 25-year-old male witha penetrating head injury.
After you, man.Go ahead. But easy does it.
Right here.Right here.
Thank you. Thank you, everyone.Thank you.
Yep, I see it.I see it.
You two, sit down.Sit down.
Okay.Where is your jacket?
Marcus? Hey.
[ FaceTime ringing ]
There you go. Buddy.
Hey.We're on our way right now.
Yeah, um -- Yeah, Jack, don't come here, okay?
What?
Well, they think Marsha may need to be intubated.
No, she's getting discharged.We're coming to get her.
I guess she -- she took a turn overnight.
Her sats are dropping. They're gonna keep watch
and decide tonight whether or not to put her on a vent.
Why didn'tanybody call me?
Well, her son is her emergency contact.
I called as soon as I heard.Did he answer?
Uh...yeah, I'm -- I'm -- I'm not sure.
I'm sorry. Look, I gotta go.
It's getting busy here again,
but I-I just wanted to let you know.
Yeah, thanks. Of course.
♪♪
Travis: We're gonna need youto keep your head
really, really still, okay?
What's your name?Uh, his name's Tad.
Okay, how areyou feeling, Tad?
Okay.A little woozy.Okay.
But still talking and lucid.How are his vitals?
Uh...stable, somehow.
Holy crap.
Andy:Warren, get the gurney.
Yep, I've seen somethinglike that before.
Sullivan, I'm calling this one.Go help Warren with the gurney.
-Okay.-These guys have lacs.
Nah, we're fine.Oh, man, Tad.
That looksreally gnarly, man.
Yeah, man, does it hurt?Of course it hurts, dumbass.
He looks like a freakingshish kabob. I don't know.
All right, Vic, maybe takethe frat party to the barn.
Yeah, I'm on it.Okay, guys, out this way.
Through the door.Go on. Get out of here.
Okay.To your left.
So, can you guys tell mewhat happened?
-Heads up!-Oh, we --
Hey.
Watch out. Okay.Were you attacked?
Uh -- Uh, n-no --Take a seat right there.
Eh --Okay, so?
Uh, we -- we were just playingflag football in the park.
I avoided the --the pass rush
and hit Tad withthe deep post.
Tad --Seahawk style.
And then Tadspikes the ball.
And then, boom --you know, he got --
he got Robin-Hooded, right --right through there.
Oh.Maybe more likeBravehearted.
[ Chuckles ]Right, hey.
Wow.Jocks and historians.
Nice. So, these lacerationswere made by a football?
Yeah.Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And then a hunting arrowjust happened to sail
through Sherwood Forestinto your buddy's head.
Right?
It's crazy.Wow.
Pull up your mask,dude.
♪♪
Tad:Listen, listen, listen...
Yeah, okay.I got a plan, all right?
I'm just gonna pull itout myself.
No, no, no!No. No, no, no, no!Hey!
Hey, hey,you don't want to do that.
Tad,you don't want to do that.
We need to push a benzoor something.
We're not gonna do anything morethan get him to a hospital.
You disagree, Warren?Nope.
Wouldn't do anythinguntil we get him into a CT.
Right.Hold his arms.
We really shouldn't --Hold his arms.
[ Tad grunting ]
Get this thingout of me!
Hold on a second.Okay, let's --
Okay, okay. Okay, okay.You got him?Yep.
Hold on, hold on,hold on, hold on.
We can't just lay his headflat on the stretcher.
It's okay, it's okay. I'll keephim on his side. I got it.
You're gonna hold his headall the way to Grey-Sloan?
Apparently.On three.
Hang on.
One, two, three.
[ Grunts ]Okay.
Got it.
[ Grunts ]
Oop, oop, oop.Let's get himto the aid car.
I got it.We gotta go fast.
Shouldn't we go slow?
We don't want to jostle himwith that thing in his head.
[ Sighs ]We're going fast.
Copy that.
♪♪
Tad: I got to get thisout of my head!
Tad, if you don't want permanentbrain damage, hold still.
Does she meanbrain damage like --
like he could bea vegetable?
All right, we're goingback in there.
Look, if you keepfighting us,
you're gonna displacethis arrow...or worse.
Arrow?What arrow?
Through here.
So, the -- the arrow could havewrecked him for life?
Dude, what the heck,man?What?
You are totallywearing this, dude.
What are you talking about?I'm wearing this?
You're the one that missed, man.It was your idea.
What was your idea?
Uh...Nice.
[ Horn honking, siren chirps ][ Sighs ]
Look,COVID has been a --
A bitch.Yeah.
But apologies.We neededan adrenaline rush.
You know,try something different.Mm-hmm.
Okay, tell me what happenedand tell me the truth this time.
Um...
Okay, so...we'rethree beers deep
and we're shooting dartsat Josh's garage.
And I slay at darts.He's okay at darts.
Skip to the partwith the arrow.
Well, I mean, you know, dartsdon't have any real stakes,
so...He's right.
Dean: Please tell meyou're not that dumb.
Oh, no, I thinkthey're exactly that dumb.
Okay. Well, we were justtrying to test our nerves.
You are reallytesting mine.
So, Rick said, "Why not shootcans off each other's heads?"
All right, I'm out.I'm out.
I'm out.This is your problem now.
Rick: What?
Well, then
we're just gonnahead to the hospital
and tell the doctorswhat happened.
Josh: Yeah, we're gonna gocheck up on Tad.
[ Door opens, closes ]
They make 'em that dumbat 23?
You know, I think youmight have us beat, man.
[ Chuckles ]
[ Speaking Italian ]
Mm. Perfetto.
You're gonna have to teach meyour secret.
The secret isto make it good.
[ Chuckles ]
Well, after 13 tries,6 first-degree burns,
and one cup of literalspilled milk,
I have -- I have failedat doing that.
You put milk inyour espresso?
Gabriella,English, please.
Okay, Maya, you live withan Italian woman
and you don'tspeak Italian?
I-I'm learning.It's just -- It's slow.
It's okay.
Mm.
She's lookingfor flour.
I got it.It's right here.
Flour.Brava.
I know howto speak English.
[ Chuckles ]
Potatoes.Ah, yeah, potatoes.
There you go.Thank you.
So, you guys, um,grew up together?
Uh, no. We've been friends,honestly, since medical school.
Well, friends.I mean, yeah, that, too, but...
Yeah, that, uh --she --
Yep. No. I got that one.I remember that one.
Mm.Yeah.
Sorry, do you --You want a knife?
Yeah.Do you have a knife?
[ Exhales sharply ]Vic.
No. No, no, no.
Okay, I just haveone question.
Just one?
That's good.I have a thousand.
Yeah, did you know?
Know what?That I knew Travis.
That I worked here with him.Of course not.
So, y-you're -- you're swearingyou had no idea?
Vic, no.Stop.
I didn't know you guyswere friends.
[ Scoffs ]We're not friends.
What?He is not my friend.
We live togetherbecause he took me in
when I hadno place else to go.
He was there for meafter my fiancé died.
He has saved my life moretimes than I can count,
so, no, we are not --we are not friends.
He is a part of me.
[ Exhales sharply ]
Guess that makes methe villain, then, right?
No need to hear my side?What side?
You got his husband killed.There is no side.
That is the only side.
Stop.
♪♪
He's still crying.
Do you want me to talkto him or something?
Oh.No, it's okay.
He says this isa bad sign.
He says he readthat most people
who go on a ventilatorend up dying.
No, we don't know that.There have been new studies.
Plus, we have friendsat the hospital, huh?
And they'll make sure,if she needs the vent,
that she'll get the besttreatment possible.
God, I just -- I can't stopthinking about her son.
It's like he doesn't even carethat his mother is in the ICU.
[ Sighs ]
Alcoholism takes a tollon a family.
Is that whythey're estranged?
I'm pretty sure.
I mean, she doesn't liketo talk about it,
and I don't liketo ask, but...
the way we first met...
[sighs] she had caught herChristmas tree on fire,
and she was so hammered thatshe was trying to put it out
with a glass of water.
I've never seen hertouch a drink.
I think she's happy now.
With us.
Doesn't want to,uh...screw it up.
[ Chuckles ]
[ Grunting ]Hey, hey! Watch it!
Ben: 28-year-old male withan impalement to the head.
Extremely agitated.
[ Grunts ]Okay.His pressure's spiking.
Tad, I need youto stay calm.
Hold him, hold him.
Take deep,slow breaths, please.
[ Siren chips, horn honks ]
Come on.
[ Honking continues ]
[ Siren chirps ]
♪♪
Driver looks unconscious!
♪♪
[ Sighs ]
♪♪
Montgomery, jump out, check thedriver. We'll sedate this one.
Excuse me.That's my call.
Captain?
[ Tad whimpering ]
Go.We'll call it in.
Good luck, you guys.
♪♪
[ Pounds on door ]
♪♪
[ Siren wailing ]
[ Pounds on window ]Hello!
Hello!
♪♪
Hey!
You're the Millerfrom that video, right?
With the cops?
Yeah.
Yeah, it was a, uh --it was a rough watch, man.
My apologies.
Thanks, man.
So, uh,what's your deal?
My deal?
Yeah, man.Where you from?
Uh, you married?You got kids?
Is Theo short for Theodore?'Cause if so, I'm sorry.
[ Chuckles ][ Klaxons sound ]
Aid car 15, respond to an unconscious patient
at 322 Walnut Street.
Firefighter Montgomery on scene.
Oh. That's like a block away.I got this one.
No, I got it, man.Uh...
PD might be there.
You've been through enoughwith them lately.
Cool.
Hello!
Hey!Can you hear me?!
Can you hear me?Hey! Wake u--
Oh.What are you doing?
My father's a lawyer.I could sue.
For what?Saving your life? Good luck.
Tad?
[ Alarm beeping ]Hey. He's decompensating.
His heart rate'sdropping.
We need to intubate.
No.
No, he's still breathingand his O2 stats are fine.
I need you to bag him.
He's fine for now.[ Grunts ]
I cannot intubate him and holdhis head at the same time.
They'll do thatat Grey-Sloan.
How far out are we?Two minutes.
We might nothave that long.
Okay, we'd have to lay him flat,and the arrow's in the way.
You're right.
[ Beeping continues ]
What are you...
What are you --What are you doing?
Trust me.
Hey! Hey!Wake up!
You gotta wake up, man!
♪♪
Hey.Can you hear me?
Not after the partyyou just had.
♪♪
I'll start an IV.
I got it.You can go.
You asked for backup.I didn't ask for you.
Hey, buddy,you gotta wake up.
It's time to wake up.Wake up.
Wake up!Hi.
[ Gasps ]What happened?Oh!
[ Screaming ]
Lebowski, move the car!Move the car!
He screamed,so I-I-I pumped the brakes.
Yeah, well, unpump them!
Ohh![ Breathing heavily ]
Ohh!
[ Groans ]
[ Alarm beeping ]
♪♪
28-year-old male with a highvelocity penetrating head wound.
Whoa.
Decompensated en route,intubated.
Left pupil dilated,so he might have a brain bleed.
Trauma and neurosurgeryare waiting in the OR.
We got him from here.
Genius movewith the hammock.
Thanks.
Oh, yes.Off of the Amalfi Coast.
Remember that?Ahh. A-And withthe air conditioning.
[ Conversing in Italian ]
[ Laughter ]
Yeah, remember that?
So, it was a fun tripwith the --
with the crappy car that somehowstill looks romantic.
Is that when you twostarted dating?
Oh, no, we never dated.But she said that --
No, no, no, no.I never said that.
I mean, we never dated. Wedidn't really have time, did we?
No. And neither the energy.Oh, my God.
Ah, you know, we were in school,we were just working hard.
Yeah.Yeah, so many hours a week.
We needed an outlet, so...
Yep. Remember that one.
Oh,look at tiny Andrea.Ah, yes.
That's a nice pictureof him.
Is that the week he cameto visit us at school?
Yeah, I remember that.
Yeah.
And he ended up spending --spending the night in your room.
Well, he didn't stop smilingfor a week.
[ Both laugh ]
And he saidthat I was the one
always romancingwith his friends.
Where were you here?That's very cute.
[ Cellphone chimes ]
India?
Mm.So many years --
Oh, no.
It's Andy.It's a family thing.
B-B-But, Maya, we're fine here.You can go.
Okay. Visit.
Okay.
[ Conversing in Italian ]
[ Laughter ]
This perm is so ugly.
You feel better now?
You think I did thaton purpose?
[ Scoffs ] I don't thinkit was an accident.
What?I moved the car with my mind?
Well, you should have turned offthe car from the beginning.
Oh, yeah.I guess I'm a little off today.
I wonder why, my man.
So, this ismy fault, too?
My foot's fine,by the way.
Good. Then you won'tmind walking back.
♪♪
Whoa.You trying to break a record?
[ Grunts ]
Sorry. I'm just -- I'm tryingto figure something out.
Yeah, like...how to geta hernia?
Like...
was I born undera lunar eclipse
or when Mercury wasin retrograde
or when some grey-haired shamanwas dancing under a full moon?
Like, there's got to besomething, right?
Like some bad juju or hexor omen that explains
the epic ton of crap that's beenpiling onto my life.
If I'm being honest, you lost meat grey-haired shaman.
You rememberthe...firefighter?
The one that Travis saidI should date?
Yeah.Uh, is he a dud?
Uh, he turned outto be Theo.
Wh-- The -- The new guy?So...
The new firefighter guy?From 23?
Yeah. Well, it's, uh,worse than that,
because my firefighteris Travis' firefighter.
The one that...got Michael...dead.
Whoa.Yeah.
Oh, wow.Uh...
you should definitely lookinto that shaman thing.
Right?Yeah.
What did Montgomerythink of all this?
He doesn't know yet.
He...
Seriously?
Hughes.
Theo and I...never even...
I mean, we barelyeven became a thing.
Yeah.I --
Well, if that were true,you wouldn't be taking
your feelings out onthese hoses like this.
[ Sighs ]Hey, man.
What, uh -- What --What happened to you?
I'm fine.
You're limping.What happened to your foot?
A car rolled over it.
What?A what?
[ Door slams ]
[ Groans ]
All right.
You almost done?
Yeah.
Unless you want to checkmy signature.
I don't know.
You want to give me tipson how to sign my own name?
[ Chuckling ]Whoa. What?
W-Where is thatcoming from?
Robert, you second-guessedme all day.
You've questionedmy every move.
I mean, you even made mesecond-guess myself.
What are youtalking about?What am I talking about?
You contradicted mein front of my team.
To save our patient.
No, you disregardedmy explicit orders.
Oh, the way you did whenI was your captain?
You -- When youwere my captain,
you benched mefor insubordination.
You wanna bench me?
Andy, everything I did todaywas to help you,
to help yoube a better captain.
Except I didn't ask foryour help, Robert.
Oh.
And what does it say that youconstantly think I need it?
[ Knock on door ]
I'll get it.
Oh.
Hi.Uh, we've met. I'm --
Maya.Yeah.
Uh, come in.Please, come in.
Thank you.Yeah.
Oh. God.
It's so good to officiallyre-meet you.
Same.Hey.
Hey.What's up?
I got your text about Marsha.I'm sorry.
Oh. Yeah.Thank you.
Thank you.
Is that why you're here?
Yeah.
Yeah?
Uh, I'm gonna -- I'm gonna gocheck on Marcus.
Okay.Okay.
[ Door closes ]
Okay, Maya, no offense,but you are not exactly
the drop-everything, be-there-for-a-sad-friend-type,
so what's up?
Carina's ex-sex-buddyis visiting.
Oh.
So, this is, like,a jealousy thing?
No.
Carina's grieving,right?
And her friend, who she usedto...have some sex with,
is here to comfort her,kinda like you're doing now.
Oh.I'm such a dummy!
Not in general.About relationships, yes.
Carina comes alivewith her
in ways that I haven't seenin weeks.
I mean, she's laughing againand eating again, and...
You feel threatened.
Look, Carina -- she --she loves you,
and she's also going throughthe worst thing
I think any of uscan imagine.
So, if she is eatingand laughing and smiling again,
I mean,who cares why?
Okay, see, this is why Idon't deal with feelings,
because they becomeother people's problem.
♪♪
Does Inara hate me?
She doesn't know you well enoughto hate you.
♪♪
Actually, uh, you could make itup to her by doing us a favor.
[ Laughs ]
My marriage is funnyto you, Warren?
A little bit.[ Laughs ]
Nah, look, it's just that I --I've been there, man.
You've been, uh,where, exactly?
Taking ordersfrom my wife.
A littleunsolicited advice?
[ Exhales sharply ]I look at it like sports.
True athleteswant to play with
and against the bestthere is, right?
That said...
getting whuppedsometimes stings,
but you get used to it.
You up your game.
That's how youbecome the best.
But they wouldn't want anybodyto sandbag their game
just to make themfeel good, right?
I mean, that'd be the mostinsulting thing ever.
Well, this is nota game, Warren.
This is my marriage.
Yeah, okay.My career.
You and I areattracted to people
who are the bestat what they do.
Your wife's the boss.
And you willget there again,
but you gotta lether shine right now.
Dude, did you seriouslyrun over Ruiz's foot?
It was an accident.
I get it,
but you can't leave an injuredfirefighter behind, man.
You knowwe don't do that.
You know what elsewe don't do?
We don't get our fellowfirefighters killed.
It's a dangerous job.
Okay, we -- we allsigned up for it.
I knowit's a dangerous job.
Which is why we haveto do it right.
We have to do it well.
We have to not make stupidmistakes that cost...
everything.
He cost me everything,man.
And he left mewith nothing.
I got nothing.
I got a bunch of broken piecesof who I used to be,
and I have spent years --
I spent years tryingto put myself back together.
I spent years trying to get overwhat he took from me.
♪♪
So, he doesn't getto make a mistake
that cost me everythingand just walk away from it.
♪♪
Ah. You guys finallydecided to include me
in the Blackfirefighters club?
Thought it wasNo Girls Allowed.
You were always invited.
Come on, come on, come on.All right.
Okay.We good?
Yeah.All right.
All right.This is Condola Vargas --
Condola: Esquire.
I always wanted to say that.
[ Laughter ] Hey.
How you doing?Hey.
Okay. Um, so I-I've beenthinking about
what you asked,obsessing about it, really.
It's been hurting my brain
more than Warren's kid'shomework should have.
Yeah,all right, all right.
But, uh, seriously,I finally know what I want.
And I'm telling you in front ofmy brothers and sister
because this affectsall of us.
And we're all with you.
Every time,any time, man.
Yeah, what they said.
You guys having my back --
y-you know that meanseverything to me.
But if I do this,if I take this stand,
they're gonna comeafter all of us.
It's a good thing we walkthrough fire for a living.
All right.
So, um...
I don'tjust want justice.
I don't just want them punishedfor what they did.
I don't want anyone to feelwhat they made me feel,
or to go through what they putJada and Joyce through.
So, what I wantis to prevent them
from doing to anybody elsewhat they did to us.
What they doto us.
♪♪
Good answer.
But that was the easy part.
Now the real work starts.
[ Exhales sharply ]
All right.
♪♪
Jack: Hey,thanks for doing this.
It's good for recovery,seeing family.
Marcus is threateningto climb up there by himself.
I'm coming.
[ Emmit Fenn's"Closer To You" plays ]
♪♪
♪ Don't know what to say
♪ I'm doing fine,I'm just okay ♪
♪ Still stay in my bedall by myself on rainy days ♪
♪ And I'm looking at picturesthat we took that night ♪
♪ Up on the hill,there were stars in the sky ♪
♪ Don't know what to say
♪ I'm doing fine,I'm just okay ♪
♪ Thinkin' 'bout you, thinkin''bout us on sunny days ♪
♪ Singing the songsthat I wrote just for you ♪
♪ I hope that you hear them,but I know that you do ♪
♪ Ooh, ooh
♪ You left your heartin my head ♪
♪ Ooh, ooh
♪ It's almost like younever left ♪
♪ And it brings me closer,yeah, closer ♪
♪ Yeah, closer to you
♪ Closer, yeah, closer,yeah, closer to you ♪
♪ Closer, yeah, closer, yeah,closer to you ♪
♪ And it brings me closer,yeah, closer to you ♪
♪ Don't know what to say
♪ I'm doing fine,but I'm not okay ♪
♪ Still hear your voiceall on my phone every day ♪
♪ And it brings me closer,yeah, closer ♪
♪ Yeah, closer to you
♪ Closer, yeah, closer,yeah, closer to you ♪
I'm sorrythat I lied before.
Maya, I'm not threatenedby Jack.
I am. I am threatenedby you and Gabriella.
But G-Gabriellais my friend.
She drove overnightin a pandemic
to be herefor me because --
I know. I know.I know.
I know it's not fair.I know it's stupid.
I'm just telling youthe truth.
I mean, these past few weeks,we settled into us.
I mean...[chuckles]
Sometimes, I know whatyou're gonna say
just by how you crinkleyour left eyebrow,
and it's...Wonderful.
...wonderful and lovelyand satisfying
and something that I have neverhad before.
But you and Gabriellahave never even really dated,
and you still seemto have this shorthand.
I mean, you literallyspeak the same language.
But we've known each otherfor years.
It's -- It's like the shorthandthat you have with Jack,
talking about fire hosesand -- and ladder trucks.
No, that's different.
Yeah.It is different.
What you and I have is, ah --wha-- fantastico.
Maya, it's ours.
It's just ours.
♪♪
Okay?
Yeah.
Good.Okay.
But if you -- if you wanted tokeep making your point...
Mm.
♪♪
[ Exhales sharply ]
Andy, I have more experiencethan you.
Decades more.It's just a fact.
Are you tryingto help yourself here?Can -- Can I finish?
I have years undermy belt, okay?
But -- But I'm not using themon the job, so I-I guess...
I-I thought I could use themto help you.
[ Exhales sharply ]Help that you didn't ask for.
I get it.I just...
[ Sighs ] Come on.
I-I just need you to understandwhere I'm coming from.
Look...I get that you hatebeing a probie.
I hate youbeing a probie.
Hey, hey, we -- we --we found a common ground.
Let's just end on a win.
No, Robert, we needto talk about this.
You're only captainfor another shift,
and then Bishop comes back andthis won't be a problem anymore.
Yeah, except I'll still beyour lieutenant,
and hopefully, soon, one dayafter that, a captain for real.
Not hopefully.You will.
Well, then, this is a problemwe need to solve.
What? Is it a problemwe need to solve tonight?
I...
I guess not.
[ Sighs ]
How is your foot?
[ Sighs ]
I thought you said everythingwas crystal clear.
One side,one story, right?
So why do you careabout my foot?
Um, because thereis another side.
Oh, there is?Yeah.
There's my side.The side that...
has been trying to squarethe you that I've known and seen
and semi-dated with the youin Travis' head.
How's it working out?It's not.
It's not working out.
I just...
can't seem to makethe pieces fit.
But I knowI trust Travis.
I know who he is,and I know how he thinks,
and I just don't believethat he could get
something so importantso wrong.
So, that's whereI'm landing.
That's where I'm plantingmy flag.
With him and by him.
So, that meansthat...that's it.
I'm done wondering about youand worrying about you
and...I'm just --I'm gonna stop.
I'm gonna stopthinking about you.
I'm gonna stop thinking abouthow you make me f-feel.Please.
You're justmaking it worse.
I want you to know...
I need you to know that whathappened with Michael...
...it didn't justdestroy Travis.
It doesn't justhaunt Travis.
He's not the only one...
reliving that dayover and over.
And, God, I'm -- I'm notsaying it's the same.
I can't imagine what he feels,what Imade him feel.
But that day, it...
♪♪
It didn't justdestroy Travis.
[ Sighs ]
♪♪