1 00:00:02,132 --> 00:00:06,049 [ Alabama Shakes'"This Feeling" plays ] 2 00:00:08,399 --> 00:00:11,881 ♪ I just kept hoping 3 00:00:11,924 --> 00:00:14,710 ♪ I just kept hoping 4 00:00:14,753 --> 00:00:17,626 ♪ The way would become clear 5 00:00:17,669 --> 00:00:22,239 ♪♪ 6 00:00:22,283 --> 00:00:26,374 ♪ I spent all this time 7 00:00:26,417 --> 00:00:28,985 ♪ Tryna play nice 8 00:00:29,029 --> 00:00:31,944 ♪ And fight my way here 9 00:00:31,988 --> 00:00:36,775 ♪♪ 10 00:00:36,819 --> 00:00:40,953 ♪ See, I've been having mea real hard time ♪ 11 00:00:40,997 --> 00:00:43,565 ♪ But it feels so nice 12 00:00:43,608 --> 00:00:45,132 ♪ To know I'm gonna be 13 00:00:45,175 --> 00:00:48,700 ♪ All right [ Exhaling ] 14 00:00:48,744 --> 00:00:51,790 ♪♪ 15 00:00:51,834 --> 00:00:53,531 ♪ So, I just kept dreamin' [ Footsteps approach ] 16 00:00:53,575 --> 00:00:55,707 Tough shift? 17 00:00:55,751 --> 00:00:58,797 ♪ Yeah, I just kept dreamin' [ Chuckles ] 18 00:00:58,841 --> 00:01:00,625 ♪ It wasn't very hard Hasn't even started yet. 19 00:01:00,669 --> 00:01:01,496 Oof.[ Chuckles ] 20 00:01:01,539 --> 00:01:02,497 Yeah,you know it's bad when 21 00:01:02,540 --> 00:01:03,672 you're alreadyhating the world 22 00:01:03,715 --> 00:01:06,240 and you haven't evengone in yet. 23 00:01:06,283 --> 00:01:07,893 ♪ I spent all this time 24 00:01:07,937 --> 00:01:09,895 I, uh... 25 00:01:09,939 --> 00:01:12,420 ♪ Tryna figure out why 26 00:01:13,856 --> 00:01:15,858 I saw the video. 27 00:01:15,901 --> 00:01:17,686 [ Exhales sharply ] 28 00:01:17,729 --> 00:01:18,991 It's messed up. 29 00:01:19,035 --> 00:01:20,341 [ Sighs ] 30 00:01:20,384 --> 00:01:22,646 So, I'm usually 31 00:01:22,691 --> 00:01:24,649 the person that findsthe good in all the bad. 32 00:01:24,693 --> 00:01:27,174 I -- I'm the silver liningschick who cracks a joke 33 00:01:27,217 --> 00:01:29,001 even at the darkestof times 34 00:01:29,045 --> 00:01:30,742 to bring everyone elseback up, but... 35 00:01:30,786 --> 00:01:32,527 Pretty hard to seethe silver lining in that. 36 00:01:32,570 --> 00:01:33,919 Yeah. 37 00:01:33,963 --> 00:01:37,793 You know, I'm pretty good atsilver linings myself. 38 00:01:37,836 --> 00:01:39,142 Yeah? 39 00:01:39,186 --> 00:01:40,578 Alright,show me what you got. 40 00:01:40,622 --> 00:01:41,491 Okay. 41 00:01:41,536 --> 00:01:43,973 Let's go. 42 00:01:44,015 --> 00:01:45,235 [ Laughs ]Hm? 43 00:01:45,279 --> 00:01:46,410 I feel like I shouldn'teven tell you this. 44 00:01:46,454 --> 00:01:47,803 Oh, my God, now youhave to tell me! 45 00:01:47,846 --> 00:01:50,675 Okay, um... 46 00:01:50,719 --> 00:01:53,243 I've been jogging up and downthis trail all morning 47 00:01:53,287 --> 00:01:55,985 on the off-chance thatI might see you. 48 00:01:56,027 --> 00:01:59,119 ♪♪ 49 00:01:59,162 --> 00:01:59,902 Uh... 50 00:01:59,945 --> 00:02:01,773 ♪ I just kept goin' 51 00:02:01,817 --> 00:02:03,166 [ Both laugh ] 52 00:02:03,210 --> 00:02:05,429 No, it's not --No, it's not -- it -- 53 00:02:05,473 --> 00:02:07,039 Not so mucha silver lining...Yeah. 54 00:02:07,083 --> 00:02:08,780 ...as it isan adorable confession. 55 00:02:08,824 --> 00:02:09,651 [ Laughs ] Okay. 56 00:02:09,693 --> 00:02:11,174 But -- [ Laughs ]Okay. 57 00:02:11,218 --> 00:02:12,610 But it made you smile.Yeah. 58 00:02:12,654 --> 00:02:14,134 [ Chuckles ] 59 00:02:14,177 --> 00:02:15,222 ♪ I spent all this time 60 00:02:15,265 --> 00:02:17,224 I haven't sleptfor 48 hours. 61 00:02:17,267 --> 00:02:18,877 ♪ Tryin' to find my way here 62 00:02:18,921 --> 00:02:23,621 But I went for a runbecause 63 00:02:23,665 --> 00:02:27,451 the first time youasked me out, I, um -- 64 00:02:27,495 --> 00:02:30,367 I was too scaredto say yes. 65 00:02:30,411 --> 00:02:31,716 ♪ Please don't takethis feeling ♪ 66 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:32,804 So, I guess... 67 00:02:32,848 --> 00:02:34,154 S-So you decidedto stalk me instead? 68 00:02:34,197 --> 00:02:35,807 Yeah, I guess so.Like -- Okay. Got it. 69 00:02:35,851 --> 00:02:37,505 It worked!Yeah, I guess it did. 70 00:02:37,548 --> 00:02:38,288 [ Laughing ] Right? 71 00:02:38,332 --> 00:02:45,208 ♪ I have found at last 72 00:02:45,252 --> 00:02:52,084 ♪ Please don't take my feeling 73 00:02:52,128 --> 00:02:57,567 ♪ I have found at last 74 00:02:57,612 --> 00:02:59,266 Andy: Okay.Ooh. 75 00:02:59,309 --> 00:03:00,615 It's not Carina'sFrench toast, but... 76 00:03:00,658 --> 00:03:02,356 Mmm! 77 00:03:02,399 --> 00:03:03,966 ...it's the only thing I knowhow to make for breakfast. 78 00:03:04,009 --> 00:03:05,881 That looks amazing. 79 00:03:05,924 --> 00:03:07,143 Mm. 80 00:03:08,579 --> 00:03:10,625 I -- [ Laughs ] 81 00:03:10,668 --> 00:03:12,017 [ Gasps ] Oh! 82 00:03:12,061 --> 00:03:15,282 Um, Maya asked me to step infor her for the week. 83 00:03:15,325 --> 00:03:16,587 Step in? 84 00:03:16,631 --> 00:03:18,285 As acting captain. 85 00:03:18,328 --> 00:03:20,374 Doesn't the departmentusually send a sub 86 00:03:20,417 --> 00:03:22,245 for bereavement leave? 87 00:03:22,289 --> 00:03:24,421 Well, due to COVIDand pods and stuff, 88 00:03:24,465 --> 00:03:26,118 they said one ofthe lieutenants could do it. 89 00:03:26,162 --> 00:03:27,903 And so she asked me. 90 00:03:32,255 --> 00:03:34,083 And...you've goneall quiet. 91 00:03:34,126 --> 00:03:35,519 No, no. No. 92 00:03:35,563 --> 00:03:36,607 No. 93 00:03:36,651 --> 00:03:38,522 It's good. 94 00:03:38,566 --> 00:03:39,393 I'm happy for you. 95 00:03:39,436 --> 00:03:40,698 Yeah?Yes. 96 00:03:40,742 --> 00:03:42,613 You were made for this. 97 00:03:42,656 --> 00:03:45,573 Plus, couldn't hurt to besleeping with the boss, right? 98 00:03:45,616 --> 00:03:47,401 No, no special treatment.Mnh-mnh. 99 00:03:47,444 --> 00:03:48,531 Just like when I wasyour captain. 100 00:03:48,576 --> 00:03:50,491 Well, maybe a littlespecial treatment. 101 00:03:50,534 --> 00:03:52,623 Oh![ Both laugh ] 102 00:03:52,667 --> 00:03:54,843 Marsha: Oh, you're the best. Thanks, kids. 103 00:03:54,886 --> 00:03:56,801 We're so happy thatyou're feeling better. 104 00:03:56,845 --> 00:03:58,281 Ooh, so tell me something juicy. 105 00:03:58,325 --> 00:04:00,501 I want some gossip. 106 00:04:00,544 --> 00:04:02,851 Uh, there's not, uh --not really anything to report. 107 00:04:02,894 --> 00:04:04,156 Mnh-mnh. 108 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:06,289 Well, w-what about you two? 109 00:04:06,333 --> 00:04:08,596 When is that gonna happen, huh? 110 00:04:08,639 --> 00:04:10,075 [ Chuckles ] 111 00:04:12,339 --> 00:04:14,297 Oh!What? 112 00:04:14,341 --> 00:04:17,300 Don't you want to make a dying woman happy? 113 00:04:17,344 --> 00:04:19,868 No, you're not --you're not dying, okay? 114 00:04:19,911 --> 00:04:21,303 Not yet. 115 00:04:21,348 --> 00:04:25,656 Some good news might help my odds. 116 00:04:25,700 --> 00:04:27,267 [ Laughs ] 117 00:04:31,227 --> 00:04:32,794 You havea very gentle touch. 118 00:04:32,837 --> 00:04:34,143 Oh. [ Chuckles ] 119 00:04:34,186 --> 00:04:36,232 Well, we finally gotthe smaller swabs, so... 120 00:04:36,276 --> 00:04:37,886 Hm. You know,it's not the size, 121 00:04:37,929 --> 00:04:39,279 it's how you use it. 122 00:04:39,322 --> 00:04:41,585 Okay, guys, this isbordering on inappropriate. 123 00:04:41,629 --> 00:04:42,804 You saw The Running Guy,didn't you? 124 00:04:42,847 --> 00:04:43,805 I don't know.Okay. 125 00:04:43,848 --> 00:04:44,675 So, Emmett,here's the thing. 126 00:04:44,719 --> 00:04:46,460 Vic has a new crush, 127 00:04:46,503 --> 00:04:48,592 and it's a firefighterat another station. 128 00:04:48,636 --> 00:04:50,332 Uh-huh.And she won'ttell me who it is. 129 00:04:50,377 --> 00:04:52,727 I am keeping this oneclose to the vest. 130 00:04:52,770 --> 00:04:53,989 Chest?What's the saying? 131 00:04:54,032 --> 00:04:55,599 I think it's playing itclose to the -- 132 00:04:55,643 --> 00:04:57,079 Doesn't matter.Who's the guy? 133 00:04:57,122 --> 00:04:59,124 No! No, there's nothingeven to tell. 134 00:04:59,168 --> 00:05:00,778 The only thing we've done ismake eyes at each other 135 00:05:00,822 --> 00:05:03,694 over our masks andsome light finger brushing. 136 00:05:03,738 --> 00:05:05,130 I'm sorry,finger brushing? 137 00:05:05,174 --> 00:05:06,480 Yeah! 138 00:05:06,523 --> 00:05:07,611 How very"Pride and Prejudice" of you. 139 00:05:07,655 --> 00:05:10,092 Yes! Yes. See?Thank you! Thank you. 140 00:05:10,135 --> 00:05:12,442 It's, uh --It's Victorian. 141 00:05:12,486 --> 00:05:14,052 Uh, Georgian.Whatever! 142 00:05:14,096 --> 00:05:15,445 It's annoying,is what it is.I like it. 143 00:05:15,489 --> 00:05:16,751 No, it's... 144 00:05:16,794 --> 00:05:18,056 You don't even know.Oh, after you, Captain. 145 00:05:18,100 --> 00:05:19,754 By all means.[ Sighs ] 146 00:05:19,797 --> 00:05:21,756 Come on, Gibson.[ Chuckles ] 147 00:05:21,799 --> 00:05:23,148 I'm not the captain. 148 00:05:23,192 --> 00:05:25,150 She just asked me to bein charge while she's gone. 149 00:05:25,194 --> 00:05:26,587 Jack: Yeah, no, okay.What? 150 00:05:26,630 --> 00:05:28,415 I-I just think it'sinteresting, that's all. 151 00:05:28,457 --> 00:05:29,546 That, you know,we're both lieutenants, 152 00:05:29,590 --> 00:05:31,156 yet she decided to putyou in charge 153 00:05:31,200 --> 00:05:32,636 while onbereavement leave.Oh. 154 00:05:32,680 --> 00:05:33,681 I just thinkit's interesting.You think -- Uh, well, 155 00:05:33,724 --> 00:05:34,682 you want meto explain it to you? 156 00:05:34,725 --> 00:05:36,074 Okay.See, Bishop likes me 157 00:05:36,118 --> 00:05:37,249 more than she likes you. 158 00:05:37,293 --> 00:05:40,427 Oh. Ohh!Yeah, uh... 159 00:05:40,470 --> 00:05:42,429 Y-Yeah, no, you know what?That's actually helpful. 160 00:05:42,472 --> 00:05:43,386 So thank you. 161 00:05:43,430 --> 00:05:45,388 And, uh,just to remind you. 162 00:05:45,432 --> 00:05:46,476 The whole reasonBishop's out is 'cause 163 00:05:46,520 --> 00:05:48,391 her girlfriend's brothergot murdered. 164 00:05:48,435 --> 00:05:50,611 So maybe let's not makethis a competition. 165 00:05:52,569 --> 00:05:54,354 And now I feel like an ass. 166 00:05:54,397 --> 00:05:55,832 [ Sighs ] 167 00:05:57,748 --> 00:05:59,097 Andy: Hey. 168 00:05:59,141 --> 00:06:01,143 Huh!Warren, hey, uh -- 169 00:06:01,186 --> 00:06:02,623 I didn't think you'dbe here today. 170 00:06:02,666 --> 00:06:03,711 Oh.I called in a sub. 171 00:06:03,754 --> 00:06:05,060 I-I need to be here. 172 00:06:05,103 --> 00:06:06,278 I-I needto help people. 173 00:06:06,322 --> 00:06:08,324 I-I get that.I'm the same way. 174 00:06:08,368 --> 00:06:10,326 But are you sureyou shouldn't... 175 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:12,197 Please don't say it....be at home? 176 00:06:12,241 --> 00:06:13,416 Look, my -- my kidsdidn't know DeLuca. 177 00:06:13,460 --> 00:06:15,549 And they just losttheir grandmother. 178 00:06:15,592 --> 00:06:18,421 They don't need all my extragrief up in their space. 179 00:06:18,465 --> 00:06:19,857 Yeah, I-I was justgonna ask Bishop 180 00:06:19,901 --> 00:06:21,337 if I could beon desk duty. 181 00:06:21,381 --> 00:06:22,643 Bishop's on bereavementwith Carina. 182 00:06:22,686 --> 00:06:25,210 Right, right. 183 00:06:25,254 --> 00:06:26,951 S-So you're --Acting captain. 184 00:06:28,779 --> 00:06:31,347 [ Sighing ] Alright,you're on desk duty. 185 00:06:31,391 --> 00:06:32,783 Go ahead. 186 00:06:32,827 --> 00:06:35,220 Hey, head intothe barn for testing. 187 00:06:35,264 --> 00:06:41,401 ♪♪ 188 00:06:41,444 --> 00:06:47,319 ♪♪ 189 00:06:47,363 --> 00:06:48,451 Hey. 190 00:06:48,495 --> 00:06:50,235 I know this looks crazy. 191 00:06:50,279 --> 00:06:51,367 Not any crazier thanfinding you 192 00:06:51,411 --> 00:06:54,109 lying in the hallwayat 3:00 a.m. 193 00:06:54,152 --> 00:06:56,981 I can't getcomfortable anywhere. 194 00:06:57,025 --> 00:07:00,289 You want to give the bedor the couch another shot? 195 00:07:00,332 --> 00:07:02,117 Too soft. 196 00:07:02,160 --> 00:07:04,554 Hm? 197 00:07:04,598 --> 00:07:07,470 When something is too softand nice and comfortable 198 00:07:07,514 --> 00:07:09,516 right now, it makes mewant to cry, 199 00:07:09,559 --> 00:07:12,606 and I can't cry anymorebecause it's exhausting 200 00:07:12,649 --> 00:07:15,913 and it gives me a headache,and I'm already so tired, 201 00:07:15,957 --> 00:07:19,177 but I can't fall asleep,and sleeping is the only thing 202 00:07:19,221 --> 00:07:20,788 that will turn offthe crazy guilt 203 00:07:20,831 --> 00:07:22,616 screaming in my brain. 204 00:07:22,659 --> 00:07:25,749 So I'm in the showerto try to fall asleep. 205 00:07:25,793 --> 00:07:28,839 Carina...none of thisis your fault. 206 00:07:28,883 --> 00:07:30,014 Hm. 207 00:07:30,058 --> 00:07:31,973 You want to scream? 208 00:07:32,016 --> 00:07:33,278 Would that make youfeel better? 209 00:07:35,411 --> 00:07:36,717 Okay. 210 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:38,501 Then scream. 211 00:07:38,545 --> 00:07:43,419 ♪♪ 212 00:07:43,463 --> 00:07:45,943 Your brother died,Carina. 213 00:07:45,987 --> 00:07:46,988 You're allowed towake up the neighbors. 214 00:07:47,031 --> 00:07:48,598 He didn't die. 215 00:07:48,642 --> 00:07:49,860 He was murdered. 216 00:07:49,904 --> 00:07:50,905 Scream. 217 00:07:51,819 --> 00:07:53,168 [ Groans ] 218 00:07:54,822 --> 00:07:56,867 [ Sighs heavily ] 219 00:07:56,911 --> 00:07:59,000 [ Weakly ] Ahh. 220 00:07:59,043 --> 00:08:01,698 [ Sobbing ]Andrea. 221 00:08:05,572 --> 00:08:07,399 [ Sighs ] 222 00:08:07,443 --> 00:08:12,796 ♪♪ 223 00:08:12,840 --> 00:08:14,581 [ Crying ] T-Too soft. 224 00:08:14,624 --> 00:08:15,669 Too soft, too soft. 225 00:08:15,712 --> 00:08:18,149 Okay, I'm sorry.Sorry. 226 00:08:18,193 --> 00:08:21,675 ♪♪ 227 00:08:21,718 --> 00:08:24,547 [ Sighs shakily ] 228 00:08:24,591 --> 00:08:32,947 ♪♪ 229 00:08:37,168 --> 00:08:39,649 Well, how about you?Uh, are you, uh, dating? 230 00:08:39,693 --> 00:08:41,433 Well, I mean,I tried to. 231 00:08:41,477 --> 00:08:44,654 I had a few online drinkswith a few guys. 232 00:08:44,698 --> 00:08:47,135 And then the whole"Let mebe your daddy" thing 233 00:08:47,178 --> 00:08:48,571 happened and --Yeah. 234 00:08:48,615 --> 00:08:50,486 Yeah, that would make menever want to have sex again. 235 00:08:50,530 --> 00:08:52,227 [ Chuckles ]Yeah. 236 00:08:52,270 --> 00:08:55,230 You know, um,Alicia found a picture of 237 00:08:55,273 --> 00:08:57,537 some guy's junk on my phonebefore I came out to her. 238 00:08:57,580 --> 00:08:58,712 Oh, wow. 239 00:08:58,755 --> 00:09:00,017 It wasn't yours,so we're good. 240 00:09:00,061 --> 00:09:02,063 [ Chuckles ]Uh, I-I told her that 241 00:09:02,106 --> 00:09:04,108 it was probably justone of the guys from school 242 00:09:04,152 --> 00:09:05,327 playing a dumb prank. 243 00:09:05,370 --> 00:09:07,111 Like, you know,"locker room" crap. 244 00:09:07,155 --> 00:09:08,591 I thought I was done for. 245 00:09:08,635 --> 00:09:11,855 I packed my bags,ready for her to kick me out. 246 00:09:11,899 --> 00:09:12,595 She believed it. 247 00:09:12,639 --> 00:09:15,076 Wow. 248 00:09:15,119 --> 00:09:19,341 I find that, um,people are actually really good 249 00:09:19,384 --> 00:09:22,213 at lying to themselves whenit's for self-preservation. 250 00:09:22,257 --> 00:09:25,173 [ Buzzer ] 251 00:09:25,216 --> 00:09:26,740 Hey, is that -- 252 00:09:26,783 --> 00:09:29,220 My dad. 253 00:09:29,264 --> 00:09:30,874 Are you gonna -- 254 00:09:30,918 --> 00:09:33,181 Why is my dad here? 255 00:09:33,224 --> 00:09:34,922 Maybe he's hereto come out. 256 00:09:34,965 --> 00:09:36,140 [ Knocking on glass ] 257 00:09:36,184 --> 00:09:38,099 Travis! 258 00:09:38,142 --> 00:09:38,969 You gonna let me in? 259 00:09:39,013 --> 00:09:40,623 Put your mask on, Dad. 260 00:09:40,667 --> 00:09:43,583 Oh, mask for masc?Please stop. 261 00:09:43,626 --> 00:09:45,802 ♪♪ 262 00:09:45,846 --> 00:09:47,282 [ Buzzer ] 263 00:09:51,025 --> 00:09:52,722 Oh. 264 00:09:52,766 --> 00:09:53,941 From your mother. 265 00:09:53,984 --> 00:09:55,725 [ Door closes ] 266 00:09:55,769 --> 00:09:56,900 Why are you here, Dad? 267 00:09:56,944 --> 00:09:58,510 I'm gonna --I'm just gonna -- 268 00:09:58,554 --> 00:09:59,555 Yeah.Yeah. 269 00:09:59,599 --> 00:10:00,164 Good to see you. 270 00:10:04,038 --> 00:10:05,517 [ Mouthing words ] 271 00:10:06,475 --> 00:10:07,781 You've never even seenwhere I work, Dad. 272 00:10:07,824 --> 00:10:08,956 [ Door closes ]Spare the dramatics,Travis. 273 00:10:08,999 --> 00:10:10,044 I just brought cookies. 274 00:10:10,087 --> 00:10:12,133 Right. Travis.Dramatics. 275 00:10:12,176 --> 00:10:13,830 Travis the drama queen. 276 00:10:13,874 --> 00:10:16,441 Hey, you know, um,could you come over and help 277 00:10:16,485 --> 00:10:19,009 your mother and I installsecurity on our computer? 278 00:10:19,053 --> 00:10:20,750 Craziest thing happened. 279 00:10:20,794 --> 00:10:23,013 My Facebook page seemsto have gotten hacked. 280 00:10:23,057 --> 00:10:25,189 Someonestole my picture. 281 00:10:25,233 --> 00:10:26,408 Did they? 282 00:10:26,451 --> 00:10:28,149 Yeah, who knows where that'sgonna wind up. 283 00:10:28,192 --> 00:10:30,586 Yeah.[ Chuckles ] Huh. 284 00:10:30,630 --> 00:10:32,719 So this is how we'regonna talk about it? 285 00:10:32,762 --> 00:10:36,070 You're gonna make up a lieabout why I saw a shirtless pic 286 00:10:36,113 --> 00:10:37,419 of you ona gay dating app? 287 00:10:37,462 --> 00:10:38,681 I don't know whatyou think you saw -- 288 00:10:38,725 --> 00:10:40,117 [ Klaxons sound ] 289 00:10:40,161 --> 00:10:42,206 Dispatch: Ladder 19, Aid Car 19 requested to 290 00:10:42,250 --> 00:10:44,992 2018 East Olive Avenue.Here, Dad. 291 00:10:45,035 --> 00:10:47,603 Maybe those cookies will helpwash down all that shame. 292 00:10:47,647 --> 00:10:51,259 [ Klaxons continue ] 293 00:10:51,302 --> 00:10:52,826 Montgomery, was that,uh, your dad? 294 00:10:52,869 --> 00:10:54,218 He seems kinda --Gay? 295 00:10:55,742 --> 00:10:58,788 Whoa, Probie, Probie.Probie sits in the probie seat. 296 00:10:58,832 --> 00:10:59,876 Come on, Gibson. 297 00:10:59,920 --> 00:11:01,095 Probie sits inthe probie seat, man. 298 00:11:01,138 --> 00:11:02,966 I'm sorry, but... 299 00:11:03,010 --> 00:11:04,359 How it's done. 300 00:11:04,402 --> 00:11:08,711 ♪♪ 301 00:11:08,755 --> 00:11:10,147 [ Sighs ] 302 00:11:11,627 --> 00:11:12,410 [ Door closes ] 303 00:11:13,629 --> 00:11:15,283 [ Siren wailing ] 304 00:11:15,326 --> 00:11:17,024 [ Horn honking ] 305 00:11:19,940 --> 00:11:21,158 I have to go to Italy. 306 00:11:21,202 --> 00:11:22,420 What?I have to tell my dad, 307 00:11:22,464 --> 00:11:24,292 and I think the best wayto do it is in person. 308 00:11:24,335 --> 00:11:25,728 Carina, take a breath.Let's talk this through. 309 00:11:25,772 --> 00:11:27,730 Because I don't know howhe's gonna react to the news, 310 00:11:27,774 --> 00:11:29,471 and I just need to be there incase he goes crazy or something. 311 00:11:29,514 --> 00:11:31,212 Okay, there are no flightsto Italy right now. 312 00:11:31,255 --> 00:11:33,040 The border is closedthere and here. 313 00:11:33,083 --> 00:11:33,997 And even ifyou could get there, 314 00:11:34,040 --> 00:11:36,521 we're in a pandemic,remember? 315 00:11:37,914 --> 00:11:40,395 [ Sighs ] I -- 316 00:11:40,438 --> 00:11:42,571 Okay, yeah, I have --Ah! 317 00:11:42,614 --> 00:11:44,225 Okay, I feel like there'sso much that I have to do, 318 00:11:44,268 --> 00:11:45,487 and I don'teven know how! 319 00:11:45,530 --> 00:11:47,010 Okay, what do --what do you want? 320 00:11:47,054 --> 00:11:48,403 What do you need?What can I do? 321 00:11:48,446 --> 00:11:50,274 I-I-I have to organizethe funeral, I have to -- 322 00:11:50,318 --> 00:11:51,754 I have to contacthis landlord, 323 00:11:51,798 --> 00:11:53,103 I have to call the bankto sort out 324 00:11:53,147 --> 00:11:54,104 all the detailsand paperwork. 325 00:11:54,148 --> 00:11:56,367 I have -- I have to tellmy dad. 326 00:11:56,411 --> 00:11:57,760 But what I want to do right nowis scream. 327 00:11:57,804 --> 00:12:00,807 I want to screamuntil my throat hurts 328 00:12:00,850 --> 00:12:03,505 more than my headand my stomach and my chest. 329 00:12:03,548 --> 00:12:06,334 I just want to scream so thatsome of this pressure goes away. 330 00:12:06,377 --> 00:12:08,597 So scream. Do it.Let it out. 331 00:12:08,640 --> 00:12:11,687 I can't. 332 00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:13,994 [ Breathing heavily ] 333 00:12:14,037 --> 00:12:16,605 I c-- I can't.I can't. 334 00:12:16,648 --> 00:12:18,781 I can't. 335 00:12:18,825 --> 00:12:21,784 ♪♪ 336 00:12:21,828 --> 00:12:23,438 [ Siren wailing ] 337 00:12:23,481 --> 00:12:24,656 "The pressure which isnormally found on 338 00:12:24,700 --> 00:12:25,788 a water distribution systemis known" -- 339 00:12:25,832 --> 00:12:27,007 Residual pressure. 340 00:12:27,050 --> 00:12:29,531 Can -- Can wejust not do this now? 341 00:12:29,574 --> 00:12:31,751 You asked me to help you studyfor the lieutenant's exam. 342 00:12:31,794 --> 00:12:33,665 I-I did.But that was before 343 00:12:33,709 --> 00:12:36,233 Chief Gregorycalled me. 344 00:12:36,277 --> 00:12:38,148 He says, althoughhe does condone 345 00:12:38,192 --> 00:12:40,281 what Sullivan and I didfor Jada and Shanice, 346 00:12:40,324 --> 00:12:42,370 and the charges weretechnically dropped, 347 00:12:42,413 --> 00:12:43,763 brass is concerned with 348 00:12:43,806 --> 00:12:46,113 my decisionto fight for change. 349 00:12:46,156 --> 00:12:48,071 [ Sighs ]You mean your decision 350 00:12:48,115 --> 00:12:49,769 to suethe police department. 351 00:12:49,812 --> 00:12:51,553 Mm-hmm.Well, yeah.I can see why. 352 00:12:51,596 --> 00:12:53,250 Gregory thinks I haveto choose between 353 00:12:53,294 --> 00:12:54,338 getting justicefor Joyce 354 00:12:54,382 --> 00:12:55,383 and applyingfor a promotion. 355 00:12:55,426 --> 00:12:56,558 And he won'tvouch for you? 356 00:12:56,601 --> 00:12:58,908 No. And if he did,would they listen? 357 00:12:58,952 --> 00:13:01,432 [ Muffled dance music thumping ] 358 00:13:01,476 --> 00:13:10,615 ♪♪ 359 00:13:10,659 --> 00:13:14,097 ♪♪ 360 00:13:14,141 --> 00:13:15,969 What is this place? 361 00:13:16,012 --> 00:13:18,362 I'm gonna guess,uh, dance academy? 362 00:13:18,406 --> 00:13:20,800 No. No, I grew up withdance academy kids. 363 00:13:20,843 --> 00:13:22,192 This is... 364 00:13:22,236 --> 00:13:23,890 Brother John:Fear is what tethers us 365 00:13:23,933 --> 00:13:26,109 to this Earth. 366 00:13:26,153 --> 00:13:30,853 I do not subscribeto fear! 367 00:13:30,897 --> 00:13:34,770 If I believe I can fly,I can fly! 368 00:13:34,814 --> 00:13:37,642 [ Cheering ] 369 00:13:37,686 --> 00:13:39,383 Yep. 370 00:13:39,427 --> 00:13:40,471 This is a cult. 371 00:13:40,515 --> 00:13:43,735 ♪♪ 372 00:13:47,130 --> 00:13:49,045 [ Dance music thumping ] 373 00:13:49,089 --> 00:13:51,265 Sir, you're not a bird.You're a guy. 374 00:13:51,308 --> 00:13:52,570 [ Sighs ] 375 00:13:52,614 --> 00:13:54,094 Alright.Just get out the bag. 376 00:13:54,137 --> 00:13:55,008 Shouldn't we waitfor PD? 377 00:13:56,487 --> 00:13:57,880 Are -- 378 00:13:57,924 --> 00:13:59,229 Copy that. 379 00:13:59,273 --> 00:14:00,665 Brother John:Our society is designed 380 00:14:00,709 --> 00:14:03,886 to raise uson fear and shame, 381 00:14:03,930 --> 00:14:07,542 on the suppressionof our humanity, 382 00:14:07,585 --> 00:14:09,544 on our connectedness. 383 00:14:09,587 --> 00:14:14,027 But when we come togetherand unlearn all that poison, 384 00:14:14,070 --> 00:14:16,507 anything is possible. 385 00:14:16,551 --> 00:14:17,987 I can feel that. 386 00:14:18,031 --> 00:14:19,771 The vibration. 387 00:14:19,815 --> 00:14:21,077 Do you feel that?! 388 00:14:21,121 --> 00:14:23,297 Can you feelthat vibration?! 389 00:14:23,340 --> 00:14:25,386 Oh, it's Marky Mark dayat the dance cult. Fun. 390 00:14:25,429 --> 00:14:28,737 My children, we haveunlearned the weight 391 00:14:28,780 --> 00:14:31,479 of shame and fear. 392 00:14:31,522 --> 00:14:35,309 Do you feel howpowerful we are now? 393 00:14:35,352 --> 00:14:39,835 Our collective vibrationis what will give me wings. 394 00:14:39,879 --> 00:14:41,445 I-I don't carehow much energy 395 00:14:41,489 --> 00:14:42,533 these people aregiving you. 396 00:14:42,577 --> 00:14:44,274 If you jump offthat roof, 397 00:14:44,318 --> 00:14:46,363 there's a good chanceyou won't survive. 398 00:14:46,407 --> 00:14:47,408 You don't understand 399 00:14:47,451 --> 00:14:49,366 what Brother John'sdoing here. 400 00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:51,586 You don't understandhow trapped you arein your own mind. 401 00:14:51,629 --> 00:14:52,761 Our minds are free! 402 00:14:52,804 --> 00:14:54,023 Free or on drugs? 403 00:14:54,067 --> 00:14:56,112 We don't do drugs.Mm. 404 00:14:56,156 --> 00:14:57,853 We're high onthe freedom of thought. 405 00:14:57,897 --> 00:15:00,682 We're high onthe magic of humanity 406 00:15:00,725 --> 00:15:03,076 that was beatenout of us as children. 407 00:15:03,119 --> 00:15:04,773 Right.We're high on breath -- 408 00:15:04,816 --> 00:15:05,861 Okay, let metell you something. 409 00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:06,993 If you don't putyour mask back on, 410 00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:07,950 you're gonna behigh on COVID. 411 00:15:10,300 --> 00:15:12,650 Can you believethese idiots? 412 00:15:12,694 --> 00:15:14,652 Dr. Warren Sterman.I live down the road a bit. 413 00:15:14,696 --> 00:15:16,045 I'm the one who called. 414 00:15:16,089 --> 00:15:17,612 Oh, youcalled.So, is anyone hurt? 415 00:15:17,655 --> 00:15:19,135 Not yet.But look at 'em. 416 00:15:20,354 --> 00:15:22,008 Okay. Alright.[ Sighs ] 417 00:15:22,051 --> 00:15:23,879 We need to getsomeone up there. 418 00:15:23,923 --> 00:15:26,055 Oh, pick me.Please. 419 00:15:26,099 --> 00:15:27,361 Winner winner,chicken dinner. 420 00:15:27,404 --> 00:15:30,233 Ugh, these people are notliving in reality. 421 00:15:30,277 --> 00:15:31,887 You can'ttalk sense to them. 422 00:15:31,931 --> 00:15:32,888 They just believewhatever 423 00:15:32,932 --> 00:15:34,368 their whack-job gurutells them. 424 00:15:34,411 --> 00:15:35,543 Brother John: Join us! 425 00:15:35,586 --> 00:15:37,588 All are welcome. 426 00:15:37,632 --> 00:15:40,940 Let your fearsmelt away. 427 00:15:40,983 --> 00:15:43,681 Feed on our vibrations. 428 00:15:43,725 --> 00:15:45,857 Well, I would,but I had a big breakfast. 429 00:15:45,901 --> 00:15:48,034 [ Laughs ] 430 00:15:48,077 --> 00:15:50,079 Do you mind telling mewhat you're doing up there? 431 00:15:50,123 --> 00:15:52,952 I'm demonstratingfaith. 432 00:15:52,995 --> 00:15:55,737 Faith in my people. 433 00:15:55,780 --> 00:15:57,608 Faith in my family. 434 00:15:57,652 --> 00:16:00,916 Faith that allthe work we do here 435 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:03,484 has driven us to this day.Dispatch, this is Ladder 19Incident Commander. 436 00:16:03,527 --> 00:16:04,876 Where is PD? 437 00:16:06,139 --> 00:16:08,532 No, sir. No. Bleach is notan effective remedy. 438 00:16:08,576 --> 00:16:10,056 It -- Uh -- 439 00:16:10,099 --> 00:16:12,058 Okay then.Hey, excuse me! 440 00:16:12,101 --> 00:16:14,451 Excuse me!Can you help? 441 00:16:14,495 --> 00:16:16,671 Uh, w-what happened, sir? 442 00:16:16,714 --> 00:16:17,672 [ Grunts ] 443 00:16:17,715 --> 00:16:19,195 It's pretty bad. 444 00:16:19,239 --> 00:16:20,414 Okay. 445 00:16:20,457 --> 00:16:22,024 Uh, looks likeit got you good. 446 00:16:22,068 --> 00:16:23,547 Uh, how'd you do it? 447 00:16:23,591 --> 00:16:25,332 I was so stupid. 448 00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:27,464 I-I've cut fabricthousands of times. 449 00:16:27,508 --> 00:16:29,684 But today I was distracted,and then the phone rang, 450 00:16:29,727 --> 00:16:32,556 and the fabric cutter justwent right over my finger. 451 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:34,863 Well, have a seat.Yeah. 452 00:16:37,779 --> 00:16:39,085 [ Whimpers ] 453 00:16:39,128 --> 00:16:40,434 Okay. 454 00:16:40,477 --> 00:16:41,304 Can I takea look at that? 455 00:16:41,348 --> 00:16:42,871 Yeah.[ Door closes ] 456 00:16:42,914 --> 00:16:44,090 Let's see here. 457 00:16:44,133 --> 00:16:45,308 Aah![ Grunts ] 458 00:16:45,352 --> 00:16:46,831 Okay, well, you don'thave nerve damage. 459 00:16:46,875 --> 00:16:48,703 But you're gonna needa hand surgeon. 460 00:16:48,746 --> 00:16:49,921 Are you sure? 461 00:16:49,965 --> 00:16:51,662 Are you sure you can't justfix it here? 462 00:16:51,706 --> 00:16:53,273 I'm a surgeon,but I'm not the one 463 00:16:53,316 --> 00:16:54,317 that you want to beseeing about this.Really? 464 00:16:54,361 --> 00:16:55,927 You're -- You'rea surgeon? 465 00:16:55,971 --> 00:16:57,364 Well, how lucky am I? 466 00:16:57,407 --> 00:17:00,019 I'm a general surgeon.But I don't specialize in -- 467 00:17:00,062 --> 00:17:01,890 No, well, I-I makemy living playing piano, 468 00:17:01,933 --> 00:17:03,979 and I really needthis finger. 469 00:17:04,022 --> 00:17:06,068 Well, then, you really needto get to a hospital. 470 00:17:06,112 --> 00:17:07,416 Now hold pressurewhile I call ahead. 471 00:17:07,461 --> 00:17:09,941 N-No, uh, I'm severelyimmunocompromised. 472 00:17:09,984 --> 00:17:12,291 I... 473 00:17:12,335 --> 00:17:15,338 I live with HIV. 474 00:17:15,382 --> 00:17:18,602 Please, there hasto be another option 475 00:17:18,646 --> 00:17:20,300 than goingto the hospital. 476 00:17:20,343 --> 00:17:22,388 I thought I readthat -- that Seattle Fire 477 00:17:22,432 --> 00:17:25,653 has some kind ofmobile surgery unit or... 478 00:17:25,695 --> 00:17:28,134 Yeah, it's, uh --it's no longer in commission. 479 00:17:28,176 --> 00:17:31,006 My friendlost his partner. 480 00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,443 They went to the hospitalfor chest pains, 481 00:17:33,487 --> 00:17:36,229 and three days later,he was on a ventilator. 482 00:17:36,272 --> 00:17:38,492 And three days after that,he was gone. 483 00:17:38,535 --> 00:17:42,322 So, no, I can't.I can't go there. 484 00:17:42,365 --> 00:17:45,107 I-I'll just --I'll just put ice on it 485 00:17:45,151 --> 00:17:46,804 and, um,hope that it heals. 486 00:17:46,848 --> 00:17:47,805 Uh, thank you. 487 00:17:47,849 --> 00:17:49,764 I -- I'm sorryto bother you. 488 00:17:49,807 --> 00:17:50,982 Well, no, wait.Wait, wait. 489 00:17:51,026 --> 00:17:52,332 Um... 490 00:17:52,375 --> 00:17:54,638 I -- I canhelp you. 491 00:17:54,682 --> 00:17:57,119 Okay, just, uh... 492 00:17:57,163 --> 00:17:59,165 Just promise you won'ttell anyone. 493 00:17:59,208 --> 00:18:00,470 Oh. Oh! 494 00:18:00,514 --> 00:18:01,776 Pinky swear. 495 00:18:01,819 --> 00:18:06,781 ♪♪ 496 00:18:06,824 --> 00:18:09,262 Did you sleep? 497 00:18:09,305 --> 00:18:10,698 No, but I tried. 498 00:18:10,741 --> 00:18:13,048 In the shower.Like a lunatic. 499 00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:15,181 Well, I got everythingsorted out 500 00:18:15,224 --> 00:18:16,834 with the funeral home. 501 00:18:16,878 --> 00:18:17,705 You called them? 502 00:18:17,748 --> 00:18:19,359 I called everyone. 503 00:18:19,402 --> 00:18:23,189 I did the whole list.I did all the things. 504 00:18:23,232 --> 00:18:24,581 Thank you. 505 00:18:24,625 --> 00:18:26,235 [ Refrigerator door opens ] 506 00:18:26,279 --> 00:18:27,889 No one has everdone that for me. 507 00:18:27,932 --> 00:18:29,369 [ Clatter,refrigerator door closes ] 508 00:18:29,412 --> 00:18:33,199 Any chance you couldcall my dad for me too? 509 00:18:34,896 --> 00:18:36,027 [ Inhales sharply ] 510 00:18:39,205 --> 00:18:40,162 [ Exhales sharply ] 511 00:18:40,206 --> 00:18:42,077 I wish I could. 512 00:18:42,121 --> 00:18:43,774 Mm-hmm.That's one you gotto do on your own. 513 00:18:43,818 --> 00:18:45,167 I know. 514 00:18:45,211 --> 00:18:47,561 I'm so scaredto tell him. 515 00:18:47,604 --> 00:18:49,084 I know. 516 00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,085 [ Sniffles ] 517 00:18:50,129 --> 00:18:51,347 I'm gonna try again. 518 00:18:51,391 --> 00:18:52,348 To sleep? 519 00:18:52,392 --> 00:18:54,002 To scream. 520 00:18:56,091 --> 00:18:59,094 [ Carina breathes shakily ] 521 00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,488 [ Siren wailing,dance music thumping ] 522 00:19:03,881 --> 00:19:05,231 Sullivan: Man,this thing is heavy. 523 00:19:05,274 --> 00:19:06,754 Travis: Been a while sinceyou moved a bag, huh? 524 00:19:06,797 --> 00:19:08,059 [ Vic chuckles ] 525 00:19:08,103 --> 00:19:09,670 Here we go. 526 00:19:09,713 --> 00:19:11,280 Vic: Don't worry.They can't touch us in uniform. 527 00:19:11,324 --> 00:19:12,368 Yeah, that's whatpisses me off. 528 00:19:12,412 --> 00:19:13,674 Sullivan: Miller,we need them. 529 00:19:13,717 --> 00:19:14,544 We have towork with them. 530 00:19:14,588 --> 00:19:18,548 ♪♪ 531 00:19:18,592 --> 00:19:22,596 [ Panting ] 532 00:19:22,639 --> 00:19:26,121 ♪♪ 533 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:27,078 [ Goggles clatter ] 534 00:19:27,122 --> 00:19:28,993 Damn it! 535 00:19:29,037 --> 00:19:33,172 ♪♪ 536 00:19:33,215 --> 00:19:35,435 Hey, man.I'm Jack. 537 00:19:35,478 --> 00:19:36,871 Brother Jack! 538 00:19:36,914 --> 00:19:38,481 Welcome! 539 00:19:38,525 --> 00:19:39,874 Dance with me. 540 00:19:39,917 --> 00:19:42,224 Uh, yeah, you do not wantto see me dance, trust me. 541 00:19:42,268 --> 00:19:44,444 Ah-ha-ha! 542 00:19:44,487 --> 00:19:45,967 Shame! 543 00:19:46,010 --> 00:19:48,535 Where does that shamecome from? 544 00:19:48,578 --> 00:19:50,232 Hey, brother, 545 00:19:50,276 --> 00:19:52,843 if that shame is too heavy,just sit down. 546 00:19:52,887 --> 00:19:54,802 Absorb this energy. 547 00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:57,761 How about you comesit over here with me? 548 00:19:57,805 --> 00:19:59,198 Away from the ledge. 549 00:19:59,241 --> 00:20:02,505 Buckner: Sir, you need tocome down right now! 550 00:20:02,549 --> 00:20:04,725 [ Crowd jeering ]Or what? 551 00:20:04,768 --> 00:20:06,335 You'll shoot me? 552 00:20:06,379 --> 00:20:08,207 Aw, man! 553 00:20:08,250 --> 00:20:10,992 The systems our world hasput into place 554 00:20:11,035 --> 00:20:13,777 to instill fearand control. 555 00:20:13,821 --> 00:20:15,518 And we eat it up! 556 00:20:15,562 --> 00:20:16,650 We do, man. 557 00:20:16,693 --> 00:20:17,912 We've been fed thatsince childhood. 558 00:20:17,955 --> 00:20:18,956 Right.Right? 559 00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:21,045 Yeah.Fear for breakfast. 560 00:20:21,089 --> 00:20:23,744 Fear for lunch.Fear for dinner. 561 00:20:23,787 --> 00:20:26,877 Like sugary cereal. 562 00:20:26,921 --> 00:20:29,097 Frosted Fear-i-o's! 563 00:20:29,140 --> 00:20:30,838 [ Cheers and laughter ] 564 00:20:30,881 --> 00:20:32,361 Brother Jack.Jack: Yeah? 565 00:20:32,405 --> 00:20:34,276 You're not dancing.Trust me,you really don't -- 566 00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:35,495 Come on, shake offsome of that shame. 567 00:20:35,538 --> 00:20:36,583 I don't dance.Come on! 568 00:20:36,626 --> 00:20:38,715 I d-- Okay, okay!Okay. 569 00:20:38,759 --> 00:20:40,108 I'm dancing.Okay? 570 00:20:40,151 --> 00:20:41,196 Louder. 571 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,763 How do youdance louder? 572 00:20:42,806 --> 00:20:45,548 Ask that little boy versionof yourself. 573 00:20:45,592 --> 00:20:48,029 "How do I dance...louder?!" 574 00:20:48,072 --> 00:20:49,509 I don't know what you'retalking about, man. 575 00:20:49,552 --> 00:20:51,293 I don't know how to dance --Okay! Okay! 576 00:20:51,337 --> 00:20:53,164 Okay. Okay. 577 00:20:53,208 --> 00:20:55,384 I'm dancing louder.Okay? 578 00:20:55,428 --> 00:20:58,431 I'm dancing louder.See? See? 579 00:20:58,474 --> 00:21:00,868 Dancing louder. 580 00:21:00,911 --> 00:21:03,218 Yeah! Louder! Ha! 581 00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:05,525 I feel a connection to you,Brother Jack. 582 00:21:05,568 --> 00:21:07,570 Good. Feel it over here.A soul connection, man. 583 00:21:07,614 --> 00:21:09,311 I feel you.[ Members gruntingrhythmically ] 584 00:21:09,355 --> 00:21:10,791 I've been you. 585 00:21:10,834 --> 00:21:12,227 Alone. 586 00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:13,924 Um, okay.Afraid. 587 00:21:13,968 --> 00:21:15,665 You're lost. 588 00:21:15,709 --> 00:21:17,363 Hey.Yeah? 589 00:21:17,406 --> 00:21:20,627 When was the last timeyou felt loved? 590 00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:23,456 Actually, wait.Better question. 591 00:21:23,499 --> 00:21:25,675 When was the last time 592 00:21:25,719 --> 00:21:28,983 you felt safe to love? 593 00:21:29,026 --> 00:21:29,897 I... 594 00:21:29,940 --> 00:21:31,290 Ah!Okay, alright. 595 00:21:31,333 --> 00:21:32,552 Okay, alright. 596 00:21:32,595 --> 00:21:34,162 Travis: This might bethe best day of my life. 597 00:21:34,205 --> 00:21:36,512 Yeah, I'm gonna need himto remember this. 598 00:21:37,687 --> 00:21:39,210 What the hell is wrongwith these people? 599 00:21:39,254 --> 00:21:40,386 [ Man speaking gibberish ] 600 00:21:40,429 --> 00:21:42,823 Is that guyhyperventilating? 601 00:21:42,866 --> 00:21:45,129 Maybeit's on purpose. 602 00:21:45,173 --> 00:21:47,828 I mean,they seem...happy. 603 00:21:48,785 --> 00:21:52,833 Calamana-skrinatchka-dancala! 604 00:21:52,876 --> 00:21:53,921 [ Thud ]Him less so. 605 00:21:58,534 --> 00:22:01,276 I'm tired, man.Can we sit? 606 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:03,844 You still haven't answeredmy question, Brother Jack. 607 00:22:03,887 --> 00:22:04,975 What was the question? 608 00:22:05,019 --> 00:22:07,108 I ask becauseI see your pain. 609 00:22:07,151 --> 00:22:09,893 It's so much betteron the other side. 610 00:22:09,937 --> 00:22:12,331 You can be onthat other side, too.No, no, there's no -- 611 00:22:12,374 --> 00:22:14,376 There's no pain.There's no pain, okay? 612 00:22:14,420 --> 00:22:16,509 Look, as long as we stay onthis side of the edge, 613 00:22:16,552 --> 00:22:17,336 I'm good. 614 00:22:17,379 --> 00:22:18,815 Why stay on the roof 615 00:22:18,859 --> 00:22:21,035 when you can dancein the stars? 616 00:22:21,078 --> 00:22:22,863 We must continueharvesting. 617 00:22:22,906 --> 00:22:24,952 Okay, what arewe harvesting, exactly? 618 00:22:24,995 --> 00:22:26,475 Energy. 619 00:22:26,519 --> 00:22:29,348 We got to get backto that spiritual self. 620 00:22:29,391 --> 00:22:31,393 When we all do, 621 00:22:31,437 --> 00:22:34,527 we could fill the airwith such high vibration 622 00:22:34,570 --> 00:22:38,879 that when I jump,I willfly. 623 00:22:38,922 --> 00:22:39,749 Please don't jump, man.Dude! 624 00:22:39,793 --> 00:22:41,055 Come on, John. 625 00:22:41,098 --> 00:22:42,578 This guy's stillplanning to fly, 626 00:22:42,622 --> 00:22:44,363 so, uh, getthat bag ready. 627 00:22:44,406 --> 00:22:46,713 Sir, why don't you justtake a breather. 628 00:22:46,756 --> 00:22:49,280 Oh!That was a pretty hard fallyou took back there. 629 00:22:49,324 --> 00:22:50,456 [ Whimpers ]And it looks like 630 00:22:50,499 --> 00:22:53,328 you dislocated your shoulder,for starters. 631 00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:55,678 That's got to hurt.Pain is onlyin the flesh. 632 00:22:55,722 --> 00:22:58,725 Yep. Well, that's whatI meant by "hurt." 633 00:22:58,768 --> 00:22:59,943 Oh, must keepvibrating! 634 00:22:59,987 --> 00:23:01,292 Okay,you can keep vibrating. 635 00:23:01,336 --> 00:23:03,425 Just let us help youwhile you do it, okay? 636 00:23:03,469 --> 00:23:06,341 ♪♪ 637 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:07,690 Oh, my God. 638 00:23:07,734 --> 00:23:09,213 No. Oh, God. 639 00:23:09,257 --> 00:23:10,911 Did he just lick me?Yeah. Don't move. 640 00:23:10,954 --> 00:23:12,216 Don't move.Don't blink. 641 00:23:12,260 --> 00:23:13,870 Don't...breathe!Just stop.[ Siren wails ] 642 00:23:13,914 --> 00:23:15,394 Aah![ Car doors closing ] 643 00:23:15,437 --> 00:23:16,438 Wait. 644 00:23:16,482 --> 00:23:18,179 Wait, wait,wait, wait. 645 00:23:18,222 --> 00:23:19,180 What?Just, uh -- 646 00:23:19,223 --> 00:23:20,529 Just -- Just give methe pack. 647 00:23:20,573 --> 00:23:23,793 Heads up! 648 00:23:23,837 --> 00:23:27,057 ♪♪ 649 00:23:28,494 --> 00:23:29,799 Jerry:This damn virus. 650 00:23:29,843 --> 00:23:32,498 Reminds me of the '80s. 651 00:23:32,541 --> 00:23:34,500 You, uh -- You lived throughthe AIDS crisis? 652 00:23:34,543 --> 00:23:35,849 [ Chuckles ] 653 00:23:35,892 --> 00:23:39,505 I went to college atthe Manhattan School of Music. 654 00:23:39,548 --> 00:23:43,204 My first time away from home,first time in a big city. 655 00:23:43,247 --> 00:23:45,162 It was such freedom.[ Chuckles ] 656 00:23:45,206 --> 00:23:46,860 I felt I could float. 657 00:23:46,903 --> 00:23:48,731 But then... 658 00:23:48,775 --> 00:23:52,343 the plague came. 659 00:23:52,387 --> 00:23:56,478 "Gay-Related Immune Deficiency,"they called it. 660 00:23:56,522 --> 00:23:59,438 GRID.Everyone panicked. 661 00:23:59,481 --> 00:24:02,179 The queer communitywas isolated. 662 00:24:02,223 --> 00:24:06,096 I lost friend after friendafter friend. 663 00:24:06,140 --> 00:24:09,796 And I'd worked so hardto live out loud, 664 00:24:09,839 --> 00:24:13,669 and suddenly,I was back in the fear. 665 00:24:13,713 --> 00:24:15,105 And the shame. 666 00:24:15,149 --> 00:24:16,933 Afraid to get closeto anyone. 667 00:24:16,977 --> 00:24:19,849 Afraid to evenlive my life. 668 00:24:19,893 --> 00:24:22,069 Kinda like now. 669 00:24:22,112 --> 00:24:23,766 No one knowshow it's spread, 670 00:24:23,810 --> 00:24:25,551 and there's so muchmisinformation, 671 00:24:25,594 --> 00:24:27,509 and the politiciansrefusing to even 672 00:24:27,553 --> 00:24:29,816 acknowledgethat it's real. 673 00:24:29,859 --> 00:24:32,471 Suddenly,I'm 22 again. 674 00:24:32,514 --> 00:24:34,603 And scared to death. 675 00:24:34,647 --> 00:24:37,040 [ Clears throat ] 676 00:24:38,564 --> 00:24:40,217 Gideon: Calamana! 677 00:24:40,261 --> 00:24:42,132 Vic: Dude.Skrinatchka! 678 00:24:42,176 --> 00:24:43,264 Hey, dude. Come on.Let's just -- 679 00:24:43,307 --> 00:24:44,004 Dancala!Dude. Dude! 680 00:24:44,047 --> 00:24:45,135 You could --Sir. 681 00:24:45,179 --> 00:24:46,310 Come on,we're just trying 682 00:24:46,354 --> 00:24:47,398 to give you somemedical attention, okay? 683 00:24:47,442 --> 00:24:48,791 No! Sir -- 684 00:24:48,835 --> 00:24:51,272 Sir, please getyour hands off me. 685 00:24:51,315 --> 00:24:54,101 Sir, back away now. 686 00:24:54,144 --> 00:24:55,102 Okay, come on. 687 00:24:55,145 --> 00:24:56,103 Wicklund:Hey, Miller. 688 00:24:56,146 --> 00:24:57,496 Vic: Feel better?Come on. 689 00:24:57,539 --> 00:24:59,062 Hey, listen, I just wantto say I'm sorry. 690 00:24:59,106 --> 00:25:00,673 Okay? What Schneider didthat day -- 691 00:25:00,716 --> 00:25:02,109 But youdidn't stop it. 692 00:25:02,152 --> 00:25:04,111 You saw what he was doing,you stood there, 693 00:25:04,154 --> 00:25:05,329 and you let it happen. 694 00:25:05,373 --> 00:25:07,418 It all happened so fast.I'm sorry. 695 00:25:07,462 --> 00:25:08,942 I-I reported himlater. 696 00:25:08,985 --> 00:25:10,813 Look, I'm not even talkingabout what they did to me. 697 00:25:10,857 --> 00:25:12,119 It's those girls. 698 00:25:12,162 --> 00:25:13,163 If we hadn't gonein that building, 699 00:25:13,207 --> 00:25:14,556 those girlswould be gone. 700 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:15,383 You dounderstand that,right? 701 00:25:15,426 --> 00:25:16,906 I do. 702 00:25:16,950 --> 00:25:18,821 He's suspended, okay? 703 00:25:18,865 --> 00:25:19,866 Pending investigation. 704 00:25:19,909 --> 00:25:21,345 Well,congratulations, man. 705 00:25:21,389 --> 00:25:22,564 You picked the bad appleout of the barrel. 706 00:25:22,608 --> 00:25:28,091 ♪♪ 707 00:25:34,620 --> 00:25:35,664 [ Sighs ] 708 00:25:35,708 --> 00:25:36,752 You showered. 709 00:25:36,796 --> 00:25:38,188 Mm.I was already there, 710 00:25:38,232 --> 00:25:40,147 and I couldn't sleep,so, um... 711 00:25:42,497 --> 00:25:45,456 I didn't want to call you whenI was in the car with Andrea 712 00:25:45,500 --> 00:25:48,590 because I knew you wouldtalk me out of it. 713 00:25:48,634 --> 00:25:51,550 And tell me to makemy brother stop. 714 00:25:51,593 --> 00:25:52,594 Tell me thatit was dangerous. 715 00:25:52,638 --> 00:25:54,291 And you did. 716 00:25:54,335 --> 00:25:56,598 And you were right. 717 00:25:56,642 --> 00:26:00,776 And I still think --I feel like this is -- 718 00:26:00,820 --> 00:26:02,822 Why?Why didn't I stop him? 719 00:26:02,865 --> 00:26:04,954 This is --This is all my fault. 720 00:26:04,998 --> 00:26:06,565 This is -- I --My brother is dead 721 00:26:06,608 --> 00:26:07,566 because I'm an idiot. 722 00:26:07,609 --> 00:26:09,829 Hey, hey, hey,hey, hey. 723 00:26:09,872 --> 00:26:11,570 Listen to me.None of this is your fault. 724 00:26:11,613 --> 00:26:12,919 Whose fault is it,then? 725 00:26:12,962 --> 00:26:14,007 Who am I supposedto blame? 726 00:26:14,050 --> 00:26:15,748 Who?Blame me! 727 00:26:15,791 --> 00:26:17,445 We have to getsome of this off of you. 728 00:26:17,488 --> 00:26:19,621 I will take it.Blame me. 729 00:26:19,665 --> 00:26:21,318 I should have gottento you sooner. 730 00:26:21,362 --> 00:26:23,364 I should have been there.Blame me. 731 00:26:23,407 --> 00:26:24,757 Maya, this isnot your fault. 732 00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:26,323 Then why is it yours? 733 00:26:26,367 --> 00:26:28,804 Because Ilet himon that train! 734 00:26:28,848 --> 00:26:30,763 Idid that. 735 00:26:30,806 --> 00:26:32,852 I -- I --Hey. 736 00:26:32,895 --> 00:26:34,767 Give me the guilt, okay?Give me the -- the blame. 737 00:26:34,810 --> 00:26:36,682 Give me the partthat stings the most. 738 00:26:36,725 --> 00:26:39,554 Okay, let me hold on to itfor a -- a little while. 739 00:26:39,598 --> 00:26:40,903 And when you're feelinga little stronger, 740 00:26:40,947 --> 00:26:42,426 you canhave it all back. 741 00:26:42,470 --> 00:26:44,646 [ Inhales deeply ]I promise. 742 00:26:44,690 --> 00:26:49,782 ♪♪ 743 00:26:49,825 --> 00:26:50,739 Too soft.I'm sorry. 744 00:26:50,783 --> 00:26:52,436 Mm.[ Sniffles ] 745 00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:55,744 ♪♪ 746 00:26:55,788 --> 00:26:57,746 Brother John: A mancan't dance on his rooftop 747 00:26:57,790 --> 00:26:59,269 on a beautiful day?Okay, we're shuttingthe music down. 748 00:26:59,313 --> 00:27:00,140 What do youwant to do? 749 00:27:00,183 --> 00:27:01,228 [ Sighs ]I want to let 750 00:27:01,271 --> 00:27:02,795 my lieutenant trya little longer 751 00:27:02,838 --> 00:27:04,057 to get him down. 752 00:27:04,100 --> 00:27:05,014 Dr. Sterman:Watch out for this guy. 753 00:27:05,058 --> 00:27:06,407 He may look nuts, 754 00:27:06,450 --> 00:27:08,365 but he's a charmerand he's dangerous. 755 00:27:08,409 --> 00:27:10,846 Oh.Gibson will be okay. 756 00:27:10,890 --> 00:27:12,500 He's pretty charminghimself. 757 00:27:12,543 --> 00:27:13,632 [ Microphone feedback,static crackling ] 758 00:27:13,675 --> 00:27:15,634 John, please,just take a step back. 759 00:27:15,677 --> 00:27:18,288 The energy is full.It's almost time. 760 00:27:18,332 --> 00:27:20,116 John, please.You're gonna get hurt. 761 00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,379 Is that a good reasonnot to do something? 762 00:27:22,423 --> 00:27:23,946 So that youdon't get hurt? 763 00:27:23,990 --> 00:27:26,514 You run awayfrom danger. 764 00:27:26,557 --> 00:27:28,037 John,I'm a firefighter. 765 00:27:28,081 --> 00:27:30,866 My job is literallyto run into danger. 766 00:27:30,910 --> 00:27:34,087 But real danger...you run from. 767 00:27:37,873 --> 00:27:40,397 [ Microphone feedback ] 768 00:27:40,441 --> 00:27:42,748 ♪♪ 769 00:27:42,791 --> 00:27:46,186 Everyone here has learnedthe same lessons as you, Jack. 770 00:27:46,229 --> 00:27:49,537 All my children came to meso bruised and alone 771 00:27:49,580 --> 00:27:52,627 from a lifetime of pain. 772 00:27:52,671 --> 00:27:54,890 Brother Jack,you have the look in your eye 773 00:27:54,934 --> 00:27:57,719 that so manyof my followers do. 774 00:27:57,763 --> 00:27:58,807 You crave family. 775 00:27:58,851 --> 00:28:00,722 You crave stewardship. 776 00:28:00,766 --> 00:28:01,723 Love. 777 00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:03,377 I'm good, man.I have love. 778 00:28:03,420 --> 00:28:05,379 You're an orphan. 779 00:28:05,422 --> 00:28:07,990 Well, guess what?[ Members gasp ] 780 00:28:08,034 --> 00:28:09,818 I'm an orphan, too. 781 00:28:09,862 --> 00:28:12,473 That's why I builtthis family. 782 00:28:14,083 --> 00:28:18,479 You don't like being alone,do you, Jack? 783 00:28:18,522 --> 00:28:20,089 Scary, isn't it? 784 00:28:20,133 --> 00:28:23,571 ♪♪ 785 00:28:23,614 --> 00:28:25,660 But look at my children. 786 00:28:25,704 --> 00:28:27,706 See how full they are. 787 00:28:27,749 --> 00:28:30,143 John, please,just take one step back. 788 00:28:30,186 --> 00:28:31,318 Please. 789 00:28:31,361 --> 00:28:32,928 Just one. 790 00:28:32,972 --> 00:28:35,191 I'll take a stepif you talk to me. 791 00:28:35,235 --> 00:28:36,627 Okay, okay. 792 00:28:36,671 --> 00:28:39,021 Tell me about your heart.Are you lonely? 793 00:28:39,065 --> 00:28:41,197 Yeah, some-- sometimes.Yeah. 794 00:28:41,241 --> 00:28:42,329 I'm gonna needmore than that. 795 00:28:42,372 --> 00:28:43,373 Okay, okay, okay! 796 00:28:43,417 --> 00:28:45,245 I-I just, uh --I just moved in 797 00:28:45,288 --> 00:28:47,290 with this -- this womanand her son, 798 00:28:47,334 --> 00:28:49,771 and she's great, but... 799 00:28:49,815 --> 00:28:51,207 But you're scared? 800 00:28:51,251 --> 00:28:53,775 Scared to open up?Scared to feel? 801 00:28:53,819 --> 00:28:55,777 Scared to lose? 802 00:28:55,821 --> 00:28:57,126 What are their names? 803 00:28:57,170 --> 00:28:59,607 Inara and Marcus. 804 00:28:59,650 --> 00:29:02,479 ♪♪ 805 00:29:02,523 --> 00:29:05,221 And you can't fully loveInara and Marcus, can you? 806 00:29:05,265 --> 00:29:07,746 No, I -- I can,I just... 807 00:29:07,789 --> 00:29:09,835 We all haveemotional injuries 808 00:29:09,878 --> 00:29:14,361 from our lives thatprevent us from loving. 809 00:29:14,404 --> 00:29:17,320 If you cut the fearfrom your heart, 810 00:29:17,364 --> 00:29:20,106 you canlove them. 811 00:29:20,149 --> 00:29:23,413 I want to show youwhat love looks like. 812 00:29:23,457 --> 00:29:29,637 I want you to know whatfearlessness feels like. 813 00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:34,076 ♪♪ 814 00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:35,599 No, don't! 815 00:29:41,127 --> 00:29:43,607 ♪ Higher, your lovehas set me free ♪ 816 00:29:43,651 --> 00:29:45,566 ♪ Now nothing's out of reach 817 00:29:45,609 --> 00:29:47,655 ♪ Higher, higher 818 00:29:47,698 --> 00:29:48,787 ♪ Ooh 819 00:29:48,830 --> 00:29:50,614 ♪ I run the days intothe night ♪ 820 00:29:50,658 --> 00:29:53,400 ♪ I feel my heartis going rogue here ♪ 821 00:29:53,443 --> 00:29:55,532 ♪ But I kinda love it 822 00:29:55,576 --> 00:29:58,057 ♪ Yeah, I will go 823 00:29:58,100 --> 00:30:00,494 [ All gasp ] 824 00:30:00,537 --> 00:30:03,105 [ Crowd murmuring ] 825 00:30:09,546 --> 00:30:11,026 [ Cheering ]♪ Higher 826 00:30:11,070 --> 00:30:12,854 ♪ Your love has set me free 827 00:30:12,898 --> 00:30:14,595 ♪ Now nothing's out of reach 828 00:30:14,638 --> 00:30:17,816 ♪ Higher, higher 829 00:30:17,859 --> 00:30:19,165 ♪ Higher 830 00:30:19,208 --> 00:30:21,254 ♪ I'm stronger now, I'm free 831 00:30:21,297 --> 00:30:22,995 ♪ I'm who I wanna be 832 00:30:23,038 --> 00:30:25,867 ♪ Higher, higher 833 00:30:25,911 --> 00:30:27,913 ♪ This ain't nogive or take, no ♪ 834 00:30:27,956 --> 00:30:30,045 ♪ I've learnedfrom my mistakes, ohh ♪ 835 00:30:30,089 --> 00:30:32,004 ♪ I'm so much stronger now 836 00:30:32,047 --> 00:30:33,962 ♪ I'm so much stronger now 837 00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:36,312 ♪ This ain't no give or take 838 00:30:36,356 --> 00:30:38,184 ♪ I've learnedfrom my mistakes ♪ 839 00:30:38,227 --> 00:30:40,316 ♪ I'm so muchstronger now, ohh ♪ 840 00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:41,840 What do you want? 841 00:30:41,883 --> 00:30:43,363 I'm sorry, Miller, but I got toask him a few questions. 842 00:30:43,406 --> 00:30:44,320 He's got warrants for -- 843 00:30:44,364 --> 00:30:45,669 Montgomery,switch with me. 844 00:30:45,713 --> 00:30:47,106 Yeah. 845 00:30:48,585 --> 00:30:50,805 He'll take careof you. 846 00:30:51,762 --> 00:30:53,416 Sir, there's been reportsof suspicious activity coming -- 847 00:30:53,460 --> 00:30:54,940 Can you meet usat Grey-Sloan? 848 00:30:54,983 --> 00:30:56,158 Talk to him after we'vegot him assessed. 849 00:30:56,202 --> 00:30:58,944 We got to go. 850 00:30:58,987 --> 00:31:00,510 Sure. Yeah.Okay. 851 00:31:02,599 --> 00:31:03,949 Hey. 852 00:31:03,992 --> 00:31:05,907 Can I, uh,ride with him? 853 00:31:05,951 --> 00:31:08,083 Join me, Brother Jack. 854 00:31:09,128 --> 00:31:10,303 You two bond up there? 855 00:31:10,346 --> 00:31:12,479 We got a lot in common. 856 00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:17,223 [ Siren wailing ] 857 00:31:17,266 --> 00:31:19,181 Grey-Sloan,this is Aid Car 19. 858 00:31:19,225 --> 00:31:21,053 We're headed towards you witha 50-year-old male 859 00:31:21,096 --> 00:31:23,925 with abdominal pain,possible internal bleeding. 860 00:31:23,969 --> 00:31:27,624 Aren't we all bleedinginternally, in many ways? 861 00:31:27,668 --> 00:31:28,625 [ Chuckles ] 862 00:31:28,669 --> 00:31:29,539 You shouldn't talk. 863 00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:30,932 [ Laughs ] 864 00:31:30,976 --> 00:31:33,630 [ Coughs ] 865 00:31:33,674 --> 00:31:35,371 Were you trying to die? 866 00:31:35,415 --> 00:31:36,982 I was trying to fly. 867 00:31:37,025 --> 00:31:38,897 But you must have knownthat you were gonna fall. 868 00:31:38,940 --> 00:31:40,159 But I didn't fall. 869 00:31:40,202 --> 00:31:42,074 I leapt. 870 00:31:42,117 --> 00:31:47,470 And for that momentof pure freedom, 871 00:31:47,514 --> 00:31:49,429 it was worth it. 872 00:31:49,472 --> 00:31:57,785 ♪♪ 873 00:31:57,828 --> 00:31:59,526 Sullivan: [ Groans ] 874 00:31:59,569 --> 00:32:00,614 You okay? 875 00:32:00,657 --> 00:32:03,051 Ugh, my back. 876 00:32:03,095 --> 00:32:05,358 Does probie needa little IcyHot? 877 00:32:05,401 --> 00:32:07,316 [ Chuckles ] Alright. 878 00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:09,753 Talk to me when you've had asmany hot saves as me. 879 00:32:09,797 --> 00:32:11,581 Ooh.[ Chuckles ] 880 00:32:15,237 --> 00:32:17,109 We have to workwith them, Miller. 881 00:32:17,152 --> 00:32:18,632 Every day. 882 00:32:18,675 --> 00:32:20,112 Uh, yeah.Yeah, I know that. 883 00:32:20,155 --> 00:32:22,941 Well, then you needto fix your face. 884 00:32:22,984 --> 00:32:24,725 Have you ever thought thatthe reason why things 885 00:32:24,768 --> 00:32:27,815 haven't changed for usis because we're so quick 886 00:32:27,858 --> 00:32:29,295 to fix our faces? 887 00:32:29,338 --> 00:32:32,080 Well, it is what it is.They need us, we need them. 888 00:32:32,124 --> 00:32:33,342 Look, if you can't workwith them, just -- 889 00:32:33,386 --> 00:32:36,867 I can workwith them just fine. 890 00:32:36,911 --> 00:32:40,132 I just don't think I haveto fix my face to do it. 891 00:32:42,525 --> 00:32:44,353 Nobody asks Batmanto fix his face. 892 00:32:44,397 --> 00:32:45,615 I'm sorry.Are you Batman? 893 00:32:45,659 --> 00:32:49,010 Yeah. I am, in this uniform.We all are. 894 00:32:49,054 --> 00:32:51,882 We're heroes. 895 00:32:51,926 --> 00:32:54,233 And heroes don't have tofix their faces. 896 00:32:58,672 --> 00:33:00,587 Jerry: You're, uh -- You'reworried about the rule-breaking. 897 00:33:00,630 --> 00:33:03,111 No, I'm -- I'm good. 898 00:33:03,155 --> 00:33:05,809 But even better, you'regood. 899 00:33:05,853 --> 00:33:08,943 You should have full function ofthat finger in about a month. 900 00:33:15,776 --> 00:33:17,691 You're not good. 901 00:33:17,734 --> 00:33:19,345 I know the look. 902 00:33:19,388 --> 00:33:21,042 You've lost peoplefrom the virus? 903 00:33:23,044 --> 00:33:24,263 Of course you have. 904 00:33:24,306 --> 00:33:26,004 You're a doctor,a first responder. 905 00:33:26,047 --> 00:33:27,570 So's my wife. 906 00:33:27,614 --> 00:33:29,007 Oh, but she didn't -- 907 00:33:29,050 --> 00:33:30,443 N-No, no.Thank God. 908 00:33:30,486 --> 00:33:32,662 But, uh...her mother. 909 00:33:32,706 --> 00:33:34,055 I'm sorry. 910 00:33:34,099 --> 00:33:35,665 And a few days ago,a friend of mine. 911 00:33:35,709 --> 00:33:38,059 He was a doctor, too.But not from the virus. 912 00:33:38,103 --> 00:33:40,931 He was, uh --he was murdered. 913 00:33:40,975 --> 00:33:44,152 Wait, not --not that handsome young man 914 00:33:44,196 --> 00:33:46,546 who was chasingthat sex predator? 915 00:33:46,589 --> 00:33:48,635 Oh!I saw that on the news. 916 00:33:48,678 --> 00:33:51,116 I said a prayer. 917 00:33:51,159 --> 00:33:53,727 You hate to lose anyone,of course, 918 00:33:53,770 --> 00:33:56,164 but someonethat attractive? 919 00:33:56,208 --> 00:33:57,905 [ Chuckles ] 920 00:33:57,948 --> 00:34:00,299 Oh, I'm so sorry,I shouldn't joke. 921 00:34:00,342 --> 00:34:02,257 It's just howI've learned to cope. 922 00:34:02,301 --> 00:34:04,390 And I've hadto cope a lot. 923 00:34:04,433 --> 00:34:07,915 With this pandemicand the one back then. 924 00:34:07,958 --> 00:34:10,525 You see, you feel like you'redrowning in your own grief. 925 00:34:10,570 --> 00:34:13,355 You barely get a chanceto catch your breath, 926 00:34:13,399 --> 00:34:15,183 and then you'repulled back down. 927 00:34:15,226 --> 00:34:19,100 Thrashing, not knowingwhich way is up. 928 00:34:19,143 --> 00:34:21,668 You forgethow to breathe. 929 00:34:21,710 --> 00:34:24,888 Or even that you should. 930 00:34:24,931 --> 00:34:28,978 But there's that one thing,that life preserver 931 00:34:29,023 --> 00:34:31,895 that will keep you afloatfor just a few minutes 932 00:34:31,938 --> 00:34:34,114 so you cansave your energy. 933 00:34:34,159 --> 00:34:37,466 And you hang on tothat life preserver 934 00:34:37,510 --> 00:34:40,208 and let it keep you aliveun-until you're 935 00:34:40,252 --> 00:34:42,514 no longer at sea. 936 00:34:44,516 --> 00:34:46,127 I'd imagineyours is medicine. 937 00:34:46,170 --> 00:34:48,998 Helping old fools like me.[ Chuckles ] 938 00:34:49,043 --> 00:34:50,610 Mine is music. 939 00:34:50,652 --> 00:34:54,657 So thank you for patchingmy life preserver. 940 00:34:58,661 --> 00:35:00,707 ♪♪ 941 00:35:00,750 --> 00:35:02,578 [ Door opens ] 942 00:35:05,668 --> 00:35:07,757 [ Door closes ] 943 00:35:07,801 --> 00:35:09,759 [ Line ringing] 944 00:35:11,196 --> 00:35:14,155 Papa. Ciao. 945 00:35:14,199 --> 00:35:16,288 [ Speaking Italian ] 946 00:35:20,379 --> 00:35:22,120 [ Sighs ] 947 00:35:28,038 --> 00:35:29,214 Okay. 948 00:35:32,652 --> 00:35:35,350 Okay. Okay. 949 00:35:35,394 --> 00:35:37,135 Si. Ciao. 950 00:35:39,441 --> 00:35:40,529 He heard. 951 00:35:40,573 --> 00:35:41,661 What? 952 00:35:41,704 --> 00:35:43,576 He heard that Andrea diedtwo days ago. 953 00:35:43,619 --> 00:35:45,882 And he didn't call me. 954 00:35:45,926 --> 00:35:51,105 ♪♪ 955 00:35:57,198 --> 00:35:59,374 What?What are we doing? 956 00:36:04,249 --> 00:36:07,208 Okay, Maya,I'm not a child. 957 00:36:07,252 --> 00:36:08,557 I don't needa fire truck ride to feel -- 958 00:36:08,601 --> 00:36:09,602 [ Siren wails ]Maya! 959 00:36:09,645 --> 00:36:10,777 Scream. 960 00:36:10,820 --> 00:36:13,388 What?Scream! 961 00:36:13,432 --> 00:36:15,216 I can't.Do it! 962 00:36:15,260 --> 00:36:18,480 No, I can't --[ Screams ] 963 00:36:18,524 --> 00:36:20,221 I c-- I can't do it. 964 00:36:20,265 --> 00:36:21,831 [ Screams ] 965 00:36:23,703 --> 00:36:26,706 [ Screams ] 966 00:36:26,749 --> 00:36:28,882 [ Sobs ] 967 00:36:28,925 --> 00:36:31,624 [ Both screaming ] 968 00:36:34,975 --> 00:36:37,151 [ Screaming continues ] 969 00:36:39,675 --> 00:36:42,417 [ Both panting ] 970 00:36:42,461 --> 00:36:49,250 ♪♪ 971 00:36:49,294 --> 00:36:56,170 ♪♪ 972 00:36:56,562 --> 00:36:58,825 [ Whispering indistinctly ] 973 00:36:58,868 --> 00:37:01,131 You know, you could'vehad my back out there. 974 00:37:01,175 --> 00:37:03,221 Bumped me back tothe probie seat. 975 00:37:03,264 --> 00:37:04,526 Put me on bag. 976 00:37:04,570 --> 00:37:06,267 I'm just doingmy job, Sullivan. 977 00:37:06,311 --> 00:37:07,312 Sullivan? 978 00:37:07,355 --> 00:37:09,531 I'm sorry,is that not your name? 979 00:37:09,575 --> 00:37:11,707 It's Robert. 980 00:37:11,751 --> 00:37:13,100 At least that's what you calledme in bed this morning. 981 00:37:13,143 --> 00:37:14,449 Okay, stop it. 982 00:37:14,493 --> 00:37:16,277 I'm just trying tofinish this report. 983 00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:18,279 Alright.[ Sighs ] 984 00:37:18,323 --> 00:37:19,411 Andy, look at me. 985 00:37:19,454 --> 00:37:22,240 Okay, when we're at work,I'm not Andy. 986 00:37:22,283 --> 00:37:23,763 I'm Herrera. 987 00:37:23,806 --> 00:37:27,375 You -- You saidno special treatment. 988 00:37:27,419 --> 00:37:29,247 Okay. 989 00:37:29,290 --> 00:37:32,772 But you're gonna have tomake it up to me at home. 990 00:37:32,815 --> 00:37:35,078 Captain Herrera. 991 00:37:40,606 --> 00:37:42,564 Reporter: Expect a high near 52 degrees... 992 00:37:42,608 --> 00:37:43,957 Looks like Father Bust-A-Moveis gonna make it. 993 00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:45,306 Oh, good! 994 00:37:45,350 --> 00:37:48,048 He'll liveto dance another day. 995 00:37:48,091 --> 00:37:49,745 Spread your feet apart. 996 00:37:49,789 --> 00:37:52,008 I'm gonna need to apply pressure to your fingers. 997 00:37:52,052 --> 00:37:53,358 I don't want you to move. 998 00:37:53,401 --> 00:37:55,621 Can -- Can youjust change it? 999 00:37:55,664 --> 00:37:57,884 Do you have any weapons or sharp objects on your person? 1000 00:37:57,927 --> 00:37:59,407 [ Channel changes ] 1001 00:37:59,451 --> 00:38:00,974 You want to run throughsome test questions? 1002 00:38:01,017 --> 00:38:02,976 I decidedI'm not applying. 1003 00:38:03,019 --> 00:38:05,457 What? Why? 1004 00:38:05,500 --> 00:38:07,589 A crazed cult dudeputs a cop in a vise grip, 1005 00:38:07,633 --> 00:38:10,113 and they call him "sir."Okay. 1006 00:38:10,157 --> 00:38:12,202 I pull a kidnapped girlout of a burning building, 1007 00:38:12,246 --> 00:38:13,900 and they shove my headinto the pavement. 1008 00:38:13,943 --> 00:38:15,597 Yeah, yeah,but so what? 1009 00:38:15,641 --> 00:38:17,338 Look, you've known that's howit is your entire life. 1010 00:38:17,382 --> 00:38:19,732 Exactly.You have to apply, Miller. 1011 00:38:19,775 --> 00:38:21,342 Youhave to changethings, right? 1012 00:38:21,386 --> 00:38:23,692 Why? Why is it always uswho have to change things 1013 00:38:23,736 --> 00:38:24,954 or fix our faces? 1014 00:38:24,998 --> 00:38:26,391 Because it is. 1015 00:38:26,434 --> 00:38:28,393 And you still thinkthat by getting a seat 1016 00:38:28,436 --> 00:38:31,526 at the table, thatI'm gonna change anything? 1017 00:38:31,570 --> 00:38:33,789 Look at Gregory.Look at Sullivan. 1018 00:38:33,833 --> 00:38:37,967 No shade,but what has changed? 1019 00:38:38,011 --> 00:38:40,361 Yep.They say change 1020 00:38:40,405 --> 00:38:42,232 the system from the inside,and then you're inside, 1021 00:38:42,276 --> 00:38:43,973 and you're partof the system. 1022 00:38:44,017 --> 00:38:45,975 The only part of this jobthat's not corruptible, 1023 00:38:46,019 --> 00:38:50,110 the reason why I left,like, a cushy corporate life -- 1024 00:38:50,153 --> 00:38:51,459 it's the helping people part. 1025 00:38:51,503 --> 00:38:53,243 You know? 1026 00:38:53,287 --> 00:38:55,507 So I'm -- I'm gonnahelp Joyce. 1027 00:38:55,550 --> 00:38:57,552 And if that means that I haveto put my career 1028 00:38:57,596 --> 00:39:00,990 on the back burner, thenthat's what I'm gonna do. 1029 00:39:03,776 --> 00:39:05,081 Well, okay, then. 1030 00:39:05,125 --> 00:39:06,953 Fair enough. 1031 00:39:10,652 --> 00:39:12,175 I can't believea dude licked me today. 1032 00:39:12,219 --> 00:39:13,699 [ Chuckles ] 1033 00:39:13,742 --> 00:39:15,831 It's not funny. 1034 00:39:15,875 --> 00:39:18,138 I can't believeI'm kinda jealous. 1035 00:39:21,533 --> 00:39:29,541 ♪♪ 1036 00:39:29,584 --> 00:39:37,375 ♪♪ 1037 00:39:37,418 --> 00:39:41,422 Ruiz, Ruiz, Ruiz, Ruiz... 1038 00:39:41,466 --> 00:39:42,771 Okay. 1039 00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:45,774 [ Line ringing] 1040 00:39:45,818 --> 00:39:46,688 Theo: Hello? 1041 00:39:46,732 --> 00:39:48,211 Hi. It's Vic. 1042 00:39:48,255 --> 00:39:50,953 Hughes.It's -- It's Vic Hughes. 1043 00:39:50,997 --> 00:39:52,520 From Station 19. 1044 00:39:52,564 --> 00:39:54,087 Hey, what's up? 1045 00:39:54,130 --> 00:39:57,699 Hi. Uh, so, I got your numberfrom the sub sheet, but -- 1046 00:39:57,743 --> 00:39:58,483 You need a sub? 1047 00:39:58,526 --> 00:40:00,920 What? No. 1048 00:40:00,963 --> 00:40:02,443 No, sorry, did I, uh -- 1049 00:40:02,487 --> 00:40:03,966 Did I catch you ata bad time, or...? 1050 00:40:04,010 --> 00:40:06,012 Uh, kinda, yeah. 1051 00:40:06,055 --> 00:40:07,622 Yeah, I'm -- I'm sorry, 1052 00:40:07,666 --> 00:40:10,973 I'm actually about to meet someone. 1053 00:40:11,017 --> 00:40:13,019 Got it.Okay, um... 1054 00:40:13,062 --> 00:40:14,716 S-Sorry for the violation. 1055 00:40:14,760 --> 00:40:17,110 That was just... 1056 00:40:17,153 --> 00:40:19,286 Okay. Bye. 1057 00:40:21,506 --> 00:40:23,682 [ Knocking ] 1058 00:40:24,465 --> 00:40:28,034 Hi. Can I speak to, uh,Vic Hughes of Station 19? 1059 00:40:29,775 --> 00:40:31,080 [ Buzzer ] 1060 00:40:31,951 --> 00:40:35,215 Hi.Hi. 1061 00:40:35,258 --> 00:40:36,651 ♪ When you're numbto the touch ♪ 1062 00:40:36,695 --> 00:40:39,045 Silver lining. 1063 00:40:39,088 --> 00:40:40,176 Sorry to just show up -- 1064 00:40:40,220 --> 00:40:41,700 Uh, whenis your next swab? 1065 00:40:41,743 --> 00:40:43,223 For, uh, COVID. 1066 00:40:43,266 --> 00:40:45,138 When do youget tested again? 1067 00:40:45,181 --> 00:40:46,487 Tuesday.Perfect. Me too. 1068 00:40:46,531 --> 00:40:48,402 ♪ This too shall pass 1069 00:40:48,446 --> 00:40:51,144 ♪ It won't always be the same So...see you... 1070 00:40:51,187 --> 00:40:52,493 Wednesday?Yeah. 1071 00:40:52,537 --> 00:40:54,016 Yeah. 1072 00:40:54,060 --> 00:40:56,236 ♪ And every single scarthat you claim ♪ 1073 00:40:56,279 --> 00:40:59,544 ♪ Is a stone in the pathto this place ♪Oh! [ Laughs ] 1074 00:40:59,587 --> 00:41:01,110 Thanks. 1075 00:41:01,154 --> 00:41:02,764 ♪ And every single choicethat you made ♪ 1076 00:41:02,808 --> 00:41:05,027 Alright. 1077 00:41:05,071 --> 00:41:10,729 ♪ Has led you this way,so lay your head on me ♪ 1078 00:41:10,772 --> 00:41:13,427 ♪ Lay your head on me 1079 00:41:13,471 --> 00:41:15,124 Victorian. 1080 00:41:15,168 --> 00:41:19,128 ♪ Lay your head on me 1081 00:41:19,172 --> 00:41:20,042 ♪ Lay your head on me 1082 00:41:20,086 --> 00:41:21,957 Inara: Jack? 1083 00:41:22,001 --> 00:41:23,524 Is everything okay? 1084 00:41:23,568 --> 00:41:25,265 ♪ Someday we will be fine 1085 00:41:25,308 --> 00:41:27,049 ♪ Staring down the long night 1086 00:41:27,093 --> 00:41:29,008 ♪ Waiting for the sunrise 1087 00:41:29,051 --> 00:41:30,575 ♪ It's okay, it's all right 1088 00:41:30,618 --> 00:41:32,446 I'm taking a leap.[ Laughs ] 1089 00:41:32,490 --> 00:41:33,534 ♪ I've been therein your place ♪ 1090 00:41:33,578 --> 00:41:35,275 ♪ It's okay, it's all right 1091 00:41:35,318 --> 00:41:36,668 ♪ Just lay your head on me [ Cheering] 1092 00:41:36,711 --> 00:41:38,017 [ Laughs]♪ Lay your head on me 1093 00:41:38,060 --> 00:41:39,148 [ Laughs ] 1094 00:41:39,192 --> 00:41:41,237 ♪ Lay your head on me 1095 00:41:41,281 --> 00:41:43,065 What do you think? 1096 00:41:43,109 --> 00:41:44,545 ♪ Lay your head on me 1097 00:41:44,589 --> 00:41:47,026 Think that I could, uh,be your mom's boyfriend? 1098 00:41:47,069 --> 00:41:48,593 Oh, say yes, Marcus! 1099 00:41:48,636 --> 00:41:50,420 Say yes, yes! 1100 00:41:50,464 --> 00:41:51,639 ♪ Don't be afraid, love 1101 00:41:51,683 --> 00:41:54,337 [ Laughter ] 1102 00:41:55,643 --> 00:41:57,689 Aww! 1103 00:41:57,732 --> 00:42:00,039 Oh. [ Laughs ] 1104 00:42:00,082 --> 00:42:08,569 ♪♪ 1105 00:42:08,613 --> 00:42:16,664 ♪♪ 1106 00:42:16,708 --> 00:42:25,151 ♪♪ 1107 00:42:30,983 --> 00:42:39,513 ♪♪ 1108 00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:47,826 ♪♪ 1109 00:42:47,869 --> 00:42:56,225 ♪♪