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[ Alabama Shakes'
"This Feeling" plays ]

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♪ I just kept hoping ♪

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♪ I just kept hoping ♪

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♪ The way would become clear ♪

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♪♪

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♪ I spent all this time ♪

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♪ Tryna play nice ♪

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♪ And fight my way here ♪

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♪♪

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♪ See, I've been having me
a real hard time ♪

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♪ But it feels so nice ♪

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♪ To know I'm gonna be ♪

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♪ All right ♪
[ Exhaling ]

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♪♪

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♪ So, I just kept dreamin' ♪
[ Footsteps approach ]

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Tough shift?

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♪ Yeah, I just kept dreamin' ♪
[ Chuckles ]

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♪ It wasn't very hard ♪
Hasn't even started yet.

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Oof.
[ Chuckles ]

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Yeah,
you know it's bad when

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you're already
hating the world

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and you haven't even
gone in yet.

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♪ I spent all this time ♪

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I, uh...

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♪ Tryna figure out why ♪

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I saw the video.

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[ Exhales sharply ]

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It's messed up.

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[ Sighs ]

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So, I'm usually

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the person that finds
the good in all the bad.

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I ‐‐ I'm the silver linings
chick who cracks a joke

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even at the darkest
of times

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to bring everyone else
back up, but...

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Pretty hard to see
the silver lining in that.

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Yeah.

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You know, I'm pretty good at
silver linings myself.

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Yeah?

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Alright,
show me what you got.

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Okay.

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Let's go.

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[ Laughs ]
Hm?

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I feel like I shouldn't
even tell you this.

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Oh, my God, now you
have to tell me!

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Okay, um...

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I've been jogging up and down
this trail all morning

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on the off‐chance that
I might see you.

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♪♪

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Uh...

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♪ I just kept goin' ♪

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[ Both laugh ]

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No, it's not ‐‐
No, it's not ‐‐ it ‐‐

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Not so much
a silver lining...
Yeah.

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...as it is
an adorable confession.

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[ Laughs ] Okay.

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But ‐‐ [ Laughs ]
Okay.

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But it made you smile.
Yeah.

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[ Chuckles ]

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♪ I spent all this time ♪

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I haven't slept
for 48 hours.

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♪ Tryin' to find my way here ♪

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But I went for a run
because

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the first time you
asked me out, I, um ‐‐

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I was too scared
to say yes.

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♪ Please don't take
this feeling ♪

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So, I guess...

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S‐So you decided
to stalk me instead?

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Yeah, I guess so.
Like ‐‐ Okay. Got it.

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It worked!
Yeah, I guess it did.

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[ Laughing ] Right?

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♪ I have found at last ♪

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♪ Please don't take my feeling ♪

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♪ I have found at last ♪

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Andy: Okay.
Ooh.

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It's not Carina's
French toast, but...

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Mmm!

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...it's the only thing I know
how to make for breakfast.

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That looks amazing.

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Mm.

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I ‐‐ [ Laughs ]

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[ Gasps ] Oh!

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Um, Maya asked me to step in
for her for the week.

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Step in?

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As acting captain.

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Doesn't the department
usually send a sub

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for bereavement leave?

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Well, due to COVID
and pods and stuff,

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they said one of
the lieutenants could do it.

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And so she asked me.

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And...you've gone
all quiet.

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No, no. No.

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No.

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It's good.

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I'm happy for you.

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Yeah?
Yes.

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You were made for this.

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Plus, couldn't hurt to be
sleeping with the boss, right?

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No, no special treatment.
Mnh‐mnh.

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Just like when I was
your captain.

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Well, maybe a little
special treatment.

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Oh!
[ Both laugh ]

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Marsha: Oh, you're the best.
Thanks, kids.

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We're so happy that
you're feeling better.

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Ooh, so tell me
something juicy.

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I want some gossip.

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Uh, there's not, uh ‐‐
not really anything to report.

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Mnh‐mnh.

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Well, w‐what
about you two?

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When is that
gonna happen, huh?

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[ Chuckles ]

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Oh!
What?

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Don't you want to make
a dying woman happy?

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No, you're not ‐‐
you're not dying, okay?

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Not yet.

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Some good news
might help my odds.

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[ Laughs ]

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You have
a very gentle touch.

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Oh. [ Chuckles ]

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Well, we finally got
the smaller swabs, so...

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Hm. You know,
it's not the size,

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it's how you use it.

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Okay, guys, this is
bordering on inappropriate.

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You saw The Running Guy,
didn't you?

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I don't know.
Okay.

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So, Emmett,
here's the thing.

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Vic has a new crush,

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and it's a firefighter
at another station.

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Uh‐huh.
And she won't
tell me who it is.

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I am keeping this one
close to the vest.

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Chest?
What's the saying?

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I think it's playing it
close to the ‐‐

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Doesn't matter.
Who's the guy?

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No! No, there's nothing
even to tell.

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The only thing we've done is
make eyes at each other

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over our masks and
some light finger brushing.

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I'm sorry,
finger brushing?

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Yeah!

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How very
"Pride and Prejudice" of you.

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Yes! Yes. See?
Thank you! Thank you.

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It's, uh ‐‐
It's Victorian.

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Uh, Georgian.
Whatever!

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It's annoying,
is what it is.
I like it.

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No, it's...

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You don't even know.
Oh, after you, Captain.

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By all means.
[ Sighs ]

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Come on, Gibson.
[ Chuckles ]

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I'm not the captain.

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She just asked me to be
in charge while she's gone.

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Jack: Yeah, no, okay.
What?

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I‐I just think it's
interesting, that's all.

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That, you know,
we're both lieutenants,

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yet she decided to put
you in charge

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while on
bereavement leave.
Oh.

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I just think
it's interesting.
You think ‐‐ Uh, well,

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you want me
to explain it to you?

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Okay.
See, Bishop likes me

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more than she likes you.

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Oh. Ohh!
Yeah, uh...

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Y‐Yeah, no, you know what?
That's actually helpful.

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So thank you.

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And, uh,
just to remind you.

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The whole reason
Bishop's out is 'cause

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her girlfriend's brother
got murdered.

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So maybe let's not make
this a competition.

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And now I feel like an ass.

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[ Sighs ]

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Andy: Hey.

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Huh!
Warren, hey, uh ‐‐

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I didn't think you'd
be here today.

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Oh.
I called in a sub.

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I‐I need to be here.

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I‐I need
to help people.

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I‐I get that.
I'm the same way.

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But are you sure
you shouldn't...

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Please don't say it.
...be at home?

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Look, my ‐‐ my kids
didn't know DeLuca.

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And they just lost
their grandmother.

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They don't need all my extra
grief up in their space.

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Yeah, I‐I was just
gonna ask Bishop

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if I could be
on desk duty.

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Bishop's on bereavement
with Carina.

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Right, right.

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S‐So you're ‐‐
Acting captain.

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[ Sighing ] Alright,
you're on desk duty.

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Go ahead.

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Hey, head into
the barn for testing.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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Hey.

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I know this looks crazy.

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Not any crazier than
finding you

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lying in the hallway
at 3:00 a. m.

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I can't get
comfortable anywhere.

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You want to give the bed
or the couch another shot?

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Too soft.

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Hm?

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When something is too soft
and nice and comfortable

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right now, it makes me
want to cry,

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and I can't cry anymore
because it's exhausting

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and it gives me a headache,
and I'm already so tired,

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but I can't fall asleep,
and sleeping is the only thing

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that will turn off
the crazy guilt

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screaming in my brain.

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So I'm in the shower
to try to fall asleep.

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Carina...none of this
is your fault.

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Hm.

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You want to scream?

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Would that make you
feel better?

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Okay.

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Then scream.

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♪♪

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Your brother died,
Carina.

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You're allowed to
wake up the neighbors.

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He didn't die.

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He was murdered.

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Scream.

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[ Groans ]

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[ Sighs heavily ]

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[ Weakly ] Ahh.

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[ Sobbing ]
Andrea.

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[ Sighs ]

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♪♪

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[ Crying ] T‐Too soft.

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Too soft, too soft.

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Okay, I'm sorry.
Sorry.

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♪♪

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[ Sighs shakily ]

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♪♪

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Well, how about you?
Uh, are you, uh, dating?

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Well, I mean,
I tried to.

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I had a few online drinks
with a few guys.

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And then the whole
"Let me be your daddy" thing

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happened and ‐‐
Yeah.

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Yeah, that would make me
never want to have sex again.

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[ Chuckles ]
Yeah.

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You know, um,
Alicia found a picture of

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some guy's junk on my phone
before I came out to her.

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Oh, wow.

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It wasn't yours,
so we're good.

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[ Chuckles ]
Uh, I‐I told her that

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it was probably just
one of the guys from school

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playing a dumb prank.

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Like, you know,
"locker room" crap.

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I thought I was done for.

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I packed my bags,
ready for her to kick me out.

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She believed it.

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Wow.

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I find that, um,
people are actually really good

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at lying to themselves when
it's for self‐preservation.

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[ Buzzer ]

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Hey, is that ‐‐

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My dad.

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Are you gonna ‐‐

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Why is my dad here?

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Maybe he's here
to come out.

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[ Knocking on glass ]

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Travis!

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You gonna let me in?

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Put your mask on, Dad.

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Oh, mask for masc?
Please stop.

261
00:09:42,021 --> 00:09:44,232
♪♪

262
00:09:44,232 --> 00:09:45,650
[ Buzzer ]

263
00:09:49,403 --> 00:09:51,155
Oh.

264
00:09:51,155 --> 00:09:52,365
From your mother.

265
00:09:52,365 --> 00:09:54,158
[ Door closes ]

266
00:09:54,158 --> 00:09:55,326
Why are you here, Dad?

267
00:09:55,326 --> 00:09:56,911
I'm gonna ‐‐
I'm just gonna ‐‐

268
00:09:56,911 --> 00:09:57,954
Yeah.
Yeah.

269
00:09:57,954 --> 00:09:58,538
Good to see you.

270
00:10:02,416 --> 00:10:03,876
[ Mouthing words ]

271
00:10:04,835 --> 00:10:06,003
You've never even seen
where I work, Dad.

272
00:10:06,003 --> 00:10:07,421
[ Door closes ]
Spare the dramatics,
Travis.

273
00:10:07,421 --> 00:10:08,506
I just brought cookies.

274
00:10:08,506 --> 00:10:10,591
Right. Travis.
Dramatics.

275
00:10:10,591 --> 00:10:12,301
Travis the drama queen.

276
00:10:12,301 --> 00:10:14,887
Hey, you know, um,
could you come over and help

277
00:10:14,887 --> 00:10:17,473
your mother and I install
security on our computer?

278
00:10:17,473 --> 00:10:19,225
Craziest thing happened.

279
00:10:19,225 --> 00:10:21,477
My Facebook page seems
to have gotten hacked.

280
00:10:21,477 --> 00:10:23,646
Someone
stole my picture.

281
00:10:23,646 --> 00:10:24,772
Did they?

282
00:10:24,772 --> 00:10:26,566
Yeah, who knows where that's
gonna wind up.

283
00:10:26,566 --> 00:10:28,985
Yeah.
[ Chuckles ] Huh.

284
00:10:28,985 --> 00:10:31,153
So this is how we're
gonna talk about it?

285
00:10:31,153 --> 00:10:34,490
You're gonna make up a lie
about why I saw a shirtless pic

286
00:10:34,490 --> 00:10:35,825
of you on
a gay dating app?

287
00:10:35,825 --> 00:10:37,076
I don't know what
you think you saw ‐‐

288
00:10:37,076 --> 00:10:38,536
[ Klaxons sound ]

289
00:10:38,536 --> 00:10:40,621
Dispatch: Ladder 19,
Aid Car 19 requested to

290
00:10:40,621 --> 00:10:43,416
2018 East Olive Avenue.
Here, Dad.

291
00:10:43,416 --> 00:10:46,002
Maybe those cookies will help
wash down all that shame.

292
00:10:46,002 --> 00:10:49,714
[ Klaxons continue ]

293
00:10:49,714 --> 00:10:51,299
Montgomery, was that,
uh, your dad?

294
00:10:51,299 --> 00:10:52,633
He seems kinda ‐‐
Gay?

295
00:10:54,135 --> 00:10:57,263
Whoa, Probie, Probie.
Probie sits in the probie seat.

296
00:10:57,263 --> 00:10:58,264
Come on, Gibson.

297
00:10:58,264 --> 00:10:59,557
Probie sits in
the probie seat, man.

298
00:10:59,557 --> 00:11:01,434
I'm sorry, but...

299
00:11:01,434 --> 00:11:02,810
How it's done.

300
00:11:02,810 --> 00:11:07,189
♪♪

301
00:11:07,189 --> 00:11:08,524
[ Sighs ]

302
00:11:09,984 --> 00:11:10,776
[ Door closes ]

303
00:11:11,986 --> 00:11:13,696
[ Siren wailing ]

304
00:11:13,696 --> 00:11:15,406
[ Horn honking ]

305
00:11:18,326 --> 00:11:19,577
I have to go to Italy.

306
00:11:19,577 --> 00:11:20,786
What?
I have to tell my dad,

307
00:11:20,786 --> 00:11:22,705
and I think the best way
to do it is in person.

308
00:11:22,705 --> 00:11:23,956
Carina, take a breath.
Let's talk this through.

309
00:11:23,956 --> 00:11:26,167
Because I don't know how
he's gonna react to the news,

310
00:11:26,167 --> 00:11:27,877
and I just need to be there in
case he goes crazy or something.

311
00:11:27,877 --> 00:11:29,670
Okay, there are no flights
to Italy right now.

312
00:11:29,670 --> 00:11:31,505
The border is closed
there and here.

313
00:11:31,505 --> 00:11:32,465
And even if
you could get there,

314
00:11:32,465 --> 00:11:34,925
we're in a pandemic,
remember?

315
00:11:36,344 --> 00:11:38,846
[ Sighs ] I ‐‐

316
00:11:38,846 --> 00:11:41,015
Okay, yeah, I have ‐‐
Ah!

317
00:11:41,015 --> 00:11:42,683
Okay, I feel like there's
so much that I have to do,

318
00:11:42,683 --> 00:11:43,934
and I don't
even know how!

319
00:11:43,934 --> 00:11:45,478
Okay, what do ‐‐
what do you want?

320
00:11:45,478 --> 00:11:46,854
What do you need?
What can I do?

321
00:11:46,854 --> 00:11:48,731
I‐I‐I have to organize
the funeral, I have to ‐‐

322
00:11:48,731 --> 00:11:50,191
I have to contact
his landlord,

323
00:11:50,191 --> 00:11:51,525
I have to call the bank
to sort out

324
00:11:51,525 --> 00:11:52,526
all the details
and paperwork.

325
00:11:52,526 --> 00:11:54,779
I have ‐‐ I have to tell
my dad.

326
00:11:54,779 --> 00:11:56,197
But what I want to do right now
is scream.

327
00:11:56,197 --> 00:11:59,241
I want to scream
until my throat hurts

328
00:11:59,241 --> 00:12:01,911
more than my head
and my stomach and my chest.

329
00:12:01,911 --> 00:12:04,747
I just want to scream so that
some of this pressure goes away.

330
00:12:04,747 --> 00:12:06,999
So scream. Do it.
Let it out.

331
00:12:06,999 --> 00:12:10,127
I can't.

332
00:12:10,127 --> 00:12:12,463
[ Breathing heavily ]

333
00:12:12,463 --> 00:12:15,049
I c‐‐ I can't.
I can't.

334
00:12:15,049 --> 00:12:17,259
I can't.

335
00:12:17,259 --> 00:12:20,221
♪♪

336
00:12:20,221 --> 00:12:21,889
[ Siren wailing ]

337
00:12:21,889 --> 00:12:23,057
"The pressure which is
normally found on

338
00:12:23,057 --> 00:12:24,225
a water distribution system
is known" ‐‐

339
00:12:24,225 --> 00:12:25,476
Residual pressure.

340
00:12:25,476 --> 00:12:27,978
Can ‐‐ Can we
just not do this now?

341
00:12:27,978 --> 00:12:30,189
You asked me to help you study
for the lieutenant's exam.

342
00:12:30,189 --> 00:12:32,066
I‐I did.
But that was before

343
00:12:32,066 --> 00:12:34,652
Chief Gregory
called me.

344
00:12:34,652 --> 00:12:36,570
He says, although
he does condone

345
00:12:36,570 --> 00:12:38,698
what Sullivan and I did
for Jada and Shanice,

346
00:12:38,698 --> 00:12:40,783
and the charges were
technically dropped,

347
00:12:40,783 --> 00:12:42,159
brass is concerned with

348
00:12:42,159 --> 00:12:44,537
my decision
to fight for change.

349
00:12:44,537 --> 00:12:46,497
[ Sighs ]
You mean your decision

350
00:12:46,497 --> 00:12:48,165
to sue
the police department.

351
00:12:48,165 --> 00:12:49,959
Mm‐hmm.
Well, yeah.
I can see why.

352
00:12:49,959 --> 00:12:51,711
Gregory thinks I have
to choose between

353
00:12:51,711 --> 00:12:52,795
getting justice
for Joyce

354
00:12:52,795 --> 00:12:53,838
and applying
for a promotion.

355
00:12:53,838 --> 00:12:55,005
And he won't
vouch for you?

356
00:12:55,005 --> 00:12:57,383
No. And if he did,
would they listen?

357
00:12:57,383 --> 00:12:59,885
[ Muffled dance music thumping ]

358
00:12:59,885 --> 00:13:09,061
♪♪

359
00:13:09,061 --> 00:13:12,523
♪♪

360
00:13:12,523 --> 00:13:14,400
What is this place?

361
00:13:14,400 --> 00:13:16,777
I'm gonna guess,
uh, dance academy?

362
00:13:16,777 --> 00:13:19,196
No. No, I grew up with
dance academy kids.

363
00:13:19,196 --> 00:13:20,614
This is...

364
00:13:20,614 --> 00:13:22,324
Brother John:
Fear is what tethers us

365
00:13:22,324 --> 00:13:24,535
to this Earth.

366
00:13:24,535 --> 00:13:29,248
I do not subscribe
to fear!

367
00:13:29,248 --> 00:13:33,169
If I believe I can fly,
I can fly!

368
00:13:33,169 --> 00:13:36,088
[ Cheering ]

369
00:13:36,088 --> 00:13:37,840
Yep.

370
00:13:37,840 --> 00:13:38,924
This is a cult.

371
00:13:38,924 --> 00:13:42,136
♪♪

372
00:13:45,556 --> 00:13:47,516
[ Dance music thumping ]

373
00:13:47,516 --> 00:13:49,727
Sir, you're not a bird.
You're a guy.

374
00:13:49,727 --> 00:13:51,020
[ Sighs ]

375
00:13:51,020 --> 00:13:52,563
Alright.
Just get out the bag.

376
00:13:52,563 --> 00:13:54,341
Shouldn't we wait
for PD?

377
00:13:55,566 --> 00:13:56,425
Are ‐‐

378
00:13:56,425 --> 00:13:57,781
Copy that.

379
00:13:57,781 --> 00:13:59,199
Brother John:
Our society is designed

380
00:13:59,199 --> 00:14:02,453
to raise us
on fear and shame,

381
00:14:02,453 --> 00:14:06,081
on the suppression
of our humanity,

382
00:14:06,081 --> 00:14:08,083
on our connectedness.

383
00:14:08,083 --> 00:14:12,588
But when we come together
and unlearn all that poison,

384
00:14:12,588 --> 00:14:15,049
anything is possible.

385
00:14:15,049 --> 00:14:16,592
I can feel that.

386
00:14:16,592 --> 00:14:18,344
The vibration.

387
00:14:18,344 --> 00:14:19,678
Do you feel that?!

388
00:14:19,678 --> 00:14:21,889
Can you feel
that vibration?!

389
00:14:21,889 --> 00:14:23,974
Oh, it's Marky Mark day
at the dance cult. Fun.

390
00:14:23,974 --> 00:14:27,311
My children, we have
unlearned the weight

391
00:14:27,311 --> 00:14:30,064
of shame and fear.

392
00:14:30,064 --> 00:14:33,901
Do you feel how
powerful we are now?

393
00:14:33,901 --> 00:14:38,364
Our collective vibration
is what will give me wings.

394
00:14:38,364 --> 00:14:39,990
I‐I don't care
how much energy

395
00:14:39,990 --> 00:14:41,075
these people are
giving you.

396
00:14:41,075 --> 00:14:42,826
If you jump off
that roof,

397
00:14:42,826 --> 00:14:44,912
there's a good chance
you won't survive.

398
00:14:44,912 --> 00:14:45,913
You don't understand

399
00:14:45,913 --> 00:14:47,915
what Brother John's
doing here.

400
00:14:47,915 --> 00:14:50,125
You don't understand
how trapped you are
in your own mind.

401
00:14:50,125 --> 00:14:51,293
Our minds are free!

402
00:14:51,293 --> 00:14:52,586
Free or on drugs?

403
00:14:52,586 --> 00:14:54,672
We don't do drugs.
Mm.

404
00:14:54,672 --> 00:14:56,382
We're high on
the freedom of thought.

405
00:14:56,382 --> 00:14:59,259
We're high on
the magic of humanity

406
00:14:59,259 --> 00:15:01,679
that was beaten
out of us as children.

407
00:15:01,679 --> 00:15:03,347
Right.
We're high on breath ‐‐

408
00:15:03,347 --> 00:15:04,390
Okay, let me
tell you something.

409
00:15:04,390 --> 00:15:05,599
If you don't put
your mask back on,

410
00:15:05,599 --> 00:15:06,517
you're gonna be
high on COVID.

411
00:15:08,852 --> 00:15:11,230
Can you believe
these idiots?

412
00:15:11,230 --> 00:15:13,232
Dr. Warren Sterman.
I live down the road a bit.

413
00:15:13,232 --> 00:15:14,483
I'm the one who called.

414
00:15:14,483 --> 00:15:16,193
Oh, you called.
So, is anyone hurt?

415
00:15:16,193 --> 00:15:17,653
Not yet.
But look at 'em.

416
00:15:18,862 --> 00:15:20,572
Okay. Alright.
[ Sighs ]

417
00:15:20,572 --> 00:15:22,408
We need to get
someone up there.

418
00:15:22,408 --> 00:15:24,618
Oh, pick me.
Please.

419
00:15:24,618 --> 00:15:25,911
Winner winner,
chicken dinner.

420
00:15:25,911 --> 00:15:28,789
Ugh, these people are not
living in reality.

421
00:15:28,789 --> 00:15:30,416
You can't
talk sense to them.

422
00:15:30,416 --> 00:15:31,375
They just believe
whatever

423
00:15:31,375 --> 00:15:32,918
their whack‐job guru
tells them.

424
00:15:32,918 --> 00:15:34,086
Brother John: Join us!

425
00:15:34,086 --> 00:15:36,130
All are welcome.

426
00:15:36,130 --> 00:15:39,508
Let your fears
melt away.

427
00:15:39,508 --> 00:15:42,261
Feed on our vibrations.

428
00:15:42,261 --> 00:15:44,430
Well, I would,
but I had a big breakfast.

429
00:15:44,430 --> 00:15:46,640
[ Laughs ]

430
00:15:46,640 --> 00:15:48,684
Do you mind telling me
what you're doing up there?

431
00:15:48,684 --> 00:15:51,520
I'm demonstrating
faith.

432
00:15:51,520 --> 00:15:54,314
Faith in my people.

433
00:15:54,314 --> 00:15:56,191
Faith in my family.

434
00:15:56,191 --> 00:15:59,486
Faith that all
the work we do here

435
00:15:59,486 --> 00:16:02,030
has driven us to this day.
Dispatch, this is Ladder 19
Incident Commander.

436
00:16:02,030 --> 00:16:03,365
Where is PD?

437
00:16:04,658 --> 00:16:07,077
No, sir. No. Bleach is not
an effective remedy.

438
00:16:07,077 --> 00:16:08,620
It ‐‐ Uh ‐‐

439
00:16:08,620 --> 00:16:10,622
Okay then.
Hey, excuse me!

440
00:16:10,622 --> 00:16:13,000
Excuse me!
Can you help?

441
00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:15,210
Uh, w‐what happened, sir?

442
00:16:15,210 --> 00:16:16,211
[ Grunts ]

443
00:16:16,211 --> 00:16:17,755
It's pretty bad.

444
00:16:17,755 --> 00:16:18,964
Okay.

445
00:16:18,964 --> 00:16:20,591
Uh, looks like
it got you good.

446
00:16:20,591 --> 00:16:22,134
Uh, how'd you do it?

447
00:16:22,134 --> 00:16:23,927
I was so stupid.

448
00:16:23,927 --> 00:16:26,054
I‐I've cut fabric
thousands of times.

449
00:16:26,054 --> 00:16:28,265
But today I was distracted,
and then the phone rang,

450
00:16:28,265 --> 00:16:31,143
and the fabric cutter just
went right over my finger.

451
00:16:31,143 --> 00:16:33,395
Well, have a seat.
Yeah.

452
00:16:36,315 --> 00:16:37,691
[ Whimpers ]

453
00:16:37,691 --> 00:16:39,026
Okay.

454
00:16:39,026 --> 00:16:39,902
Can I take
a look at that?

455
00:16:39,902 --> 00:16:41,445
Yeah.
[ Door closes ]

456
00:16:41,445 --> 00:16:42,654
Let's see here.

457
00:16:42,654 --> 00:16:43,864
Aah!
[ Grunts ]

458
00:16:43,864 --> 00:16:45,365
Okay, well, you don't
have nerve damage.

459
00:16:45,365 --> 00:16:47,242
But you're gonna need
a hand surgeon.

460
00:16:47,242 --> 00:16:48,452
Are you sure?

461
00:16:48,452 --> 00:16:50,204
Are you sure you can't just
fix it here?

462
00:16:50,204 --> 00:16:51,830
I'm a surgeon,
but I'm not the one

463
00:16:51,830 --> 00:16:52,873
that you want to be
seeing about this.
Really?

464
00:16:52,873 --> 00:16:54,458
You're ‐‐ You're
a surgeon?

465
00:16:54,458 --> 00:16:55,918
Well, how lucky am I?

466
00:16:55,918 --> 00:16:58,545
I'm a general surgeon.
But I don't specialize in ‐‐

467
00:16:58,545 --> 00:17:00,422
No, well, I‐I make
my living playing piano,

468
00:17:00,422 --> 00:17:02,549
and I really need
this finger.

469
00:17:02,549 --> 00:17:04,635
Well, then, you really need
to get to a hospital.

470
00:17:04,635 --> 00:17:06,011
Now hold pressure
while I call ahead.

471
00:17:06,011 --> 00:17:08,514
N‐No, uh, I'm severely
immunocompromised.

472
00:17:08,514 --> 00:17:10,891
I...

473
00:17:10,891 --> 00:17:13,936
I live with HIV.

474
00:17:13,936 --> 00:17:17,189
Please, there has
to be another option

475
00:17:17,189 --> 00:17:18,899
than going
to the hospital.

476
00:17:18,899 --> 00:17:20,984
I thought I read
that ‐‐ that Seattle Fire

477
00:17:20,984 --> 00:17:24,196
has some kind of
mobile surgery unit or...

478
00:17:24,196 --> 00:17:26,698
Yeah, it's, uh ‐‐
it's no longer in commission.

479
00:17:26,698 --> 00:17:29,535
My friend
lost his partner.

480
00:17:29,535 --> 00:17:31,995
They went to the hospital
for chest pains,

481
00:17:31,995 --> 00:17:34,790
and three days later,
he was on a ventilator.

482
00:17:34,790 --> 00:17:37,042
And three days after that,
he was gone.

483
00:17:37,042 --> 00:17:40,879
So, no, I can't.
I can't go there.

484
00:17:40,879 --> 00:17:43,715
I‐I'll just ‐‐
I'll just put ice on it

485
00:17:43,715 --> 00:17:45,384
and, um,
hope that it heals.

486
00:17:45,384 --> 00:17:46,385
Uh, thank you.

487
00:17:46,385 --> 00:17:48,345
I ‐‐ I'm sorry
to bother you.

488
00:17:48,345 --> 00:17:49,555
Well, no, wait.
Wait, wait.

489
00:17:49,555 --> 00:17:50,931
Um...

490
00:17:50,931 --> 00:17:53,225
I ‐‐ I can help you.

491
00:17:53,225 --> 00:17:55,727
Okay, just, uh...

492
00:17:55,727 --> 00:17:57,771
Just promise you won't
tell anyone.

493
00:17:57,771 --> 00:17:59,064
Oh. Oh!

494
00:17:59,064 --> 00:18:00,357
Pinky swear.

495
00:18:00,357 --> 00:18:05,320
♪♪

496
00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:07,823
Did you sleep?

497
00:18:07,823 --> 00:18:09,241
No, but I tried.

498
00:18:09,241 --> 00:18:11,577
In the shower.
Like a lunatic.

499
00:18:11,577 --> 00:18:13,745
Well, I got everything
sorted out

500
00:18:13,745 --> 00:18:15,372
with the funeral home.

501
00:18:15,372 --> 00:18:16,248
You called them?

502
00:18:16,248 --> 00:18:17,916
I called everyone.

503
00:18:17,916 --> 00:18:21,753
I did the whole list.
I did all the things.

504
00:18:21,753 --> 00:18:23,130
Thank you.

505
00:18:23,130 --> 00:18:24,798
[ Refrigerator door opens ]

506
00:18:24,798 --> 00:18:26,466
No one has ever
done that for me.

507
00:18:26,466 --> 00:18:27,968
[ Clatter,
refrigerator door closes ]

508
00:18:27,968 --> 00:18:31,763
Any chance you could
call my dad for me too?

509
00:18:33,432 --> 00:18:34,558
[ Inhales sharply ]

510
00:18:37,728 --> 00:18:38,729
[ Exhales sharply ]

511
00:18:38,729 --> 00:18:40,647
I wish I could.

512
00:18:40,647 --> 00:18:42,357
Mm‐hmm.
That's one you got
to do on your own.

513
00:18:42,357 --> 00:18:43,775
I know.

514
00:18:43,775 --> 00:18:46,153
I'm so scared
to tell him.

515
00:18:46,153 --> 00:18:47,613
I know.

516
00:18:47,613 --> 00:18:48,614
[ Sniffles ]

517
00:18:48,614 --> 00:18:49,907
I'm gonna try again.

518
00:18:49,907 --> 00:18:50,908
To sleep?

519
00:18:50,908 --> 00:18:52,492
To scream.

520
00:18:54,578 --> 00:18:57,623
[ Carina breathes shakily ]

521
00:18:57,623 --> 00:19:00,000
[ Siren wailing,
dance music thumping ]

522
00:19:02,377 --> 00:19:03,712
Sullivan: Man,
this thing is heavy.

523
00:19:03,712 --> 00:19:05,297
Travis: Been a while since
you moved a bag, huh?

524
00:19:05,297 --> 00:19:06,632
[ Vic chuckles ]

525
00:19:06,632 --> 00:19:08,258
Here we go.

526
00:19:08,258 --> 00:19:09,885
Vic: Don't worry.
They can't touch us in uniform.

527
00:19:09,885 --> 00:19:10,969
Yeah, that's what
pisses me off.

528
00:19:10,969 --> 00:19:12,262
Sullivan: Miller,
we need them.

529
00:19:12,262 --> 00:19:13,138
We have to
work with them.

530
00:19:13,138 --> 00:19:17,142
♪♪

531
00:19:17,142 --> 00:19:21,188
[ Panting ]

532
00:19:21,188 --> 00:19:24,691
♪♪

533
00:19:24,691 --> 00:19:25,651
[ Goggles clatter ]

534
00:19:25,651 --> 00:19:27,527
Damn it!

535
00:19:27,527 --> 00:19:31,698
♪♪

536
00:19:31,698 --> 00:19:33,992
Hey, man.
I'm Jack.

537
00:19:33,992 --> 00:19:35,410
Brother Jack!

538
00:19:35,410 --> 00:19:37,037
Welcome!

539
00:19:37,037 --> 00:19:38,288
Dance with me.

540
00:19:38,288 --> 00:19:40,791
Uh, yeah, you do not want
to see me dance, trust me.

541
00:19:40,791 --> 00:19:43,001
Ah‐ha‐ha!

542
00:19:43,001 --> 00:19:44,503
Shame!

543
00:19:44,503 --> 00:19:47,089
Where does that shame
come from?

544
00:19:47,089 --> 00:19:48,799
Hey, brother,

545
00:19:48,799 --> 00:19:51,426
if that shame is too heavy,
just sit down.

546
00:19:51,426 --> 00:19:53,387
Absorb this energy.

547
00:19:53,387 --> 00:19:56,348
How about you come
sit over here with me?

548
00:19:56,348 --> 00:19:57,766
Away from the ledge.

549
00:19:57,766 --> 00:20:01,103
Buckner: Sir, you need to
come down right now!

550
00:20:01,103 --> 00:20:03,313
[ Crowd jeering ]
Or what?

551
00:20:03,313 --> 00:20:04,940
You'll shoot me?

552
00:20:04,940 --> 00:20:06,775
Aw, man!

553
00:20:06,775 --> 00:20:09,528
The systems our world has
put into place

554
00:20:09,528 --> 00:20:12,322
to instill fear
and control.

555
00:20:12,322 --> 00:20:14,074
And we eat it up!

556
00:20:14,074 --> 00:20:15,158
We do, man.

557
00:20:15,158 --> 00:20:16,451
We've been fed that
since childhood.

558
00:20:16,451 --> 00:20:17,494
Right.
Right?

559
00:20:17,494 --> 00:20:19,579
Yeah.
Fear for breakfast.

560
00:20:19,579 --> 00:20:22,291
Fear for lunch.
Fear for dinner.

561
00:20:22,291 --> 00:20:25,419
Like sugary cereal.

562
00:20:25,419 --> 00:20:27,629
Frosted Fear‐i‐o's!

563
00:20:27,629 --> 00:20:29,381
[ Cheers and laughter ]

564
00:20:29,381 --> 00:20:30,966
Brother Jack.
Jack: Yeah?

565
00:20:30,966 --> 00:20:32,843
You're not dancing.
Trust me,
you really don't ‐‐

566
00:20:32,843 --> 00:20:34,094
Come on, shake off
some of that shame.

567
00:20:34,094 --> 00:20:35,178
I don't dance.
Come on!

568
00:20:35,178 --> 00:20:37,306
I d‐‐ Okay, okay!
Okay.

569
00:20:37,306 --> 00:20:38,682
I'm dancing.
Okay?

570
00:20:38,682 --> 00:20:39,766
Louder.

571
00:20:39,766 --> 00:20:41,351
How do you
dance louder?

572
00:20:41,351 --> 00:20:44,146
Ask that little boy version
of yourself.

573
00:20:44,146 --> 00:20:46,606
"How do I dance...
louder?!"

574
00:20:46,606 --> 00:20:48,108
I don't know what you're
talking about, man.

575
00:20:48,108 --> 00:20:49,860
I don't know how to dance ‐‐
Okay! Okay!

576
00:20:49,860 --> 00:20:51,695
Okay. Okay.

577
00:20:51,695 --> 00:20:53,947
I'm dancing louder.
Okay?

578
00:20:53,947 --> 00:20:56,992
I'm dancing louder.
See? See?

579
00:20:56,992 --> 00:20:59,411
Dancing louder.

580
00:20:59,411 --> 00:21:01,747
Yeah! Louder! Ha!

581
00:21:01,747 --> 00:21:04,082
I feel a connection to you,
Brother Jack.

582
00:21:04,082 --> 00:21:06,126
Good. Feel it over here.
A soul connection, man.

583
00:21:06,126 --> 00:21:07,878
I feel you.
[ Members grunting
rhythmically ]

584
00:21:07,878 --> 00:21:09,338
I've been you.

585
00:21:09,338 --> 00:21:10,756
Alone.

586
00:21:10,756 --> 00:21:12,466
Um, okay.
Afraid.

587
00:21:12,466 --> 00:21:14,259
You're lost.

588
00:21:14,259 --> 00:21:15,969
Hey.
Yeah?

589
00:21:15,969 --> 00:21:19,222
When was the last time
you felt loved?

590
00:21:19,222 --> 00:21:22,059
Actually, wait.
Better question.

591
00:21:22,059 --> 00:21:24,269
When was the last time

592
00:21:24,269 --> 00:21:27,564
you felt safe to love?

593
00:21:27,564 --> 00:21:28,482
I...

594
00:21:28,482 --> 00:21:29,858
Ah!
Okay, alright.

595
00:21:29,858 --> 00:21:31,068
Okay, alright.

596
00:21:31,068 --> 00:21:32,694
Travis: This might be
the best day of my life.

597
00:21:32,694 --> 00:21:35,030
Yeah, I'm gonna need him
to remember this.

598
00:21:36,198 --> 00:21:37,741
What the hell is wrong
with these people?

599
00:21:37,741 --> 00:21:38,950
[ Man speaking gibberish ]

600
00:21:38,950 --> 00:21:41,370
Is that guy
hyperventilating?

601
00:21:41,370 --> 00:21:43,663
Maybe
it's on purpose.

602
00:21:43,663 --> 00:21:46,333
I mean,
they seem...happy.

603
00:21:47,250 --> 00:21:51,380
Calamana‐
skrinatchka‐dancala!

604
00:21:51,380 --> 00:21:52,798
[ Thud ]
Him less so.

605
00:21:57,094 --> 00:21:59,846
I'm tired, man.
Can we sit?

606
00:21:59,846 --> 00:22:02,432
You still haven't answered
my question, Brother Jack.

607
00:22:02,432 --> 00:22:03,558
What was the question?

608
00:22:03,558 --> 00:22:05,685
I ask because
I see your pain.

609
00:22:05,685 --> 00:22:08,480
It's so much better
on the other side.

610
00:22:08,480 --> 00:22:10,899
You can be on
that other side, too.
No, no, there's no ‐‐

611
00:22:10,899 --> 00:22:12,984
There's no pain.
There's no pain, okay?

612
00:22:12,984 --> 00:22:15,070
Look, as long as we stay on
this side of the edge,

613
00:22:15,070 --> 00:22:15,862
I'm good.

614
00:22:15,862 --> 00:22:17,364
Why stay on the roof

615
00:22:17,364 --> 00:22:19,574
when you can dance
in the stars?

616
00:22:19,574 --> 00:22:21,410
We must continue
harvesting.

617
00:22:21,410 --> 00:22:23,495
Okay, what are
we harvesting, exactly?

618
00:22:23,495 --> 00:22:25,038
Energy.

619
00:22:25,038 --> 00:22:27,874
We got to get back
to that spiritual self.

620
00:22:27,874 --> 00:22:29,960
When we all do,

621
00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:33,088
we could fill the air
with such high vibration

622
00:22:33,088 --> 00:22:37,467
that when I jump,
I will fly.

623
00:22:37,467 --> 00:22:38,343
Please don't jump, man.
Dude!

624
00:22:38,343 --> 00:22:39,636
Come on, John.

625
00:22:39,636 --> 00:22:41,179
This guy's still
planning to fly,

626
00:22:41,179 --> 00:22:42,931
so, uh, get
that bag ready.

627
00:22:42,931 --> 00:22:45,308
Sir, why don't you just
take a breather.

628
00:22:45,308 --> 00:22:47,853
Oh!
That was a pretty hard fall
you took back there.

629
00:22:47,853 --> 00:22:49,062
[ Whimpers ]
And it looks like

630
00:22:49,062 --> 00:22:51,898
you dislocated your shoulder,
for starters.

631
00:22:51,898 --> 00:22:54,276
That's got to hurt.
Pain is only
in the flesh.

632
00:22:54,276 --> 00:22:57,279
Yep. Well, that's what
I meant by "hurt."

633
00:22:57,279 --> 00:22:58,488
Oh, must keep
vibrating!

634
00:22:58,488 --> 00:22:59,823
Okay,
you can keep vibrating.

635
00:22:59,823 --> 00:23:01,992
Just let us help you
while you do it, okay?

636
00:23:01,992 --> 00:23:04,870
♪♪

637
00:23:04,870 --> 00:23:06,246
Oh, my God.

638
00:23:06,246 --> 00:23:07,747
No. Oh, God.

639
00:23:07,747 --> 00:23:09,458
Did he just lick me?
Yeah. Don't move.

640
00:23:09,458 --> 00:23:10,750
Don't move.
Don't blink.

641
00:23:10,750 --> 00:23:12,419
Don't...breathe!
Just stop.
[ Siren wails ]

642
00:23:12,419 --> 00:23:13,920
Aah!
[ Car doors closing ]

643
00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:14,963
Wait.

644
00:23:14,963 --> 00:23:16,715
Wait, wait,
wait, wait.

645
00:23:16,715 --> 00:23:17,757
What?
Just, uh ‐‐

646
00:23:17,757 --> 00:23:19,134
Just ‐‐ Just give me
the pack.

647
00:23:19,134 --> 00:23:22,387
Heads up!

648
00:23:22,387 --> 00:23:25,599
♪♪

649
00:23:27,017 --> 00:23:28,393
Jerry:
This damn virus.

650
00:23:28,393 --> 00:23:31,104
Reminds me of the '80s.

651
00:23:31,104 --> 00:23:33,106
You, uh ‐‐ You lived through
the AIDS crisis?

652
00:23:33,106 --> 00:23:34,316
[ Chuckles ]

653
00:23:34,316 --> 00:23:38,111
I went to college at
the Manhattan School of Music.

654
00:23:38,111 --> 00:23:41,740
My first time away from home,
first time in a big city.

655
00:23:41,740 --> 00:23:43,700
It was such freedom.
[ Chuckles ]

656
00:23:43,700 --> 00:23:45,410
I felt I could float.

657
00:23:45,410 --> 00:23:47,287
But then...

658
00:23:47,287 --> 00:23:50,874
the plague came.

659
00:23:50,874 --> 00:23:55,045
"Gay‐Related Immune Deficiency,"
they called it.

660
00:23:55,045 --> 00:23:57,964
GRID.
Everyone panicked.

661
00:23:57,964 --> 00:24:00,759
The queer community
was isolated.

662
00:24:00,759 --> 00:24:04,679
I lost friend after friend
after friend.

663
00:24:04,679 --> 00:24:08,391
And I'd worked so hard
to live out loud,

664
00:24:08,391 --> 00:24:12,270
and suddenly,
I was back in the fear.

665
00:24:12,270 --> 00:24:13,688
And the shame.

666
00:24:13,688 --> 00:24:15,524
Afraid to get close
to anyone.

667
00:24:15,524 --> 00:24:18,443
Afraid to even
live my life.

668
00:24:18,443 --> 00:24:20,612
Kinda like now.

669
00:24:20,612 --> 00:24:22,322
No one knows
how it's spread,

670
00:24:22,322 --> 00:24:24,115
and there's so much
misinformation,

671
00:24:24,115 --> 00:24:26,076
and the politicians
refusing to even

672
00:24:26,076 --> 00:24:28,370
acknowledge
that it's real.

673
00:24:28,370 --> 00:24:30,997
Suddenly,
I'm 22 again.

674
00:24:30,997 --> 00:24:33,166
And scared to death.

675
00:24:33,166 --> 00:24:35,544
[ Clears throat ]

676
00:24:37,045 --> 00:24:38,755
Gideon: Calamana!

677
00:24:38,755 --> 00:24:40,715
Vic: Dude.
Skrinatchka!

678
00:24:40,715 --> 00:24:41,841
Hey, dude. Come on.
Let's just ‐‐

679
00:24:41,841 --> 00:24:42,592
Dancala!
Dude. Dude!

680
00:24:42,592 --> 00:24:43,718
You could ‐‐
Sir.

681
00:24:43,718 --> 00:24:44,803
Come on,
we're just trying

682
00:24:44,803 --> 00:24:45,971
to give you some
medical attention, okay?

683
00:24:45,971 --> 00:24:47,389
No! Sir ‐‐

684
00:24:47,389 --> 00:24:49,849
Sir, please get
your hands off me.

685
00:24:49,849 --> 00:24:52,686
Sir, back away now.

686
00:24:52,686 --> 00:24:53,687
Okay, come on.

687
00:24:53,687 --> 00:24:54,688
Wicklund:
Hey, Miller.

688
00:24:54,688 --> 00:24:56,064
Vic: Feel better?
Come on.

689
00:24:56,064 --> 00:24:57,649
Hey, listen, I just want
to say I'm sorry.

690
00:24:57,649 --> 00:24:59,276
Okay? What Schneider did
that day ‐‐

691
00:24:59,276 --> 00:25:00,694
But you
didn't stop it.

692
00:25:00,694 --> 00:25:02,654
You saw what he was doing,
you stood there,

693
00:25:02,654 --> 00:25:03,863
and you let it happen.

694
00:25:03,863 --> 00:25:05,949
It all happened so fast.
I'm sorry.

695
00:25:05,949 --> 00:25:07,284
I‐I reported him
later.

696
00:25:07,284 --> 00:25:09,369
Look, I'm not even talking
about what they did to me.

697
00:25:09,369 --> 00:25:10,662
It's those girls.

698
00:25:10,662 --> 00:25:11,705
If we hadn't gone
in that building,

699
00:25:11,705 --> 00:25:13,081
those girls
would be gone.

700
00:25:13,081 --> 00:25:13,915
You do understand that,
right?

701
00:25:13,915 --> 00:25:15,458
I do.

702
00:25:15,458 --> 00:25:17,377
He's suspended, okay?

703
00:25:17,377 --> 00:25:18,420
Pending investigation.

704
00:25:18,420 --> 00:25:19,879
Well,
congratulations, man.

705
00:25:19,879 --> 00:25:21,562
You picked the bad apple
out of the barrel.

706
00:25:21,562 --> 00:25:26,636
♪♪

707
00:25:33,143 --> 00:25:34,269
[ Sighs ]

708
00:25:34,269 --> 00:25:35,353
You showered.

709
00:25:35,353 --> 00:25:36,771
Mm.
I was already there,

710
00:25:36,771 --> 00:25:38,690
and I couldn't sleep,
so, um...

711
00:25:41,026 --> 00:25:43,987
I didn't want to call you when
I was in the car with Andrea

712
00:25:43,987 --> 00:25:47,157
because I knew you would
talk me out of it.

713
00:25:47,157 --> 00:25:50,076
And tell me to make
my brother stop.

714
00:25:50,076 --> 00:25:51,119
Tell me that
it was dangerous.

715
00:25:51,119 --> 00:25:52,829
And you did.

716
00:25:52,829 --> 00:25:55,165
And you were right.

717
00:25:55,165 --> 00:25:59,336
And I still think ‐‐
I feel like this is ‐‐

718
00:25:59,336 --> 00:26:01,379
Why?
Why didn't I stop him?

719
00:26:01,379 --> 00:26:03,506
This is ‐‐
This is all my fault.

720
00:26:03,506 --> 00:26:05,133
This is ‐‐ I ‐‐
My brother is dead

721
00:26:05,133 --> 00:26:06,134
because I'm an idiot.

722
00:26:06,134 --> 00:26:08,428
Hey, hey, hey,
hey, hey.

723
00:26:08,428 --> 00:26:10,138
Listen to me.
None of this is your fault.

724
00:26:10,138 --> 00:26:11,514
Whose fault is it,
then?

725
00:26:11,514 --> 00:26:12,599
Who am I supposed
to blame?

726
00:26:12,599 --> 00:26:14,351
Who?
Blame me!

727
00:26:14,351 --> 00:26:16,019
We have to get
some of this off of you.

728
00:26:16,019 --> 00:26:18,188
I will take it.
Blame me.

729
00:26:18,188 --> 00:26:19,898
I should have gotten
to you sooner.

730
00:26:19,898 --> 00:26:21,941
I should have been there.
Blame me.

731
00:26:21,941 --> 00:26:23,360
Maya, this is
not your fault.

732
00:26:23,360 --> 00:26:24,861
Then why is it yours?

733
00:26:24,861 --> 00:26:27,364
Because I let him
on that train!

734
00:26:27,364 --> 00:26:29,324
I did that.

735
00:26:29,324 --> 00:26:31,409
I ‐‐ I ‐‐
Hey.

736
00:26:31,409 --> 00:26:33,328
Give me the guilt, okay?
Give me the ‐‐ the blame.

737
00:26:33,328 --> 00:26:35,246
Give me the part
that stings the most.

738
00:26:35,246 --> 00:26:38,083
Okay, let me hold on to it
for a ‐‐ a little while.

739
00:26:38,083 --> 00:26:39,459
And when you're feeling
a little stronger,

740
00:26:39,459 --> 00:26:40,960
you can
have it all back.

741
00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:43,171
[ Inhales deeply ]
I promise.

742
00:26:43,171 --> 00:26:48,385
♪♪

743
00:26:48,385 --> 00:26:49,344
Too soft.
I'm sorry.

744
00:26:49,344 --> 00:26:51,012
Mm.
[ Sniffles ]

745
00:26:51,012 --> 00:26:54,349
♪♪

746
00:26:54,349 --> 00:26:56,351
Brother John: A man
can't dance on his rooftop

747
00:26:56,351 --> 00:26:57,852
on a beautiful day?
Okay, we're shutting
the music down.

748
00:26:57,852 --> 00:26:58,728
What do you
want to do?

749
00:26:58,728 --> 00:26:59,813
[ Sighs ]
I want to let

750
00:26:59,813 --> 00:27:01,398
my lieutenant try
a little longer

751
00:27:01,398 --> 00:27:02,649
to get him down.

752
00:27:02,649 --> 00:27:03,608
Dr. Sterman:
Watch out for this guy.

753
00:27:03,608 --> 00:27:04,984
He may look nuts,

754
00:27:04,984 --> 00:27:06,903
but he's a charmer
and he's dangerous.

755
00:27:06,903 --> 00:27:09,406
Oh.
Gibson will be okay.

756
00:27:09,406 --> 00:27:11,032
He's pretty charming
himself.

757
00:27:11,032 --> 00:27:12,158
[ Microphone feedback,
static crackling ]

758
00:27:12,158 --> 00:27:14,160
John, please,
just take a step back.

759
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:16,830
The energy is full.
It's almost time.

760
00:27:16,830 --> 00:27:18,665
John, please.
You're gonna get hurt.

761
00:27:18,665 --> 00:27:20,917
Is that a good reason
not to do something?

762
00:27:20,917 --> 00:27:22,502
So that you
don't get hurt?

763
00:27:22,502 --> 00:27:25,046
You run away
from danger.

764
00:27:25,046 --> 00:27:26,589
John,
I'm a firefighter.

765
00:27:26,589 --> 00:27:29,467
My job is literally
to run into danger.

766
00:27:29,467 --> 00:27:32,637
But real danger...
you run from.

767
00:27:36,433 --> 00:27:38,977
[ Microphone feedback ]

768
00:27:38,977 --> 00:27:41,354
♪♪

769
00:27:41,354 --> 00:27:44,774
Everyone here has learned
the same lessons as you, Jack.

770
00:27:44,774 --> 00:27:48,111
All my children came to me
so bruised and alone

771
00:27:48,111 --> 00:27:51,156
from a lifetime of pain.

772
00:27:51,156 --> 00:27:53,450
Brother Jack,
you have the look in your eye

773
00:27:53,450 --> 00:27:56,244
that so many
of my followers do.

774
00:27:56,244 --> 00:27:57,370
You crave family.

775
00:27:57,370 --> 00:27:59,247
You crave stewardship.

776
00:27:59,247 --> 00:28:00,290
Love.

777
00:28:00,290 --> 00:28:01,916
I'm good, man.
I have love.

778
00:28:01,916 --> 00:28:03,918
You're an orphan.

779
00:28:03,918 --> 00:28:06,546
Well, guess what?
[ Members gasp ]

780
00:28:06,546 --> 00:28:08,381
I'm an orphan, too.

781
00:28:08,381 --> 00:28:11,009
That's why I built
this family.

782
00:28:12,635 --> 00:28:17,056
You don't like being alone,
do you, Jack?

783
00:28:17,056 --> 00:28:18,683
Scary, isn't it?

784
00:28:18,683 --> 00:28:22,145
♪♪

785
00:28:22,145 --> 00:28:24,230
But look at my children.

786
00:28:24,230 --> 00:28:26,274
See how full they are.

787
00:28:26,274 --> 00:28:28,735
John, please,
just take one step back.

788
00:28:28,735 --> 00:28:29,903
Please.

789
00:28:29,903 --> 00:28:31,488
Just one.

790
00:28:31,488 --> 00:28:33,740
I'll take a step
if you talk to me.

791
00:28:33,740 --> 00:28:35,158
Okay, okay.

792
00:28:35,158 --> 00:28:37,577
Tell me about your heart.
Are you lonely?

793
00:28:37,577 --> 00:28:39,746
Yeah, some‐‐ sometimes.
Yeah.

794
00:28:39,746 --> 00:28:40,872
I'm gonna need
more than that.

795
00:28:40,872 --> 00:28:41,873
Okay, okay, okay!

796
00:28:41,873 --> 00:28:43,791
I‐I just, uh ‐‐
I just moved in

797
00:28:43,791 --> 00:28:45,835
with this ‐‐ this woman
and her son,

798
00:28:45,835 --> 00:28:48,338
and she's great, but...

799
00:28:48,338 --> 00:28:49,756
But you're scared?

800
00:28:49,756 --> 00:28:52,342
Scared to open up?
Scared to feel?

801
00:28:52,342 --> 00:28:54,385
Scared to lose?

802
00:28:54,385 --> 00:28:55,720
What are their names?

803
00:28:55,720 --> 00:28:58,181
Inara and Marcus.

804
00:28:58,181 --> 00:29:01,059
♪♪

805
00:29:01,059 --> 00:29:03,811
And you can't fully love
Inara and Marcus, can you?

806
00:29:03,811 --> 00:29:06,314
No, I ‐‐ I can,
I just...

807
00:29:06,314 --> 00:29:08,441
We all have
emotional injuries

808
00:29:08,441 --> 00:29:12,904
from our lives that
prevent us from loving.

809
00:29:12,904 --> 00:29:15,865
If you cut the fear
from your heart,

810
00:29:15,865 --> 00:29:18,660
you can love them.

811
00:29:18,660 --> 00:29:21,955
I want to show you
what love looks like.

812
00:29:21,955 --> 00:29:28,169
I want you to know what
fearlessness feels like.

813
00:29:28,169 --> 00:29:32,674
♪♪

814
00:29:32,674 --> 00:29:34,133
No, don't!

815
00:29:38,799 --> 00:29:42,183
♪ Higher, your love
has set me free ♪

816
00:29:42,183 --> 00:29:44,143
♪ Now nothing's out of reach ♪

817
00:29:44,143 --> 00:29:46,229
♪ Higher, higher ♪

818
00:29:46,229 --> 00:29:47,355
♪ Ooh ♪

819
00:29:47,355 --> 00:29:49,190
♪ I run the days into
the night ♪

820
00:29:49,190 --> 00:29:51,985
♪ I feel my heart
is going rogue here ♪

821
00:29:51,985 --> 00:29:54,070
♪ But I kinda love it ♪

822
00:29:54,070 --> 00:29:56,614
♪ Yeah, I will go ♪

823
00:29:56,614 --> 00:29:59,033
[ All gasp ]

824
00:29:59,033 --> 00:30:01,619
[ Crowd murmuring ]

825
00:30:08,042 --> 00:30:09,586
[ Cheering ]
♪ Higher ♪

826
00:30:09,586 --> 00:30:11,379
♪ Your love has set me free ♪

827
00:30:11,379 --> 00:30:13,131
♪ Now nothing's out of reach ♪

828
00:30:13,131 --> 00:30:16,384
♪ Higher, higher ♪

829
00:30:16,384 --> 00:30:17,760
♪ Higher ♪

830
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:19,846
♪ I'm stronger now, I'm free ♪

831
00:30:19,846 --> 00:30:21,598
♪ I'm who I wanna be ♪

832
00:30:21,598 --> 00:30:24,434
♪ Higher, higher ♪

833
00:30:24,434 --> 00:30:26,519
♪ This ain't no
give or take, no ♪

834
00:30:26,519 --> 00:30:28,646
♪ I've learned
from my mistakes, ohh ♪

835
00:30:28,646 --> 00:30:30,607
♪ I'm so much stronger now ♪

836
00:30:30,607 --> 00:30:32,567
♪ I'm so much stronger now ♪

837
00:30:32,567 --> 00:30:34,902
♪ This ain't no give or take ♪

838
00:30:34,902 --> 00:30:36,738
♪ I've learned
from my mistakes ♪

839
00:30:36,738 --> 00:30:38,865
♪ I'm so much
stronger now, ohh ♪

840
00:30:38,865 --> 00:30:40,283
What do you want?

841
00:30:40,283 --> 00:30:41,909
I'm sorry, Miller, but I got to
ask him a few questions.

842
00:30:41,909 --> 00:30:42,869
He's got warrants for ‐‐

843
00:30:42,869 --> 00:30:44,203
Montgomery,
switch with me.

844
00:30:44,203 --> 00:30:45,622
Yeah.

845
00:30:47,081 --> 00:30:49,292
He'll take care
of you.

846
00:30:50,209 --> 00:30:51,961
Sir, there's been reports
of suspicious activity coming ‐‐

847
00:30:51,961 --> 00:30:53,504
Can you meet us
at Grey‐Sloan?

848
00:30:53,504 --> 00:30:54,714
Talk to him after we've
got him assessed.

849
00:30:54,714 --> 00:30:57,550
We got to go.

850
00:30:57,550 --> 00:30:59,052
Sure. Yeah.
Okay.

851
00:31:01,137 --> 00:31:02,555
Hey.

852
00:31:02,555 --> 00:31:04,474
Can I, uh,
ride with him?

853
00:31:04,474 --> 00:31:06,643
Join me, Brother Jack.

854
00:31:07,685 --> 00:31:08,895
You two bond up there?

855
00:31:08,895 --> 00:31:11,022
We got a lot in common.

856
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:15,818
[ Siren wailing ]

857
00:31:15,818 --> 00:31:17,737
Grey‐Sloan,
this is Aid Car 19.

858
00:31:17,737 --> 00:31:19,614
We're headed towards you with
a 50‐year‐old male

859
00:31:19,614 --> 00:31:22,492
with abdominal pain,
possible internal bleeding.

860
00:31:22,492 --> 00:31:26,162
Aren't we all bleeding
internally, in many ways?

861
00:31:26,162 --> 00:31:27,163
[ Chuckles ]

862
00:31:27,163 --> 00:31:28,081
You shouldn't talk.

863
00:31:28,081 --> 00:31:29,457
[ Laughs ]

864
00:31:29,457 --> 00:31:32,168
[ Coughs ]

865
00:31:32,168 --> 00:31:33,920
Were you trying to die?

866
00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:35,546
I was trying to fly.

867
00:31:35,546 --> 00:31:37,423
But you must have known
that you were gonna fall.

868
00:31:37,423 --> 00:31:38,758
But I didn't fall.

869
00:31:38,758 --> 00:31:40,677
I leapt.

870
00:31:40,677 --> 00:31:46,057
And for that moment
of pure freedom,

871
00:31:46,057 --> 00:31:48,017
it was worth it.

872
00:31:48,017 --> 00:31:56,359
♪♪

873
00:31:56,359 --> 00:31:58,111
Sullivan: [ Groans ]

874
00:31:58,111 --> 00:31:59,153
You okay?

875
00:31:59,153 --> 00:32:01,614
Ugh, my back.

876
00:32:01,614 --> 00:32:03,908
Does probie need
a little IcyHot?

877
00:32:03,908 --> 00:32:05,868
[ Chuckles ] Alright.

878
00:32:05,868 --> 00:32:08,287
Talk to me when you've had as
many hot saves as me.

879
00:32:08,287 --> 00:32:10,081
Ooh.
[ Chuckles ]

880
00:32:13,751 --> 00:32:15,670
We have to work
with them, Miller.

881
00:32:15,670 --> 00:32:17,171
Every day.

882
00:32:17,171 --> 00:32:18,673
Uh, yeah.
Yeah, I know that.

883
00:32:18,673 --> 00:32:21,509
Well, then you need
to fix your face.

884
00:32:21,509 --> 00:32:23,302
Have you ever thought that
the reason why things

885
00:32:23,302 --> 00:32:26,389
haven't changed for us
is because we're so quick

886
00:32:26,389 --> 00:32:27,807
to fix our faces?

887
00:32:27,807 --> 00:32:30,685
Well, it is what it is.
They need us, we need them.

888
00:32:30,685 --> 00:32:31,936
Look, if you can't work
with them, just ‐‐

889
00:32:31,936 --> 00:32:35,440
I can work
with them just fine.

890
00:32:35,440 --> 00:32:38,693
I just don't think I have
to fix my face to do it.

891
00:32:41,028 --> 00:32:42,905
Nobody asks Batman
to fix his face.

892
00:32:42,905 --> 00:32:44,157
I'm sorry.
Are you Batman?

893
00:32:44,157 --> 00:32:47,535
Yeah. I am, in this uniform.
We all are.

894
00:32:47,535 --> 00:32:50,413
We're heroes.

895
00:32:50,413 --> 00:32:52,749
And heroes don't have to
fix their faces.

896
00:32:57,170 --> 00:32:59,130
Jerry: You're, uh ‐‐ You're
worried about the rule‐breaking.

897
00:32:59,130 --> 00:33:01,716
No, I'm ‐‐ I'm good.

898
00:33:01,716 --> 00:33:04,385
But even better,
you're good.

899
00:33:04,385 --> 00:33:07,472
You should have full function of
that finger in about a month.

900
00:33:14,312 --> 00:33:16,272
You're not good.

901
00:33:16,272 --> 00:33:17,940
I know the look.

902
00:33:17,940 --> 00:33:19,609
You've lost people
from the virus?

903
00:33:21,569 --> 00:33:22,820
Of course you have.

904
00:33:22,820 --> 00:33:24,530
You're a doctor,
a first responder.

905
00:33:24,530 --> 00:33:26,115
So's my wife.

906
00:33:26,115 --> 00:33:27,533
Oh, but she didn't ‐‐

907
00:33:27,533 --> 00:33:28,993
N‐No, no.
Thank God.

908
00:33:28,993 --> 00:33:31,204
But, uh...her mother.

909
00:33:31,204 --> 00:33:32,580
I'm sorry.

910
00:33:32,580 --> 00:33:34,207
And a few days ago,
a friend of mine.

911
00:33:34,207 --> 00:33:36,626
He was a doctor, too.
But not from the virus.

912
00:33:36,626 --> 00:33:39,462
He was, uh ‐‐
he was murdered.

913
00:33:39,462 --> 00:33:42,757
Wait, not ‐‐
not that handsome young man

914
00:33:42,757 --> 00:33:45,134
who was chasing
that sex predator?

915
00:33:45,134 --> 00:33:47,220
Oh!
I saw that on the news.

916
00:33:47,220 --> 00:33:49,722
I said a prayer.

917
00:33:49,722 --> 00:33:52,308
You hate to lose anyone,
of course,

918
00:33:52,308 --> 00:33:54,769
but someone
that attractive?

919
00:33:54,769 --> 00:33:56,479
[ Chuckles ]

920
00:33:56,479 --> 00:33:58,898
Oh, I'm so sorry,
I shouldn't joke.

921
00:33:58,898 --> 00:34:00,858
It's just how
I've learned to cope.

922
00:34:00,858 --> 00:34:02,985
And I've had
to cope a lot.

923
00:34:02,985 --> 00:34:06,447
With this pandemic
and the one back then.

924
00:34:06,447 --> 00:34:09,075
You see, you feel like you're
drowning in your own grief.

925
00:34:09,075 --> 00:34:11,911
You barely get a chance
to catch your breath,

926
00:34:11,911 --> 00:34:13,746
and then you're
pulled back down.

927
00:34:13,746 --> 00:34:17,667
Thrashing, not knowing
which way is up.

928
00:34:17,667 --> 00:34:20,211
You forget
how to breathe.

929
00:34:20,211 --> 00:34:23,422
Or even that you should.

930
00:34:23,422 --> 00:34:27,552
But there's that one thing,
that life preserver

931
00:34:27,552 --> 00:34:30,471
that will keep you afloat
for just a few minutes

932
00:34:30,471 --> 00:34:32,723
so you can
save your energy.

933
00:34:32,723 --> 00:34:36,060
And you hang on to
that life preserver

934
00:34:36,060 --> 00:34:38,813
and let it keep you alive
un‐until you're

935
00:34:38,813 --> 00:34:41,065
no longer at sea.

936
00:34:43,067 --> 00:34:44,735
I'd imagine
yours is medicine.

937
00:34:44,735 --> 00:34:47,530
Helping old fools like me.
[ Chuckles ]

938
00:34:47,530 --> 00:34:49,156
Mine is music.

939
00:34:49,156 --> 00:34:53,160
So thank you for patching
my life preserver.

940
00:34:57,165 --> 00:34:59,250
♪♪

941
00:34:59,250 --> 00:35:01,085
[ Door opens ]

942
00:35:04,172 --> 00:35:06,299
[ Door closes ]

943
00:35:06,299 --> 00:35:08,301
[ Line ringing ]

944
00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:12,722
Papa. Ciao.

945
00:35:12,722 --> 00:35:14,849
[ Speaking Italian ]

946
00:35:18,936 --> 00:35:20,688
[ Sighs ]

947
00:35:26,569 --> 00:35:27,737
Okay.

948
00:35:31,157 --> 00:35:33,910
Okay. Okay.

949
00:35:33,910 --> 00:35:35,620
Si. Ciao.

950
00:35:37,955 --> 00:35:39,081
He heard.

951
00:35:39,081 --> 00:35:40,124
What?

952
00:35:40,124 --> 00:35:42,126
He heard that Andrea died
two days ago.

953
00:35:42,126 --> 00:35:44,420
And he didn't call me.

954
00:35:44,420 --> 00:35:49,634
♪♪

955
00:35:55,723 --> 00:35:57,934
What?
What are we doing?

956
00:36:02,772 --> 00:36:05,816
Okay, Maya,
I'm not a child.

957
00:36:05,816 --> 00:36:07,151
I don't need
a fire truck ride to feel ‐‐

958
00:36:07,151 --> 00:36:08,194
[ Siren wails ]
Maya!

959
00:36:08,194 --> 00:36:09,320
Scream.

960
00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:11,948
What?
Scream!

961
00:36:11,948 --> 00:36:13,741
I can't.
Do it!

962
00:36:13,741 --> 00:36:17,036
No, I can't ‐‐
[ Screams ]

963
00:36:17,036 --> 00:36:18,788
I c‐‐ I can't do it.

964
00:36:18,788 --> 00:36:20,331
[ Screams ]

965
00:36:22,208 --> 00:36:25,253
[ Screams ]

966
00:36:25,253 --> 00:36:27,421
[ Sobs ]

967
00:36:27,421 --> 00:36:30,174
[ Both screaming ]

968
00:36:33,511 --> 00:36:35,680
[ Screaming continues ]

969
00:36:38,224 --> 00:36:41,018
[ Both panting ]

970
00:36:41,018 --> 00:36:47,858
♪♪

971
00:36:47,858 --> 00:36:54,657
♪♪

972
00:36:55,032 --> 00:36:57,368
[ Whispering indistinctly ]

973
00:36:57,368 --> 00:36:59,662
You know, you could've
had my back out there.

974
00:36:59,662 --> 00:37:01,747
Bumped me back to
the probie seat.

975
00:37:01,747 --> 00:37:03,082
Put me on bag.

976
00:37:03,082 --> 00:37:04,834
I'm just doing
my job, Sullivan.

977
00:37:04,834 --> 00:37:05,876
Sullivan?

978
00:37:05,876 --> 00:37:08,087
I'm sorry,
is that not your name?

979
00:37:08,087 --> 00:37:10,256
It's Robert.

980
00:37:10,256 --> 00:37:11,674
At least that's what you called
me in bed this morning.

981
00:37:11,674 --> 00:37:13,050
Okay, stop it.

982
00:37:13,050 --> 00:37:14,885
I'm just trying to
finish this report.

983
00:37:14,885 --> 00:37:16,887
Alright.
[ Sighs ]

984
00:37:16,887 --> 00:37:17,930
Andy, look at me.

985
00:37:17,930 --> 00:37:20,808
Okay, when we're at work,
I'm not Andy.

986
00:37:20,808 --> 00:37:22,351
I'm Herrera.

987
00:37:22,351 --> 00:37:25,980
You ‐‐ You said
no special treatment.

988
00:37:25,980 --> 00:37:27,815
Okay.

989
00:37:27,815 --> 00:37:31,360
But you're gonna have to
make it up to me at home.

990
00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:33,571
Captain Herrera.

991
00:37:39,118 --> 00:37:41,120
Reporter: Expect a high
near 52 degrees...

992
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:42,496
Looks like Father Bust‐A‐Move
is gonna make it.

993
00:37:42,496 --> 00:37:43,873
Oh, good!

994
00:37:43,873 --> 00:37:46,584
He'll live
to dance another day.

995
00:37:46,584 --> 00:37:48,294
Spread your feet apart.

996
00:37:48,294 --> 00:37:50,546
I'm gonna need to apply
pressure to your fingers.

997
00:37:50,546 --> 00:37:51,922
I don't want you to move.

998
00:37:51,922 --> 00:37:54,216
Can ‐‐ Can you
just change it?

999
00:37:54,216 --> 00:37:56,469
Do you have any weapons or
sharp objects on your person?

1000
00:37:56,469 --> 00:37:58,012
[ Channel changes ]

1001
00:37:58,012 --> 00:37:59,555
You want to run through
some test questions?

1002
00:37:59,555 --> 00:38:01,557
I decided
I'm not applying.

1003
00:38:01,557 --> 00:38:04,060
What? Why?

1004
00:38:04,060 --> 00:38:06,187
A crazed cult dude
puts a cop in a vise grip,

1005
00:38:06,187 --> 00:38:08,689
and they call him "sir."
Okay.

1006
00:38:08,689 --> 00:38:10,775
I pull a kidnapped girl
out of a burning building,

1007
00:38:10,775 --> 00:38:12,485
and they shove my head
into the pavement.

1008
00:38:12,485 --> 00:38:14,153
Yeah, yeah,
but so what?

1009
00:38:14,153 --> 00:38:15,863
Look, you've known that's how
it is your entire life.

1010
00:38:15,863 --> 00:38:18,282
Exactly.
You have to apply, Miller.

1011
00:38:18,282 --> 00:38:19,867
You have to change
things, right?

1012
00:38:19,867 --> 00:38:22,244
Why? Why is it always us
who have to change things

1013
00:38:22,244 --> 00:38:23,496
or fix our faces?

1014
00:38:23,496 --> 00:38:24,955
Because it is.

1015
00:38:24,955 --> 00:38:26,957
And you still think
that by getting a seat

1016
00:38:26,957 --> 00:38:30,086
at the table, that
I'm gonna change anything?

1017
00:38:30,086 --> 00:38:32,338
Look at Gregory.
Look at Sullivan.

1018
00:38:32,338 --> 00:38:36,550
No shade,
but what has changed?

1019
00:38:36,550 --> 00:38:38,928
Yep.
They say change

1020
00:38:38,928 --> 00:38:40,805
the system from the inside,
and then you're inside,

1021
00:38:40,805 --> 00:38:42,556
and you're part
of the system.

1022
00:38:42,556 --> 00:38:44,558
The only part of this job
that's not corruptible,

1023
00:38:44,558 --> 00:38:48,687
the reason why I left,
like, a cushy corporate life ‐‐

1024
00:38:48,687 --> 00:38:50,064
it's the helping people part.

1025
00:38:50,064 --> 00:38:51,816
You know?

1026
00:38:51,816 --> 00:38:54,110
So I'm ‐‐ I'm gonna
help Joyce.

1027
00:38:54,110 --> 00:38:56,112
And if that means that I have
to put my career

1028
00:38:56,112 --> 00:38:59,490
on the back burner, then
that's what I'm gonna do.

1029
00:39:02,284 --> 00:39:03,619
Well, okay, then.

1030
00:39:03,619 --> 00:39:05,454
Fair enough.

1031
00:39:09,166 --> 00:39:10,709
I can't believe
a dude licked me today.

1032
00:39:10,709 --> 00:39:12,253
[ Chuckles ]

1033
00:39:12,253 --> 00:39:14,380
It's not funny.

1034
00:39:14,380 --> 00:39:16,674
I can't believe
I'm kinda jealous.

1035
00:39:20,094 --> 00:39:28,144
♪♪

1036
00:39:28,144 --> 00:39:35,943
♪♪

1037
00:39:35,943 --> 00:39:39,989
Ruiz, Ruiz, Ruiz, Ruiz...

1038
00:39:39,989 --> 00:39:41,282
Okay.

1039
00:39:42,616 --> 00:39:44,326
[ Line ringing ]

1040
00:39:44,326 --> 00:39:45,244
Theo: Hello?

1041
00:39:45,244 --> 00:39:46,745
Hi. It's Vic.

1042
00:39:46,745 --> 00:39:49,498
Hughes.
It's ‐‐ It's Vic Hughes.

1043
00:39:49,498 --> 00:39:51,083
From Station 19.

1044
00:39:51,083 --> 00:39:52,626
Hey, what's up?

1045
00:39:52,626 --> 00:39:56,255
Hi. Uh, so, I got your number
from the sub sheet, but ‐‐

1046
00:39:56,255 --> 00:39:57,047
You need a sub?

1047
00:39:57,047 --> 00:39:59,508
What? No.

1048
00:39:59,508 --> 00:40:01,010
No, sorry, did I, uh ‐‐

1049
00:40:01,010 --> 00:40:02,553
Did I catch you at
a bad time, or...?

1050
00:40:02,553 --> 00:40:04,597
Uh, kinda, yeah.

1051
00:40:04,597 --> 00:40:06,223
Yeah, I'm ‐‐ I'm sorry,

1052
00:40:06,223 --> 00:40:09,560
I'm actually about
to meet someone.

1053
00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:11,604
Got it.
Okay, um...

1054
00:40:11,604 --> 00:40:13,314
S‐Sorry for the violation.

1055
00:40:13,314 --> 00:40:15,691
That was just...

1056
00:40:15,691 --> 00:40:17,818
Okay. Bye.

1057
00:40:20,029 --> 00:40:22,198
[ Knocking ]

1058
00:40:22,948 --> 00:40:26,535
Hi. Can I speak to, uh,
Vic Hughes of Station 19?

1059
00:40:28,287 --> 00:40:29,580
[ Buzzer ]

1060
00:40:30,456 --> 00:40:33,751
Hi.
Hi.

1061
00:40:33,751 --> 00:40:35,211
♪ When you're numb
to the touch ♪

1062
00:40:35,211 --> 00:40:37,588
Silver lining.

1063
00:40:37,588 --> 00:40:38,714
Sorry to just show up ‐‐

1064
00:40:38,714 --> 00:40:40,299
Uh, when
is your next swab?

1065
00:40:40,299 --> 00:40:41,800
For, uh, COVID.

1066
00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:43,719
When do you
get tested again?

1067
00:40:43,719 --> 00:40:45,095
Tuesday.
Perfect. Me too.

1068
00:40:45,095 --> 00:40:46,972
♪ This too shall pass ♪

1069
00:40:46,972 --> 00:40:49,725
♪ It won't always be the same ♪
So...see you...

1070
00:40:49,725 --> 00:40:51,060
Wednesday?
Yeah.

1071
00:40:51,060 --> 00:40:52,603
Yeah.

1072
00:40:52,603 --> 00:40:54,813
♪ And every single scar
that you claim ♪

1073
00:40:54,813 --> 00:40:58,150
♪ Is a stone in the path
to this place ♪
Oh! [ Laughs ]

1074
00:40:58,150 --> 00:40:59,693
Thanks.

1075
00:40:59,693 --> 00:41:01,320
♪ And every single choice
that you made ♪

1076
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:03,572
Alright.

1077
00:41:03,572 --> 00:41:09,286
♪ Has led you this way,
so lay your head on me ♪

1078
00:41:09,286 --> 00:41:11,956
♪ Lay your head on me ♪

1079
00:41:11,956 --> 00:41:13,666
Victorian.

1080
00:41:13,666 --> 00:41:17,670
♪ Lay your head on me ♪

1081
00:41:17,670 --> 00:41:18,587
♪ Lay your head on me ♪

1082
00:41:18,587 --> 00:41:20,506
Inara: Jack?

1083
00:41:20,506 --> 00:41:22,132
Is everything okay?

1084
00:41:22,132 --> 00:41:23,842
♪ Someday we will be fine ♪

1085
00:41:23,842 --> 00:41:25,636
♪ Staring down the long night ♪

1086
00:41:25,636 --> 00:41:27,596
♪ Waiting for the sunrise ♪

1087
00:41:27,596 --> 00:41:29,181
♪ It's okay, it's all right ♪

1088
00:41:29,181 --> 00:41:31,016
I'm taking a leap.
[ Laughs ]

1089
00:41:31,016 --> 00:41:32,101
♪ I've been there
in your place ♪

1090
00:41:32,101 --> 00:41:33,852
♪ It's okay, it's all right ♪

1091
00:41:33,852 --> 00:41:35,271
♪ Just lay your head on me ♪
[ Cheering ]

1092
00:41:35,271 --> 00:41:36,605
[ Laughs ]
♪ Lay your head on me ♪

1093
00:41:36,605 --> 00:41:37,731
[ Laughs ]

1094
00:41:37,731 --> 00:41:39,817
♪ Lay your head on me ♪

1095
00:41:39,817 --> 00:41:41,652
What do you think?

1096
00:41:41,652 --> 00:41:43,112
♪ Lay your head on me ♪

1097
00:41:43,112 --> 00:41:45,573
Think that I could, uh,
be your mom's boyfriend?

1098
00:41:45,573 --> 00:41:47,157
Oh, say yes, Marcus!

1099
00:41:47,157 --> 00:41:48,951
Say yes, yes!

1100
00:41:48,951 --> 00:41:50,202
♪ Don't be afraid, love ♪

1101
00:41:50,202 --> 00:41:52,830
[ Laughter ]

1102
00:41:54,164 --> 00:41:56,250
Aww!

1103
00:41:56,250 --> 00:41:58,586
Oh. [ Laughs ]

1104
00:41:58,586 --> 00:42:07,136
♪♪

1105
00:42:07,136 --> 00:42:15,269
♪♪

1106
00:42:15,269 --> 00:42:23,694
♪♪

1107
00:42:29,491 --> 00:42:38,042
♪♪

1108
00:42:38,042 --> 00:42:46,425
♪♪

1109
00:42:46,425 --> 00:42:54,767
♪♪