[Natasha on radio] Check in, Herrera. I need an update.
No, I need to get in there.
- Help him, please! - [Robert] Let's move.
[Sean] Do we have an ETA on backup arriving?
- Dad! - [Travis] Captain, what do we do?
[Natasha] Herrera, report in.
♪ Allow me to introduce myself ♪
♪ Come in like a mean machine ♪
♪ Throw away all routine ♪
♪ Give it what you won't forget ♪
♪ Let's make a scene ♪
Great work out there, 19.
And Beckett, way to bring it first day back in the field.
Thank you, Captain. Glad to be here.
- You okay? - Yeah, I'm fine.
You don't look fine, and you weren't fine on the call.
So what's going on?
I didn't need your help then, and I don't need it now.
[groans] For the love of God. Stop apologizing.
We are not in high school, and I don't care that you hooked up with Kate.
We didn't hook up. It was just a kiss.
- We were broken up. - For what? Like five minutes?
I'm just a sub.
All right, this isn't the Real Housewives.
And last I checked, no one here is perfect.
So, get back to work.
Sounds like it's gonna be one of those days, huh?
[sighs] Tonight's a full moon. You know what that means.
All the wackadoos come out to play?
Who knows? Maybe it'll be a quiet one.
No.
- Come on. - Never say the q-word out loud.
Here we go, 19. Buckle up.
"Armed with a medical bag, food, blankets and emergency supplies,
Hughes has a gift for meeting people exactly where they're at."
You made the big time, Hughes.
That's great.
What? No awkward but endearing displays of affection?
I'm just trying to get some work done right now.
I see.
And that is my cue.
Okay.
What gives?
You are supposed to tell me everything.
My whole life is predicated upon judging people unfairly on your behalf.
And now she doesn't even laugh at my jokes.
- What am I supposed to do? - I don't know, Travis.
What are you supposed to do? You could try putting out a fire.
Ooh. Trying to be the bigger person. I like it.
I don't accept it, but I do like it.
Seriously though, Kate.
How? When? Where? How? Why?
I'm fine though. Thank you for asking.
- Okay, you're not fine. - [sighs] I'm fine.
Vic, you're not fine.
[drilling]
- [Carina] Maya, where are the diapers? - [Liam crying]
Maya?
- Maya! - [drilling stops]
Liam's diaper drawer is empty.
- What's on your shirt? - It's pee. Could you--
Oh, I ordered those bamboo diapers on Prime.
The box is here somewhere.
- Can you-- - [drilling resumes]
Maya? Maya?
Maya?
[sighs] You do realize that he won't be mobile for months.
So, what I need right now, what he needs right now,
is for you to give me a diaper, please.
Okay. I'm sorry. I just-- I know too much.
Everywhere I look there's a million little hazards.
There was this one call wh--
Maya, please, before he pees again. Just give me a diaper.
- [Liam cooing] - [Carina] I know.
I know.
I know. It sucks. I know.
- [Robert] Hey. - Hi.
Please don't propose.
It's not like I'm gonna do it every time I see you.
- I'm gonna hold you to that. - Yep.
Flooded with so many calls, I can't even get back to my office.
- Mmm. Yep. That's-- - So, I am setting up command here.
- Chief, you wanted to see me? - Oh. Hey.
Yeah, Herrera. Please.
Okay. Here we go.
See you.
- I'm watching you. - Yep.
- All right, I'm watching you. - [Natasha sighs]
Thank you so much.
Are those all calls?
[Natasha] I am afraid so.
The entire department is stretched thin, so be smart,
conserve your resources, don't expect too much backup.
Copy that. We'll be ready.
Good, good.
So, Herrera, as captain, you do realize that you represent all of SFD, right?
Of course.
Then why is there a video of you circulating on social media
antagonizing the protesters at the Pride March?
Uh, with all due respect, those people came to cause trouble.
And you took the bait.
You gave them the reaction that they're looking for,
and you got them tens of thousands of views.
All while in uniform, I might add.
I'm always gonna stand up for my friends and their families.
Yeah, I hear you.
But you got one foot in the locker room and one foot in the captain's office.
The sooner you make that transition, the better off everyone is gonna be.
And one more thing,
emergency budget cuts are coming down the pike.
So layoffs are imminent.
Layoffs? I thought--
You're gonna need to find a way to slash 10% from 19's annual budget.
- [sighs] - [electronic beeping]
Uh... [sighs]
Look, after losing Gibson,
I'm not willing to lose another member of our team.
These cuts are serious and they're happening fast.
So, if you want to try to pull a rabbit out of your helmet,
I suggest you get to it.
That'll be all, Herrera. Thank you.
[dispatch on PA system] Ladder 19, Engine 19, Aid Car 19,
requested to the Seattle sewage treatment plant
at 1701 Holdsworth Boulevard.
[sighs, coughs]
[groans, retches]
[Victoria] Never going to get the smell of that place out of my hair.
[Sean] Just hope we never get called there again.
- Whoo! Somebody please hose that man down. - [Theo groans]
[laughs] Tell me we have footage of him trying to get out of that sewage pipe.
Very funny, y'all. Keep the jokes coming.
- Yeah. Come on, guys. Cut Ruiz some slack. - No. Don't. Don't even.
We all can't keep dumping on him.
All right, everyone. I need a lineup.
- [clears throat] - [sighs]
- No. No. [huffs] - Yeah.
- [Theo] All right. All right. - I know today has already been a lot.
But in the next hour, I'll be giving each of you full audit assignments.
I'll need every piece of inventory counted, documented
- and on my desk by the end of shift. - [sighs]
- A full audit today? - By morning.
- Dismissed. - [Robert sighs]
- Wow. - [electronic beeping]
Okay.
The vibes are not usually this off after a line up, right?
It just feels like something's missing.
Well, that's probably because we don't have Herrera to rally us after.
Please stay away from me. You reek. Oof.
[sighs]
[sniffs]
[people chattering]
[Sean] I mean, right?
Right? That's not even the worst of it.
- This one Christmas we went on 36 calls. - [Ben] Thirty-six?
[Sean] Yeah. It was like every schmo with an extension cord
and a string of lights managed to set his house on fire.
- [chuckling] - [electronic beeping]
[dispatch] Engine 19 requested at 441 Dobbs Road.
[Ben] This day is no joke.
The ER is always nuts on a full moon.
You know, once I had a guy in a literal werewolf costume try to eat somebody.
[laughing]
There's no scientific proof that the moon affects behavior...
[grunts]
...but every doctor I know knows better.
Hey, Hughes, what was your weirdest day on shift?
It's all a blur.
I must admit, I'm not bouncing back like I used to.
- I'm pretty rusty. - Who you telling?
The Tin Man ain't got nothing on me.
But, hey, we're still here, right? [grunts]
Wisdom's gotta count for something. Right, Hughes?
Hughes?
Hey, you got a minute?
Yeah.
I-- I don't wanna be messy, as the kids say,
but Warren's been struggling to keep up the last few calls.
I don't know if it's his back or--
Yeah, I appreciate the heads-up, but he's been cleared for duty.
So, how about you focus on those audits, and I'll keep an eye on him.
- My concern tho-- - I heard you, Montgomery.
Okay. Copy, Captain.
Hey. Can I ask you a question?
Make it quick. Lot on my plate at the moment.
Okay. Are we auditing for budget issues?
I'm wondering if you've heard anything
about the naloxone initiative getting off the ground.
Because SFD responded to over 4,000 overdose cases--
It's frustrating, but we're dealing with a lot of red tape.
Is there a way around the red tape--
Hughes, I've got log books, audits, never-ending calls.
Just do your part and finish your inventory, please.
[dispatch] Crisis One requested at Omak Bridge.
Hey, Wiggins, you're with me.
Bring a harness. It might be a jumper.
[Theo] Hey, um...
- Beckett. - Yeah?
[clears throat] Think this belongs to you.
Oh, man.
[sighs] No. No, I-- I gave that to you.
[clicks tongue] I was just holding on to it for you.
- Welcome back. - [chuckles]
[siren blaring]
Well, if you need anything,
I hope you feel like you can come and talk to me.
Likewise, Ruiz.
Thank you.
[Kate] Well, look who cleans up nice.
- What's up, Powell? - Just hiding from Herrera.
Well, don't let me stop you.
Actually,
you can hop in, and we can see how far we get before another call drops.
[scoffs]
[sighs] This is just a job.
What happened to fun Theo?
You take this stuff so seriously.
So what? I should be like you?
Yeah. Uh, I like my life.
I'm a floating sub. No attachments.
Plus, I work less hours so it gives me more time to moonlight.
Wait.
- You went private? - Mmm.
Like with one of those companies that hires all the academy flame-outs?
No, this is a new one.
They're offering an arm and a leg
to poach experienced firefighters and EMTs.
The pay is insane.
You should check it out.
Yeah.
That's cool and all, but I think I like where I am now.
- I belong with 19. - [scoffs]
19. Is that what we're calling her now?
Okay. Well, good luck.
Boy Scout.
[Robert] I'm sure Herrera has her reasons,
but these audits couldn't have come on a worse day.
There's gotta be something else going on.
Something about that captain's chair that turns everyone into a jerk.
I mean, you guys were probably both jerks way before you became captain--
I'd like to see you try.
Yeah, it's like trying to walk a bunch of feral cats on a leash.
I for one am glad not to be in the chair.
And no matter how prepared you think you are,
that pressure's gonna get to you.
- I'm told I was a little uptight. - Hmm.
It's strange. I was told I was a class-A jackass.
- What? - [Robert] No way.
- No. - [Robert] Really?
Well, I'm glad someone has time to eat.
I'm doing the work.
Audit now.
- [Robert] Yep. - [Sean] On it.
[dispatch] Ladder 19, Engine 19, Aid Car 19 from the field,
requested at 1322 Stangland Avenue.
Let me just get one for the road.
I don't-- I don't need it. I don't need it.
[sighs] I can't believe he went down so easy.
- I know-- - [Liam crying]
[groans] Jinxed it.
But give him a minute.
But he's crying.
I know, but he will never learn how to self-soothe if you don't give him space.
But he's a baby. He doesn't need space. He needs to feel safe.
Right, but letting him cry for a few minutes in a safe space
will give him agency.
[crying continues]
I was reading about this thing called the primal wound,
where being separated from the bio-mom can affect adoptees for life.
Babies know. And if we don't try to understand it,
it can cause all kinds of issues.
I really think that we should consider attachment parenting.
Okay, my love.
Um, I understand that you're trying to get ahead of
all the things that could hurt Liam,
but you cannot co-sleep away his heartbreak.
I've been so worried about smothering him when you bring him to bed
that I've barely slept.
Please, mammina. We need to get some sleep.
[Liam wailing]
Maya.
Get back to me as soon as you hear, all right?
- [phone ringing] - Chief Ross.
I already sent additional units to the structure fire.
All Fremont units are currently active.
Yes, I know.
Yeah-- We're all doing our best. Thank you.
[Andy on radio] This is Captain Herrera requesting two additional aid cars
to a derailed streetcar at my location.
We have a priority one for two crushed vehicles
and a motorcyclist being-- being pried from under the streetcar.
There's just so--
There's a massive loss of blood.
Ross to Herrera.
Aid car resources are still limited. If--
If you can confirm survivors, I will request additional aid.
[Robert] Captain, I am at one of the other vehicles,
and we are recovering what we can of the driver.
We suspect there may have been passengers, but haven't found them.
[Travis] This is Montgomery. I, uh-- I found one of the passengers.
They're 120 feet down the road. Follow the trail.
[Sean] Got bodies over here as well, Captain.
Two kids with severe crush injuries.
They're--
They're gone, Captain.
Requesting time stamps for times of death.
[passenger 1] No. No, not my babies!
Where's my husband?
[Travis] Mother is severely injured.
- I need medical assist right now. - [mother wailing]
[Travis] Ma'am, please, you gotta calm down so I can treat you.
Okay? Please-- Please stay still.
I need help over here! Now!
Stay--
Come on. Stay with me. Stay with me now.
[Sean] Requesting sheets to cover the... children's bodies.
[Andy] Herrera to Ross, cancel aid request.
Aid 19 will handle the one survivor.
Notify PD and the coroner. We have multiple deceased victims.
[sighs] I've seen gruesome before, but...
[vomits, coughs]
[Robert] Do you want the team to do a debrief?
Uh, no.
No, give them a minute.
I'll, um...
I'll arrange for counseling after tonight.
[sighs]
Hey. You doing all right?
Word. Good talk.
[groaning]
[person sniffing]
[breathing deeply]
[sniffing, sighs]
Hell of a first day back in the field, huh?
My entire career, I've never had
a day on the job that's this kind of sober.
No...
coping mechanism.
Just out in the wind.
[Sean inhales deeply]
I feel like I have no skin.
Like I just...
feel everything.
[sniffs]
I'm just not seeing a day two.
You know, when I first got back from deployment,
I immediately felt out of place.
Like I lost a sense of stability and order.
Because for years, I was-- I thought I was coping by joining FD.
But what I was doing was escaping.
How did you get through it? [sniffs]
This place.
Everyone's trying their best.
Their compassion. Their faith in people.
Their stupid little arguments.
Come on. Be honest.
You couldn't stop thinking about it while you were gone, could you?
- No. - Me either.
Oh.
I didn't know it then, but it was because I needed to be here.
[sniffs] I was hoping you wouldn't say that.
[dispatch] Requesting Aid Car 19 to 631 Tremaine Avenue.
- Stand down, all right? - [sighs]
I'll talk to Herrera.
We can't afford to lose anyone.
Not tonight.
[sniffs]
[groans, chuckles] I had no idea how much time parents spend doing laundry.
It's like it reproduces in the washing machine.
[Maya] You sure do poop a lot, don't you?
[Carina chuckles] Yes, he does.
Hey, can I ask you something?
Yeah.
Do you think the attachment parenting has anything to do with seeing your brother?
Wow, that's quite a stretch.
Uh, maybe if your dad had been a little bit more--
[sighs] I already had therapy this week. Thank you.
Okay, I'm just trying to understand.
I'm not in the mood for this. You want me to talk about your father?
Why are you being so defensive?
I'm just saying we're not our parents,
and I refuse to live in the shadow of their mistakes.
I-- I feel like you're so worried about Liam drowning or falling or choking
that you're actually gonna suffocate him
by shoving your insecurities down his throat.
I need to be alone right now.
Maya, where are you going?
[grunting]
You're 18 calls in and still have the energy to go in on a punching bag?
- [chuckles] Yeah. - I need to start drinking smoothies.
Hey, wait.
When, uh, Station 23 closed, did you all go through the audit process?
- 23 went down too fast for that. - Yeah.
- Thinking it's budget cuts too, right? - Mm-hmm.
Let me ask you. When you were battalion chief,
how'd you pick who you were going to let go?
Well, some of them transferred out and others aged out.
We were looking for excess in--
Like a station with too many lieutenants? Yeah.
Well, Bishop and Herrera go all the way back to the academy.
Yeah, and, you know, you'll be fine.
[scoffs] What do you mean by that?
[chuckles]
I'm not lucky enough to have a chief in my corner is all I'm saying. [chuckles]
[sighs, grunting]
[Robert] Captain.
Oh, sorry, I'll get right back to the audits--
No, no, no. It's okay. [stammers] Take a minute.
What's up?
Between you and me,
something changed with Ross and Osman, right?
Look, I-I know we haven't always shared everything--
Andy, I don't know anything this time.
I promise.
Copy that.
[sighs]
Hey, how are you holding up?
[scoffs] You don't have to do that, man.
I know I lost you in the divorce.
Look, obvious--
Herrera's on a tear, so you're gonna wanna look busy,
just in case she walks in.
I, uh-- I--
Obviously, I don't like what you did to Vic,
but I'm not in a place to judge your relationship.
All this coming from the most judgmental person in the house.
Well, it's complicated. I--
You may or may not be the only one.
What does that mean?
It means I might have definitely cheated on Eli
- in the not-so-distant past. What? - Oh, damn.
You know, Vic and I were at least broken up.
- Were you though? - Oh, yeah.
- Were you? - No, we were broken up five minutes.
- Five minutes? Wow. - I'll take it.
Well, five minutes is pretty cheeky.
You might wanna keep it outside the firehouse next time.
- Cheeky? Cheeky. - Cheeky.
Did you learn that from your British boyfriend?
I did.
Oh, no. Wait. That's your ex now, right?
- Yeah. That's-- - That's too soon. That's--
We gotta do better though, right?
I'm trying, man. But y'all don't make it easy.
- I'm just grabbing a snack. - No, yeah. I'll get out of your hair.
[tablet beeping]
Yep.
Chief, I've assigned Sullivan as incident command for Ladder 19.
So, if we need to be divided for any separate calls, we'll be ready.
That's great. Thank you.
- Uh. Uh, Chief. - Mm-hmm.
What happened to the deal with the mayor?
You know, sometimes you find yourself
having to ride the horse in the direction it's already going.
Respectfully, I was there when the deal was made.
Mm-hmm.
He promised Montgomery he'd increase the budget.
I saw Osman even shake your hand.
Do you think Osman's the only politician to go back on his campaign promises?
Neither of us can afford to be that naive, Herrera.
Chief, we made sacrifices. We did everything right.
And now you can't even tell me why this entire department is drowning,
and my team is out there fighting for their lives?
I'm not the one trying to draw blood from a stone
and shoving an audit down their throats today, Herrera.
You are smart.
You know the numbers. You know how many lieutenants you have.
You know what is eating your budget.
You are afraid to make a hard call.
Well, at least I'm not willing to sacrifice others for my own gain.
I know you are tired and you're pushed to the limit today.
So, I'm gonna let this moment pass.
One time.
But whether or not you get me those reports by the end of shift,
you need to learn how to set a boundary with your team, and fast.
And, Herrera...
you will never speak to your chief like that again.
Dismissed.
[Andy softly] Copy that.
[door closes]
[Ben grunts]
Warren. Enough is enough.
You need to admit that you're injured and stand down.
For the last time, get off my back.
Your back's half the reason you're a danger to all of us.
- Say it again. Say it again! Come on! - Hey. Hey! Enough!
- Your back is half the-- - Enough!
Montgomery, walk away.
Warren, with me.
Thank God. I thought she was gonna give a speech.
Okay, listen. I need you to be real with me.
- What is going on with you? - I am fine.
Well, I don't have anyone here to cover for you.
And you won't need anyone.
Finish your audits.
Yes, Captain.
[grunts]
[breathing heavily]
[sniffs]
Crazy day, huh?
Yeah.
We're good, yeah? No harm, no foul?
[scoffs] Yeah, whatever helps you sleep at night, 'cause I'm done caring.
Well, at least you put him out of his misery.
You know, when we first met,
everything about you rubbed me the wrong way.
I thought you were crass,
and you were shallow and desperate for attention.
Thank you?
But now I think maybe you're onto something.
It must be such a relief not to care about anyone or anything outside of yourself.
It's kinda like you're dead inside.
Ouch.
- Thanks. - [Kate] Mmm.
[both] God, grant me the serenity to accept--
Hey, Beckett, I didn't see you--
Do you mind?
Yeah, no problem. You guys are--
[Sean, Robert] God, grant me the serenity to accept the things...
[grunts]
Where have you been? I called you a million times.
I went on a walk to clear my head. I had my phone, but you didn't--
It's dead. [sighs]
How convenient.
Maya, you don't get to shut down when things get tough.
Believe me, it was better than the alternative.
I've been questioning every decision I've ever made.
Are you gonna help me raise this child,
or are you planning on being a part-time parent?
Carina, lower your voice. The neighbors can hear you.
I don't care!
[Liam crying]
I don't care. I wanna fight.
- I wanna fight. I-- I-- - [sighs]
- [door rattles] - [crying continues]
- It's locked. - No, it isn't.
- Yes, it is. - I didn't--
I didn't lock it.
- You don't have the keys? - No, they're inside.
[crying continues]
[sighs]
No. No, no, no, no.
- What's up? - Are you kidding me?
I think we're missing the hydraulic spreaders.
Didn't someone do a check after the last call?
Maybe, but we were surrounded by evacuated people and--
Someone must've stolen our only set of jaws.
Full moon.
- What's going on? - We are missing the jaws of life.
We're supposed to be checking the equipment after every scene.
- Isn't that you, Ruiz? - Thanks, buddy.
But no, I was actually helping Warren with medical.
Sounds like you were the one slacking, Montgomery.
Uh, no. Sorry, Lieutenant. I was busy actually fighting fires
and picking up the slack for--
Oh, no. No, no, no, no, no, no.
Don't walk it back, like your entire mayoral candidacy.
- Let's take a beat. - No. You know what, Ben?
I don't wanna argue. You're a problem.
[Sean] Montgomery, if you just worried about doing your job,
instead of complaining about Warren--
Then I would notice maybe you're the one that forgot
to lock the gate when you returned the spreaders?
- Let's just calm down-- - No. Stop. Ruiz, stop.
Stop trying to mediate us, okay? You're not our babysitter.
- You're not the captain. - Hey, enough!
- I don't know who stole the spreaders-- - Who stole what?
[Ben] Cap-- Look, we, um--
We believe that someone may have stolen the hydraulic spreaders, Captain.
- It's-- - You're kidding.
I am out here
stretching every nickel we have
to find a miracle just to keep us together.
And you lose one of our most expensive tools?
I'm trying to save your jobs!
Sullivan, call the other stations.
See if they can lend us their spreaders, because if we get a call without having--
[dispatch] Requesting full company 19 to a diner fire at 1622 Willitston.
- Wait. Where's Hughes? - Ruiz, move!
[siren wailing]
He stopped crying. I guess he learned how to self-soothe.
Or he thinks we've abandoned him and he gave up.
Come on.
Oh. The go bag has a crowbar. Uh, my car's locked. Oh.
But is your car locked?
Yeah, for sure. I'm married to Maya Bishop.
My car is for sure locked.
[Maya] Hmm?
Interesting.
Not one word.
Dad! Dad! Dad!
Wait. Hang on, Dad.
Please, please. My dad is still in there.
Anyone else? Customers? Employees?
No, no. It's just us. I was in the office, and my-- and my dad was in the kitchen,
and-- I don't know where the explosion came from.
But I just yelled for my dad and couldn't hear him.
All right. Hang on tight. All right, 19. I need Beckett and Sullivan on attack.
Find the source of the fire. Ruiz, Montgomery. On rescue.
Powell, find and shut off the exterior gas line.
Wiggins. You're on medic--
Wiggins and Powell, you're with Green.
Go. You all have your orders.
Copy, Captain. Let's move.
Stand up straight right now.
You lied to me, Warren.
Just stand by the rigs and prepare to perform any medical as needed.
Starting with checking on that patient.
- Captain, I-- - Just do it.
Sir, I can help you out over here.
Over there. That gas main is cracked wide open.
Copy that. Captain, we found the source.
[Theo] A broken gas line is spreading fire across the kitchen.
Copy. Powell, have you shut off the gas?
[Kate] Negative. We're trying, but the valve won't budge.
Can we seal the pipe closed?
[Robert] We need the hydraulic spreaders to clamp the pipe closed.
I got banging from the freezer door. I think we found our owner.
- [owner] Hey. Help. - Captain. I have a plan.
If attack team can put out the fire, I'll seal the gas pipe with a wooden plug,
and we can use saws on the door hinges without sparks igniting.
Copy, Lieutenant. Proceed with the plan.
[owner] Is anybody there?
Flood it, Beckett. Let's go.
[owner] Where's my son? Is he okay?
Sir, your son's okay! We're almost ready to get you out of here.
[owner] Thank you. I can't breathe. And the door, it won't open.
[Sean] Ruiz, you're up.
[gas leaking]
[Robert] Captain, the fire source is--
- [Theo] Everyone, get down! - [gas leaking builds]
- Get back! - Sullivan, what was that?
Dad!
[all groan]
[Andy] Ruiz? Montgomery? Do you copy?
Dad! I need to get in there.
[Robert] Everyone's okay, Captain.
But the fire has spread, and we have no way to close the pipe.
[Travis] We found the owner in the freezer.
But the door is jammed. There's only so much oxygen.
[Natasha] Herrera, do you have a hold on the situation down there?
- [Andy] One moment, Chief. - Help him, please!
- Warren, get him out of here. - [Theo] The plug broke in the pipe.
But give me one chance to use a bigger one.
[Robert] We need to stick to protocol and suppress
until help arrives at our location.
[Sean] Captain, do we have an ETA on backup arriving
with the jaws of life?
[Travis] This man can't have more than five minutes of oxygen left.
Captain, what do we do?
[son] Help him, please!
Is my dad alive?
[Natasha] Herrera, why isn't that fire contained yet?
Chief, we have a gas fire that's expanded.
It's a small place, and we're all over each other.
The valve is broken, and without the spreaders to close the pipe,
we can't shut it down.
[Natasha] Unit 15 is now available and headed to your location
with an ETA of two minutes.
When they arrive, pull your team out to give them space to work.
Sullivan and Beckett, provide suppression.
Powell, keep working the gas valve.
Wiggins and Green, I need you to assist Ruiz and Montgomery
with prying off the hinges from the freezer.
[Robert] Copy that, Captain.
Sir, can you still hear me?
[firefighter] All right. Pull 'em out there.
[Travis] Captain, patient is now unresponsive.
- Copy that. - Give me everything you've got, Ruiz.
[Andy] Engine 15 has arrived with the jaws of life.
Be prepared to pull out in one minute.
- [Travis] Come on. - [Robert] Come on, Beckett.
It's you and me. We can do this, right?
[firefighter] All right. Moving in, 15!
Backup has arrived.
I need the rescue team to evacuate now.
We're done, Ruiz.
No! We're so close!
We're done, man! We're done!
["Gloaming Hour" playing]
Ruiz, come on, man.
I almost killed you all.
♪ All I know ♪
♪ Go up in ♪
♪ A glow ♪
♪ Fading ♪
♪ Memories ♪
♪ Of sunlight ♪
[distorted] Dad.
Dad.
♪ And snow ♪
♪ I lost my home ♪
- [birds chirping] - [water lapping]
I know I've been over the top since we brought Liam home.
But the truth is-- is...
I'm just kind of freaking out.
I know. Me too.
Let's play a game.
Okay.
Truth or scare.
We each have to say something that scares us, and it has to be the truth.
The whole truth.
Okay, um...
- Mm-hmm. - I'm scared that
I'll be heartbroken if they don't let us adopt him.
I can barely say that out loud.
I know.
I'm scared that Liam is gonna grow up
in a world where people are filled with hate.
Scared that even if I do everything right, I'm still gonna mess things up.
I'm scared that I'm going to die on the job.
And leave you to raise Liam alone.
I'm scared that, um...
after days like this, you won't wanna have another baby.
- You don't have to worry about that. - Are you sure?
Because I would still like to do IVF I think.
- Okay. - Yeah?
- Yes. Yes. - Mmm.
Mmm.
- I'm s-- I'm sorry. - It's okay.
- Should we? - Mmm, I would love to. Come here.
Mmm. Buonanotte.
- Okay. - Mmm.
Mmm.
[vehicle approaching]
[siren blares]
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[panting] No. Oh, God.
[softly] Oh, God.
- Don't let it happen again. - I'm sorry, Captain.
[exhales]
- Hey. - Hey.
Looks like we made it to the other side, huh?
Listen, Tash, um.
With everything that's happened to SFD, is that because of us?
One minute I watch you have a meeting with Osman.
Then you still have your job, and we can go public.
And then I watch the entire department get ripped apart around me.
Is this all on us?
No, Sully, not everything is about you and me.
- No-- - I made the moves to save SFD
from someone who could be in this chair and be far worse.
Someone who wouldn't care about the bigger picture.
So, yeah, I'm gonna continue to do what needs to be done.
Yes, Chief.
["Do Your Worst" playing]
♪ And now I've washed up In some foreign place ♪
[Andy sighs]
♪ I build a hut upon the shore ♪
Captain. Captain.
You got a second?
Ruiz...
Uh...
So, I know days like this can be a gauntlet,
but, you know, the great thing about that is
everyone can find out what they need, and what-- what they don't need,
or what works when the chips are down.
What are you trying to say?
I think I can help with your budget issue.
I'd like to put in my resignation.
Ruiz, that explosion wasn't your fault, okay?
And-- And-- And the budget can still be adjusted if we--
Captain.
I'll have my paperwork on your desk by the end of shift.