1 00:00:10,468 --> 00:00:13,263 [Dixie] This is the story of the day I died. 2 00:00:14,597 --> 00:00:16,891 Just kidding! Come on, think it through. 3 00:00:17,559 --> 00:00:18,643 If I was dead, 4 00:00:18,727 --> 00:00:20,145 how could I be talkin'? 5 00:00:20,228 --> 00:00:24,399 Gettin' run over by the Ween Mobile wasn't nearly as painful as it looked, 6 00:00:24,482 --> 00:00:26,151 but that might be on account of the fact 7 00:00:26,234 --> 00:00:29,362 that I could no longer feel anything below my waist. 8 00:00:29,946 --> 00:00:33,074 I should never have stopped for designer gasoline. 9 00:00:34,951 --> 00:00:37,037 I always loved Diesel jeans. 10 00:00:37,120 --> 00:00:39,330 They've got the best skinny fit. 11 00:00:39,414 --> 00:00:42,167 So I figured their gas would be skinny awesome too. 12 00:00:46,463 --> 00:00:47,922 [car failing] 13 00:00:51,301 --> 00:00:54,179 But my car was allergic or something, 14 00:00:54,262 --> 00:00:55,555 so I got an Uber. 15 00:00:59,893 --> 00:01:00,893 Dixie! 16 00:01:01,686 --> 00:01:02,686 Hi, Mom! 17 00:01:03,104 --> 00:01:06,024 And ended up getting paralyzed from the waist down. 18 00:01:06,691 --> 00:01:09,277 I was the girl who faked being in a wheelchair 19 00:01:09,360 --> 00:01:11,571 only to end up in a wheelchair for real. 20 00:01:12,113 --> 00:01:14,741 If that wasn't karma, I don't know what was. 21 00:01:15,408 --> 00:01:17,160 I was thinking about it all night. 22 00:01:17,243 --> 00:01:19,954 None of it would have happened if it weren't for my mama. 23 00:01:20,038 --> 00:01:23,249 Oh, good! You're awake. 24 00:01:23,333 --> 00:01:25,835 I went to the cafeteria. I didn't know what you wanted, 25 00:01:25,919 --> 00:01:27,754 - so... - What I want is for you to leave. 26 00:01:27,837 --> 00:01:30,548 What? Do you need me to get you somethin' else? 27 00:01:30,632 --> 00:01:31,925 I need you to get out 28 00:01:32,008 --> 00:01:33,259 and never speak to me again. 29 00:01:33,885 --> 00:01:34,885 Ever. 30 00:01:35,762 --> 00:01:38,973 Honey, you've been through a lot, 31 00:01:39,057 --> 00:01:41,643 but this isn't the time to push me away. 32 00:01:41,726 --> 00:01:43,561 I'm paralyzed because of you! 33 00:01:43,645 --> 00:01:45,021 What are you talking about? 34 00:01:45,105 --> 00:01:47,190 - I wasn't driving that truck. - Don't you get it? 35 00:01:47,273 --> 00:01:49,984 You made me lie about Bob, about being paralyzed, 36 00:01:50,068 --> 00:01:52,695 so God is punishing me for everything that you made me do. 37 00:01:53,446 --> 00:01:56,449 I never want to see you again. Ever. 38 00:01:57,700 --> 00:01:59,452 Fine. Bye. 39 00:02:08,503 --> 00:02:09,337 Bob! 40 00:02:09,420 --> 00:02:10,420 Hi. 41 00:02:10,839 --> 00:02:14,300 Coffee and a change of clothes, as requested. 42 00:02:14,384 --> 00:02:16,886 I didn't realize Brick was here too. 43 00:02:16,970 --> 00:02:17,971 Yeah, all night. 44 00:02:18,596 --> 00:02:20,765 They still haven't told us anything about Dixie. 45 00:02:20,849 --> 00:02:23,560 Yeah. Well, since I'm here we need to talk about State. 46 00:02:24,269 --> 00:02:25,979 - Now? - Now that it's official, 47 00:02:26,062 --> 00:02:29,399 there's no time to spare. This is a game-changer 48 00:02:29,482 --> 00:02:30,482 for both of us. 49 00:02:30,525 --> 00:02:32,235 We need to kick this up a notch. 50 00:02:32,318 --> 00:02:35,780 We need to find you a talent. We need highlights, a facial. 51 00:02:35,864 --> 00:02:38,491 I've already scheduled you for a teeth whitening this afternoon. 52 00:02:38,575 --> 00:02:41,077 Teeth whitening! Really? Dad, Dixie might not walk again. 53 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:43,746 Dixie and her mother already pulled this scam, 54 00:02:43,830 --> 00:02:46,207 so excuse me if I'm not overwhelmed with compassion. 55 00:02:46,291 --> 00:02:49,085 - You think she's lying? - Only when her mouth is moving. 56 00:02:49,586 --> 00:02:52,672 - Any updates? - Nothing yet. How about you? 57 00:02:52,755 --> 00:02:54,775 My dad's still at the police station getting questioned. 58 00:02:54,799 --> 00:02:56,426 - It'll be okay. - You don't know that. 59 00:02:57,635 --> 00:02:58,970 Bob, you're a lawyer. 60 00:02:59,846 --> 00:03:01,126 Do you think he's going to jail? 61 00:03:02,849 --> 00:03:04,184 Yeah. I mean, it's possible. 62 00:03:04,267 --> 00:03:05,852 - Oh, my God! - Okay. 63 00:03:05,935 --> 00:03:07,729 Dad, you're not making things any better. 64 00:03:08,229 --> 00:03:11,065 Okay. All right. But I will see you later. 65 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:12,692 Teeth, noon, at the mall. 66 00:03:13,193 --> 00:03:15,653 We need to talk about whatever this is. 67 00:03:16,237 --> 00:03:18,781 If you want to win, you need to focus. No... 68 00:03:19,699 --> 00:03:20,825 distractions. 69 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:26,206 Choi, I am sorry that my dad's the worst. 70 00:03:26,289 --> 00:03:27,832 Don't say that. He didn't mean to... 71 00:03:27,916 --> 00:03:31,211 No. I know you think he's like a pageant Jesus 72 00:03:31,294 --> 00:03:34,005 or somethin', but you don't have to deal with him as a dad. 73 00:03:34,088 --> 00:03:36,341 I mean, Patty, sometimes I wish I was like you 74 00:03:36,424 --> 00:03:38,343 and I just didn't know who my dad was. 75 00:03:39,469 --> 00:03:40,470 Brick. 76 00:03:40,553 --> 00:03:41,596 Seriously? 77 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:45,808 You think having parents is difficult? 78 00:03:45,892 --> 00:03:47,268 Try not having them. 79 00:03:49,437 --> 00:03:50,855 Patty, I'm sorry. That is... 80 00:03:50,939 --> 00:03:53,566 You know what? Whatever. I'm gonna go change. 81 00:03:55,235 --> 00:03:56,235 Patty. 82 00:03:57,987 --> 00:04:01,491 Brick and I had just gotten back together and we were already fighting. 83 00:04:02,033 --> 00:04:03,409 Maybe I was better off alone. 84 00:04:04,577 --> 00:04:07,956 The only problem was when I was alone, all I wanted to do was eat. 85 00:04:09,916 --> 00:04:10,916 I was out of money, 86 00:04:11,417 --> 00:04:13,169 but I still needed more food. 87 00:04:13,253 --> 00:04:14,712 What the hell was I gonna do? 88 00:04:15,338 --> 00:04:17,423 Meeting daily at ten. 89 00:04:17,507 --> 00:04:19,547 Someone else might have seen that 12-step sign as... 90 00:04:19,801 --> 00:04:20,927 well, a sign, 91 00:04:21,636 --> 00:04:23,888 but I saw something else. 92 00:04:43,116 --> 00:04:44,701 I didn't need a meeting. 93 00:04:44,784 --> 00:04:47,287 I needed something sweet to balance out the salty. 94 00:04:52,792 --> 00:04:55,169 But once I started, I couldn't stop. 95 00:04:55,253 --> 00:04:57,255 I ate because I was mad at Brick. 96 00:04:57,839 --> 00:05:00,383 I ate because I was mad at my mom. 97 00:05:00,466 --> 00:05:03,886 I ate because of Christian and Stella Rose. 98 00:05:03,970 --> 00:05:08,308 Because I was scared about State and because I felt so guilty for eating. 99 00:05:17,275 --> 00:05:19,569 [woman] You did such a good job in there. 100 00:05:19,652 --> 00:05:21,404 You were so brave. 101 00:05:23,448 --> 00:05:26,492 You promised after chemo I'd get a special doughnut. 102 00:05:26,576 --> 00:05:29,203 You will. They probably just didn't put them out yet. 103 00:05:30,455 --> 00:05:31,664 There we go. 104 00:05:32,957 --> 00:05:34,625 In the bed you are. Okay. 105 00:05:34,709 --> 00:05:36,085 [melancholic song playing] 106 00:05:36,169 --> 00:05:38,254 I'm so proud of you, baby. 107 00:05:44,927 --> 00:05:47,180 Can I get you something? Are you comfortable? 108 00:05:53,353 --> 00:05:55,688 I couldn't keep lying to myself about my food. 109 00:05:56,230 --> 00:05:57,648 I needed help now. 110 00:05:58,941 --> 00:06:00,985 But was this really the answer? 111 00:06:04,030 --> 00:06:05,907 I have tried the diets. 112 00:06:06,324 --> 00:06:08,868 Coming here was the last stop on the block. 113 00:06:09,535 --> 00:06:13,498 It wasn't enough to know the causes and conditions of my disease. 114 00:06:14,123 --> 00:06:15,875 I had to be willing to let them go. 115 00:06:16,501 --> 00:06:18,169 Causes and conditions? 116 00:06:18,252 --> 00:06:21,547 It was like a foreign country where they spoke another language. 117 00:06:21,631 --> 00:06:22,882 Maybe I was wrong. 118 00:06:22,965 --> 00:06:24,634 Maybe that sign wasn't a sign. 119 00:06:26,052 --> 00:06:28,805 But seeing Dee definitely was a sign. 120 00:06:28,888 --> 00:06:31,724 The only empty seat next to someone who hated me? 121 00:06:31,808 --> 00:06:32,850 I needed to leave. 122 00:06:39,524 --> 00:06:42,360 But that's the thing with foreign countries. 123 00:06:42,443 --> 00:06:44,570 The signs don't always mean what you think. 124 00:06:47,281 --> 00:06:48,281 Hey! 125 00:06:49,117 --> 00:06:51,244 What are you doin' out here? Is Dixie okay? 126 00:06:51,327 --> 00:06:52,328 She's nappin'. 127 00:06:53,037 --> 00:06:54,037 What do you want? 128 00:06:54,080 --> 00:06:55,706 I came to offer support. 129 00:06:56,249 --> 00:06:59,210 - Bullshit. - Your daughter got hit by a truck, 130 00:06:59,293 --> 00:07:01,313 and you find it hard to believe that I want to help? 131 00:07:01,337 --> 00:07:04,966 Yes. Your family hates me like I hate condoms. 132 00:07:06,342 --> 00:07:07,342 What do you want? 133 00:07:07,802 --> 00:07:08,802 Fine. 134 00:07:11,764 --> 00:07:12,764 [sighs] 135 00:07:13,808 --> 00:07:17,437 So... I lost my investors from Tampazzle, 136 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:19,373 and you said you were gonna be my biggest competition, 137 00:07:19,397 --> 00:07:21,315 so I was thinkin' maybe we could team up. 138 00:07:21,399 --> 00:07:22,984 [gasps] I knew it! 139 00:07:23,734 --> 00:07:25,903 You have some nerve showing up here, 140 00:07:25,987 --> 00:07:28,573 trying to take advantage of my vulnerable position. 141 00:07:28,656 --> 00:07:31,451 Okay, well you're gonna need money for Dixie's medical bills, 142 00:07:31,534 --> 00:07:34,203 plus it's gonna be hard for you to launch a business on your own, 143 00:07:34,287 --> 00:07:35,955 and you live in a box. 144 00:07:36,038 --> 00:07:38,166 I'm still the one with the business sense. 145 00:07:38,249 --> 00:07:39,584 You stole my prospectus. 146 00:07:39,667 --> 00:07:42,545 Well, you are an ex-con. 147 00:07:42,628 --> 00:07:46,090 Okay? Who nobody trusts. I can be the face of the business. 148 00:07:46,174 --> 00:07:50,595 I am already the face of my own successful business. 149 00:07:51,929 --> 00:07:54,056 [giggles] Joke's on you, graffiti man. 150 00:07:54,140 --> 00:07:57,643 I suck from the left! Now, go bother someone else. 151 00:07:59,770 --> 00:08:00,770 Bye. 152 00:08:19,916 --> 00:08:22,210 What are you doing? 153 00:08:23,711 --> 00:08:24,795 Mother to mother... 154 00:08:26,130 --> 00:08:27,548 your daughter's in the hospital. 155 00:08:28,716 --> 00:08:30,718 I'm not gonna leave you alone. 156 00:08:37,850 --> 00:08:38,976 Oh, God. 157 00:08:39,060 --> 00:08:40,978 Oh, oh. Okay. 158 00:08:41,062 --> 00:08:42,730 - Okay. Look, it's- - Soft. 159 00:08:42,813 --> 00:08:46,067 Yeah, well, it's silk, okay? And you have a lot of makeup on, so... 160 00:08:46,692 --> 00:08:48,444 Oh, for fuck's sake. 161 00:08:49,111 --> 00:08:51,531 Oh, it must have been like that. 162 00:08:51,614 --> 00:08:54,617 - No, it was not like that. - No, it was like that. 163 00:08:55,493 --> 00:08:58,213 We've now come to the part of the meeting where we welcome newcomers. 164 00:08:58,579 --> 00:09:01,749 Will anybody new like to share about what got them to come here today? 165 00:09:03,209 --> 00:09:04,585 I didn't know what to say. 166 00:09:04,669 --> 00:09:06,420 Everyone was staring at me. 167 00:09:07,129 --> 00:09:08,464 What exactly was it 168 00:09:08,548 --> 00:09:09,966 that had brought me to this point? 169 00:09:10,383 --> 00:09:11,509 Was it Christian? 170 00:09:12,385 --> 00:09:13,594 Stella Rose? 171 00:09:14,095 --> 00:09:15,596 Nothing I could share. 172 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:17,515 I had to say something. 173 00:09:18,182 --> 00:09:19,809 I stole doughnuts from cancer kids. 174 00:09:19,892 --> 00:09:22,019 [heart thumping] 175 00:09:24,939 --> 00:09:27,567 [all laughing] 176 00:09:29,110 --> 00:09:31,112 It wasn't funny. Why were they laughing? 177 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:35,408 I once stole jello from a dead guy. 178 00:09:35,658 --> 00:09:36,951 [laugh] 179 00:09:37,034 --> 00:09:39,287 I took all the candy from the AIDS wing. 180 00:09:41,122 --> 00:09:43,916 They were laughing because they related. 181 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:45,501 Could I belong here after all? 182 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:49,422 Now, sponsorship is a touchstone of our recovery. 183 00:09:49,505 --> 00:09:52,216 Sponsors are members of the program who share the experience, 184 00:09:52,300 --> 00:09:53,300 strength and hope. 185 00:09:53,843 --> 00:09:55,970 Will all available sponsors please raise your hands. 186 00:09:57,847 --> 00:09:59,890 Stacey, recovering anorexic. 187 00:09:59,974 --> 00:10:01,934 Elizabeth, recovering food restrictor. 188 00:10:02,351 --> 00:10:04,145 Except, I wasn't like them. 189 00:10:04,645 --> 00:10:06,939 I didn't throw up or starve. 190 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,608 I just couldn't stop eating. 191 00:10:09,025 --> 00:10:12,153 Dee. Recovering compulsive overeater, body-obsessor. 192 00:10:12,570 --> 00:10:14,196 Compulsive overeater? 193 00:10:14,572 --> 00:10:15,948 Body-obsessor? 194 00:10:16,032 --> 00:10:17,032 Was that me? 195 00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:20,870 If there was a name for it, maybe there was a cure. 196 00:10:22,330 --> 00:10:24,373 - Dee, wait up! - Sorry. I've got somewhere to be. 197 00:10:24,457 --> 00:10:26,876 Compulsive overeater. Is that like bingeing, 198 00:10:26,959 --> 00:10:28,336 but without the throwing up? 199 00:10:28,419 --> 00:10:31,398 'Cause I thought you had to binge and purge for it to be an eating disorder. 200 00:10:31,422 --> 00:10:32,422 A lot think that, 201 00:10:32,465 --> 00:10:35,843 but it turns out there's no one right way to be fucked up about food. 202 00:10:36,844 --> 00:10:38,596 And body-obsessor? What's that? 203 00:10:38,679 --> 00:10:39,889 Like it sounds. 204 00:10:39,972 --> 00:10:42,132 I used to spend hours staring at my body in the mirror, 205 00:10:42,183 --> 00:10:44,060 obsessing about the things I wanted to change. 206 00:10:44,602 --> 00:10:47,313 But I thought that you were very like, 207 00:10:47,396 --> 00:10:49,815 "I like myself. I love my body." 208 00:10:49,899 --> 00:10:50,899 Yeah. 209 00:10:51,025 --> 00:10:52,652 I got that way from going to meetings. 210 00:10:53,402 --> 00:10:55,279 So, is this like a diet club or... 211 00:10:55,363 --> 00:10:58,866 'Cause in AA, you can just stop drinking, but you can't just stop eating. 212 00:10:58,949 --> 00:11:00,785 In my experience, it's not about the food. 213 00:11:00,868 --> 00:11:02,453 [scoffs] What are you talking about? 214 00:11:02,536 --> 00:11:05,414 Look, all I know is I don't have a food problem. 215 00:11:05,498 --> 00:11:06,499 I have a life problem. 216 00:11:06,999 --> 00:11:10,127 For me, the food is just a symptom that something else is going on. 217 00:11:10,419 --> 00:11:13,214 So, is that what that woman meant about causes and conditions? 218 00:11:13,297 --> 00:11:15,091 Yeah. Look, it's a lot, 219 00:11:15,174 --> 00:11:17,468 but if you find a sponsor and work the steps... 220 00:11:17,551 --> 00:11:19,303 - Will you be my sponsor? - Fuck, no. 221 00:11:20,221 --> 00:11:22,723 I mean, I don't think that's a good idea. 222 00:11:22,807 --> 00:11:25,518 Why not? You binge eat like me. 223 00:11:25,601 --> 00:11:26,769 You obsess over your body. 224 00:11:26,852 --> 00:11:28,646 There are a lot of us in program. 225 00:11:28,729 --> 00:11:29,897 Find someone else. 226 00:11:29,980 --> 00:11:34,610 Didn't the leader say that sponsorship is like a touchstone of the deal? 227 00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:36,454 I don't know. Aren't you supposed to help me? 228 00:11:36,779 --> 00:11:38,531 Come on. I moved my purse for you. 229 00:11:41,617 --> 00:11:44,412 Fine! I will be your temporary sponsor. 230 00:11:44,829 --> 00:11:46,706 You have a week to find someone else. 231 00:11:46,789 --> 00:11:48,874 Great! A week is all I need. I heal fast. 232 00:11:48,958 --> 00:11:51,558 Like, if I don't wear earrings every day, the holes just close up. 233 00:11:51,585 --> 00:11:53,713 That's not how this works. 234 00:11:53,796 --> 00:11:55,297 Let's take this one day at a time. 235 00:11:55,965 --> 00:11:58,801 For starters, call me whenever you want to eat. 236 00:11:59,385 --> 00:12:00,678 That's like all the time. 237 00:12:00,761 --> 00:12:03,481 We need to help you figure out the difference between physical hunger 238 00:12:03,514 --> 00:12:04,514 and emotional hunger. 239 00:12:06,308 --> 00:12:08,060 [phone buzzes and chimes] 240 00:12:09,937 --> 00:12:10,813 Shit! I've gotta go. 241 00:12:10,896 --> 00:12:12,732 - Thank you, Jesus. - Um... 242 00:12:13,107 --> 00:12:16,569 Thank you, and I'll call you. 243 00:12:22,575 --> 00:12:24,201 Hi. I'm sorry I'm late. 244 00:12:24,285 --> 00:12:27,329 You need to take prepping for State seriously, Patty. 245 00:12:27,413 --> 00:12:29,540 - This is your future we are talkin' about. - I know. 246 00:12:29,623 --> 00:12:32,042 - I lost track of time. - Were you with Brick? 247 00:12:32,126 --> 00:12:34,795 Because I can't have you dragging my son into your drama. 248 00:12:34,879 --> 00:12:37,256 No, I was not with Brick. I... 249 00:12:39,008 --> 00:12:42,720 I went to my first Overeaters Anonymous meeting. 250 00:12:43,262 --> 00:12:44,262 You did? 251 00:12:45,556 --> 00:12:47,099 Yeah. I think... 252 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:49,393 you're right. 253 00:12:49,477 --> 00:12:51,854 I think that I have a problem. 254 00:12:51,937 --> 00:12:52,772 Patty, 255 00:12:52,855 --> 00:12:55,566 this is huge. I am so proud of you. 256 00:12:55,983 --> 00:12:56,984 [laughs] 257 00:12:57,943 --> 00:12:58,943 Yeah. 258 00:12:59,987 --> 00:13:02,072 Well, I'm here now, right? 259 00:13:02,156 --> 00:13:05,910 And I'm focused, and I'm totally ready to win. Let's do this. 260 00:13:06,494 --> 00:13:09,914 Hm... Maybe let's pump the brakes on the pageant stuff. 261 00:13:09,997 --> 00:13:13,292 You know, just till you find your footing in recovery. 262 00:13:13,834 --> 00:13:16,212 But you said there's no time to spare, 263 00:13:16,295 --> 00:13:18,005 right? You said State is a game changer. 264 00:13:18,088 --> 00:13:21,842 You getting healthy is the most important game changer of all. 265 00:13:21,926 --> 00:13:24,553 And I would hate to put any more pressure on you. 266 00:13:25,971 --> 00:13:28,182 - Why is Dixie texting me? - Dixie? 267 00:13:28,682 --> 00:13:30,768 - Is she okay? - Yeah, I don't know. 268 00:13:30,851 --> 00:13:32,853 I guess I'm about to find out. She wants to see me. 269 00:13:34,647 --> 00:13:36,690 Is it okay if I still do this? 270 00:13:36,774 --> 00:13:40,236 Uh, yeah, if you want to. I mean, I can't get a refund on the Groupon. 271 00:13:40,903 --> 00:13:42,071 But most importantly, 272 00:13:42,154 --> 00:13:43,739 focus on your recovery. 273 00:13:43,823 --> 00:13:45,324 I'm really proud of you. 274 00:13:45,407 --> 00:13:46,659 Thank you. 275 00:13:47,368 --> 00:13:51,080 You know, it's been a long time I've known that something is off, 276 00:13:51,163 --> 00:13:52,706 but I never knew it was a problem. 277 00:13:52,790 --> 00:13:55,042 - What? - Now that I go in there and I know, like, 278 00:13:55,125 --> 00:13:56,925 - this is a group of people who are... - Stop. 279 00:13:57,002 --> 00:13:59,129 ...just like me. They have... It's a thing. 280 00:13:59,213 --> 00:14:02,216 - I'm... I can't. there's not a chance. - It has stayed with me. 281 00:14:02,299 --> 00:14:03,133 What? 282 00:14:03,217 --> 00:14:05,302 - I'll text you. - That would be great. 283 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:07,263 Magnolia, I'm heading out... 284 00:14:07,346 --> 00:14:09,932 - What are you doin'? Turn that off. - What? 285 00:14:10,015 --> 00:14:13,018 If you have any chance of getting your memory back, 286 00:14:13,102 --> 00:14:16,105 the doctors insisted on a hundred percent brain rest. 287 00:14:16,188 --> 00:14:18,899 It's just Bird Box. Isn't that the same? 288 00:14:18,983 --> 00:14:20,442 No. No. 289 00:14:20,526 --> 00:14:22,069 No screens. No iPads. 290 00:14:22,152 --> 00:14:23,654 No phone. No TV. 291 00:14:23,737 --> 00:14:25,906 But sitting here is so boring. 292 00:14:25,990 --> 00:14:27,950 So you'd rather just self-sabotage? 293 00:14:28,033 --> 00:14:29,033 Again? 294 00:14:29,159 --> 00:14:30,411 What are you talking about? 295 00:14:30,494 --> 00:14:31,579 Your lab results came back. 296 00:14:31,662 --> 00:14:33,664 Your blood alcohol level was point one. 297 00:14:33,747 --> 00:14:35,791 I told you, I don't remember drinking. 298 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:39,378 You being blacked out doesn't make me feel any better. 299 00:14:39,461 --> 00:14:41,672 The doctor also said my memory loss 300 00:14:41,755 --> 00:14:44,049 could be tied to me seeing something traumatic. 301 00:14:45,718 --> 00:14:46,719 Like, 302 00:14:46,844 --> 00:14:50,431 what if I saw what happened to Roxy and now I can't remember? 303 00:14:52,641 --> 00:14:54,518 I'm not self-sabotaging, Dad. 304 00:14:55,519 --> 00:14:57,271 I'm just trying to distract myself 305 00:14:57,354 --> 00:15:00,024 from thinking about the fact that I could have had a sister, 306 00:15:00,107 --> 00:15:02,276 but I pushed her away and now she's dead. 307 00:15:03,152 --> 00:15:04,820 Baby, I'm so sorry. 308 00:15:04,904 --> 00:15:05,738 [sobs] 309 00:15:05,821 --> 00:15:07,281 - Hey... - [sighs] 310 00:15:07,990 --> 00:15:08,990 Okay. 311 00:15:09,366 --> 00:15:10,409 Hey, c'mon. 312 00:15:10,492 --> 00:15:11,492 Of course... 313 00:15:11,827 --> 00:15:13,996 Of course this is just as hard for you. 314 00:15:15,748 --> 00:15:16,749 Now look... 315 00:15:17,333 --> 00:15:19,209 I have an appointment at the police station. 316 00:15:19,293 --> 00:15:21,462 I'm gonna get an update on Roxy. 317 00:15:22,087 --> 00:15:25,591 You wanna call one of your friends? Have 'em come sit with you while I'm gone? 318 00:15:25,674 --> 00:15:27,468 I literally have no one to call. 319 00:15:28,010 --> 00:15:32,056 And that's what makes this even worse. I needed her, and I didn't even know. 320 00:15:33,891 --> 00:15:36,226 Has a single person visited or even called? 321 00:15:38,145 --> 00:15:42,024 When did I ever have friends over? When I wasn't studying, 322 00:15:42,107 --> 00:15:44,735 I was all pageants, all the time, except... 323 00:15:45,694 --> 00:15:47,112 for when I was with Brick. 324 00:15:50,032 --> 00:15:51,575 Well, then, I'm calling Brick. 325 00:15:53,035 --> 00:15:55,663 - Where's Regina? - Who gives a shit? 326 00:15:55,746 --> 00:15:56,956 She's dead to me. 327 00:15:57,623 --> 00:15:58,623 Wow. 328 00:15:59,333 --> 00:16:00,793 And you're... 329 00:16:01,669 --> 00:16:04,630 paralyzed, like, for real this time? 330 00:16:04,713 --> 00:16:06,215 Yes. Oh! 331 00:16:06,298 --> 00:16:08,467 You don't believe me? I'll prove it. 332 00:16:09,677 --> 00:16:11,929 Oh, God! Dixie! Oh! 333 00:16:12,012 --> 00:16:13,681 What? didn't feel a thing. 334 00:16:16,392 --> 00:16:17,392 Here, you try. 335 00:16:20,229 --> 00:16:22,356 - Why did you text me? - Well... 336 00:16:23,023 --> 00:16:25,234 I've been up all night thinking, and... 337 00:16:26,068 --> 00:16:28,070 I had an episiotomy. 338 00:16:28,654 --> 00:16:30,030 I hope you mean epiphany. 339 00:16:30,114 --> 00:16:32,616 Everything bad that ever happened to me... 340 00:16:33,409 --> 00:16:35,911 started back when my mama made me lie about you. 341 00:16:35,995 --> 00:16:37,955 I never won another pageant. 342 00:16:38,038 --> 00:16:39,748 I got thrown off the Ween Mobile. 343 00:16:39,832 --> 00:16:41,291 I lost my home. 344 00:16:41,750 --> 00:16:44,712 - I had to leave town. - You have had a bad run. 345 00:16:44,795 --> 00:16:47,506 I'm starting to think that this is all karma, 346 00:16:47,589 --> 00:16:50,009 which means that I've gotta clean up my mistakes, 347 00:16:50,509 --> 00:16:51,677 starting with you. 348 00:16:52,219 --> 00:16:54,899 I figured that by working together again, well, that's a good start. 349 00:16:54,972 --> 00:16:57,599 You mean you wanna get back into pageants? 350 00:16:58,017 --> 00:16:59,226 No! 351 00:16:59,309 --> 00:17:00,686 I want you to be my lawyer. 352 00:17:01,103 --> 00:17:03,480 I wanna sue the shit out of Herman Choi. 353 00:17:04,356 --> 00:17:05,899 I'll split whatever we win. 354 00:17:06,358 --> 00:17:08,152 Fifty-sixty. 355 00:17:09,069 --> 00:17:13,115 There wasn't enough money in the world to risk getting involved with Dixie again. 356 00:17:13,198 --> 00:17:15,701 And I'm pretty sure, in a case like this, 357 00:17:15,784 --> 00:17:18,328 we're talking several million dollars. 358 00:17:19,580 --> 00:17:20,706 Except it turns out... 359 00:17:21,623 --> 00:17:22,916 there was. 360 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:24,668 [phone rings] 361 00:17:26,420 --> 00:17:28,756 - What's up? - Well, I just had my teeth whitened, 362 00:17:28,839 --> 00:17:30,599 and they told me I can't eat for three hours, 363 00:17:30,674 --> 00:17:32,509 so obviously all I can think about is food. 364 00:17:32,593 --> 00:17:35,012 I mean, what's going on emotionally? 365 00:17:35,095 --> 00:17:36,805 I don't have anything to do today, 366 00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:38,849 and I am afraid if I am alone... 367 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,935 I'll just want to eat, so... 368 00:17:42,019 --> 00:17:43,103 So don't be alone. 369 00:17:43,687 --> 00:17:45,527 Listen, I'm picking up Nonnie for a date, so... 370 00:17:45,564 --> 00:17:46,648 Oh! 371 00:17:46,732 --> 00:17:48,918 Can I come with you? She'll be stoked we're friends now. 372 00:17:48,942 --> 00:17:51,361 We're not friends. I'm your sponsor. 373 00:17:51,445 --> 00:17:53,322 Your temporary sponsor. 374 00:17:53,405 --> 00:17:55,245 And Nonnie doesn't know I'm in the program yet, 375 00:17:55,282 --> 00:17:56,742 and I ain't ready to tell her. 376 00:17:57,493 --> 00:17:59,244 Here she is. I've gotta go. Bye. 377 00:17:59,828 --> 00:18:00,913 Who was that? 378 00:18:00,996 --> 00:18:03,040 Oh, nobody. Don't worry about it. 379 00:18:03,123 --> 00:18:05,000 How cute are you? 380 00:18:05,584 --> 00:18:06,794 I don't know. 381 00:18:06,877 --> 00:18:08,253 How cute am I? 382 00:18:08,879 --> 00:18:09,963 Very. 383 00:18:10,089 --> 00:18:11,256 Ooh! 384 00:18:12,216 --> 00:18:13,443 [Magnolia] Thanks for coming over. 385 00:18:13,467 --> 00:18:16,470 I know it's, like, super awkward having to babysit your ex-girlfriend. 386 00:18:16,553 --> 00:18:17,387 No, not at all. 387 00:18:17,471 --> 00:18:20,265 Just 'cause we broke up doesn't mean I still don't care about you. 388 00:18:22,851 --> 00:18:25,646 But you're with Patty now... again. Right? 389 00:18:26,105 --> 00:18:27,272 Yeah. 390 00:18:27,856 --> 00:18:29,566 - How's that going? - Good. 391 00:18:31,568 --> 00:18:33,448 You know, except we got in a fight this morning, 392 00:18:33,487 --> 00:18:35,155 so I think she's kinda mad at me. 393 00:18:36,156 --> 00:18:37,836 Wait, is this weird for you to talk about? 394 00:18:38,951 --> 00:18:39,951 Not at all. 395 00:18:41,203 --> 00:18:42,830 [phone ringing] 396 00:18:44,039 --> 00:18:45,879 Okay, that's weird. She's calling. Do you mind? 397 00:18:46,708 --> 00:18:47,876 Not at all. 398 00:18:49,044 --> 00:18:49,878 Hey, beautiful. 399 00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:51,088 Hey. 400 00:18:51,171 --> 00:18:54,466 I'm sorry for getting so mad earlier at the hospital. 401 00:18:54,550 --> 00:18:56,468 I had low blood sugar and... 402 00:18:56,552 --> 00:18:58,137 Don't worry about it. You okay? 403 00:18:58,220 --> 00:18:59,263 I will be, 404 00:18:59,346 --> 00:19:02,516 if we can hang out or make out 405 00:19:02,599 --> 00:19:04,434 or anything out. 406 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:06,645 Well, I'm kinda with Magnolia. 407 00:19:06,728 --> 00:19:07,728 Wow. 408 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:11,275 We have one weird moment and you run to your ex? 409 00:19:11,358 --> 00:19:13,777 No, her dad called me and asked to keep an eye on her 410 00:19:13,861 --> 00:19:14,941 'cause she's on brain rest. 411 00:19:14,987 --> 00:19:18,007 I guess the only way she might remember what happened to her is to, you know, 412 00:19:18,031 --> 00:19:19,191 let her brain heal and relax. 413 00:19:19,658 --> 00:19:21,368 Oh, shit. 414 00:19:21,451 --> 00:19:23,871 What if Magnolia remembered seeing me hit Christian? 415 00:19:23,954 --> 00:19:25,372 How is that going? 416 00:19:25,455 --> 00:19:26,748 Has she remembered anything? 417 00:19:27,332 --> 00:19:28,332 No, not yet. 418 00:19:28,375 --> 00:19:31,879 Okay. How long will you be there? Should I come hang out with you guys? 419 00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:34,131 No. By the time you get here, I'll probably be gone. 420 00:19:34,214 --> 00:19:35,841 - I'll text you when I leave? - Okay. 421 00:19:40,012 --> 00:19:41,722 I was terrified to be alone, 422 00:19:41,805 --> 00:19:45,309 but even more terrified that there was a man lurking outside my house. 423 00:19:46,101 --> 00:19:47,519 Was he trying to break in? 424 00:19:47,603 --> 00:19:49,354 Or... Oh, God, 425 00:19:49,438 --> 00:19:50,731 what if Stella Rose sent him? 426 00:19:50,814 --> 00:19:52,733 What if he was here to even the score? 427 00:19:53,442 --> 00:19:54,651 - Hey there. - Fuck you! 428 00:19:54,735 --> 00:19:55,652 [screams] 429 00:19:55,736 --> 00:19:57,496 Who the fuck are you? I'm calling the police. 430 00:19:57,571 --> 00:19:59,531 Don't! Don't! I'm a friend of your mom's. 431 00:19:59,615 --> 00:20:00,657 Bullshit! 432 00:20:00,741 --> 00:20:01,741 [screams] 433 00:20:02,367 --> 00:20:03,535 I swear. Here... 434 00:20:04,286 --> 00:20:06,288 I have pictures of her. Use my code. 435 00:20:06,371 --> 00:20:08,248 It's one, one, one, one. 436 00:20:08,332 --> 00:20:10,209 All ones? How dumb are you? 437 00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:13,128 Oh, shit. 438 00:20:14,171 --> 00:20:15,171 Sorry. 439 00:20:15,631 --> 00:20:20,052 Yeah! Do you have any milk? It helps with the mace. 440 00:20:20,135 --> 00:20:21,136 Sure, yeah. 441 00:20:21,803 --> 00:20:23,263 How do you know that? 442 00:20:23,347 --> 00:20:25,349 Can we talk about it when my eyes aren't melting? 443 00:20:25,432 --> 00:20:27,267 - Yeah. - Thanks. 444 00:20:27,351 --> 00:20:29,561 - It's gonna be this way. - All right. 445 00:20:29,645 --> 00:20:31,438 Watch the stairs. Watch the stairs. 446 00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:32,521 Feet! Feet! 447 00:20:34,316 --> 00:20:35,525 Here you go. 448 00:20:36,276 --> 00:20:37,276 Thanks. 449 00:20:39,154 --> 00:20:40,447 Why do you look familiar? 450 00:20:40,530 --> 00:20:42,449 Maybe your mom showed you pictures of us. 451 00:20:42,658 --> 00:20:45,577 Yeah. You're her ex-boyfriend. She reached out to you around my birthday. 452 00:20:45,661 --> 00:20:49,915 Exactly. I came to your party, but we just didn't get a chance to meet. 453 00:20:50,499 --> 00:20:52,334 - You did? - Yeah. 454 00:20:52,417 --> 00:20:54,253 I got picked up by the cops for drugs, 455 00:20:54,962 --> 00:20:57,005 and then your mom stole my car. 456 00:20:57,089 --> 00:20:59,508 Well, it's a tale as old as time. 457 00:20:59,591 --> 00:21:00,591 But you know what? 458 00:21:00,634 --> 00:21:02,386 I was a different person back then. 459 00:21:03,178 --> 00:21:04,178 So? 460 00:21:04,554 --> 00:21:05,722 Why did you come back? 461 00:21:05,806 --> 00:21:08,684 [sighs] I got out on bail and was hoping to get my car back. 462 00:21:09,184 --> 00:21:10,227 It's not here. 463 00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:13,063 Neither is my mom. She took off that same night. 464 00:21:13,146 --> 00:21:14,314 Well... 465 00:21:15,816 --> 00:21:17,985 And she thought I'd be a bad influence on you. 466 00:21:18,443 --> 00:21:19,443 What do you mean? 467 00:21:19,945 --> 00:21:21,363 She didn't want me to meet you. 468 00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:23,907 I mean, maybe she was right. 469 00:21:24,449 --> 00:21:25,867 I made some bad choices... 470 00:21:26,785 --> 00:21:27,785 but... 471 00:21:28,245 --> 00:21:31,081 now you're all grown up, and here we are. She's not around. 472 00:21:31,206 --> 00:21:32,040 I'm confused. 473 00:21:32,124 --> 00:21:34,710 Why would she care if I met you? 474 00:21:35,961 --> 00:21:36,961 'Cause... 475 00:21:39,256 --> 00:21:40,257 I'm your father. 476 00:21:47,723 --> 00:21:50,058 Where is Detective Cruz? I have an appointment. 477 00:21:50,142 --> 00:21:51,727 He had an out of town lead to follow. 478 00:21:51,810 --> 00:21:52,811 About what? 479 00:21:53,603 --> 00:21:57,357 I can neither confirm nor deny the details of an active murder investigation. 480 00:21:58,150 --> 00:21:59,568 So, it's about Roxy. 481 00:22:00,444 --> 00:22:02,404 It's okay. You can tell me. 482 00:22:02,487 --> 00:22:05,615 I'm entitled to know. I used to be the DA. 483 00:22:05,699 --> 00:22:09,161 I used to be the manager of frickin' Chuck E. Cheese, 484 00:22:09,244 --> 00:22:11,621 but that doesn't mean I can still go down there 485 00:22:11,705 --> 00:22:13,832 and eat free pizza in the ball pit, does it? 486 00:22:13,915 --> 00:22:16,710 Yeah, well, maybe I'll get my old job back. 487 00:22:16,793 --> 00:22:18,462 Good! Do it. 488 00:22:19,046 --> 00:22:20,756 But for now, get outta my way. 489 00:22:20,839 --> 00:22:23,592 I'm late to stake out Patty Bladell. 490 00:22:24,134 --> 00:22:25,177 She still a suspect? 491 00:22:26,595 --> 00:22:27,595 No. 492 00:22:28,138 --> 00:22:30,474 - I mean, I never said that. - Hm-mm. 493 00:22:31,099 --> 00:22:32,351 You stay outta my head. 494 00:22:32,434 --> 00:22:35,145 [Patty] It felt like I couldn't ask questions fast enough. 495 00:22:35,228 --> 00:22:38,065 Everything I ever wanted to know about my dad. 496 00:22:38,398 --> 00:22:40,233 What part of his face was like mine? 497 00:22:40,317 --> 00:22:42,152 His eyes? His chin? 498 00:22:43,320 --> 00:22:45,572 Did he accidentally kill someone too? 499 00:22:46,323 --> 00:22:48,367 Would he forgive me if he knew I did? 500 00:22:48,784 --> 00:22:50,827 [phone buzzes] 501 00:22:52,245 --> 00:22:53,330 [Patty sighs] 502 00:22:53,830 --> 00:22:55,624 I just can't believe my mom... 503 00:22:56,375 --> 00:22:58,210 was lying to me all these years... 504 00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:01,797 saying she didn't know who my dad was. 505 00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:05,175 Well, I can't believe that I'm here with you right now. 506 00:23:06,009 --> 00:23:07,928 I mean, I missed everything! 507 00:23:08,428 --> 00:23:11,807 [sighs] Your first day of school. Teaching you how to ride a bike. 508 00:23:12,432 --> 00:23:17,229 Okay. My first day of kindergarten, I threw up Count Chocula on Tracy Plank, 509 00:23:17,312 --> 00:23:19,523 and I still don't know how to ride a bike, 510 00:23:19,606 --> 00:23:21,400 - so you're all caught up. - [phone buzzes] 511 00:23:24,111 --> 00:23:26,947 - Your phone is really blowin' up. - It's a work thing. It can wait. 512 00:23:27,489 --> 00:23:29,408 You are way more important. 513 00:23:31,118 --> 00:23:33,286 Should we try to text my mom? 514 00:23:33,370 --> 00:23:36,170 I haven't been able to reach her, but maybe we could get a hold of her. 515 00:23:36,748 --> 00:23:38,625 Yeah. Yeah! 516 00:23:38,708 --> 00:23:40,752 That... Yeah, that's... 517 00:23:42,254 --> 00:23:44,214 You know what, though? She might... 518 00:23:45,257 --> 00:23:46,257 She might be upset. 519 00:23:47,634 --> 00:23:50,345 And I would have to leave, and then you and I... 520 00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:52,097 wouldn't get to know each other. 521 00:23:52,180 --> 00:23:53,180 No. 522 00:23:53,557 --> 00:23:55,475 How do I know that you're telling the truth... 523 00:23:56,393 --> 00:23:58,687 about being my dad? 524 00:23:58,770 --> 00:23:59,770 Well... 525 00:24:01,648 --> 00:24:04,568 how about I go to a drugstore and pick up a paternity test? 526 00:24:04,943 --> 00:24:05,777 Right now? 527 00:24:05,861 --> 00:24:09,406 - I mean, you don't have to leave so soon. - No, it's fine. 528 00:24:09,489 --> 00:24:12,325 I'll be back with that test before you even know it. 529 00:24:12,742 --> 00:24:15,829 If he was lying, there's no way he'd offer to get a test. 530 00:24:16,580 --> 00:24:20,584 Could I have finally found what I had been looking for my entire life? 531 00:24:25,172 --> 00:24:26,631 [ringing tone] 532 00:24:28,175 --> 00:24:29,176 Hey, sorry. 533 00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:31,761 Relax! 534 00:24:32,220 --> 00:24:34,389 There's just been a slight wrinkle. 535 00:24:34,473 --> 00:24:36,057 I couldn't get the car. 536 00:24:37,100 --> 00:24:38,100 Chill! 537 00:24:39,227 --> 00:24:41,480 I'll get the money I owe you from my daughter. 538 00:24:41,855 --> 00:24:45,692 Is it weird that the Chois' lawyer moved the mediation up to today? 539 00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:47,986 No, this is a very good sign. 540 00:24:48,069 --> 00:24:49,863 My guess is they're runnin' scared. 541 00:24:49,946 --> 00:24:52,908 You are a pageant girl in a wheelchair. 542 00:24:52,991 --> 00:24:56,912 - That is a very expensive sympathy card. - Fuck sympathy! 543 00:24:56,995 --> 00:25:00,207 I make seven figures a year, I split my time between three cities, 544 00:25:00,290 --> 00:25:03,001 and I get more dick than I know what to do with, 545 00:25:03,084 --> 00:25:04,920 so cry me a fucking river. 546 00:25:05,670 --> 00:25:07,964 I think you're my new hero. 547 00:25:08,048 --> 00:25:09,925 - I'm Dixie Sinclair... - Don't care. 548 00:25:10,008 --> 00:25:12,328 You're the genius who picked this dipshit to represent you. 549 00:25:12,427 --> 00:25:13,720 The dipshit has a name. 550 00:25:14,554 --> 00:25:15,805 Bob Armstrong. 551 00:25:15,889 --> 00:25:17,057 Again, don't care. 552 00:25:17,140 --> 00:25:18,308 Buckle up, buttercup. 553 00:25:18,391 --> 00:25:21,728 I'm about to wipe the floor with your middle-age, worn-out ass. 554 00:25:21,811 --> 00:25:22,811 Think again. 555 00:25:23,730 --> 00:25:26,233 Your client ran over my client 556 00:25:26,316 --> 00:25:29,986 while she was crossing the street, in full view. 557 00:25:30,070 --> 00:25:32,405 - Did you actually inspect the crime scene? - [Bob scoffs] 558 00:25:33,073 --> 00:25:34,950 I was there when it happened. 559 00:25:35,033 --> 00:25:38,161 Then surely you'll know that there was no crosswalk. 560 00:25:38,662 --> 00:25:42,499 Which means your client was not walking. She was jaywalking. 561 00:25:43,083 --> 00:25:44,501 So congrats, little girl. 562 00:25:44,584 --> 00:25:47,462 The last thing you did with your legs was break the law. 563 00:25:48,213 --> 00:25:49,213 Wait... 564 00:25:49,714 --> 00:25:51,174 I don't get any money? 565 00:25:51,258 --> 00:25:52,384 If you sue him. 566 00:25:52,467 --> 00:25:54,010 - Who? Me? - Remind me, 567 00:25:54,094 --> 00:25:55,720 who pulled permits for that event? 568 00:25:57,138 --> 00:25:59,099 - Well, me. - It's rhetorical, dickless. 569 00:25:59,933 --> 00:26:03,436 So if your client wants to get a payout for gross negligence, 570 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:06,815 she ought to go after you for planning an event with zero safety in mind. 571 00:26:06,898 --> 00:26:09,192 I am sorry I am late, folks. 572 00:26:09,818 --> 00:26:10,860 We ready to get started? 573 00:26:10,944 --> 00:26:13,238 I need to confer with my client. 574 00:26:13,989 --> 00:26:15,323 Wait. What's happening? 575 00:26:15,532 --> 00:26:17,909 Where's my money? Where's my money? Is it in there? 576 00:26:17,993 --> 00:26:19,494 [Dixie] Where's... Hey! 577 00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:21,871 Where's my money? Where's the check? 578 00:26:21,955 --> 00:26:23,540 Oh, my God, please don't sue me. 579 00:26:23,623 --> 00:26:26,001 - I've been living in my office. - It's not your fault. 580 00:26:26,918 --> 00:26:28,837 I broke the rules crossing the street. 581 00:26:29,713 --> 00:26:31,881 I broke the rules my entire life. 582 00:26:32,340 --> 00:26:34,134 Oh, Dixie, don't. 583 00:26:34,217 --> 00:26:35,217 [sobbing] 584 00:26:35,260 --> 00:26:37,470 Maybe my karma isn't fixed. 585 00:26:39,180 --> 00:26:40,015 Maybe... 586 00:26:40,098 --> 00:26:42,183 Maybe I deserve to be paralyzed... 587 00:26:42,934 --> 00:26:43,934 alone... 588 00:26:44,227 --> 00:26:46,813 feeling guilty for the rest of my life. 589 00:26:46,896 --> 00:26:48,773 [sobbing] 590 00:26:49,357 --> 00:26:50,817 Was it possible? 591 00:26:50,900 --> 00:26:54,279 Had that lying, dead-legged she-devil actually changed? 592 00:26:55,030 --> 00:26:59,618 Maybe this was about more than money. Maybe I could change my karma too. 593 00:27:57,133 --> 00:27:59,552 Feels kinda weird. Do I have anything in my teeth? 594 00:27:59,636 --> 00:28:00,637 [laughs] 595 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:01,888 You're so weird. 596 00:28:01,971 --> 00:28:04,891 - [laughs] - [phone ringing] 597 00:28:05,392 --> 00:28:06,935 Gotta grab this. Gimme a sec. 598 00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:09,604 Patty B. Is that... 599 00:28:09,979 --> 00:28:10,979 Are you okay? 600 00:28:11,272 --> 00:28:12,399 I'm hungry again. 601 00:28:12,482 --> 00:28:16,903 - Okay. What's goin' on? - I met my dad for the first time 602 00:28:16,986 --> 00:28:17,904 ever. 603 00:28:17,987 --> 00:28:19,787 - Since the last time I talked to you? - Yeah. 604 00:28:19,823 --> 00:28:21,842 Feel like more things happen to me than most people. 605 00:28:21,866 --> 00:28:23,910 - How was it? - Intense. 606 00:28:24,452 --> 00:28:25,453 Weird. 607 00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:27,831 All my life I wanted to know who he was. 608 00:28:28,248 --> 00:28:29,968 You think that's the reason I wanted to eat? 609 00:28:29,999 --> 00:28:32,919 - Because I never knew who my dad was? - Could be part of it. 610 00:28:33,002 --> 00:28:35,547 Maybe this is the universe finally giving me 611 00:28:35,630 --> 00:28:38,299 the thing that I actually needed instead of food. 612 00:28:38,383 --> 00:28:39,426 Patty, slow down. 613 00:28:39,509 --> 00:28:41,737 - It's usually not just one thing. - The whole time he was here, 614 00:28:41,761 --> 00:28:43,096 I didn't even think about food. 615 00:28:43,179 --> 00:28:45,056 And now he's gone, all I wanna do is eat. 616 00:28:45,140 --> 00:28:46,140 Of course. 617 00:28:46,391 --> 00:28:49,310 I am sure it's very emotional and... 618 00:28:49,394 --> 00:28:52,147 Holy shit! If I have my dad, I won't want to binge. I'm cured. 619 00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:53,064 Patty, stop! 620 00:28:53,148 --> 00:28:55,233 You can't just swap out one thing for another. 621 00:28:55,316 --> 00:28:56,151 This is amazing. 622 00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:57,234 Thank you, Dee! 623 00:28:58,278 --> 00:28:59,529 You're not listening! 624 00:29:01,531 --> 00:29:02,657 Fuckin' annoying. 625 00:29:14,627 --> 00:29:16,129 Why is Patty calling you? 626 00:29:17,255 --> 00:29:18,255 Patty? 627 00:29:18,590 --> 00:29:21,843 Yes, my best friend, the one you hate. 628 00:29:22,552 --> 00:29:23,552 Patty B? 629 00:29:23,928 --> 00:29:24,928 It's... 630 00:29:25,346 --> 00:29:26,346 It was nothing. 631 00:29:27,515 --> 00:29:28,516 Nothing. 632 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:31,436 Kind of like your secret phone call earlier? 633 00:29:31,519 --> 00:29:35,940 - You're acting like I'm cheating on you. - I'm not saying you're cheating. I... 634 00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:37,775 Are you cheating? 635 00:29:37,901 --> 00:29:39,736 [laughs] This is crazy. 636 00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:40,945 Seriously? 637 00:29:41,029 --> 00:29:42,489 You're gonna keep secrets from me 638 00:29:42,572 --> 00:29:45,283 and then call me crazy for feeling insecure? 639 00:29:45,366 --> 00:29:48,203 They're not secrets. Not everything is your business. 640 00:29:49,621 --> 00:29:50,663 Got it. 641 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:52,957 - Nonnie, wait. I... - Just... 642 00:29:53,833 --> 00:29:55,794 call me when you're ready to be honest. 643 00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,847 It's Dee. Call me back ASAP. 644 00:30:08,556 --> 00:30:10,058 Sorry I've been radio silent. 645 00:30:10,767 --> 00:30:12,007 Things have gotten complicated, 646 00:30:12,060 --> 00:30:14,145 and I don't think I can keep lying like this. 647 00:30:15,021 --> 00:30:17,023 [announcement over PA] 648 00:30:17,899 --> 00:30:19,359 [sighs] 649 00:30:19,442 --> 00:30:21,861 Thank you so much for staying with me today. 650 00:30:21,945 --> 00:30:23,822 And for going' on a wine run. 651 00:30:23,905 --> 00:30:25,448 You want a refill or... 652 00:30:25,532 --> 00:30:26,658 Sure. 653 00:30:27,492 --> 00:30:30,620 So, do you think that Dixie is still napping? 654 00:30:30,703 --> 00:30:36,668 Maybe you should go check on her and, I don't know, say, be a mom, maybe? 655 00:30:37,085 --> 00:30:38,253 The truth is... 656 00:30:39,087 --> 00:30:42,841 she kicked me out. She thinks I'm a bad person, 657 00:30:42,924 --> 00:30:43,924 which... 658 00:30:44,300 --> 00:30:45,510 I probably am. 659 00:30:46,553 --> 00:30:48,304 No one knows that better than you. 660 00:30:49,347 --> 00:30:51,391 I'm so sorry about all that. 661 00:30:51,474 --> 00:30:53,643 Oh, thank you, Regina. 662 00:30:54,978 --> 00:30:59,607 If it makes you feel any better, you raised a wonderful son. 663 00:31:00,441 --> 00:31:02,318 Generous, gentle... 664 00:31:03,570 --> 00:31:05,071 - tender... - Okay. 665 00:31:05,154 --> 00:31:07,448 - You could've just stopped at the apology. - ...giving... 666 00:31:07,532 --> 00:31:08,658 - Please. - ...selfless. 667 00:31:08,741 --> 00:31:10,660 Okay. I got the picture. 668 00:31:12,954 --> 00:31:14,873 I can't get it out of my head. 669 00:31:14,956 --> 00:31:15,956 You know... 670 00:31:16,666 --> 00:31:19,127 I think, in another life, 671 00:31:19,586 --> 00:31:21,337 you and I could have been friends. 672 00:31:21,838 --> 00:31:25,049 Well, this is what I'm talkin' about. We still could be. 673 00:31:25,133 --> 00:31:27,969 I mean, maybe this whole Tampazzle thing could actually work. 674 00:31:28,052 --> 00:31:29,137 - Poozle! - Pazzle! 675 00:31:29,220 --> 00:31:30,430 - Poo! - Pa! 676 00:31:30,513 --> 00:31:32,599 [arguing back and forth] 677 00:31:33,182 --> 00:31:34,976 - Bob! Hey! - Oh! Hi, Bob. 678 00:31:35,059 --> 00:31:37,061 [Coralee] Hi! What are you doing here? 679 00:31:37,145 --> 00:31:38,313 It's... for Dixie. 680 00:31:38,605 --> 00:31:39,605 Oh! 681 00:31:39,647 --> 00:31:43,526 I feel like, since she stayed with me, she's kinda one of my daughters. 682 00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:45,528 I never did thank you for that. 683 00:31:45,612 --> 00:31:47,238 I'm not sure you should. 684 00:31:48,156 --> 00:31:51,409 I've got one daughter dead, and another in trouble, now this. 685 00:31:51,492 --> 00:31:53,786 Like I can't keep anyone safe. I just... 686 00:31:54,537 --> 00:31:55,872 feel so powerless. 687 00:31:56,122 --> 00:31:57,832 Oh! Bob. 688 00:31:58,291 --> 00:32:00,376 When I feel that way, 689 00:32:00,460 --> 00:32:02,879 one thing always helps. 690 00:32:03,046 --> 00:32:03,880 Hm. 691 00:32:03,963 --> 00:32:05,840 Pure Colombian coke. 692 00:32:05,924 --> 00:32:09,218 A couple of rails of that, there is nothing you can't do. 693 00:32:09,302 --> 00:32:11,512 - Regina! - I punched out a pit bull 694 00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:13,806 and pulled down a street sign on that shit. 695 00:32:13,890 --> 00:32:16,809 Regina, I'm sorry. Would you please give us a moment? 696 00:32:16,893 --> 00:32:17,727 Yeah. 697 00:32:17,810 --> 00:32:19,646 Sure, of course. 698 00:32:20,563 --> 00:32:23,858 Call me tomorrow. We'll work out the Tampoozle details. 699 00:32:23,942 --> 00:32:25,193 - Bye, Bob. - Bye. 700 00:32:27,028 --> 00:32:31,115 - What in the world is she talking about? - it doesn't matter. Let's talk about you. 701 00:32:31,574 --> 00:32:34,160 I tried to get my old DA job back. 702 00:32:34,243 --> 00:32:37,080 Figured I could be in charge of the investigation. 703 00:32:37,163 --> 00:32:40,416 - Right, that's a great idea. - Yeah, except they already filled it. 704 00:32:40,500 --> 00:32:42,293 I can't just sit around. 705 00:32:43,169 --> 00:32:46,005 Wait a minute! Do you know what you should do? 706 00:32:46,673 --> 00:32:48,967 You should run for mayor. 707 00:32:49,050 --> 00:32:52,261 Right? I mean, you only backed out before because of Bob, 708 00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:54,597 and we all know how that turned out. 709 00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:57,642 And I would have more access to Roxy's case. 710 00:32:57,725 --> 00:32:58,726 Right. 711 00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:01,521 And, you know, have potential to make a real difference. 712 00:33:01,604 --> 00:33:03,982 I mean, you could make Masonville safe again. 713 00:33:04,065 --> 00:33:06,150 - Yeah. - You could build a wall. 714 00:33:06,234 --> 00:33:07,234 You know what? 715 00:33:08,528 --> 00:33:09,654 With Etta Mae, 716 00:33:09,737 --> 00:33:12,532 everything was always about her, but you... 717 00:33:12,615 --> 00:33:15,118 you make me feel like I can do anything. 718 00:33:15,952 --> 00:33:18,454 You're like Jackie O to my JFK. 719 00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:20,164 [both giggle] 720 00:33:20,248 --> 00:33:22,500 If JFK were a power bottom. 721 00:33:22,583 --> 00:33:25,003 And Jackie O had no gag reflex. 722 00:33:25,628 --> 00:33:28,089 [laughing] 723 00:33:28,214 --> 00:33:29,549 It's true. 724 00:33:30,133 --> 00:33:31,551 The more I thought about my dad, 725 00:33:31,634 --> 00:33:33,554 - the less I thought about food. - [phone chimes] 726 00:33:37,181 --> 00:33:38,433 So I decided 727 00:33:38,516 --> 00:33:41,144 to focus on finding out as much about him as I could. 728 00:33:43,354 --> 00:33:45,732 If he had pictures with my mom on his phone, 729 00:33:45,815 --> 00:33:48,526 she probably had some old ones of him too. 730 00:33:51,362 --> 00:33:52,362 Weird. 731 00:33:52,905 --> 00:33:55,616 My mom looked way younger than she was when I was born. 732 00:34:03,499 --> 00:34:04,917 What were these? 733 00:34:05,001 --> 00:34:06,335 Restraining orders? 734 00:34:06,794 --> 00:34:07,879 Against my dad? 735 00:34:08,755 --> 00:34:11,632 Why would my grandma have filed them on my mom's behalf? 736 00:34:11,716 --> 00:34:13,718 [phone chimes] 737 00:34:16,971 --> 00:34:21,350 I had spent 18 years being jealous of every girl who had a dad, 738 00:34:21,434 --> 00:34:23,811 and now I had my very first text from mine. 739 00:34:26,355 --> 00:34:29,233 Whatever this was about, maybe there was an explanation. 740 00:34:30,234 --> 00:34:32,236 [music playing] 741 00:34:36,407 --> 00:34:38,951 [Greg] Badge 3-14 arriving at the Bladell house. 742 00:34:39,035 --> 00:34:40,161 Looks like she's home. 743 00:34:40,953 --> 00:34:42,205 [man] Copy, 3-14. 744 00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:49,420 I have a surprise for ya. 745 00:34:51,756 --> 00:34:53,049 It may be a little late... 746 00:34:53,716 --> 00:34:55,718 but I want to teach my daughter how to ride a bike. 747 00:34:56,594 --> 00:34:57,428 Hop on! 748 00:34:57,512 --> 00:34:59,347 Screw the restraining orders. 749 00:34:59,430 --> 00:35:03,518 Whatever they were about, that was then, and this was now. 750 00:35:03,601 --> 00:35:05,937 And right now, I had my dad. 751 00:35:06,896 --> 00:35:09,649 - I finally felt full. - [bell ringing] 752 00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:13,611 [Bob] I had spent hours trying to find something to help Dixie. 753 00:35:13,694 --> 00:35:15,530 There had to be something I missed. 754 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:20,076 This is your brand-new glasses prescription. 755 00:35:20,159 --> 00:35:22,537 It was found in the glove box of the Ween Mobile. 756 00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:24,831 Wanna tell me why you haven't filled it yet? 757 00:35:24,914 --> 00:35:26,874 I don't have a restricted license. 758 00:35:26,958 --> 00:35:29,460 Which is why I called your optometrist. 759 00:35:29,836 --> 00:35:30,670 You can do that? 760 00:35:30,753 --> 00:35:33,297 She said it's strong enough that you should've been wearing them 761 00:35:33,381 --> 00:35:35,091 at the time of the accident 762 00:35:35,174 --> 00:35:37,343 and that she'd be happy to testify to that. 763 00:35:37,927 --> 00:35:38,970 Dad, seriously? 764 00:35:40,221 --> 00:35:41,221 I... 765 00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:43,391 I was wearing my old glasses. 766 00:35:43,474 --> 00:35:45,935 The doctor never told me that I had to. 767 00:35:46,018 --> 00:35:49,021 So you had no responsibility for what happened to Dixie? 768 00:35:49,522 --> 00:35:50,982 You're 100 percent sure 769 00:35:51,065 --> 00:35:52,483 you wouldn't have seen her 770 00:35:52,567 --> 00:35:55,570 if you had been wearing your new prescription? 771 00:35:56,654 --> 00:35:57,654 Uh... 772 00:35:59,407 --> 00:36:00,407 Uh... 773 00:36:03,202 --> 00:36:04,453 What have I done? 774 00:36:04,537 --> 00:36:07,248 I could have brought that information right to the judge 775 00:36:07,331 --> 00:36:09,667 and taken them for everything they were worth, 776 00:36:09,750 --> 00:36:11,002 but he had a family, 777 00:36:11,460 --> 00:36:15,506 and I had a soft spot for Donald Choi. I didn't want that karma. 778 00:36:15,590 --> 00:36:16,591 [Bob] And... 779 00:36:17,633 --> 00:36:21,512 Dixie, you are now the proud owner of the Wiener Taco. 780 00:36:21,596 --> 00:36:23,347 I'm so sorry, Dixie. 781 00:36:23,931 --> 00:36:26,142 I should sue you for going directly to my client. 782 00:36:26,225 --> 00:36:27,476 Go ahead and try it. 783 00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:28,644 I don't even want it. 784 00:36:28,728 --> 00:36:30,980 The loose change in my dryer is worth more than you. 785 00:36:31,689 --> 00:36:33,399 Does this mean you're my boss now? 786 00:36:35,318 --> 00:36:36,318 Sure does. 787 00:36:39,030 --> 00:36:40,740 [Dixie] But that's when it hit me. 788 00:36:41,282 --> 00:36:42,491 I won, 789 00:36:42,575 --> 00:36:44,452 but now what? 790 00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:51,041 Hi. 791 00:36:54,086 --> 00:36:55,713 I saw how freaked out you looked... 792 00:36:56,297 --> 00:36:58,090 when you were signing those papers. 793 00:36:59,675 --> 00:37:02,553 No one knows better than me what you're going through. 794 00:37:02,637 --> 00:37:04,388 A chair, a new life... 795 00:37:05,139 --> 00:37:06,139 You're terrified. 796 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:09,226 It's just... 797 00:37:10,686 --> 00:37:12,104 Where will I live? 798 00:37:13,022 --> 00:37:15,316 Who's gonna help me get in and out of bed? 799 00:37:15,399 --> 00:37:18,694 - What if there are stairs? - What if there's a zombie apocalypse? 800 00:37:19,195 --> 00:37:22,782 What if both Hemsworth brothers want to fuck me and I can only pick one? 801 00:37:23,115 --> 00:37:24,325 What if? What if? 802 00:37:24,951 --> 00:37:27,203 You'll live and you'll learn. 803 00:37:28,329 --> 00:37:29,329 From who? 804 00:37:30,122 --> 00:37:32,333 I don't have anyone. I'm all alone. 805 00:37:32,416 --> 00:37:33,416 You're not alone. 806 00:37:34,335 --> 00:37:35,419 There are lots of us. 807 00:37:36,504 --> 00:37:37,588 I promise... 808 00:37:39,131 --> 00:37:40,174 we'll hook you up. 809 00:37:40,967 --> 00:37:42,760 Maybe this was karma, 810 00:37:42,843 --> 00:37:45,137 but that didn't mean it had to be a bad thing, 811 00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:48,349 especially since I wasn't alone. 812 00:37:48,808 --> 00:37:50,268 [song playing] 813 00:37:50,351 --> 00:37:52,520 Hold on! 814 00:37:52,603 --> 00:37:54,403 - Yeah, no. You've gotta pedal. Pedal! - Okay! 815 00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:56,482 - Now I got it! - Go! Go for it! 816 00:37:58,776 --> 00:37:59,860 Yeah! 817 00:37:59,944 --> 00:38:01,153 Holy! 818 00:38:02,822 --> 00:38:03,822 Just like that... 819 00:38:05,950 --> 00:38:07,670 - Felt really good. - Now hop back on there. 820 00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:10,079 - Yeah? - Yeah! You got it! 821 00:38:10,871 --> 00:38:12,039 - You got it! - Yes! 822 00:38:12,415 --> 00:38:13,916 - Yeah! - Yeah! 823 00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:15,835 I'm gonna whip around this bend, Dad. 824 00:38:16,544 --> 00:38:17,712 Look at me! 825 00:38:17,795 --> 00:38:20,047 Look at me. I'm nailing it. 826 00:38:20,131 --> 00:38:23,092 I'm like Drew Barrymore's brother in ET "Phone Home." 827 00:38:23,175 --> 00:38:24,510 [laughs] 828 00:38:24,593 --> 00:38:26,429 I'm so proud of you, Patty. 829 00:38:27,596 --> 00:38:28,596 Honestly? 830 00:38:29,348 --> 00:38:32,351 I'm kinda proud of myself, for the first time in a long time. 831 00:38:33,269 --> 00:38:34,269 Why is that? 832 00:38:34,812 --> 00:38:37,648 Um... you know how you were saying you made some bad choices? 833 00:38:38,024 --> 00:38:39,150 Uh-huh. 834 00:38:39,734 --> 00:38:40,860 I made some, too. 835 00:38:41,694 --> 00:38:43,112 A lot, actually. 836 00:38:43,195 --> 00:38:45,031 Must run in our DNA. 837 00:38:45,906 --> 00:38:48,576 Yeah, I have a confession to make. 838 00:38:49,285 --> 00:38:50,285 You... 839 00:38:50,870 --> 00:38:51,870 You do? 840 00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:53,330 This bike... 841 00:38:54,373 --> 00:38:56,083 - I stole it. - Wait. What? 842 00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:58,252 When you said you didn't know how to ride, I thought, 843 00:38:58,336 --> 00:39:00,421 "Well, that's one thing I can do." 844 00:39:00,504 --> 00:39:02,465 - But you didn't have to... - No, I did. 845 00:39:02,548 --> 00:39:03,841 Because... 846 00:39:05,217 --> 00:39:06,427 After today, I don't... 847 00:39:07,219 --> 00:39:08,471 know when I'll see you again. 848 00:39:10,514 --> 00:39:11,640 What do you mean? 849 00:39:12,308 --> 00:39:13,517 We finally found each other. 850 00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:15,227 [melancholic music] 851 00:39:15,311 --> 00:39:17,563 It's those damn bad choices. 852 00:39:18,564 --> 00:39:22,443 I still owe some bad people money from a long time ago. 853 00:39:23,569 --> 00:39:25,613 It's the reason I needed my car back from your mom, 854 00:39:25,696 --> 00:39:26,739 so I could sell it. 855 00:39:27,573 --> 00:39:29,992 But now they've run out of patience. 856 00:39:31,202 --> 00:39:33,245 Well, I'm not losing you over money. 857 00:39:34,914 --> 00:39:35,956 I can give you some. 858 00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:38,417 I... I have some scholarship money. 859 00:39:39,543 --> 00:39:40,878 You won that at regionals. 860 00:39:40,961 --> 00:39:43,521 - I can't take that from you. - How did you know about regionals? 861 00:39:45,383 --> 00:39:47,023 - What? - Regionals. How did you know that 862 00:39:47,093 --> 00:39:48,552 that's where I won the money? 863 00:39:49,637 --> 00:39:53,891 Well, I was on your mom's Facebook page and... 864 00:39:53,974 --> 00:39:54,974 And what? 865 00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:57,144 Is that what this was? 866 00:39:57,228 --> 00:40:00,231 Why you pretended to care was for money? 867 00:40:00,689 --> 00:40:01,816 Oh, I do care. 868 00:40:01,899 --> 00:40:02,942 Are you even my dad? 869 00:40:03,025 --> 00:40:03,943 Course I am. 870 00:40:04,026 --> 00:40:07,446 I even bought the paternity test. I have it with my things. 871 00:40:09,115 --> 00:40:10,115 What are these? 872 00:40:12,368 --> 00:40:13,702 Look at you, 873 00:40:13,953 --> 00:40:15,996 just waiting to spring that on me. 874 00:40:17,748 --> 00:40:19,750 Why would my grandma not want you around my mom? 875 00:40:20,835 --> 00:40:22,420 [blows] 876 00:40:26,715 --> 00:40:28,843 'Cause we were having sex. 877 00:40:29,927 --> 00:40:31,220 You and my grandma? 878 00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:33,764 Well, yeah, 879 00:40:33,848 --> 00:40:34,848 at first. 880 00:40:36,100 --> 00:40:39,562 But then Angie came sniffin' around. She was very mature for her age. 881 00:40:39,645 --> 00:40:42,064 You molested your girlfriend's daughter? 882 00:40:42,982 --> 00:40:44,358 She came onto me! 883 00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:46,819 - My God, you are sick. - Really? 884 00:40:46,902 --> 00:40:49,905 Because when Angie grew up, she came back begging for more, 885 00:40:49,989 --> 00:40:52,450 and that is how you were conceived. 886 00:40:52,533 --> 00:40:55,453 It was worse than I could have ever imagined. 887 00:40:55,536 --> 00:40:58,664 He wasn't my solution. He was the problem. 888 00:40:58,747 --> 00:41:00,124 You're my causes and conditions. 889 00:41:00,541 --> 00:41:02,084 What the fuck are you talkin' about? 890 00:41:04,670 --> 00:41:05,838 Step one. 891 00:41:05,921 --> 00:41:08,466 [all] We admitted we were powerless. 892 00:41:08,549 --> 00:41:09,800 You destroyed my mother. 893 00:41:10,176 --> 00:41:12,094 You are the reason that she's so fucked up. 894 00:41:12,178 --> 00:41:13,762 Step two. 895 00:41:13,846 --> 00:41:15,264 Came to believe... 896 00:41:15,347 --> 00:41:17,224 You are why she drank 897 00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:19,268 and why she slept with all those men. 898 00:41:19,351 --> 00:41:21,270 Three. Make a decision. 899 00:41:21,353 --> 00:41:23,898 You are why she couldn't show up for me. 900 00:41:23,981 --> 00:41:24,857 Step four. 901 00:41:24,940 --> 00:41:28,486 - And why she keeps leaving me. - Five. 902 00:41:28,569 --> 00:41:31,739 Which means you are the reason I am the way that I am. 903 00:41:31,822 --> 00:41:33,449 - Six. - Seven. 904 00:41:33,532 --> 00:41:36,285 - Eight. - You are why I'm so angry. 905 00:41:36,368 --> 00:41:40,247 - Nine. - You are why I am so fucking broken! 906 00:41:40,331 --> 00:41:42,625 - Ten. - You are the reason I eat. 907 00:41:42,708 --> 00:41:46,128 - Eleven. - And you are why it is never enough. 908 00:41:46,212 --> 00:41:50,841 And you are why I have this unfillable hole. 909 00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:52,968 Finally, step 12. 910 00:41:53,385 --> 00:41:55,262 [shouting] 911 00:41:56,347 --> 00:41:58,474 If he was my causes and conditions, 912 00:41:58,557 --> 00:42:00,643 could I really just let him go? 913 00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:06,482 [grunting in slow motion] 914 00:42:14,406 --> 00:42:15,866 Another dead body? 915 00:42:16,784 --> 00:42:17,910 Was it my fault? 916 00:42:18,661 --> 00:42:19,787 It wasn't my fault. 917 00:42:20,246 --> 00:42:21,830 It couldn't have been my fault. 918 00:42:26,585 --> 00:42:28,963 [phone ringing] 919 00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:33,300 Patty! Hey. 920 00:42:33,634 --> 00:42:34,634 Hey. 921 00:42:35,261 --> 00:42:37,304 You sound... good. 922 00:42:37,388 --> 00:42:39,223 Oh! Yeah. I'm great. 923 00:42:39,306 --> 00:42:40,724 I had a big win today. 924 00:42:40,808 --> 00:42:45,229 Turns out Dixie wanted me to represent her, and I won her the Wiener Taco. 925 00:42:45,646 --> 00:42:49,400 I mean, this is gonna be a great year, Patty. 926 00:42:49,483 --> 00:42:53,404 You are in recovery. I am turning over a new leaf. 927 00:42:53,487 --> 00:42:54,989 We're leaving all the drama behind. 928 00:42:57,074 --> 00:42:58,074 That's great. 929 00:42:59,201 --> 00:43:01,870 [cleans throat] I just called to see what Dixie wanted. 930 00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:04,456 - I'll call you later. Bye. - Okay. Bye. 931 00:43:34,320 --> 00:43:35,904 - [phone shatters] - And suddenly, 932 00:43:36,322 --> 00:43:37,656 all I could think about... 933 00:43:39,033 --> 00:43:40,033 was food. 934 00:43:42,703 --> 00:43:45,456 I couldn't call Dee. I couldn't call Nonnie. 935 00:43:45,539 --> 00:43:46,749 I couldn't call Brick. 936 00:43:47,249 --> 00:43:50,586 So, I pedaled as fast as I could to a meeting. 937 00:43:51,712 --> 00:43:52,880 [man] You know what they say. 938 00:43:52,963 --> 00:43:55,633 We're only as sick as our secrets. 939 00:43:56,258 --> 00:43:57,468 [Patty] Dee was right. 940 00:43:57,551 --> 00:43:59,386 I didn't have a food problem... 941 00:44:00,179 --> 00:44:01,722 I had a death problem.