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-Previously on The Resident...
- Why are you here?
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- I'm not here to see you.
- I know this is hard,
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but I can't have you
in my life right now.
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What's your beef
with Dr. Sutton?
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She's my mother.
She gave birth to me
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and then wanted nothing
to do with me.
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The defining experience
in your life is abandonment.
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Conrad Hawkins,
there's been an accident.
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Nicolette Nevin.
Single-car collision.
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Significant intrusion
on the driver's side.
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Her brain is herniating.
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Nic won't recover
from this, Conrad.
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Open the tunnel.
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- Open the tunnel.
Oh, there it is.
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Hey.
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Hold still.
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You know, you've been visiting
the crash site
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every morning
for the past two weeks.
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You never come home
feeling better or...
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more informed
than when you left.
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I'm just wondering
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if this might be doing you
more harm than good.
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Just something
I need to do, Dad.
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There had to have been a
medical cause for the accident.
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Cops believe she was alone
on the road.
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It wasn't dark.
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No skid marks.
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She could have fallen asleep.
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Nah, unlikely.
When she was driving,
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she always had a thermos
of coffee with her.
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It was her thing.
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Maybe she was texting.
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She wouldn't do that.
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The car could have caused her
to swerve.
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Kid on a bike.
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Deer. Raccoon. Who knows?
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Whenever we went on trips,
she always wanted to drive.
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She hated the way I drove.
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She was a great driver.
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Just doesn't make sense.
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I know the answer's
in her medical records.
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I know.
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I, uh, think I'm gonna take GiGi
to the park.
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Let ball, please.
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Let's take a minute?
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You know, Dr. Devi showed me
a real slick way
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to tack down hernia mesh
laparoscopically.
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The intern Devi?
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Have you managed to get Kit Voss
into bed yet?
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Next question, Dr. Kranepool.
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You're taking instruction
from children, for God's sakes.
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You can't close on the boss.
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I showed you how to be
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an unrelenting master
of the universe.
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- The hell happened?
- Serve the ball, tough guy.
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They see your confidence
is gone, it's over.
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Yeah, well, my universe is a
little smaller than it once was,
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but my confidence...
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is fine.
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Eh...
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Yeah, I'm needed in the OR.
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We'll finish this up tonight,
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- if you're not too bushed.
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Now, with all
the fibrous tissue removed,
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what is
the critical anatomical region
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we're looking at, Dr. Devi?
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- The hepatocystic triangle.
- Good.
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Now, zoom in with the camera.
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More.
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Until I tell you to stop,
Doctor.
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Yes. Finally.
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That's good.
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Could you talk me
through the advantages
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of operating at such a high
magnification, Dr. Kranepool?
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I've only read
that the field of view
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should be kept at a wide angle.
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Well, if you're lucky, you'll
reach a point in your career
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where you don't need books
to remind you
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of basic anatomy--
though I have my doubts.
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I know the location
of every structure
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in and out
of my field of vision.
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Blood keeps pooling,
and the source is outside
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- of our field of vision.
I'm zooming out, Doctor.
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- Do not zoom out!
Point the camera inferior
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More.
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Now to the right.
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- I'm losing orientation, Doctor.
- Then suction faster.
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I have to pull back.
I can't see anything.
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My way or the highway,
Dr. Snowflake.
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BP's falling.
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Good save, Dr. Devi.
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If you'd still like
to widen your view, Doctor,
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feel free to watch
from the hallway.
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Hey, thanks for meeting me.
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- Why did you call me?
- Something you said to me
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keeps coming back.
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- Yeah? What?
- I'm not interested
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in that cliché-filled lecture
you're itching to deliver
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about bad choices
and unmet potential served up...
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You are dangerously close
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to putting me off of
my favorite breakfast burrito.
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The defining experience
of my life is abandonment.
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That's what you said.
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You disagree?
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I don't think that's true.
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Let me help you out.
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Do you surround yourself
with lower companions?
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Huh? Half-bright stoners
who won't ever leave
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because you make them
feel special by association?
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Do you gravitate toward
emotionally withholding women
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who reflect your false sense
of your own worthlessness?
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When you can't draw ego
sustenance from your acolytes,
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do you have grandiose fantasies
about who you might become
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to show your bio mom Billie
what a mistake she's made?
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If you've answered yes
to any of those questions,
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the defining experience
in your life is abandonment.
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So, Trevor, what do you know
about your birth father?
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All she told me
about my biological father
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was that he was
three years older than her,
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teenage ladies' man,
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- football stud.
- Mm.
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So, two careless
high school kids, huh?
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No, no, put that back.
- Are you kidding?
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- We got to record what happens.
- Trevor, listen to me. Stop.
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Okay, this is how it's gonna go.
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You only speak when spoken to.
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It's only "Yes, sir"
or "No, sir,"
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and keep your hands
in plain sight at all times.
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This is not a request.
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Morning, Officer.
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Sir, are you aware that
your right taillight is out?
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Yes, sir.
I'm sorry about that, Officer.
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I ordered the part from Germany.
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It should be here tomorrow.
You know, it's kind of hard
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to track down European
vintage car parts locally.
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License and registration, please
- Sure.
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And then I'm gonna need you both
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to step out of the car,
gentlemen.
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Easy, all right?
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Just easy.
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Keep your hands on the car
where I can see 'em, gentlemen.
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Oh, I cannot wait
till your pasty ass finds out
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- what he does for a living.
- Hey, Trevor, chill.
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What was that?
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I mean, all you see is
two Black men in a car
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that's a little too nice,
so it must be stolen, right?
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Or we must be
into something illegal.
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- Trevor, easy. Trevor...
- And once you run the plates,
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- Trevor! Trevor!
- and they're clean, suddenly
you'll remember that we fit
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the description
of a wanted Black man
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wearing a shirt and pants,
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- between five-one and six-eight.
- You might want to calm down,
son.
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- Oh, I'm not your son.
- Son, put your hands
on that vehicle.
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- Stop calling me "son."
- Officer...
- Get your hands on the car!
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Trevor, back up!
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- Call 911.
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911. What's your emergency?
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A cop got hit by a scooter.
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We're on Rose,
just west of Nelson Boulevard.
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- Ambulance is five minutes out.
- He won't make it that long.
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His airway's flooded with blood.
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In my glove box, there's a black
bag with a scalpel and pen.
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Grab it.
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You just helped save
a man's life.
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I've been able to rule out a lot
of things based on these labs.
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- They're, they're all normal.
- Okay. That's progress.
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Yeah, but a problem
with her heart
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is still a distinct possibility.
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Well, what exactly
are you looking for?
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I need to know why she crashed.
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Telemetry strip
gives me a window
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into her cardiac rhythm while
she was in the hospital, but...
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maybe we missed
an underlying arrhythmia.
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- Sure, that is
a possibility, but...
- But...
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what?
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But it is unlikely, right?
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"Unlikely" is not definitive.
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We'll have a better sense
of things
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if I measure
every peak and valley
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on this damn strip.
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We find a run of PVCs,
we're onto something.
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I have another pair of calipers
in the box.
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You want to grab a strip?
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Sure. Yeah.
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Conrad said
he wants everything in here.
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Yeah, I'll bring it to him
when I do my check-in.
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Well, he is deep down
a rabbit hole right now.
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A medical mystery tour.
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I'm not sure I like it.
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Nic's dead.
Nothing's gonna change that.
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So let him tilt at windmills.
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It's not hurting you.
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If he doesn't find
what he wants, then what?
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You'll be there for him.
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We all will.
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Are we absolutely sure
that Nic couldn't have...
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Are we absolutely sure that Nic
couldn't have had a seizure
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or an ischemic stroke?
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I know by the time
we did the scan,
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her brain was swollen, so...
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it might have been hard
to see something like that.
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You know, we've been through all
of her labs and her tox screen.
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Nothing suggests
she was predisposed
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to a seizure or a stroke.
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You're absolutely certain?
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Having a hard time
connecting the dots here.
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Yeah, I get that.
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And you are a very formidable
diagnostician...
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Oh, don't humor me, Billie.
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Listen, but whatever
you're looking for,
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it didn't happen in Nic's brain.
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I'm sorry.
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Nic was mine.
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I was hers. It was us.
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There was no me.
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Now the only thing I recognize
about myself
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is that I'm a doctor.
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After my mom died,
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my dad was finally able
to remember to hang up his towel
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instead of tossing it
on the bed,
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which drove her crazy.
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I just kept telling him
how proud she'd be.
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And I'll say the same to you.
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Did Nic ever feel faint
or pass out as a kid,
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like when you guys were playing
sports or something?
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Not that I can remember.
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Sorry.
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- e could have lost the patient.
- H
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He would have lost the patient
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if it weren't for Dr. Devi.
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And then he told me to go stand
in the hallway.
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What would you do?
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You know that Kranepool and Bell
are super tight, right?
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They've been besties
since we used leeches.
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I'm aware of that.
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Also,
"Do no harm."
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"Stop an old white guy
who could destroy your career
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from maybe doing harm."
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I'm also aware of that.
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But if his skills are diminished
and he wrecks a patient,
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I would never forgive myself
for doing nothing.
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I get that.
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If you do decide
to make your concerns known,
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just find a way to do it
without leaving a paper trail
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or saying anything
that could be quoted, all right?
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What am I supposed to do?
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00:13:58,438 --> 00:14:01,241
Communicate them
with an interpretive dance?
253
00:14:02,642 --> 00:14:04,444
I would pay to see that.
254
00:14:04,444 --> 00:14:07,314
You're not being helpful.
255
00:14:07,314 --> 00:14:09,349
All right, I'm sorry.
I'm just...
256
00:14:09,349 --> 00:14:11,919
I'm just too tired to think
right now.
257
00:14:13,286 --> 00:14:15,155
Well, maybe Conrad
will be back soon,
258
00:14:15,155 --> 00:14:17,290
and you won't have
to keep covering his shifts.
259
00:14:17,290 --> 00:14:19,592
He is on his own schedule.
260
00:14:21,428 --> 00:14:23,130
But I miss you.
261
00:14:23,130 --> 00:14:24,764
I miss you, too.
262
00:14:25,765 --> 00:14:27,767
I'm gonna have
to force myself to eat
263
00:14:27,767 --> 00:14:30,770
before my next surgery
with Kranepool.
264
00:14:30,770 --> 00:14:34,107
40-ish male versus
scooter high speed.
265
00:14:34,107 --> 00:14:36,709
Airway secured during the field.
Level-1 trauma now.
266
00:14:36,709 --> 00:14:37,978
Bay Ten.
267
00:14:39,346 --> 00:14:41,881
Let's go, fellas.
268
00:14:46,719 --> 00:14:48,055
All right, on my count.
269
00:14:48,055 --> 00:14:51,058
One, two, three.
270
00:14:52,359 --> 00:14:54,694
All right,
I'm starting the primary survey.
271
00:14:56,296 --> 00:14:57,830
Crackles bilaterally.
272
00:14:57,830 --> 00:14:59,466
He's tachy to the 150s.
Let's get him on a vent.
273
00:14:59,466 --> 00:15:01,501
Let's get a vent in here!
274
00:15:01,501 --> 00:15:03,470
The field cric
is perfectly done.
275
00:15:03,470 --> 00:15:06,073
- This your work?
- Me and the kid.
276
00:15:11,711 --> 00:15:14,247
Aortic regurgitation due
to severely damaged valve.
277
00:15:14,247 --> 00:15:15,983
He's in rapid heart failure.
278
00:15:15,983 --> 00:15:19,586
Call to the OR.
Book an emergency sternotomy.
279
00:15:22,089 --> 00:15:24,091
- Hey, AJ.
- Yeah?
280
00:15:24,091 --> 00:15:26,893
- Were you at the scene
of the accident?
- Oh, yeah.
281
00:15:26,893 --> 00:15:29,229
Officer Winnaker pulled us over
and out of the car
282
00:15:29,229 --> 00:15:31,664
for driving-while-Black,
then he pulled his gun out
283
00:15:31,664 --> 00:15:34,001
and he got hit by the scooter.
284
00:15:34,001 --> 00:15:35,335
- His gun?
- Yeah.
285
00:15:35,335 --> 00:15:38,571
Are you sure you're in the right
headspace to work on him?
286
00:15:38,571 --> 00:15:40,873
Pravesh, I saved
the guy's life once already.
287
00:15:40,873 --> 00:15:43,776
I am not gonna lower
my batting average to .500,
288
00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:46,546
patient's bad intentions
notwithstanding.
289
00:15:52,519 --> 00:15:54,121
Thank you.
290
00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:10,970
Hello, Dr. Devi.
291
00:16:11,938 --> 00:16:13,740
I have cried twice this morning
292
00:16:13,740 --> 00:16:16,576
trying to choose
a replacement for Nic.
293
00:16:22,149 --> 00:16:23,716
Are you all right?
294
00:16:23,716 --> 00:16:26,086
Say something, dear.
295
00:16:28,755 --> 00:16:31,291
There's something
you need to communicate to me?
296
00:16:35,495 --> 00:16:38,131
Oh... you wish
to remain anonymous.
297
00:16:40,133 --> 00:16:41,901
Clever girl.
298
00:16:41,901 --> 00:16:44,571
So, uh, does this concern
another doctor at the hospital?
299
00:16:45,938 --> 00:16:49,109
A surgeon you've worked with?
300
00:16:50,277 --> 00:16:54,414
Someone in whose OR
you've recently been?
301
00:16:58,017 --> 00:16:59,652
Dr. Kranepool?
302
00:17:02,021 --> 00:17:03,523
Oh.
303
00:17:03,523 --> 00:17:05,658
Crunch no more.
I'll look into it.
304
00:17:05,658 --> 00:17:07,660
Oh, one more question.
305
00:17:07,660 --> 00:17:09,762
Can I have one of those?
306
00:17:10,697 --> 00:17:12,932
Aaron Kranepool?
307
00:17:12,932 --> 00:17:15,435
- That's ridiculous.
- I've poked around.
308
00:17:15,435 --> 00:17:17,670
- His stats are declining
precipitously.
- Oh, come on, Kit,
309
00:17:17,670 --> 00:17:18,971
the guy's a machine.
310
00:17:18,971 --> 00:17:21,007
He's only a couple of years
older than me--
311
00:17:21,007 --> 00:17:23,210
- he still beats me at squash.
- You told me he cheats.
312
00:17:23,210 --> 00:17:27,280
Well, no, I think what I said
was he's highly competitive.
313
00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:29,949
I understand he's a good friend
and he's important to you.
314
00:17:29,949 --> 00:17:31,284
No, it's-it's more than that.
315
00:17:31,284 --> 00:17:33,153
He was a resident
when I was an intern,
316
00:17:33,153 --> 00:17:34,954
and an attending
when I was a resident,
317
00:17:34,954 --> 00:17:37,990
and he was... he was my example.
318
00:17:37,990 --> 00:17:40,493
I'm sure he was a damn good one,
319
00:17:40,493 --> 00:17:42,462
but it appears
things have changed.
320
00:17:42,462 --> 00:17:44,531
Now, wasn't he
just down at Hopkins
321
00:17:44,531 --> 00:17:46,533
for their
in-depth skills assessment?
322
00:17:46,533 --> 00:17:48,968
You know self-reporting
poor results
323
00:17:48,968 --> 00:17:50,403
for the Hopkins assessment
is optional.
324
00:17:50,403 --> 00:17:52,572
The only person who sees it
is the doctor being tested.
325
00:17:52,572 --> 00:17:55,074
Yeah, okay, okay.
So somebody reported him.
326
00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:57,544
I don't need to know who,
just...
327
00:17:57,544 --> 00:18:00,813
what exactly was said.
328
00:18:01,981 --> 00:18:06,052
I couldn't possibly repeat
verbatim what was told to me.
329
00:18:06,052 --> 00:18:07,520
Why not?
330
00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:09,856
You are an exemplary surgeon.
331
00:18:09,856 --> 00:18:12,859
I know you can't imagine
entering an OR
332
00:18:12,859 --> 00:18:15,428
without being in perfect mental
and physical shape.
333
00:18:15,428 --> 00:18:17,830
It would be anathema to you.
334
00:18:19,532 --> 00:18:22,735
Uh... well, exemplary,
I don't know.
335
00:18:22,735 --> 00:18:24,904
I need to know
336
00:18:24,904 --> 00:18:26,273
if there's even a small chance
337
00:18:26,273 --> 00:18:28,575
that Kranepool
could injure a patient.
338
00:18:28,575 --> 00:18:30,009
What do you need me to do?
339
00:18:30,009 --> 00:18:31,844
He has a surgery this afternoon.
340
00:18:31,844 --> 00:18:33,213
I'd like you to observe.
341
00:18:33,213 --> 00:18:36,849
Fine. I'm-I'm sure
whatever was said is overblown.
342
00:18:36,849 --> 00:18:38,385
Let's hope so.
343
00:18:39,686 --> 00:18:42,222
And you're absolutely sure
your hands were visible
344
00:18:42,222 --> 00:18:43,190
the entire time?
345
00:18:43,190 --> 00:18:46,025
Oh, my God,
for the third time, yes...
346
00:18:46,025 --> 00:18:47,294
sir.
347
00:18:47,294 --> 00:18:49,262
We just want to make sure
we have an accurate account.
348
00:18:49,262 --> 00:18:50,897
Now, it's a natural reaction
to be angry
349
00:18:50,897 --> 00:18:52,131
when you're pulled over.
350
00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:54,267
Maybe you raised your voice,
took a step
351
00:18:54,267 --> 00:18:56,636
- towards Officer Winnaker...
- How do you guys do this
with a straight face, huh?
352
00:18:56,636 --> 00:18:59,206
I mean, if we were white,
we'd never be hands on the hood
353
00:18:59,206 --> 00:19:01,574
- for a damn taillight.
- Easy, now.
That's a serious accusation.
354
00:19:01,574 --> 00:19:03,776
Okay, I'm done answering
your transparent,
355
00:19:03,776 --> 00:19:06,213
- insulting questions.
- Excuse me, officers.
356
00:19:06,213 --> 00:19:08,748
I'm pretty sure
you have all you need.
357
00:19:08,748 --> 00:19:10,049
You have our phone numbers.
358
00:19:10,049 --> 00:19:11,751
If you need
any more information,
359
00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:13,820
you know how to contact us.
360
00:19:13,820 --> 00:19:15,121
We'll be in touch.
361
00:19:15,121 --> 00:19:17,224
- Thank you.
Mm-hmm.
362
00:19:23,563 --> 00:19:26,933
You want to watch me operate
on Officer Winnaker?
363
00:19:27,900 --> 00:19:30,403
Yeah, I'm a little busy, so...
364
00:19:30,403 --> 00:19:31,638
I'll pass.
365
00:19:31,638 --> 00:19:33,406
Oh, yeah?
366
00:19:33,406 --> 00:19:36,243
What, you got to go home
and cook up some Molly?
367
00:19:37,244 --> 00:19:39,746
Go to the admin office
on the second floor.
368
00:19:39,746 --> 00:19:42,415
You have to fill out
some paperwork.
369
00:19:50,657 --> 00:19:53,293
What is going on
with you and Trevor?
370
00:19:54,327 --> 00:19:57,029
He called me this morning
and we had breakfast.
371
00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:58,998
Okay, I told you,
this is very complicated for me.
372
00:19:58,998 --> 00:20:00,967
And with Nic gone,
I'm already pretty ragged.
373
00:20:00,967 --> 00:20:03,803
- I don't need this, AJ.
- I get it, I get it. I'm sorry.
374
00:20:03,803 --> 00:20:06,138
Bringing him here
was not part of the plan.
375
00:20:06,138 --> 00:20:09,342
But then there seemed to be
a lesson in there
376
00:20:09,342 --> 00:20:11,778
- that the kid could learn...
- Wait, who asked you
to give life lessons
377
00:20:11,778 --> 00:20:14,180
to the kid I gave up?
378
00:20:16,816 --> 00:20:18,885
Why are you so angry with him?
379
00:20:19,786 --> 00:20:21,854
- Huh?
380
00:20:21,854 --> 00:20:23,556
He's curious about his genes.
381
00:20:23,556 --> 00:20:26,726
He has a suspicion that nature
has a bigger hand in who he is
382
00:20:26,726 --> 00:20:28,795
than nurture,
and those kind of questions
383
00:20:28,795 --> 00:20:30,897
can torture a kid.
384
00:20:30,897 --> 00:20:32,565
They tortured me.
385
00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:34,567
You're overstepping,
386
00:20:34,567 --> 00:20:36,336
and you need to stop.
387
00:20:45,578 --> 00:20:48,147
What did I tell you?
388
00:20:48,147 --> 00:20:50,983
Look at this run of PVCs.
389
00:20:52,151 --> 00:20:53,586
Yeah, but it's...
390
00:20:53,586 --> 00:20:55,888
I know she had a significant
brain injury at the time,
391
00:20:55,888 --> 00:20:59,091
but before you say
anything else, look at this.
392
00:20:59,091 --> 00:21:01,828
From when Nic got stabbed.
Her EKGs.
393
00:21:01,828 --> 00:21:03,363
Okay.
394
00:21:03,363 --> 00:21:05,365
Multiple PVCs.
395
00:21:05,365 --> 00:21:09,101
This could be the answer
to something, but...
396
00:21:09,101 --> 00:21:10,903
I don't know what.
397
00:21:10,903 --> 00:21:14,106
Uh, she could have had
a genetic heart condition.
398
00:21:14,106 --> 00:21:16,008
Her mother died young-- maybe
that's what happened to Nic.
399
00:21:16,008 --> 00:21:18,345
Did GiGi inherit it?
400
00:21:18,345 --> 00:21:20,413
If I know, I can address it.
401
00:21:26,085 --> 00:21:29,255
When my father died, you
let me do what I needed to do,
402
00:21:29,255 --> 00:21:31,691
and I want to repay
that kindness to you.
403
00:21:32,792 --> 00:21:33,960
But what you found
404
00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:36,262
are a few premature
ventricular contractions,
405
00:21:36,262 --> 00:21:38,264
all when Nic was sick,
post-stabbing,
406
00:21:38,264 --> 00:21:41,100
or with, ultimately,
a fatal brain injury.
407
00:21:43,035 --> 00:21:46,573
Do you honestly...
408
00:21:46,573 --> 00:21:48,941
find this significant?
409
00:21:50,977 --> 00:21:52,379
Because...
410
00:21:52,379 --> 00:21:54,313
I know it's not meaningful,
and I know that
411
00:21:54,313 --> 00:21:56,115
because of what you taught me.
412
00:22:06,325 --> 00:22:08,395
Bearing the Unbearable.
413
00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:12,164
The Other Side of Sadness.
414
00:22:15,101 --> 00:22:18,337
How to Go On Living
When Someone You Love Dies.
415
00:22:19,572 --> 00:22:21,408
Those books
don't have the answer I need
416
00:22:21,408 --> 00:22:23,843
when GiGi asks me
how her mother died.
417
00:22:33,019 --> 00:22:35,154
The heart is exposed.
418
00:22:35,154 --> 00:22:37,156
Prepare the bypass catheters.
419
00:22:38,458 --> 00:22:39,859
Oh.
420
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:42,529
- Well, that could be a problem.
- Dr. Austin?
421
00:22:42,529 --> 00:22:45,998
The proximal aorta was damaged
in the trauma.
422
00:22:45,998 --> 00:22:48,868
People, we have to work quickly
if we don't want...
423
00:22:51,638 --> 00:22:54,106
Ruptured aorta.
424
00:22:54,106 --> 00:22:56,476
All right, everybody, listen up,
there's a new plan.
425
00:22:56,476 --> 00:22:58,344
All eyes on me.
426
00:22:58,344 --> 00:23:00,346
We're gonna have to crash
on pump.
427
00:23:00,346 --> 00:23:02,048
You two cannulate
the femoral artery.
428
00:23:02,048 --> 00:23:04,817
I will cannulate the IVC
through the right atrium.
429
00:23:04,817 --> 00:23:06,819
Be ready to start bypass
on my order.
430
00:23:06,819 --> 00:23:08,788
We are against the clock,
people,
431
00:23:08,788 --> 00:23:10,523
so let's move fast.
432
00:23:23,570 --> 00:23:25,237
All right, clamp number one.
433
00:23:29,375 --> 00:23:31,010
Scalpel.
434
00:23:37,917 --> 00:23:40,052
Catheter.
435
00:23:43,923 --> 00:23:46,893
BP 87/48 and dropping.
436
00:23:46,893 --> 00:23:50,497
Let's start the bypass. Cool
the blood to 18 degrees Celsius.
437
00:23:52,699 --> 00:23:54,601
Did we do it, Dr. Austin?
438
00:23:54,601 --> 00:23:56,435
You did great.
But don't get too excited.
439
00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:59,539
That was just step one
in keeping this man alive.
440
00:23:59,539 --> 00:24:02,041
Once his temperature cools
to 18 degrees,
441
00:24:02,041 --> 00:24:05,077
we will drain all the blood
out of his body.
442
00:24:05,077 --> 00:24:07,179
The hell?
- And then we will perform
443
00:24:07,179 --> 00:24:10,883
a two-hour repair in 20 minutes
to give him his blood back
444
00:24:10,883 --> 00:24:13,419
before he goes brain-dead.
445
00:24:15,555 --> 00:24:17,590
Devi, where you headed?
446
00:24:17,590 --> 00:24:19,091
OR One, Kranepool.
447
00:24:19,091 --> 00:24:20,560
Hear he's a disaster.
448
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,529
It's our second dance
of the day.
449
00:24:22,529 --> 00:24:25,031
He almost killed a patient
and then threatened to exile me.
450
00:24:25,031 --> 00:24:26,365
I've been anxious all morning
451
00:24:26,365 --> 00:24:28,267
at the thought of returning
to his OR.
452
00:24:28,267 --> 00:24:30,302
I'm about to do battle
with a wicked spinal GBM.
453
00:24:30,302 --> 00:24:32,304
- Love to have you with me.
- I wish I could.
454
00:24:32,304 --> 00:24:34,240
Now let's hope I don't pass out
from the stress.
455
00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:44,617
Hey.
- Hey.
456
00:24:44,617 --> 00:24:46,886
You asked me if Nic
ever passed out playing sports--
457
00:24:46,886 --> 00:24:50,256
and she didn't-- but she
did faint a few times at school.
458
00:24:50,256 --> 00:24:52,324
Mm, when and what were
the circumstances?
459
00:24:52,324 --> 00:24:54,393
Like, right before a big test.
460
00:24:54,393 --> 00:24:56,262
You know, midterm or a final.
461
00:24:56,262 --> 00:24:58,330
It's probably nothing,
but I thought you should know.
462
00:24:58,330 --> 00:25:00,800
-Can you do me a favor?
- Name it.
463
00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:02,835
I-I need you to call Kyle.
464
00:25:02,835 --> 00:25:04,336
He's-he's not speaking to me.
465
00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:06,338
Just, you can make up some
excuse why you're calling him,
466
00:25:06,338 --> 00:25:08,608
and then,
I don't know, I just...
467
00:25:08,608 --> 00:25:12,078
I need you to ask him if Nic's
mom had a history of fainting.
468
00:25:12,078 --> 00:25:13,746
Will do.
469
00:25:26,959 --> 00:25:30,029
Did your med school teach you
to assist the attending
470
00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:32,164
or get in his way?
471
00:25:33,099 --> 00:25:34,701
To assist, Dr. Kranepool.
472
00:25:40,539 --> 00:25:42,642
KRANEPOOL
Are you deaf and blind?
473
00:25:42,642 --> 00:25:44,844
No. I don't have either
of those disabilities.
474
00:25:44,844 --> 00:25:47,013
I've had enough.
You need to scrub out,
475
00:25:47,013 --> 00:25:48,615
get your eyes and ears checked.
Now.
476
00:25:48,615 --> 00:25:50,650
- I'm sorry, Dr. Kranepool.
- Get out!
477
00:25:50,650 --> 00:25:52,118
Now.
478
00:25:59,058 --> 00:26:01,293
Patient is tachy to the 170s.
479
00:26:03,863 --> 00:26:06,365
I need suction over here.
480
00:26:11,804 --> 00:26:12,905
Gloves, please.
481
00:26:12,905 --> 00:26:14,340
- Thank you.
482
00:26:14,340 --> 00:26:16,876
Randolph, what the hell?
483
00:26:16,876 --> 00:26:17,977
I was watching upstairs.
484
00:26:17,977 --> 00:26:19,345
Just looked like
you could use a hand.
485
00:26:19,345 --> 00:26:21,547
You were babysitting me?
486
00:26:21,547 --> 00:26:22,749
Suction.
487
00:26:22,749 --> 00:26:24,083
Lap pad.
488
00:26:29,922 --> 00:26:32,258
And clamp.
489
00:26:37,997 --> 00:26:41,100
You crossed a line.
- Look, you shouldn't even
have been in the neighborhood
490
00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:42,601
of the right hepatic,
then you blew through it
491
00:26:42,601 --> 00:26:44,270
and you couldn't find it while
your patient was bleeding out.
492
00:26:44,270 --> 00:26:45,337
You didn't leave me any choice.
493
00:27:01,187 --> 00:27:02,789
You've got a set of balls
on you.
494
00:27:02,789 --> 00:27:05,124
Hey, we need to have
an honest conversation
495
00:27:05,124 --> 00:27:06,859
about your fitness for surgery.
496
00:27:08,060 --> 00:27:10,229
- Are you for real?
- Oh, come on, Aaron,
497
00:27:10,229 --> 00:27:12,198
what happened in there was
very problematic.
498
00:27:12,198 --> 00:27:14,066
Oh, please.
You put on your cape
499
00:27:14,066 --> 00:27:15,968
and flew in for a minor miscue.
500
00:27:15,968 --> 00:27:17,904
You're a nervous Nellie.
501
00:27:17,904 --> 00:27:19,806
You should be embarrassed.
502
00:27:22,108 --> 00:27:25,277
Will you show me the results
of your Hopkins tests?
503
00:27:26,312 --> 00:27:28,314
When did you become
so sanctimonious?
504
00:27:28,314 --> 00:27:29,648
Surgery is rarely flawless.
505
00:27:29,648 --> 00:27:31,383
- There are always complications.
- You used to be
506
00:27:31,383 --> 00:27:33,485
the closest thing to flawless
I've ever seen.
507
00:27:33,485 --> 00:27:38,925
I recall an appendectomy
you performed a few years back.
508
00:27:38,925 --> 00:27:40,392
Your patient died on your table.
509
00:27:40,392 --> 00:27:42,294
I didn't come knocking
on your door, did I?
510
00:27:42,294 --> 00:27:44,496
But you should have.
511
00:27:44,496 --> 00:27:46,999
I'm not the same man I was
four years ago.
512
00:27:46,999 --> 00:27:48,667
- You got that right.
- It's the greatest regret
of my life,
513
00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:50,236
putting my own self-interest
ahead of my patients'.
514
00:27:50,236 --> 00:27:51,771
And if you want
to hold me accountable
515
00:27:51,771 --> 00:27:53,605
for the appendectomy,
I will take what comes.
516
00:27:53,605 --> 00:27:56,342
Good God, you've lost your way.
517
00:27:57,576 --> 00:27:59,411
For the sake of our friendship,
518
00:27:59,411 --> 00:28:01,680
don't mention
my surgical skills again.
519
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:03,983
I'll see you
on the squash court tonight.
520
00:28:03,983 --> 00:28:05,517
A good, old-fashioned drubbing
521
00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:09,021
will put your feet back
on the ground where they belong.
522
00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:17,196
Right now
he's an enormous liability.
523
00:28:17,196 --> 00:28:19,631
I wish I could fire him,
but we both know
524
00:28:19,631 --> 00:28:22,134
- how difficult that is.
- That's like firing
a tenured professor.
525
00:28:22,134 --> 00:28:24,503
Plus, he's an icon.
526
00:28:24,503 --> 00:28:27,339
And he's entitled
to due process.
527
00:28:27,339 --> 00:28:28,707
Well, it's a moot point.
528
00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:30,977
We don't have
the necessary documentation
529
00:28:30,977 --> 00:28:33,612
- to prove he's dangerous.
- True.
530
00:28:33,612 --> 00:28:35,381
And most
of his patients' complications
531
00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:37,649
fall under "acceptable" risks
of surgery.
532
00:28:37,649 --> 00:28:39,952
Oh, the system doesn't work.
533
00:28:41,453 --> 00:28:43,289
Yeah, well...
534
00:28:43,289 --> 00:28:45,391
we've been allowed to build
too high a wall
535
00:28:45,391 --> 00:28:47,293
to protect ourselves.
536
00:28:47,293 --> 00:28:50,462
Bottom line,
Kranepool is a time bomb,
537
00:28:50,462 --> 00:28:53,732
and I don't want him exploding
on my watch.
538
00:28:55,902 --> 00:28:57,303
Yeah.
539
00:28:57,303 --> 00:28:59,338
We're getting close, kiddo.
540
00:28:59,338 --> 00:29:02,341
Grandpa Kyle told Aunt Billie
541
00:29:02,341 --> 00:29:05,978
that Mama and her mama
both fainted
542
00:29:05,978 --> 00:29:08,314
a few times over the years.
543
00:29:08,314 --> 00:29:10,917
- Yeah. Yeah.
544
00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:13,485
Always in the summer.
545
00:29:14,553 --> 00:29:16,055
I know.
546
00:29:16,055 --> 00:29:17,990
Always in the summer,
when it's hot
547
00:29:17,990 --> 00:29:19,926
and they were dehydrated.
548
00:29:19,926 --> 00:29:22,694
They didn't think
it was significant back then,
549
00:29:22,694 --> 00:29:24,230
but now...
550
00:29:24,230 --> 00:29:27,233
I think... it is very...
551
00:29:27,233 --> 00:29:29,836
very significant.
552
00:29:29,836 --> 00:29:33,940
We got a couple more things
we need to do.
553
00:29:33,940 --> 00:29:36,042
- Okay? Oh?
554
00:29:36,042 --> 00:29:37,676
Yeah, you like that?
555
00:29:37,676 --> 00:29:41,080
Couple more pieces
to complete our puzzle.
556
00:29:41,080 --> 00:29:43,082
- But I promise you,
557
00:29:43,082 --> 00:29:46,418
I promise you I won't stop until
we have all the answers we need.
558
00:29:52,058 --> 00:29:54,426
Hey, Conrad.
559
00:29:54,426 --> 00:29:56,462
- Listen, about today...
- Ah, forget it.
560
00:29:56,462 --> 00:29:58,364
I think I've figured it out.
561
00:29:58,364 --> 00:30:01,733
- Okay.
- Nic has a family history
of early death,
562
00:30:01,733 --> 00:30:03,235
starting with her mom.
563
00:30:03,235 --> 00:30:05,237
They both had fainting spells.
564
00:30:05,237 --> 00:30:07,206
Nic had PVCs on the monitor.
565
00:30:07,206 --> 00:30:10,376
- Yes, but she had a normal echo
and a normal EKG.
- Which proves my point.
566
00:30:10,376 --> 00:30:12,111
Everything we're talking about
is characteristic
567
00:30:12,111 --> 00:30:14,280
of catecholaminergic
polymorphic VT.
568
00:30:15,781 --> 00:30:17,649
Listen.
569
00:30:17,649 --> 00:30:20,152
Are you serious?
570
00:30:20,152 --> 00:30:21,988
Do you know how rare that is?
571
00:30:21,988 --> 00:30:23,822
But it makes perfect sense.
572
00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:26,458
A genetic form
of sudden cardiac failure.
573
00:30:27,559 --> 00:30:28,895
Conrad...
574
00:30:29,896 --> 00:30:32,564
You can have
a normal resting heart function.
575
00:30:34,266 --> 00:30:38,104
But stress and physical exertion
can cause serious arrhythmia.
576
00:30:38,104 --> 00:30:40,439
You can pass out, even die.
577
00:30:40,439 --> 00:30:42,441
Fine. I mean, that is possible.
578
00:30:42,441 --> 00:30:44,476
All the panic attacks Nic had,
579
00:30:44,476 --> 00:30:46,478
everything that we thought
was the thyroid,
580
00:30:46,478 --> 00:30:48,514
that could have been CPVT.
581
00:30:50,082 --> 00:30:51,450
Yes, it's a compelling theory...
582
00:30:51,450 --> 00:30:53,285
She's stressed out
on the drive home,
583
00:30:53,285 --> 00:30:54,686
rushing to get back to us.
584
00:30:54,686 --> 00:30:56,455
That could have sparked
the arrhythmia.
585
00:30:56,455 --> 00:30:58,190
Wait a second.
586
00:31:00,659 --> 00:31:03,695
But it is a theory
without evidence.
587
00:31:03,695 --> 00:31:05,864
That's why I brought GiGi in.
588
00:31:05,864 --> 00:31:08,968
I'm gonna have her tested
for the CPVT gene.
589
00:31:11,203 --> 00:31:12,638
Then I'll know.
590
00:31:19,845 --> 00:31:23,715
So, um, how many times did
that cop almost die in there?
591
00:31:23,715 --> 00:31:26,885
- Mm, by my count, three.
- Right, right.
592
00:31:26,885 --> 00:31:29,021
So, um,
why'd you go above and beyond
593
00:31:29,021 --> 00:31:31,223
and give this guy
the chance to destroy
594
00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:33,025
a few more brothers
down the road?
595
00:31:33,025 --> 00:31:35,394
Look, the best I can do
596
00:31:35,394 --> 00:31:37,863
in the face of ignorance
is be better.
597
00:31:37,863 --> 00:31:40,532
My excellence is
the best revenge.
598
00:31:40,532 --> 00:31:44,070
So you think this guy
is gonna change his worldview
599
00:31:44,070 --> 00:31:48,474
because a Black doctor saved
his life with his "excellence"?
600
00:31:48,474 --> 00:31:50,476
Come on, man, that's naive.
601
00:31:50,476 --> 00:31:52,078
Whoa, hold up, slow your roll.
602
00:31:52,878 --> 00:31:56,082
It's not about the cop,
Sherlock.
603
00:31:56,082 --> 00:31:58,250
It's about me.
604
00:31:58,250 --> 00:32:00,086
Saint or sinner,
605
00:32:00,086 --> 00:32:02,488
they all get treated the same
underneath my knife.
606
00:32:02,488 --> 00:32:04,656
In the sanctity of my OR,
607
00:32:04,656 --> 00:32:06,892
there is no place
for moral relativism.
608
00:32:07,893 --> 00:32:10,729
When the world around me
is irredeemable,
609
00:32:10,729 --> 00:32:12,999
I am a righteous man.
610
00:32:15,334 --> 00:32:17,703
What kind of man
do you want to be?
611
00:32:29,748 --> 00:32:32,718
I have an early surgery
tomorrow, so let's not dawdle.
612
00:32:32,718 --> 00:32:34,086
I believe it's my serve.
613
00:32:34,086 --> 00:32:35,621
You served the ball
out of bounds this morning,
614
00:32:35,621 --> 00:32:36,888
so it's actually my serve.
615
00:32:36,888 --> 00:32:37,956
No.
616
00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:39,558
If we're gonna settle this
on the court,
617
00:32:39,558 --> 00:32:41,460
we got to play
by the same rules.
618
00:32:41,460 --> 00:32:43,262
The hell
is that supposed to mean?
619
00:33:02,614 --> 00:33:04,383
One-zero.
620
00:33:45,824 --> 00:33:47,493
Seven-nothing.
621
00:33:50,429 --> 00:33:52,798
I've been letting you win
for the past year.
622
00:33:54,766 --> 00:33:56,168
You're not good enough.
623
00:33:56,168 --> 00:33:58,204
Look, you taught me
how to play the game.
624
00:33:58,204 --> 00:34:00,139
I could see how unbearable
it was for you to lose,
625
00:34:00,139 --> 00:34:01,707
so I've just been ignoring
the bad calls.
626
00:34:01,707 --> 00:34:03,375
Serve the damn ball.
627
00:34:13,285 --> 00:34:16,688
No, I'm all right... fine.
628
00:34:23,129 --> 00:34:25,697
It's your peripheral vision.
We both know that.
629
00:34:26,798 --> 00:34:29,968
I can put the ball where
you can't find it every time.
630
00:34:31,069 --> 00:34:33,239
Serve the ball.
631
00:34:53,759 --> 00:34:56,728
I take no joy in this, A.K.
632
00:34:58,397 --> 00:35:00,098
People are getting hurt.
633
00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:02,234
This is your exit ramp.
Just-just take it.
634
00:35:02,234 --> 00:35:05,437
Rest on your laurels
before you destroy them.
635
00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:09,408
I have no hobbies
and three alimonies.
636
00:35:09,408 --> 00:35:12,077
What the hell am I supposed
to do with the rest of my life?
637
00:35:12,077 --> 00:35:14,112
I don't know.
638
00:35:14,112 --> 00:35:16,782
But you got to find a new game.
639
00:36:06,097 --> 00:36:07,466
To answer your question,
640
00:36:07,466 --> 00:36:09,301
I'm not angry at him.
641
00:36:09,301 --> 00:36:11,237
I'm trying to protect him.
642
00:36:11,237 --> 00:36:12,504
From you?
643
00:36:12,504 --> 00:36:14,440
He's not the product
of first love.
644
00:36:14,440 --> 00:36:16,107
I was raped.
645
00:36:16,107 --> 00:36:17,743
By our neighbor.
646
00:36:17,743 --> 00:36:20,011
I was 13. He was a grown man.
647
00:36:20,946 --> 00:36:21,947
Billie...
648
00:36:21,947 --> 00:36:25,317
Trevor wants to know
who his father is.
649
00:36:25,317 --> 00:36:27,853
Is that an answer anyone needs?
650
00:36:29,521 --> 00:36:31,490
Damn.
651
00:36:33,592 --> 00:36:35,661
I can't even...
652
00:36:35,661 --> 00:36:39,965
begin to understand
that kind of pain.
653
00:36:41,533 --> 00:36:46,204
And I can only imagine how hard
it is to even say those words.
654
00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:48,974
So I'm honored
that you shared that with me.
655
00:36:48,974 --> 00:36:50,976
- And, Billie, I am so...
- AJ,
656
00:36:50,976 --> 00:36:53,479
don't say you're sorry.
657
00:36:53,479 --> 00:36:55,647
You're a good man.
658
00:36:55,647 --> 00:36:57,549
Just stay in your lane.
659
00:37:15,501 --> 00:37:17,503
You get the results?
660
00:37:19,805 --> 00:37:22,574
Uh...
661
00:37:22,574 --> 00:37:24,343
negative.
662
00:37:24,343 --> 00:37:25,744
She doesn't have it.
663
00:37:25,744 --> 00:37:27,646
And...
664
00:37:27,646 --> 00:37:29,548
Nic probably didn't, either.
665
00:37:32,318 --> 00:37:34,486
A million things happen
every second
666
00:37:34,486 --> 00:37:36,888
to every single person
on the planet.
667
00:37:40,426 --> 00:37:43,929
Some are joyful,
668
00:37:43,929 --> 00:37:45,864
most are inconsequential,
669
00:37:45,864 --> 00:37:47,599
and a few...
670
00:37:47,599 --> 00:37:50,268
are unbearable.
671
00:37:52,738 --> 00:37:55,441
Those are the hardest ones
to explain.
672
00:37:59,277 --> 00:38:03,382
Can you make peace with that?
673
00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:17,062
You've been talking at me
nonstop all day.
674
00:38:17,062 --> 00:38:20,466
What happened, you, uh, you
run out of words or something?
675
00:38:21,933 --> 00:38:23,369
Not possible.
676
00:38:23,369 --> 00:38:26,304
Yeah, I didn't think so.
677
00:38:27,806 --> 00:38:30,609
Hey, so would it be cool
if I come back to watch
678
00:38:30,609 --> 00:38:32,110
some more of your surgeries?
679
00:38:32,110 --> 00:38:34,212
Look, Trevor, um...
680
00:38:35,080 --> 00:38:37,483
Look, we can keep meeting up,
right?
681
00:38:37,483 --> 00:38:39,618
You know, grab something to eat,
chop it up.
682
00:38:39,618 --> 00:38:41,653
- Yeah.
- But, um...
683
00:38:41,653 --> 00:38:45,223
we're gonna have to steer clear
of Chastain.
684
00:38:48,259 --> 00:38:50,629
She, uh, she told you
not to bring me around?
685
00:38:50,629 --> 00:38:52,431
Yeah.
686
00:39:01,473 --> 00:39:02,841
What the hell
did I ever do to her?
687
00:39:02,841 --> 00:39:04,175
Nothing.
688
00:39:04,175 --> 00:39:06,077
Now, this is not on you.
689
00:39:06,077 --> 00:39:08,680
This is no reflection
of your worth, Trevor.
690
00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:11,517
This is about Billie.
691
00:39:11,517 --> 00:39:13,819
All right?
You haven't done anything wrong.
692
00:39:13,819 --> 00:39:15,687
Yeah, it doesn't feel
like that, man.
693
00:39:15,687 --> 00:39:17,823
I know. I know, man.
694
00:39:17,823 --> 00:39:22,528
And I know in the moment
you may feel... disposable.
695
00:39:22,528 --> 00:39:24,295
But you are not.
696
00:39:24,295 --> 00:39:26,665
Billie's got her own story, man.
697
00:39:26,665 --> 00:39:29,535
She... she's got her own damage.
698
00:39:30,869 --> 00:39:33,271
You're just caught up
in the crossfire.
699
00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:37,208
You hear me?
700
00:39:37,208 --> 00:39:39,010
Yeah.
701
00:39:39,010 --> 00:39:41,112
Yeah, I hear you.
702
00:39:42,514 --> 00:39:44,215
All right.
703
00:39:51,356 --> 00:39:54,392
I'm embarrassed to admit it,
but I'm still not even sure
704
00:39:54,392 --> 00:39:57,128
I did the right thing
reporting Kranepool.
705
00:39:58,129 --> 00:39:59,731
Look, Kranepool
almost killed someone
706
00:39:59,731 --> 00:40:01,399
after he banned you from his OR.
707
00:40:01,399 --> 00:40:03,969
If you hadn't told Kit,
Bell wouldn't have been in there
708
00:40:03,969 --> 00:40:05,537
to save the patient's life.
709
00:40:08,173 --> 00:40:09,575
Thank you.
710
00:40:09,575 --> 00:40:11,477
For what?
711
00:40:11,477 --> 00:40:13,912
For confirming what I believe.
712
00:40:13,912 --> 00:40:16,014
That people deserve the truth,
713
00:40:16,014 --> 00:40:19,250
no matter how complicated
or painful it can be.
714
00:40:20,185 --> 00:40:22,420
To friends, old and new.
715
00:40:27,993 --> 00:40:30,028
Everything hurts.
716
00:40:31,563 --> 00:40:35,433
Well, not to minimize
your discomfort...
717
00:40:35,433 --> 00:40:38,103
but it was worth it.
718
00:40:38,103 --> 00:40:40,872
Aaron Kranepool has retired.
719
00:40:47,679 --> 00:40:49,681
Well...
720
00:40:49,681 --> 00:40:52,951
I'm relieved, but...
721
00:40:52,951 --> 00:40:54,786
maybe a little heartbroken.
722
00:40:54,786 --> 00:40:57,723
You've saved
who knows how many lives.
723
00:40:57,723 --> 00:41:00,559
I lost an old friend
in the bargain.
724
00:41:00,559 --> 00:41:02,293
You've done him
a great service as well.
725
00:41:02,293 --> 00:41:04,262
Perhaps one day
he'll figure that out.
726
00:41:04,262 --> 00:41:06,231
- Oh, come on, look,
727
00:41:06,231 --> 00:41:08,767
your posture cannot be helping
your discomfort. Scooch down.
728
00:41:12,203 --> 00:41:13,939
- Wait, wait, wait.
729
00:41:15,607 --> 00:41:17,809
- How does that feel?
- Good, really...
730
00:41:17,809 --> 00:41:19,645
That's good.
731
00:41:19,645 --> 00:41:21,412
Just promise me
732
00:41:21,412 --> 00:41:24,115
when it's time for me to hang up
my squash racket, you'll...
733
00:41:24,115 --> 00:41:25,651
just-just tell me
734
00:41:25,651 --> 00:41:27,819
- in no uncertain terms.
- Oh, you know I will.
735
00:41:27,819 --> 00:41:29,287
No, I do know that.
736
00:41:29,287 --> 00:41:31,389
It gives me great comfort.
737
00:41:35,260 --> 00:41:39,430
Should we have that dinner
we've been trying to have?
738
00:41:39,430 --> 00:41:41,332
I'd like that.
739
00:41:44,936 --> 00:41:48,774
You know, Kit,
apropos of so many things,
740
00:41:48,774 --> 00:41:51,643
there's-there's no one's opinion
of me that matters more...
741
00:41:52,410 --> 00:41:54,145
...than yours.
742
00:41:54,145 --> 00:41:56,582
♪ Standing on the platform ♪
743
00:41:57,282 --> 00:42:00,686
♪ Watching you go ♪
744
00:42:03,789 --> 00:42:07,025
♪ It's like no other pain ♪
745
00:42:07,025 --> 00:42:10,295
♪ I've ever known ♪
746
00:42:13,799 --> 00:42:17,302
♪ Strangers rushing past ♪
747
00:42:17,302 --> 00:42:20,772
♪ Just trying to get home ♪
748
00:42:24,209 --> 00:42:26,211
♪ You were the only ♪
749
00:42:26,211 --> 00:42:30,215
♪ Safe haven that I've known ♪
750
00:42:34,219 --> 00:42:36,822
♪ Hits me at full speed ♪
751
00:42:36,822 --> 00:42:39,825
♪ Feel like I can't breathe ♪
752
00:42:39,825 --> 00:42:43,394
♪ And nobody knows ♪
753
00:42:44,362 --> 00:42:46,832
♪ This pain inside me ♪
754
00:42:46,832 --> 00:42:50,802
♪ My world is crumbling ♪
755
00:42:50,802 --> 00:42:53,739
♪ I should never have ♪
756
00:42:53,739 --> 00:42:57,042
♪ Let you go ♪
757
00:42:59,711 --> 00:43:02,914
♪ I think I'm lost ♪
758
00:43:02,914 --> 00:43:06,317
♪ Without you ♪
759
00:43:11,156 --> 00:43:13,925
♪ Standing on the platform ♪
760
00:43:15,093 --> 00:43:17,528
♪ Watching you go ♪
761
00:43:21,767 --> 00:43:24,870
♪ You said,
"I want to see the world" ♪
762
00:43:24,870 --> 00:43:27,438
♪ And I said ♪
763
00:43:29,007 --> 00:43:30,876
♪ "Go." ♪
764
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