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I took this at Lane's clinic.
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Look at these dosages.
They are extremely high.
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That's an awful accusation.
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I get it, she's your mentor.
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But you got to trust me.
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The chemo was so strong this time.
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I'm worried about Lily.
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I don't get your obsession with this.
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There's something else going on.
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I'm dying. Please.
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Please help me.
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Charge to 200.
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Clear.
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- Ready.
- Charge to 200.
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Clear.
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We lost her pulse.
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Time of death...
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21:58.
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Watch where the hell you're going!
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God, what happened to you?
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- Nothing.
- You look like you got hit by a truck.
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I'm fine.
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Let me run an X-ray just to make sure...
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Sprained tibiofibular ligament.
Twisted ankle. Not necessary.
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Put it in an air stirrup for support...
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- I said I'm fine!
- Oh.
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Dr. Jacoby.
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Conrad Hawkins. How wonderful.
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You were one of my favorite students.
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- You work here now?
- Third year of my residency.
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Internal medicine. I was
just headed up to the floors.
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So proud of you.
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You're hurt.
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I fell. Running. It's no big deal.
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Oh. Exercise. Myself, I avoid it.
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That's good advice. I could've
used that an hour ago.
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Are you okay? Why are you here?
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I see ghosts.
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- Synced and corrected by Shazi89 -
- www.addic7ed.com -
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I need you to use
your best bedside manner.
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Really make him feel welcome.
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Have I ever let you down?
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The second richest man in China
is a very big get for Chastain.
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- Foreign VIPs pay full freight.
- Ted Zhou.
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Tumor in the caudate lobe of his
liver. Does he speak English?
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He went to Oxford, Dr. Bell.
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Well, I never heard of him.
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On the cover of Forbes and all
the gossip magazines in Asia.
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Sadly, I no longer subscribe
to Chinese gossip...
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Well, I'll have security
bring him around to the back.
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Guess I'll meet him upstairs.
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She was stable last night
when I left my shift.
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She was happy.
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I...
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I don't understand.
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It happened so fast.
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I went home.
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I left her alone. I should have
stayed here.
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You were at the end of a double shift.
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You can't be here
every second of every day.
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It wouldn't
have made a difference.
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She arrested, we coded her. Too long.
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Tried everything.
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They should've gotten rid
of this last night.
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You were with Lily last night?
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New patient. Room 5417.
Dr. Eileen Jacoby.
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Do we have any idea why she coded?
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She was a professor of
mine in med school.
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I'm just trying to make sense of it.
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Jacoby's important to me.
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Lily was my patient, too.
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Maybe we should talk about it.
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What happened to your ankle?
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Another question
people need to stop asking me.
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Okay, let's go to an exam room.
I'll wrap it.
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- You're not touching my ankle.
- I'm a doctor.
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That's the point. I've seen your work.
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Claire Thorpe wants us
in her office in an hour.
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Postmortem on Lily's code.
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He's punishing himself.
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He'll keep walking on it until it snaps.
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Hey. A bottle of Kenalog
rolled off the Mayo stand
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and broke. Bed 5124. Can I grab another?
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- Sure, let me check the computer.
- You don't need
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to look it up. I just need 30
milligrams to do a quick procedure.
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Okay.
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Here you go.
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Is it true that Eileen Jacoby
is here and she is your patient?
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When I was nine in Nigeria,
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I saw a news story about a
pioneering female neurosurgeon.
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Footage of her doing
brain surgery in the 1970s.
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All the other doctors were men,
and they tried to keep her out
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of the OR, but she was so good,
they couldn't.
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She did the first microscopic
AVM resection.
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Eileen Jacoby is the reason
I decided to become a surgeon.
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- You want to meet her?
- Yes.
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And if you introduce me to her,
I won't tell anyone
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you were shooting up in here.
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Yeah. It was cortisone.
Tell anyone you want.
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You know cortisone wears off
pretty quickly, right?
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1664.
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What kind of room number is that?
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You know, "four" means "death" in China.
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1664.
is the number,
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which sounds like...
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which means "one road to death."
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No one can survive in a room like that.
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If I walk in there, I'll have
a heart attack on the spot!
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Those are just numbers, sir.
I need to get your vitals to...
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Oh, don't tell me about numbers.
I run a search engine.
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100 server farms and the world's biggest
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e-commerce website in the world.
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And why are all the rooms
you're offering me facing south?
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Health faces north.
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A simple research on the Internet
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about Chinese customs
would tell you that!
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Anne Huntington, the VIP wing.
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I need help.
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Shall we talk about my ghosts?
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Okay.
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This is a new one for me.
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I'll give it a go.
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Do you see them often?
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All the time.
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What do they look like?
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Like you and me.
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But dead.
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They're my patients.
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My neurosurgery patients.
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The ones I couldn't save.
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Jenny McBride. 13 years old.
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Ruptured saccular aneurysm.
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Rushed her into surgery
on a Friday night,
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but it was too late.
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She died on the table.
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Bill Hodges. 44.
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Married. Two children.
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Grade IV anaplastic glioma.
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I thought I excised the entire tumor,
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but... no.
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Dead two months later.
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I'd like to run some tests.
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Yes. Of course.
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Sometimes hallucinations
have a biological basis.
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I've considered that possibility.
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But you don't think it's the case?
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What I think, Conrad,
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is that I'm losing my mind.
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Hey. I ordered you a scooter.
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- Did I ask you for a scooter?
- No.
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I can get my own damn scooter.
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I've had dementia patients
more rational than you.
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Well, you're not my doctor,
so stop trying.
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Actually, I am.
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I admitted you an hour ago
using your hospital I.D.
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You're patient number 421-78A.
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High left ankle sprain, under my care.
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Ah, you think that's cute?
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It's not cute.
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You're right. It's not.
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- It's my job.
- Okay, enough.
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Remember, we want the hospital
to push for an investigation.
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There's no more hope for a second
opinion now that Lily's gone,
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but an autopsy would prove if Lane
was overdosing her with chemo.
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Okay?
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Yes. All right.
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Dr. Hawkins, Dr. Pravesh, Nurse Nevin,
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thank you so much for joining us.
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Conrad, I'm so sorry I wasn't there.
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I know you tried to save
her life. I can't tell you
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how devastated I am.
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Lily Kendall's death
was untimely
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and unfortunate, and I know
that everyone in this room
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is grieving, but it is
important for the hospital
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to understand exactly what happened.
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Her heart failed.
That much we know for certain.
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But she was getting
massive chemotherapy, and...
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an autopsy will tell us if that
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played a role. We need to make
sure the doses she received
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were appropriate.
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Of course. I absolutely agree.
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An autopsy is 100% warranted.
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Great. Then we're
all on the same page.
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I'll call Pathology right away.
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Claire,
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please let me know the minute
you receive the results.
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Of course.
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Hey, Arthur.
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- Randolph. Hey. How are you doing?
- Good.
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Listen, I want to talk to you
about my friend with a tremor.
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Enough. Let's be honest with each other.
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We both know your friend is you.
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Look, it happens to the best of us.
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We get older, our hand shakes.
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I'm on your side.
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You've tried a bunch of solutions.
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You should consider the possibility
that it might be stress-induced.
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Lot of things coming at you at once.
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Chief of surgery, face of the hospital.
200
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Not to mention your divorce.
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What is it, number four?
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Two. Feels like four.
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That's a boatload of pressure.
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Yeah, well, what do I do, Arthur?
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Long term? Jog.
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Swim. Learn to meditate.
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Figure out a way to blow off
some of that anxiety.
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Short term? Take a Xanax.
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- It's a benzo. I've tried those.
- Mm. Nah...
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This one will take the edge off.
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Let you focus on what really matters.
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Come up to my office,
I'll give you a sample.
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Works wonders.
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Check it out.
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And I'm paying for two kids in
college and a kitchen remodel.
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This is between us, okay?
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We look out for our own.
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Full results are gonna
take at least a week,
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but I might have a preliminary cause
of death in less than 24 hours.
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Blood drawn before the code should help.
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One question.
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Why would Lane agree to this autopsy?
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You paged me?
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I need you on the VIP wing.
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- Are they short-staffed?
- New patient.
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Ted Zhou, high security.
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Driving the nurses nuts.
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I'm a nurse practitioner,
I have my own patients.
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The VIP wing's coddling rich people.
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That's why I want you up there.
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Not a request.
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An order.
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I want a list of error rates
at every hospital
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in the Southeastern United States.
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If Chastain Park can't
accommodate what my needs are...
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Mr. Zhou, I hear you're nervous
about your surgery.
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Who are you?
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There were white flowers in my room.
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Now, in China,
white flowers for dead people.
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Details matter.
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Cultural sensitivity is a marker
for overall competence.
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Everybody gets anxious in a hospital.
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Lack of control, strange place.
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I understand, but you're gonna be fine.
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I am a nurse, not an assassin.
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If you don't trust us,
then you can leave Chastain.
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But if you put your hands on me
again, I will have you arrested.
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It's okay.
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I like your attitude, Ms....?
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- Nevin.
- Ah.
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What's a lucky number
in China, Mr. Zhou?
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In this instance, three.
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Three means "life."
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Come with me.
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- Better?
- Very clever.
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Now, if you worked for me,
I'd promote you immediately.
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Well, I can't wait
to discuss my new salary,
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after your surgery.
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I want to see if the hallucinations
are a result of encephalitis.
260
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I'd like to think that having done
a few thousand of these myself
261
00:13:54,206 --> 00:13:56,774
would make it hurt less, but it doesn't.
262
00:14:00,479 --> 00:14:02,057
No whites, no reds?
263
00:14:03,149 --> 00:14:05,115
Everything's normal?
264
00:14:20,002 --> 00:14:22,092
Dr. Bell, do you
still want me to take over?
265
00:14:22,103 --> 00:14:24,927
Yeah, I was gonna supervise the
anastomosis. I think I'll finish up.
266
00:14:24,937 --> 00:14:27,337
2-0 silk.
267
00:14:29,011 --> 00:14:30,132
- Mina.
- I know.
268
00:14:30,142 --> 00:14:32,867
I have Dr. Jacoby's test results.
Tag along if you want to meet her.
269
00:14:32,878 --> 00:14:34,303
I've prepared a speech.
270
00:14:34,313 --> 00:14:38,174
This is too important of a
meeting to forget a single word.
271
00:14:38,184 --> 00:14:41,110
Do you know
why Dr. Jacoby's here?
272
00:14:41,120 --> 00:14:42,721
No.
273
00:14:43,289 --> 00:14:45,355
Let's just say she's not her old self.
274
00:14:49,292 --> 00:14:50,768
Dr. Jacoby.
275
00:14:51,664 --> 00:14:53,122
I'd like to introduce you to someone,
276
00:14:53,132 --> 00:14:55,624
our star surgical resident,
Dr. Mina Okafor.
277
00:14:55,634 --> 00:14:58,961
It is a great honor
to meet you, Dr. Jacoby.
278
00:14:58,971 --> 00:15:01,964
I've followed your career,
starting when I was a child.
279
00:15:01,974 --> 00:15:04,667
I used to read about you
in my uncle's medical journals,
280
00:15:04,677 --> 00:15:06,802
I collected a video library
of your surgeries.
281
00:15:06,812 --> 00:15:10,506
I've played them over and over
to learn your technique.
282
00:15:10,516 --> 00:15:14,710
Your retromastoid and
curvilinear incisions are...
283
00:15:14,720 --> 00:15:16,278
remarkable.
284
00:15:16,288 --> 00:15:17,680
Well, I'm honored.
285
00:15:17,690 --> 00:15:20,123
Thank you.
286
00:15:22,843 --> 00:15:24,486
What are you looking at?
287
00:15:24,496 --> 00:15:28,190
Mrs. Hamilton...
had a spinal cord injury.
288
00:15:28,200 --> 00:15:30,693
Compressed fracture between T7 and T8.
289
00:15:30,703 --> 00:15:32,728
Car accident.
290
00:15:32,738 --> 00:15:36,198
I transgressed the cord
with a titanium screw.
291
00:15:36,208 --> 00:15:37,867
She never walked again.
292
00:15:37,877 --> 00:15:39,668
Your test results... EEG
293
00:15:39,678 --> 00:15:41,904
and spinal tap...
they both came back normal.
294
00:15:41,914 --> 00:15:43,640
So I am losing my mind.
295
00:15:43,651 --> 00:15:46,143
Let's focus on other possible
diagnoses first.
296
00:15:46,318 --> 00:15:48,477
I read in your chart
that you're a vegetarian?
297
00:15:48,487 --> 00:15:49,991
A lifelong vegan.
298
00:15:50,002 --> 00:15:52,481
Vegetarians often suffer
from B12 deficiencies.
299
00:15:52,491 --> 00:15:55,251
A B12 deficiency can cause
people to hallucinate.
300
00:15:55,261 --> 00:15:56,485
In some people; it's rare.
301
00:15:56,495 --> 00:15:58,587
One in 1,000, but it happens,
302
00:15:58,597 --> 00:16:02,258
- so we'll give you...
- High-dose B12 injections.
303
00:16:02,268 --> 00:16:03,858
You really think that will do the trick?
304
00:16:03,869 --> 00:16:06,362
Honestly, I'm not sure, but it's
a quick and easy gamble,
305
00:16:06,372 --> 00:16:07,763
so why not?
306
00:16:07,773 --> 00:16:10,374
I'll take that gamble.
307
00:16:14,947 --> 00:16:17,406
Time to turn that off. No cell
phones in the operating suite.
308
00:16:21,186 --> 00:16:22,778
I was talking to my lawyer.
309
00:16:22,788 --> 00:16:25,214
Making preparations in case I die.
310
00:16:25,224 --> 00:16:27,236
You know, I'm gonna give
all my money away.
311
00:16:27,247 --> 00:16:28,905
I don't want to spoil my children.
312
00:16:28,916 --> 00:16:30,778
They have to learn to
stand on their own.
313
00:16:30,789 --> 00:16:32,620
Well, I'm definitely on board
with your parenting, Mr. Zhou,
314
00:16:32,631 --> 00:16:35,524
but you are not going to die.
At least not here, not today.
315
00:16:35,534 --> 00:16:38,350
So nothing bad ever happens
to patients under your care?
316
00:16:38,361 --> 00:16:39,962
Mr. Zhou.
317
00:16:39,972 --> 00:16:41,305
So nice to see you again.
318
00:16:42,374 --> 00:16:43,699
Are we making you feel welcome?
319
00:16:43,709 --> 00:16:45,567
Dr. Bell. The man on the poster.
320
00:16:45,577 --> 00:16:49,038
Nurse Nevin assures me
I'm in good hands here.
321
00:16:49,048 --> 00:16:50,280
The very best.
322
00:17:10,895 --> 00:17:13,429
Alan Wyatt.
323
00:17:14,876 --> 00:17:16,935
It's a craniotomy
324
00:17:17,458 --> 00:17:19,892
and a facial nerve transection.
325
00:17:20,715 --> 00:17:22,774
It was Mass General,
326
00:17:22,893 --> 00:17:25,801
spring of 1983.
327
00:17:26,051 --> 00:17:28,856
I-I should have cut a little higher.
328
00:17:29,020 --> 00:17:31,306
This is Supervisor Stevens, fifth floor.
329
00:17:31,317 --> 00:17:33,717
I need extension 43.
330
00:17:53,443 --> 00:17:55,458
What the hell's he doing in here?
331
00:17:55,469 --> 00:17:57,595
We thought he might have a gun.
332
00:17:57,606 --> 00:17:58,964
Oh, so you just let him in the OR?
333
00:18:00,839 --> 00:18:03,150
Dr. Butler, can we run through
the checklist, please?
334
00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:05,187
Yes, sir. One, uh,
335
00:18:05,198 --> 00:18:07,054
please confirm the name of the patient.
336
00:18:07,064 --> 00:18:09,961
- Ted Zhou. Male, 55.
- Confirmed.
337
00:18:09,972 --> 00:18:11,629
Two, please confirm the procedure.
338
00:18:11,640 --> 00:18:13,422
Caudate lobectomy.
339
00:18:13,433 --> 00:18:15,109
Confirmed.
340
00:18:17,341 --> 00:18:21,168
See the way she neatly
accesses the superior temporal lobe.
341
00:18:21,178 --> 00:18:23,145
Gives you goose bumps, doesn't it?
342
00:18:24,617 --> 00:18:26,437
Not how I would describe it.
343
00:18:26,448 --> 00:18:27,906
I heard she sees ghosts.
344
00:18:27,917 --> 00:18:30,808
Conrad already found the
biological basis: low B12.
345
00:18:30,819 --> 00:18:32,406
There's no such thing as ghosts.
346
00:18:32,417 --> 00:18:35,648
Not true. I've seen a ghost
right here at Chastain.
347
00:18:35,659 --> 00:18:38,319
Room 1313.
348
00:18:38,329 --> 00:18:40,321
A lot of people died in that room.
349
00:18:40,331 --> 00:18:42,633
- Totally haunted.
- Don't be an idiot.
350
00:18:42,644 --> 00:18:44,959
I read that ghosts were big
in Nigerian culture.
351
00:18:44,969 --> 00:18:46,527
This is America.
352
00:18:46,537 --> 00:18:48,095
The Garuda Purana says
353
00:18:48,105 --> 00:18:50,445
it takes 13 days for the soul
of a dead person
354
00:18:50,456 --> 00:18:52,367
to transition to the eternal.
355
00:18:52,378 --> 00:18:54,534
If the deceased's desires
aren't satisfied,
356
00:18:54,545 --> 00:18:56,219
they get stuck in limbo.
357
00:18:56,230 --> 00:18:59,531
They become Prayt Yonee, a ghost.
358
00:19:01,816 --> 00:19:04,070
I was thinking about Lily...
359
00:19:04,822 --> 00:19:06,989
how she didn't die on her own terms.
360
00:19:16,209 --> 00:19:18,729
Something to say, Dr. Butler?
361
00:19:19,470 --> 00:19:21,378
I'm-I'm sorry. It's just,
362
00:19:21,389 --> 00:19:23,864
it looks like the caudate lobe
is encircling the IVC.
363
00:19:23,874 --> 00:19:26,233
Should we tie off
the small hepatic veins?
364
00:19:26,243 --> 00:19:28,844
In case they bleed
when we excise the tumor.
365
00:19:30,066 --> 00:19:32,725
Not necessary. That's a backup
in case of error.
366
00:19:33,391 --> 00:19:35,016
This is flawless.
367
00:19:35,409 --> 00:19:36,804
Yes, sir.
368
00:19:38,574 --> 00:19:41,234
Where's Dr. Jacoby?
369
00:19:41,244 --> 00:19:43,069
Sent for psych eval.
370
00:19:43,401 --> 00:19:45,505
What? Why?
371
00:19:45,515 --> 00:19:47,481
She was roaming the halls
talking to herself.
372
00:19:51,482 --> 00:19:53,174
So you want me to lie?
373
00:19:53,185 --> 00:19:55,800
They'll keep her
in the psych ward for 72 hours.
374
00:19:55,811 --> 00:19:57,303
She's a frail, old woman.
375
00:19:57,314 --> 00:19:58,831
So, yes, lie.
376
00:19:58,842 --> 00:20:00,868
Just get the point across.
377
00:20:00,879 --> 00:20:03,253
Given your multiple knee
surgeries, you should really...
378
00:20:03,264 --> 00:20:04,558
Did you pull my medical history?
379
00:20:04,569 --> 00:20:06,094
Johnson in Orthopedics has this boot...
380
00:20:06,105 --> 00:20:07,190
No!
381
00:20:07,201 --> 00:20:10,019
Fine, but I won't quit.
382
00:20:10,030 --> 00:20:12,401
She's grossly psychotic.
We're putting her on a hold.
383
00:20:12,412 --> 00:20:16,042
Conrad. MRI results.
Brain bleed in her frontal lobe.
384
00:20:16,808 --> 00:20:18,940
Well, that could explain
her hallucinations.
385
00:20:18,951 --> 00:20:20,176
She needs surgery.
386
00:20:20,187 --> 00:20:21,945
ASAP.
387
00:20:21,956 --> 00:20:23,614
I have a brain bleed?
388
00:20:23,982 --> 00:20:26,173
I had to tell 'em something.
389
00:20:26,184 --> 00:20:28,167
The B12 shots didn't do a damn thing.
390
00:20:28,178 --> 00:20:29,636
You have not changed.
391
00:20:29,647 --> 00:20:31,003
Not at all.
392
00:20:31,014 --> 00:20:32,589
Sometimes we wish he would.
393
00:20:33,225 --> 00:20:34,729
Who is this handsome young man?
394
00:20:34,740 --> 00:20:36,265
Devon Pravesh, Dr. Jacoby.
395
00:20:36,276 --> 00:20:38,745
- I've heard a lot about you.
- All scandals, I hope.
396
00:20:38,756 --> 00:20:42,350
Ah, lurid but very enjoyable.
397
00:20:43,135 --> 00:20:45,058
We need to consider
a different diagnosis.
398
00:20:45,069 --> 00:20:47,695
Another test, huh?
A PET scan or MRI?
399
00:20:47,706 --> 00:20:49,565
No, no more tests.
400
00:20:49,576 --> 00:20:52,377
You and I need to discuss
what's really going on.
401
00:20:53,792 --> 00:20:55,167
How you feeling, Mr. Zhou?
402
00:20:55,178 --> 00:20:56,698
Can you hear me?
403
00:20:57,464 --> 00:20:58,878
Dr. Bell's surgery went well?
404
00:20:58,889 --> 00:21:02,649
Well... the patient survived.
405
00:21:02,660 --> 00:21:05,219
Am I missing something? Were you
expecting a different outcome?
406
00:21:05,230 --> 00:21:07,407
Mr. Zhou, can you look over here?
407
00:21:11,658 --> 00:21:12,724
Get back.
408
00:21:13,003 --> 00:21:15,995
- Hey, out!
- BP 70/30.
409
00:21:16,006 --> 00:21:18,073
- I need two units of PRBCs.
- Cycling again.
410
00:21:18,739 --> 00:21:21,284
- His pulse is getting weak.
- Systolic is down to 50.
411
00:21:21,295 --> 00:21:23,067
Can someone tell me
what's happening, please?
412
00:21:23,078 --> 00:21:25,427
Page Dr. Okafor and Dr. Silva.
Patient needs the OR, stat.
413
00:21:25,438 --> 00:21:27,841
Why Silva and Okafor?
That's Dr. Bell's patient.
414
00:21:27,852 --> 00:21:30,271
He's bleeding internally. My
guess is it's Dr. Bell's fault.
415
00:21:30,282 --> 00:21:32,114
Now, you can let him try to fix it,
416
00:21:32,125 --> 00:21:34,132
or would you prefer Mr. Zhou lives?
417
00:21:40,521 --> 00:21:43,180
Ladies and gentlemen,
if I could have your attention.
418
00:21:43,191 --> 00:21:44,583
I'm Dr. Randolph Bell,
419
00:21:44,594 --> 00:21:46,252
Mr. Zhou's surgeon.
420
00:21:46,263 --> 00:21:48,732
We completed the operation at about 2:50.
421
00:21:58,325 --> 00:22:00,074
Blood pooling behind the IVC.
422
00:22:00,084 --> 00:22:03,244
Yeah. Clamps for me and Dr. Okafor.
423
00:22:03,254 --> 00:22:05,713
No one tied off the hepatic veins.
424
00:22:05,723 --> 00:22:07,505
Who removes the caudate without...?
425
00:22:07,516 --> 00:22:09,505
Dr. Bell said it was a waste of time.
426
00:22:10,677 --> 00:22:13,821
He should've known better.
In over his head as usual.
427
00:22:13,831 --> 00:22:16,317
Okay, infrahepatic clamp's in place.
428
00:22:16,328 --> 00:22:17,992
- Suturing now?
- What's going on?
429
00:22:18,002 --> 00:22:19,293
Hey, how many people have to die
430
00:22:19,303 --> 00:22:20,795
before you turn in your scrubs, huh?
431
00:22:20,805 --> 00:22:22,442
It doesn't matter how great you were,
432
00:22:22,453 --> 00:22:24,239
it's how great you are, here and now.
433
00:22:24,250 --> 00:22:26,742
You don't have it anymore.
It's time to retire.
434
00:22:27,325 --> 00:22:29,804
How dare you? You question my ability?
435
00:22:29,814 --> 00:22:31,605
Not in my OR. Not in my hospital.
436
00:22:31,615 --> 00:22:34,786
I see incompetence,
I call it out. End of story.
437
00:22:34,797 --> 00:22:37,474
- And this isn't your hospital.
- I've operated on more patients...
438
00:22:37,485 --> 00:22:39,080
You didn't tie off the hepatic veins.
439
00:22:39,090 --> 00:22:40,880
You caused a tear in the IVC.
440
00:22:40,891 --> 00:22:43,073
Now, a second-year resident
doesn't make that mistake,
441
00:22:43,084 --> 00:22:44,383
but you did.
442
00:22:53,938 --> 00:22:56,695
Ted Zhou is my patient.
443
00:22:58,179 --> 00:23:01,310
No. Not anymore he's not.
444
00:23:07,518 --> 00:23:09,610
- I wanted you to see this place.
- Mm-hmm.
445
00:23:09,620 --> 00:23:11,412
Have a simple conversation.
446
00:23:11,422 --> 00:23:15,883
- I know it would do me some good.
- Fine. About what?
447
00:23:15,893 --> 00:23:17,359
Ghosts.
448
00:23:18,496 --> 00:23:20,488
You think the ones you see are real?
449
00:23:20,498 --> 00:23:23,891
Oh, now that's a complicated question.
450
00:23:23,901 --> 00:23:25,945
They...
451
00:23:26,130 --> 00:23:29,724
They're as real
as human regret or guilt.
452
00:23:30,140 --> 00:23:32,932
I keep thinking they want something.
453
00:23:32,943 --> 00:23:34,702
Are they angry?
454
00:23:34,712 --> 00:23:37,398
Or do they blame me?
455
00:23:37,409 --> 00:23:40,836
Sadly, they can't speak.
456
00:23:41,185 --> 00:23:46,013
So what I want most of all
is to undo the mistakes.
457
00:23:46,968 --> 00:23:48,957
And I can't.
458
00:23:55,218 --> 00:23:57,024
Dr. Jacoby.
459
00:23:57,537 --> 00:24:01,019
Depression is a very powerful
illness, we both know that.
460
00:24:01,038 --> 00:24:02,976
Would you consider the possibility
461
00:24:02,987 --> 00:24:05,366
that depression with psychotic
effect could lead to...
462
00:24:05,376 --> 00:24:06,843
Hallucinations. Yeah.
463
00:24:06,854 --> 00:24:08,148
Yes.
464
00:24:09,280 --> 00:24:11,172
Well, I have good reason
to be depressed.
465
00:24:11,182 --> 00:24:13,820
My career is over, my best years
are behind me, and...
466
00:24:13,831 --> 00:24:15,475
You've had a wonderful career.
467
00:24:15,486 --> 00:24:18,875
Broken down barriers.
Trained so many great doctors.
468
00:24:20,601 --> 00:24:22,950
You are an inspiration.
469
00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:27,621
- And you saved so many lives.
- But I lost so many as well.
470
00:24:27,631 --> 00:24:30,457
I carry around a small cemetery
in my brain.
471
00:24:30,467 --> 00:24:34,061
You took on the riskiest cases
and had so many triumphs.
472
00:24:34,071 --> 00:24:35,896
Yeah, well, joy leaves too quickly
473
00:24:35,906 --> 00:24:37,328
and sorrow rudely overstays.
474
00:24:37,339 --> 00:24:40,757
Over the course of 40 years, not
every outcome is gonna be perfect.
475
00:24:40,768 --> 00:24:42,627
The only thing any of us can hope for
476
00:24:42,638 --> 00:24:45,071
is the good we do
far outweighs the harm.
477
00:24:54,658 --> 00:24:58,360
No amount of talk is going
to change the past, Conrad.
478
00:25:00,024 --> 00:25:02,864
There are some memories
you can't escape.
479
00:25:13,110 --> 00:25:16,245
He's still Chief of Surgery.
He could have you fired.
480
00:25:20,484 --> 00:25:21,642
Dr. Bell,
481
00:25:21,652 --> 00:25:23,911
I, uh...
482
00:25:23,921 --> 00:25:25,312
I lost my temper earlier.
483
00:25:25,322 --> 00:25:29,750
Heat of the moment. We could use a hand.
484
00:25:29,760 --> 00:25:33,120
Maybe you can run the patient's bowel.
485
00:25:33,130 --> 00:25:36,257
Hey, Dr. Silva, you don't invite
me back into my own surgery.
486
00:25:36,267 --> 00:25:38,025
I'll make that call.
487
00:25:38,035 --> 00:25:40,127
But you're right, you do need help.
488
00:25:40,137 --> 00:25:41,528
You crossed a line.
489
00:25:41,538 --> 00:25:43,764
Duly noted.
490
00:25:43,774 --> 00:25:46,174
Step aside.
491
00:26:01,892 --> 00:26:05,032
There's an obstructive mass.
492
00:26:06,930 --> 00:26:09,998
We'll have to resect it
and look for other metastasis.
493
00:26:11,568 --> 00:26:14,036
I'll save his life.
494
00:26:50,377 --> 00:26:51,910
Dr. Silva.
495
00:26:54,846 --> 00:26:58,420
Another tour of duty
or another hospital.
496
00:26:58,430 --> 00:27:00,572
That's your future.
497
00:27:01,033 --> 00:27:04,835
The board will be revoking
your privileges at Chastain.
498
00:27:10,276 --> 00:27:13,076
What was that all about?
499
00:27:14,513 --> 00:27:16,872
You know, in 1980
the Shah of Iran was sick.
500
00:27:17,963 --> 00:27:20,056
Had to have his spleen removed.
501
00:27:20,953 --> 00:27:23,212
They brought in the most famous
doctor in the world,
502
00:27:23,222 --> 00:27:24,900
Michael DeBakey.
503
00:27:24,911 --> 00:27:26,949
Now, DeBakey was a heart surgeon.
504
00:27:26,959 --> 00:27:30,185
You know, he'd only done a handful
of splenectomies his entire career.
505
00:27:30,195 --> 00:27:33,022
But operating on the Shah, well,
506
00:27:33,032 --> 00:27:35,824
that was an honor
he just couldn't resist.
507
00:27:35,834 --> 00:27:38,127
He botched the operation,
508
00:27:38,137 --> 00:27:41,204
and ten days later, the Shah
died from complications.
509
00:27:42,841 --> 00:27:46,135
DeBakey never once admitted his mistake.
510
00:27:46,145 --> 00:27:48,704
That was 40 years ago,
511
00:27:48,714 --> 00:27:50,714
and nothing's changed.
512
00:27:59,258 --> 00:28:00,991
Mina, I need your help.
513
00:28:06,432 --> 00:28:10,426
You tried your best, and I
appreciate it, but enough is enough.
514
00:28:10,436 --> 00:28:12,695
Dr. Okafor has a favor to ask
before you go.
515
00:28:12,705 --> 00:28:17,525
There is an operating microscope in
OR Three that I cannot rebalance.
516
00:28:17,536 --> 00:28:20,336
I've tried a dozen times.
They were your specialty.
517
00:28:20,346 --> 00:28:23,205
I was wondering if you might help me.
518
00:28:23,215 --> 00:28:26,275
Oh. Well, I suppose I have the time.
519
00:28:26,285 --> 00:28:28,775
Not like they're knocking
my door down to do a TED Talk.
520
00:28:28,786 --> 00:28:30,953
Shall we?
521
00:28:43,902 --> 00:28:45,244
Really?
522
00:28:45,938 --> 00:28:48,197
So the way I see it,
you have two options.
523
00:28:48,207 --> 00:28:50,933
One, you continue to hobble
around here like an ass.
524
00:28:50,943 --> 00:28:54,103
Eventually you'll completely tear
your ligament and require surgery.
525
00:28:54,113 --> 00:28:56,847
Or two, you pick one of these.
526
00:29:00,419 --> 00:29:01,527
Conrad.
527
00:29:03,504 --> 00:29:06,615
You didn't listen to Nic about Lane.
528
00:29:06,625 --> 00:29:08,543
I believed her.
529
00:29:08,554 --> 00:29:10,268
You didn't.
530
00:29:10,279 --> 00:29:13,139
I saved Lily once. You lost her.
531
00:29:13,150 --> 00:29:16,043
But you get to be the only one
around here in pain?
532
00:29:18,598 --> 00:29:22,072
Don't malign me as a doctor, keeping
me from treating your foot.
533
00:29:23,676 --> 00:29:27,244
For Lily, I was a better doctor
than you were.
534
00:29:32,308 --> 00:29:36,262
It's been weeks since anyone's
been able to use it.
535
00:29:36,676 --> 00:29:40,754
I tried to rebalance, but the
stabilizer arm won't sit still.
536
00:29:43,829 --> 00:29:45,354
Ooh.
537
00:29:45,364 --> 00:29:47,122
- That's not good.
- Yeah.
538
00:29:47,132 --> 00:29:50,667
Perhaps you could give it a try?
539
00:29:53,806 --> 00:29:57,199
It's been quite a while.
I'm not sure I remember how.
540
00:29:57,209 --> 00:29:59,743
Well, what harm could it do, huh?
541
00:30:02,973 --> 00:30:06,567
Okay. No...
542
00:30:06,578 --> 00:30:09,378
- Was it me? Not the machine?
- No, the counterbalance is off.
543
00:30:10,522 --> 00:30:15,358
We have to raise the arm like so.
544
00:30:16,144 --> 00:30:17,744
And...
545
00:30:22,559 --> 00:30:24,959
And then refocus the optics.
546
00:30:24,970 --> 00:30:26,462
There.
547
00:30:26,472 --> 00:30:28,731
That should help.
548
00:30:28,741 --> 00:30:30,607
There.
549
00:30:32,311 --> 00:30:33,969
Poetry.
550
00:30:33,979 --> 00:30:36,472
Oh, my.
551
00:30:36,482 --> 00:30:38,574
Strange how good this feels.
552
00:30:39,293 --> 00:30:42,511
I always used to be terrified
at the start of an operation.
553
00:30:42,521 --> 00:30:47,249
You know, in neurosurgery
the margin of error is so slim.
554
00:30:47,259 --> 00:30:51,086
But as soon as I felt
these controls in my hands,
555
00:30:51,096 --> 00:30:53,956
the fear would just disappear.
556
00:30:55,734 --> 00:30:57,168
I'm sorry.
557
00:30:57,179 --> 00:31:00,194
I'm a silly old woman getting
emotional over a machine.
558
00:31:01,492 --> 00:31:04,504
I am very emotional about machines.
559
00:31:04,943 --> 00:31:08,160
People, not so much.
560
00:31:08,792 --> 00:31:09,983
Thank you.
561
00:31:09,994 --> 00:31:13,020
Oh. Oh, my dear. Fixing it was nothing.
562
00:31:13,418 --> 00:31:17,087
No. For being my hero.
563
00:31:36,807 --> 00:31:40,208
Mr. Zhou, you came through
the surgery with flying colors.
564
00:31:42,959 --> 00:31:45,693
But there was a complication.
565
00:31:46,416 --> 00:31:48,777
During the course of removing the tumor
566
00:31:48,787 --> 00:31:51,580
- from your liver...
- Is there something wrong?
567
00:31:53,143 --> 00:31:56,084
I found a single metastatic mass
568
00:31:56,094 --> 00:31:59,087
in your intestine causing
an obstruction, which I removed,
569
00:31:59,097 --> 00:32:00,400
all of it.
570
00:32:00,411 --> 00:32:02,314
Now, we're still waiting
on the pathology,
571
00:32:02,325 --> 00:32:04,117
but you should be in the clear.
572
00:32:04,128 --> 00:32:06,877
You truly are a great surgeon, Dr. Bell.
573
00:32:12,579 --> 00:32:14,900
A small token of my appreciation.
574
00:32:21,954 --> 00:32:23,512
Is this...?
575
00:32:23,522 --> 00:32:25,947
It's real, of course.
576
00:32:25,958 --> 00:32:27,830
24 karats.
577
00:32:27,841 --> 00:32:30,182
I would be insulted
if you didn't accept it.
578
00:32:30,193 --> 00:32:32,661
Well, if you insist, I...
579
00:32:40,539 --> 00:32:43,765
I'd like to stay for a moment
if that's all right.
580
00:32:43,775 --> 00:32:45,767
Of course... but I have surgery.
581
00:32:45,777 --> 00:32:47,636
I'll close up the room,
582
00:32:47,646 --> 00:32:49,938
and I'll make sure
the lights are off, I promise.
583
00:32:49,948 --> 00:32:51,506
Okay.
584
00:32:51,516 --> 00:32:53,016
Thanks.
585
00:33:05,797 --> 00:33:08,365
I'm sorry.
586
00:33:17,346 --> 00:33:19,142
I did my best.
587
00:33:38,174 --> 00:33:40,298
How's the patient?
588
00:33:40,308 --> 00:33:42,441
Resting peacefully, thanks to you.
589
00:33:44,486 --> 00:33:49,173
So, I kind of got into a bit of a thing
590
00:33:49,183 --> 00:33:50,549
with Bell in the OR earlier.
591
00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:53,176
I know. It's all anyone's talking about.
592
00:33:53,187 --> 00:33:55,913
Hmm. I'm done at this hospital.
593
00:33:55,923 --> 00:33:57,814
Jude, you're one of the best.
594
00:33:57,825 --> 00:33:59,814
- You'll survive.
- No, not this time.
595
00:33:59,825 --> 00:34:02,604
No, the bridge is burned... for good.
596
00:34:03,424 --> 00:34:05,971
I just wanted to tell you, um,
597
00:34:07,034 --> 00:34:08,734
how sorry I am about Lily.
598
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:13,205
Thank you.
599
00:34:15,343 --> 00:34:17,768
I'll see you around, Nic.
600
00:34:17,778 --> 00:34:20,045
See you around, Jude.
601
00:34:29,020 --> 00:34:32,090
You really need to get
that looked at, Conrad.
602
00:34:33,060 --> 00:34:35,353
Spoke to our head of psychiatry.
603
00:34:35,363 --> 00:34:39,724
She offered to start seeing you
herself next week.
604
00:34:39,734 --> 00:34:41,960
Depression needs to be fought head-on.
605
00:34:41,971 --> 00:34:44,462
The world needs more doctors like you.
606
00:34:44,472 --> 00:34:47,898
Which is why I've decided
to go back to teaching.
607
00:34:47,908 --> 00:34:50,139
That sounds like a perfect way
to let go of the past.
608
00:34:50,150 --> 00:34:52,036
Live forward with purpose.
609
00:34:52,046 --> 00:34:55,080
And forgive ourselves.
610
00:34:58,319 --> 00:35:00,811
You lost someone as well, hmm?
611
00:35:01,686 --> 00:35:03,188
Recently?
612
00:35:05,984 --> 00:35:09,028
Then you need to live forward, too.
613
00:35:26,049 --> 00:35:27,574
Come in.
614
00:35:27,982 --> 00:35:29,273
Hey.
615
00:35:29,283 --> 00:35:32,943
So, I, uh, heard you had a bad day.
616
00:35:34,470 --> 00:35:38,031
Listen, you saved a man's life today.
617
00:35:38,526 --> 00:35:40,918
You're an incredible surgeon, Randolph.
618
00:35:40,928 --> 00:35:42,358
People are jealous.
619
00:35:42,369 --> 00:35:44,202
The higher we rise in this world,
620
00:35:44,213 --> 00:35:47,053
the more the little people want
to bring us down.
621
00:35:48,169 --> 00:35:51,529
But you, my friend, you can fight it.
622
00:35:51,539 --> 00:35:54,440
I have, believe me.
623
00:35:57,845 --> 00:36:01,272
I'm gonna get ten grand
for this... maybe.
624
00:36:01,282 --> 00:36:03,930
You don't need the money,
a man like you.
625
00:36:03,941 --> 00:36:06,453
I sunk two million bucks
into a motel in Conyers,
626
00:36:06,464 --> 00:36:10,046
a million and a half on the
Bell Tool, and the divorce...
627
00:36:10,057 --> 00:36:13,551
That was...
628
00:36:13,561 --> 00:36:16,020
the most recent blow.
629
00:36:16,030 --> 00:36:20,358
Oh, I'm good at a lot of
things. Money isn't one of them.
630
00:36:20,368 --> 00:36:23,661
Unbelievable... after all the billing
631
00:36:23,671 --> 00:36:25,663
you generate for Chastain every year.
632
00:36:25,673 --> 00:36:28,235
- None of it in my pocket.
- You know where it ends up.
633
00:36:28,246 --> 00:36:30,138
In the pocket of our CEO.
634
00:36:30,149 --> 00:36:32,635
Claire Thorpe makes $3 million a year.
635
00:36:32,646 --> 00:36:34,836
Yeah. She's not even a doctor.
636
00:36:34,847 --> 00:36:37,073
She's a complete incompetent
if you ask me.
637
00:36:37,084 --> 00:36:39,743
I mean, all that nonsense
about transparency.
638
00:36:39,754 --> 00:36:41,345
Exposes us to lawsuits,
639
00:36:41,355 --> 00:36:44,375
forces us
to practice defensive medicine.
640
00:36:44,386 --> 00:36:46,684
You know,
she's destroying this hospital.
641
00:36:46,694 --> 00:36:50,054
We need to have a physician
running Chastain,
642
00:36:50,064 --> 00:36:51,719
not an MBA.
643
00:36:51,730 --> 00:36:54,156
I mean, you could do the job, Randolph.
644
00:36:54,167 --> 00:36:55,992
You'd be great at it.
645
00:36:56,003 --> 00:36:58,829
I mean, not that you'd want
to do it, of course.
646
00:37:02,206 --> 00:37:03,772
Let's have that drink.
647
00:37:13,570 --> 00:37:14,953
Cheers.
648
00:37:21,388 --> 00:37:23,141
What?
649
00:37:25,555 --> 00:37:27,020
What are you thinking?
650
00:37:27,101 --> 00:37:29,835
Nothing.
651
00:37:42,316 --> 00:37:44,141
Really
getting into this, huh?
652
00:37:44,151 --> 00:37:46,635
- Yeah.
- Yeah, it's a good look on you.
653
00:37:46,646 --> 00:37:48,611
You and Bell kiss and make up?
654
00:37:48,622 --> 00:37:51,949
Yeah. You ever checked out
Doctors Without Borders?
655
00:37:51,959 --> 00:37:54,819
They send you to hot spots
all over the globe.
656
00:37:54,829 --> 00:37:56,387
Yeah, I know about 'em.
657
00:37:56,397 --> 00:37:57,760
What are you talking about?
658
00:37:57,771 --> 00:37:59,696
Saving lives
while people shoot at you...
659
00:37:59,707 --> 00:38:01,900
it's kind of my speed.
660
00:38:02,470 --> 00:38:04,728
They're doing real good in the world.
661
00:38:04,738 --> 00:38:08,073
Jude, I'll walk
into Bell's office right now...
662
00:38:08,084 --> 00:38:09,708
No, no, no, no.
663
00:38:10,110 --> 00:38:12,659
I stayed at Chastain
for the wrong reasons.
664
00:38:12,670 --> 00:38:16,807
And I should have gone with my gut
a long time ago and moved on.
665
00:38:17,807 --> 00:38:19,503
That's the truth.
666
00:38:19,514 --> 00:38:21,681
We both know it.
667
00:38:25,426 --> 00:38:28,827
You said... Nic deserves me.
668
00:38:29,870 --> 00:38:31,643
You said I can give her what you can't.
669
00:38:31,654 --> 00:38:33,913
Yeah, and?
670
00:38:34,602 --> 00:38:36,151
Lily's death.
671
00:38:37,151 --> 00:38:38,846
She's hurting pretty bad.
672
00:38:38,857 --> 00:38:41,616
You see, I want to help her,
but I can't.
673
00:38:41,627 --> 00:38:44,174
I'm not the guy that's gonna
make it better for her.
674
00:38:47,802 --> 00:38:49,902
Only you can do that.
675
00:38:52,963 --> 00:38:54,286
Hey.
676
00:38:58,229 --> 00:38:59,643
Stay safe.
677
00:39:00,034 --> 00:39:01,823
Brother.
678
00:39:26,365 --> 00:39:27,886
Nic.
679
00:39:34,462 --> 00:39:36,329
You never got X-rays, did you?
680
00:39:39,068 --> 00:39:41,498
I'm not here
to talk about my ankle.
681
00:39:41,509 --> 00:39:43,568
Your ankle's getting worse.
682
00:39:44,631 --> 00:39:46,764
Honestly, it's killing me.
683
00:39:54,849 --> 00:39:56,707
Come on, I'll drive you.
684
00:39:56,717 --> 00:40:00,085
Take you three days to get home
on that stupid scooter.
685
00:40:07,761 --> 00:40:10,220
Been a while since I've been here.
686
00:40:10,230 --> 00:40:12,389
The stairs were fun.
687
00:40:12,399 --> 00:40:15,426
Well, we made it. Go sit down.
688
00:40:18,038 --> 00:40:20,365
Ice packs in...
689
00:40:20,975 --> 00:40:23,482
First aid kit's still on top of the...
690
00:40:23,967 --> 00:40:26,232
Right, you know.
691
00:40:40,587 --> 00:40:42,693
Give me your foot.
692
00:40:44,428 --> 00:40:46,996
I'm not a doctor.
I'm not gonna hurt you.
693
00:40:52,162 --> 00:40:53,756
Oh, my God.
694
00:40:59,576 --> 00:41:01,905
You know, if you would have
let me do this this morning,
695
00:41:01,915 --> 00:41:03,474
it wouldn't have gotten so bad.
696
00:41:03,484 --> 00:41:06,251
But things are never
that simple with you, are they?
697
00:41:10,724 --> 00:41:12,451
Nic?
698
00:41:14,724 --> 00:41:16,537
I should have listened to you sooner,
699
00:41:16,548 --> 00:41:19,783
believed what you said
about Lane, but I just...
700
00:41:22,615 --> 00:41:24,169
I didn't.
701
00:41:26,807 --> 00:41:28,310
Keep it elevated,
702
00:41:28,849 --> 00:41:30,634
ice it every hour,
703
00:41:30,644 --> 00:41:33,203
take an anti-inflammatory.
You know the drill.
704
00:41:33,213 --> 00:41:35,673
Please.
705
00:41:35,683 --> 00:41:38,542
I don't want to do this.
706
00:41:40,721 --> 00:41:42,224
I just... I can't.
707
00:41:44,792 --> 00:41:46,850
What do you want me to say?
708
00:41:46,860 --> 00:41:48,514
Nothing.
709
00:41:50,683 --> 00:41:52,341
Because it's not your fault.
710
00:41:53,357 --> 00:41:55,534
It's mine.
711
00:41:58,789 --> 00:42:01,748
And Lily's gone.
712
00:42:04,011 --> 00:42:06,053
It's killing me.
713
00:42:06,064 --> 00:42:09,332
But that is no excuse
not to see your pain.
714
00:42:13,520 --> 00:42:17,314
I'm sorry... for everything.
715
00:43:35,469 --> 00:43:38,403
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