1 00:00:00,568 --> 00:00:03,537 ♪ I see trees of green 2 00:00:05,173 --> 00:00:07,241 ♪ Red roses, too 3 00:00:08,642 --> 00:00:11,945 ♪ I see them bloom 4 00:00:12,080 --> 00:00:13,114 ♪ For me and you 5 00:00:14,315 --> 00:00:16,150 ♪ And I think to myself 6 00:00:19,287 --> 00:00:22,523 ♪ What a wonderful world 7 00:00:26,927 --> 00:00:28,729 ♪ I see skies of blue ♪ 8 00:00:31,365 --> 00:00:35,002 ♪ I see trees of green 9 00:00:35,136 --> 00:00:37,738 ♪ Red roses, too 10 00:00:37,871 --> 00:00:39,173 ♪ I see them bloom 11 00:00:40,941 --> 00:00:42,810 ♪ For me and you 12 00:00:42,943 --> 00:00:46,580 ♪ And I say to myself 13 00:00:46,714 --> 00:00:53,487 ♪ What a wonderful world ♪ 14 00:00:58,025 --> 00:00:59,327 Morning. 15 00:00:59,460 --> 00:01:01,795 Oh. I made pancakes. Mm. 16 00:01:01,929 --> 00:01:04,498 Oh, your lips are very shiny. 17 00:01:05,399 --> 00:01:07,067 It's just my normal lip gloss. 18 00:01:07,201 --> 00:01:09,503 You don't normally have it on for breakfast. 19 00:01:10,904 --> 00:01:12,140 Hm. 20 00:01:12,273 --> 00:01:13,741 Mmm, these are delicious. 21 00:01:15,008 --> 00:01:16,144 Mm. 22 00:01:17,211 --> 00:01:19,347 Where is my apple? 23 00:01:19,480 --> 00:01:20,514 One of you moved my apple. 24 00:01:21,849 --> 00:01:23,551 Oh, it was just blocking the shot. 25 00:01:23,684 --> 00:01:25,753 Try not to look directly into camera. 26 00:01:25,886 --> 00:01:28,156 ♪♪ 27 00:01:32,193 --> 00:01:34,562 So, tell me about how you two met and fell in love. 28 00:01:34,695 --> 00:01:35,729 Uh... 29 00:01:35,863 --> 00:01:37,431 First we were neighbors, 30 00:01:37,565 --> 00:01:41,535 then we became friends, then roommates. 31 00:01:41,669 --> 00:01:45,072 We bonded over our love of pancakes and karaoke. 32 00:01:45,206 --> 00:01:48,176 And before we knew it, we were having our first kiss. 33 00:01:48,309 --> 00:01:49,677 We were drunk from tequila, 34 00:01:49,810 --> 00:01:51,612 and I vomited immediately after. 35 00:01:51,745 --> 00:01:52,880 Yeah. 36 00:01:53,013 --> 00:01:54,915 And Lea said we were just friends, 37 00:01:55,048 --> 00:01:57,785 and she said that was all we could be because of my autism, 38 00:01:57,918 --> 00:02:00,621 and I thought she was superficial and prejudiced. 39 00:02:00,754 --> 00:02:02,956 But I was wrong about her, and she was, too. 40 00:02:03,090 --> 00:02:05,559 She could be happy and in love with me. 41 00:02:07,094 --> 00:02:09,763 So she asked me to marry her, and I said yes. 42 00:02:09,897 --> 00:02:11,432 You sure did. 43 00:02:11,565 --> 00:02:12,733 I have to go. 44 00:02:12,866 --> 00:02:13,734 Okay. 45 00:02:14,902 --> 00:02:15,969 Oh. 46 00:02:22,910 --> 00:02:24,144 We need you to sign a release form. 47 00:02:24,278 --> 00:02:25,579 I don't want to be on TV. 48 00:02:25,713 --> 00:02:27,215 Well, we can always just blur you out. Mm. 49 00:02:27,348 --> 00:02:29,149 You don't want to be blurred. It'll be fun. 50 00:02:29,283 --> 00:02:30,918 We'll be the younger, more outrageous supporting characters 51 00:02:31,051 --> 00:02:32,085 in The Shaun Show. 52 00:02:32,220 --> 00:02:33,487 It is not my show. 53 00:02:34,121 --> 00:02:35,589 All this for you. 54 00:02:37,558 --> 00:02:39,493 Oh, looks like Dr. Andrews 55 00:02:39,627 --> 00:02:41,962 is hoping for "Special Appearance by" billing. 56 00:02:42,095 --> 00:02:44,232 I didn't expect to make it to California. Oh. 57 00:02:44,365 --> 00:02:45,699 San Jose St. Bonaventure Hospital 58 00:02:45,833 --> 00:02:47,067 has one of the most rigorous 59 00:02:47,201 --> 00:02:48,769 surgical training programs in the country. 60 00:02:48,902 --> 00:02:50,003 Only a select few make it 61 00:02:50,137 --> 00:02:52,139 through this rigorous five-year residency, 62 00:02:52,273 --> 00:02:55,343 which traditionally culminates with a test 63 00:02:55,476 --> 00:03:00,448 to see if those residents are prepared to be attendings. 64 00:03:00,581 --> 00:03:02,716 Did I say "rigorous" twice? I can take that again. 65 00:03:02,850 --> 00:03:04,352 Uh, don't... Don't worry. You're doing great. 66 00:03:04,485 --> 00:03:05,786 Can I get your autograph? 67 00:03:08,956 --> 00:03:11,058 Dr. Murphy and Dr. Park, 68 00:03:11,191 --> 00:03:13,961 today each of you will be put in charge of a surgical case 69 00:03:14,094 --> 00:03:17,665 and evaluated based on your O.R. performance, 70 00:03:17,798 --> 00:03:20,133 your ability to delegate responsibility, 71 00:03:20,268 --> 00:03:23,771 to manage junior residents, and think on your feet. 72 00:03:23,904 --> 00:03:25,806 The next surgical cases that come through the E.R. 73 00:03:25,939 --> 00:03:27,040 will be all yours. 74 00:03:29,743 --> 00:03:30,978 Aah! 75 00:03:31,111 --> 00:03:32,413 Dana Bradley, 34, 76 00:03:32,546 --> 00:03:33,814 burns to her head and left forearm. 77 00:03:33,947 --> 00:03:36,083 At least 10% total body surface area. 78 00:03:39,119 --> 00:03:41,121 I see areas of second-degree burns, 79 00:03:41,255 --> 00:03:43,291 forehead, scalp, and cheek with associated burn blisters, 80 00:03:43,424 --> 00:03:45,293 likely mid-to-deep dermal partial thickness burns. 81 00:03:45,426 --> 00:03:48,028 Send blood for CBC, urea, electrolytes, lactate, 82 00:03:48,161 --> 00:03:48,996 and get EKG and chest film. 83 00:03:51,799 --> 00:03:53,901 Okay, give one milligram of Dilaudid. 84 00:03:54,034 --> 00:03:56,437 Dana, it's okay. We're giving you something stronger for the pain. 85 00:03:56,570 --> 00:03:59,607 Start IV antibiotics. Capillary refill is sluggish. 86 00:03:59,740 --> 00:04:01,642 She needs acute surgery to debride. 87 00:04:01,775 --> 00:04:02,676 Let's go! 88 00:04:16,557 --> 00:04:18,726 Grant Ferlin, 44-year-old firefighter, 89 00:04:18,859 --> 00:04:21,161 level two trauma, multiple injuries from a fall. 90 00:04:21,295 --> 00:04:22,763 What about burns? 91 00:04:22,896 --> 00:04:24,865 No burns. He saved a woman from the fire, 92 00:04:24,998 --> 00:04:26,400 then he got pinned by a beam. 93 00:04:26,534 --> 00:04:27,601 Sir, please go to the waiting room. 94 00:04:27,735 --> 00:04:29,202 We'll keep you updated. 95 00:04:29,337 --> 00:04:30,704 Dr. Park, this is your case. 96 00:04:34,775 --> 00:04:37,345 Villanueva, we need all hands on deck. 97 00:04:39,947 --> 00:04:41,449 He's tachycardic and hypotensive. 98 00:04:41,582 --> 00:04:42,650 Could be bleeding into his abdomen. 99 00:04:42,783 --> 00:04:44,251 Give me the ultrasound. 100 00:04:44,385 --> 00:04:45,519 Give me the ultrasound! 101 00:04:50,358 --> 00:04:51,925 Intraperitoneal hemorrhage. 102 00:04:52,059 --> 00:04:53,694 We need to open him up. Let's go. 103 00:04:56,597 --> 00:04:57,931 Excision knife. 104 00:04:58,065 --> 00:05:02,069 Apply even pressure against the wound. 105 00:05:02,202 --> 00:05:05,205 Starting the tangential sequential excision. 106 00:05:06,807 --> 00:05:09,743 Shaun would be an asset to any hospital. 107 00:05:09,877 --> 00:05:12,946 He views the world a bit differently 108 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:16,384 and therefore sees patients a little bit differently. 109 00:05:18,619 --> 00:05:20,421 But we accept him just as he is. 110 00:05:21,789 --> 00:05:22,756 Did you always feel that way? 111 00:05:26,427 --> 00:05:28,462 There was a time 112 00:05:28,596 --> 00:05:32,800 where I didn't feel Shaun belonged at this hospital. 113 00:05:35,268 --> 00:05:38,606 Luckily, I got my arm twisted. 114 00:05:38,739 --> 00:05:42,976 Shaun's contributions have far outweighed his surgical gifts. 115 00:05:45,012 --> 00:05:46,113 She's in v-tach. 116 00:05:46,246 --> 00:05:48,816 ♪♪ 117 00:05:50,718 --> 00:05:51,952 Is he okay? Why is he stopping? 118 00:05:52,085 --> 00:05:55,322 Sometimes he gets these ideas, 119 00:05:55,456 --> 00:05:57,324 more like visions. 120 00:05:57,458 --> 00:05:58,426 It's very effective. 121 00:06:00,828 --> 00:06:02,162 I'm not sure what that is. 122 00:06:03,731 --> 00:06:05,766 Your lights are in my eyes. 123 00:06:05,899 --> 00:06:07,100 Please turn them off. Step back. 124 00:06:11,405 --> 00:06:14,207 She's hypothermic. 125 00:06:14,341 --> 00:06:16,143 We need more aggressive fluid resuscitation. 126 00:06:16,276 --> 00:06:18,812 I'll place a femoral line using a rewarming catheter. 127 00:06:26,620 --> 00:06:27,655 Okay. 128 00:06:29,457 --> 00:06:32,025 We need to assess the duodenal rupture. 129 00:06:32,159 --> 00:06:33,193 I'll run the bowel, 130 00:06:33,326 --> 00:06:35,228 rule out any other perforations. 131 00:06:35,362 --> 00:06:36,830 Babcocks and OG tube to suction. 132 00:06:39,500 --> 00:06:42,636 His surgical technique is really advanced. 133 00:06:42,770 --> 00:06:44,104 He has such command over the room. 134 00:06:44,237 --> 00:06:45,806 Shut up. 135 00:06:47,708 --> 00:06:49,176 Suction. 136 00:06:49,309 --> 00:06:51,612 ♪♪ 137 00:06:58,686 --> 00:06:59,720 I found the bleeder. 138 00:07:00,654 --> 00:07:02,355 Coagulating. 139 00:07:02,490 --> 00:07:04,224 Next I'll repair the rupture site. 140 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:12,232 Bleeding stopped. 141 00:07:12,365 --> 00:07:14,568 ♪♪ 142 00:07:16,670 --> 00:07:18,205 Let's close him up, 143 00:07:18,338 --> 00:07:19,873 get a post-op CT to make sure we got everything. 144 00:07:23,276 --> 00:07:26,213 I've heard that Shaun sometimes has visions? 145 00:07:26,346 --> 00:07:27,548 What are they like? 146 00:07:28,415 --> 00:07:30,584 ♪♪ 147 00:07:35,523 --> 00:07:36,857 Pretty good, huh? 148 00:07:36,990 --> 00:07:38,325 Mm-mmm. Mm-mmm. 149 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:39,727 It's more like... 150 00:07:42,362 --> 00:07:45,265 Um, sorry, but you're no Shaun. 151 00:07:47,200 --> 00:07:49,737 Nobody can do Shaun's vision thingies but him. 152 00:07:50,804 --> 00:07:52,205 It's his superpower, 153 00:07:52,339 --> 00:07:55,108 like he has an X-Ray, MRI, and CT 154 00:07:55,242 --> 00:07:57,444 all in his head all at the same time. 155 00:07:57,578 --> 00:07:59,547 I'm never gonna be able to do that. 156 00:08:01,381 --> 00:08:04,752 But what I've learned from watching Shaun is, 157 00:08:04,885 --> 00:08:06,787 figure out what you're good at and lean into that. 158 00:08:08,321 --> 00:08:09,489 What's your superpower? 159 00:08:10,423 --> 00:08:11,391 How much time do you have? 160 00:08:14,795 --> 00:08:17,497 The surgery was a success. 161 00:08:17,631 --> 00:08:20,834 We were able to eliminate all non-viable tissue 162 00:08:20,968 --> 00:08:22,870 and use autograft over the entire 163 00:08:23,003 --> 00:08:24,738 burn surface area. 164 00:08:24,872 --> 00:08:26,740 What are they doing here? 165 00:08:26,874 --> 00:08:29,543 They are taping me. They will blur out your face. 166 00:08:31,144 --> 00:08:33,146 When can I see my family? 167 00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:35,415 The nurse is bringing them. They should be here shortly. 168 00:08:37,785 --> 00:08:39,787 That hurts! 169 00:08:41,989 --> 00:08:43,957 You are on strong IV narcotics, 170 00:08:44,091 --> 00:08:46,560 and the grafts should still be numb. 171 00:08:48,562 --> 00:08:49,496 Please stop. 172 00:08:49,630 --> 00:08:51,031 Stop! 173 00:08:51,164 --> 00:08:52,499 It hurts! 174 00:08:52,633 --> 00:08:53,967 I am not touching you. 175 00:08:55,168 --> 00:08:58,806 There is significant swelling and edema. 176 00:08:58,939 --> 00:09:01,508 It is pulling on the graft anchor sites. 177 00:09:01,642 --> 00:09:03,543 That doesn't make sense. 178 00:09:03,677 --> 00:09:04,978 Mommy? 179 00:09:06,614 --> 00:09:07,581 Yes. 180 00:09:10,183 --> 00:09:11,284 Baby. 181 00:09:14,354 --> 00:09:15,689 I'm here. 182 00:09:17,524 --> 00:09:18,859 I want to go home. 183 00:09:34,775 --> 00:09:36,176 ♪ What if I left and it made no sense? 184 00:09:37,144 --> 00:09:38,511 ♪ And you tell your friends 185 00:09:38,646 --> 00:09:39,847 ♪ And they hold your hands 186 00:09:39,980 --> 00:09:42,850 ♪ Baby, never mind, never mind 187 00:09:42,983 --> 00:09:45,152 I can't do this. Okay, okay, okay. 188 00:09:45,285 --> 00:09:46,553 ♪ What if I left and it made no sense? 189 00:09:46,687 --> 00:09:47,921 ♪ And you tell your friends 190 00:09:48,055 --> 00:09:49,089 ♪ And they hold your hands 191 00:09:49,222 --> 00:09:50,323 ♪ Baby, never mind ♪ 192 00:09:52,492 --> 00:09:54,594 Hello. Dana's autografts were procured, 193 00:09:54,728 --> 00:09:56,196 placed, and secured perfectly. 194 00:09:56,329 --> 00:09:58,932 We started IV Ancef before surgery, continued post-op, 195 00:09:59,066 --> 00:10:01,001 and confirmed none of the tissues removed had positive cultures. 196 00:10:01,134 --> 00:10:02,803 The grafts should not be failing. 197 00:10:04,271 --> 00:10:05,773 Did you keep her wound dressings moistened? 198 00:10:05,906 --> 00:10:07,540 Yes, and her edema is getting worse, 199 00:10:07,675 --> 00:10:09,009 even after replacing dressings. 200 00:10:09,142 --> 00:10:11,411 You need to go double-check her labs. 201 00:10:11,544 --> 00:10:13,213 I know what I did. 202 00:10:13,346 --> 00:10:16,216 I memorize all data in my patient charts. 203 00:10:16,349 --> 00:10:17,951 Did you use proper sterile technique and prep 204 00:10:18,085 --> 00:10:19,219 on all autograft sites? 205 00:10:20,520 --> 00:10:21,722 Yes. 206 00:10:21,855 --> 00:10:24,257 Adequate fluid resuscitation and replacement for losses? 207 00:10:24,391 --> 00:10:27,661 I checked urine output and central venous pressure every... 208 00:10:29,730 --> 00:10:31,965 Hour, but she was really uncomfortable, 209 00:10:32,099 --> 00:10:33,000 so I skipped one, but I don't think... 210 00:10:33,133 --> 00:10:35,002 No, you cannot skip steps. 211 00:10:35,135 --> 00:10:36,704 Go review every vitals check, 212 00:10:36,837 --> 00:10:38,906 all urine output ins and outs, and every CVP. 213 00:10:39,439 --> 00:10:41,675 ♪♪ 214 00:10:48,581 --> 00:10:51,852 Hey. My boys tell me you're a former brother in blue. 215 00:10:51,985 --> 00:10:53,286 Walked the beat for 15 years. 216 00:10:55,288 --> 00:10:56,924 Can we talk privately? 217 00:10:57,057 --> 00:10:58,658 Oh, we're all squad here. 218 00:11:02,896 --> 00:11:08,001 Grant, your CT showed you have an unstable lumbar fracture. 219 00:11:08,135 --> 00:11:11,772 You'll need extensive posterior fusion surgery to stabilize it. 220 00:11:13,073 --> 00:11:15,108 How long before I'm back on the job? 221 00:11:15,242 --> 00:11:16,509 You'll be up and walking in a few days. 222 00:11:18,779 --> 00:11:21,014 But after this kind of fusion, your spine... 223 00:11:24,885 --> 00:11:26,586 You won't be able to be a firefighter anymore. 224 00:11:31,658 --> 00:11:33,827 Then you need to figure out a different plan. 225 00:11:33,961 --> 00:11:35,162 This is the safest surgery. 226 00:11:35,295 --> 00:11:37,330 Your abdominal injury poses too many risks for us to... 227 00:11:37,464 --> 00:11:40,533 We run into burning buildings for a living. 228 00:11:40,667 --> 00:11:41,935 I'm not afraid of a risk. 229 00:11:45,873 --> 00:11:48,308 I trust you to get me back to my team. 230 00:11:48,441 --> 00:11:50,377 ♪♪ 231 00:11:58,551 --> 00:11:59,552 You okay? 232 00:12:01,321 --> 00:12:03,156 I'm just double-checking our patient's lab work. 233 00:12:04,357 --> 00:12:05,826 That's some emotional lab work. 234 00:12:07,895 --> 00:12:10,864 Shaun thinks I caused our patient's graft issues, 235 00:12:10,998 --> 00:12:13,066 and he said so on camera. 236 00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:16,169 And I'm... 237 00:12:17,504 --> 00:12:20,240 I'm so angry at myself for skipping a step. 238 00:12:20,373 --> 00:12:22,209 ♪♪ 239 00:12:27,480 --> 00:12:29,182 But I don't think I caused the edema. 240 00:12:34,822 --> 00:12:36,824 Sorry about this morning. 241 00:12:36,957 --> 00:12:38,091 Rough day. It happens. 242 00:12:38,225 --> 00:12:39,192 I need approvals. 243 00:12:41,328 --> 00:12:42,930 We implemented a new system last week. 244 00:12:43,063 --> 00:12:44,531 You're working off the old one. 245 00:12:44,664 --> 00:12:46,133 I'm sorry. I didn't know. 246 00:12:46,266 --> 00:12:49,202 You were late on training day. Redo it. 247 00:12:49,336 --> 00:12:51,204 And maybe cool it with the personal calls on the floor. 248 00:12:55,342 --> 00:12:58,445 Please let this be an actual medical issue. 249 00:12:58,578 --> 00:13:01,381 My patient's refusing posterior fusion surgery. 250 00:13:01,514 --> 00:13:03,550 We need an alternative that will get him back on his feet. 251 00:13:03,683 --> 00:13:05,953 Posterior fusion would get him on his feet. 252 00:13:06,086 --> 00:13:08,221 He just wants to carry someone on his back. 253 00:13:11,124 --> 00:13:12,792 We could try ventral surgery through his abdomen. 254 00:13:12,926 --> 00:13:15,028 L3 is hard to get to ventrally, 255 00:13:15,162 --> 00:13:16,763 even if everything was perfect. 256 00:13:16,897 --> 00:13:18,298 But if we try a transpedicular approach, 257 00:13:18,431 --> 00:13:19,799 we could do a posterior cage placement 258 00:13:19,933 --> 00:13:21,401 and short segment surgery. 259 00:13:21,534 --> 00:13:24,037 There's a risk of catastrophic nerve injury 260 00:13:24,171 --> 00:13:26,239 or an uncontrollable bleed 261 00:13:26,373 --> 00:13:28,108 from placing too large a cage. 262 00:13:28,241 --> 00:13:30,944 ♪♪ 263 00:13:31,078 --> 00:13:32,245 Would you try it? 264 00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:37,417 Your patient, your call. 265 00:13:37,550 --> 00:13:39,452 ♪♪ 266 00:13:41,421 --> 00:13:43,256 What do I love most about Shaun? 267 00:13:44,691 --> 00:13:46,059 I can't choose. 268 00:13:47,928 --> 00:13:50,931 He's brilliant, and he's so funny. 269 00:13:51,064 --> 00:13:54,467 He makes me feel safe. 270 00:13:54,601 --> 00:13:57,704 I know no matter what happens, he's there for me. 271 00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:59,306 And he's super cute. 272 00:14:01,541 --> 00:14:03,276 Shaun, what do you love the most about Lea? 273 00:14:06,813 --> 00:14:07,747 Shaun. 274 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:13,853 I love... 275 00:14:15,122 --> 00:14:18,125 That her eyes crinkle when she is happy 276 00:14:18,258 --> 00:14:20,127 or sad or angry or worried. 277 00:14:21,794 --> 00:14:23,830 And I know which one means what. 278 00:14:23,964 --> 00:14:26,266 You know my eye crinkles? 279 00:14:26,399 --> 00:14:28,635 That one means she is happy. 280 00:14:28,768 --> 00:14:30,503 Yes. 281 00:14:30,637 --> 00:14:33,273 I double-checked every recorded vital sign 282 00:14:33,406 --> 00:14:34,874 and hourly urine output. 283 00:14:35,008 --> 00:14:36,876 All suggest adequate blood pressure to maintain graft profusion 284 00:14:37,010 --> 00:14:38,845 and no signs of fluid overload. 285 00:14:38,979 --> 00:14:40,147 I don't know what caused it, 286 00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:42,415 but Dana's edema and graft issues are not my fault. 287 00:14:42,549 --> 00:14:45,085 ♪♪ 288 00:14:51,191 --> 00:14:52,892 I need to see your footage. 289 00:14:56,429 --> 00:14:57,830 Stop. 290 00:14:57,965 --> 00:14:59,766 Play it from there. 291 00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:02,335 ♪♪ 292 00:15:07,874 --> 00:15:09,709 The grafts should not be failing. 293 00:15:09,842 --> 00:15:11,244 Something must have gone wrong. 294 00:15:11,378 --> 00:15:13,346 I need the answers to fix it. Please rewind. 295 00:15:15,748 --> 00:15:17,750 ♪♪ 296 00:15:22,755 --> 00:15:23,523 S-Stop. 297 00:15:25,358 --> 00:15:27,694 Okay. Play at half speed. 298 00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:31,364 ♪♪ 299 00:15:36,769 --> 00:15:37,770 Right there. 300 00:15:40,873 --> 00:15:43,610 When I pressed that burn area, she did not feel it. 301 00:15:43,743 --> 00:15:46,879 If they were second-degree, mid-dermis burns, 302 00:15:47,014 --> 00:15:48,148 it would have hurt. 303 00:15:49,382 --> 00:15:51,218 Dana has third-degree burns. 304 00:15:51,351 --> 00:15:53,453 The tissue is dying under the grafts 305 00:15:53,586 --> 00:15:56,256 because I did not debride deep enough. 306 00:15:59,826 --> 00:16:03,663 Dana's problem is my mistake. 307 00:16:12,172 --> 00:16:13,540 Shaun has always been great with medicine, 308 00:16:14,241 --> 00:16:16,143 but romance, not so much. 309 00:16:16,276 --> 00:16:17,810 I took him through boot camp, 310 00:16:17,944 --> 00:16:20,213 and then he and Lea got together. 311 00:16:20,347 --> 00:16:21,714 I guess you could call me Cupid. 312 00:16:21,848 --> 00:16:23,850 You don't get credit for Shaun and Lea getting together. 313 00:16:27,254 --> 00:16:28,788 You barely get credit for us getting together. 314 00:16:28,921 --> 00:16:30,657 I have to go practice my surgery. 315 00:16:34,261 --> 00:16:36,496 Your first surgery did not work. 316 00:16:38,265 --> 00:16:40,433 I didn't debride deep enough. We need to fix it. 317 00:16:42,902 --> 00:16:44,137 How's your pain level? 318 00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:50,577 I'm... A monster. 319 00:16:50,710 --> 00:16:53,280 ♪♪ 320 00:16:57,117 --> 00:16:58,485 No wonder Nicole ran away. 321 00:16:59,786 --> 00:17:01,154 Okay. 322 00:17:01,288 --> 00:17:04,657 We have to do another surgery, 323 00:17:04,791 --> 00:17:06,459 or you could become septic. 324 00:17:07,494 --> 00:17:09,529 Will it fix the way my face looks? 325 00:17:09,662 --> 00:17:11,464 No. Your face will look worse 326 00:17:11,598 --> 00:17:13,200 because we have to debride deeper. 327 00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:14,367 I can't. 328 00:17:14,501 --> 00:17:15,735 We have to fix the mistake. 329 00:17:17,170 --> 00:17:19,539 How you look doesn't impact your health. 330 00:17:23,276 --> 00:17:24,644 Okay. 331 00:17:24,777 --> 00:17:27,480 ♪♪ 332 00:17:33,353 --> 00:17:35,054 Do you want me to get your husband? 333 00:17:35,188 --> 00:17:37,690 I'm sure he wants to see you before you go into surgery. 334 00:17:37,824 --> 00:17:38,725 No. 335 00:17:40,993 --> 00:17:42,729 Nicole needs him. 336 00:17:42,862 --> 00:17:45,398 ♪♪ 337 00:17:57,144 --> 00:17:58,511 That's not gonna work. 338 00:18:00,046 --> 00:18:02,215 You need to get wider exposure and corpectomy 339 00:18:02,349 --> 00:18:03,683 before placing the cage. 340 00:18:06,153 --> 00:18:07,520 There is an easier solution. 341 00:18:08,955 --> 00:18:10,523 Tell your patient he's being an idiot. 342 00:18:12,559 --> 00:18:14,594 It's not worth risking his life for his career. 343 00:18:16,329 --> 00:18:17,430 I think he's right. 344 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:21,668 When I left the force, 345 00:18:21,801 --> 00:18:24,771 I felt more alone than any other time in my life. 346 00:18:27,574 --> 00:18:29,542 I didn't just leave a job, I... 347 00:18:31,744 --> 00:18:32,912 I left a family. 348 00:18:34,181 --> 00:18:35,482 He wants to fight to keep his, 349 00:18:35,615 --> 00:18:36,749 so I'm gonna do what I can to help him. 350 00:18:44,724 --> 00:18:46,826 I'll drill off the complete pedicle and L3 body. 351 00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:49,462 You decompress on the lamina above and below. 352 00:18:50,797 --> 00:18:52,599 It'll allow for a safer cage placement. 353 00:18:59,038 --> 00:19:00,407 I don't think Dana is ready 354 00:19:00,540 --> 00:19:02,108 for the free tissue flap reconstruction. 355 00:19:02,242 --> 00:19:03,576 We could start with daily tissue removal. 356 00:19:03,710 --> 00:19:05,678 No, we should not wait. 357 00:19:05,812 --> 00:19:08,581 Deeper debridement and temporoparietal fascia surgery 358 00:19:08,715 --> 00:19:09,916 will clear her edema. 359 00:19:10,049 --> 00:19:12,285 It's a high-risk surgery with high risk of blood loss 360 00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:13,720 and flap necrosis. 361 00:19:13,853 --> 00:19:16,689 Before we do another big procedure, 362 00:19:16,823 --> 00:19:18,525 she needs to recover psychologically. 363 00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,793 She could develop infection and compartment syndrome if we wait. 364 00:19:24,731 --> 00:19:27,600 You missed what the patient was feeling 365 00:19:27,734 --> 00:19:30,069 in your initial diagnosis, and it affected her outcome. 366 00:19:31,838 --> 00:19:33,306 You could be wrong about this, too. 367 00:19:39,646 --> 00:19:42,249 The free tissue flap surgery 368 00:19:42,382 --> 00:19:45,017 will correct the damage from her burns. 369 00:19:47,254 --> 00:19:49,021 I am the attending. 370 00:19:49,155 --> 00:19:51,123 This is my decision. 371 00:19:51,258 --> 00:19:53,626 ♪♪ 372 00:20:04,937 --> 00:20:05,672 My patient... 373 00:20:06,439 --> 00:20:07,740 N-No. 374 00:20:07,874 --> 00:20:09,676 ♪♪ 375 00:20:13,313 --> 00:20:14,681 Shaun, what's going on? 376 00:20:14,814 --> 00:20:16,383 My patient has to have another surgery. 377 00:20:16,516 --> 00:20:17,584 I thought she had second-degree burns. 378 00:20:17,717 --> 00:20:19,819 She also has third-degree burns. 379 00:20:19,952 --> 00:20:21,821 Okay, so do another surgery. 380 00:20:21,954 --> 00:20:25,892 If I had not been distracted by the cameras, 381 00:20:26,025 --> 00:20:29,228 I do not think I would have missed her reaction. 382 00:20:29,362 --> 00:20:31,631 Third-degree burns are always numb. 383 00:20:31,764 --> 00:20:32,832 So you can do another surgery. 384 00:20:37,003 --> 00:20:42,675 This is my test to prove I am ready to be an attending, okay? 385 00:20:42,809 --> 00:20:43,810 I made a mistake. 386 00:20:43,943 --> 00:20:45,645 And you caught the mistake. 387 00:20:45,778 --> 00:20:47,747 But I shouldn't have missed it, okay? 388 00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:49,015 It was my fault. 389 00:20:49,148 --> 00:20:50,583 Okay, so it was your fault. 390 00:20:50,717 --> 00:20:51,884 So? 391 00:20:52,018 --> 00:20:54,454 Just like it was my fault when I was attending 392 00:20:54,587 --> 00:20:56,656 that I-I missed a subdural empyema 393 00:20:56,789 --> 00:20:59,426 and Park punctured a fungal nodule 394 00:20:59,559 --> 00:21:00,560 and Claire missed a PE. 395 00:21:00,693 --> 00:21:03,396 The patient didn't die, right? 396 00:21:03,530 --> 00:21:06,098 You can do another surgery. So let's just focus on that. 397 00:21:08,034 --> 00:21:13,005 I am different than you and Claire and Dr. Park. 398 00:21:13,139 --> 00:21:14,707 I do not get to make mistakes. 399 00:21:17,677 --> 00:21:19,078 Is this because this video crew 400 00:21:19,211 --> 00:21:21,213 has been following you around wherever you go? 401 00:21:22,248 --> 00:21:23,215 Yes. 402 00:21:23,350 --> 00:21:24,884 I made two mistakes... 403 00:21:25,017 --> 00:21:27,219 The burns and letting them film me. 404 00:21:27,354 --> 00:21:29,055 You know what? Get rid of them. 405 00:21:29,188 --> 00:21:31,691 If you don't want them around, just get rid of them. 406 00:21:31,824 --> 00:21:32,959 And another thing, Shaun, 407 00:21:34,661 --> 00:21:37,764 you can't expect to be perfect all the time. 408 00:21:40,032 --> 00:21:43,603 It doesn't happen, ever, for anyone. 409 00:21:44,671 --> 00:21:47,239 ♪♪ 410 00:21:55,214 --> 00:21:55,948 No. 411 00:21:57,384 --> 00:21:58,918 Again, it's helpful 412 00:21:59,051 --> 00:22:01,253 if you include the question in the answer. 413 00:22:01,388 --> 00:22:02,922 What was the question? 414 00:22:03,055 --> 00:22:04,791 Do you see yourself as Shaun's protector? 415 00:22:06,292 --> 00:22:08,461 Oh, um... 416 00:22:08,595 --> 00:22:12,264 No, I don't see myself as Shaun's protector anymore. 417 00:22:14,100 --> 00:22:14,967 How does that feel? 418 00:22:16,803 --> 00:22:18,237 How does it feel? I don't know. 419 00:22:20,206 --> 00:22:21,173 It feels great. 420 00:22:22,409 --> 00:22:23,476 I'm proud of him 421 00:22:24,411 --> 00:22:26,345 and relieved... 422 00:22:28,848 --> 00:22:30,016 ...that he's gonna make it. 423 00:22:30,983 --> 00:22:31,818 What changed? 424 00:22:36,222 --> 00:22:36,989 He did. 425 00:22:37,924 --> 00:22:38,825 He changed. 426 00:22:40,292 --> 00:22:41,494 Can you elaborate? 427 00:22:46,332 --> 00:22:48,601 He grew up and met Lea. 428 00:22:51,237 --> 00:22:52,271 Okay, we need to talk. 429 00:22:53,473 --> 00:22:54,674 Turn the camera off. 430 00:22:54,807 --> 00:22:56,676 Sorry, no. 431 00:22:58,377 --> 00:23:00,813 Okay, then I'm gonna have to say what I have to say naked. 432 00:23:04,083 --> 00:23:05,518 You can take five. Thank you. 433 00:23:07,754 --> 00:23:09,656 You need to back off Shaun a little bit. 434 00:23:09,789 --> 00:23:11,724 It's my job to ask questions. 435 00:23:11,858 --> 00:23:13,225 I was expecting wedding surprises, 436 00:23:13,359 --> 00:23:16,563 and instead I feel like you're exploiting his autism. 437 00:23:16,696 --> 00:23:19,131 You knew Shaun's ASD was gonna be part of the show. 438 00:23:19,265 --> 00:23:21,000 I didn't expect you to make a highlight reel 439 00:23:21,133 --> 00:23:22,735 out of his most spectrum-y moments. 440 00:23:22,869 --> 00:23:24,771 I'm not manufacturing anything. 441 00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:26,739 Shaun made a mistake on a very important case, 442 00:23:26,873 --> 00:23:28,608 and now that could end up on your show. 443 00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:30,677 He's totally rattled. 444 00:23:30,810 --> 00:23:31,878 I know you want to protect him. 445 00:23:32,011 --> 00:23:33,480 This is not about protecting Shaun. 446 00:23:33,613 --> 00:23:34,914 This is about the whole world seeing him 447 00:23:35,047 --> 00:23:36,883 as a collection of quirks and a single mistake. 448 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,089 But since that is good TV... 449 00:23:43,222 --> 00:23:45,758 ♪♪ 450 00:23:52,965 --> 00:23:54,767 Dana has third-degree burns. 451 00:23:56,569 --> 00:23:58,037 Dana has third-degree burns. 452 00:23:59,271 --> 00:24:00,940 Dana has third-degree burns. 453 00:24:01,073 --> 00:24:03,275 Her tissue is dying under the graft 454 00:24:03,409 --> 00:24:05,177 because I did not debride deep enough. 455 00:24:06,813 --> 00:24:08,881 Dana's problem is my mistake. 456 00:24:09,015 --> 00:24:12,819 I'm not gonna use any of the footage 457 00:24:12,952 --> 00:24:14,654 related to your mistake. 458 00:24:15,588 --> 00:24:16,789 It's not relevant. 459 00:24:17,590 --> 00:24:19,626 This is a wedding show. 460 00:24:19,759 --> 00:24:21,127 Lea reminded me of that. 461 00:24:23,930 --> 00:24:27,466 I do not want to be dishonest. 462 00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:30,269 It's not dishonest. 463 00:24:30,402 --> 00:24:34,874 It's focused on you and Lea and your relationship 464 00:24:35,007 --> 00:24:37,944 and your amazing career as a surgeon, 465 00:24:38,077 --> 00:24:40,813 surrounded by all of these people who support you. 466 00:24:43,115 --> 00:24:45,251 That is what will give hope 467 00:24:45,384 --> 00:24:48,788 to people who feel different and alone. 468 00:24:51,223 --> 00:24:52,725 That's why I'm doing this. 469 00:24:52,859 --> 00:24:54,994 ♪♪ 470 00:25:05,638 --> 00:25:06,739 Grant's case file. 471 00:25:09,709 --> 00:25:12,679 I've successfully completed the short-segment posterior fusion 472 00:25:12,812 --> 00:25:13,946 on the skills dummy simulator. 473 00:25:15,447 --> 00:25:16,716 Once. 474 00:25:17,584 --> 00:25:19,719 With a partner. 475 00:25:19,852 --> 00:25:22,955 You've successfully done it on real people over 50 times. 476 00:25:25,424 --> 00:25:26,525 You should take the lead. 477 00:25:26,659 --> 00:25:27,694 Which would mean removing yourself 478 00:25:27,827 --> 00:25:28,961 as the attending on this case. 479 00:25:30,597 --> 00:25:33,365 I'm not risking my patient's life to pass a test. 480 00:25:33,499 --> 00:25:35,968 You're risking your own career to try to save his. 481 00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,975 Grant deserves the best shot to get back to his crew. 482 00:25:55,354 --> 00:25:56,889 Any cold feet? 483 00:25:57,757 --> 00:25:58,891 Shaun is my person. 484 00:25:59,025 --> 00:26:00,860 I know that beyond a shadow of a doubt. 485 00:26:06,132 --> 00:26:08,200 Do you think I should let Sophie 486 00:26:08,334 --> 00:26:10,002 remove my mistake from the show? 487 00:26:15,207 --> 00:26:17,009 I think that is up to you. 488 00:26:17,143 --> 00:26:18,277 How do you feel about it? 489 00:26:19,712 --> 00:26:22,949 It feels like a lie, 490 00:26:23,082 --> 00:26:26,018 but is it more important to give people truth or hope? 491 00:26:27,887 --> 00:26:29,822 That's a tough question. 492 00:26:29,956 --> 00:26:31,223 Yes. 493 00:26:31,357 --> 00:26:34,560 I say we stick to the two of you, 494 00:26:34,694 --> 00:26:37,263 who are getting married in just a few days. 495 00:26:38,230 --> 00:26:39,732 Any nerves about that? 496 00:26:39,866 --> 00:26:41,934 Oh, no. She is also my person. 497 00:26:42,068 --> 00:26:44,603 I have known that for a long time. 498 00:26:44,737 --> 00:26:46,806 I have to go prep for my surgery. Okay. 499 00:26:46,939 --> 00:26:48,607 Okay, I have to go prep for my surgery. 500 00:26:55,381 --> 00:26:58,050 It took you longer to be sure that Shaun was the one. 501 00:26:59,686 --> 00:27:01,387 In fact, you said you couldn't get involved with him 502 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:02,822 because of his ASD. 503 00:27:03,756 --> 00:27:04,924 What changed? 504 00:27:06,392 --> 00:27:08,928 ♪♪ 505 00:27:16,602 --> 00:27:18,771 ♪♪ 506 00:27:21,774 --> 00:27:24,010 I offered to take out the mistake because you were right. 507 00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:25,411 I crossed a line. 508 00:27:25,544 --> 00:27:27,146 Instead of embarrassing Shaun, 509 00:27:27,279 --> 00:27:28,981 now you're zeroing in on me? 510 00:27:29,115 --> 00:27:31,383 I'm not trying to embarrass anyone. 511 00:27:31,517 --> 00:27:32,919 Can you please slow down? 512 00:27:34,620 --> 00:27:37,990 As a little person, the world doesn't accommodate me. 513 00:27:38,124 --> 00:27:41,427 That's why representation matters, but when it's real. 514 00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:43,629 I'm not asking you to make us look like a fairy tale. 515 00:27:43,763 --> 00:27:46,332 Fairy tales have obstacles and conflict. 516 00:27:47,233 --> 00:27:48,667 The story you want me to tell, 517 00:27:48,801 --> 00:27:51,838 you two met and fell in love and everything's great, 518 00:27:51,971 --> 00:27:54,006 it's boring. 519 00:27:54,140 --> 00:27:55,875 So you want me to play the wicked witch. 520 00:27:56,008 --> 00:27:58,811 You are are not defined by your lowest moment, 521 00:27:58,945 --> 00:28:00,780 but you can't deny it, either. 522 00:28:02,614 --> 00:28:05,785 I am here to tell the real story of you as a couple. 523 00:28:07,987 --> 00:28:10,456 Do you still trust me to do that? 524 00:28:10,589 --> 00:28:12,391 ♪♪ 525 00:28:18,430 --> 00:28:19,832 Your vitals are good, 526 00:28:19,966 --> 00:28:21,533 and your volume status is stable. 527 00:28:21,667 --> 00:28:24,003 A nurse will come get you for surgery soon. 528 00:28:36,315 --> 00:28:39,151 I'm so sorry the cameras added to your pain. 529 00:28:43,555 --> 00:28:45,858 I was gonna have to see myself eventually. 530 00:28:47,927 --> 00:28:49,796 My daughter will have to look at me every day... 531 00:28:52,398 --> 00:28:54,600 ...and pretend she doesn't see a monster. 532 00:28:56,402 --> 00:28:58,437 She won't see you that way forever. 533 00:28:58,570 --> 00:28:59,538 Other people will. 534 00:29:02,441 --> 00:29:04,977 Other kids will tease and bully her... 535 00:29:07,346 --> 00:29:08,747 ...because of what her mother looks like. 536 00:29:11,818 --> 00:29:13,685 People have teased and bullied me my whole life, 537 00:29:15,154 --> 00:29:18,490 and it hurt for a long time, 538 00:29:18,624 --> 00:29:22,795 and I was too ashamed to tell anyone. 539 00:29:24,430 --> 00:29:25,798 I finally told my mom. 540 00:29:26,899 --> 00:29:28,567 She taught me how to stick up for myself. 541 00:29:29,836 --> 00:29:34,506 You can be an example of how to get back up 542 00:29:34,640 --> 00:29:36,075 when life knocks you down. 543 00:29:38,878 --> 00:29:40,412 Your strength 544 00:29:40,546 --> 00:29:44,550 will make her more compassionate than most people 545 00:29:44,683 --> 00:29:47,053 and more powerful than any bully. 546 00:29:48,220 --> 00:29:50,923 ♪♪ 547 00:30:02,734 --> 00:30:03,802 Scalpel. 548 00:30:03,936 --> 00:30:06,272 ♪♪ 549 00:30:10,276 --> 00:30:12,111 I'll come get you as soon as your mom is awake. 550 00:30:14,113 --> 00:30:15,481 I don't want to see her, Daddy. 551 00:30:22,121 --> 00:30:24,323 It's okay to be scared. 552 00:30:24,456 --> 00:30:26,258 You know what helps me whenever I'm scared? 553 00:30:28,794 --> 00:30:30,829 A big hug. 554 00:30:31,998 --> 00:30:34,066 The best ones are from my mom. 555 00:30:35,968 --> 00:30:37,469 Do your mom's hugs make you feel better? 556 00:30:42,774 --> 00:30:47,479 I know Mommy looks different, but her hugs are the same. 557 00:30:47,613 --> 00:30:50,582 They're full of the same love as always. 558 00:30:50,716 --> 00:30:53,285 ♪♪ 559 00:31:04,630 --> 00:31:07,599 We are doing Dana's fascial flap surgery. 560 00:31:09,068 --> 00:31:11,437 Are you here because I am the attending 561 00:31:11,570 --> 00:31:13,205 or because you trust my judgment? 562 00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:16,075 Mostly the latter. 563 00:31:17,944 --> 00:31:20,346 Even after my earlier mistake? 564 00:31:26,852 --> 00:31:28,154 You're a great doctor. 565 00:31:29,521 --> 00:31:33,325 I hope one day I'm even close to as good as you. 566 00:31:35,294 --> 00:31:37,029 Your mistake just made you more... 567 00:31:38,965 --> 00:31:40,666 Inspirational. 568 00:31:40,799 --> 00:31:43,335 It gave me the confidence that I'll find my superpower, too. 569 00:31:49,175 --> 00:31:51,377 ♪♪ 570 00:31:56,882 --> 00:31:59,518 You cannot film this surgery. 571 00:31:59,651 --> 00:32:02,955 I cannot be distracted while I am working. 572 00:32:03,990 --> 00:32:05,224 Let's go. 573 00:32:05,357 --> 00:32:07,259 ♪♪ 574 00:32:09,628 --> 00:32:11,163 I've drilled most of the pedicle and vertebral body. 575 00:32:11,297 --> 00:32:12,331 What's next? 576 00:32:12,464 --> 00:32:13,665 We need to place the cage. 577 00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:17,069 Good decompression. 578 00:32:17,203 --> 00:32:18,870 One above, one below. 579 00:32:25,211 --> 00:32:26,378 Placing the expandable cage. 580 00:32:30,282 --> 00:32:31,950 Heart rate's way up. BP's dropping. 581 00:32:33,052 --> 00:32:34,453 Vessel's torn. 582 00:32:34,586 --> 00:32:36,388 It's detracted away from the field. 583 00:32:38,257 --> 00:32:39,925 What about giving T.X.A. and bipolar 584 00:32:40,059 --> 00:32:41,093 to pull the vessel into view? 585 00:32:49,035 --> 00:32:49,835 BP still dropping. 586 00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:52,571 BP's 41 over 23. 587 00:32:52,704 --> 00:32:53,605 He'll arrest if we don't stop things now. 588 00:32:54,506 --> 00:32:55,907 Vascular clip. 589 00:32:56,042 --> 00:32:59,278 ♪♪ 590 00:33:11,290 --> 00:33:13,425 We could try completing the corpectomy from the other side. 591 00:33:19,065 --> 00:33:20,999 No. It's not working. 592 00:33:22,834 --> 00:33:24,336 We're changing course. 593 00:33:24,470 --> 00:33:26,438 Let's do the long segment L1-5 without a cage. 594 00:33:30,909 --> 00:33:31,943 You sure? 595 00:33:34,146 --> 00:33:35,447 My patient, my call. 596 00:33:38,484 --> 00:33:40,619 ♪♪ 597 00:33:52,331 --> 00:33:53,532 Excision knife. 598 00:33:55,967 --> 00:33:58,370 ♪♪ 599 00:34:12,684 --> 00:34:15,987 I need more sponges and the suctions turned up. 600 00:34:17,423 --> 00:34:18,657 She's losing too much blood. 601 00:34:21,993 --> 00:34:24,596 She's severely tachycardic, blood pressure dropping. 602 00:34:37,243 --> 00:34:39,645 This holding pressure isn't durable. She's gonna bleed out. 603 00:34:40,546 --> 00:34:42,481 We have to debride deeper. 604 00:34:42,614 --> 00:34:44,483 The excision blade is causing too much bleeding. 605 00:34:44,616 --> 00:34:46,185 Should we try the micro dissection electrocautery? 606 00:34:46,318 --> 00:34:48,320 ♪♪ 607 00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:02,701 Electrocautery won't work. 608 00:35:02,834 --> 00:35:05,371 We need to preserve as much normal tissue as we can. 609 00:35:05,504 --> 00:35:08,407 A VERSAJET will debride the appropriate plane with less bleeding. 610 00:35:08,540 --> 00:35:10,909 ♪♪ 611 00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:25,757 We repaired your lumbar fracture. 612 00:35:29,428 --> 00:35:30,596 But we had to switch surgeries. 613 00:35:35,701 --> 00:35:37,135 You can't do the job anymore. 614 00:35:42,674 --> 00:35:44,142 Your body was giving out. 615 00:35:45,411 --> 00:35:46,445 I couldn't let you die. 616 00:35:50,216 --> 00:35:51,383 Grant. 617 00:35:53,885 --> 00:35:54,853 I trusted you. 618 00:36:01,827 --> 00:36:04,095 ♪♪ 619 00:36:23,982 --> 00:36:25,183 Oh. 620 00:36:25,317 --> 00:36:26,985 The surgery was a success. 621 00:36:28,654 --> 00:36:31,490 He had one of his visions, saved the day again. 622 00:36:31,623 --> 00:36:32,958 Oh, and I missed it! 623 00:36:33,091 --> 00:36:34,326 I'll do the imitation again. 624 00:36:36,027 --> 00:36:39,698 You can use all your footage, even my mistake. 625 00:36:42,934 --> 00:36:47,273 Great surgeons can make mistakes and still be inspirational. 626 00:36:48,240 --> 00:36:50,108 ♪♪ 627 00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:05,924 Close the door. 628 00:37:13,699 --> 00:37:14,666 You're writing me up? 629 00:37:15,867 --> 00:37:17,403 Is this about the charts? 630 00:37:17,536 --> 00:37:18,904 And coming in late. 631 00:37:19,037 --> 00:37:22,408 And taking personal calls, calling off last-minute. 632 00:37:22,541 --> 00:37:25,377 I need to be able to count on you, and right now, I can't. 633 00:37:28,580 --> 00:37:29,681 I haven't been my best. 634 00:37:31,550 --> 00:37:32,551 Things at home... 635 00:37:48,233 --> 00:37:49,100 If... 636 00:37:50,969 --> 00:37:52,871 If I don't answer his calls, he gets mad. 637 00:37:56,207 --> 00:37:58,076 He checks my mileage and my phone 638 00:37:59,445 --> 00:38:00,712 and how much makeup I wear. 639 00:38:03,615 --> 00:38:05,917 I helped a patient go through a domestic violence checklist 640 00:38:07,586 --> 00:38:08,720 and realized... 641 00:38:10,756 --> 00:38:12,290 It was me, too. 642 00:38:12,424 --> 00:38:14,726 ♪♪ 643 00:38:22,067 --> 00:38:23,735 We'll figure this out. 644 00:38:30,241 --> 00:38:33,745 My re-grafting surgery was a success. 645 00:38:33,879 --> 00:38:36,748 With restorative surgery, you'll have an adequate aesthetic outcome. 646 00:38:39,618 --> 00:38:41,119 Mommy? 647 00:38:41,252 --> 00:38:43,355 ♪♪ 648 00:39:02,408 --> 00:39:04,209 I look different, huh? 649 00:39:06,578 --> 00:39:07,813 Your eyes are the same. 650 00:39:11,116 --> 00:39:12,951 They look like mine. 651 00:39:13,084 --> 00:39:15,621 ♪♪ 652 00:39:39,044 --> 00:39:40,579 I saw Lim. 653 00:39:40,712 --> 00:39:43,081 ♪♪ 654 00:39:50,255 --> 00:39:51,823 You passed your test. 655 00:39:59,965 --> 00:40:02,233 ♪♪ 656 00:40:07,506 --> 00:40:09,074 For a long time, 657 00:40:09,207 --> 00:40:10,909 I didn't think I could be with someone like Shaun. 658 00:40:12,578 --> 00:40:15,380 I thought we were too different, 659 00:40:15,514 --> 00:40:18,416 that I would have to compromise too much. 660 00:40:21,319 --> 00:40:24,856 And I worried about what people would think of us. 661 00:40:26,525 --> 00:40:27,759 Of me. 662 00:40:30,829 --> 00:40:34,099 And I didn't want to be seen as different. 663 00:40:35,867 --> 00:40:36,868 What changed? 664 00:40:40,572 --> 00:40:42,474 Me. 665 00:40:42,608 --> 00:40:44,643 Because of how Shaun saw me, 666 00:40:44,776 --> 00:40:46,612 he made me believe that I am stronger 667 00:40:46,745 --> 00:40:48,246 than I give myself credit for. 668 00:40:50,982 --> 00:40:54,352 And that together, we are enough. 669 00:40:55,987 --> 00:40:56,888 More than enough. 670 00:40:57,989 --> 00:40:59,591 That was very nice. 671 00:41:02,861 --> 00:41:04,596 Is it time for the surprise? 672 00:41:12,437 --> 00:41:14,339 And...take 'em off! 673 00:41:16,407 --> 00:41:18,276 Surprise! 674 00:41:19,711 --> 00:41:20,712 Oh. 675 00:41:20,846 --> 00:41:23,314 Sophie, it's beautiful. 676 00:41:23,448 --> 00:41:27,753 The lights are very soothing, and I like karaoke. 677 00:41:27,886 --> 00:41:29,755 This is a very nice surprise. 678 00:41:31,790 --> 00:41:33,124 Okay. 679 00:41:33,258 --> 00:41:34,893 Hi! 680 00:41:35,026 --> 00:41:36,461 Are you sure you're okay? 681 00:41:36,595 --> 00:41:37,629 I'm okay. Okay. 682 00:41:37,763 --> 00:41:38,697 Shaun. 683 00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:39,865 Park. 684 00:41:43,001 --> 00:41:44,803 Congratulations, Shaun and Lea. 685 00:41:45,771 --> 00:41:47,172 This song is for you guys. 686 00:41:51,142 --> 00:41:54,445 ♪ Every step I take 687 00:41:55,881 --> 00:41:59,651 ♪ Every move I make 688 00:41:59,785 --> 00:42:04,355 ♪ Every single day since I went away 689 00:42:04,489 --> 00:42:06,858 ♪ I've been missing you 690 00:42:09,260 --> 00:42:11,963 ♪ Thinkin' of the day 691 00:42:13,364 --> 00:42:14,332 ♪ When you went away 692 00:42:14,465 --> 00:42:16,534 Congratulations! 693 00:42:18,103 --> 00:42:21,372 ♪ What a life to take What a bond to break 694 00:42:21,506 --> 00:42:24,710 ♪ I'll be missing you ♪ 695 00:42:27,613 --> 00:42:28,680 It's Claire!