1 00:00:01,392 --> 00:00:05,266 Think of these not as a report card, 2 00:00:05,440 --> 00:00:08,965 but a window into the minds of your clients, 3 00:00:09,139 --> 00:00:12,664 their families and support persons, 4 00:00:12,838 --> 00:00:16,581 and also as a window into yourselves. 5 00:00:16,755 --> 00:00:19,062 To see your greatest strengths 6 00:00:19,236 --> 00:00:21,064 and the areas where you have 7 00:00:21,238 --> 00:00:24,894 the greatest opportunity for growth. 8 00:00:25,068 --> 00:00:27,897 First round of results is already in your inbox. 9 00:00:28,071 --> 00:00:29,203 Regular updates to follow. 10 00:00:34,904 --> 00:00:36,471 [CLEARS THROAT] 11 00:00:36,645 --> 00:00:38,647 Third highest in the department. 12 00:00:38,821 --> 00:00:40,649 Pretty good. 13 00:00:40,823 --> 00:00:42,042 Second. 14 00:00:44,783 --> 00:00:46,002 How'd you do? 15 00:00:46,176 --> 00:00:47,743 Fine. 16 00:00:47,917 --> 00:00:49,092 [SIGHS] 17 00:00:52,008 --> 00:00:54,402 "Dr. Reznick cares deeply about people." 18 00:00:54,576 --> 00:00:56,317 "Sweet." "Kind." 19 00:00:56,491 --> 00:00:58,145 [CHUCKLES] "Thoughtful." 20 00:00:58,319 --> 00:01:00,060 What do I have to do to get that level of service? 21 00:01:00,234 --> 00:01:01,496 Let me bill your insurance. 22 00:01:04,064 --> 00:01:05,674 You have six comments. 23 00:01:05,848 --> 00:01:08,068 Four "OKs." Two "Goods." 24 00:01:08,242 --> 00:01:09,895 I have 46. 25 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:11,723 It's hard to live in your long, sweet shadow. 26 00:01:11,897 --> 00:01:14,074 I'll give you some pointers. We could role play. 27 00:01:14,248 --> 00:01:17,381 You could be the shirtless and eager-to-please doctor, 28 00:01:17,555 --> 00:01:19,383 and I'll be the sexy-but-demanding patient 29 00:01:19,557 --> 00:01:20,732 with a nasty fungal infection. 30 00:01:29,698 --> 00:01:31,395 Top five. Nice work. 31 00:01:31,569 --> 00:01:33,267 Thank you. 32 00:01:33,441 --> 00:01:36,618 But as Chief of Surgery, wouldn't hurt to aim higher. 33 00:01:36,792 --> 00:01:39,316 Speaking of which, where's my numero uno? 34 00:01:39,490 --> 00:01:41,623 Dr. Rendon. Top of the class. 35 00:01:41,797 --> 00:01:42,754 Oh, he was called away on 36 00:01:42,928 --> 00:01:43,625 a medical mission in Guatemala. 37 00:01:43,799 --> 00:01:44,539 It was urgent. 38 00:01:44,713 --> 00:01:46,410 Huh. Heroic. 39 00:01:46,584 --> 00:01:47,672 When will he be back? 40 00:01:47,846 --> 00:01:49,239 Should be just a few more days. 41 00:01:50,588 --> 00:01:52,416 In the future, please let me know 42 00:01:52,590 --> 00:01:53,678 about any extended absences, hmm? 43 00:01:55,419 --> 00:01:56,638 He can't make our clients happy 44 00:01:56,812 --> 00:01:57,639 if he's not in the country. 45 00:01:57,813 --> 00:01:58,683 [CELL PHONE VIBRATING] 46 00:02:00,859 --> 00:02:02,296 I have to go. 47 00:02:04,776 --> 00:02:05,821 I had the lowest ranking in 48 00:02:05,995 --> 00:02:08,215 the entire surgical department. 49 00:02:08,389 --> 00:02:10,826 I made five people "very uncomfortable." 50 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:13,045 Seven patients said I talked weird, 51 00:02:13,220 --> 00:02:15,874 and one woman was "a little creeped out" by my manner. 52 00:02:16,048 --> 00:02:18,225 The algorithm has some major blind spots. 53 00:02:18,399 --> 00:02:20,227 I can make it better. I'll talk to Salen. 54 00:02:20,401 --> 00:02:23,230 No. The data reflects actual opinions. 55 00:02:26,972 --> 00:02:29,540 I will learn how to make people feel comfortable 56 00:02:29,714 --> 00:02:30,759 and improve my scores. 57 00:02:33,109 --> 00:02:34,284 [DOOR OPENS] 58 00:02:47,993 --> 00:02:50,257 Rosa Castillo, 35, needs immediate bypass surgery 59 00:02:50,431 --> 00:02:52,084 for acute kidney failure. 60 00:02:52,259 --> 00:02:53,608 She was treated for renal artery stenosis 61 00:02:53,782 --> 00:02:55,044 three years ago. 62 00:02:55,218 --> 00:02:57,264 Looks like the stent failed.Mm-hmm. 63 00:02:57,438 --> 00:02:59,962 This imaging is barely readable. It's from 1985. 64 00:03:00,136 --> 00:03:02,312 Try Guatemala. Mateo sent her here. 65 00:03:02,486 --> 00:03:04,227 They don't have the equipment for a bypass. 66 00:03:04,401 --> 00:03:07,056 Ms. Castillo. 67 00:03:07,230 --> 00:03:08,797 I am Dr. Lim. This is Dr. Wolke. 68 00:03:08,971 --> 00:03:10,973 I heard so much about you. 69 00:03:11,147 --> 00:03:13,105 The Chief. La Jefa. 70 00:03:13,280 --> 00:03:15,891 Oh. Well, hopefully, we can have you in the O.R. 71 00:03:16,065 --> 00:03:17,849 in the next couple of hours. 72 00:03:18,023 --> 00:03:18,937 We already have your medical history 73 00:03:19,111 --> 00:03:20,983 from Dr. Rendon, which helps. 74 00:03:21,157 --> 00:03:22,767 Teo told me I would be in good hands here. 75 00:03:24,943 --> 00:03:27,381 Uh, is that what all his patients call him back home? 76 00:03:29,513 --> 00:03:30,775 Probably just the ones who dated him. 77 00:03:36,085 --> 00:03:37,826 [MONITOR BEEPING] 78 00:03:38,000 --> 00:03:40,437 Bruising of the jaw, sublingual hematoma, 79 00:03:40,611 --> 00:03:42,309 most likely a parasymphyseal fracture. 80 00:03:42,483 --> 00:03:44,963 It's just a little bump. I'm fine. 81 00:03:45,137 --> 00:03:47,531 You're not fine, Dad.How did it happen? 82 00:03:47,705 --> 00:03:49,011 Ah, some kids were horsing around outside 83 00:03:49,185 --> 00:03:50,491 when I was opening up. 84 00:03:50,665 --> 00:03:52,928 He runs a hardware shop. They attacked him. 85 00:03:53,102 --> 00:03:55,583 It was an accident. 86 00:03:55,757 --> 00:03:58,238 I fell off the sidewalk into someone's side-view mirror. 87 00:03:58,412 --> 00:03:59,891 Your jaw's broken. 88 00:04:00,065 --> 00:04:02,198 They pushed you off the sidewalk, 89 00:04:02,372 --> 00:04:03,982 told you to not get them sick. 90 00:04:04,156 --> 00:04:05,767 They were just being stupid. 91 00:04:05,941 --> 00:04:07,334 [SCOFFS] She's so sensitive. 92 00:04:07,508 --> 00:04:09,031 Checking for abnormal movement of the mandible 93 00:04:09,205 --> 00:04:10,641 or any malocclusion. 94 00:04:10,815 --> 00:04:11,947 Okay, we need to file a report. 95 00:04:12,121 --> 00:04:13,688 A report? Why would I-- 96 00:04:13,862 --> 00:04:15,037 [GASPING] 97 00:04:15,211 --> 00:04:17,126 [ALARM BEEPING] 98 00:04:17,300 --> 00:04:19,215 The fractured bone and tongue are sliding backwards, 99 00:04:19,389 --> 00:04:20,347 blocking his oropharynx. 100 00:04:20,521 --> 00:04:22,262 We need to secure the airway, now! 101 00:04:22,436 --> 00:04:23,437 [GASPING] 102 00:04:26,266 --> 00:04:28,093 ANDREWS: Placing the last two-millimeter miniplate. 103 00:04:30,487 --> 00:04:31,793 He must have been in a lot of pain. 104 00:04:31,967 --> 00:04:33,098 PARK: [SIGHS] Good for you 105 00:04:33,273 --> 00:04:34,404 if you can stay positive after a hate crime. 106 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:39,931 Satisfactory occlusion and fragment reduction. 107 00:04:40,105 --> 00:04:42,151 Doctors Allen and Murphy, 108 00:04:42,325 --> 00:04:44,022 let's remove the temporary MMF. 109 00:04:44,196 --> 00:04:46,590 SHAUN: Mr. Song and his daughter 110 00:04:46,764 --> 00:04:49,071 see the same situation very differently. 111 00:04:49,245 --> 00:04:50,551 [ALARM BEEPING] 112 00:04:52,770 --> 00:04:54,946 He's bradycardic. Heart rate dropped to 35. 113 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:56,905 And hypotensive, 73 over 42. 114 00:04:57,079 --> 00:04:58,385 Let's dial back the sedation and opiates, 115 00:04:58,559 --> 00:04:59,908 push one milligram I.V. atropine. 116 00:05:03,738 --> 00:05:04,869 [ALARM STOPS, MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY] 117 00:05:07,872 --> 00:05:09,657 Jordan: Maybe an adverse reaction to the anesthesia? 118 00:05:09,831 --> 00:05:10,527 We need to figure out if there's 119 00:05:10,701 --> 00:05:12,181 an underlying cardiac problem. 120 00:05:12,355 --> 00:05:14,314 Get a post-op EKG, echo in recovery, 121 00:05:14,488 --> 00:05:16,141 and check for electrolytes. 122 00:05:16,316 --> 00:05:18,405 SHAUN: And I need to figure out 123 00:05:18,579 --> 00:05:19,884 how to get a good review from both of them. 124 00:05:30,547 --> 00:05:31,722 SALEN: How's the water pressure? 125 00:05:33,637 --> 00:05:36,074 Fine.I decreased output by 5%. 126 00:05:36,248 --> 00:05:39,295 Saves 150 gallons a month, $17,000 annually. 127 00:05:41,166 --> 00:05:44,300 Which, in three years and five months, 128 00:05:44,474 --> 00:05:46,084 will make up for what you're about to spend 129 00:05:46,258 --> 00:05:48,304 operating on this new client, 130 00:05:48,478 --> 00:05:51,089 whom Dr. Rendon gifted us. 131 00:05:51,263 --> 00:05:53,091 Mateo's commitment to patients 132 00:05:53,265 --> 00:05:54,919 is the reason he's numero uno in the department. 133 00:05:56,268 --> 00:05:58,227 My concern isn't Mateo. 134 00:05:58,401 --> 00:06:00,447 You allowed him to fly in an uninsured patient 135 00:06:00,621 --> 00:06:01,361 without informing me. 136 00:06:05,147 --> 00:06:06,931 Do I still have the autonomy to run my own department? 137 00:06:08,542 --> 00:06:09,978 I hope you see yourself 138 00:06:10,152 --> 00:06:11,893 as more than just the head of one department. 139 00:06:12,067 --> 00:06:15,462 You are a vital member of the Ethicure family. 140 00:06:15,636 --> 00:06:17,028 [WATER RUNNING]We have to work together, 141 00:06:17,202 --> 00:06:18,726 all of us, or we will all... 142 00:06:25,341 --> 00:06:26,560 ...falter. 143 00:06:31,695 --> 00:06:32,957 LEA: The colors on these are wild. 144 00:06:33,131 --> 00:06:34,872 Mm-hmm. 145 00:06:35,046 --> 00:06:37,527 That yellow would look great with your complexion. 146 00:06:37,701 --> 00:06:39,268 Full-crested double gerbera daisies. 147 00:06:39,442 --> 00:06:42,053 Mr. Song has sinus rhythm on his EKG. 148 00:06:42,227 --> 00:06:45,143 Normal electrolytes, and no abnormalities on the echo. 149 00:06:45,317 --> 00:06:46,449 Which rules out a lot, 150 00:06:46,623 --> 00:06:48,625 but not a P.E. or small cardiac contusion. 151 00:06:48,799 --> 00:06:49,496 Get a CTA chest. 152 00:06:51,585 --> 00:06:53,282 Gerberas produce excessive amounts of pollen, 153 00:06:53,456 --> 00:06:55,023 which can trigger migraines. 154 00:06:57,852 --> 00:06:59,070 You don't need to be here for this. 155 00:07:01,377 --> 00:07:02,987 Text me.Yeah. 156 00:07:03,161 --> 00:07:05,381 Excellent point about the gerberas. 157 00:07:05,555 --> 00:07:06,687 Lucky me, working with such 158 00:07:06,861 --> 00:07:08,732 a fabulous, knowledgeable couple. 159 00:07:08,906 --> 00:07:11,692 Mm, gerberas are notoriously big pollen producers. 160 00:07:11,866 --> 00:07:15,130 It's an obvious point, not an excellent one. 161 00:07:15,304 --> 00:07:17,828 You called Lea and me "fabulous." 162 00:07:18,002 --> 00:07:20,352 Are you using hyperbolic language to make us like you? 163 00:07:20,527 --> 00:07:24,052 Mm, I think the language was pretty accurate, actually. 164 00:07:24,226 --> 00:07:26,010 Hmm.I'm trying to improve 165 00:07:26,184 --> 00:07:28,186 my own client satisfaction scores, 166 00:07:28,360 --> 00:07:30,537 which are poor. 167 00:07:30,711 --> 00:07:34,192 You received 97% five-star reviews on Yelp. 168 00:07:34,366 --> 00:07:35,803 Your methods must be very effective. 169 00:07:35,977 --> 00:07:37,631 Are you using hyperbolic language to make us like you? 170 00:07:40,590 --> 00:07:42,766 It's all about appeasing and affirming. 171 00:07:42,940 --> 00:07:45,160 Appease. Give the customers what they want. 172 00:07:45,334 --> 00:07:47,336 And affirm. Make them feel 173 00:07:47,510 --> 00:07:48,990 that what they want is wise and good, 174 00:07:49,164 --> 00:07:51,079 which in your case, it is very much so. 175 00:08:02,612 --> 00:08:03,961 LIM: Rotating everything medially 176 00:08:04,135 --> 00:08:06,007 to expose the renal vessels. 177 00:08:06,181 --> 00:08:07,835 ANDREWS: I got three lap choles 178 00:08:08,009 --> 00:08:10,315 waiting for Dr. Rendon on Wednesday, 179 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:11,839 little thank-you gift 180 00:08:12,013 --> 00:08:13,971 for letting us operate on his patient. 181 00:08:14,145 --> 00:08:15,407 Well, might be Thursday before he's back. 182 00:08:17,409 --> 00:08:19,890 Sorry the humanitarian crisis is screwing up your schedule. 183 00:08:22,458 --> 00:08:24,068 There's a massive aneurysm cutting off blood flow. 184 00:08:26,375 --> 00:08:28,508 There's no way to get vascular control for reconstruction. 185 00:08:28,682 --> 00:08:29,857 We might be able to do a bypass 186 00:08:30,031 --> 00:08:31,511 from the aorta or iliacs. 187 00:08:31,685 --> 00:08:33,904 ASHER: There are several aneurysmal segments 188 00:08:34,078 --> 00:08:35,340 along the abdominal aorta. 189 00:08:35,515 --> 00:08:37,429 This one's abnormal, too. 190 00:08:39,431 --> 00:08:40,650 All of her arteries are defective. 191 00:08:43,435 --> 00:08:44,654 [ANDREWS SIGHS] 192 00:08:53,010 --> 00:08:54,534 You should take me on a date tonight. 193 00:08:54,708 --> 00:08:56,361 Okay.It's a lecture 194 00:08:56,536 --> 00:08:58,276 on leadership in medicine by Dr. Chandra. 195 00:08:58,450 --> 00:09:00,191 Recipient of two NIH grants. 196 00:09:00,365 --> 00:09:01,453 That's not a date. That's homework. 197 00:09:01,628 --> 00:09:03,064 Starting the scan. 198 00:09:03,238 --> 00:09:04,761 There's a cocktail party after. 199 00:09:06,720 --> 00:09:07,808 How about we spend our time 200 00:09:07,982 --> 00:09:09,766 doing that role playing you suggested? 201 00:09:09,940 --> 00:09:12,116 You know, minus the fungus. 202 00:09:12,290 --> 00:09:14,118 The infection was the whole motivation for my character. 203 00:09:16,468 --> 00:09:18,166 Your guy's heart is fine. 204 00:09:18,340 --> 00:09:19,515 Make sure youbreak the good news. 205 00:09:19,689 --> 00:09:21,125 Should bump up your scores a notch. 206 00:09:26,870 --> 00:09:28,176 The tests show your heart function 207 00:09:28,350 --> 00:09:29,786 and anatomy are normal. 208 00:09:29,960 --> 00:09:31,571 The episode during surgery 209 00:09:31,745 --> 00:09:33,616 was probably just a minor anesthesia reaction. 210 00:09:33,790 --> 00:09:35,531 You should be good to go very soon. 211 00:09:35,705 --> 00:09:37,577 [SIGHS] Thank you, Dr. Allen. 212 00:09:41,537 --> 00:09:43,060 We can stop by the police station on the way home 213 00:09:43,234 --> 00:09:44,540 so you can make a statement. 214 00:09:44,714 --> 00:09:47,848 I told you, no reports, no statements. 215 00:09:48,022 --> 00:09:49,240 BP is 133 over 70. 216 00:09:49,414 --> 00:09:51,460 Checking O2 sat. 217 00:09:51,634 --> 00:09:54,855 Appa,these things are underreported. 218 00:09:55,029 --> 00:09:57,597 Our relatives, our friends, 219 00:09:57,771 --> 00:09:59,903 our people are getting hurt out there. 220 00:10:00,077 --> 00:10:01,862 [SIGHS] "Our people." 221 00:10:02,036 --> 00:10:04,386 It's not us versus them. 222 00:10:04,560 --> 00:10:05,953 That doesn't help anyone. 223 00:10:06,127 --> 00:10:07,432 You don't think we're seen as different? 224 00:10:07,607 --> 00:10:09,304 You wantto be seen as different. 225 00:10:09,478 --> 00:10:11,349 You rub people's faces in it. 226 00:10:11,523 --> 00:10:12,829 That's why you aren't getting anywhere. 227 00:10:13,003 --> 00:10:14,004 You don't have a real job-- 228 00:10:14,178 --> 00:10:16,180 Community organizing is a real job. 229 00:10:18,356 --> 00:10:20,141 I am lucky to have such 230 00:10:20,315 --> 00:10:21,969 fabulous, knowledgeable clients. 231 00:10:23,100 --> 00:10:25,102 Emily, you're right 232 00:10:25,276 --> 00:10:28,323 about the importance of recognizing problems. 233 00:10:28,497 --> 00:10:30,717 Mr. Song, it is wise 234 00:10:30,891 --> 00:10:31,892 to be concerned for your 235 00:10:32,066 --> 00:10:33,415 daughter's professional future. 236 00:10:38,333 --> 00:10:40,248 Please, Appa. 237 00:10:40,422 --> 00:10:42,206 Go with me to make a statement. 238 00:10:42,380 --> 00:10:43,860 It's important. 239 00:10:44,034 --> 00:10:45,079 Not to me. 240 00:10:52,390 --> 00:10:54,218 You're right. 241 00:10:54,392 --> 00:10:56,656 Community organizing does not sound like a real job. 242 00:10:56,830 --> 00:10:58,396 It's a real job. 243 00:10:58,570 --> 00:11:00,050 Heart rate dropped.[ALARM BEEPING] 244 00:11:00,224 --> 00:11:01,965 A-line shows a widened pulse pressure reading. 245 00:11:02,139 --> 00:11:05,665 [BREATHING HEAVILY] Something is wrong with my heart? 246 00:11:05,839 --> 00:11:08,015 Respiration rate down, trending apneic. 247 00:11:09,364 --> 00:11:11,279 Cushing's Triad. 248 00:11:11,453 --> 00:11:12,715 75 grams of mannitol. 249 00:11:14,108 --> 00:11:17,241 Your heart is fine. 250 00:11:17,415 --> 00:11:18,634 There's something wrong with your brain. 251 00:11:27,556 --> 00:11:29,471 It's invaded the motor strip, 252 00:11:29,645 --> 00:11:31,778 left temporal, anterior corpus callosum. 253 00:11:31,952 --> 00:11:33,823 Severe necrosis and edema, 254 00:11:33,997 --> 00:11:36,826 and no way to see where tumor ends and brain begins. 255 00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:38,262 [SIGHS] It's inoperable. 256 00:11:40,264 --> 00:11:42,919 I will definitely get a bad review. 257 00:11:44,660 --> 00:11:47,924 I need more time to find a surgical solution. 258 00:11:48,098 --> 00:11:50,361 [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 259 00:11:50,535 --> 00:11:53,625 But we also need to leave for our tux fitting. 260 00:11:55,540 --> 00:11:57,281 [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 261 00:12:01,024 --> 00:12:02,591 We were able to bypass the renal artery 262 00:12:02,765 --> 00:12:04,332 using one of your veins. 263 00:12:04,506 --> 00:12:05,899 But new imaging showed 264 00:12:06,073 --> 00:12:09,076 you have a condition called Fibromuscular Dysplasia. 265 00:12:09,250 --> 00:12:11,818 It's caused areas of stenosis and aneurysm 266 00:12:11,992 --> 00:12:14,777 in your heart, brain, and other major vessels. 267 00:12:16,692 --> 00:12:17,998 We can give you medication 268 00:12:18,172 --> 00:12:20,043 to manage the underlying condition, 269 00:12:20,217 --> 00:12:21,610 but we'll have to do another surgery 270 00:12:21,784 --> 00:12:23,525 to repair each of the aneurysms. 271 00:12:23,699 --> 00:12:26,615 There are risks of stroke, or major hemorrhage. 272 00:12:26,789 --> 00:12:28,835 But without it, it's only a matter of time 273 00:12:29,009 --> 00:12:30,358 before one of these aneurysms ruptures. 274 00:12:34,928 --> 00:12:36,146 [EXHALES SHAKILY] Um, 275 00:12:38,235 --> 00:12:41,238 if anything goes wrong, 276 00:12:41,412 --> 00:12:42,152 can you please let Teo know? 277 00:12:44,154 --> 00:12:45,895 He should be the one to tell my family. 278 00:12:49,290 --> 00:12:50,944 I wouldn't want them to hear it from a stranger. 279 00:12:53,381 --> 00:12:54,121 Of course. 280 00:12:59,648 --> 00:13:03,086 We could use intraoperative stimulated raman histology 281 00:13:03,260 --> 00:13:05,262 to determine tumor tissue versus normal. 282 00:13:05,436 --> 00:13:06,611 PARK: Eh, if we resect normal tissue, 283 00:13:06,786 --> 00:13:08,439 we can't put it back in. 284 00:13:08,613 --> 00:13:10,354 Drape is perfect with your physique. 285 00:13:12,182 --> 00:13:14,097 Intraoperative MRI guidance 286 00:13:14,271 --> 00:13:17,100 would help us achieve gross total resection. 287 00:13:17,274 --> 00:13:19,755 And risk resecting eloquent cortex, with major deficits. 288 00:13:19,929 --> 00:13:22,497 [SIGHS] You look like a little boy. 289 00:13:22,671 --> 00:13:24,934 The shoulder sag is awful. Take it off. 290 00:13:25,108 --> 00:13:28,459 That was neither appeasing nor affirming. 291 00:13:28,633 --> 00:13:30,113 But your reviews are exceptional. 292 00:13:32,072 --> 00:13:34,378 You can't just tell people what they want to hear. 293 00:13:34,552 --> 00:13:37,294 You've got to give them the cold, hard truth. 294 00:13:37,468 --> 00:13:41,211 I always do that, and people don't give me good reviews. 295 00:13:41,385 --> 00:13:43,039 You have to follow it with a compliment, 296 00:13:43,213 --> 00:13:45,259 which now, thanks to your honesty, 297 00:13:45,433 --> 00:13:46,390 they'll believe. 298 00:13:48,523 --> 00:13:49,698 Very striking with those eyes. 299 00:13:52,222 --> 00:13:54,398 I...do believe you. 300 00:14:02,711 --> 00:14:03,625 GLASSMAN: Yeah, hey, Shaun. 301 00:14:03,799 --> 00:14:06,062 Um, sorry for not replying. 302 00:14:06,236 --> 00:14:08,630 You're late for the tux fitting. 303 00:14:08,804 --> 00:14:11,633 Oh, yeah, um... 304 00:14:11,807 --> 00:14:13,722 I'm in Montana? 305 00:14:13,896 --> 00:14:15,724 We need to reschedule your appointment. 306 00:14:15,898 --> 00:14:17,944 When will you be back? 307 00:14:18,118 --> 00:14:20,207 Well, I'm not so sure. 308 00:14:20,381 --> 00:14:23,079 I'm heading towards a little town called Paradise, 309 00:14:23,253 --> 00:14:25,212 and I'm-- 310 00:14:25,386 --> 00:14:27,867 I'm thinking of hunkering down there for a little while. 311 00:14:28,041 --> 00:14:31,261 How about Wednesday, 12:00 p.m.? 312 00:14:31,435 --> 00:14:34,221 Will you be done hunkering by then? 313 00:14:34,395 --> 00:14:36,440 Sure.[SCOFFS] I'll see what I can do. 314 00:14:36,614 --> 00:14:37,877 [LIGHTS BUZZING] 315 00:14:41,141 --> 00:14:44,405 You are confirmed. Goodbye. 316 00:14:44,579 --> 00:14:47,712 We have to get back to the hospital and talk to Mr. Song. 317 00:14:47,887 --> 00:14:49,976 With only chemo and radiation, you would die soon. 318 00:14:52,152 --> 00:14:53,153 But I've found a way to remove the tumor 319 00:14:53,327 --> 00:14:55,024 using fluorescent light. 320 00:14:55,198 --> 00:14:57,505 If we administer 5-ALA before surgery, 321 00:14:57,679 --> 00:14:59,594 the cancer cells will turn pink under the light. 322 00:14:59,768 --> 00:15:01,161 Then we can resect those cells 323 00:15:01,335 --> 00:15:02,989 and leave healthy tissue unharmed. 324 00:15:03,163 --> 00:15:05,426 You will likely have paralysis on your right side, 325 00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:07,558 but no cognitive or speech impairment. 326 00:15:12,041 --> 00:15:13,042 [SIGHS] 327 00:15:15,653 --> 00:15:16,480 No. 328 00:15:18,178 --> 00:15:19,483 I've always taken care of myself. 329 00:15:21,659 --> 00:15:24,010 Without this procedure, you'd have a year at most. 330 00:15:25,620 --> 00:15:27,143 I'd better make it count, then. 331 00:15:28,623 --> 00:15:30,146 No surgery. 332 00:15:41,723 --> 00:15:44,291 Chicken pepian, from the place down the street. 333 00:15:44,465 --> 00:15:46,684 Mateo says it reminds him of home. 334 00:15:46,858 --> 00:15:48,034 Funny. When he was "home," 335 00:15:48,208 --> 00:15:49,165 his favorite food was pizza. 336 00:15:49,339 --> 00:15:50,514 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 337 00:15:51,602 --> 00:15:53,474 You're very kind. 338 00:15:53,648 --> 00:15:55,084 I'm not sure I would be this nice 339 00:15:55,258 --> 00:15:56,912 to the ex-girlfriend of my current boyfriend. 340 00:15:58,392 --> 00:15:59,741 Mateo told you about us? 341 00:15:59,915 --> 00:16:01,003 No, but you're his type. 342 00:16:02,352 --> 00:16:04,528 Beautiful. Smarter than he is. 343 00:16:07,096 --> 00:16:08,228 And Dr. Wolke let something slip. 344 00:16:08,402 --> 00:16:09,316 Ah. 345 00:16:11,274 --> 00:16:13,450 I can't quite picture Teo here. 346 00:16:13,624 --> 00:16:14,799 Everything is very 347 00:16:16,192 --> 00:16:17,193 nice. 348 00:16:18,194 --> 00:16:19,282 And shiny. 349 00:16:19,456 --> 00:16:20,153 Mm. 350 00:16:21,763 --> 00:16:22,546 Did you meet here? 351 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:26,333 No. 352 00:16:26,507 --> 00:16:28,683 We met in Guatemala. 353 00:16:28,857 --> 00:16:31,468 And then he decided to move. 354 00:16:31,642 --> 00:16:32,904 [CHUCKLES] It was a little-- 355 00:16:33,079 --> 00:16:35,124 Romantic? 356 00:16:35,298 --> 00:16:37,083 Crazy.[CHUCKLES] Yes. 357 00:16:37,257 --> 00:16:40,216 He moves fast when he knows what he wants. 358 00:16:40,390 --> 00:16:42,566 We were practically living together by our third date. 359 00:16:45,047 --> 00:16:47,006 Were you together a long time? 360 00:16:47,180 --> 00:16:49,617 Six months, maybe less. 361 00:16:49,791 --> 00:16:51,532 Long enough for me to start imagining 362 00:16:51,706 --> 00:16:52,359 what our kids would be like. 363 00:16:54,404 --> 00:16:56,711 But then there was a war in Congo 364 00:16:56,885 --> 00:16:59,018 or an earthquake in Haiti. 365 00:16:59,192 --> 00:17:00,149 Someone, somewhere needed him. 366 00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:07,069 But I am glad he's found a place to settle down. 367 00:17:11,508 --> 00:17:12,814 I wasn't sure that would ever happen for him. 368 00:18:02,907 --> 00:18:05,388 You left me. At the party? 369 00:18:05,562 --> 00:18:07,129 I was tired and bored. I went home. 370 00:18:07,303 --> 00:18:09,436 Without saying goodbye. 371 00:18:09,610 --> 00:18:11,916 I was about to introduce you to Dr. Chandra. 372 00:18:12,091 --> 00:18:13,266 I didn't ask you to do that. 373 00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:14,963 And I didn't ask you to tell that guy from Stanford 374 00:18:15,137 --> 00:18:16,443 that I've done over 50 robotic surgeries, 375 00:18:16,617 --> 00:18:18,793 or give that research fellow my ABSITE scores. 376 00:18:18,967 --> 00:18:19,968 It's calling mingling. 377 00:18:20,142 --> 00:18:21,622 Felt more like being pimped out. 378 00:18:21,796 --> 00:18:24,146 What can I say? You're a stud. 379 00:18:24,320 --> 00:18:26,105 I'm fine. I'm good. My scores are average, 380 00:18:26,279 --> 00:18:28,977 and it's driving you crazy. 381 00:18:29,151 --> 00:18:32,111 You're not average, but you shy away from the spotlight. 382 00:18:32,285 --> 00:18:35,679 You're a hot Korean martial artist surgeon, 383 00:18:35,853 --> 00:18:38,073 and your face isn't on a poster. 384 00:18:38,247 --> 00:18:39,118 Why do you think that is? 385 00:18:40,902 --> 00:18:43,470 I just want you to reach your full potential. 386 00:18:43,644 --> 00:18:45,559 I mean, don't you want that for yourself? 387 00:18:58,920 --> 00:19:00,356 ASHER: Rough night? 388 00:19:00,530 --> 00:19:02,445 Not really. Oh. 389 00:19:02,619 --> 00:19:03,881 You know, when I don't sleep well, 390 00:19:04,055 --> 00:19:05,144 it's usually anxiety about work 391 00:19:05,318 --> 00:19:07,494 or why some hot guy isn't texting me back, 392 00:19:07,668 --> 00:19:09,887 or, oh, he sent his ex-girlfriend to me for help. 393 00:19:10,061 --> 00:19:11,715 I was up late prepping for this surgery. 394 00:19:11,889 --> 00:19:14,327 Yeah. Me, too. 395 00:19:14,501 --> 00:19:15,589 I have moisturizer in my bag, just, if you want it. 396 00:19:17,982 --> 00:19:19,419 Where is she? 397 00:19:19,593 --> 00:19:21,247 Rosa was stable, so I transferred her 398 00:19:21,421 --> 00:19:22,987 to County Hospital this morning. 399 00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:24,989 She's my patient, and I'm your boss. 400 00:19:25,164 --> 00:19:28,515 This is the right call for our department. 401 00:19:28,689 --> 00:19:29,994 She'll get the care she needs, and as a non-profit-- 402 00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,475 Their team has far less experience 403 00:19:32,649 --> 00:19:34,347 with this kind of surgery. 404 00:19:34,521 --> 00:19:36,479 I know this patient is important to Mateo, 405 00:19:36,653 --> 00:19:37,959 and he's important to you, 406 00:19:38,133 --> 00:19:39,656 but we cannot allocate our limited resources 407 00:19:39,830 --> 00:19:41,223 based on personal feelings. 408 00:19:41,397 --> 00:19:44,008 Oh, this has nothing to do with Mateo. 409 00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:46,054 You are risking a woman's life 410 00:19:46,228 --> 00:19:48,187 so you can crawl further up Salen's ass. 411 00:19:50,711 --> 00:19:53,235 I'm protecting this department, 412 00:19:53,409 --> 00:19:54,802 which is actually your job. 413 00:19:57,239 --> 00:19:59,241 Pedes just hired three new nurses. 414 00:19:59,415 --> 00:20:01,765 I got approval for a portable X-ray. 415 00:20:01,939 --> 00:20:04,333 When's the last time Salen approved one of your requests? 416 00:20:04,507 --> 00:20:06,335 This is a hospital, not a swap meet. 417 00:20:06,509 --> 00:20:07,641 It's her hospital. 418 00:20:10,383 --> 00:20:11,949 I'm contacting County. 419 00:20:12,123 --> 00:20:13,168 You can't bring her back here. 420 00:20:13,342 --> 00:20:15,257 I know. 421 00:20:15,431 --> 00:20:17,738 What about a limited temporal lobe resection? 422 00:20:17,912 --> 00:20:20,219 Lower the risk of future brain herniation? 423 00:20:20,393 --> 00:20:21,568 Good for preserving motor function, 424 00:20:21,742 --> 00:20:22,873 but he'd likely lose speech. 425 00:20:24,832 --> 00:20:26,747 Why is my dad still here? 426 00:20:26,921 --> 00:20:28,009 He isn't telling me anything. 427 00:20:30,577 --> 00:20:33,797 Emily, the break room is for surgical residents only. 428 00:20:33,971 --> 00:20:36,974 Your presence is not only prohibited, it is unwelcome. 429 00:20:37,148 --> 00:20:38,367 You're distracting us from 430 00:20:38,541 --> 00:20:39,455 trying to change your dad's mind 431 00:20:39,629 --> 00:20:40,282 and save his life. 432 00:20:45,766 --> 00:20:48,812 That sweater is very striking with your eyes. 433 00:21:11,792 --> 00:21:12,445 You should talk to him. 434 00:21:15,361 --> 00:21:17,058 So he can tell me everything's fine? 435 00:21:17,232 --> 00:21:18,059 He needs you. 436 00:21:32,552 --> 00:21:33,466 I used to be a cop. 437 00:21:36,164 --> 00:21:37,861 In part to try and please my dad. 438 00:21:39,472 --> 00:21:41,517 He was all about being tough. 439 00:21:41,691 --> 00:21:43,824 He always had this, uh, 440 00:21:43,998 --> 00:21:45,260 wall up, you know? 441 00:21:48,002 --> 00:21:49,830 He came over with nothing. 442 00:21:50,004 --> 00:21:52,572 Didn't know the language. 443 00:21:52,746 --> 00:21:56,227 He got by on very little for a long time. 444 00:21:56,402 --> 00:21:57,968 It took a while for me to realize it, 445 00:21:58,142 --> 00:22:01,145 but being tough was just a survival strategy. 446 00:22:06,237 --> 00:22:09,937 My dad came here when he was 19 447 00:22:10,111 --> 00:22:13,462 and went "from a socket wrench and a couple bolts 448 00:22:13,636 --> 00:22:15,856 to Number One Convenience Hardware in the Bay, 449 00:22:16,030 --> 00:22:17,466 no problem." 450 00:22:23,603 --> 00:22:26,997 I get that he's strong because he had to be. 451 00:22:29,783 --> 00:22:33,047 And I get 452 00:22:33,221 --> 00:22:35,919 that it helps him to deny how the world sees us as "other." 453 00:22:38,095 --> 00:22:39,445 But when you do that, 454 00:22:41,925 --> 00:22:44,885 it can make people who are struggling feel 455 00:22:45,059 --> 00:22:47,017 messed-up and... 456 00:22:47,191 --> 00:22:48,192 Alone. 457 00:22:57,245 --> 00:22:58,681 Maybe he's protecting you 458 00:22:58,855 --> 00:23:00,161 not because he thinks you're weak 459 00:23:02,903 --> 00:23:06,385 but because he'd rather take on the world all by himself 460 00:23:06,559 --> 00:23:07,342 than see you get hurt. 461 00:23:11,259 --> 00:23:12,608 Your dad's a fighter, Emily. 462 00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:15,263 But so are you. 463 00:23:17,744 --> 00:23:19,354 And he needs you to fight for him right now. 464 00:23:25,316 --> 00:23:26,405 Why haven't you told your daughter 465 00:23:26,579 --> 00:23:27,275 what you're going through? 466 00:23:35,849 --> 00:23:38,199 When she was a little girl, she'd help out at the shop. 467 00:23:38,373 --> 00:23:39,635 [CHUCKLES] 468 00:23:39,809 --> 00:23:42,508 Make a mess, more like, 469 00:23:42,682 --> 00:23:44,074 disappear in the middle of stocking fasteners. 470 00:23:45,902 --> 00:23:47,556 I'd find her hiding behind the counter. 471 00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:50,864 Someone said something mean, 472 00:23:51,038 --> 00:23:51,995 made her feel bad. 473 00:23:55,651 --> 00:23:58,524 That's... That's the world. 474 00:23:58,698 --> 00:24:00,482 I sell hammers to people who hate me. 475 00:24:02,963 --> 00:24:05,705 I get their money, they get their hammers. 476 00:24:05,879 --> 00:24:08,359 I kept my head down, 477 00:24:08,534 --> 00:24:10,536 built a life for our family, for her. 478 00:24:14,148 --> 00:24:16,280 So, when I'd see her upset, I'd tell her, "Hey, 479 00:24:16,455 --> 00:24:18,805 forget that guy. 480 00:24:18,979 --> 00:24:20,067 Focus on the next customer." 481 00:24:28,510 --> 00:24:29,555 I don't want her to hurt. 482 00:24:31,382 --> 00:24:32,340 I need to be strong for her. 483 00:24:35,822 --> 00:24:36,562 Mr. Song, 484 00:24:39,042 --> 00:24:42,045 the best way to show your daughter what strength is... 485 00:24:45,135 --> 00:24:46,049 Tell her what you're going through. 486 00:24:49,226 --> 00:24:50,227 She's not the little girl 487 00:24:50,401 --> 00:24:51,620 hiding behind the counter anymore. 488 00:25:02,022 --> 00:25:04,024 [KNOCK ON DOOR]Mm. 489 00:25:04,198 --> 00:25:07,462 I heard you're doing Rosa's surgery at County. 490 00:25:07,636 --> 00:25:09,638 I would like to assist. 491 00:25:12,293 --> 00:25:14,338 You don't have any surgical privileges at County. 492 00:25:16,210 --> 00:25:19,605 And unless you want to piss off the CEO, 493 00:25:19,779 --> 00:25:20,910 you shouldn't do it anyway. 494 00:25:23,217 --> 00:25:24,087 Maybe you shouldn't, either. 495 00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:31,747 You don't know when Dr. Rendon is coming back, do you? 496 00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:37,623 Before I got into this program, 497 00:25:37,797 --> 00:25:39,842 I had heard so much about you, 498 00:25:40,016 --> 00:25:42,628 how you were smart and talented and 499 00:25:44,107 --> 00:25:45,848 tough and fair. 500 00:25:46,022 --> 00:25:48,416 And at first, I was like, "Oh, my God. Stop. I get it." 501 00:25:48,590 --> 00:25:49,635 But... 502 00:25:51,245 --> 00:25:53,639 But I didn't. 503 00:25:53,813 --> 00:25:54,683 Until I met you. 504 00:25:56,685 --> 00:25:58,644 Everyone who works for you 505 00:26:00,254 --> 00:26:01,777 is a better doctor because of it. 506 00:26:04,737 --> 00:26:07,478 And I would hate 507 00:26:07,653 --> 00:26:10,351 to see you put everything you've worked for on the line 508 00:26:10,525 --> 00:26:11,526 for someone who 509 00:26:14,050 --> 00:26:15,617 isn't willing to do the same for you. 510 00:26:25,235 --> 00:26:26,019 Thank you. 511 00:26:32,852 --> 00:26:33,940 Don't ever give me advice again. 512 00:26:48,302 --> 00:26:52,306 Whatever you and Jordan said has improved the situation. 513 00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:54,700 How did you do it? 514 00:26:54,874 --> 00:26:56,919 I just affirmed where Emily was coming from 515 00:26:57,093 --> 00:26:59,835 and helped her see where her dad was coming from, too. 516 00:27:00,009 --> 00:27:02,446 That's what I tried to do, 517 00:27:02,621 --> 00:27:03,534 and it made them both angry. 518 00:27:05,449 --> 00:27:07,756 There's some shared experiences. 519 00:27:09,105 --> 00:27:11,499 Because you're both Asian. 520 00:27:11,673 --> 00:27:13,501 American, yeah. 521 00:27:13,675 --> 00:27:17,070 Both second generation, similar fathers. 522 00:27:17,244 --> 00:27:19,855 You're both outsiders. 523 00:27:21,944 --> 00:27:23,859 Yeah. I guess that's, uh... 524 00:27:24,033 --> 00:27:26,601 Um, my dad 525 00:27:26,775 --> 00:27:28,864 told me about the tumor. 526 00:27:30,344 --> 00:27:32,476 Did you convince him to accept the surgery? 527 00:27:35,044 --> 00:27:37,612 The thought 528 00:27:37,786 --> 00:27:39,570 of losing him terrifies me. 529 00:27:41,921 --> 00:27:44,532 But he needs my support now. 530 00:27:44,706 --> 00:27:47,230 Which means supporting his decision. 531 00:27:49,058 --> 00:27:50,799 Thank you for helping me see that. 532 00:27:58,502 --> 00:28:00,156 I was wrong. 533 00:28:00,330 --> 00:28:02,768 What you and Jordan said has made the situation worse. 534 00:28:11,515 --> 00:28:14,127 SHAUN: My clients are finally in agreement with each other. 535 00:28:14,301 --> 00:28:16,433 But against me. 536 00:28:16,607 --> 00:28:17,478 I'm sorry, Shaun. 537 00:28:20,002 --> 00:28:22,701 I love the tuxes, but where's Glassman? 538 00:28:22,875 --> 00:28:25,138 Oh, he is "hunkering down" in Paradise. 539 00:28:26,792 --> 00:28:28,924 Dr. Park, Emily, and I are all outsiders, 540 00:28:29,098 --> 00:28:30,491 but I failed to connect with her, 541 00:28:30,665 --> 00:28:32,188 and Dr. Park succeeded. 542 00:28:32,362 --> 00:28:34,103 To connect with people, 543 00:28:34,277 --> 00:28:36,279 I need them to like me, which they do not. 544 00:28:38,978 --> 00:28:41,807 I need new strategies. 545 00:28:41,981 --> 00:28:46,550 Shaun, I know you grew up not feeling accepted, 546 00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:48,030 you didn't have many friends-- 547 00:28:48,204 --> 00:28:50,032 No. I did not have any friends. 548 00:28:50,206 --> 00:28:52,382 Maybe the scores are bringing up 549 00:28:52,556 --> 00:28:55,298 some of those old, painful feelings? 550 00:28:57,126 --> 00:28:59,955 The scores are providing useful data 551 00:29:00,129 --> 00:29:02,088 to help me track my progress. 552 00:29:02,262 --> 00:29:04,786 Many people like you. Why do you think that is? 553 00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:06,788 Shaun, 554 00:29:06,962 --> 00:29:09,878 obsessing over whether or not people like you 555 00:29:10,052 --> 00:29:12,402 is a guaranteed trip to Crazytown. 556 00:29:12,576 --> 00:29:15,362 That is very easy to say when you are likeable. 557 00:29:15,536 --> 00:29:17,843 You're an amazing doctor, 558 00:29:18,017 --> 00:29:21,020 which any functioning, decent algorithm should recognize. 559 00:29:21,194 --> 00:29:22,499 If I just talked to Salen, I-- 560 00:29:22,673 --> 00:29:24,066 No. I don't want you to do that. 561 00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:25,851 It might be simpler. 562 00:29:26,025 --> 00:29:27,940 Do you think I can't improve my scores? 563 00:29:29,985 --> 00:29:30,943 Of course not. 564 00:29:32,553 --> 00:29:33,946 I know you can. 565 00:29:35,425 --> 00:29:36,949 [CELLPHONE VIBRATING] 566 00:29:38,864 --> 00:29:40,343 Mm. I have to go. 567 00:29:44,260 --> 00:29:46,393 [ALARM BEEPING] 568 00:29:46,567 --> 00:29:47,655 PARK: Securing the airway. 569 00:29:47,829 --> 00:29:48,830 Give another two milligrams Lorazepam. 570 00:29:50,136 --> 00:29:50,789 What's happening? 571 00:29:53,487 --> 00:29:55,358 The seizures and brain herniation will only get worse 572 00:29:55,532 --> 00:29:57,578 as the tumor grows. 573 00:29:57,752 --> 00:30:00,363 All we can do now is keep him in a medically induced coma. 574 00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:03,976 Until the tumor kills him. 575 00:30:08,023 --> 00:30:11,331 Without waking up first? 576 00:30:11,505 --> 00:30:12,375 There's nothing you can do? 577 00:30:15,074 --> 00:30:16,423 You are his medical proxy. 578 00:30:19,078 --> 00:30:22,081 Now, your dad rejected surgery 579 00:30:22,255 --> 00:30:23,386 when he thought he still had time. 580 00:30:25,562 --> 00:30:27,173 It's possible he'd make a different choice now. 581 00:30:33,875 --> 00:30:35,311 He made it clear he didn't want 582 00:30:35,485 --> 00:30:38,662 to live weakened in any way. 583 00:30:38,837 --> 00:30:41,883 He'd hate me for choosing the surgery for him. 584 00:30:42,057 --> 00:30:43,232 I can't. 585 00:30:46,322 --> 00:30:48,237 That is a very bad, very irrational decision. 586 00:30:50,936 --> 00:30:54,809 It doesn't matter if your father hates you. 587 00:30:54,983 --> 00:30:57,333 Being liked doesn't matter, 588 00:30:57,507 --> 00:30:59,640 and worrying about that is 589 00:30:59,814 --> 00:31:02,512 a guaranteed trip to Crazytown. 590 00:31:02,686 --> 00:31:04,427 What matters is saving your dad's life. 591 00:31:11,521 --> 00:31:14,133 Your watch is a very nice shade of orange. 592 00:31:30,497 --> 00:31:33,674 Teo's lucky to have you. 593 00:31:33,848 --> 00:31:35,241 I told him he better not screw this one up. 594 00:31:37,373 --> 00:31:38,070 You talked to him? 595 00:31:38,244 --> 00:31:40,376 Mm. Earlier today. 596 00:31:40,550 --> 00:31:41,464 Only for a minute. 597 00:31:43,814 --> 00:31:44,990 He said he'll be back soon. 598 00:31:46,208 --> 00:31:46,948 Hopefully. 599 00:31:48,863 --> 00:31:49,995 The nurse will come by in a couple minutes 600 00:31:50,169 --> 00:31:51,126 to take you to the O.R. 601 00:31:59,569 --> 00:32:01,789 [VOICEMAIL BEEPS]Hello, Dr. Glassman, 602 00:32:01,963 --> 00:32:03,617 you haven't accepted the calendar invite 603 00:32:03,791 --> 00:32:04,835 for the rescheduled tux fitting. 604 00:32:05,010 --> 00:32:05,967 Should I send another one? 605 00:32:06,141 --> 00:32:07,447 Also, in attempting to improve 606 00:32:07,621 --> 00:32:08,839 my performance with my clients, 607 00:32:09,014 --> 00:32:10,189 I have not many progress, even though-- 608 00:32:10,363 --> 00:32:11,233 EMILY: Dr. Murphy? 609 00:32:14,671 --> 00:32:15,368 You were right. 610 00:32:18,066 --> 00:32:19,981 Nothing matters except saving my dad. 611 00:32:21,330 --> 00:32:22,375 Do the surgery. 612 00:32:27,249 --> 00:32:29,208 Ignore the part about not making progress, 613 00:32:29,382 --> 00:32:31,514 but please respond about the calendar invite. 614 00:32:32,776 --> 00:32:33,821 [CELLPHONE BEEPS] 615 00:32:42,221 --> 00:32:45,093 We got over 98% of the tumor, 616 00:32:45,267 --> 00:32:47,487 and your prognosis is very good. 617 00:32:47,661 --> 00:32:49,489 As expected, we weren't able 618 00:32:49,663 --> 00:32:50,751 to preserve full motor strength 619 00:32:50,925 --> 00:32:52,187 in your left arm and leg. 620 00:32:54,450 --> 00:32:55,712 Who-- 621 00:32:55,886 --> 00:32:56,931 I told them to. 622 00:33:01,196 --> 00:33:03,720 Appa, 623 00:33:03,894 --> 00:33:05,548 I couldn't stand to lose you. 624 00:33:07,724 --> 00:33:10,379 I know you may never forgive me 625 00:33:10,553 --> 00:33:11,554 or speak to me again, 626 00:33:13,643 --> 00:33:15,210 but at least I know you're still here 627 00:33:15,384 --> 00:33:16,298 on the planet with me. 628 00:33:28,354 --> 00:33:29,572 That decision... 629 00:33:34,273 --> 00:33:35,187 ...took a lot of strength. 630 00:33:40,670 --> 00:33:42,150 Good thing my daughter's so tough. 631 00:33:44,935 --> 00:33:46,241 Wonder where I got that from. 632 00:34:06,479 --> 00:34:07,784 Everything went well. 633 00:34:07,958 --> 00:34:09,917 I was able to repair each of the aneurysms. 634 00:34:10,091 --> 00:34:11,614 We should have you home in a week, maybe less. 635 00:34:13,094 --> 00:34:14,617 Thank you.Yeah. 636 00:34:21,755 --> 00:34:24,105 How did it end, between you and Mateo? 637 00:34:27,456 --> 00:34:29,415 It's none of my business. [CHUCKLES] 638 00:34:29,589 --> 00:34:30,938 You don't have to answer that if you don't want to. 639 00:34:31,112 --> 00:34:33,636 He would go on medical missions all the time, 640 00:34:33,810 --> 00:34:35,160 sometimes with no notice. 641 00:34:36,770 --> 00:34:39,468 I would wake up and find a little gift, 642 00:34:39,642 --> 00:34:42,167 like a book or a bottle of wine, 643 00:34:42,341 --> 00:34:44,169 and a sweet note. 644 00:34:44,343 --> 00:34:47,607 After a few days, or weeks, 645 00:34:47,781 --> 00:34:49,652 he would come back, and everything would be good. 646 00:34:54,048 --> 00:34:55,441 And then one time, he didn't. 647 00:35:02,317 --> 00:35:03,884 I waited for a long time. 648 00:35:05,929 --> 00:35:07,061 Too long. 649 00:35:11,326 --> 00:35:12,458 Thank you. 650 00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:27,212 You want to get some dinner? 651 00:35:27,386 --> 00:35:29,170 I make a fairly average lasagna. 652 00:35:29,344 --> 00:35:30,867 Ah, I have to finish this 653 00:35:31,041 --> 00:35:33,218 proposal for Dr. Chandra's lab. 654 00:35:33,392 --> 00:35:35,220 Unless you want to work on it together. 655 00:35:36,438 --> 00:35:37,570 I'm good. 656 00:35:41,791 --> 00:35:46,187 You know, the day I handed in my badge, 657 00:35:46,361 --> 00:35:48,711 my dad told me I was weak. 658 00:35:50,583 --> 00:35:52,062 And then he didn't say 659 00:35:52,237 --> 00:35:53,368 anything else to me for a year. 660 00:35:55,631 --> 00:35:57,503 I was only able to do it because of him. 661 00:35:59,461 --> 00:36:01,724 I'd watched him make tough choices my whole life. 662 00:36:06,033 --> 00:36:07,295 It cost me a lot to get here, 663 00:36:09,689 --> 00:36:10,907 but I'm finally in a good place. 664 00:36:11,081 --> 00:36:12,300 I love my work 665 00:36:12,474 --> 00:36:14,781 and my pain-in-the-ass girlfriend. 666 00:36:19,873 --> 00:36:23,006 I don't know if that's "reaching my full potential," 667 00:36:24,486 --> 00:36:25,531 but I'm happy. 668 00:36:27,576 --> 00:36:29,970 And I fought too hard for that 669 00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:31,450 to let anyone tell me it's not enough. 670 00:36:34,888 --> 00:36:36,411 Even the person who makes me the happiest. 671 00:36:40,763 --> 00:36:42,678 I'll eat the lasagna. 672 00:36:42,852 --> 00:36:44,202 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 673 00:36:48,249 --> 00:36:49,598 [SIGHS] I need to know 674 00:36:49,772 --> 00:36:51,339 at some point "good" is gonna be good enough. 675 00:36:52,645 --> 00:36:54,777 For you. For us. 676 00:36:57,258 --> 00:36:58,607 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 677 00:36:58,781 --> 00:37:00,043 I'm ambitious. That doesn't mean I'm broken. 678 00:37:04,396 --> 00:37:05,397 I think you're unhappy. 679 00:37:07,529 --> 00:37:09,096 As long as I've known you, 680 00:37:09,270 --> 00:37:11,054 you've been reaching for the next rung of the ladder. 681 00:37:13,361 --> 00:37:14,362 Will it ever be enough? 682 00:38:09,243 --> 00:38:12,420 [CELLPHONE CLICKING] 683 00:38:12,594 --> 00:38:15,641 GLASSMAN: Hi. You haven't reached Aaron Glassman. 684 00:38:15,815 --> 00:38:17,904 So I'll call you back. Sometime. 685 00:38:18,078 --> 00:38:19,775 [VOICEMAIL BEEPS]Hi. It's Lea. Call me back. 686 00:38:19,949 --> 00:38:21,386 And call Shaun. He needs you. 687 00:38:22,735 --> 00:38:23,475 [CELLPHONE THUDS] 688 00:38:23,649 --> 00:38:24,650 [SIGHS] 689 00:38:54,027 --> 00:38:55,898 Did transferring that young woman make you feel 690 00:38:58,031 --> 00:38:59,032 crappy? 691 00:38:59,206 --> 00:39:00,163 It was the right call. 692 00:39:05,647 --> 00:39:06,909 Yeah. 693 00:39:08,258 --> 00:39:08,911 Pretty crappy. 694 00:39:13,438 --> 00:39:14,830 A few years ago, a colleague made me take 695 00:39:15,004 --> 00:39:16,745 one of those online tests that 696 00:39:16,919 --> 00:39:17,790 tells you if you're a sociopath. 697 00:39:17,964 --> 00:39:18,921 Mm. 698 00:39:20,793 --> 00:39:22,185 Oh. [CHUCKLES] 699 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:23,709 I'm not.[BOTH CHUCKLE] 700 00:39:25,275 --> 00:39:25,928 I'm just committed. 701 00:39:29,105 --> 00:39:32,108 Allowing feelings to influence business decisions leads to-- 702 00:39:32,282 --> 00:39:33,066 Bad decisions. 703 00:39:33,240 --> 00:39:36,112 Yes. Exactly. 704 00:39:36,286 --> 00:39:38,158 You think like somebody who knows how to be in charge. 705 00:39:42,771 --> 00:39:44,207 So why aren't you anymore? 706 00:39:48,603 --> 00:39:50,779 I made a good call. The board made a bad one. 707 00:39:54,870 --> 00:39:56,045 Would you like to have dinner? With me. 708 00:39:59,745 --> 00:40:02,138 Before you answer, you should know that going out with me 709 00:40:02,312 --> 00:40:04,097 will not benefit you professionally in any way. 710 00:40:04,271 --> 00:40:06,621 Or personally, maybe. 711 00:40:06,795 --> 00:40:07,970 Who's to say? 712 00:40:08,144 --> 00:40:10,712 And turning me down will have no repercussions. 713 00:40:10,886 --> 00:40:13,323 Feelings do not influence business. 714 00:40:13,498 --> 00:40:16,762 I can sign something to that effect. 715 00:40:21,462 --> 00:40:22,855 [SIGHS] 716 00:40:25,466 --> 00:40:26,511 I'd love to have dinner with you. 717 00:40:28,121 --> 00:40:28,991 Excellent. 718 00:40:31,124 --> 00:40:32,821 Do you like shawarma? 719 00:40:32,995 --> 00:40:34,214 I know the best shawarma place. 720 00:40:34,388 --> 00:40:36,434 Oh, I love their chicken, 721 00:40:36,608 --> 00:40:38,653 but I hear their lamb is also very good, 722 00:40:38,827 --> 00:40:39,959 though I don't eat lamb anymore. 723 00:40:40,133 --> 00:40:41,047 It makes me sad. 724 00:40:52,928 --> 00:40:54,016 [SIGHS] 725 00:40:57,846 --> 00:40:58,760 [CELLPHONE CLICKING] 726 00:40:58,934 --> 00:41:00,109 [CELLPHONE BEEPS] 727 00:41:01,894 --> 00:41:02,547 AUTOMATED FEMALE VOICE: You have reached 728 00:41:02,721 --> 00:41:03,722 the voicemail box of... 729 00:41:03,896 --> 00:41:05,854 MATEO: Dr. Mateo Rendon. 730 00:41:06,028 --> 00:41:07,029 AUTOMATED FEMALE VOICE: Please record your message. 731 00:41:07,203 --> 00:41:09,075 [VOICEMAIL BEEPS]Hi. It's me. 732 00:41:14,776 --> 00:41:16,735 If you're coming back for work, 733 00:41:16,909 --> 00:41:18,258 I'll see you Thursday. 734 00:41:22,915 --> 00:41:24,046 If you're coming back for me... 735 00:41:26,484 --> 00:41:27,528 [VOICE BREAKING] ...don't. 736 00:41:41,977 --> 00:41:42,891 SHAUN: Ranunculus. 737 00:41:47,766 --> 00:41:48,984 They have very low pollen, 738 00:41:49,158 --> 00:41:52,118 and the colors are also..."wild." 739 00:41:52,292 --> 00:41:54,250 These are Delano Yellow. 740 00:41:54,424 --> 00:41:55,991 Gorgeous, 741 00:41:56,165 --> 00:41:58,559 allergen-free, they're perfect, Shaun. 742 00:41:58,733 --> 00:42:00,735 Yes, we are celebrating my success. 743 00:42:00,909 --> 00:42:02,258 I received a new batch of scores, 744 00:42:02,432 --> 00:42:05,087 and they are elevated 2.3 points. 745 00:42:05,261 --> 00:42:07,046 That's great. 746 00:42:07,220 --> 00:42:08,743 Yes. It is. 747 00:42:08,917 --> 00:42:10,528 My efforts to improve my performance 748 00:42:10,702 --> 00:42:13,269 have been effective after all. 749 00:42:13,443 --> 00:42:15,097 And no one said I was weird.