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We are having a baby.
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Morning, Shaun.
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Were you watching me sleep?
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Yes.
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Hmm.
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We are having a baby.
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Mm.
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And that baby is making me feel
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like I ate three-month-old sushi.
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Good morning, berry.
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Why are you making Mommy feel this way?
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Are we naming it Berry?
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For now,
because he's the size of a blueberry.
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I can just picture your face
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on a little blueberry-sized baby.
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At week seven, the fetus has
developed webbed hands and feet,
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and you have started
to form a mucus plug.
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Ooh, your breath is killing me, Shaun.
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I brushed my teeth twice because
I thought we might have sex.
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The mint from the...
The toothpaste is, um...
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It's... Mm-mm.
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Stop smirking like
you're picturing me naked.
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Don't have to picture it.
Saw it already.
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You're running a little late. Did I
keep you up too long last night?
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Don't flatter yourself.
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I'm not late, and it wasn't that long.
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What are you doing?
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Shielding us from the rain.
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What do you think this is, The Notebook?
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It's raining, and I shared my umbrella.
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Having sex doesn't make us a thing.
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We need to make clear boundaries.
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I don't need romantic gestures from you.
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I shared my umbrella. I didn't propose.
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But I hear your message loud and clear.
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You hate me, I hate you.
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See you tonight?
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Can I help you?
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Hello, Claire.
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My name's Miles Browne.
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I'm...
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Your father.
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What are you doing here?
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I've owed you a lot of answers
for a long time, and...
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Go home.
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Um, whoa. I just, uh...
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Well... Well, I wish
I... I was a... A better...
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Um, uh...
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I don't want you to...
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Can you lift your arms?
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- Uh...
- Keep them up.
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Okay. Repeat after me.
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"Don't cry over spilled milk."
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D-Don't...
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F-fry...
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Oh.
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We need to get you to the hospital.
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I think you're having a stroke.
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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The quickstep is my nemesis.
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I lost my footing and landed
on a 90-year-old judge
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with very sharp elbows.
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And he insisted I come in
even though I'm fine.
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Just a little sore.
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Yeah, but Maya's "a little sore"
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is a normal person's excruciating.
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Take the compliment, babe.
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You're shivering.
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The abdomen is tense and distended.
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She's hypotensive.
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We need to do an ultrasound
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to check for acute abdominal injury.
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I'm fine.
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When did you start feeling lightheaded?
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About an hour ago.
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There is significant pressure
in the abdominal contents.
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What does that mean?
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She has a retroperitoneal bleed.
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We need to get you
into surgery right away.
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Hi, Mr. Browne.
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I'm Dr. Allen.
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This is Dr. Park.
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How are you feeling?
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Much better.
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I see where Claire gets her good looks.
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BP looks good. 124 over 83.
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Have you had these symptoms before?
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Happens sometimes when I get migraines.
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Migraines come when I'm stressed.
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Don't cry over spilled milk.
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Look, I don't want to take up
too much of your time,
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but is it possible we can
go somewhere quiet and talk?
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Maybe we could grab a coffee or dessert.
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You know, you used to love
rocky road ice cream.
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Is that still your favorite flavor?
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You just had a major neurological event.
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We need to run some CT scans
to identify the cause.
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Found the bleeder. Clamp.
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Need to open up the
retroperitoneal space and pack.
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BP's still dropping.
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She's not clotting.
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She have any history of
hemophilia or bleeding disorder?
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- No.
- Push FFP, TXA and fibrinogen.
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Pack more lap pads
and evacuate the hematoma.
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Pressure's rising.
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This young lady almost died
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from a collision with an elbow.
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There must be something else
going on here.
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Find out what it is.
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We'll start by scanning your abdomen.
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I'll help you up on the bed.
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You were right.
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It wasn't a migraine.
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I have terminal cancer.
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His oncologist started him on chemo.
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It shrunk the tumor,
but Miles didn't finish it.
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The location of the metastases
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still likely leaves it inoperable.
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I don't know.
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If we use transcatheter
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hepatic artery chemoembolization,
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we might be able to attack
the tumor and spare his liver.
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Claire? What do you think?
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It's the patient's decision.
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You should take it to him.
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Let him decide.
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You have abnormally large platelets.
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It's a rare condition called
Bernard-Soulier syndrome,
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which makes it very difficult
for your blood to clot.
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It's why you almost bled out
during surgery.
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Is it treatable? Will she be okay?
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There's no cure, but it is manageable.
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Keep an eye out for pain or bruising
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or any other symptoms
that don't go away.
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That can be a sign of a larger problem.
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It's just a pulled muscle.
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You don't know that.
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My left leg has been
bothering me for a few weeks.
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Months.
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I'm not overreacting.
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We'll need to run CTs
of your hip and femur
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to rule out osteoarthritis
or an occult fracture.
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- How does that feel?
- Weird.
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- Oh.
- Better?
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Sure.
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Why do I need this?
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Back pain is a common
symptom of pregnancy.
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It's preventative.
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You should take these twice
a day with food or milk,
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preferably food.
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I already have prenatal vitamins.
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You have the chewable gummy kind.
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Tablets are better for the fetus.
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Will you please stop calling it a fetus?
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It is a fetus.
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It's our baby.
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I don't need you
to do any of this, Shaun.
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What do you need me to do?
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Just be the dad, not the doctor.
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Do you think I'm gonna drink this?
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What's in it?
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Urine? Saliva? Tropical fish?
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Coffee.
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Dr. Park, need to talk to you
about our implant patient.
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Let's do an additional
split-thickness skin graft.
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That's a pretty long
and complicated procedure.
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If you're gonna scrub in,
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you'll probably need the
caffeine more than I do.
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I hear you've been keeping
some pretty late nights.
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Too much caffeine before
surgery leads to unsteady hands.
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I can assure you, I'm well-rested.
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I don't need the coffee.
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Your father refused surgery.
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His slurred speech
was a side effect of chemo.
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Treatment almost took him out.
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He doesn't want to try again.
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Thanks for letting me know.
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I know a lot of girls
who didn't have their fathers,
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but yours did something theirs didn't.
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He came back.
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He came back
to absolve himself of guilt.
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It's a gift I'm not giving him.
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That's his burden to carry.
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Forgiveness isn't for
the one you're forgiving.
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It's for you.
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It's Miles.
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His liver's bleeding.
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Go.
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They seem like a very nice couple.
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Very... Connected.
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I wish I knew how to be like that.
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They're not a couple.
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Leo's gay.
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Can gay people really
detect other gay people?
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You can if you check out
their Instagram.
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Dr. Murphy...
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I don't think she has arthritis,
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but I don't know what this is.
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Her disorder caused blood-filled
pseudotumors in her leg.
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The blood ate away her bone.
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Your liver was bleeding
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because your tumor
exceeded its blood supply.
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It puts you at risk
for serious complications,
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even a fatal one.
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Please reconsider the surgery.
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I'm not afraid of dying.
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Where's my daughter? Why isn't
she here telling me any of this?
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I think it's time for me to go home.
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What about 3-D-printed scaffolding?
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We could re-create the shape
of the bone, graft new stem cells,
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and allograft onto it
to generate new growth.
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Her underlying disorder
would eat away the new bone.
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Everything I do upsets Lea
and makes her mad at me.
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Oh. That's what I'm doing here,
I'm guessing?
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Mm-hmm. Yes.
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You're both here because
I have two questions.
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When I tell my patient
her femur bone is destroyed,
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she is going to ask
if I can save her leg,
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and I don't have an answer to that.
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Lea and I are in love.
We're going to have a baby.
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We should feel very happy right now,
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but I feel like I'm living
with a stranger
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who doesn't want me to breathe on them.
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We could do an expandable
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osseointegrated limb replacement.
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- Too risky.
- Too many surgeries, yeah.
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Well, you're gonna have a kid, Shaun.
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You... You can't expect
everything to be the same.
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Lea's going through
a whole lot of changes.
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You both are.
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N-No, I'm the same.
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Well, maybe that's the problem, Shaun.
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You're in a relationship
with three people now.
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You're gonna have to
make some adjustments.
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Both of you.
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Okay.
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We could use high-density polyethylene
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on the distal femoral segment
to anchor it to the tendons.
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I don't like adjusting.
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You wanted to see me?
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If we discharge him, he's going to die.
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I don't expect you would feel
anything but contempt for Miles.
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He was supposed to take care of you,
and he didn't.
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And now I'm asking you to do
for him what he never did for you.
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No, he did take care of me.
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He just quit.
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He used to pick me up
every day after school.
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And then, one day,
he just stopped showing up.
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And for years after, I would come home,
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I'd make sure the curtains
were open, and I'd wait.
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If a car slowed down
in front of the house,
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I'd imagine it was him coming
to grab me up and rescue me,
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and I thought if I wanted it enough,
he'd come back.
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So I just... I just had to
want it more, you know?
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And finally, I gave up. I
stopped looking out the window.
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I grieved and buried my father
a long time ago, and I'm just...
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I'm not interested
in getting to know him
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just to grieve him all over again.
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But he's still your father,
and you're still you.
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Some day you'll hate yourself
if you turn your back on him.
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00:14:07,385 --> 00:14:09,863
We would secure the titanium prosthetic
262
00:14:09,887 --> 00:14:11,265
to the hip socket and tibia
263
00:14:11,289 --> 00:14:14,000
using cement augmentation
for stability and support.
264
00:14:14,024 --> 00:14:17,137
You would have full
flexibility and range of motion,
265
00:14:17,161 --> 00:14:20,260
and with physical therapy,
you should be able to dance again.
266
00:14:21,031 --> 00:14:22,512
If you survive the surgery.
267
00:14:24,034 --> 00:14:26,179
- I could die?
- Yes.
268
00:14:26,203 --> 00:14:29,349
There is a 10% to 15% chance,
approximately.
269
00:14:29,373 --> 00:14:32,085
Femur replacement is
a very complicated procedure,
270
00:14:32,109 --> 00:14:35,021
made even riskier by
your underlying condition.
271
00:14:35,045 --> 00:14:37,524
The safest route is to amputate.
272
00:14:37,548 --> 00:14:41,261
Very little chance of major
complication during surgery,
273
00:14:41,285 --> 00:14:44,264
and there have been great
advancements in prosthetics.
274
00:14:44,288 --> 00:14:46,369
My dance career would be over.
275
00:14:47,691 --> 00:14:51,371
Most likely, but you would
still have your life.
276
00:14:51,395 --> 00:14:53,292
My life is dance.
277
00:14:54,252 --> 00:14:55,575
I...
278
00:14:55,599 --> 00:14:57,744
Do whatever it takes to save the leg.
279
00:14:57,768 --> 00:14:59,713
Oh, My.
280
00:15:00,091 --> 00:15:02,048
It's too big a risk.
281
00:15:02,072 --> 00:15:03,886
You know what this means to me.
282
00:15:05,596 --> 00:15:07,187
Hey.
283
00:15:07,211 --> 00:15:10,268
But if there's a chance
I could die tomorrow,
284
00:15:11,782 --> 00:15:13,860
there's something I have to do first.
285
00:15:13,884 --> 00:15:16,062
♪ Maybe I played My cards wrong ♪
286
00:15:16,086 --> 00:15:19,065
♪ Oh, just a little bit wrong ♪
287
00:15:19,089 --> 00:15:23,437
♪ Oh, baby, I-I-I ♪
288
00:15:23,461 --> 00:15:25,539
♪ Apologize for it ♪
289
00:15:25,563 --> 00:15:27,974
♪ I could fall, or I could fly ♪
290
00:15:27,998 --> 00:15:30,710
♪ Here in your aeroplane ♪
291
00:15:30,734 --> 00:15:32,078
♪ And I could live ♪
292
00:15:32,102 --> 00:15:36,149
♪ I could die hanging
On the words you say ♪
293
00:15:36,173 --> 00:15:37,774
♪ And I've been known To give my all ♪
294
00:15:38,576 --> 00:15:39,953
♪ Sitting back ♪
295
00:15:39,977 --> 00:15:45,959
♪ Looking at every mess That I've made ♪
296
00:15:45,983 --> 00:15:49,152
♪ So don't call me baby ♪
297
00:15:51,622 --> 00:15:54,768
♪ Unless you mean it... ♪
298
00:15:54,792 --> 00:15:59,233
It is very hard to believe
these two are not having sex.
299
00:16:02,032 --> 00:16:04,634
♪ If you don't believe it ♪
300
00:16:06,003 --> 00:16:08,615
♪ Let me know the truth ♪
301
00:16:08,639 --> 00:16:13,954
♪ Before I dive Right into you ♪
302
00:16:13,978 --> 00:16:19,192
♪ Before I dive Right into you ♪
303
00:16:19,216 --> 00:16:24,120
♪ Before I dive Right into you ♪
304
00:16:40,070 --> 00:16:41,943
You should come over tonight.
305
00:16:42,673 --> 00:16:45,785
Unless you need to rest up
for your Franken-penis surgery.
306
00:16:45,809 --> 00:16:48,991
You embarrassed me
in front of a superior.
307
00:16:51,682 --> 00:16:53,326
Did you get fired?
308
00:16:53,350 --> 00:16:55,081
Did you get pulled off the surgery?
309
00:16:56,320 --> 00:16:58,565
I was just getting you back
for giving me that rancid coffee.
310
00:16:58,589 --> 00:17:00,567
It was coffee.
311
00:17:00,591 --> 00:17:03,236
Plain coffee with one
cream and one sugar,
312
00:17:03,260 --> 00:17:04,871
the exact coffee I've seen you have
313
00:17:04,895 --> 00:17:07,007
every day for the last three years.
314
00:17:07,031 --> 00:17:08,742
I was being nice.
315
00:17:08,766 --> 00:17:11,578
Same reason I put an
umbrella over your gigantic head.
316
00:17:11,602 --> 00:17:13,266
I was being a decent human being.
317
00:17:14,405 --> 00:17:16,644
When did we start doing that?
318
00:17:16,668 --> 00:17:19,772
How was I supposed to know
you didn't dose my coffee?
319
00:17:20,344 --> 00:17:22,722
Because I'm not an emotionally
stunted person. You are.
320
00:17:22,746 --> 00:17:25,392
Anything that resembles
intimacy freaks you out,
321
00:17:25,416 --> 00:17:27,947
and you start throwing
blows... Low ones.
322
00:17:30,854 --> 00:17:33,934
And if hooking up causes you
to cross boundaries like that,
323
00:17:33,958 --> 00:17:36,236
it's better to go back
to the way things were.
324
00:17:36,260 --> 00:17:38,916
Barely friends, no benefits.
325
00:17:52,910 --> 00:17:54,348
You're in love with him.
326
00:17:55,572 --> 00:17:56,706
Aren't you?
327
00:17:58,616 --> 00:18:00,354
Is that why you're having the surgery?
328
00:18:01,719 --> 00:18:05,401
You're afraid that if you
lose dance, you lose him?
329
00:18:08,292 --> 00:18:11,949
You are risking your life
to save something that...
330
00:18:13,410 --> 00:18:14,535
Isn't real.
331
00:18:15,432 --> 00:18:18,578
Leo and I share a life together.
332
00:18:18,602 --> 00:18:20,666
We're partners in every
sense of the word...
333
00:18:21,672 --> 00:18:22,672
Except one.
334
00:18:27,270 --> 00:18:33,054
My best friend growing up
was a girl named Rachel.
335
00:18:35,519 --> 00:18:37,464
She and I lived in
a very religious community,
336
00:18:37,488 --> 00:18:40,100
so it was kind of assumed
we'd get married.
337
00:18:40,124 --> 00:18:42,438
Which was fine with me,
because Rachel was...
338
00:18:44,662 --> 00:18:46,239
Beautiful...
339
00:18:46,263 --> 00:18:49,195
And smart and funny.
340
00:18:51,448 --> 00:18:52,657
And I loved her.
341
00:18:53,971 --> 00:18:56,244
But then I fell in love
with the boy down the street.
342
00:18:57,708 --> 00:19:00,039
He never knew. Nothing
ever happened between us.
343
00:19:01,879 --> 00:19:03,279
But it's like all of a sudden,
344
00:19:04,640 --> 00:19:05,874
the world...
345
00:19:07,951 --> 00:19:09,298
Lit up.
346
00:19:09,987 --> 00:19:13,511
And I realized
Rachel and I wasn't enough.
347
00:19:15,392 --> 00:19:19,559
I had been lying to myself and to her.
348
00:19:20,664 --> 00:19:25,481
She deserved to be loved
and wanted in a way that...
349
00:19:28,372 --> 00:19:29,819
Lit up someone's world.
350
00:19:32,676 --> 00:19:35,321
And she spent years loving someone
351
00:19:35,345 --> 00:19:36,867
who could never give her that.
352
00:19:40,084 --> 00:19:42,248
You need to tell Leo how you feel.
353
00:19:49,159 --> 00:19:52,133
We share our secrets, our pain.
354
00:19:53,497 --> 00:19:55,595
He listens to me
when I've had a bad day.
355
00:19:56,734 --> 00:19:58,514
He holds me when I'm scared.
356
00:20:05,008 --> 00:20:07,064
I don't want anything
to change between us.
357
00:20:16,787 --> 00:20:18,521
♪ I swear to God When I come home ♪
358
00:20:20,624 --> 00:20:22,725
♪ I'm gonna hold you so close ♪
359
00:20:25,129 --> 00:20:27,240
♪ I swear to God When I come home ♪
360
00:20:27,264 --> 00:20:29,409
♪ I'll never let go... ♪
361
00:20:29,433 --> 00:20:31,172
Would you like me to spin you?
362
00:20:32,302 --> 00:20:33,613
Okay.
363
00:20:33,637 --> 00:20:35,448
♪ Like a river, I flow... ♪
364
00:20:35,472 --> 00:20:37,517
Okay.
365
00:20:37,541 --> 00:20:39,709
♪ To the ocean I know... ♪
366
00:20:41,979 --> 00:20:43,142
Ow.
367
00:20:43,947 --> 00:20:46,048
♪ Guiding me home... ♪
368
00:20:48,285 --> 00:20:52,632
Okay, the s-swaying is making
me feel really pukey right now.
369
00:20:52,656 --> 00:20:54,695
Can we maybe try this at another time?
370
00:20:56,030 --> 00:20:57,537
Ooh.
371
00:20:57,561 --> 00:21:00,874
♪ We're fallin' like the stars ♪
372
00:21:00,898 --> 00:21:02,308
♪ Falling in love ♪
373
00:21:17,066 --> 00:21:18,302
I feel...
374
00:21:22,198 --> 00:21:27,603
Disconnected from you
and the baby, which...
375
00:21:28,992 --> 00:21:31,437
Yes, you are very connected to already,
376
00:21:31,461 --> 00:21:33,150
but I don't feel anything.
377
00:21:34,198 --> 00:21:36,309
Because it is not a baby yet.
378
00:21:36,333 --> 00:21:38,197
It is a fetus, and...
379
00:21:39,870 --> 00:21:44,450
It is making my girlfriend
sick and mad at me.
380
00:21:44,474 --> 00:21:46,275
And I feel very...
381
00:21:49,366 --> 00:21:50,675
Alone.
382
00:22:02,691 --> 00:22:04,432
You are being so...
383
00:22:05,128 --> 00:22:06,475
Selfish.
384
00:22:08,532 --> 00:22:10,704
I'm growing your baby, Shaun,
385
00:22:10,728 --> 00:22:13,012
and reading books
and making appointments
386
00:22:13,036 --> 00:22:14,380
and taking vitamins the size of my face
387
00:22:14,404 --> 00:22:16,049
and working a full-time job.
388
00:22:16,073 --> 00:22:18,718
And on top of that,
you just dropped on me
389
00:22:18,742 --> 00:22:21,621
that you don't feel
anything for our baby
390
00:22:21,645 --> 00:22:25,792
and expect me to make you
feel love and connected and...
391
00:22:28,685 --> 00:22:30,419
Mm. No. You know...
392
00:22:54,675 --> 00:22:56,509
Dr. Lim suggested I come talk to you.
393
00:23:01,002 --> 00:23:03,923
I know you deserve better than me.
394
00:23:03,948 --> 00:23:06,501
You deserved a father, and I failed you,
395
00:23:06,536 --> 00:23:08,076
and I can't make up for that.
396
00:23:09,450 --> 00:23:11,795
Breeze and I were
high school sweethearts.
397
00:23:11,819 --> 00:23:15,299
We thought we were gonna
take over the world together.
398
00:23:15,753 --> 00:23:19,799
We were young and naive and stupid.
399
00:23:20,728 --> 00:23:23,240
And we got pregnant before graduation.
400
00:23:23,264 --> 00:23:25,242
I had a scholarship to Howard,
401
00:23:25,266 --> 00:23:27,110
but it didn't cover family housing.
402
00:23:27,134 --> 00:23:30,113
So I gave it up,
because I wanted to be there.
403
00:23:30,137 --> 00:23:31,648
And yet, you left the family
you gave it up for.
404
00:23:31,672 --> 00:23:33,050
You should have taken the scholarship.
405
00:23:33,074 --> 00:23:36,482
We got married,
and we gave it a go for a while.
406
00:23:37,942 --> 00:23:40,424
But I could not handle
Breeze's mental illness.
407
00:23:40,448 --> 00:23:43,327
When we broke up,
she made it hard to see you.
408
00:23:43,351 --> 00:23:45,329
Don't blame her for what you didn't do.
409
00:23:45,353 --> 00:23:47,231
I am not blaming her.
410
00:23:47,255 --> 00:23:48,298
I was immature.
411
00:23:48,322 --> 00:23:49,787
At least she was there.
412
00:23:50,691 --> 00:23:52,456
At least she stuck around...
413
00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:55,339
Drunk and sick and out of her mind.
414
00:23:55,363 --> 00:24:01,445
I... I waited for you,
and I loved you, and you left.
415
00:24:01,469 --> 00:24:03,342
Claire, I've always loved you.
416
00:24:03,604 --> 00:24:05,553
Nothing could change that.
417
00:24:06,507 --> 00:24:09,753
I thought about you every single day.
418
00:24:09,777 --> 00:24:11,421
You know, I don't care.
419
00:24:11,445 --> 00:24:13,423
Thinking about me wasn't enough.
420
00:24:13,447 --> 00:24:15,980
It didn't do anything for me at all.
421
00:24:17,018 --> 00:24:18,151
You...
422
00:24:19,999 --> 00:24:21,527
You could have fought for me.
423
00:24:23,203 --> 00:24:25,197
You could have come back before now.
424
00:24:27,199 --> 00:24:28,972
I ran away.
425
00:24:29,451 --> 00:24:31,495
I was a coward.
426
00:24:31,966 --> 00:24:35,749
And I stayed away because I
was running from my own guilt.
427
00:24:41,809 --> 00:24:44,675
Whether I'm in your life or not,
you should get the surgery.
428
00:24:46,179 --> 00:24:47,386
Because if you don't...
429
00:24:48,889 --> 00:24:50,356
Then you're still a coward.
430
00:25:07,981 --> 00:25:10,075
I feel scared, too.
431
00:25:12,806 --> 00:25:14,413
What are you scared of?
432
00:25:17,057 --> 00:25:18,334
Everything.
433
00:25:19,373 --> 00:25:21,462
And I don't want
to go through this alone.
434
00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:25,208
I don't want to go through nine months
435
00:25:25,232 --> 00:25:27,176
knowing you view this baby
436
00:25:27,200 --> 00:25:30,638
as a medical condition
you don't feel anything for.
437
00:25:32,172 --> 00:25:33,372
I'll resent you.
438
00:25:34,675 --> 00:25:36,852
And that scares me more than anything.
439
00:25:40,260 --> 00:25:43,400
And I want to help you feel connected.
440
00:25:49,122 --> 00:25:52,001
Oh, no,
sorry. We're not having sex right now.
441
00:25:52,025 --> 00:25:54,570
I realize that was misleading.
442
00:25:54,594 --> 00:25:58,874
I want you to put your head
on my belly and talk to Berry.
443
00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:02,586
About what?
444
00:26:02,936 --> 00:26:04,213
Anything.
445
00:26:19,987 --> 00:26:21,120
Hello...
446
00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:24,056
Berry.
447
00:26:27,394 --> 00:26:30,206
My patient is a 26-year-old
448
00:26:30,230 --> 00:26:32,141
ballroom dancer
449
00:26:32,165 --> 00:26:34,243
with Bernard-Soulier syndrome.
450
00:26:34,755 --> 00:26:39,123
She presented with
a retroperitoneal bleed
451
00:26:39,404 --> 00:26:42,752
but now needs a total femur replacement.
452
00:26:42,776 --> 00:26:44,712
It is a very risky surgery.
453
00:26:49,950 --> 00:26:51,594
I am your father,
454
00:26:51,618 --> 00:26:53,721
and I am a surgeon.
455
00:26:59,213 --> 00:27:01,645
Did that make you feel
better to talk to him?
456
00:27:04,664 --> 00:27:06,075
No.
457
00:27:06,099 --> 00:27:09,445
A fetus can't hear any
sounds until 18 weeks,
458
00:27:09,469 --> 00:27:11,481
and we don't know if it's a him yet
459
00:27:11,505 --> 00:27:13,483
because it doesn't have
fully formed genitals.
460
00:27:13,507 --> 00:27:15,284
I will see you at
your appointment later.
461
00:27:17,750 --> 00:27:19,538
I don't think you should come.
462
00:27:23,817 --> 00:27:26,629
There's a chance it's too
early to hear a heartbeat,
463
00:27:26,654 --> 00:27:29,173
which will make me feel sad and scared.
464
00:27:30,524 --> 00:27:33,385
And if I can hear it, I will feel happy.
465
00:27:34,895 --> 00:27:39,683
And either way, you will
probably feel nothing.
466
00:27:41,301 --> 00:27:44,647
And that'll make me feel
more alone than I already do,
467
00:27:44,671 --> 00:27:47,649
so you should just not come.
468
00:27:51,885 --> 00:27:52,885
Okay.
469
00:28:51,938 --> 00:28:56,219
Isn't it possible Leo loves
Maya as much as she loves him?
470
00:28:56,243 --> 00:28:59,222
Does it matter that he doesn't
want to have sex with her?
471
00:28:59,246 --> 00:29:01,682
Sex isn't just about sex.
472
00:29:02,282 --> 00:29:04,794
It's about intimacy and desire
473
00:29:04,818 --> 00:29:07,864
and a deep mutual physical connection.
474
00:29:07,888 --> 00:29:10,774
And she thinks she has that.
475
00:29:13,493 --> 00:29:15,737
That's the last of the proximal femur.
476
00:29:16,542 --> 00:29:18,365
Let's get the distal end out.
477
00:29:19,900 --> 00:29:22,912
Maybe Maya and Leo have
such a strong relationship
478
00:29:22,936 --> 00:29:25,831
because it's based entirely
on an emotional connection.
479
00:29:29,075 --> 00:29:30,887
She's hypotensive.
480
00:29:30,911 --> 00:29:33,489
There are secretions
around her breathing tube,
481
00:29:33,513 --> 00:29:34,757
and her oxygen levels are dropping.
482
00:29:34,781 --> 00:29:35,992
She's rejecting the platelets.
483
00:29:36,016 --> 00:29:37,627
Stop the transfusion.
484
00:29:37,651 --> 00:29:39,795
Increase her oxygen
and respiratory support.
485
00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:41,722
Start dopamine and epinephrine.
486
00:29:44,691 --> 00:29:48,004
BP's 87 over 52. She's stabilizing.
487
00:29:48,028 --> 00:29:49,939
But without the transfusions,
488
00:29:49,963 --> 00:29:52,649
her risk of bleeding out goes way up.
489
00:29:53,333 --> 00:29:56,682
Are we going to move
forward or amputate?
490
00:29:58,838 --> 00:30:00,449
Her partner's her proxy, right?
491
00:30:02,776 --> 00:30:04,411
He's got a decision to make.
492
00:30:11,257 --> 00:30:12,257
My God.
493
00:30:18,685 --> 00:30:21,564
She trusted me to protect her wishes.
494
00:30:22,102 --> 00:30:23,388
And she wants to dance.
495
00:30:24,899 --> 00:30:26,516
Y-You should try to save her leg.
496
00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:35,327
Maya's in love with you.
497
00:30:36,963 --> 00:30:38,501
That's why she's having the surgery.
498
00:30:38,536 --> 00:30:42,168
She thinks if she loses dance,
your relationship will end.
499
00:30:43,622 --> 00:30:45,589
And only you know if she's right.
500
00:30:47,580 --> 00:30:48,836
If she is...
501
00:30:48,861 --> 00:30:51,828
If losing her leg means losing
the two things she loves most,
502
00:30:51,853 --> 00:30:54,002
then maybe you should honor her wishes.
503
00:30:55,315 --> 00:30:56,630
But if she's wrong...
504
00:30:57,237 --> 00:31:01,183
If you do love her and will
stay with her no matter what,
505
00:31:01,420 --> 00:31:03,965
then you should do whatever
it takes to save her life.
506
00:31:04,263 --> 00:31:05,697
Of course I love her.
507
00:31:07,113 --> 00:31:09,058
There's no question that I love her.
508
00:31:09,229 --> 00:31:11,937
So, the only question is...
509
00:31:13,573 --> 00:31:14,606
How much?
510
00:31:19,238 --> 00:31:21,321
Miles is stable.
511
00:31:22,041 --> 00:31:28,624
But we found significant polyp
burden not detected on his CT,
512
00:31:28,648 --> 00:31:30,163
and we sent to biopsies.
513
00:31:32,051 --> 00:31:35,420
His cancer was caused by
familial adenomatous polyposis.
514
00:31:36,742 --> 00:31:37,963
That's genetic.
515
00:31:39,092 --> 00:31:40,903
50% chance of carrying the gene
516
00:31:40,927 --> 00:31:42,805
if you have an affected parent.
517
00:31:42,829 --> 00:31:44,594
You need to get a genetic test.
518
00:31:46,265 --> 00:31:48,143
Even if you have the gene,
519
00:31:48,167 --> 00:31:50,045
with regular colonoscopies,
we'll be able to catch it...
520
00:31:50,069 --> 00:31:51,103
Thank you.
521
00:32:00,947 --> 00:32:02,057
What's this?
522
00:32:02,081 --> 00:32:03,392
Male, late 20s.
523
00:32:03,416 --> 00:32:05,461
Needs bilateral carpal
tunnel release surgery
524
00:32:05,485 --> 00:32:09,619
that he got playing in the
United States Chess Federation.
525
00:32:11,357 --> 00:32:13,102
You like to play chess with Kellan.
526
00:32:13,126 --> 00:32:15,237
Your game sucks. Figured
you might learn something.
527
00:32:21,033 --> 00:32:24,384
This is you being a decent human.
528
00:32:27,039 --> 00:32:29,556
Maybe sometimes it's not terrible.
529
00:32:30,710 --> 00:32:33,310
This is delightful.
530
00:32:33,679 --> 00:32:35,657
I can give it to someone else.
531
00:32:35,681 --> 00:32:36,759
Thanks.
532
00:32:45,992 --> 00:32:49,037
Are you glad you went to see
your father before he died?
533
00:32:49,228 --> 00:32:50,539
No.
534
00:32:50,563 --> 00:32:51,707
My father hurt me.
535
00:32:51,731 --> 00:32:54,443
He was a bad man who did bad things.
536
00:32:54,467 --> 00:32:56,278
I already knew that.
537
00:32:56,302 --> 00:33:00,115
My father hurt me, too... By leaving me.
538
00:33:01,741 --> 00:33:03,715
He didn't even try to be a good dad.
539
00:33:06,746 --> 00:33:09,429
How can you be sure he didn't?
540
00:33:10,183 --> 00:33:13,225
Maybe he did try and he couldn't.
541
00:33:15,421 --> 00:33:19,301
Well, if something is important to you,
you make it happen.
542
00:33:19,325 --> 00:33:20,899
But what if you can't?
543
00:33:22,347 --> 00:33:25,213
What if you're trying
to connect with your child
544
00:33:25,238 --> 00:33:28,740
and it just doesn't work?
545
00:33:33,940 --> 00:33:37,019
It is difficult to feel something
546
00:33:37,043 --> 00:33:39,292
for someone you don't know yet.
547
00:33:44,550 --> 00:33:47,396
Do you want to know what kind
of man your father is?
548
00:34:00,005 --> 00:34:02,005
How did you do this to me?
549
00:34:03,785 --> 00:34:06,053
I told
you I was willing to take the risk.
550
00:34:08,390 --> 00:34:09,390
I wasn't.
551
00:34:12,980 --> 00:34:15,592
I love you. I couldn't risk your life.
552
00:34:15,697 --> 00:34:17,141
I'm so sorry.
553
00:34:17,165 --> 00:34:19,210
But I'm here.
554
00:34:19,234 --> 00:34:20,978
I'm not going anywhere.
555
00:34:21,002 --> 00:34:22,403
You're not gonna lose me.
556
00:34:26,408 --> 00:34:28,075
We're gonna get through this, My.
557
00:34:30,211 --> 00:34:31,245
We'll be okay.
558
00:34:37,218 --> 00:34:39,230
I sleep all the time
and I'm still tired.
559
00:34:39,254 --> 00:34:40,975
When was your last bowel movement?
560
00:34:40,999 --> 00:34:42,222
I don't know. A couple days.
561
00:34:44,693 --> 00:34:46,109
Shaun, what are you doing here?
562
00:34:48,229 --> 00:34:50,341
- Smile.
- Uh, what?
563
00:34:50,365 --> 00:34:51,709
There is something in your teeth.
564
00:34:51,733 --> 00:34:52,733
Shaun.
565
00:34:54,402 --> 00:34:56,313
Do you eat a lot of black licorice?
566
00:34:56,337 --> 00:34:58,416
- Uh, yes.
- You should stop.
567
00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:00,620
Eating too much black licorice
can lower potassium,
568
00:35:00,644 --> 00:35:02,671
which causes fatigue and constipation.
569
00:35:02,711 --> 00:35:03,844
Stop eating it.
570
00:35:04,245 --> 00:35:05,256
That's it?
571
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:06,390
Yes.
572
00:35:12,787 --> 00:35:15,700
Lea doesn't want me
at her OB-GYN appointment.
573
00:35:15,724 --> 00:35:16,867
There's a woman in the waiting room
574
00:35:16,891 --> 00:35:18,092
with a very interesting mole.
575
00:35:23,384 --> 00:35:25,228
The year Maddie was born,
576
00:35:25,253 --> 00:35:27,565
I took on twice as many surgeries.
577
00:35:27,769 --> 00:35:30,431
I... I hid at the hospital.
578
00:35:30,458 --> 00:35:33,350
I was afraid that I was
gonna piss off my wife.
579
00:35:33,374 --> 00:35:34,452
Sound familiar?
580
00:35:34,476 --> 00:35:36,253
Upset my daughter.
581
00:35:36,277 --> 00:35:38,009
I thought you liked being a dad.
582
00:35:38,033 --> 00:35:39,704
I did. I...
583
00:35:39,994 --> 00:35:43,107
I just didn't think
I was very good at it. I...
584
00:35:43,218 --> 00:35:46,363
It didn't come naturally
to me. Not like...
585
00:35:46,387 --> 00:35:47,888
Not like brain surgery.
586
00:35:49,424 --> 00:35:50,799
I missed a lot.
587
00:35:53,153 --> 00:35:56,499
Sometimes I think if I had
been there for the swaddling
588
00:35:56,524 --> 00:35:58,682
and for the changing
of the diapers and...
589
00:36:01,609 --> 00:36:03,410
See her first steps, you know?
590
00:36:08,376 --> 00:36:10,402
Shaun, do yourself a favor
591
00:36:10,992 --> 00:36:14,628
and be there for as many
moments as you can.
592
00:36:30,357 --> 00:36:32,257
Taking the scenic route?
593
00:36:32,459 --> 00:36:35,028
Car needs brakes
and Uber's taking forever.
594
00:36:37,184 --> 00:36:38,680
Chess guy's super cool.
595
00:36:39,606 --> 00:36:42,100
He's gonna teach me Petrov's
Defense while he heals.
596
00:36:46,426 --> 00:36:49,372
I didn't mean to take things
so far in front of Andrews.
597
00:36:49,397 --> 00:36:51,443
I guess I had a tiny overreaction.
598
00:36:52,881 --> 00:36:56,217
It's okay for us to be nice
to each other... Sometimes.
599
00:36:59,961 --> 00:37:00,961
Headed home?
600
00:37:02,743 --> 00:37:05,123
I wouldn't mind some company,
if you're up for it.
601
00:37:06,868 --> 00:37:08,379
See?
602
00:37:08,403 --> 00:37:09,628
Nice is good.
603
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:14,471
Sometimes.
604
00:37:14,496 --> 00:37:15,807
I'll see you at your place.
605
00:37:33,728 --> 00:37:34,895
Where's Leo?
606
00:37:36,431 --> 00:37:37,664
I don't know.
607
00:37:39,601 --> 00:37:41,768
I asked him if this could be enough.
608
00:37:42,937 --> 00:37:44,104
If I could be...
609
00:37:46,528 --> 00:37:48,339
He loves me.
610
00:37:48,442 --> 00:37:49,776
I knew that.
611
00:37:50,417 --> 00:37:52,879
But not enough.
612
00:37:56,290 --> 00:37:58,001
I suppose I knew that too.
613
00:38:00,881 --> 00:38:05,475
As long as he was here,
I would never make room for anyone else.
614
00:38:07,155 --> 00:38:08,966
So I asked him to go.
615
00:38:18,458 --> 00:38:19,525
I'm sorry.
616
00:38:20,321 --> 00:38:21,387
It's okay.
617
00:38:22,463 --> 00:38:24,542
I'm sure there are a ton of great guys
618
00:38:24,567 --> 00:38:26,191
who'd want to be with a one-legged,
619
00:38:26,216 --> 00:38:28,728
unemployed former dancer
with chronic nosebleeds.
620
00:39:01,115 --> 00:39:03,241
I've been mad at you for so long.
621
00:39:04,919 --> 00:39:06,086
I...
622
00:39:07,395 --> 00:39:09,940
That I couldn't feel any other emotion.
623
00:39:09,965 --> 00:39:11,032
Just anger.
624
00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:13,527
Angry at you.
625
00:39:14,875 --> 00:39:17,587
Angry at myself for secretly wishing
626
00:39:17,612 --> 00:39:19,814
you would turn up on
my doorstep my entire life.
627
00:39:21,869 --> 00:39:23,437
I thought I'd outgrown it.
628
00:39:30,664 --> 00:39:32,645
But when you went into surgery today...
629
00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:37,526
I didn't feel anger.
630
00:39:37,551 --> 00:39:38,551
I felt...
631
00:39:41,222 --> 00:39:42,833
Fear.
632
00:40:10,098 --> 00:40:11,298
Get some rest.
633
00:40:16,944 --> 00:40:18,278
When you feel better, you...
634
00:40:20,607 --> 00:40:22,153
You can take me for rocky road.
635
00:40:24,238 --> 00:40:26,617
That is still my favorite.
636
00:40:43,424 --> 00:40:45,024
I love you.
637
00:41:09,110 --> 00:41:10,243
Are you ready?
638
00:41:10,978 --> 00:41:11,978
Mm-hmm.
639
00:41:15,429 --> 00:41:16,791
You came.
640
00:41:17,985 --> 00:41:19,129
Hello.
641
00:41:19,154 --> 00:41:22,000
I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy.
642
00:41:22,090 --> 00:41:23,123
I'm the dad.
643
00:41:24,238 --> 00:41:26,583
Nice to meet you, Dad.
644
00:41:26,761 --> 00:41:28,469
We just got started.
645
00:41:29,103 --> 00:41:31,715
- Where did you go to medical school?
- Shaun.
646
00:41:31,799 --> 00:41:33,243
Her diploma is not on the wall.
647
00:41:33,267 --> 00:41:34,518
I would like to know.
648
00:41:34,543 --> 00:41:35,935
Just be the dad.
649
00:41:36,457 --> 00:41:38,396
Sit there, be quiet, do nothing.
650
00:41:46,461 --> 00:41:48,572
Is that the...
651
00:41:48,816 --> 00:41:50,561
That's the heartbeat.
652
00:41:50,585 --> 00:41:51,685
Right there.
653
00:41:55,409 --> 00:41:57,443
We're having a baby.
654
00:42:05,799 --> 00:42:07,333
We're having a baby.