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DR. ANDREWS: Previously
onThe Good Doctor...

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Can I help you?My name's Miles Browne.
I'm your father.

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Go home.Whoa.

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I think
you're having a stroke.

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I have terminal cancer.

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I waited for you,
and you left.

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MILES: I thought about you
every day.

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♪♪♪♪

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It's good we're not
roommates anymore.

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'Cause
I couldn't do this.

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Having sex
doesn't make us a thing.

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You need to see
other women.

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Why? I don't
really want to...No excuses.

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You wanna come back
to my place for a little more?

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Just sleeping with you
isn't good for me.

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I want to give Heather
a chance.

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[WATER RUNNING]

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Thanks for cooking.Mm-hmm.

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And the new skillet.

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The chicken
was delicious.

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What'd I tell you?

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Cast iron kicks ass.

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Wait till you sear
a steak in it.

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You won't believe
the difference.

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I'll definitely try it.

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Mm.

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So, you up for a movie?

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Actually, I thought maybe
we could just talk.

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Oh. We've spent
all night talking.

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Yeah, about our jobs,
the news, the weather,

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but...

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We, uh...

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We never really
talked about the past.

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Oh, we did.

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When you were
in the hospital.

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Barely.

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Have you forgiven me?

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♪♪♪♪

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[SIGHS]

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I...

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I'd rather
just watch a movie.

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Claire, I don't...If you want to join, great.

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If not, let's just
call it a night.

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Okay. Movie it is.

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Okay.

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♪♪♪♪

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How'd your
presentation go?

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It was long.

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Didn't you do laundry
yesterday?

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I'm not doing laundry.
I'm packing.

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For our camping trip.

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We've done nothing but work
for three weeks,

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and neither of us feels...

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Better.

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A weekend in the woods

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isn't going to
change anything,

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not to mention you can't even
sleep on a couch,

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much less outside
on the ground.

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I agree.

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It's going to be a challenge,
but that's the point.

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The further outside
our comfort zones we go,

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the more distracted
we'll be.

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♪♪♪♪

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[KEYS RATTLE]

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[DOOR UNLOCKS]

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[ALARM BLARING]

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[BUTTONS BEEPING]

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[BUZZER]

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[BUTTONS BEEPING]

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[BUZZER]

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[BUTTONS BEEPING]

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[ALARM STOPS]

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Whoa!

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It's me!
It's me, okay?

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Don't shoot.Are you okay?

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I'm fine. Can you put
the gun down, please?

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I opened the door,
and the alarm went off.

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It's broken.

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Oh, thank God.

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Man.I thought somebody, uh...

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Hi.

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Hi.

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It's not loaded.

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Yeah. Good.

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No. No, not good.

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I store this
loaded always.

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I unloaded it.

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For this exact reason.
You could've killed me.

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And if you had
been an intruder,
you could've killed me.

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I'm not an intruder. I'm me.

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Hello?

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You had the gun pointed
right at my head.

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No. I was aiming
center mass.

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My finger wasn't even
on the trigger.

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Thank you very much
for the apology.

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Really appreciate it.

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Apology?

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What in the world
would make you think

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that it was okay
to unload my gun?

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You almost shot me
center mass, okay?

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But by all means,
don't apologize!

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I did not
almost shoot you,

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and if you don't stop
with the apology cr...

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I'm going to bed.

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Alone.

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[THEME MUSIC PLAYING]

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ASHER: The discoloration is a
deeper red than her last exam.

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CLAIRE: And it's warm
to the touch.

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Ow!

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Sorry. How long has it
been tender?

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Uh... About a week.

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Well, it's not a bruise
or muscle strain.

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The AV malformation's
growing.

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Which is why I've been
recommending surgery
since she was five.

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And I've agreed
every time.

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It's the first time
there's been any pain.

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And the meds and the
nutritional supplements
have been working.

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No, they haven't,

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and puberty will accelerate
the growth even more,

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which puts her at a high risk
for a spontaneous hemorrhage.

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Turtleneck sweaters
are definitely not
the solution any longer.

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She needs the surgery.

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When?

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We can admit her
and start the prep right now.

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AVA: Awesome.

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I hate turtlenecks.

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Your EKG's normal,
cholesterol's low,

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and I didn't see
any concerning moles.

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I wear SPF 50 every day.

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There was one thing.

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I noticed that you previously
had been on antidepressants.

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I stopped taking those
nine months ago.

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They didn't help, and I found
an alternative therapy
that's working great.

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Wonderful.

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Cognitive
behavioral therapy?

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Nope. [CHUCKLES]
Uh, I'm injecting
a psilocybin serum

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that I make from
hallucinogenic mushrooms

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I grow
in my basement.

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Okay, that's, uh, crazy.

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You need to stop that
immediately.

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There's tons of studies online
that show that psilocybin

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causes dopamine surges
that treat depression.

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And even more studies
that show that people

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who self-medicate
with street drugs

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end up more depressed,
addicted, and sometimes
even dead.

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I spent a year researching
mushroom cultivation

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and learning how to
extract the psilocybin.

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And most importantly,

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this is the first treatment
that's ever worked.

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I've never felt better.

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At least let me do
some additional tests

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to make sure there aren't
any adverse side effects.

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Sure.

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I'm always open
to new information.

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♪♪♪♪

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Good morning.
How can I help you?

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We're here to camp
at Yosemite Creek.

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Great. You have a reservation?

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Reservation?

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Campsites
are reservation only.

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That's not true.

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There are 27 first come,
first serve campsites.

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There were 27 campsites
at 6:00 a.m.

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By 6:45,
they were all taken.

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I'm gonna need you
to turn the car around.

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No, we need to go camping.

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Sir, I understand
you're upset, but...

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No. You...
You don't understand
at all why...

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Shaun, it's okay.

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We'll find another place
to camp.

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Uh, thank you.

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♪♪♪♪

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DR. LIM: Tighten up.

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Now work
from the outside in.

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Eliminate
any arterial feeders.

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This would be
a lot easier

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if they'd let me do this
seven years ago.

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ASHER: It's not their fault.

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They're scared of surgery
for their 12-year-old child.

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They're arrogant.
And stubborn.

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You're quiet.

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CLAIRE: Oh. Sorry.

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I was actually thinking
about my own parents.

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Miles thinks that we should
"deal with the past"

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so that there's not
a barrier between us.

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Things have been going
pretty good.

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And why
mess with success?

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ASHER: I agree.

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When it comes to parents,
some things,

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in fact, many things,
should just be left unsaid.

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DR. LIM: Says the guy
who doesn't have
a relationship with his.

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Yeah. Because I said things
that should have been unsaid.

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Well, I agree
with Miles.

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It's not gonna be
an easy conversation,

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but...

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Wounds that aren't treated
get worse.

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[ALARM BEEPING]ASHER: There's blood
in her ET tube.

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CLAIRE: Must be
a bleeder in the airway.

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DR. LIM: Retract the wound.

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[HOSE SUCKING]

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♪♪♪♪

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DR. PARK: The research
on psilocybin

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for drug-resistant
depression is promising.

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Apex of the lungs
look clear.

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There's a big difference
between "promising"
and "proven."

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Not to mention a drug
made by professionals

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versus some guy growing
mushrooms in his basement.

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You're the most
skeptical guy I know

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about alternative medicine,
but this you agree with?

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I'm not surprised.

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That Park's
a total hypocrite?

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JORDAN: That you two disagree.

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You never agree
on anything.

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I think you just...

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Enjoy arguing
with each other.

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[SCOFFS]

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You need to get closer.

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Can you

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focus on the left
inferior lobe?

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Uh...

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[COMPUTER WARBLES]

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What is that?A lesion.

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A fungal lesion.

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[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

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♪♪♪♪

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This isn't camping.
It's tailgating.

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There's trees,

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a place we can pitch a tent

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and build a fire.

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It smells like gasoline.

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Oh.

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I think their generator
might have a leak.

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Just what you want
right next to a campfire.

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♪♪♪♪

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We have a view
of the lake.

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It's pretty, isn't it?

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Yeah.

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♪♪♪♪

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♪♪♪♪

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We had to abort the laser
surgery due to a bleed,

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but she's conscious and stable
now in post-op recovery.

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The AVM infiltrated
too deep into the
upper lobe of the lung

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to ablate
with the laser.

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We'll have to go back in
and remove her collarbone
for better access.

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Another surgery?

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To remove her bone?

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We'll put it back
after we excise the AVM.

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She'll have to wear a brace
until the bone heals.

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Vascular malformations
are chameleons.

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It's hard to tell
where abnormal
blood vessels end

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and normal ones begin.

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You were all
a lot more confident

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in your assessment
this morning.

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We want to take
our daughter home.

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Yeah.Now.

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I'm sorry.
That's not possible.

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The laser surgery caused
weakening in the AVM,

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which means
it could rebleed
at any time.

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♪♪♪♪

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[EXHALES SHARPLY]

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Okay.

262
00:10:55,089 --> 00:10:57,526
♪♪♪♪

263
00:10:58,832 --> 00:11:01,573
Okay.

264
00:11:01,748 --> 00:11:03,488
You're lucky. If you scheduled
your physical a week later,

265
00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:05,186
your liver and lungs
would be failing.

266
00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:07,144
[EXHALES SHARPLY]

267
00:11:07,318 --> 00:11:09,407
And after the surgery?

268
00:11:09,581 --> 00:11:11,192
What about
my depression?

269
00:11:11,366 --> 00:11:14,108
You're asking if you can
continue a treatment
that's killing you?

270
00:11:14,282 --> 00:11:16,284
[SIGHS]

271
00:11:16,458 --> 00:11:19,722
Before I started
the psilocybin injections...

272
00:11:19,896 --> 00:11:21,158
I was miserable.

273
00:11:21,332 --> 00:11:25,946
I-I couldn't sleep,
I barely ate.

274
00:11:26,120 --> 00:11:29,253
I can't bear to face
that darkness again.

275
00:11:33,736 --> 00:11:37,914
I don't know
if it's the psilocybin
or placebo effect,

276
00:11:38,088 --> 00:11:40,525
or something else
neither of us understands,

277
00:11:42,745 --> 00:11:43,746
but if you found
the light once...

278
00:11:45,922 --> 00:11:47,576
You can find it again.

279
00:11:47,750 --> 00:11:49,491
♪♪♪♪

280
00:11:56,150 --> 00:11:58,456
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

281
00:11:58,630 --> 00:12:00,763
♪♪♪♪

282
00:12:05,420 --> 00:12:06,726
Okay.

283
00:12:06,900 --> 00:12:07,857
It's a nice fire.

284
00:12:10,251 --> 00:12:11,513
I used
the Teepee method.

285
00:12:20,696 --> 00:12:22,611
[THUNDER RUMBLES]

286
00:12:22,785 --> 00:12:25,309
♪♪♪♪

287
00:12:30,227 --> 00:12:33,317
I'm thinking open thoracotomy
and midline laparotomy.

288
00:12:33,491 --> 00:12:35,624
We might be able to
use minimally
invasive scope surgery

289
00:12:35,798 --> 00:12:37,147
to get the big lesions
and attack the rest

290
00:12:37,321 --> 00:12:38,496
post-operatively
with anti-fungals.

291
00:12:38,670 --> 00:12:40,760
More like
minimally effective.

292
00:12:40,934 --> 00:12:42,892
Better to be aggressive,
take them all out at once.

293
00:12:43,066 --> 00:12:44,807
That's a huge operation
with a long, painful recovery.

294
00:12:44,981 --> 00:12:46,504
He has a huge problem.

295
00:12:46,678 --> 00:12:48,985
This lesion looks like
it extends behind the liver.

296
00:12:52,772 --> 00:12:54,686
You're the senior
surgical resident.

297
00:12:54,861 --> 00:12:57,080
You need to start making
these calls.

298
00:12:57,254 --> 00:12:58,342
JORDAN: I'm not so sure
about that.

299
00:13:02,042 --> 00:13:04,871
I'm sorry, but I question
Dr. Park's objectivity

300
00:13:05,045 --> 00:13:07,047
when it comes
to Dr. Reznick's ideas.

301
00:13:07,221 --> 00:13:09,092
I don't care where
an idea comes from,

302
00:13:09,266 --> 00:13:10,311
and I don't appreciate you
accusing me...

303
00:13:10,485 --> 00:13:11,486
It wasn't an accusation.

304
00:13:11,660 --> 00:13:12,661
Then what
would you call it?

305
00:13:12,835 --> 00:13:15,229
A respectful
and sincere question.

306
00:13:17,448 --> 00:13:18,362
What's the answer?

307
00:13:21,713 --> 00:13:23,672
My objective opinion is...

308
00:13:25,848 --> 00:13:27,154
A minimally invasive approach
is best.

309
00:13:29,417 --> 00:13:32,159
Okay.

310
00:13:32,333 --> 00:13:35,771
I want it all mapped out with
a 3D reconstruction simulation
before we go in there.

311
00:13:35,945 --> 00:13:37,642
We'll operate
in the morning.

312
00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:39,557
[RAIN FALLING]

313
00:13:39,731 --> 00:13:41,646
♪♪♪♪

314
00:13:44,867 --> 00:13:45,650
It's actually
kinda soothing.

315
00:13:48,871 --> 00:13:52,309
It reminds me
of the dripping faucet
in our old apartment.

316
00:13:52,483 --> 00:13:53,267
The sound
helped me fall asleep.

317
00:13:53,441 --> 00:13:54,398
Mm.

318
00:13:55,922 --> 00:13:57,010
I loved that building.

319
00:13:58,489 --> 00:13:59,664
It's where
we had our first hug.

320
00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:00,927
[GLASS SHATTERS]

321
00:14:01,101 --> 00:14:02,667
MAN 1: Oh![MAN 2 LAUGHS]

322
00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:04,408
Definitely not soothing.

323
00:14:09,805 --> 00:14:10,850
[GRUNTS]

324
00:14:11,024 --> 00:14:12,416
These might help.

325
00:14:14,114 --> 00:14:16,246
You brought earplugs
to a camping trip?

326
00:14:17,508 --> 00:14:17,944
Sometimes you snore.

327
00:14:19,728 --> 00:14:20,685
Thank you.

328
00:14:23,558 --> 00:14:24,864
LEA: Mm.

329
00:14:25,038 --> 00:14:26,169
Mm.

330
00:14:30,521 --> 00:14:31,696
Mm.

331
00:14:36,310 --> 00:14:37,964
Mm! Ooh!

332
00:14:38,138 --> 00:14:39,182
[GASPS]

333
00:14:40,357 --> 00:14:42,359
[INHALES SHARPLY]

334
00:14:42,533 --> 00:14:43,534
[SIGHS]

335
00:14:45,972 --> 00:14:47,060
That's it.

336
00:14:47,234 --> 00:14:48,017
I give up.

337
00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:52,239
I have a repair kit.

338
00:14:52,413 --> 00:14:53,370
I don't want to
fix things, Shaun.

339
00:14:53,544 --> 00:14:54,458
I just want to go home.

340
00:14:57,287 --> 00:14:57,940
I...

341
00:15:00,551 --> 00:15:03,598
Don't want to go home.

342
00:15:03,772 --> 00:15:06,470
If you want to stay
in a cold, wet, leaky tent,
go ahead,

343
00:15:06,644 --> 00:15:07,471
but I am sleeping
in the car.

344
00:15:24,532 --> 00:15:26,142
[SIGHS]

345
00:15:26,316 --> 00:15:27,491
Ah.

346
00:15:27,665 --> 00:15:30,146
29:32.

347
00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:33,236
Yeah. I used to do sub-25
on recovery days.

348
00:15:33,410 --> 00:15:35,804
Hey, you have time to grab
a quick bite before you go in?

349
00:15:39,634 --> 00:15:41,114
I was actually
thinking, uh...

350
00:15:42,376 --> 00:15:43,551
Maybe we could talk.

351
00:15:45,379 --> 00:15:46,641
I would love that.

352
00:15:46,815 --> 00:15:48,686
[SIGHS]

353
00:15:48,860 --> 00:15:50,514
♪♪♪♪

354
00:15:59,436 --> 00:16:01,221
The last time I saw you
before you left,

355
00:16:03,179 --> 00:16:05,921
I... I screamed at you

356
00:16:06,095 --> 00:16:07,314
because you missed
my birthday party,

357
00:16:09,185 --> 00:16:11,883
and for the longest time,

358
00:16:12,058 --> 00:16:15,800
I thought if I could just
tell you I was sorry,

359
00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:16,845
that you'd come back.

360
00:16:20,588 --> 00:16:22,416
It wasn't you, Claire.

361
00:16:22,590 --> 00:16:24,244
None of it.

362
00:16:24,418 --> 00:16:25,810
I mean, you...

363
00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:28,074
Were a great kid.

364
00:16:28,248 --> 00:16:30,815
So smart
and thoughtful.

365
00:16:32,948 --> 00:16:34,341
How could you
just disappear?

366
00:16:38,780 --> 00:16:40,564
Things between
your mother and I
were such a mess.

367
00:16:43,263 --> 00:16:46,570
One night, she was having
one of her episodes,

368
00:16:48,790 --> 00:16:52,098
told me I was worthless.

369
00:16:54,839 --> 00:16:57,581
The only thing
I was good for
was money.

370
00:16:57,755 --> 00:16:59,061
♪♪♪♪

371
00:17:01,498 --> 00:17:03,848
I said, "Okay,
if that's all you want,

372
00:17:04,023 --> 00:17:05,241
"that's all I'mma give you."

373
00:17:05,415 --> 00:17:07,417
I sent her a check
every month.

374
00:17:07,591 --> 00:17:09,332
Never saw
or spoke to her again.

375
00:17:11,987 --> 00:17:14,163
It was mean
and petty.

376
00:17:16,252 --> 00:17:17,253
Pathetic.

377
00:17:17,427 --> 00:17:18,602
We never got any money.

378
00:17:20,735 --> 00:17:22,693
What are you
talking about?

379
00:17:22,867 --> 00:17:25,609
I sent monthly support
until you finished college.

380
00:17:27,524 --> 00:17:29,613
I worked two jobs.

381
00:17:29,787 --> 00:17:33,922
I took out a loan to pay
for tuition and our rent.

382
00:17:34,096 --> 00:17:35,619
♪♪♪♪

383
00:17:39,971 --> 00:17:43,323
Look... I sent
more than enough for rent,

384
00:17:43,497 --> 00:17:45,803
for clothes, for food.

385
00:17:45,977 --> 00:17:48,545
She stole my money
from my child.

386
00:17:48,719 --> 00:17:50,286
The child
you totally abandoned.

387
00:17:50,460 --> 00:17:52,201
No. Not totally.

388
00:17:52,375 --> 00:17:54,203
It's not my fault
she squandered that money.

389
00:17:54,377 --> 00:17:56,423
It's not your fault I grew up
without a father?

390
00:17:58,120 --> 00:17:59,469
Without any social life

391
00:17:59,643 --> 00:18:02,646
because I was so busy
being a mom to my own mom?

392
00:18:02,820 --> 00:18:04,866
The woman that
you walked out on

393
00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:06,563
when things
stopped being fun?

394
00:18:06,737 --> 00:18:08,043
Okay, listen,
I'm sorry, okay?

395
00:18:08,217 --> 00:18:09,349
I didn't mean for this
to become an argument.

396
00:18:09,523 --> 00:18:11,394
No, you're not sorry.

397
00:18:11,568 --> 00:18:14,005
If you were, you wouldn't
still be blaming her,
using her as an excuse.

398
00:18:14,180 --> 00:18:17,661
♪♪♪♪

399
00:18:17,835 --> 00:18:20,969
You took off
because you were too weak

400
00:18:21,143 --> 00:18:23,754
to do what a father
is supposed to do...

401
00:18:23,928 --> 00:18:25,930
To take care of me,
to protect me.

402
00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:30,196
And now you're back
when it's easy,

403
00:18:30,370 --> 00:18:31,632
when I don't need
a father?

404
00:18:31,806 --> 00:18:33,373
♪♪♪♪

405
00:18:35,157 --> 00:18:37,072
No, you know what?
Forget it.

406
00:18:37,246 --> 00:18:38,334
Claire...Look, just don't...

407
00:18:38,508 --> 00:18:39,814
Don't call,
don't come to the door.

408
00:18:39,988 --> 00:18:41,555
Just leave me alone.

409
00:18:41,729 --> 00:18:43,209
♪♪♪♪

410
00:18:47,952 --> 00:18:50,172
♪♪♪♪

411
00:18:54,263 --> 00:18:55,699
[SIGHS]

412
00:19:01,444 --> 00:19:03,359
[BIRD SQUAWKING]

413
00:19:03,533 --> 00:19:05,535
♪♪♪♪

414
00:19:28,254 --> 00:19:29,516
I thought
this would be helpful.

415
00:19:31,605 --> 00:19:32,345
I was wrong.

416
00:19:34,564 --> 00:19:36,218
We can go home.

417
00:19:38,873 --> 00:19:41,092
Well...

418
00:19:41,267 --> 00:19:42,746
Why don't we do the hike
you planned first?

419
00:19:46,141 --> 00:19:48,752
Is that what you want?

420
00:19:50,363 --> 00:19:51,668
Is that what you want?

421
00:19:51,842 --> 00:19:53,192
Mm.

422
00:19:53,366 --> 00:19:55,237
I think so.

423
00:19:56,586 --> 00:19:57,979
♪♪♪♪

424
00:19:59,763 --> 00:20:01,156
Okay.

425
00:20:01,330 --> 00:20:02,897
New plan.

426
00:20:03,071 --> 00:20:06,596
Blueberry pancakes,
and then hike,

427
00:20:06,770 --> 00:20:09,120
and then back home
to our warm and cozy
and dry bed.

428
00:20:15,779 --> 00:20:17,477
DR. LIM: Divide the sternal
attachment of the SCM.

429
00:20:20,175 --> 00:20:22,569
ASHER: And done.

430
00:20:22,743 --> 00:20:24,005
CLAIRE: Removing
the medial clavicle.

431
00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:27,269
You have the talk?

432
00:20:29,184 --> 00:20:30,533
Yeah.

433
00:20:30,707 --> 00:20:32,274
I never said
it would be easy.

434
00:20:32,448 --> 00:20:34,885
You can't excise a tumor
without some bleeding.

435
00:20:35,059 --> 00:20:36,800
Some tumors are inoperable.

436
00:20:39,107 --> 00:20:40,456
He wants to be forgiven.

437
00:20:41,892 --> 00:20:43,807
I... I just can't.

438
00:20:46,157 --> 00:20:47,028
ASHER: He doesn't deserve it.

439
00:20:49,813 --> 00:20:54,296
Well, it's not the kid's job
to make the parents
feel good about themselves.

440
00:20:54,470 --> 00:20:56,342
This mat of vessels
is invading
the upper lung tissue.

441
00:20:56,516 --> 00:20:58,909
How deep does it go
on your end?

442
00:20:59,083 --> 00:21:00,389
ASHER: I can see
underneath the apex,

443
00:21:00,563 --> 00:21:04,437
but can't tell what's tumor
and what's subclavian artery.

444
00:21:04,611 --> 00:21:05,829
We can't get this out
without pulling out

445
00:21:06,003 --> 00:21:08,267
the whole upper lobe
of her lung.

446
00:21:08,441 --> 00:21:09,920
ASHER: Well, the parents
are not gonna like that.

447
00:21:10,094 --> 00:21:10,921
I-I'll go.

448
00:21:12,183 --> 00:21:13,359
They don't trust you.

449
00:21:13,533 --> 00:21:14,751
Well, that's
not your problem.

450
00:21:14,925 --> 00:21:16,362
Well, it shouldn't be
the patient's either.

451
00:21:16,536 --> 00:21:18,842
I'll have a better chance
of getting their consent.

452
00:21:33,944 --> 00:21:34,858
I bought some pastries.

453
00:21:35,903 --> 00:21:36,904
Uh, I'm good.

454
00:21:44,433 --> 00:21:45,521
[SIGHS]

455
00:21:47,218 --> 00:21:48,655
I, uh... I'm sorry
that I, uh...

456
00:21:50,134 --> 00:21:52,441
Unloaded the gun
without telling you.

457
00:21:55,052 --> 00:21:56,880
Thank you.

458
00:21:57,054 --> 00:21:58,882
I, uh...
I appreciate that.

459
00:22:01,407 --> 00:22:03,713
I know
that you're nervous
around guns,

460
00:22:03,887 --> 00:22:05,411
which is
all the more reason

461
00:22:05,585 --> 00:22:08,065
that you should
just leave mine alone.

462
00:22:08,239 --> 00:22:10,198
Well, maybe
there's a better way
to deal with this.

463
00:22:10,372 --> 00:22:14,724
So, w-what if we kept
your gun in your nightstand
like always,

464
00:22:14,898 --> 00:22:16,683
but we keep the ammunition
in another room?

465
00:22:18,598 --> 00:22:22,036
So your idea of a compromise
is that I agree to do

466
00:22:22,210 --> 00:22:25,126
what you've been doing
behind my back all along?

467
00:22:25,300 --> 00:22:27,737
An intruder is not
gonna wait for me

468
00:22:27,911 --> 00:22:30,436
to collect my bullets
from the guest room closet.

469
00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,612
My house is not that big.

470
00:22:32,786 --> 00:22:33,395
I don't...
I'm so confused.

471
00:22:33,569 --> 00:22:34,831
You still have to
run up the stairs

472
00:22:35,005 --> 00:22:35,919
and get the thing
either way.

473
00:22:38,095 --> 00:22:40,663
Do you ever notice
that whenever we're talking

474
00:22:40,837 --> 00:22:44,363
about something
related to the home
that we both share,

475
00:22:44,537 --> 00:22:48,410
that you always refer to it
as your house?

476
00:22:48,584 --> 00:22:49,585
I do?

477
00:22:50,934 --> 00:22:53,720
This isn't
about gun safety.

478
00:22:53,894 --> 00:22:56,679
This is about your house
and your rules

479
00:22:56,853 --> 00:22:58,594
and your wanting
to control me.

480
00:22:58,768 --> 00:23:01,728
You don't trust me to make
decisions about my own life.

481
00:23:01,902 --> 00:23:03,643
I'm just trying to find a way
to make you feel safe.

482
00:23:03,817 --> 00:23:07,995
I-I don't need you
or any other man

483
00:23:08,169 --> 00:23:09,779
to find a way
to make me feel safe.

484
00:23:18,571 --> 00:23:21,225
♪♪♪♪

485
00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:23,010
LEA: Oh, thank you.

486
00:23:23,184 --> 00:23:24,838
[LEA SIGHS]

487
00:23:25,012 --> 00:23:26,666
♪♪♪♪

488
00:23:34,891 --> 00:23:36,415
It's actually pretty
outside the campground.

489
00:23:38,417 --> 00:23:40,201
Another half-mile,
and we can see the lake.

490
00:23:41,898 --> 00:23:42,986
You're really cute.

491
00:23:43,160 --> 00:23:44,640
I want
to take a picture.

492
00:23:44,814 --> 00:23:45,685
Go stand on that log.

493
00:23:47,338 --> 00:23:49,166
I'll get you
from a low angle.

494
00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:51,255
A hero angle
because you're my hero.

495
00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:52,735
[CHUCKLES]

496
00:23:56,652 --> 00:23:57,523
Okay.

497
00:23:59,263 --> 00:24:00,264
Okay, a smidge
to the left.

498
00:24:04,878 --> 00:24:05,835
Aah! Ah![GASPS]

499
00:24:06,009 --> 00:24:07,010
Shaun!

500
00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:09,273
Are you okay?

501
00:24:11,711 --> 00:24:13,713
Oh, my God.
You are not okay.

502
00:24:13,887 --> 00:24:16,455
[BREATHING HEAVILY]

503
00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:18,631
♪♪♪♪

504
00:24:22,939 --> 00:24:25,028
[BREATHING HEAVILY]

505
00:24:26,682 --> 00:24:28,945
Okay. On the count of three.

506
00:24:29,119 --> 00:24:30,686
Mm-hmm.Ready?

507
00:24:30,860 --> 00:24:32,209
One, two...

508
00:24:32,383 --> 00:24:34,081
[BONES CRACK]Aah! Ah!

509
00:24:34,255 --> 00:24:36,083
You were supposed to wait
until I got to three!

510
00:24:36,257 --> 00:24:37,345
I know,
but in the movies,

511
00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:39,521
they always go early
to catch you off guard.

512
00:24:39,695 --> 00:24:40,827
You don't need the element
of surprise

513
00:24:41,001 --> 00:24:42,132
to reduce
a dislocated ankle.

514
00:24:42,306 --> 00:24:42,655
Okay,
but did it work?

515
00:24:45,571 --> 00:24:46,267
Yes.

516
00:24:47,224 --> 00:24:48,095
You...

517
00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:51,315
You relocated it
correctly.

518
00:24:52,926 --> 00:24:54,580
Damn.

519
00:24:54,754 --> 00:24:55,972
But...

520
00:24:56,146 --> 00:24:57,931
My toes are still
dusky and numb.

521
00:25:00,020 --> 00:25:01,543
The posterior
tibial artery's torn.

522
00:25:03,806 --> 00:25:05,808
I thought
it was just pinched.

523
00:25:05,982 --> 00:25:07,114
If circulation
isn't restored,

524
00:25:07,288 --> 00:25:08,898
I'll have
permanent tissue damage,

525
00:25:09,072 --> 00:25:10,552
maybe even have
to have my foot amputated.

526
00:25:13,381 --> 00:25:14,817
This is not a problem.

527
00:25:14,991 --> 00:25:17,472
I can run to where I can get
a cell signal and call 911.

528
00:25:17,646 --> 00:25:19,300
It'll take
at least two hours

529
00:25:19,474 --> 00:25:20,562
for you to run back
to the campground.

530
00:25:20,736 --> 00:25:22,608
I'm faster than I look.

531
00:25:22,782 --> 00:25:25,262
You told me you used
to skip phys-ed class
because you hated running.

532
00:25:25,436 --> 00:25:26,699
I can hate it
and still be good at it.

533
00:25:26,873 --> 00:25:27,656
No.

534
00:25:31,051 --> 00:25:34,054
My pocket knife
is as sharp as a scalpel.

535
00:25:34,228 --> 00:25:35,751
The tent repair kit
has nylon thread,

536
00:25:35,925 --> 00:25:38,058
and you can use a fishhook
as a suturing needle.

537
00:25:38,232 --> 00:25:39,842
You are
obviously delirious

538
00:25:40,016 --> 00:25:41,627
because there's no way in hell
I am doing surgery.

539
00:25:41,801 --> 00:25:43,150
It's not
a complicated procedure.

540
00:25:43,324 --> 00:25:45,413
For a surgeon,
which I'm not!

541
00:25:45,587 --> 00:25:47,763
I'll guide you
step-by-step, okay?

542
00:25:47,937 --> 00:25:48,851
It'll just take
two sutures.

543
00:25:49,025 --> 00:25:50,331
I've seen you hem
your pants.

544
00:25:50,505 --> 00:25:52,812
An artery
is not a pair of jeans!

545
00:25:52,986 --> 00:25:54,117
There's a bottle of tequila
in my backpack.

546
00:25:56,772 --> 00:25:57,947
You will need to sterilize
the incision,

547
00:25:58,121 --> 00:25:59,558
and I will need
anesthesia.

548
00:25:59,732 --> 00:26:00,646
Shaun, I...

549
00:26:00,820 --> 00:26:01,821
Tequila! Stat!

550
00:26:03,474 --> 00:26:05,651
We thought
you were certain before.

551
00:26:05,825 --> 00:26:07,653
I know you're scared
and this is confusing.

552
00:26:07,827 --> 00:26:11,439
We brought her in
with some minor inflammation.

553
00:26:11,613 --> 00:26:12,875
No, the inflammation
was not minor.

554
00:26:16,139 --> 00:26:18,315
What we are proposing
would reduce
her lung capacity,

555
00:26:18,489 --> 00:26:20,666
but she can still live
a normal life.

556
00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:22,319
No. No, we're taking her
someplace else.

557
00:26:22,493 --> 00:26:23,669
We're gonna get
a second opinion.

558
00:26:23,843 --> 00:26:25,932
We can't cut out part
of our daughter's lung.

559
00:26:27,368 --> 00:26:28,674
She'd never forgive us.

560
00:26:28,848 --> 00:26:29,892
[SIGHS]

561
00:26:32,068 --> 00:26:33,200
And maybe she shouldn't.

562
00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:38,945
You were wrong
to refuse the surgery

563
00:26:39,119 --> 00:26:42,252
that Dr. Lim proposed
years ago.

564
00:26:42,426 --> 00:26:45,473
A-Are you trying to guilt us
into agreeing with you?

565
00:26:46,605 --> 00:26:49,651
You are guilty.

566
00:26:49,825 --> 00:26:52,611
Ava is in this situation
because you were too afraid
to make a tough decision,

567
00:26:52,785 --> 00:26:55,744
and now you are trying
to blame everyone else

568
00:26:55,918 --> 00:26:57,790
because you can't deal
with the guilt of having
messed up.

569
00:27:02,925 --> 00:27:06,015
You need to stop thinking
about what is gonna make you
feel like a good parent

570
00:27:06,189 --> 00:27:08,278
and start thinking about
what your daughter needs.

571
00:27:08,452 --> 00:27:10,803
♪♪♪♪

572
00:27:24,904 --> 00:27:26,079
Careful
with that anesthesia.

573
00:27:26,253 --> 00:27:27,907
I need you coherent enough
to guide me through this.

574
00:27:28,081 --> 00:27:29,517
Don't worry.

575
00:27:29,691 --> 00:27:31,519
I've calculated
the proper dosage.

576
00:27:31,693 --> 00:27:32,825
N-No.

577
00:27:32,999 --> 00:27:34,827
No, not like that.

578
00:27:35,001 --> 00:27:37,786
The scalpel goes
on the left of the tray,
sponges on the right,

579
00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:39,396
needle driver and sutures
in the middle.

580
00:27:39,570 --> 00:27:40,702
Okay. Got it.

581
00:27:42,138 --> 00:27:43,574
Okay.

582
00:27:43,749 --> 00:27:45,272
And might I suggest
not barking instructions
at me?

583
00:27:45,446 --> 00:27:46,752
I'm freaked out enough
already.

584
00:27:46,926 --> 00:27:49,842
I'll do my best.

585
00:27:50,016 --> 00:27:52,061
But even with the tequila,
when you cut into my ankle,

586
00:27:52,235 --> 00:27:54,020
I'll be in extreme pain,
which can cause irritability.

587
00:27:55,412 --> 00:27:56,370
I can't do this.

588
00:27:56,544 --> 00:27:58,067
You have to.

589
00:27:58,241 --> 00:28:00,766
The worst that could happen
is you mess it up

590
00:28:00,940 --> 00:28:03,029
and cause permanent damage
to my foot,

591
00:28:03,203 --> 00:28:04,770
which is exactly what will
happen if you don't do it.

592
00:28:06,075 --> 00:28:07,598
[SIGHS] Okay.

593
00:28:07,773 --> 00:28:09,252
Tequila. Stat.

594
00:28:09,426 --> 00:28:10,732
♪♪♪♪

595
00:28:14,867 --> 00:28:16,782
[MONITOR BEEPING]

596
00:28:16,956 --> 00:28:17,870
DR. ANDREWS: Suction.

597
00:28:19,741 --> 00:28:20,263
JORDAN: That enough?

598
00:28:21,438 --> 00:28:22,701
Perfect.

599
00:28:22,875 --> 00:28:24,790
Mediastinum's cleared.

600
00:28:24,964 --> 00:28:27,444
Now onto the lung lesions.

601
00:28:27,618 --> 00:28:29,838
DR. PARK: I'm having
a problem
maneuvering in here.

602
00:28:30,012 --> 00:28:32,972
There's too much
peritoneal scarring
from the fungal deposits.

603
00:28:33,146 --> 00:28:34,582
DR. ANDREWS: Can you
cut at it sharply?

604
00:28:34,756 --> 00:28:35,496
I'm too close
to the common bile duct.

605
00:28:36,366 --> 00:28:37,280
Need help?

606
00:28:40,370 --> 00:28:41,154
Morgan was right.

607
00:28:44,418 --> 00:28:45,854
There's no way to remove all
the lesions laparoscopically.

608
00:28:48,291 --> 00:28:50,598
All right,
let's pull the scopes
and open him up.

609
00:28:50,772 --> 00:28:52,078
♪♪♪♪

610
00:28:55,472 --> 00:28:56,778
[SHAUN BREATHING HEAVILY]

611
00:28:56,952 --> 00:28:58,780
[LEA SIGHS]

612
00:28:58,954 --> 00:29:00,303
♪♪♪♪

613
00:29:03,959 --> 00:29:05,352
[GRUNTS]

614
00:29:05,526 --> 00:29:07,006
Okay, the blood's pouring out.

615
00:29:07,180 --> 00:29:08,268
What do I do now?

616
00:29:08,442 --> 00:29:09,530
Okay.

617
00:29:09,704 --> 00:29:11,532
Okay, tighten the tourniquet

618
00:29:11,706 --> 00:29:13,752
and then use a sponge
to clear the blood.

619
00:29:13,926 --> 00:29:14,796
♪♪♪♪

620
00:29:17,233 --> 00:29:18,844
[SIGHS] Okay.

621
00:29:20,759 --> 00:29:21,411
It's clearing up.

622
00:29:23,022 --> 00:29:25,328
You should be able
to see...

623
00:29:25,502 --> 00:29:27,417
I see it.
And the leaking hole.

624
00:29:27,591 --> 00:29:30,333
Now you just need to use
the needle driver

625
00:29:30,507 --> 00:29:31,726
to sew
the edges together.

626
00:29:33,162 --> 00:29:33,946
[BREATHING HEAVILY]

627
00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:34,903
Be careful not...

628
00:29:37,210 --> 00:29:38,341
Be c-careful
not to what?

629
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:41,823
Shaun?

630
00:29:43,694 --> 00:29:45,871
Put the backpack
under my head.

631
00:29:46,045 --> 00:29:46,741
How's that gonna help
with your ankle?

632
00:29:46,915 --> 00:29:48,569
It...won't,

633
00:29:48,743 --> 00:29:50,919
but I'm about to lose
consciousness from blood loss,

634
00:29:51,093 --> 00:29:54,662
and I don't
want dirt in my...

635
00:29:56,098 --> 00:29:56,795
Shaun?

636
00:29:57,970 --> 00:29:58,709
Shaun?

637
00:30:00,407 --> 00:30:01,364
Shaun.

638
00:30:01,538 --> 00:30:02,844
Shaun.

639
00:30:03,018 --> 00:30:03,889
Shaun.

640
00:30:08,197 --> 00:30:10,504
Shaun. Shaun, come on.

641
00:30:10,678 --> 00:30:11,592
Come on, Shaun.

642
00:30:11,766 --> 00:30:12,811
Shaun.

643
00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:14,900
Oh.

644
00:30:17,728 --> 00:30:18,773
Okay.

645
00:30:18,947 --> 00:30:21,732
[SIGHS]

646
00:30:21,907 --> 00:30:24,648
Come on, Lea.
If you can hem a pant leg,
apparently you can do this.

647
00:30:26,912 --> 00:30:28,261
All right.

648
00:30:28,435 --> 00:30:29,349
Okay.

649
00:30:29,523 --> 00:30:31,177
♪♪♪♪

650
00:30:39,315 --> 00:30:41,535
CLAIRE: I have freed
the pleural membrane.

651
00:30:41,709 --> 00:30:44,407
[MONITOR BEEPING]

652
00:30:44,581 --> 00:30:46,409
♪♪♪♪

653
00:30:49,412 --> 00:30:51,893
Oh, why does blood have
to be so damn slippery?

654
00:30:53,025 --> 00:30:54,243
♪♪♪♪

655
00:30:56,071 --> 00:30:58,117
[SIGHS]

656
00:30:58,291 --> 00:31:00,510
And how am I supposed
to tie a knot

657
00:31:00,684 --> 00:31:03,209
if I can't even grip
the damn thread?

658
00:31:10,607 --> 00:31:12,087
Mm.

659
00:31:12,261 --> 00:31:14,785
There we go.
There we go.

660
00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:15,917
Okay.

661
00:31:17,527 --> 00:31:18,441
Okay.

662
00:31:20,226 --> 00:31:21,967
Here we go.

663
00:31:23,490 --> 00:31:24,708
Mm.

664
00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:26,710
♪♪♪♪

665
00:31:34,544 --> 00:31:35,502
You're a woman.

666
00:31:38,070 --> 00:31:38,722
Um, yup.

667
00:31:41,334 --> 00:31:44,685
I've always considered myself
a supporter of women,

668
00:31:44,859 --> 00:31:47,601
you know, equal pay
for equal work,

669
00:31:47,775 --> 00:31:49,777
the right to choose.

670
00:31:49,951 --> 00:31:51,474
Uh, thank you,
from all of us.

671
00:31:55,435 --> 00:31:57,089
Debbie seems to think
that I am...

672
00:32:00,005 --> 00:32:02,703
Overbearing
and, uh, controlling.

673
00:32:06,663 --> 00:32:08,013
[SIGHS]

674
00:32:12,452 --> 00:32:16,717
My ex
was a humanities professor
and ACLU chapter head.

675
00:32:16,891 --> 00:32:20,808
But I made more money,
and I don't think
he was conscious of this,

676
00:32:20,982 --> 00:32:22,375
but I do feel
he was threatened by...

677
00:32:23,942 --> 00:32:25,465
My independence.

678
00:32:25,639 --> 00:32:26,988
The more insecure he got,

679
00:32:27,162 --> 00:32:28,772
the more controlling
he became.

680
00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:31,210
He had to pick
the restaurants
where we ate,

681
00:32:31,384 --> 00:32:32,385
the movies we saw.

682
00:32:34,648 --> 00:32:36,737
I mean, I definitely had
my own issues, but...

683
00:32:39,174 --> 00:32:42,003
His need to control me
was one of the many reasons
our marriage fell apart.

684
00:32:42,177 --> 00:32:44,527
♪♪♪♪

685
00:32:55,190 --> 00:32:56,148
[SIGHS]

686
00:33:03,416 --> 00:33:05,157
I can feel my toes.

687
00:33:08,290 --> 00:33:09,596
Are you finished?

688
00:33:12,381 --> 00:33:13,556
No.

689
00:33:13,730 --> 00:33:14,557
[SIGHS]

690
00:33:19,084 --> 00:33:20,563
Now I'm finished.

691
00:33:20,737 --> 00:33:21,608
[SIGHS]

692
00:33:26,656 --> 00:33:28,484
There's enough flow
to keep the tissue alive

693
00:33:28,658 --> 00:33:29,398
until we get to an ER.

694
00:33:31,922 --> 00:33:33,228
You did this
with a tent repair kit?

695
00:33:33,402 --> 00:33:34,621
And a fishhook.

696
00:33:36,405 --> 00:33:38,668
She is very good
at fixing things.

697
00:33:40,670 --> 00:33:41,367
You're lucky.

698
00:33:43,673 --> 00:33:44,370
Yes.

699
00:33:45,719 --> 00:33:46,720
I am.

700
00:33:46,894 --> 00:33:48,069
♪♪♪♪

701
00:33:51,986 --> 00:33:53,770
How do you feel?

702
00:33:53,944 --> 00:33:56,208
Like a gutted fish.

703
00:33:56,382 --> 00:33:57,731
I'm sorry.
We had no choice
but to open you up

704
00:33:57,905 --> 00:33:59,254
to access all the lesions.

705
00:33:59,428 --> 00:34:00,734
DR. REZNICK: But they were
able to remove them all

706
00:34:00,908 --> 00:34:02,344
without damaging
any of the organs.

707
00:34:02,518 --> 00:34:03,998
You should recover fully.

708
00:34:04,172 --> 00:34:06,174
Physically.

709
00:34:06,348 --> 00:34:09,438
There are new antidepressants
you haven't tried.

710
00:34:09,612 --> 00:34:11,571
But I also wouldn't stop
the mushroom cultivation.

711
00:34:11,745 --> 00:34:12,615
Really?

712
00:34:14,835 --> 00:34:16,097
After all this?

713
00:34:16,271 --> 00:34:17,794
Cultivation.

714
00:34:17,968 --> 00:34:19,448
If this helped you,

715
00:34:19,622 --> 00:34:21,407
it was either
the placebo effect,

716
00:34:21,581 --> 00:34:24,540
or all the focus you put
into perfecting the process.

717
00:34:24,714 --> 00:34:27,195
Sometimes distraction
is the best medicine.

718
00:34:27,369 --> 00:34:29,458
♪♪♪♪

719
00:34:36,117 --> 00:34:38,032
♪♪♪♪

720
00:34:43,690 --> 00:34:45,083
MURRAY: Hey.

721
00:34:45,257 --> 00:34:47,172
♪♪♪♪

722
00:34:48,477 --> 00:34:49,870
We are...

723
00:34:50,044 --> 00:34:50,697
So sorry.

724
00:34:52,568 --> 00:34:54,222
[EXHALES SHARPLY]This is our fault.

725
00:34:59,184 --> 00:35:00,446
It's okay.

726
00:35:04,537 --> 00:35:05,538
I love you.

727
00:35:07,801 --> 00:35:09,150
[SIGHS]

728
00:35:09,324 --> 00:35:11,935
♪♪♪♪

729
00:35:17,158 --> 00:35:19,204
♪♪♪♪

730
00:35:25,427 --> 00:35:28,778
I thought our relationship
was just a fun distraction,

731
00:35:30,824 --> 00:35:31,955
but when you
pushed me away...

732
00:35:34,958 --> 00:35:36,264
I realized
it was more than that.

733
00:35:38,745 --> 00:35:40,355
I was hurt.

734
00:35:40,529 --> 00:35:41,269
Resentful.

735
00:35:43,706 --> 00:35:45,230
Which made every interaction
we had...

736
00:35:46,883 --> 00:35:47,710
Complicated.

737
00:35:50,278 --> 00:35:51,497
What're you
talking about?

738
00:35:51,671 --> 00:35:54,282
You made sure it wasn't
complicated at all.

739
00:35:54,456 --> 00:35:55,718
We stopped having sex,
and now we're friends.

740
00:35:55,892 --> 00:35:57,894
[BOOT ZIPS]

741
00:35:58,068 --> 00:35:59,200
You know
it's more than that.

742
00:36:00,984 --> 00:36:02,682
And it can't be.

743
00:36:02,856 --> 00:36:03,726
Not anymore.

744
00:36:05,119 --> 00:36:07,556
What does that even mean?

745
00:36:07,730 --> 00:36:09,819
We still work together.
We have to talk
to each other.

746
00:36:09,993 --> 00:36:10,733
About work.
That's it.

747
00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:15,303
We can't try to
keep some sort of
friendship going.

748
00:36:15,477 --> 00:36:17,523
Which means no more jokes,
no more teasing,

749
00:36:17,697 --> 00:36:18,785
nothing that isn't
totally professional.

750
00:36:20,134 --> 00:36:22,005
So, what? We just...

751
00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:23,833
Act like robots
around each other?

752
00:36:29,099 --> 00:36:29,796
I don't want that.

753
00:36:32,015 --> 00:36:32,973
It's boring.

754
00:36:36,150 --> 00:36:37,064
No.

755
00:36:39,153 --> 00:36:41,851
We act like we did
before we ever
moved in together

756
00:36:42,025 --> 00:36:43,418
and let ourselves
get into this...

757
00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:45,812
Unprofessional...

758
00:36:47,117 --> 00:36:47,814
Mess.

759
00:36:48,989 --> 00:36:50,382
Yeah.

760
00:36:50,556 --> 00:36:51,861
Pretending that
what happened
didn't happen.

761
00:36:52,035 --> 00:36:53,080
That always works.

762
00:36:56,170 --> 00:36:56,866
[BOOT ZIPS]

763
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:58,825
♪♪♪♪

764
00:37:06,441 --> 00:37:08,661
[SIGHS]

765
00:37:08,835 --> 00:37:11,403
♪♪♪♪

766
00:37:18,714 --> 00:37:19,759
[SIGHS]

767
00:37:19,933 --> 00:37:21,195
You were
a horrible father.

768
00:37:23,284 --> 00:37:24,416
And you can't undo
the harm you did.

769
00:37:27,984 --> 00:37:29,029
But...

770
00:37:29,203 --> 00:37:30,335
I should forgive you.

771
00:37:33,163 --> 00:37:33,816
You deserve it.

772
00:37:35,470 --> 00:37:36,341
And I need it.

773
00:37:39,474 --> 00:37:40,475
Because I need you.

774
00:37:40,649 --> 00:37:42,303
[BREATHES SHAKILY]

775
00:37:44,479 --> 00:37:48,483
So, I-I'd like to keep
spending time together...

776
00:37:50,180 --> 00:37:51,138
And talking.

777
00:37:55,708 --> 00:37:56,578
I would love that.

778
00:37:59,929 --> 00:38:00,843
Do you think...

779
00:38:03,759 --> 00:38:04,847
Think maybe
we could, uh...

780
00:38:06,762 --> 00:38:08,851
Restart everything
with a...

781
00:38:11,376 --> 00:38:12,072
Hug?

782
00:38:13,247 --> 00:38:14,944
♪♪♪♪

783
00:38:17,860 --> 00:38:20,298
[BREATHING SHAKILY]

784
00:38:20,472 --> 00:38:22,865
♪♪♪♪

785
00:38:32,310 --> 00:38:33,572
[SIGHS]

786
00:38:42,189 --> 00:38:43,190
I was wrong.

787
00:38:46,802 --> 00:38:48,935
I convinced myself
that I was right,
and I was wrong.

788
00:38:53,069 --> 00:38:54,767
I took...

789
00:38:54,941 --> 00:38:56,116
A choice away from you.

790
00:38:59,859 --> 00:39:03,906
And I will do everything
I can to make it right.

791
00:39:07,954 --> 00:39:09,912
I-I'm...

792
00:39:10,086 --> 00:39:11,261
I'm so sorry.

793
00:39:14,656 --> 00:39:16,919
You don't have
to a-apologize.
Can you stop doing that?

794
00:39:27,365 --> 00:39:29,541
I don't think
I can make this work.

795
00:39:31,456 --> 00:39:35,024
I have had this feeling
for months.

796
00:39:35,198 --> 00:39:36,591
It's like a pit
in my stomach,

797
00:39:36,765 --> 00:39:40,421
and I-I-I didn't want
to...face what it was,

798
00:39:40,595 --> 00:39:43,468
but when we were fighting,

799
00:39:43,642 --> 00:39:47,776
I just felt, like, relief,
like I had an out.

800
00:39:47,950 --> 00:39:49,038
You think
I don't respect you.

801
00:39:49,212 --> 00:39:49,996
I don't...

802
00:39:51,563 --> 00:39:53,391
I do.

803
00:39:53,565 --> 00:39:56,219
Aaron, you almost walked
out of our wedding
because...

804
00:39:57,656 --> 00:39:58,961
I used bad grammar.

805
00:40:03,792 --> 00:40:04,402
That was bad.

806
00:40:04,576 --> 00:40:05,446
[SCOFFS]

807
00:40:07,622 --> 00:40:08,623
That was a bad moment.

808
00:40:11,234 --> 00:40:14,977
Marriages are made up
of moments, right?

809
00:40:15,151 --> 00:40:16,892
So many of our moments
are... Are just...

810
00:40:17,066 --> 00:40:18,067
Are great.

811
00:40:21,201 --> 00:40:23,072
[SIGHS] Too many are so...

812
00:40:23,246 --> 00:40:24,900
Just painful.

813
00:40:25,074 --> 00:40:31,516
♪♪ And I will hold you tight...

814
00:40:31,690 --> 00:40:32,517
This is crazy.

815
00:40:34,083 --> 00:40:34,780
We love each other.

816
00:40:37,696 --> 00:40:38,436
I love you.

817
00:40:40,612 --> 00:40:43,963
♪♪ ...will keep you warm

818
00:40:44,137 --> 00:40:45,965
♪♪ I will build...

819
00:40:46,139 --> 00:40:49,403
I love you so much.

820
00:40:49,577 --> 00:40:51,927
♪♪ And I'll build a fire...

821
00:40:52,101 --> 00:40:54,016
It's just not enough.

822
00:40:56,584 --> 00:40:58,760
♪♪ And in our hearts

823
00:40:58,934 --> 00:41:01,415
♪♪ We still pray for sons
and daughters

824
00:41:03,548 --> 00:41:06,551
♪♪ And all those evenings
out in the garden

825
00:41:06,725 --> 00:41:08,030
♪♪ With red, red wine

826
00:41:10,206 --> 00:41:15,516
♪♪ These quiet hours
turning to years...

827
00:41:15,690 --> 00:41:16,735
Thank you.

828
00:41:17,866 --> 00:41:19,346
♪♪♪♪

829
00:41:22,741 --> 00:41:25,308
The rain, the drunks,

830
00:41:25,483 --> 00:41:28,007
the freezing cold night
alone in my car,

831
00:41:28,181 --> 00:41:29,791
and you almost losing
your foot

832
00:41:29,965 --> 00:41:32,446
was definitely a bit more
of a distraction

833
00:41:32,620 --> 00:41:34,230
than I was hoping for.

834
00:41:34,404 --> 00:41:36,058
♪♪♪♪

835
00:41:38,670 --> 00:41:40,367
But I'm really glad
you took me camping.

836
00:41:42,108 --> 00:41:43,936
♪♪♪♪

837
00:41:44,110 --> 00:41:45,067
You're welcome.

838
00:41:48,636 --> 00:41:50,333
♪♪ And I'll build a fire

839
00:41:50,508 --> 00:41:52,597
♪♪ You fetch the water,
and I'll lay the table

840
00:41:54,773 --> 00:41:56,818
♪♪ And in our hearts

841
00:41:56,992 --> 00:42:01,344
♪♪ We still pray for sons
and daughters

842
00:42:01,519 --> 00:42:04,565
♪♪ And all those evenings
out in the garden

843
00:42:04,739 --> 00:42:06,088
♪♪ With red, red wine

844
00:42:08,090 --> 00:42:14,401
♪♪ These quiet hours
turning to years ♪♪

845
00:42:18,797 --> 00:42:20,450
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