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(CROWD CHANTING "266!")

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It's just an hour.

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Which really means
an hour and a half,

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which means
by the time we get to Jason's,

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the party will be over.
It's not a party.

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It's four boys arguing
over who's gonna play

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"Call of Duty's Warfare."

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Meanwhile, you're gonna be
learning how to exercise

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your First Amendment
rights.

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By waving signs
at cars?
Mm-hmm.

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And it's "Call of Duty"--
colon-- "Modern Warfare."

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Everyone who sees our signs
knows that they're not alone,

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and when we have numbers,
we have a voice.

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We are heard.

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At least
someone's being heard.

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This is democracy, Ethan--
making a difference.

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This is
how change happens.

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Yeah, well,
change sucks.

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It's 10:30. I will have you
at Jason's by 11:45, okay?

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(SCOFFS)

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Ooh, I see a spot.

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Really?

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(SCOFFS)
Why'd you let her in?

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Because the idiot
would've smashed our car.

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How about we go get
milkshakes instead, hmm?

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But I spent three hours
making signs.

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Ooh, there!
There's a spot!

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(CHANTING CONTINUES)

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Sweet.

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(CHANTING CONTINUES)

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Any hint of trouble,
we are leaving, got it?

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Inspiring speech, Mom.
Very Vince Lombardi.

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I saw his hologram.

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Oh, here's your
very own wristband.

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Solidarity!

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Yeah!

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Yes, they already did
the finger prick

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and gave me the gloop.

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It's a 50-gram
glucose solution.

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It was gloop,
and it tasted awful.

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Gloop wouldn't tell us if
you have gestational diabetes,

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which is associated
with hypertension,
preeclampsia,

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preterm labor, and
for the baby, respiratory
issues and obesity.

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Before we buy
jumbo baby clothes,

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let's get the test results,
okay?

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Okay,
will you text me when--

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Whoa.

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What's this?

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We know at least
two people have been shot,

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but we have no information
on their status.

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By all reports, the rally
in support of Prop 266...

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That is less than a mile
from here.

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...was quite peaceful
despite the presence

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(PAGER BEEPS)

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But just about 20 minutes ago,
what witnesses described...

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I have to go to the E.R.,
STAT.

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the passenger opening fire.

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(SIREN WAILING)

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(WAILING CONTINUES)

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9-year-old boy with multiple
gunshots to chest and abdomen.

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He took three rounds of epi,
still PEA.

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Trauma Bay 6.
Checking ABCs.

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Asher, taking
over compressions.
Claire, assess wounds.

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You're the mom?
(WHIMPERS)

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What's his name?
Mason, got it.
Mason.

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Entry wound left chest.

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ANDREWS:
Right over his heart.

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ASHER:
Emergency thoracotomy?

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20 blade.

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We'll take good care
of Mason,

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but right now,
you need to go.

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I can't.
Now.

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Rib spreader.

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We got a pumper.

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(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

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I can't see a thing.
Suction.

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(BEEPING CONTINUES)

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Hole in right ventricle.
I got my finger on it.

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That's stopped the bleed,

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but we gotta get the heart
pumping normally again.

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Urinary catheter.

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Stick it in the hole,

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inflate the balloon
inside the ventricle,

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and occlude the hole.

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(BEEPING CONTINUES)

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(BEEPING SLOWS)
And we've got
a regular heartbeat.

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Red cells,
platelets transfusions.
Let's get him to the O.R.

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Very good, Dr. Browne.

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(SIREN WAILS)

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Kid took one gunshot
to the head,

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became unresponsive
en route.

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Intubated him.

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He's bradycardic.

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(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

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Pupils are blown.

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No response
to sternal rub.

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And the kid's
leaking brain.

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Glasgow Coma Scale--
3T.

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LIM: One gram
per kilo Mannitol,
50 milligrams per kilo Keppra.

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(BEEPING CONTINUES)

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Elevating head 30 degrees
and bagging down his CO2.

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Alright, let's take him--
O.R. two.

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REPORTER:
And we can now confirm
that the shooting victims

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were young boys,
witnesses describing them

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as both under 10 years of age.

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According to accounts,
one was shot several times

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in the chest and abdomen,

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the other shot at least once
in the head.

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The fact it was children who
were shot is devastating news.

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And so we have
yet another day

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in an otherwise peaceful
community erupting
in violence,

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the kind of atrocity
that has sadly become

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all too commonplace.

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And that only makes
this attack

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even more tragic
and senseless.

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We are awaiting updates
and will let you know

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as soon as we have any--

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CLAIRE: Fixed
the liver laceration.

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Let's get the spleen
out of there.

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ANDREWS: Suturing
the right ventricle.

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Next up
is left ventriculostomy.

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ASHER: All that'll leave
is the bronchial injury,

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the diaphragm tear,
the VSD,

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and the hollow-viscous
bowel injury.

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(MONITOR BEEPING)
B.P.'s dropping fast.

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We're gonna need every unit
of O-neg or compatible blood.

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(SIGHS)

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Do you have someone
in surgery?

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N-No.

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I'm just here
for a test.

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Mrs. Wilkie?
What is it?

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And Mrs. Bardo?
What happened?

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Nothing. I just need you
to fill out these forms.

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Forms?

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Necessary evil.

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Do you have copies
of your insurance cards?

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Uh, no,
I must've left mine.

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I work here in I.T.

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I'll help them
with the forms.

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Thank you.

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LIM: This is not
a happy brain.

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Let's clean out as much
as we can.

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Scalp, hair,
skull fragments.

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And let's not forget
bullet shrapnel.

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Ultrasound.

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I'm looking for
any deeper bullet fragments.

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PARK:
Brain's herniating.

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SHAUN: CO2 is normal.

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(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

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Is he storming?

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Heart rate's
way too low.

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We need to take off
his entire right skull.

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Drill with B1 bit.

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(DRILL WHIRS)

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Uh, initial there.

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(SNIFFLES)

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And sign here.

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Thank you...

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Lea.

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Lea.

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I think
that's the other mom.

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I'm Carina.

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Were you

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at the rally?

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Yeah. I'm Taryn.

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Mason's 9.

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Ethan's 8 1/2.

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They'll be fine.

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I know it.

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You're one of them.

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Them?

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Get away from me.

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(SIGHS)

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CLAIRE: It is so sad
that people can't express

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their views peacefully.

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The right is so intolerant
of political differences,

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any differences.

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ANDREWS: I think there's some
intolerances on both sides.

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Oh, like there are good people
on both sides?

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What if I told you I belong
to the NRA?

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(SCOFFS) I'd think you were
saying that to make a point.

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About five years ago,
my wife and I went

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to a very trendy restaurant
in a very shady part of town,

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and on our way back to the car
we were mugged at gunpoint.

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The next day,
I bought us both handguns.

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I'm a card-carrying member.

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ASHER:
I voted for Trump.

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(SCOFFS) Too soon.

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I'm serious.

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I liked his stand
on Israel.

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But I've never
told anyone

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because I'd be
absolutely vilified.

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As you should be,
especially you.

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Pooling up.
He's hypotensive.

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Lactate's rising.

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Okay,
crit's down to 17.

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We could put him
into deep hypothermia.

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No, the low temp would only
worsen his coagulopathy.

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He just needs more blood.
We've used up most
of the O-neg and A-neg

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from the blood bank.
Start calling
other hospitals now.

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CLAIRE: You actually
voted for Trump?

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ASHER: Once.

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And then what?

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You-- You--
You suddenly discovered

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he was exactly
who he said he was?

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I don't feel like you want
an answer. I feel like
you want an apology.

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(SIGHS)

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This kind of changes
how I feel about you.

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What does that mean?

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You're saying
you don't respect me?

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We can't be friends
because of a vote?

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It is more than a vote.

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Yeah. It's a fundamental right
that I exercised.

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This kind of changes
how I feel about you.

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If I can't have
a political opinion

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about the best way
to improve all our lives--

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Do you think anybody's life
got better?

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ANDREWS: That's enough.

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Are you okay?

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The repairs
are almost finished.

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We can be done with this
in two or three hours.

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We have
just enough blood.

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That's if we want to.

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(SIGHS)

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Mrs. Bardo?

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CARINA: What is it?

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Uh, we fixed two holes
in your son's ventricles.

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We've removed his spleen
and repaired his liver,

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but he's still
in surgery.

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Your son has lost
a lot of blood.

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We're giving him
transfusions,

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but the blood loss may have
caused damage to his brain.

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If his brain is fine,
then we should push on,

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but if his brain
isn't fine,

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then...continuing the surgery
could kill him.

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Unfortunately,
we can't accurately assess

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for brain function
in the O.R.,

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so we would have to
wake him up and do
a traditional neuro exam.

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You need her
to decide that?

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Why put that on her?

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You guys are
the doct--
Wake him up.

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If you wake him up,
I can be there, right?

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You can.

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But he will be confused
and stressed.

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His belly will still
have to be open--

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My husband died
in a car accident
two years ago.

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I didn't get
to say goodbye.

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This is not goodbye.

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This decision
should not be based on--

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Please.

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Wake him up.

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Okay.
Come with us.

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Why haven't I
heard anything?

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SHAUN: The brain looks
more relaxed now.

255
00:12:48,201 --> 00:12:49,870
LIM: There are
a lot of clots.

256
00:12:51,204 --> 00:12:53,006
(PARK SIGHS)

257
00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:57,878
Kellan play soccer?

258
00:12:58,545 --> 00:13:00,380
I'm fine.

259
00:13:00,513 --> 00:13:02,215
Two kids shot.
We all are.

260
00:13:03,851 --> 00:13:05,518
(KNOCK ON WINDOW)

261
00:13:06,653 --> 00:13:07,921
You're not supposed
to be here.

262
00:13:08,055 --> 00:13:10,123
I know.
I am so sorry.

263
00:13:10,257 --> 00:13:13,026
Is the baby okay?
Did you get your test results?

264
00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:14,895
No, but I'm fine.
The baby's fine.

265
00:13:15,028 --> 00:13:16,396
How's the boy?

266
00:13:16,529 --> 00:13:19,599
You can't be here,
and we can't tell you.

267
00:13:19,732 --> 00:13:22,235
I'm sitting in a waiting room
with a terrified mother.

268
00:13:22,369 --> 00:13:24,838
Somebody needs to tell her
he's being taken care of.

269
00:13:31,578 --> 00:13:33,580
Mrs. Wilkie?
I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy--

270
00:13:33,713 --> 00:13:35,248
Is my son okay?

271
00:13:37,784 --> 00:13:41,254
Okay, we have
successfully removed

272
00:13:41,388 --> 00:13:44,324
half of your son's skull
to reduce brain pressure.

273
00:13:44,457 --> 00:13:45,959
We've removed blood clots,
bone chips,

274
00:13:46,093 --> 00:13:48,295
and bullet fragments.

275
00:13:48,428 --> 00:13:50,864
But we are still trying
to find the less accessible

276
00:13:50,998 --> 00:13:53,566
and deeper chunks
of the bullet
in his brain.

277
00:13:57,137 --> 00:13:58,705
Can I see him?

278
00:14:00,273 --> 00:14:02,275
Of course not.
He's in surgery.

279
00:14:07,480 --> 00:14:11,885
We... just needed
to let you know his status.

280
00:14:17,157 --> 00:14:18,658
I'm sorry.

281
00:14:20,493 --> 00:14:23,296
(BREATHING HEAVILY)

282
00:14:28,335 --> 00:14:30,070
CLAIRE: Hey, Mason.

283
00:14:30,203 --> 00:14:32,105
I need you
to follow my finger, okay?

284
00:14:42,349 --> 00:14:44,217
Can you wiggle your toes
for me?

285
00:14:44,351 --> 00:14:45,718
Your little piggies?

286
00:14:52,192 --> 00:14:54,194
You're acing this test,
Mason.

287
00:14:54,327 --> 00:14:57,530
Now can you squeeze
my fingers?

288
00:14:58,398 --> 00:15:00,533
Just try
to make a fist.

289
00:15:00,667 --> 00:15:02,335
Doesn't have to be hard,
just a little squeeze.

290
00:15:08,875 --> 00:15:11,378
Okay, no, that's okay.
Hey, Mason, look at me.

291
00:15:17,217 --> 00:15:18,718
You're gonna be okay,
pumpkin.

292
00:15:18,851 --> 00:15:20,353
Everything's gonna be okay.

293
00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:24,424
Hey.

294
00:15:30,897 --> 00:15:31,864
(SHRAPNEL CLANGS)

295
00:15:34,801 --> 00:15:37,704
SHAUN:
There's an indentation

296
00:15:37,837 --> 00:15:40,607
on a right M3
segment branch artery.

297
00:15:40,740 --> 00:15:42,609
That suggests the presence
of a deeper fragment.

298
00:15:46,446 --> 00:15:48,115
PARK: Nice catch.

299
00:15:48,248 --> 00:15:50,383
LIM: Yes, but I'm not sure
how we get it out.

300
00:16:03,930 --> 00:16:07,034
When was
Ethan's birthday?

301
00:16:09,402 --> 00:16:11,804
Um, October.

302
00:16:14,841 --> 00:16:16,776
It was
just the three of us.

303
00:16:16,909 --> 00:16:19,412
We have a golden doodle
named Derber.

304
00:16:21,714 --> 00:16:23,216
Ethan wanted to invite
a couple of friends over,

305
00:16:23,350 --> 00:16:25,452
but I said no,
it wasn't safe.

306
00:16:26,653 --> 00:16:27,820
(SIGHS)

307
00:16:27,954 --> 00:16:29,589
He wanted two friends.

308
00:16:29,722 --> 00:16:33,460
He has like 100 of them
and I said no to 2.

309
00:16:39,066 --> 00:16:40,867
Feels like all Ethan and I
ever do now is fight.

310
00:16:43,903 --> 00:16:46,606
Children don't need
their parents to be buddies.

311
00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:49,076
They need limits,
structure.

312
00:16:50,743 --> 00:16:52,312
You don't have kids,
do you?

313
00:16:57,250 --> 00:17:00,220
He'll die hating me.

314
00:17:00,353 --> 00:17:02,955
Taryn, you cannot think
like that.

315
00:17:10,097 --> 00:17:11,998
We found the last
bullet fragment.

316
00:17:12,132 --> 00:17:13,866
It's deep but stable,

317
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,369
so it is very unlikely
to cause
further brain damage,

318
00:17:16,503 --> 00:17:17,637
bleeds, or seizures.

319
00:17:17,770 --> 00:17:19,339
We should leave it
where it is.

320
00:17:21,608 --> 00:17:26,546
You want to leave a bullet
in my son's brain?

321
00:17:26,679 --> 00:17:28,047
Removing it comes
with a high risk

322
00:17:28,181 --> 00:17:29,916
of lacerating
key brain vessels.

323
00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:31,718
(SHUDDERS)

324
00:17:37,157 --> 00:17:38,391
You can trust them.

325
00:17:38,525 --> 00:17:40,360
They're the best doctors
I've ever known.

326
00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,068
Okay.

327
00:17:49,969 --> 00:17:51,504
Leave it in.

328
00:18:08,455 --> 00:18:10,022
Did you get
to see Mason?

329
00:18:12,925 --> 00:18:14,194
They're doing
more tests.

330
00:18:17,063 --> 00:18:18,097
But I know
he'll be fine.

331
00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:22,435
He will.

332
00:18:26,373 --> 00:18:29,276
Does Mason play
any sports?

333
00:18:29,409 --> 00:18:30,710
Uh,

334
00:18:31,611 --> 00:18:32,812
basketball.

335
00:18:34,214 --> 00:18:35,715
Team captain.

336
00:18:37,184 --> 00:18:38,918
Likes to be in charge.

337
00:18:41,254 --> 00:18:42,555
So mature for his age.

338
00:18:45,392 --> 00:18:47,494
When my husband died,

339
00:18:47,627 --> 00:18:48,995
it was Mason
who kept me going.

340
00:18:51,698 --> 00:18:53,566
Brought me coffee
every morning,

341
00:18:55,034 --> 00:18:56,569
opened my curtains,

342
00:18:57,837 --> 00:18:59,572
helped me
get out of bed.

343
00:19:04,477 --> 00:19:05,745
I'm a single mom, too.

344
00:19:09,449 --> 00:19:10,883
Helluva day to be one,
isn't it?

345
00:19:11,017 --> 00:19:12,585
Mm.

346
00:19:15,422 --> 00:19:16,956
When did you lose
your husband?

347
00:19:18,591 --> 00:19:21,794
We divorced
two years ago.

348
00:19:21,928 --> 00:19:23,396
But not amicably.

349
00:19:24,030 --> 00:19:25,598
Divorced.

350
00:19:27,634 --> 00:19:29,569
I know it's not the same,
but--

351
00:19:29,702 --> 00:19:31,304
I buried my husband.

352
00:19:32,739 --> 00:19:36,343
You lost him in
the worst possible way, yes.

353
00:19:36,476 --> 00:19:39,779
But I doubt you also lost
half of your friends,

354
00:19:39,912 --> 00:19:41,448
your self-respect,

355
00:19:41,581 --> 00:19:44,617
and (SIGHS) the love
of your son.

356
00:19:45,818 --> 00:19:48,555
I doubt you ever had
to tell your son

357
00:19:48,688 --> 00:19:50,122
that Daddy
was never coming home again.

358
00:19:50,257 --> 00:19:51,391
Look,
I didn't mean to--

359
00:19:51,524 --> 00:19:52,859
You figured
you know me.

360
00:19:53,893 --> 00:19:56,263
You've experienced pain,

361
00:19:56,396 --> 00:19:59,198
so you understand all the pain
everybody else has ever felt.

362
00:19:59,332 --> 00:20:00,367
I understand pain--

363
00:20:00,500 --> 00:20:02,969
Shut up.
Right.

364
00:20:03,102 --> 00:20:06,005
Someone disagrees with you
and you shut them up.

365
00:20:06,138 --> 00:20:07,640
You couldn't let us wave
our little signs in peace?

366
00:20:07,774 --> 00:20:09,376
You had to come
shout us down,

367
00:20:09,509 --> 00:20:11,678
and when that didn't work,
you had to shoot us?!

368
00:20:37,136 --> 00:20:38,371
Yes?
Yes?

369
00:20:40,172 --> 00:20:41,374
You can go first.

370
00:20:41,508 --> 00:20:42,675
Why?

371
00:20:44,143 --> 00:20:45,812
I'm being polite.

372
00:20:45,945 --> 00:20:48,080
It won't make any difference
who hears their news first.

373
00:20:49,849 --> 00:20:53,119
We don't think
there is any brain damage.

374
00:20:53,252 --> 00:20:55,087
We're gonna take him back
to the O.R.
to finish the repairs.

375
00:20:57,023 --> 00:20:59,258
Wonderful.
Thank you so much.

376
00:20:59,392 --> 00:21:01,494
Of course.

377
00:21:03,796 --> 00:21:05,765
We have to leave
Ethan's skull off

378
00:21:05,898 --> 00:21:08,735
until his brain swelling
has gone down,

379
00:21:08,868 --> 00:21:10,703
which could be
a couple of days
from now.

380
00:21:10,837 --> 00:21:12,004
Or months.

381
00:21:14,474 --> 00:21:16,443
We've moved him
to intensive care.

382
00:21:16,576 --> 00:21:18,511
You can see him now.

383
00:21:18,645 --> 00:21:19,746
(SIGHS)

384
00:21:36,796 --> 00:21:38,097
(SIGHS)

385
00:21:38,230 --> 00:21:42,134
When he was a baby, I used
to love watching him sleep.

386
00:21:42,268 --> 00:21:45,237
It was the only time he wasn't
bouncing off the walls.

387
00:21:45,372 --> 00:21:47,139
The only time
I could just look at him.

388
00:21:49,442 --> 00:21:52,512
When he was older,
if he caught me watching him,

389
00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:54,313
he would say
that I was weird,

390
00:21:54,447 --> 00:21:56,683
and...

391
00:21:56,816 --> 00:21:58,718
I just told him
how beautiful he was.

392
00:21:58,851 --> 00:22:01,320
And that only
made me weirder.

393
00:22:02,188 --> 00:22:04,557
But he is

394
00:22:04,691 --> 00:22:06,526
so beautiful.

395
00:22:10,797 --> 00:22:12,131
His eyes moved.
They moved.

396
00:22:12,264 --> 00:22:13,966
He's looking at me.
That's good, right?

397
00:22:14,100 --> 00:22:15,435
Yes.

398
00:22:18,805 --> 00:22:20,740
No, he's not looking
at you.

399
00:22:20,873 --> 00:22:22,775
His eyes are deviating
to the right.

400
00:22:22,909 --> 00:22:24,511
What does that...

401
00:22:24,644 --> 00:22:25,545
He's squeezing my hand.

402
00:22:25,678 --> 00:22:28,114
Ethan, honey,
Mommy's here.

403
00:22:28,247 --> 00:22:29,982
How hard?
Is it getting firmer?

404
00:22:30,116 --> 00:22:31,618
Yeah.

405
00:22:31,751 --> 00:22:34,654
Ativan. Increase propofol,
and we need a C.T.
and an E.E.G.

406
00:22:34,787 --> 00:22:37,123
He is having
a focal seizure

407
00:22:37,256 --> 00:22:39,959
which is originating
in the left side of the brain,

408
00:22:40,092 --> 00:22:42,829
which wasn't the damaged side,
which is very strange.

409
00:22:44,931 --> 00:22:48,501
The bullet fragment
must've migrated.

410
00:22:48,635 --> 00:22:49,969
It was a mistake
to leave it in.

411
00:23:01,347 --> 00:23:02,815
He's seizing.

412
00:23:02,949 --> 00:23:04,984
This is exactly
what he said wouldn't happen

413
00:23:05,117 --> 00:23:06,686
if we left the bullet in.

414
00:23:06,819 --> 00:23:08,555
Exactly.

415
00:23:08,688 --> 00:23:10,523
I'm sure he'll figure out
what to do, and--

416
00:23:10,657 --> 00:23:12,992
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)

417
00:23:13,125 --> 00:23:14,527
Who do you have news for?

418
00:23:16,529 --> 00:23:18,330
Ms. DiLallo?

419
00:23:25,672 --> 00:23:27,440
Good news?

420
00:23:27,574 --> 00:23:29,842
Oh, it's nothing.

421
00:23:30,910 --> 00:23:32,845
It's okay for someone
to be happy.

422
00:23:35,347 --> 00:23:37,416
I'm expecting.

423
00:23:37,550 --> 00:23:38,751
And all's good.

424
00:23:42,889 --> 00:23:45,858
I gave birth
on Christmas Eve.

425
00:23:45,992 --> 00:23:49,395
All the nurses
were singing carols.

426
00:23:49,529 --> 00:23:51,664
Kenny joked that
the only thing missing

427
00:23:51,798 --> 00:23:54,601
were the three wise men.

428
00:23:54,734 --> 00:23:58,538
It was hokey
and ridiculous.

429
00:24:00,272 --> 00:24:02,141
But it was magical.

430
00:24:05,912 --> 00:24:09,949
Ethan was
three weeks premature.

431
00:24:10,082 --> 00:24:12,451
We were having
just one last fun weekend,

432
00:24:12,585 --> 00:24:15,588
the two of us,
and I guess Ethan
didn't like that idea,

433
00:24:15,722 --> 00:24:23,029
so I gave birth
in a motel room
300 miles from my OB.

434
00:24:23,162 --> 00:24:25,464
Left a really good tip
for housekeeping.

435
00:24:35,742 --> 00:24:38,110
SHAUN: It's very strange.

436
00:24:38,244 --> 00:24:39,812
I was wrong.

437
00:24:39,946 --> 00:24:43,616
It's...very,
very strange.

438
00:24:44,984 --> 00:24:46,018
(MONITOR BEEPS)

439
00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:47,754
No, you weren't.

440
00:24:47,887 --> 00:24:50,322
The fragment's still stable
in location,

441
00:24:50,456 --> 00:24:53,259
no severe compression on MCA,
no new bleeds.

442
00:24:53,392 --> 00:24:55,427
That just means
we missed something else.

443
00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:01,133
There.

444
00:25:01,267 --> 00:25:02,935
Deep in
the left thalamus.

445
00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:05,204
I wasn't wrong.

446
00:25:06,038 --> 00:25:07,940
I wasn't wrong.

447
00:25:08,074 --> 00:25:09,341
You were.

448
00:25:09,475 --> 00:25:10,677
You missed it.

449
00:25:10,810 --> 00:25:12,845
No.
No, I wasn't wrong.

450
00:25:12,979 --> 00:25:14,380
I would've noticed
another fragment.

451
00:25:16,482 --> 00:25:17,884
There.

452
00:25:18,017 --> 00:25:19,652
There was nothing there
eight hours ago.

453
00:25:22,454 --> 00:25:24,791
Okay, so,

454
00:25:24,924 --> 00:25:28,294
it's just new
to this location,

455
00:25:28,427 --> 00:25:31,297
which means it's moving.

456
00:25:31,430 --> 00:25:32,832
And based
on its trajectory,

457
00:25:32,965 --> 00:25:35,401
it's gonna cause
a lot more damage.

458
00:25:36,669 --> 00:25:39,205
It's much deeper
than the other.

459
00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,675
So we can't get to it.

460
00:25:53,252 --> 00:25:55,121
We can't go through the
water drainage system
of the boy's brain

461
00:25:55,254 --> 00:25:56,388
because that would mean
having to puncture

462
00:25:56,522 --> 00:25:58,024
the ventricular wall
at the thalamus,

463
00:25:58,157 --> 00:26:00,326
and we can't follow the injury
pathway using MRI guidance

464
00:26:00,459 --> 00:26:01,728
because the metal
in the bullet
rules out the MRI.

465
00:26:01,861 --> 00:26:03,395
And we can't--
Shaun, Shaun, just--

466
00:26:03,529 --> 00:26:06,899
You are a neurosurgeon,
okay?

467
00:26:07,033 --> 00:26:08,367
You will know
what I have missed.

468
00:26:12,672 --> 00:26:14,006
You don't think
you missed anything?

469
00:26:16,008 --> 00:26:17,209
No.

470
00:26:17,343 --> 00:26:18,510
Then you didn't.

471
00:26:23,549 --> 00:26:25,317
Okay, then...

472
00:26:27,654 --> 00:26:30,056
Ethan is probably
going to die.

473
00:26:33,660 --> 00:26:38,130
(BREATHING SHAKILY)

474
00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:39,431
Okay.

475
00:26:44,737 --> 00:26:46,873
(SIGHS)

476
00:26:49,742 --> 00:26:52,211
This one's different,
huh?

477
00:26:52,344 --> 00:26:53,780
Because he is a child?

478
00:26:53,913 --> 00:26:55,948
Yeah, yeah,
because he's a child.

479
00:26:56,082 --> 00:26:57,750
No.

480
00:26:58,751 --> 00:27:00,619
I've lost children
before.

481
00:27:03,522 --> 00:27:06,458
Shaun,
every parent has one job,

482
00:27:06,592 --> 00:27:09,461
and that's to keep
their kid alive,

483
00:27:09,595 --> 00:27:12,932
to keep them from
all the horrors in the world.

484
00:27:13,432 --> 00:27:15,067
And maybe

485
00:27:16,836 --> 00:27:19,138
because you can't
protect Ethan,

486
00:27:19,271 --> 00:27:21,140
you think...

487
00:27:21,273 --> 00:27:24,243
That's not rational.

488
00:27:24,376 --> 00:27:26,078
No, it's-- (CHUCKLES)

489
00:27:26,212 --> 00:27:31,083
It's not rational,
the price of parenthood.

490
00:27:31,217 --> 00:27:33,152
But you know what?
It's worth it.

491
00:27:33,285 --> 00:27:35,587
If it makes me
upset and irrational,

492
00:27:35,722 --> 00:27:37,089
it doesn't sound like
it's worth it.

493
00:27:38,758 --> 00:27:40,092
You don't mean that.

494
00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:52,471
I came here to ask for your
surgical advice about Ethan,

495
00:27:52,604 --> 00:27:55,875
and all you've given me
is emotional advice about me.

496
00:27:56,575 --> 00:27:58,077
Yeah.

497
00:27:58,210 --> 00:27:59,812
Because that's all I got.

498
00:28:12,024 --> 00:28:13,625
(DOOR OPENS)

499
00:28:25,004 --> 00:28:28,474
Kellan started playing soccer
when he was 7.

500
00:28:28,607 --> 00:28:32,044
He loved that jersey
so much.

501
00:28:32,178 --> 00:28:34,313
Wore it to bed every night.
Wouldn't let us wash it.

502
00:28:40,052 --> 00:28:41,720
Then he spilled grape juice
on it.

503
00:28:43,289 --> 00:28:46,158
A big purple stain.

504
00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:51,463
And I got angry at him.

505
00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:56,368
I always get
a little like this
with kids.

506
00:28:59,638 --> 00:29:01,808
You know, I think
maybe Shaun and Lim

507
00:29:01,941 --> 00:29:04,510
can handle it fine
without me.

508
00:29:04,643 --> 00:29:07,013
If it was Kellan
in that ICU,

509
00:29:07,146 --> 00:29:10,416
how would you feel
if his doctor
bailed on him

510
00:29:10,549 --> 00:29:13,219
because his kid had spilled
grape juice 10 years earlier?

511
00:29:15,621 --> 00:29:18,024
Yeah,
it's brutal on you.

512
00:29:18,157 --> 00:29:20,759
About a hundredth as brutal
as it is on them.

513
00:29:39,445 --> 00:29:42,748
So, you agree with Biden
on every single issue?

514
00:29:42,882 --> 00:29:44,283
No, of course not.

515
00:29:44,416 --> 00:29:46,418
But I agree with him
on more than one.

516
00:29:46,552 --> 00:29:48,120
How many?

517
00:29:48,254 --> 00:29:50,022
Where's the line?

518
00:29:50,156 --> 00:29:52,424
Every vote
is a compromise.

519
00:29:52,558 --> 00:29:54,760
We support the things
we think are important,

520
00:29:54,894 --> 00:29:58,764
and...rationalize
the things that aren't.

521
00:29:58,898 --> 00:30:01,934
Unfortunately, compromise
has become a dirty word,

522
00:30:02,068 --> 00:30:04,270
which is ironic since
that's the essence
of democracy,

523
00:30:04,403 --> 00:30:07,239
and the lack of compromise
is why I left home.

524
00:30:07,373 --> 00:30:09,241
His left foot is cold.

525
00:30:13,312 --> 00:30:14,613
It's pulseless.

526
00:30:19,085 --> 00:30:20,319
I got a pulse here.

527
00:30:20,452 --> 00:30:23,389
Something's happening
between here and you.

528
00:30:23,522 --> 00:30:24,456
Good.

529
00:30:24,590 --> 00:30:25,624
Nothing.

530
00:30:25,757 --> 00:30:27,293
Good.

531
00:30:28,627 --> 00:30:30,162
Nothing.

532
00:30:30,296 --> 00:30:32,031
Nothing.

533
00:30:32,164 --> 00:30:35,167
It's his popliteal artery.
He must've thrown a clot.

534
00:30:35,301 --> 00:30:37,269
We have to fix this now
or he loses the leg at best.

535
00:30:48,147 --> 00:30:50,349
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)

536
00:30:59,525 --> 00:31:03,862
Ethan's seizures were caused
by a different fragment

537
00:31:03,996 --> 00:31:07,299
that migrated to the left side
of his brain.

538
00:31:07,433 --> 00:31:11,170
We weren't wrong about leaving
the other fragment in.

539
00:31:11,303 --> 00:31:13,906
So you weren't incompetent
about that,

540
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:17,509
just about completely missing
this other fragment?

541
00:31:17,643 --> 00:31:18,978
Yes.

542
00:31:20,346 --> 00:31:24,516
But the new fragment
isn't stable,

543
00:31:24,650 --> 00:31:29,021
and will almost definitely
continue to cause damage.

544
00:31:29,155 --> 00:31:31,190
So you'll remove it
as soon as possible.

545
00:31:34,860 --> 00:31:36,495
It's too deep to remove.

546
00:31:37,964 --> 00:31:39,898
Which means

547
00:31:40,032 --> 00:31:41,333
you'll do what?

548
00:31:43,835 --> 00:31:46,738
We'll keep him
on anti-seizure meds

549
00:31:46,872 --> 00:31:49,908
and, uh,
we'll monitor him,

550
00:31:50,042 --> 00:31:51,410
hope for the best.

551
00:31:53,812 --> 00:31:55,681
Monitor?

552
00:31:55,814 --> 00:31:59,185
An 8-year-old boy is dying
and you're gonna monitor him?

553
00:31:59,318 --> 00:32:02,054
If this was your child,
you could live with that?

554
00:32:02,188 --> 00:32:03,522
Taryn,
they're doing their--
They're doing nothing!

555
00:32:03,655 --> 00:32:04,790
Lea!
It's okay.

556
00:32:04,923 --> 00:32:06,358
It's okay, Shaun.

557
00:32:09,361 --> 00:32:10,362
You're a couple?

558
00:32:16,035 --> 00:32:18,104
I made a decision
about my son's life

559
00:32:18,237 --> 00:32:20,372
based on your opinion
of your boyfriend?

560
00:32:21,207 --> 00:32:23,209
Taryn, I'm so sorry.

561
00:32:30,049 --> 00:32:33,152
(MONITOR BEEPING)

562
00:32:33,285 --> 00:32:34,386
ANDREWS: Isolating
popliteal artery.

563
00:32:34,520 --> 00:32:35,988
Next?

564
00:32:36,122 --> 00:32:37,523
ASHER:
Incise vessel transversely,

565
00:32:37,656 --> 00:32:40,892
use Fogarty catheter
to complete the embolectomy,

566
00:32:41,027 --> 00:32:42,894
confirm flow
with the angiogram.

567
00:32:43,029 --> 00:32:44,963
How's our blood?

568
00:32:45,097 --> 00:32:46,798
CLAIRE: Maxing out on
pro-coagulants,

569
00:32:46,932 --> 00:32:48,500
anti-hemophiliacs,
and recycling

570
00:32:48,634 --> 00:32:50,669
every last drop
of cell saver suction.

571
00:32:50,802 --> 00:32:52,804
And we're still down
to our last 100 CCs.

572
00:32:52,938 --> 00:32:54,573
What about
other hospitals?

573
00:32:54,706 --> 00:32:56,808
There was
a multi-vehicle crash
on the 280.

574
00:32:56,942 --> 00:32:58,810
Nobody has anything
to spare.

575
00:32:58,944 --> 00:33:00,612
I'll just have to work
a little faster.

576
00:33:00,746 --> 00:33:02,348
Removing catheter.

577
00:33:02,481 --> 00:33:04,350
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
B.P.'s falling.

578
00:33:04,483 --> 00:33:06,152
Damn it.

579
00:33:06,285 --> 00:33:08,620
Catheter tore the artery.
Clamp and suction.

580
00:33:08,754 --> 00:33:10,556
There's not enough blood.

581
00:33:10,689 --> 00:33:12,624
His hematocrit
is on the floor.
He's dying.

582
00:33:12,758 --> 00:33:15,427
(BEEPING CONTINUES)

583
00:33:20,966 --> 00:33:23,635
You got your test results
hours ago.

584
00:33:23,769 --> 00:33:25,471
You need to go home.

585
00:33:26,138 --> 00:33:27,573
I can't.

586
00:33:27,706 --> 00:33:29,441
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)

587
00:33:34,346 --> 00:33:36,282
Mason is hanging on,

588
00:33:36,415 --> 00:33:39,951
but we have used up
all the O-neg and A-neg blood.

589
00:33:40,086 --> 00:33:41,653
We're having some medevacked
from L.A.

590
00:33:41,787 --> 00:33:43,289
How long will that take?

591
00:33:44,456 --> 00:33:46,825
Another couple of hours.

592
00:33:54,100 --> 00:33:56,335
You don't think he'll last
that long.

593
00:34:02,708 --> 00:34:03,975
We're hoping.

594
00:34:34,005 --> 00:34:35,174
I'm A-negative.

595
00:35:03,569 --> 00:35:05,537
Sometimes we can't.

596
00:35:08,240 --> 00:35:10,442
Every parent has
an overwhelming need

597
00:35:10,576 --> 00:35:13,445
to protect their child
from horrors.

598
00:35:14,980 --> 00:35:17,883
It's the price
of parenthood.

599
00:35:18,016 --> 00:35:19,918
Taryn donated twice
the typical amount of blood

600
00:35:20,051 --> 00:35:21,787
and Mason needed
every drop of it.

601
00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:25,557
It's gonna be
a long night.

602
00:35:31,963 --> 00:35:33,165
Where are you going?

603
00:35:33,299 --> 00:35:34,500
Yeah,
you should come with.

604
00:35:34,633 --> 00:35:36,268
Where?
Ever read
"Hansel and Gretel"?

605
00:35:36,402 --> 00:35:37,736
That's what
you were reading?

606
00:35:37,869 --> 00:35:39,571
I thought
you were doing research.

607
00:35:47,546 --> 00:35:48,947
The scan showed no sign
that the fragment

608
00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:50,549
tore major brain tissue,

609
00:35:50,682 --> 00:35:51,983
and there are no
significant bleeds or clots

610
00:35:52,117 --> 00:35:53,485
as it migrated,

611
00:35:53,619 --> 00:35:55,987
which means
it didn't cut a new route.

612
00:35:56,121 --> 00:35:57,589
It took a trail
that was already there.

613
00:35:57,723 --> 00:35:59,458
Okay.
How is that helpful?

614
00:35:59,591 --> 00:36:01,860
It weaved through CSF spaces
or sulci

615
00:36:01,993 --> 00:36:03,529
in between
the brain parenchyma.

616
00:36:03,662 --> 00:36:05,997
If so, it left us
some breadcrumbs...

617
00:36:06,131 --> 00:36:07,933
Heme products staining.

618
00:36:08,066 --> 00:36:10,636
...along the way, and we
can use a rigid
3-millimeter endoscope,

619
00:36:10,769 --> 00:36:11,937
find the trail,
and take that trail

620
00:36:12,070 --> 00:36:14,406
all the way to the bullet
without damaging the brain.

621
00:36:35,427 --> 00:36:37,329
It's okay, it's decaf.

622
00:36:41,300 --> 00:36:44,336
You shouldn't feel guilty
about being happy.

623
00:36:46,772 --> 00:36:50,642
I didn't feel happy,
not right then.

624
00:36:50,776 --> 00:36:54,045
I felt... scared.

625
00:36:55,947 --> 00:36:57,916
For us?

626
00:36:58,049 --> 00:36:59,385
And for me.

627
00:36:59,518 --> 00:37:02,187
You two,
you're so different

628
00:37:02,321 --> 00:37:05,924
and so... angry.

629
00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:07,493
Hmm.

630
00:37:09,528 --> 00:37:11,797
But you are so strong,

631
00:37:11,930 --> 00:37:13,832
and I'm...

632
00:37:13,965 --> 00:37:16,535
You don't think
you're strong?

633
00:37:16,668 --> 00:37:18,036
No.

634
00:37:18,169 --> 00:37:19,971
Not strong enough
for this.

635
00:37:21,607 --> 00:37:24,543
This doesn't
usually happen.

636
00:37:24,676 --> 00:37:27,446
This isn't supposed
to happen.

637
00:37:27,579 --> 00:37:29,915
And the way
we've been coping with it

638
00:37:30,048 --> 00:37:32,183
has nothing to do with
whether we're good parents.

639
00:37:32,318 --> 00:37:33,685
(SIGHS)

640
00:37:33,819 --> 00:37:37,623
Strength doesn't matter.
It's compassion.

641
00:37:37,756 --> 00:37:41,593
And...the way
you've treated us

642
00:37:42,828 --> 00:37:44,563
you're gonna be
a great mother.

643
00:37:54,640 --> 00:37:56,808
Mason made it.

644
00:37:56,942 --> 00:37:58,410
(SIGHS)

645
00:38:00,946 --> 00:38:02,714
Thanks to Taryn.

646
00:38:06,251 --> 00:38:07,419
Ethan made it.

647
00:38:07,553 --> 00:38:08,620
(GASPS)

648
00:38:08,754 --> 00:38:10,121
Thanks to Park.

649
00:38:11,390 --> 00:38:12,758
(SIGHS)

650
00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:15,761
(SNIFFLES)

651
00:38:23,268 --> 00:38:24,403
They're in the ICU.

652
00:38:27,272 --> 00:38:28,640
They want to see
their moms.

653
00:38:37,215 --> 00:38:39,250
(SIGHS)

654
00:38:39,385 --> 00:38:41,753
(MONITORS BEEPING)

655
00:38:51,096 --> 00:38:52,631
(SNIFFLES)

656
00:38:56,602 --> 00:38:58,136
(CHUCKLES)

657
00:38:58,269 --> 00:38:59,971
(SNIFFLES)

658
00:39:10,682 --> 00:39:13,985
** Take

659
00:39:14,119 --> 00:39:16,354
** My hand

660
00:39:16,488 --> 00:39:18,189
** And breathe

661
00:39:18,323 --> 00:39:21,159
** Small leaf

662
00:39:21,827 --> 00:39:23,128
(SNIFFLES)

663
00:39:23,261 --> 00:39:28,634
** Short is the sting of this

664
00:39:30,436 --> 00:39:32,904
** Now push

665
00:39:33,038 --> 00:39:36,808
** The folds of life to dust

666
00:39:39,110 --> 00:39:44,583
** Put eager hands to sleep
tonight

667
00:39:46,852 --> 00:39:48,620
** To dream

668
00:39:48,754 --> 00:39:50,021
Buy you a cheeseburger?

669
00:39:50,155 --> 00:39:53,191
** Of places
I've never seen before

670
00:39:53,324 --> 00:39:54,793
It's 6:00 a.m.

671
00:39:54,926 --> 00:39:56,027
Mm-hmm.

672
00:39:56,161 --> 00:39:57,996
Well...

673
00:39:58,129 --> 00:39:59,565
I figure
we should talk.

674
00:39:59,698 --> 00:40:02,367
** To call your own

675
00:40:02,501 --> 00:40:03,835
I'd like that.

676
00:40:05,704 --> 00:40:07,839
** Our home

677
00:40:18,349 --> 00:40:19,985
You saved Ethan's life.

678
00:40:20,118 --> 00:40:21,720
Nice job.

679
00:40:21,853 --> 00:40:24,255
I was ready to walk,

680
00:40:24,389 --> 00:40:26,558
and most people
would've felt for me,

681
00:40:26,692 --> 00:40:28,694
supported that decision.

682
00:40:29,728 --> 00:40:33,064
You saved his life.

683
00:40:33,198 --> 00:40:36,267
Thank you for that nice,
albeit completely inaccurate,
thought.

684
00:40:37,335 --> 00:40:39,137
You just needed
some encouragement.

685
00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:43,074
** Into a dark lit hole

686
00:40:43,208 --> 00:40:45,443
You wanna come back
to my place for a little more?

687
00:40:45,577 --> 00:40:50,782
** Put thought into the words
before the dawn

688
00:40:51,817 --> 00:40:55,020
It's been a long day.
And night.

689
00:40:55,153 --> 00:40:57,288
I think we should
stop seeing each other.

690
00:40:58,757 --> 00:41:00,258
You're good for me,

691
00:41:00,391 --> 00:41:03,194
but

692
00:41:03,328 --> 00:41:06,932
just sleeping with you
isn't.

693
00:41:10,936 --> 00:41:12,771
I want to give Heather
a chance.

694
00:41:12,904 --> 00:41:14,172
** All on your own

695
00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:15,941
Good for you.

696
00:41:16,074 --> 00:41:18,309
She's such a wimp.
She'll make you very happy.

697
00:41:20,612 --> 00:41:23,915
** All on your own

698
00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:31,757
** All on your own

699
00:41:34,359 --> 00:41:37,596
You know how I feel
right now?

700
00:41:38,396 --> 00:41:39,931
No.

701
00:41:40,932 --> 00:41:43,301
I don't know how I feel
right now.

702
00:41:45,003 --> 00:41:46,605
Lucky.

703
00:41:47,472 --> 00:41:49,207
I think I feel

704
00:41:50,609 --> 00:41:52,310
tired.

705
00:41:54,245 --> 00:41:55,614
** I'm coming back

706
00:41:55,747 --> 00:41:57,949
And lucky.

707
00:41:59,284 --> 00:42:04,122
** Grace the days,
the night, the now **

708
00:42:07,092 --> 00:42:08,960
(GASPS)
Lea?

709
00:42:10,361 --> 00:42:11,529
Lea?
Shaun.

710
00:42:11,663 --> 00:42:12,964
Lea?
Shaun, Shaun.

711
00:42:13,098 --> 00:42:14,465
Okay.
No.

712
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:16,467
Okay. Help.

713
00:42:17,669 --> 00:42:19,638
Help! I need help!

714
00:42:20,639 --> 00:42:22,841
Please, help!

715
00:42:22,974 --> 00:42:23,975
Help!

716
00:42:26,244 --> 00:42:27,545
Okay.

717
00:42:31,850 --> 00:42:33,985
(CLOSING TUNE PLAYING)