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Wes Keeler, 49,

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pricked in the upper right arm
by a cactus four days ago.

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Temp 102.5.

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Wound is seriously infected.

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He was leading a camping
trip on Mount Thayer.

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We couldn't leave 'em
up there alone.

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BP's 86/51.
Tachycardic.

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Rapid, shallow breathing.

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Signs of sepsis.

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You gonna have to
cut his arm off?

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I'll be fine!

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We need to debride
the wound stat!

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Shaun, I've been
looking all over for you.

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Hey, uh, h-how about getting
some breakfast? Some pancakes?

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No. I'm not hungry.

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Okay.

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Um,
how about coming over for dinner tonight?

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Is Debbie making lasagne?

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She could.

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No, thank you.

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Okay, Shaun.
Um, can we just stop and...

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And talk for just a minute?

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Why are... Aren't you, uh,
responding to my texts?

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Are you upset?

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Are you sad because
of Lea? - Yes. Yes.

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I am very sad.

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But it will be okay.

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Yeah, of course it'll be okay.

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I'm still going to be with Lea.

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Wait. What?

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She said she loves me.

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She also gave you
a hundred reasons

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why she can't be with you,
Shaun. Yes. Yes.

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She gave me
very specific reasons

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why we can't be together,

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but I've overcome
other challenges...

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No, Shaun, it's not... - to become
a good doctor, a good friend.

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It's not about
overcoming challenges.

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It's not about you.

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It's about Lea.

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I can't take two steps
without falling down.

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Is the issue
balance or weakness?

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All of the above.

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Fatigue, dizziness,
light-headedness, headaches,

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occasional bouts of nausea.

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And when d...

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Five years ago, just after
the birth of my daughter.

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And there's
no discernible fluctuation

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based on time of day
or time of the month.

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Temp 98.2. BP 111/78.

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That'll drop to 80/50
when I'm upright.

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I don't drink, smoke,
or take drugs.

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I haven't traveled
outside of the country

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in the last ten years.

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And there's no family history
of a similar condition.

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You've been through this before.

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Seventeen times. Eighteen if
you count the naturopath in Seattle.

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Which I don't.

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No one has been able
to give me a diagnosis.

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We need to do an EKG
and stress test,

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get a CT of your chest,
abdomen, and pelvis.

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Let me save you some time.

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Five years' worth of tests,
labs, scans, reports...

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My entire medical odyssey.

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Fun.

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Set up in the lounge

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and get me copies
of each of those...

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Claire!

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Dash. Oh, my God!

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Why are you here?

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Uh, you changed your number.

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Right.
Um, it's a long story.

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Uh, Dash, you remember
Dr. Melendez, Dr. Murphy?

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Yeah, of course.

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Uh, you gave my wife
six more good months.

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We considered
renaming our cat after you.

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That would have been foolish.
Cats remember their names.

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Sorry for your loss.
Wish we could've done more.

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Let you two catch up.

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Hi.

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I think the infection
spread quickly

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because of the underlying
damage to your liver and kidney.

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We'll need to keep you on a
prolonged course of IV antibiotics.

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Hey, you hear that, guys?

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Hep C and heroin aren't
as much fun as they sound.

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Although one was more fun
than the other...

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For a while.

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Don't they have
somewhere else to go?

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Not likely.

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Most of them haven't seen their
parents in years, so they're with me...

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Survivalist training program
for at-risk youth.

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We prefer "young adults
with unrealized potential."

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I'm supposed to be teaching
these yahoos responsibility

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and good decision-making.

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Hell of an example.

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Oof.

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He's got a new murmur.

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BP's dropping.

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Wes,
we need to take a look at your heart.

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Wes, the infection's spread.

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It's damaged your aortic valve.

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You need emergency surgery.

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Mm...
What about vasculitis?

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Or dysautonomia?

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Both are consistent
with weakness and fatigue.

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Her temporal artery biopsy
was negative.

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That rules out vasculitis.
- Mm.

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And I thought I saw something
about dysautonomia in here.

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There are 15 different causes
of dysautonomia.

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Seven have been ruled out.

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The rest are inconsistent
with Alice's symptoms

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or have no definitive
diagnostic test.

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How did you make Dr. Lim
fall in love with you

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after you had been friends
for so long?

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I assume that's directed at you.

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I don't think you make anyone

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fall in love with you, Shaun.

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It unfolds naturally over time.

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That's not true.

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Everyone starts off
not loving you.

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Then you say and do things
that make them love you.

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Or not. That's the
point of romance.

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But romance is harder

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if you're already friends
with the person.

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You can't hide the less
attractive parts of yourself.

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It can be an advantage.

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You already know
what pisses them off.

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That's very true.

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Shaun...

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Did Carly tell you she
just wants to be friends?

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Or are you talking about
someone else?

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Hey, sorry to interrupt.

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I'm... I'm looking
for my dad. - Mm.

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I just... I'm here visiting,
and I locked mys... - Yes. Okay.

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Dr. Park is not here,

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and we're discussing
something important.

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Right. Sorry.

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Kellan, your dad's in surgery.

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It could be a couple hours.

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Thanks.

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Shaun.

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That was a little harsh.

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We're talking
about your love life.

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Talking about
my love life is important.

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It helps clear my head

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so I can focus on the medicine.

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Intracranial hypotension.

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It is consistent
with Alice's headaches

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and dizziness getting worse
when she's upright.

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And a leak in spinal fluid
can be triggered

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by severe intracranial
pressure during childbirth.

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To confirm I'm right,

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we need to insert a lumbar
drain into Alice's spine,

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infuse her with fluid,
and see if her symptoms improve.

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But if you're wrong,

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she'll have an
excruciating headache,

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massive brain pressure,
temporary vision loss...

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She'll give her consent.

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It's a reasonable diagnosis,

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and the patient's desperate
for an answer.

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Can you do the procedure alone?

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Only one doctor is needed
to insert a lumbar drain,

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and I have a time-sensitive
matter to take care of.

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Sure.

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You okay?
You look okay.

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I'm fine.

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Your text said
it was urgent, a...

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My text said it was
"time sensitive."

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I have to get back to work

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before my lunch break is over.

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I was at work, too, Shaun.

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I know we left things
in a weird place,

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but now is not a good time.

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The pinto beans
are next to the tomatoes.

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That is not
in alphabetical order.

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There's more.

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The toilet paper
is in the wrong direction.

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The way you like it.

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You got angry
when we were roommates

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because I sometimes
couldn't accept

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your way of doing things.

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But I can learn to accept things

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I'm not comfortable with.

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This is not bothering me at all.

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I can deal with your messiness

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and neediness

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and selfishness...

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Stop.

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Your way of proving

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that you're flexible
and attentive to my needs

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is to pull me away from work

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with no notice,

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make me drive
all the way across town,

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just so you can show me you
un-alphabetized your beans?

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Doesn't that seem a little...

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Inconsistent?

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Oh.

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That is a good point.

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I should have waited
until evening,

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when you are done with work.

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We can discuss this later.

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I have to get back
to the hospital.

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Resecting necrotic tissue
around the annulus.

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Dr. Reznick,
trim down the patch from the pericardium.

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The infection caused a fistula,

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and we need to remove it.

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Repair the annular defect
with a pericardial patch.

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He's gonna have
permanent heart damage.

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The guy survives IV drugs,
Hep C, hard time

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and gets taken down
by a cactus spike

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on his road to redemption.

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That's... ironic.

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Predictable.

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He ignored dangerous symptoms

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because he wanted to be
a tough guy for those kids.

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He's trying to keep them
from repeating his mistakes.

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It's admirable.

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Narcissistic waste of time.

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You can't undo
a lifetime of abandonment

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with a couple weeks
in the woods.

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The kids are all still here,
aren't they?

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Finish the closure
of the fistula tract

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with pledgeted sutures.

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Park.

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I need you to come with me.

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Now?

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Go. We got this.

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Security agreed to let us
keep this between us.

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No need to call the cops.

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Everyone needs to chill.

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We weren't cooking meth
in the dumpster.

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You have any idea how many
people die from vaping pot?

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What were you thinking?

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We'll give you two some space.

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You. With me.

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You have asthma, Kellan.

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I know you're not this stupid.

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Heart rate's tachy at 148.
Systolic's in the 200s.

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I removed the drain
a half-hour ago.

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I was wrong.
My idea made things worse.

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We need to do a lumbar
puncture to relieve the built-up fluid.

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But it didn't make her worse

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the way it should have
made her worse.

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She should have a headache
or upward brain herniation.

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Heart rate should be low.

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Something is causing her heart
to beat too hard, too fast.

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Mm. I missed something...

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Shaun, you need to give her

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a 10-milligram bolus
of labetalol now,

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or she is going to die.

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I missed something.

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Shaun!

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Mommy?

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Alice?

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There was significant tissue
damage from the infection,

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but it should be manageable
with medication

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and some modifications
to your diet.

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So... no more
Flamin' Hot Cheetos?

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That's not a thing any
self-respecting adult should eat.

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You'll need long-term
follow-up with a cardiologist,

261
00:12:24,384 --> 00:12:26,353
beta-blockers, ACE inhibitors...

262
00:12:29,189 --> 00:12:30,190
What'd you do?

263
00:12:32,326 --> 00:12:35,862
Mr. Reed was found vaping THC
on hospital grounds.

264
00:12:35,896 --> 00:12:38,498
I'm emancipated,
so I'm basically an adult.

265
00:12:38,532 --> 00:12:39,967
You're only emancipated

266
00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:43,503
'cause your parents do even
dumber stuff than you do.

267
00:12:43,537 --> 00:12:45,139
Thanks for letting me know.

268
00:12:45,172 --> 00:12:47,607
There'll be consequences
for his behavior.

269
00:12:47,641 --> 00:12:49,276
Starting with an apology.

270
00:12:49,309 --> 00:12:50,911
And not some smartass one,
either.

271
00:12:50,945 --> 00:12:53,647
Uh, Mr. Keeler,
your hand is swollen.

272
00:12:53,680 --> 00:12:55,040
I need to take a look
at your feet.

273
00:12:56,216 --> 00:12:57,684
Less than a hundred milliliters.

274
00:12:57,717 --> 00:12:58,919
What's wrong with his piss?

275
00:12:58,953 --> 00:13:00,087
Max.

276
00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:01,521
What's going on?

277
00:13:01,555 --> 00:13:03,723
We're gonna need to run
some additional tests.

278
00:13:03,757 --> 00:13:06,860
We've done a lumbar puncture
to remove the excess fluid

279
00:13:06,893 --> 00:13:08,638
and bring your spinal pressure
back to normal.

280
00:13:08,662 --> 00:13:10,364
When will she be able
to go home?

281
00:13:10,397 --> 00:13:11,932
I'm not going home.

282
00:13:15,936 --> 00:13:18,238
Honey, their test
just about killed you.

283
00:13:18,272 --> 00:13:20,374
In front of your daughter.

284
00:13:20,407 --> 00:13:22,576
She wasn't supposed to be here.

285
00:13:22,609 --> 00:13:24,849
That's because you told me
you were visiting your sister.

286
00:13:27,081 --> 00:13:29,116
Since when do we lie to each other,
Alice?

287
00:13:34,588 --> 00:13:37,057
You have to stop
doing this to yourself.

288
00:13:37,091 --> 00:13:38,858
They're only gonna confirm
the same diagnosis

289
00:13:38,892 --> 00:13:40,360
you've already been given.

290
00:13:41,828 --> 00:13:43,897
You said you don't
have a diagnosis.

291
00:13:48,168 --> 00:13:50,137
They told her she has
idiopathic dysautonomia

292
00:13:50,170 --> 00:13:51,972
six months ago.

293
00:13:52,006 --> 00:13:54,408
It was confirmed
by two other doctors.

294
00:13:54,441 --> 00:13:55,751
You left it out
of your medical records?

295
00:13:55,775 --> 00:13:57,777
"Idiopathic" is just
a doctor's fancy way

296
00:13:57,811 --> 00:13:59,822
of saying that they don't know
why I'm sick or how to fix it.

297
00:13:59,846 --> 00:14:02,049
You haven't given
the treatments a chance.

298
00:14:02,082 --> 00:14:05,352
Because even on them,
I can barely sit up most of the time.

299
00:14:08,388 --> 00:14:09,956
Ruby deserves a mother

300
00:14:09,990 --> 00:14:12,259
who can teach her
how to do a cartwheel...

301
00:14:13,793 --> 00:14:15,996
...and scoop her up when
she's having a nightmare.

302
00:14:16,030 --> 00:14:17,631
She deserves a mother
who's around.

303
00:14:25,605 --> 00:14:27,074
Ruby...

304
00:14:29,209 --> 00:14:31,811
...doesn't need to learn
how to do a cartwheel.

305
00:14:31,845 --> 00:14:34,581
She needs you to watch her,
cheer her on.

306
00:14:34,614 --> 00:14:38,185
And lay down next to her
when she's scared.

307
00:14:38,218 --> 00:14:41,455
And eat the cookies she bakes
and pretend to be enjoying them.

308
00:14:44,158 --> 00:14:46,293
You're a great mother.

309
00:14:46,326 --> 00:14:48,995
And...

310
00:14:49,029 --> 00:14:52,332
There's good
in the life we have.

311
00:14:52,366 --> 00:14:53,433
And you're missing it

312
00:14:54,468 --> 00:14:56,870
by constantly searching
for something better.

313
00:14:56,903 --> 00:14:58,305
Something that may not exist.

314
00:15:07,247 --> 00:15:09,249
Are you feeling overheated?

315
00:15:10,817 --> 00:15:11,885
No.

316
00:15:14,788 --> 00:15:15,789
Scared?

317
00:15:17,391 --> 00:15:19,635
No, I'm feeling sad that my
husband thinks there's no hope.

318
00:15:19,659 --> 00:15:20,694
You are sweating.

319
00:15:20,727 --> 00:15:23,830
Sweat is a response
to fear, not sadness.

320
00:15:25,232 --> 00:15:27,534
Your temperature is normal.

321
00:15:29,536 --> 00:15:32,206
You may have an adrenal tumor.

322
00:15:33,573 --> 00:15:35,041
Is that good?
Yes.

323
00:15:35,075 --> 00:15:36,576
Tumors can be removed.

324
00:15:49,556 --> 00:15:50,857
I'm not mad.

325
00:15:52,192 --> 00:15:53,227
I'm a little mad.

326
00:15:53,260 --> 00:15:55,429
But I want to understand
what's going on.

327
00:15:55,462 --> 00:15:56,830
Dad, not now.

328
00:15:56,863 --> 00:15:58,832
I mean, it's not like you
to be this reckless

329
00:15:58,865 --> 00:16:00,734
with your health, your future.

330
00:16:02,202 --> 00:16:03,203
I can't...

331
00:16:04,671 --> 00:16:06,173
Kel, are you having
an asthma attack?

332
00:16:06,206 --> 00:16:07,274
Where's your inhaler?

333
00:16:07,307 --> 00:16:08,675
I don't... It's...

334
00:16:08,708 --> 00:16:10,110
It's not the asthma.

335
00:16:10,144 --> 00:16:11,211
What is it?

336
00:16:12,912 --> 00:16:14,114
Tell me what you're feeling.

337
00:16:14,148 --> 00:16:15,949
My heart's...
- Beating fast.

338
00:16:17,917 --> 00:16:19,453
Do you feel dizzy?

339
00:16:19,486 --> 00:16:22,122
Like the walls are closing in?

340
00:16:22,156 --> 00:16:23,690
I think you're having
a panic attack.

341
00:16:24,691 --> 00:16:25,725
Take a deep breath.

342
00:16:25,759 --> 00:16:28,728
One, two, three...

343
00:16:28,762 --> 00:16:30,797
Now out.

344
00:16:31,765 --> 00:16:33,700
Keep breathing.

345
00:16:39,072 --> 00:16:40,307
Good.

346
00:16:43,610 --> 00:16:44,811
Does this happen a lot?

347
00:16:50,417 --> 00:16:53,387
I know vaping is stupid, but...

348
00:16:57,157 --> 00:16:58,892
It helps this feeling go away.

349
00:17:07,301 --> 00:17:08,935
Hey, give it back, asshat!

350
00:17:08,968 --> 00:17:10,069
Victor, Max!

351
00:17:10,103 --> 00:17:11,405
Cut it out.

352
00:17:11,438 --> 00:17:12,972
Mr. Keeler.

353
00:17:13,006 --> 00:17:14,941
We have some test results
we need to discuss.

354
00:17:14,974 --> 00:17:16,410
In private.

355
00:17:16,443 --> 00:17:18,612
Whatever you have to say to him,
you can say to us.

356
00:17:18,645 --> 00:17:19,879
Oh, wish you could.

357
00:17:19,913 --> 00:17:22,115
Would love your input.

358
00:17:22,148 --> 00:17:24,784
But, clearly,
you're far too busy watching...

359
00:17:24,818 --> 00:17:26,019
Pimple-popping videos.

360
00:17:28,288 --> 00:17:29,289
Go away.

361
00:17:41,201 --> 00:17:42,636
The damage to your heart

362
00:17:42,669 --> 00:17:45,205
temporarily cut off blood
flow to your kidneys.

363
00:17:45,239 --> 00:17:47,874
They were already weak
and couldn't handle the stress.

364
00:17:48,975 --> 00:17:51,478
You've progressed
to complete renal failure.

365
00:17:51,511 --> 00:17:53,280
I'm sorry.

366
00:17:53,313 --> 00:17:54,681
You'll need a transplant.

367
00:17:54,714 --> 00:17:57,684
But dialysis can keep you going
until a matching donor is found.

368
00:17:59,719 --> 00:18:03,156
I'm guessing
a guy with a bad heart

369
00:18:03,189 --> 00:18:06,526
and damaged liver,
history of hepatitis

370
00:18:06,560 --> 00:18:08,127
isn't first up.

371
00:18:09,996 --> 00:18:12,966
Your best bet is to
find a living donor,

372
00:18:12,999 --> 00:18:14,568
most likely, a family member.

373
00:18:15,769 --> 00:18:18,672
I'm an addict...

374
00:18:18,705 --> 00:18:23,277
Who stole and lied like one
and then went to prison.

375
00:18:23,310 --> 00:18:25,379
My Christmas card list
is pretty short.

376
00:18:27,614 --> 00:18:30,016
We'll connect you with
our transplant coordinator.

377
00:18:30,049 --> 00:18:31,951
She'll help you
reach out to family

378
00:18:31,985 --> 00:18:34,020
and answer any
questions they may have.

379
00:18:37,391 --> 00:18:39,459
Should've taken those twerps
sailing.

380
00:18:49,703 --> 00:18:52,238
Her husband's not wrong, Shaun.

381
00:18:52,272 --> 00:18:54,508
Sometimes, people need to accept

382
00:18:54,541 --> 00:18:56,218
that things are
as good as they're gonna get

383
00:18:56,242 --> 00:18:57,544
and make peace with it.

384
00:18:58,645 --> 00:19:01,381
Wanting more can only lead

385
00:19:01,415 --> 00:19:03,617
to disappointment
and heartbreak.

386
00:19:08,622 --> 00:19:11,190
What good does it do to give up

387
00:19:11,224 --> 00:19:13,593
if you're already heartbroken?

388
00:19:20,567 --> 00:19:22,068
Hmm.

389
00:19:22,101 --> 00:19:23,970
You were right.
No tumor.

390
00:19:27,507 --> 00:19:29,108
Well, you were also right.

391
00:19:31,745 --> 00:19:32,779
The bright color.

392
00:19:32,812 --> 00:19:35,048
It means there is
an increase in the uptake

393
00:19:35,081 --> 00:19:37,484
of radioactive material
in the medullary space.

394
00:19:37,517 --> 00:19:40,454
Which is enlarged
and overproducing adrenaline,

395
00:19:40,487 --> 00:19:42,789
so the gland itself
is acting like a tumor.

396
00:19:44,991 --> 00:19:46,626
We have a new diagnosis.

397
00:19:55,101 --> 00:19:57,003
The quiet
is a nice change of pace.

398
00:19:58,438 --> 00:20:00,507
I told the boys to get some air,

399
00:20:00,540 --> 00:20:03,710
try to avoid committing more
criminal offenses on hospital grounds.

400
00:20:06,145 --> 00:20:08,214
I know they can be
annoying and loud

401
00:20:08,247 --> 00:20:09,683
and constantly in the way,

402
00:20:09,716 --> 00:20:12,218
but I can't make them leave.

403
00:20:12,251 --> 00:20:13,520
Want me to give it a shot?

404
00:20:14,688 --> 00:20:15,955
I'd like to see that, actually.

405
00:20:17,190 --> 00:20:19,393
Nah, they just scared.

406
00:20:19,426 --> 00:20:22,596
They think if they
leave, then...

407
00:20:22,629 --> 00:20:24,598
I'll be the latest
in a long line of people

408
00:20:24,631 --> 00:20:26,366
they didn't have a chance
to say goodbye to.

409
00:20:29,335 --> 00:20:30,637
Wes?

410
00:20:31,738 --> 00:20:32,939
Code blue!

411
00:20:39,502 --> 00:20:42,004
You do not have
idiopathic dysautonomia.

412
00:20:42,038 --> 00:20:43,240
You have a rare condition

413
00:20:43,273 --> 00:20:46,075
called bilateral adrenal
medullary hyperplasia.

414
00:20:46,108 --> 00:20:49,011
Unfortunately, Alice,
there's only one cure for this condition,

415
00:20:49,045 --> 00:20:51,248
and that's to remove
your adrenal glands.

416
00:20:51,281 --> 00:20:53,025
You would need to be on
steroid replacement therapy

417
00:20:53,049 --> 00:20:54,116
for the rest of your life.

418
00:20:54,150 --> 00:20:56,085
And that comes with a
whole new set of symptoms.

419
00:20:56,118 --> 00:20:58,120
Fragile bones,
high blood pressure,

420
00:20:58,154 --> 00:21:00,189
G.I. issues,
mood disorders,

421
00:21:00,223 --> 00:21:02,725
increased chance of diabetes,
serious infections.

422
00:21:04,026 --> 00:21:06,296
I-I understand.
I want to do it.

423
00:21:06,329 --> 00:21:10,132
Medullary hyperplasia is
not terminal or progressive.

424
00:21:10,166 --> 00:21:12,569
You could have
a normal life expectancy

425
00:21:12,602 --> 00:21:13,870
in your current condition.

426
00:21:13,903 --> 00:21:16,105
My "current condition"
is pathetic.

427
00:21:16,138 --> 00:21:17,374
I'm having the surgery.

428
00:21:17,407 --> 00:21:18,675
Alice.

429
00:21:18,708 --> 00:21:20,510
This could kill you.

430
00:21:23,946 --> 00:21:25,915
I love you.

431
00:21:25,948 --> 00:21:27,784
I won't risk your life.

432
00:21:31,087 --> 00:21:33,155
If you insist on
going through with this...

433
00:21:36,626 --> 00:21:38,194
Ruby and I are leaving.

434
00:21:44,801 --> 00:21:48,671
If you love her,
you shouldn't leave her.

435
00:21:48,705 --> 00:21:50,873
It's not her fault she's sick.

436
00:21:50,907 --> 00:21:53,242
And she just wants
to make things better.

437
00:21:53,276 --> 00:21:54,944
- It isn't fair.
- Shaun.

438
00:21:54,977 --> 00:21:57,714
There is nothing worse than
losing the person you love.

439
00:21:59,349 --> 00:22:01,718
I'm sorry. This isn't
Dr. Murphy's call.

440
00:22:01,751 --> 00:22:03,420
Nor is it mine.

441
00:22:03,453 --> 00:22:05,555
We'll give you two some time.

442
00:22:10,427 --> 00:22:11,794
He's right.

443
00:22:14,364 --> 00:22:16,933
I-I can't lose you and Ruby.

444
00:22:16,966 --> 00:22:18,968
I won't do it. I won't...
I won't do the surgery.

445
00:22:29,979 --> 00:22:32,749
Wes suffered
major cardiac damage.

446
00:22:32,782 --> 00:22:34,517
We can't solve one
problem with this guy

447
00:22:34,551 --> 00:22:35,785
before the next one hits.

448
00:22:35,818 --> 00:22:38,555
He's stable now,
but his heart can't handle

449
00:22:38,588 --> 00:22:40,657
the fluid volume shifts
of standard dialysis.

450
00:22:40,690 --> 00:22:42,735
So the only thing keeping
him alive will also kill him.

451
00:22:42,759 --> 00:22:44,527
We could put him
on low-flow dialysis.

452
00:22:44,561 --> 00:22:46,128
Keep him in the ICU
'round the clock.

453
00:22:46,162 --> 00:22:47,630
That'll buy him a little time.

454
00:22:47,664 --> 00:22:49,532
Very little.

455
00:22:49,566 --> 00:22:51,534
Call UNOS. See if
they'll move him up the list.

456
00:22:51,568 --> 00:22:52,845
Where are we
with family members?

457
00:22:52,869 --> 00:22:54,737
Two of Wes' cousins
agreed to be tested.

458
00:22:54,771 --> 00:22:56,439
We're waiting on
the results. Good.

459
00:22:56,473 --> 00:22:59,308
Get on the phone with
any other family you can find.

460
00:22:59,342 --> 00:23:01,754
Tell them if their man doesn't get
a kidney in the next couple days,

461
00:23:01,778 --> 00:23:04,414
they should make arrangements
to say their goodbyes.

462
00:23:17,827 --> 00:23:20,229
New kicks won't help
you outrun me.

463
00:23:21,364 --> 00:23:24,667
Um, they're recipes.

464
00:23:24,701 --> 00:23:25,768
From Dash.

465
00:23:25,802 --> 00:23:28,037
Well, from Kayla.

466
00:23:28,070 --> 00:23:29,839
Kayla by way of Dash.

467
00:23:29,872 --> 00:23:31,040
It's complicated.

468
00:23:35,912 --> 00:23:37,380
He asked me on a date.

469
00:23:46,489 --> 00:23:47,524
What did you say?

470
00:23:47,557 --> 00:23:50,026
Nothing. I stammered,
and then I fled.

471
00:23:56,365 --> 00:23:57,634
What did you want to say?

472
00:23:57,667 --> 00:24:00,236
Ohh. I don't know.

473
00:24:03,940 --> 00:24:05,274
Shaun was right.

474
00:24:07,076 --> 00:24:09,278
Coming home to an empty
apartment really sucks.

475
00:24:13,249 --> 00:24:14,917
I...

476
00:24:14,951 --> 00:24:17,654
Used men to make me feel better.

477
00:24:17,687 --> 00:24:19,722
Most of them didn't mind.

478
00:24:19,756 --> 00:24:21,658
But...

479
00:24:21,691 --> 00:24:24,326
I...

480
00:24:24,360 --> 00:24:28,030
Don't trust myself not to hurt
someone I care about.

481
00:24:32,569 --> 00:24:34,837
Claire, it's not
that complicated.

482
00:24:36,205 --> 00:24:39,075
You lit up this morning
when you saw him.

483
00:24:40,843 --> 00:24:42,579
He seems to make you happy.

484
00:24:46,549 --> 00:24:48,217
You deserve to be happy.

485
00:25:08,304 --> 00:25:09,305
Mmm.

486
00:25:11,774 --> 00:25:12,942
How you feeling?

487
00:25:14,343 --> 00:25:16,613
I'm not high,
if that's what you're asking.

488
00:25:16,646 --> 00:25:18,014
It's not.

489
00:25:20,349 --> 00:25:23,419
You know, earlier in the car,

490
00:25:23,452 --> 00:25:25,154
I pushed too hard,

491
00:25:26,122 --> 00:25:28,324
made you feel cornered.

492
00:25:28,357 --> 00:25:29,592
I'm sorry.

493
00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:32,428
You didn't know.

494
00:25:36,733 --> 00:25:38,267
I, uh...

495
00:25:38,300 --> 00:25:39,936
I talked to your mom.

496
00:25:41,638 --> 00:25:42,939
Is she totally freaking out?

497
00:25:42,972 --> 00:25:44,106
She's concerned.

498
00:25:44,140 --> 00:25:48,444
And we talked about
finding a therapist in Phoenix

499
00:25:48,477 --> 00:25:52,014
who specializes
in treating anxiety.

500
00:25:53,583 --> 00:25:56,252
So you're pawning me off
on a total stranger?

501
00:25:56,285 --> 00:25:57,820
No. No. I...

502
00:26:01,057 --> 00:26:02,725
I thought you'd be
more comfortable

503
00:26:02,759 --> 00:26:04,193
talking to someone who's not...

504
00:26:05,194 --> 00:26:08,064
She said you've been
pretty withdrawn lately.

505
00:26:13,335 --> 00:26:17,473
I know things between
your mom and I are a little...

506
00:26:17,506 --> 00:26:18,675
Screwed up?

507
00:26:21,711 --> 00:26:22,712
Unsettled.

508
00:26:24,313 --> 00:26:26,482
Is that making you feel anxious?

509
00:26:26,515 --> 00:26:28,651
No.

510
00:26:28,685 --> 00:26:29,819
It's not you.

511
00:26:32,254 --> 00:26:33,823
It's nothing.
It's... It's okay.

512
00:26:33,856 --> 00:26:35,792
No, it's obviously not.

513
00:26:37,860 --> 00:26:40,029
Some of this is on you.

514
00:26:40,062 --> 00:26:41,798
You know, every time we talk,

515
00:26:41,831 --> 00:26:43,666
you don't tell me anything
about your life.

516
00:26:43,700 --> 00:26:45,177
That's because you don't
want to know anything.

517
00:26:45,201 --> 00:26:46,502
That's not true!

518
00:26:48,671 --> 00:26:51,440
You're busy saving patients
a hundred hours a week.

519
00:26:53,009 --> 00:26:55,253
You don't want to feel guilty
about being a thousand miles away.

520
00:26:55,277 --> 00:26:58,681
You just want to know
that I'm okay.

521
00:26:58,715 --> 00:27:00,817
So I say I'm okay.

522
00:27:10,092 --> 00:27:12,161
Ew!

523
00:27:12,194 --> 00:27:13,229
That's annoying.

524
00:27:15,031 --> 00:27:16,666
Can you do that some place else?

525
00:27:16,699 --> 00:27:20,269
I'm trying to find a better
solution for my patient.

526
00:27:20,302 --> 00:27:22,038
Your patient
is being discharged.

527
00:27:22,071 --> 00:27:23,806
I'm trying to get a kidney
for a dying guy.

528
00:27:23,840 --> 00:27:25,742
You're watching gross videos.

529
00:27:25,775 --> 00:27:27,309
I'm waiting to hear back
from UNOS.

530
00:27:29,245 --> 00:27:30,446
Ew!

531
00:27:35,618 --> 00:27:37,920
Do you prefer
being called or texted?

532
00:27:37,954 --> 00:27:39,521
Neither.

533
00:27:39,555 --> 00:27:42,692
Do you like surprises or
do you find them irritating?

534
00:27:42,725 --> 00:27:44,593
I find this irritating.

535
00:27:44,627 --> 00:27:45,995
It's research.

536
00:27:46,028 --> 00:27:47,563
Lea said we can't be together

537
00:27:47,596 --> 00:27:50,532
because she is too needy and
selfish to deal with my issues.

538
00:27:50,566 --> 00:27:52,077
You are the most
selfish person I know,

539
00:27:52,101 --> 00:27:53,736
so you are a good subject.

540
00:27:58,808 --> 00:28:02,178
Lea's right.
She is needy and selfish.

541
00:28:02,211 --> 00:28:04,080
Find someone who loves you
the way you are.

542
00:28:06,115 --> 00:28:09,185
People always say that,
but shouldn't we be with someone

543
00:28:09,218 --> 00:28:12,054
who makes us a better
version of ourselves?

544
00:28:16,625 --> 00:28:17,626
Maybe.

545
00:28:20,096 --> 00:28:22,364
But trying not to be autistic
won't make you better.

546
00:28:38,981 --> 00:28:41,283
I'm sorry you still don't
feel good, Mommy.

547
00:28:41,317 --> 00:28:43,285
Well, I'll feel better
when I'm home.

548
00:28:43,319 --> 00:28:45,621
Eating those delicious cookies
that you make for me.

549
00:28:45,654 --> 00:28:48,657
You don't have to go home.

550
00:28:48,691 --> 00:28:50,326
I invented a better surgery.

551
00:28:50,359 --> 00:28:52,795
Instead of removing
both your adrenal glands,

552
00:28:52,829 --> 00:28:56,465
we can just squeeze out the
hyperplastic medullary part...

553
00:28:56,498 --> 00:28:57,834
Like popping a pimple.

554
00:28:58,868 --> 00:29:00,770
You "invented" a surgery?

555
00:29:00,803 --> 00:29:02,939
Dr. Murphy's come up
with a surgical plan

556
00:29:02,972 --> 00:29:05,407
that could curb overproduction
of your hormones

557
00:29:05,441 --> 00:29:07,076
while leaving you
some adrenal function.

558
00:29:07,109 --> 00:29:08,186
What are the chances it'll work?

559
00:29:08,210 --> 00:29:10,279
Oh, we don't know.

560
00:29:10,312 --> 00:29:11,814
Since it's never
been done before,

561
00:29:11,848 --> 00:29:13,415
it's difficult
to predict the outcome,

562
00:29:13,449 --> 00:29:16,618
but it is a safe
and viable treatment option.

563
00:29:31,533 --> 00:29:32,902
Is Wes dying?

564
00:29:41,911 --> 00:29:43,880
We're doing everything
we can to help him.

565
00:29:43,913 --> 00:29:46,315
I snuck a look at his chart
when no one was around.

566
00:29:46,348 --> 00:29:48,050
You know that's a crime, right?

567
00:29:48,084 --> 00:29:49,218
Only a misdemeanor.

568
00:29:52,721 --> 00:29:54,123
You should talk to Wes.

569
00:29:59,161 --> 00:30:00,763
We all got tested.

570
00:30:02,431 --> 00:30:03,432
I'm a match.

571
00:30:05,401 --> 00:30:06,803
I'm gonna give Wes my kidney.

572
00:30:18,820 --> 00:30:21,422
We've discussed your offer
at length, Max.

573
00:30:21,455 --> 00:30:25,727
It's incredibly admirable
and generous.

574
00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:27,128
But you're 16.

575
00:30:27,161 --> 00:30:29,764
Living donors have to be
18 years old.

576
00:30:29,797 --> 00:30:31,566
I'm emancipated.

577
00:30:31,599 --> 00:30:33,300
I can give consent for myself.

578
00:30:33,334 --> 00:30:34,936
But it's still
up to the hospital

579
00:30:34,969 --> 00:30:36,871
to decide
if this is a good idea.

580
00:30:36,904 --> 00:30:40,007
We don't feel this is
in your best interest.

581
00:30:41,676 --> 00:30:43,344
Max.

582
00:30:43,377 --> 00:30:47,148
The surgery's much harder
on the donor than the recipient.

583
00:30:47,181 --> 00:30:49,651
You could have postoperative
bleeding or infection.

584
00:30:49,684 --> 00:30:51,452
And it's incredibly painful.

585
00:30:51,485 --> 00:30:54,055
I've been through more crap
than any of you.

586
00:30:54,088 --> 00:30:55,456
I can handle it.

587
00:30:55,489 --> 00:30:57,158
There are also
long-term consequences...

588
00:30:57,191 --> 00:30:59,060
High blood pressure,
renal failure.

589
00:30:59,093 --> 00:31:01,238
If something happens to your other kidney,
you don't have a spare.

590
00:31:01,262 --> 00:31:03,631
I know how to subtract.
I'm cool with it.

591
00:31:03,665 --> 00:31:05,667
And the recovery
is long and hard.

592
00:31:05,700 --> 00:31:08,770
You would need someone to
help you get dressed and bathe

593
00:31:08,803 --> 00:31:10,514
and make sure you take
all your medications.

594
00:31:10,538 --> 00:31:13,575
I've been taking care of
myself just fine for a long time.

595
00:31:16,944 --> 00:31:19,246
Actually, Max,

596
00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:22,483
you've been in juvie
and on drugs.

597
00:31:22,516 --> 00:31:24,886
You're not
taking care of yourself.

598
00:31:28,222 --> 00:31:31,092
Okay, I get it.

599
00:31:31,125 --> 00:31:32,126
I'm a screw-up.

600
00:31:33,160 --> 00:31:35,029
But Wes isn't.

601
00:31:35,062 --> 00:31:38,833
He's bailed me out of jail.

602
00:31:38,866 --> 00:31:40,343
He's picked me up
in the middle of the night

603
00:31:40,367 --> 00:31:42,403
when I was
too messed up to drive.

604
00:31:42,436 --> 00:31:44,471
He's cleaned me up after fights.

605
00:31:46,841 --> 00:31:50,211
He came with me
to my sister's funeral.

606
00:31:51,913 --> 00:31:54,682
If I manage to stay out of jail,

607
00:31:54,716 --> 00:31:56,851
it's because of Wes.

608
00:31:56,884 --> 00:32:00,054
If I'm a halfway decent
father someday,

609
00:32:01,856 --> 00:32:03,691
if I'm not a lost cause,

610
00:32:05,259 --> 00:32:08,195
it's because
Wes never gave up on me.

611
00:32:11,899 --> 00:32:13,234
He shouldn't die

612
00:32:13,267 --> 00:32:16,037
because I made
dumb-ass decisions.

613
00:32:35,823 --> 00:32:37,424
It's your surgery.

614
00:32:37,458 --> 00:32:40,494
And we have the exact same
amount of experience with this.

615
00:32:47,171 --> 00:32:50,675
Free up the medulla along
the inner cortical surface.

616
00:32:50,709 --> 00:32:52,611
Careful not to penetrate
the cortex.

617
00:32:57,416 --> 00:32:59,551
Mm.

618
00:32:59,584 --> 00:33:01,185
Nothing's coming out.

619
00:33:01,219 --> 00:33:03,622
Try using your fingers
to pinch the gland.

620
00:33:03,655 --> 00:33:05,490
Use a circular motion
to coax it out.

621
00:33:08,460 --> 00:33:10,028
I've popped my share of pimples.

622
00:33:37,589 --> 00:33:39,858
That's cool.

623
00:33:41,626 --> 00:33:43,227
One down, one to go.

624
00:33:46,765 --> 00:33:48,867
Wes is like a father to Max.

625
00:33:48,900 --> 00:33:49,977
If he were his actual father,

626
00:33:50,001 --> 00:33:51,479
we wouldn't hesitate
to let him do it.

627
00:33:51,503 --> 00:33:52,637
I think we should.

628
00:33:54,439 --> 00:33:56,274
Me, too.

629
00:33:56,307 --> 00:33:57,776
The little punk got to me.

630
00:34:00,545 --> 00:34:02,814
We've explained all the risks.

631
00:34:02,847 --> 00:34:04,649
Max was unwavering.

632
00:34:06,618 --> 00:34:08,019
I vote yes.

633
00:34:13,958 --> 00:34:15,460
One admirable decision

634
00:34:15,494 --> 00:34:17,562
doesn't wipe away
a lifetime of bad ones.

635
00:34:21,633 --> 00:34:23,267
It's three against one.

636
00:34:27,706 --> 00:34:29,641
This isn't a democracy.

637
00:34:34,212 --> 00:34:35,680
I'll tell the patient.

638
00:34:49,739 --> 00:34:51,275
One of the boys
get into trouble again?

639
00:34:51,308 --> 00:34:53,143
No.

640
00:34:53,177 --> 00:34:54,979
No, they've given you
a reason to be proud.

641
00:34:57,047 --> 00:34:59,649
They all got tested to
see if they were a match.

642
00:34:59,683 --> 00:35:00,985
Max is.

643
00:35:01,018 --> 00:35:02,686
He wants to give you his kidney.

644
00:35:07,157 --> 00:35:09,659
That little turd
is full of surprises.

645
00:35:25,409 --> 00:35:28,412
I can't approve
the transplant, Wes.

646
00:35:30,180 --> 00:35:31,481
I'm sorry.

647
00:35:34,384 --> 00:35:37,187
Max is a good kid.

648
00:35:37,221 --> 00:35:40,925
He's gonna make a good man
one day, thanks to you.

649
00:35:40,958 --> 00:35:42,859
But, for now,

650
00:35:42,893 --> 00:35:45,329
he still needs grown-ups
to have his back.

651
00:35:45,362 --> 00:35:46,596
The risks to his health...

652
00:35:46,630 --> 00:35:47,664
It's okay.

653
00:35:53,703 --> 00:35:55,339
It...

654
00:35:55,372 --> 00:35:57,174
It's the right call.

655
00:36:03,113 --> 00:36:06,683
It's my job to save those kids.

656
00:36:06,716 --> 00:36:08,285
Not the other way around.

657
00:36:11,755 --> 00:36:13,190
You're still on the UNOS list.

658
00:36:14,824 --> 00:36:16,893
We'll keep reaching out
to your family.

659
00:36:16,927 --> 00:36:18,395
We're not giving up.

660
00:36:25,369 --> 00:36:30,207
I need you to do
one other thing for me.

661
00:36:48,125 --> 00:36:49,826
Sorry to interrupt.

662
00:36:49,859 --> 00:36:51,228
It's okay.

663
00:36:51,261 --> 00:36:53,597
No one's probably
listening anyway.

664
00:37:05,775 --> 00:37:07,244
Your kidney's not a match.

665
00:37:09,646 --> 00:37:11,848
They said I was.

666
00:37:11,881 --> 00:37:14,484
Your blood and tissue type
were good.

667
00:37:14,518 --> 00:37:16,486
But the serum crossmatch showed

668
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:20,624
that Wes produces antibodies
in reaction to your cells.

669
00:37:20,657 --> 00:37:22,759
His body
would reject your kidney.

670
00:37:25,262 --> 00:37:26,997
I'm sorry.

671
00:37:30,134 --> 00:37:32,502
Figures.

672
00:37:32,536 --> 00:37:34,204
I can't do
one stupid thing right.

673
00:37:34,238 --> 00:37:35,805
That's not true.

674
00:37:37,241 --> 00:37:39,009
You did everything you could.

675
00:37:41,611 --> 00:37:42,979
Wes is so proud of you.

676
00:38:13,743 --> 00:38:15,179
Any dizziness or nausea?

677
00:38:15,212 --> 00:38:17,514
No.
No headaches, either.

678
00:38:17,547 --> 00:38:19,549
You need to try
getting out of bed

679
00:38:19,583 --> 00:38:21,451
to see if your symptoms return.

680
00:38:21,485 --> 00:38:22,519
She ready for that?

681
00:38:22,552 --> 00:38:24,388
No cartwheels yet,
but hopefully.

682
00:38:43,707 --> 00:38:44,741
How's it feel?

683
00:38:48,245 --> 00:38:49,313
Room's not spinning.

684
00:38:49,346 --> 00:38:51,148
Mommy!
You're all better!

685
00:38:51,181 --> 00:38:53,750
Whoa!
Careful, sweet pea.

686
00:38:53,783 --> 00:38:55,852
Mama's still recovering.

687
00:38:58,388 --> 00:39:00,090
I'm okay.

688
00:39:02,592 --> 00:39:03,693
Ooh!

689
00:39:16,573 --> 00:39:18,775
Here's the Big Dipper.

690
00:39:18,808 --> 00:39:20,844
If you extend a straight line
through these two,

691
00:39:20,877 --> 00:39:23,913
this bright star is Polaris.

692
00:39:23,947 --> 00:39:25,415
All of our phones
have compass apps.

693
00:39:25,449 --> 00:39:28,051
Hey, just shut up and listen.

694
00:39:28,084 --> 00:39:29,253
This crap's important.

695
00:39:30,820 --> 00:39:33,257
Polaris is your true north.

696
00:39:34,958 --> 00:39:38,027
You keep your eye on that,
you're gonna find your way out

697
00:39:38,061 --> 00:39:39,596
of whatever mess
you've gotten into.

698
00:39:59,616 --> 00:40:01,785
♪ There's a light

699
00:40:06,223 --> 00:40:07,924
♪ Certain kind of light

700
00:40:07,957 --> 00:40:09,893
O... kay.

701
00:40:09,926 --> 00:40:11,195
All right.
Mm.

702
00:40:11,228 --> 00:40:12,662
♪ Never shone on me

703
00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:18,535
♪ Want my life to be

704
00:40:18,568 --> 00:40:20,003
That's, uh...

705
00:40:20,036 --> 00:40:21,471
Even worse than it looks.

706
00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:25,275
It's so bad.
It's so bad!

707
00:40:26,710 --> 00:40:28,478
Mm.
Cooks, we are not.

708
00:40:30,814 --> 00:40:33,317
♪ And there's a way

709
00:40:36,453 --> 00:40:37,754
♪ Everybody say

710
00:40:37,787 --> 00:40:39,556
I think we should go on a date.

711
00:40:39,589 --> 00:40:40,590
A real date.

712
00:40:41,891 --> 00:40:44,461
Shaun, I already said no.

713
00:40:44,494 --> 00:40:47,797
Yes, because you think there
are problems that can't be fixed.

714
00:40:47,831 --> 00:40:49,799
But I am very good
at solving problems.

715
00:40:49,833 --> 00:40:52,602
I saved a woman today who
nobody thought I could save.

716
00:40:52,636 --> 00:40:54,271
I don't need saving, Shaun.

717
00:40:54,304 --> 00:40:56,139
Okay. I understand.

718
00:40:56,172 --> 00:40:57,841
I can fix this.

719
00:40:57,874 --> 00:41:01,010
Yes. You have to
give me a chance.

720
00:41:01,044 --> 00:41:02,712
You need to let me try.

721
00:41:02,746 --> 00:41:04,314
No. I don't need
to do anything.

722
00:41:04,348 --> 00:41:05,682
You need to listen to me.

723
00:41:05,715 --> 00:41:07,126
No. No... This is
only proving my point.

724
00:41:07,150 --> 00:41:08,585
I have...
I have a plan.

725
00:41:08,618 --> 00:41:10,119
I can fix it!

726
00:41:10,153 --> 00:41:11,855
I-I will fix it!

727
00:41:11,888 --> 00:41:14,524
Shaun, you're autistic.
You can't fix that.

728
00:41:17,394 --> 00:41:19,929
♪ To love somebody

729
00:41:22,065 --> 00:41:24,301
You are who you are.

730
00:41:24,334 --> 00:41:25,869
And I am who I am.

731
00:41:25,902 --> 00:41:29,873
And the two of us
will never work.

732
00:41:29,906 --> 00:41:31,708
♪ I love you

733
00:41:31,741 --> 00:41:34,278
♪ I love you

734
00:41:34,311 --> 00:41:38,315
♪ You don't know what it's like

735
00:41:39,849 --> 00:41:41,818
♪ You never, you never

736
00:41:41,851 --> 00:41:43,753
♪ You don't know what it's like

737
00:41:43,787 --> 00:41:46,656
♪ You never know what it's like

738
00:41:49,759 --> 00:41:53,263
♪ You don't know what it's like

739
00:41:55,231 --> 00:41:57,401
♪ You never, you never

740
00:41:57,434 --> 00:41:59,068
♪ You don't know what it's like

741
00:41:59,102 --> 00:42:01,571
♪ You never know what it's like

742
00:42:04,441 --> 00:42:07,511
♪ To love somebody

743
00:42:07,544 --> 00:42:12,516
♪ Ooh, to love somebody

744
00:42:12,549 --> 00:42:16,353
♪ The way I love you ♪