1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:00:01,369 --> 00:00:05,006 '80s night should be banned. 2 00:00:05,030 --> 00:00:06,442 You had a blast. 3 00:00:06,466 --> 00:00:08,391 I didn't say it wasn't fun, 4 00:00:08,742 --> 00:00:11,755 but that decade was a crime against fashion. 5 00:00:11,779 --> 00:00:13,890 Tonight's club is my pick, my vibe. 6 00:00:13,914 --> 00:00:15,083 Ooh, which is? 7 00:00:15,949 --> 00:00:17,327 Sophisticated ladies. 8 00:00:17,351 --> 00:00:19,063 I can work with that. 9 00:00:23,549 --> 00:00:25,235 - Shaun? - Hmm? 10 00:00:25,259 --> 00:00:27,287 Sure you don't feel left out? 11 00:00:27,311 --> 00:00:29,422 I use the time to study less invasive 12 00:00:29,446 --> 00:00:30,523 bowel resection techniques. 13 00:00:33,150 --> 00:00:35,728 Please be home by 11:30. 14 00:00:35,752 --> 00:00:36,895 Hm. 15 00:00:37,488 --> 00:00:39,366 He's got you on a curfew? 16 00:00:39,390 --> 00:00:42,102 Sex schedule. Our window ends at midnight. 17 00:00:49,400 --> 00:00:51,111 It's like I slept on gravel. 18 00:00:51,135 --> 00:00:52,937 Well, that explains your snoring. 19 00:00:53,758 --> 00:00:55,372 Your mattress should be burned. 20 00:01:01,598 --> 00:01:03,755 It's time to end the sleepovers 21 00:01:04,281 --> 00:01:06,133 and for you to ditch the bachelor pad. 22 00:01:06,951 --> 00:01:09,129 You asking me to move into your place? 23 00:01:09,153 --> 00:01:11,638 I'm asking you to move into a new place... 24 00:01:13,297 --> 00:01:14,364 With me. 25 00:01:19,530 --> 00:01:21,690 No neutral zone to run to after a fight. 26 00:01:23,134 --> 00:01:25,302 Making up's the best part. 27 00:01:26,453 --> 00:01:27,981 Well, it can't hurt to look. 28 00:01:37,491 --> 00:01:40,122 This is Trent, his mother, Carrie. 29 00:01:40,146 --> 00:01:42,996 Signs of severe infection on his left index finger. 30 00:01:43,020 --> 00:01:44,131 I'm ordering a CT. 31 00:01:44,155 --> 00:01:45,966 Sutures are inconsistent and crude. 32 00:01:45,990 --> 00:01:47,424 It's a minor upgrade. 33 00:01:49,101 --> 00:01:50,770 I installed a magnet in my finger. 34 00:01:55,497 --> 00:01:57,610 Were you having trouble holding forks? 35 00:01:57,634 --> 00:01:58,811 It's body art. 36 00:01:58,835 --> 00:02:02,272 Yeah, he's 17, immune to common sense. 37 00:02:02,677 --> 00:02:04,516 Art seems like a poor descriptor 38 00:02:04,540 --> 00:02:06,439 given the ugliness of the infection. 39 00:02:06,463 --> 00:02:08,521 The more appropriate term is "bio hacking." 40 00:02:10,247 --> 00:02:13,793 I put Neosporin on it and took ibuprofen for the swelling. 41 00:02:13,817 --> 00:02:14,993 That's worked before. 42 00:02:15,552 --> 00:02:16,663 Before? 43 00:02:17,154 --> 00:02:18,432 Show them. 44 00:02:31,168 --> 00:02:32,369 Hmm. 45 00:02:38,780 --> 00:02:46,780 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.MY-SUBS.com 46 00:02:48,085 --> 00:02:49,396 You wanted to see me? 47 00:02:49,420 --> 00:02:51,965 Dr. Glassman, this is Kayla Quinn. 48 00:02:51,989 --> 00:02:54,511 She's been diagnosed with major depressive disorder 49 00:02:54,535 --> 00:02:56,236 as well as chronic neuropathic pain 50 00:02:56,260 --> 00:02:58,538 from a neck injury six years ago. 51 00:02:58,562 --> 00:03:00,907 The pain and depression are besties, 52 00:03:00,931 --> 00:03:03,043 uninvited guests that travel together, 53 00:03:03,067 --> 00:03:05,712 make it so I can't work, can't get out of bed, 54 00:03:05,736 --> 00:03:06,970 can't even think. 55 00:03:08,758 --> 00:03:10,816 That's why I'd like to do this before their next visit. 56 00:03:13,183 --> 00:03:15,512 An anterior cingulotomy seems like the... 57 00:03:16,913 --> 00:03:18,182 Excuse me. 58 00:03:22,805 --> 00:03:24,984 She is a smart, charming, successful woman whose life... 59 00:03:25,009 --> 00:03:26,353 Nice ambush. 60 00:03:26,457 --> 00:03:28,401 She's had over a decade of therapy, 61 00:03:28,425 --> 00:03:30,270 five classes of anti-depressants, 62 00:03:30,294 --> 00:03:31,438 and non-invasive neuro-modulation, 63 00:03:31,462 --> 00:03:34,474 including C.E.S. and full-on E.C.T. 64 00:03:34,498 --> 00:03:36,443 She's desperate for real relief 65 00:03:36,467 --> 00:03:37,644 from her pain and depression, 66 00:03:37,668 --> 00:03:39,436 and she's well aware of the risks. 67 00:03:42,763 --> 00:03:44,974 Get me a complete medical and psychological history 68 00:03:44,999 --> 00:03:46,777 and a couple of residents. 69 00:03:47,111 --> 00:03:48,445 We're just gonna talk about it. 70 00:03:53,703 --> 00:03:55,381 Not sure who's struggling more, 71 00:03:55,406 --> 00:03:58,051 the overwhelmed, super-critical mom 72 00:03:58,076 --> 00:04:00,254 or the sad, self-harming teen. 73 00:04:00,279 --> 00:04:02,457 Trent called it an upgrade. 74 00:04:02,482 --> 00:04:06,296 He's not trying to self-harm, he is trying to self-improve. 75 00:04:06,321 --> 00:04:07,864 Well, whatever the terminology, 76 00:04:07,889 --> 00:04:10,402 he cut into his finger with an X-ACTO knife. 77 00:04:10,427 --> 00:04:13,072 Okay. His technique was primitive, 78 00:04:13,097 --> 00:04:15,709 but considering he lacks formal training 79 00:04:15,734 --> 00:04:18,613 and used only one hand, I am impressed. 80 00:04:18,969 --> 00:04:20,337 Don't be. 81 00:04:21,745 --> 00:04:23,789 Bony marginal erosion. 82 00:04:24,101 --> 00:04:26,625 If the infection spreads, he could lose that finger. 83 00:04:28,119 --> 00:04:29,662 For starters. 84 00:04:35,432 --> 00:04:37,377 It's the modern equivalent of a lobotomy. 85 00:04:37,402 --> 00:04:39,080 "Modern" being the operative word. 86 00:04:39,105 --> 00:04:41,683 We'd be burning lesions into a key brain center. 87 00:04:41,708 --> 00:04:43,419 That could alter her personality, 88 00:04:43,444 --> 00:04:44,688 impair cognitive function... 89 00:04:44,713 --> 00:04:46,191 Her depression and reoccurring acute pain 90 00:04:46,216 --> 00:04:47,393 are already doing that. 91 00:04:47,418 --> 00:04:50,430 Cingulotomies are effective in 67% of patients 92 00:04:50,455 --> 00:04:51,665 with Kayla's symptoms. 93 00:04:51,690 --> 00:04:53,735 With a 20% chance of adverse effects, 94 00:04:53,760 --> 00:04:56,139 like loss of creativity, it could be a big deal. 95 00:04:56,164 --> 00:04:57,614 This is Kayla Quinn. 96 00:04:59,786 --> 00:05:02,165 She launched her own company at the age of 18, 97 00:05:02,189 --> 00:05:04,500 made millions designing scrunchies and bangles. 98 00:05:04,524 --> 00:05:06,169 I discussed this with her. 99 00:05:06,193 --> 00:05:07,938 Her focus is quality of life. 100 00:05:07,962 --> 00:05:09,605 Now, I'm sure she feels that way now, 101 00:05:09,629 --> 00:05:11,294 but once it's done, it can't be undone. 102 00:05:12,666 --> 00:05:15,645 Are there any alternatives that Kayla hasn't tried 103 00:05:15,669 --> 00:05:17,299 or should try again? 104 00:05:21,674 --> 00:05:22,709 Okay. 105 00:05:23,177 --> 00:05:24,988 Let's do the surgery. 106 00:05:30,963 --> 00:05:32,674 Wait, possible amputation? 107 00:05:32,870 --> 00:05:35,831 The infection is in the bone beneath the magnet. 108 00:05:35,855 --> 00:05:38,358 It would have been better to have brought him in sooner. 109 00:05:40,560 --> 00:05:42,305 I'm a single mom. 110 00:05:42,329 --> 00:05:45,341 Trent... Trent's father isn't in the picture. 111 00:05:45,365 --> 00:05:46,538 You made sure of that. 112 00:05:48,035 --> 00:05:49,745 I got divorced last year. 113 00:05:49,769 --> 00:05:52,582 Trent and I were adjusting. 114 00:05:52,606 --> 00:05:55,285 But then he started hanging out with these idiot biohackers. 115 00:05:55,309 --> 00:05:56,443 Thanks, Mom. 116 00:05:58,145 --> 00:06:00,856 We should remove the infected implant 117 00:06:00,880 --> 00:06:03,293 and start Trent on IV antibiotics. 118 00:06:03,317 --> 00:06:05,495 What about the other implants? 119 00:06:05,519 --> 00:06:06,696 Shouldn't you take them all out? 120 00:06:06,720 --> 00:06:09,499 No! The other implants aren't infected. 121 00:06:09,523 --> 00:06:11,391 Okay. This is not a decision you get to make. 122 00:06:13,760 --> 00:06:17,207 Once a patient is 16, it is hospital policy 123 00:06:17,231 --> 00:06:18,908 not to perform a surgery that's been refused 124 00:06:18,932 --> 00:06:21,701 unless that surgery is medically necessary. 125 00:06:23,037 --> 00:06:25,081 Leaving in the other implants 126 00:06:25,105 --> 00:06:28,622 means Trent's still at risk for sepsis and septic emboli. 127 00:06:30,910 --> 00:06:32,122 Dr. Wolke is correct. 128 00:06:32,146 --> 00:06:34,524 With your consent, we can physically compel 129 00:06:34,548 --> 00:06:37,693 the surgical removal of all your son's modifications. 130 00:06:37,717 --> 00:06:39,594 Good luck. I'm outta here. 131 00:06:39,619 --> 00:06:40,787 Trent. 132 00:06:43,315 --> 00:06:44,315 Trent! 133 00:06:48,595 --> 00:06:50,519 This is much easier than chasing him. 134 00:06:52,166 --> 00:06:54,064 Head frame is secure. 135 00:06:54,568 --> 00:06:56,112 Stand by with the Gamma knife. 136 00:07:02,342 --> 00:07:04,220 Dr. Glassman, please stop what you're doing. 137 00:07:06,409 --> 00:07:08,912 This is Justin Quinn, Kayla's conservator. 138 00:07:09,383 --> 00:07:12,695 I have full authority over my sister's medical treatment, 139 00:07:12,719 --> 00:07:14,330 and I won't allow this surgery. 140 00:07:25,009 --> 00:07:26,853 Kayla sees her psychiatrist weekly, 141 00:07:26,877 --> 00:07:28,455 and I check in with her daily, 142 00:07:28,479 --> 00:07:30,290 but clearly, this is not 143 00:07:30,314 --> 00:07:32,493 a weekend getaway at a cabin in Tahoe. 144 00:07:32,517 --> 00:07:35,195 A chance e-mail from our insurance tipped me off. 145 00:07:36,754 --> 00:07:38,231 She's never lied to me like this. 146 00:07:38,255 --> 00:07:40,166 I was 12 when my parents died. 147 00:07:40,190 --> 00:07:42,256 My memories of them don't seem real, 148 00:07:43,093 --> 00:07:44,724 just clips from a movie. 149 00:07:44,748 --> 00:07:48,108 It was our grief therapist who first diagnosed her depression. 150 00:07:48,132 --> 00:07:50,911 I was 22 and so out of my depth. 151 00:07:50,935 --> 00:07:53,747 Justin and I used to do everything together. 152 00:07:53,771 --> 00:07:55,352 It was us against the world. 153 00:07:56,441 --> 00:07:58,652 I called him Bro-dad. 154 00:07:58,676 --> 00:08:01,321 She was such a creative kid, so talented. 155 00:08:01,345 --> 00:08:04,152 She just had a vision and wanted to run with it. 156 00:08:04,176 --> 00:08:06,460 Who knew scrunchies and glitter bangles could be a business? 157 00:08:06,484 --> 00:08:08,061 Just took off. 158 00:08:08,085 --> 00:08:10,688 Eighteen years old, all that money and no guardrails. 159 00:08:12,457 --> 00:08:14,501 She was out of control. 160 00:08:14,525 --> 00:08:17,471 Clubs every night, the booze, the drugs... 161 00:08:19,497 --> 00:08:23,309 I couldn't help her. I couldn't stop her. 162 00:08:23,333 --> 00:08:26,342 It was during a blackout that I fell and injured my neck. 163 00:08:28,138 --> 00:08:29,950 Everything just got worse after that. 164 00:08:29,974 --> 00:08:34,058 The arrests piled up, underage drinking, possession, DUI. 165 00:08:34,812 --> 00:08:36,490 I thought she was going to prison. 166 00:08:36,514 --> 00:08:38,324 The judge agreed to a diversion program... 167 00:08:38,348 --> 00:08:39,926 She's nearly O.D.'d twice. 168 00:08:39,950 --> 00:08:41,161 ...called me a danger to myself. 169 00:08:41,185 --> 00:08:42,896 The judge ruled she was incompetent. 170 00:08:42,920 --> 00:08:44,860 Put my brother in charge of everything. 171 00:08:47,952 --> 00:08:49,353 He took away my life. 172 00:08:50,761 --> 00:08:53,039 The conservatorship saved her life. 173 00:09:00,070 --> 00:09:02,182 All I needed to piss off my parents 174 00:09:02,206 --> 00:09:04,785 were fishnets and heavy eyeliner. 175 00:09:04,809 --> 00:09:06,920 Of course you were a goth. 176 00:09:06,944 --> 00:09:08,962 How many times did you see The Cure? 177 00:09:08,986 --> 00:09:10,557 Four. 178 00:09:10,581 --> 00:09:13,389 Robert Smith was, like, leader of our tribe. 179 00:09:14,418 --> 00:09:16,558 Every lonely teen needs a tribe. 180 00:09:18,102 --> 00:09:21,334 I was lonely, but I was not a rebel. 181 00:09:21,358 --> 00:09:24,170 My rebellion was just being honest. 182 00:09:24,194 --> 00:09:26,640 My family preferred the lie. 183 00:09:27,027 --> 00:09:29,744 Meanwhile Trent is damaging his relationship 184 00:09:29,768 --> 00:09:31,824 with his mom and his body. 185 00:09:32,202 --> 00:09:34,314 That is not his fault. 186 00:09:34,338 --> 00:09:35,582 She is his mother. 187 00:09:35,606 --> 00:09:37,847 Mothers should try to understand their children. 188 00:09:38,876 --> 00:09:41,709 Nice thought, but teenagers are asses. 189 00:09:43,047 --> 00:09:44,525 Scientifically proven. 190 00:09:44,549 --> 00:09:47,127 Their prefrontal cortex is underdeveloped, 191 00:09:47,151 --> 00:09:48,662 leading to excessive risk-taking 192 00:09:48,686 --> 00:09:50,006 and lack of impulse control. 193 00:09:50,609 --> 00:09:52,398 Margins in the soft tissue look good, 194 00:09:52,422 --> 00:09:54,300 but keep an eye out for the infection. 195 00:09:54,324 --> 00:09:55,359 Let's close. 196 00:10:11,628 --> 00:10:12,764 Mr. Quinn. 197 00:10:14,945 --> 00:10:17,090 Your sister's suffering. 198 00:10:17,114 --> 00:10:19,593 It's a roller coaster with her, 199 00:10:19,617 --> 00:10:21,762 good days and bad days. 200 00:10:21,786 --> 00:10:24,665 But your solution is to fry part of her brain. 201 00:10:24,689 --> 00:10:27,433 She could lose her creativity, her personality. 202 00:10:27,457 --> 00:10:29,571 Her pain, her depression. 203 00:10:29,595 --> 00:10:31,471 Maybe. Those other doctors ran me through 204 00:10:31,495 --> 00:10:33,106 the risks and the numbers. 205 00:10:33,130 --> 00:10:34,577 What if I could show you 206 00:10:34,601 --> 00:10:37,310 how Kayla's issues are hard-wired in her brain? 207 00:10:37,334 --> 00:10:40,080 An fMRI could demonstrate how the part of Kayla's brain 208 00:10:40,104 --> 00:10:42,422 that handles emotional and pain response 209 00:10:42,446 --> 00:10:44,484 is functionally abnormal. 210 00:10:44,508 --> 00:10:47,287 It'll assure you that "frying her brain" 211 00:10:47,311 --> 00:10:50,611 means only frying the part of her brain that isn't working. 212 00:10:51,849 --> 00:10:54,360 And it'll get you both off of the roller coaster. 213 00:10:56,721 --> 00:10:58,398 The scan's harmless. 214 00:11:06,631 --> 00:11:08,170 Okay, do it. 215 00:11:17,341 --> 00:11:19,853 I've got it. Oh, see? I can spin it around. 216 00:11:19,877 --> 00:11:21,642 I need to do a post-op exam. 217 00:11:23,714 --> 00:11:26,559 Oh. You have modifications. 218 00:11:26,897 --> 00:11:28,294 I'm Dixie. 219 00:11:28,318 --> 00:11:30,764 My right hand got messed up in a car accident. 220 00:11:30,788 --> 00:11:34,534 I had RFID chips put in so I could unlock my front door, 221 00:11:34,558 --> 00:11:37,950 store my medical info, and do some pretty cool tricks. 222 00:11:38,528 --> 00:11:42,371 Are you attracted to Dixie? 223 00:11:42,396 --> 00:11:44,488 Are you concerned you'll be less attractive to her 224 00:11:44,512 --> 00:11:46,308 without your implants? 225 00:11:47,358 --> 00:11:48,602 We're just friends. 226 00:11:48,627 --> 00:11:50,651 I host a monthly bio hacker meet up, 227 00:11:50,675 --> 00:11:52,214 and Trent's become a regular. 228 00:11:52,977 --> 00:11:54,244 The only people who get me. 229 00:11:55,332 --> 00:11:57,928 You found your tribe. 230 00:12:01,752 --> 00:12:03,892 Incision sites look good. Right wrist please. 231 00:12:04,889 --> 00:12:07,901 It was not until I came to work here at St. Bonaventure 232 00:12:07,925 --> 00:12:10,503 that I felt like I was part of a community. 233 00:12:10,527 --> 00:12:12,538 I've read about implants that can operate prosthetics 234 00:12:12,562 --> 00:12:13,907 and an occipital lobe electrode 235 00:12:13,931 --> 00:12:16,677 that receives visual images for sightless people. 236 00:12:17,030 --> 00:12:18,912 Oh, these technologies are very exciting. 237 00:12:18,936 --> 00:12:20,280 It's so cool, right? 238 00:12:20,304 --> 00:12:22,115 I was thinking I should be an engineer 239 00:12:22,139 --> 00:12:23,954 and I can design tech for people like Dixie. 240 00:12:24,667 --> 00:12:25,668 Oh. 241 00:12:26,376 --> 00:12:28,054 How's he recovering, Dr. Murphy? 242 00:12:28,078 --> 00:12:29,890 Hmm, oh, hello. 243 00:12:29,914 --> 00:12:31,725 The surgeries went well. 244 00:12:31,749 --> 00:12:34,861 Finger looks free of infection and bacterial cultures remain negative. 245 00:12:34,885 --> 00:12:38,965 We still need to do an MRI to assess his joints, but I'm optimistic. 246 00:12:38,989 --> 00:12:41,768 Great. Then once I'm 18, I can get all my mods back in 247 00:12:41,991 --> 00:12:43,724 by the pros who did Dixie's. 248 00:12:44,494 --> 00:12:47,102 Meaning the tattoo artist at the strip mall. 249 00:12:48,632 --> 00:12:51,945 Tattoo parlors require a public health permit. 250 00:12:51,969 --> 00:12:54,881 Yes, that would be much safer than doing it himself. 251 00:13:01,237 --> 00:13:02,534 Rain check for tonight. 252 00:13:03,058 --> 00:13:04,227 Surgery? 253 00:13:05,716 --> 00:13:08,172 A new patient reminded me I need to spend more time 254 00:13:08,196 --> 00:13:10,626 on my business ideas, less time on the dance floor. 255 00:13:11,621 --> 00:13:13,533 I see a sparkle in your eyes. What is the product? 256 00:13:17,461 --> 00:13:21,074 My ingestible sensor that monitors gut bacteria 257 00:13:21,098 --> 00:13:22,743 as it travels through the GI tract. 258 00:13:22,767 --> 00:13:25,345 Gross yet cool. 259 00:13:25,369 --> 00:13:26,646 How are you gonna collect the data? 260 00:13:26,670 --> 00:13:28,614 Ideally, real-time monitoring. 261 00:13:28,638 --> 00:13:30,984 I'm looking at wireless open-source programs. 262 00:13:31,008 --> 00:13:32,753 You could connect the sensor 263 00:13:32,777 --> 00:13:34,220 with a smart phone via Bluetooth. 264 00:13:34,244 --> 00:13:38,358 That would be amazing. 265 00:13:38,382 --> 00:13:40,656 But that code would be pretty complicated to write. 266 00:13:42,219 --> 00:13:44,826 Not for... me. 267 00:13:46,356 --> 00:13:49,202 You'd have time for that on top of your IT work? 268 00:13:49,226 --> 00:13:51,938 Says the second-year resident looking to disrupt the med-tech business. 269 00:13:51,962 --> 00:13:53,210 Ah. 270 00:13:54,131 --> 00:13:56,810 I wouldn't be able to pay you, at least not up front. 271 00:13:56,834 --> 00:13:58,869 We could divvy up the spoils. 272 00:14:05,642 --> 00:14:07,253 75%, 25% final offer. 273 00:14:07,277 --> 00:14:08,855 Hell yes, partner. 274 00:14:08,879 --> 00:14:10,623 Welcome aboard. 275 00:14:13,150 --> 00:14:14,795 Put this on your calendar... 276 00:14:14,819 --> 00:14:17,063 May 2025, yacht shopping. 277 00:14:17,087 --> 00:14:18,631 - Okay. - Yes! 278 00:14:21,826 --> 00:14:23,093 Dr. Murphy? 279 00:14:25,229 --> 00:14:27,536 Please stop encouraging Trent. 280 00:14:28,265 --> 00:14:30,610 Your interest in his body modifications 281 00:14:30,634 --> 00:14:32,374 comes across as an endorsement. 282 00:14:32,903 --> 00:14:34,380 Oh, I am interested. 283 00:14:34,404 --> 00:14:36,349 Why would I pretend that I'm not? 284 00:14:36,373 --> 00:14:38,959 Not so long ago, we were talking about amputating fingers. 285 00:14:38,984 --> 00:14:42,092 Someone has to talk some sense into my son before he does this again. 286 00:14:45,263 --> 00:14:48,223 I'm happy to have a chat with him. 287 00:14:49,173 --> 00:14:51,852 He seems to connect with Dr. Murphy. 288 00:14:52,522 --> 00:14:54,605 If you talk to him, he might listen. 289 00:14:56,126 --> 00:14:59,276 I... would not be very good at that. 290 00:15:08,458 --> 00:15:10,403 Kayla, next I'm gonna ask you a series of prompts 291 00:15:10,428 --> 00:15:12,406 to help us map your brain activity. 292 00:15:12,576 --> 00:15:13,832 I'll do my best. 293 00:15:14,478 --> 00:15:15,884 Think of a nice memory. 294 00:15:15,909 --> 00:15:17,485 Something from a happy time. 295 00:15:20,650 --> 00:15:23,216 You didn't like any of the apartments I sent you? 296 00:15:23,888 --> 00:15:26,199 As predicted, altered limbic activity 297 00:15:26,223 --> 00:15:28,221 in the connections to the cingulate cortex. 298 00:15:28,893 --> 00:15:30,436 The apartments are okay. 299 00:15:30,460 --> 00:15:32,672 I'm shocked you're so easy to please. 300 00:15:32,696 --> 00:15:34,774 You're such a quibbler. 301 00:15:34,798 --> 00:15:37,543 "Hate art deco." "Low ceilings equal doom." 302 00:15:37,567 --> 00:15:40,080 "Berber carpets hurt my feet." 303 00:15:40,104 --> 00:15:41,526 Well... 304 00:15:42,572 --> 00:15:44,717 Kayla, now I need you to think of an unpleasant memory. 305 00:15:47,366 --> 00:15:49,389 Take it as a compliment that I'm so picky. 306 00:15:49,413 --> 00:15:52,258 Picky's fine, passive not so much. 307 00:15:52,282 --> 00:15:53,955 Send me some links. 308 00:15:56,620 --> 00:15:58,210 More abnormal connectivity. 309 00:16:00,324 --> 00:16:02,768 We're getting motion artifacts. 310 00:16:02,792 --> 00:16:04,437 She's moving around. 311 00:16:04,461 --> 00:16:05,805 Kayla, can you try and hold still? 312 00:16:09,266 --> 00:16:11,311 I'm sorry. Can we please stop? 313 00:16:11,335 --> 00:16:13,033 - Kayla? Where does it hurt? - Mm-hmm? 314 00:16:13,603 --> 00:16:14,810 Everywhere. 315 00:16:16,306 --> 00:16:17,918 It's back. 316 00:16:27,669 --> 00:16:29,147 You never came to bed. 317 00:16:29,171 --> 00:16:30,481 We were supposed to have sex. 318 00:16:30,505 --> 00:16:31,716 Sorry. 319 00:16:31,740 --> 00:16:34,019 Our sensor keeps running out of power 320 00:16:34,043 --> 00:16:36,354 halfway through the digestive tract. 321 00:16:36,378 --> 00:16:39,925 It's not on the schedule, but we could have sex now. 322 00:16:39,949 --> 00:16:41,492 I have to shower. 323 00:16:41,516 --> 00:16:42,781 I shower first. 324 00:16:45,187 --> 00:16:49,534 Okay. I will be flexible and make you coffee. 325 00:16:49,558 --> 00:16:51,069 Thank you. 326 00:17:09,111 --> 00:17:10,221 Good morning. 327 00:17:20,890 --> 00:17:22,633 How's Kayla? 328 00:17:22,657 --> 00:17:26,471 In pain and on the edge of a full depressive episode. 329 00:17:26,495 --> 00:17:29,959 I upped her gabapentin and started a low-dose Ketamine IV. 330 00:17:29,983 --> 00:17:31,276 Smart. 331 00:17:32,426 --> 00:17:33,627 Hmm. 332 00:17:34,103 --> 00:17:35,947 You know we'll have to get her off the Ketamine 333 00:17:35,971 --> 00:17:38,149 before we take another shot at finishing the fMRI. 334 00:17:42,574 --> 00:17:45,090 Do you not want to move in with me? 335 00:17:45,114 --> 00:17:47,758 I've been busy. I have other patients. 336 00:17:47,782 --> 00:17:50,128 Allow me to present multitasking. 337 00:17:50,152 --> 00:17:52,663 Look at that. Three-bedroom, two-bath, 338 00:17:52,687 --> 00:17:54,599 courtyard building with a pool. 339 00:17:54,623 --> 00:17:56,935 We'd have a guest room for Kellan, a shared office, 340 00:17:56,959 --> 00:17:59,971 and it's 10 minutes from the hospital. 341 00:17:59,995 --> 00:18:02,773 Well, looks like the master bedroom window's overlooking the courtyard. 342 00:18:02,797 --> 00:18:04,075 I know. Nice. 343 00:18:04,099 --> 00:18:05,543 Not nice. Loud. 344 00:18:10,005 --> 00:18:12,350 Then show me one you do like. 345 00:18:13,508 --> 00:18:15,486 Oh, hell no. 346 00:18:15,510 --> 00:18:17,192 I'm gonna update the brother. 347 00:18:18,513 --> 00:18:19,624 You paged me? 348 00:18:19,648 --> 00:18:21,059 Good morning, Shaun. 349 00:18:21,083 --> 00:18:22,427 Lea and I missed our sex night. 350 00:18:22,451 --> 00:18:24,090 It is not a good morning. 351 00:18:24,739 --> 00:18:25,873 Agreed. 352 00:18:27,156 --> 00:18:29,267 Mine started with a distraught mother 353 00:18:29,291 --> 00:18:32,770 whose son you refused to advise against bio hacking? 354 00:18:32,794 --> 00:18:35,773 What he chooses to do when he is 18 is up to him. 355 00:18:35,797 --> 00:18:37,342 True, but you could advise him 356 00:18:37,366 --> 00:18:39,810 against the dangers of further mods. 357 00:18:39,834 --> 00:18:42,380 Trent enjoys the connections he has made 358 00:18:42,404 --> 00:18:44,349 in the bio hacking community. 359 00:18:44,373 --> 00:18:46,784 You really think the emotional benefits of belonging 360 00:18:46,808 --> 00:18:48,890 outweigh the physical dangers for this kid? 361 00:18:49,344 --> 00:18:51,822 Teens do many dangerous things. 362 00:18:51,846 --> 00:18:53,491 If he injured himself skateboarding, 363 00:18:53,515 --> 00:18:55,451 should I advise him never to skateboard again, 364 00:18:55,475 --> 00:18:57,899 which could alienate him from his skateboarder friends? 365 00:18:58,813 --> 00:19:00,515 Is there a potential for medical harm? 366 00:19:00,990 --> 00:19:02,367 Yes. 367 00:19:02,391 --> 00:19:04,030 Then remind your patient of that. 368 00:19:05,460 --> 00:19:07,284 You have no trouble being honest. 369 00:19:09,864 --> 00:19:13,435 I'll do it, only because you're my boss. 370 00:19:14,669 --> 00:19:15,670 Case in point. 371 00:19:23,812 --> 00:19:27,092 Justin's refusing to let me finish Kayla's fMRI. 372 00:19:27,116 --> 00:19:28,659 He thinks her being in the hospital 373 00:19:28,683 --> 00:19:29,827 is what triggered this latest episode. 374 00:19:29,851 --> 00:19:32,497 He... He's totally dug in. 375 00:19:32,521 --> 00:19:34,665 It's a judgment call. Legally, it's his judgment. 376 00:19:34,689 --> 00:19:36,867 I need you to talk to him, get him to change his mind. 377 00:19:36,891 --> 00:19:39,070 - Because? - You're the surgeon. 378 00:19:39,094 --> 00:19:40,338 If medicine could persuade him, 379 00:19:40,362 --> 00:19:41,839 we'd be in surgery right now. 380 00:19:41,863 --> 00:19:43,108 So I should just give up? 381 00:19:43,132 --> 00:19:44,375 I don't know. Do you want to? 382 00:19:44,399 --> 00:19:45,843 - No! - Okay, then don't. 383 00:19:45,867 --> 00:19:47,157 Go find another tactic. 384 00:19:48,202 --> 00:19:49,303 Okay. 385 00:19:50,939 --> 00:19:54,519 No, no, no. I do the surgery, you do the selling. 386 00:19:58,919 --> 00:19:59,919 Okay, fine. 387 00:20:01,150 --> 00:20:02,923 Look at it this way. 388 00:20:03,152 --> 00:20:07,865 The brother has been cleaning up after his sister for years, right? 389 00:20:07,889 --> 00:20:11,869 So instead of trying to change his feelings about the surgery, 390 00:20:11,893 --> 00:20:14,559 maybe change his feelings about his sister. 391 00:20:19,168 --> 00:20:22,280 Future modifications could result in sepsis, 392 00:20:22,304 --> 00:20:25,516 severe arthritis, pseudo-tumor formation, nerve damage and paralysis. 393 00:20:25,540 --> 00:20:28,119 Suddenly you're a guy in a drug commercial... 394 00:20:28,143 --> 00:20:32,160 "Side effects include insomnia, rash, dry cough, and death." 395 00:20:33,448 --> 00:20:34,892 Sounds like my mom got to you. 396 00:20:34,916 --> 00:20:36,461 She tried. 397 00:20:36,485 --> 00:20:38,229 It didn't work, but then she went to my boss. 398 00:20:38,253 --> 00:20:39,454 That did work. 399 00:20:41,756 --> 00:20:45,423 I think that it is nice your mother cares about you. 400 00:20:46,594 --> 00:20:47,843 Mine did not. 401 00:20:50,818 --> 00:20:51,919 Mine used to. 402 00:20:53,568 --> 00:20:56,414 My dad used to travel a lot for work. 403 00:20:56,438 --> 00:21:00,618 He was always off pitching to investors, conferences in Vegas. 404 00:21:00,642 --> 00:21:03,088 And me and my mom would hang out all the time. 405 00:21:03,112 --> 00:21:05,590 Every weekend, she would take me to the Boardwalk. 406 00:21:05,614 --> 00:21:07,792 Never said no, no matter how many times 407 00:21:07,816 --> 00:21:09,560 I wanted to ride the Cyclone. 408 00:21:09,584 --> 00:21:11,908 The Cyclone made me nauseous. 409 00:21:13,322 --> 00:21:14,999 Now she's just working all the time. 410 00:21:15,023 --> 00:21:16,788 And whenever we're together, she's angry. 411 00:21:18,360 --> 00:21:19,749 Never stops nagging me. 412 00:21:21,163 --> 00:21:24,838 She doesn't like you bio hacking. 413 00:21:25,267 --> 00:21:27,145 I don't think she'd like anything I do. 414 00:21:32,141 --> 00:21:33,984 Ohh, aah. 415 00:21:34,008 --> 00:21:35,520 Is it your finger? 416 00:21:35,544 --> 00:21:37,225 No, it's my wrist. 417 00:21:39,648 --> 00:21:42,527 Kayla's biggest trigger isn't being in the hospital, 418 00:21:42,777 --> 00:21:44,645 it's your control over her life. 419 00:21:45,554 --> 00:21:47,198 I reviewed her history in detail, 420 00:21:47,222 --> 00:21:49,200 and over the last five years, 421 00:21:49,224 --> 00:21:51,001 Kayla's major depressive episodes coincide 422 00:21:51,025 --> 00:21:53,204 with major life decisions 423 00:21:53,228 --> 00:21:55,640 that you've made on her behalf... 424 00:21:55,664 --> 00:21:57,666 Changing meds and moving homes, 425 00:21:57,690 --> 00:21:59,510 making decisions for the business. 426 00:21:59,831 --> 00:22:01,579 You're saying this is all my fault. 427 00:22:01,603 --> 00:22:03,810 She's saying that being in charge of my own life 428 00:22:03,834 --> 00:22:05,583 would be better for me. 429 00:22:05,607 --> 00:22:08,340 Until you get drunk or O.D. 430 00:22:09,043 --> 00:22:11,622 That was years ago. I'm not that person anymore. 431 00:22:11,646 --> 00:22:12,990 Because I've been protecting you. 432 00:22:13,014 --> 00:22:14,721 Because the conservatorship works. 433 00:22:16,324 --> 00:22:18,975 That argument means I'll be in this forever. 434 00:22:20,168 --> 00:22:21,811 If I'm doing well, it proves you right. 435 00:22:22,457 --> 00:22:24,564 If I'm a mess, proves you right. 436 00:22:25,227 --> 00:22:27,572 I'm tired of this, Justin. 437 00:22:27,596 --> 00:22:30,195 I'm tired of living the life that you want me to. 438 00:22:30,599 --> 00:22:33,744 You pick out my doctors, you search my cabinets, 439 00:22:33,768 --> 00:22:35,446 you test my urine for drugs. 440 00:22:35,470 --> 00:22:37,047 We can talk about relaxing some of those things. 441 00:22:37,071 --> 00:22:38,449 No! No. 442 00:22:38,473 --> 00:22:40,385 I'm done negotiating over my own life, 443 00:22:40,409 --> 00:22:42,720 of having what you think is best rammed down my throat. 444 00:22:42,744 --> 00:22:43,854 - Kayla... - Think acting like this is gonna 445 00:22:43,878 --> 00:22:45,390 change my mind about the surgery? 446 00:22:45,414 --> 00:22:46,424 It shouldn't have to. It's my life! 447 00:22:46,448 --> 00:22:48,058 It's my messed-up brain! 448 00:22:48,082 --> 00:22:50,837 This place is bad for you. I need her discharge papers. 449 00:22:50,861 --> 00:22:53,063 Stop telling her what to do! Stop telling everyone what to do! 450 00:22:53,087 --> 00:22:54,699 - Kayla, please... - Shut up! 451 00:22:54,723 --> 00:22:56,901 I need 10 milligrams of Haloperidol. 452 00:22:56,925 --> 00:22:58,569 Stop it. Shut up. 453 00:23:11,287 --> 00:23:13,899 The LED light you've installed in your right wrist 454 00:23:13,923 --> 00:23:16,569 has irreversibly damaged the joint. 455 00:23:16,593 --> 00:23:19,383 You will never regain full function in your hand. 456 00:23:20,718 --> 00:23:22,240 You'll need physical therapy 457 00:23:22,264 --> 00:23:25,811 until you can compensate with your non-dominant hand. 458 00:23:25,835 --> 00:23:28,647 Damn it, Trent. How many times did I tell you? 459 00:23:28,671 --> 00:23:30,048 Thousands, okay? 460 00:23:30,072 --> 00:23:31,882 But I'm such an idiot, and I never listened. 461 00:23:31,906 --> 00:23:33,259 I never said you were an idiot. 462 00:23:33,283 --> 00:23:34,987 I said to stop hurting yourself. 463 00:23:35,011 --> 00:23:37,455 Maybe some family counseling could help? 464 00:23:37,479 --> 00:23:39,457 No, she's the only one who needs counseling. 465 00:23:39,481 --> 00:23:40,893 She's the one who failed as a parent. 466 00:23:40,917 --> 00:23:42,427 Your choices are not my fault. 467 00:23:42,451 --> 00:23:44,396 But I'm stuck with yours. 468 00:23:44,420 --> 00:23:45,898 Like how you tossed Dad out. 469 00:23:45,922 --> 00:23:47,600 He walked out on us. 470 00:23:55,832 --> 00:23:57,546 I didn't want you to hate him. 471 00:23:59,435 --> 00:24:02,343 I hadn't realized that the alternative was hating me. 472 00:24:09,271 --> 00:24:11,435 Your father was a schemer. 473 00:24:12,682 --> 00:24:16,161 He kept flitting from one big idea to the next, 474 00:24:16,185 --> 00:24:19,231 chasing fantasies instead of taking care of responsibility. 475 00:24:19,255 --> 00:24:21,404 That's a lie. You're a liar. 476 00:24:22,992 --> 00:24:25,170 He was a self-absorbed narcissist 477 00:24:25,194 --> 00:24:26,872 who cared more about himself than us. 478 00:24:26,896 --> 00:24:29,274 - That's not true! - Trent... 479 00:24:29,298 --> 00:24:31,205 Leave me alone! Get out! 480 00:24:32,790 --> 00:24:34,479 Get out! 481 00:24:51,187 --> 00:24:53,331 Lidocaine to numb you. 482 00:24:53,654 --> 00:24:55,790 I figured you'd want me to feel every stitch. 483 00:24:58,983 --> 00:25:00,973 I'm used to being the bad guy. 484 00:25:00,997 --> 00:25:02,574 Bad guys don't give up their lives 485 00:25:02,598 --> 00:25:04,743 to care for their little sisters. 486 00:25:04,767 --> 00:25:06,365 Thanks for seeing that. 487 00:25:09,785 --> 00:25:10,785 You feel that? 488 00:25:15,544 --> 00:25:18,991 People idealize what it's like being a kid, 489 00:25:19,015 --> 00:25:21,505 but, really, childhood blows. 490 00:25:21,851 --> 00:25:23,796 Being told what to do, 491 00:25:23,820 --> 00:25:27,344 where to go, how to behave. 492 00:25:28,858 --> 00:25:31,403 Spoken like someone who had a terrible childhood. 493 00:25:31,724 --> 00:25:36,228 It wasn't my wheelhouse, or my parents'. 494 00:25:38,167 --> 00:25:42,147 Kayla's first try at growing up, she flamed out. 495 00:25:42,590 --> 00:25:44,292 Doesn't she deserve a second shot? 496 00:25:46,575 --> 00:25:48,240 Maybe. 497 00:25:48,711 --> 00:25:52,786 Leave it to Kayla to choose elective brain surgery for a maiden voyage. 498 00:25:54,516 --> 00:25:56,081 Scares the crap out of me. 499 00:25:58,250 --> 00:25:59,564 Tell her that. 500 00:26:08,197 --> 00:26:10,175 Jerome's birthday is coming up. 501 00:26:10,199 --> 00:26:11,744 I need to find him a great gift. 502 00:26:11,768 --> 00:26:13,245 Please don't distract me. 503 00:26:13,269 --> 00:26:16,048 I am looking for a surgical solution for Trent's wrist. 504 00:26:16,072 --> 00:26:18,050 That's valiant, but he's about to be discharged. 505 00:26:18,074 --> 00:26:20,986 I need a gift that says "I'm really into you," 506 00:26:21,010 --> 00:26:23,521 but, mm, without overdoing it. 507 00:26:23,545 --> 00:26:25,958 We could attempt a partial wrist fusion. 508 00:26:25,982 --> 00:26:28,193 Not for another year. Trent's still growing. 509 00:26:28,217 --> 00:26:32,064 Jordan mentioned you have some super cute race car pajamas. 510 00:26:32,088 --> 00:26:33,613 I could get Jerome a pair. 511 00:26:33,637 --> 00:26:34,632 They are classic cars, 512 00:26:34,656 --> 00:26:37,102 and I'd prefer not to discuss my sleepwear at work. 513 00:26:37,126 --> 00:26:39,857 We could give Trent a course of Methotrexate to combat... 514 00:26:39,881 --> 00:26:42,040 He'll adjust to the bad wrist. 515 00:26:42,064 --> 00:26:44,209 The bigger problem is that mother and son 516 00:26:44,233 --> 00:26:46,044 act like they hate each other. 517 00:26:46,068 --> 00:26:48,280 I have no idea how to fix that. 518 00:26:48,304 --> 00:26:51,574 He's managing his feelings by turning himself into a cyborg. 519 00:26:51,598 --> 00:26:54,552 Trent is not becoming a cyborg... 520 00:27:09,452 --> 00:27:11,354 But maybe he could! 521 00:27:19,902 --> 00:27:22,334 I can fix Trent's wrist. 522 00:27:23,005 --> 00:27:24,181 This experimental surgery 523 00:27:24,205 --> 00:27:26,583 uses a customized implant to replace his wrist joint. 524 00:27:26,608 --> 00:27:28,094 He will have full use of his wrist. 525 00:27:28,118 --> 00:27:29,994 Also, he will be very happy, 526 00:27:30,018 --> 00:27:32,317 because he'll have a one-of-a-kind body modification. 527 00:27:32,341 --> 00:27:33,959 E-Experimental? 528 00:27:33,983 --> 00:27:35,848 Would it be covered by our insurance? 529 00:27:36,052 --> 00:27:38,230 Mm, n-no. 530 00:27:38,927 --> 00:27:40,795 I-It is quite expensive. 531 00:27:41,709 --> 00:27:44,231 Which means I'm getting a second mortgage to pay for it. 532 00:27:45,694 --> 00:27:47,906 If Trent keeps getting other modifications, 533 00:27:47,930 --> 00:27:49,945 could that cause problems with this device? 534 00:27:53,102 --> 00:27:56,748 Yes, his body could reject the implant. 535 00:27:56,772 --> 00:27:58,083 Okay, but... Thank you... 536 00:27:58,107 --> 00:28:01,453 Trent should be able to follow the post-op regimen, 537 00:28:01,477 --> 00:28:03,288 including no further modifications. 538 00:28:03,312 --> 00:28:05,991 Or he'll keep seeing it as a cool hobby 539 00:28:06,015 --> 00:28:09,048 which allows him to stick it to his terrible and controlling mother. 540 00:28:12,188 --> 00:28:15,721 I can fix your son's wrist... 541 00:28:19,442 --> 00:28:20,876 ...with your consent. 542 00:28:29,671 --> 00:28:30,748 No. 543 00:28:46,555 --> 00:28:48,800 Looks like our sensor's gonna poop out before it gets pooped out. 544 00:28:48,824 --> 00:28:51,369 Maybe if we take another look at the component specs. 545 00:28:51,393 --> 00:28:53,939 I have drawn up a list of house rules that apply to Dr. Allen 546 00:28:53,963 --> 00:28:55,807 when she is working at our apartment. 547 00:28:55,831 --> 00:28:58,210 One, no work on scheduled sex nights. 548 00:28:58,234 --> 00:28:59,477 I can get down with that. 549 00:28:59,501 --> 00:29:01,558 Two, no brushing teeth in the kitchen sink. 550 00:29:01,770 --> 00:29:02,814 Agreed. 551 00:29:02,838 --> 00:29:04,416 Three, do not wear perfume. 552 00:29:04,440 --> 00:29:06,151 Four, do not speak in a loud voice. 553 00:29:06,175 --> 00:29:07,291 Five, please avoid eye contact. 554 00:29:07,315 --> 00:29:08,954 - Shaun... - I'm not finished. 555 00:29:08,978 --> 00:29:11,147 - Avoid eye contact? - Mm... 556 00:29:12,414 --> 00:29:13,481 Yes. 557 00:29:17,146 --> 00:29:20,626 Shaun, do you not like having me at your apartment? 558 00:29:20,990 --> 00:29:25,237 I don't like having anyone other than Lea at the apartment. 559 00:29:25,261 --> 00:29:27,973 With Lea, I feel safe. 560 00:29:27,997 --> 00:29:32,010 I am not obligated to follow the guidelines around social interactions. 561 00:29:32,034 --> 00:29:34,212 By the time I'm done with work, 562 00:29:34,236 --> 00:29:36,514 I have had enough of following guidelines. 563 00:29:36,924 --> 00:29:38,626 Shaunie, I never knew. 564 00:29:41,443 --> 00:29:42,955 We can work someplace else. 565 00:29:42,979 --> 00:29:44,856 The apartment is half Lea's. 566 00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:48,105 I am very happy she has found a friend and partner. 567 00:29:49,551 --> 00:29:50,719 Dr. Allen... 568 00:29:56,292 --> 00:29:58,574 ...you are part of my tribe. 569 00:30:00,029 --> 00:30:01,785 You are welcome in our home. 570 00:30:04,500 --> 00:30:06,244 As long as you follow the rules, including, 571 00:30:06,268 --> 00:30:09,381 six, I am allowed to ignore you when you are there. 572 00:30:27,555 --> 00:30:30,601 Does it ever feel to you like we go round and round, 573 00:30:30,759 --> 00:30:34,096 but we always find our way back to this same, sad place? 574 00:30:36,132 --> 00:30:38,176 I remember when we first got here. 575 00:30:38,781 --> 00:30:40,845 You were 12 576 00:30:40,869 --> 00:30:44,286 on a school field trip to the Municipal Garden. 577 00:30:45,741 --> 00:30:48,220 And I got there and watched you sketch roses. 578 00:30:48,244 --> 00:30:49,583 So confident, 579 00:30:50,812 --> 00:30:51,812 at peace, 580 00:30:54,194 --> 00:30:55,229 innocent. 581 00:30:58,954 --> 00:31:01,303 Then I had to tell you Mom and Dad were dead. 582 00:31:04,260 --> 00:31:06,538 I swore that I'd do everything I could 583 00:31:06,562 --> 00:31:08,811 to keep you from being hurt like that again. 584 00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:13,440 I know you're just trying to protect me. 585 00:31:17,819 --> 00:31:19,587 I'm protecting me, too. 586 00:31:25,847 --> 00:31:28,831 I've been so scared that I could lose you. 587 00:31:39,361 --> 00:31:43,345 During the fMRI, Dr. Reznick asked me to think of a happy memory. 588 00:31:45,301 --> 00:31:46,911 Silver top, Nevada. 589 00:31:47,266 --> 00:31:48,446 Yeah. 590 00:31:48,470 --> 00:31:51,529 You and me on that river in the canoe. 591 00:31:51,553 --> 00:31:53,151 That cabin was such a dump. 592 00:31:53,175 --> 00:31:55,320 It was. 593 00:31:55,344 --> 00:31:56,921 And we were only there 'cause I screwed up 594 00:31:56,945 --> 00:31:58,656 and forgot to sign you up for that camp. 595 00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:00,279 Camp Capistrano. 596 00:32:00,303 --> 00:32:01,593 Yeah. 597 00:32:01,617 --> 00:32:04,729 That was the first summer after Mom and Dad died. 598 00:32:04,753 --> 00:32:06,159 You had an excuse. 599 00:32:07,930 --> 00:32:09,264 That was a good trip. 600 00:32:10,312 --> 00:32:11,957 Best vacation I ever had. 601 00:32:15,924 --> 00:32:17,292 I want that again. 602 00:32:18,159 --> 00:32:19,715 We can always go back. 603 00:32:20,256 --> 00:32:21,457 Not the trip. 604 00:32:22,804 --> 00:32:23,804 The freedom, 605 00:32:25,141 --> 00:32:26,930 that happiness 606 00:32:27,476 --> 00:32:30,642 without the next bout of pain and depression landing over me. 607 00:32:35,217 --> 00:32:36,815 This is my chance. 608 00:32:39,515 --> 00:32:40,944 Please let me take it. 609 00:32:52,233 --> 00:32:53,668 Okay. 610 00:33:09,050 --> 00:33:11,028 I'm dying to take this next step with you. 611 00:33:11,052 --> 00:33:13,431 Says the guy who's sandbagging the search. 612 00:33:13,928 --> 00:33:15,196 It's the money. 613 00:33:18,113 --> 00:33:22,152 Between Kellan's college tuition and my med school debt, 614 00:33:22,698 --> 00:33:24,738 there's not much left at the end of the month. 615 00:33:25,478 --> 00:33:27,212 And on top of that 616 00:33:27,236 --> 00:33:28,992 My credit's a mess. 617 00:33:30,706 --> 00:33:32,663 This is just about money? 618 00:33:33,535 --> 00:33:34,836 Just? 619 00:33:35,611 --> 00:33:37,422 If you can't afford it, I got you. 620 00:33:37,446 --> 00:33:40,692 I pay my own way. Always have, always will. 621 00:33:40,716 --> 00:33:43,395 Your financial issues are no reason to put our plans on hold. 622 00:33:43,419 --> 00:33:46,864 An easy thing to say when you've never had to worry about money, 623 00:33:46,888 --> 00:33:49,012 but some of us have had to live in the real world. 624 00:33:51,427 --> 00:33:53,871 And if you had the money and I didn't, 625 00:33:53,895 --> 00:33:56,144 you wouldn't want to improve both our situations? 626 00:33:57,633 --> 00:34:00,245 This isn't about the real world. 627 00:34:00,269 --> 00:34:01,608 It's about your pride. 628 00:34:14,169 --> 00:34:16,915 I have your prescriptions and therapy referrals. 629 00:34:18,367 --> 00:34:19,401 I can do it. 630 00:34:20,928 --> 00:34:21,929 Then do it. 631 00:34:28,597 --> 00:34:30,637 I'm guessing this is my fault, as well. 632 00:34:31,900 --> 00:34:33,411 Okay. 633 00:34:33,435 --> 00:34:35,824 The way you behave is very confusing and frustrating. 634 00:34:35,848 --> 00:34:37,882 It doesn't make sense at all. 635 00:34:37,906 --> 00:34:39,717 You criticize every choice Trent makes 636 00:34:39,741 --> 00:34:41,859 and never ask why he's making them. 637 00:34:41,883 --> 00:34:43,087 See? 638 00:34:43,111 --> 00:34:44,656 You deliberately made choices you knew 639 00:34:44,680 --> 00:34:45,957 your mother wouldn't approve of, 640 00:34:45,981 --> 00:34:48,260 and then were very angry when she didn't approve. 641 00:34:48,284 --> 00:34:50,462 Even he thinks you took your bio hacking too far. 642 00:34:50,486 --> 00:34:52,129 She's been mad at me since Dad left. 643 00:34:52,153 --> 00:34:53,885 - Oh, that's not true. - Yes, it is. 644 00:34:54,596 --> 00:34:55,787 You don't like me. 645 00:34:56,892 --> 00:34:57,969 You don't like my friends. 646 00:34:57,993 --> 00:34:59,271 I don't understand your friends. 647 00:34:59,295 --> 00:35:00,662 You never tried to. 648 00:35:01,830 --> 00:35:03,336 You're just mad at me because... 649 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:06,278 You're stuck with me. 650 00:35:14,410 --> 00:35:17,489 I have been mad, but not at you, 651 00:35:17,513 --> 00:35:19,394 at your father for leaving. 652 00:35:22,751 --> 00:35:25,358 Afraid I couldn't take care of you or support us. 653 00:35:27,723 --> 00:35:29,301 You were so hurt when your father left. 654 00:35:29,325 --> 00:35:32,532 All I wanted to do was make you feel better, but I just... 655 00:35:35,130 --> 00:35:36,870 I was too damaged 656 00:35:38,467 --> 00:35:41,178 and jealous of your new friends, 657 00:35:41,202 --> 00:35:43,043 when I should've been grateful. 658 00:35:45,128 --> 00:35:47,047 But I was afraid of losing you to them. 659 00:35:48,269 --> 00:35:50,258 After all, you like them. 660 00:35:52,794 --> 00:35:54,012 You're my mom. 661 00:35:55,997 --> 00:35:57,398 I'm not supposed to like you. 662 00:36:02,758 --> 00:36:04,001 Come here. 663 00:36:13,754 --> 00:36:16,667 Can I do the surgery now? 664 00:36:20,976 --> 00:36:23,083 You are gonna like this. 665 00:36:27,583 --> 00:36:29,172 Time to prep you for surgery. 666 00:36:31,787 --> 00:36:33,931 Before I go, um... 667 00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:46,815 I got a little inspired. 668 00:36:51,385 --> 00:36:53,154 I'll hang on to them for you. 669 00:36:59,660 --> 00:37:00,661 Ready? 670 00:37:01,417 --> 00:37:02,460 Yeah. 671 00:37:16,281 --> 00:37:18,613 Carpal resection looks good. 672 00:37:19,184 --> 00:37:21,324 What did you say to change Carrie's mind? 673 00:37:23,354 --> 00:37:25,370 I'm not sure. 674 00:37:25,656 --> 00:37:27,664 I tried to understand them. 675 00:37:28,626 --> 00:37:31,005 Maybe you could do me and my father next. 676 00:37:31,417 --> 00:37:34,546 Carpal and radial bones prepped for the upgrade. 677 00:37:38,103 --> 00:37:40,681 I'd say you get the honors. 678 00:37:40,705 --> 00:37:43,951 Resolving conflict is a crucial skill for an attending. 679 00:37:43,975 --> 00:37:45,552 Nicely done. 680 00:37:53,411 --> 00:37:56,609 Placing carpal ball onto the distal component. 681 00:38:01,559 --> 00:38:04,138 For the next few days, expect some headaches and fatigue, 682 00:38:04,162 --> 00:38:06,786 but the post-op symptoms should quickly pass. 683 00:38:07,665 --> 00:38:10,748 Kayla, how do you feel? 684 00:38:13,661 --> 00:38:14,961 Strange. 685 00:38:16,674 --> 00:38:17,909 Something's missing. 686 00:38:25,876 --> 00:38:26,877 The pain. 687 00:38:30,184 --> 00:38:32,333 And I think I'm still me. 688 00:38:36,881 --> 00:38:38,015 Bro-dad. 689 00:38:45,270 --> 00:38:47,281 We have to go see a judge. 690 00:38:51,142 --> 00:38:53,244 It's time I was just your brother. 691 00:39:04,789 --> 00:39:09,436 The arthroplasty fixed Trent's wrist like I said it would. 692 00:39:09,460 --> 00:39:11,505 You will need significant therapy, 693 00:39:11,529 --> 00:39:13,574 but your prognosis is good. 694 00:39:13,598 --> 00:39:15,813 And you better take this seriously. 695 00:39:16,367 --> 00:39:18,691 Take your meds, do your rehab. 696 00:39:19,670 --> 00:39:22,273 Invite that friend of yours, Dixie, over for dinner. 697 00:39:23,029 --> 00:39:24,085 Really? 698 00:39:24,109 --> 00:39:26,053 Well, she seems interesting. 699 00:39:28,826 --> 00:39:32,927 These are the schematics of your wrist implant. 700 00:39:32,951 --> 00:39:36,250 The engineering specifications are quite interesting. 701 00:39:38,211 --> 00:39:40,534 Thanks, Dr. Murphy. 702 00:39:55,974 --> 00:39:57,684 I'm glad my key still works. 703 00:40:00,344 --> 00:40:02,045 It was about my pride. 704 00:40:03,181 --> 00:40:05,326 And I used that as an obstacle, 705 00:40:05,350 --> 00:40:07,031 instead of being honest with you. 706 00:40:08,819 --> 00:40:10,764 I'm sorry. 707 00:40:15,707 --> 00:40:20,253 It's a big step, but let's keep talking. 708 00:40:21,605 --> 00:40:23,840 I'm sure I'll get over myself, in time. 709 00:40:24,635 --> 00:40:26,175 Can you do it in a month? 710 00:40:29,240 --> 00:40:31,514 Because I found a house that I love. 711 00:40:33,544 --> 00:40:34,621 Gorgeous. 712 00:40:34,645 --> 00:40:35,957 Mm. 713 00:40:35,981 --> 00:40:38,490 And at that price, it should be. 714 00:40:38,514 --> 00:40:40,427 I would be very grateful for a studly roommate 715 00:40:40,451 --> 00:40:41,963 who could cover the utility bills. 716 00:40:41,987 --> 00:40:43,484 What about rent? 717 00:40:44,489 --> 00:40:48,406 I was thinking services rendered, like... 718 00:40:49,474 --> 00:40:53,988 Shirtless lawn mowing, shirtless pool cleaning, 719 00:40:54,065 --> 00:40:56,748 shirtless meal prep. 720 00:40:58,336 --> 00:40:59,680 Well, certain studly men would argue 721 00:40:59,704 --> 00:41:02,049 if we don't start on equal footing, 722 00:41:02,306 --> 00:41:04,130 it'll never be our house. 723 00:41:05,776 --> 00:41:08,990 It'll be our home, because we'll make it that. 724 00:41:16,321 --> 00:41:18,491 A pool? What about a hot tub? 725 00:41:22,360 --> 00:41:24,905 Our power issue is a software issue. 726 00:41:24,929 --> 00:41:28,375 Because your data domain requirements mandate 727 00:41:28,399 --> 00:41:31,045 a specific chip that requires way more power than we can actually... 728 00:41:47,352 --> 00:41:51,598 What if the sensor had bad manners? 729 00:41:51,622 --> 00:41:53,434 Shuts down when it needs to rest, 730 00:41:53,458 --> 00:41:54,868 ignores what doesn't matter. 731 00:41:54,892 --> 00:41:57,138 It works, it rests, it works, it rests. 732 00:41:57,162 --> 00:41:58,939 We could extrapolate between the data points. 733 00:41:58,963 --> 00:42:00,770 That could double the sensor's life. 734 00:42:01,966 --> 00:42:03,981 You're pure inspiration, Shaun. 735 00:42:04,335 --> 00:42:06,047 I am ignoring you.