1 00:00:04,700 --> 00:00:06,441 [gentle music] 2 00:00:14,623 --> 00:00:16,016 Did he finish his... 3 00:00:17,713 --> 00:00:18,453 What are you doing? 4 00:00:20,107 --> 00:00:23,893 Steve has little vocalization, is fixated on ceiling fans, 5 00:00:23,893 --> 00:00:25,634 and makes eye contact less than 10%. 6 00:00:25,634 --> 00:00:26,939 He's a baby. 7 00:00:26,939 --> 00:00:28,289 And as his daycare noted, 8 00:00:28,289 --> 00:00:30,421 he is not upset when his parents leave. 9 00:00:30,421 --> 00:00:32,815 He's a happy baby. That's not a symptom. 10 00:00:32,815 --> 00:00:34,208 Autistic children often demonstrate 11 00:00:34,208 --> 00:00:36,036 less attachment to significant... 12 00:00:36,036 --> 00:00:38,255 Shaun, you know a six-month-old 13 00:00:38,255 --> 00:00:40,301 cannot be diagnosed with autism. 14 00:00:40,301 --> 00:00:43,260 Not definitively, but it is important to look for signs. 15 00:00:43,260 --> 00:00:45,741 Which may not appear for another 18 months. 16 00:00:49,701 --> 00:00:52,313 I would still like to consult a pediatric neurologist. 17 00:00:52,313 --> 00:00:54,054 No. No matter what they say, 18 00:00:54,054 --> 00:00:55,577 you'll still be looking for signs, 19 00:00:55,577 --> 00:00:56,969 you'll still be trying to find out what's wrong with him. 20 00:00:58,362 --> 00:01:00,712 Not wrong. Just different. 21 00:01:02,845 --> 00:01:05,369 You're right. I'm sorry. 22 00:01:05,369 --> 00:01:06,240 It's just... 23 00:01:10,026 --> 00:01:12,420 I don't want to be evaluating him 24 00:01:12,420 --> 00:01:14,987 every time he smiles or he looks at a ceiling fan. 25 00:01:14,987 --> 00:01:16,902 I just want to enjoy the magic 26 00:01:16,902 --> 00:01:18,861 of watching our baby experience the world. 27 00:01:21,777 --> 00:01:25,128 Ignoring the possibility may help you feel better, 28 00:01:25,128 --> 00:01:26,521 but it will not help Steve. 29 00:01:27,652 --> 00:01:29,524 I have to go to work. Goodbye. 30 00:01:29,524 --> 00:01:31,221 [soft dramatic music] 31 00:01:38,054 --> 00:01:40,274 Can you grab more diapers on the way home tonight? 32 00:01:40,274 --> 00:01:42,014 And salsa for Taco Tuesday. 33 00:01:42,014 --> 00:01:44,060 - Chunky, not the smooth kind. - Yep. 34 00:01:44,060 --> 00:01:46,541 And can you skip your workout tomorrow morning? 35 00:01:46,541 --> 00:01:47,890 It's leg day. 36 00:01:47,890 --> 00:01:49,500 We need to be at the courthouse at 8:00 a.m. 37 00:01:49,500 --> 00:01:50,936 Courthouse? 38 00:01:50,936 --> 00:01:52,112 To get married. 39 00:01:53,200 --> 00:01:55,115 Our attorney says a marriage license 40 00:01:55,115 --> 00:01:56,420 will expedite the adoption process. 41 00:01:56,420 --> 00:01:57,987 We can carpool. 42 00:01:57,987 --> 00:02:00,250 I don't want to get married as an item on your to-do list. 43 00:02:00,250 --> 00:02:03,210 Actually, it's on our need-to-do list. 44 00:02:03,210 --> 00:02:05,473 Okay, this is more than an administrative appointment. 45 00:02:05,473 --> 00:02:10,260 It needs music, flowers, romance, something... special. 46 00:02:10,260 --> 00:02:12,436 I'll get you a boutonniere and a harmonica. 47 00:02:12,436 --> 00:02:14,046 The other stuff we don't have time for. 48 00:02:14,046 --> 00:02:15,309 Then we should make time. 49 00:02:15,309 --> 00:02:17,006 Just like I'm making time for leg day. 50 00:02:18,181 --> 00:02:19,226 [door opens] 51 00:02:19,226 --> 00:02:20,749 [gasping] 52 00:02:20,749 --> 00:02:22,359 Did he swallow anything? 53 00:02:22,359 --> 00:02:23,969 No. 54 00:02:23,969 --> 00:02:26,885 He... He has asthma, but his inhaler's not helping. 55 00:02:26,885 --> 00:02:28,191 Get a suprasternal view. 56 00:02:30,585 --> 00:02:32,282 Holy cow, he has a third arm. 57 00:02:34,806 --> 00:02:35,807 That's his aburo. 58 00:02:37,157 --> 00:02:38,636 His "little brother." 59 00:02:38,636 --> 00:02:40,812 - You speak Yoruba? - My father's Nigerian. 60 00:02:40,812 --> 00:02:44,729 I only speak six words. Seven counting aburo. 61 00:02:44,729 --> 00:02:47,602 They say his little arm is all that's left of his ibeji. 62 00:02:47,602 --> 00:02:48,994 His twin. 63 00:02:49,647 --> 00:02:51,214 Eight. 64 00:02:51,214 --> 00:02:52,563 - [monitor alarm beeping] - [gasping intensifies] 65 00:02:52,563 --> 00:02:54,261 He's too constricted to intubate. 66 00:02:54,261 --> 00:02:57,438 Okay, bag mask ventilate. He needs a tracheostomy, stat! 67 00:02:57,438 --> 00:02:59,179 [tense music] 68 00:03:04,662 --> 00:03:06,273 [Jordan] Mason Landover, 41. 69 00:03:06,273 --> 00:03:08,492 Severe neck, back, and extremity pain. 70 00:03:08,492 --> 00:03:11,321 [Dr. Park] I'm gonna feel for tenderness along your spine. 71 00:03:11,321 --> 00:03:13,062 Anything that could be causing this pain? 72 00:03:13,062 --> 00:03:14,281 Well, I just spent eight months 73 00:03:14,281 --> 00:03:15,847 on the International Space Station. 74 00:03:15,847 --> 00:03:17,936 Whoa. Like, space space? 75 00:03:17,936 --> 00:03:19,808 Yeah, I'm a botanist. 76 00:03:19,808 --> 00:03:22,376 Studying the effects of zero gravity on soybeans. 77 00:03:22,376 --> 00:03:24,465 [Spanish accent] Selected from hundreds of others for the job. 78 00:03:24,465 --> 00:03:26,510 [Dr. Park] That could explain the pain. 79 00:03:26,510 --> 00:03:28,643 Returning to Earth's gravity puts enormous stress on the joints. 80 00:03:28,643 --> 00:03:30,035 It was worth it. 81 00:03:30,949 --> 00:03:32,647 He can barely walk. 82 00:03:32,647 --> 00:03:35,606 And he's had a bunch of other health problems since coming back. 83 00:03:36,651 --> 00:03:37,652 Palpate arms and legs for pain. 84 00:03:38,957 --> 00:03:40,742 Low gravity decreases bone mass. 85 00:03:40,742 --> 00:03:42,787 We should do a DEXA scan to assess how much he's lost. 86 00:03:42,787 --> 00:03:44,528 - [cracks] - Oh! 87 00:03:44,528 --> 00:03:46,226 - [moaning] - [Dom] Oh, my God. I'm so sorry. 88 00:03:47,749 --> 00:03:50,012 Skip the bone scan. Let's head right to the OR. 89 00:03:50,012 --> 00:03:52,232 [breathing heavily] 90 00:03:53,581 --> 00:03:55,844 [ethereal version of theme music playing] 91 00:04:03,373 --> 00:04:05,506 [monitor alarm beeping] 92 00:04:05,506 --> 00:04:06,420 [Shaun] Tracheostomy tube. 93 00:04:11,555 --> 00:04:12,513 [beeping, alarm stops] 94 00:04:14,384 --> 00:04:15,820 [Jared] And the bronchoscope is in. 95 00:04:15,820 --> 00:04:18,040 Let's find out what's causing his breathing problems. 96 00:04:18,040 --> 00:04:21,130 [Charlie] Have either of you seen a third arm before in person? 97 00:04:21,130 --> 00:04:23,045 [Shaun] I have seen a third thumb, 98 00:04:23,045 --> 00:04:24,742 a third kidney, and a third nipple. 99 00:04:24,742 --> 00:04:27,832 [Jared] Must be tough for the kid, living with that. 100 00:04:27,832 --> 00:04:30,400 [Charlie] Not if he learns to embrace his differences. 101 00:04:30,400 --> 00:04:33,577 [Shaun] Do you think we should get Steve tested for ASD? 102 00:04:33,577 --> 00:04:35,579 [Charlie] Attempting a diagnosis at Steve's age 103 00:04:35,579 --> 00:04:37,538 will likely lead to a misdiagnosis, 104 00:04:37,538 --> 00:04:39,453 and then you'll likely be disappointed 105 00:04:39,453 --> 00:04:41,368 if you discover that your child is just typical. 106 00:04:41,368 --> 00:04:42,804 [Jared] Approaching bifurcation. 107 00:04:42,804 --> 00:04:44,545 There it is. 108 00:04:44,545 --> 00:04:47,156 Constriction coming from outside the trachea. 109 00:04:50,028 --> 00:04:51,291 [Shaun] Something very strange 110 00:04:51,291 --> 00:04:53,118 is going on inside Tayo's chest. 111 00:04:53,118 --> 00:04:55,164 [gentle music] 112 00:04:58,559 --> 00:04:59,734 Hey. 113 00:04:59,734 --> 00:05:01,953 So, your recovery is going very nicely. 114 00:05:01,953 --> 00:05:03,390 We can discharge you now. 115 00:05:03,390 --> 00:05:05,305 Oh. Cool. 116 00:05:08,003 --> 00:05:08,873 What's next for you? 117 00:05:08,873 --> 00:05:13,574 Like? Like, where are you gonna be living? 118 00:05:13,574 --> 00:05:15,010 What are you gonna do for money? 119 00:05:15,010 --> 00:05:16,664 Do you have any friends out there that can help you? 120 00:05:17,621 --> 00:05:18,361 I'll be okay. 121 00:05:20,450 --> 00:05:23,148 Uh, I just need something for the pain. 122 00:05:24,149 --> 00:05:25,412 I can give you Tylenol. 123 00:05:25,412 --> 00:05:27,675 No, that's not gonna be enough. 124 00:05:35,335 --> 00:05:37,772 Hannah, you just had a very successful surgery. 125 00:05:37,772 --> 00:05:40,514 Your neuro exam is completely normal now. 126 00:05:40,514 --> 00:05:41,993 You don't need anything stronger. 127 00:05:41,993 --> 00:05:44,126 Yes, I do. I do. 128 00:05:45,780 --> 00:05:46,824 You just want the oxy? 129 00:05:46,824 --> 00:05:48,522 Yeah, because I'm in pain. 130 00:05:48,522 --> 00:05:49,349 Because you're an addict. 131 00:05:51,220 --> 00:05:52,613 Thank you for everything. 132 00:05:54,615 --> 00:05:56,356 Hold on. Hold on, Hannah. Hold on a second. 133 00:05:58,706 --> 00:06:00,011 I'm just trying to help here. 134 00:06:02,057 --> 00:06:03,624 [clicks tongue] 135 00:06:03,624 --> 00:06:04,364 Are you hungry? 136 00:06:07,497 --> 00:06:08,368 I could eat. 137 00:06:10,282 --> 00:06:11,371 Great. 138 00:06:11,371 --> 00:06:13,460 [monitor beeping] 139 00:06:13,460 --> 00:06:15,462 [Dom] I-I can't believe I broke his arm. 140 00:06:15,462 --> 00:06:17,115 [Dr. Park] Not your fault. 141 00:06:17,115 --> 00:06:19,335 He must have lost a lot of bone mass in space. 142 00:06:19,335 --> 00:06:22,469 [Jordan] Do you and Morgan still need me to watch Eden tomorrow morning 143 00:06:22,469 --> 00:06:24,209 while you get married? 144 00:06:24,209 --> 00:06:26,821 [Dr. Park] No. Because we're not getting married tomorrow morning. 145 00:06:26,821 --> 00:06:28,518 You can place the last screw. 146 00:06:28,518 --> 00:06:30,346 [Jordan] I don't know much about weddings, 147 00:06:30,346 --> 00:06:33,567 but it seems like agreeing on a date is a prerequisite. 148 00:06:33,567 --> 00:06:35,177 [monitor alarm beeping] 149 00:06:35,177 --> 00:06:36,787 [Dom] He's in V-tach and hypotensive. 150 00:06:36,787 --> 00:06:38,528 [Dr. Park] Push lidocaine. 151 00:06:38,528 --> 00:06:39,790 He's coding. Defibrillator pads. 152 00:06:43,141 --> 00:06:44,621 - 150. Clear. - [paddles whine] 153 00:06:47,885 --> 00:06:49,496 Charge to 200. 154 00:06:49,496 --> 00:06:50,410 - [paddles whine] - Clear. 155 00:06:53,891 --> 00:06:55,284 [alarm stops] 156 00:06:55,284 --> 00:06:56,633 [Jordan] Normal sinus rhythm. 157 00:06:56,633 --> 00:06:58,505 [Dom] Did I almost kill him? 158 00:06:58,505 --> 00:07:00,071 [Dr. Park] No. 159 00:07:00,071 --> 00:07:01,421 But we need to figure out what almost did. 160 00:07:03,031 --> 00:07:04,772 [tense music] 161 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:09,385 Tayo doesn't have asthma. 162 00:07:09,385 --> 00:07:10,734 Because of his third arm, 163 00:07:10,734 --> 00:07:12,301 he has an unusually large blood vessel 164 00:07:12,301 --> 00:07:14,564 compressing his trachea and constricting his air flow. 165 00:07:14,564 --> 00:07:16,305 We placed a tracheal stent to relieve the pressure, 166 00:07:16,305 --> 00:07:18,350 but that is a temporary fix. 167 00:07:18,350 --> 00:07:20,135 We can't remove the vessel 168 00:07:20,135 --> 00:07:22,442 because that supplies blood to both left-side arms. 169 00:07:22,442 --> 00:07:23,660 But we can't leave it as it is 170 00:07:23,660 --> 00:07:25,314 because he can't breathe properly. 171 00:07:25,314 --> 00:07:28,273 We need to remove one of his arms. 172 00:07:28,273 --> 00:07:29,710 A blood-flow test will-- 173 00:07:29,710 --> 00:07:32,234 We talked about this. His big arm should go. 174 00:07:32,234 --> 00:07:34,715 We talked. We never agreed. 175 00:07:34,715 --> 00:07:36,630 I want to remove the little arm. 176 00:07:36,630 --> 00:07:39,894 The big arm can't hold a pencil or squeeze a hand or-- 177 00:07:39,894 --> 00:07:41,765 The little arm is not much better. 178 00:07:41,765 --> 00:07:43,463 He doesn't want to lose his little brother. 179 00:07:43,463 --> 00:07:45,726 Without his big arm, 180 00:07:45,726 --> 00:07:46,901 do you know how odd he will look? 181 00:07:46,901 --> 00:07:48,642 Okay. Stop talking. 182 00:07:48,642 --> 00:07:50,557 We need to do a Doppler ultrasound 183 00:07:50,557 --> 00:07:51,775 to test the blood flow. 184 00:07:51,775 --> 00:07:53,081 That is how we will choose. 185 00:07:53,081 --> 00:07:54,865 [gentle music] 186 00:08:04,832 --> 00:08:07,182 The echo showed he has a dilated heart chamber. 187 00:08:07,182 --> 00:08:08,966 It's causing arrhythmias. 188 00:08:08,966 --> 00:08:11,186 We'll have to implant a defibrillator. 189 00:08:11,186 --> 00:08:13,275 Is this from being in space, too? 190 00:08:13,275 --> 00:08:14,711 [Dr. Park] Most likely. 191 00:08:14,711 --> 00:08:16,931 In zero gravity, the heart can weaken significantly. 192 00:08:16,931 --> 00:08:18,323 [sighs] 193 00:08:18,323 --> 00:08:20,761 Ana, I'm gonna be fine. 194 00:08:20,761 --> 00:08:21,849 They warned me my body would change. 195 00:08:22,806 --> 00:08:23,764 Not just your body. 196 00:08:25,069 --> 00:08:26,418 Let's talk about this later. 197 00:08:27,637 --> 00:08:29,117 Mason's been a totally different person 198 00:08:29,117 --> 00:08:31,119 since his return. 199 00:08:31,119 --> 00:08:34,209 I think something's off with him mentally. 200 00:08:34,209 --> 00:08:37,255 What's off about wanting more time with you? 201 00:08:37,255 --> 00:08:41,651 More time with me means I give up a dream fellowship in Buenos Aires, 202 00:08:41,651 --> 00:08:45,046 so we can both stay here and take care of the children you now suddenly want? 203 00:08:45,046 --> 00:08:48,005 Being up there made me realize what's important. 204 00:08:48,005 --> 00:08:50,181 Putting down roots, starting a family. 205 00:08:54,272 --> 00:08:56,013 So, give me a brain scan. 206 00:08:56,013 --> 00:08:57,537 Show her this isn't just some tumor talking. 207 00:08:59,016 --> 00:09:01,323 We need a medical reason. 208 00:09:01,323 --> 00:09:02,890 Marital disputes don't count. 209 00:09:05,109 --> 00:09:07,024 Right now we need to implant the defibrillator. 210 00:09:08,548 --> 00:09:10,550 [contemplative music] 211 00:09:12,508 --> 00:09:13,553 [bell dings] 212 00:09:14,902 --> 00:09:15,990 So, what's your sport? 213 00:09:17,861 --> 00:09:20,168 Your jacket. It's yours, right? 214 00:09:20,168 --> 00:09:23,867 Oh! Um, yeah. Uh, track. 215 00:09:23,867 --> 00:09:25,216 Ah. 216 00:09:25,216 --> 00:09:26,435 Four-by. I ran anchor. 217 00:09:27,784 --> 00:09:28,916 What's your PR in the hundred? 218 00:09:30,395 --> 00:09:32,484 12.2. 219 00:09:32,484 --> 00:09:34,486 12.2? That's like scholarship speed. 220 00:09:35,618 --> 00:09:37,402 UC Davis offered me a full ride. 221 00:09:37,402 --> 00:09:39,404 Huh. 222 00:09:39,404 --> 00:09:41,406 It meant having to live in Davis. 223 00:09:41,406 --> 00:09:43,539 [chuckles] 224 00:09:43,539 --> 00:09:45,149 Are you a big fan of track or something? 225 00:09:45,149 --> 00:09:46,194 I used to be. 226 00:09:48,065 --> 00:09:49,589 What about your folks? They live around here? 227 00:09:51,939 --> 00:09:53,897 [sighs] You ask a lot of questions. 228 00:09:53,897 --> 00:09:56,552 Okay, well, let me see if I can answer some of them. 229 00:09:56,552 --> 00:09:58,554 You're living on the street. 230 00:09:58,554 --> 00:10:01,862 You're panhandling or, worse, stealing, 231 00:10:01,862 --> 00:10:04,429 and you have absolutely no one who can help you. 232 00:10:05,822 --> 00:10:09,043 Well, I live in an '04 Dodge Neon 233 00:10:09,043 --> 00:10:10,740 with a really sweet rear spoiler. 234 00:10:10,740 --> 00:10:14,091 I have a job at Goodwill, part-time. 235 00:10:14,091 --> 00:10:16,920 And I probably have more friends than you do. 236 00:10:16,920 --> 00:10:20,228 [chuckles] You're probably right about that. 237 00:10:22,970 --> 00:10:24,232 What about recovery? 238 00:10:25,407 --> 00:10:26,103 I have it under control. 239 00:10:27,801 --> 00:10:30,325 Well, y-you have to go to rehab. You know that, right? 240 00:10:30,325 --> 00:10:32,240 I tried quitting. It didn't work for me. 241 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:33,502 Because you need rehab. 242 00:10:33,502 --> 00:10:36,157 You can't do this alone. No one can do this... 243 00:10:36,157 --> 00:10:37,985 No... No one should have to do this on their own. 244 00:10:39,334 --> 00:10:41,162 Thanks for the pancakes. 245 00:10:41,162 --> 00:10:43,643 Whatever you thought was gonna happen, it's not happening. 246 00:10:43,643 --> 00:10:45,470 Sorry, what... 247 00:10:45,470 --> 00:10:46,471 What the hell does that mean? 248 00:10:50,475 --> 00:10:52,216 [chuckles] 249 00:10:52,216 --> 00:10:53,522 Wow, okay. 250 00:10:54,305 --> 00:10:55,437 [sighs] 251 00:10:55,437 --> 00:10:57,482 [somber music] 252 00:10:59,702 --> 00:11:02,662 My daughter died of an overdose, okay? 253 00:11:05,882 --> 00:11:08,232 [voice breaking] She thought she had it under control. 254 00:11:08,232 --> 00:11:09,494 So, you know... 255 00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:18,242 Her PR was 12.8, by the way. 256 00:11:20,331 --> 00:11:21,681 - I'm sorry. - Yeah. 257 00:11:23,160 --> 00:11:24,771 My number's on that card. 258 00:11:24,771 --> 00:11:25,946 If you need a meal... 259 00:11:28,557 --> 00:11:29,689 reach out. 260 00:11:44,138 --> 00:11:45,966 ["Up Where We Belong" playing] 261 00:11:45,966 --> 00:11:49,360 [Dr. Reznick] ♪ Love lift us up Where we belong ♪ 262 00:11:51,580 --> 00:11:55,149 ♪ Where eagles cry ♪ 263 00:11:55,149 --> 00:11:59,109 ♪ On a mountain high ♪ 264 00:11:59,109 --> 00:12:02,809 ♪ Love lift us up Where we belong ♪ 265 00:12:02,809 --> 00:12:03,723 [whispering] What the hell are you doing? 266 00:12:05,812 --> 00:12:07,901 ♪ Far from the world below ♪ 267 00:12:07,901 --> 00:12:09,772 [whispering] I'm proposing, you idiot. 268 00:12:09,772 --> 00:12:13,210 ♪ Up where The clear winds blow ♪ 269 00:12:14,472 --> 00:12:16,910 Alex Park, will you marry me? 270 00:12:18,085 --> 00:12:19,739 [cheers and applause] 271 00:12:24,439 --> 00:12:25,396 You wanted music. 272 00:12:25,396 --> 00:12:27,181 I wanted sincerity, 273 00:12:27,181 --> 00:12:29,444 not the song that ruined Moulin Rouge! for me. 274 00:12:29,444 --> 00:12:30,750 [sighs] Just say yes already. 275 00:12:35,058 --> 00:12:37,234 You sure know how to make a girl feel special. 276 00:12:37,234 --> 00:12:38,758 [music continues] 277 00:12:41,586 --> 00:12:43,414 [feedback whistles] 278 00:12:43,414 --> 00:12:44,198 [music stops] 279 00:12:46,678 --> 00:12:49,246 This will show which arm has better blood flow. 280 00:12:50,595 --> 00:12:52,772 That will help decide which one to amputate. 281 00:12:56,776 --> 00:12:58,168 Are you feeling sad, Tayo? 282 00:13:01,693 --> 00:13:03,434 Because you are losing an arm? 283 00:13:07,525 --> 00:13:09,397 Dr. Murphy and I have a condition 284 00:13:09,397 --> 00:13:11,573 that sometimes makes it hard for us to understand 285 00:13:11,573 --> 00:13:13,880 what other people are feeling. 286 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:15,795 Can you tell us why you're feeling sad? 287 00:13:19,015 --> 00:13:19,799 My parents. 288 00:13:22,497 --> 00:13:24,064 They fight a lot about my arm. 289 00:13:26,327 --> 00:13:28,720 What school I should go to. Who I should play with. 290 00:13:31,027 --> 00:13:32,202 I make them unhappy. 291 00:13:35,379 --> 00:13:38,078 When parents fight about their child, 292 00:13:38,078 --> 00:13:40,384 it's their fault, 293 00:13:40,384 --> 00:13:41,472 not the child's. 294 00:13:41,472 --> 00:13:43,039 [gentle music] 295 00:13:46,390 --> 00:13:48,218 Does it say which one to cut off? 296 00:13:48,218 --> 00:13:49,263 Not yet. 297 00:13:50,699 --> 00:13:52,048 Which one would you choose? 298 00:13:54,877 --> 00:13:55,835 It doesn't matter. 299 00:13:58,185 --> 00:14:00,709 No matter what I say, my parents will be upset. 300 00:14:02,363 --> 00:14:03,755 [Dad] I know. I know. 301 00:14:03,755 --> 00:14:05,714 Okay, but a doctor is just gonna want to run tests, 302 00:14:05,714 --> 00:14:07,629 then they refer you to another doctor for more tests, 303 00:14:07,629 --> 00:14:08,978 and we can't afford that. 304 00:14:08,978 --> 00:14:10,937 He needs help, Ethan, and we have no idea-- 305 00:14:10,937 --> 00:14:12,547 No, what he needs is discipline. 306 00:14:12,547 --> 00:14:13,853 I don't need tests to tell me that. 307 00:14:15,158 --> 00:14:16,856 [somber music] 308 00:14:18,988 --> 00:14:20,511 [chuckles] 309 00:14:20,511 --> 00:14:23,079 [speaking indistinctly] 310 00:14:23,079 --> 00:14:24,733 [gentle music] 311 00:14:35,352 --> 00:14:37,267 [Dr. Park] Entering the right cardiac ventricle. 312 00:14:37,267 --> 00:14:38,790 Leads placed. 313 00:14:38,790 --> 00:14:40,923 Remove the sheaths and connect the defibrillator leads. 314 00:14:42,446 --> 00:14:43,883 Doesn't seem like a crazy ask, 315 00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:45,841 wanting your wife to bend a bit. 316 00:14:45,841 --> 00:14:47,887 [Jordan] But if they love each other, they'll compromise. 317 00:14:49,540 --> 00:14:51,107 Fluoro looks good. 318 00:14:51,107 --> 00:14:52,892 [Dr. Park] Tough to compromise when one party is reasonable 319 00:14:52,892 --> 00:14:54,676 and the other just isn't. 320 00:14:54,676 --> 00:14:56,504 [Jordan] Like when one party 321 00:14:56,504 --> 00:14:59,159 does an amazing, romantic public proposal, 322 00:14:59,159 --> 00:15:00,682 and the other one just leaves them hanging? 323 00:15:00,682 --> 00:15:01,857 [Dr. Park] It wasn't romantic. 324 00:15:01,857 --> 00:15:03,076 It was transactional and manipulative, 325 00:15:03,076 --> 00:15:04,120 and I'm proud I didn't give in. 326 00:15:05,469 --> 00:15:06,688 [Jordan] You're a modern-day Gandhi. 327 00:15:06,688 --> 00:15:08,646 [monitor alarm beeping] 328 00:15:08,646 --> 00:15:10,387 [Dr. Park] This is decerebrate posturing. 329 00:15:10,387 --> 00:15:12,172 Something's jacking up his intracranial pressure. 330 00:15:12,172 --> 00:15:13,216 Push 75 grams mannitol. 331 00:15:13,216 --> 00:15:14,957 [tense music] 332 00:15:16,132 --> 00:15:17,525 [Jordan] Pupils non-reactive. 333 00:15:17,525 --> 00:15:18,395 [nurse] Pushing. 334 00:15:21,094 --> 00:15:22,138 - [beeping, alarm stops] - [Jordan] He's stabilizing. 335 00:15:24,836 --> 00:15:27,056 [Dr. Park] This has nothing to do with his heart. 336 00:15:27,056 --> 00:15:29,189 Looks like he's getting his brain scan after all. 337 00:15:29,189 --> 00:15:31,278 [contemplative music] 338 00:15:37,893 --> 00:15:39,982 [machine whirs, thumps rhythmically] 339 00:15:39,982 --> 00:15:41,941 [ethereal music] 340 00:15:59,654 --> 00:16:00,960 [Jordan] Okay, we're done. 341 00:16:02,439 --> 00:16:03,963 [Mason] Can I just lie here for a second? 342 00:16:05,834 --> 00:16:07,444 - You all right? - Yeah, yeah. 343 00:16:07,444 --> 00:16:09,664 It's just... it's ironic. 344 00:16:09,664 --> 00:16:10,970 I was remembering... 345 00:16:13,146 --> 00:16:17,454 looking at the most precious thing in the universe 346 00:16:19,282 --> 00:16:21,981 and realizing exactly what I had to do with my life... 347 00:16:23,591 --> 00:16:24,984 Get back to Ana. 348 00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:28,813 Turns out the thing I thought would bring us closer together 349 00:16:28,813 --> 00:16:30,424 is actually the thing that may break us up. 350 00:16:32,513 --> 00:16:34,036 Uh, did you figure out what's wrong with my head? 351 00:16:35,472 --> 00:16:37,126 You have hydrocephalus... 352 00:16:37,126 --> 00:16:39,824 excess fluid compressing your brain. 353 00:16:39,824 --> 00:16:42,740 A delayed reaction to being in space. 354 00:16:42,740 --> 00:16:45,482 We have to install a shunt to drain it 355 00:16:45,482 --> 00:16:47,006 before it damages your brain. 356 00:16:53,316 --> 00:16:55,971 The blood flow is 8% better in the little arm. 357 00:16:55,971 --> 00:16:57,016 So we should amputate the big arm. 358 00:16:58,234 --> 00:16:59,583 Should have done this years ago. 359 00:16:59,583 --> 00:17:01,759 For only 8%? 360 00:17:01,759 --> 00:17:03,631 If you are going to keep arguing, 361 00:17:03,631 --> 00:17:05,502 we should move to where Tayo can't see you. 362 00:17:06,547 --> 00:17:08,679 He thinks he makes you unhappy. 363 00:17:08,679 --> 00:17:10,290 And that makes him sad. 364 00:17:12,596 --> 00:17:13,380 He said this to you? 365 00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:15,034 Yes. 366 00:17:17,819 --> 00:17:19,821 [somber music] 367 00:17:23,912 --> 00:17:25,305 Can we remove the big arm? 368 00:17:27,133 --> 00:17:29,091 Yes. 369 00:17:29,091 --> 00:17:31,180 I will schedule the surgery for tomorrow. 370 00:17:40,581 --> 00:17:44,193 Could the hydrocephalus explain his personality change? 371 00:17:44,193 --> 00:17:46,326 No. Based on his post-landing test, 372 00:17:46,326 --> 00:17:47,892 hydrocephalus is a recent issue. 373 00:17:51,592 --> 00:17:54,116 You know the Overview Effect... 374 00:17:54,116 --> 00:17:56,510 what many astronauts experience when they see Earth from space? 375 00:17:57,511 --> 00:17:59,078 Is that a medical condition? 376 00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:01,906 No, but it is a real phenomenon 377 00:18:01,906 --> 00:18:03,778 that can change their priorities, 378 00:18:03,778 --> 00:18:05,823 the way they want to live their lives. 379 00:18:05,823 --> 00:18:07,173 And it can be wonderful. 380 00:18:07,173 --> 00:18:09,088 Assuming they want their life to change. 381 00:18:10,524 --> 00:18:11,481 I don't. 382 00:18:12,395 --> 00:18:14,702 We had a great thing. 383 00:18:14,702 --> 00:18:18,227 Mason pursued his research, I pursued mine, 384 00:18:18,227 --> 00:18:21,404 and we'd present at conferences all over the world. 385 00:18:21,404 --> 00:18:25,191 We flew coach, we stayed at cheap, little hotels, 386 00:18:25,191 --> 00:18:26,801 eating nothing but street food. 387 00:18:28,629 --> 00:18:30,239 But we loved that life. 388 00:18:31,762 --> 00:18:33,764 Seems like he's ready for more. 389 00:18:33,764 --> 00:18:35,897 I've waited years for this fellowship. 390 00:18:37,681 --> 00:18:40,945 He knows how important it is to me. 391 00:18:40,945 --> 00:18:43,687 And what was important to me used to be important to him. 392 00:18:45,820 --> 00:18:47,126 You'll find a middle ground. 393 00:18:48,649 --> 00:18:50,129 I'm not so sure. 394 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:54,002 [contemplative music] 395 00:18:58,093 --> 00:18:59,964 [Steve babbling] 396 00:19:10,061 --> 00:19:11,628 [Dad] He's just not making eye contact. 397 00:19:11,628 --> 00:19:13,064 [Mom] He's tired. 398 00:19:13,064 --> 00:19:14,414 I read this thing in a magazine... 399 00:19:14,414 --> 00:19:16,198 It's a way to get kids to make eye contact. 400 00:19:16,198 --> 00:19:17,199 What is it? 401 00:19:18,418 --> 00:19:19,158 Shaun, look at me. 402 00:19:20,202 --> 00:19:21,160 Hey. 403 00:19:21,769 --> 00:19:23,031 Hello? Look at me. 404 00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:27,253 - Aah! - What are you doing? 405 00:19:27,253 --> 00:19:29,255 - Relax, It's just water. - He hates it. 406 00:19:29,255 --> 00:19:31,039 [Dad] Well, that's the point, isn't it? 407 00:19:31,039 --> 00:19:33,215 - It's okay, Shaun. He didn't mean it. - Baby. 408 00:19:33,215 --> 00:19:34,738 It's okay, Shaun. 409 00:19:36,087 --> 00:19:37,176 It's okay. 410 00:19:40,614 --> 00:19:43,878 We need to get a diagnosis from an expert in autism as soon as possible. 411 00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:50,145 Any assessment before Steve is two is a waste of time. 412 00:19:50,145 --> 00:19:52,669 I discovered a new study that uses fMRI imaging 413 00:19:52,669 --> 00:19:54,976 to identify earlier predictors of autism. 414 00:19:54,976 --> 00:19:56,717 We can't subject Steve to that. 415 00:19:56,717 --> 00:19:59,067 An fMRI is non-invasive and harmless. 416 00:19:59,067 --> 00:20:01,156 Not for a baby. Steve would have to be sedated. 417 00:20:01,156 --> 00:20:02,940 That is non-invasive and harmless. 418 00:20:02,940 --> 00:20:05,726 No, Shaun, I'm not signing Steve up for any study. 419 00:20:05,726 --> 00:20:07,031 Okay. I can do it. 420 00:20:07,031 --> 00:20:08,729 No. 421 00:20:08,729 --> 00:20:10,209 This is not the kind of decision 422 00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,471 you can make on your own. 423 00:20:11,471 --> 00:20:12,907 Neither can you. 424 00:20:12,907 --> 00:20:14,300 That's why we have to compromise. 425 00:20:14,300 --> 00:20:16,302 I want to get Steve tested. 426 00:20:16,302 --> 00:20:17,955 You do not. How can we compromise? 427 00:20:17,955 --> 00:20:19,305 I don't know. I just... I just... 428 00:20:19,305 --> 00:20:20,958 This... This doesn't feel right to me. 429 00:20:20,958 --> 00:20:22,438 - Why? - I don't know. 430 00:20:22,438 --> 00:20:23,613 That is not a reason. 431 00:20:25,876 --> 00:20:28,183 I will make an appointment for the study, 432 00:20:28,183 --> 00:20:29,619 and if you think of a reason before that-- 433 00:20:29,619 --> 00:20:31,317 No, Shaun! 434 00:20:31,317 --> 00:20:32,970 We are not doing this! 435 00:20:32,970 --> 00:20:34,363 You are being loud. 436 00:20:34,363 --> 00:20:36,147 I am being loud because you're not listening! 437 00:20:36,147 --> 00:20:38,715 - We're not going to drug our baby... - Okay, s-stop it. 438 00:20:38,715 --> 00:20:40,543 - Stop... Stop talking! - ...and put him into a machine... 439 00:20:40,543 --> 00:20:42,850 - O-Okay. - ...just because you think that that is what we need to be... 440 00:20:42,850 --> 00:20:44,068 Stop... Stop talking! 441 00:20:44,852 --> 00:20:46,419 [breathing heavily] 442 00:20:49,552 --> 00:20:50,249 I'm sorry. 443 00:20:52,947 --> 00:20:54,905 I'm sorry. I... 444 00:20:54,905 --> 00:20:56,690 [dramatic music] 445 00:21:06,352 --> 00:21:09,180 After ligating nerves, arteries, and veins of the big arm, 446 00:21:09,180 --> 00:21:11,618 we will amputate at the mid humerus. 447 00:21:11,618 --> 00:21:14,011 [Jared] Maybe use some of the big arm's skin for the closure? 448 00:21:14,011 --> 00:21:16,100 Oh. That is a good idea. 449 00:21:16,100 --> 00:21:17,276 Like Bust 'Em Custom? 450 00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:23,499 It was a show where they took two identical old cars 451 00:21:23,499 --> 00:21:25,240 and stripped one to restore the other. 452 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:26,676 Ah, you're into car restoration? 453 00:21:26,676 --> 00:21:28,461 No. But my dad was. 454 00:21:28,461 --> 00:21:29,723 Whenever I'd feel anxious, 455 00:21:29,723 --> 00:21:31,072 he'd put it on and we'd watch it together. 456 00:21:31,072 --> 00:21:35,076 My father was not supportive. 457 00:21:35,076 --> 00:21:37,818 Mine was my biggest advocate. 458 00:21:37,818 --> 00:21:41,343 Wouldn't it be awesome if we could strip Tayo's big arm 459 00:21:41,343 --> 00:21:44,085 to restore his little arm to full capacity? 460 00:21:44,085 --> 00:21:46,392 That would be awesome, 461 00:21:46,392 --> 00:21:48,568 but the big arm has neurological deficits 462 00:21:48,568 --> 00:21:50,004 and atrophied muscles, so... 463 00:21:51,092 --> 00:21:52,789 [contemplative music] 464 00:22:04,323 --> 00:22:06,586 I think we need to strip the other car! 465 00:22:09,806 --> 00:22:11,112 I used a metaphor. 466 00:22:11,112 --> 00:22:13,332 [quirky music] 467 00:22:14,202 --> 00:22:15,203 [chuckles softly] 468 00:22:17,466 --> 00:22:18,598 - Hey. - Hey. 469 00:22:18,598 --> 00:22:20,426 How did things end up with Hannah? 470 00:22:20,426 --> 00:22:22,166 Oh, she was discharged yesterday. 471 00:22:22,166 --> 00:22:25,866 I saw. Did she agree to any follow-up addiction treatment? 472 00:22:25,866 --> 00:22:29,086 I even bought her pancakes, and I couldn't get through. 473 00:22:29,086 --> 00:22:30,827 You... You bought her breakfast? 474 00:22:30,827 --> 00:22:32,002 More like brunch. 475 00:22:32,002 --> 00:22:33,874 [sighs] You should stick with the medicine 476 00:22:33,874 --> 00:22:36,006 and let social services do the rest. 477 00:22:36,006 --> 00:22:37,530 - I mean, there are rules for a reason. - [cell phone rings] 478 00:22:37,530 --> 00:22:39,445 Where would Shaun be if I followed the rules? 479 00:22:39,445 --> 00:22:41,360 - Shaun wasn't your patient. - Excuse me. 480 00:22:42,796 --> 00:22:43,579 Yes, hello? 481 00:22:45,451 --> 00:22:47,366 Okay. Where... Where are you? Are you okay? 482 00:22:49,237 --> 00:22:50,369 Okay. I'll be right there. 483 00:22:57,550 --> 00:23:00,291 This new surgery is much more complicated. 484 00:23:00,291 --> 00:23:02,772 There is a small chance that Tayo will be left with only one working arm. 485 00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:05,819 Then that is not an option. 486 00:23:05,819 --> 00:23:07,560 He said the risk is small. 487 00:23:07,560 --> 00:23:09,431 But Tayo could end up worse off. 488 00:23:09,431 --> 00:23:11,781 Or he could finally have a proper-sized arm that works. 489 00:23:11,781 --> 00:23:14,001 That is what is important to you? How it looks. 490 00:23:14,001 --> 00:23:16,525 - That is not what-- - Stop arguing. 491 00:23:19,963 --> 00:23:22,401 You should ask Tayo. 492 00:23:24,533 --> 00:23:27,580 It is his life you are fighting about. 493 00:23:27,580 --> 00:23:29,408 [gentle music] 494 00:23:39,635 --> 00:23:40,419 Hey. 495 00:23:43,247 --> 00:23:44,248 You okay? 496 00:23:46,381 --> 00:23:47,687 It was the crappiest car ever. 497 00:23:47,687 --> 00:23:49,253 Why... [sniffles] would anyone... 498 00:23:52,561 --> 00:23:54,433 [somber music] 499 00:23:59,481 --> 00:24:02,005 Maybe it was that sweet rear spoiler. 500 00:24:02,005 --> 00:24:03,354 [laughs, sobs] 501 00:24:09,099 --> 00:24:13,321 Hey, I know a-a shelter on Lexington. 502 00:24:13,321 --> 00:24:15,062 It's clean, it's secure. 503 00:24:15,062 --> 00:24:16,455 No, I have a friend I can stay with. 504 00:24:17,586 --> 00:24:18,892 I just need a ride. 505 00:24:28,031 --> 00:24:29,642 You were right. 506 00:24:29,642 --> 00:24:33,384 And as humiliating as that was, I deserved it. 507 00:24:35,169 --> 00:24:36,649 But I am taking this seriously. 508 00:24:40,130 --> 00:24:41,915 In World War I, 509 00:24:41,915 --> 00:24:45,222 my great-grandfather survived a winter in the trenches. 510 00:24:45,222 --> 00:24:47,181 He met this lovely French farm woman. 511 00:24:47,181 --> 00:24:49,226 They fell in love. 512 00:24:49,226 --> 00:24:51,664 When they were married, my great-grandmother gave him this ring. 513 00:24:53,622 --> 00:24:55,058 And now I want to give it to you. 514 00:24:55,058 --> 00:24:57,147 [gentle music] 515 00:24:58,279 --> 00:24:59,498 Will you marry me? 516 00:25:00,847 --> 00:25:02,631 For real. 517 00:25:02,631 --> 00:25:04,503 I'm not gonna do the whole knee thing again. 518 00:25:09,725 --> 00:25:11,422 Yes. I will. 519 00:25:11,422 --> 00:25:13,424 [romantic music] 520 00:25:16,297 --> 00:25:17,951 There's an inscription here. 521 00:25:19,474 --> 00:25:22,433 Something like "MF... DR"? 522 00:25:23,173 --> 00:25:25,001 I didn't notice. 523 00:25:25,001 --> 00:25:28,222 Marie Francois and Daniel Reznick. That's incredible. 524 00:25:28,222 --> 00:25:31,138 It would be, except that it actually says "Bunny Hearts Irv." 525 00:25:31,138 --> 00:25:32,139 And let me rephrase... 526 00:25:33,749 --> 00:25:34,533 No, I won't. 527 00:25:36,665 --> 00:25:39,494 I spent my lunch hour at a pawnshop 528 00:25:39,494 --> 00:25:41,975 so you could feel romantic about your second marriage. 529 00:25:41,975 --> 00:25:43,672 Well, maybe if my first marriage 530 00:25:43,672 --> 00:25:45,500 had been a bit more romantic, I wouldn't need a second one. 531 00:25:45,500 --> 00:25:46,762 Oh! [groans] 532 00:25:48,068 --> 00:25:49,548 I'm sleeping in the guest room tonight. 533 00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:51,027 I sleep better without you anyway! 534 00:25:55,336 --> 00:25:57,556 I could lose my big arm too? 535 00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:59,558 Unlikely, but possible. 536 00:26:05,781 --> 00:26:09,219 Your mother and I fight far too much. 537 00:26:09,219 --> 00:26:12,571 But it is because we both care so much about you. 538 00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:16,444 More than anything else in the world. 539 00:26:18,446 --> 00:26:21,405 But I know it makes you sad, 540 00:26:21,405 --> 00:26:25,409 and that breaks my heart. 541 00:26:27,716 --> 00:26:28,935 I am sorry, Tayo. 542 00:26:31,111 --> 00:26:32,591 What do you want to do? 543 00:26:33,809 --> 00:26:34,593 Hmm? 544 00:26:35,898 --> 00:26:36,943 You're a big boy. 545 00:26:38,335 --> 00:26:39,728 We want to hear what you think. 546 00:26:45,952 --> 00:26:48,389 I don't want to say goodbye to my little brother. 547 00:26:51,305 --> 00:26:53,046 But I know he'll understand. 548 00:26:53,046 --> 00:26:54,830 [gentle music] 549 00:27:05,275 --> 00:27:07,277 The shunt procedure went very well. 550 00:27:07,277 --> 00:27:08,148 How are you feeling? 551 00:27:08,148 --> 00:27:09,497 Okay. 552 00:27:09,497 --> 00:27:10,629 Uh, where... where's Ana? 553 00:27:12,500 --> 00:27:16,243 D-Did she "shay"... s-she "shay"... 554 00:27:16,243 --> 00:27:17,723 Mason? 555 00:27:17,723 --> 00:27:20,029 [tense music] 556 00:27:20,029 --> 00:27:20,856 Pupils are blown. 557 00:27:22,075 --> 00:27:23,990 Pressure's back up, pumping. OR now. 558 00:27:28,603 --> 00:27:30,300 [indistinct conversations] 559 00:27:32,259 --> 00:27:33,521 [sighs] 560 00:27:34,783 --> 00:27:37,351 No, no, no, no. 561 00:27:37,351 --> 00:27:39,919 You know what? There are housing-first shelters 562 00:27:39,919 --> 00:27:42,008 you don't even have to be clean before you-- 563 00:27:42,008 --> 00:27:43,923 I know a guy who got stabbed in one of them. 564 00:27:43,923 --> 00:27:45,707 Right, like no one's ever gonna get stabbed here. 565 00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:50,669 My friend is waiting for me. I wasn't lying about that. 566 00:27:52,758 --> 00:27:54,673 I really appreciate all you did. 567 00:27:56,457 --> 00:27:57,676 You're a good person. 568 00:27:58,459 --> 00:28:00,330 [somber music] 569 00:28:10,427 --> 00:28:12,647 - [Maddie] Daddy, please! What are you doing? - [locks door] 570 00:28:12,647 --> 00:28:13,866 - [banging on door] - I can't believe you're doing this. 571 00:28:14,954 --> 00:28:16,695 - I hate you! - [banging on door] 572 00:28:22,701 --> 00:28:23,702 Hey, hey, hey, hey. Hannah? 573 00:28:25,007 --> 00:28:26,574 Hey. Look... 574 00:28:28,010 --> 00:28:31,274 I have a-a very comfortable couch in my living room. 575 00:28:31,274 --> 00:28:32,319 Nobody's using it. 576 00:28:34,495 --> 00:28:36,018 What do you think? 577 00:28:36,018 --> 00:28:37,716 [somber music] 578 00:28:56,735 --> 00:28:57,736 Good morning. 579 00:29:00,173 --> 00:29:01,087 Morning. 580 00:29:02,436 --> 00:29:04,394 I wasn't lying about the couch, was I? 581 00:29:04,394 --> 00:29:05,439 You were not. 582 00:29:10,096 --> 00:29:11,097 Payback. 583 00:29:17,364 --> 00:29:18,844 Fantastic. 584 00:29:18,844 --> 00:29:20,280 Unnecessary, but... 585 00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:22,935 The key is adding the chips by hand 586 00:29:22,935 --> 00:29:24,371 after the batter's already on the grill. 587 00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:27,766 That way, there's no weird clumps of chocolate. 588 00:29:29,289 --> 00:29:30,029 I like to pay my own way. 589 00:29:32,422 --> 00:29:34,033 Uh, there's a guy at work 590 00:29:34,033 --> 00:29:36,035 who said he'll rent me a room in his house. 591 00:29:36,035 --> 00:29:38,037 I'm checking it out today. 592 00:29:38,037 --> 00:29:40,213 You know what? 593 00:29:40,213 --> 00:29:44,695 I can get you a bed in the St. Bons rehab unit. 594 00:29:44,695 --> 00:29:47,176 When I tried to quit, it was the worst week of my life. 595 00:29:47,176 --> 00:29:48,874 Hmm. 596 00:29:48,874 --> 00:29:50,310 Well, you can always stay here 597 00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:51,441 until you get back on your feet. 598 00:29:52,834 --> 00:29:54,227 I don't feel good putting you out. 599 00:29:54,227 --> 00:29:56,098 It wouldn't put me out. You just... 600 00:29:56,098 --> 00:29:57,404 Couch is right there. 601 00:29:57,404 --> 00:29:59,449 You can earn your keep in pancakes. 602 00:30:02,975 --> 00:30:04,193 I guess I could stay one more night. 603 00:30:05,934 --> 00:30:07,718 I'll even restock the chocolate chips. 604 00:30:07,718 --> 00:30:09,808 [gentle music] 605 00:30:17,467 --> 00:30:18,817 Is he okay? 606 00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:20,122 When he was in space, 607 00:30:20,122 --> 00:30:22,385 his brain shifted due to the microgravity, 608 00:30:22,385 --> 00:30:24,648 and now it's shifting back and blocking the flow of the shunt. 609 00:30:24,648 --> 00:30:27,738 And we need to remove a piece of the skull to relieve the pressure. 610 00:30:28,957 --> 00:30:29,828 Could he die? 611 00:30:31,351 --> 00:30:33,657 This is a risky surgery. 612 00:30:33,657 --> 00:30:34,833 But it's our best shot. 613 00:30:37,487 --> 00:30:38,837 We need your consent. 614 00:30:46,279 --> 00:30:47,236 Thank you. 615 00:30:54,374 --> 00:30:55,766 [elevator bell dings] 616 00:30:55,766 --> 00:30:58,508 Oh, God, and then I lost it, and then Shaun lost it. 617 00:30:58,508 --> 00:31:00,162 Now he's totally dug in, 618 00:31:00,162 --> 00:31:02,164 but there's no way I'm gonna let Steve do this study, 619 00:31:02,164 --> 00:31:03,905 but he's being so unreasonable. 620 00:31:03,905 --> 00:31:05,646 Why are you so worried about this study? 621 00:31:05,646 --> 00:31:07,996 It's way too early for Steve to be tested. 622 00:31:07,996 --> 00:31:09,824 And no matter what happens, it'll label him. 623 00:31:09,824 --> 00:31:11,826 And that's what you're worried about, being labeled? 624 00:31:11,826 --> 00:31:14,089 Once that happens, he'll be seen as different. 625 00:31:14,089 --> 00:31:16,352 - By whom? - By everyone. 626 00:31:16,352 --> 00:31:19,094 Since when are you so concerned about everyone? 627 00:31:19,094 --> 00:31:21,705 Since I became a mom? I don't know. I... 628 00:31:22,489 --> 00:31:23,533 How can I not? 629 00:31:25,013 --> 00:31:27,015 You're a new parent. That's scary. 630 00:31:27,015 --> 00:31:29,757 But how often do we make the right decision when we're scared? 631 00:31:29,757 --> 00:31:31,672 ["Sky on Fire" by Mehro playing] 632 00:31:38,809 --> 00:31:40,463 ♪ Light the sky ♪ 633 00:31:42,378 --> 00:31:43,902 ♪ On fire ♪ 634 00:31:45,555 --> 00:31:47,601 ♪ Who could've known? ♪ 635 00:31:47,601 --> 00:31:50,517 [Shaun] Isolating the median, ulnar, and radial nerves 636 00:31:50,517 --> 00:31:51,518 of the small arm. 637 00:31:53,781 --> 00:31:55,348 Beginning side nerve transfer. 638 00:31:59,526 --> 00:32:01,049 [saw blade whirring] 639 00:32:14,671 --> 00:32:15,803 Goodbye, little brother. 640 00:32:21,591 --> 00:32:23,245 Hey. 641 00:32:23,245 --> 00:32:25,552 I might have been a little tough on you yesterday. 642 00:32:25,552 --> 00:32:26,770 Tough I don't mind. 643 00:32:26,770 --> 00:32:28,598 It's the ethics lecture I can do without. 644 00:32:28,598 --> 00:32:30,861 I just... I-I know you want to do right by her. 645 00:32:30,861 --> 00:32:32,254 It's fine. You were trying to help. 646 00:32:32,254 --> 00:32:33,342 I get it. 647 00:32:33,342 --> 00:32:35,997 [sighs] 648 00:32:35,997 --> 00:32:37,216 Do you think you'll ever hear from her again? 649 00:32:38,608 --> 00:32:40,045 Who knows? 650 00:32:40,045 --> 00:32:41,568 [bell dings] 651 00:32:41,568 --> 00:32:43,352 [somber music] 652 00:32:54,102 --> 00:32:54,973 Hey. 653 00:33:00,848 --> 00:33:01,849 Hello. 654 00:33:12,816 --> 00:33:14,166 Can... Can I have a kiss? 655 00:33:24,350 --> 00:33:27,005 That was quite a thing we had the other day. 656 00:33:29,485 --> 00:33:32,271 When you raise your voice, it makes me very upset. 657 00:33:32,271 --> 00:33:33,968 I know. 658 00:33:33,968 --> 00:33:36,797 We both got pretty emotional. 659 00:33:37,711 --> 00:33:39,887 But I've been thinking. 660 00:33:41,410 --> 00:33:45,545 And I don't think it was about you or the study 661 00:33:45,545 --> 00:33:47,851 or even about us disagreeing, not really. 662 00:33:49,810 --> 00:33:51,029 It was about me. 663 00:33:53,335 --> 00:33:55,033 A child on the spectrum has so... 664 00:33:56,904 --> 00:33:59,733 so many different needs than a neurotypical child that I... 665 00:34:01,169 --> 00:34:02,388 that I got scared. 666 00:34:05,391 --> 00:34:07,045 I'm scared I might not be up to it as a mom. 667 00:34:09,177 --> 00:34:12,180 That doesn't make sense. 668 00:34:15,009 --> 00:34:17,142 You are a very good mother, 669 00:34:17,142 --> 00:34:20,188 and you are very supportive of me. 670 00:34:22,190 --> 00:34:23,713 That's the thing about being scared. 671 00:34:23,713 --> 00:34:25,106 It doesn't always make sense. 672 00:34:30,807 --> 00:34:35,073 Anyway, if you'd like, we can try the study. 673 00:34:38,728 --> 00:34:41,079 I would like to make an appointment. 674 00:34:47,694 --> 00:34:48,869 Thank you. 675 00:34:50,784 --> 00:34:52,525 [gentle music] 676 00:34:57,225 --> 00:34:59,097 ["Blow Your Mind" playing] 677 00:35:03,971 --> 00:35:08,280 ♪ Down by the delta Not too far from here ♪ 678 00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:10,543 ♪ Can't wait to show you ♪ 679 00:35:10,543 --> 00:35:12,806 ♪ Hurry up, can't you hear? ♪ 680 00:35:12,806 --> 00:35:14,547 ♪ The rhythm is calling And it came without a warning ♪ 681 00:35:14,547 --> 00:35:16,940 ♪ Can't help How it makes you feel ♪ 682 00:35:16,940 --> 00:35:19,247 ♪ You're better off knowing That I'll be about showing ♪ 683 00:35:19,247 --> 00:35:21,597 ♪ You'll swear That it ain't real ♪ 684 00:35:21,597 --> 00:35:24,339 ♪ This right here Gonna blow your mind... ♪ 685 00:35:24,339 --> 00:35:25,123 Hannah! 686 00:35:26,559 --> 00:35:27,951 Hannah? 687 00:35:27,951 --> 00:35:29,388 What? 688 00:35:29,388 --> 00:35:31,781 What, what? What? No! No! No! 689 00:35:31,781 --> 00:35:34,741 [crying] Hannah. 690 00:35:34,741 --> 00:35:37,004 Hannah, Hannah. 691 00:35:37,004 --> 00:35:38,136 ♪ Whoo-hoo ♪ 692 00:35:41,182 --> 00:35:42,531 ♪ Whoo ♪ 693 00:35:42,531 --> 00:35:44,142 ♪ Gonna blow your mind Uh-huh ♪ 694 00:35:45,969 --> 00:35:47,580 ♪ Whoo-hoo ♪ 695 00:35:50,191 --> 00:35:51,801 ♪ Whoo ♪ 696 00:35:51,801 --> 00:35:53,847 ♪ This right here's Gonna blow your mind ♪ 697 00:36:00,027 --> 00:36:01,159 [Dr. Park] Welcome back, Mason. 698 00:36:09,645 --> 00:36:10,820 Pupils reactive. 699 00:36:10,820 --> 00:36:12,257 Am I gonna be okay? 700 00:36:12,257 --> 00:36:14,128 I wouldn't go into orbit again, 701 00:36:14,128 --> 00:36:15,738 but if you stick to Earth, you should be fine. 702 00:36:15,738 --> 00:36:16,783 [chuckles] 703 00:36:24,225 --> 00:36:26,184 Hey. 704 00:36:29,709 --> 00:36:32,625 You remember that horrible hotel in Dar es Salaam? 705 00:36:32,625 --> 00:36:34,757 Every time they flushed upstairs, our ceiling leaked. 706 00:36:34,757 --> 00:36:36,063 [laughs] 707 00:36:38,152 --> 00:36:41,460 You took the shower curtain and tented it over our bed. 708 00:36:41,460 --> 00:36:43,157 Said we were having a campout. 709 00:36:43,157 --> 00:36:44,202 [both chuckle] 710 00:36:48,510 --> 00:36:51,165 When I thought you were dying, 711 00:36:51,165 --> 00:36:52,688 I had my own Overview Effect. 712 00:36:56,257 --> 00:36:58,041 A world without you would be so cold. 713 00:36:59,695 --> 00:37:00,696 So empty. 714 00:37:05,658 --> 00:37:08,051 I don't need to take that fellowship in Buenos Aires. 715 00:37:10,358 --> 00:37:11,794 But I'm not sure about the kids. 716 00:37:13,361 --> 00:37:15,102 Maybe we can start with a puppy. 717 00:37:15,102 --> 00:37:18,061 No, no. W-We're going to Bueno Aires. 718 00:37:18,061 --> 00:37:19,237 I-I'll take a sabbatical. 719 00:37:20,542 --> 00:37:21,543 And the puppy. 720 00:37:21,543 --> 00:37:24,067 [both laugh] 721 00:37:25,852 --> 00:37:27,854 [gentle music] 722 00:37:36,471 --> 00:37:39,169 Thank you, Dr. Murphy, for your advice. 723 00:37:40,954 --> 00:37:43,086 When you snapped at us to stop fighting. 724 00:37:43,086 --> 00:37:46,699 Simple, direct, and very wise. 725 00:37:46,699 --> 00:37:49,267 It is very good advice. 726 00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:56,317 [serene music] 727 00:38:08,503 --> 00:38:09,548 Tayo. 728 00:38:36,139 --> 00:38:37,227 You OD'd. 729 00:38:38,228 --> 00:38:39,229 In my house. 730 00:38:42,581 --> 00:38:44,365 Must have been fentanyl in those pills. 731 00:38:48,630 --> 00:38:49,327 I'm sorry. 732 00:38:52,504 --> 00:38:54,506 You have any idea how lucky you are? 733 00:38:54,506 --> 00:38:57,465 That I happened to come home when I did, 734 00:38:57,465 --> 00:39:01,382 that I happened to have naloxone in the house, 735 00:39:01,382 --> 00:39:03,341 that there wasn't more fentanyl in those damn pills? 736 00:39:12,001 --> 00:39:13,002 This can't happen again. 737 00:39:17,572 --> 00:39:18,617 I'll go. 738 00:39:18,617 --> 00:39:21,097 No, no, no. 739 00:39:21,097 --> 00:39:22,185 That's not what I meant. 740 00:39:27,669 --> 00:39:29,976 I'm gonna write you a prescription of oxycodone. 741 00:39:31,804 --> 00:39:32,805 Really? 742 00:39:35,503 --> 00:39:36,722 I can deal with you being an addict. 743 00:39:38,114 --> 00:39:39,377 I can't deal with you being dead. 744 00:39:42,467 --> 00:39:44,860 You can stay here until we figure out a way to get you better. 745 00:39:46,906 --> 00:39:49,387 I'm gonna give you each pill on a schedule. 746 00:39:50,518 --> 00:39:51,563 No more scores on the street. 747 00:39:54,217 --> 00:39:55,393 Can't you get in trouble? 748 00:39:57,699 --> 00:39:58,874 You let me worry about that. 749 00:40:00,136 --> 00:40:01,790 ["Burning Stars" by Mimicking Birds playing] 750 00:40:05,185 --> 00:40:07,187 [guitar music] 751 00:40:47,619 --> 00:40:50,578 ♪ So, see, it seems We've settled down ♪ 752 00:40:52,537 --> 00:40:55,583 ♪ Quite a bit From the energy we once had ♪ 753 00:40:57,367 --> 00:41:01,154 ♪ Oh, believe me We've settled down ♪ 754 00:41:01,154 --> 00:41:03,461 ♪ Way down ♪ 755 00:41:03,461 --> 00:41:08,901 ♪ Way down, way down... ♪ 756 00:41:20,521 --> 00:41:21,783 How is he ever gonna be a man 757 00:41:21,783 --> 00:41:23,393 if he can't even look me in the eye? 758 00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:25,352 He's just a little boy. 759 00:41:25,352 --> 00:41:27,093 [Dad] Yeah, and he's gonna stay that way if you keep coddling him. 760 00:41:27,093 --> 00:41:28,486 It's mint chip. 761 00:41:28,486 --> 00:41:30,792 [Dad] At least I'm doing something! 762 00:41:30,792 --> 00:41:33,055 [guitar music] 763 00:41:41,281 --> 00:41:45,894 ♪ And all we are Is burning stars ♪ 764 00:41:45,894 --> 00:41:47,461 ♪ Shining brightly ♪ 765 00:41:47,461 --> 00:41:50,203 ♪ Making sure You don't float too far ♪ 766 00:41:50,203 --> 00:41:54,381 ♪ I'll keep an eye on you If you keep one on me... ♪ 767 00:41:54,381 --> 00:41:56,078 Would you like to get some ice cream? 768 00:41:56,078 --> 00:41:57,732 After? 769 00:41:57,732 --> 00:42:00,474 ♪ And then what happens We'll see ♪ 770 00:42:00,474 --> 00:42:01,519 No. 771 00:42:02,998 --> 00:42:03,738 Now. 772 00:42:05,218 --> 00:42:06,828 ♪ Shining brightly ♪ 773 00:42:06,828 --> 00:42:10,223 ♪ Making sure You don't float too far ♪ 774 00:42:10,223 --> 00:42:14,793 ♪ I'll keep an eye on you If you keep one on me ♪ 775 00:42:14,793 --> 00:42:19,101 ♪ And then what happens We'll see ♪ 776 00:42:27,588 --> 00:42:29,547 [closing theme music playing]