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[Dr. Lim] Previously on
The Good Doctor...
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You've always
taken after your father.
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- Why is that a bad thing?
- It isn't.
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He was driven,
and he was brilliant.
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I wish that he had been able
to ask for help.
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And insert the tube
into the vacutainer.
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And you've just passed
phlebotomy 101.
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Oh, God.
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[Shaun] Stop talking.
You're distracting me.
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[Charlie] I wanted
to impress you.
It's a top journal--
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[Shaun] Get out of OR!
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Charlie Lukaitis
won't listen to me.
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I cannot work with her anymore.
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Apparently, she can't
work with you, either.
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She filed a complaint
against you.
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- [Asher] What's going on?
- I've asked them to leave.
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He's a Jew, too.
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A gay one, in fact.
And I'm calling the cops.
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[line ringing]
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- Are you okay?
- Yeah. Now go get engaged.
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[grunts]
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[somber organ music plays]
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Are you okay?
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Yes.
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I am meeting with HR
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to discuss Charlie's
complaint this afternoon.
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Okay.
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It's just been three days
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and you've barely
mentioned Asher.
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I've read that grief reactions
are delayed
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in people with autism.
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When a loss finally hits,
it can be really intense,
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sometimes even overwhelming.
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If that happens,
find me anytime.
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Okay.
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Asher and I
came from different worlds.
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I am a devout Christian
from Oakland,
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and he was an Orthodox Jew
turned atheist from Brooklyn.
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But when we met at St. Bons,
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he became my closest friend.
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Asher had a way
of making you feel like
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he saw the best version of you,
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but he still loved you
at your worst.
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He was also one of the most
courageous people I knew.
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Brave enough to leave behind
the people he loved
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to be the person he knew
he was inside.
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He was stubborn
and opinionated,
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[chuckles] had a strange
affinity for grandpa sweaters,
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made a crazy-good margarita,
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and he was just
so, so much fun.
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[blinds opening]
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I've made breakfast.
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I'm not hungry.
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You're barely eating.
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I know. I'm exhausted.
I couldn't sleep last night.
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I know.
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I've heard you up
every night since...
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Isn't your friend's
funeral today?
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Yeah. I-I think I'm coming
down with something.
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I'm gonna do a swab at work.
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I don't think you're sick.
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You should talk to a therapist.
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[scoffs] I just need sleep.
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I have to tell you something
about your father.
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And I should have told you this
years ago,
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but I promised him that I--
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Mom, I cannot
do this right now.
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- [cell phone chimes]
- You idolized him,
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and he never wanted you
to see him vulnerable.
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You won't listen to me,
but you will answer a text?
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Well, it could be work.
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- Honey, your father--
- Ma, I gotta go.
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[down-tempo music plays]
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He was one of the most
considerate people I knew
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and a damn good doctor.
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He knew
what the patient wanted,
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so he fought for it.
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He made it happen.
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But that was Asher...
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standing up for his beliefs.
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Even if it cost him his family,
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even if it got him in trouble,
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Asher always did
what he thought was right.
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[voice breaking]
And now he's gone...
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...because of a couple of
ignorant, hateful monsters.
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They knew
one thing about Asher.
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One thing.
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And they killed him for it.
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Left him lying there
bleeding on the pavement.
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And those animals,
they get to live.
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And now he's dead.
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And I hate them.
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I hate them
for taking my friend.
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[cell phones chiming
and buzzing]
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Have to go. We all do.
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[chiming and buzzing continues]
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Excuse me.
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A guy drove his car
through a crowd
at San Jose SpringFest.
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- Accident?
- Doesn't look that way.
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How badly are we outnumbered?
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Still early intel,
but it looks pretty bad.
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Activate
Mass Casualty Event Protocol.
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Alerts are out. ORs are up.
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- Elective patients
are canceled.
- Good.
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We have eight surgeons away
at the Cleveland Conference.
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I need a surgeon.
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Severe head injury,
hypoxia, and seizures.
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[sirens wailing in distance]
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Skull fracture,
brain herniation with CSF leak.
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I'll take him up.
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Call Dixon.
He's the backup Team Leader.
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- He's in Cleveland, too.
- [sighs]
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- Put Murphy in charge
until I get back.
- You sure?
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Today's gonna be messy,
especially after losing Asher.
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You'll help him.
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Shaun won't let emotions
get in the way.
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[sirens continue wailing]
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[theme music playing]
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[dramatic music plays]
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Dispatch said we're getting
over 25 patients,
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many critical.
First wave just arrived.
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Lim's gonna be
in the OR for a while.
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SpringFest was
six blocks from our house.
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You were gonna take Eden.
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I know it's horrible,
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but these things are
pretty rare.
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Are they? Look at Asher.
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Are you okay?
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You seemed pretty angry
at the funeral.
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Seems pretty reasonable.
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[paramedic] Watch your backs.
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Do you need me to slap you?
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I hope not.
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You gonna have a problem
working with Dr. Murphy?
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I hope not.
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Okay.
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Doctors Park, Kalu, and Allen,
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you'll be treating
Red Tag patients.
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Dr. Reznick,
you're with the ER physicians
on Yellow Tag patients.
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Dom, you're on Green Tags
in the waiting room.
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Green Tags?
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Red Tags are
urgent surgical patients.
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Yellow, urgent non-surgical.
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And Green, minor injuries.
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Minor injuries. I can do that.
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What about me?
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You're on Black Tags.
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But they're already dead.
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Yes, every Black Tag patient
needs a pronouncement checklist
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completed before they can be
moved to the morgue.
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Those bodies are taking up
valuable space.
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It feels like
you're punishing me
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for filing an HR complaint
against you.
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I am not. Not working with you
is an unintended benefit.
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That's not how you're gonna
get her to drop the complaint.
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And you're gonna need
all the help you can get today.
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Yes, and I need more surgeons.
Like you.
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I'm not available. Remember?
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You have experience,
and I am very short-staffed.
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You're short-staffed
everywhere you look.
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Give me Yellow Tags.
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Bay six.
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I'm taking her for an Ex-lap.
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Jordan needs you.
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[paramedic 2]
I've got a red tag.
I need a surgeon.
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Flora, blunt abdominal trauma,
40 weeks pregnant.
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This is Ken,
massive flail chest.
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I need a surgeon now.
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There are only two of us.
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Move them to adjoining bays.
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She is critically hypoxic.
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My patient's bleeding out.
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My guy's here because of him.
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Ken jumped in front of the car,
saved a little girl.
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- This the driver?
- Yeah. His leg's a mess.
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Femoral artery's lacerated.
Tourniquet there.
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- [machine beeps]
- Pressure's critically low.
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She must be bleeding
into her abdomen.
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FAST ultrasound.
What do you see, Dr. Allen?
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Massive cardiac contusions,
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pulmonary artery trunk tear,
lung lacs...
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Okay, those are
terminal injuries.
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This patient needs a cut down
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to clamp his common
femoral artery.
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I can cross clamp Ken's aorta.
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That won't fix his heart.
He is a Black Tag.
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He risked his life
to save a kid.
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That is very heroic.
He will be dead soon.
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You can still save the driver.
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We should try to do
everything we can.
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You have. Move on.
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She's in cardiopulmonary
failure.
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[alarm blaring]
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She's... dying.
I can't save her,
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but I can save the baby.
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Prep trauma one
for a C-section.
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Dr. Allen, the leg. Now.
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[machines beeping,
sirens wailing]
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[man] Crash cart!
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[indistinct PA announcements]
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Melissa.
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They're unhurt, but their dad
was just brought in.
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Can you check on the status?
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I don't know where to start.
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Start with the patients
on the left side of the room
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and work your way
over to the right.
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Hi. I'm Dom. How can I help?
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There's a uterine rupture here.
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Fetal decels are critical.
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[alarm blaring]
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[baby crying]
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Baby looks good.
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Dr. Murphy,
we can take it from here.
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Get a Black Tag for the mom.
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I need a thoracotomy tray.
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I might be able to save
the mother, too.
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[alarms blaring,
sirens wailing]
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That's two more units of O neg.
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His pressure's stabilizing.
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[flatline]
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[Dr. Lim] That's the
last bleeder. Bipolar.
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[nurse] There's just
so much vascular damage.
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[Dr. Lim] I think I have
good profusion.
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Let's close the dura.
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[alarm blares]
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[JL] Cerebral pressure
is spiking.
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[Dr. Lim] His brain's
herniating.
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I need to remove
half his skull.
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[JL] Blood pressure dropping.
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[high-pitched alarm blares]
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She's minutes
from anoxic brain injury.
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There.
In the pulmonary trunk...
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Dr. Murphy, four more Red Tag
patients just came in.
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There it is.
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Amniotic fluid
entered her bloodstream.
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The clump of hair got stuck,
blocked her circulation.
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Mom and baby will be fine. Yes?
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While you've been in here,
four Red Tags arrived,
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two nurses need central lines,
and Kalu's asking for you.
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[sirens blaring,
people shouting]
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[woman] We have
incoming ambulances
with multiple casualties.
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[dramatic music plays]
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The damage to your husband's
brain was too severe.
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[softly] He didn't survive.
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I'm so sorry.
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Shaun needs you to take
another patient to the OR.
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- It's STAT.
- [sobbing]
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[sirens wailing in distance]
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[screaming]
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I need to relocate your ankle
to restore blood flow.
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Can you hold this
over your wound?
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Maybe you should call
your supervisor.
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Maybe.
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- [ankle cracks]
- [screams]
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- Ah!
- Got it.
256
00:12:02,330 --> 00:12:03,723
A new patient just walked in.
257
00:12:03,723 --> 00:12:04,811
She can't wait.
258
00:12:05,899 --> 00:12:07,509
[panting]
259
00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:09,641
[woman on PA] Pediatric alert,
bay seven.
260
00:12:09,641 --> 00:12:10,817
Can you tell me what happened?
261
00:12:10,817 --> 00:12:12,993
Car came through my stand.
262
00:12:14,472 --> 00:12:15,996
Everything went flying.
263
00:12:15,996 --> 00:12:17,606
Something hit me in the eye.
264
00:12:17,606 --> 00:12:20,348
Cast-iron skillet, I think.
265
00:12:20,348 --> 00:12:21,697
Let me take a look.
266
00:12:25,396 --> 00:12:26,789
[gags]
267
00:12:26,789 --> 00:12:28,051
Dr. Reznick!
268
00:12:29,618 --> 00:12:30,880
[Jared] I think
I can save his leg
269
00:12:30,880 --> 00:12:32,229
with microvascular anastomosis.
270
00:12:32,229 --> 00:12:34,362
[Shaun] No, you need to
amputate below the knee.
271
00:12:34,362 --> 00:12:36,494
[Jared] Limb salvage is tricky,
but I really think I...
272
00:12:36,494 --> 00:12:37,757
[Shaun] That is
a six-hour surgery
273
00:12:37,757 --> 00:12:39,410
with a less than 5% chance
of success.
274
00:12:39,410 --> 00:12:41,456
We could save six patients
in that time.
275
00:12:42,849 --> 00:12:44,894
[Jared] Okay.
Clamping bone two.
276
00:12:48,855 --> 00:12:52,119
[Shaun] Huh. The last time
I was in this room,
277
00:12:52,119 --> 00:12:54,251
Asher and I
were doing a colectomy.
278
00:12:55,339 --> 00:12:56,297
[Jared] You need a minute?
279
00:12:59,256 --> 00:13:01,215
I am faster at limb amputation
than you.
280
00:13:02,782 --> 00:13:05,175
See the Red Tag
in the corridor.
281
00:13:09,179 --> 00:13:10,572
We're out of treatment rooms.
282
00:13:10,572 --> 00:13:12,879
[Shaun] Convert
the storage room
into a trauma bay.
283
00:13:12,879 --> 00:13:14,358
Can't. Charlie's still
processing the Black Tags.
284
00:13:22,627 --> 00:13:24,586
I need to head home to Steve.
285
00:13:26,066 --> 00:13:27,545
You want to come with?
286
00:13:27,545 --> 00:13:30,635
I could make you a sandwich,
287
00:13:30,635 --> 00:13:32,855
loan you a baby for an hour.
288
00:13:32,855 --> 00:13:35,466
Steve's cuddles can be
very soothing.
289
00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:38,252
Thank you.
290
00:13:41,429 --> 00:13:43,170
I'm just gonna sit here
a little longer.
291
00:13:45,302 --> 00:13:46,390
Yeah.
292
00:13:47,783 --> 00:13:48,915
Call me anytime.
293
00:13:49,959 --> 00:13:52,135
[down-tempo music plays]
294
00:14:03,103 --> 00:14:04,452
[indistinct conversations]
295
00:14:04,452 --> 00:14:06,454
[dramatic music plays]
296
00:14:12,155 --> 00:14:14,288
The nurse says
you're my son's doctor?
297
00:14:14,288 --> 00:14:16,072
- He's in a lot of pain.
- Who's your son?
298
00:14:16,072 --> 00:14:17,595
Riley Larson. He's over there.
299
00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:21,643
The driver. I know who he is.
300
00:14:21,643 --> 00:14:23,166
Can you give him
something stronger?
301
00:14:23,166 --> 00:14:26,039
He had the standard dose
of morphine 30 minutes ago.
302
00:14:26,039 --> 00:14:27,344
He's still hurting.
303
00:14:27,344 --> 00:14:28,824
That's a shame.
304
00:14:28,824 --> 00:14:30,130
There's a lot of people
hurting right now.
305
00:14:38,268 --> 00:14:39,791
It takes some time
for the meds to kick in,
306
00:14:39,791 --> 00:14:41,097
but he should feel
some relief soon.
307
00:14:42,011 --> 00:14:43,273
Move, move, move.
308
00:14:44,361 --> 00:14:45,710
Tell the OR to prep for bypass.
309
00:14:45,710 --> 00:14:47,625
It's okay, Amy. I'm here.
310
00:14:47,625 --> 00:14:49,236
Look, I tried
to get to her, but...
311
00:14:50,585 --> 00:14:52,500
Please just save her.
312
00:14:52,500 --> 00:14:53,893
We're on our honeymoon.
313
00:14:56,330 --> 00:14:57,853
[indistinct PA announcements]
314
00:15:02,945 --> 00:15:05,208
These bodies
need to go to the morgue.
315
00:15:05,208 --> 00:15:07,863
His pupils are fixed,
but I don't think
they're dilated.
316
00:15:07,863 --> 00:15:10,039
Apparently pupillary dilation
is very subjective.
317
00:15:10,039 --> 00:15:11,345
I'll finish this.
318
00:15:12,781 --> 00:15:14,087
"The Principles of Neurology"--
319
00:15:14,087 --> 00:15:15,088
Mm.
320
00:15:20,571 --> 00:15:22,704
[dramatic music plays]
321
00:15:22,704 --> 00:15:24,793
You can't check the pupil box
322
00:15:24,793 --> 00:15:26,447
because this patient
is still alive!
323
00:15:26,447 --> 00:15:28,536
Starting ACLS protocol.
324
00:15:37,501 --> 00:15:39,286
Cardiac arrest
from a tension pneumo.
325
00:15:39,286 --> 00:15:41,462
- Ethan needs this.
- No, that doesn't matter.
326
00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:44,421
- He was a Black Tag?
- Lazarus effect.
327
00:15:44,421 --> 00:15:45,988
When the paramedics did CPR,
328
00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:47,947
air compressed his heart
until it stopped.
329
00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:49,949
- I saved his life.
- No, I did.
330
00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:53,648
- Heart's too fast. Amnio.
- On it.
331
00:15:57,957 --> 00:15:59,132
Inserting a central line.
332
00:15:59,132 --> 00:16:00,481
I was right about the pupil.
333
00:16:00,481 --> 00:16:02,091
You were listening to a book
while he was dying.
334
00:16:02,091 --> 00:16:03,832
I gotta get his pressure up.
335
00:16:03,832 --> 00:16:04,964
I was learning.
336
00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:09,055
You can't learn
if you don't listen.
337
00:16:09,055 --> 00:16:11,753
Asher was excellent
at receiving
constructive criticism.
338
00:16:11,753 --> 00:16:13,407
That's not a fair comparison.
Asher--
339
00:16:13,407 --> 00:16:14,886
You know what?
It doesn't matter
who saved him.
340
00:16:14,886 --> 00:16:16,714
Let's just keep him safe. Okay?
341
00:16:18,020 --> 00:16:19,065
Central line is in.
342
00:16:21,415 --> 00:16:23,199
All right, the pressure's good.
It's good.
343
00:16:23,199 --> 00:16:26,681
Charlie, can you get us
a cardiac monitor, please?
344
00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:29,510
She's not gonna be at her best,
nor anyone else,
345
00:16:29,510 --> 00:16:31,903
if you continue to argue
over every stupid little thing.
346
00:16:31,903 --> 00:16:33,209
She is not helpful.
347
00:16:33,209 --> 00:16:34,515
She's helpful to me.
348
00:16:34,515 --> 00:16:37,648
Then you take her
for the rest of the day.
349
00:16:41,783 --> 00:16:43,176
[alarm blaring]
350
00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:49,182
[JL] She's bleeding everywhere.
Hanging FFP.
351
00:16:49,182 --> 00:16:50,313
[Dr. Lim] I'll do an ACP
352
00:16:50,313 --> 00:16:51,967
to divert all blood
to her brain.
353
00:16:56,493 --> 00:16:57,886
Ophtho is expecting her.
354
00:17:03,065 --> 00:17:06,068
Hey, I'm sorry. I just...
355
00:17:06,068 --> 00:17:09,637
- I don't think I can
make it through this day.
- Then quit.
356
00:17:09,637 --> 00:17:12,379
Tomorrow. Right now,
I need you to deal with
that guy in the corner.
357
00:17:12,379 --> 00:17:15,121
The EMT thought it was cardiac,
but it's just a panic attack.
358
00:17:15,121 --> 00:17:16,905
Take him somewhere quiet
and calm him down.
359
00:17:16,905 --> 00:17:19,647
[sirens wailing in distance]
360
00:17:19,647 --> 00:17:22,563
[Aron Wright's "Have I Ever
Left Your Side?" plays]
361
00:17:32,355 --> 00:17:36,055
♪ Heaven knows
What happens next ♪
362
00:17:36,055 --> 00:17:39,188
♪ But we always
Like to guess... ♪
363
00:17:40,711 --> 00:17:42,104
He knew that
you were gonna propose.
364
00:17:43,584 --> 00:17:45,064
He was so happy.
365
00:17:47,022 --> 00:17:48,197
Thank you.
366
00:17:48,197 --> 00:17:49,503
♪ We both love and hate
Surprises ♪
367
00:17:49,503 --> 00:17:52,636
♪ Fairy tales
And silver linings... ♪
368
00:17:52,636 --> 00:17:53,985
I'm sorry.
369
00:17:53,985 --> 00:17:55,987
They asked me to tell you
that they need the room.
370
00:17:57,554 --> 00:17:59,208
My apartment is so empty.
371
00:18:02,168 --> 00:18:04,257
His family took him
to New York.
372
00:18:08,130 --> 00:18:10,567
There isn't even a grave
I can visit.
373
00:18:15,094 --> 00:18:17,183
My mom used to take me
to the library on Olive.
374
00:18:19,141 --> 00:18:21,143
Sometimes when I miss her,
I go back there
375
00:18:21,143 --> 00:18:24,277
and take out her favorite book
and just get lost in it.
376
00:18:46,473 --> 00:18:50,172
♪ Save your strength
Rest your mind ♪
377
00:18:50,172 --> 00:18:51,869
♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪
378
00:18:51,869 --> 00:18:54,524
[Jordan] Stabilize the plate.
I'll place the lag screws in.
379
00:18:57,440 --> 00:19:00,487
[Jared] You were
pretty dismissive
of your patient's mother.
380
00:19:00,487 --> 00:19:03,664
[Jordan] Forgive me
if I'm not all broken up
about that man's pain.
381
00:19:03,664 --> 00:19:05,056
[Jared] Riley
didn't kill Asher.
382
00:19:06,841 --> 00:19:08,277
And it's not your job
to punish him.
383
00:19:08,277 --> 00:19:09,626
[Jordan] I'm not.
384
00:19:11,889 --> 00:19:14,631
But shouldn't people
feel the consequences
of their actions?
385
00:19:14,631 --> 00:19:16,111
[Jared] Maybe,
386
00:19:16,111 --> 00:19:18,244
but Riley's mother is feeling
the consequences, too.
387
00:19:18,244 --> 00:19:20,768
[Jordan] Her son did this.
She should feel terrible.
388
00:19:22,944 --> 00:19:25,207
[Jared] Your anger
is totally justified.
389
00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:28,036
But is it helping you?
Or anything?
390
00:19:28,036 --> 00:19:31,518
♪ Save your strength
Rest your mind ♪
391
00:19:31,518 --> 00:19:32,997
♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪
392
00:19:32,997 --> 00:19:35,043
[Jordan] If those monsters
hurt like we're hurting,
393
00:19:35,043 --> 00:19:36,436
maybe something will change.
394
00:19:36,436 --> 00:19:40,048
♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪
395
00:19:40,048 --> 00:19:42,572
I did everything I could
for your wife,
396
00:19:42,572 --> 00:19:45,401
but her chest injury
was just too...
397
00:19:48,926 --> 00:19:50,319
No.
398
00:19:50,319 --> 00:19:52,191
[sobbing]
399
00:19:53,583 --> 00:19:55,542
[dramatic music plays]
400
00:19:58,762 --> 00:20:00,242
[sound muffles]
401
00:20:07,249 --> 00:20:08,990
[man, muffled]
Excuse me. Doctor.
402
00:20:10,252 --> 00:20:11,819
[muffled conversations]
403
00:20:13,429 --> 00:20:14,648
You need to look at this.
404
00:20:16,345 --> 00:20:18,217
I've been waiting two hours.
405
00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:19,218
[sound normalizes]
406
00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:21,611
S-Someone will get to you soon.
407
00:20:21,611 --> 00:20:23,047
After my arm gets infected.
408
00:20:23,047 --> 00:20:24,919
We're doing the best we can.
409
00:20:24,919 --> 00:20:26,486
Then get more doctors.
410
00:20:26,486 --> 00:20:29,532
Hey, look around you.
People are dying.
411
00:20:29,532 --> 00:20:31,404
Sit down
and wait your damn turn.
412
00:20:31,404 --> 00:20:34,102
You have a new patient.
20-year-old, shattered pelvis.
413
00:20:41,805 --> 00:20:44,068
Charlie, I need that thing.
414
00:20:44,068 --> 00:20:46,419
Sorry. I was reading
Ethan's EKG.
415
00:20:47,463 --> 00:20:48,421
Hook up the drain now.
416
00:20:50,510 --> 00:20:51,946
Good. Start suction.
417
00:20:54,383 --> 00:20:55,428
You're doing great.
418
00:20:55,428 --> 00:20:57,038
Dr. Murphy doesn't think so.
419
00:20:57,952 --> 00:20:59,170
He's still evaluating me.
420
00:20:59,170 --> 00:21:01,042
That's why I filed
the HR complaint.
421
00:21:01,042 --> 00:21:02,870
We'll deal with that
when the time is right.
422
00:21:02,870 --> 00:21:04,437
A bad evaluation will stop me
423
00:21:04,437 --> 00:21:05,916
from getting into
a surgical residency.
424
00:21:05,916 --> 00:21:07,440
No matter what I do,
425
00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:09,833
Dr. Murphy will
find something to criticize.
426
00:21:10,878 --> 00:21:12,227
Why is he like that?
427
00:21:12,227 --> 00:21:14,534
Dr. Murphy has been held
to a higher standard.
428
00:21:14,534 --> 00:21:16,362
He's doing
the same thing to you.
429
00:21:16,362 --> 00:21:17,580
That's not fair.
430
00:21:17,580 --> 00:21:19,974
Nevertheless,
he wants you to be perfect,
431
00:21:19,974 --> 00:21:21,932
so you do the best you can.
432
00:21:21,932 --> 00:21:25,196
I need you to treat a complex
liver laceration, Dr. Glassman.
433
00:21:25,196 --> 00:21:27,286
I'm not operating.
I told you that.
434
00:21:27,286 --> 00:21:29,984
It can't wait.
435
00:21:29,984 --> 00:21:32,116
Well, Dr. Lee should be
finished by now.
436
00:21:32,116 --> 00:21:33,683
I just gave him
an open hip fracture.
437
00:21:33,683 --> 00:21:36,382
Well, then transfer
the patient to SFG.
438
00:21:36,382 --> 00:21:37,861
They are on diversion.
439
00:21:37,861 --> 00:21:39,254
For crying out loud, Shaun,
440
00:21:39,254 --> 00:21:41,648
you know the last time
I was in an operating room,
441
00:21:41,648 --> 00:21:42,910
and a liver lac?
442
00:21:42,910 --> 00:21:45,260
Yes, it is a complicated,
multi-step surgery.
443
00:21:45,260 --> 00:21:47,131
Exactly.
I might kill the patient.
444
00:21:47,131 --> 00:21:49,743
He's already dying.
445
00:21:49,743 --> 00:21:51,788
You are my only option.
446
00:21:51,788 --> 00:21:54,313
So it's me or the janitor?
447
00:21:54,313 --> 00:21:56,489
The janitor is cleaning
trauma two.
448
00:21:56,489 --> 00:21:58,142
He is very bright but is--
449
00:21:58,142 --> 00:22:00,188
Okay. Okay. Okay.
450
00:22:00,188 --> 00:22:02,408
Just give me Nurse V.
At least she'll keep me honest.
451
00:22:02,408 --> 00:22:06,150
Nurse Villanueva
is running the ER with me.
452
00:22:06,150 --> 00:22:07,282
Nurse Paikin, then.
453
00:22:07,282 --> 00:22:09,110
Assisting Dr. Lee.
454
00:22:09,110 --> 00:22:12,156
Nurse Lashelle,
she is very experienced
and available.
455
00:22:12,156 --> 00:22:13,723
Okay, fine.
456
00:22:13,723 --> 00:22:16,552
Keep an eye on Mr. Newton's
hemoglobin and Ethan's EKG.
457
00:22:26,606 --> 00:22:28,999
My son's pain medication
still hasn't kicked in.
458
00:22:28,999 --> 00:22:30,305
I'm on my way to surgery.
459
00:22:30,305 --> 00:22:31,959
It's been two hours. Please!
460
00:22:31,959 --> 00:22:34,396
Then he's likely maxed out
for the next couple hours.
461
00:22:38,139 --> 00:22:39,532
I know what you think of me.
462
00:22:40,924 --> 00:22:42,230
I can't even argue with you.
463
00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:47,061
He left me a letter.
464
00:22:51,239 --> 00:22:52,762
He didn't think
he'd still be alive.
465
00:22:55,548 --> 00:22:57,245
He wanted to die doing this.
466
00:23:00,944 --> 00:23:03,338
For as long as I can remember,
I've been trying to help him.
467
00:23:04,905 --> 00:23:06,297
We tried everything.
468
00:23:07,690 --> 00:23:09,910
Pills, therapy,
469
00:23:09,910 --> 00:23:12,173
inpatient, outpatient.
470
00:23:12,173 --> 00:23:15,350
Seemed like
he was making progress.
471
00:23:16,569 --> 00:23:17,918
Maybe that's just what I hoped.
472
00:23:21,051 --> 00:23:24,315
[crying] I'm angry, too,
at him.
473
00:23:24,315 --> 00:23:26,709
How could he have done this?
474
00:23:26,709 --> 00:23:29,538
And I'm angry at myself
for not knowing
what he was capable of.
475
00:23:30,931 --> 00:23:32,106
I wish you would help him.
476
00:23:50,994 --> 00:23:52,213
[nurse Lashelle]
He's down a liter.
477
00:23:52,213 --> 00:23:54,128
[Dr. Glassman]
Give me two units.
478
00:23:54,128 --> 00:23:55,651
[monitor beeping]
479
00:23:59,176 --> 00:24:01,962
Okay, here we go
into the triangle of death.
480
00:24:01,962 --> 00:24:04,878
So many things can go wrong.
481
00:24:04,878 --> 00:24:06,140
[nurse Lashelle]
You want to talk it out?
482
00:24:09,099 --> 00:24:11,754
[Dr. Glassman]
Clamp the porta hepatis.
483
00:24:11,754 --> 00:24:15,105
Ligate the left hepatic
to control the bleeding.
484
00:24:15,105 --> 00:24:16,237
Remove the left lobe--
485
00:24:16,237 --> 00:24:17,934
- Dr. Glassman?
- Yes.
486
00:24:17,934 --> 00:24:20,894
- I need you to look at
Ethan's rhythm strip.
- Is it urgent?
487
00:24:20,894 --> 00:24:23,200
He's in sinus rhythm,
but I noticed a run of PVCs.
488
00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:25,855
[Dr. Glassman]
Well, keep him monitored.
I'll check it when I'm done.
489
00:24:25,855 --> 00:24:28,118
But a half hour ago,
he had another run.
490
00:24:28,118 --> 00:24:29,946
[Dr. Glassman] Didn't I
tell you to check
every 45 minutes?
491
00:24:29,946 --> 00:24:31,470
I'm being thorough.
492
00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:33,559
[Dr. Glassman]
PVCs are fairly common.
493
00:24:33,559 --> 00:24:37,258
Can I do a 12 lead
and electrolytes?
494
00:24:37,258 --> 00:24:38,607
[Dr. Glassman]
That's a good idea, Charlie.
495
00:24:38,607 --> 00:24:40,217
Run it past Dr. Paxton
in cardiology.
496
00:24:40,217 --> 00:24:41,436
[Charlie] Mm.
497
00:24:43,133 --> 00:24:44,308
[Dr. Glassman] Okay.
498
00:24:45,353 --> 00:24:47,747
Clamp the porta hepatis.
499
00:24:47,747 --> 00:24:51,620
Ligate the left hepatic
to control the bleeding.
500
00:24:56,451 --> 00:24:58,627
[Dr. Lim] I need
threaded pins here
to stabilize the pelvis.
501
00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:05,808
[JL] What is it?
502
00:25:05,808 --> 00:25:07,810
[Dr. Lim] He looks
a lot like Asher.
503
00:25:08,811 --> 00:25:10,247
[JL] Maybe a little.
504
00:25:11,901 --> 00:25:12,946
[alarm blaring]
505
00:25:12,946 --> 00:25:14,513
Blood pressure's dropping.
506
00:25:14,513 --> 00:25:16,297
[Dr. Lim] There's bleeding
in the pelvis. Vascular clips.
507
00:25:16,297 --> 00:25:18,081
[alarm continues blaring]
508
00:25:27,047 --> 00:25:28,439
Okay, your pressure's
pretty high.
509
00:25:28,439 --> 00:25:30,311
I still feel my heart racing.
510
00:25:30,311 --> 00:25:31,747
That sounds normal.
511
00:25:31,747 --> 00:25:34,271
Maybe that doctor lady
should do another EKG.
512
00:25:34,271 --> 00:25:38,058
I learned about
mindfulness-based meditation
last semester in psych class.
513
00:25:38,058 --> 00:25:39,233
I think that could help you.
514
00:25:39,233 --> 00:25:41,714
I'm here for medical care,
not yoga.
515
00:25:45,935 --> 00:25:48,677
- Is that bad?
- It's just a little nosebleed.
516
00:25:50,897 --> 00:25:52,507
Pinch hard.
517
00:25:52,507 --> 00:25:54,422
I've never had
a nosebleed like this.
518
00:25:55,379 --> 00:25:57,556
I need a doctor in here. Hello?
519
00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:58,992
Why is it not stopping?
520
00:26:01,385 --> 00:26:02,909
Okay, 500cc bolus.
521
00:26:05,825 --> 00:26:08,175
Get her to OR three
with Dr. Lee.
522
00:26:08,175 --> 00:26:09,393
I need to hand off to a doctor.
523
00:26:09,393 --> 00:26:10,569
One minute.
524
00:26:12,527 --> 00:26:14,790
Morgan can close this
when she's free.
525
00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:16,183
Two more Red Tags
in the corridor.
526
00:26:16,183 --> 00:26:17,837
- Have Jared take them.
- Dr. Kalu's still in the OR.
527
00:26:17,837 --> 00:26:19,360
Then get Asher.
528
00:26:19,360 --> 00:26:20,404
Asher?
529
00:26:25,279 --> 00:26:27,586
Oh. He's dead.
530
00:26:29,936 --> 00:26:31,415
One of the Red Tags
has a chest impalement.
531
00:26:31,415 --> 00:26:32,678
He could go south soon.
532
00:26:32,678 --> 00:26:34,941
Doc, my crew
has an urgent pick-up.
533
00:26:34,941 --> 00:26:38,640
Dr. Quao needs
an anesthesiologist,
but they're all tied up.
534
00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:40,250
I need you to look at
Ethan's EKG.
535
00:26:40,250 --> 00:26:41,730
There are some
unusual patterns.
536
00:26:41,730 --> 00:26:43,819
Dr. Glassman
is supervising you.
537
00:26:43,819 --> 00:26:45,429
He's busy.
He sent me to Dr. Paxton.
538
00:26:45,429 --> 00:26:46,605
He thinks this is normal,
539
00:26:46,605 --> 00:26:48,215
but I think Ethan
is gonna die again.
540
00:26:48,215 --> 00:26:49,608
Okay.
541
00:26:54,743 --> 00:26:57,006
Dr. Paxton was right
and I am very busy.
542
00:26:57,006 --> 00:26:58,878
If you compare them
over the two hours,
you'll see the clusters.
543
00:26:58,878 --> 00:27:00,444
- Sorry.
- Quao really needs an answer.
544
00:27:01,576 --> 00:27:03,752
And that Red Tag
needs a surgeon.
545
00:27:03,752 --> 00:27:05,232
Okay.
546
00:27:05,232 --> 00:27:06,929
- Look, two hours ago--
- Okay.
547
00:27:06,929 --> 00:27:08,278
- [sound muffles]
- Dr. Murphy?
548
00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:13,327
Dr. Murphy,
Quao really needs an answer.
549
00:27:13,327 --> 00:27:16,373
[paramedic] Doctor,
we have an urgent pick-up.
550
00:27:16,373 --> 00:27:18,245
- [sound normalizes]
- Find Dr. Park.
We need a new Team Leader.
551
00:27:18,245 --> 00:27:20,116
Wait.
552
00:27:20,116 --> 00:27:23,424
Dr. Murphy, I see
you're covering your ears.
553
00:27:23,424 --> 00:27:25,295
- [sound muffles]
- I think you're feeling
very overwhelmed.
554
00:27:25,295 --> 00:27:26,949
I would be, too,
with people coming up to me,
555
00:27:26,949 --> 00:27:28,516
bombarding me with questions.
556
00:27:28,516 --> 00:27:30,344
But maybe it would help
if you broke it down...
557
00:27:30,344 --> 00:27:32,912
- [sound normalizes]
- ...step by step,
558
00:27:32,912 --> 00:27:34,783
issue by issue.
559
00:27:43,139 --> 00:27:45,359
We can't wait any longer.
Go find Dr. Park.
560
00:27:50,494 --> 00:27:53,149
Get the plastics resident to
close for Dr. Park in OR one.
561
00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:54,803
and send Dr. Park
to the corridor patient.
562
00:27:54,803 --> 00:27:56,805
EMT can hand off to Dr. Steffy
in the procedure room.
563
00:27:56,805 --> 00:27:58,067
And the anesthesiologist
in trauma five
564
00:27:58,067 --> 00:27:59,852
should be finishing soon.
565
00:27:59,852 --> 00:28:01,027
Come with me now.
566
00:28:01,027 --> 00:28:02,419
We are going to save
your patient's life.
567
00:28:07,076 --> 00:28:10,340
He has a ventricular aneurysm.
His heart's going to rupture.
568
00:28:10,340 --> 00:28:12,299
There's no empty OR
and this can't wait.
569
00:28:12,299 --> 00:28:14,170
- I will have to operate.
- Here?
570
00:28:14,170 --> 00:28:16,477
- It's not sterile.
- I can treat an infection.
571
00:28:16,477 --> 00:28:18,044
I can't do anything for him
if he's dead.
572
00:28:18,044 --> 00:28:20,524
[indistinct conversations]
573
00:28:20,524 --> 00:28:22,439
[dramatic music plays]
574
00:28:25,442 --> 00:28:27,531
Okay. You have to help me.
575
00:28:32,754 --> 00:28:34,190
It seems like
it's slowing down.
576
00:28:35,888 --> 00:28:37,106
[coughs]
577
00:28:38,238 --> 00:28:40,066
This is a posterior epistaxis.
578
00:28:40,066 --> 00:28:41,458
A what?
579
00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:43,112
An artery ruptured
in the back of your nose.
580
00:28:43,112 --> 00:28:45,375
You're bleeding out.
I need help!
581
00:28:45,375 --> 00:28:46,725
Look, I gotta go
find you a doctor.
582
00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:47,987
Uh, I don't feel so...
583
00:28:51,251 --> 00:28:54,123
Help! I need help, somebody!
584
00:28:54,123 --> 00:28:55,472
Somebody help!
585
00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:13,882
Inflate the balloon...
Inflate the balloon...
586
00:29:31,247 --> 00:29:32,509
I got the DeBakeys.
587
00:29:32,509 --> 00:29:34,207
There are no Dacron sutures
in the ER,
588
00:29:34,207 --> 00:29:36,209
but I think the Teflon
should be a suitable
replacement.
589
00:29:36,209 --> 00:29:37,601
Yes, it is.
590
00:29:37,601 --> 00:29:39,342
- [woman] I need a surgeon!
- Is that the aneurysm?
591
00:29:39,342 --> 00:29:41,780
Yes, and we're too late.
It's already ruptured.
592
00:29:41,780 --> 00:29:43,956
Give me your finger.
You need to plug this.
593
00:29:48,612 --> 00:29:49,657
Don't move.
594
00:29:52,660 --> 00:29:54,227
- [Dr. Lim] Clear.
- [defibrillator thumps]
595
00:29:54,227 --> 00:29:55,445
Push another milligram of epi.
596
00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:57,099
[alarm beeping]
597
00:30:02,496 --> 00:30:03,976
Charge to 50 joules.
598
00:30:03,976 --> 00:30:05,978
Heart monitor's showing
asystole.
599
00:30:05,978 --> 00:30:08,371
It's an unshockable rhythm,
Audrey.
600
00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:16,771
[Dr. Lim] Time of death,
4:50 p.m.
601
00:30:25,824 --> 00:30:27,042
Somebody heard yell--
602
00:30:31,090 --> 00:30:32,918
What the hell happened?
603
00:30:35,268 --> 00:30:38,053
TachoComb sheet is in place.
604
00:30:38,053 --> 00:30:39,228
Give me the...
605
00:30:42,101 --> 00:30:43,319
Final closure.
606
00:30:43,319 --> 00:30:45,452
I need to run mattress sutures
to secure it.
607
00:30:47,106 --> 00:30:49,978
Any error, I will destroy
the blood supply
608
00:30:49,978 --> 00:30:51,806
to his entire left ventricle.
609
00:30:51,806 --> 00:30:54,026
- That sounds really bad.
- It would be catastrophic.
610
00:30:54,026 --> 00:30:55,157
Can I help?
611
00:30:57,768 --> 00:31:01,076
You must do exactly
what I tell you
612
00:31:01,076 --> 00:31:03,165
- exactly when I tell you.
- Okay.
613
00:31:04,340 --> 00:31:05,298
Teflon sutures.
614
00:31:19,312 --> 00:31:21,705
Cut here. Exactly here.
615
00:31:23,142 --> 00:31:25,057
Very good.
616
00:31:25,057 --> 00:31:27,450
Hold this forceps
at a 30-degree angle.
617
00:31:28,974 --> 00:31:30,889
You see that felt strip edge?
618
00:31:30,889 --> 00:31:33,065
Press it down gently.
619
00:31:33,065 --> 00:31:35,458
[dramatic music plays]
620
00:32:14,106 --> 00:32:16,935
[breathing heavily]
621
00:32:21,722 --> 00:32:23,463
I couldn't watch
the news anymore.
622
00:32:23,463 --> 00:32:24,768
So I made cookies.
623
00:32:26,422 --> 00:32:27,467
It's stupid.
624
00:32:28,555 --> 00:32:29,948
What else can I do?
625
00:32:31,079 --> 00:32:32,124
Nothing, Mom.
626
00:32:33,299 --> 00:32:35,562
- You can't bring Asher back.
- I know.
627
00:32:37,042 --> 00:32:39,609
I am so sorry.
628
00:32:40,567 --> 00:32:41,916
Yeah.
629
00:32:41,916 --> 00:32:43,570
Oh.
630
00:32:43,570 --> 00:32:46,965
What were you gonna tell me
earlier today about Dad?
631
00:32:49,315 --> 00:32:51,317
[clears throat]
632
00:32:51,317 --> 00:32:53,493
He was an amazing man.
633
00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,103
Love of my life, really.
634
00:32:56,322 --> 00:32:58,280
And he had clinical depression.
635
00:32:59,455 --> 00:33:00,543
What?
636
00:33:00,543 --> 00:33:02,545
He traveled for work,
637
00:33:02,545 --> 00:33:07,072
but some of those trips,
they were hospital stays.
638
00:33:08,551 --> 00:33:11,032
And he never
wanted you to know.
639
00:33:11,032 --> 00:33:13,730
- Why?
- Because...
640
00:33:13,730 --> 00:33:15,732
he loved being your hero.
641
00:33:15,732 --> 00:33:19,562
He loved being a success,
being immersed in his work.
642
00:33:20,955 --> 00:33:23,131
But when those things
weren't propping him up...
643
00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:26,395
he would get lost.
644
00:33:28,093 --> 00:33:32,314
And I know
that I am far from exciting.
645
00:33:32,314 --> 00:33:35,752
No, you weren't all wrong
about me.
646
00:33:35,752 --> 00:33:37,493
More than anything,
647
00:33:37,493 --> 00:33:41,628
I have found fulfillment
from the small connections
648
00:33:41,628 --> 00:33:43,760
that I share with people...
649
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:47,808
like making cookies
for my daughter.
650
00:33:49,897 --> 00:33:55,294
He would have been so mad
that I told you,
651
00:33:55,294 --> 00:33:58,079
but I realized that
I couldn't keep telling you
652
00:33:58,079 --> 00:33:59,994
that I was worried about you
653
00:33:59,994 --> 00:34:03,215
without telling the truth
about why.
654
00:34:04,303 --> 00:34:06,957
I loved your dad,
655
00:34:08,220 --> 00:34:10,918
almost as much as I love you.
656
00:34:12,180 --> 00:34:16,576
I am so proud
of who you have become.
657
00:34:18,795 --> 00:34:22,799
And I don't want you
to end up like him.
658
00:34:28,718 --> 00:34:30,111
[groaning]
659
00:34:36,465 --> 00:34:37,858
Okay.
660
00:34:37,858 --> 00:34:39,990
[grunts, exhales sharply]
661
00:34:54,179 --> 00:34:56,224
This will help him
sleep through the night.
662
00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:01,055
I promise I'll keep
your son comfortable.
663
00:35:02,317 --> 00:35:03,492
Thank you.
664
00:35:04,711 --> 00:35:06,539
Thank you. [sobbing]
665
00:35:21,902 --> 00:35:23,295
Simon. Kerry.
666
00:35:24,687 --> 00:35:25,906
You ready to see your dad?
667
00:35:28,952 --> 00:35:30,258
Go see your dad.
668
00:35:35,481 --> 00:35:37,700
I saved Ethan's life
twice today.
669
00:35:37,700 --> 00:35:39,746
You just saved him once.
670
00:35:39,746 --> 00:35:41,139
The first time I did.
671
00:35:45,621 --> 00:35:47,928
I may have been wrong
about you.
672
00:35:49,538 --> 00:35:52,193
You might make
an adequate surgeon one day.
673
00:36:05,032 --> 00:36:06,512
The corridor is clear,
674
00:36:06,512 --> 00:36:08,775
and there are four empty bays
for walk-ins.
675
00:36:09,689 --> 00:36:10,820
Thank you, Shaun.
676
00:36:10,820 --> 00:36:12,039
You did a great job.
677
00:36:13,997 --> 00:36:16,565
It was a lot to ask,
especially today.
678
00:36:18,915 --> 00:36:20,134
I am a good leader.
679
00:36:29,535 --> 00:36:30,753
Let's take a look at that arm.
680
00:36:32,146 --> 00:36:33,495
I'm sorry about earlier.
681
00:36:34,409 --> 00:36:35,932
You were right.
682
00:36:35,932 --> 00:36:37,543
Compared to what these people
are dealing with, this is--
683
00:36:37,543 --> 00:36:39,588
You don't need to apologize.
684
00:36:41,242 --> 00:36:43,201
It's just that my wife's
been home alone all day.
685
00:36:44,245 --> 00:36:45,290
She has MS.
686
00:36:47,509 --> 00:36:48,902
I have to lift her.
687
00:36:51,557 --> 00:36:52,688
That sounds tough.
688
00:36:55,125 --> 00:36:56,214
Not really.
689
00:36:57,432 --> 00:36:58,390
She's an amazing woman.
690
00:36:59,391 --> 00:37:00,653
An amazing architect.
691
00:37:02,611 --> 00:37:03,656
What's her name?
692
00:37:05,484 --> 00:37:07,616
[indistinct conversation]
693
00:37:07,616 --> 00:37:11,316
♪ I could never live a life
Without your love ♪
694
00:37:11,316 --> 00:37:14,406
♪ I could never live a lie... ♪
695
00:37:14,406 --> 00:37:18,018
[Jordan]
I've sat there every day
since it happened.
696
00:37:18,018 --> 00:37:21,021
♪ How small am I? ♪
697
00:37:21,021 --> 00:37:23,980
♪ Oh-ohh... ♪
698
00:37:23,980 --> 00:37:26,026
I came to empty his locker.
699
00:37:26,026 --> 00:37:27,245
I just can't.
700
00:37:28,463 --> 00:37:32,467
♪ Oh-ohh ♪
701
00:37:32,467 --> 00:37:34,556
♪ Oh-oh-oh oh ♪
702
00:37:36,515 --> 00:37:38,299
♪ I know
That you'll be there... ♪
703
00:37:38,299 --> 00:37:40,170
Pre-gaming before Beyonce.
704
00:37:40,170 --> 00:37:41,302
[chuckles]
705
00:37:44,262 --> 00:37:46,264
♪ 'Cause when
I'm in the darkness ♪
706
00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:50,050
♪ I can find you when I look
For the daylight... ♪
707
00:37:50,050 --> 00:37:51,356
I'll help you.
708
00:37:51,356 --> 00:37:53,271
♪ I know you... ♪
709
00:38:04,412 --> 00:38:05,370
Go home.
710
00:38:06,762 --> 00:38:07,937
Rhino Rocket.
711
00:38:10,853 --> 00:38:12,986
I could've stopped the bleeding
with a Rhino Rocket,
712
00:38:12,986 --> 00:38:15,118
but I did everything wrong.
713
00:38:16,468 --> 00:38:17,425
You were right.
714
00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:20,080
I can't handle this job.
715
00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:21,299
I should quit.
716
00:38:21,299 --> 00:38:24,040
Don't be an idiot.
717
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:26,478
You saved a man's life
with a urinary catheter.
718
00:38:26,478 --> 00:38:28,131
That's some kickass
MacGyver medicine.
719
00:38:34,529 --> 00:38:37,837
♪ I know that you'll be there
Always be there ♪
720
00:38:37,837 --> 00:38:39,317
You still got game,
Dr. Glassman.
721
00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:42,624
Ha. Even MJ knew
when to call it quits.
722
00:38:42,624 --> 00:38:44,757
This felt like
an old-timers game.
723
00:38:44,757 --> 00:38:46,106
Well, nice to go out
on a win, though.
724
00:38:46,106 --> 00:38:47,237
Ah, thank you.
725
00:38:50,415 --> 00:38:52,068
How's Ethan's heart?
726
00:38:52,068 --> 00:38:54,070
It exploded. But we fixed it.
727
00:38:54,070 --> 00:38:56,769
Oh, and I'm withdrawing
the HR complaint
against Dr. Murphy.
728
00:38:56,769 --> 00:38:57,857
For now.
729
00:38:59,815 --> 00:39:05,560
♪ Light in the darkness
Light in the darkness ♪
730
00:39:10,913 --> 00:39:13,481
I figured you guys
would need something to eat.
731
00:39:13,481 --> 00:39:14,700
Oh, bless you.
732
00:39:16,571 --> 00:39:18,225
I hear you're leaving
town tomorrow.
733
00:39:18,225 --> 00:39:19,357
Yes.
734
00:39:20,314 --> 00:39:22,360
It's been a memorable trip.
735
00:39:32,282 --> 00:39:33,980
Sorry about earlier. We, um...
736
00:39:33,980 --> 00:39:36,199
Please sit. You've been
on your feet all day.
737
00:39:36,199 --> 00:39:39,377
Come join us.
I have extra sandwiches.
738
00:39:40,900 --> 00:39:42,205
[sniffles] I, uh...
739
00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:44,860
I found some things
that I thought...
740
00:39:45,600 --> 00:39:46,558
you might want.
741
00:39:48,821 --> 00:39:50,562
Asher was waiting
for the right moment
742
00:39:50,562 --> 00:39:51,737
to slip that onto your desk.
743
00:40:02,138 --> 00:40:04,663
A rep was handing these out
744
00:40:04,663 --> 00:40:07,622
at a medical convention
that Asher and I went to.
745
00:40:07,622 --> 00:40:08,971
I was going to toss it, but...
746
00:40:10,364 --> 00:40:12,148
Asher stuffed it
into his backpack.
747
00:40:24,770 --> 00:40:28,817
I... already knew about
this articulating dissector.
748
00:40:30,645 --> 00:40:32,125
It is very promising.
749
00:40:39,219 --> 00:40:41,047
♪ All we know is how ♪
750
00:40:41,047 --> 00:40:42,352
Oh...
751
00:40:42,352 --> 00:40:44,790
♪ To say goodbye ♪
752
00:40:44,790 --> 00:40:45,965
♪ But there's... ♪
753
00:40:45,965 --> 00:40:47,140
I will miss Asher.
754
00:40:49,969 --> 00:40:51,623
He was a good friend.
755
00:40:51,623 --> 00:40:52,711
He was.
756
00:40:53,886 --> 00:40:55,017
I'll miss him, too.
757
00:40:55,888 --> 00:40:57,237
We all will.
758
00:40:57,237 --> 00:41:01,807
♪ There's no one there
To see them there ♪
759
00:41:03,678 --> 00:41:08,596
♪ Just leave a shadow
In the sky ♪
760
00:41:08,596 --> 00:41:11,164
I want to apologize
for earlier...
761
00:41:12,687 --> 00:41:15,211
going off-script in my eulogy.
762
00:41:16,386 --> 00:41:17,823
I made it about my anger.
763
00:41:19,433 --> 00:41:21,479
And if you knew Asher,
764
00:41:21,479 --> 00:41:23,698
you'd know he would
have plenty to say
765
00:41:23,698 --> 00:41:27,136
about not being
the center of attention
at his own funeral.
766
00:41:27,136 --> 00:41:28,790
[chuckles]
767
00:41:28,790 --> 00:41:31,358
♪ ...is how to say goodbye... ♪
768
00:41:31,358 --> 00:41:33,099
[light laughter]
769
00:41:33,099 --> 00:41:35,493
- This photo.
- Oh, yeah.
770
00:41:35,493 --> 00:41:37,407
♪ ...to do it right ♪
771
00:41:41,324 --> 00:41:45,154
♪ You might get used to
Healing faster ♪
772
00:41:47,330 --> 00:41:51,160
♪ It'll break you over time ♪
773
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:55,687
♪ All we know is
How to say goodbye ♪
774
00:42:00,430 --> 00:42:02,432
[closing theme music playing]