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Wes Keeler, 49,

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pricked in the upper right arm
by a cactus four days ago.

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Temp 102.5.

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Wound is seriously infected.

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He was leading a camping
trip on Mount Thayer.

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We couldn't leave 'em
up there alone.

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BP's 86/51.
Tachycardic.

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Rapid, shallow breathing.

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Signs of sepsis.

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You gonna have to
cut his arm off?

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I'll be fine!

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We need to debride
the wound stat!

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Shaun, I've been
looking all over for you.

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Hey, uh, h-how about getting
some breakfast? Some pancakes?

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No. I'm not hungry.

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Okay.

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Um,
how about coming over for dinner tonight?

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Is Debbie making lasagne?

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She could.

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No, thank you.

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Okay, Shaun.

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Um, can we just stop and...

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And talk for just a minute?

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Why are... Aren't you, uh,
responding to my texts?

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Are you upset?

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Are you sad because
of Lea? Yes. Yes.

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I am very sad.

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But it will be okay.

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Yeah, of course it'll be okay.

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I'm still going to be with Lea.

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Wait. What?

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She said she loves me.

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She also gave you
a hundred reasons

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why she can't be with you,
Shaun. Yes. Yes.

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She gave me
very specific reasons

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why we can't be together,

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but I've overcome
other challenges...

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No, Shaun, it's not... to become
a good doctor, a good friend.

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It's not about
overcoming challenges.

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It's not about you.

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It's about Lea.

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I can't take two steps
without falling down.

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Is the issue
balance or weakness?

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All of the above.

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Fatigue, dizziness,
light-headedness, headaches,

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occasional bouts of nausea.

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And when d...

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Five years ago, just after
the birth of my daughter.

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And there's
no discernible fluctuation

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based on time of day
or time of the month.

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Temp 98.2. BP 111/78.

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That'll drop to 80/50
when I'm upright.

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I don't drink, smoke,
or take drugs.

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I haven't traveled
outside of the country

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in the last ten years.

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And there's no family history
of a similar condition.

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You've been through this before.

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Seventeen times. Eighteen if
you count the naturopath in Seattle.

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Which I don't.

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No one has been able
to give me a diagnosis.

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We need to do an EKG
and stress test,

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get a CT of your chest,
abdomen, and pelvis.

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Let me save you some time.

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Five years' worth of tests,
labs, scans, reports...

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My entire medical odyssey.

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Fun.

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Set up in the lounge

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and get me copies
of each of those...

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Claire!

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Dash. Oh, my God!

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Why are you here?

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Uh, you changed your number.

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Right.
Um, it's a long story.

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Uh, Dash, you remember
Dr. Melendez, Dr. Murphy?

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Yeah, of course.

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Uh, you gave my wife
six more good months.

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We considered
renaming our cat after you.

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That would have been foolish.
Cats remember their names.

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Sorry for your loss.
Wish we could've done more.

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Let you two catch up.

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Hi.

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I think the infection
spread quickly

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because of the underlying
damage to your liver and kidney.

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We'll need to keep you on a
prolonged course of IV antibiotics.

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Hey, you hear that, guys?

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Hep C and heroin aren't
as much fun as they sound.

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Although one was more fun
than the other...

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For a while.

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Don't they have
somewhere else to go?

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Not likely.

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Most of them haven't seen their
parents in years, so they're with me...

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Survivalist training program
for at-risk youth.

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We prefer "young adults
with unrealized potential."

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I'm supposed to be teaching
these yahoos responsibility

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and good decision-making.

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Hell of an example.

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Oof.

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He's got a new murmur.

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BP's dropping.

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Wes,
we need to take a look at your heart.

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Wes, the infection's spread.

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It's damaged your aortic valve.

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You need emergency surgery.

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Mm...
What about vasculitis?

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Or dysautonomia?

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Both are consistent
with weakness and fatigue.

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Her temporal artery biopsy
was negative.

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That rules out vasculitis.
Mm.

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And I thought I saw something
about dysautonomia in here.

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There are 15 different causes
of dysautonomia.

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Seven have been ruled out.

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The rest are inconsistent
with Alice's symptoms

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or have no definitive
diagnostic test.

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How did you make Dr. Lim
fall in love with you

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after you had been friends
for so long?

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I assume that's directed at you.

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I don't think you make anyone

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fall in love with you, Shaun.

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It unfolds naturally over time.

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That's not true.

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Everyone starts off
not loving you.

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Then you say and do things
that make them love you.

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Or not. That's the
point of romance.

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But romance is harder

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if you're already friends
with the person.

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You can't hide the less
attractive parts of yourself.

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It can be an advantage.

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You already know
what pisses them off.

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That's very true.

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Shaun...

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Did Carly tell you she
just wants to be friends?

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Or are you talking about
someone else?

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Hey, sorry to interrupt.

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I'm... I'm looking
for my dad. Mm.

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I just... I'm here visiting,
and I locked mys... Yes. Okay.

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Dr. Park is not here,

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and we're discussing
something important.

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Right. Sorry.

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Kellan, your dad's in surgery.

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It could be a couple hours.

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Thanks.

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Shaun.

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That was a little harsh.

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We're talking
about your love life.

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Talking about
my love life is important.

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It helps clear my head

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so I can focus on the medicine.

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Intracranial hypotension.

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It is consistent
with Alice's headaches

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and dizziness getting worse
when she's upright.

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And a leak in spinal fluid
can be triggered

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by severe intracranial
pressure during childbirth.

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To confirm I'm right,

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we need to insert a lumbar
drain into Alice's spine,

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infuse her with fluid,
and see if her symptoms improve.

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But if you're wrong,

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she'll have an
excruciating headache,

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massive brain pressure,
temporary vision loss...

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She'll give her consent.

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It's a reasonable diagnosis,

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and the patient's desperate
for an answer.

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Can you do the procedure alone?

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Only one doctor is needed
to insert a lumbar drain,

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and I have a time-sensitive
matter to take care of.

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Sure.

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You okay?
You look okay.

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I'm fine.

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Your text said
it was urgent, a...

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My text said it was
"time sensitive."

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I have to get back to work

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before my lunch break is over.

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I was at work, too, Shaun.

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I know we left things
in a weird place,

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but now is not a good time.

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The pinto beans
are next to the tomatoes.

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That is not
in alphabetical order.

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There's more.

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The toilet paper
is in the wrong direction.

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The way you like it.

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You got angry
when we were roommates

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because I sometimes
couldn't accept

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your way of doing things.

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But I can learn to accept things

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I'm not comfortable with.

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This is not bothering me at all.

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I can deal with your messiness

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and neediness

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and selfishness...

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Stop.

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Your way of proving

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that you're flexible
and attentive to my needs

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is to pull me away from work

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with no notice,

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make me drive
all the way across town,

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just so you can show me you
un-alphabetized your beans?

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Doesn't that seem a little...

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Inconsistent?

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Oh.

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That is a good point.

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I should have waited
until evening,

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when you are done with work.

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We can discuss this later.

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I have to get back
to the hospital.

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Resecting necrotic tissue
around the annulus.

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Dr. Reznick,
trim down the patch from the pericardium.

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The infection caused a fistula,

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and we need to remove it.

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Repair the annular defect
with a pericardial patch.

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He's gonna have
permanent heart damage.

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The guy survives IV drugs,
Hep C, hard time

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and gets taken down
by a cactus spike

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on his road to redemption.

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That's... ironic.

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Predictable.

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He ignored dangerous symptoms

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because he wanted to be
a tough guy for those kids.

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He's trying to keep them
from repeating his mistakes.

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It's admirable.

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Narcissistic waste of time.

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You can't undo
a lifetime of abandonment

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with a couple weeks
in the woods.

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The kids are all still here,
aren't they?

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Finish the closure
of the fistula tract

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with pledgeted sutures.

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Park.

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I need you to come with me.

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Now?

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Go. We got this.

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Security agreed to let us
keep this between us.

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No need to call the cops.

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Everyone needs to chill.

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We weren't cooking meth
in the dumpster.

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You have any idea how many
people die from vaping pot?

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What were you thinking?

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We'll give you two some space.

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You. With me.

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You have asthma, Kellan.

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I know you're not this stupid.

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Heart rate's tachy at 148.
Systolic's in the 200s.

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I removed the drain
a half-hour ago.

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I was wrong.
My idea made things worse.

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We need to do a lumbar
puncture to relieve the built-up fluid.

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But it didn't make her worse

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the way it should have
made her worse.

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She should have a headache
or upward brain herniation.

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Heart rate should be low.

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Something is causing her heart
to beat too hard, too fast.

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Mm. I missed something...

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Shaun, you need to give her

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a 10-milligram bolus
of labetalol now,

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or she is going to die.

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I missed something.

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Shaun!

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Mommy?

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Alice?

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There was significant tissue
damage from the infection,

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but it should be manageable
with medication

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and some modifications
to your diet.

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So... no more
Flamin' Hot Cheetos?

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That's not a thing any
self-respecting adult should eat.

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You'll need long-term
follow-up with a cardiologist,

262
00:12:28,281 --> 00:12:30,250
beta-blockers, ACE inhibitors...

263
00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:34,087
What'd you do?

264
00:12:36,223 --> 00:12:39,759
Mr. Reed was found vaping THC
on hospital grounds.

265
00:12:39,793 --> 00:12:42,395
I'm emancipated,
so I'm basically an adult.

266
00:12:42,429 --> 00:12:43,864
You're only emancipated

267
00:12:43,897 --> 00:12:47,400
'cause your parents do even
dumber stuff than you do.

268
00:12:47,434 --> 00:12:49,036
Thanks for letting me know.

269
00:12:49,069 --> 00:12:51,504
There'll be consequences
for his behavior.

270
00:12:51,538 --> 00:12:53,173
Starting with an apology.

271
00:12:53,206 --> 00:12:54,808
And not some smartass one,
either.

272
00:12:54,842 --> 00:12:57,544
Uh, Mr. Keeler,
your hand is swollen.

273
00:12:57,577 --> 00:12:58,937
I need to take a look
at your feet.

274
00:13:00,113 --> 00:13:01,581
Less than a hundred milliliters.

275
00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:02,816
What's wrong with his piss?

276
00:13:02,850 --> 00:13:03,984
Max.

277
00:13:04,017 --> 00:13:05,418
What's going on?

278
00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:07,620
We're gonna need to run
some additional tests.

279
00:13:07,654 --> 00:13:10,757
We've done a lumbar puncture
to remove the excess fluid

280
00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:12,535
and bring your spinal pressure
back to normal.

281
00:13:12,559 --> 00:13:14,261
When will she be able
to go home?

282
00:13:14,294 --> 00:13:15,829
I'm not going home.

283
00:13:19,833 --> 00:13:22,135
Honey, their test
just about killed you.

284
00:13:22,169 --> 00:13:24,271
In front of your daughter.

285
00:13:24,304 --> 00:13:26,473
She wasn't supposed to be here.

286
00:13:26,506 --> 00:13:28,746
That's because you told me
you were visiting your sister.

287
00:13:30,978 --> 00:13:33,013
Since when do we lie to each other,
Alice?

288
00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:40,954
You have to stop
doing this to yourself.

289
00:13:40,988 --> 00:13:42,755
They're only gonna confirm
the same diagnosis

290
00:13:42,789 --> 00:13:44,257
you've already been given.

291
00:13:45,725 --> 00:13:47,794
You said you don't
have a diagnosis.

292
00:13:52,065 --> 00:13:54,034
They told her she has
idiopathic dysautonomia

293
00:13:54,067 --> 00:13:55,869
six months ago.

294
00:13:55,903 --> 00:13:58,305
It was confirmed
by two other doctors.

295
00:13:58,338 --> 00:13:59,648
You left it out
of your medical records?

296
00:13:59,672 --> 00:14:01,674
"Idiopathic" is just
a doctor's fancy way

297
00:14:01,708 --> 00:14:03,719
of saying that they don't know
why I'm sick or how to fix it.

298
00:14:03,743 --> 00:14:05,946
You haven't given
the treatments a chance.

299
00:14:05,979 --> 00:14:09,249
Because even on them,
I can barely sit up most of the time.

300
00:14:12,285 --> 00:14:13,853
Ruby deserves a mother

301
00:14:13,887 --> 00:14:16,156
who can teach her
how to do a cartwheel...

302
00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:19,893
...and scoop her up when
she's having a nightmare.

303
00:14:19,927 --> 00:14:21,528
She deserves a mother
who's around.

304
00:14:29,502 --> 00:14:30,971
Ruby...

305
00:14:33,106 --> 00:14:35,708
...doesn't need to learn
how to do a cartwheel.

306
00:14:35,742 --> 00:14:38,478
She needs you to watch her,
cheer her on.

307
00:14:38,511 --> 00:14:42,082
And lay down next to her
when she's scared.

308
00:14:42,115 --> 00:14:45,352
And eat the cookies she bakes
and pretend to be enjoying them.

309
00:14:48,055 --> 00:14:50,190
You're a great mother.

310
00:14:50,223 --> 00:14:52,892
And...

311
00:14:52,926 --> 00:14:56,229
There's good
in the life we have.

312
00:14:56,263 --> 00:14:57,330
And you're missing it

313
00:14:58,365 --> 00:15:00,767
by constantly searching
for something better.

314
00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:02,202
Something that may not exist.

315
00:15:11,144 --> 00:15:13,146
Are you feeling overheated?

316
00:15:14,714 --> 00:15:15,782
No.

317
00:15:18,685 --> 00:15:19,686
Scared?

318
00:15:21,288 --> 00:15:23,532
No, I'm feeling sad that my
husband thinks there's no hope.

319
00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:24,591
You are sweating.

320
00:15:24,624 --> 00:15:27,727
Sweat is a response
to fear, not sadness.

321
00:15:29,129 --> 00:15:31,431
Your temperature is normal.

322
00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:36,103
You may have an adrenal tumor.

323
00:15:37,470 --> 00:15:38,938
Is that good?
Yes.

324
00:15:38,972 --> 00:15:40,473
Tumors can be removed.

325
00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:54,754
I'm not mad.

326
00:15:56,089 --> 00:15:57,124
I'm a little mad.

327
00:15:57,157 --> 00:15:59,326
But I want to understand
what's going on.

328
00:15:59,359 --> 00:16:00,727
Dad, not now.

329
00:16:00,760 --> 00:16:02,729
I mean, it's not like you
to be this reckless

330
00:16:02,762 --> 00:16:04,631
with your health, your future.

331
00:16:06,099 --> 00:16:07,100
I can't...

332
00:16:08,568 --> 00:16:10,070
Kel, are you having
an asthma attack?

333
00:16:10,103 --> 00:16:11,171
Where's your inhaler?

334
00:16:11,204 --> 00:16:12,572
I don't... It's...

335
00:16:12,605 --> 00:16:14,007
It's not the asthma.

336
00:16:14,041 --> 00:16:15,108
What is it?

337
00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:18,011
Tell me what you're feeling.

338
00:16:18,045 --> 00:16:19,846
My heart's...
Beating fast.

339
00:16:21,814 --> 00:16:23,350
Do you feel dizzy?

340
00:16:23,383 --> 00:16:26,019
Like the walls are closing in?

341
00:16:26,053 --> 00:16:27,587
I think you're having
a panic attack.

342
00:16:28,588 --> 00:16:29,622
Take a deep breath.

343
00:16:29,656 --> 00:16:32,625
One, two, three...

344
00:16:32,659 --> 00:16:34,694
Now out.

345
00:16:35,662 --> 00:16:37,597
Keep breathing.

346
00:16:42,969 --> 00:16:44,204
Good.

347
00:16:47,507 --> 00:16:48,708
Does this happen a lot?

348
00:16:54,314 --> 00:16:57,284
I know vaping is stupid, but...

349
00:17:01,054 --> 00:17:02,789
It helps this feeling go away.

350
00:17:11,198 --> 00:17:12,832
Hey, give it back, asshat!

351
00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:13,966
Victor, Max!

352
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:15,302
Cut it out.

353
00:17:15,335 --> 00:17:16,869
Mr. Keeler.

354
00:17:16,903 --> 00:17:18,838
We have some test results
we need to discuss.

355
00:17:18,871 --> 00:17:20,307
In private.

356
00:17:20,340 --> 00:17:22,509
Whatever you have to say to him,
you can say to us.

357
00:17:22,542 --> 00:17:23,776
Oh, wish you could.

358
00:17:23,810 --> 00:17:26,012
Would love your input.

359
00:17:26,045 --> 00:17:28,681
But, clearly,
you're far too busy watching...

360
00:17:28,715 --> 00:17:29,916
Pimple-popping videos.

361
00:17:32,185 --> 00:17:33,186
Go away.

362
00:17:45,098 --> 00:17:46,533
The damage to your heart

363
00:17:46,566 --> 00:17:49,102
temporarily cut off blood
flow to your kidneys.

364
00:17:49,136 --> 00:17:51,771
They were already weak
and couldn't handle the stress.

365
00:17:52,872 --> 00:17:55,375
You've progressed
to complete renal failure.

366
00:17:55,408 --> 00:17:57,177
I'm sorry.

367
00:17:57,210 --> 00:17:58,578
You'll need a transplant.

368
00:17:58,611 --> 00:18:01,581
But dialysis can keep you going
until a matching donor is found.

369
00:18:03,616 --> 00:18:07,053
I'm guessing
a guy with a bad heart

370
00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:10,423
and damaged liver,
history of hepatitis

371
00:18:10,457 --> 00:18:12,024
isn't first up.

372
00:18:13,893 --> 00:18:16,863
Your best bet is to
find a living donor,

373
00:18:16,896 --> 00:18:18,465
most likely, a family member.

374
00:18:19,666 --> 00:18:22,569
I'm an addict...

375
00:18:22,602 --> 00:18:27,174
Who stole and lied like one
and then went to prison.

376
00:18:27,207 --> 00:18:29,276
My Christmas card list
is pretty short.

377
00:18:31,511 --> 00:18:33,913
We'll connect you with
our transplant coordinator.

378
00:18:33,946 --> 00:18:35,848
She'll help you
reach out to family

379
00:18:35,882 --> 00:18:37,917
and answer any
questions they may have.

380
00:18:41,288 --> 00:18:43,356
Should've taken those twerps
sailing.

381
00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:56,135
Her husband's not wrong, Shaun.

382
00:18:56,169 --> 00:18:58,405
Sometimes, people need to accept

383
00:18:58,438 --> 00:19:00,115
that things are
as good as they're gonna get

384
00:19:00,139 --> 00:19:01,441
and make peace with it.

385
00:19:02,542 --> 00:19:05,278
Wanting more can only lead

386
00:19:05,312 --> 00:19:07,514
to disappointment
and heartbreak.

387
00:19:12,519 --> 00:19:15,087
What good does it do to give up

388
00:19:15,121 --> 00:19:17,490
if you're already heartbroken?

389
00:19:24,464 --> 00:19:25,965
Hmm.

390
00:19:25,998 --> 00:19:27,867
You were right.
No tumor.

391
00:19:31,404 --> 00:19:33,005
Well, you were also right.

392
00:19:35,642 --> 00:19:36,676
The bright color.

393
00:19:36,709 --> 00:19:38,945
It means there is
an increase in the uptake

394
00:19:38,978 --> 00:19:41,381
of radioactive material
in the medullary space.

395
00:19:41,414 --> 00:19:44,351
Which is enlarged
and overproducing adrenaline,

396
00:19:44,384 --> 00:19:46,686
so the gland itself
is acting like a tumor.

397
00:19:48,888 --> 00:19:50,523
We have a new diagnosis.

398
00:19:58,998 --> 00:20:00,900
The quiet
is a nice change of pace.

399
00:20:02,335 --> 00:20:04,404
I told the boys to get some air,

400
00:20:04,437 --> 00:20:07,607
try to avoid committing more
criminal offenses on hospital grounds.

401
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:12,111
I know they can be
annoying and loud

402
00:20:12,144 --> 00:20:13,580
and constantly in the way,

403
00:20:13,613 --> 00:20:16,115
but I can't make them leave.

404
00:20:16,148 --> 00:20:17,417
Want me to give it a shot?

405
00:20:18,585 --> 00:20:19,852
I'd like to see that, actually.

406
00:20:21,087 --> 00:20:23,290
Nah, they just scared.

407
00:20:23,323 --> 00:20:26,493
They think if they
leave, then...

408
00:20:26,526 --> 00:20:28,495
I'll be the latest
in a long line of people

409
00:20:28,528 --> 00:20:30,263
they didn't have a chance
to say goodbye to.

410
00:20:33,232 --> 00:20:34,534
Wes?

411
00:20:35,635 --> 00:20:36,836
Code blue!

412
00:20:45,578 --> 00:20:48,080
You do not have
idiopathic dysautonomia.

413
00:20:48,114 --> 00:20:49,316
You have a rare condition

414
00:20:49,349 --> 00:20:52,151
called bilateral adrenal
medullary hyperplasia.

415
00:20:52,184 --> 00:20:55,087
Unfortunately, Alice,
there's only one cure for this condition,

416
00:20:55,121 --> 00:20:57,324
and that's to remove
your adrenal glands.

417
00:20:57,357 --> 00:20:59,101
You would need to be on
steroid replacement therapy

418
00:20:59,125 --> 00:21:00,192
for the rest of your life.

419
00:21:00,226 --> 00:21:02,161
And that comes with a
whole new set of symptoms.

420
00:21:02,194 --> 00:21:04,196
Fragile bones,
high blood pressure,

421
00:21:04,230 --> 00:21:06,265
G.I. issues,
mood disorders,

422
00:21:06,299 --> 00:21:08,801
increased chance of diabetes,
serious infections.

423
00:21:10,102 --> 00:21:12,372
I-I understand.
I want to do it.

424
00:21:12,405 --> 00:21:16,208
Medullary hyperplasia is
not terminal or progressive.

425
00:21:16,242 --> 00:21:18,645
You could have
a normal life expectancy

426
00:21:18,678 --> 00:21:19,946
in your current condition.

427
00:21:19,979 --> 00:21:22,181
My "current condition"
is pathetic.

428
00:21:22,214 --> 00:21:23,450
I'm having the surgery.

429
00:21:23,483 --> 00:21:24,751
Alice.

430
00:21:24,784 --> 00:21:26,586
This could kill you.

431
00:21:30,022 --> 00:21:31,991
I love you.

432
00:21:32,024 --> 00:21:33,860
I won't risk your life.

433
00:21:37,163 --> 00:21:39,231
If you insist on
going through with this...

434
00:21:42,702 --> 00:21:44,270
Ruby and I are leaving.

435
00:21:50,877 --> 00:21:54,747
If you love her,
you shouldn't leave her.

436
00:21:54,781 --> 00:21:56,949
It's not her fault she's sick.

437
00:21:56,983 --> 00:21:59,318
And she just wants
to make things better.

438
00:21:59,352 --> 00:22:01,020
- It isn't fair.
- Shaun.

439
00:22:01,053 --> 00:22:03,790
There is nothing worse than
losing the person you love.

440
00:22:05,425 --> 00:22:07,794
I'm sorry. This isn't
Dr. Murphy's call.

441
00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:09,496
Nor is it mine.

442
00:22:09,529 --> 00:22:11,631
We'll give you two some time.

443
00:22:16,503 --> 00:22:17,870
He's right.

444
00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:23,009
I-I can't lose you and Ruby.

445
00:22:23,042 --> 00:22:25,044
I won't do it. I won't...
I won't do the surgery.

446
00:22:36,055 --> 00:22:38,825
Wes suffered
major cardiac damage.

447
00:22:38,858 --> 00:22:40,593
We can't solve one
problem with this guy

448
00:22:40,627 --> 00:22:41,861
before the next one hits.

449
00:22:41,894 --> 00:22:44,631
He's stable now,
but his heart can't handle

450
00:22:44,664 --> 00:22:46,733
the fluid volume shifts
of standard dialysis.

451
00:22:46,766 --> 00:22:48,811
So the only thing keeping
him alive will also kill him.

452
00:22:48,835 --> 00:22:50,603
We could put him
on low-flow dialysis.

453
00:22:50,637 --> 00:22:52,204
Keep him in the ICU
'round the clock.

454
00:22:52,238 --> 00:22:53,706
That'll buy him a little time.

455
00:22:53,740 --> 00:22:55,608
Very little.

456
00:22:55,642 --> 00:22:57,610
Call UNOS. See if
they'll move him up the list.

457
00:22:57,644 --> 00:22:58,921
Where are we
with family members?

458
00:22:58,945 --> 00:23:00,813
Two of Wes' cousins
agreed to be tested.

459
00:23:00,847 --> 00:23:02,515
We're waiting on
the results. Good.

460
00:23:02,549 --> 00:23:05,384
Get on the phone with
any other family you can find.

461
00:23:05,418 --> 00:23:07,830
Tell them if their man doesn't get
a kidney in the next couple days,

462
00:23:07,854 --> 00:23:10,490
they should make arrangements
to say their goodbyes.

463
00:23:23,903 --> 00:23:26,305
New kicks won't help
you outrun me.

464
00:23:27,440 --> 00:23:30,743
Um, they're recipes.

465
00:23:30,777 --> 00:23:31,844
From Dash.

466
00:23:31,878 --> 00:23:34,113
Well, from Kayla.

467
00:23:34,146 --> 00:23:35,915
Kayla by way of Dash.

468
00:23:35,948 --> 00:23:37,116
It's complicated.

469
00:23:41,988 --> 00:23:43,456
He asked me on a date.

470
00:23:52,565 --> 00:23:53,600
What did you say?

471
00:23:53,633 --> 00:23:56,102
Nothing. I stammered,
and then I fled.

472
00:24:02,441 --> 00:24:03,710
What did you want to say?

473
00:24:03,743 --> 00:24:06,312
Ohh. I don't know.

474
00:24:10,016 --> 00:24:11,350
Shaun was right.

475
00:24:13,152 --> 00:24:15,354
Coming home to an empty
apartment really sucks.

476
00:24:19,325 --> 00:24:20,993
I...

477
00:24:21,027 --> 00:24:23,730
Used men to make me feel better.

478
00:24:23,763 --> 00:24:25,798
Most of them didn't mind.

479
00:24:25,832 --> 00:24:27,734
But...

480
00:24:27,767 --> 00:24:30,402
I...

481
00:24:30,436 --> 00:24:34,106
Don't trust myself not to hurt
someone I care about.

482
00:24:38,645 --> 00:24:40,913
Claire, it's not
that complicated.

483
00:24:42,281 --> 00:24:45,151
You lit up this morning
when you saw him.

484
00:24:46,919 --> 00:24:48,655
He seems to make you happy.

485
00:24:52,625 --> 00:24:54,293
You deserve to be happy.

486
00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:15,381
Mmm.

487
00:25:17,850 --> 00:25:19,018
How you feeling?

488
00:25:20,419 --> 00:25:22,689
I'm not high,
if that's what you're asking.

489
00:25:22,722 --> 00:25:24,090
It's not.

490
00:25:26,425 --> 00:25:29,495
You know, earlier in the car,

491
00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:31,230
I pushed too hard,

492
00:25:32,198 --> 00:25:34,400
made you feel cornered.

493
00:25:34,433 --> 00:25:35,668
I'm sorry.

494
00:25:37,236 --> 00:25:38,504
You didn't know.

495
00:25:42,809 --> 00:25:44,343
I, uh...

496
00:25:44,376 --> 00:25:46,012
I talked to your mom.

497
00:25:47,714 --> 00:25:49,015
Is she totally freaking out?

498
00:25:49,048 --> 00:25:50,182
She's concerned.

499
00:25:50,216 --> 00:25:54,520
And we talked about
finding a therapist in Phoenix

500
00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:58,090
who specializes
in treating anxiety.

501
00:25:59,659 --> 00:26:02,328
So you're pawning me off
on a total stranger?

502
00:26:02,361 --> 00:26:03,896
No. No. I...

503
00:26:07,133 --> 00:26:08,801
I thought you'd be
more comfortable

504
00:26:08,835 --> 00:26:10,269
talking to someone who's not...

505
00:26:11,270 --> 00:26:14,140
She said you've been
pretty withdrawn lately.

506
00:26:19,411 --> 00:26:23,549
I know things between
your mom and I are a little...

507
00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:24,751
Screwed up?

508
00:26:27,787 --> 00:26:28,788
Unsettled.

509
00:26:30,389 --> 00:26:32,558
Is that making you feel anxious?

510
00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:34,727
No.

511
00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:35,895
It's not you.

512
00:26:38,330 --> 00:26:39,899
It's nothing.
It's... It's okay.

513
00:26:39,932 --> 00:26:41,868
No, it's obviously not.

514
00:26:43,936 --> 00:26:46,105
Some of this is on you.

515
00:26:46,138 --> 00:26:47,874
You know, every time we talk,

516
00:26:47,907 --> 00:26:49,742
you don't tell me anything
about your life.

517
00:26:49,776 --> 00:26:51,253
That's because you don't
want to know anything.

518
00:26:51,277 --> 00:26:52,578
That's not true!

519
00:26:54,747 --> 00:26:57,516
You're busy saving patients
a hundred hours a week.

520
00:26:59,085 --> 00:27:01,329
You don't want to feel guilty
about being a thousand miles away.

521
00:27:01,353 --> 00:27:04,757
You just want to know
that I'm okay.

522
00:27:04,791 --> 00:27:06,893
So I say I'm okay.

523
00:27:16,168 --> 00:27:18,237
Ew!

524
00:27:18,270 --> 00:27:19,305
That's annoying.

525
00:27:21,107 --> 00:27:22,742
Can you do that some place else?

526
00:27:22,775 --> 00:27:26,345
I'm trying to find a better
solution for my patient.

527
00:27:26,378 --> 00:27:28,114
Your patient
is being discharged.

528
00:27:28,147 --> 00:27:29,882
I'm trying to get a kidney
for a dying guy.

529
00:27:29,916 --> 00:27:31,818
You're watching gross videos.

530
00:27:31,851 --> 00:27:33,385
I'm waiting to hear back
from UNOS.

531
00:27:35,321 --> 00:27:36,522
Ew!

532
00:27:41,694 --> 00:27:43,996
Do you prefer
being called or texted?

533
00:27:44,030 --> 00:27:45,597
Neither.

534
00:27:45,631 --> 00:27:48,768
Do you like surprises or
do you find them irritating?

535
00:27:48,801 --> 00:27:50,669
I find this irritating.

536
00:27:50,703 --> 00:27:52,071
It's research.

537
00:27:52,104 --> 00:27:53,639
Lea said we can't be together

538
00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:56,608
because she is too needy and
selfish to deal with my issues.

539
00:27:56,642 --> 00:27:58,153
You are the most
selfish person I know,

540
00:27:58,177 --> 00:27:59,812
so you are a good subject.

541
00:28:04,884 --> 00:28:08,254
Lea's right.
She is needy and selfish.

542
00:28:08,287 --> 00:28:10,156
Find someone who loves you
the way you are.

543
00:28:12,191 --> 00:28:15,261
People always say that,
but shouldn't we be with someone

544
00:28:15,294 --> 00:28:18,130
who makes us a better
version of ourselves?

545
00:28:22,701 --> 00:28:23,702
Maybe.

546
00:28:26,172 --> 00:28:28,440
But trying not to be autistic
won't make you better.

547
00:28:45,057 --> 00:28:47,359
I'm sorry you still don't
feel good, Mommy.

548
00:28:47,393 --> 00:28:49,361
Well, I'll feel better
when I'm home.

549
00:28:49,395 --> 00:28:51,697
Eating those delicious cookies
that you make for me.

550
00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:54,733
You don't have to go home.

551
00:28:54,767 --> 00:28:56,402
I invented a better surgery.

552
00:28:56,435 --> 00:28:58,871
Instead of removing
both your adrenal glands,

553
00:28:58,905 --> 00:29:02,541
we can just squeeze out the
hyperplastic medullary part...

554
00:29:02,574 --> 00:29:03,910
Like popping a pimple.

555
00:29:04,944 --> 00:29:06,846
You "invented" a surgery?

556
00:29:06,879 --> 00:29:09,015
Dr. Murphy's come up
with a surgical plan

557
00:29:09,048 --> 00:29:11,483
that could curb overproduction
of your hormones

558
00:29:11,517 --> 00:29:13,152
while leaving you
some adrenal function.

559
00:29:13,185 --> 00:29:14,262
What are the chances it'll work?

560
00:29:14,286 --> 00:29:16,355
Oh, we don't know.

561
00:29:16,388 --> 00:29:17,890
Since it's never
been done before,

562
00:29:17,924 --> 00:29:19,491
it's difficult
to predict the outcome,

563
00:29:19,525 --> 00:29:22,694
but it is a safe
and viable treatment option.

564
00:29:37,609 --> 00:29:38,978
Is Wes dying?

565
00:29:47,987 --> 00:29:49,956
We're doing everything
we can to help him.

566
00:29:49,989 --> 00:29:52,391
I snuck a look at his chart
when no one was around.

567
00:29:52,424 --> 00:29:54,126
You know that's a crime, right?

568
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:55,294
Only a misdemeanor.

569
00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:00,199
You should talk to Wes.

570
00:30:05,237 --> 00:30:06,839
We all got tested.

571
00:30:08,507 --> 00:30:09,508
I'm a match.

572
00:30:11,477 --> 00:30:12,879
I'm gonna give Wes my kidney.

573
00:30:26,192 --> 00:30:28,794
We've discussed your offer
at length, Max.

574
00:30:28,827 --> 00:30:33,099
It's incredibly admirable
and generous.

575
00:30:33,132 --> 00:30:34,500
But you're 16.

576
00:30:34,533 --> 00:30:37,136
Living donors have to be
18 years old.

577
00:30:37,169 --> 00:30:38,938
I'm emancipated.

578
00:30:38,971 --> 00:30:40,672
I can give consent for myself.

579
00:30:40,706 --> 00:30:42,308
But it's still
up to the hospital

580
00:30:42,341 --> 00:30:44,243
to decide
if this is a good idea.

581
00:30:44,276 --> 00:30:47,379
We don't feel this is
in your best interest.

582
00:30:49,048 --> 00:30:50,716
Max.

583
00:30:50,749 --> 00:30:54,520
The surgery's much harder
on the donor than the recipient.

584
00:30:54,553 --> 00:30:57,023
You could have postoperative
bleeding or infection.

585
00:30:57,056 --> 00:30:58,824
And it's incredibly painful.

586
00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:01,427
I've been through more crap
than any of you.

587
00:31:01,460 --> 00:31:02,828
I can handle it.

588
00:31:02,861 --> 00:31:04,530
There are also
long-term consequences...

589
00:31:04,563 --> 00:31:06,432
High blood pressure,
renal failure.

590
00:31:06,465 --> 00:31:08,610
If something happens to your other kidney,
you don't have a spare.

591
00:31:08,634 --> 00:31:11,003
I know how to subtract.
I'm cool with it.

592
00:31:11,037 --> 00:31:13,039
And the recovery
is long and hard.

593
00:31:13,072 --> 00:31:16,142
You would need someone to
help you get dressed and bathe

594
00:31:16,175 --> 00:31:17,886
and make sure you take
all your medications.

595
00:31:17,910 --> 00:31:20,947
I've been taking care of
myself just fine for a long time.

596
00:31:24,316 --> 00:31:26,618
Actually, Max,

597
00:31:26,652 --> 00:31:29,855
you've been in juvie
and on drugs.

598
00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:32,258
You're not
taking care of yourself.

599
00:31:35,594 --> 00:31:38,464
Okay, I get it.

600
00:31:38,497 --> 00:31:39,498
I'm a screw-up.

601
00:31:40,532 --> 00:31:42,401
But Wes isn't.

602
00:31:42,434 --> 00:31:46,205
He's bailed me out of jail.

603
00:31:46,238 --> 00:31:47,715
He's picked me up
in the middle of the night

604
00:31:47,739 --> 00:31:49,775
when I was
too messed up to drive.

605
00:31:49,808 --> 00:31:51,843
He's cleaned me up after fights.

606
00:31:54,213 --> 00:31:57,583
He came with me
to my sister's funeral.

607
00:31:59,285 --> 00:32:02,054
If I manage to stay out of jail,

608
00:32:02,088 --> 00:32:04,223
it's because of Wes.

609
00:32:04,256 --> 00:32:07,426
If I'm a halfway decent
father someday,

610
00:32:09,228 --> 00:32:11,063
if I'm not a lost cause,

611
00:32:12,631 --> 00:32:15,567
it's because
Wes never gave up on me.

612
00:32:19,271 --> 00:32:20,606
He shouldn't die

613
00:32:20,639 --> 00:32:23,409
because I made
dumb-ass decisions.

614
00:32:43,195 --> 00:32:44,796
It's your surgery.

615
00:32:44,830 --> 00:32:47,866
And we have the exact same
amount of experience with this.

616
00:32:54,906 --> 00:32:58,410
Free up the medulla along
the inner cortical surface.

617
00:32:58,444 --> 00:33:00,346
Careful not to penetrate
the cortex.

618
00:33:05,151 --> 00:33:07,286
Mm.

619
00:33:07,319 --> 00:33:08,920
Nothing's coming out.

620
00:33:08,954 --> 00:33:11,357
Try using your fingers
to pinch the gland.

621
00:33:11,390 --> 00:33:13,225
Use a circular motion
to coax it out.

622
00:33:16,195 --> 00:33:17,763
I've popped my share of pimples.

623
00:33:45,324 --> 00:33:47,593
That's cool.

624
00:33:49,361 --> 00:33:50,962
One down, one to go.

625
00:33:54,500 --> 00:33:56,602
Wes is like a father to Max.

626
00:33:56,635 --> 00:33:57,712
If he were his actual father,

627
00:33:57,736 --> 00:33:59,214
we wouldn't hesitate
to let him do it.

628
00:33:59,238 --> 00:34:00,372
I think we should.

629
00:34:02,174 --> 00:34:04,009
Me, too.

630
00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:05,511
The little punk got to me.

631
00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:10,549
We've explained all the risks.

632
00:34:10,582 --> 00:34:12,384
Max was unwavering.

633
00:34:14,353 --> 00:34:15,754
I vote yes.

634
00:34:21,693 --> 00:34:23,195
One admirable decision

635
00:34:23,229 --> 00:34:25,297
doesn't wipe away
a lifetime of bad ones.

636
00:34:29,368 --> 00:34:31,002
It's three against one.

637
00:34:35,441 --> 00:34:37,376
This isn't a democracy.

638
00:34:41,947 --> 00:34:43,415
I'll tell the patient.

639
00:34:59,030 --> 00:35:00,566
One of the boys
get into trouble again?

640
00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:02,434
No.

641
00:35:02,468 --> 00:35:04,270
No, they've given you
a reason to be proud.

642
00:35:06,338 --> 00:35:08,940
They all got tested to
see if they were a match.

643
00:35:08,974 --> 00:35:10,276
Max is.

644
00:35:10,309 --> 00:35:11,977
He wants to give you his kidney.

645
00:35:16,448 --> 00:35:18,950
That little turd
is full of surprises.

646
00:35:34,700 --> 00:35:37,703
I can't approve
the transplant, Wes.

647
00:35:39,471 --> 00:35:40,772
I'm sorry.

648
00:35:43,675 --> 00:35:46,478
Max is a good kid.

649
00:35:46,512 --> 00:35:50,216
He's gonna make a good man
one day, thanks to you.

650
00:35:50,249 --> 00:35:52,150
But, for now,

651
00:35:52,184 --> 00:35:54,620
he still needs grown-ups
to have his back.

652
00:35:54,653 --> 00:35:55,887
The risks to his health...

653
00:35:55,921 --> 00:35:56,955
It's okay.

654
00:36:02,994 --> 00:36:04,630
It...

655
00:36:04,663 --> 00:36:06,465
It's the right call.

656
00:36:12,404 --> 00:36:15,974
It's my job to save those kids.

657
00:36:16,007 --> 00:36:17,576
Not the other way around.

658
00:36:21,046 --> 00:36:22,481
You're still on the UNOS list.

659
00:36:24,115 --> 00:36:26,184
We'll keep reaching out
to your family.

660
00:36:26,218 --> 00:36:27,686
We're not giving up.

661
00:36:34,660 --> 00:36:39,498
I need you to do
one other thing for me.

662
00:36:57,416 --> 00:36:59,117
Sorry to interrupt.

663
00:36:59,150 --> 00:37:00,519
It's okay.

664
00:37:00,552 --> 00:37:02,888
No one's probably
listening anyway.

665
00:37:15,066 --> 00:37:16,535
Your kidney's not a match.

666
00:37:18,937 --> 00:37:21,139
They said I was.

667
00:37:21,172 --> 00:37:23,775
Your blood and tissue type
were good.

668
00:37:23,809 --> 00:37:25,777
But the serum crossmatch showed

669
00:37:25,811 --> 00:37:29,915
that Wes produces antibodies
in reaction to your cells.

670
00:37:29,948 --> 00:37:32,050
His body
would reject your kidney.

671
00:37:34,553 --> 00:37:36,288
I'm sorry.

672
00:37:39,425 --> 00:37:41,793
Figures.

673
00:37:41,827 --> 00:37:43,495
I can't do
one stupid thing right.

674
00:37:43,529 --> 00:37:45,096
That's not true.

675
00:37:46,532 --> 00:37:48,300
You did everything you could.

676
00:37:50,902 --> 00:37:52,270
Wes is so proud of you.

677
00:38:23,034 --> 00:38:24,470
Any dizziness or nausea?

678
00:38:24,503 --> 00:38:26,805
No.
No headaches, either.

679
00:38:26,838 --> 00:38:28,840
You need to try
getting out of bed

680
00:38:28,874 --> 00:38:30,742
to see if your symptoms return.

681
00:38:30,776 --> 00:38:31,810
She ready for that?

682
00:38:31,843 --> 00:38:33,679
No cartwheels yet,
but hopefully.

683
00:38:52,998 --> 00:38:54,032
How's it feel?

684
00:38:57,536 --> 00:38:58,604
Room's not spinning.

685
00:38:58,637 --> 00:39:00,439
Mommy!
You're all better!

686
00:39:00,472 --> 00:39:03,041
Whoa!
Careful, sweet pea.

687
00:39:03,074 --> 00:39:05,143
Mama's still recovering.

688
00:39:07,679 --> 00:39:09,381
I'm okay.

689
00:39:11,883 --> 00:39:12,984
Ooh!

690
00:39:25,864 --> 00:39:28,066
Here's the Big Dipper.

691
00:39:28,099 --> 00:39:30,135
If you extend a straight line
through these two,

692
00:39:30,168 --> 00:39:33,204
this bright star is Polaris.

693
00:39:33,238 --> 00:39:34,706
All of our phones
have compass apps.

694
00:39:34,740 --> 00:39:37,342
Hey, just shut up and listen.

695
00:39:37,375 --> 00:39:38,544
This crap's important.

696
00:39:40,111 --> 00:39:42,548
Polaris is your true north.

697
00:39:44,249 --> 00:39:47,318
You keep your eye on that,
you're gonna find your way out

698
00:39:47,352 --> 00:39:48,887
of whatever mess
you've gotten into.

699
00:40:08,907 --> 00:40:11,076
♪ There's a light

700
00:40:15,514 --> 00:40:17,215
♪ Certain kind of light

701
00:40:17,248 --> 00:40:19,184
O... kay.

702
00:40:19,217 --> 00:40:20,486
All right.
Mm.

703
00:40:20,519 --> 00:40:21,953
♪ Never shone on me

704
00:40:26,291 --> 00:40:27,826
♪ Want my life to be

705
00:40:27,859 --> 00:40:29,294
That's, uh...

706
00:40:29,327 --> 00:40:30,762
Even worse than it looks.

707
00:40:32,731 --> 00:40:34,566
It's so bad.
It's so bad!

708
00:40:36,001 --> 00:40:37,769
Mm.
Cooks, we are not.

709
00:40:40,105 --> 00:40:42,608
♪ And there's a way

710
00:40:45,744 --> 00:40:47,045
♪ Everybody say

711
00:40:47,078 --> 00:40:48,847
I think we should go on a date.

712
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:49,881
A real date.

713
00:40:51,182 --> 00:40:53,752
Shaun, I already said no.

714
00:40:53,785 --> 00:40:57,088
Yes, because you think there
are problems that can't be fixed.

715
00:40:57,122 --> 00:40:59,090
But I am very good
at solving problems.

716
00:40:59,124 --> 00:41:01,893
I saved a woman today who
nobody thought I could save.

717
00:41:01,927 --> 00:41:03,562
I don't need saving, Shaun.

718
00:41:03,595 --> 00:41:05,430
Okay. I understand.

719
00:41:05,463 --> 00:41:07,132
I can fix this.

720
00:41:07,165 --> 00:41:10,301
Yes. You have to
give me a chance.

721
00:41:10,335 --> 00:41:12,003
You need to let me try.

722
00:41:12,037 --> 00:41:13,605
No. I don't need
to do anything.

723
00:41:13,639 --> 00:41:14,973
You need to listen to me.

724
00:41:15,006 --> 00:41:16,417
No. No... This is
only proving my point.

725
00:41:16,441 --> 00:41:17,876
I have...
I have a plan.

726
00:41:17,909 --> 00:41:19,410
I can fix it!

727
00:41:19,444 --> 00:41:21,146
I-I will fix it!

728
00:41:21,179 --> 00:41:23,815
Shaun, you're autistic.
You can't fix that.

729
00:41:26,685 --> 00:41:29,220
♪ To love somebody

730
00:41:31,356 --> 00:41:33,592
You are who you are.

731
00:41:33,625 --> 00:41:35,160
And I am who I am.

732
00:41:35,193 --> 00:41:39,164
And the two of us
will never work.

733
00:41:39,197 --> 00:41:40,999
♪ I love you

734
00:41:41,032 --> 00:41:43,569
♪ I love you

735
00:41:43,602 --> 00:41:47,606
♪ You don't know what it's like

736
00:41:49,140 --> 00:41:51,109
♪ You never, you never

737
00:41:51,142 --> 00:41:53,044
♪ You don't know what it's like

738
00:41:53,078 --> 00:41:55,947
♪ You never know what it's like

739
00:41:59,050 --> 00:42:02,554
♪ You don't know what it's like

740
00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:06,692
♪ You never, you never

741
00:42:06,725 --> 00:42:08,359
♪ You don't know what it's like

742
00:42:08,393 --> 00:42:10,862
♪ You never know what it's like

743
00:42:13,732 --> 00:42:16,802
♪ To love somebody

744
00:42:16,835 --> 00:42:21,807
♪ Ooh, to love somebody

745
00:42:21,840 --> 00:42:25,644
♪ The way I love you ♪