1 00:00:04,267 --> 00:00:06,068 (SPITS) 2 00:00:09,573 --> 00:00:10,940 (SPITS) 3 00:00:13,210 --> 00:00:15,444 (LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS) 4 00:00:21,751 --> 00:00:23,919 (LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS) 5 00:00:28,489 --> 00:00:29,622 (LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS) 6 00:00:29,624 --> 00:00:32,058 Morning, roomie. 7 00:00:32,060 --> 00:00:33,526 Morning, roomie. 8 00:00:33,528 --> 00:00:35,829 I'm going to the market later. You need more apples? 9 00:00:35,831 --> 00:00:39,432 No, but we need more toilet paper. 10 00:00:39,434 --> 00:00:40,934 No prob. 11 00:00:42,482 --> 00:00:44,050 May I? 12 00:00:45,351 --> 00:00:46,852 No prob. 13 00:00:46,877 --> 00:00:48,243 (CHUCKLES) 14 00:00:48,268 --> 00:00:50,601 Angel Fluff Plus, two-ply, 15 00:00:50,626 --> 00:00:53,327 unscented, ultra-wide, extra soft. 16 00:00:53,352 --> 00:00:56,053 Two-ply. No prob. 17 00:00:58,686 --> 00:01:00,587 Y-You have to hang the toilet paper 18 00:01:00,589 --> 00:01:02,856 on the dispenser the correct way. 19 00:01:02,858 --> 00:01:05,024 The paper goes over on the top, 20 00:01:05,026 --> 00:01:07,861 not under hanging against the wall. 21 00:01:07,863 --> 00:01:09,329 Sorry, I forgot you like it like that. 22 00:01:09,331 --> 00:01:12,031 I don't "like it like that." 23 00:01:12,033 --> 00:01:14,334 It's "right" like that. 24 00:01:14,336 --> 00:01:15,802 NBD. 25 00:01:17,037 --> 00:01:18,538 It's no big deal. 26 00:01:18,540 --> 00:01:20,206 I got to run. 27 00:01:21,842 --> 00:01:24,109 (DOOR OPENS, CLOSES) 28 00:01:24,819 --> 00:01:29,655 (UP-TEMPO VIOLIN MUSIC PLAYING) 29 00:01:29,680 --> 00:01:30,879 Ms. Kohl? 30 00:01:30,904 --> 00:01:32,604 Hi, I'm Dr. Melendez. 31 00:01:32,629 --> 00:01:34,962 Sorry. I have to practice whenever I can. 32 00:01:34,987 --> 00:01:37,388 I practice whenever I can, too. 33 00:01:37,413 --> 00:01:39,413 We heard you hurt your finger. 34 00:01:39,438 --> 00:01:40,604 Can we take a look? 35 00:01:40,629 --> 00:01:43,196 I got a crappy manicure a couple days ago, 36 00:01:43,198 --> 00:01:45,832 and now my nail looks disgusting. 37 00:01:45,834 --> 00:01:48,101 Paronychia... it's an abscess caused by 38 00:01:48,103 --> 00:01:49,602 a common bacterial infection. 39 00:01:49,604 --> 00:01:51,437 We'll drain it, pack it, and send you home. 40 00:01:51,439 --> 00:01:53,706 In 72 hours, the pain and swelling will be much better, 41 00:01:53,708 --> 00:01:55,474 and you'll be back to Paganini. 42 00:02:00,593 --> 00:02:01,960 Apologize already. 43 00:02:01,985 --> 00:02:04,452 - (CHUCKLES) I did nothing wrong. - So? 44 00:02:04,719 --> 00:02:06,019 You don't want to be iced out 45 00:02:06,021 --> 00:02:08,278 by the future Chief of Surgery forever. 46 00:02:08,657 --> 00:02:11,090 Lim could be Chief, too. Andrews hasn't decided yet. 47 00:02:11,092 --> 00:02:12,926 Hey, Brown, Park. Hustle in. 48 00:02:12,928 --> 00:02:14,727 EMTs are less than a minute out. 49 00:02:14,729 --> 00:02:16,429 Park, make sure Bay 3's good to go. 50 00:02:16,431 --> 00:02:17,463 EMT: 13-year-old female. 51 00:02:17,465 --> 00:02:19,919 Progressively worsening epistaxis. 52 00:02:19,920 --> 00:02:22,955 Bolus on the bus. BP 86/51. 53 00:02:22,957 --> 00:02:24,990 It won't stop! I can't get it to stop! 54 00:02:24,992 --> 00:02:26,792 BRUCE: I got home, and she was calling 911. 55 00:02:26,794 --> 00:02:28,093 Not your first nosebleed, huh, Dad? 56 00:02:28,095 --> 00:02:29,695 Well, these things usually go away on their own, 57 00:02:29,697 --> 00:02:31,797 but Riley claims she's been like this for over an hour. 58 00:02:31,799 --> 00:02:34,800 Ugh! It's not a claim, it's a fact! 59 00:02:34,802 --> 00:02:36,669 Gonna need to get her on a monitor right away 60 00:02:36,671 --> 00:02:38,771 and apply 4% phenylephrine solution. 61 00:02:38,773 --> 00:02:40,706 Gonna need to cauterize the bleed. 62 00:02:40,708 --> 00:02:42,847 It's not my first nosebleed either. 63 00:02:47,214 --> 00:02:50,683 I have my premiere at Davies this weekend, 64 00:02:50,685 --> 00:02:52,284 hence the manicure. 65 00:02:52,286 --> 00:02:55,721 Rosin, beeswax... that stuff is tough to get off. 66 00:02:55,723 --> 00:02:57,189 You play? 67 00:02:57,191 --> 00:02:59,591 I know my way around bow strings. 68 00:02:59,593 --> 00:03:02,594 I dabbled in archery when I was in high school. 69 00:03:02,596 --> 00:03:05,130 I started when I was 5. 70 00:03:05,132 --> 00:03:07,900 I used to hum melodies doing my homework, 71 00:03:07,902 --> 00:03:09,668 eating dinner, taking out the trash. 72 00:03:09,670 --> 00:03:11,904 I wanted to be a train conductor. 73 00:03:11,906 --> 00:03:13,747 Mm, there's still time. 74 00:03:15,909 --> 00:03:17,222 (INHALES SHARPLY) 75 00:03:17,945 --> 00:03:19,845 - Ow. - She's numbed up. 76 00:03:19,847 --> 00:03:23,082 She shouldn't have any pain in her finger. 77 00:03:23,084 --> 00:03:24,416 It's not my finger. 78 00:03:24,418 --> 00:03:26,752 It's further up, by my knuckle. 79 00:03:26,754 --> 00:03:28,420 - (THERMOMETER BEEPING) - No fever. 80 00:03:28,422 --> 00:03:30,255 Any body aches? 81 00:03:30,257 --> 00:03:31,790 Uh, a little. 82 00:03:31,792 --> 00:03:34,326 Playing violin all day stresses out my neck and shoulders. 83 00:03:34,328 --> 00:03:37,496 It's likely tendonitis or mild arthritic pain. 84 00:03:37,498 --> 00:03:39,431 Or it might be flesh-eating bacteria 85 00:03:39,433 --> 00:03:41,500 and we have may have to cut off your finger. 86 00:03:43,670 --> 00:03:54,046 Improved By: FidelPerez Sub Upload Date: November 7, 2018 87 00:03:54,048 --> 00:03:55,314 There's the bleeder, 88 00:03:55,316 --> 00:03:57,362 at the posterior rim of Kiesselbach's plexus. 89 00:03:59,220 --> 00:04:00,652 You called 911? 90 00:04:00,654 --> 00:04:02,121 She did. 91 00:04:03,823 --> 00:04:04,890 How you feeling, baby? 92 00:04:04,892 --> 00:04:05,924 Peachy. 93 00:04:05,926 --> 00:04:07,659 It's a nosebleed. I'm handling it. 94 00:04:07,661 --> 00:04:08,961 She's my kid, too, Bruce. 95 00:04:08,963 --> 00:04:11,396 Bet you couldn't tell they're divorced. 96 00:04:11,398 --> 00:04:13,065 PARK: Well, why don't I take Riley's parents 97 00:04:13,067 --> 00:04:14,233 to the waiting room so we can... 98 00:04:14,235 --> 00:04:15,534 Talk about me. 99 00:04:15,536 --> 00:04:16,902 Adiós. 100 00:04:22,041 --> 00:04:24,543 We need to know. 101 00:04:24,545 --> 00:04:27,880 Shaun, what do we need to do to know for sure? 102 00:04:27,882 --> 00:04:31,083 We need to cut deeper and get a swab. 103 00:04:31,085 --> 00:04:33,352 Fingers have thousands of nerve endings. 104 00:04:33,354 --> 00:04:36,421 Clipping off even the tiniest portion of Jas's finger 105 00:04:36,423 --> 00:04:38,724 could cause permanent damage and be career-ending. 106 00:04:38,726 --> 00:04:41,760 But if it is necrotizing fasciitis 107 00:04:41,762 --> 00:04:44,963 and we do nothing, she could die. 108 00:04:44,965 --> 00:04:47,604 That would also end her career. 109 00:04:48,202 --> 00:04:49,334 True. 110 00:04:49,336 --> 00:04:51,804 But the numbers, Shaun, the data. 111 00:04:51,806 --> 00:04:53,806 There's almost no chance that it's nec fasc. 112 00:04:53,808 --> 00:04:55,541 On the other hand, if we test for it, 113 00:04:55,543 --> 00:04:57,476 we will definitely do damage. 114 00:04:59,913 --> 00:05:01,580 Anything else? 115 00:05:04,250 --> 00:05:07,953 Do you hang your toilet paper going over or under? 116 00:05:10,190 --> 00:05:11,757 Doesn't matter. 117 00:05:13,693 --> 00:05:16,128 STELLA: Before the nosebleeds, it was tummy aches, 118 00:05:16,130 --> 00:05:17,930 insomnia, breathing pain. 119 00:05:17,932 --> 00:05:20,332 Every time, we'd rush her to the pediatrician, 120 00:05:20,334 --> 00:05:22,334 but they couldn't find anything, 121 00:05:22,336 --> 00:05:24,036 so we stopped taking her. 122 00:05:24,038 --> 00:05:25,370 You think she's faking it? 123 00:05:25,372 --> 00:05:28,540 A therapist said it was likely her subconscious way 124 00:05:28,542 --> 00:05:30,409 of trying to get her family back together. 125 00:05:30,411 --> 00:05:32,544 Well, divorce isn't easy for adults. 126 00:05:32,546 --> 00:05:35,013 Why should kids be able to deal with it any better? 127 00:05:35,015 --> 00:05:36,915 She disengaged, 128 00:05:36,917 --> 00:05:41,186 not just from us, but her friends, school. 129 00:05:41,188 --> 00:05:43,088 It's been five years. 130 00:05:43,090 --> 00:05:45,691 She should have found her new normal by now. 131 00:05:46,993 --> 00:05:48,594 (SIGHS) 132 00:05:50,063 --> 00:05:51,430 Looks like someone's doing better. 133 00:05:51,432 --> 00:05:53,298 Nosebleed stopped, 134 00:05:53,300 --> 00:05:55,367 but Riley's nasal membranes are pretty thin. 135 00:05:55,369 --> 00:05:57,569 You should be on the lookout for future bleeds. 136 00:05:58,671 --> 00:06:03,442 Riley, have you been sniffing or snorting any drugs lately? 137 00:06:03,444 --> 00:06:05,310 What? No way. I wouldn't do that. 138 00:06:05,312 --> 00:06:07,613 There's a lot of stuff out there that looks harmless, 139 00:06:07,615 --> 00:06:08,847 - but... - She said no. 140 00:06:12,252 --> 00:06:13,452 Does FLONASE count? 141 00:06:15,455 --> 00:06:16,521 I was coughing. 142 00:06:16,523 --> 00:06:19,191 I had a stuffy nose, itchy throat. 143 00:06:19,193 --> 00:06:20,525 I looked up my symptoms, 144 00:06:20,527 --> 00:06:23,028 because what the hell else was I supposed to do? 145 00:06:23,030 --> 00:06:25,230 Vasomotor rhinitis fit. 146 00:06:25,232 --> 00:06:28,166 So I went to the drug store, and I got some FLONASE. 147 00:06:28,168 --> 00:06:30,936 Misuse of steroid sprays can thin out nasal membranes, 148 00:06:30,938 --> 00:06:32,671 causing terrible nosebleeds. 149 00:06:32,673 --> 00:06:35,040 Quit the FLONASE, you're good to go. 150 00:06:35,042 --> 00:06:36,708 Thank you. 151 00:06:38,044 --> 00:06:40,445 Uh, I need you to take her tonight. 152 00:06:40,447 --> 00:06:43,115 I had to skip a pitch to an important V.C. to get here. 153 00:06:43,117 --> 00:06:44,650 Sorry, didn't mean to take you away 154 00:06:44,652 --> 00:06:46,051 from anything important. 155 00:06:46,053 --> 00:06:47,920 You're provoking her. You know she's an anxious kid. 156 00:06:47,922 --> 00:06:49,788 I'm not anxious, I'm sick. 157 00:06:49,790 --> 00:06:50,956 Could you for once have my back? 158 00:06:50,958 --> 00:06:52,357 - What? - This is your fault. 159 00:06:52,359 --> 00:06:54,159 She's playing us against each other. 160 00:06:54,161 --> 00:06:55,594 (BREATHING RAGGEDLY) 161 00:06:55,596 --> 00:06:56,762 What's wrong? 162 00:06:56,764 --> 00:06:58,230 My breathing, i-it hurts. 163 00:06:58,232 --> 00:06:59,331 Just relax, sweetie. 164 00:06:59,333 --> 00:07:01,199 Just stop, both of you. 165 00:07:01,201 --> 00:07:03,302 (COUGHING) 166 00:07:07,277 --> 00:07:09,111 Vasomotor rhinitis. 167 00:07:09,969 --> 00:07:12,937 That is a pretty unique diagnosis for an 8th grader. 168 00:07:12,939 --> 00:07:14,505 You'll be numb in a minute. 169 00:07:14,507 --> 00:07:15,940 7th. 170 00:07:15,942 --> 00:07:17,675 And I was wrong. 171 00:07:17,677 --> 00:07:18,909 Doesn't matter. 172 00:07:20,111 --> 00:07:21,812 I get what you're going through. 173 00:07:21,814 --> 00:07:24,415 You were smart, popular. 174 00:07:24,417 --> 00:07:25,649 We don't have anything in common. 175 00:07:25,651 --> 00:07:27,818 I was never popular. 176 00:07:29,854 --> 00:07:32,323 I wore hand-me-downs from Goodwill. 177 00:07:32,325 --> 00:07:34,225 I never knew my dad. 178 00:07:34,227 --> 00:07:37,761 My mom was sick. I couldn't rely on her. 179 00:07:37,763 --> 00:07:40,030 You know, kids at that age can be total... 180 00:07:40,032 --> 00:07:41,265 Jerks. 181 00:07:41,267 --> 00:07:43,467 Asshats. Turds. 182 00:07:43,469 --> 00:07:47,071 I wouldn't send my worst enemy back to junior high. 183 00:07:52,444 --> 00:07:55,145 I got so many D's on my report card last year, 184 00:07:55,147 --> 00:07:56,614 I got held back. 185 00:07:58,216 --> 00:08:00,755 Now everyone treats me like I'm stupid. 186 00:08:01,954 --> 00:08:03,592 It's humiliating. (INHALES SHARPLY) 187 00:08:04,543 --> 00:08:05,976 How'd you deal with it? 188 00:08:08,059 --> 00:08:10,160 I said screw it. 189 00:08:10,162 --> 00:08:11,850 They already think I'm bad. 190 00:08:12,465 --> 00:08:15,799 I mess around in class, leave campus, 191 00:08:15,801 --> 00:08:17,601 do whatever the hell I want. 192 00:08:19,371 --> 00:08:22,606 But you're still angry. 193 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:31,715 I didn't let my past define me... 194 00:08:34,686 --> 00:08:39,544 and yours doesn't have to define you. 195 00:08:39,992 --> 00:08:42,593 Repeating a grade doesn't make you... 196 00:08:45,230 --> 00:08:46,764 What? 197 00:08:46,766 --> 00:08:47,931 What's wrong? 198 00:08:47,933 --> 00:08:49,300 Nothing. 199 00:08:49,302 --> 00:08:51,335 There doesn't seem to be any active bleeding. 200 00:08:51,337 --> 00:08:54,238 But I coughed up blood. That was real. 201 00:08:54,240 --> 00:08:57,041 It's possible it's just post-nasal aspiration... 202 00:08:57,043 --> 00:08:59,743 that the blood you coughed up was from the initial nosebleed, 203 00:08:59,745 --> 00:09:03,147 and it went down your throat, into your lungs. 204 00:09:04,849 --> 00:09:07,918 But my chest, it really hurts. 205 00:09:10,356 --> 00:09:11,455 LEA: Hey, Shaun. What's up? 206 00:09:11,457 --> 00:09:13,757 You forgot to put your coffee cup 207 00:09:13,759 --> 00:09:15,793 in the dishwasher before you left. 208 00:09:15,795 --> 00:09:17,394 Sorry, I was in a rush. 209 00:09:17,396 --> 00:09:19,163 And remember, rinse it out 210 00:09:19,165 --> 00:09:21,231 before you put it in the dishwasher. 211 00:09:21,233 --> 00:09:23,534 - Noted. - And on the top rack. 212 00:09:23,536 --> 00:09:25,402 - I got to go. - Me too. 213 00:09:25,404 --> 00:09:29,273 Morgan doesn't want to know what's wrong with our patient. 214 00:09:29,719 --> 00:09:30,974 I find that hard to believe. 215 00:09:30,976 --> 00:09:33,210 They talk about bow strings. 216 00:09:33,212 --> 00:09:35,679 I don't know anything about bow strings. 217 00:09:35,681 --> 00:09:39,049 They should be talking about what's wrong with her. 218 00:09:39,051 --> 00:09:41,685 You can't always know, Shaun. 219 00:09:41,687 --> 00:09:43,587 Sometimes tests aren't worth it. 220 00:09:43,589 --> 00:09:46,223 Sometimes we don't have the right tests. 221 00:09:52,530 --> 00:09:54,598 (DOOR OPENS) 222 00:09:57,403 --> 00:09:58,702 What are you doing in here? 223 00:09:58,704 --> 00:10:02,339 Lea and I disagree about toilet paper. 224 00:10:02,341 --> 00:10:06,744 And you made a good point about finding the right test. 225 00:10:06,746 --> 00:10:08,312 Thanks? 226 00:10:09,547 --> 00:10:12,249 I just did a test. 227 00:10:12,251 --> 00:10:13,650 On toilet paper? 228 00:10:13,652 --> 00:10:16,053 Every toilet paper roll in this restroom 229 00:10:16,055 --> 00:10:18,756 has the paper hanging over, not under, 230 00:10:18,758 --> 00:10:21,925 and they were installed by professionals. 231 00:10:21,927 --> 00:10:23,193 Does it matter? 232 00:10:23,195 --> 00:10:25,562 (CELLPHONE BUZZES) 233 00:10:25,564 --> 00:10:28,265 I-D-G-A... 234 00:10:29,571 --> 00:10:32,269 I think it's an acronym 235 00:10:32,271 --> 00:10:34,938 or maybe even an anagram. 236 00:10:36,174 --> 00:10:40,210 I don't think Lea cares about the toilet paper debate. 237 00:10:40,212 --> 00:10:42,880 It's not a debate. I'm right. 238 00:10:42,882 --> 00:10:45,115 I think you should talk to Lea. 239 00:10:45,117 --> 00:10:46,884 Not text, talk. 240 00:10:49,687 --> 00:10:51,622 Did you talk to Dr. Melendez 241 00:10:51,624 --> 00:10:53,690 after you got in trouble with him? 242 00:10:53,692 --> 00:10:55,759 - No. - Why not? 243 00:10:55,761 --> 00:10:57,995 Because I did nothing wrong. 244 00:10:57,997 --> 00:11:00,697 Because you were right. 245 00:11:00,699 --> 00:11:02,399 - Yeah. - So am I. 246 00:11:04,769 --> 00:11:06,303 (SIGHS) 247 00:11:06,305 --> 00:11:10,007 IRIS: Make sure all four tips are touching the ground 248 00:11:10,009 --> 00:11:11,642 before you take a step. 249 00:11:11,644 --> 00:11:12,843 Well, thank you, Iris. 250 00:11:12,845 --> 00:11:14,645 I never would have figured that out. 251 00:11:14,647 --> 00:11:17,514 I'm required to show you how to use all medical equipment. 252 00:11:17,516 --> 00:11:18,882 (DOORBELL RINGS) 253 00:11:18,884 --> 00:11:21,167 Well, I'm not gonna use it. You want to know why? 254 00:11:21,169 --> 00:11:24,588 - Huh? - Because I'm not gonna use it. 255 00:11:24,590 --> 00:11:26,957 You remind me of my Grandpa Eddie. 256 00:11:26,959 --> 00:11:28,792 So grumpy, so adorable. 257 00:11:28,794 --> 00:11:30,761 See? Look... no hands. 258 00:11:30,763 --> 00:11:31,895 I'm fine. 259 00:11:34,165 --> 00:11:37,201 Uh, chicken soup... heard it's good for the soul. 260 00:11:37,203 --> 00:11:39,169 I wasn't expecting you. Thank you. 261 00:11:39,171 --> 00:11:41,171 That's very thoughtful. 262 00:11:41,173 --> 00:11:43,006 It's... Really, it's no big deal. 263 00:11:43,008 --> 00:11:45,709 I signed up to bring you food at the hospital, 264 00:11:45,711 --> 00:11:47,377 the Meal Train that they set up. 265 00:11:47,379 --> 00:11:49,146 - The Meal Train, yeah. - Yeah. 266 00:11:51,249 --> 00:11:53,684 How... How are you doing today? 267 00:11:53,686 --> 00:11:56,253 Well, today is actually looking up. 268 00:11:56,255 --> 00:11:57,387 Good. 269 00:11:57,389 --> 00:11:59,223 You want to come in and have some soup? 270 00:11:59,225 --> 00:12:02,059 I have other plans. 271 00:12:02,061 --> 00:12:03,060 Ah, yeah. 272 00:12:03,062 --> 00:12:04,828 But, um... 273 00:12:04,830 --> 00:12:07,297 I'm actually free tomorrow. 274 00:12:07,299 --> 00:12:09,266 Do you like lasagna? 275 00:12:09,268 --> 00:12:10,934 I kind of love lasagna. 276 00:12:10,936 --> 00:12:12,436 Great. 277 00:12:12,438 --> 00:12:15,706 Finally get that second date. 278 00:12:15,708 --> 00:12:17,674 - You know, you don't have to... - No, Aaron. 279 00:12:17,676 --> 00:12:19,710 I want to. 280 00:12:19,712 --> 00:12:21,411 Well, then, I want to. 281 00:12:21,413 --> 00:12:22,446 (CHUCKLES) 282 00:12:22,448 --> 00:12:24,081 Okay. Great. 283 00:12:24,083 --> 00:12:25,549 Then, um... 284 00:12:25,551 --> 00:12:27,518 I will see you, then, tomorrow. 285 00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:29,315 I'll see you tomorrow. 286 00:12:29,855 --> 00:12:32,022 (MONITOR BEEPING) 287 00:12:32,024 --> 00:12:35,058 No one dabbles in archery unless they're at summer camp. 288 00:12:35,060 --> 00:12:36,326 How long did you do it? 289 00:12:36,328 --> 00:12:38,729 Seven days a week for seven years. 290 00:12:38,731 --> 00:12:39,963 Why'd you stop? 291 00:12:39,965 --> 00:12:43,467 It was just time to go to college, medical school, 292 00:12:43,469 --> 00:12:44,935 be a grown-up. 293 00:12:44,937 --> 00:12:47,004 It was that easy to just quit? 294 00:12:47,006 --> 00:12:49,907 Archery doesn't fill concert halls or pay the bills. 295 00:12:49,909 --> 00:12:53,443 She has a slight fever, 296 00:12:53,445 --> 00:12:56,346 her rash is spreading, and she has edema. 297 00:12:56,348 --> 00:12:58,849 This is definitely not paronychia. 298 00:12:58,851 --> 00:13:01,418 I know. I've moved on to MRSA. 299 00:13:01,420 --> 00:13:05,222 That's possible, but you should want proof. 300 00:13:05,224 --> 00:13:08,692 If we do an open, deep-tissue biopsy, 301 00:13:08,694 --> 00:13:10,794 we will know for sure if you have flesh-eating... 302 00:13:10,796 --> 00:13:11,962 Shaun. 303 00:13:11,964 --> 00:13:14,131 (BEEPING CONTINUES) 304 00:13:14,133 --> 00:13:17,067 (INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT) 305 00:13:19,938 --> 00:13:21,638 Part of being a good doctor is knowing 306 00:13:21,640 --> 00:13:24,007 when to not scare the crap out of a patient. 307 00:13:24,009 --> 00:13:26,143 I don't think so. 308 00:13:26,145 --> 00:13:28,211 This is your problem, not hers... 309 00:13:28,213 --> 00:13:31,081 your need to be sure, your obsession, y... 310 00:13:31,083 --> 00:13:33,984 We need to cut off a small piece of her finger 311 00:13:33,986 --> 00:13:36,787 so we know if we have to cut off a larger... 312 00:13:36,789 --> 00:13:39,923 Shaun, you're acting like you want to amputate her hand. 313 00:13:39,925 --> 00:13:44,861 No. You're acting like you don't want to amputate her hand. 314 00:13:44,863 --> 00:13:46,296 I don't. 315 00:13:46,298 --> 00:13:50,267 But that's not medically relevant. 316 00:13:50,269 --> 00:13:53,070 Her temperature is 102. 317 00:13:54,772 --> 00:13:58,175 It's gone up two degrees since we've been arguing. 318 00:14:05,217 --> 00:14:08,218 Okay. We'll test her. 319 00:14:13,499 --> 00:14:15,929 That tissue has begun to die. 320 00:14:16,956 --> 00:14:19,757 Or it's inflammatory infiltration. 321 00:14:19,759 --> 00:14:21,259 Find anything? 322 00:14:21,261 --> 00:14:23,628 W-We're at an impasse. 323 00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:31,402 Look here, at the margin. 324 00:14:31,404 --> 00:14:34,238 Subcutaneous fat and fascial necrosis. 325 00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:35,733 Shaun was right. 326 00:14:36,843 --> 00:14:38,431 Let's go try to save her hand. 327 00:14:51,057 --> 00:14:54,258 She is a young girl with a lot going on. 328 00:14:54,260 --> 00:14:55,760 Well, we agree on that much. 329 00:14:55,762 --> 00:14:57,328 That's why she needs to see a shrink. 330 00:14:57,797 --> 00:15:00,798 Mnh. This... 331 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:02,733 This feels different. 332 00:15:07,472 --> 00:15:09,807 What, you don't believe in emotional intelligence? 333 00:15:09,809 --> 00:15:12,376 If I have to choose between the battery of tests we've done 334 00:15:12,378 --> 00:15:15,880 and your gut, it's an easy choice. 335 00:15:15,882 --> 00:15:18,983 No. You don't relate to her, 336 00:15:18,985 --> 00:15:22,019 and if you don't relate to her, you can't understand her. 337 00:15:24,323 --> 00:15:25,856 You're probably right. 338 00:15:27,666 --> 00:15:29,333 You think you do relate. 339 00:15:30,735 --> 00:15:32,169 Well, do you have a kid? 340 00:15:35,066 --> 00:15:37,601 My opinion about Riley is medical. 341 00:15:39,783 --> 00:15:43,353 Why haven't you told any of us you have a kid? 342 00:15:43,378 --> 00:15:45,778 That is a huge chunk of your life you've been hiding. 343 00:15:45,803 --> 00:15:47,570 I don't feel the need to share everything 344 00:15:47,614 --> 00:15:50,248 about my personal life with the people I work with. 345 00:15:50,250 --> 00:15:51,849 Oh, that's your passive-aggressive way 346 00:15:51,851 --> 00:15:53,284 of saying I'm an over-sharer? 347 00:15:53,286 --> 00:15:54,418 Yeah. 348 00:15:54,420 --> 00:15:57,154 Your opinion on Riley is clearly skewed 349 00:15:57,156 --> 00:15:59,657 because you're looking at her through a parental lens. 350 00:15:59,659 --> 00:16:01,125 I've been in her shoes. 351 00:16:01,127 --> 00:16:03,527 I'm better equipped to evaluate her situation. 352 00:16:03,529 --> 00:16:05,830 You're the poster child of skewed. 353 00:16:05,832 --> 00:16:07,131 You're too emotionally involved 354 00:16:07,133 --> 00:16:09,100 and are overreacting because you had a crappy mom 355 00:16:09,102 --> 00:16:10,501 - who didn't care about you. - (LAUGHS) 356 00:16:10,503 --> 00:16:12,288 And why do I know all that? 357 00:16:12,905 --> 00:16:14,572 Because you're an over-sharer. 358 00:16:14,574 --> 00:16:16,707 - (INHALES SHARPLY) - (MONITOR BEEPS) 359 00:16:18,977 --> 00:16:21,279 The scan's clean. 360 00:16:24,417 --> 00:16:26,450 Is it time to send her home? 361 00:16:28,693 --> 00:16:29,931 MELENDEZ: Clamp. 362 00:16:29,956 --> 00:16:32,569 (MONITOR BEEPING) 363 00:16:32,571 --> 00:16:35,559 Whoa. That is not good. 364 00:16:35,561 --> 00:16:38,296 Muscle's weak. Clamp slid right through the fascia. 365 00:16:38,298 --> 00:16:39,941 Murphy, pull the skin back. 366 00:16:41,484 --> 00:16:43,534 Smells like rotten eggs. 367 00:16:44,195 --> 00:16:45,836 There's only tissue damage. 368 00:16:45,838 --> 00:16:47,104 If we debride her hand carefully, 369 00:16:47,106 --> 00:16:49,340 we can preserve some mobility and dexterity. 370 00:16:49,342 --> 00:16:51,842 She's gonna need close monitoring post-op tonight. 371 00:16:52,203 --> 00:16:54,011 Scissors. 372 00:16:55,527 --> 00:16:57,060 (LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS) 373 00:17:12,497 --> 00:17:14,265 (LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS) 374 00:17:18,537 --> 00:17:21,339 We need to talk. 375 00:17:21,341 --> 00:17:23,407 Can it wait? I'm late for an all-night coding session. 376 00:17:23,409 --> 00:17:26,510 You hung the toilet paper incorrectly. 377 00:17:26,512 --> 00:17:28,212 Right. Did you flip it? 378 00:17:29,361 --> 00:17:30,861 Great, we're done. 379 00:17:32,718 --> 00:17:36,053 You left the TV remote on the couch. 380 00:17:36,055 --> 00:17:37,488 Shaun, I'm running late. 381 00:17:37,490 --> 00:17:41,392 You have to put it on the tray on the coffee table. 382 00:17:41,394 --> 00:17:43,127 That is where it belongs. 383 00:17:43,129 --> 00:17:46,130 If it doesn't have a set place, 384 00:17:46,132 --> 00:17:49,900 then it will be in many places and then it will get lost 385 00:17:49,902 --> 00:17:52,770 and if I can't find it, I can't watch the Weather Channel... 386 00:17:52,772 --> 00:17:55,039 Okay, enough about the damn remote! 387 00:17:55,041 --> 00:17:57,908 Everything in this place has to be your way. 388 00:17:57,910 --> 00:18:00,444 We have to make sure to use two pods in the washing machine, 389 00:18:00,446 --> 00:18:02,179 we have to keep the cups to the left of the plate, 390 00:18:02,181 --> 00:18:04,849 we have to keep the air conditioner at exactly 74, 391 00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:06,684 and we have to use one very specific, 392 00:18:06,686 --> 00:18:08,319 very hard-to-find toilet paper. 393 00:18:08,321 --> 00:18:09,820 And I'm trying to be accommodating, 394 00:18:09,822 --> 00:18:12,056 but you are not cutting me any slack. 395 00:18:15,895 --> 00:18:17,762 Oh, God. 396 00:18:17,764 --> 00:18:19,630 Shaun. 397 00:18:19,632 --> 00:18:22,633 Shaun, I am sorry. I'm... Are you okay? 398 00:18:32,745 --> 00:18:34,945 You have a ruptured Achilles. 399 00:18:34,947 --> 00:18:36,647 I'm afraid your weekend warrior days are over... 400 00:18:36,649 --> 00:18:38,082 Help! Can we get some help here? 401 00:18:38,084 --> 00:18:39,477 Right there. 402 00:18:40,019 --> 00:18:41,152 What happened? 403 00:18:41,154 --> 00:18:43,854 She couldn't sleep, uh, she spiked a fever. 404 00:18:43,856 --> 00:18:44,955 It's only getting worse. 405 00:18:44,957 --> 00:18:46,957 (BREATHING RAGGEDLY) I can't breathe. 406 00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:49,260 Take a deep breath, in, out. 407 00:18:49,262 --> 00:18:51,128 - (THERMOMETER BEEPS) - 104.6. 408 00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:53,097 I need IV acetaminophen and cooling blankets ASAP. 409 00:18:53,099 --> 00:18:55,132 She's tachypneic with an O2 SAT of 87. 410 00:18:55,134 --> 00:18:56,734 Is this... Is this something new or... 411 00:18:56,736 --> 00:18:58,135 Did... I mean, did she do this to herself? 412 00:18:58,137 --> 00:18:59,203 She has an infection. 413 00:18:59,205 --> 00:19:00,571 I think she's developed pneumonia 414 00:19:00,573 --> 00:19:02,173 due to an underlying condition. 415 00:19:02,175 --> 00:19:03,274 What underlying condition? 416 00:19:03,276 --> 00:19:05,693 I have no idea. Page Park and Lim. 417 00:19:09,058 --> 00:19:10,826 No signs of PE or pneumonia. 418 00:19:10,828 --> 00:19:13,061 CFTR was negative for cystic fibrosis. 419 00:19:13,063 --> 00:19:16,298 I think we may have missed something on her CT. 420 00:19:17,367 --> 00:19:20,736 There... that slight shadow on the bronchus. 421 00:19:20,738 --> 00:19:22,504 A slow-growing carcinoid tumor 422 00:19:22,506 --> 00:19:24,540 could cause chronic airway inflammation. 423 00:19:24,542 --> 00:19:26,441 As the tumor grows, symptoms worsen, 424 00:19:26,443 --> 00:19:29,177 leading to airway obstruction and infection. 425 00:19:29,179 --> 00:19:31,313 Or it's just a shadow, 426 00:19:31,315 --> 00:19:32,681 a slight shadow. 427 00:19:32,683 --> 00:19:34,182 It is pretty subtle. 428 00:19:34,184 --> 00:19:36,852 I would like to do exploratory VATS. 429 00:19:36,854 --> 00:19:38,887 You want to poke holes in her chest 430 00:19:38,889 --> 00:19:40,522 and go rooting around in her lungs? 431 00:19:40,524 --> 00:19:42,190 Riley's body's already compromised. 432 00:19:42,192 --> 00:19:43,725 There are no obvious lesions, 433 00:19:43,727 --> 00:19:45,360 and her symptoms are more likely indicators 434 00:19:45,362 --> 00:19:46,962 of a simple sinus infection. 435 00:19:46,964 --> 00:19:49,565 The safer, better plan is to treat with antibiotics. 436 00:19:49,567 --> 00:19:51,300 If she has a progressing tumor, 437 00:19:51,302 --> 00:19:53,769 we can't just send her home with medication. 438 00:19:59,175 --> 00:20:02,010 Pitch the surgery to the parents and Riley. 439 00:20:02,012 --> 00:20:03,394 Okay. 440 00:20:09,686 --> 00:20:11,186 Hey, hey, hey! 441 00:20:11,188 --> 00:20:13,188 Don't touch those. Those are vintage. 442 00:20:13,190 --> 00:20:14,690 Well, I'm just scooting your toys over 443 00:20:14,692 --> 00:20:16,558 so it's easier to get to your medication. 444 00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:18,660 Toys. Toys? 445 00:20:18,662 --> 00:20:20,629 These are not toys. 446 00:20:20,631 --> 00:20:22,130 That's Reggie Jackson. 447 00:20:22,132 --> 00:20:23,699 IRIS: Well, when that timer goes off, 448 00:20:23,701 --> 00:20:25,667 Roger Johnson can give you your medicine. 449 00:20:25,669 --> 00:20:27,436 Reggie Jackson. 450 00:20:27,438 --> 00:20:29,378 (DOORBELL RINGS) 451 00:20:29,907 --> 00:20:31,840 Hey, guess what. 452 00:20:33,443 --> 00:20:35,344 Quitting time. 453 00:20:35,346 --> 00:20:36,945 Okay. Have fun. 454 00:20:36,947 --> 00:20:39,013 - Take your pills. - Yeah. 455 00:20:39,650 --> 00:20:41,283 (DOORBELL RINGS) 456 00:20:41,285 --> 00:20:42,584 (EXHALES HEAVILY) 457 00:20:45,154 --> 00:20:47,122 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 458 00:20:48,257 --> 00:20:49,858 I think I broke Shaun. 459 00:20:49,860 --> 00:20:51,760 - Hi. - We got into a big fight, huge, 460 00:20:51,762 --> 00:20:53,528 and I was yelling and he just fell apart. 461 00:20:53,530 --> 00:20:54,763 It was awful. 462 00:20:54,765 --> 00:20:57,232 And he pushes and pushes and pushes. I pushed back. 463 00:20:57,234 --> 00:20:59,001 Well, Shaun's not easy, but you knew that. 464 00:20:59,003 --> 00:21:02,001 I knew it was gonna be hard, but living with him is a lot. 465 00:21:02,003 --> 00:21:02,997 I know. 466 00:21:03,022 --> 00:21:04,239 I mean, there's stuff I've never even thought about. 467 00:21:04,241 --> 00:21:05,641 And I know he has idiosyncrasies, 468 00:21:05,643 --> 00:21:08,043 but there's a lot of them. I mean, a lot. 469 00:21:08,045 --> 00:21:09,645 I know. Is Shaun okay? 470 00:21:09,647 --> 00:21:10,912 Yes. No. I don't know. 471 00:21:10,914 --> 00:21:12,380 He's at work. 472 00:21:12,950 --> 00:21:15,183 Glassy, you know him, 473 00:21:15,185 --> 00:21:17,510 like really know him. 474 00:21:18,122 --> 00:21:20,088 How do I deal with Shaun? 475 00:21:20,090 --> 00:21:22,924 Well, it's been 12 years, and I'm still learning. 476 00:21:22,926 --> 00:21:24,393 He just always has to be right. 477 00:21:24,395 --> 00:21:26,495 I mean, do you... do you know how many calls and texts 478 00:21:26,497 --> 00:21:29,531 and notes he's left me about how I'm doing stuff wrong? 479 00:21:29,533 --> 00:21:30,932 I have a pretty good idea, yeah. 480 00:21:30,934 --> 00:21:32,901 Yeah, well, it's exhausting. 481 00:21:32,903 --> 00:21:34,436 You know what? We all have quirks. 482 00:21:34,438 --> 00:21:37,973 We can all be a pain in the ass from time to time. 483 00:21:37,975 --> 00:21:40,175 Okay, admittedly Shaun a little more so. 484 00:21:40,177 --> 00:21:42,511 That is not helpful. 485 00:21:42,513 --> 00:21:43,845 - Sit down. - What? 486 00:21:43,847 --> 00:21:45,013 - Sit down. - Why? 487 00:21:45,015 --> 00:21:47,516 Why? Because you're agitated and you're annoying me 488 00:21:47,518 --> 00:21:50,501 and I can't give you good advice in that state. 489 00:21:51,321 --> 00:21:52,454 Sit. 490 00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:58,393 Thank you. 491 00:22:00,863 --> 00:22:02,531 Do you like Shaun? 492 00:22:02,533 --> 00:22:04,132 - Of course. - Why? 493 00:22:06,035 --> 00:22:10,806 He's sweet, kind, honest, sometimes brutally honest, 494 00:22:10,808 --> 00:22:14,242 there's never an agenda with him. 495 00:22:14,244 --> 00:22:16,978 He's just Shaun. 496 00:22:16,980 --> 00:22:18,980 So? 497 00:22:18,982 --> 00:22:21,282 So I want him to change... 498 00:22:21,819 --> 00:22:23,218 a little. 499 00:22:23,220 --> 00:22:26,203 You moved in expecting him to change? 500 00:22:26,590 --> 00:22:28,390 He doesn't want you to change. 501 00:22:28,392 --> 00:22:29,524 I know that. 502 00:22:31,961 --> 00:22:35,864 And if I made the wrong decision? 503 00:22:35,866 --> 00:22:38,924 Then you move out and you do it right now. 504 00:22:39,503 --> 00:22:41,436 It'll devastate him, but the longer you wait, 505 00:22:41,438 --> 00:22:44,139 the more... (SIGHS) 506 00:22:44,141 --> 00:22:46,675 ...the worse it will be for him. 507 00:22:52,315 --> 00:22:54,716 CLAIRE: If Riley has a tumor, 508 00:22:54,718 --> 00:22:58,787 we need to open her up to find out what we're dealing with. 509 00:22:58,789 --> 00:23:00,489 Why do you think she has a tumor? 510 00:23:00,491 --> 00:23:03,191 It's consistent with her symptoms. 511 00:23:03,193 --> 00:23:06,285 The same symptoms she's been having for years? 512 00:23:06,897 --> 00:23:08,563 Yes. 513 00:23:08,565 --> 00:23:11,767 The same symptoms we've been told are psychological, 514 00:23:11,769 --> 00:23:14,703 the same symptoms a dozen doctors have run 515 00:23:14,705 --> 00:23:17,239 a hundred tests for and found nothing? 516 00:23:17,241 --> 00:23:20,375 There is a shadow on her CT image. 517 00:23:20,377 --> 00:23:22,134 A shadow? 518 00:23:22,913 --> 00:23:24,887 And it's risky surgery? 519 00:23:26,749 --> 00:23:30,476 Opening her up in a weakened state could be dangerous. 520 00:23:32,019 --> 00:23:34,756 Look, I know Riley frustrates you, 521 00:23:34,758 --> 00:23:36,816 drives you crazy, 522 00:23:37,795 --> 00:23:39,895 but I also know you love her. 523 00:23:41,697 --> 00:23:43,781 You have a chance to show her that. 524 00:23:44,535 --> 00:23:46,868 So you want to do this as a statement? 525 00:23:46,870 --> 00:23:50,071 (MONITOR BEEPING) 526 00:23:50,073 --> 00:23:52,414 We want you to believe in your daughter, 527 00:23:53,977 --> 00:23:56,478 because that's what a parent does. 528 00:24:01,385 --> 00:24:03,092 When she was little 529 00:24:03,821 --> 00:24:05,886 and had a bad dream, 530 00:24:07,324 --> 00:24:11,600 she used to come into our room and snuggle up under your arm, 531 00:24:11,829 --> 00:24:13,936 just like she's doing to me. 532 00:24:15,132 --> 00:24:17,356 You would stroke her face 533 00:24:17,835 --> 00:24:21,110 until she was finally at peace and fell asleep. 534 00:24:21,839 --> 00:24:23,572 (SNIFFLES) 535 00:24:23,574 --> 00:24:25,739 (VOICE BREAKING) She's in so much pain, 536 00:24:27,177 --> 00:24:29,559 and I don't know how to make it go away. 537 00:24:33,917 --> 00:24:35,416 (SNIFFS) 538 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:38,460 Riley? 539 00:24:38,889 --> 00:24:40,622 Hey, um... 540 00:24:42,291 --> 00:24:43,592 The doctors, 541 00:24:43,594 --> 00:24:47,469 t-they want to see what's going on in your lungs. 542 00:24:49,572 --> 00:24:52,039 They think you might have a tumor. 543 00:24:55,805 --> 00:24:58,039 And we want them to operate. 544 00:25:00,443 --> 00:25:02,744 You think I have a real tumor? 545 00:25:04,247 --> 00:25:08,350 It's scary, I know, but... 546 00:25:08,352 --> 00:25:11,987 yes, we do. 547 00:25:21,865 --> 00:25:23,498 (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) 548 00:25:23,500 --> 00:25:25,600 MORGAN: Her BP's dropping out... 73/51. 549 00:25:25,602 --> 00:25:28,937 Heart rate is spiking to 137. 550 00:25:28,939 --> 00:25:31,439 - Hang an IV saline bolus. - I need a 12-lead. 551 00:25:35,722 --> 00:25:37,579 The necrosis has migrated. 552 00:25:37,581 --> 00:25:38,813 She's septic. 553 00:25:38,815 --> 00:25:40,982 There's definite infiltration to the bone. 554 00:25:40,984 --> 00:25:43,051 We're gonna have to amputate her arm. 555 00:25:47,701 --> 00:25:49,502 (SAW BUZZING) 556 00:25:49,504 --> 00:25:52,171 (MONITOR BEEPING) 557 00:25:55,954 --> 00:25:58,388 Polish the bone to help stump healing. 558 00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:59,790 Rasp. 559 00:26:01,092 --> 00:26:04,296 The margins appear to be clean. 560 00:26:05,631 --> 00:26:07,331 There's still a small chance microbes 561 00:26:07,333 --> 00:26:08,565 may have spread to her organs. 562 00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:10,000 If they did, then her mortality rate 563 00:26:10,002 --> 00:26:12,002 just increased exponentially. 564 00:26:13,805 --> 00:26:16,373 What if we put her in hyperbaric oxygen therapy now? 565 00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:18,876 Oxygen's toxic to bacteria. 566 00:26:18,878 --> 00:26:21,645 There's a lot of things that could go wrong in there. 567 00:26:21,647 --> 00:26:23,313 We wouldn't be able to decompress the chamber in time 568 00:26:23,315 --> 00:26:24,817 to help her. 569 00:26:25,985 --> 00:26:29,019 We wouldn't have to wait to help her 570 00:26:29,021 --> 00:26:31,321 if someone goes in with her. 571 00:26:32,390 --> 00:26:33,724 I'll do it. 572 00:26:33,726 --> 00:26:36,059 Okay. Get the chamber ready. 573 00:26:40,199 --> 00:26:42,099 Lung tissue looks normal. 574 00:26:42,101 --> 00:26:44,234 And there are healthy-appearing bronchi. 575 00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:45,969 Nothing... 576 00:26:45,971 --> 00:26:47,070 yet. 577 00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:50,674 (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) 578 00:26:50,676 --> 00:26:52,009 Damn it. Tore a lobar artery. 579 00:26:52,011 --> 00:26:55,045 J.L.: BP is 81/49, oxygen SATS 93, 580 00:26:55,047 --> 00:26:57,214 heart rate is going up. She is tanking. 581 00:26:57,216 --> 00:26:59,583 Park, I need more suction. I can't see a thing in here. 582 00:26:59,585 --> 00:27:01,251 We need to do an open thoracotomy now. 583 00:27:01,253 --> 00:27:03,887 - Browne, crack her chest. - 10 blade and a rib spreader. 584 00:27:09,427 --> 00:27:14,898 There are only 7.18 cubic meters in there. 585 00:27:14,900 --> 00:27:17,034 How does it feel? 586 00:27:17,036 --> 00:27:18,769 It's fine. 587 00:27:18,771 --> 00:27:21,138 I thought it might feel claustrophobic 588 00:27:21,140 --> 00:27:23,417 for someone neurotypical. 589 00:27:24,203 --> 00:27:25,936 It is. 590 00:27:27,378 --> 00:27:30,747 (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) 591 00:27:30,749 --> 00:27:31,982 Got it. 592 00:27:31,984 --> 00:27:34,084 It's still bleeding. 593 00:27:34,086 --> 00:27:35,986 J.L.: Stroke volume just bottomed out. 594 00:27:35,988 --> 00:27:38,088 Rapid infuse 4 liters of whole blood. 595 00:27:38,090 --> 00:27:39,923 Get ready to start cardiac massage. 596 00:27:39,925 --> 00:27:43,020 Wait. I think I have an anchor in the arterial wall. 597 00:27:43,662 --> 00:27:46,096 J.L.: Stroke volume is rising, 598 00:27:46,098 --> 00:27:49,833 BP increasing, 90/60. 599 00:27:49,835 --> 00:27:51,602 Pulse is 90 and regular. 600 00:27:51,604 --> 00:27:54,204 She's stable for now. 601 00:27:54,206 --> 00:27:56,540 (MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY) 602 00:27:59,410 --> 00:28:01,044 This was a mistake. 603 00:28:01,046 --> 00:28:03,447 We need to close her up as soon as possible. 604 00:28:07,819 --> 00:28:10,589 It doesn't make any sense. 605 00:28:10,990 --> 00:28:13,957 Her arterial wall shouldn't be this fragile. 606 00:28:13,959 --> 00:28:16,193 Something else has caused it to thin out. 607 00:28:18,329 --> 00:28:21,131 What else is going on in here? 608 00:28:21,133 --> 00:28:22,900 Browne, I need more light. 609 00:28:26,839 --> 00:28:29,066 Yeah. See that? 610 00:28:30,142 --> 00:28:33,076 A localized granuloma on the right lower lobe. 611 00:28:33,078 --> 00:28:34,111 You think it's cancer? 612 00:28:34,113 --> 00:28:35,779 Not sure but something's in there. 613 00:28:35,781 --> 00:28:37,714 Park, retract the lung. 614 00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:40,550 (BEEPING CONTINUES) 615 00:28:51,096 --> 00:28:52,896 It's a LEGO. 616 00:28:52,898 --> 00:28:54,932 Riley must've inhaled it years ago. 617 00:28:54,934 --> 00:28:56,099 CLAIRE: It settled in your lung 618 00:28:56,101 --> 00:28:58,936 and became encased in inflammatory tissue. 619 00:28:58,938 --> 00:29:01,638 Your body's immune response attacked it, 620 00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:04,708 making you progressively more sick over the years. 621 00:29:04,710 --> 00:29:07,277 PARK: It's small, thin, and made of plastic. 622 00:29:07,279 --> 00:29:09,546 There was no way of seeing it on any of the imaging. 623 00:29:09,548 --> 00:29:11,715 Ugh. This is so gross. 624 00:29:12,951 --> 00:29:14,718 I'm gonna make it into a necklace. 625 00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:16,987 (LAUGHTER) 626 00:29:16,989 --> 00:29:19,056 Good luck. Excuse me. 627 00:29:24,996 --> 00:29:27,698 We're sorry that we didn't believe in you. 628 00:29:30,902 --> 00:29:34,173 We're sorry that we put you through all this. 629 00:29:37,775 --> 00:29:39,509 We're sorry that we got divorced. 630 00:29:39,511 --> 00:29:41,278 Whoa. 631 00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:43,714 You guys are way better off apart. 632 00:29:43,716 --> 00:29:46,717 W-We always thought you were upset because we split up. 633 00:29:46,719 --> 00:29:50,487 I was upset because you fought all the time. 634 00:29:50,489 --> 00:29:52,022 You still do. 635 00:29:52,024 --> 00:29:53,423 It freaked me out. 636 00:29:55,226 --> 00:29:57,494 So I'd hide in my princess tent, 637 00:29:57,496 --> 00:30:00,964 bite my nails, gnaw on crayons... 638 00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,802 - ...chew on LEGOs. - (CHUCKLES) 639 00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,789 We screwed up, 640 00:30:08,774 --> 00:30:12,209 and we promise we can do better. 641 00:30:24,957 --> 00:30:27,157 I am not saying that "Ordinary People" 642 00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:29,259 is not a good movie. I'm... 643 00:30:29,261 --> 00:30:30,360 It's a good... It's a great movie. 644 00:30:30,362 --> 00:30:32,029 (CHUCKLING) It's a great movie. 645 00:30:32,031 --> 00:30:33,730 Okay, but I'm saying is that "Raging Bull" 646 00:30:33,732 --> 00:30:36,099 is a superior cinematic experience. 647 00:30:36,101 --> 00:30:38,902 It is raw. It's, like, romantic. 648 00:30:38,904 --> 00:30:40,670 - It's romantic? - Yeah! 649 00:30:40,672 --> 00:30:42,072 It pummels you from start to finish. 650 00:30:42,074 --> 00:30:43,707 Exactly. Exactly. 651 00:30:43,709 --> 00:30:46,276 It's like adrenaline is pulsing through your veins. 652 00:30:46,278 --> 00:30:50,013 It leaves me breathless every time I watch it. 653 00:30:50,015 --> 00:30:51,481 Oh! 654 00:30:51,483 --> 00:30:55,285 (SOFT JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 655 00:30:55,287 --> 00:30:59,423 Do you... Do you want to, like, go for a walk? 656 00:30:59,425 --> 00:31:01,591 Well, it's a little cold outside. 657 00:31:01,593 --> 00:31:04,628 (BOTH LAUGH) 658 00:31:04,630 --> 00:31:06,430 - I'm gonna kiss you. - You are? 659 00:31:06,432 --> 00:31:07,998 - Uh-huh. - Okay. 660 00:31:09,634 --> 00:31:11,068 Mm. 661 00:31:14,305 --> 00:31:16,606 - Maybe we'll walk upstairs? - Okay. 662 00:31:16,608 --> 00:31:17,874 - Yeah? - Yeah. 663 00:31:17,876 --> 00:31:20,310 - This way? - Yeah. 664 00:31:20,312 --> 00:31:22,112 Yeah. 665 00:31:22,114 --> 00:31:24,481 Whoa. (GROANS) 666 00:31:24,483 --> 00:31:26,716 - C-Can... Can I help? - No. Thank you. 667 00:31:26,718 --> 00:31:28,585 I'll get there. I'm okay, I'm okay. 668 00:31:28,587 --> 00:31:29,920 I'm okay. Ow. 669 00:31:29,922 --> 00:31:31,888 (INHALES, EXHALES SHARPLY) 670 00:31:37,529 --> 00:31:40,263 (MONITOR BEEPING) 671 00:31:51,094 --> 00:31:52,895 Is my hand okay? 672 00:31:54,879 --> 00:31:59,082 Your biopsy was positive for necrotizing fasciitis. 673 00:31:59,084 --> 00:32:02,119 We had to do multiple surgeries 674 00:32:02,121 --> 00:32:05,388 to remove the infected muscle and bone. 675 00:32:05,390 --> 00:32:06,623 Bone? 676 00:32:08,526 --> 00:32:10,360 I'm so sorry, Jas. 677 00:32:10,362 --> 00:32:12,162 We had to amputate your arm. 678 00:32:13,397 --> 00:32:14,931 No. 679 00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:17,067 No, my... my arm still hurts. 680 00:32:17,069 --> 00:32:19,880 I can... I can feel it. It's still there. 681 00:32:22,573 --> 00:32:25,842 What you're experiencing is "phantom pain." 682 00:32:25,844 --> 00:32:27,878 Your arm is gone. 683 00:32:36,488 --> 00:32:38,688 (SOBS) 684 00:32:40,544 --> 00:32:42,811 H-He told you. 685 00:32:46,164 --> 00:32:47,864 My arm. 686 00:32:50,174 --> 00:32:52,976 (CRYING) My arm is gone. 687 00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:58,175 It's gone and... 688 00:32:58,177 --> 00:33:00,710 and it's... it's your fault. 689 00:33:00,712 --> 00:33:02,445 (SNIFFLES) 690 00:33:12,424 --> 00:33:14,124 (WEAKLY) Get out. 691 00:33:17,228 --> 00:33:19,229 Get the hell out. 692 00:33:20,693 --> 00:33:22,317 I can't. 693 00:33:22,801 --> 00:33:24,634 Neither of us can. 694 00:33:24,636 --> 00:33:25,669 (SNIFFLES) 695 00:33:28,005 --> 00:33:30,407 (SOBBING) 696 00:33:49,183 --> 00:33:50,917 You called it. 697 00:33:50,919 --> 00:33:52,118 Well done. 698 00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:54,020 Thanks for your help. 699 00:33:54,022 --> 00:33:57,691 Finally a believer in the power of emotional intelligence? 700 00:33:57,693 --> 00:33:59,259 Oh, it did get her parents on board, 701 00:33:59,261 --> 00:34:01,294 even if it's only for a little while. 702 00:34:01,296 --> 00:34:02,863 They believe their kid, 703 00:34:02,865 --> 00:34:05,198 and they're working on their family relationships. 704 00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:06,967 It's pretty big steps. 705 00:34:06,969 --> 00:34:08,835 It was a nice moment. 706 00:34:08,837 --> 00:34:11,071 But if you think you changed them, that they'll be 707 00:34:11,073 --> 00:34:14,274 different people tomorrow than they were yesterday, 708 00:34:14,661 --> 00:34:16,142 then you're kidding yourself. 709 00:34:19,647 --> 00:34:22,048 Right now, my emotional intelligence is telling me 710 00:34:22,050 --> 00:34:23,717 even you don't believe that. 711 00:34:25,820 --> 00:34:27,220 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) 712 00:34:27,222 --> 00:34:29,956 (ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN) 713 00:34:36,031 --> 00:34:38,365 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 714 00:34:38,367 --> 00:34:40,729 Kitchen's clean, 715 00:34:41,503 --> 00:34:43,136 leftovers are in the fridge. 716 00:34:44,906 --> 00:34:46,401 How you doing? 717 00:34:47,635 --> 00:34:49,135 Fine. 718 00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:51,531 I just got a little lightheaded. 719 00:34:52,314 --> 00:34:55,382 Balance isn't quite back to normal. 720 00:34:56,484 --> 00:34:58,351 Well, now that you're feeling a little better, 721 00:34:58,353 --> 00:35:00,086 you want to watch "Raging Bull"? 722 00:35:01,923 --> 00:35:03,456 No. 723 00:35:03,458 --> 00:35:06,459 Okay. Another time. 724 00:35:06,461 --> 00:35:08,006 No. 725 00:35:09,097 --> 00:35:10,764 I can't do this. 726 00:35:10,766 --> 00:35:12,799 We can take it slow. 727 00:35:12,801 --> 00:35:16,436 I'm... I'm happy to just be here with you, like this. 728 00:35:16,438 --> 00:35:19,573 No. I can't... I can't be here like this. 729 00:35:22,843 --> 00:35:24,844 I-I-I don't want you to f... 730 00:35:26,147 --> 00:35:29,616 I just... I don't want to... 731 00:35:31,919 --> 00:35:35,455 I'm sorry. I just... I need you to go, please. 732 00:35:51,306 --> 00:35:54,774 (DOOR OPENS, CLOSES) 733 00:36:30,579 --> 00:36:34,781 Jas practiced violin every day since she was 5. 734 00:36:37,485 --> 00:36:40,453 She put all her faith in me to do the right thing, and... 735 00:36:42,456 --> 00:36:44,324 I thought I did. I... 736 00:36:47,935 --> 00:36:49,936 Shaun didn't care. He... 737 00:36:49,961 --> 00:36:53,329 He didn't see her dreams. He just saw her symptoms. 738 00:36:56,630 --> 00:36:59,200 Sometimes that'll be the wrong choice. 739 00:37:07,581 --> 00:37:11,584 My second year in the program, there was this resident. 740 00:37:13,287 --> 00:37:15,255 She was kind of weird. 741 00:37:15,257 --> 00:37:17,057 She wore comic book T-shirts, 742 00:37:17,059 --> 00:37:20,263 always ate the exact same lunch. 743 00:37:21,530 --> 00:37:23,224 But she was smart. 744 00:37:24,700 --> 00:37:27,300 She would get surgeries and knock 'em out of the park 745 00:37:27,302 --> 00:37:29,314 over and over again. 746 00:37:30,172 --> 00:37:32,172 Couldn't stand her. 747 00:37:35,009 --> 00:37:40,116 And one day I realized I was competing against her, 748 00:37:40,916 --> 00:37:43,662 but she wasn't competing against me. 749 00:37:45,687 --> 00:37:48,788 She spent her time observing, asking questions, 750 00:37:48,790 --> 00:37:52,859 preparing herself to be a great surgeon. 751 00:37:55,796 --> 00:37:57,297 (SIGHS) 752 00:37:59,100 --> 00:38:00,567 Is she? 753 00:38:03,938 --> 00:38:07,440 Dr. Lim is one of the best trauma surgeons in the country. 754 00:38:16,484 --> 00:38:18,418 (SNIFFLES) 755 00:38:29,897 --> 00:38:31,364 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) 756 00:38:35,703 --> 00:38:37,737 - Dr. Melendez. - Dr. Browne. 757 00:38:38,906 --> 00:38:40,593 Dr. Lim. 758 00:38:41,176 --> 00:38:43,042 Nice save today. 759 00:38:43,044 --> 00:38:45,745 I heard. Yes, good work, Dr. Browne. 760 00:38:45,747 --> 00:38:47,313 Thank you. 761 00:38:52,386 --> 00:38:54,020 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) 762 00:38:54,022 --> 00:38:55,755 (ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN) 763 00:38:58,392 --> 00:38:59,859 Good night. 764 00:39:02,930 --> 00:39:05,565 (ELEVATOR DOORS CLOSE) 765 00:39:05,567 --> 00:39:08,234 You know she showed bad judgment. 766 00:39:08,236 --> 00:39:10,436 You got something to say, just say it. 767 00:39:13,274 --> 00:39:14,974 Want to grab a beer? 768 00:39:17,545 --> 00:39:19,212 Yes. 769 00:39:19,214 --> 00:39:21,314 (SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE) 770 00:39:24,552 --> 00:39:25,819 Hey. 771 00:39:28,189 --> 00:39:30,023 Are you okay? 772 00:39:33,627 --> 00:39:34,861 Yes. 773 00:39:37,164 --> 00:39:41,421 I'm so sorry for my outburst yesterday. 774 00:39:42,437 --> 00:39:44,370 I'm fine now. 775 00:39:47,308 --> 00:39:50,330 I'm not, Shaun. 776 00:39:50,946 --> 00:39:53,980 Coming back to California and starting a new job 777 00:39:53,982 --> 00:39:55,915 and moving in with you... 778 00:39:55,917 --> 00:39:58,418 it's been so stressful, 779 00:39:58,420 --> 00:40:01,521 harder than I anticipated. 780 00:40:05,926 --> 00:40:08,264 You're moving out. 781 00:40:08,830 --> 00:40:11,097 No, I'm not moving out. 782 00:40:11,099 --> 00:40:14,300 We are still figuring out each other's quirks. 783 00:40:14,302 --> 00:40:15,969 (EXHALES HEAVILY) Oh, yes. 784 00:40:15,971 --> 00:40:18,538 You're very difficult to live with. 785 00:40:18,540 --> 00:40:20,573 (LAUGHS) 786 00:40:20,575 --> 00:40:24,878 I know I forget stuff a lot, 787 00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:29,883 and sometimes I snap and yell. 788 00:40:29,885 --> 00:40:32,247 I promise to work on that. 789 00:40:33,521 --> 00:40:35,788 And I don't need you to change, 790 00:40:35,790 --> 00:40:38,378 but I do need to know that you know 791 00:40:38,986 --> 00:40:40,619 you're annoying as hell. 792 00:40:42,696 --> 00:40:47,200 I need to know that you'll try to compromise. 793 00:40:55,009 --> 00:41:00,647 I don't think I can use one-ply toilet paper. 794 00:41:00,649 --> 00:41:02,815 Oh, no, you were so right about two-ply. 795 00:41:02,817 --> 00:41:05,363 Totally worth the extra $1.50. 796 00:41:05,887 --> 00:41:11,491 But maybe the cups can go to the right of the plates. 797 00:41:12,993 --> 00:41:14,560 Sometimes. 798 00:41:18,399 --> 00:41:20,266 Well, everything's unpacked. 799 00:41:20,268 --> 00:41:24,470 We're officially moved in together. 800 00:41:24,472 --> 00:41:27,106 (CHUCKLES) 801 00:41:27,108 --> 00:41:30,176 I'm gonna take these down to the recycling. 802 00:41:30,178 --> 00:41:33,112 And I know I probably didn't put everything in the right place, 803 00:41:33,114 --> 00:41:36,382 but maybe we can rearrange it together. 804 00:41:38,118 --> 00:41:41,788 I like that idea very much. 805 00:41:41,790 --> 00:41:43,356 (CHUCKLES) 806 00:41:43,358 --> 00:41:45,058 (MONDO COZMO'S "TONIGHT TONIGHT" PLAYS) 807 00:41:45,060 --> 00:41:47,927 ♪ All I am is all I need ♪ 808 00:41:47,929 --> 00:41:51,064 ♪ And these city-boy blues and these suicide queens ♪ 809 00:41:51,066 --> 00:41:54,233 ♪ And I said what I said 'cause I love you so much ♪ 810 00:41:54,235 --> 00:41:57,470 ♪ Now I'm pulling these wires on this cross-city bus ♪ 811 00:41:57,472 --> 00:42:00,773 ♪ 'Cause tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight ♪ 812 00:42:00,775 --> 00:42:04,143 ♪ Yeah, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight ♪ 813 00:42:04,145 --> 00:42:07,046 ♪ All I want is what I can't take ♪ 814 00:42:07,048 --> 00:42:10,850 ♪ But tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight ♪ 815 00:42:15,223 --> 00:42:18,091 I like that idea very much. 816 00:42:18,093 --> 00:42:20,151 ♪ Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight ♪