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Someone had
a good night.
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Do you think all of these
people have had sex?
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And if so,
shouldn't they be more happy?
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Maybe their experiences
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weren't as recent
as yours.
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I think about sex
with everyone.
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But mostly with Carly.
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She and I
are very compatible.
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That's great, Shaun,
but H.R. might not approve.
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About me
thinking of sex?
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No, about saying
you're thinking about sex.
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And stop it.
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Smiling while talking
to a dying man is not cool.
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Dr. Blaize recommended
we speak to you
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about a permanent port.
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It would simplify
your chemo sessions.
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No more hunting
for a vein every time.
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Anything to help
with the nausea?
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It's a normal
side effect.
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Anything you can do
for the... exhaustion?
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Anything...
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So that my muscles
don't ache?
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But you can keep me from
being stuck by a needle.
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They're just trying
to help.
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I know.
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All the doctors
are trying to help.
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I'm sorry.
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Thank you.
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But I-I don't need the port.
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And I don't need
any more chemo.
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Of course you do.
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It's going to give you
more time.
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Honey, I'm miserable.
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Cerebral cavernous
malformations.
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Leads to bleeding, clots,
seizures, muscle weakness,
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even paralysis.
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You have clusters of them.
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And they're getting worse.
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The woman at Hopkins
gave me a year.
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Mass General, two years.
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So, what, you figured
I'd give you three?
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Some new treatment?
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You know the treatment,
Caroline... A lobectomy.
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I love the way surgeons
blithely suggest
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cutting through
my cerebral cortex
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to remove part of my brain.
Hmm.
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Why not just take an egg
slicer to my ability to paint?
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Yes, it will likely lead
to a curtailment
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of your ability
to be creative,
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but all of your other
faculties will remain intact.
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I had a severe prognosis
of my own recently.
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Surgery, chemo,
radiation, the works.
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My greatest fear wasn't at
the edges of the spectrum.
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It wasn't life or death.
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My greatest fear
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was survival
as something lesser.
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Then you know.
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And then I had
a revelation of sorts.
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Who I am,
how I think of myself
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isn't defined by
my skill as a surgeon.
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Uh, I'm seeing
you as a courtesy.
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I don't do this anymore.
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And guess what?
I'm fine.
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I'm happier.
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You could have 20,
30 more years with your family.
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A balanced life isn't
necessarily a lesser life.
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I disagree.
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Twenty bucks says
Shaun mentions sex
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in front of a patient
in the next 24 hours.
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He's excited.
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I'm sure you were when
a new world opened up.
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But he knows better.
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- Twenty bucks.
- No.
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Morgan.
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Oh, I was hoping
I'd see you.
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Hello.
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Perfect.
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I was just wondering where
to get lunch around here.
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Any genre,
as long as it's locally sourced.
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Is this a friend?
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I'm Caroline Reznick.
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Oh, hi.
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My mother.
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What are you doing here?
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What beautiful eyes.
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I hope...
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S-someone...
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P-paint...
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Mom!
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Mom? Mom.
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Mom, can you hear me?
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Code blue.
We need a crash cart.
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*THE GOOD DOCTOR*
Season 03 Episode 13
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*THE GOOD DOCTOR*
Episode Title: "Sex and Death"
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I've come to take you
to lunch.
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It's only 11:15.
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M-Morgan told me
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that it might be
considered unprofessional
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to discuss sex on the job.
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So, when you say "lunch"...
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It's sex.
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I am expected
to be here working.
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People in the Pathology Lab
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take two 15-minute breaks
on their shift.
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If they were combined
into one
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and we used the bus that
stops out front at 11:25,
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with one returning
at 12:15,
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and we borrowed some
of your lunch hour...
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You only require 22 minutes
to eat a sandwich...
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There would be
just enough time
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to get to your apartment
and back.
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Have you noticed the time
you've allotted for "lunch"
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is fairly short?
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Long enough.
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Long enough for you,
not for me.
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You've only had sex
once in your life.
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No one expects you
to win awards,
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and it was lovely
sharing the moment.
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Are you implying the sex
could be improved on?
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Yes.
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Does that bother you?
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No.
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I have no objection
to improving sex.
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Although, I thought it was
already excellent.
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I'll work on it.
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Found the source
of the bleed.
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Suctioning and evacuating
the clot cavity.
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The Cav Mals
are everywhere.
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She could have a massive
bleed at any time.
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I thought Morgan's
parents were doctors.
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I heard that, too.
Why would Morgan let us think...
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Maybe
you should save the speculation
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until your hands aren't
in my mother's skull.
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Use your inside voice,
Morgan.
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Turn down the volume.
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Irrigate and remove
the cottonoid.
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Why didn't she tell us
she was one of those Reznicks?
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Caroline Reznick,
painter.
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Her son's a sculptor.
Daughter's a composer.
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Didn't know she had
another kid.
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They're famous, if you're
into the arts at all.
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Mia got you going
to galleries?
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Yeah,
I'm kind of loving it.
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I've failed Carly twice.
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Did you forget her birthday
or stand her up?
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Are you talking
about sex?
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Uh, Morgan says H.R. would
prefer I avoid that word.
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Just to be clear,
are you saying she...
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Are you saying
she didn't...
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There was no parade.
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Oh.
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There was a parade for me,
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but there was no parade
for Carly.
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I want to give her
a parade.
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I'll continue reading.
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Wait, Shaun,
reading's a great start,
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but Carly's a person.
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You need to communicate with
her, ask her what she likes.
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Yes. I'll make an extensive
list of questions.
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It's not just about
questions and answers.
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Nonverbal communication
is pretty key in this area.
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I'm not good with
nonverbal communication.
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Watch her reactions.
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See what Carly
responds to.
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You'll figure this out.
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Mrs. Reznick,
I'm Dr. Park.
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This is Dr. Murphy,
Dr. Browne.
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- How are you feeling?
- Excellent.
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And flattered
that three surgeons
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are here to check on me.
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They're curious.
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About what monster
created me.
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I'm sure that's not true.
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Morgan, you're smart and nice
and perfectly normal.
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I don't think she's
all of those things.
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You guys here
to take her vitals,
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check her
for any deficits,
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and maybe let her know
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that she's just gonna keep
getting worse and die?
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Your daughter is right,
Mrs. Reznick.
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- If you don't...
- Dr. Browne, the day lilies
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go so well
with your eyes.
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Please take them.
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This variety
is from the Himalayas.
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Please.
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I really am grateful
to you all.
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I'm asking other people
to take over my cases.
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Check your in-box, and you'll
see the three I've given you.
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In your language,
the word "ask"
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must mean
something different.
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You're a caring,
empathetic person,
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and my mother is sick.
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As long as we're having
a moment of honesty,
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why do you hate
your family?
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You told me your mother
was a cardiologist.
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No, you told me my mother
was a cardiologist.
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I can't correct
all your mistakes.
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Was that the mother
you wanted to have?
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Cardiac
perfusionist, call the cath lab.
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00:10:12,079 --> 00:10:14,131
I used to daydream
my mother was a lawyer.
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That's just weird.
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I'm Oliver.
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I have a malignant peripheral
nerve sheath tumor,
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so I've only got
six months to live.
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I'm Dr. Melendez.
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00:10:31,264 --> 00:10:32,368
What happened
to your foot?
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00:10:32,456 --> 00:10:33,614
Skydiving.
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00:10:34,372 --> 00:10:35,803
First time.
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00:10:36,003 --> 00:10:38,472
They coached me how to roll,
but it didn't quite work out.
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He rented a plane.
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A small one.
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All the classes were full.
I did not want to wait.
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You should've come with me.
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I'm afraid of heights.
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So was I.
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00:10:49,149 --> 00:10:50,250
Not anymore.
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Hmm.
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Nothing's broken.
Ice it tonight.
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Try to stay off it
for a few days.
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I'll give you
12 hours.
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Lots to do, so I might
be okay with limping.
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00:11:02,863 --> 00:11:03,997
As long as I'm here,
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can I get vaccinated
for tropical diseases?
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00:11:06,628 --> 00:11:07,853
Thinking about
moving somewhere
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00:11:07,941 --> 00:11:10,187
the weather will be perfect
for the next six months.
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00:11:10,325 --> 00:11:14,053
The dry season in Costa Rica
is just beginning.
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Excellent.
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00:11:15,809 --> 00:11:17,499
I've always wanted
to see Costa Rica.
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00:11:19,112 --> 00:11:21,381
They have
mantled howler monkeys
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that make this haunting call
at dawn and dusk.
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Wouldn't that be great
to wake up to?
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Oliver...
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00:11:29,110 --> 00:11:31,562
Skydiving
doesn't bring happiness.
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Neither do monkey howls.
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You gonna tell a dying guy he
can't do what he wants to do?
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No.
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Get me the shots.
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What happened to the patient
who was in here?
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She checked herself out.
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I knew I had to be
in early,
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so I tried
not to wake you.
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Appreciate it.
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I've brought you
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a jelly doughnut and coffee...
Thank you.
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00:12:17,781 --> 00:12:19,785
...to celebrate
last night's breakthrough.
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What breakthrough
was that?
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Last night.
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You had a parade.
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During lunch.
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You made a lot of noise.
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One fairly loud noise...
A moan.
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Oh.
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00:12:40,660 --> 00:12:42,312
Right, right.
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00:12:44,397 --> 00:12:46,349
You had your elbow
on my hair.
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I had a great time
last night,
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and I really appreciate
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00:12:55,075 --> 00:12:57,727
how much effort you put
into my happiness.
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But no parade.
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00:13:01,261 --> 00:13:02,616
Parades
aren't always required.
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I'll keep working on it.
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00:13:10,934 --> 00:13:13,017
Cassie,
stay in Hong Kong.
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00:13:14,294 --> 00:13:17,042
It would be ridiculous to miss
the premiere of your symphony
263
00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:18,231
because of
a medical glitch.
264
00:13:18,319 --> 00:13:20,579
I have to go.
Your sister's here. Bye.
265
00:13:20,667 --> 00:13:22,770
You're in time
for brunch.
266
00:13:22,858 --> 00:13:24,526
I didn't know where
you were staying,
267
00:13:24,634 --> 00:13:27,319
if you'd left town,
if you'd gone home.
268
00:13:27,407 --> 00:13:29,476
I finally got your new
housekeeper on the phone
269
00:13:29,676 --> 00:13:31,057
and convinced her
I was your daughter.
270
00:13:31,144 --> 00:13:32,330
She said you
never mentioned me.
271
00:13:32,417 --> 00:13:34,597
Oh, Blanca's very forgetful.
Pull up a chair.
272
00:13:34,685 --> 00:13:36,028
Your brother's
out getting salmon.
273
00:13:36,116 --> 00:13:37,963
Ariel's here?
He got great news.
274
00:13:38,051 --> 00:13:41,321
Million-dollar commission...
A bronze piece on the mall.
275
00:13:41,521 --> 00:13:42,455
I'm thrilled.
276
00:13:42,543 --> 00:13:44,204
Can we talk about the fact
that you're dying?
277
00:13:44,291 --> 00:13:45,490
No.
278
00:13:45,585 --> 00:13:47,467
I'm having
a good arthritis day.
279
00:13:47,555 --> 00:13:49,124
Why shouldn't
I feel happy?
280
00:13:49,212 --> 00:13:51,936
You're so lucky you didn't
inherit anything from me.
281
00:13:54,190 --> 00:13:55,381
Morgan.
282
00:13:56,858 --> 00:13:59,306
I thought Mom ditched
the medical police.
283
00:13:59,506 --> 00:14:02,381
Right, the bad guys trying
to keep her alive.
284
00:14:02,469 --> 00:14:04,224
We've all tried to get her
to change her mind,
285
00:14:04,311 --> 00:14:05,370
but you know
what she's like.
286
00:14:05,457 --> 00:14:06,358
I'm using
a little sriracha
287
00:14:06,446 --> 00:14:07,649
just to throttle
your taste buds.
288
00:14:07,736 --> 00:14:09,142
Thank you.
289
00:14:09,917 --> 00:14:12,252
I've been strategizing
with Cassie via e-mail,
290
00:14:12,452 --> 00:14:14,566
trying to figure out a way
to convince Mom...
291
00:14:14,654 --> 00:14:16,768
Did it occur to either of you
to mention any of this
292
00:14:16,856 --> 00:14:18,692
to the only doctor
in the family?
293
00:14:18,892 --> 00:14:20,710
Plenty of doctors
already involved.
294
00:14:21,645 --> 00:14:23,889
And you barely consider
yourself part of this family.
295
00:14:24,022 --> 00:14:25,677
You exclude me,
and it's my fault?
296
00:14:25,765 --> 00:14:28,368
Morgan, in high school,
kids kept asking
297
00:14:28,465 --> 00:14:30,035
about my parents,
the spies.
298
00:14:30,123 --> 00:14:31,972
And my friend Joel
at Georgetown
299
00:14:32,060 --> 00:14:34,550
said you told people your
parents were in the Peace Corps.
300
00:14:35,054 --> 00:14:36,379
And that you
were an only child.
301
00:14:36,676 --> 00:14:37,796
I got tired
302
00:14:37,884 --> 00:14:39,592
of fielding questions
about my famous mother.
303
00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:41,982
It doesn't mean...
Only child.
304
00:14:42,182 --> 00:14:45,518
You're offended that you weren't
in the family I completely made up?
305
00:14:50,223 --> 00:14:53,326
I got tired of hearing
"Your mother is so talented.
306
00:14:53,414 --> 00:14:55,030
"How wonderful
your brother's an artist.
307
00:14:55,118 --> 00:14:57,320
"How amazing
Cassie writes music.
308
00:14:57,480 --> 00:14:58,882
"What do you do?"
309
00:15:02,102 --> 00:15:03,116
Mom!
310
00:15:03,203 --> 00:15:04,504
Grab a towel.
311
00:15:06,806 --> 00:15:09,469
It's not just about
what you do physically.
312
00:15:09,609 --> 00:15:13,463
It's about setting a scene,
offering inspiration.
313
00:15:15,008 --> 00:15:16,850
I mean, do you know
what movies she likes
314
00:15:16,938 --> 00:15:19,688
or what actors
she thinks are sexy?
315
00:15:21,221 --> 00:15:24,477
She likes
the Alien movies.
316
00:15:25,268 --> 00:15:26,930
Something else?
317
00:15:28,133 --> 00:15:29,922
She loves Outlander.
318
00:15:30,224 --> 00:15:31,859
That is a good idea.
319
00:15:32,005 --> 00:15:33,707
Where the hell is everybody?
320
00:15:34,134 --> 00:15:35,268
Complex partial seizure.
321
00:15:35,444 --> 00:15:36,953
Cut her finger off
with an electric knife.
322
00:15:37,040 --> 00:15:39,446
Knuckle's still there,
but we need to get her to an O.R.
323
00:15:41,608 --> 00:15:43,698
Whoa, whoa!
No one touches that but the surgeon.
324
00:15:45,343 --> 00:15:47,012
Bloody towels get
thrown out all the time.
325
00:15:47,180 --> 00:15:49,482
I'm not dumpster diving
while cells die.
326
00:15:56,423 --> 00:16:00,093
The last of
the circumferential sutures.
327
00:16:00,511 --> 00:16:03,130
Good capillary
refill in the fingertip.
328
00:16:04,931 --> 00:16:09,586
What if this wasn't caused
by the Cav Mals?
329
00:16:11,050 --> 00:16:12,930
First the bleeding,
then the seizure...
330
00:16:13,040 --> 00:16:14,186
Pretty typical progression.
331
00:16:14,274 --> 00:16:18,626
It's also possible the
bleeding caused the seizure.
332
00:16:20,347 --> 00:16:24,184
Microbleeds can cause gliosis,
and that can cause a seizure.
333
00:16:24,384 --> 00:16:26,153
And if the seizure
was caused by gliosis,
334
00:16:26,241 --> 00:16:28,793
we could simply remove that
one bit of damaged tissue.
335
00:16:29,687 --> 00:16:31,462
She'd still be terminal,
but...
336
00:16:31,550 --> 00:16:33,605
Shaun is right,
but he's wrong.
337
00:16:33,693 --> 00:16:35,044
Volume!
338
00:16:38,133 --> 00:16:39,986
Shaun's idea
could stop the seizures
339
00:16:40,074 --> 00:16:42,264
and let her keep painting
for the time she has left.
340
00:16:42,352 --> 00:16:44,083
That's something
she'll agree to.
341
00:16:44,171 --> 00:16:46,055
Which is why he's wrong.
342
00:16:47,049 --> 00:16:49,151
If she stops having
the seizures,
343
00:16:49,390 --> 00:16:51,425
there's no way she'll have
the lobectomy
344
00:16:51,578 --> 00:16:52,713
that will save her life.
345
00:16:52,858 --> 00:16:55,795
We don't choose procedures in
order to manipulate patients.
346
00:16:55,883 --> 00:16:57,177
No, we choose procedures
347
00:16:57,265 --> 00:16:59,579
based on what will have
the greatest benefit.
348
00:17:01,188 --> 00:17:03,590
Dr. Melendez, I'd like
to excuse myself
349
00:17:03,678 --> 00:17:05,287
to speak with
the patient's daughter.
350
00:17:05,375 --> 00:17:06,376
Please.
351
00:17:12,087 --> 00:17:13,357
I know not disclosing
a treatment
352
00:17:13,444 --> 00:17:14,711
is borderline unethical,
353
00:17:14,799 --> 00:17:17,116
but when there is a cure that
the patient is ignoring...
354
00:17:17,204 --> 00:17:18,610
You don't want her
to die.
355
00:17:18,727 --> 00:17:19,787
Thanks
for the summation.
356
00:17:19,875 --> 00:17:22,501
But have you considered
it might be more than that?
357
00:17:23,902 --> 00:17:26,038
This cure, it doesn't come
without a cost.
358
00:17:26,192 --> 00:17:27,593
To your mother.
359
00:17:27,862 --> 00:17:29,113
But to you...
360
00:17:30,988 --> 00:17:33,859
...if your mother loses
her artistic ability,
361
00:17:34,206 --> 00:17:36,390
your relationship changes.
362
00:17:38,291 --> 00:17:41,378
If she loses the thing
she lords over you, she...
363
00:17:42,419 --> 00:17:43,870
Maybe she'd be nicer.
364
00:17:47,834 --> 00:17:49,852
You hate the way
she looks at you.
365
00:17:51,371 --> 00:17:53,273
But that is who she is.
366
00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:02,331
Let's try it Shaun's way.
367
00:18:20,516 --> 00:18:22,079
Sorry about
this all-nighter,
368
00:18:22,167 --> 00:18:23,701
but sleeplessness
369
00:18:23,873 --> 00:18:25,884
will increase the odds
of a seizure event.
370
00:18:26,084 --> 00:18:27,975
Which isn't pleasant,
but we need.
371
00:18:28,063 --> 00:18:29,436
All this equipment
will tell us
372
00:18:29,524 --> 00:18:32,729
if it was caused by the Cav
Mals or by a remote microbleed.
373
00:18:35,282 --> 00:18:36,661
You want me
to put on the TV?
374
00:18:36,749 --> 00:18:38,521
I can find something
suitably irritating.
375
00:18:38,609 --> 00:18:40,922
Don't bother.
I'll be staying.
376
00:18:48,643 --> 00:18:51,602
"Cavernous malformations
may leak blood,
377
00:18:51,764 --> 00:18:54,334
"leading to brain
hemorrhage, seizures,
378
00:18:54,534 --> 00:18:57,249
"loss of sensation,
risk of paralysis..."
379
00:18:57,337 --> 00:18:58,438
If you have to do this,
380
00:18:58,526 --> 00:19:00,962
can't you find some
Harry Potter or something?
381
00:19:01,485 --> 00:19:02,909
We can look forward.
382
00:19:03,594 --> 00:19:04,911
Or we can look back.
383
00:19:05,056 --> 00:19:07,346
Do you want to discuss what
a lousy mother you were?
384
00:19:08,516 --> 00:19:11,596
Baby, I know
that stress and anger
385
00:19:11,684 --> 00:19:13,286
can increase the chance
of a seizure,
386
00:19:13,374 --> 00:19:14,775
and you're
so sweet to try...
387
00:19:14,884 --> 00:19:16,253
Shall we go
chronologically?
388
00:19:16,656 --> 00:19:19,359
First day of preschool,
when you promised to pick me up,
389
00:19:19,447 --> 00:19:21,640
but you forgot because
you were showing Ariel
390
00:19:21,728 --> 00:19:23,513
how to underpaint
with raw umber.
391
00:19:26,374 --> 00:19:29,868
You wore a kilt?
How'd it go?
392
00:19:30,165 --> 00:19:33,890
We binge-watched
six episodes of Outlander,
393
00:19:33,978 --> 00:19:35,438
she fell asleep
on the sofa,
394
00:19:35,526 --> 00:19:37,362
so I came back
to work.
395
00:19:38,353 --> 00:19:39,946
Hi. I'm Oliver.
396
00:19:40,034 --> 00:19:41,569
I have six months to live.
397
00:19:41,881 --> 00:19:43,450
Hello, Dr. Murphy.
398
00:19:43,650 --> 00:19:45,196
I'm Dr. Park.
399
00:19:45,859 --> 00:19:48,445
I went out.
In a new Ferrari.
400
00:19:49,556 --> 00:19:54,696
But when I got home,
I started to feel... dizzy,
401
00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:56,378
sick to my stomach.
402
00:19:56,524 --> 00:19:58,331
Fainted and hit my head.
403
00:19:58,829 --> 00:20:01,751
I think I might have been
poisoned by the fugu fish.
404
00:20:02,335 --> 00:20:04,404
You ate a fish
you knew might kill you.
405
00:20:04,604 --> 00:20:06,239
You're emptying
the bank accounts.
406
00:20:06,439 --> 00:20:10,092
Only my retirement savings,
which I'm not gonna need.
407
00:20:11,184 --> 00:20:12,954
You don't have
fugu poisoning.
408
00:20:13,816 --> 00:20:16,360
I know because you're not
already paralyzed or dead.
409
00:20:17,703 --> 00:20:18,907
Ow.
410
00:20:22,430 --> 00:20:25,315
We'll keep you for observation
and run some tests.
411
00:20:25,892 --> 00:20:27,176
Uh, how long?
412
00:20:28,227 --> 00:20:29,896
We have a room booked
in Costa Rica.
413
00:20:30,009 --> 00:20:31,243
Enough.
414
00:20:33,597 --> 00:20:36,515
I can't quit my job
and move to the jungle.
415
00:20:36,603 --> 00:20:38,120
Actually, you can.
416
00:20:39,193 --> 00:20:40,970
I won't stay here.
417
00:20:42,409 --> 00:20:43,938
You're gonna leave me?
418
00:20:45,712 --> 00:20:47,847
I've invited you
to come with me.
419
00:20:48,047 --> 00:20:50,317
I want us to see
Costa Rica together.
420
00:20:50,517 --> 00:20:52,624
You're choosing the
howler monkeys over me?
421
00:20:52,712 --> 00:20:54,117
That's where I rank,
behind the monkeys?
422
00:20:54,204 --> 00:20:57,173
Bella, I love you.
423
00:20:58,746 --> 00:21:00,698
I've loved our 20 years
together.
424
00:21:01,628 --> 00:21:03,445
I want to see Costa Rica.
425
00:21:04,297 --> 00:21:06,048
I want you
to come with me.
426
00:21:07,967 --> 00:21:09,736
But I'm going either way.
427
00:21:17,744 --> 00:21:18,911
Go.
428
00:21:20,747 --> 00:21:24,000
I don't want to spend whatever
time is left with...
429
00:21:24,912 --> 00:21:26,764
Whoever you are now.
430
00:21:30,156 --> 00:21:31,624
I'm happy.
431
00:21:34,761 --> 00:21:38,280
I thought I made you happy.
432
00:21:50,283 --> 00:21:53,343
Jumping ahead. The day I won
the regional science fair,
433
00:21:53,431 --> 00:21:54,671
beating five
other schools,
434
00:21:54,759 --> 00:21:56,631
including those nerds
from Alston Prep,
435
00:21:56,719 --> 00:21:58,637
do you know what
you said to me?
436
00:21:59,786 --> 00:22:03,305
That you were so glad I had
something to fall back on.
437
00:22:04,357 --> 00:22:07,660
I'm aware of your feelings
about me as a mother.
438
00:22:07,860 --> 00:22:10,747
I'm aware that our values
are different.
439
00:22:11,537 --> 00:22:13,972
It doesn't mean
I don't love you.
440
00:22:14,266 --> 00:22:15,584
I always have.
441
00:22:18,605 --> 00:22:21,608
It didn't matter
that you weren't creative.
442
00:22:26,546 --> 00:22:31,117
You seriously don't think
there's creativity in what I do?
443
00:22:31,317 --> 00:22:33,903
I think that's something
technical people tell themselves.
444
00:22:34,654 --> 00:22:39,192
But it's not
a moral judgment.
445
00:22:39,392 --> 00:22:41,261
It's the luck
of the draw.
446
00:22:41,573 --> 00:22:42,907
I'm an artist.
447
00:22:42,995 --> 00:22:44,797
You're a...
448
00:22:44,997 --> 00:22:46,733
Hard worker.
449
00:22:49,543 --> 00:22:54,015
August 12, 2014...
Times art section.
450
00:22:54,103 --> 00:22:55,134
I don't want to hear it.
451
00:22:55,222 --> 00:22:56,962
"Caroline Reznick's showing
at the Armory
452
00:22:57,050 --> 00:23:00,254
"is a lesson in what happens
when a once-interesting artist
453
00:23:00,342 --> 00:23:01,813
"sits too long
on her laurels."
454
00:23:01,901 --> 00:23:03,515
That woman hated me
for years.
455
00:23:03,603 --> 00:23:05,400
She was waiting
for an opportunity.
456
00:23:05,488 --> 00:23:07,168
"Bad judgment
doesn't begin to explain
457
00:23:07,256 --> 00:23:09,171
"what went wrong
with every stroke
458
00:23:09,259 --> 00:23:10,657
"of this ill-conceived..."
459
00:23:10,745 --> 00:23:14,111
I mean, really, how many negative
words can you pile together?
460
00:23:14,239 --> 00:23:15,821
And she hasn't even gotten
to that part
461
00:23:15,909 --> 00:23:17,509
about that
Modern Madonna piece
462
00:23:17,597 --> 00:23:19,199
that you
were so proud of.
463
00:23:19,287 --> 00:23:21,226
What... Remember what she...
What she called it?
464
00:23:21,314 --> 00:23:23,415
What was that?
Put that thing down!
465
00:23:51,898 --> 00:23:54,314
I'm sorry.
It's not gliosis.
466
00:23:55,656 --> 00:23:57,440
I went through that
for nothing?
467
00:23:58,389 --> 00:24:00,525
Mom, we eliminated
a possibility.
468
00:24:00,733 --> 00:24:02,020
That's not nothing.
469
00:24:02,108 --> 00:24:04,222
It's a day I spent
in this hospital
470
00:24:04,310 --> 00:24:06,062
when I could've been
home working.
471
00:24:09,820 --> 00:24:11,790
How soon
can I be discharged?
472
00:24:12,713 --> 00:24:14,689
You need to rest
for a day.
473
00:24:17,024 --> 00:24:18,822
And then we
can say goodbye.
474
00:24:33,368 --> 00:24:35,074
If I only had
six months to live,
475
00:24:35,162 --> 00:24:37,751
I would not stop
being a surgeon.
476
00:24:43,164 --> 00:24:44,251
I would.
477
00:24:44,383 --> 00:24:46,018
I'd move from spa to spa,
478
00:24:46,108 --> 00:24:48,642
having massages and drinks
with little umbrellas.
479
00:24:48,755 --> 00:24:51,993
Then I'd throw a party in the
penthouse of the Four Seasons.
480
00:24:53,159 --> 00:24:54,579
And after everybody left,
481
00:24:54,694 --> 00:24:56,296
I'd go into
the marble bathroom
482
00:24:56,384 --> 00:24:57,835
and painlessly
self-euthanize.
483
00:25:00,399 --> 00:25:02,569
I'd obviously leave
a big tip for housekeeping.
484
00:25:02,769 --> 00:25:04,620
You're very like
your mother.
485
00:25:05,914 --> 00:25:08,292
That's not something
I hear a lot.
486
00:25:08,638 --> 00:25:10,056
Well, he's right.
487
00:25:10,675 --> 00:25:12,779
You would reign like a queen
over your own death,
488
00:25:12,867 --> 00:25:15,269
insisting
on absolute control.
489
00:25:17,003 --> 00:25:19,130
I just meant you each
have a funny way
490
00:25:19,218 --> 00:25:21,904
of picking things up
with both hands sometimes.
491
00:25:24,991 --> 00:25:28,112
I don't think this is
anatomically correct.
492
00:25:28,597 --> 00:25:29,829
Hmm.
493
00:25:44,276 --> 00:25:45,347
Hmm.
494
00:25:47,263 --> 00:25:50,233
Stereotactic laser ablation.
495
00:25:50,527 --> 00:25:52,898
You worked with one of the people
who developed the technique.
496
00:25:52,985 --> 00:25:54,599
We never used to
call it that.
497
00:25:54,687 --> 00:25:56,322
I never liked that name.
498
00:25:56,522 --> 00:25:59,859
Also, it's never been used in
Cerebral Cavernous Malformations.
499
00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:01,173
Not yet.
500
00:26:01,345 --> 00:26:03,615
It would allow us
to target the malformations
501
00:26:03,730 --> 00:26:06,032
without needing to slice
all those cerebral fibers
502
00:26:06,120 --> 00:26:07,888
or remove a chunk
of my mother's brain.
503
00:26:07,976 --> 00:26:10,749
It would have to be applied
to each malformation
504
00:26:10,837 --> 00:26:12,038
with exact precision.
505
00:26:12,238 --> 00:26:14,841
Okay, so do that.
You can't.
506
00:26:15,041 --> 00:26:16,956
You're gonna make a mistake
on one or two of them.
507
00:26:17,043 --> 00:26:19,245
And then you got
more bleeding, seizures,
508
00:26:19,336 --> 00:26:23,037
you got inflamed malformations
growing out of control.
509
00:26:23,132 --> 00:26:24,472
You can.
510
00:26:26,619 --> 00:26:28,888
Even if I was still
a neurosurgeon,
511
00:26:29,088 --> 00:26:30,990
which I'm not,
I wouldn't.
512
00:26:31,078 --> 00:26:33,430
You don't get to quit
who you are.
513
00:26:34,661 --> 00:26:37,341
How long has it been
since you had your hands
514
00:26:37,429 --> 00:26:41,734
inside the source
of what makes us human?
515
00:26:41,822 --> 00:26:45,116
That flow, in surgery,
knowing every move
516
00:26:45,204 --> 00:26:48,057
and just feeling
how right it is...
517
00:26:48,388 --> 00:26:50,040
That's peak existence.
518
00:26:55,982 --> 00:26:58,134
I'm sorry.
I'm not gonna do the surgery.
519
00:27:05,658 --> 00:27:07,177
Are you s...
520
00:27:07,443 --> 00:27:09,950
Are you scared
to pick up a scalpel?
521
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:14,499
You had months of chemo
and radiation.
522
00:27:14,587 --> 00:27:16,214
Maybe it took its toll.
523
00:27:16,302 --> 00:27:20,082
E-Even a 10% drop in
performance would be unbearable.
524
00:27:20,170 --> 00:27:21,788
Why risk finding it out?
525
00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:25,925
Get out.
526
00:27:41,127 --> 00:27:42,474
Skydiving?
527
00:27:42,561 --> 00:27:43,643
Fugu?
528
00:27:43,730 --> 00:27:45,431
And apparently a yellow suit.
529
00:27:45,631 --> 00:27:47,299
Do you think a deadline
like he has
530
00:27:47,499 --> 00:27:49,769
burns you down
to who you really are?
531
00:27:49,969 --> 00:27:53,822
Or does it just make you
nuts and desperate?
532
00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:55,891
Why can't it be both?
533
00:27:56,108 --> 00:27:57,643
Hmm.
534
00:27:58,644 --> 00:28:00,129
Okay, um...
535
00:28:01,113 --> 00:28:03,299
A little house
in the middle of nowhere.
536
00:28:03,850 --> 00:28:05,302
Two chickens.
One dog.
537
00:28:05,450 --> 00:28:07,598
Nobody who expects
anything from me.
538
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:09,708
Nobody who is even verbal.
539
00:28:10,957 --> 00:28:12,859
I'm tired of trying
to fix myself.
540
00:28:12,947 --> 00:28:14,583
And I'm tired of being known
as a soft touch.
541
00:28:14,670 --> 00:28:17,685
Not buying it.
542
00:28:19,778 --> 00:28:21,512
There's no way
you would get a dog
543
00:28:21,600 --> 00:28:22,770
if you only had
six months to live.
544
00:28:22,857 --> 00:28:24,441
Wouldn't be fair.
545
00:28:25,736 --> 00:28:29,774
Okay, then I would foster
a series of rescue dogs.
546
00:28:29,997 --> 00:28:32,112
You said you're tired
of being a soft touch,
547
00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:34,430
and yet your fantasy
involves helping.
548
00:28:35,447 --> 00:28:37,349
We are who we are.
549
00:29:06,012 --> 00:29:09,916
It's called stereotactic
laser ablation.
550
00:29:10,116 --> 00:29:11,600
Never liked the name.
551
00:29:24,177 --> 00:29:27,111
He said it's minimally
invasive, and if it works,
552
00:29:27,199 --> 00:29:28,716
it would save my life
553
00:29:29,020 --> 00:29:31,136
and allow me
to continue painting.
554
00:29:33,322 --> 00:29:35,153
If I win,
I win everything.
555
00:29:36,377 --> 00:29:38,112
And if I lose, it's over.
556
00:29:38,345 --> 00:29:41,245
When you first came to see Dr. Glassman,
he didn't offer this option.
557
00:29:41,333 --> 00:29:42,540
Why not?
558
00:29:43,411 --> 00:29:45,874
Stereotactic laser ablation
is a new technique,
559
00:29:45,962 --> 00:29:48,621
and it's never been used
on a Cav Mal patient.
560
00:29:48,821 --> 00:29:50,405
So, he just
didn't think of it?
561
00:29:50,493 --> 00:29:52,556
But then it came to him?
562
00:29:55,248 --> 00:29:56,819
It was my idea.
563
00:30:00,425 --> 00:30:02,975
Dr. Glassman
didn't sugarcoat the risks.
564
00:30:03,390 --> 00:30:07,280
This is the last chance
you've got to keep your art.
565
00:30:08,483 --> 00:30:11,122
I'm not going to complete
my work if I'm dead.
566
00:30:14,334 --> 00:30:15,535
No.
567
00:30:16,648 --> 00:30:18,567
But thank you so much
for trying.
568
00:30:28,758 --> 00:30:30,894
Why didn't you
back me up?
569
00:30:31,297 --> 00:30:33,747
I didn't know you were gonna
throw this crapshoot at us.
570
00:30:34,286 --> 00:30:36,093
Do you even listen
to what she's been saying?
571
00:30:36,202 --> 00:30:37,671
She wants
to finish her work.
572
00:30:37,788 --> 00:30:39,672
She could live
another 40 years,
573
00:30:39,872 --> 00:30:41,440
and her art
would grow with her.
574
00:30:41,569 --> 00:30:43,356
Don't pretend those words
mean anything to you.
575
00:30:43,442 --> 00:30:45,077
You don't give a damn
about art.
576
00:30:45,277 --> 00:30:47,020
Her family
could grow with her...
577
00:30:47,108 --> 00:30:49,811
Her children,
her grandchildren.
578
00:30:50,008 --> 00:30:53,124
You and her don't give a damn
about anything except for art.
579
00:30:54,454 --> 00:30:57,116
You need to listen to me
and do what I tell you.
580
00:30:58,860 --> 00:31:01,429
This is why
we didn't call you.
581
00:31:12,077 --> 00:31:13,387
The competition
in that family
582
00:31:13,475 --> 00:31:14,755
must have been
like a buzz saw.
583
00:31:14,944 --> 00:31:16,322
- Okay.
- Please.
584
00:31:26,418 --> 00:31:29,571
It's perfectly reasonable to
get out of a game you can't win.
585
00:31:30,022 --> 00:31:31,457
You did everything right...
586
00:31:31,545 --> 00:31:34,193
Moved 3,000 miles,
found your own calling,
587
00:31:34,281 --> 00:31:36,574
a career people respect
and value.
588
00:31:36,662 --> 00:31:39,736
Actually, there's a good comparative
measure for how people value things.
589
00:31:39,824 --> 00:31:41,010
We call it money.
590
00:31:41,098 --> 00:31:43,057
And my brother's already
a million dollars ahead.
591
00:31:43,145 --> 00:31:45,548
See how you went straight
to your brother?
592
00:31:45,972 --> 00:31:48,757
Did you ever think he might be
tired of being your competitor?
593
00:31:49,141 --> 00:31:50,542
He won a long time ago.
594
00:31:50,630 --> 00:31:52,666
That's why I left that
dysfunctional world behind.
595
00:31:52,811 --> 00:31:54,193
Really?
596
00:31:54,281 --> 00:31:57,237
Because it seems to me you re-created
the competition you grew up with
597
00:31:57,377 --> 00:31:58,834
the very first day
you got here.
598
00:32:03,656 --> 00:32:06,509
Shingles?
Like, from chicken pox?
599
00:32:07,088 --> 00:32:08,206
The virus was dormant,
600
00:32:08,294 --> 00:32:10,229
then your chemo suppressed
your immune system,
601
00:32:10,429 --> 00:32:11,880
and the virus woke up.
602
00:32:12,072 --> 00:32:13,532
It can be painful,
603
00:32:13,620 --> 00:32:15,369
but the treatment
is very simple.
604
00:32:17,434 --> 00:32:19,085
Do you want us
to call your wife?
605
00:32:20,596 --> 00:32:23,375
No, thank you.
606
00:32:23,575 --> 00:32:27,496
Just fix me up and
release me into the wild.
607
00:32:28,247 --> 00:32:29,898
Back to the bucket list.
608
00:32:31,483 --> 00:32:32,869
She was right.
609
00:32:34,286 --> 00:32:35,888
I'm not the same person.
610
00:32:35,976 --> 00:32:38,536
I'm doing what we all
should be doing.
611
00:32:38,624 --> 00:32:40,559
We all want to cut loose,
612
00:32:40,696 --> 00:32:42,273
but we're
just too practical.
613
00:32:42,361 --> 00:32:43,996
If this had not happened,
614
00:32:44,149 --> 00:32:48,237
I might've lived to be 90,
never looking up.
615
00:32:50,602 --> 00:32:52,330
Dr. Murphy,
what do you want to do
616
00:32:52,424 --> 00:32:54,353
that you just haven't done yet?
What makes you happy?
617
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:56,725
I want to give Carly...
Shaun.
618
00:32:58,838 --> 00:32:59,839
Oh.
619
00:33:02,572 --> 00:33:04,491
I like a crisp apple.
620
00:33:05,534 --> 00:33:08,537
The way the sunlight
hits my bedsheets
621
00:33:08,625 --> 00:33:11,194
in the morning
in a perfect square.
622
00:33:11,521 --> 00:33:14,111
I like the movement
of wind in leaves.
623
00:33:14,873 --> 00:33:17,666
And the way the
circumference of a circle
624
00:33:17,754 --> 00:33:20,658
is always equal to pi
times the diameter,
625
00:33:20,821 --> 00:33:22,728
no matter what numbers
you put in.
626
00:33:23,931 --> 00:33:26,689
You like the happiness
of small things.
627
00:33:27,339 --> 00:33:29,221
Yes.
628
00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:31,255
Your happiness
is too loud.
629
00:33:37,015 --> 00:33:38,600
Shake your head again.
630
00:33:42,198 --> 00:33:43,467
Didn't he have
a muscle issue?
631
00:33:43,562 --> 00:33:45,197
His range of motion
seems good.
632
00:33:45,321 --> 00:33:49,627
All the better for zip-lining
in Costa Rica, right?
633
00:33:50,861 --> 00:33:52,398
Not right.
634
00:33:54,184 --> 00:33:55,955
We need more tests.
635
00:34:06,445 --> 00:34:07,830
I'm sorry.
636
00:34:09,068 --> 00:34:11,486
I know we want
the same things.
637
00:34:15,080 --> 00:34:16,664
I'd like
to show you something.
638
00:34:22,428 --> 00:34:25,313
Neurons that
fire together wire together.
639
00:34:26,598 --> 00:34:29,401
One neuron goes off,
exciting the next,
640
00:34:29,489 --> 00:34:31,358
creating a pathway
in the brain
641
00:34:31,525 --> 00:34:32,804
that wasn't
there before.
642
00:34:33,004 --> 00:34:34,907
Every time Mom
takes a brushstroke,
643
00:34:34,995 --> 00:34:36,831
every time
you use a chisel.
644
00:34:37,143 --> 00:34:40,712
It's like we're creating
ourselves in the choices we make.
645
00:34:41,041 --> 00:34:43,031
We are creating this.
646
00:34:45,016 --> 00:34:47,119
It's beautiful.
647
00:34:51,022 --> 00:34:53,137
We target
each malformation
648
00:34:53,225 --> 00:34:54,660
with a thermal laser probe.
649
00:34:54,748 --> 00:34:56,566
Just the malformation.
650
00:34:57,633 --> 00:35:00,502
The trajectory
has to be perfect.
651
00:35:01,567 --> 00:35:03,151
You can't
paint over it.
652
00:35:06,338 --> 00:35:08,189
You could show this
to Mom.
653
00:35:09,900 --> 00:35:11,618
But from you,
she'll accept it.
654
00:35:27,626 --> 00:35:30,562
Inserting the laser
probe into the cooling catheter.
655
00:35:33,799 --> 00:35:35,717
Locked and loaded.
Ready to fire.
656
00:35:37,236 --> 00:35:38,344
Dr. Glassman,
657
00:35:38,432 --> 00:35:40,172
are you sure
of this location?
658
00:35:40,372 --> 00:35:41,707
It seems significantly far
659
00:35:41,795 --> 00:35:43,847
from what we saw
on her pre-surgical MRIs.
660
00:35:45,444 --> 00:35:49,148
You know what the brain and
breakfast cereal have in common?
661
00:35:49,236 --> 00:35:51,921
Contents tend to shift
during transport.
662
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:55,403
Yes, I'm quite sure.
663
00:36:06,365 --> 00:36:08,072
First ablation complete.
664
00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:22,106
Now we just have to do it
perfectly nine more times.
665
00:36:31,814 --> 00:36:33,037
It's gone?
666
00:36:33,124 --> 00:36:34,826
Well, not quite.
But close.
667
00:36:34,914 --> 00:36:36,590
The recent infections
got into the tumor.
668
00:36:36,678 --> 00:36:39,814
Which allowed your
immune system to find it.
669
00:36:40,060 --> 00:36:43,531
But they said it was
an aggressive cancer.
670
00:36:43,669 --> 00:36:45,062
What makes
a cancer aggressive
671
00:36:45,150 --> 00:36:47,706
is its ability to evade
the immune system.
672
00:36:47,906 --> 00:36:49,424
That's no longer true
about yours.
673
00:37:00,138 --> 00:37:04,619
The tumor has become small
enough to remove surgically.
674
00:37:04,742 --> 00:37:07,593
We can make an appointment
to do that in a few days,
675
00:37:07,681 --> 00:37:09,773
once the infection has
fully cleared your system.
676
00:37:09,861 --> 00:37:13,135
Meanwhile,
you can go home.
677
00:37:13,314 --> 00:37:14,666
Congratulations.
678
00:37:19,204 --> 00:37:21,039
Home?
679
00:37:26,461 --> 00:37:27,778
How do you feel?
680
00:37:28,150 --> 00:37:29,394
Tired.
681
00:37:29,481 --> 00:37:31,066
Of being in this place.
682
00:37:31,550 --> 00:37:33,051
Reasonable answer.
683
00:37:33,141 --> 00:37:35,126
Do you feel
your creativity's impaired?
684
00:37:42,364 --> 00:37:44,978
Isn't that the graphic
you use to sign your paintings?
685
00:37:45,096 --> 00:37:47,166
Thank you
for knowing that.
686
00:37:47,287 --> 00:37:49,807
Ariel was afraid
you'd feel vandalized.
687
00:37:50,834 --> 00:37:53,352
Ah, don't be silly.
We'll auction off the door.
688
00:37:59,968 --> 00:38:01,828
Mom, you've thanked
your doctors,
689
00:38:01,916 --> 00:38:03,665
but you haven't said
anything to Morgan.
690
00:38:05,009 --> 00:38:07,079
You know, getting out
of this mess intact,
691
00:38:07,427 --> 00:38:08,697
that's down to her.
692
00:38:08,820 --> 00:38:11,135
Oh, yes, I know.
693
00:38:14,092 --> 00:38:16,411
I owe you everything.
694
00:38:22,701 --> 00:38:24,455
Thank you...
695
00:38:24,656 --> 00:38:26,475
For saving my life.
696
00:38:29,408 --> 00:38:30,924
You're welcome.
697
00:38:41,309 --> 00:38:43,695
Our little plodder
came through.
698
00:38:52,079 --> 00:38:54,791
Not everybody
gets a parade.
699
00:38:54,933 --> 00:38:56,580
Maybe Carly
doesn't have them.
700
00:38:57,202 --> 00:38:59,838
Maybe I haven't
practiced enough.
701
00:39:00,092 --> 00:39:02,219
I've worked on
my surgical technique
702
00:39:02,307 --> 00:39:03,541
for hundreds of hours.
703
00:39:03,629 --> 00:39:06,642
You can't just take the pizza
out of the freezer and dig in.
704
00:39:08,153 --> 00:39:10,205
You have to put it
in the microwave first.
705
00:39:12,577 --> 00:39:14,252
Actually, Dr. Lim,
706
00:39:14,386 --> 00:39:17,272
a toaster oven
is better for the crust.
707
00:39:18,324 --> 00:39:20,910
She's not talking
about pizza, Shaun.
708
00:39:22,293 --> 00:39:23,377
Mm.
709
00:39:23,465 --> 00:39:25,455
Men your age
run out of patience.
710
00:39:25,546 --> 00:39:29,799
They turn off the microwave
before that pizza's ready.
711
00:39:34,731 --> 00:39:36,439
You want to give
a parade, Shaun?
712
00:39:37,042 --> 00:39:38,289
Yes.
713
00:39:38,376 --> 00:39:39,845
You want to give
a great parade?
714
00:39:40,045 --> 00:39:42,297
Are there differences
in parades?
715
00:39:44,096 --> 00:39:47,267
Some have balloons
and marching bands.
716
00:39:47,466 --> 00:39:50,635
Other parades
are sparsely attended.
717
00:39:50,867 --> 00:39:54,805
I want Carly to have
the best parade possible.
718
00:39:55,060 --> 00:39:56,736
I know you do.
719
00:39:56,954 --> 00:39:59,385
Just as you want to be
the best surgeon possible.
720
00:40:00,381 --> 00:40:03,117
When you're in the O.R.,
you commit totally.
721
00:40:03,435 --> 00:40:06,037
You persevere.
Everything else falls away.
722
00:40:06,125 --> 00:40:08,912
You focus entirely
on what you're doing.
723
00:40:09,575 --> 00:40:11,059
That's your superpower.
724
00:40:14,806 --> 00:40:17,227
Now I want you
to take Carly home
725
00:40:17,315 --> 00:40:18,884
and work that parade route
726
00:40:19,084 --> 00:40:21,814
and don't stop until
the band begins playing.
727
00:40:25,054 --> 00:40:27,106
And then go 3% longer.
728
00:40:32,234 --> 00:40:33,603
I will.
729
00:40:44,075 --> 00:40:45,791
See you tomorrow.
730
00:40:50,749 --> 00:40:52,818
All that focus.
731
00:40:52,931 --> 00:40:55,149
Strangely intriguing.
732
00:41:08,166 --> 00:41:11,213
If I only had
six months to live,
733
00:41:11,301 --> 00:41:14,037
I wouldn't want to be
anywhere but where I am.
734
00:41:17,075 --> 00:41:20,796
♪ If you come to find out
who you are
735
00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:24,616
♪ And may you find out
736
00:41:24,704 --> 00:41:28,074
♪ May find you find out
who you are
737
00:41:28,689 --> 00:41:30,424
Are you getting on?
738
00:41:30,658 --> 00:41:33,760
♪ If you come to search
for what is lost
739
00:41:34,054 --> 00:41:35,469
No.
740
00:41:35,626 --> 00:41:37,441
♪ Then may you find it
741
00:41:37,529 --> 00:41:40,615
♪ May you find it at any cost
742
00:41:42,534 --> 00:41:48,206
♪ If you come over from far
743
00:41:48,406 --> 00:41:52,978
♪ May it not touch you
or ever do you harm
744
00:41:58,550 --> 00:42:04,590
♪ Passing slowly
through the town
745
00:42:04,790 --> 00:42:10,328
♪ My feet,
they cannot touch the ground
746
00:42:10,528 --> 00:42:13,031
♪ Of the parade ♪