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I made you blueberry pancakes.
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Would you prefer cauliflower?
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Nope. Shaun, that's our baby.
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I'm 36 weeks.
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The baby is the size
of a head of cauliflower.
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Our baby
will not be this bumpy.
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I am very... happy.
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Me, too.
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We're having a baby,
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I have an amazing job,
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you're an attending.
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We have a new family car.
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Dr. Glassman has moved
down the hall.
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Jared is coming back
to work at the hospital.
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It is great that he's back.
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But, you know, the dynamic
might be a little different.
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Research has shown
that when working with friends,
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you get more done in less time
and have fun on the job.
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But Jared will be working
for you, not with you.
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It can be different
when you have to
manage a friend.
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Lines can get blurred,
and that can be hard.
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Hmm...
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The lines are not blurred.
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They are very clear.
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- ♪ This is a world premiere ♪
- ♪ This is a world premiere ♪
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♪ This is a world premiere ♪
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[Jordan] Hey, there, Loverboy.
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Give me the details.
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Are you and Jerome
exchanging keys,
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or are you getting
a whole-new place together?
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Yeah, no.
He did not ask me to move in.
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Then what did he want
to talk to you about?
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I-- I don't want
to talk about it.
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Okay, now I want to know
even more,
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and my interrogation
will continue until...
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[on car radio]
♪ I love myself ♪
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You going to the club or work?
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[engine stops]
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[chuckles]
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Yeah, these early calls
are gonna take
some getting used to.
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- [Asher] Hmm.
- A little Kendrick's
the perfect pick-me-up.
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Never mad at Kendrick.
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Yes.
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Nice shirt. Tom Ford?
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Yeah, my good luck charm.
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Figured it couldn't hurt
on my first day back.
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For $700, it should give you
more than luck.
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[chuckles]
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On occasion, it has.
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- See you guys in there.
- [engine revs]
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♪ I love myself ♪
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♪ But it can do what it want
Whenever it want ♪
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The car is a bit much,
but the fashion is lit.
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Now, Mr. Grumpy,
what's going on with you?
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Goodbye.
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Dr. Kalu is not your peer,
not your friend.
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He is your employee
and you are his boss.
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I am confident that Jared
will do a good job.
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That's exactly
what I'm talking about.
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He is not "Jared."
He is "Dr. Kalu."
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I do not always call people
by their professional titles.
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- Sometimes I call Dr. Allen--
- Dr. Murphy.
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An informal communication style
with Dr. Kalu
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can create a perception
of special treatment
and favoritism.
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I do not plan to give Jared
special treatment.
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That doesn't mean
Dr. Kalu isn't expecting it.
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And if I see it, it won't
be good for either of you.
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[quirky music playing]
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She has bruising and pain
even with passive
range of motion.
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Some bullies at school
chased her.
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She fell down the stairs
trying to get away.
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That's not even
how it happened.
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I knew we should have stuck
with homeschooling.
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- She insisted,
and look what happened.
- [laughs]
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You need to be still.
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Your shoulder is fractured.
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Ultrasound the patient.
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[laughing]
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Why are you laughing?
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Sh-She can't help it.
Yara has Tourette syndrome.
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- It's why she got into
the fight at school.
- Mom, he was asking me.
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You never let me speak
for myself.
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It wasn't a fight.
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Some kids thought
it would be funny
to point and stare at me,
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and I thought it would be funny
to egg their lockers.
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Then my stupid tics
messed up my getaway.
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There's significant
tissue swelling
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and massive hematoma
at the proximal humerus.
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The fracture has caused
an acute compartment syndrome.
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You need surgery right away.
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[laughing]
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[opening theme music playing]
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[Dr. Park] What were you doing
when you started getting dizzy?
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I was sitting in gym class,
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and then the room
started to spin.
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And then I threw up.
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But I wasn't doing it.
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I just introduced Carter
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to the Wonder Woman comics.
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He's been trying
to learn the twirl.
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I don't blame you.
The twirl is awesome.
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Where's my little guy?
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- Hey, Mama E.
- [chuckles] Hey, Carter G.
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You should have
called me immediately.
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Elaine's my mom.
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And I don't need
your permission
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to bring my son
to the hospital.
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Actually, you do.
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I'm his legal guardian.
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What's wrong with him?
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Uh, his heart rate
is-- is quite low.
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What does that mean?
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It looks like Carter
has an abnormality
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of the electrical signals
controlling his heartbeat.
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We need to run some tests.
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Echo
and electrophysiology study.
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[tense music playing]
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The prodigal resident returns.
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Aha. Lovely to see you as well,
Dr. Reznick.
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Will the hospital
be getting a new wing
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in the Kalu family name?
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My family are doing well.
Thanks for asking.
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And I was recruited to return
based on my training,
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breadth of experience,
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and willingness to take
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a demotion
back to a first year.
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Ooh, it's gonna be hellish
being bossed around by newbies
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and people
who used to be your peers.
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Grab me that box
on the top shelf.
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I missed you, too.
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You know, while I was away,
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I learned how to read
emotional energy.
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And sniping at people's
your love language.
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Happy to know you still care.
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Good luck, newbie.
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Thanks.
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I, uh--
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I gotta get to surgery. Enjoy.
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[quirky music playing]
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[monitor beeping]
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[Shaun] Your control
of the shaft segment
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is very precise.
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Thank you.
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Brown retractor.
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No brown retractor.
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I thought I put it on your tray
from the supply room.
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[Shaun] All of my tools must be
individually selected,
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sterilized,
and placed in my tray
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before I begin the surgery.
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Understood. Got it.
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That will do.
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Further expose
the proximal humerus.
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Place sutures in rotator cuff
to mobilize humeral head.
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Sorry for dropping the ball
with your tools.
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[chuckles] Rookie mistake.
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[Jordan] Don't sweat it.
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You're BFFs
with the boss, right?
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I treat
every resident the same.
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Dr. Allen,
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place Steinmann pins
proximal to biceps tendon.
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Dr. Kalu, you are on suction.
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[Jared] Oh.
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[machine suctioning]
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[tense music playing]
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Catheter placed
in the axillary vein.
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I feel bad for Carter's mom.
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I can't imagine
trying to raise a kid
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with my mother backseat driving
my every move.
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Well, maybe if Bianca
told Elaine
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that she was taking Carter
to the hospital,
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she would trust her more.
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Pacing wire.
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Bianca was probably doing
what she thought was best.
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Withholding information
is never for the best.
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Advancing
to the right ventricle.
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Everything okay
between you two?
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We're... fine.
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[monitor beeping]
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That can't be right.
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I need contrast to clear up
what I'm seeing on fluoroscopy.
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L-transposition
of the great arteries.
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The ventricles are...
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inverted.
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His heart is... backward.
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[dramatic music playing]
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[laughing]
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[Shaun] Your surgery went well.
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We were able
to decompress and release
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your compartment syndrome
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and stabilize
your humerus fracture.
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Great. When can I go
back to school?
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You'll only be out a few days.
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Just be sure
to wear your sling.
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You're not going
back to school.
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- Why not?
- It's not safe.
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I'm not sending you back
so they can hurt you again.
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I'm not a baby.
I can take care of myself.
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I just need
to take your vitals.
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If you could
take care of yourself,
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we wouldn't have ended up
in the hospital.
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Going to school
is literally the only thing
that I do that is normal.
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I don't want to be--
[exhales sharply]
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[laughs]
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I don't want to be
stuck at home with you.
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You never let me
do anything by mys--
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Yara?
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She's having a seizure.
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We need 2 milligrams
of lorazepam and MRI, stat!
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[Yara gasping]
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[tense music playing]
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[MRI machine whirring]
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[whirring stops]
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She's sleeping like a baby.
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You should've used propofol
instead of Versed
to sedate her.
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Versed is old school.
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Same effects,
none of the overshooting.
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Why are you
changing my settings?
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Peds case.
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Shorter duration
imaging sequences
cuts the time in half.
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It's your first day, remember?
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You could
probably use a refresher
before trying a shortcut.
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I'm a little out of practice,
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but I've still got
a few tricks up my sleeve.
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Says the guy
who has to repeat a year.
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- Ow.
- Mm-hmm.
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[chuckles]
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Shaun will appreciate getting
Yara's results back faster.
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Trust me.
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You know him better than me.
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[mellow music playing]
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Was the patient
properly sedated
before you began this MRI?
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Yeah, of course. I used
the standard pediatric
protocol with Versed.
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Did Dr. Allen tell you
about our revised
propofol protocol?
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Yeah. But in my experience,
Versed provides better--
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You should have listened
to Dr. Allen.
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I know how to perform
an MRI, Shaun.
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You apparently do not.
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There is too much
motion degradation.
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These images are unusable.
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Dr. Allen,
please go redo the MRI.
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Dr. Kalu, we need
to speak privately.
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[tense music playing]
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You cannot take shortcuts.
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You're right. I'm sorry.
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You cannot expect
special treatment
because you are my friend.
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I'm not expecting
special treatment, Shaun.
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But I don't appreciate
being treated
like an intern, either.
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I know, technically,
I'm a first year,
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but I've been a doctor
for as long as you have.
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We are not peers.
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I am your boss,
and you have a lot to learn.
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Dr. Andrews said he is
judging my performance
off of your performance,
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and your performance
is not good.
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Okay?
255
00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:11,567
Okay.
256
00:11:11,567 --> 00:11:14,294
Good. You need
to go practice basic skills
257
00:11:14,294 --> 00:11:16,572
and observe our current
standardized MRI process.
258
00:11:18,056 --> 00:11:20,300
[tense music playing]
259
00:11:26,513 --> 00:11:29,033
[Dr. Lim] Heart block plus
inverted cardiac anatomy.
260
00:11:29,550 --> 00:11:30,690
What's your plan?
261
00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:32,346
Intravenous pacemaker is out,
262
00:11:32,346 --> 00:11:34,210
but we could open him up,
place it surgically.
263
00:11:34,210 --> 00:11:36,557
[Asher] That doesn't address
the underlying anatomy issue.
264
00:11:36,557 --> 00:11:38,559
The defect could lead to
heart failure as he gets older.
265
00:11:38,559 --> 00:11:41,148
It could, but he might be fine
with just the pacemaker.
266
00:11:41,148 --> 00:11:43,703
But if he's already
developed arrhythmia,
not a great sign.
267
00:11:44,876 --> 00:11:46,878
I'd recommend
the double switch reconstruction,
268
00:11:46,878 --> 00:11:48,811
redirect blood flow
to the right ventricle.
269
00:11:48,811 --> 00:11:51,227
I have Carter's BMP
and cardiac labs.
270
00:11:51,227 --> 00:11:52,850
Yeah, I already
received them digitally.
271
00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:57,682
But the hard copies
are always appreciated.
272
00:12:00,374 --> 00:12:02,066
- Trouble in paradise?
- Everything's fine.
273
00:12:02,066 --> 00:12:04,275
They've been
in this passive-aggressive
fight all day.
274
00:12:04,275 --> 00:12:06,864
- We're not fighting.
- No, that would require
you talking to me.
275
00:12:09,763 --> 00:12:11,247
You don't have to share,
276
00:12:11,247 --> 00:12:13,077
but you do have two divorcees
277
00:12:13,077 --> 00:12:16,390
with a sadly ample amount
of experience between us.
278
00:12:16,390 --> 00:12:18,565
Was one of you secretly
in contact with an ex?
279
00:12:18,565 --> 00:12:20,601
Took a job out of state
without including you
in the process?
280
00:12:25,468 --> 00:12:27,747
Jerome lied to me,
about something very important.
281
00:12:27,747 --> 00:12:29,783
- I didn't lie.
- A lie of omission
is still a lie.
282
00:12:29,783 --> 00:12:31,371
- It's not that simple.
- You should have told me.
283
00:12:31,371 --> 00:12:32,613
- I wanted to.
- Yes, but you didn't.
284
00:12:32,613 --> 00:12:34,788
Because I was afraid
of how you'd react.
285
00:12:37,929 --> 00:12:39,413
But you're right.
286
00:12:39,413 --> 00:12:40,518
It should never
have been a secret,
287
00:12:40,518 --> 00:12:41,553
because there's
nothing to hide.
288
00:12:42,623 --> 00:12:43,624
I'm HIV positive.
289
00:12:44,971 --> 00:12:46,420
Thanks to my meds,
my viral load
290
00:12:46,420 --> 00:12:48,457
has been undetectable
for years.
291
00:12:49,769 --> 00:12:51,771
I'm poz undetectable.
292
00:12:53,427 --> 00:12:54,981
I can't transmit the virus.
293
00:12:54,981 --> 00:12:57,052
[gloomy music playing]
294
00:13:03,472 --> 00:13:04,784
You should go talk to him.
295
00:13:06,509 --> 00:13:07,579
I have work to do.
296
00:13:09,340 --> 00:13:11,894
Present the double switch
surgery to the family.
297
00:13:11,894 --> 00:13:12,999
If they agree, I'll scrub in.
298
00:13:12,999 --> 00:13:14,310
On it.
299
00:13:20,006 --> 00:13:23,457
No. How did we get
from a pacemaker
to reconstructing his heart?
300
00:13:23,457 --> 00:13:25,114
The procedure
may sound drastic,
301
00:13:25,114 --> 00:13:27,599
but it will greatly reduce
his risk of developing
heart failure.
302
00:13:27,599 --> 00:13:29,843
Can't we just give him
the pacemaker now,
303
00:13:29,843 --> 00:13:32,087
and do the bigger surgery
if the problem gets worse?
304
00:13:32,087 --> 00:13:34,261
At the point he starts showing
signs of heart failure,
305
00:13:34,261 --> 00:13:35,815
it'll be too late
to do the reconstruction.
306
00:13:37,506 --> 00:13:39,094
We should fix it now.
307
00:13:39,094 --> 00:13:40,164
This isn't your decision.
308
00:13:42,235 --> 00:13:45,445
You are still making me pay
for mistakes I made
when I was 17.
309
00:13:45,445 --> 00:13:48,586
And 18, 19, 20--
310
00:13:48,586 --> 00:13:50,450
I've been back for two years.
311
00:13:50,450 --> 00:13:53,177
How can I be a mother
when you won't even
give me a chance?
312
00:13:53,177 --> 00:13:54,316
[Carter] Mama?
313
00:13:54,316 --> 00:13:55,593
Mama E?
314
00:13:55,593 --> 00:13:56,939
I don't feel good.
315
00:14:00,736 --> 00:14:02,289
It's okay, baby. I'm here.
316
00:14:02,289 --> 00:14:03,359
Honey, what's wrong?
317
00:14:03,359 --> 00:14:04,774
My chest hurts.
318
00:14:04,774 --> 00:14:06,535
The heart rate's 40 BPM.
319
00:14:06,535 --> 00:14:08,295
BP 73/45.
320
00:14:08,295 --> 00:14:11,505
We need a decision soon
before his condition deteriorates.
321
00:14:11,505 --> 00:14:13,818
[ominous music playing]
322
00:14:13,818 --> 00:14:15,026
[knock on door]
323
00:14:20,273 --> 00:14:22,344
I wanted to apologize
for earlier.
324
00:14:22,344 --> 00:14:23,552
It was unprofessional.
325
00:14:28,108 --> 00:14:31,077
You have nothing
to apologize for,
326
00:14:31,077 --> 00:14:32,526
and no duty to disclose.
327
00:14:32,526 --> 00:14:35,322
Undetectable equals untransmittable.
328
00:14:35,322 --> 00:14:37,600
[sighs] I appreciate
you saying that.
329
00:14:40,672 --> 00:14:42,088
Give Asher some time.
330
00:14:42,088 --> 00:14:43,365
He's a doctor.
331
00:14:44,642 --> 00:14:47,610
He knows there was
never any risk to him.
332
00:14:49,302 --> 00:14:51,718
What people know
and how it makes them feel
333
00:14:51,718 --> 00:14:54,065
are often
two very different things.
334
00:14:57,068 --> 00:14:59,277
You've had years
to process your status.
335
00:14:59,277 --> 00:15:01,072
Allow Asher to process it, too.
336
00:15:06,077 --> 00:15:08,873
Please do not say,
"I told you so."
337
00:15:08,873 --> 00:15:11,358
I won't.
But I'm gonna think it.
338
00:15:12,808 --> 00:15:14,292
You seem a little spoiled.
339
00:15:16,536 --> 00:15:17,537
You don't know me.
340
00:15:20,333 --> 00:15:21,921
You come from money,
341
00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:24,889
and you haven't had to
work hard for anything.
342
00:15:24,889 --> 00:15:27,133
You made it through med school.
Bravo to that.
343
00:15:27,133 --> 00:15:28,720
You got kicked out
of this program,
344
00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:32,241
but landed on your feet
taking care of a billionaire.
345
00:15:32,241 --> 00:15:33,484
And when you got tired of that,
346
00:15:33,484 --> 00:15:35,589
you were welcomed back here
with open arms.
347
00:15:35,589 --> 00:15:40,042
You come in with your fancy car
and your old tricks, and think,
348
00:15:40,042 --> 00:15:43,149
"Ta-da, I'm a surgeon,"
but you're not. Yet.
349
00:15:44,495 --> 00:15:46,324
You're the new kid.
350
00:15:46,324 --> 00:15:48,568
Shaun is the boss,
and I have seniority.
351
00:15:50,915 --> 00:15:52,986
You should listen to Kendrick.
352
00:15:52,986 --> 00:15:54,712
Be humble.
353
00:15:54,712 --> 00:15:57,094
[MRI machine whirring]
354
00:15:57,094 --> 00:15:58,405
[chuckles]
355
00:16:00,028 --> 00:16:03,341
[inhales, sighs]
356
00:16:03,341 --> 00:16:05,309
I just want to prove
that I belong here.
357
00:16:06,655 --> 00:16:07,967
To Shaun, to everyone.
358
00:16:09,451 --> 00:16:12,005
But you're right.
359
00:16:12,764 --> 00:16:13,869
I know.
360
00:16:15,871 --> 00:16:17,148
[chuckles]
361
00:16:17,148 --> 00:16:19,771
[pensive music playing]
362
00:16:19,771 --> 00:16:21,981
The image is still not
high enough resolution.
363
00:16:23,706 --> 00:16:25,639
Have you finished
redoing the imaging?
364
00:16:25,639 --> 00:16:27,503
Yes, and I followed
all the protocols,
365
00:16:27,503 --> 00:16:29,195
but the image
still doesn't look clear.
366
00:16:32,819 --> 00:16:34,683
The image is clear,
367
00:16:35,856 --> 00:16:37,824
but Yara's diagnosis
was incorrect.
368
00:16:39,515 --> 00:16:41,103
She does not have Tourette's.
369
00:16:41,103 --> 00:16:42,932
She has a brain tumor.
370
00:16:42,932 --> 00:16:44,969
[ominous music playing]
371
00:16:55,221 --> 00:16:56,636
I don't have Tourette's?
372
00:16:56,636 --> 00:16:59,501
No, you have
a hypothalamic hamartoma.
373
00:16:59,501 --> 00:17:00,881
Your tics aren't tics.
374
00:17:00,881 --> 00:17:03,643
They are gelastic seizures
caused by the tumor
in your brain.
375
00:17:03,643 --> 00:17:05,403
Tumor? Does that mean cancer?
376
00:17:05,403 --> 00:17:07,647
The tumor is not cancerous.
377
00:17:07,647 --> 00:17:09,235
But a Gamma Knife radiosurgery
378
00:17:09,235 --> 00:17:11,858
should stop it from growing
and treat the seizures.
379
00:17:11,858 --> 00:17:15,172
[laughing]
380
00:17:15,172 --> 00:17:17,898
Will it stop [grunts] this?
381
00:17:19,072 --> 00:17:20,211
Not immediately.
382
00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:24,112
And possibly not at all.
383
00:17:24,112 --> 00:17:27,874
There are other options
you can consider in the future
if you don't see improvement.
384
00:17:28,426 --> 00:17:30,877
[laughing]
385
00:17:32,085 --> 00:17:34,363
Or we could consider them now.
386
00:17:37,642 --> 00:17:40,197
A successful resection
could stop the seizures immediately.
387
00:17:40,197 --> 00:17:42,337
That procedure is very risky.
388
00:17:42,337 --> 00:17:44,822
But that means
I can go back to school.
389
00:17:44,822 --> 00:17:46,272
I could learn how to drive.
390
00:17:46,272 --> 00:17:48,584
I could take care of myself.
Mommy, please.
391
00:17:49,689 --> 00:17:51,242
I just want to be normal.
392
00:17:51,242 --> 00:17:55,074
Tumor resection
can cause stroke,
partial paralysis,
393
00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:56,523
learning deficits, meningitis.
394
00:17:57,317 --> 00:17:59,733
The Gamma Knife is much safer.
395
00:18:03,323 --> 00:18:06,223
- Yara, I'm sorry. I can't.
- You can.
396
00:18:07,879 --> 00:18:08,880
You just won't let me.
397
00:18:09,709 --> 00:18:10,744
[inhales sharply]
398
00:18:10,744 --> 00:18:12,401
Please go ahead
399
00:18:12,401 --> 00:18:14,748
and schedule
the Gamma Knife procedure.
400
00:18:14,748 --> 00:18:17,061
[sobbing]
401
00:18:17,061 --> 00:18:20,271
[sniffling]
402
00:18:20,271 --> 00:18:21,583
[laughs]
403
00:18:21,583 --> 00:18:23,619
[tense music playing]
404
00:18:26,898 --> 00:18:28,417
Have you made a decision?
405
00:18:30,523 --> 00:18:32,904
I'm afraid of exposing Carter
to any more trauma.
406
00:18:34,251 --> 00:18:35,286
What trauma?
407
00:18:35,286 --> 00:18:37,944
He was left by his mother.
408
00:18:37,944 --> 00:18:40,878
- I left him with you.
- Expecting me to pick up
all the pieces
409
00:18:40,878 --> 00:18:42,397
and fix everything,
like always.
410
00:18:42,397 --> 00:18:45,434
I knew he was safer with you
than with me.
411
00:18:45,434 --> 00:18:47,574
But I didn't know that.
412
00:18:47,574 --> 00:18:50,474
I gave you too much freedom,
wasn't involved enough,
413
00:18:50,474 --> 00:18:51,751
and look what happened.
414
00:18:51,751 --> 00:18:55,134
My mistakes were mine,
not yours.
415
00:18:55,134 --> 00:18:58,344
[breathes shakily]
416
00:18:58,344 --> 00:19:00,139
I was supposed to protect you.
417
00:19:00,829 --> 00:19:02,520
And we lost you.
418
00:19:03,832 --> 00:19:05,144
I have to do better for Carter.
419
00:19:07,146 --> 00:19:10,010
Well, the surgery is
what's best for Carter,
long-term.
420
00:19:11,115 --> 00:19:12,116
[exhales deeply]
421
00:19:13,359 --> 00:19:14,636
That kid is my heart.
422
00:19:14,636 --> 00:19:16,638
[tense music playing]
423
00:19:19,986 --> 00:19:22,264
I'm gonna trust you to fix his.
424
00:19:24,404 --> 00:19:25,371
[sighs]
425
00:19:31,135 --> 00:19:32,481
Lunchtime!
426
00:19:32,481 --> 00:19:33,620
I'm starved.
427
00:19:33,620 --> 00:19:35,519
I am not hungry.
428
00:19:35,519 --> 00:19:38,211
Well, it's not good
to deprive your pregnant wife
her lunch.
429
00:19:38,211 --> 00:19:40,489
I thought it would be fun
working with a friend.
430
00:19:40,489 --> 00:19:42,457
It is not fun. It is difficult.
431
00:19:43,389 --> 00:19:45,460
I do not want people to think
432
00:19:45,460 --> 00:19:47,462
I am giving Dr. Kalu
special treatment,
433
00:19:47,462 --> 00:19:49,188
because I am not
giving him special treatment.
434
00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:51,051
In fact, I am being very firm
435
00:19:51,051 --> 00:19:52,536
because he has already
made several errors,
436
00:19:52,536 --> 00:19:54,331
and I do not understand why.
437
00:19:54,331 --> 00:19:58,818
Well, he's a new resident
on his first day.
438
00:19:58,818 --> 00:20:00,992
There has to be
a bit of a learning curve.
439
00:20:00,992 --> 00:20:04,203
Mm, he is not acting
like a new resident.
440
00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:05,721
Well, he's your friend.
441
00:20:05,721 --> 00:20:07,654
And he knows
you expect a lot of him.
442
00:20:09,069 --> 00:20:10,899
No one can follow the rules
443
00:20:10,899 --> 00:20:12,383
if they don't know
what they are.
444
00:20:14,178 --> 00:20:16,180
[quirky music playing]
445
00:20:17,388 --> 00:20:20,840
[door opens, closes]
446
00:20:24,775 --> 00:20:26,777
Atrial septum excised.
447
00:20:28,054 --> 00:20:30,263
Starting venous reconstruction.
448
00:20:30,263 --> 00:20:32,265
[Asher] There may not be enough
tissue for redirection of flow
449
00:20:32,265 --> 00:20:33,577
to the tricuspid valve.
450
00:20:33,577 --> 00:20:36,269
We can use pericardium
to create a baffle. Metz.
451
00:20:39,617 --> 00:20:40,998
You make up with Jerome yet?
452
00:20:40,998 --> 00:20:43,242
He betrayed my trust.
453
00:20:45,382 --> 00:20:49,144
All right, securing edge
to atrial septum.
454
00:20:49,144 --> 00:20:51,526
[Dr. Park] You've never hidden
anything from him?
455
00:20:51,526 --> 00:20:53,528
I'd never hide
something like this.
456
00:20:53,528 --> 00:20:56,531
Congratulations.
You win the virtue contest.
457
00:20:56,531 --> 00:20:59,258
Possible prizes include
the end of your relationship.
458
00:21:00,155 --> 00:21:01,950
Or you could just talk it out.
459
00:21:01,950 --> 00:21:03,227
Dividing the aorta.
460
00:21:04,608 --> 00:21:06,265
He is the one
who changed things.
461
00:21:07,231 --> 00:21:09,060
I mean, why is it on me
to figure out?
462
00:21:09,060 --> 00:21:10,648
[Dr. Park] The question is,
463
00:21:10,648 --> 00:21:12,788
do you love Jerome enough
to change with him?
464
00:21:12,788 --> 00:21:15,791
Suturing distal aorta
to pulmonary valve.
465
00:21:15,791 --> 00:21:17,379
Coronary arteries are patent.
466
00:21:17,379 --> 00:21:18,829
Anastomosis looks great.
467
00:21:23,109 --> 00:21:26,388
I never met a teenager
who wanted to go to school
as much as you.
468
00:21:26,388 --> 00:21:28,217
[laughing]
469
00:21:28,217 --> 00:21:30,323
[inhales, exhales deeply]
I hate school.
470
00:21:31,876 --> 00:21:33,257
But I hate
not being able to control
471
00:21:33,257 --> 00:21:35,190
anything in my life even more.
472
00:21:35,190 --> 00:21:37,330
Egging those lockers
made you feel in control?
473
00:21:37,330 --> 00:21:39,746
- Kinda.
- Hmm.
474
00:21:39,746 --> 00:21:41,679
Those bullies messed with me,
I messed with them back.
475
00:21:41,679 --> 00:21:42,922
Like normal kids do.
476
00:21:49,963 --> 00:21:51,344
I was bullied a lot
in high school, too.
477
00:21:52,345 --> 00:21:55,003
I was scrawny
with braces, a lisp--
478
00:21:55,003 --> 00:21:56,487
basically a target on my back.
479
00:21:57,108 --> 00:21:59,214
But my mom helped me.
480
00:21:59,214 --> 00:22:01,630
Gave me her credit card
to buy them off
with pizza and candy.
481
00:22:02,873 --> 00:22:04,115
My mom is too helpful.
482
00:22:05,531 --> 00:22:07,602
She won't even let me
make my own PB and J.
483
00:22:07,602 --> 00:22:09,155
[chuckles]
484
00:22:09,155 --> 00:22:10,536
[sighs]
485
00:22:10,536 --> 00:22:13,366
She thinks I'll tic out
and hurt myself with the knife.
486
00:22:14,678 --> 00:22:16,956
When my body
isn't controlling me, she is.
487
00:22:19,510 --> 00:22:21,167
When you said you can cut
this tumor out of my head,
488
00:22:21,167 --> 00:22:22,341
for 30 seconds...
489
00:22:23,894 --> 00:22:26,068
I could imagine only laughing
when something was funny.
490
00:22:29,417 --> 00:22:32,972
[laughing, sobbing]
491
00:22:32,972 --> 00:22:35,008
[gloomy music playing]
492
00:22:46,054 --> 00:22:47,193
Think I found a solution.
493
00:22:47,193 --> 00:22:49,747
Oh. I have found
a solution, as well.
494
00:22:51,024 --> 00:22:53,544
I have made a list
of boundaries and rules
495
00:22:53,544 --> 00:22:55,304
to make our working
relationship better.
496
00:22:55,304 --> 00:22:57,030
You need to study them.
497
00:22:57,030 --> 00:22:59,067
What have you found
a solution for?
498
00:23:00,344 --> 00:23:02,726
I think I found a better
resection technique.
499
00:23:02,726 --> 00:23:04,037
Has a lower risk profile,
500
00:23:04,037 --> 00:23:05,729
closer to that
of the Gamma Knife radiation.
501
00:23:05,729 --> 00:23:08,007
And it offers a better
outcome for Yara.
502
00:23:08,007 --> 00:23:11,597
I presented the safest option
to the patient,
503
00:23:11,597 --> 00:23:13,219
which she agreed to.
504
00:23:13,219 --> 00:23:17,534
And you should not have
presented the tumor resection
without consulting me.
505
00:23:17,534 --> 00:23:19,363
That is an important boundary.
506
00:23:19,363 --> 00:23:20,537
Number two on the list.
507
00:23:23,402 --> 00:23:25,542
I thought you'd be happy
I was thinking outside the box,
like you.
508
00:23:25,542 --> 00:23:27,371
You are not me.
You are here to learn.
509
00:23:27,371 --> 00:23:29,062
Yes. I'm also here
to help people like Yara.
510
00:23:29,062 --> 00:23:31,444
You need to respect
that I am your attending.
511
00:23:31,444 --> 00:23:32,549
Number six on the list.
512
00:23:32,549 --> 00:23:33,619
I don't have to be an attending
513
00:23:33,619 --> 00:23:35,275
to know that she's sad,
lonely, and depressed.
514
00:23:35,275 --> 00:23:36,967
We cannot make
medical decisions
515
00:23:36,967 --> 00:23:38,417
based off
of the patient's emotions.
516
00:23:38,417 --> 00:23:40,591
Well, sometimes
the emotions are just
as important as the medical.
517
00:23:40,591 --> 00:23:43,422
[stammers] You are
making my job very hard!
518
00:23:45,976 --> 00:23:47,149
Number ten:
519
00:23:48,565 --> 00:23:49,531
At work,
520
00:23:50,463 --> 00:23:53,224
follow my instructions precisely.
521
00:23:53,224 --> 00:23:56,469
If you cannot comply,
you will be out of the program.
522
00:23:58,816 --> 00:24:00,887
[tense music playing]
523
00:24:18,526 --> 00:24:19,561
[utensils clank]
524
00:24:24,773 --> 00:24:25,912
I really messed up.
525
00:24:26,775 --> 00:24:27,811
I should have trusted you
526
00:24:27,811 --> 00:24:30,158
and been upfront
about everything.
527
00:24:30,158 --> 00:24:31,193
Yeah, you should have.
528
00:24:32,263 --> 00:24:33,264
[Jerome sighs]
529
00:24:34,127 --> 00:24:35,301
After my diagnosis,
530
00:24:35,301 --> 00:24:37,683
it took a long time for me
to feel comfortable dating,
531
00:24:37,683 --> 00:24:39,098
or even being around people.
532
00:24:40,271 --> 00:24:42,101
I spent so much time alone,
533
00:24:42,101 --> 00:24:44,103
and when I finally put myself
back out there,
534
00:24:44,103 --> 00:24:46,208
there was a lot of rejection.
535
00:24:46,208 --> 00:24:48,003
Guys just didn't want to deal
with my status.
536
00:24:51,144 --> 00:24:52,525
So, when this adorable,
537
00:24:54,009 --> 00:24:57,668
brilliant doctor
popped into my life,
538
00:24:59,912 --> 00:25:01,500
and I liked him so much...
539
00:25:03,674 --> 00:25:05,227
I was too scared
to tell him the truth.
540
00:25:07,713 --> 00:25:08,679
I'm sorry.
541
00:25:13,891 --> 00:25:15,168
This doctor
sounds pretty great.
542
00:25:16,342 --> 00:25:17,343
He is.
543
00:25:22,762 --> 00:25:24,557
I made sure we always
used protection,
544
00:25:24,557 --> 00:25:26,490
encouraged you to stay on PrEP.
545
00:25:26,490 --> 00:25:28,423
All to make sure
that you were safe.
546
00:25:29,735 --> 00:25:32,876
That was a decision
that you made
for the both of us.
547
00:25:35,706 --> 00:25:38,467
You did all those things
to make yourself feel better
548
00:25:38,467 --> 00:25:40,573
while you took away my choice.
549
00:25:44,784 --> 00:25:46,545
How could you have known me
and loved me
550
00:25:47,787 --> 00:25:50,410
and think that this
is something
that I-I couldn't accept?
551
00:25:50,410 --> 00:25:52,723
When I first
had to make this decision,
I didn't love you.
552
00:25:53,759 --> 00:25:56,037
[scoffs] I barely knew you.
553
00:25:56,900 --> 00:25:58,660
And I'm not sure
I know you now.
554
00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:01,870
[scoffs]
555
00:26:02,526 --> 00:26:04,010
I made a mistake.
556
00:26:04,010 --> 00:26:05,529
That doesn't change who I am.
557
00:26:05,529 --> 00:26:08,774
No, but maybe it changes
how I feel.
558
00:26:13,606 --> 00:26:15,746
I'm sorry that I put you
through this,
559
00:26:16,816 --> 00:26:18,784
but I'm still the one
living with this disease,
560
00:26:18,784 --> 00:26:19,957
and it's not easy.
561
00:26:22,788 --> 00:26:23,858
[cell phone chimes]
562
00:26:25,963 --> 00:26:28,034
It's Carter. I have to go.
563
00:26:28,034 --> 00:26:30,036
[tense music playing]
564
00:26:34,109 --> 00:26:36,111
[monitor beeping rapidly]
565
00:26:37,941 --> 00:26:39,114
[Bianca] He woke up
from the surgery,
566
00:26:39,114 --> 00:26:40,599
and he was laughing
about his comic book,
567
00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:41,703
then he started to turn blue.
568
00:26:41,703 --> 00:26:43,947
Oxygen saturation at 80%.
120 BPM.
569
00:26:43,947 --> 00:26:45,258
Blood pressure's dropping.
570
00:26:45,258 --> 00:26:49,090
All right, administering oxygen
and 250cc normal saline bolus.
571
00:26:49,090 --> 00:26:50,332
Why can't he breathe?
572
00:26:50,332 --> 00:26:52,231
I thought the surgery
was supposed to prevent this.
573
00:26:52,231 --> 00:26:53,439
Normal lead impedance.
574
00:26:53,439 --> 00:26:55,959
The pacemaker
is functioning properly.
575
00:26:55,959 --> 00:26:57,063
Something else is going on.
576
00:26:57,063 --> 00:26:58,444
We need a cardiac echo, stat.
577
00:26:58,444 --> 00:27:00,135
[rapid beeping continues]
578
00:27:00,135 --> 00:27:01,930
[ominous music playing]
579
00:27:06,797 --> 00:27:09,973
A kink in Carter's
reconstructed atria
caused the clot in his heart.
580
00:27:11,008 --> 00:27:13,562
He's stable, but he needs
another operation
581
00:27:13,562 --> 00:27:16,151
to remove the clot
and repair the conduit.
582
00:27:16,151 --> 00:27:17,946
Are there other alternatives?
583
00:27:17,946 --> 00:27:21,191
We could use a catheter
to dissolve the blockage
with medication,
584
00:27:21,191 --> 00:27:24,021
but that still leaves the risk
of a clot forming again
down the line.
585
00:27:24,021 --> 00:27:26,783
I knew doing this
was the wrong decision.
586
00:27:26,783 --> 00:27:29,095
We both want
what's best for Carter.
587
00:27:29,095 --> 00:27:30,787
But I'm the one
who is responsible for him.
588
00:27:30,787 --> 00:27:32,685
And I'm sorry
I put that on you.
589
00:27:35,239 --> 00:27:39,140
I will never forgive myself
for losing out on
those years of Carter's life,
590
00:27:39,140 --> 00:27:42,626
but I've realized that I need
to try to let go of that.
591
00:27:42,626 --> 00:27:45,491
Let go of my regret
and focus on what I know,
592
00:27:47,148 --> 00:27:50,358
that leaving him with you
was the best decision for him.
593
00:27:51,531 --> 00:27:52,981
That will never change.
594
00:27:56,813 --> 00:27:59,332
And this surgery
is the right decision
for him, too.
595
00:27:59,332 --> 00:28:01,680
[melancholic music playing]
596
00:28:10,033 --> 00:28:11,379
You're his mother.
597
00:28:16,729 --> 00:28:18,248
You know what's best
for Carter.
598
00:28:24,841 --> 00:28:26,877
I want my son
to have the surgery.
599
00:28:40,719 --> 00:28:42,030
You were right.
600
00:28:42,030 --> 00:28:43,100
I usually am.
601
00:28:46,241 --> 00:28:47,898
What was I right about, exactly?
602
00:28:48,934 --> 00:28:50,383
I came out of the gate too hot,
603
00:28:51,868 --> 00:28:53,662
annoyed Shaun,
604
00:28:53,662 --> 00:28:54,940
screwed things up for Yara.
605
00:28:56,424 --> 00:28:57,425
Agree.
606
00:28:59,289 --> 00:29:00,877
I gotta figure out
my next move.
607
00:29:02,016 --> 00:29:03,051
Listen.
608
00:29:10,196 --> 00:29:11,888
This whole case,
609
00:29:11,888 --> 00:29:14,787
you've been pitching
and shortcutting
610
00:29:14,787 --> 00:29:17,756
and trying to be Mr. Fix-it
for everything.
611
00:29:18,653 --> 00:29:22,036
Stop flexing and listen.
612
00:29:27,593 --> 00:29:30,458
[inhales, exhales deeply]
613
00:29:31,079 --> 00:29:32,425
[laughing]
614
00:29:34,151 --> 00:29:37,361
Mom, let me try the tumor
resection surgery. Please.
615
00:29:37,361 --> 00:29:38,604
I'm sorry. No.
616
00:29:41,158 --> 00:29:43,436
- We're ready for you.
- [laughing]
617
00:29:43,436 --> 00:29:44,783
All right, baby.
618
00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:46,129
[laughing continues]
619
00:29:47,509 --> 00:29:50,305
But first, I, um...
[clicks tongue]
620
00:29:50,305 --> 00:29:51,962
want you to tell your mom
what you told me,
621
00:29:53,101 --> 00:29:54,620
about what you're dealing with.
622
00:29:54,620 --> 00:29:56,346
What this surgery means to you.
623
00:29:56,346 --> 00:29:58,313
I know what she's dealing with.
I see it every day.
624
00:29:58,313 --> 00:30:00,522
But have you listened
to how it feels to her?
625
00:30:02,317 --> 00:30:03,698
She doesn't care.
626
00:30:04,457 --> 00:30:06,183
Of course I do.
627
00:30:06,183 --> 00:30:08,772
- You just want
to boss me around.
- [scoffs]
628
00:30:10,636 --> 00:30:12,465
I'm just trying to help,
629
00:30:12,465 --> 00:30:15,468
but no matter what I do,
you're always so angry at me.
630
00:30:15,468 --> 00:30:17,125
I'm angry...
631
00:30:17,125 --> 00:30:18,437
[laughs]
632
00:30:19,818 --> 00:30:21,129
I'm angry at everything.
633
00:30:22,751 --> 00:30:25,927
I'm angry at my body
for not doing
what I want it to do.
634
00:30:25,927 --> 00:30:27,826
I'm angry at other kids
for being jerks.
635
00:30:28,999 --> 00:30:31,346
And I'm angry at you...
636
00:30:31,346 --> 00:30:33,866
for acting like the only way
for me to survive in this world
637
00:30:33,866 --> 00:30:35,281
is by you protecting me.
638
00:30:35,868 --> 00:30:38,112
I feel like I'm a puppet
639
00:30:38,112 --> 00:30:40,355
and somebody else
is constantly
pulling the strings,
640
00:30:40,355 --> 00:30:41,805
yanking me all around.
641
00:30:42,633 --> 00:30:44,566
Getting this tumor removed
642
00:30:44,566 --> 00:30:46,292
is the only way for me
to cut the strings.
643
00:30:49,709 --> 00:30:51,711
[gloomy music playing]
644
00:30:53,575 --> 00:30:56,302
Okay, don't-- don't--
don't take her yet.
645
00:30:59,202 --> 00:31:00,479
We need to talk.
646
00:31:08,832 --> 00:31:13,043
[sobbing, laughing]
647
00:31:17,772 --> 00:31:18,877
I need you to scrub in
648
00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:21,155
on a hypothalamic
hamartoma surgery.
649
00:31:21,155 --> 00:31:22,259
Okay.
650
00:31:22,259 --> 00:31:23,985
I had planned to use
Gamma Knife radiation,
651
00:31:23,985 --> 00:31:26,022
but Dr. Kalu violated
rule number two,
652
00:31:26,022 --> 00:31:28,472
and now we have to do
his tumor resection.
653
00:31:28,472 --> 00:31:29,749
You're upset with Jared
654
00:31:29,749 --> 00:31:31,544
because he changed
your surgical plan?
655
00:31:31,544 --> 00:31:36,101
He overstepped with me
and the patient and her mother.
656
00:31:36,101 --> 00:31:39,035
Well, a tumor resection
seems like a pretty good idea.
657
00:31:39,035 --> 00:31:41,485
Are you planning on letting
Jared scrub in?
658
00:31:41,485 --> 00:31:44,350
Yes, he will be on suction.
659
00:31:44,350 --> 00:31:46,042
That's an insult.
660
00:31:46,042 --> 00:31:49,114
He has to learn
to follow rules.
661
00:31:49,114 --> 00:31:51,012
He has made my job
very difficult.
662
00:31:51,012 --> 00:31:52,082
Shaun, sit down.
663
00:31:57,294 --> 00:31:59,469
When you were a resident,
664
00:31:59,469 --> 00:32:01,954
you did things completely
your own way.
665
00:32:01,954 --> 00:32:03,645
You still do.
666
00:32:03,645 --> 00:32:05,371
You rubbed everybody
the wrong way.
667
00:32:05,371 --> 00:32:08,374
You made
everybody's job more difficult,
especially mine.
668
00:32:08,374 --> 00:32:09,824
You were a pain in the ass.
669
00:32:10,963 --> 00:32:13,103
But we gave you
the space to learn,
670
00:32:13,103 --> 00:32:15,140
and we learned from you.
671
00:32:15,140 --> 00:32:16,935
And you turned yourself
into an asset.
672
00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:19,075
Give Jared
the same opportunity.
673
00:32:19,075 --> 00:32:20,524
Okay, he overstepped.
674
00:32:20,524 --> 00:32:22,906
Give him a chance to learn
675
00:32:22,906 --> 00:32:25,909
and to prove himself
to be an asset.
676
00:32:25,909 --> 00:32:28,429
Even if you think
he's a pain in the ass.
677
00:32:31,328 --> 00:32:33,330
I will take it
into consideration.
678
00:32:34,124 --> 00:32:35,091
Okay.
679
00:32:36,609 --> 00:32:38,508
Please scrub in
for that surgery.
680
00:32:39,302 --> 00:32:41,269
[pensive music playing]
681
00:32:52,556 --> 00:32:55,663
[Shaun] Advance the catheter
and endoscope
gently into the ventricle.
682
00:32:57,561 --> 00:32:59,598
Suction and irrigate
more aggressively
683
00:32:59,598 --> 00:33:01,013
so she can see
what she is doing.
684
00:33:01,013 --> 00:33:03,809
[machine suctioning]
685
00:33:03,809 --> 00:33:08,158
Proceed along the midline
posteroinferior floor
of the third ventricle.
686
00:33:09,125 --> 00:33:11,196
Oh, there's the tumor.
687
00:33:11,196 --> 00:33:12,473
We can begin excision.
688
00:33:12,473 --> 00:33:13,646
Bipolar scissors.
689
00:33:13,646 --> 00:33:15,510
[monitor beeping]
690
00:33:19,652 --> 00:33:20,791
Micro forceps.
691
00:33:26,521 --> 00:33:29,317
[beeping continues]
692
00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:38,671
I'll take the specimen
to pathology.
693
00:33:38,671 --> 00:33:39,879
[Shaun] No.
694
00:33:41,847 --> 00:33:43,883
You are going to close.
695
00:33:45,851 --> 00:33:46,852
Are you sure?
696
00:33:50,545 --> 00:33:53,031
This was your surgical plan.
697
00:33:54,894 --> 00:33:56,379
You will become
a better surgeon
698
00:33:56,379 --> 00:33:58,208
by getting a fair shot
to be an asset.
699
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:02,040
I will take the specimen.
Dr. Glassman will supervise.
700
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:04,249
[gentle
uplifting music playing]
701
00:34:10,738 --> 00:34:13,534
[monitor beeping]
702
00:34:16,399 --> 00:34:17,538
I'm hungry.
703
00:34:20,299 --> 00:34:22,060
That's a very good sign.
704
00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:23,716
I'll run down to the cafe
and grab him some food.
705
00:34:23,716 --> 00:34:24,890
Any restrictions?
706
00:34:24,890 --> 00:34:26,616
He can have as many
chicken nuggets as he wants.
707
00:34:27,444 --> 00:34:29,032
I'll go down.
708
00:34:29,032 --> 00:34:30,723
I'll get something
for you to eat, too.
709
00:34:30,723 --> 00:34:32,691
You haven't left his side
since we got here.
710
00:34:34,244 --> 00:34:35,452
Comes with being a good mom.
711
00:34:36,626 --> 00:34:37,868
I had a great teacher.
712
00:34:39,387 --> 00:34:41,182
You know,
a little birdie told me
713
00:34:41,182 --> 00:34:42,356
that the gift shop
714
00:34:42,356 --> 00:34:45,462
just got in the latest volume
of Wonder Woman.
715
00:34:46,153 --> 00:34:48,258
Really? Can we get it?
716
00:34:48,258 --> 00:34:50,053
If your mom is okay with it.
717
00:34:50,743 --> 00:34:52,607
Of course.
718
00:34:52,607 --> 00:34:55,679
But no twirling just yet, okay?
719
00:34:55,679 --> 00:34:56,749
[chuckles]
720
00:34:56,749 --> 00:34:58,786
[gentle music playing]
721
00:35:03,618 --> 00:35:05,931
Dr. Murphy was able
to remove all of the tumor.
722
00:35:09,383 --> 00:35:10,487
Yara?
723
00:35:11,178 --> 00:35:12,213
Dr. Kalu.
724
00:35:13,973 --> 00:35:15,216
Memory is intact.
725
00:35:24,191 --> 00:35:25,744
The light didn't provoke
a seizure.
726
00:35:26,331 --> 00:35:27,677
And your tics are gone.
727
00:35:29,127 --> 00:35:30,645
Thank you, Dr. Kalu.
728
00:35:32,199 --> 00:35:33,303
Thank you, Yara.
729
00:35:33,303 --> 00:35:35,305
[gentle music playing]
730
00:35:54,117 --> 00:35:55,153
Dr. Andrews.
731
00:35:56,671 --> 00:36:00,019
I heard about your work
on the Fields case. Good job.
732
00:36:00,019 --> 00:36:01,055
Thank you.
733
00:36:02,574 --> 00:36:04,438
I just came in
to ask you for a favor.
734
00:36:06,302 --> 00:36:08,027
Please judge me for my work,
and not Shaun.
735
00:36:09,408 --> 00:36:10,961
Shaun's part of the reason
you're back here.
736
00:36:10,961 --> 00:36:12,135
And I appreciate him for that.
737
00:36:12,894 --> 00:36:15,000
But I want to stand on my own.
738
00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:17,140
And if I sink, I don't want
to take my friend down with me.
739
00:36:18,486 --> 00:36:20,730
I'm ready to prove myself
as an asset to this hospital.
740
00:36:23,388 --> 00:36:24,458
I'll be watching.
741
00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:26,184
Thank you.
742
00:36:54,384 --> 00:36:55,903
I'm sorry for being
such a jerk.
743
00:37:01,736 --> 00:37:04,532
You opened yourself up,
and I shut down.
744
00:37:08,087 --> 00:37:09,227
And I should've trusted you
745
00:37:09,227 --> 00:37:10,952
that we could
figure this out together.
746
00:37:10,952 --> 00:37:13,541
Yesterday, you said
you didn't know me.
747
00:37:13,541 --> 00:37:16,372
That adorable doctor can be
kind of an ass sometimes.
748
00:37:31,318 --> 00:37:32,802
I've never been in love
before you.
749
00:37:42,121 --> 00:37:43,571
When I was 16,
750
00:37:43,571 --> 00:37:45,124
I'm pretty sure
I ran over a raccoon,
751
00:37:45,124 --> 00:37:47,817
but I didn't stop to check
because I was running late
to a baseball game.
752
00:37:50,129 --> 00:37:51,130
Also...
753
00:37:53,650 --> 00:37:55,411
I love a pumpkin spice latte.
754
00:37:55,411 --> 00:37:57,723
- Ugh.
- Even though I know it's basic.
755
00:38:00,519 --> 00:38:02,866
You know those cufflinks I wore
to Shaun and Lea's wedding?
756
00:38:02,866 --> 00:38:04,489
- Yeah.
- [inhales deeply]
757
00:38:06,042 --> 00:38:08,665
I bought them for you,
but I liked them so much,
I kept them for myself.
758
00:38:09,770 --> 00:38:10,978
[chuckles]
759
00:38:10,978 --> 00:38:13,083
That explains so much.
760
00:38:13,083 --> 00:38:14,430
But you can totally
borrow them...
761
00:38:15,154 --> 00:38:17,260
sometime, probably not.
762
00:38:17,260 --> 00:38:18,399
[both laugh]
763
00:38:18,399 --> 00:38:19,849
[exhales sharply]
764
00:38:22,507 --> 00:38:23,611
I love you.
765
00:38:26,718 --> 00:38:28,340
I need you to believe that.
766
00:38:28,340 --> 00:38:30,342
[romantic music playing]
767
00:38:53,676 --> 00:38:55,333
Just, uh,
came to say good night.
768
00:38:56,955 --> 00:38:57,956
And thank you.
769
00:38:59,164 --> 00:39:01,339
Why are you thanking me?
770
00:39:02,754 --> 00:39:04,790
For not going easy on me.
771
00:39:04,790 --> 00:39:07,552
I was wrong to expect that,
even if we are friends.
772
00:39:10,865 --> 00:39:13,040
You are a good doctor.
773
00:39:15,076 --> 00:39:18,459
And I would like to continue
to be your friend
774
00:39:18,459 --> 00:39:19,633
and your boss...
775
00:39:20,599 --> 00:39:21,980
with boundaries.
776
00:39:22,912 --> 00:39:24,327
You're right.
777
00:39:24,327 --> 00:39:25,915
And I'm studying your list.
778
00:39:25,915 --> 00:39:29,159
Oh, there is one rule
that is not on the list.
779
00:39:34,095 --> 00:39:35,373
It is a rule for me.
780
00:39:40,378 --> 00:39:42,380
I will refer to you
781
00:39:44,209 --> 00:39:46,314
as "Dr. Kalu"
782
00:39:46,314 --> 00:39:47,937
when I am being your boss
783
00:39:47,937 --> 00:39:50,871
and as "Jared"
when we are in friend mode.
784
00:39:52,700 --> 00:39:54,737
Yeah, that works for me, Shaun.
785
00:39:55,945 --> 00:39:57,395
Good.
786
00:39:57,395 --> 00:39:59,707
Jared, I would like
to take you out for drinks
787
00:39:59,707 --> 00:40:01,502
to celebrate you
being back at Saint Bon's,
788
00:40:01,502 --> 00:40:03,193
but Dr. Kalu,
789
00:40:03,193 --> 00:40:05,368
when I checked on Yara postoperatively,
790
00:40:05,368 --> 00:40:08,026
I noticed you only used
eight sutures when you closed
and she had a small bleed.
791
00:40:08,026 --> 00:40:09,407
You should have used ten.
792
00:40:09,407 --> 00:40:11,616
You need to go work
on your suturing technique.
793
00:40:12,789 --> 00:40:14,101
Happy to-- to practice,
794
00:40:15,827 --> 00:40:17,587
but I only replaced
the small bone flap.
795
00:40:19,071 --> 00:40:21,384
Dr. Glassman
closed the galea and skin.
796
00:40:23,386 --> 00:40:27,528
Dr. Glassman
skipped two sutures?
797
00:40:29,599 --> 00:40:30,566
I guess so.
798
00:40:32,119 --> 00:40:33,983
Um, meet you for drinks
in an hour?
799
00:40:35,087 --> 00:40:36,295
- Okay.
- Okay.
800
00:40:36,295 --> 00:40:38,332
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801
00:40:52,104 --> 00:40:54,106
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