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(ALARM BEEPS)

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(VAMPIRE WEEKEND'S
THIS LIFEPLAYS)

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♪ Baby, I know pain
I'm Dr. Browne.

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I'll be performing
your surgery today.

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I'm Dr. Browne.
I'll be performing your surgery today.

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♪ I just thought it didn't rain

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Dr. Browne... ♪ In California

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(SIGHS) I'll be performing
your surgery today.

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♪ Baby, I know love
(WATER RUNS, SHUTS OFF)

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It's a very simple procedure.

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It's a straightforward
procedure.

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♪ 'Cause I've never known
love like this before

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It was a successful surgery.

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(BOTTLES CLINK)

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♪♪

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♪ Baby, I know dreams

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♪ Tend to crumble at extremes

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The surgery was a success.

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♪ I just thought
our dream would last

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We expect a full recovery.

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♪ We're surviving,
we're still living ♪

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I expect a full recovery.

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WOMAN: Baby.

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Where do you want this?

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Uh, thanks, Mom.

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Uh, put it by my bag.

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I'll have the hospital lab
run it.

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(SIGHS)

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Nausea and severe
abdominal pain after eating.

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This patient could need
a lap chole.

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That would be
an ideal first surgery.

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Let's not get
ahead of ourselves.

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She may just need an antacid.

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Hi, Michelle.

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I understand your mother
is on her way in.

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I'm Dr. Browne.
And I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy.

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You need to fix my sister.

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What's your name?

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Tisha. Hi, Tisha.

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Well, that is exactly
why we're here...

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To help your sister.

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Fostersister.

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When did the pain start?

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About an hour ago.

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It was on the bus.

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My sister rides with me
every day to school and back.

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My brother and I
used to live on a bus.

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Cool.

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CLAIRE: Have you felt
like this before?

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A few times.

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(GASPS) Ow.

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She has extreme upper-right
quadrant tenderness.

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That's consistent
with cholecystitis.

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As is her fever
and elevated white count.

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Your gallbladder probably
needs to be removed.

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♪♪

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You must be excited, Claire.

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This is going to be
your first surgery.

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♪♪

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Has your urine changed color?

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Gotten darker?

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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I hear Dr. Browne might have
landed her first lap chole.

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It's not exactly
a straightforward case.

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The duct is massively dilated,

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the wall's inflamed,
this scarring...

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It's gonna limit visibility.

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Well, the thickness
of the gallbladder wall

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does pose a challenge.

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What do you think?

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It's not her decision.

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It's mine, as the attending.

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Doesn't mean she shouldn't
offer her opinion.

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I think that, um,
Dr. Melendez is right.

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With the limited visibility,
I shouldn't be...

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Only with a laparoscopic
cholecystectomy.

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Which I don't think
we should do.

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An open procedure
would provide a clearer view

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of the gallbladder
and the surrounding anatomy

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despite the inflammation.

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Carly and I went on
another date last night.

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Mm. What did you do?

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Dinner, movie...

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We walked 12 minutes to a deli

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and had some food and talked.

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Where are we going?

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Andrews is starting
an open chole.

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Sounds like it's going
well with you and Carly.

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Oh, yes.

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She answered
all of my questions.

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How many did you ask?

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83, although some had
multiple parts.

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"Do you want to have children?

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If yes, how many and when?"

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"Where do you plan
to raise them?

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In what religious tradition?"

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Those are pretty intense.

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They're good questions,
Claire, about important topics.

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Early on, people usually
stick with lighter stuff...

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Favorite movies, bands,
hometowns.

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Small talk.

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♪♪

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ANDREWS: Put some LAPs
in the upper-right quadrant.

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WOMAN: Here's the Bovie,
Dr. Andrews.

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Isn't the point of dating

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to gather information
to determine compatibility?

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Retract the omentum.

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Sure.

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Isn't that best achieved

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by finding out what's
important to the other person?

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WOMAN: Hemostats.(SIGHS)

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It's a... It's a process, Shaun,

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like peeling an onion.

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People are more comfortable

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revealing their layers
gradually,

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as opposed to getting sliced
right down the middle.

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ANDREWS:
I heard Dr. Lim selected you

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for the first lead.

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I'm guessing you drew
a cholecystectomy.

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Sponge on a stick.

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What's your approach
to dissecting...

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Retrograde or antegrade?

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Antegrade.

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Once I've located
the porta hepatis.

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I think Carly was comfortable.

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Why does it matter

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what kind of questions
are asked when?

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Aren't the answers
what's important?

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I'm sure you're right.Yes.

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What is the plan
for the next date?

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Hmm.

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We didn't make another date.

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Then I grasp gallbladder fundus

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and elevate it which way? S-Superiorly.

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Is that significant?

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No follow-up date?

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Not necessarily.

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How did the night end?

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Good-night kiss?

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I've exposed
the triangle of Calot

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and ligated the cystic duct
and artery.

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What is the risk
at this juncture?

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Lacerating the liver
during dissection. Correct.

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We didn't kiss.

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Ironically, a complication

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which I've inadvertently
just demonstrated.

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Hold direct pressure.

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I need better exposure.

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I sliced instead of peeled.

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ANDREWS: You are familiar
with the Pringle procedure,

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Dr. Browne?

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Yes, although I've never...

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Clamp down the portal triad

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with an atraumatic
hemostat clamp,

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then use a number 2
catgut suture.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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Shaun, just go to her
and explain.

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If what I said
made her uncomfortable,

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then saying more could make
her more uncomfortable.

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I sliced instead of peeled.

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After Michelle's surgery,

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I will go and talk to Carly.

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(SIGHS SHAKILY) Good.

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(PAGER BEEPS)

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You can talk to her soon.

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OR 2 had a cancellation.

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Your surgery is in 45 minutes.

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(SIGHS)

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Hi, I'm Dr. Browne.

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I will be performing
Michelle's surgery.

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♪♪

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I will be removing
her gallbladder.

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It is a simple procedure.

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We're gonna make sure
your daughter

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is well taken care of.

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MAN: Ow!(METAL CLATTERS)

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MORGAN: Sir,
we need to decapitate it.

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MAN: No, don't. I'm begging you.

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Don't.

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Please.

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PARK: I can't get an image.

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How did that...
I-Is that a swordfish?

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With that dorsal fin?
It's a marlin.

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I hooked him
with a naked ballyhoo.

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Battled me for over an hour.

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Suddenly, he just leapt out of the water.
He came right at me.

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Save the story
for the bar, Quint.

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Right now, we need to cut
the damn thing in half.

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No. 40-plus years

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I've been
chasing a fish like this.

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You can't just behead him!

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Can't leave his nose
in your leg, either.

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His bill.

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Can't you just (SIGHS)
pull him out gently?

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I'll sign a waiver.

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The pull-out method never works.

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If any of your blood vessels
are damaged, it gets messy.

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Congrats. I hear your surgery
is on the schedule.

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How's his distal pulse?

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A little thready,
but still there.

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We need to get him to an MRI.

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I'm not going anywhere
without Franklin.

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I named him after my father.

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You and Franklin both won't fit.

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Aah! (GROANS)Oh! Oh!

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How? You said he was dead!
I didn't take a pulse.

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Go get something to kill it.

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No, it's dead! It's moving!

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It's a postmortem response.

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You guys are doctors.
Don't people do this?

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No! No!

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(SIGHS)

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I'll help you review at lunch.

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Surgery's in 20 minutes.

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Good luck. You, too.

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(BREATHING HEAVILY)

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MICHELLE AND TISHA: I want to...

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PATRICIA: No, no,
I haven't looked.

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TISHA: I want to be...

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MICHELLE: Great... great...
Okay.

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Or nothing.Nothing.

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Got it. I'll be back
as soon as I can.

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Hi. You must be
Michelle's mother.

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I'm Dr. Browne. I'll be...

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Yeah. How long will
she have to stay in here?

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Hospitals make me nervous.

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Three days to a week,
depending on...

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Well, she's gonna miss
a lot of school.

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And she watches Tisha and her
brothers in the afternoon.

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Your daughter has a serious
infection in her gallbladder.

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She's been experiencing symptoms

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on and off for a while now.

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She never told me that.

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Why didn't you tell me that?

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Mama... My point is,

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she's been ill for a while,

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so her recovery may take...
(WEAKLY) Mom.

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Mom?

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P-Please, my... my chest hurts.

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(ALARM CHIRPING)PATRICIA: What's wrong?

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Her oxygen levels are dropping.
She's tachycardic.

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I need a chest CT, stat.

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♪♪

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You had a blood clot

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in the artery
that feeds your lungs.

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It's called
a pulmonary embolism.

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This medicine broke it up.

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How could that happen?

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MELENDEZ: According to our scan,

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it was part of a larger clot
in your leg

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that broke off
and traveled there.

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As for why
the larger one formed,

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when I asked you if you were
taking birth control pills,

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you said no.

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Was that the truth?

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You asked me in front of Tisha.

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I'm doing it with my boyfriend,
and I don't want babies,

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so I'm taking
birth control pills.

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How long have you been
taking them?

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I don't know. A year?

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I'm prescribing condoms
for your boyfriend.

263
00:10:02,123 --> 00:10:04,952
You need to go off the pill
to prevent further clots.

264
00:10:04,995 --> 00:10:08,869
Dr. Browne is gonna place an IVC
filter via your femoral vein,

265
00:10:08,912 --> 00:10:10,784
in case other parts
of the clot break off.

266
00:10:10,827 --> 00:10:13,187
Your gallbladder surgery's gonna
have to wait till tomorrow.

267
00:10:13,525 --> 00:10:14,605
(GASPS) What are you doing?

268
00:10:16,137 --> 00:10:17,921
This is where
the catheter goes in.

269
00:10:17,965 --> 00:10:19,967
♪♪

270
00:10:23,492 --> 00:10:25,494
♪♪

271
00:10:29,063 --> 00:10:31,195
How did you get these scars?

272
00:10:31,239 --> 00:10:33,676
I cut myself climbing a fence.

273
00:10:33,720 --> 00:10:35,678
♪♪

274
00:10:40,901 --> 00:10:42,206
Those scars...

275
00:10:44,556 --> 00:10:47,342
They're straight, in a row,

276
00:10:47,385 --> 00:10:48,385
all the same length.

277
00:10:50,867 --> 00:10:52,507
I don't believe you
got them from a fence.

278
00:10:54,349 --> 00:10:56,264
I don't care what you believe.

279
00:10:59,789 --> 00:11:02,444
(INHALES DEEPLY)

280
00:11:02,487 --> 00:11:08,755
Kids who cut,
most of them are really sad,

281
00:11:08,798 --> 00:11:10,844
in a lot of pain,

282
00:11:10,887 --> 00:11:12,386
and they say cutting
makes them feel better.

283
00:11:12,410 --> 00:11:13,716
Is that how it is with you?

284
00:11:15,413 --> 00:11:16,564
I don't want to talk about it.

285
00:11:16,588 --> 00:11:19,548
(SIGHS)

286
00:11:19,591 --> 00:11:20,941
Okay.

287
00:11:37,653 --> 00:11:39,394
(PAPER RUSTLES)

288
00:11:43,050 --> 00:11:44,573
My life sucks, okay?

289
00:11:44,616 --> 00:11:46,749
Tell me how.

290
00:11:46,793 --> 00:11:47,968
Why?

291
00:11:48,969 --> 00:11:50,100
It won't change anything.

292
00:11:52,494 --> 00:11:54,888
Talking might
make you feel better,

293
00:11:56,498 --> 00:11:58,108
and maybe I can help.

294
00:12:00,154 --> 00:12:03,810
I live in a foster home,
but I'm not a foster kid.

295
00:12:03,853 --> 00:12:06,116
I'm a whole mother,
but I've never had a baby.

296
00:12:08,510 --> 00:12:10,904
My mom brought three kids
in our home,

297
00:12:10,947 --> 00:12:13,036
and now it's my job
to take care of them...

298
00:12:13,080 --> 00:12:15,604
Make breakfast,
get the kids dressed,

299
00:12:15,647 --> 00:12:17,040
take them to school,
go to school,

300
00:12:17,084 --> 00:12:18,650
pick them up,
dinner, homework, laundry.

301
00:12:18,694 --> 00:12:19,739
Repeat.

302
00:12:20,870 --> 00:12:22,437
I barely ever leave the house

303
00:12:22,480 --> 00:12:24,569
without a kid attached to me.

304
00:12:24,613 --> 00:12:26,528
Can you help me with that?

305
00:12:26,571 --> 00:12:29,183
♪♪

306
00:12:29,226 --> 00:12:31,011
Michelle wouldn't
hurt herself on purpose.

307
00:12:31,054 --> 00:12:32,162
CLAIRE: Michelle is unhappy.

308
00:12:32,186 --> 00:12:33,840
She feels pressure

309
00:12:33,883 --> 00:12:35,363
to look after
her foster siblings,

310
00:12:35,406 --> 00:12:36,451
help out at home...

311
00:12:36,494 --> 00:12:37,614
Yeah, her home life is fine.

312
00:12:39,280 --> 00:12:40,847
I'll talk to her.

313
00:12:40,890 --> 00:12:43,171
It might be helpful to have
her speak with a psychiatrist.

314
00:12:43,980 --> 00:12:45,199
My daughter is not crazy.

315
00:12:45,242 --> 00:12:47,003
We... We don't do psychiatrists.
You know that.

316
00:12:47,027 --> 00:12:48,245
That needs to change.

317
00:12:48,289 --> 00:12:49,812
When are you doing her surgery?

318
00:12:49,856 --> 00:12:50,987
Tomorrow. Thank you.

319
00:12:52,902 --> 00:12:54,382
I will speak to my daughter.

320
00:12:59,039 --> 00:13:01,302
Don't.

321
00:13:01,345 --> 00:13:03,345
It's your job to fix her
gallbladder, not her life.

322
00:13:04,261 --> 00:13:05,959
It's your first surgery.

323
00:13:06,002 --> 00:13:07,002
Don't get distracted.

324
00:13:09,876 --> 00:13:12,617
(ALARM BEEPING)

325
00:13:20,538 --> 00:13:21,713
Have you talked to Carly?

326
00:13:21,757 --> 00:13:23,237
(ALARM BEEPING RAPIDLY)

327
00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:24,325
No.

328
00:13:24,368 --> 00:13:25,456
(FLATLINE)

329
00:13:25,500 --> 00:13:26,762
(SIGHS)

330
00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:28,895
Blood pressure is 62/31.

331
00:13:28,938 --> 00:13:30,220
Your patient
is in cardiac arrest.

332
00:13:30,244 --> 00:13:31,288
I know.

333
00:13:31,332 --> 00:13:32,681
(ALARM BEEPING)

334
00:13:32,724 --> 00:13:35,815
You're practicing
the Pringle maneuver

335
00:13:35,858 --> 00:13:37,425
in the event of a liver bleed?

336
00:13:37,468 --> 00:13:39,340
Yes.

337
00:13:39,383 --> 00:13:40,602
(BEEPING STOPS)

338
00:13:40,645 --> 00:13:41,690
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

339
00:13:41,733 --> 00:13:43,823
That was better. Thanks.

340
00:13:43,866 --> 00:13:45,607
Now you can talk to Carly.

341
00:13:45,650 --> 00:13:46,913
I need to practice.

342
00:13:49,567 --> 00:13:50,699
(ALARM BEEPING)

343
00:13:50,742 --> 00:13:53,441
Dr. Lim says

344
00:13:53,484 --> 00:13:56,966
getting away from things
every now and again,

345
00:13:57,010 --> 00:13:59,490
having balance in our lives

346
00:13:59,534 --> 00:14:03,364
can be just as important to
our performance as practice.

347
00:14:03,407 --> 00:14:06,454
Maybe you should get some
balance by talking to Carly.

348
00:14:06,497 --> 00:14:07,542
I don't know.

349
00:14:07,585 --> 00:14:09,326
(BEEPING STOPS)(SIGHS)

350
00:14:09,370 --> 00:14:11,328
I'm nervous about
my surgery, Shaun.

351
00:14:11,372 --> 00:14:13,069
Practice will make me
less nervous.

352
00:14:13,113 --> 00:14:15,115
That will improve
my performance.

353
00:14:17,204 --> 00:14:18,204
Okay.

354
00:14:21,164 --> 00:14:22,557
Okay.

355
00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:23,993
(ALARM BEEPING)

356
00:14:24,037 --> 00:14:26,517
You should also practice
not causing a liver bleed.

357
00:14:26,561 --> 00:14:29,172
Planning on it.

358
00:14:29,216 --> 00:14:34,221
Also, how you will recover
if you cut the portal vein.

359
00:14:34,264 --> 00:14:37,050
That's potentially fatal.

360
00:14:37,093 --> 00:14:39,966
Or if you perforate
the small bowel,

361
00:14:40,009 --> 00:14:42,098
which could cause sepsis,
leading to death.

362
00:14:42,142 --> 00:14:44,753
Or if you cut
the common bile duct,

363
00:14:44,796 --> 00:14:46,122
which would cause...
I'm gonna go talk to Carly.

364
00:14:46,146 --> 00:14:47,756
Right now? Right now.

365
00:14:47,799 --> 00:14:49,845
Aren't you still nervous? Nope, all better.

366
00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:53,327
♪♪

367
00:14:53,370 --> 00:14:54,652
MORGAN: What blade
for the Kocher?

368
00:14:54,676 --> 00:14:56,199
What?

369
00:14:56,243 --> 00:14:58,854
Incision for the chole...
what blade?

370
00:14:58,898 --> 00:14:59,986
Uh...

371
00:15:02,423 --> 00:15:04,164
10. Mm-hmm.

372
00:15:05,687 --> 00:15:08,081
No, they won't both
fit in the MRI.

373
00:15:08,124 --> 00:15:10,648
Fish Boy doesn't buy it.

374
00:15:10,692 --> 00:15:12,128
Location of the incision.

375
00:15:14,478 --> 00:15:15,958
Why are you trying to help me?

376
00:15:16,002 --> 00:15:17,873
Lim picked you
for the first surgery.

377
00:15:17,917 --> 00:15:19,744
Everyone knows that makes you

378
00:15:19,788 --> 00:15:21,442
the front-runner
for Chief Resident.

379
00:15:21,485 --> 00:15:22,922
This is me sucking up.

380
00:15:25,098 --> 00:15:26,379
I've never been big
on pretense...

381
00:15:26,403 --> 00:15:27,970
(BANGS)(SCREAMS)

382
00:15:30,581 --> 00:15:31,974
Are you okay?

383
00:15:32,018 --> 00:15:33,125
What the hell just happened?

384
00:15:33,149 --> 00:15:34,846
(BREATHING HEAVILY)

385
00:15:34,890 --> 00:15:36,433
The marlin must have had
metal in his body...

386
00:15:36,457 --> 00:15:37,588
Lures and stuff.

387
00:15:37,632 --> 00:15:39,721
I think a license plate
flew by me.

388
00:15:39,764 --> 00:15:41,418
Franklin!

389
00:15:41,462 --> 00:15:42,767
Oh, no!

390
00:15:42,811 --> 00:15:43,899
Franklin!

391
00:15:43,943 --> 00:15:46,423
♪♪

392
00:15:46,467 --> 00:15:48,338
Oh, it's okay.

393
00:15:48,382 --> 00:15:49,426
Franklin's okay.

394
00:15:49,470 --> 00:15:51,124
It all came out one side.

395
00:15:52,690 --> 00:15:53,930
It won't show when I mount him.

396
00:15:55,824 --> 00:15:57,149
Well, thank goodness
for small miracles.

397
00:15:57,173 --> 00:15:58,218
Ooh. Oh!

398
00:15:58,261 --> 00:15:59,349
Ow!

399
00:15:59,393 --> 00:16:00,393
Oh! Ah!

400
00:16:01,177 --> 00:16:02,222
(GROANS)

401
00:16:02,265 --> 00:16:05,007
♪♪

402
00:16:05,051 --> 00:16:06,182
I've got his femoral.

403
00:16:06,226 --> 00:16:07,270
Call the OR. We're coming.

404
00:16:07,314 --> 00:16:12,275
♪♪

405
00:16:12,319 --> 00:16:17,498
♪♪

406
00:16:17,541 --> 00:16:19,239
LIM: Hang on, Dr. Browne.

407
00:16:19,282 --> 00:16:20,718
Just need to make an incision

408
00:16:20,762 --> 00:16:23,852
above and below
the arterial injury site.

409
00:16:23,895 --> 00:16:25,941
We need to clamp the femoral
proximal to the bleed

410
00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:27,725
without clipping
the femoral nerve.

411
00:16:27,769 --> 00:16:30,424
Got it. I feel the nerve
right above my index finger.

412
00:16:30,467 --> 00:16:31,816
One down.

413
00:16:31,860 --> 00:16:33,470
My hand is starting to cramp.

414
00:16:33,514 --> 00:16:35,013
Lean over this way a little bit.
Rotate your wrist.

415
00:16:35,037 --> 00:16:37,431
(GROANS)Just a little bit more.

416
00:16:37,474 --> 00:16:39,476
♪♪

417
00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:40,782
Let's see if that holds.

418
00:16:40,825 --> 00:16:43,741
♪♪

419
00:16:43,785 --> 00:16:46,309
(INHALES SHARPLY)

420
00:16:46,353 --> 00:16:48,094
(MONITORS BEEPING STEADILY)

421
00:16:50,357 --> 00:16:51,836
(CHUCKLES)

422
00:16:51,880 --> 00:16:53,664
Go get cleaned up.
We'll take it from here.

423
00:16:53,708 --> 00:16:57,016
♪♪

424
00:16:59,235 --> 00:17:00,497
(INHALES DEEPLY)

425
00:17:00,541 --> 00:17:03,326
(DOOR OPENS)

426
00:17:03,370 --> 00:17:05,285
I wanted to check
the patient's bloodwork.

427
00:17:05,328 --> 00:17:07,243
He's negative for
HIV, Hep B and C.

428
00:17:07,287 --> 00:17:09,158
You don't need
prophylactic meds.

429
00:17:12,074 --> 00:17:14,424
I'm nervous about my surgery.

430
00:17:15,817 --> 00:17:17,253
You'll be fine.

431
00:17:19,081 --> 00:17:20,281
And don't ever say that again.

432
00:17:21,388 --> 00:17:23,564
Why?

433
00:17:23,607 --> 00:17:25,435
Weren't you nervous
before your first lead?

434
00:17:25,479 --> 00:17:26,567
If I was,

435
00:17:26,610 --> 00:17:28,570
I didn't volunteer that
to the Chief of Surgery...

436
00:17:29,265 --> 00:17:31,137
Or anyone.

437
00:17:31,180 --> 00:17:32,486
We're women, we're not white,

438
00:17:32,529 --> 00:17:33,922
and we're surgeons.

439
00:17:33,965 --> 00:17:36,751
Unicorns consider us
a fabled species.

440
00:17:36,794 --> 00:17:39,058
We don't get the luxury
of public insecurity.

441
00:17:40,711 --> 00:17:43,801
I will aspire to repressed
stoicism in the future.

442
00:17:43,845 --> 00:17:46,065
We don't need to be insecure,

443
00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:47,805
because every step of the way,

444
00:17:47,849 --> 00:17:50,069
we've had to be twice as
good as everybody else.

445
00:17:51,157 --> 00:17:52,549
Suck it up.

446
00:17:52,593 --> 00:17:54,595
You got this.

447
00:17:54,638 --> 00:17:59,687
♪♪

448
00:17:59,730 --> 00:18:01,732
♪♪

449
00:18:07,564 --> 00:18:11,829
(ALARM BEEPING)

450
00:18:11,873 --> 00:18:13,831
(SWITCH CLICKS, BEEPING STOPS)

451
00:18:13,875 --> 00:18:18,532
♪♪

452
00:18:18,575 --> 00:18:23,189
♪♪

453
00:18:23,232 --> 00:18:25,191
(COMPUTER BEEPS)

454
00:18:25,234 --> 00:18:31,240
♪♪

455
00:18:35,026 --> 00:18:37,072
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

456
00:18:42,208 --> 00:18:45,689
Don't forget we have our
session with Dr. Donovan today.

457
00:18:45,733 --> 00:18:46,951
I won't.

458
00:18:54,916 --> 00:18:56,918
Your patient. Mm-hmm.

459
00:18:56,961 --> 00:18:58,789
What are they like?

460
00:18:58,833 --> 00:19:01,227
Man, woman, young, old?

461
00:19:01,270 --> 00:19:04,012
Woman.

462
00:19:04,055 --> 00:19:06,754
Girl, actually.

463
00:19:06,797 --> 00:19:11,541
She's tough, smart...
really sad.

464
00:19:13,326 --> 00:19:15,763
Her mom has her taking care
of three foster kids.

465
00:19:18,592 --> 00:19:20,392
At least you were only stuck
looking after me.

466
00:19:25,990 --> 00:19:27,166
How old?

467
00:19:27,209 --> 00:19:29,124
14.

468
00:19:29,168 --> 00:19:32,823
Although she acts a lot older.

469
00:19:32,867 --> 00:19:34,427
She's been having sex
for almost a year.

470
00:19:36,131 --> 00:19:38,394
Well, you were about that age
when you were with Wayne.

471
00:19:39,700 --> 00:19:41,963
I didn't have sex
with Wayne. What?

472
00:19:42,006 --> 00:19:43,704
He was in love with you,

473
00:19:43,747 --> 00:19:46,141
always sniffing
around our place.

474
00:19:46,185 --> 00:19:47,273
Maybe. He didn't get any.

475
00:19:47,316 --> 00:19:48,404
So, who?

476
00:19:48,448 --> 00:19:50,276
Junior prom guy... Derek.

477
00:19:50,319 --> 00:19:51,625
Der... No.

478
00:19:51,668 --> 00:19:53,148
(SCOFFS)

479
00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:55,803
I didn't lose my virginity

480
00:19:55,846 --> 00:19:58,632
until sophomore year of college.

481
00:19:58,675 --> 00:20:00,416
What were you hoping for,
a proposal?

482
00:20:00,460 --> 00:20:01,461
No.

483
00:20:03,332 --> 00:20:05,073
I wanted it to be special.

484
00:20:07,206 --> 00:20:08,250
(SNIFFS)

485
00:20:08,294 --> 00:20:10,818
Oh, good for you. (CHUCKLES)

486
00:20:10,861 --> 00:20:12,012
I mean, I wouldn't
have held out...

487
00:20:12,036 --> 00:20:13,429
No... but good for you.

488
00:20:13,473 --> 00:20:15,823
I thought for sure
you and Wayne were doing it.

489
00:20:18,086 --> 00:20:19,696
You were okay with that?

490
00:20:19,740 --> 00:20:21,611
You were so serious.

491
00:20:21,655 --> 00:20:23,396
So restrained.

492
00:20:23,439 --> 00:20:25,963
We talked about birth control.

493
00:20:26,007 --> 00:20:27,487
I figured, "Good for her."

494
00:20:27,530 --> 00:20:29,880
She's finally relaxing,
having some fun."

495
00:20:34,015 --> 00:20:37,497
Well, I was so restrained
and serious

496
00:20:37,540 --> 00:20:39,540
'cause I never knew when
you were gonna fall apart.

497
00:20:42,371 --> 00:20:44,939
(SMACKS LIPS)

498
00:20:44,982 --> 00:20:45,896
Got to get to work.

499
00:20:45,940 --> 00:20:48,551
(LAPTOP LID THUDS)

500
00:20:48,595 --> 00:20:50,249
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

501
00:20:55,906 --> 00:20:58,169
I'll be back before
Michelle goes into surgery.

502
00:20:58,213 --> 00:20:59,495
Have you had a chance
to talk to her

503
00:20:59,519 --> 00:21:01,608
about her cutting?

504
00:21:01,651 --> 00:21:04,654
Oh, yeah, some fool friend
of hers gave her the idea.

505
00:21:04,698 --> 00:21:06,700
She's not unhappy.
It's just peer pressure.

506
00:21:06,743 --> 00:21:08,441
She sounded unhappy to me.

507
00:21:08,484 --> 00:21:11,095
She's upset I didn't let her
go hang out with her friends.

508
00:21:11,139 --> 00:21:12,880
It's typical teen drama.

509
00:21:12,923 --> 00:21:14,490
She promised me
she's done cutting.

510
00:21:14,534 --> 00:21:16,362
Self-harming behavior
doesn't just stop.

511
00:21:16,405 --> 00:21:18,668
Michelle might need... Dr. Browne.

512
00:21:18,712 --> 00:21:20,235
My daughter
needs to have surgery

513
00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:21,454
and get out of this hospital.

514
00:21:35,424 --> 00:21:37,296
You didn't tell your mom
the truth

515
00:21:37,339 --> 00:21:40,342
about why you cut yourself,

516
00:21:40,386 --> 00:21:41,604
about how unhappy you are.

517
00:21:41,648 --> 00:21:43,214
I tried.

518
00:21:43,258 --> 00:21:44,520
She didn't want to hear it,

519
00:21:44,564 --> 00:21:46,914
just said that things aren't
always gonna go my way

520
00:21:46,957 --> 00:21:49,003
and I need to be
more responsible.

521
00:21:49,046 --> 00:21:50,700
Like I'm not already.

522
00:22:04,105 --> 00:22:06,977
Growing up, I had
to take care of my mom.

523
00:22:07,021 --> 00:22:08,152
What was wrong with her?

524
00:22:08,196 --> 00:22:09,806
She's mentally ill.

525
00:22:09,850 --> 00:22:11,417
Bipolar disorder

526
00:22:11,460 --> 00:22:14,158
and a drinking problem, pills.

527
00:22:14,202 --> 00:22:15,377
When things were bad,

528
00:22:15,421 --> 00:22:18,467
she'd forget to buy groceries

529
00:22:18,511 --> 00:22:21,818
or clean the trailer
or pick me up.

530
00:22:21,862 --> 00:22:25,866
Or she'd spend all our rent
on something stupid.

531
00:22:25,909 --> 00:22:28,347
(SCOFFS SOFTLY) And I thought

532
00:22:28,390 --> 00:22:31,654
if I could make her life
easy enough...

533
00:22:31,698 --> 00:22:35,049
If I cooked and cleaned
and got good grades...

534
00:22:35,092 --> 00:22:37,094
Then she'd get better.

535
00:22:37,138 --> 00:22:39,053
But she never did.

536
00:22:39,096 --> 00:22:41,621
And for the longest time,

537
00:22:41,664 --> 00:22:43,797
I thought it was my fault
she was sick.

538
00:22:43,840 --> 00:22:46,756
And I probably still would

539
00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:49,411
if a psychiatrist
hadn't refused to believe me

540
00:22:49,455 --> 00:22:52,458
when I said I was fine.

541
00:22:54,285 --> 00:22:55,809
You've been to a psychiatrist?

542
00:22:55,852 --> 00:22:59,508
♪♪

543
00:22:59,552 --> 00:23:01,945
But you're, like,
a fancy surgeon.

544
00:23:04,600 --> 00:23:07,603
♪♪

545
00:23:07,647 --> 00:23:09,692
I could have a therapist
come by and see you

546
00:23:09,736 --> 00:23:10,693
before your surgery.

547
00:23:10,737 --> 00:23:16,786
♪♪

548
00:23:16,830 --> 00:23:22,705
♪♪

549
00:23:22,749 --> 00:23:24,228
Okay.

550
00:23:24,272 --> 00:23:28,581
♪♪

551
00:23:28,624 --> 00:23:31,322
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

552
00:23:40,984 --> 00:23:42,682
MORGAN: He should be
getting better.

553
00:23:42,725 --> 00:23:44,858
It's got to be an infection
from the marlin.

554
00:23:44,901 --> 00:23:47,513
Aeromonas
or mycobacterium marinum.

555
00:23:47,556 --> 00:23:49,515
Would've responded
to the antibiotics.

556
00:23:49,558 --> 00:23:52,605
Guys, I'm trying to focus.

557
00:23:52,648 --> 00:23:56,347
What if he has an underlying
autoimmune disorder?

558
00:23:56,391 --> 00:23:57,760
It could've been triggered
by the surgery

559
00:23:57,784 --> 00:23:59,873
or even the initial
fish stabbing.

560
00:23:59,916 --> 00:24:02,179
It would explain why the leg
ulcerations are progressing

561
00:24:02,223 --> 00:24:03,485
despite good arterial flow.

562
00:24:03,529 --> 00:24:05,835
We could see
if he responds to steroids.

563
00:24:05,879 --> 00:24:08,229
Which could kill him
if it is an infection.

564
00:24:08,272 --> 00:24:12,799
♪♪

565
00:24:12,842 --> 00:24:14,844
But we could run an ANA,
see if he's positive.

566
00:24:16,106 --> 00:24:17,543
What about a parasite?

567
00:24:17,586 --> 00:24:20,328
Rhinosporidium seeberi
or a gill worm.

568
00:24:20,371 --> 00:24:22,069
Have you talked to Carly?

569
00:24:22,112 --> 00:24:23,549
(SIGHS) Sorry.

570
00:24:23,592 --> 00:24:25,333
I got sidetracked by a marlin.

571
00:24:25,376 --> 00:24:28,858
♪♪

572
00:24:28,902 --> 00:24:30,860
(PAGER BEEPS)

573
00:24:30,904 --> 00:24:33,123
♪♪

574
00:24:38,607 --> 00:24:39,782
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

575
00:24:39,826 --> 00:24:41,044
LIM: Come in.

576
00:24:41,088 --> 00:24:43,438
You wanted to see me?

577
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:45,788
Ms. Reynolds tells me that
you went against her wishes

578
00:24:45,832 --> 00:24:47,672
and had her daughter
speak with a psychiatrist.

579
00:24:48,835 --> 00:24:53,187
Uh, Michelle asked
to see a therapist.

580
00:24:53,230 --> 00:24:55,711
Only after
you talked her into it.

581
00:24:55,755 --> 00:24:57,384
I'm gonna report you
to the medical board.

582
00:24:57,408 --> 00:24:58,497
You had no right...

583
00:24:58,540 --> 00:25:00,673
Dr. Browne, were you concerned

584
00:25:00,716 --> 00:25:02,716
that Michelle might be
a serious danger to herself?

585
00:25:02,979 --> 00:25:04,372
Yes.

586
00:25:04,415 --> 00:25:05,939
In that case,
the consult was required.

587
00:25:05,982 --> 00:25:07,636
That said,

588
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:11,118
Dr. Browne's failure to
inform you was inappropriate.

589
00:25:11,161 --> 00:25:12,598
You're off the case.

590
00:25:12,641 --> 00:25:15,078
Dr. Melendez
will perform the surgery.

591
00:25:15,122 --> 00:25:19,387
♪♪

592
00:25:24,566 --> 00:25:26,176
DR. DONOVAN: How are you doing?

593
00:25:27,221 --> 00:25:28,701
Claire?

594
00:25:28,744 --> 00:25:30,311
I understand today's
a big day for you.

595
00:25:30,354 --> 00:25:32,269
Your first surgery.

596
00:25:32,313 --> 00:25:33,183
We don't need
to talk about that.

597
00:25:33,227 --> 00:25:35,838
Hmm, I think we do.

598
00:25:35,882 --> 00:25:37,990
You've been taking care of
your mother for a long time.

599
00:25:38,014 --> 00:25:40,364
That's a pattern you both
need to break out of.

600
00:25:43,324 --> 00:25:44,867
I know I haven't always
been there for you,

601
00:25:44,891 --> 00:25:46,719
and I just... I... (SIGHS)

602
00:25:46,762 --> 00:25:47,807
I'm trying to change that.

603
00:25:47,850 --> 00:25:49,460
I know, Mom.

604
00:25:49,504 --> 00:25:50,612
I'm good. Everything is fine.

605
00:25:50,636 --> 00:25:51,787
DR. DONOVAN:
And your first surgery?

606
00:25:51,811 --> 00:25:53,813
Is that this afternoon?

607
00:25:53,856 --> 00:25:54,856
It's...

608
00:25:56,729 --> 00:25:57,991
Actually, it's not.

609
00:25:58,034 --> 00:26:00,820
Um... (SIGHS)

610
00:26:00,863 --> 00:26:02,604
I arranged a psych consult

611
00:26:02,648 --> 00:26:04,650
without the mother's permission,

612
00:26:04,693 --> 00:26:06,608
so I got thrown off the case.

613
00:26:06,652 --> 00:26:08,088
How could the hospital
allow that?

614
00:26:08,131 --> 00:26:09,219
What is wrong with them?

615
00:26:09,263 --> 00:26:10,632
After how hard
you've worked, I just...

616
00:26:10,656 --> 00:26:13,049
It's okay, Mom.
They kind of had to.

617
00:26:13,093 --> 00:26:14,157
That must be
a big disappointment...

618
00:26:14,181 --> 00:26:15,574
It is.

619
00:26:19,229 --> 00:26:20,753
Anything else, Claire?

620
00:26:23,451 --> 00:26:25,758
(SIGHS) I'm upset, humiliated,

621
00:26:27,586 --> 00:26:30,850
so, so mad
at my patient's mother

622
00:26:30,893 --> 00:26:32,329
for not taking care
of her daughter.

623
00:26:32,373 --> 00:26:35,681
(INHALES SHAKILY, SIGHS)

624
00:26:35,724 --> 00:26:37,944
And I... I'm relieved.

625
00:26:37,987 --> 00:26:40,642
I'm so, so relieved
to have that weight off of me,

626
00:26:40,686 --> 00:26:42,296
and that makes me
feel like a fraud.

627
00:26:42,339 --> 00:26:43,384
Don't you say that.

628
00:26:43,427 --> 00:26:44,820
How can I be so scared

629
00:26:44,864 --> 00:26:47,823
to do something
I've wanted for so long?

630
00:26:47,867 --> 00:26:50,478
Because things that matter
are scary.

631
00:26:52,045 --> 00:26:54,830
That's how I feel
about coming here,

632
00:26:54,874 --> 00:26:57,659
talking about my life
and our relationship.

633
00:26:59,182 --> 00:27:00,182
What if I can't fix it?

634
00:27:02,490 --> 00:27:03,709
What if I can't make up

635
00:27:03,752 --> 00:27:05,624
for all the times
I've let you down?

636
00:27:07,582 --> 00:27:08,801
And then I think...

637
00:27:11,499 --> 00:27:13,675
"Just be like Claire."

638
00:27:13,719 --> 00:27:17,723
♪♪

639
00:27:17,766 --> 00:27:21,509
Because nothing
stops you... ever.

640
00:27:21,552 --> 00:27:23,032
You see what you want,

641
00:27:23,076 --> 00:27:25,426
and you go after it
with everything you've got.

642
00:27:25,469 --> 00:27:27,341
♪♪

643
00:27:27,384 --> 00:27:28,864
You are an inspiration.

644
00:27:31,345 --> 00:27:33,042
You're myinspiration.

645
00:27:33,086 --> 00:27:35,001
♪♪

646
00:27:40,310 --> 00:27:41,747
(CLAIRE SIGHS)

647
00:27:41,790 --> 00:27:46,055
♪♪

648
00:27:46,099 --> 00:27:47,404
Carly?

649
00:27:47,448 --> 00:27:48,841
Hi. Do you have a second?

650
00:27:48,884 --> 00:27:50,103
OR 2 is waiting to learn

651
00:27:50,146 --> 00:27:52,409
the patient's mass wasn't
cancerous so they can close.

652
00:27:52,453 --> 00:27:53,280
I can come back after.

653
00:27:53,323 --> 00:27:54,411
I'll be at the cafe?

654
00:27:54,455 --> 00:27:56,065
Mm-hmm. Okay.

655
00:27:56,109 --> 00:27:58,677
WOMAN OVER P.A.:
Anesthesiology, line 271.

656
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:01,723
Anesthesiology, call line 271.

657
00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:06,641
♪♪

658
00:28:06,685 --> 00:28:08,121
Cancer.

659
00:28:08,164 --> 00:28:09,949
The marlin guy has cancer.

660
00:28:09,992 --> 00:28:11,864
CT chest, abdomen,
and pelvis showed no masses.

661
00:28:11,907 --> 00:28:13,648
(TELEPHONE RINGING)It's in his leg.

662
00:28:13,692 --> 00:28:15,345
It explains
progressive ulcerations

663
00:28:15,389 --> 00:28:16,782
despite good arterial flow.

664
00:28:16,825 --> 00:28:18,827
And why the antibiotics
aren't working.(SIGHS)

665
00:28:18,871 --> 00:28:20,871
We'll send a tissue sample
from the ulcerated area.

666
00:28:22,875 --> 00:28:25,181
And when I'mChief Resident,
I'll remember this.

667
00:28:26,487 --> 00:28:27,923
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

668
00:28:29,620 --> 00:28:30,534
There's a problem with Michelle.

669
00:28:30,578 --> 00:28:31,753
MICHELLE: I'm not doing it!

670
00:28:31,797 --> 00:28:33,233
PATRICIA: You need to calm down.

671
00:28:33,276 --> 00:28:34,800
You don't get
to tell me what to do!

672
00:28:34,843 --> 00:28:36,366
I want Dr. Browne!

673
00:28:36,410 --> 00:28:37,730
CLAIRE: Michelle?
What's going on?

674
00:28:37,759 --> 00:28:39,892
I want you to do my surgery.

675
00:28:39,935 --> 00:28:41,545
I want her, Mama,
not somebody else.

676
00:28:41,589 --> 00:28:43,547
Dr. Melendez
is gonna do your surgery.

677
00:28:43,591 --> 00:28:44,679
He is a great doctor.

678
00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:45,898
He's not you.

679
00:28:45,941 --> 00:28:47,203
Y-You care about me.

680
00:28:47,247 --> 00:28:49,292
Everybody here cares
about you, Michelle.

681
00:28:49,336 --> 00:28:51,488
Now, please sit down.
You could rupture your gallbladder.

682
00:28:51,512 --> 00:28:53,644
I-I-I don't want to get better.

683
00:28:53,688 --> 00:28:55,734
Don't say that. It's the truth!

684
00:28:55,777 --> 00:28:57,276
CLAIRE: Michelle,
you need this surgery.

685
00:28:57,300 --> 00:28:59,389
That is all that matters...
not whether I do it.

686
00:28:59,433 --> 00:29:01,217
♪♪

687
00:29:02,436 --> 00:29:03,959
I'm gonna be there.

688
00:29:04,003 --> 00:29:05,395
I will be watching
from the gallery

689
00:29:05,439 --> 00:29:06,527
the whole time.

690
00:29:09,225 --> 00:29:12,185
You just... You need...
You need to sit down.

691
00:29:12,228 --> 00:29:13,926
♪♪

692
00:29:13,969 --> 00:29:15,797
(SIGHS)

693
00:29:15,841 --> 00:29:21,194
♪♪

694
00:29:21,237 --> 00:29:23,065
(P.A. SYSTEM BEEPS)

695
00:29:23,109 --> 00:29:25,764
(INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
OVER P.A. SYSTEM)

696
00:29:25,807 --> 00:29:26,982
The kid okay?

697
00:29:28,854 --> 00:29:30,725
I had to pull you off.

698
00:29:30,769 --> 00:29:32,988
If you made even the tiniest
misstep during surgery,

699
00:29:33,032 --> 00:29:34,903
that mom would go
from threat to lawsuit.

700
00:29:38,211 --> 00:29:40,213
Is Patricia okay with me
watching from the gallery?

701
00:29:40,256 --> 00:29:41,344
No.

702
00:29:43,346 --> 00:29:45,306
You can't remove her
gallbladder from the gallery.

703
00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:46,828
What?

704
00:29:46,872 --> 00:29:48,961
You're doing Michelle's surgery.

705
00:29:49,004 --> 00:29:51,746
How'd you get the mom
to change her mind?

706
00:29:51,790 --> 00:29:54,705
I explained that, given Dr. Browne's
commitment to her daughter,

707
00:29:54,749 --> 00:29:56,925
she's the perfect choice
to lead the surgery.

708
00:29:56,969 --> 00:29:59,009
Especially with me over her
shoulder the whole time.

709
00:30:02,104 --> 00:30:03,671
Thank you for fighting for me.

710
00:30:03,714 --> 00:30:04,672
That's what bosses do.

711
00:30:04,715 --> 00:30:05,891
Let's go.

712
00:30:05,934 --> 00:30:11,113
♪♪

713
00:30:11,157 --> 00:30:16,292
♪♪

714
00:30:16,336 --> 00:30:18,773
You stood me up.
Sorry about that.

715
00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:20,557
What's up?

716
00:30:20,601 --> 00:30:23,082
Shaun's a little worried
he may have freaked you out

717
00:30:23,125 --> 00:30:25,693
with his... questionnaire
the other night.

718
00:30:25,736 --> 00:30:27,347
Oh, I thought it was cool.

719
00:30:27,390 --> 00:30:28,759
Small talk
bores the hell out of me.

720
00:30:28,783 --> 00:30:30,480
Well, then, great.

721
00:30:30,524 --> 00:30:32,395
I'll tell him.

722
00:30:32,439 --> 00:30:34,920
Shaun got worried about that
all on his own?

723
00:30:34,963 --> 00:30:36,043
That doesn't seem like him.

724
00:30:37,444 --> 00:30:39,141
I may have mentioned

725
00:30:39,185 --> 00:30:41,796
that people don't usually ask
deeply personal questions

726
00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:42,960
on an early date. (CHUCKLES)

727
00:30:45,147 --> 00:30:46,932
Claire, I like you,

728
00:30:46,975 --> 00:30:48,411
but we don't really know
each other.

729
00:30:48,455 --> 00:30:50,370
And yet you decided

730
00:30:50,413 --> 00:30:52,720
how I was going to react
to Shaun's questions,

731
00:30:52,763 --> 00:30:55,070
which isn't your business.

732
00:30:55,114 --> 00:30:56,332
And you were wrong...

733
00:30:56,376 --> 00:30:59,161
Totally, totally wrong.

734
00:30:59,205 --> 00:31:01,685
Shaun and I don't need you
or anyone else

735
00:31:01,729 --> 00:31:05,080
to run interference
on our relationship.

736
00:31:05,124 --> 00:31:06,212
Butt out.

737
00:31:16,700 --> 00:31:18,702
♪♪

738
00:31:25,753 --> 00:31:27,755
♪♪

739
00:31:34,805 --> 00:31:35,632
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)

740
00:31:35,676 --> 00:31:37,678
♪♪

741
00:31:43,292 --> 00:31:45,338
♪♪

742
00:31:55,348 --> 00:32:00,657
♪♪

743
00:32:00,701 --> 00:32:06,446
♪♪

744
00:32:06,489 --> 00:32:08,448
CLAIRE: Is everybody ready
for a Time Out?

745
00:32:08,491 --> 00:32:10,711
♪♪

746
00:32:10,754 --> 00:32:14,193
Dr. Claire Browne, lead surgeon.

747
00:32:14,236 --> 00:32:16,021
Dr. Neil Melendez,
attending surgeon.

748
00:32:16,064 --> 00:32:18,937
Dr. Shaun Murphy, assisting.

749
00:32:18,980 --> 00:32:22,027
Dr. Jan Lancaster, anesthesia.

750
00:32:22,070 --> 00:32:24,116
Donna Petringa, scrub nurse.

751
00:32:24,159 --> 00:32:26,814
Shani Walden, circulating nurse.

752
00:32:26,857 --> 00:32:28,990
Patient is Michelle Reynolds.

753
00:32:29,034 --> 00:32:31,471
We will be performing
an open cholecystectomy.

754
00:32:31,514 --> 00:32:34,039
All tools I need
are confirmed to be present.

755
00:32:34,082 --> 00:32:36,780
Estimated blood loss, 100 cc.

756
00:32:36,824 --> 00:32:39,000
Patient will go to the ICU
after surgery.

757
00:32:39,044 --> 00:32:40,610
Is everybody in agreement?

758
00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:45,093
Dr. Murphy, have you
ChloraPrepped the site?

759
00:32:45,615 --> 00:32:46,747
I have.

760
00:32:48,053 --> 00:32:49,141
10 blade.

761
00:32:49,184 --> 00:32:51,404
♪♪

762
00:32:51,447 --> 00:32:54,276
(STEADY HEARTBEAT)

763
00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:56,191
♪♪

764
00:33:02,589 --> 00:33:05,113
♪♪

765
00:33:10,901 --> 00:33:13,165
♪♪

766
00:33:19,475 --> 00:33:20,346
Sponge.

767
00:33:20,389 --> 00:33:22,391
♪♪

768
00:33:28,136 --> 00:33:30,095
Top layer of abdominal muscle
is exposed.

769
00:33:30,138 --> 00:33:31,418
I'll need a Bovie
to cut through.

770
00:33:31,444 --> 00:33:36,623
♪♪

771
00:33:36,666 --> 00:33:42,107
♪♪

772
00:33:42,150 --> 00:33:48,939
♪♪

773
00:33:48,983 --> 00:33:50,593
Nice work, Dr. Browne.

774
00:33:50,637 --> 00:33:53,988
♪♪

775
00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:55,337
Bookwalter Retractor.

776
00:33:55,381 --> 00:33:57,383
♪♪

777
00:34:02,823 --> 00:34:04,433
I see the liver,

778
00:34:04,477 --> 00:34:06,696
and I need to better expose
the inferior surface.

779
00:34:06,740 --> 00:34:08,307
Retract the duodenum
inferiorly, please.

780
00:34:12,441 --> 00:34:14,487
Gallbladder exposed.

781
00:34:14,530 --> 00:34:16,532
♪♪

782
00:34:24,062 --> 00:34:25,411
Dr. Browne?

783
00:34:28,066 --> 00:34:30,546
There is more scarring
than the imaging suggested.

784
00:34:30,590 --> 00:34:31,939
True.

785
00:34:32,983 --> 00:34:36,335
♪♪

786
00:34:36,378 --> 00:34:37,727
Talk through your approach.

787
00:34:37,771 --> 00:34:40,600
(BREATHES DEEPLY)

788
00:34:40,643 --> 00:34:44,908
I... grasp
the gallbladder fundus forward

789
00:34:44,952 --> 00:34:47,302
and use a right-angle clamp
in my suction

790
00:34:47,346 --> 00:34:49,957
to develop a plane
around the gallbladder.

791
00:34:50,000 --> 00:34:51,393
Kelly clamp,

792
00:34:51,437 --> 00:34:52,916
a right-angle clamp,
and suction.

793
00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:54,918
♪♪

794
00:35:01,621 --> 00:35:04,102
(SUCTION HISSING)

795
00:35:04,145 --> 00:35:06,191
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)

796
00:35:06,234 --> 00:35:08,802
♪♪

797
00:35:13,981 --> 00:35:17,332
That was elegant use
of the Kelly clamp.

798
00:35:17,376 --> 00:35:19,552
♪♪

799
00:35:22,772 --> 00:35:24,687
I see the cystic duct

800
00:35:24,731 --> 00:35:27,168
and, behind it,
the cystic artery.

801
00:35:27,212 --> 00:35:29,518
I need my first assist
to confirm

802
00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:31,303
that I have identified
the common bile duct

803
00:35:31,346 --> 00:35:32,608
and it is out of the way.

804
00:35:32,652 --> 00:35:33,870
Yes.

805
00:35:33,914 --> 00:35:35,437
Cutting the duct would be...

806
00:35:35,481 --> 00:35:36,569
Very, very bad. (CHUCKLES)

807
00:35:37,918 --> 00:35:40,138
Move the gallbladder
cranially a little bit.

808
00:35:41,400 --> 00:35:42,705
Titanium clip applier.

809
00:35:42,749 --> 00:35:45,273
♪♪

810
00:35:51,497 --> 00:35:53,412
♪♪

811
00:35:59,940 --> 00:36:01,463
You sure you have a clear view?

812
00:36:01,507 --> 00:36:04,988
♪♪

813
00:36:05,032 --> 00:36:06,164
Making the cut.

814
00:36:07,513 --> 00:36:11,038
♪♪

815
00:36:14,998 --> 00:36:17,740
♪♪

816
00:36:22,528 --> 00:36:25,183
♪♪

817
00:36:30,449 --> 00:36:31,798
(ALARM BEEPING)

818
00:36:31,841 --> 00:36:32,973
She's hemorrhaging.

819
00:36:33,016 --> 00:36:37,195
♪♪

820
00:36:37,238 --> 00:36:38,737
I can't see
the source of the bleeding.

821
00:36:38,761 --> 00:36:41,808
♪♪

822
00:36:46,465 --> 00:36:49,032
NURSE PETRINGA:
MAP is 45 and dropping.

823
00:36:49,076 --> 00:36:51,078
(ALARM BEEPING)

824
00:36:51,121 --> 00:36:56,953
♪♪

825
00:36:56,997 --> 00:37:00,174
(BEEPING STOPS)

826
00:37:00,218 --> 00:37:01,610
What do you think is happening?

827
00:37:04,657 --> 00:37:06,049
Most likely,

828
00:37:06,093 --> 00:37:09,531
my scissors' tip nicked
the right hepatic artery.

829
00:37:09,575 --> 00:37:10,750
It happens.

830
00:37:10,793 --> 00:37:11,793
It's happened to me.

831
00:37:12,839 --> 00:37:15,320
(BREATHES SHAKILY)

832
00:37:15,363 --> 00:37:18,018
I need to clamp
the common hepatic artery,

833
00:37:18,061 --> 00:37:19,411
repair the arterial wall

834
00:37:19,454 --> 00:37:21,108
with running
6-0 Prolene sutures.

835
00:37:21,151 --> 00:37:22,936
That's what I would do.

836
00:37:22,979 --> 00:37:24,894
(INHALES DEEPLY)

837
00:37:24,938 --> 00:37:27,070
♪♪

838
00:37:31,336 --> 00:37:33,381
♪♪

839
00:37:36,950 --> 00:37:38,952
♪♪

840
00:37:55,708 --> 00:37:58,363
♪♪

841
00:37:58,406 --> 00:38:01,540
(LAUGHS)

842
00:38:01,583 --> 00:38:02,715
(SIGHS)

843
00:38:02,758 --> 00:38:05,326
♪♪

844
00:38:12,725 --> 00:38:14,596
Hey, hey, hey.
Slow down. Slow down.

845
00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:16,119
No running. No running.

846
00:38:16,163 --> 00:38:17,512
(GIGGLES)(SIGHS)

847
00:38:17,556 --> 00:38:19,514
Dr. Browne, how's my daughter?

848
00:38:19,558 --> 00:38:21,037
The surgery was a success,

849
00:38:21,081 --> 00:38:22,604
and we expect a full recovery.

850
00:38:22,648 --> 00:38:23,649
(SIGHS)

851
00:38:24,258 --> 00:38:26,173
I wanna see her!

852
00:38:27,740 --> 00:38:29,307
Is that okay?

853
00:38:29,350 --> 00:38:30,873
Yay! Okay.

854
00:38:34,964 --> 00:38:36,618
(SIGHS)

855
00:38:36,662 --> 00:38:38,707
Michelle says
she wants to be a doctor.

856
00:38:41,231 --> 00:38:43,146
She would be a great one.

857
00:38:45,279 --> 00:38:48,369
Uh, that therapist
Michelle talked to...

858
00:38:50,066 --> 00:38:52,373
could I get her card?

859
00:38:55,811 --> 00:38:58,031
♪♪

860
00:38:58,074 --> 00:39:00,338
Hi, baby.Hey.

861
00:39:03,993 --> 00:39:05,299
(TISHA GIGGLES)

862
00:39:05,343 --> 00:39:07,954
(CHILDREN CONVERSE INDISTINCTLY)

863
00:39:07,997 --> 00:39:14,134
♪♪

864
00:39:14,177 --> 00:39:15,614
PARK: Okay.

865
00:39:15,657 --> 00:39:17,224
♪♪

866
00:39:17,267 --> 00:39:19,226
Three, two, one.

867
00:39:24,187 --> 00:39:25,928
MORGAN: You were right.

868
00:39:25,972 --> 00:39:27,974
He had angiosarcoma of the leg.

869
00:39:28,017 --> 00:39:30,629
Had to amputate,
but the margins were clean.

870
00:39:30,672 --> 00:39:33,283
Hmm. What happened to the...
Franklin!

871
00:39:34,067 --> 00:39:36,939
(LAUGHING) Oh!

872
00:39:36,983 --> 00:39:39,594
♪♪

873
00:39:39,638 --> 00:39:42,989
Franklin, you amazing fish!

874
00:39:43,946 --> 00:39:45,513
You saved my life.

875
00:39:45,557 --> 00:39:47,167
Come on, bring him...
bring him here.

876
00:39:47,210 --> 00:39:48,821
Bring him... Bring him in.

877
00:39:48,864 --> 00:39:49,952
Oh.

878
00:39:49,996 --> 00:39:51,954
(MAN LAUGHS)

879
00:39:51,998 --> 00:39:57,220
♪♪

880
00:39:57,264 --> 00:39:58,439
(SIGHS) Thank you, guys.

881
00:39:58,483 --> 00:40:01,224
Group hug. (SIGHS)

882
00:40:01,268 --> 00:40:06,926
♪♪

883
00:40:06,969 --> 00:40:08,667
SHAUN: Do you prefer
to work in a team

884
00:40:08,710 --> 00:40:12,105
or do you prefer to lead
or follow command?

885
00:40:12,148 --> 00:40:15,021
Team... and to lead.

886
00:40:15,064 --> 00:40:18,894
(CELLPHONE CHIMES)

887
00:40:18,938 --> 00:40:21,201
SHAUN: What machine
or appliance in your house

888
00:40:21,244 --> 00:40:22,985
aggravates you the most?

889
00:40:23,029 --> 00:40:24,029
CARLY: The dishwasher.

890
00:40:25,335 --> 00:40:27,468
(CELLPHONE RINGS)

891
00:40:30,123 --> 00:40:31,777
Hey, I'm just leaving.

892
00:40:32,908 --> 00:40:34,693
Who is this?

893
00:40:34,736 --> 00:40:39,045
(GAZ COOMBES'
"SLOW MOTION LIFE" PLAYS)

894
00:40:39,088 --> 00:40:41,700
(RADIO CHATTER)

895
00:40:41,743 --> 00:40:47,662
♪♪

896
00:40:47,706 --> 00:40:53,668
♪♪

897
00:40:53,712 --> 00:41:01,633
♪ From the greatest height ♪♪

898
00:41:01,676 --> 00:41:09,597
♪ Slow motion life ♪♪

899
00:41:09,641 --> 00:41:15,690
♪ You know I'd pay to leave
these tears behind

900
00:41:15,734 --> 00:41:20,347
♪ But it's fine ♪ I
know we're all the same

901
00:41:20,390 --> 00:41:26,092
♪♪

902
00:41:26,135 --> 00:41:33,839
♪ Slow motion pain ♪♪

903
00:41:33,882 --> 00:41:39,192
♪ Now it's all blood in the open

904
00:41:39,235 --> 00:41:43,022
♪ But we're not scared

905
00:41:43,065 --> 00:41:44,763
(LINE BEEPS)FEMALE VOICE: Message received

906
00:41:44,806 --> 00:41:48,941
at 5:30 p.m. from Mom.

907
00:41:48,984 --> 00:41:50,812
(LINE BEEPS)

908
00:41:50,856 --> 00:41:52,814
BREEZE:
Hey, baby, I got your text.

909
00:41:52,858 --> 00:41:54,729
See, I knew it was just
a temporary setback.

910
00:41:54,773 --> 00:41:56,165
We're gonna celebrate.

911
00:41:56,209 --> 00:41:57,558
I made dinner.

912
00:41:57,602 --> 00:41:59,168
And I'm gonna
go get some dessert.

913
00:41:59,212 --> 00:42:00,692
I'll see you soon.

914
00:42:00,735 --> 00:42:02,563
I'm so proud of you, baby.

915
00:42:02,607 --> 00:42:10,607
♪ Slow motion life ♪♪

916
00:42:10,745 --> 00:42:13,356
♪ Slow motion life ♪

917
00:42:13,400 --> 00:42:19,841
♪♪

918
00:42:19,885 --> 00:42:21,887
♪♪

919
00:42:30,156 --> 00:42:33,159
♪♪

920
00:42:39,992 --> 00:42:42,690
♪♪

921
00:42:49,131 --> 00:42:52,134
♪♪