1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:51,603 --> 00:00:56,173 Most people would say the website is where this wild ride began, 4 00:00:56,206 --> 00:00:58,910 but for me, it started two days earlier 5 00:00:58,943 --> 00:01:02,179 in front of the TV, watching the news. 6 00:01:02,212 --> 00:01:04,749 Some airlines want to penalize overweight passengers 7 00:01:04,782 --> 00:01:07,284 charging them for two seats if they can't fit into one. 8 00:01:07,317 --> 00:01:10,153 Yes, we think it's a great idea for the comfort of everybody. 9 00:01:10,187 --> 00:01:13,658 It's also for the benefit of the larger people. 10 00:01:13,691 --> 00:01:15,368 They'll be more comfortable with two seats, and 11 00:01:15,392 --> 00:01:16,894 it's only fair to charge them double. 12 00:01:16,928 --> 00:01:18,696 Look, I get it. 13 00:01:18,730 --> 00:01:21,331 It sucks to be next to the fat guy on the plane, 14 00:01:21,365 --> 00:01:24,368 but nobody's more uncomfortable than that guy. 15 00:01:24,401 --> 00:01:26,169 Squished into that tiny seat, 16 00:01:26,203 --> 00:01:28,405 and knowing nobody wants to sit next to him? 17 00:01:28,438 --> 00:01:30,340 The humiliation is payment enough. 18 00:01:35,647 --> 00:01:36,647 Hmm. 19 00:01:43,688 --> 00:01:46,791 Hi, honey, dinner will be in about ten minutes. 20 00:01:50,494 --> 00:01:51,629 Is everything all right? 21 00:03:18,583 --> 00:03:19,851 Mom. 22 00:03:19,884 --> 00:03:21,619 Honey, that was so beautiful. 23 00:03:21,652 --> 00:03:23,353 Mom, I've asked you a thousand times 24 00:03:23,386 --> 00:03:24,922 not to sneak up on me. 25 00:03:24,956 --> 00:03:26,824 Okay. Well, I didn't mean to interrupt. 26 00:03:26,858 --> 00:03:29,292 I just wanted to let you know that your dinner is ready. 27 00:03:29,326 --> 00:03:30,494 I'm not hungry. 28 00:03:30,527 --> 00:03:31,996 But I made your favorite. 29 00:03:32,029 --> 00:03:33,664 It might make you feel better. 30 00:03:33,698 --> 00:03:34,832 Mom! 31 00:03:38,002 --> 00:03:40,671 Baby, it's really beautiful. 32 00:03:44,541 --> 00:03:46,744 I hate it when she calls me baby, 33 00:03:46,778 --> 00:03:48,746 but, it's better than Butter, 34 00:03:48,780 --> 00:03:51,515 which is what all the kids at school call me. 35 00:03:51,548 --> 00:03:53,517 Hey, handsome. 36 00:03:53,551 --> 00:03:55,953 Perfect, sweet, sexy, Anna. 37 00:03:55,987 --> 00:03:57,521 I'd met her on this online social app. 38 00:03:57,555 --> 00:03:59,557 Hey, beautiful. 39 00:03:59,590 --> 00:04:02,325 I fall asleep listening to your song every night. 40 00:04:02,359 --> 00:04:03,861 Never had anyone write a song for me. 41 00:04:03,895 --> 00:04:07,531 When am I going to hear you play it in person? 42 00:04:07,565 --> 00:04:09,100 Soon, very soon. 43 00:04:09,133 --> 00:04:11,334 I've been waiting. When is soon? 44 00:04:11,368 --> 00:04:13,436 When I figure out the perfect place. 45 00:04:13,470 --> 00:04:15,973 Such a romantic. I can't wait to meet you, JP. 46 00:04:16,007 --> 00:04:17,541 I just signed on to say hi. 47 00:04:17,575 --> 00:04:19,543 I got to run, tons of homework. 48 00:04:19,577 --> 00:04:21,511 Yeah, me too. 49 00:04:21,545 --> 00:04:24,949 I got to finish reading Jane Eyre for comp class. 50 00:04:24,982 --> 00:04:28,451 "I would rather be happy than dignified." 51 00:04:28,485 --> 00:04:29,987 Of course, you know Jane Eyre. 52 00:04:30,021 --> 00:04:31,656 Is there anything you don't know? 53 00:04:31,689 --> 00:04:35,126 Ah, sweet dreams, my mystery man. 54 00:04:35,159 --> 00:04:37,427 She was the prettiest girl in school. 55 00:04:37,460 --> 00:04:39,764 Naturally, I didn't tell her I'm the fat guy 56 00:04:39,797 --> 00:04:42,465 with the oversize desk in the back of your comp class. 57 00:04:42,499 --> 00:04:44,902 Want to chat? Yeah, right. 58 00:04:44,936 --> 00:04:47,972 I told her my name was JP, and I was the captain 59 00:04:48,005 --> 00:04:50,440 of my soccer team at a private school. 60 00:04:50,473 --> 00:04:52,844 Anna loved that I listened to her. 61 00:04:52,877 --> 00:04:54,812 And now, three months later, 62 00:04:54,846 --> 00:04:56,781 I was pretty sure she loved me. 63 00:05:00,852 --> 00:05:05,488 ♪ If you love me like you say ♪ 64 00:05:05,522 --> 00:05:08,759 ♪ You'll do ♪ 65 00:05:08,793 --> 00:05:12,763 Let's not discuss mom's food art. 66 00:05:12,797 --> 00:05:14,599 When it came to feeding me, 67 00:05:14,632 --> 00:05:16,934 mom bounced between whole grain and whole fat, 68 00:05:16,968 --> 00:05:19,570 vegetables and cupcakes, 69 00:05:19,604 --> 00:05:21,538 hope and resignation. 70 00:05:21,572 --> 00:05:24,407 She loved to feed me, but felt guilty. 71 00:05:24,441 --> 00:05:28,012 Like she was a bad mother for letting me get so big. 72 00:05:28,045 --> 00:05:30,848 Growing up, Dad said my big frame was 73 00:05:30,882 --> 00:05:33,050 built for playin' football. 74 00:05:33,084 --> 00:05:35,152 But when I started growing out, 75 00:05:35,186 --> 00:05:37,054 he didn't know what to do with me. 76 00:05:37,088 --> 00:05:40,958 He eventually stopped talking to me altogether. 77 00:05:40,992 --> 00:05:43,526 I still tried to trip him up though. 78 00:05:43,561 --> 00:05:44,601 Anything you see in there? 79 00:05:45,830 --> 00:05:47,698 Any concerts? 80 00:05:47,732 --> 00:05:50,968 Dad was a star quarterback for the Arizona Sun Devils. 81 00:05:51,002 --> 00:05:52,637 He took a hit to his head, 82 00:05:52,670 --> 00:05:54,672 causing him to go blind in one eye, 83 00:05:54,705 --> 00:05:58,075 which destroyed any hopes he had of going pro. 84 00:05:58,109 --> 00:05:59,920 Cardinals are never going back to the Super Bowl 85 00:05:59,944 --> 00:06:02,647 if they play like this. 86 00:06:02,680 --> 00:06:04,815 Oh wait! Wait, wait. Don't go. Don't go. 87 00:06:04,849 --> 00:06:08,653 I need both of your opinion on which picture I should use 88 00:06:08,686 --> 00:06:12,089 for my new real estate site. Okay? Alright? 89 00:06:12,123 --> 00:06:14,158 Okay. So, 90 00:06:14,191 --> 00:06:16,661 there's this one, 91 00:06:16,694 --> 00:06:21,832 and this one, and this one, and this one. 92 00:06:21,866 --> 00:06:24,669 Alright, so, this one, see, I could put like 93 00:06:24,702 --> 00:06:25,903 a little house there or like, 94 00:06:25,937 --> 00:06:28,172 maybe my logo. And then, 95 00:06:28,205 --> 00:06:29,840 this one is, I want, 96 00:06:29,874 --> 00:06:32,677 you to let me sell your house. 97 00:06:32,710 --> 00:06:36,747 And then this one, I'm, raising, the roof of a house. 98 00:06:36,781 --> 00:06:39,050 And then this one is standard. Like, 99 00:06:39,083 --> 00:06:41,919 you know, what you would expect. 100 00:06:41,953 --> 00:06:43,020 This one. 101 00:06:43,054 --> 00:06:44,755 - Yeah? - Yeah. 102 00:06:44,789 --> 00:06:46,157 No, no, that one. 103 00:06:56,701 --> 00:06:58,135 Bye. 104 00:06:58,169 --> 00:07:00,071 Okay, eat up because we don't want to be late 105 00:07:00,104 --> 00:07:01,739 to your doctor's appointment. 106 00:07:10,214 --> 00:07:12,249 Ma, will you hold my phone? 107 00:07:12,283 --> 00:07:16,587 Another awesome side effect of being 423 pounds is 108 00:07:16,620 --> 00:07:18,022 life-threatening diabetes. 109 00:07:18,055 --> 00:07:20,992 Good morning. Good morning. 110 00:07:21,025 --> 00:07:24,562 There they are. My favorite family. 111 00:07:24,595 --> 00:07:26,163 Mom, come here. Bring it in. 112 00:07:26,197 --> 00:07:27,598 - Good to see you. - Hi, Dr. Bean. 113 00:07:27,631 --> 00:07:30,568 - Good morning. - Hi, Doc. 114 00:07:30,601 --> 00:07:31,969 You know, they tell me not to hug 115 00:07:32,003 --> 00:07:33,571 but I can't help it. I'm a hugger. 116 00:07:33,604 --> 00:07:34,939 You know, it is what it is. 117 00:07:34,972 --> 00:07:39,210 Alright, so, man, lot to catch up on, 118 00:07:39,243 --> 00:07:41,712 first of all, how's your day going? 119 00:07:41,746 --> 00:07:44,248 Stung a little bit, but other than that, feeling pretty good. 120 00:07:49,887 --> 00:07:51,222 Yeah. Um, 121 00:07:51,255 --> 00:07:54,225 I've been a little tired the last few weeks. 122 00:07:54,258 --> 00:07:56,660 That's a little high but... 123 00:07:56,694 --> 00:07:58,062 We've been cutting back on sugar. 124 00:07:58,095 --> 00:08:00,598 Oh yeah, but the diet's on track, Mom. 125 00:08:00,631 --> 00:08:04,101 Huh? Good carbs. Lots of veggies and protein? 126 00:08:04,135 --> 00:08:05,903 Okay. 127 00:08:05,936 --> 00:08:09,673 All right, looks like we're not in a danger zone just yet. 128 00:08:09,707 --> 00:08:12,309 Weight's up a little bit since school began. 129 00:08:12,343 --> 00:08:13,844 A little bit. 130 00:08:13,878 --> 00:08:15,579 Okay. You know what? You and me both. 131 00:08:15,613 --> 00:08:16,790 I gained weight when school to begin. 132 00:08:16,814 --> 00:08:18,249 It's a stressful time of year. 133 00:08:18,282 --> 00:08:19,784 Listen, sometimes we take a step back 134 00:08:19,817 --> 00:08:21,685 before we take a step forward. 135 00:08:21,719 --> 00:08:23,030 I just wanna be able to play the sax 136 00:08:23,054 --> 00:08:24,688 without getting tired. 137 00:08:24,722 --> 00:08:26,133 Is there a little lady in the mix there? 138 00:08:26,157 --> 00:08:29,226 You can tell me. Dr. Bean knows all about 139 00:08:29,260 --> 00:08:31,962 this stuff, go ahead. Is there anyone to serenade? 140 00:08:31,996 --> 00:08:35,266 Maybe after I lose some of this. 141 00:08:35,299 --> 00:08:37,377 I'm serious, listen. That's what I'm talking about, man. 142 00:08:37,401 --> 00:08:39,203 It's your personality. You're so fun, 143 00:08:39,236 --> 00:08:42,039 And you're funny, and your music, 144 00:08:42,073 --> 00:08:43,683 That's what the ladies are going to care about. 145 00:08:43,707 --> 00:08:45,743 More than anything else. What's right in here. 146 00:08:45,776 --> 00:08:47,611 Okay? But first got to love ourselves 147 00:08:47,645 --> 00:08:50,014 - before we love the ladies. - Okay, Doc. 148 00:08:50,047 --> 00:08:53,150 All right. Hey, Patience is a virtue. 149 00:08:53,184 --> 00:08:56,220 - The weight's going to come off. - All right. 150 00:08:56,253 --> 00:08:58,322 You just keep doing what you're doing. 151 00:08:58,355 --> 00:09:00,224 See you in a couple of weeks, oh... 152 00:09:00,257 --> 00:09:02,093 Let's do it the way kids do it. 153 00:09:02,126 --> 00:09:03,794 - All right. - All right. 154 00:09:03,828 --> 00:09:05,396 Boom. Wait, did I do that? 155 00:09:05,429 --> 00:09:07,131 - Yeah, you got to... - Right. 156 00:09:07,164 --> 00:09:08,866 No, no, I always... 157 00:09:08,899 --> 00:09:10,101 Boom! 158 00:09:10,134 --> 00:09:12,169 Ahh! I love that. 159 00:09:12,203 --> 00:09:14,371 Give it to me, Mom. 160 00:09:14,405 --> 00:09:17,875 Boom, all right. Mom gets it. 161 00:09:26,917 --> 00:09:28,152 Tucker? 162 00:09:28,185 --> 00:09:29,687 Holy shit, man. 163 00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:30,921 Language. 164 00:09:30,955 --> 00:09:33,157 Sorry, Mom. You remember Tucker, right? 165 00:09:33,190 --> 00:09:34,959 From FitFab. 166 00:09:34,992 --> 00:09:36,861 Oh, my goodness. 167 00:09:36,894 --> 00:09:39,263 Wow, you look amazing. 168 00:09:39,296 --> 00:09:40,197 Thanks. 169 00:09:40,231 --> 00:09:41,866 Tuck, what happened? 170 00:09:41,899 --> 00:09:44,001 You look like you lost a hundred pounds. 171 00:09:44,034 --> 00:09:46,003 - Seventy-six. - Congratulations. 172 00:09:46,036 --> 00:09:48,706 Thanks. It's a good feeling. 173 00:09:48,739 --> 00:09:51,275 What about you? Are you losing... 174 00:09:51,308 --> 00:09:54,078 Uh, how is your diet going? 175 00:09:54,111 --> 00:09:55,913 Do I look like I'm sticking to the diet? 176 00:09:55,946 --> 00:09:58,249 Well, just keep workin' on it. 177 00:09:58,282 --> 00:09:59,884 Got to find something that works for you. 178 00:09:59,917 --> 00:10:02,353 Yeah. Yeah, I'll do that. 179 00:10:02,386 --> 00:10:04,221 Tucker Smith, are we ready? 180 00:10:04,255 --> 00:10:05,890 Uh, Ready. 181 00:10:05,923 --> 00:10:08,058 Later, Butter, good luck. 182 00:10:08,092 --> 00:10:09,093 - Bye. - Bye. 183 00:10:09,126 --> 00:10:10,194 Later. 184 00:10:12,796 --> 00:10:16,200 Wow, he looks great, doesn't he? 185 00:10:16,233 --> 00:10:19,270 - Can we go? - Sure, baby, sure. 186 00:10:19,303 --> 00:10:22,773 Tuck had been my bunk mate every summer for three years 187 00:10:22,806 --> 00:10:25,342 at FitFab, Fit and Fabulous. 188 00:10:25,376 --> 00:10:27,912 I guess he knows what fabulous feels like now. 189 00:10:27,945 --> 00:10:30,314 Me, I'd given up on that dream. 190 00:10:30,347 --> 00:10:33,217 I'd pretty much given up on myself. 191 00:10:33,250 --> 00:10:35,252 ♪ My mind is filled with ghosts ♪ 192 00:10:35,286 --> 00:10:38,756 ♪ And more than most of all my love's gone wrong ♪ 193 00:10:44,061 --> 00:10:46,263 ♪ My mind should be the way 194 00:10:46,297 --> 00:10:49,800 ♪ Most people say that I should just move on ♪ 195 00:10:54,972 --> 00:10:57,074 ♪ My mind is focused on ♪ 196 00:10:57,107 --> 00:11:00,978 ♪ Things past and gone where I have no control ♪ 197 00:11:02,213 --> 00:11:03,814 Hey, Professor. 198 00:11:03,847 --> 00:11:05,349 Professor Dunn was the music teacher. 199 00:11:05,382 --> 00:11:07,151 Everyone called him the Professor 200 00:11:07,184 --> 00:11:09,753 because he played with the Boston, Philadelphia, 201 00:11:09,787 --> 00:11:11,431 - and the New York symphonies. - Hey, Professor. 202 00:11:11,455 --> 00:11:14,058 He had the highest degree from Julliard. 203 00:11:14,091 --> 00:11:16,026 He was the coolest dude I knew, 204 00:11:16,060 --> 00:11:17,228 next to Dr. Bean. 205 00:11:17,261 --> 00:11:18,963 - Mornin'. - Mornin'. 206 00:11:18,996 --> 00:11:21,398 You pick your electives for next semester yet? 207 00:11:21,432 --> 00:11:26,503 Well, I'm still between underwater basket weaving, and leprechaun hunting. 208 00:11:26,537 --> 00:11:30,040 Yeah, if only your comedy were as impressive as your music. 209 00:11:30,074 --> 00:11:32,443 At least the comedy, you're willing to share. 210 00:11:32,476 --> 00:11:35,279 Look, Professor, I told you. I'll come jam out with the brass band boys 211 00:11:35,312 --> 00:11:37,248 anytime you like. 212 00:11:37,281 --> 00:11:39,416 But the school band, that's just not my style. 213 00:11:39,450 --> 00:11:41,452 I only ask that you think about it. 214 00:11:41,485 --> 00:11:43,487 You're a rare talent. 215 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:46,523 I miss having you in my class. 216 00:11:46,558 --> 00:11:48,192 I'll think about it. 217 00:11:48,225 --> 00:11:50,036 Alright, you're going to be late to first period. 218 00:11:50,060 --> 00:11:51,328 You better run. 219 00:11:51,362 --> 00:11:52,997 Do I look like I run? 220 00:11:53,030 --> 00:11:55,366 Well, walk fast then. 221 00:11:55,399 --> 00:11:56,900 All right. 222 00:12:11,616 --> 00:12:13,817 Anna, pay attention. 223 00:12:13,851 --> 00:12:15,262 Please read from where we left off yesterday 224 00:12:15,286 --> 00:12:16,520 in Chapter 17. 225 00:12:22,860 --> 00:12:28,499 I have, for the first time, found what I can truly love. 226 00:12:28,532 --> 00:12:32,002 I found you. 227 00:12:32,036 --> 00:12:34,271 I love that every day 228 00:12:34,305 --> 00:12:36,240 started out with seeing my Anna. 229 00:12:36,273 --> 00:12:40,044 Anna McGinn was perfect in every way. 230 00:12:40,077 --> 00:12:42,346 Got my existence about you and kindling, 231 00:12:42,379 --> 00:12:47,484 and pure powerful flame fuses you and me in one. 232 00:12:49,953 --> 00:12:52,323 Honestly, Jeanie, go to hell. 233 00:12:52,356 --> 00:12:55,159 You don't need to take that shit, Jeanie. 234 00:12:55,192 --> 00:12:56,927 You're a joke. 235 00:12:56,960 --> 00:12:58,338 You're literally gonna call me a slut. 236 00:12:58,362 --> 00:13:00,282 Anna, you can talk dirty like that to me anytime. 237 00:13:01,465 --> 00:13:03,400 Which asshole was talking about my Anna? 238 00:13:03,434 --> 00:13:06,403 Asshole was right. Jeremy Strong. 239 00:13:06,437 --> 00:13:08,972 The way he leered at her made my skin catch fire. 240 00:13:09,006 --> 00:13:10,841 You are such a bitch, Jeanie. 241 00:13:13,043 --> 00:13:15,045 And he was going after my girl? 242 00:13:15,079 --> 00:13:16,847 Anna! Anna! 243 00:13:20,618 --> 00:13:22,886 I, um, 244 00:13:24,455 --> 00:13:26,223 Well, I, 245 00:13:26,256 --> 00:13:27,324 Well, spit it out, man. 246 00:13:27,358 --> 00:13:28,593 I just wanted to make 247 00:13:28,626 --> 00:13:31,028 sure you were okay. 248 00:13:31,061 --> 00:13:34,164 Are you okay? 249 00:13:34,198 --> 00:13:35,567 Yeah, I'm fine. 250 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:37,534 Yeah, she's fine, Butter. 251 00:13:37,569 --> 00:13:39,680 Why don't you waddle back to the big and tall section? 252 00:13:39,704 --> 00:13:41,305 Didn't know Anna had a new boyfriend. 253 00:13:41,338 --> 00:13:42,940 I wasn't sure you liked them so big. 254 00:13:51,515 --> 00:13:53,884 He's cute. He is cute, right? 255 00:13:56,286 --> 00:13:58,956 Two double Bounce burgers fully loaded, 256 00:13:58,989 --> 00:14:00,524 double order sweet potato fries, 257 00:14:00,558 --> 00:14:04,395 chocolate-cherry shake, and an apple pie. 258 00:14:04,428 --> 00:14:06,497 No, make that two. 259 00:14:06,530 --> 00:14:08,633 Will that be all? 260 00:14:08,666 --> 00:14:12,002 Probably not. That's it for now. 261 00:14:12,035 --> 00:14:14,371 I couldn't remember what anything had tasted like, 262 00:14:14,405 --> 00:14:16,340 but I had to keep eating. 263 00:14:16,373 --> 00:14:18,275 I ate to feel satisfied. 264 00:14:18,308 --> 00:14:21,011 I ate to relieve my pain. 265 00:14:21,044 --> 00:14:23,046 I ate to forget. 266 00:14:23,080 --> 00:14:24,692 ♪ But now I'm going higher than I've ever been ♪ 267 00:14:24,716 --> 00:14:29,386 ♪ Baby please don't let me down ♪ 268 00:14:29,420 --> 00:14:33,023 ♪ 'Cause I'm coming alive ♪ 269 00:14:33,056 --> 00:14:36,193 I tasted more of it coming up than I did going down. 270 00:14:43,100 --> 00:14:44,501 Online, Anna was there, 271 00:14:44,535 --> 00:14:46,671 ready to fill me in on the cafeteria. 272 00:14:46,704 --> 00:14:49,574 The fight was over some most likely blog 273 00:14:49,607 --> 00:14:51,975 about West Scottsdale High students. 274 00:14:52,009 --> 00:14:53,544 Most likely to win a million dollars, 275 00:14:53,578 --> 00:14:56,380 or to be a doctor or a stripper, 276 00:14:56,413 --> 00:14:58,683 or a warthog, who cares. 277 00:14:58,716 --> 00:15:02,219 Anna had been voted most likely to have a white-picket-fence life, 278 00:15:02,252 --> 00:15:05,557 and Jeanie most likely to get divorced, twice. 279 00:15:05,590 --> 00:15:08,058 These facts lead Jeanie to call Anna a slut. 280 00:15:08,091 --> 00:15:12,095 So I told Jeanie to go to hell and then walked away. 281 00:15:12,129 --> 00:15:14,531 And this big kid stopped to ask if I was okay. 282 00:15:14,566 --> 00:15:16,768 It made a big scene, and everyone was staring at me. 283 00:15:16,801 --> 00:15:19,771 Oh wow! How did that make you feel? 284 00:15:19,804 --> 00:15:23,675 I was embarrassed, for the kid and me. 285 00:15:23,708 --> 00:15:27,344 But it seems like the kid was looking out for you. That's nice. 286 00:15:27,377 --> 00:15:29,313 Yeah, I'm just shook up from it. 287 00:15:29,346 --> 00:15:31,081 And really pissed at Jeanie. 288 00:15:31,114 --> 00:15:33,050 I mean, BFFs should treat each other better. 289 00:15:33,083 --> 00:15:34,786 I think you should apologize to Jeanie. 290 00:15:34,819 --> 00:15:36,386 What? She started it. 291 00:15:36,420 --> 00:15:38,222 Maybe she was hurting inside. 292 00:15:38,255 --> 00:15:40,524 Take the high road. She is your friend. 293 00:15:40,558 --> 00:15:42,359 Hmm. I'll think about it. 294 00:15:42,392 --> 00:15:44,328 I feel like I can't talk with her 295 00:15:44,361 --> 00:15:45,697 the way I can talk with you. 296 00:15:45,730 --> 00:15:47,732 You really understand me. 297 00:15:47,765 --> 00:15:49,701 Anna, you better not... 298 00:15:49,734 --> 00:15:51,168 Urgh! Got to run. 299 00:15:51,201 --> 00:15:53,303 Momzilla on the prowl. Ciao. 300 00:15:53,337 --> 00:15:54,706 Ciao. 301 00:15:59,142 --> 00:16:02,045 My category had definitely drawn some attention. 302 00:16:02,079 --> 00:16:04,548 The comments from strangers were mostly nasty 303 00:16:04,582 --> 00:16:08,653 but some of the posts from West Scottsdale High students were almost proud. 304 00:16:08,686 --> 00:16:12,089 "I once saw him eat an entire large pizza without taking a breath." 305 00:16:12,122 --> 00:16:14,626 "I bet he weighs 500 pounds! Top that!" 306 00:16:14,659 --> 00:16:17,294 Top that? Seriously? 307 00:16:17,327 --> 00:16:19,162 It was like I was their mascot. 308 00:16:19,196 --> 00:16:21,198 Our Yeti can eat your Yeti. 309 00:16:21,231 --> 00:16:23,367 Then I saw this. 310 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:26,470 A tub of butter! No puking! 311 00:16:26,503 --> 00:16:29,172 Bullshit! That was not what happened. 312 00:16:29,206 --> 00:16:30,684 It was the summer before my freshman year. 313 00:16:30,708 --> 00:16:32,677 I had just returned from FitFab. 314 00:16:32,710 --> 00:16:36,280 I'd lost 16 pounds and wanted to keep the momentum going 315 00:16:36,313 --> 00:16:37,749 with diet and exercise. 316 00:16:42,620 --> 00:16:44,789 - You want any bread with that salad? - No thanks. 317 00:16:44,822 --> 00:16:46,499 You sure? We bake it fresh daily in the kitchen. 318 00:16:46,523 --> 00:16:48,191 I said, no, thanks. 319 00:16:48,225 --> 00:16:50,327 Oh, come on, one little bread won't kill you. 320 00:16:50,360 --> 00:16:56,166 A nice warm, toasty, sweet, salty. 321 00:16:56,199 --> 00:16:58,670 - You sound like a porn star. - What'd you just say to me? 322 00:16:58,703 --> 00:17:00,246 Will you just tell me what I owe you for the salad. 323 00:17:00,270 --> 00:17:02,105 - What you owe me is an apology. - I owe you? 324 00:17:02,139 --> 00:17:03,841 You treat all your customers like this, 325 00:17:03,875 --> 00:17:05,318 or you're just getting off on torturing the fat kids? 326 00:17:05,342 --> 00:17:08,780 Hey, Brian, everything all right? 327 00:17:08,813 --> 00:17:10,314 What, you got a problem? 328 00:17:10,347 --> 00:17:12,316 I think he was supposed to look tough, 329 00:17:12,349 --> 00:17:14,384 but with the electric green hairnet, 330 00:17:14,418 --> 00:17:15,858 I couldn't bring myself to be afraid. 331 00:17:24,829 --> 00:17:26,798 - Did he pay? - Mm-mm. 332 00:17:26,831 --> 00:17:29,734 ♪ Got to go to work now Got to go to work now ♪ 333 00:17:29,767 --> 00:17:32,502 - ♪ Got to make it hurt Got to make it hurt ♪ - Hey! 334 00:17:36,941 --> 00:17:38,843 Now who's going to be sorry? 335 00:17:38,876 --> 00:17:41,178 Now what is this fat-ass doing at a salad bar anyway, huh? 336 00:17:41,211 --> 00:17:43,189 - Not payin' for a thing. - I didn't take the food. 337 00:17:43,213 --> 00:17:45,358 Well, we can't exactly put it back in the bar now, can we? 338 00:17:45,382 --> 00:17:47,217 Okay, fine yeah, I'll give you the money. 339 00:17:47,250 --> 00:17:49,252 We're not robbing you, Sasquatch. 340 00:17:49,286 --> 00:17:52,255 You can keep your wallet. 341 00:17:52,289 --> 00:17:53,791 Then what do you want? 342 00:17:53,825 --> 00:17:55,827 We just came out here to give you your lunch. 343 00:17:55,860 --> 00:18:00,497 You called in backup to give me my salad? 344 00:18:00,530 --> 00:18:04,167 Oh, I think you're gonna like this a whole lot better. 345 00:18:06,871 --> 00:18:07,839 I'm not hungry. 346 00:18:07,872 --> 00:18:09,373 I don't care. 347 00:18:09,406 --> 00:18:11,576 Yeah, I'm not eating that, obviously. 348 00:18:11,609 --> 00:18:14,378 So, unless you're gonna hit me over the head with it, 349 00:18:14,411 --> 00:18:16,346 I'm just gonna, I'm gonna go. 350 00:18:17,882 --> 00:18:19,651 Look, if you don't eat this, 351 00:18:19,684 --> 00:18:21,786 I'm gonna make high school hell for you. 352 00:18:21,819 --> 00:18:24,321 Go eat yourself, if you can find it. 353 00:18:26,423 --> 00:18:27,524 Get him down. 354 00:18:27,558 --> 00:18:30,728 - Come on! - No! 355 00:18:30,762 --> 00:18:32,797 Come on, guys, pin him down. 356 00:18:32,830 --> 00:18:34,832 Get off me, what the hell. God! Let me go. 357 00:18:34,866 --> 00:18:37,267 - Eat it. - No, I'm not going to eat plain butter. 358 00:18:37,300 --> 00:18:38,736 Oh, I would've brought you bread, 359 00:18:38,770 --> 00:18:40,738 but I guess you don't like bread. Eat it. 360 00:18:40,772 --> 00:18:43,407 Hold him down. Come on, hold him down. 361 00:18:43,440 --> 00:18:44,709 Eat it. 362 00:18:44,742 --> 00:18:48,412 Eat it. Come on. Eat it. 363 00:18:48,445 --> 00:18:53,651 Slow down. I'll eat it. 364 00:18:53,685 --> 00:18:54,719 Good boy. 365 00:18:54,752 --> 00:18:55,787 Get him up. 366 00:18:57,789 --> 00:18:58,823 Finish it. 367 00:19:08,465 --> 00:19:09,600 Please! 368 00:19:09,634 --> 00:19:10,668 Eat it. 369 00:19:18,408 --> 00:19:19,509 Finish it. 370 00:19:29,687 --> 00:19:30,922 Jeez, that was hardcore. 371 00:19:32,590 --> 00:19:35,793 Kid, what's your name anyway? 372 00:19:35,827 --> 00:19:37,294 His name's Butter. 373 00:19:39,496 --> 00:19:40,665 Hey, boys, come on. Let's go. 374 00:19:54,579 --> 00:19:56,246 You left this at school. 375 00:19:58,049 --> 00:20:00,985 - Thanks. - Your mom said I could come up. 376 00:20:01,018 --> 00:20:03,353 - May I come in? - I guess. 377 00:20:08,391 --> 00:20:09,827 So I heard there was an incident 378 00:20:09,861 --> 00:20:13,396 in the cafeteria, with Anna McGinn. 379 00:20:15,099 --> 00:20:18,335 - What happened? - Nothing, it was stupid. 380 00:20:18,368 --> 00:20:19,503 You want to talk about it? 381 00:20:19,536 --> 00:20:21,371 There's nothing to talk about. 382 00:20:21,404 --> 00:20:23,841 You know, you can tell me. What's goin' on? 383 00:20:25,943 --> 00:20:29,747 I'm never going to fit in, Professor. I got no friends. 384 00:20:29,781 --> 00:20:34,085 The kids just look at me, judge me the way I look. I'm just a freak. 385 00:20:34,118 --> 00:20:37,088 Many kids feel the same way that you do. 386 00:20:37,121 --> 00:20:39,322 Oh, bullshit. Look at me. 387 00:20:39,356 --> 00:20:40,691 You wanna lose the weight? 388 00:20:40,725 --> 00:20:41,993 Then do it. Huh? 389 00:20:42,026 --> 00:20:44,095 The way you play that sax, 390 00:20:44,128 --> 00:20:45,863 I know you have the discipline. 391 00:20:45,897 --> 00:20:47,464 I know you're trying to help, Professor, 392 00:20:48,866 --> 00:20:51,468 but you don't know what it's like to... 393 00:20:51,501 --> 00:20:52,904 live in this body. 394 00:20:59,877 --> 00:21:02,947 I have rehearsal with the brass band boys 395 00:21:02,980 --> 00:21:05,783 down at Rogan's tomorrow after school. 396 00:21:05,817 --> 00:21:07,652 Come by if you feel like playin'. 397 00:21:07,685 --> 00:21:09,921 - I'll think about it. - Good. 398 00:21:09,954 --> 00:21:14,859 Listen, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. 399 00:21:14,892 --> 00:21:16,127 Thanks, Professor. 400 00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:17,962 Give me some love. 401 00:21:17,995 --> 00:21:18,995 Alright. 402 00:21:27,605 --> 00:21:29,073 Is he going to be okay? 403 00:21:29,106 --> 00:21:30,842 Well, he'll be fine. 404 00:21:30,875 --> 00:21:33,077 Some sort of an altercation at lunchtime. 405 00:21:33,110 --> 00:21:36,013 Kids can be so cruel, but he just stays to himself. 406 00:21:36,047 --> 00:21:37,782 I just wish he would make some friends. 407 00:21:37,815 --> 00:21:39,717 Yeah, it was probably his smart mouth 408 00:21:39,750 --> 00:21:41,052 that got him into trouble. 409 00:21:41,085 --> 00:21:43,621 I really don't know what happened 410 00:21:43,654 --> 00:21:44,922 but uh... 411 00:21:46,924 --> 00:21:49,526 try to get him into band next semester. 412 00:21:49,560 --> 00:21:51,062 Thank you. 413 00:21:55,032 --> 00:21:58,169 Camelback Mountain was my mountain. 414 00:21:58,202 --> 00:22:01,906 I loved it when Dad and I used to come up here with his telescope. 415 00:22:01,939 --> 00:22:06,944 We'd stargaze, and Dad would quiz me on the constellations. 416 00:22:06,978 --> 00:22:10,047 He was an astronomy buff, an amateur historian, 417 00:22:10,081 --> 00:22:13,584 a certified public accountant, and a perfectionist. 418 00:22:13,618 --> 00:22:17,520 Good luck being his kid and failing at anything. 419 00:22:17,555 --> 00:22:19,724 Of course, the one thing I never failed at 420 00:22:19,757 --> 00:22:24,195 was playing the saxophone. Something Dad didn't care about. 421 00:22:24,228 --> 00:22:26,564 He could keep his stupid telescope. 422 00:22:26,597 --> 00:22:30,433 I'd rather have my music and our mountain all to myself. 423 00:22:32,535 --> 00:22:34,038 With every note I unleashed, 424 00:22:34,071 --> 00:22:36,506 I allowed myself a new beat of self-pity. 425 00:22:48,219 --> 00:22:50,955 G, parents who give up on you. 426 00:22:50,988 --> 00:22:54,625 A flat, people who stare at you, but don't really see you. 427 00:22:54,659 --> 00:22:57,228 B flat, kids who would rather watch you eat 428 00:22:57,261 --> 00:22:59,030 than hear what you have to say. 429 00:22:59,063 --> 00:23:02,432 B, I need to be listened to. 430 00:23:07,772 --> 00:23:11,676 A reckless idea began to take shape in my head. 431 00:23:11,709 --> 00:23:14,679 I will not be ignored. 432 00:23:14,712 --> 00:23:18,082 Setting up a website took me less than 15 minutes. 433 00:23:18,115 --> 00:23:22,019 By the time I began typing on buttersfinalmeal.com, 434 00:23:22,053 --> 00:23:25,122 I felt committed, like there was no turning back. 435 00:23:25,156 --> 00:23:28,960 New Year's Eve. It was exactly four weeks away. 436 00:23:28,993 --> 00:23:30,928 And the last day of the year. 437 00:23:30,962 --> 00:23:32,663 There's poetry in that. 438 00:23:36,934 --> 00:23:39,170 Are you up? 439 00:23:39,203 --> 00:23:41,138 Hello? 440 00:23:41,172 --> 00:23:43,641 Hello? 441 00:23:43,674 --> 00:23:44,875 Are you there? 442 00:23:44,909 --> 00:23:46,877 Hey, I'm here. 443 00:23:46,911 --> 00:23:48,713 Guess what? I did it. 444 00:23:48,746 --> 00:23:51,115 I apologized to Jeanie, and she apologized too, 445 00:23:51,148 --> 00:23:53,985 and now we're back to being BFFs. 446 00:23:54,018 --> 00:23:55,886 Thank you for giving me such good advice. 447 00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:57,855 That's why I'm here. 448 00:23:57,888 --> 00:24:00,191 Hey, here's my new favorite song by Bedon. 449 00:24:00,224 --> 00:24:01,859 It reminds me of you. 450 00:24:01,892 --> 00:24:03,995 Can't wait to listen to it. 451 00:24:04,028 --> 00:24:06,630 I have to meet you, JP. Have you thought about when? 452 00:24:06,664 --> 00:24:09,266 I thought of Anna's perfect lips and dark eyes, 453 00:24:09,300 --> 00:24:11,302 I desperately wanted to kiss her forehead 454 00:24:11,335 --> 00:24:13,838 the way my dad kissed my mom's, 455 00:24:13,871 --> 00:24:16,741 but I knew she would never accept me the way I was. 456 00:24:16,774 --> 00:24:18,576 I knew we could never meet. 457 00:24:18,609 --> 00:24:20,111 Are you there? 458 00:24:20,144 --> 00:24:21,946 New Year's Eve. 459 00:24:21,979 --> 00:24:23,814 Oh, but that's a month away. 460 00:24:23,848 --> 00:24:25,916 It'll be here sooner than you think. 461 00:24:25,950 --> 00:24:28,686 Okay, a New Tear's meeting is pretty romantic. 462 00:24:28,719 --> 00:24:30,221 I better go before my mom catches me 463 00:24:30,254 --> 00:24:33,090 after Internet curfew. Goodnight. 464 00:24:33,124 --> 00:24:34,825 Until New Year's. 465 00:24:39,296 --> 00:24:43,167 Hi, baby. Just checking in on you. Are you okay? 466 00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:46,037 I'm fine, Mom. Just want to be alone. 467 00:25:07,191 --> 00:25:09,126 Ignore me now, assholes. 468 00:25:11,362 --> 00:25:14,732 - There's Butter. - Yeah, check him out. 469 00:25:14,765 --> 00:25:17,201 ♪ Feelin' like dynamite Ohh ♪ 470 00:25:17,234 --> 00:25:20,838 Oh my God, there he is. 471 00:25:20,871 --> 00:25:22,306 Morning, Butter. 472 00:25:27,244 --> 00:25:28,813 Sheesh! 473 00:25:28,846 --> 00:25:30,781 I'll take that. I gotcha. 474 00:25:33,851 --> 00:25:34,885 Thanks. 475 00:25:34,919 --> 00:25:36,287 Sure, no problem. 476 00:25:48,065 --> 00:25:50,801 - Oh, go ahead. - No, it's okay. I didn't mean to cut. 477 00:25:50,835 --> 00:25:52,636 Seriously, go ahead. 478 00:25:52,670 --> 00:25:53,938 We were in band last year. 479 00:25:53,971 --> 00:25:54,905 I'm Penelope. 480 00:25:54,939 --> 00:25:55,906 Hi. 481 00:25:55,940 --> 00:25:57,041 I'm sorry. 482 00:25:57,074 --> 00:25:58,075 About what? 483 00:25:58,109 --> 00:25:59,944 Your final meal. 484 00:25:59,977 --> 00:26:01,212 I got to go. 485 00:26:04,348 --> 00:26:05,783 Holy shit. 486 00:26:13,724 --> 00:26:18,262 ♪ That would feel so good ♪ 487 00:26:18,295 --> 00:26:20,865 Hey, did you see that fat-ass kid's website? 488 00:26:20,898 --> 00:26:22,142 If that slob goes through with it, 489 00:26:22,166 --> 00:26:24,001 I'll eat a stick of butter myself. 490 00:26:24,034 --> 00:26:25,870 I know the guy. He's way too big of a pussy 491 00:26:25,903 --> 00:26:28,672 to kill himself. Guy's a Sasquatch. 492 00:26:28,706 --> 00:26:30,784 He's gonna embarrass himself to death by not showin' up. 493 00:26:30,808 --> 00:26:32,877 I bet it's impossible to die from eating. 494 00:26:32,910 --> 00:26:35,779 What if that kid was right? That you can't die from eating? 495 00:26:35,813 --> 00:26:37,848 I will need to make my menu deadlier. 496 00:26:37,882 --> 00:26:40,351 Jeremy's comment was enough to set fire to my veins, 497 00:26:40,384 --> 00:26:42,219 but it was the gut-check I needed. 498 00:26:42,253 --> 00:26:45,222 On New Year's Eve, I would get the last word. 499 00:26:45,256 --> 00:26:48,759 They could call me Sasquatch and fat-ass and Butter, 500 00:26:48,792 --> 00:26:52,296 but nobody was calling me a liar. 501 00:26:52,329 --> 00:26:55,833 You are a total badass. 502 00:26:55,866 --> 00:26:56,967 Legendary, bro. 503 00:26:57,001 --> 00:26:58,402 I'm Trent. This is Parker. 504 00:26:58,435 --> 00:27:00,337 - Yo. - I'm Butter. 505 00:27:00,371 --> 00:27:01,939 We know. 506 00:27:01,972 --> 00:27:05,342 And pretty soon, everyone's gonna know. 507 00:27:05,376 --> 00:27:07,411 Look, you know, I know I put it out there and all, 508 00:27:07,444 --> 00:27:10,181 but I don't really want the parents or the teachers 509 00:27:10,214 --> 00:27:11,916 to know about it. So can we... 510 00:27:11,949 --> 00:27:13,493 No, no, no. That's not gonna happen, okay? 511 00:27:13,517 --> 00:27:15,753 Anyone who narcs on you, is gonna hear it from us. 512 00:27:17,388 --> 00:27:20,090 What about the tattletales who already know about it? 513 00:27:20,124 --> 00:27:21,458 Good point though, Butter. 514 00:27:21,492 --> 00:27:22,960 Maybe you should password protect it. 515 00:27:22,993 --> 00:27:24,461 You know, keep out the tattletales. 516 00:27:24,495 --> 00:27:26,197 Yeah, man, I will come up with a password. 517 00:27:26,230 --> 00:27:28,799 Make it margarine, and we'll spread the word. 518 00:27:28,832 --> 00:27:30,501 Margarine, spread, nice. 519 00:27:30,534 --> 00:27:32,002 - Right? - Yeah. 520 00:27:32,036 --> 00:27:33,103 Good one. 521 00:27:33,137 --> 00:27:34,171 Later, Butter. 522 00:28:47,344 --> 00:28:50,014 Hey, listen, Yardbird. We want to hear something original. 523 00:28:50,047 --> 00:28:52,584 - It's time for a break. - You can't hang, Professor? 524 00:28:52,617 --> 00:28:55,419 Well, it sounds like it might be time for a solo then. 525 00:28:55,452 --> 00:28:57,087 You got somethin' original? 526 00:28:57,121 --> 00:28:58,889 - I might have one. - I'd love to hear it. 527 00:28:58,922 --> 00:29:01,959 Uh, give me a spot. 528 00:30:24,676 --> 00:30:26,443 Wow, man! 529 00:30:26,477 --> 00:30:31,081 That was, that was absolutely beautiful. 530 00:30:31,115 --> 00:30:32,983 Nice, kid. 531 00:30:33,016 --> 00:30:35,152 What do you call it? 532 00:30:35,185 --> 00:30:36,353 Anna's Song. 533 00:30:36,387 --> 00:30:37,321 Hmm. 534 00:30:37,354 --> 00:30:38,623 Anna McGinn? 535 00:30:38,656 --> 00:30:40,391 Okay. Okay. 536 00:30:40,424 --> 00:30:43,160 You know, I know a little somethin' about love. 537 00:30:43,193 --> 00:30:44,662 Yeah, what's up with the ring? 538 00:30:44,696 --> 00:30:46,463 My late wife has been gone about 20 years 539 00:30:46,497 --> 00:30:50,300 but I, I like to keep this close to my heart. 540 00:30:50,334 --> 00:30:52,670 And here we go. 541 00:30:52,704 --> 00:30:54,304 I'll have what he's having. 542 00:30:54,338 --> 00:30:57,074 No, he won't. He's underage. 543 00:30:57,107 --> 00:31:00,511 I had to call in huge favors just to get him to play here. 544 00:31:00,544 --> 00:31:02,614 Plays like a man. 545 00:31:02,647 --> 00:31:05,349 You should at least give him a sip of yours, Dunn. 546 00:31:05,382 --> 00:31:07,050 It's a rite a passage. 547 00:31:07,084 --> 00:31:10,020 Yeah, a rite of passage that'll get me fired. 548 00:31:10,053 --> 00:31:13,457 Besides, this stuff here will kill you. 549 00:31:13,490 --> 00:31:15,426 Alcohol, it could actually kill you. 550 00:31:15,459 --> 00:31:17,494 That's a deadly idea. 551 00:31:17,528 --> 00:31:19,963 I'll add a bottle of vodka to my New Year's Eve menu. 552 00:31:19,997 --> 00:31:22,099 So what are you doin' New Year's Eve? 553 00:31:22,132 --> 00:31:23,601 Why? 554 00:31:23,635 --> 00:31:26,303 Well, we'll be playin' here. Come join us. 555 00:31:26,336 --> 00:31:29,039 I don't really like playing in front of people. 556 00:31:29,072 --> 00:31:31,108 I feel like they're, judging me, 557 00:31:31,141 --> 00:31:33,143 the way I look, not by my music. 558 00:31:33,177 --> 00:31:36,180 Well, if you play a song like you just played, 559 00:31:36,213 --> 00:31:37,749 people don't see you. 560 00:31:37,782 --> 00:31:40,984 Hell, they don't even really hear you. 561 00:31:41,018 --> 00:31:43,253 They, feel you. 562 00:31:43,287 --> 00:31:44,656 You feel me? 563 00:31:45,690 --> 00:31:48,726 There you go. 564 00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,228 Cheers. 565 00:31:51,261 --> 00:31:54,097 I had completely lost my appetite for food. 566 00:31:54,131 --> 00:31:56,500 It was replaced by all the Internet attention. 567 00:31:56,533 --> 00:31:58,770 Everyone wanted a piece of my final meal, 568 00:31:58,803 --> 00:32:00,572 giving food suggestions. 569 00:32:00,605 --> 00:32:03,407 A fruit cake, a pile of mashed potatoes, 570 00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:05,610 and the occasional crackpot suggestion 571 00:32:05,643 --> 00:32:07,511 like chocolate-covered crickets. 572 00:32:07,544 --> 00:32:10,113 The comments supported me, and I imagined each of those 573 00:32:10,147 --> 00:32:11,783 smiling faces at school 574 00:32:11,816 --> 00:32:15,052 could be the start of a new friendship, or even more. 575 00:32:15,085 --> 00:32:18,155 The possibilities were downright yummy. 576 00:32:19,657 --> 00:32:21,358 Go on again to your Doc Beans? 577 00:32:21,391 --> 00:32:24,428 Same. What are you up to? 578 00:32:24,461 --> 00:32:26,029 On mission 50 of Fours and Sixes. 579 00:32:26,063 --> 00:32:27,799 You need to get out more. 580 00:32:27,832 --> 00:32:29,634 No, I just need to get out of Arizona. 581 00:32:29,667 --> 00:32:31,669 And go where? 582 00:32:31,703 --> 00:32:33,805 - The Institute. - The Institute? 583 00:32:33,838 --> 00:32:37,709 Was he kidding? Everyone from FitFab knew the Institute 584 00:32:37,742 --> 00:32:40,444 was where fat kids went in, zombies came out. 585 00:32:40,477 --> 00:32:42,580 It's a boarding school for fat kids 586 00:32:42,614 --> 00:32:45,683 in a far-off land called Chicago. 587 00:32:45,717 --> 00:32:47,551 It was a place you got shipped off to 588 00:32:47,585 --> 00:32:49,152 when your parents could no longer 589 00:32:49,186 --> 00:32:50,187 stand the sight of you. 590 00:32:52,657 --> 00:32:54,124 What are you doing here? 591 00:32:54,157 --> 00:32:56,059 Tuck, are you crazy? 592 00:32:56,093 --> 00:32:58,529 The Institute is for lost causes and rejects. 593 00:32:58,563 --> 00:33:00,130 You don't even need to go, man. 594 00:33:00,163 --> 00:33:01,407 You're losing the weight on your own. 595 00:33:01,431 --> 00:33:02,600 Look at you, you're doing it. 596 00:33:02,634 --> 00:33:04,401 My mom and I went to visit, 597 00:33:04,434 --> 00:33:06,145 and it's not as bad as everything we heard, okay? 598 00:33:06,169 --> 00:33:07,437 I mean, sure they're strict 599 00:33:07,471 --> 00:33:09,172 about diet, exercise and weigh-ins. 600 00:33:09,206 --> 00:33:11,241 But, other than that, it's just like school. 601 00:33:11,275 --> 00:33:12,677 Yeah, but you can't go. 602 00:33:12,710 --> 00:33:14,712 Listen. I've been having a really hard time 603 00:33:14,746 --> 00:33:16,446 staying on track, so I could use the help. 604 00:33:18,148 --> 00:33:19,560 You don't know what it's like to be homeschooled 605 00:33:19,584 --> 00:33:21,218 and only having friends 606 00:33:21,251 --> 00:33:22,696 a couple of months out of the year in summer. 607 00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:24,589 That's what makes me wanna eat. 608 00:33:24,622 --> 00:33:27,524 Plus, I'd really like to go to college a normal size. 609 00:33:27,559 --> 00:33:31,261 They would never even know I was fat in the first place. 610 00:33:31,295 --> 00:33:33,263 Fresh start, you know? 611 00:33:33,297 --> 00:33:34,632 You want to go to college? 612 00:33:34,666 --> 00:33:36,801 Yeah, who doesn't want to go to college? 613 00:33:36,834 --> 00:33:39,503 Oh, really? I thought you were dying to get away from your parents 614 00:33:39,536 --> 00:33:41,305 and the Scottsdale skinnies. 615 00:33:41,338 --> 00:33:43,440 College will just be more of the same, you know? 616 00:33:43,473 --> 00:33:45,509 I mean, I thought high school would be different, 617 00:33:45,542 --> 00:33:48,613 but no, total bust. 618 00:33:48,646 --> 00:33:51,716 - That's 'cause you don't make an effort. - What? 619 00:33:51,749 --> 00:33:53,861 Look, I get why you didn't go out for the football team, 620 00:33:53,885 --> 00:33:55,753 but why not take band again this year? 621 00:33:55,787 --> 00:33:57,622 'Cause it's just classical music 622 00:33:57,655 --> 00:34:00,324 and kids don't even know how to play their own instruments. 623 00:34:00,357 --> 00:34:01,859 You don't take a chance on anything 624 00:34:01,893 --> 00:34:03,695 because you're afraid of being disappointed. 625 00:34:03,728 --> 00:34:06,864 That's why you eat because it never lets you down. 626 00:34:06,898 --> 00:34:08,633 Well, everything is disappointing, Tuck. 627 00:34:08,666 --> 00:34:10,544 How am I supposed to stop everything from sucking? 628 00:34:10,568 --> 00:34:12,704 The only thing that sucks is your attitude. 629 00:34:12,737 --> 00:34:14,648 The person you're most disappointed in is yourself. 630 00:34:14,672 --> 00:34:16,774 Just spare me the FitFab speech, man. 631 00:34:16,808 --> 00:34:18,710 Do you really have to go to Chicago? 632 00:34:18,743 --> 00:34:21,746 You'll be fine. Okay? 633 00:34:21,779 --> 00:34:23,447 So you get it? 634 00:34:23,480 --> 00:34:25,215 Why I'm going to the Institute? 635 00:34:30,622 --> 00:34:32,322 I think deep down inside, 636 00:34:32,356 --> 00:34:34,491 I was angry at Tuck for getting skinny. 637 00:34:34,524 --> 00:34:36,526 Besides, who was I to call him crazy? 638 00:34:36,561 --> 00:34:38,730 With my whacked-out suicide plot, 639 00:34:38,763 --> 00:34:41,633 I was probably going straight to hell. 640 00:34:41,666 --> 00:34:44,201 Tucker, he was just going to Chicago. 641 00:34:44,234 --> 00:34:46,904 Hey, Butter, Butter. 642 00:34:46,938 --> 00:34:49,741 Get over here, man. We got your bench. 643 00:34:49,774 --> 00:34:51,541 - What's going on? - Have a seat. 644 00:34:51,576 --> 00:34:53,286 Yeah, we all moved your bench so you can sit with us. 645 00:34:53,310 --> 00:34:54,712 We didn't all move it. 646 00:34:54,746 --> 00:34:56,513 Quit your crying, dude. 647 00:34:56,546 --> 00:34:58,281 Wait, so what's the deal? 648 00:34:58,315 --> 00:35:00,450 We just thought that you wouldn't wanna sit alone. 649 00:35:00,484 --> 00:35:01,619 We're a pretty fun group. 650 00:35:01,653 --> 00:35:05,522 Yeah? So what's on that menu? 651 00:35:05,556 --> 00:35:07,257 The menu? 652 00:35:07,290 --> 00:35:09,192 I got some leftovers in here. 653 00:35:10,260 --> 00:35:11,963 No. No. No. 654 00:35:11,996 --> 00:35:13,965 The menu. 655 00:35:13,998 --> 00:35:16,199 Oh! Umm, 656 00:35:16,233 --> 00:35:18,268 I haven't really thought about it yet so, 657 00:35:18,301 --> 00:35:19,847 Well, tell you what, I put a twenty down that 658 00:35:19,871 --> 00:35:21,739 says you won't go for the crickets. 659 00:35:21,773 --> 00:35:23,751 Yeah, I read a bunch of the suggestions on your website. 660 00:35:23,775 --> 00:35:27,578 - You're betting? - Nice, Parker, seriously. Real subtle. 661 00:35:27,612 --> 00:35:29,981 What! Everybody's betting, dude. 662 00:35:30,014 --> 00:35:31,548 Well, I've put $50 that he won't even 663 00:35:31,582 --> 00:35:33,350 go through with it at all. 664 00:35:33,383 --> 00:35:35,953 I got better things to do on New Year's. 665 00:35:35,987 --> 00:35:38,790 Look, guys, I'll, I'll make a list 666 00:35:38,823 --> 00:35:40,591 and post the options for the menu. 667 00:35:40,625 --> 00:35:42,560 But no one's gonna know the final menu 668 00:35:42,593 --> 00:35:43,928 until New Year's Eve. 669 00:35:45,596 --> 00:35:47,965 So you're really gonna do it? 670 00:35:47,999 --> 00:35:49,332 You bet. 671 00:35:49,366 --> 00:35:52,003 I'll believe it when I see it. 672 00:35:52,036 --> 00:35:53,638 You're gonna see it? 673 00:35:53,671 --> 00:35:54,815 I thought you had something better to do 674 00:35:54,839 --> 00:35:55,916 on New Year's Eve than watch me. 675 00:35:55,940 --> 00:35:57,909 Oh, that's a burn, Jeremy. 676 00:35:57,942 --> 00:35:59,677 Yo Nate, meet Butter, dude. 677 00:35:59,711 --> 00:36:00,645 What's up, man? I'm Nate. 678 00:36:00,678 --> 00:36:02,446 Hey, Butter. 679 00:36:02,479 --> 00:36:04,658 You know, I've always wondered, how fast is your 'Stang? 680 00:36:04,682 --> 00:36:06,283 Zero to 60 in under four seconds. 681 00:36:06,316 --> 00:36:08,853 Damn! That's a beast, man. 682 00:36:08,886 --> 00:36:10,822 You'll probably take Parker's 'Vette. 683 00:36:10,855 --> 00:36:12,690 Yeah, in Parker's dreams though. 684 00:36:14,491 --> 00:36:16,894 Kids at school stopped caring about my website 685 00:36:16,928 --> 00:36:19,362 when there was much bigger gossip at hand. 686 00:36:19,396 --> 00:36:21,331 Everyone wanted to know how the fat kid 687 00:36:21,364 --> 00:36:22,900 cracked the cool crowd. 688 00:36:22,934 --> 00:36:25,870 Trent introduced me to someone new every day. 689 00:36:25,903 --> 00:36:27,480 Hey yo, Butter, what's up? What's up, man? 690 00:36:27,504 --> 00:36:29,040 Have you guys ever tried dick pills? 691 00:36:29,073 --> 00:36:30,641 What? Yeah, yeah, yeah. 692 00:36:42,987 --> 00:36:45,056 I posted updates listing which food suggestions 693 00:36:45,089 --> 00:36:46,891 had made the short list. 694 00:36:46,924 --> 00:36:49,493 My peers argued whether my final sip on this earth 695 00:36:49,526 --> 00:36:51,696 should be Coke or Pepsi. 696 00:36:51,729 --> 00:36:54,699 The two faces of my fellow students were so different. 697 00:36:54,732 --> 00:36:57,835 I genuinely convinced myself those vultures online 698 00:36:57,869 --> 00:37:00,838 were not the same kids being so nice to me at school, 699 00:37:00,872 --> 00:37:02,907 and they couldn't possibly be the same people 700 00:37:02,940 --> 00:37:05,542 who invited me to go bowling. 701 00:37:05,576 --> 00:37:06,778 It's not just bowling, Butter. 702 00:37:06,811 --> 00:37:07,945 I don't really bowl, though. 703 00:37:07,979 --> 00:37:10,014 Eh, bowling's not the point. 704 00:37:10,047 --> 00:37:11,825 We just hang out with our friends and have a good time. Plus, 705 00:37:11,849 --> 00:37:13,894 Trent knows the bartender, so she hooks us up a beer. 706 00:37:13,918 --> 00:37:15,996 - It's true. - Yeah, but I don't even know if I can go. 707 00:37:16,020 --> 00:37:18,656 - Go where? - Oh, bowling. 708 00:37:18,689 --> 00:37:20,323 Bowling! Oh, we're in. 709 00:37:20,357 --> 00:37:21,859 See, that is what we'd like to hear. 710 00:37:21,893 --> 00:37:22,994 Let's go, girls. 711 00:37:25,930 --> 00:37:30,001 You know, on second thought, bowling could be fun. 712 00:37:30,034 --> 00:37:31,702 Count me in. 713 00:37:31,736 --> 00:37:33,805 Go Parker. Okay. 714 00:37:33,838 --> 00:37:35,573 Okay, show-off. 715 00:37:35,606 --> 00:37:37,541 Why, oh why, did no one tell me 716 00:37:37,575 --> 00:37:39,110 bowling was such an incredible sport? 717 00:37:39,143 --> 00:37:40,945 ♪ I love the way you move your hips ♪ 718 00:37:40,978 --> 00:37:42,713 ♪ I love the way you lick your lips ♪ 719 00:37:42,747 --> 00:37:43,957 ♪ I love the way you work your body ♪ 720 00:37:43,981 --> 00:37:45,783 ♪ Yeah baby you a hottie ♪ 721 00:37:45,817 --> 00:37:47,852 ♪ Show me what you got girl drop it low ♪ 722 00:37:47,885 --> 00:37:50,555 Too much power, you know. I'm too strong. 723 00:37:50,588 --> 00:37:51,789 Butter, you're up. 724 00:37:59,096 --> 00:38:01,032 Gutter ball. 725 00:38:01,065 --> 00:38:04,735 No. No, it's not a gutter-ball. It's a, it's a butter-ball. 726 00:38:05,803 --> 00:38:07,939 Butterball. 727 00:38:07,972 --> 00:38:09,774 Butterball. 728 00:38:09,807 --> 00:38:11,508 Butterball. 729 00:38:11,541 --> 00:38:14,579 Butterball. Butterball. 730 00:38:14,612 --> 00:38:17,081 I thought I might melt right into the floor. 731 00:38:17,114 --> 00:38:19,016 Then something strange happened. 732 00:38:19,050 --> 00:38:22,053 Trent embraced me, then turned me to face everyone. 733 00:38:22,086 --> 00:38:24,789 That's when I realized they weren't mocking me, 734 00:38:24,822 --> 00:38:26,591 they were cheering me on. 735 00:38:26,624 --> 00:38:29,060 That was the power of Trent's approval. 736 00:38:29,093 --> 00:38:30,393 There you go, Butter. 737 00:38:39,604 --> 00:38:40,738 There you go. 738 00:38:42,974 --> 00:38:45,176 Oh, oh! He's got moves. 739 00:38:45,209 --> 00:38:46,744 - That's... Oh! - Yeah. 740 00:38:48,045 --> 00:38:50,181 Nice moves. 741 00:38:50,214 --> 00:38:52,049 Oh shit. 742 00:38:52,083 --> 00:38:53,618 I'd work on that one though. 743 00:38:53,651 --> 00:38:54,785 Yeah, maybe a little bit. 744 00:38:54,819 --> 00:38:56,020 - Yeah. - Yeah. 745 00:38:56,053 --> 00:38:58,589 Umm, I'm Anna, by the way. 746 00:38:58,623 --> 00:39:01,626 Oh, I'm, I'm Butter. 747 00:39:01,659 --> 00:39:02,960 Butter, I know. 748 00:39:04,595 --> 00:39:06,731 So what are you, what are you doing here? 749 00:39:06,764 --> 00:39:07,941 Oh, Trent and Parker invited me. 750 00:39:07,965 --> 00:39:09,901 Oh, I know, I know. I just, 751 00:39:09,934 --> 00:39:12,570 meant, you know, you don't normally hang out with us. 752 00:39:12,603 --> 00:39:15,072 Yeah, I think they were just more so curious 753 00:39:15,106 --> 00:39:19,644 about the website or the menu or whatever. 754 00:39:19,677 --> 00:39:21,979 You know about the website, right? 755 00:39:22,013 --> 00:39:24,815 Yeah, but you're not actually gonna do it though, right? 756 00:39:24,849 --> 00:39:26,584 Parker thinks so. 757 00:39:26,617 --> 00:39:27,995 I mean, the guy's been grilling me about the final menu. 758 00:39:28,019 --> 00:39:29,587 He's taking bets. 759 00:39:29,620 --> 00:39:30,621 Boys are demented. 760 00:39:30,655 --> 00:39:31,989 Yeah, we are. 761 00:39:32,023 --> 00:39:33,691 Butter, beer run, bud. It's your round. 762 00:39:33,724 --> 00:39:35,425 - Right? - Hmm-mm. 763 00:39:37,895 --> 00:39:39,462 Yo guys, beer's on me. 764 00:39:42,700 --> 00:39:43,701 Ohh! Ohh! 765 00:39:45,136 --> 00:39:46,737 Phew! That was some good bowling. 766 00:39:46,771 --> 00:39:48,940 - I know. - Yeah. 767 00:39:48,973 --> 00:39:50,241 This is a slick ride. 768 00:39:50,274 --> 00:39:52,009 Yeah, that's mine. 769 00:39:52,043 --> 00:39:53,687 Alright, we'll see you tomorrow at the mall? 770 00:39:53,711 --> 00:39:54,922 - Yeah, you got it. - Alright, dude. Good to see you. 771 00:39:54,946 --> 00:39:56,681 - Yeah, man. - All right. 772 00:39:56,714 --> 00:39:58,582 See you, bro. 773 00:39:58,616 --> 00:40:00,618 - Click it! - Click it! 774 00:40:00,651 --> 00:40:01,752 All right. 775 00:40:01,786 --> 00:40:03,721 Hey, Butter. 776 00:40:03,754 --> 00:40:05,089 Thanks for coming. 777 00:40:05,122 --> 00:40:07,191 You got some great dance moves, by the way. 778 00:40:07,224 --> 00:40:08,559 Why, thank you. You can call me. 779 00:40:08,592 --> 00:40:09,927 Butter Baryshnikov. 780 00:40:09,961 --> 00:40:13,698 Ha! And you're funny. 781 00:40:13,731 --> 00:40:15,566 We should all hang out again soon. 782 00:40:15,599 --> 00:40:16,701 Yeah, why not? 783 00:40:16,734 --> 00:40:18,636 - Goodnight. - Later. 784 00:40:18,669 --> 00:40:20,738 ♪ You've got me running in circles ♪ 785 00:40:20,771 --> 00:40:23,506 ♪ I don't ever wanna slow down ♪ 786 00:40:23,540 --> 00:40:26,744 ♪ Let's just keep spinning spinning spinning ♪ 787 00:40:26,777 --> 00:40:30,114 ♪ Just keep going round, going round ♪ 788 00:40:30,147 --> 00:40:32,583 ♪ You got me running in circles ♪ 789 00:40:32,616 --> 00:40:34,952 ♪ Can't keep your feet on the ground ♪ 790 00:40:34,986 --> 00:40:35,987 Bye. 791 00:40:36,020 --> 00:40:38,089 Baby, your breakfast. 792 00:40:38,122 --> 00:40:39,790 Come on, you gotta eat it, baby. 793 00:40:39,824 --> 00:40:41,993 Remember what Dr. Bean said. 794 00:40:42,026 --> 00:40:43,894 Protein, veggies. 795 00:40:43,928 --> 00:40:45,830 Ma, I'm going to be late for school. 796 00:40:45,863 --> 00:40:48,265 Wait, are those new clothes? 797 00:40:48,299 --> 00:40:49,800 Yeah, Ma. 798 00:40:49,834 --> 00:40:51,002 Where'd you get 'em? 799 00:40:51,035 --> 00:40:53,838 At the mall, with friends. 800 00:40:53,871 --> 00:40:55,773 You look really nice. 801 00:40:55,806 --> 00:40:57,675 So who are these new friends of yours? 802 00:40:57,708 --> 00:40:59,777 Will you stop treating me like a baby? 803 00:41:02,146 --> 00:41:03,948 Frank, there's something wrong. 804 00:41:03,981 --> 00:41:05,282 What could be wrong? 805 00:41:05,316 --> 00:41:07,084 He's got friends, maybe eating less. 806 00:41:07,118 --> 00:41:08,686 He might lose some weight. 807 00:41:08,719 --> 00:41:10,955 No, he's not eating anything at all. 808 00:41:10,988 --> 00:41:14,091 He won't talk to me, and he stopped playing his sax. 809 00:41:14,125 --> 00:41:16,260 Don't ask me, Marian. 810 00:41:16,293 --> 00:41:18,029 I don't understand him at all. 811 00:41:30,941 --> 00:41:33,778 Bowlin', hangin' out at the mall, 812 00:41:33,811 --> 00:41:35,946 hope you're enjoyin' yourself. 813 00:41:35,980 --> 00:41:37,281 Having a blast. 814 00:41:37,314 --> 00:41:38,883 Get your bony hand off my car. 815 00:41:40,684 --> 00:41:42,787 You really think they're your friends? 816 00:41:42,820 --> 00:41:45,265 You know, Parker's just keeping you close to increase his odds. 817 00:41:45,289 --> 00:41:47,968 He figures if you guys are friends, you'll let them in on how this litte show of yours 818 00:41:47,992 --> 00:41:50,061 is going to go down, and he can win some bets. 819 00:41:50,094 --> 00:41:51,829 Dude, what's your problem? 820 00:41:51,862 --> 00:41:53,330 Are you intimidated by me? 821 00:41:53,364 --> 00:41:55,042 What do you think I'm gonna take your place? 822 00:41:55,066 --> 00:41:57,701 Well, even if you do, 823 00:41:57,735 --> 00:42:00,304 I guess that spot will be back open in January, huh? 824 00:42:00,337 --> 00:42:02,640 And even if you don't go through with it, 825 00:42:02,673 --> 00:42:05,943 they'll be done with you after New Year's. 826 00:42:10,081 --> 00:42:11,682 I got a question about your list. 827 00:42:11,715 --> 00:42:12,783 What? 828 00:42:12,817 --> 00:42:14,318 No, no, no, not that list. 829 00:42:14,351 --> 00:42:16,287 I think you need like a, like a bucket list. 830 00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:19,390 - A bucket list? - Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. A bucket list. 831 00:42:19,423 --> 00:42:21,292 That's great! Good idea. Like, you know, like 832 00:42:21,325 --> 00:42:23,127 cool shit you want to do before you, 833 00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:24,962 you know, kick the bucket. 834 00:42:24,995 --> 00:42:26,964 Yeah, yeah. I mean, I could probably 835 00:42:26,997 --> 00:42:28,365 stand to try a few things 836 00:42:28,399 --> 00:42:30,000 or do them for at least one more time 837 00:42:30,034 --> 00:42:32,903 before I, well, before I, you know... 838 00:42:32,937 --> 00:42:34,839 Yeah? 839 00:42:34,872 --> 00:42:35,973 Well, 840 00:42:38,943 --> 00:42:40,377 I would like to kiss a girl. 841 00:42:40,411 --> 00:42:41,946 Dude, you've never kissed a girl? 842 00:42:41,979 --> 00:42:43,814 Hey, not so loud, asshole. 843 00:42:43,848 --> 00:42:45,683 Calling me loud? Can you bigmouth over that? 844 00:42:45,716 --> 00:42:46,951 Shut it up. 845 00:42:48,085 --> 00:42:49,920 Ouch! 846 00:42:49,954 --> 00:42:51,222 Never? 847 00:42:51,255 --> 00:42:53,791 I have. I have. It's just, 848 00:42:53,824 --> 00:42:56,360 well, it'll be nice to do it at least one more time. 849 00:42:56,393 --> 00:42:59,230 Any particular girl? 850 00:43:10,207 --> 00:43:11,408 Anna McGinn? 851 00:43:11,442 --> 00:43:12,843 Yeah. 852 00:43:12,877 --> 00:43:14,745 Okay, good luck, dude. 853 00:43:14,778 --> 00:43:17,081 No one could pry open that clamshell. 854 00:43:17,114 --> 00:43:19,984 It's true, the clam is closed for business. 855 00:43:20,017 --> 00:43:24,455 But I heard, last summer, Jeremy had her mouth wide open. 856 00:43:24,488 --> 00:43:26,957 Wah, wah... Full sin. 857 00:43:26,991 --> 00:43:31,095 No. See, I wouldn't believe anything that scumbag has to say. 858 00:43:31,128 --> 00:43:33,397 None. 859 00:43:34,765 --> 00:43:36,467 Hey, Jeanie. Where's Anna? 860 00:43:36,500 --> 00:43:38,445 Who knows? She's probably overslept 'cause she was talking 861 00:43:38,469 --> 00:43:40,037 to her stupid Internet boyfriend. 862 00:43:40,070 --> 00:43:42,072 She's dating someone on the Internet? 863 00:43:42,106 --> 00:43:44,775 And get this. She doesn't even know what he looks like. 864 00:43:44,808 --> 00:43:46,777 Hey! That's a, little creepy. 865 00:43:46,810 --> 00:43:49,013 Creepy, and so 1990s. 866 00:43:49,046 --> 00:43:50,357 - Right. - Yeah, but it's not like 867 00:43:50,381 --> 00:43:52,416 it's any of our business though. Right? 868 00:43:52,449 --> 00:43:54,018 Ooh! Come on. 869 00:43:54,051 --> 00:43:55,328 We're going to be late for class. 870 00:43:55,352 --> 00:43:57,922 -See you later, dude -Later man. 871 00:43:57,955 --> 00:43:59,966 Butter, I know you feel like you might be a little too big to get with Anna. 872 00:43:59,990 --> 00:44:01,768 I mean, look at it this way. You gotta be better looking 873 00:44:01,792 --> 00:44:03,928 than that troll face she's dating on the Internet. 874 00:44:03,961 --> 00:44:05,305 I mean, come on, like this, this is good... 875 00:44:05,329 --> 00:44:06,797 Oh! God! Watch where you're going. 876 00:44:06,830 --> 00:44:08,232 Why don't you watch... 877 00:44:08,265 --> 00:44:10,267 Oh, sorry, I didn't mean to run into... 878 00:44:10,301 --> 00:44:11,402 Forget it. 879 00:44:14,004 --> 00:44:15,773 The hell are you starin' at? 880 00:44:15,806 --> 00:44:16,807 A liar. 881 00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:17,808 What'd you call me? 882 00:44:17,841 --> 00:44:19,276 Was it a lie? 883 00:44:19,310 --> 00:44:21,011 It was a prank, and you fell for it. 884 00:44:21,045 --> 00:44:23,280 So what's with the password? 885 00:44:23,314 --> 00:44:25,959 - Well, if you don't have it, I guess you don't get it. - What a dick! 886 00:44:25,983 --> 00:44:28,995 Don't you have some place to be? Why don't you could go blow your instruments? 887 00:44:29,019 --> 00:44:30,888 Or better yet, you could blow it out your ass. 888 00:44:30,921 --> 00:44:31,921 Excuse me. 889 00:44:35,092 --> 00:44:37,194 I expect a lot more from you. 890 00:44:39,029 --> 00:44:40,397 Professor, I... 891 00:44:53,877 --> 00:44:56,780 Huh! Maybe step off and step back on. 892 00:45:01,118 --> 00:45:02,353 This is good news! 893 00:45:02,386 --> 00:45:05,756 409, congratulations. 894 00:45:07,091 --> 00:45:08,792 Forty pounds! 895 00:45:08,826 --> 00:45:10,995 Forty pounds! You disappeared before my very... 896 00:45:11,028 --> 00:45:12,472 Where did he go? I can't see him. Is he, 897 00:45:12,496 --> 00:45:14,064 That's great. 898 00:45:14,098 --> 00:45:15,833 What are you doing? Tell me everything. 899 00:45:15,866 --> 00:45:17,310 What, are you, what, are you exercising a lot? 900 00:45:17,334 --> 00:45:19,970 - You must be eating really well. - He's not eating. 901 00:45:20,004 --> 00:45:21,948 What do you mean, not eating? What, you're not eating? 902 00:45:21,972 --> 00:45:23,907 - Not at all. - Not at all? What do you mean? 903 00:45:23,941 --> 00:45:26,010 No, I'm eating. Of course I'm eating. 904 00:45:26,043 --> 00:45:28,512 - No, you're not. - I'm just not overdoing it. 905 00:45:28,545 --> 00:45:32,149 Okay, I've just been busy with school so, stuff so, 906 00:45:32,182 --> 00:45:36,086 Oh, stuff. Stuff! 907 00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:37,388 - As in, a lady. - No. 908 00:45:37,421 --> 00:45:39,023 - Is there a lady? - No. 909 00:45:39,056 --> 00:45:40,824 - No, there's no lady. - Is there a lady? 910 00:45:40,858 --> 00:45:43,027 - There's no lady. - Some lady stuff goin' on. 911 00:45:43,060 --> 00:45:46,163 - There's no lady! - There's no lady, Mom. There's no lady. 912 00:45:46,196 --> 00:45:48,265 Okay, don't tell Bean, all right? 913 00:45:48,299 --> 00:45:50,367 There's no lady. 914 00:45:50,401 --> 00:45:51,935 I'm proud of you. 915 00:45:51,969 --> 00:45:53,571 Mom, there's no lady. 916 00:45:53,605 --> 00:45:55,039 There's no lady, Mom. 917 00:45:55,072 --> 00:45:56,840 Okay, 918 00:45:56,874 --> 00:45:58,952 but there is something else that I wanted to ask you. 919 00:45:58,976 --> 00:46:02,046 Um, have you heard of this place called the BI? 920 00:46:02,079 --> 00:46:03,414 It's an institution in Chicago. 921 00:46:03,447 --> 00:46:04,548 No! No way. 922 00:46:04,582 --> 00:46:06,618 Hey, whoa, buddy, calm down. 923 00:46:06,651 --> 00:46:09,353 Good God, no reason to raise the blood pressure 924 00:46:09,386 --> 00:46:11,922 over some school in Chicago, alright? 925 00:46:11,955 --> 00:46:13,924 Always mind the ticker. 926 00:46:13,957 --> 00:46:15,526 Yeah, I know Barks Institute. 927 00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:18,195 Okay, I had no idea you had even heard about it. 928 00:46:18,228 --> 00:46:20,364 Everyone at FitFab's heard about it, Ma. 929 00:46:20,397 --> 00:46:23,334 It's a fat camp legend, and not in a good way. 930 00:46:23,367 --> 00:46:25,502 Okay. I didn't know that. 931 00:46:25,536 --> 00:46:28,372 But, you know, someone at your dad's work 932 00:46:28,405 --> 00:46:30,374 has a daughter who went there, and she loves it. 933 00:46:30,407 --> 00:46:32,509 So I just thought that maybe the doctor 934 00:46:32,543 --> 00:46:33,911 had some literature for us. 935 00:46:33,944 --> 00:46:35,312 No, I have some contacts there. 936 00:46:35,346 --> 00:46:36,557 I'm happy to get them to mail something to you. 937 00:46:36,581 --> 00:46:38,215 I'm just curious. You know? 938 00:46:38,248 --> 00:46:39,627 And I mean, if you're not interested, 939 00:46:39,651 --> 00:46:41,091 you're not interested, but, you know, 940 00:46:41,118 --> 00:46:43,053 No. I'm not interested. 941 00:46:43,087 --> 00:46:44,288 Okay. 942 00:46:48,525 --> 00:46:50,494 I have to take this. I'm sorry. Just... 943 00:46:52,129 --> 00:46:54,431 I'll meet you in the lobby. 944 00:46:54,465 --> 00:46:55,999 Are you okay, buddy? 945 00:46:56,033 --> 00:46:57,000 Yeah. 946 00:46:57,034 --> 00:46:58,369 Okay. 947 00:46:58,402 --> 00:47:00,471 Hey, Doc, if I want to treat myself 948 00:47:00,504 --> 00:47:02,206 with some big Christmas dinner, 949 00:47:02,239 --> 00:47:04,174 Yeah. 950 00:47:04,208 --> 00:47:08,479 It's not like I could die from just one meal, right? 951 00:47:08,512 --> 00:47:10,648 Hey, that's not a funny joke. 952 00:47:10,682 --> 00:47:15,018 Are you, do you seriously worry about that? 953 00:47:15,052 --> 00:47:16,654 Listen, 954 00:47:16,688 --> 00:47:18,699 you have a bigger chance of chokin' on a Turkey bone 955 00:47:18,723 --> 00:47:21,925 than you do fatally overeating over the holidays, okay? 956 00:47:21,959 --> 00:47:24,495 I promise. 957 00:47:24,528 --> 00:47:26,130 Alright, I'll see you next year. 958 00:47:26,163 --> 00:47:28,465 - Boom. - Thanks, Doc. 959 00:47:28,499 --> 00:47:31,034 Doc's answer was unexpectedly helpful. 960 00:47:31,068 --> 00:47:33,337 I could eat fast to increase my chance of choking. 961 00:47:33,370 --> 00:47:35,305 Combined with the alcohol, 962 00:47:35,339 --> 00:47:38,142 I now had two deadly ideas for my New Year's Eve plan. 963 00:47:38,175 --> 00:47:40,110 We still on for New Year's? 964 00:47:40,144 --> 00:47:41,945 Of course, countin' down the days. 965 00:47:41,979 --> 00:47:43,615 Do you have anything planned for us? 966 00:47:43,648 --> 00:47:46,116 'Cause my friend Parker is having a huge party 967 00:47:46,150 --> 00:47:48,395 and there's gonna be a band, and his parents are out of town, 968 00:47:48,419 --> 00:47:51,488 so there will be alcohol. We could meet there. 969 00:47:51,522 --> 00:47:53,591 Sounds like fun. I'll be there. 970 00:47:53,625 --> 00:47:56,160 So excited! I got to run. 971 00:47:56,193 --> 00:47:58,371 Can't wait to meet you, JP. I'll send you the address later. 972 00:47:58,395 --> 00:48:00,130 Jeremy was right. 973 00:48:00,164 --> 00:48:01,699 If I couldn't go through with my plan, 974 00:48:01,733 --> 00:48:03,635 this party was over. And I'd be damned 975 00:48:03,668 --> 00:48:05,737 if I was ever going back to that long table 976 00:48:05,770 --> 00:48:07,271 in the back of the cafeteria! 977 00:48:07,304 --> 00:48:09,607 So I had a job to do. 978 00:48:09,641 --> 00:48:12,209 Strawberries, I was definitely allergic to them. 979 00:48:12,242 --> 00:48:15,179 When I was a kid, I gorged myself on strawberry pie 980 00:48:15,212 --> 00:48:16,748 and stop breathing completely. 981 00:48:16,781 --> 00:48:20,350 Come on. Come on, Butter, come on! 982 00:48:20,384 --> 00:48:24,689 Some doctor at the picnic had to stab me with an epi pen. 983 00:48:27,391 --> 00:48:29,526 Those were the last strawberries I ever ate. 984 00:48:29,561 --> 00:48:31,462 Now I'll add them to my final menu, 985 00:48:31,495 --> 00:48:33,263 which was getting deadlier by the day, 986 00:48:33,297 --> 00:48:36,634 and New Year's was just 10 days away. 987 00:48:36,668 --> 00:48:38,603 - What's up, man? - Hey, what's going on, man? 988 00:48:38,636 --> 00:48:40,581 - Let the Christmas vacation begin, dude. - Alright. 989 00:48:40,605 --> 00:48:42,650 Yeah, the whole crew's headed back to my house, all right? 990 00:48:42,674 --> 00:48:45,542 What's everybody's still doing here? Let's party. 991 00:49:07,097 --> 00:49:10,167 Dude, you live here? 992 00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:12,402 It's a little cozy, but we get by. 993 00:49:14,071 --> 00:49:17,241 ♪ Fight like a title ♪ 994 00:49:17,274 --> 00:49:18,710 ♪ Stand like a champion ♪ 995 00:49:19,844 --> 00:49:21,512 What's up, fellas? 996 00:49:21,545 --> 00:49:23,648 - Two fresh's, please. - Fresh? 997 00:49:23,681 --> 00:49:25,415 Yeah. Thank you, fresh. 998 00:49:25,449 --> 00:49:27,017 - Coming at you. Cheers. - Yeah. 999 00:49:28,218 --> 00:49:30,153 Hey, who's that? 1000 00:49:30,187 --> 00:49:31,665 Oh! Uh, Brian? He's Jeremy's older brother. 1001 00:49:31,689 --> 00:49:33,390 Yeah, their parents live out in LA. 1002 00:49:33,423 --> 00:49:35,125 Only come visit here a couple of months. 1003 00:49:35,158 --> 00:49:37,227 So, it's pretty much just them two out here. 1004 00:49:37,261 --> 00:49:38,362 That explains a lot. 1005 00:49:38,395 --> 00:49:40,565 Hey, yo. Cheers. 1006 00:49:40,598 --> 00:49:43,367 Everybody, school's out, let's party. 1007 00:49:44,501 --> 00:49:46,236 But seriously though, 1008 00:49:46,270 --> 00:49:48,470 whoever ordered Hawaiian pizza, consider yourself fired. 1009 00:49:57,715 --> 00:50:00,652 Hey, don't be trying to cut in line. 1010 00:50:00,685 --> 00:50:02,554 You know, I think I can hold it. 1011 00:50:02,587 --> 00:50:05,222 Do you have any fun plans for Christmas break? 1012 00:50:05,255 --> 00:50:06,858 Eh, not really. 1013 00:50:06,891 --> 00:50:09,493 Aunt and uncle come over for Christmas dinner, but... 1014 00:50:09,526 --> 00:50:11,696 We're going to Miami to see my cousins, 1015 00:50:11,729 --> 00:50:14,164 but my mom says no phone or laptop, 1016 00:50:14,197 --> 00:50:17,367 so I am just gonna be bored to death. 1017 00:50:17,401 --> 00:50:20,638 And half my vacation, I'll just be doing homework. 1018 00:50:20,672 --> 00:50:23,775 Homework? You do realize the semester's over, right? 1019 00:50:23,808 --> 00:50:25,710 Not for me. 1020 00:50:25,743 --> 00:50:28,545 I blew it on that final paper for comp, 1021 00:50:28,580 --> 00:50:30,247 so I have to make it up. 1022 00:50:30,280 --> 00:50:31,559 You know, if you want help with that, 1023 00:50:31,583 --> 00:50:33,818 I can work with you. I aced mine. 1024 00:50:33,851 --> 00:50:35,485 - Really? - Sure. 1025 00:50:35,519 --> 00:50:38,388 Uh, yeah, that would be great, thanks. 1026 00:50:38,422 --> 00:50:40,825 Yeah, I mean, if you want, we can like after the party, 1027 00:50:40,858 --> 00:50:43,360 go to the coffee house or library 1028 00:50:43,393 --> 00:50:45,863 and go back to your place or mine or... 1029 00:50:45,897 --> 00:50:48,165 - Okay. - Okay, what? 1030 00:50:48,198 --> 00:50:50,735 Okay, this party's kind of lame. 1031 00:50:50,768 --> 00:50:53,303 You wanna leave in 10? We can go to my place. 1032 00:50:53,337 --> 00:50:55,807 - Um, yeah. Yeah. - Yeah? 1033 00:51:02,212 --> 00:51:04,348 No, no one else saw that. 1034 00:51:04,381 --> 00:51:06,283 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 1035 00:51:06,316 --> 00:51:11,856 ♪ Hey oooh na na na na na ♪ 1036 00:51:11,889 --> 00:51:15,927 ♪ Oh hey hey ♪ 1037 00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:19,664 ♪ Holdin' hands as we walk under the stars ♪ 1038 00:51:21,264 --> 00:51:23,400 Oh man, I like that guy. 1039 00:51:23,433 --> 00:51:24,869 Yeah, me too. 1040 00:51:27,337 --> 00:51:32,242 ♪ It's like the lemon and the golden fits your brain ♪ 1041 00:51:32,275 --> 00:51:35,747 ♪ It's cliche but I swear we are... ♪ 1042 00:51:35,780 --> 00:51:38,482 Ooh. Let's see what you got on your playlist. 1043 00:51:38,515 --> 00:51:39,784 - Wait. - Uh? 1044 00:51:43,688 --> 00:51:45,322 You have Bedon? 1045 00:51:47,257 --> 00:51:48,425 Nobody knows them. 1046 00:51:50,360 --> 00:51:51,361 One of my faves. 1047 00:51:51,395 --> 00:51:52,764 Oh. 1048 00:51:59,837 --> 00:52:02,707 ♪ Baby baby ♪ 1049 00:52:05,977 --> 00:52:08,512 ♪ Look how we've grown ♪ 1050 00:52:11,015 --> 00:52:13,785 Hey, you want to see somethin' cool? 1051 00:52:13,818 --> 00:52:16,654 Will it keep us from going home to work on that stupid paper? 1052 00:52:16,688 --> 00:52:17,955 Yeah. 1053 00:52:17,989 --> 00:52:19,757 Then yes. 1054 00:52:19,791 --> 00:52:21,324 All right, crank it. 1055 00:52:27,031 --> 00:52:29,499 Oh, my God, Butter. 1056 00:52:29,533 --> 00:52:31,234 I'll slow down, hold on. 1057 00:52:34,471 --> 00:52:36,540 ♪ I wanna make you whole ♪ 1058 00:52:48,886 --> 00:52:50,454 - Careful. - Thanks. 1059 00:52:50,487 --> 00:52:52,456 I'm not exactly wearing my hiking boots. 1060 00:52:52,489 --> 00:52:54,129 Hey, do I look like I can hike a mountain? 1061 00:52:55,525 --> 00:52:56,661 Oh. You okay? 1062 00:52:56,694 --> 00:52:57,694 Yeah. 1063 00:53:02,432 --> 00:53:04,468 This is beautiful. 1064 00:53:04,501 --> 00:53:06,470 I mean, God, look at, look at this city. 1065 00:53:06,503 --> 00:53:08,039 Look at all the lights. 1066 00:53:08,072 --> 00:53:09,707 You know, I love the smell of nature. 1067 00:53:09,741 --> 00:53:10,984 Don't you love the smell of nature? 1068 00:53:11,008 --> 00:53:12,275 I guess. 1069 00:53:12,309 --> 00:53:15,278 You guess? 1070 00:53:15,312 --> 00:53:17,715 Oh, you know what else I love the smell of? 1071 00:53:17,749 --> 00:53:21,485 I love the smell of gasoline. 1072 00:53:21,518 --> 00:53:22,696 Do you like the smell of gasoline? 1073 00:53:22,720 --> 00:53:23,921 Gasoline? 1074 00:53:23,955 --> 00:53:26,057 What? You think that's weird? 1075 00:53:26,090 --> 00:53:27,357 Maybe a little bit. 1076 00:53:27,390 --> 00:53:30,460 What? That is not weird. 1077 00:53:30,494 --> 00:53:31,929 Okay, fine. 1078 00:53:31,963 --> 00:53:33,631 Then, 1079 00:53:33,664 --> 00:53:36,366 then you tell me something weird about yourself. 1080 00:53:36,399 --> 00:53:38,335 Got a secret you never told anybody else? 1081 00:53:39,604 --> 00:53:42,339 Uh, 1082 00:53:42,372 --> 00:53:44,842 I don't really have any. 1083 00:53:44,876 --> 00:53:47,477 Hey, come sit. 1084 00:53:47,511 --> 00:53:48,646 Come sit. I don't bite. 1085 00:53:52,917 --> 00:53:54,451 Oh, no, no, no. You don't need... 1086 00:53:54,484 --> 00:53:56,554 You are cold, I can see you shiver. 1087 00:53:58,022 --> 00:53:59,023 Thanks. 1088 00:54:00,625 --> 00:54:02,560 - There. - Whoa-oh-oh. 1089 00:54:02,593 --> 00:54:03,761 Oh. 1090 00:54:06,898 --> 00:54:09,033 God, look at the moon. It's gorgeous. 1091 00:54:09,066 --> 00:54:10,601 Yeah, it is. 1092 00:54:10,635 --> 00:54:12,837 This is like the perfect make-out spot. 1093 00:54:16,741 --> 00:54:19,010 Oh, no, no, no. 1094 00:54:19,043 --> 00:54:20,377 No! Sorry. 1095 00:54:20,410 --> 00:54:22,013 - Not with... - Um... 1096 00:54:22,046 --> 00:54:24,882 you... I'm sorry. That, that, I didn't mean it like that. 1097 00:54:24,916 --> 00:54:26,416 That came out... sorry. 1098 00:54:26,449 --> 00:54:27,919 No, no. It's fine. 1099 00:54:27,952 --> 00:54:29,395 I just-I don't know you very well, you know. 1100 00:54:29,419 --> 00:54:31,556 And I, I have a boyfriend. 1101 00:54:31,589 --> 00:54:33,991 Yeah, yeah. The Internet boyfriend. 1102 00:54:35,960 --> 00:54:38,062 How did you know that? 1103 00:54:38,095 --> 00:54:41,098 Jeanie said something about it at school the other day. 1104 00:54:41,132 --> 00:54:43,466 Everyone kind of thought it was a little weird, 1105 00:54:43,500 --> 00:54:45,603 you met a guy on the Internet. 1106 00:54:45,636 --> 00:54:47,004 What? Were they making fun of me? 1107 00:54:49,406 --> 00:54:51,142 Ah, maybe. 1108 00:54:51,175 --> 00:54:53,410 But that's what your friends do. Right? 1109 00:54:53,443 --> 00:54:54,679 Make fun of people. 1110 00:54:54,712 --> 00:54:56,047 Judge them. 1111 00:54:56,080 --> 00:54:57,949 Talk about people behind their back. 1112 00:54:57,982 --> 00:54:59,150 No. 1113 00:54:59,183 --> 00:55:01,052 No, Butter, my friends, 1114 00:55:01,085 --> 00:55:04,521 No, my friends don't make fun of people. 1115 00:55:04,555 --> 00:55:05,556 Really? 1116 00:55:05,590 --> 00:55:06,691 Anna Banana. 1117 00:55:09,760 --> 00:55:12,462 - Okay. Fine. Jeremy's a jerk. - Oh! No question. 1118 00:55:12,495 --> 00:55:14,932 But the rest of them have been nothing but nice to you. 1119 00:55:14,966 --> 00:55:16,801 That's not really fair of you to say. 1120 00:55:16,834 --> 00:55:18,178 It's because of my website, though. 1121 00:55:18,202 --> 00:55:20,838 Right. But whose fault is that? 1122 00:55:20,872 --> 00:55:23,140 You created a website, and then you published it 1123 00:55:23,174 --> 00:55:25,009 for the world to see, and now you're mad 1124 00:55:25,042 --> 00:55:28,145 when-when people notice you, or maybe feel bad for you. 1125 00:55:28,179 --> 00:55:30,615 I don't think it's sympathy when Parker's taking bets 1126 00:55:30,648 --> 00:55:32,750 to see how much I can eat before I puke. 1127 00:55:32,783 --> 00:55:35,052 Or how long it'll exactly take me to die. 1128 00:55:35,086 --> 00:55:37,588 No, that's Parker. He does that. 1129 00:55:37,622 --> 00:55:39,957 You're not the first person he's bet on to die. 1130 00:55:39,991 --> 00:55:43,127 I mean, last summer, he bet a hundred bucks on Trent, 1131 00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:45,873 that he would drown if he held his breath under water for four minutes. 1132 00:55:45,897 --> 00:55:48,566 Yeah, but am sure he doesn't actually want Trent to drown. 1133 00:55:48,599 --> 00:55:49,834 Exactly. 1134 00:55:52,837 --> 00:55:57,708 So, they don't actually think I'm gonna do it? 1135 00:55:57,742 --> 00:56:01,779 No, Butter, no one does. 1136 00:56:01,812 --> 00:56:03,546 I mean, don't you think that somebody 1137 00:56:03,581 --> 00:56:04,725 would have told on you by now? 1138 00:56:04,749 --> 00:56:06,050 I certainly would've. 1139 00:56:06,083 --> 00:56:08,653 I mean, that is... That's messed up. 1140 00:56:08,686 --> 00:56:10,564 If people thought you were actually going to die 1141 00:56:10,588 --> 00:56:13,024 and they never said anything, don't you think? 1142 00:56:13,057 --> 00:56:14,692 Maybe. 1143 00:56:18,930 --> 00:56:22,199 Uh, I'm really tired, and I have packing to do, 1144 00:56:22,233 --> 00:56:25,169 so maybe we can, work on this paper another time. 1145 00:56:25,202 --> 00:56:26,871 Sure. 1146 00:56:36,814 --> 00:56:38,816 What are you doing in here? 1147 00:56:38,849 --> 00:56:40,618 Don't touch my stuff. 1148 00:56:40,651 --> 00:56:43,486 Well, you haven't been playing it for weeks. 1149 00:56:44,822 --> 00:56:46,557 I can't remember a time 1150 00:56:46,590 --> 00:56:48,726 that you didn't pick this up every single day. 1151 00:56:50,194 --> 00:56:53,197 - Never? - Once. 1152 00:56:53,230 --> 00:56:56,934 Once when you were 11, and you had strep-throat 1153 00:56:56,968 --> 00:56:58,501 and I took it from you 1154 00:56:58,535 --> 00:56:59,813 and I locked it in my bedroom closet, 1155 00:56:59,837 --> 00:57:01,739 and you were so mad at me. 1156 00:57:03,307 --> 00:57:04,742 Are you mad at me now? 1157 00:57:08,312 --> 00:57:09,847 What's going on with you? 1158 00:57:11,749 --> 00:57:13,784 I'm just going through some stuff. 1159 00:57:13,818 --> 00:57:17,121 But I don't see you doing any homework. 1160 00:57:17,154 --> 00:57:19,056 I don't hear you talking about Tucker 1161 00:57:19,090 --> 00:57:20,725 and the brass band boys. 1162 00:57:20,758 --> 00:57:24,895 You're, you're hardly eating anything. 1163 00:57:24,929 --> 00:57:26,697 Mom, you worry way too much. 1164 00:57:28,199 --> 00:57:30,101 Mothers worry more than anyone. 1165 00:57:32,003 --> 00:57:36,007 ♪ Hold on, baby hold on ♪ 1166 00:57:39,043 --> 00:57:41,178 ♪ Will this madness be here to stay ♪ 1167 00:57:45,349 --> 00:57:48,819 ♪ How can we make a living ♪ 1168 00:57:48,853 --> 00:57:51,155 - Yo, what's up? - Agent Butter, 1169 00:57:51,188 --> 00:57:53,290 your mission, should you choose to accept it, 1170 00:57:53,324 --> 00:57:55,159 is to meet Trent Woods and Parker Johnson 1171 00:57:55,192 --> 00:57:57,795 in the high school parking lot at 0900 hours. 1172 00:57:57,828 --> 00:57:59,163 Excuse me? 1173 00:57:59,196 --> 00:58:01,298 - Dude, just play along. - Okay. 1174 00:58:01,332 --> 00:58:04,235 Come alone, and bring your big girl panties. 1175 00:58:04,268 --> 00:58:05,202 Maybe two. 1176 00:58:05,236 --> 00:58:07,038 Oh. And Butter, 1177 00:58:07,071 --> 00:58:08,706 Prepare for Awesome. 1178 00:58:16,280 --> 00:58:18,682 - Agent Butter. - Sorry, what the hell are those? 1179 00:58:18,716 --> 00:58:19,784 What's with the pails? 1180 00:58:19,817 --> 00:58:21,652 They are not pails, Butter, 1181 00:58:21,685 --> 00:58:23,220 - they're buckets. - Buckets? 1182 00:58:23,254 --> 00:58:26,157 We're on a mission to complete your bucket list. 1183 00:58:26,190 --> 00:58:27,725 I don't even have a bucket list. 1184 00:58:27,758 --> 00:58:29,693 - So I made a list for you. - Wait, what? 1185 00:58:29,727 --> 00:58:31,829 Do you swear to complete every item on this list 1186 00:58:31,862 --> 00:58:34,102 without question and with all the courage you can muster? 1187 00:58:34,131 --> 00:58:36,667 What? No, no, no. I'm not swearing shit till I see the list. 1188 00:58:36,700 --> 00:58:39,170 - I told you he'd want to see the list. - Dude, come on, man. 1189 00:58:39,203 --> 00:58:40,805 You're taking all the fun out of it. 1190 00:58:40,838 --> 00:58:43,374 Okay, fine. Yeah, whatever. Yeah, I swear. 1191 00:58:43,407 --> 00:58:46,110 Just tell me what the first thing on the list is. 1192 00:58:46,143 --> 00:58:48,212 Number one, 1193 00:58:48,245 --> 00:58:51,182 defend the 'Stang's honor in a race against Parker's 'Vette. 1194 00:58:51,215 --> 00:58:53,150 Okay, tell you guys, what. 1195 00:58:53,184 --> 00:58:55,019 Instead of a race, 1196 00:58:55,052 --> 00:58:57,321 how about you guys get in the 'Stang, 1197 00:58:57,354 --> 00:58:59,824 I open her up and show you what she can really do. 1198 00:58:59,857 --> 00:59:01,959 - Yeah, it's acceptable. - Okay, let's go. 1199 00:59:01,992 --> 00:59:03,961 Oh, wait, wait. 1200 00:59:03,994 --> 00:59:05,663 Most important part. 1201 00:59:05,696 --> 00:59:07,031 This is for you. 1202 00:59:07,064 --> 00:59:08,666 Yeah, yes. 1203 00:59:08,699 --> 00:59:10,067 It's yellow. 1204 00:59:11,836 --> 00:59:13,237 Oh. 1205 00:59:13,270 --> 00:59:15,172 - Makes it just... - It brings out your eyes. 1206 00:59:15,206 --> 00:59:16,683 - Oh, yeah. I wonder, why. - Oh. Because you look so good. 1207 00:59:16,707 --> 00:59:18,375 I know... 1208 00:59:18,409 --> 00:59:20,311 ♪ One, two three, four, five six ♪ 1209 00:59:24,348 --> 00:59:26,350 Whoo-hoo! 1210 00:59:27,952 --> 00:59:30,354 Yo! Take it easy! 1211 00:59:30,387 --> 00:59:33,858 Who's got their big girl panties on now, bitches? 1212 00:59:33,891 --> 00:59:35,726 Oh, my God! 1213 00:59:36,794 --> 00:59:38,829 This is insane! 1214 00:59:38,863 --> 00:59:42,366 Dude, 400 horsepower, let's go. 1215 00:59:42,399 --> 00:59:43,868 I had four wheels under my feet, 1216 00:59:43,901 --> 00:59:45,336 two friends at my side, 1217 00:59:45,369 --> 00:59:47,338 and this single thought in my head. 1218 00:59:47,371 --> 00:59:50,274 For the first time since I decided to face down death, 1219 00:59:50,307 --> 00:59:53,277 I felt really, truly alive. 1220 01:00:01,986 --> 01:00:04,855 Oh, I know you're not trying to make me jump off this cliff. 1221 01:00:04,889 --> 01:00:07,258 Number two, take a plunge into the Salt River. 1222 01:00:07,291 --> 01:00:08,759 No way! 1223 01:00:08,792 --> 01:00:10,294 Yeah. It seems safe-ish. 1224 01:00:10,327 --> 01:00:11,762 I'll jump if you jump. 1225 01:00:11,795 --> 01:00:13,797 - Ooh. - You know I've, uh... 1226 01:00:13,831 --> 01:00:16,800 - I've jumped this like 12 times, you know. - Yeah. 1227 01:00:16,834 --> 01:00:19,370 And plus, I hate the feeling of being wet. You know? 1228 01:00:19,403 --> 01:00:22,239 Hey, besides, it's your list, dude. 1229 01:00:22,273 --> 01:00:23,207 Forget it. 1230 01:00:23,240 --> 01:00:24,808 - What? - Hey. 1231 01:00:24,842 --> 01:00:26,877 - Alright. - That's for you. 1232 01:00:29,079 --> 01:00:31,115 Uh, you know what you assholes can do? 1233 01:00:31,148 --> 01:00:33,184 What? 1234 01:00:33,217 --> 01:00:34,418 Cross it off the list. 1235 01:00:34,451 --> 01:00:36,787 What? Dude. 1236 01:00:41,125 --> 01:00:42,226 Dude! 1237 01:00:42,259 --> 01:00:43,761 - Butter! - Butter! 1238 01:00:43,794 --> 01:00:45,062 - Butter, are you... - Hey! 1239 01:00:48,399 --> 01:00:49,767 Butter? 1240 01:00:50,801 --> 01:00:51,835 Dude. 1241 01:00:53,070 --> 01:00:54,138 Dude, that was awesome. 1242 01:00:54,171 --> 01:00:55,072 You nailed it. 1243 01:00:55,105 --> 01:00:56,105 Let's go. 1244 01:01:04,081 --> 01:01:06,817 - Butter, that was awesome. - Dude. 1245 01:01:06,850 --> 01:01:09,090 Dude, shut up. He's hurt or something. Are you all right? 1246 01:01:09,119 --> 01:01:10,454 - You alright? - Tip him, here. 1247 01:01:12,356 --> 01:01:14,358 That was awesome. 1248 01:01:14,391 --> 01:01:16,293 You were amazing! You crushed it. 1249 01:01:16,327 --> 01:01:17,895 Legendary, bro. 1250 01:01:17,928 --> 01:01:19,196 What's next? 1251 01:01:19,230 --> 01:01:20,965 This girl, this girl's got it all. 1252 01:01:20,998 --> 01:01:22,967 Like, she doesn't know what she's doing, 1253 01:01:23,000 --> 01:01:24,144 but she knows she's doing it. 1254 01:01:24,168 --> 01:01:25,536 Dude, this is a mom with wings. 1255 01:01:25,570 --> 01:01:27,050 You don't want to do a mom with wings. 1256 01:01:28,806 --> 01:01:29,840 You are the man. 1257 01:01:29,873 --> 01:01:32,076 We... It looks great. 1258 01:01:34,144 --> 01:01:37,047 ♪ Been working so hard to fill my needs ♪ 1259 01:01:39,450 --> 01:01:42,319 ♪ 'Cause I got bitten by a hand that feeds ♪ 1260 01:01:44,388 --> 01:01:47,391 ♪ And I'm burning cash like gasoline ♪ 1261 01:01:51,395 --> 01:01:56,333 ♪ I'm back to the grind ♪ 1262 01:01:56,367 --> 01:02:01,405 ♪ All I wanted to say ♪ 1263 01:02:01,438 --> 01:02:05,075 ♪ Is I've been walking this line for too long ♪ 1264 01:02:06,611 --> 01:02:10,381 ♪ And all I wanted to say ♪ 1265 01:02:11,982 --> 01:02:14,351 ♪ You know the time has come ♪ 1266 01:02:14,385 --> 01:02:17,254 ♪ You're going to miss me when I'm gone ♪ 1267 01:02:21,626 --> 01:02:26,897 ♪ Don't miss me when I'm gone ♪ 1268 01:02:29,400 --> 01:02:31,101 Awesome day, Butter. 1269 01:02:31,135 --> 01:02:33,370 - Bucket list almost complete. - Wait, almost? 1270 01:02:33,404 --> 01:02:36,907 - Dude, Anna McGinn. - Oh. Yeah, right. 1271 01:02:36,940 --> 01:02:39,152 Dude, I'm telling you, she likes you. She's just holding out 1272 01:02:39,176 --> 01:02:41,045 'cause of this Internet boyfriend. 1273 01:02:41,078 --> 01:02:43,113 Yeah, so long as he doesn't show at the party, 1274 01:02:43,147 --> 01:02:44,214 she should be all yours. 1275 01:02:44,248 --> 01:02:46,350 Wait, you're still going, right? 1276 01:02:46,383 --> 01:02:48,052 You know, to my New Year's party, 1277 01:02:48,085 --> 01:02:52,122 before, you know, before. 1278 01:02:52,156 --> 01:02:54,525 Yeah, sure. I'll be there. 1279 01:02:54,559 --> 01:02:57,394 All right, man. 1280 01:02:57,428 --> 01:03:00,230 Any shred of hope I had that Anna was right, 1281 01:03:00,264 --> 01:03:01,999 that none of them really expected me 1282 01:03:02,032 --> 01:03:03,534 to go through with my final meal, 1283 01:03:03,568 --> 01:03:06,571 disappeared with that single word. 1284 01:03:06,604 --> 01:03:07,971 "Before." 1285 01:03:11,542 --> 01:03:13,611 Oh! Look at that. That is beautiful honey. 1286 01:03:15,212 --> 01:03:17,114 Wow. Looks delicious. 1287 01:03:17,147 --> 01:03:18,282 Looks great, Mom. 1288 01:03:18,315 --> 01:03:19,315 Merry Christmas. 1289 01:03:21,952 --> 01:03:23,220 Okay. 1290 01:03:23,253 --> 01:03:25,155 Oh. Since it is Christmas, 1291 01:03:25,189 --> 01:03:27,458 don't you think we should maybe say grace first? 1292 01:03:27,491 --> 01:03:29,193 Yeah. 1293 01:03:29,226 --> 01:03:30,894 Would you like to lead us, baby? 1294 01:03:34,632 --> 01:03:35,632 I'll lead. 1295 01:03:38,235 --> 01:03:40,371 For what we are about to receive, 1296 01:03:40,404 --> 01:03:43,273 may the Lord make us truly grateful. 1297 01:03:43,307 --> 01:03:44,441 Good food. 1298 01:03:44,475 --> 01:03:45,610 Good meat. 1299 01:03:45,643 --> 01:03:47,411 Good Lord, let's eat. Amen. 1300 01:03:47,444 --> 01:03:49,346 Amen. 1301 01:03:49,380 --> 01:03:51,115 Christmas spread would have fed an army, 1302 01:03:51,148 --> 01:03:53,417 or, once upon a time, me and Uncle Luis. 1303 01:03:53,450 --> 01:03:55,587 This year, he's on his own. 1304 01:03:55,620 --> 01:03:57,622 As the days loom to New Year's Eve, 1305 01:03:57,655 --> 01:03:59,523 I just wasn't hungry anymore. 1306 01:03:59,557 --> 01:04:00,491 Period. 1307 01:04:00,524 --> 01:04:02,259 No? 1308 01:04:02,292 --> 01:04:06,230 ♪ Hark the herald angels sing ♪ 1309 01:04:06,263 --> 01:04:09,667 ♪ Glory to the newborn king ♪ 1310 01:04:09,701 --> 01:04:11,502 ♪ Peace on earth and mercy mild ♪ 1311 01:04:13,671 --> 01:04:17,174 ♪ God and sinners reconciled ♪ 1312 01:04:17,207 --> 01:04:20,244 I just couldn't help myself when I saw it. 1313 01:04:20,277 --> 01:04:22,212 Sorry, honey. 1314 01:04:22,246 --> 01:04:24,148 Thanks, Ma. 1315 01:04:24,181 --> 01:04:25,291 Listen, baby, before you open 1316 01:04:25,315 --> 01:04:27,151 the rest of your real presents, 1317 01:04:27,184 --> 01:04:30,254 could you serenade us with a couple of Christmas songs? 1318 01:04:30,287 --> 01:04:32,055 Ma, I'm tired. 1319 01:04:32,089 --> 01:04:33,558 That's just the Turkey talking. 1320 01:04:33,591 --> 01:04:36,661 He barely ate. He's just being shy. 1321 01:04:36,694 --> 01:04:39,129 It would be so beautiful. 1322 01:04:39,163 --> 01:04:40,531 Please, baby, just for me? 1323 01:04:40,565 --> 01:04:41,599 Okay, Mom. 1324 01:05:00,685 --> 01:05:05,088 Was it too much to ask for Dad to suffer through one Christmas song? 1325 01:05:07,458 --> 01:05:09,326 Ooh! 1326 01:06:08,352 --> 01:06:09,721 Hey, I was kicking your ass. 1327 01:06:09,754 --> 01:06:11,288 Sorry dude, nature calls. 1328 01:06:16,861 --> 01:06:19,129 Hey, did you see the new promo for Fours and Sevens? 1329 01:06:19,162 --> 01:06:20,531 It looks pretty awesome. 1330 01:06:20,565 --> 01:06:21,733 No, I haven't seen it. 1331 01:06:21,766 --> 01:06:23,300 Here, let me show you. 1332 01:06:41,285 --> 01:06:42,587 What are you doing? 1333 01:06:42,620 --> 01:06:44,288 Uh, I was-I was trying to find the promo 1334 01:06:44,321 --> 01:06:47,291 for Fours and Sevens. What is that? 1335 01:06:47,324 --> 01:06:49,369 - What do you mean, final meal? - You know, it sounds like... 1336 01:06:49,393 --> 01:06:50,838 Yeah, Tucker, I know what it sounds like. 1337 01:06:50,862 --> 01:06:52,529 You're not doing this final meal garbage 1338 01:06:52,564 --> 01:06:53,665 and killing yourself. 1339 01:06:53,698 --> 01:06:55,399 No, Tuck, of course I'm not. 1340 01:06:55,432 --> 01:06:57,401 Then what is it? 1341 01:06:57,434 --> 01:07:00,638 It's, it's not what you think. Then give me the password. 1342 01:07:00,672 --> 01:07:02,874 That's really embarrassing, and I don't want you to see. 1343 01:07:02,907 --> 01:07:04,508 Swear it. 1344 01:07:04,541 --> 01:07:06,276 Remember the FitFab oath? 1345 01:07:06,310 --> 01:07:08,545 Say, I Butter, swear I'm telling the truth 1346 01:07:08,580 --> 01:07:12,149 and I'm not going out in some weird Internet sideshow. 1347 01:07:12,182 --> 01:07:15,152 I swear to work on myself before I give up on myself. 1348 01:07:18,823 --> 01:07:22,492 I Butter, swear I'm telling the truth 1349 01:07:22,526 --> 01:07:24,361 and that I'm not going out in some weird 1350 01:07:24,394 --> 01:07:26,664 Internet sideshow. 1351 01:07:26,698 --> 01:07:30,500 I swear to work on myself before giving up on myself. 1352 01:07:30,534 --> 01:07:31,569 Thank you. 1353 01:07:34,906 --> 01:07:38,743 So I leave for BI in a couple of days. 1354 01:07:38,776 --> 01:07:40,912 Yeah, I know. 1355 01:07:40,945 --> 01:07:43,513 And you better stay in touch so I can tell if you're going all... 1356 01:07:43,547 --> 01:07:44,816 Stepford on me. 1357 01:07:44,849 --> 01:07:46,718 And you better stay in touch too, 1358 01:07:46,751 --> 01:07:49,821 - so I know if you're not, you know... - Suicidal? 1359 01:07:49,854 --> 01:07:50,922 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1360 01:07:50,955 --> 01:07:52,757 Trust me, Tuck, I, 1361 01:07:52,790 --> 01:07:55,459 - You're the first person I'd call. - Good. 1362 01:07:55,492 --> 01:07:58,295 All right, and if you need me, I'll be in first place. 1363 01:07:59,931 --> 01:08:01,866 ♪ Well on that street ♪ 1364 01:08:01,899 --> 01:08:05,435 ♪ You bought your scar from my way down ♪ 1365 01:08:05,469 --> 01:08:08,338 ♪ Had my fortune told ♪ 1366 01:08:10,407 --> 01:08:12,442 ♪ And that green-eyed gypsy ♪ 1367 01:08:12,476 --> 01:08:14,444 ♪ Oh so shakes me ♪ 1368 01:08:14,478 --> 01:08:18,315 ♪ She says that the pain is what makes me ♪ 1369 01:08:18,348 --> 01:08:20,818 ♪ Whole ♪ 1370 01:08:20,852 --> 01:08:24,956 ♪ And I thought I could do right by you ♪ 1371 01:08:24,989 --> 01:08:29,192 ♪ Thought I could do some right by us ♪ 1372 01:08:29,226 --> 01:08:31,896 ♪ Both ♪ 1373 01:08:31,929 --> 01:08:35,667 ♪ And oh my love I am so sorry ♪ 1374 01:08:35,700 --> 01:08:39,804 ♪ Sorry's all the things I always owe ♪ 1375 01:08:42,439 --> 01:08:46,209 ♪ And I have grown so good at those ♪ 1376 01:08:46,243 --> 01:08:49,179 ♪ And I... ♪ 1377 01:08:55,285 --> 01:08:57,955 Merry Christmas. I just got back from Miami. 1378 01:08:57,989 --> 01:09:00,758 Happy holidays. I missed you. How was your vacation? 1379 01:09:00,792 --> 01:09:03,761 Uh. Not so great. I don't suppose you know anything about writing 1380 01:09:03,795 --> 01:09:06,263 persuasive papers? 1381 01:09:06,296 --> 01:09:08,866 Don't you have friends at school who can look it over? 1382 01:09:08,900 --> 01:09:11,301 Well, this one kid was going to help me, 1383 01:09:11,334 --> 01:09:13,971 but I think he was more interested in me than my paper. 1384 01:09:14,005 --> 01:09:15,439 Sounds like you got a stalker. 1385 01:09:15,472 --> 01:09:16,941 Don't be jealous. 1386 01:09:16,974 --> 01:09:18,776 Trust me, I am not interested. 1387 01:09:18,810 --> 01:09:21,579 - He's big. - Big? 1388 01:09:21,612 --> 01:09:24,716 Like big hands, big feet. Big... 1389 01:09:24,749 --> 01:09:26,617 I mean, he's huge. 1390 01:09:26,651 --> 01:09:28,686 Like one of those people you see on TV 1391 01:09:28,720 --> 01:09:30,788 who can't get out of bed or leave their house. 1392 01:09:30,822 --> 01:09:32,657 Sorry that fat ass freaked you out. 1393 01:09:32,690 --> 01:09:34,257 What a loser. 1394 01:09:34,291 --> 01:09:35,693 He's not a loser. 1395 01:09:35,727 --> 01:09:37,595 He's this really nice, funny guy. 1396 01:09:37,628 --> 01:09:39,997 And everyone likes him... He's just obese. 1397 01:09:40,031 --> 01:09:41,833 I feel bad for him. 1398 01:09:41,866 --> 01:09:43,568 But I wouldn't like him, fat or thin, 1399 01:09:43,601 --> 01:09:45,535 because I already have you. 1400 01:09:45,570 --> 01:09:47,471 Oh, yeah? What if I'm huge too? 1401 01:09:47,504 --> 01:09:49,040 Yeah, right. 1402 01:09:49,073 --> 01:09:51,341 Like you can be fat and play all those sports. 1403 01:09:51,374 --> 01:09:52,777 I could be covered in zits 1404 01:09:52,810 --> 01:09:54,746 or have one arm, or three eyeballs. 1405 01:09:54,779 --> 01:09:56,881 Well, I'll see for myself soon enough, 1406 01:09:56,914 --> 01:09:59,050 just one more day until the big reveal. 1407 01:09:59,083 --> 01:10:01,052 Yeah, until the one-armed, zit-covered Triclops 1408 01:10:01,085 --> 01:10:02,385 crashes your friend's party. 1409 01:10:03,955 --> 01:10:05,790 Tough to play the sax with one arm. 1410 01:10:05,823 --> 01:10:08,358 But any guy who writes a song for me 1411 01:10:08,391 --> 01:10:11,028 and plays it the way you do is sexy, no matter what you look like. 1412 01:10:11,062 --> 01:10:13,430 - I'll see you tomorrow night. - -Goodnight, handsome. 1413 01:10:15,933 --> 01:10:18,069 All of a sudden, it was New Year's Eve. 1414 01:10:18,102 --> 01:10:19,837 It felt like no time had passed 1415 01:10:19,871 --> 01:10:22,073 since I posted my plans for the world to see. 1416 01:10:22,106 --> 01:10:23,808 And yet, everything was different. 1417 01:10:23,841 --> 01:10:27,011 I looked thinner. Maybe even below 400 pounds. 1418 01:10:53,571 --> 01:10:55,472 Well, if I'm going to go out, 1419 01:10:55,505 --> 01:10:56,625 I'm going to do it in style. 1420 01:11:02,546 --> 01:11:05,016 ♪ Wait out here ♪ 1421 01:11:05,049 --> 01:11:08,019 ♪ I'll be back for you, my dear ♪ 1422 01:11:08,052 --> 01:11:10,755 ♪ The party is over ♪ 1423 01:11:10,788 --> 01:11:13,858 ♪ But we still got us plenty of beer ♪ 1424 01:11:15,793 --> 01:11:17,061 Hey, what's up, Butter? 1425 01:11:22,166 --> 01:11:24,569 - You look so nice. - He looks good, bro. 1426 01:11:24,602 --> 01:11:26,571 - Yeah, at least he's got the suit on. - Right? 1427 01:11:26,604 --> 01:11:28,806 Hey, Butter, Lookin' sharp. 1428 01:11:28,840 --> 01:11:30,074 Yeah, Happy New Year. 1429 01:11:30,107 --> 01:11:32,109 - Where's your drink? - What? 1430 01:11:32,143 --> 01:11:33,778 Where is... 1431 01:11:33,811 --> 01:11:35,478 Never mind. 1432 01:11:35,512 --> 01:11:37,148 It's really warm and crowded in here. 1433 01:11:37,181 --> 01:11:39,817 - You want to go outside? - Yeah. 1434 01:11:39,851 --> 01:11:41,819 Um... 1435 01:11:41,853 --> 01:11:43,955 I'm stuck. 1436 01:11:43,988 --> 01:11:45,455 Here. 1437 01:11:45,488 --> 01:11:46,834 - I got you. - You got to be kidding. 1438 01:11:46,858 --> 01:11:48,391 You think Parker really cares? 1439 01:11:51,629 --> 01:11:52,930 Oh, God, oh, god. Okay. 1440 01:11:52,964 --> 01:11:54,364 There we go. 1441 01:11:57,635 --> 01:11:59,804 - Graceful as always. - Great. 1442 01:12:02,206 --> 01:12:04,976 ♪ You're a drug to me my dear ♪ 1443 01:12:07,812 --> 01:12:09,981 Jeanie. Jeanie. 1444 01:12:11,115 --> 01:12:12,083 Ooh. 1445 01:12:12,116 --> 01:12:13,818 - Oh. - I love this. 1446 01:12:13,851 --> 01:12:17,054 - You are wasted. - No, you're wasted. 1447 01:12:17,088 --> 01:12:18,956 I'm going to need you to control all this 1448 01:12:18,990 --> 01:12:22,492 before JP gets here, so you don't embarrass me. 1449 01:12:22,525 --> 01:12:25,096 - Please? - JP, Shmae-pee. 1450 01:12:25,129 --> 01:12:27,464 He's not coming, is he? 1451 01:12:27,497 --> 01:12:29,634 Truth be told, I didn't like that song. 1452 01:12:29,667 --> 01:12:31,002 Oh, God. Oh, God! 1453 01:12:33,470 --> 01:12:34,805 Oh. Gross! 1454 01:12:34,839 --> 01:12:36,607 - Just lay down. - All right. 1455 01:12:36,641 --> 01:12:37,842 You're fine. 1456 01:12:37,875 --> 01:12:39,143 She's fine. 1457 01:12:39,176 --> 01:12:41,646 That was, uh, rude. 1458 01:12:41,679 --> 01:12:44,115 The part about your boyfriend, not the barf. 1459 01:12:47,618 --> 01:12:49,587 Yeah, he's the guy from the Internet, right? 1460 01:12:49,620 --> 01:12:51,488 That's right. 1461 01:12:51,521 --> 01:12:52,957 I forgot somebody 1462 01:12:52,990 --> 01:12:54,659 told everybody 1463 01:12:54,692 --> 01:12:56,493 that I met JP online. 1464 01:12:56,526 --> 01:12:57,738 At least she's nasty to your face. 1465 01:12:57,762 --> 01:12:58,996 Not just behind your back. 1466 01:12:59,030 --> 01:13:00,164 Ah, you're doing it again. 1467 01:13:00,197 --> 01:13:01,799 You're trash-talking my friends. 1468 01:13:01,832 --> 01:13:03,167 Sorry. 1469 01:13:03,200 --> 01:13:04,835 So you're gonna recognize this guy 1470 01:13:04,869 --> 01:13:06,003 when he shows up? 1471 01:13:06,037 --> 01:13:07,204 Yeah, I will recognize him. 1472 01:13:07,238 --> 01:13:09,774 - How's that? - I just will. 1473 01:13:09,807 --> 01:13:11,676 You know, I can't explain it. 1474 01:13:11,709 --> 01:13:14,612 You'll know because he'll be some four-foot-tall guy 1475 01:13:14,645 --> 01:13:16,580 with acne. 1476 01:13:16,614 --> 01:13:18,616 Or one arm and three eyeballs. 1477 01:13:19,784 --> 01:13:20,918 Inside joke? 1478 01:13:20,952 --> 01:13:23,054 Yeah, kind of. 1479 01:13:23,087 --> 01:13:25,189 I know everyone thinks I'm crazy. 1480 01:13:25,222 --> 01:13:28,993 But I just know him, you know? 1481 01:13:29,026 --> 01:13:31,528 And even if he is four-foot tall covered in zits, 1482 01:13:31,562 --> 01:13:33,164 I wouldn't care. 1483 01:13:33,197 --> 01:13:35,066 At least I'll get over it, or whatever. 1484 01:13:35,099 --> 01:13:38,803 But I fell in love with who he is, 1485 01:13:38,836 --> 01:13:40,071 not what he looks like. 1486 01:13:43,540 --> 01:13:44,675 Wait right here. 1487 01:13:44,709 --> 01:13:47,111 No. Where are you going? 1488 01:13:47,144 --> 01:13:50,214 ♪ I'll be back for you my dear ♪ 1489 01:13:50,247 --> 01:13:53,017 All right, Jeanie. Come on. 1490 01:13:53,050 --> 01:13:54,986 Let's go dance. 1491 01:13:55,019 --> 01:13:57,254 - Hey! Whoa-whoa-whoa. Whoa! - Hey! 1492 01:13:57,288 --> 01:13:59,557 - What's the rush? - John Belushi. 1493 01:13:59,590 --> 01:14:01,768 Sorry. I just got to grab something out of my car, real quick. 1494 01:14:01,792 --> 01:14:03,537 Well, hurry up, Butter. We're getting in the pool. 1495 01:14:03,561 --> 01:14:04,805 - Yeah. - Jeanie just threw up in the pool. 1496 01:14:04,829 --> 01:14:06,864 - Hell, no. - Oh, man. 1497 01:14:06,897 --> 01:14:09,700 - That pool's seen way worse. - Yeah, you're right. 1498 01:14:09,734 --> 01:14:11,202 We have alcohol. 1499 01:14:14,805 --> 01:14:18,909 ♪ Hidden behind the window and the door ♪ 1500 01:14:18,943 --> 01:14:21,012 ♪ Searching for signs of life ♪ 1501 01:14:21,045 --> 01:14:23,546 ♪ But there's nobody home ♪ 1502 01:14:24,782 --> 01:14:25,783 Butter. 1503 01:14:28,652 --> 01:14:31,622 I had no idea. 1504 01:14:31,655 --> 01:14:33,166 I wanted to tell you for the longest time. 1505 01:14:33,190 --> 01:14:36,093 It's just, well, 1506 01:14:36,127 --> 01:14:38,629 JP plays the sax too. 1507 01:14:38,662 --> 01:14:41,165 Right, yeah. 1508 01:14:42,266 --> 01:14:44,668 What's wrong? 1509 01:14:44,702 --> 01:14:47,104 Oh. Yeah. No, it's, I'm fine. 1510 01:14:47,138 --> 01:14:48,538 I'm just gonna jam out a little bit. 1511 01:14:50,207 --> 01:14:51,776 Guys, guys. 1512 01:14:51,809 --> 01:14:54,111 Butter's gonna play with the band. 1513 01:14:57,148 --> 01:15:01,118 ♪ It was good living with you oh-oh ♪ 1514 01:15:01,152 --> 01:15:04,789 ♪ It was good ah-ah-ah ♪ 1515 01:15:17,201 --> 01:15:18,869 What? 1516 01:15:34,351 --> 01:15:35,920 I had never played better. 1517 01:15:35,953 --> 01:15:37,888 And each note was pitch perfect. 1518 01:15:42,393 --> 01:15:44,128 It was just how I'd pictured it. 1519 01:15:44,161 --> 01:15:46,697 All of them seeing me for the first time. 1520 01:15:46,730 --> 01:15:49,834 Rooting for me to live, instead of rooting for me to die. 1521 01:15:49,867 --> 01:15:51,102 I'd given West Scottsdale High 1522 01:15:51,135 --> 01:15:52,903 another reason to celebrate me. 1523 01:15:52,937 --> 01:15:55,739 And maybe even another reason to keep me around. 1524 01:16:16,994 --> 01:16:18,329 Guys, cut it. 1525 01:16:22,766 --> 01:16:23,766 Come on, Butter. 1526 01:16:51,896 --> 01:16:54,732 Oh, shit. 1527 01:16:54,765 --> 01:16:55,833 Anna. 1528 01:17:06,944 --> 01:17:08,212 Anna. 1529 01:17:08,245 --> 01:17:09,747 Anna, just please, let me explain. 1530 01:17:09,780 --> 01:17:11,182 That you're JP? 1531 01:17:11,215 --> 01:17:13,350 You're a stalker, and a pervert. 1532 01:17:13,384 --> 01:17:15,052 Anna, just let me explain, please. 1533 01:17:15,085 --> 01:17:17,154 Just, 1534 01:17:17,188 --> 01:17:18,923 Oh. 1535 01:17:19,957 --> 01:17:21,492 You're a liar. 1536 01:17:21,525 --> 01:17:24,762 You're a disgusting liar, and I hate you. 1537 01:17:26,030 --> 01:17:27,998 Did you hear me? 1538 01:17:28,032 --> 01:17:29,300 I said, I hate you. 1539 01:17:29,333 --> 01:17:30,935 Just give me five minutes please. 1540 01:17:30,968 --> 01:17:32,488 Five minutes. I can explain everything. 1541 01:17:33,370 --> 01:17:35,406 What's going on, boys and girls? 1542 01:17:35,439 --> 01:17:37,775 Butter and banana having... 1543 01:17:37,808 --> 01:17:38,809 Just get lost, Jeremy. 1544 01:17:40,511 --> 01:17:42,079 Is he bothering you? 1545 01:17:42,112 --> 01:17:44,014 No, you're bothering us. Hey, just back off. 1546 01:17:44,048 --> 01:17:46,383 Hey, man. 1547 01:17:46,417 --> 01:17:48,452 Why are you always trying to run away from me? Huh? 1548 01:17:48,485 --> 01:17:50,430 Well, it's a lot easier if you don't have five friends 1549 01:17:50,454 --> 01:17:51,789 pinning me to the ground. 1550 01:17:51,822 --> 01:17:53,057 Wow. 1551 01:17:53,090 --> 01:17:54,959 Someone can hold a grudge. 1552 01:17:54,992 --> 01:17:57,027 Hey, Anna. Did you know I gave, 1553 01:17:57,061 --> 01:17:58,229 Butter here, his nickname? 1554 01:17:58,262 --> 01:18:00,197 Just shut up and go away. 1555 01:18:00,231 --> 01:18:02,199 Look, dude. Yeah. 1556 01:18:02,233 --> 01:18:04,435 Anna's way out of your league. 1557 01:18:04,468 --> 01:18:06,036 It's too bad for you too, 1558 01:18:06,070 --> 01:18:09,139 because, she has some serious talents. 1559 01:18:11,442 --> 01:18:13,244 Hey, you know what? It's 10:30. 1560 01:18:13,277 --> 01:18:15,946 Aren't you cuttin' it a little close? Hmm. 1561 01:18:15,980 --> 01:18:17,982 Don't you have somethin' you gotta do tonight? 1562 01:18:18,015 --> 01:18:19,984 Right? 1563 01:18:20,017 --> 01:18:22,186 Oh. Where are those butterballs now? Huh? 1564 01:18:25,356 --> 01:18:27,057 Jeremy, are you okay? 1565 01:18:29,360 --> 01:18:32,863 Anna, what do I do? 1566 01:18:32,896 --> 01:18:35,032 Honestly, Butter, I don't care what you do. 1567 01:18:45,542 --> 01:18:48,012 Butter, wait! 1568 01:18:48,045 --> 01:18:50,547 ♪ I've been in love ♪ 1569 01:18:50,582 --> 01:18:55,986 ♪ Honey, you know it's true ♪ 1570 01:18:56,020 --> 01:18:58,455 ♪ Well, since that day ♪ 1571 01:18:58,489 --> 01:19:00,891 ♪ I first laid my eyes on you ♪ 1572 01:19:04,295 --> 01:19:08,299 ♪ Love is a crazy game, baby ♪ 1573 01:19:08,332 --> 01:19:12,336 ♪ It's how I feel ♪ 1574 01:19:12,369 --> 01:19:14,606 ♪ Makes you all so high ♪ 1575 01:19:14,639 --> 01:19:18,876 ♪ But it takes so long to heal ♪ 1576 01:19:18,909 --> 01:19:24,481 ♪ So please, yeah yeah Won't you stay with me? ♪ 1577 01:19:28,085 --> 01:19:33,157 ♪ 'Cause since you gone, It's all pain and misery ♪ 1578 01:19:34,626 --> 01:19:37,995 ♪ Honey, please, yeah yeah ♪ 1579 01:19:38,028 --> 01:19:40,130 ♪ Won't you stay with me? ♪ 1580 01:19:44,101 --> 01:19:46,170 ♪ 'Cause since you gone ♪ 1581 01:19:46,203 --> 01:19:48,573 ♪ It's pain and misery ♪ 1582 01:19:55,212 --> 01:19:57,514 I didn't want to die. 1583 01:19:57,548 --> 01:20:01,586 I just wanted the unbearable pain to go away. 1584 01:20:01,619 --> 01:20:06,090 Ten, Nine, Eight, Seven, 1585 01:20:06,123 --> 01:20:12,029 Six, Five, Four, Three, Two, One. 1586 01:20:12,062 --> 01:20:14,164 Happy New Year! 1587 01:22:58,863 --> 01:23:01,265 I woke up in heaven. 1588 01:23:01,298 --> 01:23:03,601 A face identical to Anna's took shape. 1589 01:23:03,635 --> 01:23:05,102 Butter. 1590 01:23:05,135 --> 01:23:07,204 The face of an angel. 1591 01:23:07,237 --> 01:23:08,640 Butter. 1592 01:23:17,381 --> 01:23:20,417 - Baby? - Mom. 1593 01:23:20,450 --> 01:23:23,453 Baby, you don't have to talk, it's okay. 1594 01:23:23,487 --> 01:23:26,256 Welcome back, son. 1595 01:23:26,290 --> 01:23:30,127 I just need you to nod that you... understand me. 1596 01:23:30,160 --> 01:23:31,428 Mm-hmm. 1597 01:23:31,461 --> 01:23:33,530 And you know, you're in a hospital. 1598 01:23:33,565 --> 01:23:35,700 Uh-huh. 1599 01:23:35,733 --> 01:23:37,234 And you're going to be just fine. 1600 01:23:37,267 --> 01:23:38,603 Just fine. 1601 01:23:38,636 --> 01:23:40,237 It's okay for him to sleep. 1602 01:23:40,270 --> 01:23:43,307 It's normal to be very tired at first. 1603 01:23:43,340 --> 01:23:44,408 He's good. 1604 01:23:46,611 --> 01:23:47,879 Morning, sugar, 1605 01:23:47,912 --> 01:23:49,781 or afternoon, as the case may be. 1606 01:23:53,450 --> 01:23:55,319 It's from Penelope. 1607 01:23:55,352 --> 01:23:56,888 You sure got a lot of friends. 1608 01:23:56,921 --> 01:23:59,256 Friends. 1609 01:24:07,297 --> 01:24:09,199 Professor Dunn brought those by. 1610 01:24:09,232 --> 01:24:12,704 Honey, 1611 01:24:12,737 --> 01:24:14,404 Oh. 1612 01:24:14,438 --> 01:24:16,206 I love you so much. 1613 01:24:16,239 --> 01:24:17,842 I'm so sorry, Mom. 1614 01:24:17,875 --> 01:24:19,744 It's okay. 1615 01:24:19,777 --> 01:24:21,545 I'm so sorry, Mom. 1616 01:24:21,579 --> 01:24:23,915 It's okay. It's okay. 1617 01:24:29,887 --> 01:24:31,421 No. 1618 01:24:31,455 --> 01:24:33,390 You can't have the knife. 1619 01:24:33,423 --> 01:24:35,359 Why not? 1620 01:24:35,392 --> 01:24:38,528 Because you can't have anything sharp yet. 1621 01:24:38,563 --> 01:24:40,598 Hi, again. 1622 01:24:40,632 --> 01:24:42,366 Where should I put these? 1623 01:24:42,399 --> 01:24:43,935 Let me, 1624 01:24:43,968 --> 01:24:45,378 let me take 'em and get 'em some water, okay? 1625 01:24:45,402 --> 01:24:47,504 - Okay. - Okay. Bye. 1626 01:24:48,640 --> 01:24:49,650 Do you mind taking this away, 1627 01:24:49,674 --> 01:24:50,842 I'm not real hungry. 1628 01:24:50,875 --> 01:24:52,175 Of course. 1629 01:24:52,209 --> 01:24:53,210 Thank you. 1630 01:24:59,316 --> 01:25:00,718 Happy New Year. 1631 01:25:00,752 --> 01:25:02,687 New Year's was the day before yesterday. 1632 01:25:04,922 --> 01:25:06,356 You've been out for two days. 1633 01:25:08,726 --> 01:25:10,269 - I shouldn't have said... - I'm sorry to treat you... 1634 01:25:10,293 --> 01:25:12,496 You should go first. 1635 01:25:12,529 --> 01:25:13,798 I was here when you woke up. 1636 01:25:13,831 --> 01:25:14,732 I know. 1637 01:25:14,766 --> 01:25:15,766 I saw you. 1638 01:25:17,501 --> 01:25:19,236 Thought you were an angel. 1639 01:25:19,269 --> 01:25:20,270 How are you feeling? 1640 01:25:20,303 --> 01:25:22,707 Tired. 1641 01:25:22,740 --> 01:25:25,977 Two days of sleeping, and I'm tired. 1642 01:25:26,010 --> 01:25:28,378 I mean, is it really sleeping when you're in a coma? 1643 01:25:28,412 --> 01:25:29,914 I'm just happy I'm here. 1644 01:25:29,947 --> 01:25:31,683 Yeah, that's, um, 1645 01:25:31,716 --> 01:25:33,316 kind of my fault. 1646 01:25:33,350 --> 01:25:34,752 I called the police. 1647 01:25:34,786 --> 01:25:37,287 Thank you. 1648 01:25:37,320 --> 01:25:39,600 Sounds like it would have been my funeral, if it weren't for you. 1649 01:25:39,624 --> 01:25:41,826 - Isn't that what you wanted? - It's complicated. 1650 01:25:41,859 --> 01:25:43,928 Anna, I'm really, really sorry. 1651 01:25:43,961 --> 01:25:45,295 - I didn't... - Wait, wait, wait. 1652 01:25:48,566 --> 01:25:50,267 There's something I-I, 1653 01:25:50,300 --> 01:25:52,436 need to say before I lose my nerve. 1654 01:25:52,469 --> 01:25:53,838 No, you can say anything to me. 1655 01:25:53,871 --> 01:25:56,440 That's just it. I don't... 1656 01:25:56,473 --> 01:25:57,507 feel that way. 1657 01:25:59,744 --> 01:26:02,780 I look at you and I see... 1658 01:26:02,814 --> 01:26:03,815 I know what you see. 1659 01:26:03,848 --> 01:26:06,516 It's fair. 1660 01:26:06,550 --> 01:26:09,286 But you're no better. 1661 01:26:09,319 --> 01:26:11,856 I mean, you hate it when people size you up from the outside, 1662 01:26:11,889 --> 01:26:14,458 but that is exactly what you did to me. 1663 01:26:14,491 --> 01:26:17,995 You didn't even know me, before you found me online, and started talking to me. 1664 01:26:18,029 --> 01:26:20,430 And you, you only knew what I looked like 1665 01:26:20,464 --> 01:26:22,365 and you already liked me. 1666 01:26:22,399 --> 01:26:23,701 Based on nothing else. 1667 01:26:23,735 --> 01:26:25,335 I did get to know you. 1668 01:26:25,368 --> 01:26:27,270 Do you really think that? 1669 01:26:27,304 --> 01:26:29,539 Because I feel like the person I got to know 1670 01:26:29,574 --> 01:26:31,976 doesn't exist at all. 1671 01:26:32,009 --> 01:26:34,946 There's a reason why I don't post pictures on the Internet. 1672 01:26:34,979 --> 01:26:36,446 It's because... 1673 01:26:39,050 --> 01:26:43,988 When JP liked me, without a photo, 1674 01:26:44,021 --> 01:26:46,824 I thought that he was taking as much of a chance on me 1675 01:26:46,858 --> 01:26:49,493 as I was on him. 1676 01:26:49,526 --> 01:26:50,895 I get it. 1677 01:26:50,928 --> 01:26:52,597 Let's say JP was real, 1678 01:26:52,630 --> 01:26:55,398 but he looked like me. 1679 01:26:55,432 --> 01:26:58,603 Would you still have given him that kind of a chance? 1680 01:26:58,636 --> 01:27:02,506 I see you, and you're someone I just met. 1681 01:27:02,539 --> 01:27:04,041 I don't know you well enough 1682 01:27:04,075 --> 01:27:05,910 to trust you or confide in you. 1683 01:27:05,943 --> 01:27:07,745 Sometimes I feel like, 1684 01:27:07,779 --> 01:27:11,849 JP was the only person that I could really talk to. 1685 01:27:13,851 --> 01:27:15,519 This morning, before I came here, 1686 01:27:15,552 --> 01:27:20,024 I sat at my computer for an hour, 1687 01:27:20,057 --> 01:27:21,726 waiting for him to come online. 1688 01:27:21,759 --> 01:27:24,061 You didn't believe I was JP? 1689 01:27:24,095 --> 01:27:25,730 I didn't want to believe it. 1690 01:27:30,868 --> 01:27:34,939 But then I realized, if I wanted to talk to JP, 1691 01:27:34,972 --> 01:27:37,942 I would have to come here and talk to him to his face. 1692 01:27:40,410 --> 01:27:41,779 What do you want to say to him? 1693 01:27:44,615 --> 01:27:47,350 That I hate him, 1694 01:27:47,384 --> 01:27:50,955 and that I will never forgive him, 1695 01:27:50,988 --> 01:27:52,790 and that he doesn't deserve me. 1696 01:27:55,660 --> 01:27:57,995 But what I really want to say is goodbye. 1697 01:28:02,033 --> 01:28:04,669 Hey, awake! 1698 01:28:04,702 --> 01:28:05,803 Welcome back, my friend. 1699 01:28:05,837 --> 01:28:07,939 Whoa. Those guys are creepy, huh? 1700 01:28:07,972 --> 01:28:11,374 I'm kiddin'. Welcome back, man. All in one piece? 1701 01:28:11,408 --> 01:28:13,419 - How're you feeling? - Yeah, I was just trying to talk... 1702 01:28:13,443 --> 01:28:15,012 A lady. Oh. 1703 01:28:15,046 --> 01:28:17,615 Are you, 1704 01:28:17,648 --> 01:28:19,016 Your lady? 1705 01:28:19,050 --> 01:28:20,350 Okay. 1706 01:28:22,620 --> 01:28:24,622 Um, I was just leaving. 1707 01:28:24,655 --> 01:28:25,990 Anna! No, wait. 1708 01:28:26,023 --> 01:28:28,125 Oh. 1709 01:28:28,159 --> 01:28:31,528 Yeah, she's, she's definitely upset. 1710 01:28:31,562 --> 01:28:33,831 I get it. Maybe for what you did to her? 1711 01:28:33,865 --> 01:28:35,432 I know I'm upset too. 1712 01:28:35,465 --> 01:28:37,802 So, should I leave too? 1713 01:28:37,835 --> 01:28:39,737 No, I'm kiddin'. 1714 01:28:39,770 --> 01:28:42,607 Is it true that this wasn't all an accident? 1715 01:28:42,640 --> 01:28:45,508 - Doc, I'm sorry. Alright? - Hey, you know what? Save the apologies. 1716 01:28:45,542 --> 01:28:48,088 I feel like you're gonna be giving out a lot of those in the next few days. 1717 01:28:48,112 --> 01:28:50,447 You can take mine and maybe give it to your lady too. 1718 01:28:50,480 --> 01:28:52,850 Okay? But I do need you to promise me one thing. 1719 01:28:52,884 --> 01:28:55,552 You're never gonna put me in this position ever again. 1720 01:28:55,586 --> 01:28:57,520 Yeah, I-I promise. 1721 01:28:57,554 --> 01:29:00,124 You know, your mom and dad, they, 1722 01:29:00,157 --> 01:29:01,692 you caused them a lot of pain. 1723 01:29:01,726 --> 01:29:04,494 Look, we are extremely glad 1724 01:29:04,527 --> 01:29:06,030 that-that you're still here. 1725 01:29:06,063 --> 01:29:09,100 But, uh, you know, you can talk to us. 1726 01:29:09,133 --> 01:29:11,102 Anytime. 1727 01:29:11,135 --> 01:29:12,737 There's no shame in that. 1728 01:29:14,972 --> 01:29:15,973 Thanks, Doc. 1729 01:29:17,808 --> 01:29:19,644 Tried to remove the roach, but, 1730 01:29:19,677 --> 01:29:21,712 only managed to pull out two spiky legs. 1731 01:29:22,847 --> 01:29:24,215 Hi, honey. 1732 01:29:24,248 --> 01:29:25,883 Hey. 1733 01:29:25,917 --> 01:29:28,019 - We brought you your backpack. - Oh, thank you. 1734 01:29:33,624 --> 01:29:35,226 No laptop? 1735 01:29:35,259 --> 01:29:38,495 I don't think that's a really good idea just yet. 1736 01:29:38,528 --> 01:29:40,197 Come on, Mom. 1737 01:29:40,231 --> 01:29:41,942 If the hospital doesn't think I'm gonna kill myself 1738 01:29:41,966 --> 01:29:43,567 with one of these pens, 1739 01:29:43,601 --> 01:29:45,970 how am I supposed to do it with my laptop? 1740 01:29:46,003 --> 01:29:47,705 That's exactly what you did. 1741 01:29:53,010 --> 01:29:55,846 You know, not everyone finds this as funny as you do. 1742 01:29:55,880 --> 01:29:57,547 Now while you're here in the hospital, 1743 01:29:57,581 --> 01:29:58,926 your mom and I think the focus should be 1744 01:29:58,950 --> 01:29:59,984 on getting you better. 1745 01:30:00,017 --> 01:30:01,686 But until then, 1746 01:30:01,719 --> 01:30:04,922 I thought you would like to have this. 1747 01:30:06,791 --> 01:30:09,894 I've missed hearin' it around the house. 1748 01:30:09,927 --> 01:30:11,461 Yeah, right. 1749 01:30:14,665 --> 01:30:20,604 You know, your grandpa taught your Uncle Luis and me how to play football. 1750 01:30:20,638 --> 01:30:22,950 In fact, he was our coach all the way up until high school. 1751 01:30:22,974 --> 01:30:24,709 - Did I ever tell you that? - No. 1752 01:30:24,742 --> 01:30:25,986 Well, then, and his dad taught him 1753 01:30:26,010 --> 01:30:27,544 how to play baseball. 1754 01:30:27,578 --> 01:30:32,482 So, when you, picked this up, I, uh... 1755 01:30:37,254 --> 01:30:39,724 You could coach me in algebra. 1756 01:30:39,757 --> 01:30:42,193 No, I think I missed the chance to be your coach. 1757 01:30:42,226 --> 01:30:44,729 But, if it's not too late, 1758 01:30:44,762 --> 01:30:46,496 I would like to be a fan. 1759 01:30:49,734 --> 01:30:51,068 I'd like that. 1760 01:30:57,975 --> 01:30:59,610 - Dad? - Yeah? 1761 01:30:59,643 --> 01:31:01,178 Why are we so, 1762 01:31:01,212 --> 01:31:03,280 How come we're not more alike? 1763 01:31:03,314 --> 01:31:05,049 You and I? 1764 01:31:05,082 --> 01:31:07,251 We're not that different, son. 1765 01:31:07,284 --> 01:31:09,020 I still go to the mountain too. 1766 01:31:19,997 --> 01:31:22,066 What's that? 1767 01:31:22,099 --> 01:31:25,236 - Well, this is a saxophone. - What's a saxophone? 1768 01:31:25,269 --> 01:31:27,705 Well, it's an instrument. You use it to make music. 1769 01:31:27,738 --> 01:31:29,173 What kind of sounds does it make? 1770 01:31:33,644 --> 01:31:34,779 What's your name? 1771 01:31:34,812 --> 01:31:36,247 Well, people call me Butter. 1772 01:31:36,280 --> 01:31:37,815 Why do they call you that? 1773 01:31:37,848 --> 01:31:39,850 Because he makes that saxophone there 1774 01:31:39,884 --> 01:31:41,318 sound as smooth as butter. 1775 01:31:41,352 --> 01:31:43,821 No, he doesn't. He makes it sound like farts. 1776 01:31:45,656 --> 01:31:47,124 As entertaining as that may be, 1777 01:31:47,158 --> 01:31:49,193 can I steal you away? 1778 01:31:49,226 --> 01:31:50,928 I know what you're going to say. 1779 01:31:50,961 --> 01:31:52,639 Well, I know you've been read the Riot Act, 1780 01:31:52,663 --> 01:31:54,832 but, I came to help. 1781 01:31:56,634 --> 01:31:58,202 I spent over an hour talking you up 1782 01:31:58,235 --> 01:32:00,271 to that gentleman today. 1783 01:32:00,304 --> 01:32:01,639 Who is it? 1784 01:32:01,672 --> 01:32:03,307 Well, he's at Julliard. 1785 01:32:03,340 --> 01:32:07,845 He's also a phenomenally talented saxophonist. 1786 01:32:07,878 --> 01:32:09,046 And? 1787 01:32:09,080 --> 01:32:10,815 And, he'll be in town next month, 1788 01:32:10,848 --> 01:32:12,716 and he's willing to hear you play. 1789 01:32:12,750 --> 01:32:14,318 Now, if he likes what he hears, 1790 01:32:14,351 --> 01:32:19,857 he can recommend you for an audition to Julliard. 1791 01:32:19,890 --> 01:32:23,060 But I wasn't applying for colleges until next year. 1792 01:32:23,094 --> 01:32:25,005 I don't even know if I'm planning to study music. 1793 01:32:25,029 --> 01:32:27,164 Yeah, well, it sounds to me like you're not planning 1794 01:32:27,198 --> 01:32:30,134 much of anything. 1795 01:32:30,167 --> 01:32:31,869 Your parents told me they weren't sure 1796 01:32:31,902 --> 01:32:33,871 if you were coming back to school. 1797 01:32:33,904 --> 01:32:36,941 So I took it upon myself to make this call. 1798 01:32:36,974 --> 01:32:38,342 I mean, it's just an idea. 1799 01:32:38,375 --> 01:32:41,112 It's, it's completely up to you. 1800 01:32:41,145 --> 01:32:44,281 But, I think he'd be impressed. 1801 01:32:44,315 --> 01:32:47,785 You have an immense talent. 1802 01:32:47,818 --> 01:32:49,887 I mean, you know, symphony of flatulence 1803 01:32:49,920 --> 01:32:51,355 notwithstanding. 1804 01:32:51,388 --> 01:32:53,290 - Right. - Right. 1805 01:32:53,324 --> 01:32:55,268 - Let's go get some Jell-O. - Let's go get some Jell-O. 1806 01:32:55,292 --> 01:32:57,061 I hope they got sugar-free. 1807 01:32:57,094 --> 01:32:58,896 What I think is even better 1808 01:32:58,929 --> 01:33:01,432 is that they're really focused on the whole student 1809 01:33:01,465 --> 01:33:03,934 -and making sure that they're all, -Mm. 1810 01:33:03,968 --> 01:33:06,737 - Self-motivated. - Okay, fine. 1811 01:33:06,770 --> 01:33:10,374 I'll go, I get it. I did something crazy. 1812 01:33:10,407 --> 01:33:13,878 So, I don't blame you for wanting to send me away. 1813 01:33:13,911 --> 01:33:15,980 Send you away? What are you talking about? 1814 01:33:16,013 --> 01:33:17,848 Yeah, to the Institute. 1815 01:33:17,882 --> 01:33:19,950 What, you told him he would go up there alone? 1816 01:33:22,353 --> 01:33:23,988 No. I-I, we didn't talk about it. 1817 01:33:24,021 --> 01:33:25,389 I mean, I just assumed that he... 1818 01:33:25,422 --> 01:33:27,258 Assumed what? 1819 01:33:27,291 --> 01:33:29,860 We would never send you up to Chicago all alone. 1820 01:33:32,196 --> 01:33:34,231 I don't understand. Where would I live? 1821 01:33:34,265 --> 01:33:35,866 With us. We'd all... 1822 01:33:35,900 --> 01:33:37,468 move to Chicago together. 1823 01:33:37,501 --> 01:33:39,703 Yeah, a lot of my clients do business in Chicago. 1824 01:33:39,737 --> 01:33:43,307 And, you know, it would only be for about a year. 1825 01:33:43,340 --> 01:33:46,277 And there are plenty of houses that I could sell in Chicago. 1826 01:33:46,310 --> 01:33:48,979 I could even use my new sign. 1827 01:33:49,013 --> 01:33:51,382 We'd move? 1828 01:33:51,415 --> 01:33:53,450 All of us? 1829 01:33:53,484 --> 01:33:55,352 We're not forcing you. 1830 01:33:55,386 --> 01:33:59,023 Okay? We're just, gathering information. 1831 01:33:59,056 --> 01:34:00,357 Do you think I should go? 1832 01:34:00,391 --> 01:34:01,892 Well, that would be your choice. 1833 01:34:09,533 --> 01:34:10,501 Hello. 1834 01:34:10,534 --> 01:34:11,869 Doctor. 1835 01:34:13,904 --> 01:34:15,005 See you in a little while. 1836 01:34:16,974 --> 01:34:19,043 Okay. 1837 01:34:19,076 --> 01:34:20,277 I'm Dr. Jennice. 1838 01:34:20,311 --> 01:34:21,779 I'm a psychiatrist. 1839 01:34:24,348 --> 01:34:29,486 - So, are you here to see if I'm, crazy? - Not really. 1840 01:34:29,520 --> 01:34:31,889 But, kind of. 1841 01:34:31,922 --> 01:34:35,025 It's my job to make sure you're safe to go home 1842 01:34:35,059 --> 01:34:36,894 before we can legally discharge you. 1843 01:34:39,997 --> 01:34:42,299 Charlie Parker. 1844 01:34:42,333 --> 01:34:45,903 My favorite Charlie Parker song is "Chasing the Bird." 1845 01:34:45,936 --> 01:34:49,873 You have good taste. Its theme contains two simultaneous 1846 01:34:49,907 --> 01:34:51,408 interlocking melodies 1847 01:34:51,442 --> 01:34:53,210 played by the alto sax and the trumpet. 1848 01:34:53,244 --> 01:34:55,512 Only one Yardbird ever played. 1849 01:34:55,546 --> 01:34:58,182 Yardbird, I heard he got that nickname 1850 01:34:58,215 --> 01:35:01,852 because he would listen to bands from the yard of a club. 1851 01:35:01,885 --> 01:35:03,554 Yeah, I've heard that one too. 1852 01:35:03,588 --> 01:35:07,791 But, actually it was because he loved eating chicken. 1853 01:35:07,825 --> 01:35:09,465 And they called them yard birds back then. 1854 01:35:12,597 --> 01:35:16,166 Could you imagine a world without Charlie Parker? 1855 01:35:16,200 --> 01:35:17,868 What do you mean? 1856 01:35:17,901 --> 01:35:20,037 He tried to take his own life too. 1857 01:35:20,070 --> 01:35:21,839 And cheat the world out of his music? 1858 01:35:21,872 --> 01:35:22,872 Yep. 1859 01:35:24,508 --> 01:35:26,210 Same could be said for you. 1860 01:35:26,243 --> 01:35:28,012 You almost cheated yourself 1861 01:35:28,045 --> 01:35:29,246 out of a productive life. 1862 01:35:29,280 --> 01:35:30,881 And for the first time, I'm... 1863 01:35:30,914 --> 01:35:32,483 I'm glad I'm still here. 1864 01:35:32,516 --> 01:35:36,020 You have a lot of admirers on your website. 1865 01:35:36,053 --> 01:35:37,454 I still have a website? 1866 01:35:37,488 --> 01:35:39,189 Well, actually, your mom shut it down. 1867 01:35:39,223 --> 01:35:42,259 But she did print several pages first. 1868 01:35:43,961 --> 01:35:45,896 For what? My scrapbook? 1869 01:35:45,929 --> 01:35:47,608 Do you know that people can get into trouble 1870 01:35:47,632 --> 01:35:51,035 for bullying someone into doing something dangerous? 1871 01:35:51,068 --> 01:35:53,470 - Even over the Internet. - I wasn't bullied. 1872 01:35:53,504 --> 01:35:55,573 "Only a guy with an ass as fat as yours 1873 01:35:55,607 --> 01:35:58,175 could eat all that in one sitting." 1874 01:35:58,208 --> 01:36:00,544 Okay. So some kids are jerks. 1875 01:36:00,578 --> 01:36:03,547 But that doesn't mean all the comments were that mean. 1876 01:36:03,581 --> 01:36:05,549 "You're so stupid for trying this, 1877 01:36:05,583 --> 01:36:07,451 I hope you do die." 1878 01:36:07,484 --> 01:36:09,621 I-I know what they say. 1879 01:36:09,654 --> 01:36:11,623 But you're only reading the negative comments. 1880 01:36:11,656 --> 01:36:13,457 Why don't you read some of the positive ones? 1881 01:36:13,490 --> 01:36:14,958 Because there aren't any. 1882 01:36:16,594 --> 01:36:18,962 Bullying can take lots of forms. 1883 01:36:18,996 --> 01:36:21,899 Sometimes it can look like encouragement. 1884 01:36:21,932 --> 01:36:24,034 It's not their fault. 1885 01:36:24,068 --> 01:36:26,070 I mean, it's nobody's fault but my own. Right? 1886 01:36:26,103 --> 01:36:29,473 I just felt so beat up at home, at school... 1887 01:36:31,208 --> 01:36:33,010 Most of all, by myself. 1888 01:36:35,346 --> 01:36:37,348 I scheduled an appointment for you 1889 01:36:37,381 --> 01:36:40,184 to meet Dr. Lang, a psychologist. 1890 01:36:40,217 --> 01:36:42,086 You understand how important it is 1891 01:36:42,119 --> 01:36:43,655 for you to start therapy, 1892 01:36:43,688 --> 01:36:45,089 to have a plan. 1893 01:36:45,122 --> 01:36:46,122 Yeah. 1894 01:36:48,626 --> 01:36:50,327 Think it'll help with my weight? 1895 01:36:50,361 --> 01:36:51,601 Do you know how much you weigh? 1896 01:36:53,931 --> 01:36:57,167 423, no. Uh, 409. 1897 01:36:57,201 --> 01:36:59,571 At least... No, it might be a little less now. 1898 01:36:59,604 --> 01:37:01,105 - 372. - What? 1899 01:37:01,138 --> 01:37:03,107 You weigh 372 pounds. 1900 01:37:03,140 --> 01:37:04,475 That's impossible. 1901 01:37:04,508 --> 01:37:06,243 I was 409 at my last appointment. 1902 01:37:06,276 --> 01:37:07,945 They weighed you while you were in a coma. 1903 01:37:07,978 --> 01:37:10,280 That's like 50 pounds since Thanksgiving. 1904 01:37:10,314 --> 01:37:11,982 Lucky you. 1905 01:37:12,015 --> 01:37:14,051 Most of us gain weight during the holidays. 1906 01:37:17,154 --> 01:37:18,322 I think we're good. 1907 01:37:23,227 --> 01:37:24,662 By the way, 1908 01:37:24,696 --> 01:37:26,363 what's your favorite Charlie Parker song? 1909 01:37:26,397 --> 01:37:29,299 Same as you, "Chasing the Bird". 1910 01:37:37,642 --> 01:37:40,544 ♪ Come on fly with me ♪ 1911 01:37:40,578 --> 01:37:43,547 ♪ Take a ride with me ♪ 1912 01:37:43,581 --> 01:37:46,584 ♪ And it feels so good to break away ♪ 1913 01:37:46,618 --> 01:37:49,286 ♪ Drink champagne music all day ♪ 1914 01:37:49,319 --> 01:37:52,122 ♪ Come on fly with me. ♪ 1915 01:37:52,156 --> 01:37:54,291 ♪ Get high with me ♪ 1916 01:37:54,324 --> 01:37:56,561 ♪ So high ♪ 1917 01:38:00,698 --> 01:38:02,266 What, no funny face? 1918 01:38:02,299 --> 01:38:04,168 Because you're not a baby anymore. 1919 01:38:04,201 --> 01:38:05,969 Mom, you know I can't eat these. 1920 01:38:06,003 --> 01:38:09,306 It's a new recipe. 1921 01:38:09,339 --> 01:38:11,074 Low calorie comfort foods. 1922 01:38:13,177 --> 01:38:14,679 I thought that... 1923 01:38:14,712 --> 01:38:17,548 you and I could go through it and find some things 1924 01:38:17,582 --> 01:38:19,550 that look good to you. 1925 01:38:19,584 --> 01:38:21,218 They smell awesome, Mom. 1926 01:38:24,254 --> 01:38:25,757 Mmm. 1927 01:38:25,790 --> 01:38:27,991 Mom's pancakes were from another world. 1928 01:38:28,025 --> 01:38:30,103 I wondered how she managed to make them taste so sweet 1929 01:38:30,127 --> 01:38:32,095 without any maple syrup in sight. 1930 01:38:32,129 --> 01:38:33,997 It was more than food. 1931 01:38:34,031 --> 01:38:36,099 It was a message from Mom that she messed up too. 1932 01:38:36,133 --> 01:38:37,702 It was a promise to do better. 1933 01:38:37,735 --> 01:38:40,504 And that tasted greater than anything. 1934 01:38:40,537 --> 01:38:42,215 You know, it looks like there's a pretty good line-up 1935 01:38:42,239 --> 01:38:43,741 at the jazz fest. 1936 01:38:43,775 --> 01:38:45,442 We should get tickets. 1937 01:38:45,476 --> 01:38:46,644 That'd be great, Dad. 1938 01:38:49,346 --> 01:38:50,615 Come in. 1939 01:38:59,724 --> 01:39:01,024 Thanks, Mom. 1940 01:39:03,393 --> 01:39:06,063 I don't think you should go back on the Internet quite yet. 1941 01:39:06,096 --> 01:39:07,741 Mom, I'm just going to play games and stuff, okay? 1942 01:39:07,765 --> 01:39:09,634 You got nothing to worry about. 1943 01:39:21,713 --> 01:39:23,815 I knew you were suffering, 1944 01:39:23,848 --> 01:39:27,518 but I didn't know you didn't want to live anymore. 1945 01:39:27,551 --> 01:39:29,520 You could have told me. 1946 01:39:29,553 --> 01:39:32,055 Mom, you can't blame yourself. 1947 01:39:34,091 --> 01:39:37,427 I'm trying to stop tormenting myself. 1948 01:39:37,461 --> 01:39:42,332 I want you to know that life can and will get better. 1949 01:39:44,401 --> 01:39:46,436 And you are not alone. 1950 01:39:48,338 --> 01:39:50,173 There are so many people out there 1951 01:39:50,207 --> 01:39:51,843 going through bad times, 1952 01:39:51,876 --> 01:39:55,245 and there are so many people here, 1953 01:39:55,279 --> 01:39:56,480 that love you. 1954 01:39:58,382 --> 01:40:00,183 I love you, Mom. 1955 01:40:00,217 --> 01:40:02,553 I love you too. 1956 01:40:02,587 --> 01:40:04,589 Can we just start over? 1957 01:40:04,622 --> 01:40:06,089 I would love that. 1958 01:40:11,328 --> 01:40:13,463 Oh, my wonderful son. 1959 01:40:29,313 --> 01:40:31,683 Dear Butter, thank God you're okay. 1960 01:40:31,716 --> 01:40:34,184 We are so sorry for what we did. 1961 01:40:34,217 --> 01:40:36,119 We care about you, and want you to know 1962 01:40:36,153 --> 01:40:38,823 we take full responsibility for our stupid actions. 1963 01:40:38,856 --> 01:40:41,659 We didn't know you were serious when you posted your website. 1964 01:40:41,693 --> 01:40:44,862 It grabbed our attention and we thought we could have some fun making some bets. 1965 01:40:44,896 --> 01:40:48,465 But as we got to know you, we enjoyed becoming your friend. 1966 01:40:48,498 --> 01:40:51,836 We realize now we should have taken it seriously and reached out to you. 1967 01:40:51,869 --> 01:40:54,271 Dude, you got a great life ahead. 1968 01:40:54,304 --> 01:40:56,340 Butter, we're really happy you're still here 1969 01:40:56,373 --> 01:40:57,675 and hope you get well soon. 1970 01:40:57,709 --> 01:40:59,509 Trent and Parker. 1971 01:40:59,543 --> 01:41:02,245 ♪ I've got Patience I can wait ♪ 1972 01:41:04,716 --> 01:41:08,251 ♪ But you've been taking all damn day ♪ 1973 01:41:11,254 --> 01:41:15,325 ♪ I've got no more time to waste ♪ 1974 01:41:15,359 --> 01:41:16,761 What? 1975 01:41:16,794 --> 01:41:18,362 - ♪ You better show up ♪ - Huh? 1976 01:41:18,395 --> 01:41:20,598 ♪ Know what you need to say 1977 01:41:20,632 --> 01:41:22,432 Hi. 1978 01:41:22,466 --> 01:41:23,466 Hi. 1979 01:41:25,402 --> 01:41:26,838 What's in the bag? 1980 01:41:26,871 --> 01:41:29,373 Books for school. 1981 01:41:29,406 --> 01:41:32,376 We started back today. 1982 01:41:32,409 --> 01:41:34,177 I'm not going back. 1983 01:41:41,418 --> 01:41:43,253 I thought you were done with me. 1984 01:41:43,286 --> 01:41:44,622 I mean, that goodbye... 1985 01:41:44,656 --> 01:41:47,290 I said goodbye to JP. 1986 01:41:48,926 --> 01:41:51,294 That's what I get for meeting a guy on the Internet. 1987 01:41:51,328 --> 01:41:52,806 They still teasing you about that at school? 1988 01:41:52,830 --> 01:41:54,331 No, I'm already old news. 1989 01:41:54,364 --> 01:41:55,399 And me. 1990 01:41:55,432 --> 01:41:56,634 Am I old news? 1991 01:41:56,668 --> 01:41:58,535 Oh, no. 1992 01:41:58,569 --> 01:42:00,270 You are all anyone can talk about. 1993 01:42:00,303 --> 01:42:01,615 Some people actually thought you died, 1994 01:42:01,639 --> 01:42:03,407 because you didn't show up today. 1995 01:42:03,440 --> 01:42:05,610 And then some theater kids called it a performance art. 1996 01:42:05,643 --> 01:42:06,811 Performance art? 1997 01:42:06,844 --> 01:42:08,545 - Performance art. - Right. 1998 01:42:08,579 --> 01:42:09,914 Jeez. 1999 01:42:13,885 --> 01:42:15,920 Are you sure don't want to come back to school? 2000 01:42:15,953 --> 01:42:18,255 Why would I want to? 2001 01:42:18,288 --> 01:42:19,691 I'm just going to go back to being 2002 01:42:19,724 --> 01:42:21,391 that same nameless loser I always was. 2003 01:42:21,425 --> 01:42:24,361 - Whoa! Hey. - Oww! 2004 01:42:24,394 --> 01:42:26,631 What did I say about talking about my friends like that? 2005 01:42:26,664 --> 01:42:28,465 Wait, friends? 2006 01:42:28,498 --> 01:42:30,400 Yeah, we could be. 2007 01:42:30,434 --> 01:42:32,502 We just need a reset button. 2008 01:42:32,536 --> 01:42:34,471 So hi, I'm Anna. 2009 01:42:34,504 --> 01:42:36,808 Nice to meet you, Anna. I'm Marshall. 2010 01:42:36,841 --> 01:42:38,609 - Marshall? - Yeah. 2011 01:42:38,643 --> 01:42:41,445 Ah, pleasure to meet you, Marshall. 2012 01:42:41,478 --> 01:42:43,413 The pleasure's all mine. 2013 01:42:45,382 --> 01:42:46,994 I think you should come back to school tomorrow. 2014 01:42:47,018 --> 01:42:49,721 I don't know. 2015 01:42:49,754 --> 01:42:51,689 I don't think I'm ever gonna fit in. 2016 01:42:51,723 --> 01:42:54,491 Professor Dunn saved you a spot. 2017 01:42:54,524 --> 01:42:56,226 And I will be there to support you. 2018 01:42:57,995 --> 01:42:59,429 I'll think about it. 2019 01:42:59,463 --> 01:43:01,431 - Promise? - I promise. 2020 01:43:07,370 --> 01:43:08,873 ♪ Reach out ♪ 2021 01:43:08,906 --> 01:43:12,610 ♪ It could be better than a fantasy ♪ 2022 01:43:12,643 --> 01:43:15,345 ♪ I keep my eyes on the prize, baby ♪ 2023 01:43:15,378 --> 01:43:18,448 ♪ I keep my eyes on the prize, baby ♪ 2024 01:43:18,482 --> 01:43:21,485 ♪ I got my levels out of place last night it was a long one ♪ 2025 01:43:21,518 --> 01:43:23,329 ♪ Looking for a quick fix looking for a shortcut ♪ 2026 01:43:23,353 --> 01:43:24,622 Hey, welcome back, Marshall. 2027 01:43:24,655 --> 01:43:26,591 Hey. 2028 01:43:26,624 --> 01:43:28,593 Hey, what's up, Marshall.? 2029 01:43:28,626 --> 01:43:31,461 Hey, Marshall's back. 2030 01:43:31,495 --> 01:43:33,931 - Oh, hey, man. - Hey. 2031 01:43:33,965 --> 01:43:36,067 - Hey, Jeanie. - Hey, Marshall. 2032 01:43:36,100 --> 01:43:37,400 - Glad you're back. - Yeah. 2033 01:43:37,434 --> 01:43:38,770 - Hi. - Hey, Penelope. 2034 01:43:38,803 --> 01:43:41,606 ♪ When I think of you ♪ 2035 01:43:41,639 --> 01:43:43,007 ♪ I think of us ♪ 2036 01:43:43,040 --> 01:43:44,776 Hey, I'll see you in class, okay? 2037 01:43:44,809 --> 01:43:46,419 Hey bud, so you are back in band with us, huh? 2038 01:43:46,443 --> 01:43:48,088 Yeah, yeah. I got new reeds and everything. 2039 01:43:48,112 --> 01:43:49,790 - Got the sax all set up. - I'm so excited. 2040 01:43:49,814 --> 01:43:50,815 Yeah. 2041 01:43:50,848 --> 01:43:52,650 ♪ Ayy-ohh ♪ 2042 01:43:52,683 --> 01:43:55,887 ♪ Got me singing ayy-ohh ♪ 2043 01:43:55,920 --> 01:43:57,989 Do you know how Jupiter got its name? 2044 01:44:00,124 --> 01:44:04,361 - No. - The Romans knew about seven bright objects up in the sky, 2045 01:44:04,394 --> 01:44:06,496 the sun, the moon, and the five brightest planets. 2046 01:44:06,530 --> 01:44:09,867 They named all of them after their most important guys. 2047 01:44:09,901 --> 01:44:12,103 Jupiter being the largest, 2048 01:44:12,136 --> 01:44:14,437 was named after the King of the Roman gods. 2049 01:44:17,575 --> 01:44:20,044 I guess that does make sense. 2050 01:44:20,077 --> 01:44:21,511 Why is that? 2051 01:44:22,947 --> 01:44:24,481 'Cause bigger is better. 2052 01:44:25,583 --> 01:44:27,018 Nah. No. 2053 01:44:30,822 --> 01:44:32,056 Hmm. 2054 01:44:36,594 --> 01:44:37,662 You okay, there? 2055 01:44:37,695 --> 01:44:39,831 Yeah. 2056 01:44:39,864 --> 01:44:42,532 I had forgotten just how beautiful this place is. 2057 01:44:42,567 --> 01:44:45,402 Your dad used to bring me here when we were first dating. 2058 01:44:45,435 --> 01:44:46,571 I love it. 2059 01:44:46,604 --> 01:44:48,573 I brought Anna here once. 2060 01:44:48,606 --> 01:44:50,041 Oh, it wasn't like that. 2061 01:44:50,074 --> 01:44:51,809 I mean, we're just friends. 2062 01:44:51,843 --> 01:44:53,543 She's an awfully pretty girl. 2063 01:44:53,578 --> 01:44:54,612 Totally not my type. 2064 01:44:54,645 --> 01:44:56,479 Of course not. Ha. 2065 01:44:56,513 --> 01:45:00,017 I'm sorry I didn't talk to you about it all before. 2066 01:45:00,051 --> 01:45:01,686 I know how hard you tried. 2067 01:45:01,719 --> 01:45:02,887 I'm sorry too. 2068 01:45:05,089 --> 01:45:06,657 Would you play us something? 2069 01:45:08,726 --> 01:45:09,760 For you? 2070 01:45:09,794 --> 01:45:10,794 Of course. 2071 01:45:21,739 --> 01:45:22,907 Oh, thank you. 2072 01:45:31,883 --> 01:45:33,684 I spent an awful lot of time 2073 01:45:33,718 --> 01:45:36,921 blaming other people for my problems. 2074 01:45:36,954 --> 01:45:39,190 But when it came down to making the decision 2075 01:45:39,223 --> 01:45:41,959 between life and death, 2076 01:45:41,993 --> 01:45:45,196 it was my own mistakes that pushed me over the edge. 2077 01:45:45,229 --> 01:45:47,164 Doc Bean was right. 2078 01:45:47,198 --> 01:45:50,635 There is no shame in talking with someone to get help. 2079 01:45:50,668 --> 01:45:53,536 Mom, Dad, and the professor were there for me. 2080 01:45:53,571 --> 01:45:56,173 But I told the lies that backed me into a corner, 2081 01:45:56,207 --> 01:45:59,644 which led me to make the biggest mistake of all. 2082 01:45:59,677 --> 01:46:01,913 But I survived that mistake, 2083 01:46:01,946 --> 01:46:04,615 and the payoff was this second chance, 2084 01:46:04,649 --> 01:46:06,751 a big cosmic do-over. 2085 01:46:08,219 --> 01:46:10,655 I could audition for Julliard. 2086 01:46:10,688 --> 01:46:13,557 And possibly secure a spot at the most prestigious 2087 01:46:13,591 --> 01:46:15,559 school of music in the country. 2088 01:46:15,593 --> 01:46:18,495 Or, next year, I could attend the Institute 2089 01:46:18,528 --> 01:46:21,565 with the support of Mom and Dad. 2090 01:46:21,599 --> 01:46:24,568 I felt comforted by the fact that I had options, 2091 01:46:24,602 --> 01:46:27,004 frightening, risky, intimidating options, 2092 01:46:27,038 --> 01:46:28,839 but they were my options. 2093 01:46:28,873 --> 01:46:30,908 My opportunities to choose from. 2094 01:46:30,942 --> 01:46:35,913 I will never back myself into a corner again. 2095 01:46:52,697 --> 01:46:54,966 ♪ When you're feeling in times of doubt ♪ 2096 01:46:54,999 --> 01:46:57,702 ♪ Your head's in the clouds ♪ 2097 01:46:57,735 --> 01:47:00,004 ♪ You look around like where's the ground ♪ 2098 01:47:00,037 --> 01:47:02,239 ♪ Oh you wanna feel it now ♪ 2099 01:47:02,273 --> 01:47:05,142 ♪ Am I running out of breath ♪ 2100 01:47:05,176 --> 01:47:07,878 ♪ But don't count your steps ♪ 2101 01:47:07,912 --> 01:47:10,014 ♪ Count your blessed forget the rest ♪ 2102 01:47:10,047 --> 01:47:12,583 ♪ Look at all the good instead ♪ 2103 01:47:12,616 --> 01:47:15,152 ♪ But when you fall in troubled times ♪ 2104 01:47:15,186 --> 01:47:18,022 ♪ Just know that the sun will rise ♪ 2105 01:47:18,055 --> 01:47:19,890 ♪ Uncountless times ♪ 2106 01:47:19,924 --> 01:47:22,593 ♪ Open your eyes and celebrate tonight ♪ 2107 01:47:23,794 --> 01:47:25,495 ♪ Whoa-oh-oh ♪ 2108 01:47:26,864 --> 01:47:28,933 ♪ Let the love flood you ♪ 2109 01:47:28,966 --> 01:47:33,070 ♪ Just look around you got people who love you ♪ 2110 01:47:33,104 --> 01:47:35,139 ♪ People who love you ♪ 2111 01:47:35,172 --> 01:47:39,310 ♪ People who love you ♪ 2112 01:47:39,343 --> 01:47:42,913 ♪ Just look around you got people who love you ♪ 2113 01:47:42,947 --> 01:47:45,916 ♪ Trouble shows up unannounced ♪ 2114 01:47:45,950 --> 01:47:48,319 ♪ And we need our family around ♪ 2115 01:47:48,352 --> 01:47:53,224 ♪ Come running now it's safe inside this is our house ♪ 2116 01:47:53,257 --> 01:47:55,693 ♪ If the rain starts coming down ♪ 2117 01:47:55,726 --> 01:47:58,262 ♪ Oh just dance among the crowd ♪ 2118 01:47:58,295 --> 01:48:00,031 ♪ Let it flood let it flood ♪ 2119 01:48:00,064 --> 01:48:03,034 ♪ Let the love fall around ♪ 2120 01:48:03,067 --> 01:48:05,636 ♪ When we fall to our knees ♪ 2121 01:48:05,669 --> 01:48:09,306 ♪ Oh we just begging for relief ♪ 2122 01:48:09,340 --> 01:48:10,908 ♪ Clear your mind open your eyes ♪ 2123 01:48:10,941 --> 01:48:14,145 ♪ It'll be if you believe ♪ 2124 01:48:14,178 --> 01:48:17,214 ♪ Whoa-oh-oh ♪ 2125 01:48:17,248 --> 01:48:19,917 ♪ Let the love flood you ♪ 2126 01:48:19,950 --> 01:48:23,854 ♪ Just look around you got people who love you ♪ 2127 01:48:23,888 --> 01:48:26,157 ♪ People who love you ♪ 2128 01:48:26,190 --> 01:48:28,092 ♪ People who love you ♪ 2129 01:48:30,261 --> 01:48:33,931 ♪ Just look around you got people who love you ♪ 2130 01:48:33,964 --> 01:48:37,735 ♪ People who love you ♪ 2131 01:48:37,768 --> 01:48:39,070 ♪ You ♪ 2132 01:48:39,103 --> 01:48:42,006 ♪ You light up in the dark ♪ 2133 01:48:42,039 --> 01:48:43,841 ♪ You are the glory ♪ 2134 01:48:43,874 --> 01:48:46,744 ♪ And a priceless work of art ♪ 2135 01:48:46,777 --> 01:48:48,012 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 2136 01:48:48,045 --> 01:48:49,346 ♪ I see ♪ 2137 01:48:49,380 --> 01:48:52,750 ♪ I see a shining star ♪ 2138 01:48:52,783 --> 01:48:55,753 ♪ You're the light through my window ♪ 2139 01:48:55,786 --> 01:48:57,021 ♪ From afar ♪ 2140 01:48:57,054 --> 01:48:58,889 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 2141 01:48:58,923 --> 01:49:01,659 ♪ And don't you forget ♪ 2142 01:49:01,692 --> 01:49:03,294 ♪ The only thing that matters ♪ 2143 01:49:03,327 --> 01:49:08,365 ♪ Is your heartbeat going strong ♪ 2144 01:49:08,399 --> 01:49:12,036 ♪ Oh-oh-oh Don't you forget ♪ 2145 01:49:12,069 --> 01:49:14,038 ♪ That nothing else can matter ♪ 2146 01:49:14,071 --> 01:49:18,175 ♪ 'Cause you know where I belong ♪ 2147 01:49:19,810 --> 01:49:22,113 ♪ Oh-oh take me there ♪ 2148 01:49:22,146 --> 01:49:24,949 ♪ Won't you take me there ♪ 2149 01:49:24,982 --> 01:49:30,121 ♪ Won't you take me home ♪ 2150 01:49:30,154 --> 01:49:32,857 ♪ Oh-oh take me there ♪ 2151 01:49:32,890 --> 01:49:35,426 ♪ Won't you take me there ♪ 2152 01:49:35,459 --> 01:49:39,697 ♪ Won't you take me home ♪ 2153 01:49:41,765 --> 01:49:46,270 ♪ We light up the sky ♪ oh-oh ♪ 2154 01:49:46,303 --> 01:49:50,674 ♪ Heaven knows there's no such thing as goodbye ♪ 2155 01:49:50,708 --> 01:49:52,076 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 2156 01:49:52,109 --> 01:49:53,677 ♪ Because love ♪ 2157 01:49:53,711 --> 01:49:55,279 ♪ Love can never die ♪ 2158 01:49:55,312 --> 01:49:57,214 ♪ Love can never die ♪ 2159 01:49:57,248 --> 01:50:01,085 ♪ We'll forever be bonded you and I ♪ 2160 01:50:01,118 --> 01:50:02,887 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 2161 01:50:02,920 --> 01:50:05,723 ♪ And don't you forget ♪ 2162 01:50:05,756 --> 01:50:07,358 ♪ The only thing that matters ♪ 2163 01:50:07,391 --> 01:50:12,429 ♪ Is our heartbeats going strong ♪ 2164 01:50:12,463 --> 01:50:16,100 ♪ Oh-oh-oh don't you forget ♪ 2165 01:50:16,133 --> 01:50:18,068 ♪ That nothing else could matter ♪ 2166 01:50:18,102 --> 01:50:22,339 ♪ 'Cause we know where I belong ♪ 2167 01:50:23,841 --> 01:50:26,177 ♪ Oh-oh take me there ♪ 2168 01:50:26,210 --> 01:50:28,946 ♪ Won't you take me there ♪ 2169 01:50:28,979 --> 01:50:33,717 ♪ Won't you take me home ♪ 2170 01:50:33,751 --> 01:50:36,921 ♪ Oh-oh take me there ♪ 2171 01:50:36,954 --> 01:50:39,490 ♪ Won't you take me there ♪ 2172 01:50:39,523 --> 01:50:43,761 ♪ Won't you take me home ♪ 2173 01:51:09,220 --> 01:51:11,789 ♪ Oh-oh take me there ♪ 2174 01:51:11,822 --> 01:51:14,391 ♪ Won't you take me there ♪ 2175 01:51:14,425 --> 01:51:19,930 ♪ Won't you take me home ♪ 2176 01:51:19,964 --> 01:51:22,499 ♪ Oh-oh take me there ♪ 2177 01:51:22,533 --> 01:51:25,369 ♪ Won't you take me there ♪ 2178 01:51:25,402 --> 01:51:28,072 ♪ Won't you take me ♪