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I promised myself
I wouldn't be the first to say goodbye.
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I can't say goodbye again.
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Okay.
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In the end, it didn't matter.
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It's good...
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having spent that time with James.
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It's good to know that it doesn't work.
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I thought it wouldn't.
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People say moments like this
are like ripping off a plaster.
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The problem is
that underneath the plaster,
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there's still quite a lot of shit.
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I made a mistake.
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It's not me you should be apologizing to.
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I'm not.
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I could tell her about James.
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I could ask her about the letter.
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But sometimes it's easier
if you just leave the plaster on.
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Go easy on her.
She was embarrassed.
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And it was a lot of money.
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- I'm going to pay her back.
- Good.
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Are there any shifts?
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- You can do tonight if you want.
- Thanks.
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I should go and see Todd.
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Do you want to change first?
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Yeah, probably.
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Here? Are you sure?
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Thank you.
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Go away.
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My dad always told me
that musicals lift the spirits.
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You'll love this.
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They're cats, but it's good.
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Maybe Alyssa was right.
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Maybe I had been carrying him around
like a mascot.
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Yeah?
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You can't park here, James.
What are you doing?
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Which way is the, um...
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...the....
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Where are you headed?
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I have no idea.
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Todd lives with his sister.
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Hey, Iggy.
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Fuck off and die.
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She's quite protective of him.
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Still carrying that around?
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Yeah.
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- Who is it?
- My dad.
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- How did he die?
- Heart attack.
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- Hmm.
- Hmm.
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That's good. Nice and quick.
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It wasn't that nice.
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Well, at least he didn't top himself
or something.
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No. My mum did that.
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Christ.
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Where are you gonna scatter him?
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I don't know.
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What did he like?
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Eating shit food.
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Cars.
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My mum.
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Where did they meet?
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I couldn't believe
I hadn't thought of that.
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That's a good idea.
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- Good luck.
- Thank you.
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Now fuck off.
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It's quite hard
to put things right
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when everyone hates you,
and you can't find your husband.
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Do you take sugar?
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Three.
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Silent Lisa is Iggy's girlfriend.
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I've literally never heard her speak.
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She can. She just doesn't.
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Why'd you leave?
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I got scared.
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You should have told him.
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I know.
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I'd tell her.
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And... she'd tell me.
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How? With a fucking mime?
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Where is he? I have to talk to him.
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He's doing something.
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What?
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Come on. I need to see him, please.
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As I drove away,
I started to feel calm
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for the first time in ages.
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Sad but calm.
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I had a new plan,
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a new purpose.
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I had to move on.
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It was fine.
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There was probably a perfectly good reason
why Bonnie was now driving a car.
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And heading towards Alyssa.
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Hey.
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How angry are you?
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Pretty angry.
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All right.
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I've only got one chair.
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That's okay.
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So, you're back then?
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Yeah.
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What are you doing here?
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Can I show you something?
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What?
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It's a surprise.
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He's probably gonna
push me down a well or something.
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In a way, fair enough.
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This was all wrong.
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Alyssa had never said where she lived.
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Okay, you can open them.
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I don't get it.
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Front door.
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Lounge.
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Kitchen.
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Conservatory.
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Walking up the stairs.
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Um... Landing.
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Bedroom.
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En suite.
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Baby's room.
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Not for a while.
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And we can put a panic room
in the basement.
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I've looked into it.
It actually doesn't cost that much.
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I've saved up,
and I'm going to build this for us.
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For you.
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Wow.
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Do you like it?
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- Yeah.
- Do you want to come in?
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I can't.
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Why not?
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Sometimes, doing the right thing
feels like committing a crime.
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Because I want a divorce.
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Todd, wait!
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I wanna talk to you. Please, stop.
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I'm sorry, Todd. I'm really sorry.
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Why did you ask me to marry you?
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Why?
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I don't know.
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You don't deserve to be with anyone
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because you don't treat people
well enough.
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I know.
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Hello?
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- Is Alyssa around?
- No.
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Who are you?
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I'm a friend.
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I was at the wedding.
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I was at the back.
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Sorry. Um...
Why are you here?
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It was at this point I realised
that Bonnie probably didn't have a sister.
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She's on her way to work.
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Who was that?
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I don't know.
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Sometimes I get so tired
that I can't feel my edges anymore.
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It's like melting.
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But not in a good way.
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It wasn't ideal.
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Only two hours after deciding to move on,
I was,
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to all intents and purposes,
stalking Alyssa again.
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But I wasn't the only one.
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And that was the problem.
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- Are you okay?
- What?
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Do you mind if I go early?
It's pretty dead.
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Sure.
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Cheers.
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Hi.
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What are you doing here?
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You forgot something.
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Oh, shit!