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Sometimes I hate waking up.
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You can pretend
that things aren't your fault...
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that you're not a bad person...
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but deep down,
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you always know that you are.
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That morning,
when I woke up in the bath,
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I felt like a new person.
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We were together again.
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Alyssa?
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Hello?
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Hello?
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Morning.
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Morning.
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You look nice.
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I'm not your nan, James.
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There's no one here. The guy's gone.
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I'm sure we can use his phone.
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I don't think he'd mind.
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Bonnie?
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Are you awake?
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I'm not wearing any clothes.
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Okay.
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The mechanic's on her way.
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Already?
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Uh...
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Yeah. Will you be ready to leave soon?
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Yes.
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I'm so sorry to ask,
but could we borrow some cash for the car?
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I promise we'll pay you back.
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- Is there someone else in there?
- Oh, my God.
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She had sex with the man.
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- What?
- The owner from last night.
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Thank you. Like I said...
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Why would she have sex with him?
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Her boyfriend died.
She's got low self-esteem.
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People do all kinds of shit
when they feel bad about themselves.
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You two pissed anyone off?
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What?
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That... is not an accident.
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Probably that guy at the car pound.
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Or Bonnie.
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- What?
- I'm joking.
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Where now?
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Um... turn left.
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Are you feeling okay, Bonnie?
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I think I drank too much last night.
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Where are we going?
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My sister's.
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You didn't mention your sister.
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You didn't ask.
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Where does she live?
The middle of fucking nowhere?
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It's, like, 20 minutes.
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How did you sleep?
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Okay.
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- We know what you did.
- Alyssa.
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- What?
- The man.
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The motel man.
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- He bought me a drink.
- You don't have to tell us.
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Then what?
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- No one's judging you.
- What?
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You just slept with him.
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I don't care. You had your reasons.
We've all done stuff we regret.
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I'm really hot. Can I open up the window?
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Why don't you take off your polo neck?
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I think I'm gonna be si...
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Jesus!
She must have had a skinful last night.
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This was my chance.
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I had to say something.
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Uh...
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Speaking of last night...
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What about it?
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Well, how do you feel?
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I feel like we're literally watching
a stranger be sick into a ditch.
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Okay.
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So I probably don't want
to talk about it.
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Okay.
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God! How long is she gonna take?
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Are we in a rush?
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- I need to get back today.
- What?
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Yeah.
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I didn't know
I was gonna say that.
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Well...
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we can't just leave her.
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She helped us out with the car
and everything.
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Okay, whatever.
I just wish that she'd hurry up.
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I think she's finished.
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Are you feeling better, Bonnie?
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I need to go to a chemist.
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Do you think it's a bit weird
she didn't mention her sister?
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I think it is.
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She could've just stayed there last night.
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Isn't it a bit weird...
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- James.
- Yeah?
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She's weird. She does weird things.
It's not that interesting.
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Sometimes,
even when I'm not looking at James,
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I know what his face is doing.
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Right now, it's all anxious and sad.
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- Alyssa.
- We should get money.
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For Bonnie.
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Yep.
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I wondered
if Alyssa just needed some time.
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And space.
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I should never have kissed him.
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- Morning.
- Yes.
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How can I help you?
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I need painkillers.
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The strongest ones.
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Right. Can you tell me what they're for?
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Why?
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- Sorry?
- Why do you need to know?
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Because that's my job.
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Back pain?
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Yeah. It's very bad.
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Yeah.
There you go.
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Uh... no more than six in 24 hours,
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and you need to eat before you take them.
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- Fine.
- If you don't, you'll be sick.
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Already been sick.
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Are you okay?
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What?
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You're bleeding.
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No, I'm not.
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Has someone hurt you?
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Do you need help?
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What?
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There's a refuge near here.
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Can I just pay?
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Is he outside?
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Where is he? You can tell me.
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- He's in the motel.
- What motel?
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Look, I'm a feminist, okay?
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Thank you.
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Is there a toilet here?
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It's just...
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- Wonder what's going on.
- You should go and check on her.
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- I think she wanted to be alone.
- She's been ages.
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She's hungover.
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Probably having a flapjack or something.
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In a chemist?
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They do healthy ones made out of prunes,
and seeds, and things.
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Just go and check on her!
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What?
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I was starting to remember
what Alyssa could be like.
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Why can't you ask nicely?
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I think maybe
there's something wrong with me.
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- Morning.
- Morning.
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Uh, where is she?
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Who?
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The woman.
My friend, I saw her walk in here.
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I don't know what you're talking about.
No one's come in.
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- But I just saw...
- Shame on you.
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- What?
- Bonnie's disappeared.
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She's actually vanished.
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- Really?
- Yeah.
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- Really?
- Yes.
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I need to eat some food.
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Now.
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- It's quite early for lunch.
- Yeah.
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Did you not have breakfast?
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Uh... no.
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Do you want to put the plates down?
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I never knew
if Alyssa was aware of it,
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but she could make a room feel colder
than it actually was.
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I used to really like food.
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This is for you.
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Thank you.
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This is called a Lazy Susan.
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I often found that tension
could be diffused with facts.
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So you can pass
the food round more easily.
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- They're actually...
- Fuck's sake, James.
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Not always, though.
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What?
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- Look, is something up with you?
- Alyssa.
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You can tell us if you want.
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And then we can all go home.
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My boyfriend was murdered.
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Shit.
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Yeah.
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- Sorry.
- Are you?
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- Yeah.
- Why?
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Because it's what you say.
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When someone gets murdered?
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I think so.
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Both my parents are dead.
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Were they murdered?
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Can you stop saying
the word "murdered" please?
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Are you okay?
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I'm fine. I just need some water.
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- Are you coming back?
- What?
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Nothing.
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This is my dad.
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My parents don't speak to me anymore.
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There's definitely
something wrong with me.
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What's wrong?
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- Are we actually near your sister's?
- We're close.
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Can we get some takeaway boxes, please?
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- Alyssa, what is the matter?
- Nothing is the matter, James.
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- Why did you kiss me?
- What?
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- Is it 'cause you felt sorry for me?
- No, James, I don't wanna talk about this.
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Is it because of everything
that happened to me?
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No. For God's sake, James,
not everything is about you.
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Why? Because it has to be about you?
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You can't... You can't kiss someone
and then be mean.
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It's confusing.
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Why? Are you 12?
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You dumped me, James.
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You dumped me in a letter,
like a Victorian.
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- Wait. No.
- No?
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- No.
- That's not what happened?
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No, it is,
but... I didn't mean it. It's just...
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What?
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Your mum...
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made me.
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What?
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She...
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She came to the hospital.
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She made me write you a letter.
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Right.
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Looking for something?
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Where is it?
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- What's your name?
- No.
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My name is Kevan. With an "A".
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What's going on?
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You can tell me.
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Did something happen to you?
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I... I understand, okay?
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I get it.
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How can you get it?
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- I know what you're going through.
- You've never met me.
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I know women like you.
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There's no one like me.
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I didn't call the police because
I didn't want to get you in trouble.
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Give me... my gun.
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Okay, you listen to me.
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Violence is not the answer.
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What if it is?
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- It isn't.
- What if it is?
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It isn't.
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What if it is?
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Let's just calm down here.
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- Has anyone ever killed someone you loved?
- No.
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Do you ever wake up in the night
feeling like your skin's been screaming
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'cause it misses someone so much?
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I'm asking.
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No.
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Then you don't get it.
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- Give me... the gun.
- I...
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Give me the gun!
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What?
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Please can you let me say sorry?
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Okay.
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I said "okay".
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Say it.
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Go on. Say sorry.
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Say sorry, and then I can say
it's okay, and everything's all right.
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That's what you want, isn't it?
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That was exactly what I wanted.
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No.
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It's not okay. It's just how it is.
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- It wasn't just you.
- What's that supposed to mean?
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Who had a bad time.
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It's not a competition.
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- I nearly died.
- Oh, apparently, it is.
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I nearly died!
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I know.
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I was there.
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I'm not the answer, James.
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She was right.
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It was over.
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What about Bonnie?
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Fuck Bonnie.
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Don't call the police.
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If you do,
I'll come back, and I'll kill you.
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I won't.
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What happened?
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I was scared.
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You're scary.
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Okay.
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Good.