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<i>♪ I'm laughing on the outside ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Crying on the inside ♪</i>

3
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<i>♪ 'Cause I'm so in love ♪</i>

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<i>♪ With you ♪</i>

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Hey.

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<i> Sometimes, James feels
<i>like a boy I could love.</i></i>

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<i>Like, really love.</i>

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<i>Then, other times,
<i>he feels like a total fucking stranger.</i></i>

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It's an extra £30 for a late checkout.

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Fine.

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That's a lot of cash.

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We robbed a bank.

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Keep the change.

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Could get a train to your dad's.

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Maybe.

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<i> What if he doesn't want
<i>to see me?</i></i>

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Well, shall we?

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-What?
-Get a train to your dad's.

19
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<i> He probably won't
<i>even recognize me.</i></i>

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-Are we still going there?
-Yeah, obviously.

21
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We should lie low for a bit.
Wait a couple of days

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before we start getting
on any trains or anything.

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-Why?
-Because we robbed a guy, James.

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-He assaulted me.
-Doesn't matter.

25
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We should go off-grid for a bit.

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Isn't your dad's off-grid?

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-Why are you so obsessed with my dad?
-What?

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I'm not.

29
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He's miles away.

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We need to find somewhere nearby.

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Somewhere nice.

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Could be like a mini break.

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Holy shit.

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-How do you know?
-Know what?

35
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That this one's safe.

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No obvious burglar alarm.

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Dust everywhere,
so no cleaner to worry about.

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Post.

39
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At least a week's worth.

40
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Is breaking and entering
the best way of lying low?

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Cool.

42
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- Think that's him.
- Who?

43
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The guy that lives here.

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Yeah, obviously.

45
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Bit uptight, isn't he?

46
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He's a professor.

47
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Whatever, it's fucking weird
having a photo of yourself.

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Hey.

49
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Look what I found.

50
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<i> Alyssa didn't have
<i>much respect for people.</i></i>

51
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<i>Or people's stuff.</i>

52
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<i> I sometimes wonder
<i>if I should just become an alcoholic.</i></i>

53
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<i>It means you've always got
<i>something to do.</i></i>

54
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I reckon this'll do.

55
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Yeah.

56
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We can just chill here,
plan our route, take our time.

57
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Yep.

58
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<i> I'm trying to think
<i>what adults do in situations like this.</i></i>

59
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Should we go downstairs
and have a glass of wine?

60
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Yeah.

61
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OK.

62
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Are you hungry?

63
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Always.

64
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Well, that wasn't
as shit as I expected.

65
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It was actually really nice.

66
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Thank you.

67
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How do you know how to cook?

68
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Taught myself.

69
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<i> It was that or type 2 diabetes.</i>

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We should wash up.

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<i>♪ Comb your hair and paint and powder ♪</i>

72
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<i>♪ You act proud and I'll act prouder ♪</i>

73
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<i>♪ You sing loud and I'll sing louder ♪</i>

74
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<i>♪ Tonight we're settin'
<i>the woods on fire ♪</i></i>

75
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<i>♪ You're my gal and I'm your feller... ♪</i>

76
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<i> Some people get embarrassed
<i>dancing. I don't.</i></i>

77
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<i>I think it's when I feel most myself.</i>

78
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<i>I get embarrassed talking.
<i>Well, after talking.</i></i>

79
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<i>When I realize
<i>I've said something stupid.</i></i>

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We should do this naked.

81
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<i> Something like that.</i>

82
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<i>♪ That never has been done ♪</i>

83
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<i>♪ I don't care who thinks we're silly ♪</i>

84
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<i>♪ You be Daffy ♪</i>

85
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<i>♪ And I'll be Dilly ♪</i>

86
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<i>♪ We'll order up two bowls of chili ♪</i>

87
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<i>♪ Settin' the woods on fire... ♪</i>

88
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<i> As a rule, I didn't dance,</i>

89
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<i>but it was hard to say no to Alyssa.</i>

90
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Hey, close your eyes.

91
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-What?
-Close your eyes. I promise I won't look.

92
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<i>♪ I'll gas up my hot-rod stoker ♪</i>

93
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<i>♪ We'll get hotter than a poker ♪</i>

94
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<i>♪ You'll be broke, but I'll be broker... ♪</i>

95
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<i> I think he is properly beautiful.</i>

96
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<i>♪ We'll sit close to one another ♪</i>

97
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<i>♪ Up one street and down the other ♪</i>

98
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<i>♪ We'll have a time, oh, brother ♪</i>

99
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<i>♪ Settin' the woods on fire... ♪</i>

100
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<i> But he'll never start anything,
<i>so...</i></i>

101
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<i> ♪ My tires and tubes are doin' fine,
<i>but the air is showin' through... ♪</i></i>

102
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Come here.

103
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<i>♪ You clap hands and I'll start howlin' ♪</i>

104
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<i>♪ We'll do all the law's allowin'... ♪</i>

105
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Undo your belt.

106
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<i> Whoever says all boys are
<i>obsessed with sex hasn't met James.</i></i>

107
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<i> I really hope
<i>I'm not bad at this.</i></i>

108
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Huh.

109
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Is this OK?

110
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Um, stop. Please, could you stop.

111
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-What?
-He was putting me off.

112
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-I thought you said that you wanted me.
-I do.

113
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<i>-I did.
-Liar.</i>

114
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Fuck you!

115
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Alyssa!

116
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<i> I tended not to feel things.</i>

117
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<i>For a long time, I was good at it.</i>

118
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<i>Good at feeling absolutely nothing.</i>

119
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<i>I didn't even have to try.</i>

120
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<i>I just...</i>

121
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<i>didn't.</i>

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BLEACH

123
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<i> ♪ Oooh, what a day ♪</i>

124
00:10:00,940 --> 00:10:04,460
<i>♪ Oh, what a day
<i>Oh, what a day ♪</i></i>

125
00:10:04,540 --> 00:10:07,940
<i>♪ Oooh-oooh-oooh ♪</i>

126
00:10:08,020 --> 00:10:11,420
<i>♪ Oh, what a day
<i>Oh, what a day ♪</i></i>

127
00:10:11,500 --> 00:10:16,180
<i>♪ When we fell in looove ♪</i>

128
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<i> The world is fucking bleak.</i>

129
00:10:19,540 --> 00:10:22,260
<i>I guess I try and do things
<i>to forget that it is.</i></i>

130
00:10:22,460 --> 00:10:24,780
<i>Keep busy, keep blind.</i>

131
00:10:25,900 --> 00:10:28,060
<i>I thought that's what me
<i>and James were doing.</i></i>

132
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Don't look at that.

133
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Hey.

134
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Hey.

135
00:10:36,140 --> 00:10:38,460
-How old are you, then?
-17.

136
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Yeah, right.

137
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You look better in person.

138
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Fuck off.

139
00:10:49,540 --> 00:10:50,780
<i> I do, actually.</i>

140
00:10:50,860 --> 00:10:52,780
<i>My mum says it's my secret weapon,</i>

141
00:10:53,020 --> 00:10:55,740
<i>which I think is kind of rude,
<i>but I see her point.</i></i>

142
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-So, what was your name again?
-Alyssa.

143
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Alyssa.

144
00:11:00,380 --> 00:11:01,220
Cool.

145
00:11:01,380 --> 00:11:02,300
What's yours?

146
00:11:02,500 --> 00:11:03,380
Topher.

147
00:11:04,140 --> 00:11:05,740
What kind of a name is Topher?

148
00:11:06,340 --> 00:11:07,780
It's short for Christopher.

149
00:11:07,980 --> 00:11:11,860
So, why can't you just be called Chris,
like a normal person?

150
00:11:13,340 --> 00:11:14,300
Dunno.

151
00:11:15,420 --> 00:11:16,460
Guess I'm a twat.

152
00:11:26,740 --> 00:11:28,620
-Do you have a girlfriend?
-No.

153
00:11:28,820 --> 00:11:30,660
-Boyfriend?
-No.

154
00:11:38,020 --> 00:11:39,500
Whoa! Is this your place?

155
00:11:39,580 --> 00:11:40,860
We're squatting.

156
00:11:41,180 --> 00:11:42,180
Who's we?

157
00:11:47,300 --> 00:11:48,620
James, this is Topher.

158
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And we're going upstairs to have sex.

159
00:11:55,660 --> 00:11:58,460
<i> Being with Alyssa had started
<i>to make me feel things.</i></i>

160
00:11:59,140 --> 00:12:00,980
<i>She made me feel things.</i>

161
00:12:02,540 --> 00:12:04,300
<i>And I didn't like it at all.</i>

162
00:12:17,980 --> 00:12:18,820
Um...

163
00:12:19,020 --> 00:12:19,900
What?

164
00:12:19,980 --> 00:12:22,380
This isn't being filmed is it?

165
00:12:22,460 --> 00:12:26,380
Are you actually underage and someone's
gonna leap out like, "catch a pedophile"?

166
00:12:26,460 --> 00:12:28,020
Oh, for God's sake!

167
00:12:28,580 --> 00:12:29,780
Come on, then!

168
00:12:36,900 --> 00:12:38,700
<i> Alyssa had thrown me a curveball.</i>

169
00:12:42,420 --> 00:12:44,180
<i> I had to bide my time.</i>

170
00:12:47,500 --> 00:12:49,300
<i>So I decided to have a look around.</i>

171
00:12:51,860 --> 00:12:55,100
<i>♪ Walking all day
<i>with my eyes on fire ♪</i></i>

172
00:12:55,180 --> 00:12:58,060
<i>♪ Can't stop looking at you ♪</i>

173
00:13:00,820 --> 00:13:04,380
<i>♪ Walking all day
<i>with my eyes on fire ♪</i></i>

174
00:13:04,460 --> 00:13:06,940
<i>♪ That's what I've gotta do ♪</i>

175
00:13:08,180 --> 00:13:11,020
<i>♪ Can't stop looking at you ♪</i>

176
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Shit.

177
00:13:58,780 --> 00:14:00,420
You're cool, Alyssa.

178
00:14:00,500 --> 00:14:02,020
You're really fucking cool.

179
00:14:02,100 --> 00:14:03,100
Thanks.

180
00:14:07,620 --> 00:14:08,900
<i> It's no good.</i>

181
00:14:09,100 --> 00:14:10,420
<i>It's just no good.</i>

182
00:14:12,020 --> 00:14:13,420
<i>Thanks, James.</i>

183
00:14:14,300 --> 00:14:16,780
-I'm sorry.
-What?

184
00:14:16,980 --> 00:14:19,420
I changed my mind.
I'm sorry, I'm not into this.

185
00:14:24,020 --> 00:14:25,380
Are you... Are you kidding?

186
00:14:26,060 --> 00:14:26,900
Nope.

187
00:14:27,660 --> 00:14:29,540
That's not fair.

188
00:14:29,620 --> 00:14:31,780
Uh, yes, it is.

189
00:14:33,300 --> 00:14:34,700
Please, Alyssa.

190
00:14:34,780 --> 00:14:36,300
I think you're amazing.

191
00:14:36,380 --> 00:14:40,100
Well, then, respect me changing my mind,
and fuck off, please.

192
00:14:44,100 --> 00:14:46,500
It's like... There is a word
for girls like you.

193
00:14:46,580 --> 00:14:47,700
I'll bet.

194
00:14:53,620 --> 00:14:55,980
She is a fucking
prick-tease bitch.

195
00:14:56,860 --> 00:14:57,860
Right, yeah.

196
00:14:59,140 --> 00:14:59,980
I'll tell her.

197
00:15:16,060 --> 00:15:17,100
Alyssa?

198
00:15:18,100 --> 00:15:19,100
Go away.

199
00:15:20,220 --> 00:15:23,380
<i> It feels like sex can go
<i>from something you want to do</i></i>

200
00:15:23,580 --> 00:15:26,700
<i>to a punishment, really fucking quickly.</i>

201
00:15:39,660 --> 00:15:41,820
<i> I waited until she fell asleep.</i>

202
00:16:16,100 --> 00:16:17,900
<i> When her eyes were closed...</i>

203
00:16:18,300 --> 00:16:20,220
<i>Alyssa looked a lot less angry.</i>

204
00:16:44,260 --> 00:16:47,860
<i>♪ This is my five-string serenade ♪</i>

205
00:16:50,060 --> 00:16:53,740
<i>♪ Beneath the water it played ♪</i>

206
00:16:56,140 --> 00:16:59,540
<i>♪ And while I'm playing for you ♪</i>

207
00:17:02,220 --> 00:17:05,540
<i>♪ It could be raining there, too ♪</i>

208
00:17:11,180 --> 00:17:12,460
That's great.

209
00:17:15,060 --> 00:17:16,740
Thank you very... much.

210
00:18:19,940 --> 00:18:21,060
<i> Oh, fuck.</i>

211
00:18:22,620 --> 00:18:23,580
How did you get in here?

212
00:18:26,540 --> 00:18:27,620
I'm sorry.

213
00:18:28,140 --> 00:18:29,260
It's OK.

214
00:18:32,420 --> 00:18:33,780
It's OK, you just...

215
00:18:34,460 --> 00:18:35,980
gave me a shock, that's all.

216
00:18:39,460 --> 00:18:41,980
Are you in trouble?
You needed somewhere to stay?

217
00:18:45,260 --> 00:18:46,500
That's all right.

218
00:18:47,860 --> 00:18:48,900
You on your own?

219
00:18:48,980 --> 00:18:50,140
Yes.

220
00:18:54,300 --> 00:18:55,460
OK.

221
00:19:05,620 --> 00:19:08,460
You made a bit of a mess downstairs,
didn't you?

222
00:19:09,140 --> 00:19:10,140
Hmm?

223
00:19:14,780 --> 00:19:17,700
You've been eating my porridge,
as well, Goldilocks?

224
00:19:20,060 --> 00:19:20,980
What?

225
00:19:21,980 --> 00:19:24,740
Shush, shush, shush, shush.
Just stay still.

226
00:19:26,340 --> 00:19:27,460
Please don't.

227
00:19:28,620 --> 00:19:29,780
Don't what?

228
00:19:31,220 --> 00:19:32,900
Hey, you gonna make this difficult?

229
00:19:37,220 --> 00:19:38,740
Oh... Are you a virgin?

230
00:19:39,260 --> 00:19:40,220
No.

231
00:19:55,900 --> 00:19:58,260
<i>♪ I'm sorry ♪</i>

232
00:19:59,260 --> 00:20:01,900
<i>♪ So sorry ♪</i>

233
00:20:02,900 --> 00:20:07,780
<i>♪ That I was such a fool ♪</i>

234
00:20:09,020 --> 00:20:11,500
<i>♪ I didn't know ♪</i>

235
00:20:12,340 --> 00:20:16,940
<i>♪ Love could be so cruel ♪</i>

236
00:20:17,380 --> 00:20:22,100
<i>♪ Oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh, yes ♪</i>

237
00:20:23,620 --> 00:20:25,900
<i>♪ You tell me ♪</i>

238
00:20:27,060 --> 00:20:29,180
<i>♪ Mistakes ♪</i>

239
00:20:29,380 --> 00:20:30,900
-Are you a virgin?
-Yes.

240
00:20:30,980 --> 00:20:33,820
<i>♪ Are part of being young ♪</i>

241
00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:35,860
-Me, too.
-Yeah, no shit.

242
00:20:35,940 --> 00:20:39,380
<i>♪ But that don't right ♪</i>

243
00:20:40,700 --> 00:20:44,060
<i>♪ The wrong that's been done ♪</i>

244
00:20:50,700 --> 00:20:52,260
<i> ♪ I'm sorry ♪</i>

245
00:20:52,340 --> 00:20:54,140
<i>♪ I'm sorry ♪</i>

246
00:20:54,220 --> 00:20:55,820
<i> ♪ So sorry ♪</i>

247
00:20:55,900 --> 00:20:57,700
<i>♪ So sorry ♪</i>

248
00:20:57,780 --> 00:21:02,580
<i>♪ Please accept my apology ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But love is blind ♪</i>

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<i> ♪ And I was too blind to see ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh, oh, yes ♪</i>