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[woman on recording]
I'm looking out the window...
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and the trucks won't stop coming.
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[trucks approaching]
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My name is Andrea Shaund.
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I live at 176 Hillside Terrace, Kingston.
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My husband's out of the house on weekdays
between 8:00 a.m. and 7:00 p.m.,
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so it's safe to meet then.
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But I have two children
who come home at 4:00...
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and I don't want them to get hurt.
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He'll hurt them if I leave.
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[woman on video] We're gonna kick off
this liquid latex series
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with a crow's-feet tutorial.
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Making crow's-feet is a great introduction
to wrinkle stippling,
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which is one of my favorite
aging techniques.
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You don't need
to spend a ton of money to do this.
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The latex I'll be using
goes for about $6 at Halloween stores,
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and you can get about...
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[man] The wife failed to inform me
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the insurance medical
was booked for today.
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Make it quick.
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Hello, Mr. Shaund.
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Today you will do
the following three things.
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You will sign this house
over to your wife.
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You will transfer 75% of your funds
to a bank account in her name.
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And you will leave, for good.
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Who the hell are you?
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Do you understand and agree
to these things, Mr. Shaund?
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Are you a lawyer?
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[whispering]
I know what you do to her, Mr. Shaund...
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and what you'll do to the kids
if she leaves.
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[grunts]
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[gasping, choking]
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[coughing]
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Two hundred and thirty-seven thousand...
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four hundred and sixty-five dollars.
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[writing, pen clatters]
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[camera clicks]
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[camera clicks]
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[woman on phone] Thanks for calling
CSO Security. How may I help you?
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[Mr. Shaund] Margaret Turner,
Human Resources, please.
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- Hello?
- Margaret.
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This is Michael Shaund from Finance.
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Sorry. Who?
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Michael... Shaund.
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Okay, I can't talk right now, Michael.
You'll have to call back.
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No, no, this can't wait.
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I'm resigning.
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If you bother her or the kids
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or anyone they know, in any way,
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I will kill you.
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I want to kill you.
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Get your stuff.
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[car departs]
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So, I just...
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I just tell people he left me?
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[Sadie] Mmm-hmm. For another woman.
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No one will question it.
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Keep going to group. It'll help.
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You can be honest
about everything except me.
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[Andrea] Can I pass on your details?
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If someone really needs it.
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I can't promise to come in time,
not yet at least.
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Thank you.
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And do you have my note?
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- [Andrea] Oh.
- Uh...
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If my number changes, I'll let you know.
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Thank you.
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Take care of yourself.
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I am.
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[water running]
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[Celtic music playing]
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[man on recording]
In Paddy Pallin's name for his book,
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Never Truly Lost,
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just geographically,
temporarily dislocated...
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[man laughs]
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[water running]
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[water stops]
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[woman singing: traditional, muffled]
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♪ What wondrous love is this ♪
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♪ That caused the Lord of bliss ♪
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♪ To send such precious peace ♪
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♪ To my soul, to my soul ♪
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♪ To send such precious peace ♪
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♪ To my... ♪
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[hyperventilating]
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[sobbing]
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[sobbing]
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[gasping]
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[plastic rustling]
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[whimpers]
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[inhales deeply]
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Well, I met him at 16 years old.
I had a daughter at the age of 17.
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I moved in with him,
at his mother's house.
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Everything was fine until,
like, a year later,
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I started getting punched.
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I left it alone, never walked away,
never called the cops.
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It started getting...
He started getting used to abusing of me,
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'cause he saw I wasn't calling no one
for help or anything.
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I left it alone
'cause I was young and in love...
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till not too long ago.
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My son was three.
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[sighs]
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I was at home working. It was a Sunday.
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I got home, and my son ran to me crying,
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telling me his father beat him.
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When I checked the baby,
he had marks all over his body...
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from a USB plug that he abused of him.
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I went to confront him about it.
He didn't say anything about it.
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I called 911.
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That was the first time
I ever called the cops on him.
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I never called them when he abused of me.
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But once it got to my kids,
I wasn't gonna let it happen.
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Which they sent me
into a domestic violence shelter.
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[sniffling]
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[quavering breath]
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[exhales]
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Even though I went into the shelter,
I was still planning on going back to him.
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'Cause I was 16 when I first met him,
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so it was, like,
that's all I knew, was him.
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So, I started meeting new people
in the shelter,
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going into counseling groups,
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just let me hearing
other people's stories,
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and I felt like I had support
by other people once I got in there.
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And to this day, I choose not to go.
I'm still with my two kids, on my own.
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[starter cranking]
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[engine starts]
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[water running]
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[whales singing]
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[woman on recording] The seabed is dark,
and the sharks there may be,
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but what scares the women most
is the tomokazuki,
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a mirror image of themselves
they see in the ocean deep.
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The mirage will beckon you, saying,
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"Come with me, come further.
I'll give you more abalone."
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But if you follow her,
you will never come back.
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[trucks passing outside]
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It can be so very hard to accept
that someone so close to you,
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someone who's supposed to love you,
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can brutalize and control you.
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That brutality, that control,
starts to breed worthlessness...
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and that feeling
that you can't do any better.
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And sometimes we do.
We get that feeling that... we can go.
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We gotta get up outta there.
If we wanna go, we can go.
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And then we get scared.
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Start to feel like there's no escape.
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You're confused and not know
what's real and what's not real.
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And there's something,
there's something inside of us,
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something that we know is down there,
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and we recognize it, we all do.
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That's how we got here.
We recognize that we have value.
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And we reached up and we reached out
and we got some help.
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And we grabbed that freedom
and got outta there.
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That's what's real.
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That's real.
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[rustling]
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[woman on recording]
I'm looking out the window,
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and the trucks won't stop coming.
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My name is Charlene Jackson.
I live at 98 Scomen Road, Gloversville.
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He let me come to the store with him.
This is a stranger's phone.
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I gotta go.
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[grunting]
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[woman on TV]
...everybody. I will see you next time.
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Take care. Bye-bye.
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[woman 2] Hey, guys, so last night
I watched Valley of the Dolls,
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and I was, like, I have to do
something like that tomorrow.
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I love all their makeup, so I did a more...
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um, one of the more dramatic looks
from it.
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So, if you like what you see, stay tuned.
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[car door closes]
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[man singing rap]
♪ I don't give a fuck, motherfucker ♪
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♪ I don't give a fuck, not a single fuck ♪
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♪ Not a single solitary fuck
I don't give a fuck ♪
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♪ I don't give a fuck
About none of y'all ♪
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♪ Big ballin' ass boss
Takin' two to ya head ♪
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♪ With a sawed-off shotgun ♪
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♪ Give it up 'cause I'm one crazed bitch ♪
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♪ Rollin' thick, gang full of lunatics ♪
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♪ Bailin', runnin' through the mud
Escaped from the cell block ♪
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♪ Searchin' for the goddamn judge ♪
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♪ 'Cause it's simple
To get revenge on a punk ♪
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♪ Pop the trunk, grab the pump
And pull the trigger, my nigga ♪
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♪ From the jump kept fuckin' up
Talkin' that same shit ♪
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♪ So I snuck up
And fucked up her game and shit... ♪
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Fuck you!
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[clattering continues]
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[Sadie] Where are you gonna go?
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[sighs]
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Somewhere warm.
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I don't know. Miami maybe.
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It's like all his hate
makes his love worth it.
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Because we really had to fight for it.
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This is one fight it's okay to give up on.
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[exhales]
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Well, wherever you go,
you better find a new support group.
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Yeah.
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Let me give you some more cash.
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I hate that I have to take it at all.
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[engine starts]
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[car departs]
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[water running]
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[sniffles]
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[hisses]
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[yowls]
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[snarls]
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[laughs]
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[inhales]
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[woman singing rock]
♪ You can keep your black tongue ♪
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♪ Well, I found at the mortuary ♪
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♪ You know I'm gonna want some
Want some ♪
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♪ We'll hide in the backroom ♪
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♪ Gonna have a packed suit ♪
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♪ With this, so you don't regret
Just let it be, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
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♪ Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, whoo! ♪
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♪ Sonny kept his ring on ♪
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♪ Red tape so ordinary ♪
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♪ Love acting like it was gone
Gone, gone, gone ♪
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♪ Let's do this like a prison break ♪
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♪ I want to see you scream and... ♪
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[video game effects]
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[chattering]
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[pool balls clattering]
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What can I get for you?
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Um, well whiskey on the rocks.
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[bartender] Four bucks.
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Here alone?
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Yep.
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[bartender] Where can I get 40%?
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Just here for a drink.
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[man] Hey, come back inside.
Let me buy you a drink.
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No, thanks.
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[grunting]
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[heavy breathing]
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[grunting]
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[man coughs]
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[grunting]
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[panting]
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Don't do that again.
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[woman on recording]
I'm looking out the window,
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and the trucks won't stop coming.
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This is Joyce Richards.
You helped me in March.
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I'm not calling for me.
I'm calling because my friend's neighbor.
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I think the kid there really needs help.
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If you're in town, can you check on him?
The address is 87740 Maiden Lane...
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- [chimes tinkling]
- [dog barking in distance]
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[lock turns]
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[boy] What do you want?
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Do you need some help?
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[boy] Do you have an appointment?
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No, I...
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I saw you at the store, and I...
I thought you might need some help.
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[lock turns]
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My mom won't let my brother
out of his room.
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He's in there.
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Does that bathroom door
have a lock on the inside?
254
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Good, I want you to go inside
and lock the door.
255
00:33:36,681 --> 00:33:37,967
Are you going to hurt her?
256
00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:42,925
Do you want me to get you and your brother
away from her?
257
00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:49,527
Okay.
258
00:33:51,112 --> 00:33:52,112
[boy sighs]
259
00:33:56,243 --> 00:33:59,827
[door opens, closes]
260
00:34:12,968 --> 00:34:13,968
[gasps]
261
00:34:15,178 --> 00:34:16,510
[grunts]
262
00:34:16,596 --> 00:34:18,929
What the fuck are you... [groans]
263
00:34:19,766 --> 00:34:21,803
Get the fuck off me!
264
00:34:22,435 --> 00:34:23,516
[Sadie] Where's the key?
265
00:34:24,312 --> 00:34:26,304
- You don't want this...
- Where's the key?
266
00:34:26,856 --> 00:34:28,848
Get the fuck off me!
267
00:34:30,527 --> 00:34:31,563
[body thuds]
268
00:34:49,963 --> 00:34:50,963
[gasps]
269
00:34:53,258 --> 00:34:54,258
[gags]
270
00:35:09,733 --> 00:35:10,733
[chirps]
271
00:36:18,802 --> 00:36:19,802
What's your name?
272
00:36:26,434 --> 00:36:27,434
Sadie.
273
00:36:29,979 --> 00:36:30,979
What's yours?
274
00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:35,317
Zach.
275
00:36:37,821 --> 00:36:38,821
[Sadie] And your brother?
276
00:36:44,244 --> 00:36:45,244
He's Leon.
277
00:36:50,125 --> 00:36:51,125
Zach.
278
00:36:53,336 --> 00:36:57,580
The police are gonna come now
with someone from Child Services.
279
00:36:59,008 --> 00:37:02,843
And they're gonna take you and Leon
away from your mom.
280
00:37:05,181 --> 00:37:06,513
It might be a little scary.
281
00:37:07,183 --> 00:37:08,970
A lot of strangers asking questions,
282
00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:11,598
but this is your chance
for you guys to be safe.
283
00:37:14,315 --> 00:37:15,647
Can't we just come with you?
284
00:37:19,904 --> 00:37:20,904
I have to go.
285
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:33,207
[inhales]
286
00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:35,000
[whispering] You wouldn't be safe with me.
287
00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:52,639
If anyone ever hurts you or Leon,
you tell someone.
288
00:37:54,939 --> 00:37:56,931
You tell as many people as you can.
289
00:38:01,237 --> 00:38:02,523
If no one helps you...
290
00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:08,029
you call this number here...
291
00:38:09,245 --> 00:38:10,326
and I will help you.
292
00:38:11,706 --> 00:38:12,706
Okay.
293
00:38:13,500 --> 00:38:14,500
[Sadie] And don't...
294
00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:18,707
Don't tell anyone my real name.
295
00:38:34,646 --> 00:38:35,646
[sniffles]
296
00:38:40,735 --> 00:38:42,727
[sobs]
297
00:39:16,563 --> 00:39:21,308
[woman] I know it's his weakness,
but he really loves me...
298
00:39:22,610 --> 00:39:25,569
like nobody, like no one will.
299
00:39:26,239 --> 00:39:27,239
[sniffles]
300
00:39:30,660 --> 00:39:31,660
Hey,
301
00:39:32,620 --> 00:39:33,736
it's ground zero.
302
00:39:34,664 --> 00:39:37,372
It's hard starting from scratch,
but it's good.
303
00:39:38,167 --> 00:39:40,580
I have control over me and my kids now.
304
00:39:42,797 --> 00:39:43,797
It's my will.
305
00:39:45,008 --> 00:39:46,008
Not his.
306
00:39:48,678 --> 00:39:50,465
[Sadie] My will can't change anything.
307
00:39:54,642 --> 00:39:56,258
What makes you say that, Sadie?
308
00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:03,474
'Cause it's true.
309
00:40:07,530 --> 00:40:09,567
Can you share your leaving story with us?
310
00:40:22,503 --> 00:40:24,369
We went on camping trips a lot.
311
00:40:25,048 --> 00:40:26,048
Who's "we"?
312
00:40:27,759 --> 00:40:30,251
Me, my husband and our son, Cody.
313
00:40:31,846 --> 00:40:33,178
What were the trips like?
314
00:40:35,183 --> 00:40:37,049
Survivalist camping. It's...
315
00:40:38,394 --> 00:40:40,886
We'd trek into the woods,
build our own shelter,
316
00:40:40,980 --> 00:40:43,939
hunt and forage for food,
do our own first aid.
317
00:40:44,025 --> 00:40:45,025
He would...
318
00:40:46,235 --> 00:40:47,351
set my bones.
319
00:40:48,738 --> 00:40:50,229
After he broke them?
320
00:40:52,367 --> 00:40:53,528
When I broke the rules.
321
00:40:57,872 --> 00:41:00,865
He never did it in front of Cody, though.
He never hurt me in front of him.
322
00:41:00,959 --> 00:41:03,042
And I always used makeup
to cover anything.
323
00:41:04,045 --> 00:41:05,377
And we protected him.
324
00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:11,255
[counselor] Did you tell anyone?
Your friends, family, about the abuse?
325
00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:14,304
No, I...
326
00:41:15,223 --> 00:41:18,023
When we got married, we moved away
from my parents, across the country.
327
00:41:18,101 --> 00:41:20,309
And I was glad. I... [inhales sharply]
328
00:41:22,772 --> 00:41:24,354
I don't have any friends.
329
00:41:27,485 --> 00:41:30,148
If I wanted to socialize,
the money came out of Cody's food budget,
330
00:41:30,238 --> 00:41:31,649
so I just didn't go out.
331
00:41:35,284 --> 00:41:36,741
And I wasn't allowed to work.
332
00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:40,488
'Cause that's a husband's role.
333
00:41:43,084 --> 00:41:44,450
I was a very good wife.
334
00:41:46,212 --> 00:41:47,772
[counselor] How long were you with him?
335
00:41:50,633 --> 00:41:51,749
About ten years.
336
00:41:54,178 --> 00:41:55,385
What made you leave?
337
00:42:01,019 --> 00:42:02,385
[sighs]
338
00:42:05,314 --> 00:42:06,521
He came home early.
339
00:42:08,943 --> 00:42:13,608
Right after Cody got home from school.
He was excited.
340
00:42:15,658 --> 00:42:17,399
There was a new truck in the driveway,
341
00:42:17,493 --> 00:42:19,951
hooked up to our camping trailer,
and he was...
342
00:42:21,748 --> 00:42:23,489
saying we were leaving.
343
00:42:23,583 --> 00:42:26,075
We were gonna go live off-the-grid
like we always wanted.
344
00:42:28,921 --> 00:42:30,913
He was more than excited. He was...
345
00:42:31,674 --> 00:42:32,674
manic.
346
00:42:34,010 --> 00:42:35,501
Told me to go start packing.
347
00:42:36,763 --> 00:42:37,970
Just the essentials.
348
00:42:38,723 --> 00:42:40,089
"Now." [scoffs]
349
00:42:42,185 --> 00:42:43,185
What did you do?
350
00:42:47,774 --> 00:42:49,766
I panicked. [breath quavers]
351
00:42:53,738 --> 00:42:55,730
I went into Cody's room and I said
352
00:42:56,199 --> 00:42:59,488
that I needed to sneak out
to go get Dad a special present.
353
00:43:01,704 --> 00:43:03,161
[sobs] And would he come with me?
354
00:43:09,170 --> 00:43:11,036
He thought it was a special mission.
355
00:43:17,762 --> 00:43:21,051
We snuck out through the kitchen,
through the laundry room...
356
00:43:22,225 --> 00:43:23,466
and then out the back.
357
00:43:25,353 --> 00:43:28,096
And we were almost at the freeway.
358
00:43:30,233 --> 00:43:31,233
And he...
359
00:43:32,401 --> 00:43:36,190
cut us off and knocked me down and...
360
00:43:37,782 --> 00:43:39,114
He had a knife on him,
361
00:43:39,659 --> 00:43:42,117
and he just started slashing me with it.
362
00:43:42,578 --> 00:43:43,864
Slashing me with it.
363
00:43:46,874 --> 00:43:49,036
And then Cody started screaming.
364
00:43:52,588 --> 00:43:53,920
And he got up off me...
365
00:43:59,470 --> 00:44:01,462
And then my boy stopped screaming.
366
00:44:17,446 --> 00:44:18,527
[sobs]
367
00:44:27,123 --> 00:44:28,239
Can't change that.
368
00:44:33,629 --> 00:44:34,629
[sniffles]
369
00:44:36,257 --> 00:44:37,257
[sighs]
370
00:44:38,301 --> 00:44:40,008
You could hear the trucks there, too.
371
00:44:47,977 --> 00:44:49,138
Thank you, Sadie.
372
00:44:55,067 --> 00:44:59,607
If it's okay with you,
I would like to end this session by...
373
00:45:00,489 --> 00:45:03,072
by taking a moment of silence for Janet.
374
00:45:20,927 --> 00:45:22,919
[trucks passing outside]
375
00:45:53,709 --> 00:45:56,076
[woman] All the women that died
wanting out?
376
00:45:57,129 --> 00:45:59,086
Men who died wanting out?
377
00:46:00,132 --> 00:46:01,132
Girls...
378
00:46:02,301 --> 00:46:03,301
boys...
379
00:46:05,429 --> 00:46:08,217
Every graveyard is full...
380
00:46:09,350 --> 00:46:10,682
of people that didn't make it.
381
00:46:11,936 --> 00:46:14,053
And you sit here, alive,
382
00:46:14,647 --> 00:46:16,809
and wasting.
383
00:46:20,027 --> 00:46:21,563
It's disrespectful to them.
384
00:46:21,654 --> 00:46:24,863
To the ones that are gonna die today
and gonna die tomorrow.
385
00:46:28,327 --> 00:46:29,327
It's a massacre.
386
00:46:30,037 --> 00:46:33,121
And all you can do is sit here
and read kids' books.
387
00:46:35,418 --> 00:46:36,659
You have to fight back.
388
00:46:37,753 --> 00:46:38,753
Even if...
389
00:46:40,047 --> 00:46:41,333
Even if it kills you.
390
00:47:24,633 --> 00:47:26,295
[Sadie] Is the bank still foreclosing?
391
00:47:27,470 --> 00:47:28,677
[man] Sale's in two weeks.
392
00:47:29,221 --> 00:47:32,134
You need to go in and get out
any possessions you want before then.
393
00:47:33,559 --> 00:47:36,427
Good news is, the credit card companies
are reviewing your debt.
394
00:47:37,521 --> 00:47:41,640
I'm fairly confident
it'll all get written off as fraud.
395
00:47:45,321 --> 00:47:46,903
Do you know what he was buying?
396
00:47:46,989 --> 00:47:50,357
Mainly supplementing mortgage payments.
Until they cut him off.
397
00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:54,486
And the life insurance policy?
398
00:47:55,289 --> 00:47:58,327
Because your husband's missing,
not confirmed dead...
399
00:48:00,378 --> 00:48:01,664
they won't pay out.
400
00:48:06,133 --> 00:48:07,133
Hmm.
401
00:48:09,553 --> 00:48:10,553
[sniffles]
402
00:48:12,473 --> 00:48:13,884
What's my best option?
403
00:48:15,226 --> 00:48:17,263
From the state,
I can get you an immediate payment
404
00:48:17,353 --> 00:48:18,560
of two-and-a-half grand.
405
00:48:19,772 --> 00:48:21,434
Plus the cost of your son's funeral.
406
00:48:58,352 --> 00:49:00,344
[breath quavering]
407
00:49:15,911 --> 00:49:17,072
[exhales sharply]
408
00:49:49,695 --> 00:49:50,902
[lock turns]
409
00:51:04,478 --> 00:51:05,478
[sniffles]
410
00:51:07,481 --> 00:51:09,473
[sobbing]
411
00:51:57,906 --> 00:51:58,906
[sniffles]
412
00:52:31,523 --> 00:52:33,856
[drawers opening, closing]
413
00:53:00,594 --> 00:53:01,594
[sighs]
414
00:54:40,736 --> 00:54:42,102
[Sadie] Dear Miss Beverly,
415
00:54:42,654 --> 00:54:44,862
please destroy this letter
after you read it.
416
00:54:46,450 --> 00:54:48,362
I know what I wanna do with my life.
417
00:54:50,204 --> 00:54:52,742
I wanna use it to help people
who can't escape.
418
00:54:54,833 --> 00:54:55,833
I won't kill,
419
00:54:56,502 --> 00:54:58,539
but I'll get them free
from the abuse quickly
420
00:54:59,129 --> 00:55:00,129
and for good.
421
00:55:01,882 --> 00:55:04,340
Let me fight so they don't have to.
422
00:55:05,844 --> 00:55:08,928
I'll ask for cash or food in return,
whatever they can afford.
423
00:55:10,182 --> 00:55:11,969
One day I hope not to ask for anything.
424
00:55:14,311 --> 00:55:17,475
I'll be out of contact most of the time,
but it won't be forever, either.
425
00:55:19,149 --> 00:55:21,232
Instructions are
at the bottom of the page.
426
00:55:22,277 --> 00:55:25,896
I know it's a risk to pass them on
and I... I don't expect you to take it.
427
00:55:28,450 --> 00:55:31,363
I used to be afraid
that the trucks won't stop coming.
428
00:55:32,996 --> 00:55:34,532
But now, I welcome every one.
429
00:55:37,584 --> 00:55:39,246
Thank you for helping me.
430
00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:43,339
Sadie.
431
00:55:51,390 --> 00:55:53,382
[wind howling]
432
00:56:35,517 --> 00:56:37,509
[breath quavering]
433
00:56:57,497 --> 00:56:59,489
[piano music playing]
434
00:57:49,383 --> 00:57:50,624
[sighs]
435
00:58:29,965 --> 00:58:31,422
[door bursts open, slams]
436
00:58:35,053 --> 00:58:37,045
[man] ♪ In Scarlet Town ♪
437
00:58:40,100 --> 00:58:41,432
♪ Where I was born ♪
438
00:58:44,479 --> 00:58:47,597
♪ There was a fair maid dwelling ♪
439
00:58:50,485 --> 00:58:52,442
♪ Made many a poor... ♪
440
00:58:54,448 --> 00:58:55,939
♪ Cry "Well-a-day" ♪
441
00:58:57,993 --> 00:59:01,782
♪ Her name was Barbara Allen ♪
442
00:59:01,872 --> 00:59:02,953
[muffled gasp]
443
00:59:10,422 --> 00:59:11,422
[chuckles]
444
00:59:12,049 --> 00:59:14,962
I saw you in the woods.
I thought you were a hunter. [laughs]
445
00:59:16,511 --> 00:59:19,254
I followed you for... for miles.
446
00:59:20,223 --> 00:59:21,823
I didn't even really know why. I just...
447
00:59:24,561 --> 00:59:26,769
Even when I saw you hid the car
the way we did...
448
00:59:28,523 --> 00:59:29,523
I wasn't sure.
449
00:59:32,652 --> 00:59:33,893
Until I saw your face.
450
00:59:37,199 --> 00:59:38,199
Saw my girl.
451
00:59:47,793 --> 00:59:49,034
But I don't know, Sades.
452
00:59:51,630 --> 00:59:52,630
You still my girl?
453
00:59:57,844 --> 00:59:58,844
[scoffs]
454
01:00:07,479 --> 01:00:09,095
[liquid pours]
455
01:00:24,079 --> 01:00:25,661
Why'd you do that to your hair?
456
01:00:36,299 --> 01:00:37,540
[gasps]
457
01:00:50,689 --> 01:00:51,689
Hey.
458
01:01:04,286 --> 01:01:05,572
You need to drink some water.
459
01:01:09,749 --> 01:01:10,749
[spits]
460
01:01:18,175 --> 01:01:20,167
[rummaging, rustling]
461
01:01:26,099 --> 01:01:28,056
That's a lot of forest you covered, Sades.
462
01:01:30,312 --> 01:01:31,553
You've marked it off perfectly.
463
01:01:36,443 --> 01:01:37,443
You been looking for me?
464
01:01:50,999 --> 01:01:52,786
We gotta figure out your head, Sades.
465
01:01:56,171 --> 01:01:57,287
You messed it all up.
466
01:02:02,928 --> 01:02:04,920
[rustling]
467
01:02:17,651 --> 01:02:18,651
[gasps]
468
01:02:24,324 --> 01:02:26,316
[gasping]
469
01:02:26,701 --> 01:02:27,987
[whimpering]
470
01:02:29,621 --> 01:02:31,613
[sobbing]
471
01:02:43,343 --> 01:02:44,925
So, there is still a heart in you.
472
01:02:58,858 --> 01:03:01,475
[screams]
473
01:03:07,242 --> 01:03:08,528
You've been a bad person.
474
01:03:10,745 --> 01:03:11,745
But it's okay.
475
01:03:14,124 --> 01:03:15,535
Because I got you back now.
476
01:03:18,128 --> 01:03:19,369
I got you back, Sadie.
477
01:03:24,509 --> 01:03:25,509
[sobs]
478
01:03:33,393 --> 01:03:34,873
I'm gonna go get us something to eat.
479
01:03:38,189 --> 01:03:40,181
[footsteps departing]
480
01:03:42,235 --> 01:03:44,227
[gasps]
481
01:03:48,700 --> 01:03:50,692
[hyperventilating]
482
01:04:07,677 --> 01:04:08,677
[grunts]
483
01:04:17,103 --> 01:04:18,103
[groans]
484
01:04:23,777 --> 01:04:25,769
[grunts]
485
01:04:44,631 --> 01:04:46,167
[sighs]
486
01:05:09,114 --> 01:05:10,150
[ripping]
487
01:05:20,834 --> 01:05:22,166
[winces]
488
01:05:53,241 --> 01:05:55,233
[footsteps approaching]
489
01:05:59,205 --> 01:06:00,205
[metal clatters]
490
01:06:05,003 --> 01:06:06,915
[groaning, gasping]
491
01:06:09,257 --> 01:06:12,045
[screams] Wrong, wrong, wrong!
492
01:06:12,135 --> 01:06:14,127
[breathing heavily]
493
01:06:29,486 --> 01:06:30,602
[coughs]
494
01:06:38,161 --> 01:06:39,868
Put your arm on the wood, Sades.
495
01:06:40,788 --> 01:06:42,780
[pants]
496
01:06:51,007 --> 01:06:52,007
Sadie...
497
01:06:54,719 --> 01:06:56,085
put your arm on the wood.
498
01:06:58,515 --> 01:07:00,507
[sobbing]
499
01:07:09,317 --> 01:07:11,775
[screams]
500
01:07:11,861 --> 01:07:12,861
[thud]
501
01:07:31,589 --> 01:07:34,206
[singing "Barbara Allen": low, indistinct]
502
01:07:55,989 --> 01:07:57,981
[rattling]
503
01:08:06,666 --> 01:08:08,658
[continues singing]
504
01:08:27,937 --> 01:08:29,929
[panting]
505
01:09:09,312 --> 01:09:10,428
[grunts]
506
01:09:27,455 --> 01:09:29,447
[grunting]
507
01:09:50,687 --> 01:09:52,679
[metal scraping]
508
01:10:07,453 --> 01:10:09,445
[scraping]
509
01:10:13,042 --> 01:10:14,408
[Sadie shivering]
510
01:10:20,925 --> 01:10:22,257
[clattering]
511
01:10:31,394 --> 01:10:33,386
[Sadie panting]
512
01:10:34,605 --> 01:10:36,597
- [pounding on door]
- [Sadie whimpers]
513
01:10:45,450 --> 01:10:47,658
[pounding continues]
514
01:12:30,888 --> 01:12:32,345
[cries]
515
01:12:33,182 --> 01:12:35,390
[whimpering]
516
01:12:43,192 --> 01:12:44,192
[grunts]
517
01:12:50,449 --> 01:12:51,940
[groans]
518
01:12:55,121 --> 01:12:56,612
[gasps]
519
01:13:19,270 --> 01:13:21,262
[panting]
520
01:13:43,711 --> 01:13:46,203
[short, deep breaths]
521
01:13:56,057 --> 01:13:57,343
[exhales]
522
01:15:23,477 --> 01:15:25,059
Sadie!
523
01:17:37,653 --> 01:17:39,189
Still can't believe you're alive.
524
01:18:04,513 --> 01:18:05,970
You gotta come home, Sades.
525
01:18:14,648 --> 01:18:15,648
I love you.
526
01:18:33,125 --> 01:18:34,125
I can't help it.
527
01:18:39,757 --> 01:18:40,964
Even after all this...
528
01:18:43,427 --> 01:18:44,427
I still love you.
529
01:19:12,873 --> 01:19:14,614
I thought it was love you had.
530
01:19:18,087 --> 01:19:19,087
But it's not.
531
01:19:25,970 --> 01:19:26,970
It's need.
532
01:19:30,057 --> 01:19:31,343
Desperate,
533
01:19:32,226 --> 01:19:33,387
perverted
534
01:19:34,228 --> 01:19:35,435
- need.
- Sadie.
535
01:19:36,814 --> 01:19:37,930
No.
536
01:19:38,899 --> 01:19:40,515
I tried to hide from it...
537
01:19:43,404 --> 01:19:45,236
and then I tried to run from it.
538
01:19:47,783 --> 01:19:48,783
And now...
539
01:19:51,078 --> 01:19:52,444
now I'm gonna end it.
540
01:19:55,624 --> 01:19:56,785
You're coming home.
541
01:20:01,130 --> 01:20:03,122
You killed our boy.
542
01:20:03,215 --> 01:20:04,672
You made me!
543
01:20:05,467 --> 01:20:06,753
You made me do it!
544
01:20:13,350 --> 01:20:16,309
You knew it'd be bad, leaving me...
545
01:20:17,604 --> 01:20:18,765
and you did it anyway.
546
01:20:22,568 --> 01:20:23,934
You knew it'd be bad!
547
01:20:27,489 --> 01:20:28,650
You made me...
548
01:20:33,704 --> 01:20:36,117
You killed our boy...
549
01:20:37,291 --> 01:20:39,123
because he saw the truth of you.
550
01:20:42,921 --> 01:20:45,163
[whimpers]
551
01:20:46,842 --> 01:20:48,003
You killed our boy.
552
01:20:50,512 --> 01:20:52,094
And now I'm gonna kill you.
553
01:21:17,873 --> 01:21:19,080
[choking]
554
01:21:27,383 --> 01:21:28,919
[gasps]
555
01:22:17,683 --> 01:22:19,675
[vehicle approaching]
556
01:23:41,975 --> 01:23:43,716
[man] Glad the shelter
was able to find you.
557
01:23:46,188 --> 01:23:47,804
Why did the police wanna see me?
558
01:23:49,650 --> 01:23:52,688
The police may have found
your husband's body.
559
01:23:53,487 --> 01:23:55,729
And they want you to go in
and identify it.
560
01:23:57,074 --> 01:23:58,190
And what happened to him?
561
01:23:59,451 --> 01:24:03,195
Well, the man did not die
of natural causes...
562
01:24:04,581 --> 01:24:06,368
but there doesn't seem to be any evidence.
563
01:24:07,084 --> 01:24:09,417
And considering his felon status...
564
01:24:10,712 --> 01:24:14,046
I doubt they'll wanna put more effort
into solving the case.
565
01:24:15,342 --> 01:24:18,551
If it is him, you'll need to account for
your whereabouts and schedule
566
01:24:18,637 --> 01:24:20,219
during the second week of February.
567
01:24:22,099 --> 01:24:23,135
I can do that.
568
01:24:25,394 --> 01:24:28,262
The good news is that with a body,
569
01:24:28,855 --> 01:24:30,687
his life insurance pays out.
570
01:24:34,403 --> 01:24:35,403
[sighs]
571
01:24:37,447 --> 01:24:39,367
Is there some way I can keep
in contact with you?
572
01:24:39,408 --> 01:24:40,865
E-mail, telephone number?
573
01:24:42,703 --> 01:24:44,786
Yeah, I made you an e-mail address.
574
01:25:14,234 --> 01:25:16,045
[woman on recording]
I'm looking out the window,
575
01:25:16,069 --> 01:25:18,277
and the trucks won't stop coming.
576
01:25:19,281 --> 01:25:21,068
My name is Eva Greenberg.
577
01:25:21,950 --> 01:25:23,361
I live at 402...