1 00:00:01,784 --> 00:00:04,743 [ABISHA's "Time Alone"] 2 00:00:04,787 --> 00:00:07,920 [mellow guitar music] 3 00:00:07,964 --> 00:00:10,662 - ♪ Yeah 4 00:00:10,706 --> 00:00:14,797 ♪ Lately I've been feelin' down 'cause I hate me ♪ 5 00:00:14,840 --> 00:00:18,844 ♪ The mirror in my mind don't rate me no more ♪ 6 00:00:18,888 --> 00:00:21,064 - [exhales] 7 00:00:21,847 --> 00:00:24,589 [chuckles] 8 00:00:27,288 --> 00:00:29,551 - I have to go to work. 9 00:00:29,594 --> 00:00:31,553 - Hey. 10 00:00:33,163 --> 00:00:35,557 - This was really nice. 11 00:00:35,600 --> 00:00:38,516 - Yeah, it was. 12 00:00:38,560 --> 00:00:42,172 - ♪ I just need some time alone ♪ 13 00:00:42,216 --> 00:00:44,174 ♪ So I run away to my bed 14 00:00:44,218 --> 00:00:46,785 ♪ Don't take it personal 15 00:00:46,829 --> 00:00:49,266 ♪ If the covers are over my head ♪ 16 00:00:49,310 --> 00:00:53,966 ♪ There's too much on my mind And I just need some time ♪ 17 00:00:54,010 --> 00:00:56,708 ♪ I need some time alone 18 00:00:56,752 --> 00:01:01,104 ♪ Time alone 19 00:01:01,148 --> 00:01:03,237 - Ah! 20 00:01:05,108 --> 00:01:06,892 - Oh, huh. 21 00:01:06,936 --> 00:01:08,720 Hello. - Hey. 22 00:01:08,764 --> 00:01:11,854 - And where were you guys last night? 23 00:01:14,030 --> 00:01:16,119 Adena? - Yep. 24 00:01:16,163 --> 00:01:18,208 - [gasps] - Really? 25 00:01:18,252 --> 00:01:20,167 - [chuckles] 26 00:01:20,210 --> 00:01:21,907 - Richard? - Yes. 27 00:01:21,951 --> 00:01:23,518 - [gasps] - Wow. 28 00:01:23,561 --> 00:01:27,391 - Huh. Well, that's amazing. 29 00:01:27,435 --> 00:01:29,306 - Um... - Is it not amazing? 30 00:01:29,350 --> 00:01:32,309 - No, what it is, is, it's com--complicated. 31 00:01:32,353 --> 00:01:34,920 - Yep. Very complicated. 32 00:01:34,964 --> 00:01:37,358 - Uh, why are you up so early? 33 00:01:38,750 --> 00:01:42,145 - Jacqueline offered me the editor in chief position 34 00:01:42,189 --> 00:01:44,626 last night because she's leaving "Scarlet." 35 00:01:44,669 --> 00:01:45,975 - Oh, my God. 36 00:01:46,018 --> 00:01:47,368 - That's amazing. Congratulations. 37 00:01:47,411 --> 00:01:48,412 - [laughs] - Yeah. 38 00:01:48,456 --> 00:01:49,761 - This is great news, right? 39 00:01:49,805 --> 00:01:52,721 - Yeah, no, it's-- it's incredible news, 40 00:01:52,764 --> 00:01:55,811 I mean, I've dreamed of this my whole life. 41 00:01:55,854 --> 00:01:57,378 I think I'm just processing. 42 00:01:57,421 --> 00:02:00,163 And, um, I have, like, 43 00:02:00,207 --> 00:02:01,904 infinite emotions. 44 00:02:01,947 --> 00:02:05,037 And you know when that happens and you just 45 00:02:05,081 --> 00:02:06,169 feel like you have to scream? 46 00:02:06,213 --> 00:02:07,431 - I feel that way right now. 47 00:02:07,475 --> 00:02:09,129 - Oh. - I feel that way most days. 48 00:02:09,172 --> 00:02:10,304 We need a release. 49 00:02:10,347 --> 00:02:11,435 - Hey you know what we should do? 50 00:02:11,479 --> 00:02:12,871 We should go to the subway to scream. 51 00:02:12,915 --> 00:02:14,264 - Mm. - Oh. 52 00:02:14,308 --> 00:02:16,223 - Remember when we did that? 53 00:02:16,266 --> 00:02:17,702 - Well, you know what, we don't-- 54 00:02:17,746 --> 00:02:20,009 we don't actually need the subway. 55 00:02:20,052 --> 00:02:22,664 - That's true. We could just do it right here. 56 00:02:22,707 --> 00:02:25,014 - That's true. 57 00:02:25,057 --> 00:02:27,973 [K.Flay's "Four Letter Words"] 58 00:02:28,017 --> 00:02:30,933 [upbeat pop music] 59 00:02:30,976 --> 00:02:33,936 - ♪ I drank a liter of tequila in my bedroom ♪ 60 00:02:35,067 --> 00:02:38,027 - Ready? - Mm-hmm. 61 00:02:38,070 --> 00:02:41,073 [all screaming] 62 00:02:41,117 --> 00:02:43,250 - ♪ Wish I could scratch off all the letters ♪ 63 00:02:43,293 --> 00:02:45,208 ♪ Of our tattoo 64 00:02:45,252 --> 00:02:49,821 ♪ 65 00:02:49,865 --> 00:02:52,302 - Look at us. - We're back, baby. 66 00:02:52,346 --> 00:02:53,738 - Can we never break the band up again? 67 00:02:53,782 --> 00:02:56,088 - Yes, as long as Jane doesn't fire me. 68 00:02:56,132 --> 00:02:59,222 - [fake laughs] [phones chimes] 69 00:02:59,266 --> 00:03:00,963 - Uh, Jacqueline wants to see me. 70 00:03:01,006 --> 00:03:03,313 - Me too. - Me three. 71 00:03:03,357 --> 00:03:04,706 - Um, just so you guys know, 72 00:03:04,749 --> 00:03:07,099 the job is not public knowledge. 73 00:03:07,143 --> 00:03:10,059 - What job? - Lips are sealed. 74 00:03:10,929 --> 00:03:13,671 - Jane has told you the news, I'm sure. 75 00:03:13,715 --> 00:03:16,239 - News? No. - Mm, what news? 76 00:03:16,283 --> 00:03:18,328 - Ladies, I would never expect her 77 00:03:18,372 --> 00:03:21,940 to keep a secret like this from family. 78 00:03:21,984 --> 00:03:25,596 But luckily, everybody will know soon enough. 79 00:03:25,640 --> 00:03:29,383 Because what I'd like to do is make the official announcement 80 00:03:29,426 --> 00:03:30,993 at the DontTurnAway launch, 81 00:03:31,036 --> 00:03:31,994 if that's okay with you, Kat. 82 00:03:32,037 --> 00:03:33,691 - Yeah, of course. Yeah. 83 00:03:33,735 --> 00:03:37,217 -Th--that's, uh, this Friday? - Yeah. 84 00:03:37,260 --> 00:03:38,392 That's when my vacation starts, 85 00:03:38,435 --> 00:03:41,873 so I figured, why not? [laughs] 86 00:03:41,917 --> 00:03:45,225 Oh, Jane, the board wants a strategy pitch from you, 87 00:03:45,268 --> 00:03:46,965 and Sage is going to interview you 88 00:03:47,009 --> 00:03:49,054 about your journey from intern to editor in chief, 89 00:03:49,098 --> 00:03:51,492 and we're going to publish that along with the announcement. 90 00:03:51,535 --> 00:03:53,537 [phone buzzes] - Oh. 91 00:03:53,581 --> 00:03:56,018 I should take this. Sorry. - Okay. 92 00:03:56,061 --> 00:03:57,367 - Sutton. - Yes. 93 00:03:57,411 --> 00:04:00,979 - This is going to be my last "Scarlet" party. 94 00:04:01,023 --> 00:04:04,418 And so I would really love it if you would style me. 95 00:04:05,984 --> 00:04:07,290 - Me? 96 00:04:07,334 --> 00:04:09,292 - Yeah. 97 00:04:09,336 --> 00:04:11,294 - Yeah, I would be honored. [laughing] 98 00:04:11,338 --> 00:04:12,687 - Great! 99 00:04:12,730 --> 00:04:14,384 - That was Frankie Williams. 100 00:04:14,428 --> 00:04:16,778 She loved my piece about her bodyguard, Zach, 101 00:04:16,821 --> 00:04:18,867 and she wants me to do her first interview in three years. 102 00:04:18,910 --> 00:04:21,261 - Wow. That's very impressive, Jane. 103 00:04:21,304 --> 00:04:23,567 - Her flight leaves tonight, so I would have to go now. 104 00:04:23,611 --> 00:04:24,960 Is that okay? - Oh, yeah, of course. 105 00:04:25,003 --> 00:04:26,396 - Okay. - Yeah. 106 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:27,832 And enjoy it because it's probably gonna be 107 00:04:27,876 --> 00:04:30,444 the last story you write for a while. 108 00:04:32,141 --> 00:04:35,449 - Yeah, I guess it will be. 109 00:04:35,492 --> 00:04:38,452 [percussive music] 110 00:04:38,495 --> 00:04:39,844 ♪ 111 00:04:39,888 --> 00:04:42,412 [phone buzzes] 112 00:04:45,154 --> 00:04:46,634 - Hello? - Hey. 113 00:04:46,677 --> 00:04:50,072 I was hoping I could see you again. 114 00:04:50,115 --> 00:04:52,292 - Richard, last night was amazing, but-- 115 00:04:52,335 --> 00:04:55,295 - Just to talk. 116 00:04:55,338 --> 00:04:57,427 - What are we doing? 117 00:04:57,471 --> 00:05:00,212 - I don't know. [sighs] 118 00:05:00,256 --> 00:05:03,085 I just wanna see you again. 119 00:05:03,128 --> 00:05:05,087 - Um... 120 00:05:06,349 --> 00:05:08,873 I can meet you during my lunch. 121 00:05:08,917 --> 00:05:11,920 - I'm looking forward to it. - Yeah. 122 00:05:11,963 --> 00:05:14,270 Me too. - Bye. 123 00:05:14,314 --> 00:05:16,620 - Bye. 124 00:05:16,664 --> 00:05:19,362 - ♪ I've been feeling 125 00:05:19,406 --> 00:05:23,148 ♪ Inside out in my feelings 126 00:05:23,192 --> 00:05:25,020 - Here you go. 127 00:05:27,457 --> 00:05:30,982 Uh, so I just wanted to start out 128 00:05:31,026 --> 00:05:32,375 by saying thank you. 129 00:05:32,419 --> 00:05:34,464 - I wouldn't have agreed to this 130 00:05:34,508 --> 00:05:36,553 if your writing didn't resonate. 131 00:05:36,597 --> 00:05:39,295 I know Zach, and he doesn't open up, 132 00:05:39,339 --> 00:05:41,515 but you got him to. 133 00:05:41,558 --> 00:05:44,431 So clearly, you're good at what you do. 134 00:05:44,474 --> 00:05:46,520 - [laughs] I--I appreciate that. 135 00:05:46,563 --> 00:05:49,610 So, um, should we... 136 00:05:49,653 --> 00:05:53,962 start with why you left music three years ago? 137 00:05:54,005 --> 00:05:56,878 That must have been a tough decision. 138 00:05:56,921 --> 00:05:59,141 - I was lost. 139 00:05:59,184 --> 00:06:00,925 - Lost how? 140 00:06:00,969 --> 00:06:04,973 - Um, I don't know, I guess it became less about the music 141 00:06:05,016 --> 00:06:08,542 and more about what people expected of me. 142 00:06:08,585 --> 00:06:11,936 One day I woke up and I didn't recognize myself. 143 00:06:13,721 --> 00:06:15,897 - So giving it all up 144 00:06:15,940 --> 00:06:18,726 was a way to find yourself again? 145 00:06:18,769 --> 00:06:20,902 - ♪ I ain't there yet 146 00:06:20,945 --> 00:06:23,426 - Who needs lunch when we have this? 147 00:06:23,470 --> 00:06:26,211 [both chuckling] 148 00:06:26,255 --> 00:06:28,431 - I have to go back to work. 149 00:06:28,475 --> 00:06:31,521 - So much more fun here. - [laughs] 150 00:06:31,565 --> 00:06:34,524 You make a very good point. - Mm-hmm. 151 00:06:34,568 --> 00:06:36,352 - [laughs] 152 00:06:36,396 --> 00:06:38,659 I think I could be a little late. 153 00:06:40,922 --> 00:06:44,447 - ♪ Do you remember, happy together ♪ 154 00:06:44,491 --> 00:06:46,754 - What do you think? - I love it. 155 00:06:46,797 --> 00:06:49,626 This is gonna be an amazing cover for DontTurnAway. 156 00:06:49,670 --> 00:06:53,151 You really captured what it feels like to be labeled. 157 00:06:53,195 --> 00:06:55,937 - It's really coming together. - Yeah. 158 00:06:58,592 --> 00:07:01,856 What is it? Is there something wrong? 159 00:07:01,899 --> 00:07:03,988 - No, but... 160 00:07:05,599 --> 00:07:08,776 Um, maybe we should talk 161 00:07:08,819 --> 00:07:12,562 about what happened last night. 162 00:07:12,606 --> 00:07:15,086 And this morning. 163 00:07:15,130 --> 00:07:17,567 - Yeah. 164 00:07:17,611 --> 00:07:19,482 Look, I know it complicates things, 165 00:07:19,526 --> 00:07:22,920 but we could take it slow. 166 00:07:22,964 --> 00:07:25,357 See what happens, one day at a time. 167 00:07:25,401 --> 00:07:27,490 - You know, that's the thing though. 168 00:07:27,534 --> 00:07:30,798 I can't really do things halfway with you. 169 00:07:30,841 --> 00:07:32,452 [laughs] 170 00:07:32,495 --> 00:07:33,583 You know, that's what you told me 171 00:07:33,627 --> 00:07:35,759 the first time we broke up. 172 00:07:35,803 --> 00:07:38,501 Which is what we do. 173 00:07:38,545 --> 00:07:40,198 We break up and we get back together 174 00:07:40,242 --> 00:07:42,200 and we break up again. 175 00:07:42,244 --> 00:07:45,029 - So what're you saying? 176 00:07:45,073 --> 00:07:46,944 - Kat, 177 00:07:46,988 --> 00:07:50,513 I know that you hate commitment. 178 00:07:50,557 --> 00:07:53,037 And I respect that. 179 00:07:53,081 --> 00:07:56,650 - Uh... - I would rather have this, 180 00:07:56,693 --> 00:08:00,131 a beautiful partnership, 181 00:08:00,175 --> 00:08:04,005 than to risk hurting each other and losing what we do have. 182 00:08:06,050 --> 00:08:07,530 - Okay. 183 00:08:07,574 --> 00:08:10,794 So, uh, what do we do? 184 00:08:10,838 --> 00:08:14,015 Do we just pretend we don't have these feelings? 185 00:08:14,058 --> 00:08:16,626 - Yeah. 186 00:08:16,670 --> 00:08:21,326 Yeah, I think that's what's best. 187 00:08:21,370 --> 00:08:23,546 - Yeah. 188 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:28,464 [downtempo music] 189 00:08:28,508 --> 00:08:30,466 ♪ 190 00:08:30,510 --> 00:08:31,728 - Hey. 191 00:08:31,772 --> 00:08:32,990 - Huh. 192 00:08:33,034 --> 00:08:36,559 Well, this is quite the role reversal. 193 00:08:36,603 --> 00:08:38,953 I mean, you trying to get into my club. 194 00:08:38,996 --> 00:08:40,607 - I know I'm not supposed to be here. 195 00:08:40,650 --> 00:08:42,043 I'm just looking for Frankie. 196 00:08:42,086 --> 00:08:44,262 - Uh, Frankie should be right out. 197 00:08:44,306 --> 00:08:45,350 - Good. 198 00:08:46,917 --> 00:08:49,050 I bet you nailed it. 199 00:08:49,093 --> 00:08:51,531 - I hope so. - I'm sure you did. 200 00:08:51,574 --> 00:08:54,055 You nailed me in my story. 201 00:08:54,098 --> 00:08:57,101 - [laughs] - I just mean that... 202 00:08:58,233 --> 00:09:00,975 You helped me open up about my scars. 203 00:09:01,018 --> 00:09:03,847 Metaphorically speaking. Felt good. 204 00:09:05,980 --> 00:09:07,547 - Well, we all have them. 205 00:09:11,551 --> 00:09:14,510 I should, uh, get back to "Scarlet." 206 00:09:14,554 --> 00:09:15,990 - Right. 207 00:09:17,861 --> 00:09:20,908 You know, I think it's a little unfair. 208 00:09:20,951 --> 00:09:22,692 I mean, you know so much about me, 209 00:09:22,736 --> 00:09:25,521 and I know nothing about you. 210 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:29,177 - Well, that is kind of how an interview works. 211 00:09:29,220 --> 00:09:32,136 - Well, then, before I leave for Johannesburg, 212 00:09:32,180 --> 00:09:33,834 have dinner with me. 213 00:09:33,877 --> 00:09:37,838 - Oh. Wow. 214 00:09:37,881 --> 00:09:38,839 I--I'd like to. 215 00:09:38,882 --> 00:09:41,276 I just, um... 216 00:09:41,319 --> 00:09:44,627 I'm not really in the headspace to date right now, 217 00:09:44,671 --> 00:09:46,847 and I'm swamped at work, so-- 218 00:09:46,890 --> 00:09:48,326 - It's just dinner. 219 00:09:48,370 --> 00:09:51,025 But if you change your mind, 220 00:09:51,068 --> 00:09:53,810 you have my number. 221 00:09:53,854 --> 00:09:56,291 - Yeah. 222 00:09:56,334 --> 00:09:57,684 Okay, bye. 223 00:09:57,727 --> 00:09:59,990 - Bye. 224 00:10:01,078 --> 00:10:04,429 - [gasps] Ooh, what about this? 225 00:10:04,473 --> 00:10:06,475 This kinda reminds me of the dress Jacqueline wore 226 00:10:06,518 --> 00:10:08,564 to "Scarlet's" 60th anniversary party. 227 00:10:08,608 --> 00:10:11,219 - Oh, yeah. She delivered a speech 228 00:10:11,262 --> 00:10:14,570 that night about having adventures and falling in love. 229 00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:17,138 - Mm-hmm. 230 00:10:19,009 --> 00:10:22,317 And having your heart broken. - Hmm. 231 00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:24,624 - Richard was there that night. 232 00:10:25,886 --> 00:10:27,452 I slept with him. 233 00:10:29,019 --> 00:10:31,021 - That night? - And last night. 234 00:10:31,065 --> 00:10:33,937 And at lunch today. - Oh, Sutton. 235 00:10:33,981 --> 00:10:36,418 What happened? - I saw him. 236 00:10:36,461 --> 00:10:39,116 - Hmm. - And then we just... 237 00:10:40,117 --> 00:10:42,163 Fell into each other's arms. 238 00:10:42,206 --> 00:10:44,469 But we still want very different things, 239 00:10:44,513 --> 00:10:45,949 and it's... 240 00:10:47,472 --> 00:10:48,822 Complicated. 241 00:10:48,865 --> 00:10:49,866 - You wanna know my advice? 242 00:10:49,910 --> 00:10:51,128 - Yes, that's why I brought it up. 243 00:10:51,172 --> 00:10:52,913 - Uncomplicate it. 244 00:10:52,956 --> 00:10:54,001 Of course you're gonna love him. 245 00:10:54,044 --> 00:10:55,393 You're always gonna love him, 246 00:10:55,437 --> 00:10:59,484 but you cannot pretend that there isn't an issue. 247 00:10:59,528 --> 00:11:01,486 - That's easier said than done. 248 00:11:01,530 --> 00:11:03,924 - Not really. I mean, look at me and Jasper. 249 00:11:03,967 --> 00:11:06,143 - Oh! [laughs] 250 00:11:06,187 --> 00:11:07,449 - What does that mean? 251 00:11:07,492 --> 00:11:09,756 - You can say that you uncomplicated it, 252 00:11:09,799 --> 00:11:12,236 but I know you still love him. 253 00:11:14,238 --> 00:11:16,327 - Don't you have work to do? 254 00:11:16,371 --> 00:11:18,765 - Mm-hmm. 255 00:11:18,808 --> 00:11:25,685 ♪ 256 00:11:27,817 --> 00:11:30,602 - How are you so good at this? - You just need practice. 257 00:11:30,646 --> 00:11:32,735 I mean, I had to write these pitches every quarter 258 00:11:32,779 --> 00:11:34,345 when I was head of social media at "Scarlet," 259 00:11:34,389 --> 00:11:36,434 and then again when I ran for city council. 260 00:11:36,478 --> 00:11:38,567 - Well, you're a natural. - Thanks. 261 00:11:38,610 --> 00:11:41,004 I actually kinda love this stuff, you know? 262 00:11:41,048 --> 00:11:43,093 It's like you're thinking about the future, 263 00:11:43,137 --> 00:11:45,617 imagining how you would shape it. 264 00:11:45,661 --> 00:11:48,359 - So you're okay with thinking about a future 265 00:11:48,403 --> 00:11:50,753 for a company or a cause, 266 00:11:50,797 --> 00:11:53,147 but not for Adena? 267 00:11:53,190 --> 00:11:54,496 - Good point! - Okay. 268 00:11:54,539 --> 00:11:55,976 You can't chime in if we can't see you, 269 00:11:56,019 --> 00:11:58,500 and you know what? 270 00:11:58,543 --> 00:12:00,371 It wasn't my choice. It was Adena's. 271 00:12:00,415 --> 00:12:02,722 But honestly, she's right. 272 00:12:02,765 --> 00:12:04,985 It's really complicated 273 00:12:05,028 --> 00:12:08,336 and messy and too risky. 274 00:12:08,379 --> 00:12:12,166 So should we, uh, talk about the fact that 275 00:12:12,209 --> 00:12:14,298 you don't want to go out with Mr. Bodyguard? 276 00:12:14,342 --> 00:12:16,387 Hmm? - Touché! 277 00:12:16,431 --> 00:12:17,693 - Whoa! 278 00:12:17,737 --> 00:12:19,695 - [gasps] - Wow. 279 00:12:19,739 --> 00:12:21,871 - Uh, is this a date? 280 00:12:21,915 --> 00:12:23,307 - No, it is not. 281 00:12:23,351 --> 00:12:25,266 My goal is to uncomplicate things. 282 00:12:25,309 --> 00:12:27,485 - Okay, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, 283 00:12:27,529 --> 00:12:31,141 but I doubt that that outfit is gonna uncomplicate anything. 284 00:12:31,185 --> 00:12:32,752 - Ugh. 285 00:12:33,578 --> 00:12:35,929 - Styling Jacqueline is a big deal. 286 00:12:35,972 --> 00:12:37,713 - Yeah. 287 00:12:37,757 --> 00:12:40,107 And I'm using all sustainable fashion brands too. 288 00:12:40,150 --> 00:12:41,238 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 289 00:12:41,282 --> 00:12:42,718 - I love that. 290 00:12:42,762 --> 00:12:44,720 - Yeah, maybe it's your influence, 291 00:12:44,764 --> 00:12:49,681 but sustainable fashion has kinda become a passion for me. 292 00:12:49,725 --> 00:12:51,118 - Well, look at us. 293 00:12:51,161 --> 00:12:52,815 Making the world a better place. 294 00:12:52,859 --> 00:12:54,425 - [chuckles] 295 00:12:54,469 --> 00:12:57,254 [laid-back pop music] 296 00:12:57,298 --> 00:12:58,603 ♪ 297 00:12:58,647 --> 00:13:02,738 - Mm. 298 00:13:02,782 --> 00:13:06,307 - I kinda feel like we're living in a dream, you know? 299 00:13:06,350 --> 00:13:09,963 Walking around pretending like nothing is different. 300 00:13:10,006 --> 00:13:11,747 But it is. 301 00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:14,141 I literally have our divorce papers in my bag right now. 302 00:13:14,184 --> 00:13:16,273 - I know. 303 00:13:17,448 --> 00:13:19,755 - And you're gonna adopt a baby. 304 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:21,452 - I know. 305 00:13:22,889 --> 00:13:24,891 - What are we doing? 306 00:13:24,934 --> 00:13:26,370 - I don't know. 307 00:13:28,808 --> 00:13:32,289 Can't we live in the dream a little while longer? 308 00:13:32,333 --> 00:13:34,857 Unless you don't want to. I... 309 00:13:34,901 --> 00:13:37,294 - No, I do. 310 00:13:38,208 --> 00:13:40,210 I really do. 311 00:13:40,254 --> 00:13:42,865 ♪ 312 00:13:46,434 --> 00:13:48,392 - ♪ Oh, come get your kicks 313 00:13:48,436 --> 00:13:51,700 ♪ Come get your thrills, come get your feels ♪ 314 00:13:51,743 --> 00:13:53,397 ♪ The hype is real 315 00:13:53,441 --> 00:13:56,096 ♪ Gonna take you for a ride 316 00:13:56,139 --> 00:13:58,533 ♪ Gonna make you come alive 317 00:13:58,576 --> 00:14:00,970 ♪ Gonna have a good time - Jane. 318 00:14:01,014 --> 00:14:03,320 - ♪ Try to hold on tight 319 00:14:03,364 --> 00:14:05,583 - Jane. 320 00:14:05,627 --> 00:14:06,846 - Sorry. [music stops] 321 00:14:06,889 --> 00:14:09,631 I was just working on my Frankie story. 322 00:14:09,674 --> 00:14:10,980 It's gonna be really good. 323 00:14:11,024 --> 00:14:13,504 - Your strategy pitch is really strong. 324 00:14:13,548 --> 00:14:18,161 The move to capitalize on tentpole events is very smart. 325 00:14:18,205 --> 00:14:20,903 - Yeah, the data shows that it's a big draw for viewership. 326 00:14:20,947 --> 00:14:22,687 - Yeah, and the push for "Scarlet" to become 327 00:14:22,731 --> 00:14:23,950 a more data-informed 328 00:14:23,993 --> 00:14:26,387 and less data-fed is really great. 329 00:14:26,430 --> 00:14:30,608 - Well, I mean, Kat helped so much with it. 330 00:14:30,652 --> 00:14:32,784 She's a genius at this stuff. 331 00:14:32,828 --> 00:14:34,743 - Yeah, she is. 332 00:14:34,786 --> 00:14:37,702 Well, good for you for reaching out to the people around you 333 00:14:37,746 --> 00:14:38,790 and using their strengths 334 00:14:38,834 --> 00:14:39,966 to get the results that you want. 335 00:14:40,009 --> 00:14:41,793 You'll be doing that a lot in this job. 336 00:14:41,837 --> 00:14:44,753 Don't forget you have your interview with Sage soon. 337 00:14:44,796 --> 00:14:45,972 - Jacqueline? 338 00:14:49,149 --> 00:14:53,588 Doing this job, do you ever miss writing? 339 00:14:53,631 --> 00:14:57,026 - Oh, yeah, of course. Especially at first. 340 00:14:57,070 --> 00:15:00,421 But inspiring people, 341 00:15:00,464 --> 00:15:02,684 leading them to tell the larger story, 342 00:15:02,727 --> 00:15:04,947 "Scarlet's" story, 343 00:15:04,991 --> 00:15:08,951 I've always found that the most rewarding. 344 00:15:08,995 --> 00:15:11,432 You will too, Jane. 345 00:15:11,475 --> 00:15:14,391 [solemn music] 346 00:15:14,435 --> 00:15:18,221 ♪ 347 00:15:18,265 --> 00:15:20,528 - Hey, Ollie. - Hey, Kat. 348 00:15:20,571 --> 00:15:22,269 I just love seeing you here, you know that? 349 00:15:22,312 --> 00:15:25,402 - Aw. I love being here. 350 00:15:25,446 --> 00:15:27,013 - So what's up? 351 00:15:27,056 --> 00:15:28,623 - Sutton asked me 352 00:15:28,666 --> 00:15:31,321 to tell you that uncomplicating things 353 00:15:31,365 --> 00:15:33,280 is a little more complicated than she thought, 354 00:15:33,323 --> 00:15:35,673 so she's gonna be a little late. 355 00:15:35,717 --> 00:15:38,154 - Ah, she did, huh? - Mm. 356 00:15:38,198 --> 00:15:40,374 - That girl loves love. - Yeah. 357 00:15:40,417 --> 00:15:43,159 Don't we all? [both laugh] 358 00:15:43,203 --> 00:15:45,553 Just some of us protect ourselves 359 00:15:45,596 --> 00:15:47,903 a little more than others. 360 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:50,514 - Yeah, I guess we do, don't we? 361 00:15:53,082 --> 00:15:54,954 - I'll see you in the bullpen. 362 00:15:54,997 --> 00:15:57,478 - You got it. 363 00:15:57,521 --> 00:16:04,441 ♪ 364 00:16:11,753 --> 00:16:13,407 - Oliver. Hi. 365 00:16:13,450 --> 00:16:15,104 - Uh, Jasper. Hey. 366 00:16:15,148 --> 00:16:17,237 - I'm calling 367 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:21,981 'cause I was wondering if you would like to join me 368 00:16:22,024 --> 00:16:23,678 at this launch tomorrow night. 369 00:16:23,721 --> 00:16:25,071 - Yeah. 370 00:16:25,114 --> 00:16:26,898 Oh, and Carly can wear that new dress I made her. 371 00:16:26,942 --> 00:16:28,552 She'll be so happy. 372 00:16:28,596 --> 00:16:32,556 - Actually, I was hoping that we could get a sitter. 373 00:16:33,775 --> 00:16:35,690 - Oh. - Yeah. 374 00:16:35,733 --> 00:16:37,213 But if it's not a good time 375 00:16:37,257 --> 00:16:38,867 or if you have other plans, I get it. 376 00:16:38,910 --> 00:16:40,434 I mean, it's not a big deal, so-- 377 00:16:40,477 --> 00:16:41,435 - Oliver. 378 00:16:42,914 --> 00:16:44,568 I'd really like that. 379 00:16:44,612 --> 00:16:47,397 - Okay then. 380 00:16:47,441 --> 00:16:48,920 [sighs] 381 00:16:48,964 --> 00:16:50,879 It's a date. 382 00:16:50,922 --> 00:16:53,012 [phone buzzes] 383 00:16:58,060 --> 00:17:00,584 - [laughs] Oh, my God. 384 00:17:01,977 --> 00:17:04,371 Hi, Ryan. [laughs] 385 00:17:04,414 --> 00:17:07,417 Wow. What are you doing here? 386 00:17:07,461 --> 00:17:09,724 - I've got a meeting with my editor, fifth floor. 387 00:17:09,767 --> 00:17:11,117 - New book? 388 00:17:11,160 --> 00:17:13,597 - Yeah, it's early stages, but I'm excited. 389 00:17:13,641 --> 00:17:16,078 - Well, early stages are the best. 390 00:17:16,122 --> 00:17:19,951 There's still room for possibilities. 391 00:17:19,995 --> 00:17:21,301 - What're you working on? 392 00:17:21,344 --> 00:17:24,260 - A Frankie Williams interview. - What? 393 00:17:24,304 --> 00:17:25,696 No way. - Yeah. 394 00:17:25,740 --> 00:17:26,828 - How did you get that? 395 00:17:26,871 --> 00:17:30,092 - Uh, it involved some minor stalking. 396 00:17:30,136 --> 00:17:33,052 - Well, all the best ones do, right? 397 00:17:33,095 --> 00:17:34,879 Remember that time that I followed that guy 398 00:17:34,923 --> 00:17:37,621 on his whole mail shift just to get a single quote? 399 00:17:37,665 --> 00:17:39,623 - And I took a cab all the way to Rhinebeck, 400 00:17:39,667 --> 00:17:40,929 which was a day's salary, 401 00:17:40,972 --> 00:17:42,452 just to interview a beekeeper 402 00:17:42,496 --> 00:17:45,194 who claimed to be the long-lost sister of Sylvia Plath? 403 00:17:45,238 --> 00:17:46,978 - Yes, and you got a bunch of bee stings. 404 00:17:47,022 --> 00:17:49,111 - I did. [both laugh] 405 00:17:50,634 --> 00:17:52,767 Well, the things we do for a story. 406 00:17:52,810 --> 00:17:54,290 - Oh, yeah. 407 00:17:54,334 --> 00:17:56,118 I wouldn't trade it for anything. 408 00:17:56,162 --> 00:17:58,599 It's who we are, right? 409 00:17:58,642 --> 00:18:01,689 [phone buzzes] 410 00:18:01,732 --> 00:18:04,431 - [sighs] 411 00:18:04,474 --> 00:18:07,129 Sorry, I'm meeting someone. 412 00:18:07,173 --> 00:18:10,176 - For a new story? What's it about? 413 00:18:14,354 --> 00:18:17,313 - I'm figuring it out. 414 00:18:17,357 --> 00:18:20,664 Yeah, I thought it was one thing, but, uh... 415 00:18:20,708 --> 00:18:22,710 now I'm not so sure. 416 00:18:22,753 --> 00:18:25,016 - Early stages. 417 00:18:25,060 --> 00:18:28,237 - Something like that. 418 00:18:28,281 --> 00:18:33,024 - Well, this was nice. Seeing you. 419 00:18:33,068 --> 00:18:35,723 - Yeah, you too. 420 00:18:35,766 --> 00:18:39,030 - Okay. 421 00:18:39,074 --> 00:18:42,208 ♪ 422 00:18:42,251 --> 00:18:44,819 - Elevator traffic. Uh, okay. 423 00:18:44,862 --> 00:18:47,561 So let's get started, Ms. Editor in Chief. 424 00:18:49,215 --> 00:18:53,523 - Actually, Sage, I'm really sorry. 425 00:18:53,567 --> 00:18:55,351 I... 426 00:18:55,395 --> 00:18:58,180 I have to go talk to Jacqueline. 427 00:18:58,224 --> 00:19:01,183 [soft dramatic music] 428 00:19:01,227 --> 00:19:07,058 ♪ 429 00:19:07,102 --> 00:19:09,626 - Oh, Jane, come on in. 430 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:17,721 - Jacqueline, I need to talk to you. 431 00:19:17,765 --> 00:19:20,333 - Oh. 432 00:19:25,903 --> 00:19:28,341 Hmm. 433 00:19:28,384 --> 00:19:29,864 You don't wanna take over. 434 00:19:32,127 --> 00:19:34,216 - How did you know that? 435 00:19:34,260 --> 00:19:36,479 - I didn't know. 436 00:19:37,611 --> 00:19:39,569 Until right now. 437 00:19:42,529 --> 00:19:45,227 - [sighs] 438 00:19:45,271 --> 00:19:47,925 Jacqueline, it has been a privilege 439 00:19:47,969 --> 00:19:50,537 to work for you. 440 00:19:50,580 --> 00:19:53,148 But this isn't the next step for me. 441 00:19:55,324 --> 00:19:58,109 I'm a writer. 442 00:19:58,153 --> 00:20:00,416 Not a manager. 443 00:20:00,460 --> 00:20:02,810 Leading people, board meetings, 444 00:20:02,853 --> 00:20:06,074 strategy decks, ad sales, 445 00:20:06,117 --> 00:20:08,468 it isn't my passion. 446 00:20:12,254 --> 00:20:13,908 - Wow. 447 00:20:15,953 --> 00:20:18,608 Uh... 448 00:20:18,652 --> 00:20:22,656 This is... it's a bit of a shocker. 449 00:20:22,699 --> 00:20:29,619 ♪ 450 00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:35,016 - Do you hate me? 451 00:20:35,059 --> 00:20:38,149 - No, of course not. 452 00:20:38,193 --> 00:20:40,543 I'm proud of you. 453 00:20:41,631 --> 00:20:44,025 - I just feel like I failed you. 454 00:20:44,068 --> 00:20:45,940 - Jane, you have not failed me. 455 00:20:45,983 --> 00:20:51,162 It takes courage and conviction to change course. 456 00:20:51,206 --> 00:20:54,296 And to turn down an opportunity that... 457 00:20:54,340 --> 00:20:56,429 you know is not the right fit. 458 00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:01,564 - Thank you. 459 00:21:05,786 --> 00:21:08,179 [sighs] 460 00:21:08,223 --> 00:21:11,226 So what now? 461 00:21:14,708 --> 00:21:16,057 - I'm really hungry. 462 00:21:16,100 --> 00:21:17,928 - I really miss New York food. - Mm. 463 00:21:17,972 --> 00:21:19,452 - The bagels. 464 00:21:19,495 --> 00:21:20,627 Pizza. 465 00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:22,019 - Did you know the reason it's so good 466 00:21:22,063 --> 00:21:24,500 is because of the water? 467 00:21:24,544 --> 00:21:27,590 - Whatever it is, it cannot be replicated anywhere else. 468 00:21:27,634 --> 00:21:29,244 - Well, it's a good thing you're here now. 469 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:31,028 - It really is. 470 00:21:31,072 --> 00:21:34,162 [kids laughing and shouting] 471 00:21:39,254 --> 00:21:40,777 - Are you okay? 472 00:21:43,954 --> 00:21:46,000 - Yeah, yeah, I'm good. 473 00:21:46,043 --> 00:21:48,089 Let's go get pizza. 474 00:21:48,132 --> 00:21:50,221 - Reload! Reload! 475 00:21:51,745 --> 00:21:53,137 - Hi. 476 00:21:53,181 --> 00:21:54,400 - Is everything okay? 477 00:21:54,443 --> 00:21:56,271 Is there something wrong with the layout, or-- 478 00:21:56,315 --> 00:21:58,795 - Oh, no! No, not at all. 479 00:21:58,839 --> 00:22:02,190 - Okay. 480 00:22:02,233 --> 00:22:04,323 - Kat, um... 481 00:22:05,628 --> 00:22:08,370 I'm not taking the editor in chief job. 482 00:22:08,414 --> 00:22:11,547 - What? Why? 483 00:22:11,591 --> 00:22:16,030 - Because I'm not the right person for it. 484 00:22:16,073 --> 00:22:18,598 - You are, Kat. 485 00:22:18,641 --> 00:22:21,557 [soft music] 486 00:22:21,601 --> 00:22:22,776 ♪ 487 00:22:22,819 --> 00:22:23,907 - Are you serious? 488 00:22:23,951 --> 00:22:28,390 - Oh, I am very serious. 489 00:22:28,434 --> 00:22:29,913 - Is it okay-- is it okay if we sit down? 490 00:22:29,957 --> 00:22:31,524 - Oh, yeah. Let's do that. - Yeah, I feel like I just-- 491 00:22:31,567 --> 00:22:33,787 I really need to sit. - Sit down. 492 00:22:33,830 --> 00:22:36,920 - Um, Jane, what-- 493 00:22:36,964 --> 00:22:39,183 this is your dream. 494 00:22:39,227 --> 00:22:41,577 - No, it's not. 495 00:22:41,621 --> 00:22:43,927 I thought it was. 496 00:22:43,971 --> 00:22:47,975 But I was born to be a writer. 497 00:22:48,018 --> 00:22:51,718 You were born to do this. 498 00:22:51,761 --> 00:22:54,155 And you're gonna be great at it. 499 00:22:55,069 --> 00:22:56,636 I love you. 500 00:22:56,679 --> 00:22:58,246 - I love you too. 501 00:23:04,731 --> 00:23:06,385 What about the board? 502 00:23:06,428 --> 00:23:07,429 - The board is in. 503 00:23:07,473 --> 00:23:08,561 - What? - Yeah. 504 00:23:08,604 --> 00:23:11,433 I mean, they loved the strategy pitch, 505 00:23:11,477 --> 00:23:13,870 which Jane tells me was very much yours. 506 00:23:13,914 --> 00:23:17,439 And everyone is so excited about DontTurnAway. 507 00:23:17,483 --> 00:23:19,702 - Sorry, I'm just trying to catch up. 508 00:23:19,746 --> 00:23:22,923 'Cause it wasn't that long ago that there-- 509 00:23:22,966 --> 00:23:24,751 I mean, we were sitting right there and you fired me, 510 00:23:24,794 --> 00:23:26,927 and now you're asking me to take over for you? 511 00:23:26,970 --> 00:23:28,102 - Mm-hmm. 512 00:23:28,145 --> 00:23:30,060 - I mean, I've changed since then, 513 00:23:30,104 --> 00:23:32,236 but I'm always gonna be a fighter. 514 00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:33,455 If there's injustice, 515 00:23:33,499 --> 00:23:35,065 I'm not just gonna sit back. 516 00:23:35,109 --> 00:23:36,240 Like, I can't. 517 00:23:36,284 --> 00:23:38,982 - And that is the kind of leader 518 00:23:39,026 --> 00:23:40,984 that this magazine needs. 519 00:23:41,028 --> 00:23:45,206 I was trying to replace myself with someone that was, 520 00:23:45,249 --> 00:23:47,600 well, someone like me. 521 00:23:47,643 --> 00:23:52,126 But someone like me is not the future of "Scarlet." 522 00:23:52,169 --> 00:23:55,390 You are, Kat. 523 00:23:55,434 --> 00:23:59,568 And I'm sorry that it took me so long to see it. 524 00:23:59,612 --> 00:24:02,223 Now, I know that taking on editor in chief 525 00:24:02,266 --> 00:24:05,487 at a big magazine like "Scarlet" is a huge decision, 526 00:24:05,531 --> 00:24:07,271 and I'm sure you're gonna wanna take time 527 00:24:07,315 --> 00:24:08,795 to think it through and-- 528 00:24:08,838 --> 00:24:10,797 - No. 529 00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:12,276 - No? 530 00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:13,843 - No, I don't need time to think about it. 531 00:24:17,281 --> 00:24:19,153 I don't nee-- I'm--the answer's yes. 532 00:24:19,196 --> 00:24:20,633 - Ah! 533 00:24:20,676 --> 00:24:23,331 I would lo--I would love it. - Kat, that's amazing! 534 00:24:23,374 --> 00:24:24,854 - Yeah, I would love it. 535 00:24:24,898 --> 00:24:26,160 - [laughs] 536 00:24:26,203 --> 00:24:28,684 [upbeat music] 537 00:24:28,728 --> 00:24:30,599 Hmm. 538 00:24:30,643 --> 00:24:32,775 Yeah, that's nice. - That feel all right? 539 00:24:32,819 --> 00:24:36,823 - Yep, and these are just such a lovely touch. 540 00:24:36,866 --> 00:24:39,086 They look kinda familiar. 541 00:24:39,129 --> 00:24:42,611 - Those are actually replicas of, uh, the dress you wore 542 00:24:42,655 --> 00:24:44,265 the night you became editor in chief. 543 00:24:44,308 --> 00:24:47,137 - Oh. 544 00:24:47,181 --> 00:24:49,575 Wow. - Yeah. 545 00:24:49,618 --> 00:24:53,143 Your past right with you as you head into your future. 546 00:24:53,187 --> 00:24:55,711 - Well, they're perfect. 547 00:24:55,755 --> 00:24:58,453 Thank you. - Thank you. 548 00:24:58,497 --> 00:25:00,194 It's not lost on me what an honor it is 549 00:25:00,237 --> 00:25:02,022 to have a chance to style you. 550 00:25:02,065 --> 00:25:04,807 - Well, I wanted the best. And you are the best. 551 00:25:04,851 --> 00:25:06,766 - I'm hardly the best, but thanks for saying that. 552 00:25:06,809 --> 00:25:09,856 - Sutton, stop. 553 00:25:09,899 --> 00:25:14,208 It is time for you to own how great you are. 554 00:25:14,251 --> 00:25:17,211 [Aluna's "Off Guard"] 555 00:25:17,254 --> 00:25:20,170 [atmospheric pop music] 556 00:25:20,214 --> 00:25:21,345 Wow. 557 00:25:21,389 --> 00:25:24,697 ♪ 558 00:25:24,740 --> 00:25:27,264 I can't believe this is really happening. 559 00:25:27,308 --> 00:25:29,223 [laughs] 560 00:25:29,266 --> 00:25:33,227 - I've never seen you nervous. 561 00:25:33,270 --> 00:25:35,577 - Well, it's never easy letting go. 562 00:25:35,621 --> 00:25:39,189 Even when it's right. 563 00:25:39,233 --> 00:25:41,322 - ♪ Wasn't always honest with you ♪ 564 00:25:41,365 --> 00:25:44,064 ♪ 'cause I love the tension 565 00:25:44,107 --> 00:25:46,196 ♪ 566 00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:48,503 ♪ I know you like to think you see through ♪ 567 00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:50,244 ♪ All my deception 568 00:25:50,287 --> 00:25:52,202 - Hi. - Hi. 569 00:25:52,246 --> 00:25:54,378 - Um...come on in. 570 00:25:54,422 --> 00:25:57,164 I'm just gonna grab my bag. 571 00:25:57,207 --> 00:26:00,428 - So what made you change your mind? 572 00:26:00,471 --> 00:26:04,911 - Um, I just stopped overthinking. 573 00:26:04,954 --> 00:26:07,653 And I just listened to what I want. 574 00:26:07,696 --> 00:26:09,002 - Hmm. 575 00:26:11,961 --> 00:26:13,441 - Ready? 576 00:26:13,484 --> 00:26:14,747 - Well, I still know nothing about you, 577 00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:17,010 so I guessed and picked Italian. 578 00:26:17,053 --> 00:26:19,186 Is that okay? 579 00:26:19,229 --> 00:26:21,362 - Um... 580 00:26:21,405 --> 00:26:23,320 - I mean, we can do something else, if you don't like it-- 581 00:26:23,364 --> 00:26:27,281 - No, no, no. Um, Italian is great. 582 00:26:27,324 --> 00:26:29,283 But, uh, you're right. 583 00:26:29,326 --> 00:26:31,372 You don't know anything about me. 584 00:26:31,415 --> 00:26:33,983 - Well, I'm hoping we can change that. 585 00:26:36,899 --> 00:26:41,556 - Well, um, this is my first date 586 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:44,341 in a long time. 587 00:26:44,385 --> 00:26:47,518 I recently had a big breakup. 588 00:26:47,562 --> 00:26:50,957 And then I thought I was ready to date someone else, 589 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:54,177 and I wasn't. 590 00:26:54,221 --> 00:26:57,354 And I got a double mastectomy. 591 00:26:57,398 --> 00:26:59,487 Which was preventative, and I'm okay, 592 00:26:59,530 --> 00:27:02,490 but you told me about your scars, so I thought 593 00:27:02,533 --> 00:27:03,883 you should know about mine. 594 00:27:07,887 --> 00:27:11,499 - Thank you for telling me that. 595 00:27:11,542 --> 00:27:15,024 And just so you know, I'm not afraid of scars. 596 00:27:16,852 --> 00:27:19,812 It's like you said. We all have 'em. 597 00:27:19,855 --> 00:27:23,250 - Yeah. 598 00:27:23,293 --> 00:27:26,514 - ♪ Show me your heart, I know how to break ♪ 599 00:27:26,557 --> 00:27:28,342 ♪ I know how break, yeah 600 00:27:28,385 --> 00:27:31,388 ♪ You catch me off guard, I'll call you a mistake ♪ 601 00:27:31,432 --> 00:27:33,347 ♪ And open your scars 602 00:27:33,390 --> 00:27:37,525 - Um, what if we skipped dinner? 603 00:27:38,657 --> 00:27:40,876 - Are you sure? 604 00:27:40,920 --> 00:27:42,530 - Yeah, I am. 605 00:27:42,573 --> 00:27:45,228 - ♪ It's just what I do 606 00:27:45,272 --> 00:27:48,710 ♪ When you catch me off guard ♪ 607 00:27:48,754 --> 00:27:51,017 ♪ It's just what I do 608 00:27:53,802 --> 00:27:57,414 - You know, we could just bail on the movie 609 00:27:57,458 --> 00:27:59,025 and just get right into bed. 610 00:27:59,068 --> 00:28:00,722 [chuckles] 611 00:28:00,766 --> 00:28:03,725 [downtempo music] 612 00:28:03,769 --> 00:28:07,033 ♪ 613 00:28:07,076 --> 00:28:09,078 What's that? - Read it. 614 00:28:09,122 --> 00:28:12,516 - I don't want to, whatever it is. 615 00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:14,388 - Okay. 616 00:28:15,955 --> 00:28:17,608 Then I will. 617 00:28:20,263 --> 00:28:22,788 "Richard Hunter is the love of my life. 618 00:28:25,660 --> 00:28:30,056 "We were married for a brief but wonderful time. 619 00:28:30,099 --> 00:28:31,927 "A time that I will carry with me 620 00:28:31,971 --> 00:28:33,712 "for the rest of my life. 621 00:28:37,237 --> 00:28:41,110 "Our marriage...ended 622 00:28:41,154 --> 00:28:44,766 "because of no fault of his. 623 00:28:44,810 --> 00:28:46,289 "Or mine. 624 00:28:46,333 --> 00:28:47,769 "But because of the single reason 625 00:28:47,813 --> 00:28:50,816 "that while I was not meant to be a mom... 626 00:28:53,166 --> 00:28:55,168 He was meant to be a dad." 627 00:28:55,211 --> 00:28:58,867 - Sutton. - Please let me get this out. 628 00:28:58,911 --> 00:29:03,437 "Walking away from an amazing husband 629 00:29:03,480 --> 00:29:06,353 "is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. 630 00:29:08,137 --> 00:29:11,575 "But I also know that it's the right thing to do. 631 00:29:11,619 --> 00:29:15,797 "Because letting go also means... 632 00:29:18,191 --> 00:29:20,367 "Giving the person that I love 633 00:29:20,410 --> 00:29:24,675 "most in this world 634 00:29:24,719 --> 00:29:28,201 "a chance at becoming what he was born to be. 635 00:29:31,030 --> 00:29:34,207 A father." 636 00:29:34,250 --> 00:29:35,556 - Sutton. 637 00:29:40,039 --> 00:29:44,347 I want to spend the rest of my life with you. 638 00:29:44,391 --> 00:29:46,436 - [laughs] 639 00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:49,831 [sighs] Richard. 640 00:29:49,875 --> 00:29:53,182 I saw the way you looked at those kids in the park. 641 00:29:53,226 --> 00:29:55,706 And I know what you were thinking. 642 00:29:55,750 --> 00:29:58,318 You were thinking, I wish I could have that. 643 00:29:58,361 --> 00:30:01,451 [soft music] 644 00:30:01,495 --> 00:30:04,019 - What I was thinking was, 645 00:30:04,063 --> 00:30:06,935 there's no place on Earth that I would rather be 646 00:30:06,979 --> 00:30:10,025 than by your side. 647 00:30:10,069 --> 00:30:12,941 Yes. 648 00:30:12,985 --> 00:30:16,423 I always wanted kids. 649 00:30:18,381 --> 00:30:19,818 [sighs] 650 00:30:19,861 --> 00:30:21,428 But the thing is, 651 00:30:21,471 --> 00:30:23,256 I want you more. 652 00:30:26,781 --> 00:30:29,305 I mean, maybe I could adopt a baby, 653 00:30:29,349 --> 00:30:31,873 but without you, 654 00:30:31,917 --> 00:30:33,919 I wouldn't be happy. 655 00:30:36,660 --> 00:30:40,882 And sure, I could meet someone, 656 00:30:40,926 --> 00:30:45,626 and we could have a kid. 657 00:30:45,669 --> 00:30:49,151 But I don't wanna marry anyone else, Sutton. 658 00:30:49,195 --> 00:30:51,458 - [sighs] 659 00:30:54,113 --> 00:30:56,463 [inhales shakily] 660 00:30:56,506 --> 00:30:58,944 How do I know that you're not gonna regret it? 661 00:30:58,987 --> 00:31:01,076 - What I regret 662 00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:04,036 is ever having left you in the first place. 663 00:31:06,516 --> 00:31:07,953 - I really wanna believe you. 664 00:31:07,996 --> 00:31:09,084 - Then believe me, 665 00:31:09,128 --> 00:31:11,478 because I have never been more certain 666 00:31:11,521 --> 00:31:13,828 of anything in my entire life. 667 00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:20,400 ♪ 668 00:31:20,443 --> 00:31:23,403 Sutton Brady... 669 00:31:24,926 --> 00:31:28,277 Will you not divorce me? 670 00:31:28,321 --> 00:31:30,323 - [laughs] 671 00:31:32,978 --> 00:31:35,284 - I can't imagine living my life without you. 672 00:31:35,328 --> 00:31:39,288 - I can't either. 673 00:31:39,332 --> 00:31:43,423 - So is that a yes? - Yes. 674 00:31:47,688 --> 00:31:50,560 [Kacy Hill's "To Someone Else"] 675 00:31:50,604 --> 00:31:53,520 [atmospheric pop music]' 676 00:31:53,563 --> 00:31:55,914 ♪ 677 00:31:55,957 --> 00:31:58,307 - [sighs] 678 00:31:58,351 --> 00:32:05,488 ♪ 679 00:32:09,492 --> 00:32:12,191 - ♪ You know my love 680 00:32:12,234 --> 00:32:15,281 ♪ 681 00:32:15,324 --> 00:32:18,284 ♪ Gonna give you everything that I have ♪ 682 00:32:18,327 --> 00:32:20,982 ♪ 683 00:32:21,026 --> 00:32:24,725 ♪ Gonna give you everything that I've got ♪ 684 00:32:24,768 --> 00:32:27,336 ♪ If God above us 685 00:32:27,380 --> 00:32:29,860 ♪ Ever said to one of us 686 00:32:29,904 --> 00:32:32,472 - This was your mom when she was your age. 687 00:32:32,515 --> 00:32:33,690 She loved to travel 688 00:32:33,734 --> 00:32:35,431 the same way you love to write. 689 00:32:35,475 --> 00:32:39,000 Chase your story, Janie. No matter where it takes you. 690 00:32:39,044 --> 00:32:40,697 Love, Dad. 691 00:32:40,741 --> 00:32:42,569 - ♪ To someone else 692 00:32:42,612 --> 00:32:45,746 ♪ But wait it out 693 00:32:49,576 --> 00:32:51,230 - ♪ She's on fire 694 00:32:51,273 --> 00:32:52,883 ♪ Ow! 695 00:32:52,927 --> 00:32:55,495 ♪ I look so fire, vibe on the match 696 00:32:55,538 --> 00:32:57,062 ♪ 697 00:32:57,105 --> 00:32:59,238 ♪ She's on fire 698 00:32:59,281 --> 00:33:02,371 ♪ Ow! 699 00:33:02,415 --> 00:33:03,851 - Whew. 700 00:33:03,894 --> 00:33:06,245 - Mm. Thank you for coming. 701 00:33:06,288 --> 00:33:07,550 - Look at that. 702 00:33:07,594 --> 00:33:09,552 - [laughs] You like it? 703 00:33:09,596 --> 00:33:11,032 It's a one-of-a-kind. 704 00:33:11,076 --> 00:33:13,208 From my favorite designer, Mr. Jasper West. 705 00:33:13,252 --> 00:33:16,429 - I mean, you know how I get when I see you in my threads. 706 00:33:16,472 --> 00:33:19,171 - That's why I wore it. - [laughs] 707 00:33:19,214 --> 00:33:21,173 - Shall we do this? 708 00:33:21,216 --> 00:33:22,739 Come on. 709 00:33:22,783 --> 00:33:24,350 - ♪ She's on fire 710 00:33:24,393 --> 00:33:26,308 ♪ Ow! 711 00:33:26,352 --> 00:33:28,267 ♪ I look so fire, vibe on the match ♪ 712 00:33:28,310 --> 00:33:30,617 ♪ 713 00:33:30,660 --> 00:33:32,097 ♪ Move out the way 714 00:33:32,140 --> 00:33:34,795 ♪ She's on fire when she goes ♪ 715 00:33:34,838 --> 00:33:36,057 ♪ Too hot to handle 716 00:33:36,101 --> 00:33:38,059 ♪ From her head to her toes 717 00:33:38,103 --> 00:33:40,061 ♪ I like so fire, vibe on the match ♪ 718 00:33:40,105 --> 00:33:41,976 ♪ She's on fire where she goes ♪ 719 00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:44,196 ♪ I look so fire, vibe on the match ♪ 720 00:33:44,239 --> 00:33:46,285 [cheers and applause] 721 00:33:46,328 --> 00:33:49,766 - Thank you! Thank you. 722 00:33:49,810 --> 00:33:53,161 I am honored to welcome DontTurnAway 723 00:33:53,205 --> 00:33:55,598 into the "Scarlet" family. 724 00:33:55,642 --> 00:33:59,298 I pride "Scarlet" on leading the pack. 725 00:33:59,341 --> 00:34:01,778 And DontTurnAway will continue that 726 00:34:01,822 --> 00:34:04,955 by pushing us to do better, 727 00:34:04,999 --> 00:34:07,828 to be better, 728 00:34:07,871 --> 00:34:10,613 as we head into the future. 729 00:34:10,657 --> 00:34:14,095 I've been thinking a lot about the future lately. 730 00:34:14,139 --> 00:34:16,663 And the past. 731 00:34:16,706 --> 00:34:19,100 And my time here. 732 00:34:19,144 --> 00:34:23,626 And while I am so proud of the work 733 00:34:23,670 --> 00:34:26,281 "Scarlet" has done, 734 00:34:26,325 --> 00:34:29,284 my most cherished 735 00:34:29,328 --> 00:34:32,026 and greatest gift 736 00:34:32,070 --> 00:34:34,202 is all of you. 737 00:34:34,246 --> 00:34:37,814 You are the future. 738 00:34:37,858 --> 00:34:41,644 And so I want to take tonight 739 00:34:41,688 --> 00:34:44,691 to announce that I am stepping down 740 00:34:44,734 --> 00:34:46,475 as editor in chief. 741 00:34:46,519 --> 00:34:48,521 [crowd gasps] 742 00:34:48,564 --> 00:34:52,829 I will always cherish my time here, 743 00:34:52,873 --> 00:34:54,657 and I cannot wait to see 744 00:34:54,701 --> 00:34:58,270 what the next generation will do. 745 00:34:58,313 --> 00:35:02,839 So without further ado, I would like to introduce you all 746 00:35:02,883 --> 00:35:07,496 to the next editor in chief of "Scarlet," 747 00:35:07,540 --> 00:35:09,150 Kat Edison. 748 00:35:09,194 --> 00:35:12,153 [cheers and applause] 749 00:35:12,197 --> 00:35:15,156 [soft music] 750 00:35:15,200 --> 00:35:18,159 ♪ 751 00:35:18,203 --> 00:35:21,075 - Thank you. 752 00:35:22,903 --> 00:35:27,125 Wow. Uh, thank you, Jacqueline. 753 00:35:27,168 --> 00:35:31,564 ♪ 754 00:35:35,524 --> 00:35:38,701 - I feel really honored to be standing here 755 00:35:38,745 --> 00:35:40,964 on the ground that you paved. 756 00:35:41,008 --> 00:35:43,097 We are gonna take everything that Jacqueline 757 00:35:43,141 --> 00:35:45,708 and those before her have built 758 00:35:45,752 --> 00:35:47,710 and continue to innovate. 759 00:35:47,754 --> 00:35:50,365 And you know what, I'm gonna be honest with you all, 760 00:35:50,409 --> 00:35:52,715 for a long time, 761 00:35:52,759 --> 00:35:55,370 I was so scared 762 00:35:55,414 --> 00:35:57,503 of the future. 763 00:35:57,546 --> 00:35:59,548 But I'm not afraid anymore. 764 00:35:59,592 --> 00:36:04,031 And I promise you that I will approach each and every day 765 00:36:04,074 --> 00:36:08,470 with an open heart and an open mind. 766 00:36:08,514 --> 00:36:13,562 And we're gonna create our very own amazing future. 767 00:36:13,606 --> 00:36:15,651 But before we do that, 768 00:36:15,695 --> 00:36:19,873 I think we should take one last look at the past... 769 00:36:21,135 --> 00:36:23,224 And our fearless leader who brought us here. 770 00:36:23,268 --> 00:36:26,096 - ♪ Move through the world alone ♪ 771 00:36:26,140 --> 00:36:28,403 [applause] ♪ But I like it 772 00:36:28,447 --> 00:36:31,406 ♪ Give me every high even if it burns ♪ 773 00:36:31,450 --> 00:36:34,801 ♪ Getting' into fights everywhere I turn ♪ 774 00:36:34,844 --> 00:36:37,325 ♪ One day you'll understand 775 00:36:37,369 --> 00:36:39,980 ♪ There's always turbulence 776 00:36:40,023 --> 00:36:43,723 - You did this? 777 00:36:43,766 --> 00:36:47,161 - The boys helped a little. - Oh. 778 00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:50,512 - I am tremendously proud of you, Jacqueline. 779 00:36:50,556 --> 00:36:52,993 - ♪ There's always turbulence ♪ 780 00:36:53,036 --> 00:36:54,864 ♪ There's always turbulence 781 00:36:54,908 --> 00:36:58,781 - Thank you, honey. - You're welcome. 782 00:36:58,825 --> 00:37:00,870 Let's watch it. 783 00:37:00,914 --> 00:37:02,655 [applause] 784 00:37:02,698 --> 00:37:05,266 - ♪ One day, you'll understand ♪ 785 00:37:05,310 --> 00:37:07,399 ♪ There's always turbulence 786 00:37:07,442 --> 00:37:09,183 - What are we doing back at the office? 787 00:37:09,227 --> 00:37:12,839 - Oh, I just have to grab something from upstairs. 788 00:37:12,882 --> 00:37:15,407 - Your speech was really beautiful. 789 00:37:15,450 --> 00:37:17,626 - Thanks. I'm glad you liked it. 790 00:37:17,670 --> 00:37:20,281 It was for you. 791 00:37:20,325 --> 00:37:23,676 - Kat, we talked about this. - I know we did. 792 00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:25,373 But being up there made me realize, 793 00:37:25,417 --> 00:37:27,941 you're my person. 794 00:37:27,984 --> 00:37:30,509 Like, you're always gonna be my person, 795 00:37:30,552 --> 00:37:33,947 and yeah, maybe we'll fight, 796 00:37:33,990 --> 00:37:36,471 and I'm sure we'll have our disagreements. 797 00:37:36,515 --> 00:37:37,646 But we'll work it out. 798 00:37:37,690 --> 00:37:38,734 - But you don't know that. - No, I do. 799 00:37:38,778 --> 00:37:41,650 I know that. 800 00:37:41,694 --> 00:37:44,871 I have never been more sure of anything in my entire life. 801 00:37:44,914 --> 00:37:48,353 You taught me that... 802 00:37:48,396 --> 00:37:52,095 I can commit and make it my own. 803 00:37:52,139 --> 00:37:55,098 And we can do that too. 804 00:37:55,142 --> 00:37:58,711 We can make this our own. 805 00:37:58,754 --> 00:38:01,931 We don't have to play by anyone else's rules. 806 00:38:01,975 --> 00:38:05,413 We make the rules. Together. 807 00:38:05,457 --> 00:38:08,677 [upbeat music] 808 00:38:08,721 --> 00:38:11,680 Does that sound okay? 809 00:38:11,724 --> 00:38:13,508 - It's perfect. 810 00:38:13,552 --> 00:38:17,643 - ♪ I miss you 811 00:38:17,686 --> 00:38:19,209 ♪ I miss you 812 00:38:19,253 --> 00:38:21,037 - You're so sweet. Mwah. 813 00:38:21,081 --> 00:38:23,170 - I'm so proud of you. - Thank you. 814 00:38:23,213 --> 00:38:26,869 I will see you when I get back. Nice to see you, Jasper. 815 00:38:26,913 --> 00:38:29,655 Ah, look what Oliver gave me. Aren't they gorgeous? 816 00:38:29,698 --> 00:38:31,221 - For the trip? [laugh] 817 00:38:31,265 --> 00:38:32,353 I love it. I love it. 818 00:38:32,397 --> 00:38:33,441 Actually, you should put 'em on 819 00:38:33,485 --> 00:38:35,356 'cause we have a flight to catch. 820 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:36,575 - I know. 821 00:38:36,618 --> 00:38:38,577 I just have one quick stop I need to make 822 00:38:38,620 --> 00:38:39,578 at "Scarlet." 823 00:38:39,621 --> 00:38:41,231 You carry those. 824 00:38:41,275 --> 00:38:45,540 [Dove Cameron's "Remember Me"] 825 00:38:45,584 --> 00:38:48,935 - ♪ Please remember me like this ♪ 826 00:38:48,978 --> 00:38:51,372 ♪ Beautiful and delicate 827 00:38:51,416 --> 00:38:54,549 ♪ 'Cause things get ugly way too quick ♪ 828 00:38:54,593 --> 00:38:57,726 ♪ And right now we're just so perfect ♪ 829 00:38:57,770 --> 00:39:00,990 ♪ So please 830 00:39:01,034 --> 00:39:03,993 ♪ Remember me just like 831 00:39:04,037 --> 00:39:06,387 ♪ No shoes, dancing 'round your living room ♪ 832 00:39:06,431 --> 00:39:07,867 ♪ Pulling off my T-shirt 833 00:39:07,910 --> 00:39:09,434 [laughter] 834 00:39:09,477 --> 00:39:11,174 ♪ We look good in black and white ♪ 835 00:39:11,218 --> 00:39:12,393 ♪ Sipping on a glass of white ♪ 836 00:39:12,437 --> 00:39:14,743 ♪ Magnify the city lights, right? ♪ 837 00:39:14,787 --> 00:39:17,746 - Wow, I cannot believe that this is the last time 838 00:39:17,790 --> 00:39:21,359 we're gonna be in here before you become editor in chief. 839 00:39:21,402 --> 00:39:24,274 - I know. - Oh, it's so wild. 840 00:39:24,318 --> 00:39:26,015 - I'm fundamentally against champagne 841 00:39:26,059 --> 00:39:27,408 without alcohol in it, 842 00:39:27,452 --> 00:39:29,410 but I really appreciate the support. 843 00:39:29,454 --> 00:39:32,979 - Well, look, I am doing this because I love you. 844 00:39:33,022 --> 00:39:34,720 - All for one and one for all. 845 00:39:34,763 --> 00:39:36,199 [laughter] 846 00:39:36,243 --> 00:39:38,854 - Hold on, hold on, hold on. 847 00:39:38,898 --> 00:39:40,726 Cheers. - Cheers! 848 00:39:40,769 --> 00:39:43,816 - ♪ So please 849 00:39:43,859 --> 00:39:45,295 ♪ Remember me 850 00:39:45,339 --> 00:39:47,646 - What's going on? - Yeah, what's happening? 851 00:39:49,691 --> 00:39:52,564 Oh, no. 852 00:39:52,607 --> 00:39:56,959 I--I know that look, and I feel like she's leaving "Scarlet." 853 00:39:57,003 --> 00:39:58,874 Are you leaving? - She's not leaving. 854 00:39:58,918 --> 00:40:01,094 Are you leaving? 855 00:40:02,095 --> 00:40:04,924 - Why? 856 00:40:04,967 --> 00:40:09,058 - I found this photo of my mom. 857 00:40:09,102 --> 00:40:10,843 And she's in Paris. [laughs] 858 00:40:10,886 --> 00:40:14,194 - Mm. - That's sweet. 859 00:40:14,237 --> 00:40:16,457 - She loved to travel. 860 00:40:16,501 --> 00:40:19,373 And it just got me thinking 861 00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:22,289 that I should take what I've learned here 862 00:40:22,332 --> 00:40:24,160 and apply it to my life, you know? 863 00:40:24,204 --> 00:40:27,512 I mean, see the world, 864 00:40:27,555 --> 00:40:29,601 have adventures, 865 00:40:29,644 --> 00:40:33,343 write about failing feminists in different countries. 866 00:40:33,387 --> 00:40:34,823 - I mean, I think that sounds amazing, 867 00:40:34,867 --> 00:40:38,958 but, you know, you can still do that from "Scarlet." 868 00:40:39,001 --> 00:40:42,352 - I know, I know, but... 869 00:40:42,396 --> 00:40:46,182 I think I have to let go of my safety net. 870 00:40:46,226 --> 00:40:49,229 However scary that might be. 871 00:40:51,361 --> 00:40:54,190 I just think this is my time 872 00:40:54,234 --> 00:40:56,584 to be in the moment, 873 00:40:56,628 --> 00:40:59,718 to take risks, 874 00:40:59,761 --> 00:41:01,763 and to embrace all the opportunities 875 00:41:01,807 --> 00:41:03,852 that my mom never got to. 876 00:41:03,896 --> 00:41:04,897 - I love that. 877 00:41:04,940 --> 00:41:07,987 You're amazing. - Yeah. 878 00:41:08,030 --> 00:41:10,729 And you always have a home here. 879 00:41:10,772 --> 00:41:12,382 - I know. 880 00:41:12,426 --> 00:41:15,211 - Speaking of home, 881 00:41:15,255 --> 00:41:16,212 what are you gonna do with the apartment? 882 00:41:16,256 --> 00:41:17,953 - Oh. You can't get rid of it. 883 00:41:17,997 --> 00:41:20,695 - [exhales] Probably lease it. 884 00:41:20,739 --> 00:41:22,001 - Oh, thank God. 885 00:41:22,044 --> 00:41:24,525 - We've gone through a lot in that apartment. 886 00:41:24,569 --> 00:41:26,440 [both laugh] 887 00:41:26,484 --> 00:41:29,574 - Yeah. 888 00:41:29,617 --> 00:41:31,837 [phone buzzes] 889 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:34,927 Oh. Richard's in the lobby. 890 00:41:34,970 --> 00:41:39,279 - Yeah, I think Adena's waiting for me in the lobby too, so... 891 00:41:39,322 --> 00:41:41,542 - ♪ You won't let me down 892 00:41:41,586 --> 00:41:44,980 - I guess we should... we should probably... 893 00:41:45,024 --> 00:41:48,027 - ♪ We've been learning to trust trouble ♪ 894 00:41:48,070 --> 00:41:51,073 - Stand. - Yes. 895 00:41:51,117 --> 00:41:54,250 - [clears throat] 896 00:41:54,294 --> 00:41:57,340 - [sighs] All right, honeys. 897 00:41:57,384 --> 00:41:59,168 Give me your hands. 898 00:41:59,212 --> 00:42:01,562 - ♪ I won't let you down 899 00:42:01,606 --> 00:42:04,739 ♪ I won't let you down 900 00:42:04,783 --> 00:42:06,741 - [sighs] 901 00:42:06,785 --> 00:42:08,482 So this is it. 902 00:42:08,526 --> 00:42:10,353 - No. 903 00:42:10,397 --> 00:42:13,313 - So much change. - But it's good change though. 904 00:42:13,356 --> 00:42:17,273 And we are gonna be okay. 905 00:42:17,317 --> 00:42:19,580 - We're gonna be better than okay. 906 00:42:19,624 --> 00:42:21,930 - 'Cause we got each other. - Mm-hmm. 907 00:42:21,974 --> 00:42:24,411 - Forever. 908 00:42:24,454 --> 00:42:27,240 - Oh, yeah. Until we die. 909 00:42:27,283 --> 00:42:29,459 [all laughing] 910 00:42:29,503 --> 00:42:31,679 - ♪ You won't let me down 911 00:42:31,723 --> 00:42:34,116 ♪ You won't let me down 912 00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:41,341 ♪