1 00:00:01,251 --> 00:00:04,378 Your mind may be wandering right now. 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:04,379 --> 00:00:07,715 This is all right, let it wander. 4 00:00:07,716 --> 00:00:11,093 And come back to the present moment when you're ready. 5 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 6 00:00:11,094 --> 00:00:13,679 Repeat as many times as you need. 7 00:00:13,680 --> 00:00:15,597 There's no pressure. 8 00:00:15,598 --> 00:00:17,349 Time will not harm you. 9 00:00:17,350 --> 00:00:21,311 It is an invention, a construct of the unimaginative, 10 00:00:21,312 --> 00:00:22,522 of the oppressors. 11 00:00:23,356 --> 00:00:27,484 The way you are feeling right now is a by-product of toxins 12 00:00:27,485 --> 00:00:30,363 and the toilet drugs that have seeped into the waters. 13 00:01:40,892 --> 00:01:42,392 I am very angry with you, Richie. 14 00:01:42,393 --> 00:01:43,645 Now go to your room! 15 00:01:44,562 --> 00:01:48,315 - But Mommy, I didn't do it! - Go to your room! 16 00:01:48,316 --> 00:01:50,734 - I didn't do it! - Your father will deal 17 00:01:50,735 --> 00:01:52,903 with you later. - I'll deal with him now. 18 00:01:52,904 --> 00:01:55,113 Buddy, apologize to the boy. 19 00:01:55,114 --> 00:01:57,491 - But he just- - I just. 20 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:59,326 - You just? - I just. 21 00:01:59,327 --> 00:02:00,577 - And i- 22 00:02:00,578 --> 00:02:05,124 - That's unjust. 23 00:02:05,125 --> 00:02:08,961 Honey, I did it with my little laundry markup thing. 24 00:02:08,962 --> 00:02:11,589 Ritchie, darling, come here to mommy. 25 00:04:49,539 --> 00:04:51,957 - Good morning, Mr. Zach. - Mr. Vivek. 26 00:04:51,958 --> 00:04:54,376 - You call me just Vivek. 27 00:04:54,377 --> 00:04:56,921 - You call me just Zach. - Okay, just Zach. 28 00:05:01,676 --> 00:05:04,678 My fiancee. - You wish, Vivek. 29 00:05:04,679 --> 00:05:05,971 - Oh, I do. 30 00:05:05,972 --> 00:05:06,848 I do wish. 31 00:05:12,895 --> 00:05:14,147 You would like this girl. 32 00:05:17,191 --> 00:05:19,944 - Thanks, but I'm not looking. 33 00:05:20,987 --> 00:05:22,863 - Still always be on 34 00:05:22,864 --> 00:05:24,490 the look, just Zach. 35 00:05:26,159 --> 00:05:28,745 How else do you find anything of value in this life? 36 00:05:29,662 --> 00:05:31,330 Bagel with butter, darling? 37 00:05:31,331 --> 00:05:32,165 - Yes. 38 00:05:43,384 --> 00:05:46,928 - I found that I'm able to keep it around longer 39 00:05:46,929 --> 00:05:50,058 with the clarity of knowing how much I have and where. 40 00:05:51,017 --> 00:05:51,851 - Huh? 41 00:05:52,852 --> 00:05:54,561 - You watched me order the cash. 42 00:05:54,562 --> 00:05:57,856 - Um, do you do that much cash spending? 43 00:05:57,857 --> 00:05:58,691 - No, not really. 44 00:05:59,692 --> 00:06:01,027 - Then what does it matter? 45 00:06:02,278 --> 00:06:05,155 - Says the woman who just paid in exact change. 46 00:06:05,156 --> 00:06:07,908 - So I can keep the rest of my carefully allocated funds 47 00:06:07,909 --> 00:06:09,576 in my digitized banking account. 48 00:06:09,577 --> 00:06:11,995 - Where it'll be more quickly spent on the internet. 49 00:06:11,996 --> 00:06:13,830 - Nope, not for me. 50 00:06:13,831 --> 00:06:15,957 - I think you're both right. 51 00:06:15,958 --> 00:06:18,794 Many people spend too much money on the internet. 52 00:06:18,795 --> 00:06:19,712 It's good to save. 53 00:06:20,713 --> 00:06:22,340 Saving leaves more for family. 54 00:06:29,555 --> 00:06:30,764 - Enjoy your coffee 55 00:06:30,765 --> 00:06:31,890 - You too. - And bagel. 56 00:06:31,891 --> 00:06:34,518 - You too. - Mm hm, I didn't get a bagel. 57 00:06:34,519 --> 00:06:35,353 - Ah. 58 00:06:39,190 --> 00:06:40,399 He's nice boy. 59 00:06:41,484 --> 00:06:42,485 A bit nervous maybe. 60 00:06:44,195 --> 00:06:45,695 - Yeah. - But he's nice. 61 00:06:45,696 --> 00:06:47,656 - I get enough nervous inside my own head. 62 00:06:47,657 --> 00:06:49,324 Thanks. 63 00:06:49,325 --> 00:06:50,159 - I understand. 64 00:06:51,202 --> 00:06:52,537 I worry all the time. 65 00:06:54,705 --> 00:06:56,040 It's hard these days. 66 00:06:58,793 --> 00:06:59,961 - Thanks, Vivek. 67 00:07:02,588 --> 00:07:03,880 Have a good night. 68 00:07:03,881 --> 00:07:04,841 Make lots of money. 69 00:07:06,175 --> 00:07:06,967 - Thank you. 70 00:07:06,968 --> 00:07:08,593 Yes, you too. 71 00:07:08,594 --> 00:07:09,720 More money is good. 72 00:07:10,638 --> 00:07:12,014 Maybe I'll take a vacation. 73 00:07:14,559 --> 00:07:15,393 - Hey. 74 00:07:19,480 --> 00:07:21,983 Um, I'm not weird or anything. 75 00:07:25,570 --> 00:07:27,362 - Kind of a weird opener. 76 00:07:27,363 --> 00:07:28,197 - Sorry. 77 00:07:29,532 --> 00:07:30,366 Can I ask you? 78 00:07:32,160 --> 00:07:36,038 Why are you up so early on a Saturday? 79 00:07:37,748 --> 00:07:38,583 - You first. 80 00:07:40,084 --> 00:07:40,918 - Insomnia. 81 00:07:42,128 --> 00:07:43,753 Bad. - Yeah? 82 00:07:43,754 --> 00:07:45,005 - Yeah. 83 00:07:45,006 --> 00:07:46,465 - How bad? 84 00:07:46,466 --> 00:07:47,258 - Pretty bad. 85 00:07:48,718 --> 00:07:50,635 I think the worst of it is over 86 00:07:50,636 --> 00:07:53,263 or I'm just very, very used to it. 87 00:07:53,264 --> 00:07:55,766 - Oh, me too. 88 00:07:57,185 --> 00:07:58,686 I mean, I have the same issue. 89 00:08:00,688 --> 00:08:03,024 I'm also probably really used to it too. 90 00:08:03,941 --> 00:08:05,984 I don't know, I'd rather be sleeping. 91 00:08:05,985 --> 00:08:07,235 - Mm. 92 00:08:07,236 --> 00:08:08,070 How long? 93 00:08:09,572 --> 00:08:14,493 - I've been up about three hours, slept- 94 00:08:14,494 --> 00:08:17,078 - I meant, I meant how long has it been going on? 95 00:08:17,079 --> 00:08:19,707 - Oh, always. - Sorry. 96 00:08:21,167 --> 00:08:22,751 That sucks. 97 00:08:22,752 --> 00:08:24,337 - How bad has it gotten for you? 98 00:08:25,963 --> 00:08:30,593 - Ooh, it's been two years. 99 00:08:32,637 --> 00:08:33,471 Yeah. 100 00:08:34,555 --> 00:08:38,184 I had to get help, like real help. 101 00:08:40,144 --> 00:08:43,939 Couldn't tell where the line was between sleeplessness 102 00:08:43,940 --> 00:08:47,068 and I don't know, life. 103 00:08:50,404 --> 00:08:53,115 Other things, not being able to cope maybe. 104 00:08:54,575 --> 00:08:58,955 I thought it was coping and something broke. 105 00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:02,041 You? 106 00:09:03,834 --> 00:09:05,877 - Are you asking if I'm broken? 107 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:07,003 - What? 108 00:09:07,004 --> 00:09:09,923 No, no, no, I meant, I don't know. 109 00:09:11,759 --> 00:09:13,385 What's your strategy? 110 00:09:13,386 --> 00:09:16,222 Like, are you, are you talking to someone? 111 00:09:17,390 --> 00:09:19,725 You don't have to answer if it's too personal. 112 00:09:21,185 --> 00:09:22,019 - Not yet. 113 00:09:23,396 --> 00:09:26,898 I mean, I haven't had to talk to anybody yet. 114 00:09:26,899 --> 00:09:27,732 I don't know. 115 00:09:27,733 --> 00:09:28,650 It's not that severe. 116 00:09:28,651 --> 00:09:33,029 Like I said, it's been my whole life, so, yeah, maybe. 117 00:09:33,030 --> 00:09:36,117 Maybe I should have spoken to someone by now. 118 00:09:36,993 --> 00:09:41,997 But I just can't seem to get anything stable going you know? 119 00:09:41,998 --> 00:09:45,125 - With sleep? - Oh, yeah, with sleep. 120 00:09:45,126 --> 00:09:47,003 With life too. 121 00:09:49,422 --> 00:09:50,255 You know, I mean, there's stable 122 00:09:50,256 --> 00:09:51,756 and then there's progress, right? 123 00:09:51,757 --> 00:09:54,259 So. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 124 00:09:54,260 --> 00:09:57,470 Or at least that's what other people talk about 125 00:09:57,471 --> 00:10:00,682 as if it exists for them. 126 00:10:06,188 --> 00:10:10,900 Yeah. 127 00:10:11,944 --> 00:10:15,906 - That guy. - Yeah, yeah. 128 00:10:18,075 --> 00:10:23,080 So, um, are you doing anything? 129 00:10:25,249 --> 00:10:27,418 I know it's a weird time and all. 130 00:10:29,003 --> 00:10:30,628 I don't have anything planned. 131 00:10:30,629 --> 00:10:33,840 Talking is better than... 132 00:10:33,841 --> 00:10:36,468 - Mindless TV alone in the dark. 133 00:10:36,469 --> 00:10:37,303 - Yeah, yeah. 134 00:10:38,304 --> 00:10:41,765 Actually, I started turning on all the lights 135 00:10:41,766 --> 00:10:44,017 to sort of reestablish the line 136 00:10:44,018 --> 00:10:46,102 between sleep and wakefulness. 137 00:10:46,103 --> 00:10:47,354 - Ah. - Yeah. 138 00:10:47,355 --> 00:10:48,555 That's a good idea. 139 00:10:50,149 --> 00:10:52,068 - So, are you doing anything? 140 00:10:53,152 --> 00:10:55,445 - Oh, yeah. 141 00:10:55,446 --> 00:10:57,572 I've got this birthday party that I need to be at 142 00:10:57,573 --> 00:10:59,867 in like a few minutes, so. 143 00:11:01,285 --> 00:11:03,161 - Oh, what? 144 00:11:03,162 --> 00:11:04,079 - No, I'm not. 145 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:06,582 I'm just burning time before I have to go to work. 146 00:11:07,875 --> 00:11:10,668 I was just gonna eat this bagel and then go home 147 00:11:10,669 --> 00:11:14,005 and watch some TV in the dark. 148 00:11:14,006 --> 00:11:15,131 Oh, with the lights on now. 149 00:11:15,132 --> 00:11:19,387 I'll probably try that out. 150 00:11:20,846 --> 00:11:23,557 - So, you want to? 151 00:11:24,934 --> 00:11:26,351 You wanna hang out? 152 00:11:26,352 --> 00:11:28,853 - Uh, where would we go? 153 00:11:28,854 --> 00:11:33,818 I mean, I, there is nothing open for like an hour or more 154 00:11:34,652 --> 00:11:37,487 and at least within walking distance 155 00:11:37,488 --> 00:11:39,364 and I'm not getting on the subway. 156 00:11:39,365 --> 00:11:40,950 - Well, we can walk for a while. 157 00:11:42,159 --> 00:11:44,911 - And I'm supposed to feel comfortable walking 158 00:11:44,912 --> 00:11:48,331 the dark streets alone with some guy that I just met. 159 00:11:48,332 --> 00:11:51,293 - Well, we can keep to the well lit areas. 160 00:11:52,461 --> 00:11:56,090 There are people around on the avenues. 161 00:11:58,259 --> 00:12:00,427 Uh, yeah. 162 00:12:00,428 --> 00:12:04,597 I mean, I know it's sleepy around here, 163 00:12:04,598 --> 00:12:06,392 but it's still New York. 164 00:12:12,148 --> 00:12:13,441 So... 165 00:12:17,486 --> 00:12:18,571 Walk with me. 166 00:12:20,781 --> 00:12:22,699 - Well, that was a text to my roommate. 167 00:12:22,700 --> 00:12:25,493 She's gonna be up soon, probably for her yoga class. 168 00:12:25,494 --> 00:12:28,246 And now she knows that I'm out with a strange dude 169 00:12:28,247 --> 00:12:32,750 that I met who asked me out before 5:00 a.m.. 170 00:12:32,751 --> 00:12:33,585 What's your name? 171 00:12:33,586 --> 00:12:35,588 - Oh, sorry, Zach. 172 00:12:37,173 --> 00:12:39,049 - Last name. - Bell. 173 00:12:41,177 --> 00:12:42,677 - Is that a fake name? 174 00:12:42,678 --> 00:12:45,014 - It could be, but it isn't. 175 00:12:47,266 --> 00:12:51,853 - And smile. 176 00:12:51,854 --> 00:12:54,648 Okay, now she knows your name and what you look like. 177 00:12:57,067 --> 00:12:59,360 - Okay, okay. 178 00:12:59,361 --> 00:13:01,863 - All right let's- - All right. 179 00:13:01,864 --> 00:13:02,823 So, shall we 180 00:13:04,700 --> 00:13:07,495 - I'm Sophia. - No, I know. 181 00:13:08,621 --> 00:13:10,498 I know everything about you, Sophia. 182 00:13:13,250 --> 00:13:15,002 Kidding. - Too soon, Zach Bell. 183 00:13:16,462 --> 00:13:18,004 Too soon. - Sorry. 184 00:13:18,005 --> 00:13:19,797 Yeah, you're right. 185 00:13:23,719 --> 00:13:26,262 Eventually I realized that I'd gotten so crazy 186 00:13:26,263 --> 00:13:28,806 about sleeping some exact amount in the same way 187 00:13:28,807 --> 00:13:32,769 I always had before that I never allowed for the possibility 188 00:13:32,770 --> 00:13:36,524 my sleep pattern could just change. 189 00:13:37,650 --> 00:13:38,609 With age. 190 00:13:40,069 --> 00:13:41,070 Maybe that. 191 00:13:42,530 --> 00:13:44,323 Something else. 192 00:13:45,616 --> 00:13:46,450 - Yeah. 193 00:13:51,705 --> 00:13:52,831 I got sober... 194 00:13:57,419 --> 00:13:59,338 More recently than not. 195 00:14:03,259 --> 00:14:04,635 For about 18 months now. 196 00:14:05,761 --> 00:14:08,555 A couple of weeks ago, I realized that I never really 197 00:14:08,556 --> 00:14:11,016 knew sleep without alcohol. 198 00:14:12,059 --> 00:14:17,064 I mean, since I was about 15 at least. 199 00:14:17,481 --> 00:14:19,274 Now, I mean, I didn't drink every day. 200 00:14:19,275 --> 00:14:20,567 Although I did drink most days, 201 00:14:20,568 --> 00:14:25,573 but life is simpler now since I quit. 202 00:14:29,076 --> 00:14:32,495 - And so, sleep is simpler. 203 00:14:32,496 --> 00:14:35,164 - Eh, sort of. 204 00:14:35,165 --> 00:14:38,251 You know, most days I'm lucky if I can sleep 205 00:14:38,252 --> 00:14:39,795 five hours in a row. 206 00:14:40,963 --> 00:14:45,008 that keeps me healthy enough, 207 00:14:45,009 --> 00:14:48,178 but it still feels off. 208 00:14:50,639 --> 00:14:51,473 - Yeah. 209 00:14:52,683 --> 00:14:53,850 That's sort of what happened to me. 210 00:14:53,851 --> 00:14:58,479 I mean, not exactly, but eventually I realized, 211 00:14:58,480 --> 00:15:03,485 or if I just got up and went about my day 212 00:15:03,986 --> 00:15:07,281 then it was easier to just get by. 213 00:15:09,450 --> 00:15:13,412 Fighting it really burned me out. 214 00:15:15,039 --> 00:15:15,873 I got... 215 00:15:18,375 --> 00:15:19,710 I got really depressed. 216 00:15:21,170 --> 00:15:22,004 - Oh. 217 00:15:25,382 --> 00:15:27,426 Yeah, that's hard. 218 00:15:28,427 --> 00:15:33,057 - Yeah, it's, I'm still, it's... 219 00:15:34,058 --> 00:15:34,892 It's still hard. 220 00:15:36,393 --> 00:15:38,645 Most days I just go to work, come home, 221 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:43,358 sit in front of the TV and repeat. 222 00:15:43,359 --> 00:15:44,817 - Yeah. 223 00:15:44,818 --> 00:15:48,905 - And I don't really go out all that much anymore though. 224 00:15:48,906 --> 00:15:52,868 I don't know if I would, even if I did feel better. 225 00:15:54,620 --> 00:15:56,413 I don't do those apps or anything. 226 00:16:01,168 --> 00:16:05,673 - Well, thanks for sharing that with me. 227 00:16:07,925 --> 00:16:11,469 - You've been pretty open as well. 228 00:16:12,638 --> 00:16:13,681 - I usually am. 229 00:16:15,265 --> 00:16:16,058 - Huh. 230 00:16:17,976 --> 00:16:18,811 Isn't that hard? 231 00:16:21,397 --> 00:16:22,815 - Uh... 232 00:16:26,318 --> 00:16:27,945 It's harder, mm... 233 00:16:33,033 --> 00:16:35,995 It's harder to fight it, I think. 234 00:16:37,246 --> 00:16:39,915 It's like what you said with the sleep. 235 00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:45,963 That's something I learned with the sobriety especially. 236 00:16:48,966 --> 00:16:53,971 I've taken some, some, some knocks because of it, 237 00:16:58,017 --> 00:17:03,022 being open for most of the time, but I really, 238 00:17:03,564 --> 00:17:06,150 I really would rather just be who I am. 239 00:17:06,984 --> 00:17:09,444 It's more exhausting to be or it's more exhausting 240 00:17:09,445 --> 00:17:13,698 to pretend to fit into everybody else's definitions 241 00:17:13,699 --> 00:17:17,118 or like, society's definitions. 242 00:17:17,119 --> 00:17:18,327 I don't know. 243 00:17:18,328 --> 00:17:21,706 I think, I think that just, I just think maybe I was, 244 00:17:21,707 --> 00:17:24,500 I was really confused for a long time 245 00:17:24,501 --> 00:17:27,336 about how or why I didn't fit in. 246 00:17:27,337 --> 00:17:30,173 So, I just sort of covered myself up with 247 00:17:30,174 --> 00:17:31,508 whatever I could find. 248 00:17:32,551 --> 00:17:33,510 Booze, especially. 249 00:17:36,221 --> 00:17:37,764 So, now you think that who you are 250 00:17:37,765 --> 00:17:39,099 is really just that open? 251 00:17:40,684 --> 00:17:42,769 Yeah, for better or for worse. 252 00:17:42,770 --> 00:17:43,937 Oh. 253 00:17:45,105 --> 00:17:46,940 It's different for women. - How so? 254 00:17:50,194 --> 00:17:52,695 - Do you know what keeps me up at night? 255 00:17:52,696 --> 00:17:53,530 Men. 256 00:17:54,823 --> 00:17:55,699 Fear of men 257 00:17:58,327 --> 00:17:59,495 - What, did I? 258 00:18:00,871 --> 00:18:02,497 - No. - I was only- 259 00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:04,290 - No, you didn't do anything wrong. 260 00:18:04,291 --> 00:18:06,918 Well, I mean, you did hit on me at a time 261 00:18:06,919 --> 00:18:10,713 when I clearly would rather have not been bothered, 262 00:18:10,714 --> 00:18:13,966 but you did it right, basically. 263 00:18:13,967 --> 00:18:15,426 I mean, I appreciate that your approach 264 00:18:15,427 --> 00:18:18,347 was thoughtful, measured. 265 00:18:23,602 --> 00:18:26,562 And even if, even if, you know, 266 00:18:26,563 --> 00:18:27,772 I didn't wanna walk with you, 267 00:18:27,773 --> 00:18:29,732 I wouldn't have been upset in these terms, 268 00:18:29,733 --> 00:18:34,112 because, well, you're clearly not that kind of a threat. 269 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:37,114 But it's the culture, you know? 270 00:18:37,115 --> 00:18:38,866 Maybe, maybe not the culture in the way 271 00:18:38,867 --> 00:18:41,035 that you described it or maybe it is, 272 00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:44,706 but you know, it just, it frightens me. 273 00:18:46,750 --> 00:18:49,252 And all of the change that's going on right now. 274 00:18:49,253 --> 00:18:51,380 , 275 00:18:52,339 --> 00:18:55,509 any sort of conflict or violence. 276 00:18:57,678 --> 00:18:59,262 Like, why did she think it was okay 277 00:18:59,263 --> 00:19:02,223 to wait for me outside of the bodega? 278 00:19:02,224 --> 00:19:05,309 - Oh, um... 279 00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:07,729 Well, you seemed to know Vivek. 280 00:19:09,064 --> 00:19:10,398 I did, too. 281 00:19:10,399 --> 00:19:13,026 And so, we chatted a bit. 282 00:19:14,278 --> 00:19:16,905 - And so, that tells you that I was interested? 283 00:19:18,574 --> 00:19:20,492 - It was more of an instinct thing. 284 00:19:22,494 --> 00:19:24,954 I get what you're, what you're saying, 285 00:19:24,955 --> 00:19:29,960 but it still needs to stand for something doesn't it? 286 00:19:30,127 --> 00:19:31,586 - Yeah, I agree. 287 00:19:31,587 --> 00:19:36,592 And again, you're not the greatest example of this, but... 288 00:19:38,135 --> 00:19:40,345 Okay, how easy was it for you to approach me? 289 00:19:41,221 --> 00:19:43,973 - Uh, me personally? 290 00:19:43,974 --> 00:19:46,143 - As a man. - Relatively easy. 291 00:19:47,227 --> 00:19:52,148 - Whereas for me, if one or two of those factors from inside 292 00:19:52,149 --> 00:19:54,734 of the bodega go a different way than I need to be thinking 293 00:19:54,735 --> 00:19:57,236 about whether I should scream or run or whether or not 294 00:19:57,237 --> 00:20:00,448 Vivek is going to be able to protect me 295 00:20:00,449 --> 00:20:04,494 or whether he feels like he can leave his store right away. 296 00:20:08,123 --> 00:20:10,333 We don't need to talk about this. 297 00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:12,002 - We can, if you want. - I don't. 298 00:20:14,254 --> 00:20:15,088 - Okay. 299 00:20:20,177 --> 00:20:24,180 - It's just that it's fucking everywhere lately. 300 00:20:24,181 --> 00:20:27,808 And it frightens me, beyond issues of misogyny even. 301 00:20:27,809 --> 00:20:31,520 This default to a base animalistic fear, 302 00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:33,439 this regressive sort of thinking. 303 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:34,899 You know, I get it a little bit, 304 00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:37,151 but still that doesn't make it any easier to stomach 305 00:20:37,152 --> 00:20:39,862 or any less dangerous to be around. 306 00:20:39,863 --> 00:20:42,199 I mean, we're supposed to be evolved. 307 00:20:43,784 --> 00:20:47,203 People used to believe in things and now they don't. 308 00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:51,707 And so, they lash out, they try to regain control, 309 00:20:51,708 --> 00:20:54,502 and that leads quickly to intimidation, 310 00:20:54,503 --> 00:20:57,546 otherism, ownership. - Yeah. 311 00:20:57,547 --> 00:21:00,925 - And so, so who do they end up hurting, right? 312 00:21:00,926 --> 00:21:05,012 Who are the closest, the easiest victims? 313 00:21:05,013 --> 00:21:09,977 Wives, girlfriends, any woman or any minority, 314 00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:13,688 anybody on the other side of the safe haven 315 00:21:13,689 --> 00:21:16,649 of an anonymous threatening Tweet or DM, 316 00:21:16,650 --> 00:21:18,276 or even not at an anonymous one. 317 00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:22,321 I mean, one that's just launched out into the open, 318 00:21:22,322 --> 00:21:26,493 of nothingness. 319 00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:30,997 I mean, and sometimes, often actually, 320 00:21:30,998 --> 00:21:32,206 from the very top down. 321 00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:34,583 I mean, imagine that. 322 00:21:34,584 --> 00:21:38,671 You know, poison seeped into the very fabric of society 323 00:21:38,672 --> 00:21:41,382 from the top down in the very light of day 324 00:21:41,383 --> 00:21:44,593 and people just accept it because it feeds 325 00:21:44,594 --> 00:21:48,222 the atrophying narrative that they've been force fed 326 00:21:48,223 --> 00:21:50,766 for their entire lives and are too afraid 327 00:21:50,767 --> 00:21:53,728 to shake off or let go. 328 00:21:53,729 --> 00:21:56,856 I mean, sometimes I feel like we'll never be rid 329 00:21:56,857 --> 00:21:59,525 of these men who wield these lies, 330 00:21:59,526 --> 00:22:04,363 who lord their power over those with less power 331 00:22:04,364 --> 00:22:06,490 just so they could fill that void, 332 00:22:06,491 --> 00:22:08,284 the godless hole where there used 333 00:22:08,285 --> 00:22:10,828 to be faith in their lives, all their lives, 334 00:22:10,829 --> 00:22:12,288 all of our lives maybe. 335 00:22:12,289 --> 00:22:14,915 Maybe, you know, maybe the question shouldn't be, 336 00:22:14,916 --> 00:22:16,709 "why can't I sleep?" 337 00:22:16,710 --> 00:22:19,796 Maybe it should be, "how can everybody else?" 338 00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:26,345 What? 339 00:22:27,971 --> 00:22:28,805 - Nothing. 340 00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:33,684 - I grant you permission to react to my screed. 341 00:22:33,685 --> 00:22:38,690 - I don't disagree, but it's, it's just a lot. 342 00:22:41,318 --> 00:22:43,069 - Doesn't make it any less true. 343 00:22:43,070 --> 00:22:48,075 - Yeah, but that's a lot to carry at 5:00 a.m. 344 00:22:49,201 --> 00:22:51,660 - Somebody has to carry it. - Eh. 345 00:22:51,661 --> 00:22:53,704 - That's a lax attitude. 346 00:22:53,705 --> 00:22:54,830 - I didn't mean it like that. 347 00:22:54,831 --> 00:22:55,831 You know what? 348 00:22:55,832 --> 00:22:57,208 I stand by what I said. 349 00:22:57,209 --> 00:23:00,878 it's a lot for one person alone 350 00:23:00,879 --> 00:23:02,381 to carry at 5:00 a.m. 351 00:23:03,465 --> 00:23:05,674 I get that there are battles to be waged, 352 00:23:05,675 --> 00:23:08,720 but you can't fight if you can't stand. 353 00:23:11,765 --> 00:23:13,892 - Well, I wasn't trying to carry it alone. 354 00:23:15,143 --> 00:23:16,103 I'm talking to you. 355 00:23:31,910 --> 00:23:35,372 It's easier to get going when it's this quiet out. 356 00:23:36,832 --> 00:23:38,166 I mean, to start your day. 357 00:23:39,668 --> 00:23:44,381 - Sometimes, but today is easier. 358 00:23:46,424 --> 00:23:47,633 I know. 359 00:23:47,634 --> 00:23:49,594 Too soon, Zach Bell. 360 00:23:50,512 --> 00:23:53,055 You don't know that I was going to say that. 361 00:23:53,056 --> 00:23:53,890 - You weren't? 362 00:23:56,101 --> 00:23:56,935 - Maybe. 363 00:23:58,270 --> 00:23:59,521 It's all a little weird. 364 00:24:01,189 --> 00:24:02,898 - What, this? - Yeah. 365 00:24:02,899 --> 00:24:03,733 - Hm. 366 00:24:05,026 --> 00:24:07,571 So, would it be better that we stop, 367 00:24:08,446 --> 00:24:11,282 go back home to the TV so we can scroll through 368 00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:14,410 the wasteland of predawn social media? 369 00:24:14,411 --> 00:24:16,454 - Point taken. - Uh huh, okay. 370 00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:27,299 Light enough for the park? 371 00:24:28,341 --> 00:24:31,261 - Yes, I love the park in the early morning. 372 00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:34,054 - Me too. 373 00:24:34,055 --> 00:24:34,848 What? 374 00:24:45,942 --> 00:24:47,027 - Oh, wait. 375 00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:49,904 I'm almost ready. 376 00:24:49,905 --> 00:24:50,864 - Kinda early, no? 377 00:24:51,907 --> 00:24:53,324 - You're here, aren't you? 378 00:24:53,325 --> 00:24:55,785 - Good point. - Prime real estate. 379 00:24:57,162 --> 00:24:58,537 - Exactly. 380 00:24:58,538 --> 00:24:59,372 She knows. 381 00:25:00,290 --> 00:25:04,001 So, want to impress your girlfriend, right? 382 00:25:04,002 --> 00:25:06,962 - We just met. - Ah, yeah. 383 00:25:06,963 --> 00:25:08,590 - All more reason to impress. 384 00:25:11,218 --> 00:25:13,260 - I'm not gonna disagree. 385 00:25:13,261 --> 00:25:16,096 - Aren't you gonna be the one impressing the both of us. 386 00:25:16,097 --> 00:25:18,015 What's it gotta do with me? 387 00:25:18,016 --> 00:25:20,684 - Look, boy- - Boy? 388 00:25:20,685 --> 00:25:21,727 What a statement. - I shouldn't have 389 00:25:21,728 --> 00:25:23,270 to explain this to you. 390 00:25:23,271 --> 00:25:24,855 You give me some money. 391 00:25:24,856 --> 00:25:26,398 I play pretty song for lady. 392 00:25:26,399 --> 00:25:30,611 She feels good about it and then they're on about you. 393 00:25:30,612 --> 00:25:32,948 - Except you just robbed all the magic from it. 394 00:25:35,408 --> 00:25:38,285 - There's no magic left in this world. 395 00:25:38,286 --> 00:25:39,703 It's all illusion. 396 00:25:39,704 --> 00:25:41,081 We do this to forget. 397 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:43,540 - I like her, I'm in. - Jesus. 398 00:25:43,541 --> 00:25:46,669 - Ah, opa. - Are you drunk? 399 00:25:46,670 --> 00:25:47,671 - Are you not drunk? 400 00:25:48,922 --> 00:25:50,464 - Damn, a 20? 401 00:25:50,465 --> 00:25:52,007 - I am worth $100. 402 00:25:52,008 --> 00:25:52,842 - I'm sober. 403 00:25:54,302 --> 00:25:56,263 - Why? - No, I mean, perpetually. 404 00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:58,390 - Why? 405 00:26:00,141 --> 00:26:03,227 - Can you play something sad? 406 00:26:03,228 --> 00:26:06,689 - I'm Russian. - So, yes. 407 00:26:06,690 --> 00:26:07,940 - Why's that? 408 00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:10,567 - I just meant thoughtful, contemplative, 409 00:26:10,568 --> 00:26:12,236 ethereal to match the time of day. 410 00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:13,070 I don't know. 411 00:26:13,071 --> 00:26:14,947 It just seemed quicker to say sad. 412 00:26:14,948 --> 00:26:16,699 - Okay, I play sad. 413 00:26:16,700 --> 00:26:18,868 You add whatever else to it you want. 414 00:27:19,346 --> 00:27:21,555 - What do you do? - For work? 415 00:27:21,556 --> 00:27:23,516 Well, I know what you do for fun. 416 00:27:24,684 --> 00:27:26,477 You stalk women outside bodegas. 417 00:27:26,478 --> 00:27:27,770 Oh, I was there first. 418 00:27:27,771 --> 00:27:29,688 And then you waited for me. 419 00:27:29,689 --> 00:27:30,648 - Do you regret it? 420 00:27:31,941 --> 00:27:34,652 Should I not have? - No. 421 00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:36,613 It's been nice so far. 422 00:27:40,325 --> 00:27:41,576 What do you do? 423 00:27:42,827 --> 00:27:45,038 - I dig pools. - Really? 424 00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:48,249 - No, I'm a writer. 425 00:27:50,293 --> 00:27:52,461 - A real one or like a copywriter? 426 00:27:52,462 --> 00:27:53,338 - Both are real. 427 00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:57,050 And I do both, fiction and copy, a little social. 428 00:27:57,926 --> 00:28:00,094 You don't seem like a social media guy. 429 00:28:00,095 --> 00:28:00,928 Why not? 430 00:28:00,929 --> 00:28:03,305 It's all information at the end of the day. 431 00:28:03,306 --> 00:28:04,265 Most of it fiction. 432 00:28:05,433 --> 00:28:06,267 - Hm, maybe. 433 00:28:08,311 --> 00:28:10,146 Why would you say you dig pools? 434 00:28:12,065 --> 00:28:17,028 - I fell pretty hard for a bartender once. 435 00:28:18,446 --> 00:28:22,074 And when she finally gave me the time of day, 436 00:28:22,075 --> 00:28:24,744 I was with a friend who dug pools. 437 00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:27,788 She was much more interested in him. 438 00:28:27,789 --> 00:28:29,206 - Yeah, well, can you blame her? 439 00:28:29,207 --> 00:28:32,042 There are writers every three feet in Brooklyn. 440 00:28:32,043 --> 00:28:33,293 - The real ones? 441 00:28:33,294 --> 00:28:34,503 - According to your definition. 442 00:28:34,504 --> 00:28:37,131 - Hm, good point. 443 00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:39,049 - I have been known to make them. 444 00:28:39,050 --> 00:28:40,509 - Good points? 445 00:28:40,510 --> 00:28:42,387 Mm, you do seem pretty practical. 446 00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:46,932 - Yeah and that's actually more true of me 447 00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:51,562 than I ever thought that it would be or could be. 448 00:28:51,563 --> 00:28:55,858 Maybe it's something to do with age. 449 00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:56,693 I don't know. 450 00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:02,699 At the same time though, I still feel purposeless. 451 00:29:06,244 --> 00:29:08,078 Maybe it's a generational thing, I don't know. 452 00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:09,079 Can I even help that? 453 00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:10,789 It's not nothing. 454 00:29:10,790 --> 00:29:11,624 - I follow. 455 00:29:15,003 --> 00:29:16,837 - You didn't ask what I do. 456 00:29:16,838 --> 00:29:18,089 - I was gonna get to it. 457 00:29:20,049 --> 00:29:20,925 - I'm a server. 458 00:29:22,135 --> 00:29:22,969 - That's okay. 459 00:29:23,928 --> 00:29:26,722 - Yeah, of course it's okay. 460 00:29:26,723 --> 00:29:31,728 But I don't know if it's necessarily still okay at my age. 461 00:29:31,769 --> 00:29:33,562 And I mean like the way that I do it, 462 00:29:33,563 --> 00:29:36,356 and the places that I do it, 463 00:29:36,357 --> 00:29:38,984 like the pace and stuff, you know? 464 00:29:38,985 --> 00:29:41,695 I can't help but do my best, 465 00:29:41,696 --> 00:29:43,447 which is something that everyone says that they do, 466 00:29:43,448 --> 00:29:46,117 but they don't, they know they could do better. 467 00:29:48,453 --> 00:29:50,913 I don't know, maybe I should do something else. 468 00:29:50,914 --> 00:29:52,207 - So, do something else. 469 00:29:53,625 --> 00:29:55,793 - Oh, God, are you one of those people? 470 00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:57,461 - Okay, I think I know what you mean, 471 00:29:57,462 --> 00:29:59,546 but tell me anyway, what people? 472 00:29:59,547 --> 00:30:04,510 - Just one of those people who thinks it's so easy 473 00:30:04,511 --> 00:30:07,221 to change something as huge as a job 474 00:30:07,222 --> 00:30:09,015 by just saying it. 475 00:30:10,141 --> 00:30:13,519 Gross, I mean, Instagram quotes don't work in real life. 476 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:16,396 They're just something that people thumb past 477 00:30:16,397 --> 00:30:20,651 so they can get a hit of positivity before they move on 478 00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:23,070 to something that makes them feel bad about themselves, 479 00:30:23,071 --> 00:30:25,113 before moving onto the next thing that makes them 480 00:30:25,114 --> 00:30:27,991 feel good about themselves and so on and so on 481 00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:32,246 to the profit of the same few hundred capitalists. 482 00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:34,999 - Geez. - Sorry. 483 00:30:35,875 --> 00:30:38,293 I have opinions. - Yeah, clearly. 484 00:30:38,294 --> 00:30:40,337 No one asked you to stroll with me. 485 00:30:40,338 --> 00:30:41,838 - That's right. 486 00:30:41,839 --> 00:30:44,717 I was the one that asked you to stroll. 487 00:30:45,885 --> 00:30:47,928 - So, does that reaction mean that you are 488 00:30:47,929 --> 00:30:50,097 one of those types of people? 489 00:30:52,016 --> 00:30:52,851 - Maybe. 490 00:30:54,018 --> 00:30:56,228 I didn't use to be actually. 491 00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,146 - What changed? 492 00:31:01,317 --> 00:31:04,237 - The sobriety, I guess. 493 00:31:07,782 --> 00:31:11,660 I think in our society it's not just alcohol 494 00:31:11,661 --> 00:31:15,080 or drugs or debt even, 495 00:31:15,081 --> 00:31:17,165 although that might be the biggest one of them all. 496 00:31:17,166 --> 00:31:20,837 No, no, no, no, no, food probably. 497 00:31:21,796 --> 00:31:26,717 Anyway, you were talking about hits on social media. 498 00:31:26,718 --> 00:31:29,469 Interestingly, I think it got you away from your point. 499 00:31:29,470 --> 00:31:31,180 I think, no offense. 500 00:31:32,056 --> 00:31:34,266 You're onto something there. 501 00:31:34,267 --> 00:31:37,811 Addiction has wormed its way around the American heart. 502 00:31:37,812 --> 00:31:42,609 Like you were saying before, we're a godless people now, 503 00:31:43,776 --> 00:31:48,114 but we're crowded into a cold, otherwise empty church. 504 00:31:49,032 --> 00:31:50,408 So to speak, right? 505 00:31:51,284 --> 00:31:54,453 We were, we were built on religion, 506 00:31:54,454 --> 00:31:57,289 but it's really only ever been about money 507 00:31:57,290 --> 00:31:58,666 and power the whole time. 508 00:32:01,085 --> 00:32:03,755 I don't know, nothing new there, but still, 509 00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:08,259 people used to actually believe it all. 510 00:32:09,177 --> 00:32:13,806 And now, everyone knows it's a farce. 511 00:32:16,517 --> 00:32:18,894 We just don't know what to do about it. 512 00:32:23,232 --> 00:32:25,693 I give you permission to react to my screed. 513 00:32:27,528 --> 00:32:32,533 - Well, I'm glad that you said we by the end of it. 514 00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:33,533 - What do you mean? 515 00:32:33,534 --> 00:32:36,203 - I mean, it's a lot to bite off. 516 00:32:36,204 --> 00:32:38,121 I mean, we were just talking about 517 00:32:38,122 --> 00:32:40,457 the two of us a second ago. 518 00:32:40,458 --> 00:32:43,585 - Wait, you just, you did the same thing earlier. 519 00:32:43,586 --> 00:32:45,421 - Yeah, maybe. 520 00:32:46,589 --> 00:32:49,884 Maybe that's why we're walking alone at night, 521 00:32:51,344 --> 00:32:54,554 awake, complaining while everybody else 522 00:32:54,555 --> 00:32:56,431 sleeps comfortably in their beds. 523 00:32:56,432 --> 00:32:58,809 - Are they comfortable or lulled? 524 00:32:58,810 --> 00:32:59,643 - I don't know. 525 00:32:59,644 --> 00:33:03,106 Even if they are, I wouldn't necessarily blame them. 526 00:33:09,862 --> 00:33:14,867 I don't like being in my thirties and feeling hopeless. 527 00:33:17,787 --> 00:33:19,747 Directionless, purposeless. 528 00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:23,166 I didn't know that you could be content 529 00:33:23,167 --> 00:33:25,128 without being fulfilled. 530 00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:31,467 And to be honest, it brings me joy when I'm working 531 00:33:32,635 --> 00:33:37,640 at the restaurant and a couple or a family 532 00:33:38,474 --> 00:33:41,727 or a single lonely individual comes in 533 00:33:41,728 --> 00:33:44,229 and leaves feeling like they matter to me, 534 00:33:44,230 --> 00:33:48,734 or like they could just forget and receive service. 535 00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:53,030 And most days that's enough. 536 00:33:54,991 --> 00:33:57,284 But then I get home and- 537 00:33:57,285 --> 00:33:59,787 - And who's there to give that feeling to you? 538 00:34:02,665 --> 00:34:03,499 - Yeah. 539 00:34:04,751 --> 00:34:05,626 Yeah, I guess so. 540 00:34:11,966 --> 00:34:13,675 It's TV, by the way. 541 00:34:13,676 --> 00:34:14,509 - What? 542 00:34:14,510 --> 00:34:17,013 - TV is the most prevalent American fiction. 543 00:34:18,389 --> 00:34:21,308 - What about the internet? - Same shit. 544 00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:24,060 - What about movies? - No, movies are great. 545 00:34:24,061 --> 00:34:26,104 Everyone should watch movies all the time. 546 00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:36,656 I can't eat without having coffee first, 547 00:34:36,657 --> 00:34:41,203 but then if I have coffee without eating, 548 00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:42,788 it upsets my stomach. 549 00:34:42,789 --> 00:34:44,790 A vicious cycle that seems backwards. 550 00:34:44,791 --> 00:34:46,000 - It is vicious. 551 00:34:47,001 --> 00:34:49,420 Maybe backwards too, but no less true for it. 552 00:34:59,806 --> 00:35:02,475 I'm a little unnerved, you know? 553 00:35:03,893 --> 00:35:06,979 I'm a little upset by what you said earlier. 554 00:35:08,481 --> 00:35:09,523 - I'm sorry, what did I say? 555 00:35:09,524 --> 00:35:12,025 - About other people's supposedly addictions. 556 00:35:12,026 --> 00:35:13,236 I think it's reductive. 557 00:35:14,654 --> 00:35:16,614 - You joined the conversation. 558 00:35:17,907 --> 00:35:19,407 - Well, I mean, that doesn't mean that I agree 559 00:35:19,408 --> 00:35:20,868 with your whole thesis. 560 00:35:21,994 --> 00:35:23,411 And maybe I went along with it at first 561 00:35:23,412 --> 00:35:25,747 because of how vocal you were, 562 00:35:25,748 --> 00:35:27,499 but you don't, you don't agree? 563 00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:30,210 You think that what you said is fine. 564 00:35:30,211 --> 00:35:32,337 - I don't know if it's fine or not fine. 565 00:35:32,338 --> 00:35:33,714 It's just the way I see it. 566 00:35:34,590 --> 00:35:37,968 As far as whether I'm being unfairly reductive, 567 00:35:37,969 --> 00:35:39,803 I don't think so, no. 568 00:35:39,804 --> 00:35:42,180 I just tend to think things are more simple 569 00:35:42,181 --> 00:35:44,349 generally than we allow. 570 00:35:44,350 --> 00:35:47,143 A lot of the time what we take for nuance 571 00:35:47,144 --> 00:35:49,188 for me feels like evasion. 572 00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:52,983 Does that make more sense in the context of what I said? 573 00:35:52,984 --> 00:35:56,654 I, it's not necessarily hopeless. 574 00:35:58,698 --> 00:36:01,032 It's just realism. 575 00:36:01,033 --> 00:36:03,326 - No, I don't like any of that either. 576 00:36:03,327 --> 00:36:04,161 . 577 00:36:06,038 --> 00:36:11,043 People do have faith that life does have more of a purpose 578 00:36:11,335 --> 00:36:15,005 than chasing some chemical hit in the brain. 579 00:36:15,006 --> 00:36:17,048 You think that's funny? 580 00:36:17,049 --> 00:36:18,801 - No, no, no, it's not. 581 00:36:20,177 --> 00:36:22,971 - I just don't understand what you think gives you 582 00:36:22,972 --> 00:36:24,598 the right to judge others. 583 00:36:24,599 --> 00:36:25,891 - It's not judgment- - Isn't it? 584 00:36:25,892 --> 00:36:27,309 - Necessarily. 585 00:36:27,310 --> 00:36:29,061 I really didn't mean to upset you. 586 00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:31,479 - What did you mean then? 587 00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:32,690 Why did you even say it? 588 00:36:33,816 --> 00:36:35,150 It isn't a solution is it? 589 00:36:35,151 --> 00:36:40,113 - I was talking, sharing. 590 00:36:40,114 --> 00:36:42,198 It's my experience. 591 00:36:42,199 --> 00:36:45,535 I don't know that we're saying 592 00:36:45,536 --> 00:36:47,872 different things overall really. 593 00:36:50,541 --> 00:36:54,085 I used to overthink. 594 00:36:54,086 --> 00:36:55,546 I tend to do that now. 595 00:36:57,006 --> 00:36:57,840 . 596 00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:02,594 I'm especially sensitive. 597 00:37:02,595 --> 00:37:04,721 We talked about that before too, 598 00:37:04,722 --> 00:37:06,641 but I think most people are like that. 599 00:37:07,516 --> 00:37:10,645 Whether they accept it or not or like it or not. 600 00:37:12,396 --> 00:37:16,734 And I understand it is scary. 601 00:37:17,818 --> 00:37:21,279 Life, the idea of life is frightening. 602 00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:22,865 It's death's mirror, right? 603 00:37:24,033 --> 00:37:28,996 So, even though I enjoy being alive, it's... 604 00:37:34,126 --> 00:37:35,253 It's also a struggle. 605 00:37:38,673 --> 00:37:42,968 Because what's on the other side is always- 606 00:37:42,969 --> 00:37:44,929 - The unknown. 607 00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:47,263 - Yeah. 608 00:37:47,264 --> 00:37:49,392 - But that's ego that you're talking about. 609 00:37:50,768 --> 00:37:52,395 - Yeah, you're right about that. 610 00:37:55,898 --> 00:37:57,983 Again, I think we're coming to the same conclusion 611 00:37:57,984 --> 00:37:59,276 from different perspectives. 612 00:37:59,277 --> 00:38:01,319 - No, I don't think that we are. 613 00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:04,906 I don't draw conclusions upon other people's experiences 614 00:38:04,907 --> 00:38:06,700 or my perceptions of them. 615 00:38:06,701 --> 00:38:09,244 I don't generalize. 616 00:38:09,245 --> 00:38:10,078 You know what? - Ah, wow. 617 00:38:10,079 --> 00:38:14,165 - I really don't like this. 618 00:38:14,166 --> 00:38:16,836 - Sophia, i- - I know, you've explained. 619 00:38:27,972 --> 00:38:31,182 - Is there addiction in your family or something? 620 00:38:31,183 --> 00:38:32,392 - I don't know. 621 00:38:32,393 --> 00:38:34,770 Yes, maybe, I don't know. 622 00:38:46,574 --> 00:38:49,200 - I'm sorry I upset you. 623 00:38:49,201 --> 00:38:50,536 I really didn't mean to. 624 00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:56,499 In fact, I probably was trying to impress you. 625 00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,711 - Don't, just be normal. 626 00:39:01,005 --> 00:39:02,964 You're not an accordion player. 627 00:39:11,599 --> 00:39:13,017 Thank you for apologizing. 628 00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:19,064 I'm sorry too, I didn't, I don't know why I got so upset. 629 00:39:19,065 --> 00:39:20,441 I just- - It's fine. 630 00:39:23,694 --> 00:39:25,404 - We can keep walking if you want. 631 00:39:26,655 --> 00:39:27,490 - Okay. 632 00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:33,286 Is there anything more specific 633 00:39:33,287 --> 00:39:34,204 that you wanna talk about? - Not today. 634 00:39:34,205 --> 00:39:35,289 - Okay, okay. 635 00:39:39,251 --> 00:39:41,002 Gonna need more coffee soon. 636 00:39:41,003 --> 00:39:42,880 - Yeah, yeah, I could. 637 00:39:44,090 --> 00:39:45,341 I could use more coffee. 638 00:39:46,967 --> 00:39:47,802 Let's go. 639 00:39:52,890 --> 00:39:56,976 Kind of like a bagel sandwich in there, you know? 640 00:39:56,977 --> 00:39:59,562 Between the coffees in your belly. 641 00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:02,399 - You're really weird, dude. 642 00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:04,484 - I've been told. - And it's entirely accurate. 643 00:40:04,485 --> 00:40:06,778 I mean, it would be more, less like a sandwich 644 00:40:06,779 --> 00:40:11,784 and more like a brown, wet, chewed up mess and goo. 645 00:40:16,288 --> 00:40:17,373 Yeah, I know, I know. 646 00:40:18,707 --> 00:40:22,752 la, la, la, la, la, la 647 00:40:25,339 --> 00:40:27,424 - Morning, guys. - Good morning. 648 00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:29,175 Do you know what you want? - Uh. 649 00:40:29,176 --> 00:40:30,970 - Half-caf Americana was cinnamon. 650 00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:35,807 - I'm gonna pretend you didn't just do that. 651 00:40:38,477 --> 00:40:40,311 Um... 652 00:40:40,312 --> 00:40:41,689 - Hey, no, no, no, I got it. 653 00:40:43,065 --> 00:40:44,941 That's okay, I can pay for the coffees. 654 00:40:44,942 --> 00:40:47,026 You don't have to. 655 00:40:47,027 --> 00:40:49,904 I like reversing gender norms. 656 00:40:49,905 --> 00:40:50,739 - Damn. 657 00:40:51,866 --> 00:40:54,784 - Plus I like getting extra punches on my punch card. 658 00:40:54,785 --> 00:40:55,786 - Give me that card. 659 00:40:56,912 --> 00:41:00,665 I will have an oat milk latte also with cinnamon. 660 00:41:00,666 --> 00:41:03,751 - Got it. 661 00:41:03,752 --> 00:41:04,587 Two. 662 00:41:07,214 --> 00:41:08,841 - Thanks. - You're welcome. 663 00:41:10,301 --> 00:41:12,136 - You have a really nice voice. 664 00:41:14,054 --> 00:41:16,598 - And you have beautiful eyes. 665 00:41:16,599 --> 00:41:18,100 - Well, thank you. 666 00:41:22,313 --> 00:41:23,646 - Thanks. 667 00:41:23,647 --> 00:41:27,985 - Uh, I think that the barista was um, what? 668 00:41:30,571 --> 00:41:32,989 - You know what you just did, right? 669 00:41:32,990 --> 00:41:34,616 - I made it into a date. 670 00:41:34,617 --> 00:41:36,493 - Mm, kinda. - Yeah. 671 00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:39,205 Well, things like that are pretty fluid nowadays, huh? 672 00:41:40,706 --> 00:41:43,082 I decided that I was going to shift things 673 00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:46,336 into that zone after I got upset with you 674 00:41:46,337 --> 00:41:49,506 or that I would be okay if you decided to shift things 675 00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:54,512 into that zone because I didn't really care, but I did care. 676 00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:56,596 I don't know, but I figured that you wouldn't 677 00:41:56,597 --> 00:41:58,264 have made the next move because you seem 678 00:41:58,265 --> 00:42:02,018 to genuinely get upset about the fact that I was upset 679 00:42:02,019 --> 00:42:03,186 about like the men stuff. 680 00:42:03,187 --> 00:42:08,066 And so, I got really confused in my head 681 00:42:08,067 --> 00:42:12,153 and I just decided to say, why not, right? 682 00:42:12,154 --> 00:42:15,949 Just why not show that you're interested in him. 683 00:42:15,950 --> 00:42:17,201 Is that okay? - Yeah. 684 00:42:18,452 --> 00:42:19,912 If I can follow. 685 00:42:21,038 --> 00:42:22,373 I followed it. 686 00:42:23,707 --> 00:42:25,793 - I'm gonna get us a table. 687 00:42:30,965 --> 00:42:32,632 - Do you open up here alone? 688 00:42:32,633 --> 00:42:34,217 - Oh yeah, that little turd that's supposed 689 00:42:34,218 --> 00:42:36,052 to be here is always late. 690 00:42:36,053 --> 00:42:37,679 Oh, that's not fair. 691 00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:40,140 - Nope. - Well, fuck that guy. 692 00:42:41,183 --> 00:42:42,684 - Believe me, he's tried. 693 00:42:42,685 --> 00:42:44,061 Ooh, is he cute? 694 00:42:44,895 --> 00:42:46,562 - I haven't decided yet. 695 00:42:46,563 --> 00:42:48,314 - Oh, that doesn't bode well. 696 00:42:48,315 --> 00:42:50,149 You're hot, you should be picky. 697 00:42:50,150 --> 00:42:51,235 Thank you. 698 00:42:53,570 --> 00:42:55,196 - Is it okay if I eat my bagel in here? 699 00:42:55,197 --> 00:42:57,491 It's from another place, but it's only half. 700 00:42:58,409 --> 00:43:00,035 - You can eat whatever you want. 701 00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:04,957 We don't do bagels. - Okay. 702 00:43:06,250 --> 00:43:10,628 Thanks. - Oh and when you're done 703 00:43:10,629 --> 00:43:13,924 with whatever this is, come find me. 704 00:43:16,051 --> 00:43:16,927 Okay? - Yeah. 705 00:43:32,693 --> 00:43:35,361 - If you were stranded on a desert island 706 00:43:35,362 --> 00:43:38,865 and could only bring- - Oh, I hate these. 707 00:43:38,866 --> 00:43:43,078 - And could only bring three books, what would they be? 708 00:43:46,415 --> 00:43:47,666 - Okay, um... 709 00:43:50,502 --> 00:43:53,629 "Moby Dick." - Fine, approved. 710 00:43:53,630 --> 00:43:55,631 - No comments. 711 00:43:55,632 --> 00:43:56,467 - Sorry. 712 00:43:57,926 --> 00:44:02,221 - "Moby Dick," "The Long Goodbye," 713 00:44:02,222 --> 00:44:05,642 and a comprehensive manual on DIY ship building. 714 00:44:05,643 --> 00:44:07,310 - No one ever says that. 715 00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:08,604 That's what I always say. 716 00:44:10,606 --> 00:44:11,522 Nice job, Zachary. 717 00:44:11,523 --> 00:44:15,985 - Eh, Zach. - Okay, yeah, sorry. 718 00:44:15,986 --> 00:44:17,862 I hate it when people call me Sophie. 719 00:44:17,863 --> 00:44:19,156 It's so diminutive. 720 00:44:20,074 --> 00:44:20,908 Diminutizing? 721 00:44:22,159 --> 00:44:23,993 You get what I mean. 722 00:44:23,994 --> 00:44:26,245 - Zachary sounds pretentious. 723 00:44:26,246 --> 00:44:29,165 - Oh, you did bring "Moby Dick" to an island. 724 00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:33,294 - Wait, what's the scenario that leads to this circumstance? 725 00:44:33,295 --> 00:44:34,504 Did someone kidnap me in the middle 726 00:44:34,505 --> 00:44:36,214 of a purchase at a bookstore? 727 00:44:36,215 --> 00:44:37,924 I mean, how many bookstores are by the sea? 728 00:44:37,925 --> 00:44:39,384 How many bookstores are- - Oh. 729 00:44:39,385 --> 00:44:41,719 are still are still around. 730 00:44:41,720 --> 00:44:42,595 - All right. - Period. 731 00:44:42,596 --> 00:44:43,429 - Okay. - Anyway. 732 00:44:43,430 --> 00:44:47,058 - All right, I am sure there are bookstores and libraries 733 00:44:47,059 --> 00:44:51,396 and other places that have books in them near the sea. 734 00:44:51,397 --> 00:44:53,398 - Oh, well, fine, okay. - Mm hm. 735 00:44:53,399 --> 00:44:56,275 - But the salt air can't be good for the pages. 736 00:44:56,276 --> 00:44:58,611 - Maybe they're eBooks. - Ah, I hope not. 737 00:44:58,612 --> 00:45:02,657 - Okay, in this scenario your eBook reader 738 00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:04,576 would be perpetually charged. 739 00:45:05,577 --> 00:45:07,912 - Okay, then I would be able to get more than three books. 740 00:45:07,913 --> 00:45:09,664 - No. - That doesn't make sense. 741 00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:11,458 - Well, it's my question. 742 00:45:12,418 --> 00:45:13,794 What's "The Long Goodbye?" 743 00:45:14,837 --> 00:45:17,755 - Oh, Raymond Chandler. - Mm hm. 744 00:45:17,756 --> 00:45:22,218 - It's technically a classic detective novel, 745 00:45:22,219 --> 00:45:26,764 but actually a remarkable exploration of the self, 746 00:45:26,765 --> 00:45:31,603 the alcoholic self really by a tortured, brilliant mind. 747 00:45:34,314 --> 00:45:36,817 - And you relate to this tortured, brilliant mind? 748 00:45:40,654 --> 00:45:41,905 - I don't know. 749 00:45:44,032 --> 00:45:45,451 I used to. - And now? 750 00:45:47,786 --> 00:45:52,791 - And now I wish I never had an alcoholic mind at all. 751 00:45:53,459 --> 00:45:54,293 - But you do. 752 00:45:59,131 --> 00:46:00,424 - You're right, I do. 753 00:46:01,925 --> 00:46:03,385 And I didn't even mean that. 754 00:46:06,430 --> 00:46:09,974 I'm grateful for my past. 755 00:46:12,519 --> 00:46:14,187 - That's very mature of you. 756 00:46:14,188 --> 00:46:15,605 - Is it? - I think so. 757 00:46:18,859 --> 00:46:20,526 - Are you grateful for yours? 758 00:46:20,527 --> 00:46:23,279 - Sure, what other choice do I have? 759 00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:24,530 Well, there's bitterness. 760 00:46:24,531 --> 00:46:27,533 - Mm, tried it. 761 00:46:27,534 --> 00:46:29,952 Too depressing. 762 00:46:29,953 --> 00:46:31,789 Mm, disappointment. 763 00:46:32,706 --> 00:46:33,582 - Tried that too. 764 00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:38,170 Very unproductive. 765 00:46:47,554 --> 00:46:49,805 - Am I supposed to react to that? 766 00:46:49,806 --> 00:46:51,849 - You know you find it gross. 767 00:46:51,850 --> 00:46:53,267 - It just looks like oatmeal. 768 00:46:53,268 --> 00:46:55,645 - And oatmeal is gross looking. 769 00:46:58,565 --> 00:47:01,400 - I don't have to. - That is unfair. 770 00:47:01,401 --> 00:47:02,693 I answered about the books. 771 00:47:02,694 --> 00:47:03,736 - You had an answer. 772 00:47:03,737 --> 00:47:06,155 I don't really listen to all that much music. 773 00:47:06,156 --> 00:47:07,616 - That's impossible. 774 00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:09,952 Don't be embarrassed. 775 00:47:10,911 --> 00:47:13,330 - I'm not embarrassed. - Uh huh, okay. 776 00:47:14,623 --> 00:47:18,459 - Fine, Joni Mitchell's "Blue." 777 00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:19,962 Solid, I think. 778 00:47:21,129 --> 00:47:22,171 - You don't listen to her? 779 00:47:22,172 --> 00:47:24,799 - I have, but not a full album all the way through. 780 00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:27,260 Oh, you've probably heard all her songs. 781 00:47:27,261 --> 00:47:28,553 - Quite possible. - Yeah. 782 00:47:28,554 --> 00:47:32,431 I mean, I have an upstairs neighbor who is like 20 years old 783 00:47:32,432 --> 00:47:34,976 and I literally hear her playing the album all the time. 784 00:47:34,977 --> 00:47:36,727 - There you go, there's an answer. 785 00:47:36,728 --> 00:47:39,021 All right and I won't even make you name two more. 786 00:47:39,022 --> 00:47:40,189 - I guess so. - Uh huh. 787 00:47:40,190 --> 00:47:42,191 What kind of music do you listen to? 788 00:47:42,192 --> 00:47:46,320 - Uh huh, hugely eclectic. 789 00:47:46,321 --> 00:47:49,950 I listen to a little bit of mostly everything. 790 00:47:50,993 --> 00:47:54,579 - Even metal? - Even metal! 791 00:47:54,580 --> 00:47:55,414 - Gross. 792 00:47:56,832 --> 00:47:57,666 All right. 793 00:48:06,925 --> 00:48:09,052 - You didn't have to pay for the coffee. 794 00:48:10,596 --> 00:48:11,512 - Oh, it's fine. 795 00:48:11,513 --> 00:48:14,390 I have plenty of money. - Oh, oh, oh. 796 00:48:14,391 --> 00:48:17,184 How nice. - Oh, please. 797 00:48:17,185 --> 00:48:19,353 Was it family money? 798 00:48:19,354 --> 00:48:21,897 - No, everyone always thinks that. 799 00:48:21,898 --> 00:48:25,401 - Sorry. - It's fine, I get it. 800 00:48:25,402 --> 00:48:26,236 I'm an anomaly. 801 00:48:27,613 --> 00:48:31,824 Well, my parents did pay for my school, 802 00:48:31,825 --> 00:48:36,579 which they paid for half and I earned the other half. 803 00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:38,957 And then I paid my expenses. 804 00:48:39,875 --> 00:48:41,083 - Well, that's not nothing, no. 805 00:48:41,084 --> 00:48:43,252 No, it's not nothing. 806 00:48:43,253 --> 00:48:44,587 - How did you make your fortune then? 807 00:48:44,588 --> 00:48:47,882 - Oh, it is not a fortune. 808 00:48:47,883 --> 00:48:49,634 No, I just, I have savings 809 00:48:49,635 --> 00:48:51,177 that I don't have to touch very often 810 00:48:51,178 --> 00:48:54,139 because I have a job that covers most of my expenses. 811 00:48:55,599 --> 00:48:58,017 And I've made some spending money 812 00:48:58,018 --> 00:49:00,186 in recent years off of my portfolio. 813 00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:01,021 Mm. 814 00:49:02,272 --> 00:49:05,566 - I had a shitty high paying job for a few shit years, 815 00:49:05,567 --> 00:49:07,610 and I didn't spend any of the money that I made. 816 00:49:07,611 --> 00:49:12,615 And it was a very lonely strategy, but also a sound one. 817 00:49:12,616 --> 00:49:16,410 Especially given the economy after the recession. 818 00:49:16,411 --> 00:49:18,663 - Look at you. 819 00:49:18,664 --> 00:49:20,331 I wouldn't even know where to start with investments. 820 00:49:20,332 --> 00:49:22,833 - Oh, that's how they want you to be, in the dark. 821 00:49:22,834 --> 00:49:24,710 But it really is quite easy once you learn 822 00:49:24,711 --> 00:49:26,462 to frame your financial life in a way 823 00:49:26,463 --> 00:49:29,131 that allows you to make steady contributions 824 00:49:29,132 --> 00:49:31,051 in amounts that make a difference. 825 00:49:33,929 --> 00:49:34,763 What? 826 00:49:36,264 --> 00:49:39,601 - You are smart. - Yeah, yeah. 827 00:49:41,186 --> 00:49:44,689 Your response is somewhat sexist. 828 00:49:44,690 --> 00:49:46,942 - I wasn't being- - Weren't you? 829 00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,027 - I don't know, maybe. 830 00:49:50,028 --> 00:49:53,447 - Huh, oh, well there you go. 831 00:49:53,448 --> 00:49:55,408 That is improvement. 832 00:49:55,409 --> 00:49:57,827 I don't know, maybe. 833 00:49:57,828 --> 00:50:00,663 Now you are ahead of 70% 834 00:50:00,664 --> 00:50:03,082 of the rest of the men in the world. 835 00:50:03,083 --> 00:50:06,168 I will continue to educate you on the basis of this promise. 836 00:50:06,169 --> 00:50:08,505 - Huh. 837 00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:17,388 - Makeover reality shows are a near unimpeachable argument 838 00:50:17,389 --> 00:50:18,973 for universal basic income. 839 00:50:18,974 --> 00:50:21,851 - Yeah and extended vacation leave and paid time off. 840 00:50:21,852 --> 00:50:22,686 - Yes, yes! 841 00:50:24,688 --> 00:50:28,941 Speaking of, I need to go serve Mimosas for tips right now. 842 00:50:28,942 --> 00:50:31,193 - Ah, sorry. - Yeah, I know. 843 00:50:31,194 --> 00:50:32,446 Could be worse. 844 00:50:33,363 --> 00:50:34,197 - Indeed. 845 00:50:37,242 --> 00:50:39,160 - Do you wanna walk home with me? 846 00:50:39,161 --> 00:50:41,162 I mean, I was gonna like shower and everything, 847 00:50:41,163 --> 00:50:42,413 but I don't think that I have the time. 848 00:50:42,414 --> 00:50:45,374 And so, I'm just gonna freshen up and stuff. 849 00:50:45,375 --> 00:50:46,334 - I'd love to come. 850 00:50:47,252 --> 00:50:48,086 - Great. 851 00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,840 Well then, let's go, nerd. 852 00:51:01,558 --> 00:51:03,517 - I'm really glad we've learned to embrace 853 00:51:03,518 --> 00:51:06,896 our sleeplessness today. 854 00:51:11,610 --> 00:51:15,154 - Oh, my God. 855 00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:17,657 - I miss weed. - I don't. 856 00:51:18,658 --> 00:51:20,034 - Oh, you stopped too? 857 00:51:20,035 --> 00:51:21,118 - No. 858 00:51:21,119 --> 00:51:22,912 I mean, I miss it since yesterday. 859 00:51:26,291 --> 00:51:28,501 Hey, can I have your number? 860 00:51:28,502 --> 00:51:30,628 - Uh, yeah. - There you are. 861 00:51:30,629 --> 00:51:32,087 - Oh, wow, that was fast. 862 00:51:32,088 --> 00:51:33,089 - Why do you think I asked? 863 00:51:33,090 --> 00:51:34,757 - I mean, I know why you asked, 864 00:51:34,758 --> 00:51:36,884 but you could have played it a little cooler. 865 00:51:36,885 --> 00:51:39,512 - Yeah, you haven't played it so cool so far. 866 00:51:39,513 --> 00:51:40,346 - Yes, I have. 867 00:51:40,347 --> 00:51:42,223 - Mm, yeah, maybe. - Uh huh. 868 00:51:42,224 --> 00:51:43,307 Yeah, I have. - Mm hm. 869 00:51:43,308 --> 00:51:46,352 - I mean, I am always cool. 870 00:51:46,353 --> 00:51:50,189 What applies to me doesn't always apply to others, so. 871 00:51:50,190 --> 00:51:51,649 - Interesting. - Yeah. 872 00:51:51,650 --> 00:51:53,109 - Yeah, yeah. - I am, thank you. 873 00:51:53,110 --> 00:51:54,694 - Mm hm. - Woo, here you go. 874 00:51:56,363 --> 00:51:59,490 I saved it under a pseudonym. 875 00:51:59,491 --> 00:52:01,575 So, once you figure that out, 876 00:52:01,576 --> 00:52:03,203 then maybe I'll go out with you. 877 00:52:07,999 --> 00:52:08,834 - Oh. 878 00:52:13,296 --> 00:52:17,091 - I can't really entertain you much while I'm getting ready. 879 00:52:17,092 --> 00:52:18,384 You understand? - No problem. 880 00:52:18,385 --> 00:52:19,635 - Yeah. - I don't have to do anything. 881 00:52:19,636 --> 00:52:20,720 I can just hang out. 882 00:52:22,430 --> 00:52:25,724 - Well, thanks for tagging along. 883 00:52:25,725 --> 00:52:26,518 - Sure. 884 00:52:27,519 --> 00:52:31,189 - It is easier being up this early with someone else around. 885 00:52:35,569 --> 00:52:40,574 Um, there's water and stuff in the fridge if you want. 886 00:52:40,866 --> 00:52:42,324 You can make coffee also. 887 00:52:42,325 --> 00:52:46,078 - Oh, no, I'm good for now. - Okay, all right. 888 00:52:46,079 --> 00:52:48,248 - Um, don't snoop too much. 889 00:52:50,667 --> 00:52:53,127 . 890 00:52:53,128 --> 00:52:58,133 when we were anonymous 891 00:53:01,136 --> 00:53:06,141 you loved me for who I am 892 00:53:15,567 --> 00:53:20,572 time when were anonymous 893 00:53:27,954 --> 00:53:32,041 - Did you make toast? 894 00:53:32,042 --> 00:53:35,128 - Yeah. 895 00:53:37,505 --> 00:53:38,340 Sorry. 896 00:53:39,466 --> 00:53:40,300 - It's okay. 897 00:53:43,303 --> 00:53:45,304 Don't judge my library. 898 00:53:45,305 --> 00:53:46,139 - I wasn't. 899 00:53:48,016 --> 00:53:51,227 You can tell a lot about a person by which books they keep. 900 00:53:51,228 --> 00:53:55,440 They're the type to keep only some books versus too many. 901 00:53:58,193 --> 00:54:02,113 - Take anything you'd like. 902 00:54:11,831 --> 00:54:14,750 - And do you think people find all of those? 903 00:54:14,751 --> 00:54:16,752 You don't think that there's a surplus 904 00:54:16,753 --> 00:54:19,630 or that some of those books die on those streets, 905 00:54:19,631 --> 00:54:21,006 get sent to the dump? 906 00:54:21,007 --> 00:54:22,716 - What are you saying? 907 00:54:22,717 --> 00:54:23,718 It sounds cynical. 908 00:54:24,678 --> 00:54:26,428 You're kind of a contradiction, you know? 909 00:54:26,429 --> 00:54:27,514 - I know, hm. 910 00:54:28,848 --> 00:54:31,976 I just worry that we've devalued true information, 911 00:54:31,977 --> 00:54:35,187 full stories, a kind of deep dive into knowledge, 912 00:54:35,188 --> 00:54:37,147 truth in general really, 913 00:54:37,148 --> 00:54:39,817 to satisfy the need for more always. 914 00:54:39,818 --> 00:54:43,904 It's always more, more, now regardless of usefulness, 915 00:54:43,905 --> 00:54:46,824 decreasingly with a regard for quality, 916 00:54:46,825 --> 00:54:49,410 it's all about that same thing we've been talking about. 917 00:54:49,411 --> 00:54:53,540 That temporary charge over and over again. 918 00:54:54,499 --> 00:54:57,710 So, more and more books get made to fill the need. 919 00:54:57,711 --> 00:55:00,587 Throw the old ones away without processing them. 920 00:55:00,588 --> 00:55:05,593 So, if there are only a few universal truths 921 00:55:05,844 --> 00:55:09,930 or stories out there, the ones that get made today 922 00:55:09,931 --> 00:55:14,143 get so watered down, they're hardly anything. 923 00:55:14,144 --> 00:55:15,228 Fluff. 924 00:55:19,024 --> 00:55:21,650 - You think a lot about things that are way 925 00:55:21,651 --> 00:55:23,153 outside your personal orbit. 926 00:55:25,655 --> 00:55:28,532 - Huh, maybe. 927 00:55:28,533 --> 00:55:29,366 I mean, I think this last thing 928 00:55:29,367 --> 00:55:30,994 was in my personal orbit though. 929 00:55:32,287 --> 00:55:34,789 - If you publish books, have you published a book? 930 00:55:37,167 --> 00:55:38,625 - No. 931 00:55:38,626 --> 00:55:39,836 Soon, I hope. 932 00:55:42,297 --> 00:55:43,131 - Good luck. 933 00:55:44,466 --> 00:55:45,717 I'd give your book a try. 934 00:55:47,260 --> 00:55:48,802 - Thanks. - Yeah. 935 00:55:48,803 --> 00:55:49,636 Just a try. 936 00:55:49,637 --> 00:55:51,138 If it got too dark, I'd put it down. 937 00:55:51,139 --> 00:55:53,683 - Aha, then you'd put it down too soon. 938 00:55:58,313 --> 00:55:59,147 - Good enough? 939 00:56:00,315 --> 00:56:01,149 - More than. 940 00:56:02,442 --> 00:56:04,943 - Easy, killer, I already gave you my number. 941 00:56:04,944 --> 00:56:06,112 - Yeah, sort of. 942 00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:09,824 - Okay, ready to go? 943 00:56:11,076 --> 00:56:12,702 - Uh, yeah. 944 00:56:13,995 --> 00:56:16,122 It doesn't look like two people live here. 945 00:56:17,207 --> 00:56:19,334 - Uh, I live alone. 946 00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:22,377 - You said you texted your roommate. 947 00:56:22,378 --> 00:56:26,715 - Yeah, I texted my sister a bunch of random letters. 948 00:56:26,716 --> 00:56:27,591 I wasn't worried. 949 00:56:27,592 --> 00:56:30,177 - Then why do it at all? 950 00:56:30,178 --> 00:56:33,388 - Well, it was fun to mess with you and her. 951 00:56:33,389 --> 00:56:35,390 I mean, she will not understand what is happening 952 00:56:35,391 --> 00:56:37,059 when she wakes up later and her reaction 953 00:56:37,060 --> 00:56:38,644 will give me some sort of amusement 954 00:56:38,645 --> 00:56:39,938 in the middle of my shift. 955 00:56:40,814 --> 00:56:41,939 Sorry. 956 00:56:41,940 --> 00:56:43,566 Crap, is that the time? 957 00:56:44,776 --> 00:56:46,235 It's actually pretty early. 958 00:56:46,236 --> 00:56:49,029 I, I coulda showered. 959 00:56:49,030 --> 00:56:50,614 - Oh, you still can if you want. 960 00:56:53,034 --> 00:56:55,245 - No, Zach Bell. - Oh, too soon? 961 00:56:56,162 --> 00:56:58,288 - Yes. - Mm hm. 962 00:57:01,042 --> 00:57:05,629 - Um, do you wanna chill for a minute in my garden? 963 00:57:05,630 --> 00:57:10,635 - Ooh, too soon, Sophia what's your last name? 964 00:57:10,844 --> 00:57:11,678 - What? 965 00:57:12,762 --> 00:57:15,430 Oh, hilarious. 966 00:57:15,431 --> 00:57:16,431 Hilarious. 967 00:57:16,432 --> 00:57:17,266 Come with me. 968 00:57:17,267 --> 00:57:18,809 Come on. - Too soon again. 969 00:57:18,810 --> 00:57:21,729 - Yeah. 970 00:57:22,856 --> 00:57:24,523 - This is all yours? 971 00:57:24,524 --> 00:57:25,983 Yeah. 972 00:57:25,984 --> 00:57:27,693 It's the one thing I spend extra money on. 973 00:57:27,694 --> 00:57:29,821 - Strong move. - Yeah, I know. 974 00:57:31,114 --> 00:57:33,074 - This is unheard of. - I know. 975 00:57:34,701 --> 00:57:36,661 - Can I? - Yeah, of course. 976 00:57:38,746 --> 00:57:42,207 I mean, most people are amazed, but you're almost gleeful. 977 00:57:42,208 --> 00:57:44,418 - Well, I don't get out enough. 978 00:57:44,419 --> 00:57:45,461 You know, in nature. 979 00:57:46,463 --> 00:57:47,796 - We live right by the park. 980 00:57:47,797 --> 00:57:49,048 You were just there. 981 00:57:49,966 --> 00:57:52,509 - Yeah, I'm there all the time, but this is different. 982 00:57:52,510 --> 00:57:57,014 This is, this is private, intimate. 983 00:57:57,015 --> 00:58:00,852 It's got like this feeling, you know? 984 00:58:02,604 --> 00:58:03,438 - Yeah. 985 00:58:04,981 --> 00:58:06,191 Oh, wow. 986 00:58:07,358 --> 00:58:10,486 Um, you sure you don't want any coffee? 987 00:58:10,487 --> 00:58:15,032 - Yeah, can you do a decaf or half? 988 00:58:15,033 --> 00:58:17,576 - Yeah. - Thanks. 989 00:58:17,577 --> 00:58:20,663 Um, decaf or half? 990 00:58:21,998 --> 00:58:24,458 - Oh, half, half, sorry. 991 00:58:24,459 --> 00:58:25,834 - Okay. - Thanks. 992 00:58:25,835 --> 00:58:26,669 - Mm hm, sure. 993 00:58:34,427 --> 00:58:35,929 - I hope we don't lose it all. 994 00:58:37,388 --> 00:58:38,223 - What? 995 00:58:39,182 --> 00:58:41,059 Trees and everything. - Yeah. 996 00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:43,478 - Yeah. 997 00:58:48,525 --> 00:58:49,359 We won't. 998 00:58:52,070 --> 00:58:53,947 - You believe that? - Yeah. 999 00:58:55,073 --> 00:58:57,116 We won't lose all of it if we're careful, 1000 00:58:59,452 --> 00:59:01,995 but the fighting is going to get worse until it gets better. 1001 00:59:01,996 --> 00:59:06,417 And who knows how much of it will survive. 1002 00:59:07,877 --> 00:59:08,711 - The planet? 1003 00:59:10,588 --> 00:59:11,422 - As we know it. 1004 00:59:13,007 --> 00:59:13,841 Yeah. 1005 00:59:16,469 --> 00:59:18,720 What are you gonna do the rest of the day? 1006 00:59:18,721 --> 00:59:21,640 I'm going to have breakfast at your restaurant. 1007 00:59:21,641 --> 00:59:22,809 You are not. 1008 00:59:24,143 --> 00:59:25,728 Nah, I don't know. 1009 00:59:26,980 --> 00:59:30,900 Take a nap, clean my room, catch a movie. 1010 00:59:31,985 --> 00:59:34,152 Do you live alone too? 1011 00:59:34,153 --> 00:59:36,322 Yeah, yeah actually, I do. 1012 00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:39,617 You find it hard living alone? 1013 00:59:41,160 --> 00:59:44,871 Yes and no. 1014 00:59:44,872 --> 00:59:49,877 Mostly yes, but the no is the strongest no of all of them. 1015 00:59:51,754 --> 00:59:52,839 - What does that mean? 1016 00:59:55,174 --> 00:59:56,926 - I treasure my independence. 1017 01:00:02,890 --> 01:00:05,100 - Is that why you're still single? 1018 01:00:05,101 --> 01:00:06,769 - What makes you think I'm single? 1019 01:00:07,854 --> 01:00:08,729 - Uh- 1020 01:00:08,730 --> 01:00:10,105 - Oh, I'm just kidding. 1021 01:00:10,106 --> 01:00:11,399 I'm single, I'm single. 1022 01:00:12,567 --> 01:00:16,194 Yeah, I mean, I guess that's the reason. 1023 01:00:16,195 --> 01:00:17,238 Yes and no. 1024 01:00:19,824 --> 01:00:20,782 Maybe it is the reason. 1025 01:00:20,783 --> 01:00:23,119 It shouldn't be, but it might be. 1026 01:00:25,079 --> 01:00:26,080 - They're all crazy. 1027 01:00:26,998 --> 01:00:29,792 The guys that, that haven't held on to you. 1028 01:00:34,130 --> 01:00:35,048 - Cute. - Oh, God. 1029 01:00:37,008 --> 01:00:38,550 - What? 1030 01:00:38,551 --> 01:00:39,634 Are you one of those guys that 1031 01:00:39,635 --> 01:00:42,137 doesn't like being called cute? 1032 01:00:42,138 --> 01:00:44,931 It is a good thing. - I don't know. 1033 01:00:44,932 --> 01:00:47,225 Between that and what you said in the coffee shop. 1034 01:00:47,226 --> 01:00:48,643 - What did I say? 1035 01:00:48,644 --> 01:00:50,437 - Suggesting I wasn't gonna make a move. 1036 01:00:50,438 --> 01:00:53,148 Whereas I was the one who asked you to hang out 1037 01:00:53,149 --> 01:00:56,109 in the first place and asked you for your number. 1038 01:00:56,110 --> 01:00:57,527 Except- - I was just kidding. 1039 01:00:57,528 --> 01:00:58,695 - Ah, no you weren't. 1040 01:00:58,696 --> 01:01:01,365 - Oh, okay, well maybe I wasn't, 1041 01:01:01,366 --> 01:01:04,868 but I did like notarize our date 1042 01:01:04,869 --> 01:01:07,537 and I did give you my number 1043 01:01:07,538 --> 01:01:11,166 and I just called you cute and oh, my God, you're right. 1044 01:01:11,167 --> 01:01:13,627 You have every reason to be so upset. 1045 01:01:13,628 --> 01:01:15,253 - Ah, now you're laughing at me. 1046 01:01:15,254 --> 01:01:17,255 - Oh my gosh, honestly enough. 1047 01:01:17,256 --> 01:01:18,965 Stop it. 1048 01:01:20,385 --> 01:01:22,511 - Slow down. - No, red flags rising. 1049 01:01:22,512 --> 01:01:24,471 Too much history with male sensitivity. 1050 01:01:24,472 --> 01:01:26,807 Not my job. - Sophia, I'm sorry. 1051 01:01:26,808 --> 01:01:29,811 Hey, hey, I am, I'm sorry. 1052 01:01:33,940 --> 01:01:36,526 We both got some stuff, I guess. 1053 01:01:39,070 --> 01:01:41,279 - You are really sensitive. 1054 01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:42,615 - Yeah, double-edged sword. 1055 01:01:45,827 --> 01:01:46,660 - Me too. 1056 01:01:46,661 --> 01:01:50,748 I mean, I'm really sensitive too. 1057 01:01:54,669 --> 01:01:56,504 Usually not the best combination. 1058 01:01:57,713 --> 01:01:58,881 - No, not usually. 1059 01:02:04,470 --> 01:02:06,263 I'm decisive too, you know? 1060 01:02:06,264 --> 01:02:08,181 - Okay. - Where at counts. 1061 01:02:08,182 --> 01:02:09,684 - I believe you. - Thank you. 1062 01:02:14,981 --> 01:02:17,399 I don't know why you're making this so difficult. 1063 01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:18,233 - Oh, my God. 1064 01:02:18,234 --> 01:02:20,944 Are you proving the point that I just made 1065 01:02:20,945 --> 01:02:22,028 about the men that I've dated? 1066 01:02:22,029 --> 01:02:23,989 That was fast. - Hold, hold, hold on. 1067 01:02:23,990 --> 01:02:25,992 Hold on, okay? 1068 01:02:27,034 --> 01:02:29,911 Counter question, are you maybe creating the circumstances 1069 01:02:29,912 --> 01:02:31,830 to make me prove your point? 1070 01:02:31,831 --> 01:02:33,832 Maybe even just a little bit. 1071 01:02:33,833 --> 01:02:35,500 - I don't know. 1072 01:02:35,501 --> 01:02:36,377 It's possible. 1073 01:02:40,173 --> 01:02:42,008 - Why did you make your phone number a game? 1074 01:02:43,259 --> 01:02:44,510 - I don't know. 1075 01:02:52,477 --> 01:02:54,060 - I'm sorry. 1076 01:02:54,061 --> 01:02:55,812 You didn't do anything. 1077 01:02:55,813 --> 01:02:57,147 - Maybe I did. 1078 01:02:57,148 --> 01:02:58,565 Either way I'm sorry. 1079 01:02:58,566 --> 01:02:59,942 - You apologize a lot. 1080 01:03:01,486 --> 01:03:02,819 - Red flag? 1081 01:03:02,820 --> 01:03:04,112 - No. 1082 01:03:04,113 --> 01:03:07,325 Well, I mean, to be determined. 1083 01:03:11,245 --> 01:03:15,165 I'm sorry, I've been pushing you away all morning. 1084 01:03:15,166 --> 01:03:17,376 I don't know what's gotten into me. 1085 01:03:20,713 --> 01:03:24,132 Maybe, maybe this isn't a good idea. 1086 01:03:24,133 --> 01:03:26,260 Maybe we're too alike. - I don't think so. 1087 01:03:28,095 --> 01:03:32,098 - Well, we've established that we're both sensitive people. 1088 01:03:32,099 --> 01:03:35,101 And I think also we've established that we both have more 1089 01:03:35,102 --> 01:03:39,523 than a few hangups and we both can't sleep. 1090 01:03:39,524 --> 01:03:43,569 - That's about it as far as challenges though. 1091 01:03:44,904 --> 01:03:46,905 So far. - So far. 1092 01:03:46,906 --> 01:03:47,740 - So far. 1093 01:03:48,950 --> 01:03:53,955 Still, we've known each other less than four hours. 1094 01:03:55,498 --> 01:03:58,626 We could be the perfect Venn diagram of suitability. 1095 01:04:00,211 --> 01:04:01,045 Huh? 1096 01:04:01,921 --> 01:04:03,589 There's only one way to find out. 1097 01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:06,675 Look, maybe we're supposed to date. 1098 01:04:06,676 --> 01:04:11,639 All right, help each other I don't know, sleep easier. 1099 01:04:12,849 --> 01:04:14,432 Despite all the shit that's going on 1100 01:04:14,433 --> 01:04:16,059 in our lives and in the world. 1101 01:04:16,060 --> 01:04:17,436 - Our lives aren't that bad. 1102 01:04:19,689 --> 01:04:20,898 - Everyone needs people. 1103 01:04:29,031 --> 01:04:30,074 - Yeah, okay. 1104 01:04:39,417 --> 01:04:43,004 - Anyway. 1105 01:04:48,342 --> 01:04:49,259 Is it this way? 1106 01:04:49,260 --> 01:04:50,303 - Yeah. - All right. 1107 01:04:51,887 --> 01:04:54,222 - You want some mints? - Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1108 01:04:54,223 --> 01:04:55,599 Hold on. 1109 01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:58,769 So, I was thinking. 1110 01:05:00,313 --> 01:05:03,106 You ever hear that thing that you're the average 1111 01:05:03,107 --> 01:05:05,066 of the five people you spend the most time with? 1112 01:05:05,067 --> 01:05:07,445 - Yeah, sure. - Who are your people? 1113 01:05:08,487 --> 01:05:11,781 - My coworkers, my sister if you count the phone, 1114 01:05:11,782 --> 01:05:14,868 and my therapist. 1115 01:05:14,869 --> 01:05:17,371 - Ah. - What about you? 1116 01:05:19,540 --> 01:05:24,420 My boss, my sponsor, therapist, 1117 01:05:26,255 --> 01:05:27,965 my brother if you count the phone. 1118 01:05:29,675 --> 01:05:32,011 - That's only four. - And coffee. 1119 01:05:33,304 --> 01:05:34,430 For real though. 1120 01:05:35,431 --> 01:05:37,891 I have an open slot, I guess. 1121 01:05:41,896 --> 01:05:43,022 - Not today you don't. 1122 01:05:47,735 --> 01:05:51,071 Our grand adventure comes rapidly to an end. 1123 01:05:51,072 --> 01:05:52,365 - Mm. - Work. 1124 01:05:53,741 --> 01:05:56,951 - Yeah, you joke, but I did have a great time. 1125 01:05:56,952 --> 01:05:58,912 - Yeah, me too. 1126 01:05:58,913 --> 01:06:00,664 It wasn't boring. 1127 01:06:00,665 --> 01:06:02,040 - Good? 1128 01:06:02,041 --> 01:06:05,335 - Yeah, it was very random. 1129 01:06:05,336 --> 01:06:06,963 - Ah, yeah, yeah, true. 1130 01:06:08,839 --> 01:06:11,424 - I actually have a few minutes before I have to be in. 1131 01:06:11,425 --> 01:06:14,094 Do you wanna sit for a bit over there? 1132 01:06:14,095 --> 01:06:15,805 - Yeah, sure. - Okay, cool. 1133 01:06:21,894 --> 01:06:26,899 Can you hold my compact for me? 1134 01:06:28,859 --> 01:06:29,694 Like that. 1135 01:06:33,155 --> 01:06:34,323 Should I put on makeup? 1136 01:06:35,908 --> 01:06:37,201 - I don't think you need it. 1137 01:06:38,369 --> 01:06:39,203 - Right. 1138 01:06:40,830 --> 01:06:42,498 I don't feel like putting any on. 1139 01:06:43,457 --> 01:06:44,291 - So, don't. 1140 01:06:46,127 --> 01:06:47,878 - A made up Sophia makes more tips. 1141 01:06:48,963 --> 01:06:51,923 . 1142 01:06:51,924 --> 01:06:53,258 - What? 1143 01:06:53,259 --> 01:06:55,260 - It doesn't seem to, I don't know, 1144 01:06:55,261 --> 01:06:57,762 align with your perspective. 1145 01:06:57,763 --> 01:07:00,099 Also, it's an ironic turn of phrase. 1146 01:07:01,142 --> 01:07:02,934 Capitalistically speaking. 1147 01:07:02,935 --> 01:07:05,520 Yeah, it kind of goes back to a part 1148 01:07:05,521 --> 01:07:09,066 of our conversation before, fiction being reality. 1149 01:07:09,900 --> 01:07:11,443 - Whatever. 1150 01:07:11,444 --> 01:07:13,361 I have some tinted moisturizer I can use 1151 01:07:13,362 --> 01:07:14,821 to smooth things out later. 1152 01:07:14,822 --> 01:07:17,032 Also, by the way, 1153 01:07:18,409 --> 01:07:21,077 I can be a woman who cares about her appearance 1154 01:07:21,078 --> 01:07:24,497 while also rejecting the bullshit that is classically 1155 01:07:24,498 --> 01:07:26,459 assigned to the identity of womanhood. 1156 01:07:27,626 --> 01:07:30,628 - Sure, I know. - Mm hm. 1157 01:07:30,629 --> 01:07:33,424 - I just like who you appear to be. 1158 01:07:35,551 --> 01:07:37,260 Okay? 1159 01:07:37,261 --> 01:07:38,095 All right. 1160 01:07:41,974 --> 01:07:44,100 This could also be something that, 1161 01:07:44,101 --> 01:07:45,769 that is none of my business, but- 1162 01:07:45,770 --> 01:07:47,020 - Oh boy. - No, no, no, no. 1163 01:07:47,021 --> 01:07:51,691 I'm just thinking about your difficulty 1164 01:07:51,692 --> 01:07:54,360 with the desert island album question 1165 01:07:54,361 --> 01:07:59,032 and knowing what to do while sitting on 1166 01:07:59,033 --> 01:08:01,035 what sounds like some savings. 1167 01:08:02,453 --> 01:08:03,454 You should travel. 1168 01:08:04,789 --> 01:08:06,748 No, I mean, since you can. 1169 01:08:06,749 --> 01:08:09,125 That's what a lot of people would do if they had the means. 1170 01:08:09,126 --> 01:08:11,753 - I have and I will travel more. 1171 01:08:11,754 --> 01:08:14,506 For now though, I like it where I am. 1172 01:08:14,507 --> 01:08:17,342 I mean, I don't love my job, 1173 01:08:17,343 --> 01:08:19,803 and I would like some more purpose, 1174 01:08:19,804 --> 01:08:21,889 but that's not everything. 1175 01:08:22,807 --> 01:08:24,808 I mean, the day-to-day here is pretty good, 1176 01:08:24,809 --> 01:08:27,311 and that's not necessarily something to mess with. 1177 01:08:28,312 --> 01:08:29,896 - Hm. - Besides, I mean, 1178 01:08:29,897 --> 01:08:33,817 I can't, you know, just jump around from place to place, 1179 01:08:33,818 --> 01:08:36,236 avoiding the questions of my life. 1180 01:08:36,237 --> 01:08:37,071 - Yeah. 1181 01:08:37,988 --> 01:08:40,449 But wouldn't travel help you sleep though? 1182 01:08:41,575 --> 01:08:46,371 - Well, exhaustion isn't the same as sleeping healthy. 1183 01:08:46,372 --> 01:08:48,624 - Ah, I guess that might be true. 1184 01:08:49,959 --> 01:08:52,795 I'm exhausted a lot of the time and I don't sleep. 1185 01:08:54,547 --> 01:08:57,131 - Maybe you're supposed to find out something. 1186 01:08:57,132 --> 01:08:58,508 Maybe you should travel. 1187 01:08:58,509 --> 01:09:01,094 - Uh, same answer. 1188 01:09:01,095 --> 01:09:02,763 I have, I will. 1189 01:09:06,141 --> 01:09:07,726 But I like it here right now. 1190 01:09:09,353 --> 01:09:13,190 And I don't have the means necessarily. 1191 01:09:15,401 --> 01:09:17,278 - Something to work towards. - Yeah. 1192 01:09:25,452 --> 01:09:30,416 Oh, maybe you could volunteer or work for a nonprofit. 1193 01:09:33,294 --> 01:09:34,128 I don't know. 1194 01:09:35,796 --> 01:09:38,048 - Yeah, maybe. 1195 01:09:40,759 --> 01:09:42,761 I don't know what I'd be good at though. 1196 01:09:43,721 --> 01:09:46,015 - Talk to the people like you talk to me. 1197 01:09:48,642 --> 01:09:50,102 - Yeah, maybe. - Mm hm. 1198 01:09:54,773 --> 01:09:55,983 - Boobies O'Shaughnessy. 1199 01:09:57,109 --> 01:09:59,402 - What? - Boobies O'Shaughnessy. 1200 01:09:59,403 --> 01:10:02,906 That's the name I put in your phone with my number. 1201 01:10:02,907 --> 01:10:03,741 - Huh? 1202 01:10:04,575 --> 01:10:06,618 That certainly would have stuck out. 1203 01:10:06,619 --> 01:10:09,245 - Yeah, that's why they call her boobies. 1204 01:10:10,748 --> 01:10:12,332 - Don't. 1205 01:10:12,333 --> 01:10:14,125 - I really don't wanna go to- - Hey, Sophia. 1206 01:10:14,126 --> 01:10:15,502 - Hi, Lisa. 1207 01:10:16,337 --> 01:10:18,922 - I'll see you inside. - Yup. 1208 01:10:18,923 --> 01:10:23,928 call in sick, call in sick 1209 01:10:24,845 --> 01:10:26,430 Is that your manager? - Yup. 1210 01:10:29,433 --> 01:10:33,854 - Huh, you should go in and puke 1211 01:10:35,105 --> 01:10:39,109 wet, brown bagel all over her. 1212 01:10:41,779 --> 01:10:43,404 - Yeah, no. 1213 01:10:43,405 --> 01:10:46,616 I mean, I mean, I do wanna hang out, but not that badly. 1214 01:10:46,617 --> 01:10:48,285 - All right. - Gross. 1215 01:10:51,664 --> 01:10:52,498 Okay. 1216 01:10:55,292 --> 01:10:56,751 Dirty butt? 1217 01:10:56,752 --> 01:10:59,420 - Uh, a little, a little bit. 1218 01:10:59,421 --> 01:11:00,631 - Yeah. - Mm hm. 1219 01:11:01,882 --> 01:11:02,840 - Yeah, go ahead. 1220 01:11:02,841 --> 01:11:04,968 Utility purposes only. 1221 01:11:04,969 --> 01:11:05,886 - Okay, um. 1222 01:11:09,556 --> 01:11:12,517 - Weirdest date ever. 1223 01:11:12,518 --> 01:11:14,436 Okay, all right. 1224 01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:17,689 - All right. - Yeah. 1225 01:11:17,690 --> 01:11:19,774 - How about my butt? - Yeah, I mean it's dirty, 1226 01:11:19,775 --> 01:11:20,942 but you don't have to go to work. 1227 01:11:20,943 --> 01:11:22,485 So, it doesn't matter. 1228 01:11:22,486 --> 01:11:23,611 - I'm not walking around with a dirty butt. 1229 01:11:23,612 --> 01:11:24,988 Come on now. 1230 01:11:24,989 --> 01:11:27,700 Come on, come on. 1231 01:11:29,535 --> 01:11:32,453 Okay, see- - All right, all right. 1232 01:11:32,454 --> 01:11:34,998 - You're being a little nice to it, but all right. 1233 01:11:34,999 --> 01:11:36,875 Thank you for cleaning my butt. 1234 01:11:38,752 --> 01:11:40,211 - Okay. 1235 01:11:40,212 --> 01:11:45,175 So, du-du-du-da, it was- 1236 01:11:45,718 --> 01:11:48,720 - Oh, do- - What? 1237 01:11:48,721 --> 01:11:51,222 - Do you wanna hang out tonight? 1238 01:11:51,223 --> 01:11:54,350 - Oh, um, maybe. 1239 01:11:54,351 --> 01:11:55,227 I'll text you. 1240 01:11:56,145 --> 01:11:58,688 - Um, you don't have my number. 1241 01:11:58,689 --> 01:12:01,107 - So, text me first, dingus. 1242 01:12:03,777 --> 01:12:08,698 - I'm never changing Boobies O'Shaughnessy in my phone. 1243 01:12:08,699 --> 01:12:10,451 - Yes, you will. - Mm mm, no. 1244 01:12:12,995 --> 01:12:14,246 - Oh yeah. - No. 1245 01:12:15,122 --> 01:12:17,707 - It's got a little heart emoji. 1246 01:12:17,708 --> 01:12:21,045 - Yes, boobies. 1247 01:12:25,090 --> 01:12:27,842 - Okay, well, it was a nice meeting you. 1248 01:12:27,843 --> 01:12:30,011 - Yeah, likewise, Boobies. 1249 01:12:30,012 --> 01:12:31,763 - Zach, all right, okay. 1250 01:12:31,764 --> 01:12:33,056 You, enough already. 1251 01:12:33,057 --> 01:12:34,140 You knifed it. 1252 01:12:34,141 --> 01:12:35,099 You killed the joke. - Okay, okay, okay. 1253 01:12:35,100 --> 01:12:37,185 - It's done, it's dead. - Okay, sorry, sorry. 1254 01:12:37,186 --> 01:12:38,020 - It's okay. 1255 01:12:40,230 --> 01:12:41,982 Okay, so I... 1256 01:12:45,444 --> 01:12:47,362 I will talk to you later. 1257 01:12:47,363 --> 01:12:49,489 - Okay. - I'm gonna... 1258 01:12:49,490 --> 01:12:51,407 - All right, I'm just gonna go- 1259 01:12:51,408 --> 01:12:52,992 - Yeah. - This way. 1260 01:12:52,993 --> 01:12:54,619 - Okay. - Have fun at work. 1261 01:12:54,620 --> 01:12:56,121 - Yeah, hm. - Okay. 1262 01:12:58,582 --> 01:13:01,209 - Hey, thanks for the help with the door by the way. 1263 01:13:01,210 --> 01:13:02,585 Who's the serious guy? 1264 01:13:02,586 --> 01:13:04,170 Oh, it's not serious. 1265 01:13:04,171 --> 01:13:06,631 - No, I meant- - We just met, so. 1266 01:13:06,632 --> 01:13:08,925 I meant it looks like he takes things seriously. 1267 01:13:08,926 --> 01:13:10,885 - Oh, yeah. 1268 01:13:10,886 --> 01:13:12,345 Yeah, that's probably accurate. 1269 01:13:12,346 --> 01:13:14,555 - Okay, so for today, I think if we just really get started- 1270 01:13:14,556 --> 01:13:17,475 - I sort of too though. - You what? 1271 01:13:17,476 --> 01:13:19,727 - I take things seriously. - I don't know. 1272 01:13:19,728 --> 01:13:21,270 I think it kinda depends. 1273 01:13:21,271 --> 01:13:23,523 Okay, so, for today, maybe if we just get started- 1274 01:13:23,524 --> 01:13:25,274 - You know what, I need to find out. 1275 01:13:25,275 --> 01:13:26,109 What do you mean? 1276 01:13:26,110 --> 01:13:27,486 - I need to find out who he is. 1277 01:13:28,362 --> 01:13:29,403 - What, where are you going for today? 1278 01:13:29,404 --> 01:13:30,738 - I mean, oh gosh. 1279 01:13:30,739 --> 01:13:32,657 I'm so sorry, I'm sick. 1280 01:13:33,492 --> 01:13:35,535 - You're definitely 1,000% not sick- 1281 01:13:35,536 --> 01:13:36,369 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - At all. 1282 01:13:36,370 --> 01:13:37,203 - Yeah, no, I am. 1283 01:13:37,204 --> 01:13:38,454 I'm so sorry. - Nope, talk to him later. 1284 01:13:38,455 --> 01:13:39,288 - I've gotta go. 1285 01:13:39,289 --> 01:13:40,123 I don't want to. 1286 01:13:40,124 --> 01:13:41,374 - Okay, this is not okay. 1287 01:13:41,375 --> 01:13:42,625 - Yeah, I'm so sorry. 1288 01:13:42,626 --> 01:13:44,544 - You're fucking me before the day has even started. 1289 01:13:44,545 --> 01:13:46,588 Oh, I know, I'm sorry. 1290 01:13:47,756 --> 01:13:49,924 - I'm pissed but exceedingly curious. 1291 01:13:57,099 --> 01:13:58,183 - Zach, Zach! 1292 01:14:00,978 --> 01:14:01,812 Zach! 1293 01:14:14,616 --> 01:14:19,621 tired of kicking home alone 1294 01:14:28,297 --> 01:14:33,302 nothing left to talk about