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[bird screeches]
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[partition beeps]
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[Driver] So you're a singer?
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Yep.
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[Driver] 'Cause I don't know
who you are.
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That's okay, you know,
I'm not for everybody.
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[Driver] No, I mean
I drive a lot of famous people,
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and I just, I never
heard of you before.
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[partition beeps]
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Hey, I called my
boy, he's in a band,
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he says he's never
heard of you either.
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Can you talk to him?
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He's on the phone right now?
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[Driver] Yeah.
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Hi.
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[Driver's Son] Hi.
This is so embarrassing,
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I'm sorry about my dad.
He says you're famous?
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I've never heard of you.
What's your name?
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Well, my name is Annie Clark,
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but I perform as St. Vincent.
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Maybe that's where
the confusion lies.
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[Driver's Son] Maybe
sing one of your songs,
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I don't know.
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[Driver] Oh,
now there's a good idea.
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How about if you do one
for us there, Ms. Vincent?
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Or Mrs. Vincent?
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♪ New York isn't New York
without you, love ♪
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♪ So far and a few blocks
to be solo ♪
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♪ And if I call you
from First Avenue ♪
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♪ Where the only
motherfucker in this-- ♪
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[Driver's Son]
Whoa, did she just say MF?
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[Driver] Yeah, goodbye, son.
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Motherfucker.
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Don't worry,
we'll find out who you are.
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[dramatic music]
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[car door beeping]
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Hello?
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Hello?
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Hello?
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[dramatic music]
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Why was the movie
never completed?
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All I can say is that
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somewhere along the way
things went terribly wrong.
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[upbeat rock music]
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♪ When the earth split in two ♪
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♪ I was I ♪
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♪ You were you ♪
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♪ I'll run for you ♪
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♪ Run for me too ♪
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♪ When the war rose and fell ♪
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♪ And the oceans are swell ♪
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♪ I run for you ♪
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♪ Run for me too ♪
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♪ Come on sir, just
give me the answer ♪
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♪ Come on sir, now
I need an answer ♪
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♪ I won't be gone
with the goners ♪
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♪ Come on sir, just
give me the answer ♪
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♪ Because I fear ♪
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♪ The future ♪
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Should I look into the lens?
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[Carrie] Uh, I don't think so.
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You get it?
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Yep.
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All right, day one, so exciting.
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[Annie] Yay.
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Let's roll on everything.
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Oh my gosh, great to see you.
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Hey.
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CB.
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I'm so glad you're
doing this, thank you.
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No, thanks for having me.
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I mean I think we're gonna
get really great stuff,
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and the fans will be
very, very excited.
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I hope so.
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And of course you'll
make me look amazing.
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[Carrie] Oh, you
wanna look amazing?
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[Annie] Yeah.
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So how should--
like, what should I do?
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Just be yourself.
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Okay.
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Even if that's just me
playing video games?
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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I just, audience should
feel like a fly on the wall.
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So we're gonna film everything,
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especially
if it's you being you.
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Tour. [laughing]
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[Carrie] Tour is boring.
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Yeah, I mean maybe
it's good to show that.
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Oh, shit.
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[gasps]
Ooh, oh that's a faster swim.
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Okay, let's start
at the beginning.
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It was supposed to be
a music documentary,
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concert footage,
interviews, you know,
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I guess I just wanted people
to know who I really am.
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[Toko] Yeah. How do I do this?
[laughing]
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You're doing it right.
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But I didn't--
I didn't want the film
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to just be random footage.
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I wanted it to be
intimate and... revealing.
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[Man] Here we go.
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You know, it's a lot.
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It takes a lot of
energy to do the show,
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and basically
everything I do in a day
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is geared toward that hour
and a half I have on stage.
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[audience cheering]
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I was excited to have somebody
make a movie about me.
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I mean, I wanted to
know what we'd find
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once we stripped
away those layers.
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And when you have a friend at
the helm, you feel protected.
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So, I asked my best
friend to direct it.
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There's nobody who knows me
better than Carrie Brownstein.
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She's a musician,
a writer, a filmmaker,
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she's helped me on countless
creative endeavors.
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And I wanted somebody I
could trust to tell my story.
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She understands what it's
like to be a performer,
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but, I mean, more than that,
she understands me.
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♪ You're the only motherfucker
in the city who can stand me ♪
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I feel like for a while,
maybe it was now,
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I think I'm just
second guessing,
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like... maybe everything was
luck before and not skill,
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'cause I just, I'm just
in an era of failure.
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Like, this is my era
of failure.
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[laughs] You're not a failure
in any way, shape or form.
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[Carrie] But I mean,
by one litmus test,
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I mean, I don't, you know.
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[Annie] No way. Bee sting.
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That's crazy.
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[Carrie] It's not crazy.
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It's totally crazy.
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I think it's me
using rational thought.
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[Annie] Your pilot
was so good, though,
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it made me cry.
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[Carrie] I know,
but we're friends.
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I think other people would have
liked it if they'd seen it.
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I bet it would have made other
people cry too, not just me.
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You know what was the problem?
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It was supposed to be a comedy.
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[both laughing]
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♪ H-E-L-P ♪
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♪ Help me, help me ♪
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♪ If you want we could
go somewhere else ♪
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[audience cheering]
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C-cam, this is great.
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Hold there.
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[Cameraman]
Copy that, got it.
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[upbeat rock music]
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[music stops]
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-[fans cheer]
-You're amazing.
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[fans shouting]
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I love you.
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Good night, love you.
Good night.
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Be safe.
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You want some tea or anything?
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I'm okay.
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Where's the rest of the band?
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Everyone's already
in their bunks,
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or they're watching
a movie in the back.
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I was hoping to get a
little after show footage.
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[Annie] Uh...
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Y'all just did.
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I got a double,
double word score.
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[Carrie] Nice.
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[Brian] Damn it.
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[Annie] Mm-hmm,
read 'em and weep.
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You what would could be fun,
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we could, uh, throw a little
dance party on the bus.
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Totally.
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We've never done that,
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but I love the idea.
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Hey, Annie, how did you
feel about the show tonight?
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Uh...
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Can we do this tomorrow?
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I'm sorry, I'm just
a little bit fried,
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and I kind of wanna
turn my brain off.
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Okay.
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[Annie] Ketchup
spelled C-a-t-c-h-e-t?
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[Brian] It's a British
condiment.
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[Annie] God damn it.
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[Carrie]
What is something interesting
about Annie?
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She's good at writing music.
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I don't know.
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Do you think she's
not interesting?
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[Carrie] What do you and
Annie like to do on the bus?
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Oh the bus?
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Oh we snack on some radishes.
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Something that tastes like
dirt, we really like it.
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So, yeah, we go look for
farmer's market every town
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and try, you know,
different radishes.
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[Carrie] So, Robert, what is
interesting about Annie?
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Her music.
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- [Carrie] Neil
already said that.
- Um...
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Her dad is in jail.
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Okay, cut, I don't
think we should go there.
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Okay. Not interesting?
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Well, you know, I don't
wanna exploit her family drama
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for the movie.
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She's my friend,
I'm just gonna...
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Let's get you telling us
something interesting about her.
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Her music.
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[guitar playing]
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[Annie vocalizing]
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[Carrie] That's pretty, Annie.
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Is it new?
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Yeah.
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It's all right, I'm
kind of working on it.
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It's been hard to come
up with anything lately.
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You can write a
song for the movie.
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We can track its progress.
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It'd make a nice story.
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And we kind of need a story.
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Only if you play
a guitar solo on it.
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[Carrie] Sure.
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[guitar sound effect]
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It sounds like you
already wrote one.
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I did, [laughing],
it goes like that.
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[laughing]
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[Annie vocalizing]
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Hey, how's the film coming?
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Documentary, that's a
big step up for you.
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Yeah, I hope so.
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You know when I tell friends
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that you're working
in film now,
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they are very impressed.
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Yeah, I just,
I want it to be good.
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[Annie] CB, I'm
starting on abs.
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Yeah, we filmed
those yesterday,
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and the day before.
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When's your next
radiation treatment?
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Um, Tuesday.
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But don't worry about me.
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Let's talk about this movie.
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I'm so proud of you, Care.
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Must be exciting
directing your friend.
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Yeah, it's really exciting.
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♪ Free ♪
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Okay, right there.
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I love that.
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So St. Vincent.
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So intense.
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I just want a little more
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of that in the
non-concert footage.
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Yeah, well do you really think
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I can only be sexual
and alluring on stage?
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No, but it's not the same.
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Yeah, well, we're not
so different me and her.
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Okay, that wasn't
what I was saying.
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[gentle music]
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A small part of me was
starting to second guess myself.
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Am I saying the right things?
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Do I look okay?
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Is this what people
want from me?
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I was thinking the bridge...
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One of the reasons why I
wanted to make a documentary
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in the first place is because
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I would finally be in
control of the narrative.
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How you actually seem
and how you think you seem,
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like those,
sometimes the gulf
is catastrophically wide.
261
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And so the idea is
to have how you sound
262
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and how you think you sound
be actually very married.
263
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I wanted this film
to be different.
264
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I didn't wanna feel pressure
to be somebody I'm not.
265
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It's always collaboration.
266
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I think the best skill
in being an artist
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is knowing who to
collaborate with.
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You don't own it,
it's not about you,
269
00:16:52,207 --> 00:16:53,711
and at its best this feels like
270
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this very ego-less experience.
271
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[Annie] And I don't know if what
constitutes important artist is
272
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necessarily good art.
273
00:17:01,386 --> 00:17:03,584
I mean, that puts a huge
premium on the present tense.
274
00:17:03,653 --> 00:17:06,150
[Holly] But what litmus test
do we have other than now?
275
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We have what lasts.
276
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We have what really
moves people's hearts.
277
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I mean half the time
people don't even realize
278
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that it's wonderful until
like generations later,
279
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and then it's super revered.
280
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Um.
281
00:17:22,400 --> 00:17:23,768
Is everything okay?
282
00:17:23,836 --> 00:17:24,839
I'm sorry, I'm just
getting these weird texts
283
00:17:24,908 --> 00:17:26,574
from my girlfriend.
284
00:17:26,643 --> 00:17:27,672
Oh.
285
00:17:31,578 --> 00:17:34,076
I think she's
breaking up with me.
286
00:17:34,145 --> 00:17:35,185
Oh God.
287
00:17:37,816 --> 00:17:40,652
I was doing a magazine
feature in London,
288
00:17:40,721 --> 00:17:43,460
and I stayed and went
to Paris fashion week,
289
00:17:43,529 --> 00:17:44,557
and...
290
00:17:46,932 --> 00:17:49,430
I've been gone for like a month.
291
00:17:51,264 --> 00:17:53,293
Am I a terrible person?
292
00:17:53,362 --> 00:17:55,271
No.
293
00:17:55,340 --> 00:17:59,466
No, you're just doing
whatever you have to do.
294
00:17:59,535 --> 00:18:00,936
Yeah, I guess.
295
00:18:04,378 --> 00:18:06,651
You're not a terrible person.
296
00:18:06,719 --> 00:18:08,449
You're not, I promise.
297
00:18:10,222 --> 00:18:13,491
Would you record a
message for her for me?
298
00:18:13,559 --> 00:18:14,817
Uh, sure.
299
00:18:14,886 --> 00:18:16,852
My girlfriend does
not trust me right now,
300
00:18:16,921 --> 00:18:19,355
but she's a huge,
huge fan of yours,
301
00:18:19,424 --> 00:18:20,626
and she would trust you
302
00:18:20,694 --> 00:18:22,390
if you told her that
I was a good person.
303
00:18:22,458 --> 00:18:23,497
Uh, yeah.
304
00:18:26,630 --> 00:18:28,332
Hey, this is Annie Clark,
305
00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:29,235
and I just wanted to--
306
00:18:29,304 --> 00:18:30,500
Oh, can you say St. Vincent,
307
00:18:30,569 --> 00:18:32,201
then she'll know who you are.
308
00:18:32,270 --> 00:18:33,309
Right.
309
00:18:35,639 --> 00:18:37,874
Hey, this is St. Vincent,
310
00:18:37,943 --> 00:18:42,379
and I just wanted to say
that your girlfriend--
311
00:18:42,448 --> 00:18:43,678
[whispers]
Holly.
312
00:18:43,747 --> 00:18:46,080
Holly, uh, loves you very much,
313
00:18:48,557 --> 00:18:52,086
and she's so sorry
that she has been gone
314
00:18:53,423 --> 00:18:54,859
so often--
315
00:18:54,928 --> 00:18:56,766
Would you also say that
she shouldn't give up on me,
316
00:18:56,835 --> 00:18:59,434
and that there is nobody
317
00:18:59,502 --> 00:19:03,398
who's gonna love her
the way I love her?
318
00:19:03,467 --> 00:19:05,403
[phone beeping]
319
00:19:05,472 --> 00:19:08,235
And don't give up hope on her,
320
00:19:08,304 --> 00:19:12,810
because nobody's gonna love
you as much as she does.
321
00:19:14,415 --> 00:19:16,084
Okay, well, I'm really sorry.
322
00:19:16,153 --> 00:19:17,445
I hope everything works out.
323
00:19:17,514 --> 00:19:18,716
No, me too.
324
00:19:18,785 --> 00:19:21,522
Should we get back
to the interview?
325
00:19:22,652 --> 00:19:23,284
I think we're good.
326
00:19:23,353 --> 00:19:24,388
Really?
327
00:19:24,456 --> 00:19:25,354
That was great, yeah.
328
00:19:25,423 --> 00:19:26,091
That was it?
329
00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:26,862
Yeah, thank you.
330
00:19:26,931 --> 00:19:27,755
Yeah, you know what,
331
00:19:27,824 --> 00:19:29,291
actually, my cousin lives here,
332
00:19:29,360 --> 00:19:31,869
and your people only gave you
one ticket to Saturday night.
333
00:19:31,938 --> 00:19:33,269
Do you think you could maybe
334
00:19:33,338 --> 00:19:35,902
look into getting
a plus one for me?
335
00:19:35,971 --> 00:19:36,904
Sure.
336
00:19:36,972 --> 00:19:38,302
Thank you.
337
00:19:38,371 --> 00:19:40,134
[Holly] Muah! Thank you.
338
00:19:41,514 --> 00:19:42,543
Bye.
339
00:19:43,681 --> 00:19:45,383
Wow.
340
00:19:45,451 --> 00:19:47,942
Uh, that woman, she didn't
listen to anything I said.
341
00:19:48,011 --> 00:19:50,479
I know, but you
still did her a favor,
342
00:19:50,548 --> 00:19:52,448
because you're too nice.
343
00:19:52,517 --> 00:19:54,754
Stop being so nice.
344
00:19:54,823 --> 00:19:57,254
I'm not getting her
stupid cousin into the show.
345
00:19:57,323 --> 00:19:58,090
[Carrie] Good.
346
00:19:58,159 --> 00:19:59,421
Yeah, don't.
347
00:19:59,490 --> 00:20:00,693
But can you?
348
00:20:02,562 --> 00:20:05,159
I don't want her
to be mad at me.
349
00:20:08,301 --> 00:20:09,767
You can cut.
350
00:20:09,836 --> 00:20:13,002
When she's not on
screen you can cut.
351
00:20:15,905 --> 00:20:17,343
[Carrie]
I like that, yeah.
352
00:20:17,412 --> 00:20:19,245
Conjuring sort of a Patsy Cline.
353
00:20:19,314 --> 00:20:21,275
[Annie]
Oh, yeah, yeah.
354
00:20:21,343 --> 00:20:23,786
I feel like, uh...
I was thinking about, like, uh,
355
00:20:23,855 --> 00:20:25,481
some croonery.
356
00:20:25,550 --> 00:20:27,181
Like... [vocalizing]
357
00:20:35,900 --> 00:20:36,927
That's nice.
358
00:20:40,397 --> 00:20:41,334
Ah nice.
359
00:20:41,403 --> 00:20:44,242
And then it would be something.
360
00:20:45,272 --> 00:20:47,641
[vocalizing]
361
00:20:50,443 --> 00:20:51,508
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
362
00:20:51,576 --> 00:20:52,839
Like a big like 70's,
363
00:20:52,908 --> 00:20:56,254
kind of like [vocalizing].
364
00:21:01,453 --> 00:21:02,386
Yeah, I like it.
365
00:21:02,455 --> 00:21:03,453
Yeah, that's cool.
366
00:21:03,522 --> 00:21:05,290
[Carrie] A refrain.
367
00:21:05,359 --> 00:21:06,357
[Annie vocalizing]
368
00:21:06,426 --> 00:21:07,854
[Annie] Yeah, I love it.
369
00:21:07,923 --> 00:21:09,232
[Carrie] Like Keith Moon.
370
00:21:09,301 --> 00:21:12,094
What about, what
should it be about?
371
00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:15,229
That's up to you.
372
00:21:19,707 --> 00:21:22,975
I mean the alienation
of touring.
373
00:21:23,044 --> 00:21:24,411
No.
374
00:21:24,479 --> 00:21:27,345
Yeah, that's not
that relatable.
375
00:21:27,414 --> 00:21:29,579
I mean, heartbreak.
376
00:21:29,648 --> 00:21:31,487
No, that is very cloying.
377
00:21:34,488 --> 00:21:35,985
But your call, your call.
378
00:21:36,054 --> 00:21:39,253
What about that, just,
well of sorrow
379
00:21:40,565 --> 00:21:42,558
that everybody has from
like childhood trauma?
380
00:21:42,627 --> 00:21:44,225
That's very dark,
381
00:21:44,293 --> 00:21:47,701
but I love these ideas,
they, they're great.
382
00:21:53,913 --> 00:21:55,269
Just not for this.
383
00:22:03,449 --> 00:22:06,280
[dramatic music]
384
00:22:08,291 --> 00:22:09,423
♪ I'm a monster ♪
385
00:22:09,492 --> 00:22:11,689
♪ And you are my sacred cow ♪
386
00:22:11,757 --> 00:22:13,427
♪ But I can keep running ♪
387
00:22:13,496 --> 00:22:17,428
♪ No, I can't keep on running ♪
388
00:22:17,497 --> 00:22:20,503
[audience cheering]
389
00:22:23,107 --> 00:22:24,898
A cam, go to a two shot.
390
00:22:24,967 --> 00:22:26,610
[Camerawoman] Copy that.
391
00:22:26,679 --> 00:22:30,711
♪ How can anybody have
you and lose you ♪
392
00:22:36,512 --> 00:22:39,083
I don't even like to
dress a salad, you know?
393
00:22:39,152 --> 00:22:42,493
I'm, like-- I wanna
taste the vegetables,
394
00:22:42,561 --> 00:22:44,324
otherwise,
why am I eating vegetables?
395
00:22:44,393 --> 00:22:45,425
I wanna taste the earth,
396
00:22:45,494 --> 00:22:46,959
I want to taste the dirt.
397
00:22:47,027 --> 00:22:49,496
So I just kind of
throw 'em all together,
398
00:22:49,564 --> 00:22:54,262
and eat 'em about 3:00 p.m.
399
00:23:04,677 --> 00:23:05,909
What's up, internet?
400
00:23:05,978 --> 00:23:07,475
It's your girl MovieDork here
401
00:23:07,544 --> 00:23:10,580
to talk about the top 10
documentaries of all time,
402
00:23:10,649 --> 00:23:11,917
in my opinion.
403
00:23:11,985 --> 00:23:13,485
Put your hate in
the comments below,
404
00:23:13,553 --> 00:23:14,750
or you could not.
405
00:23:14,819 --> 00:23:16,486
Before we get started...
406
00:23:16,555 --> 00:23:17,485
[Annie] Hey.
407
00:23:17,554 --> 00:23:18,653
Hi.
408
00:23:18,721 --> 00:23:20,589
How is it?
409
00:23:20,657 --> 00:23:22,796
Uh, great.
410
00:23:22,865 --> 00:23:27,431
Yeah, no, the live
footage is really special.
411
00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:28,538
Are you sure?
412
00:23:32,770 --> 00:23:35,512
Okay, I was thinking,
413
00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:37,438
is there a way to
heighten it a little?
414
00:23:37,506 --> 00:23:41,584
You're nerdy and normal in
real life, which I love,
415
00:23:42,848 --> 00:23:44,521
but the disparity between that
416
00:23:44,589 --> 00:23:48,520
and who you are onstage
is kind of jarring,
417
00:23:48,589 --> 00:23:50,758
you know what I'm saying?
418
00:23:55,425 --> 00:23:56,633
I just wanted to give
you guys a little bit
419
00:23:56,701 --> 00:23:59,360
of a heads up that Carrie
and I have been talking,
420
00:23:59,428 --> 00:24:01,504
and we think that I
should veer more towards
421
00:24:01,573 --> 00:24:04,870
my onstage persona
for the documentary.
422
00:24:04,939 --> 00:24:06,008
[Robert] So should
we call you St. Vincent?
423
00:24:06,076 --> 00:24:07,011
Oh God no.
424
00:24:07,079 --> 00:24:08,906
Wait, CB, should they?
425
00:24:08,975 --> 00:24:10,144
[Carrie] Uh, I
think Annie's okay.
426
00:24:10,213 --> 00:24:10,838
[Annie] Yeah.
427
00:24:10,907 --> 00:24:11,741
I can do an accent.
428
00:24:11,810 --> 00:24:13,544
Want me to be Australian?
429
00:24:13,613 --> 00:24:14,577
Look at this size--
430
00:24:14,646 --> 00:24:15,576
No, no, no.
431
00:24:15,645 --> 00:24:16,350
Oh.
432
00:24:16,418 --> 00:24:17,682
No, please, go for it.
433
00:24:17,751 --> 00:24:20,221
Look at the size of that one.
434
00:24:20,290 --> 00:24:22,593
That's good, but no.
435
00:24:22,661 --> 00:24:26,025
It's just about me making
some subtle changes
436
00:24:26,094 --> 00:24:28,996
so that I can be a little
bit more interesting.
437
00:24:29,065 --> 00:24:29,858
Exactly.
438
00:24:29,927 --> 00:24:31,567
How about in your new role
439
00:24:31,636 --> 00:24:35,000
you do a formal
introduction of the band.
440
00:24:36,773 --> 00:24:40,434
And everyone we're gonna
look to the camera.
441
00:24:45,614 --> 00:24:48,178
This is Toko, she's Japanese.
442
00:24:49,250 --> 00:24:50,552
Hi.
443
00:24:50,621 --> 00:24:53,187
[Annie] And this
is Neil, he's Neil.
444
00:24:53,255 --> 00:24:54,723
Good day.
445
00:24:54,791 --> 00:24:57,718
And this is Robert, the
skins man of the group.
446
00:24:57,787 --> 00:24:59,023
Hello.
447
00:24:59,092 --> 00:25:01,796
Or in lay people's
terms, the drummer.
448
00:25:04,694 --> 00:25:05,800
Um,
449
00:25:10,107 --> 00:25:11,436
we got it.
450
00:25:11,505 --> 00:25:12,601
Yeah, we got it.
451
00:25:12,670 --> 00:25:14,235
Great.
452
00:25:14,304 --> 00:25:16,613
Toko's cat got
eaten by a coyote,
453
00:25:16,681 --> 00:25:20,882
and Robert's wife
had a breeched birth.
454
00:25:20,951 --> 00:25:23,620
The umbilical cord was wrapped
around the baby's neck,
455
00:25:23,689 --> 00:25:26,056
like it was trying to
hang itself in utero.
456
00:25:26,125 --> 00:25:27,883
And that was after what,
457
00:25:27,951 --> 00:25:29,692
multiple miscarriages.
458
00:25:36,964 --> 00:25:41,231
Oh, my God,
I'm so sorry you guys.
459
00:25:42,741 --> 00:25:45,636
Toko, I didn't mean
to call you Japanese.
460
00:25:45,705 --> 00:25:48,768
[Neil] Toko is Japanese.
461
00:25:48,837 --> 00:25:53,507
I was thinking maybe this
should just be a concert film.
462
00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:57,849
Because I can't be
who you want me to be.
463
00:25:57,917 --> 00:26:00,120
No, because what
you do on stage
464
00:26:00,189 --> 00:26:04,692
is really hard to duplicate
off stage, and that's okay.
465
00:26:04,761 --> 00:26:06,696
I can be St.
Vincent all the time.
466
00:26:06,764 --> 00:26:08,698
[Carrie] No, Annie,
I was saying I'm wrong.
467
00:26:08,767 --> 00:26:10,624
Let's protect the fact
that you're normal,
468
00:26:10,693 --> 00:26:14,634
that your life isn't crazy
or interesting enough
469
00:26:14,703 --> 00:26:17,201
to make a documentary about.
470
00:26:19,409 --> 00:26:20,974
[dramatic music plays]
471
00:26:40,531 --> 00:26:42,132
[Security Guard] Pass please.
472
00:26:42,201 --> 00:26:43,690
Oh, I'm playing tonight.
473
00:26:43,759 --> 00:26:47,605
[Security Guard] I need
to see a pass to let you in.
474
00:26:50,770 --> 00:26:52,801
So, it's my band,
475
00:26:52,870 --> 00:26:54,073
I'm St. Vincent.
476
00:26:54,972 --> 00:26:56,812
I'm on all the posters.
477
00:26:58,210 --> 00:27:01,743
[Security Guard]
Don't know who you are.
478
00:27:01,812 --> 00:27:02,680
Dude.
479
00:27:02,749 --> 00:27:04,820
[Security Guard] Sorry.
480
00:27:05,782 --> 00:27:06,822
Thanks.
481
00:27:07,821 --> 00:27:09,751
[Security Guard] For what?
482
00:27:09,820 --> 00:27:10,859
Sorry.
483
00:27:13,892 --> 00:27:15,633
[testing instruments]
484
00:27:20,904 --> 00:27:23,740
[Toko] Check one,
two, check, check.
485
00:27:23,809 --> 00:27:27,772
Can I have my vocal,
like monitor, please?
486
00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:29,173
It's my fucking show,
487
00:27:29,242 --> 00:27:31,776
you're gonna save me
from fucking ISIS,
488
00:27:31,844 --> 00:27:33,607
fuck you fucking cock.
489
00:27:40,817 --> 00:27:45,089
[Holly] Oh, my lips and teeth
turning red from the wine?
490
00:27:45,158 --> 00:27:46,888
- [Sarah] No.
- [Holly] You sure?
491
00:27:46,957 --> 00:27:47,855
[Sarah] Yeah.
492
00:27:47,924 --> 00:27:48,593
Smile.
493
00:27:48,661 --> 00:27:50,801
Very good.
494
00:27:50,869 --> 00:27:53,365
I bet Annie asked people
to give us the good wine.
495
00:27:53,434 --> 00:27:57,239
She was trying really hard
to impress me the other day.
496
00:27:57,308 --> 00:27:58,802
Is she nice?
497
00:27:58,871 --> 00:28:00,234
No, she's a snob.
498
00:28:00,303 --> 00:28:04,738
Totally impenetrable and aloof.
499
00:28:04,807 --> 00:28:07,617
[Sarah] I don't care,
I fucking love her music.
500
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:10,611
[Holly] Me too,
she's so beautiful.
501
00:28:10,679 --> 00:28:11,819
[Sarah] I just want her
to punch me in the face.
502
00:28:11,887 --> 00:28:13,381
[Holly] Stop it,
you're making her
503
00:28:13,450 --> 00:28:15,148
way more interesting
than she is.
504
00:28:15,217 --> 00:28:16,893
Where is she anyway?
505
00:28:16,961 --> 00:28:19,460
[Sarah] She's like a boss,
you show up late, right?
506
00:28:19,529 --> 00:28:20,894
That's something.
507
00:28:20,962 --> 00:28:23,628
[Holly] You are
right about that.
508
00:28:23,697 --> 00:28:26,264
[dramatic music]
509
00:29:02,268 --> 00:29:03,673
[Carrie]
This is a little frustrating.
510
00:29:03,741 --> 00:29:05,699
I don't wanna waste
16mm film,
511
00:29:05,767 --> 00:29:07,769
but maybe with
a little distance she'll--
512
00:29:07,838 --> 00:29:08,840
CB.
513
00:29:08,908 --> 00:29:09,836
CB, get your cameras.
514
00:29:09,905 --> 00:29:12,006
[Carrie] No, no, we're
set up for the live show.
515
00:29:12,075 --> 00:29:13,510
Don't worry.
516
00:29:13,579 --> 00:29:17,649
No, no, no, I want them
here now, I changed my mind.
517
00:29:17,718 --> 00:29:18,756
[Carrie] Yes.
518
00:29:20,722 --> 00:29:21,988
Ask me a question.
519
00:29:22,057 --> 00:29:22,854
[Carrie] What
kind of question?
520
00:29:22,922 --> 00:29:24,795
Any fucking question.
521
00:29:24,864 --> 00:29:28,658
[Carrie] Annie, what's
going through your mind?
522
00:29:28,726 --> 00:29:32,396
How it doesn't matter how
I feel on any given night.
523
00:29:32,465 --> 00:29:34,198
That no matter what I
owe it all to my fans
524
00:29:34,267 --> 00:29:36,965
to give them my blood,
sweat and tears.
525
00:29:37,034 --> 00:29:37,868
[Carrie] Great.
526
00:29:37,937 --> 00:29:39,869
No, I can do it better.
527
00:29:39,937 --> 00:29:40,572
Let's go.
528
00:29:40,641 --> 00:29:41,344
Okay.
529
00:29:41,413 --> 00:29:42,069
I guess we're resetting.
530
00:29:42,138 --> 00:29:43,072
Back to one.
531
00:29:43,141 --> 00:29:46,740
Let's reset and hold here.
532
00:29:48,046 --> 00:29:49,678
Give me the line.
533
00:29:49,747 --> 00:29:51,855
Ask me "Annie, what's
going through your mind?"
534
00:29:51,924 --> 00:29:54,752
[Carrie] Annie, what's
going through your mind?
535
00:29:54,821 --> 00:29:56,053
Great question.
536
00:29:56,122 --> 00:29:57,721
What's going through my mind?
537
00:29:57,790 --> 00:30:00,420
I guess how it doesn't matter
how I feel on any given night,
538
00:30:00,489 --> 00:30:01,698
but I owe it all to my fans
539
00:30:01,767 --> 00:30:04,096
to give them my blood,
sweat and tears.
540
00:30:04,165 --> 00:30:05,560
But sometimes I
worry I'm not enough.
541
00:30:05,629 --> 00:30:07,770
Sometimes I worry
that I might fall.
542
00:30:07,839 --> 00:30:09,935
[Carrie] Wait,
do you mean fail?
543
00:30:10,004 --> 00:30:11,365
I feel like fail may be better.
544
00:30:11,434 --> 00:30:12,835
You know what, fail is better.
545
00:30:12,904 --> 00:30:13,934
Okay.
546
00:30:14,003 --> 00:30:15,108
Cue me.
547
00:30:15,177 --> 00:30:16,839
Okay, what's going
through your mind.
548
00:30:16,908 --> 00:30:18,111
Annie.
549
00:30:18,180 --> 00:30:20,948
Annie, what's going
through your mind?
550
00:30:21,016 --> 00:30:23,717
How I worry that
sometimes I won't,
551
00:30:23,785 --> 00:30:24,915
that I have to give--
552
00:30:24,984 --> 00:30:26,186
[Carrie] You were saying
553
00:30:26,254 --> 00:30:29,023
giving all your fans
every single night--
554
00:30:29,092 --> 00:30:31,021
You know what, can
you just transcribe it?
555
00:30:31,089 --> 00:30:32,721
I'll hit it tomorrow.
556
00:30:32,790 --> 00:30:34,562
Okay, but I think it
doesn't have to be perfect.
557
00:30:34,631 --> 00:30:36,130
I like the honesty.
558
00:30:36,198 --> 00:30:37,897
I am being honest about
needing you to do that,
559
00:30:37,966 --> 00:30:40,029
and it does have to be perfect.
560
00:30:40,098 --> 00:30:41,795
Here, get me like this.
561
00:30:44,102 --> 00:30:44,769
[Annie snapping fingers]
562
00:30:44,837 --> 00:30:45,738
Cigarette.
563
00:30:45,807 --> 00:30:47,377
You don't smoke though.
564
00:30:47,446 --> 00:30:48,912
I mean that's silly.
565
00:30:48,981 --> 00:30:52,806
This is how actors play
rock stars in movies.
566
00:30:54,719 --> 00:30:56,652
Yeah, but you are a rockstar.
567
00:30:56,721 --> 00:30:57,912
I mean, I know rock stars--
568
00:30:57,981 --> 00:30:59,021
Shh.
569
00:31:02,889 --> 00:31:03,791
I love you baby,
570
00:31:03,860 --> 00:31:05,863
but I'm married to the road.
571
00:31:11,327 --> 00:31:12,826
Have a good show.
572
00:31:15,166 --> 00:31:17,831
[upbeat rock music]
573
00:31:59,947 --> 00:32:03,178
♪ Sugar boy ♪
574
00:32:03,247 --> 00:32:06,280
♪ How you mean ♪
575
00:32:06,349 --> 00:32:09,383
♪ How I wish ♪
576
00:32:09,452 --> 00:32:14,189
♪ For somethin' sweet ♪
577
00:32:14,258 --> 00:32:15,223
♪ Oh here I go ♪
578
00:32:15,292 --> 00:32:17,030
♪ A casualty ♪
579
00:32:17,099 --> 00:32:20,701
♪ Hanging from the balcony ♪
580
00:32:20,770 --> 00:32:22,066
♪ Oh here I go ♪
581
00:32:22,135 --> 00:32:23,968
♪ Making a scene ♪
582
00:32:24,037 --> 00:32:25,169
♪ Oh here I am ♪
583
00:32:25,238 --> 00:32:28,501
♪ Your pain machine ♪
584
00:32:28,570 --> 00:32:31,073
♪ I am a lot like you ♪
585
00:32:31,141 --> 00:32:32,142
♪ Boys ♪
586
00:32:32,211 --> 00:32:34,242
♪ I am alone like you ♪
587
00:32:34,310 --> 00:32:35,145
♪ Girls ♪
588
00:32:35,214 --> 00:32:37,519
♪ I am a lot like you ♪
589
00:32:37,587 --> 00:32:38,478
♪ Boys ♪
590
00:32:38,547 --> 00:32:39,247
♪ I am alone like you ♪
591
00:32:39,316 --> 00:32:42,322
[upbeat rock music]
592
00:33:25,602 --> 00:33:26,630
Great.
593
00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:31,173
Oh, so sorry, I'll
be right back.
594
00:33:37,483 --> 00:33:39,374
Nice sunglasses.
595
00:33:39,442 --> 00:33:41,348
Will you announce me?
596
00:33:42,346 --> 00:33:43,720
Will you let people know
597
00:33:43,789 --> 00:33:46,221
that I'm walking into the space?
598
00:33:50,288 --> 00:33:52,555
[Carrie clinking glass]
599
00:33:52,623 --> 00:33:56,128
Ladies and
gentlemen, St. Vincent.
600
00:33:56,197 --> 00:33:59,993
[people cheering and applauding]
601
00:34:05,238 --> 00:34:07,341
Annie, that was terrific.
602
00:34:09,071 --> 00:34:12,174
I would like to introduce
you to my cousin, Sarah.
603
00:34:12,243 --> 00:34:13,275
Sarah, Annie.
604
00:34:13,344 --> 00:34:14,579
Nice to meet you.
605
00:34:14,648 --> 00:34:16,509
Thanks so much for
getting me into the show.
606
00:34:16,578 --> 00:34:18,515
It was my pleasure.
607
00:34:18,583 --> 00:34:21,421
It's such a gift
to have you here.
608
00:34:21,489 --> 00:34:23,957
Do you think I could
take a picture with you?
609
00:34:24,025 --> 00:34:25,319
[Holly] I'll take it.
610
00:34:25,388 --> 00:34:26,459
Actually, no.
611
00:34:33,271 --> 00:34:35,100
I'm so sorry, I think
she's really tired.
612
00:34:35,169 --> 00:34:38,305
Or maybe she's just brave.
613
00:34:38,374 --> 00:34:41,945
That kind of honesty
is so refreshing.
614
00:34:42,014 --> 00:34:44,939
Finally, a woman
speaking her truth.
615
00:34:46,408 --> 00:34:47,447
Yeah.
616
00:34:50,347 --> 00:34:53,046
[dramatic music]
617
00:35:23,380 --> 00:35:24,946
[dramatic music]
618
00:35:52,917 --> 00:35:55,114
Hey Care, it's Dad.
619
00:35:55,183 --> 00:35:57,378
I'm sorry to miss you.
620
00:35:57,447 --> 00:36:01,625
I'm off to Minnesota tomorrow
to meet with a specialist.
621
00:36:01,693 --> 00:36:05,257
Still try and see if he could
get a day off and come visit.
622
00:36:05,326 --> 00:36:07,622
I know you're crazy busy.
623
00:36:07,691 --> 00:36:09,398
Your uncle is coming with,
624
00:36:09,467 --> 00:36:12,263
so if you can't get
ahold of me, try him.
625
00:36:12,332 --> 00:36:13,867
Okay, honey, I love you.
626
00:36:13,936 --> 00:36:15,172
Bye, bye.
627
00:36:17,534 --> 00:36:20,408
[knocking on door]
628
00:36:36,157 --> 00:36:37,493
[knocking on door]
629
00:36:37,562 --> 00:36:38,252
Hey.
630
00:36:38,321 --> 00:36:39,289
Hi.
631
00:36:39,358 --> 00:36:40,421
Did you wanna talk?
632
00:36:40,490 --> 00:36:41,255
Not exactly.
633
00:36:41,324 --> 00:36:42,364
Come in.
634
00:36:46,133 --> 00:36:47,468
Hi, Carrie.
635
00:36:47,537 --> 00:36:51,164
Carrie, you remember
my girlfriend, Dakota.
636
00:36:53,570 --> 00:36:55,410
We want you to film us.
637
00:36:58,247 --> 00:36:59,676
I don't have a camera though.
638
00:36:59,745 --> 00:37:02,780
Well, you're a
director, so direct.
639
00:37:05,351 --> 00:37:07,422
You can use your phone.
640
00:37:09,187 --> 00:37:13,186
You're the one who wanted
this to be more interesting.
641
00:37:21,400 --> 00:37:22,334
Whenever you're ready.
642
00:37:22,403 --> 00:37:25,341
I want this to be artistic,
643
00:37:25,410 --> 00:37:29,202
Scandinavian, European,
anything but American.
644
00:37:30,612 --> 00:37:32,438
It's still in
English though, right?
645
00:37:32,507 --> 00:37:33,547
Oui.
646
00:37:34,577 --> 00:37:35,678
[Carrie] Okay.
647
00:37:35,746 --> 00:37:38,387
[Annie] CB, can
you come closer?
648
00:37:39,517 --> 00:37:41,489
[Carrie] We're set.
649
00:37:41,558 --> 00:37:45,218
Okay, get on the bed,
you're too far away.
650
00:37:47,392 --> 00:37:48,430
[Annie] Come.
651
00:37:55,405 --> 00:37:56,662
That's a good angle
right there.
652
00:37:56,731 --> 00:37:58,132
[Annie] Okay.
653
00:37:59,405 --> 00:38:01,168
[Carrie] Rolling.
654
00:38:02,309 --> 00:38:03,010
[Annie] I love you.
655
00:38:03,079 --> 00:38:05,476
[Dakota] I love you.
656
00:38:05,545 --> 00:38:06,409
[Annie] Who's face is that?
657
00:38:06,478 --> 00:38:08,478
[Dakota] My face.
658
00:38:08,546 --> 00:38:10,082
Who's lips are those?
659
00:38:10,151 --> 00:38:11,513
[Annie] My lips.
660
00:38:11,582 --> 00:38:13,819
Hey, sorry to interrupt,
661
00:38:13,888 --> 00:38:17,354
there's this thing that
people are doing in the film
662
00:38:17,423 --> 00:38:19,395
and television industry
663
00:38:19,463 --> 00:38:21,831
where they hire an
intimacy coordinator.
664
00:38:21,900 --> 00:38:24,363
It's for sex scenes,
665
00:38:24,432 --> 00:38:26,030
and it's just to help people
666
00:38:26,099 --> 00:38:30,434
be more comfortable with nudity
and touching and consent.
667
00:38:30,502 --> 00:38:31,370
It's okay, I consent.
668
00:38:31,439 --> 00:38:33,400
And she consents, obviously.
669
00:38:33,469 --> 00:38:35,004
Mm-hmm.
670
00:38:35,072 --> 00:38:35,869
The only thing I
stipulate is you just don't
671
00:38:35,938 --> 00:38:37,110
show any of my pubic region.
672
00:38:37,179 --> 00:38:38,447
I stipulate nothing.
673
00:38:38,515 --> 00:38:43,581
Please get the camera as
close to me as you need.
674
00:38:43,649 --> 00:38:44,678
I guess I should
have clarified.
675
00:38:44,747 --> 00:38:46,420
I guess for my comfort,
676
00:38:46,489 --> 00:38:49,283
I would love to just
shoot her a text
677
00:38:49,351 --> 00:38:51,427
and see if she could maybe
call in and consult.
678
00:38:51,496 --> 00:38:52,862
Yeah, but can we just
get this version first?
679
00:38:52,931 --> 00:38:54,364
Yeah, it's better.
680
00:38:57,432 --> 00:39:00,533
[Annie and Dakota laughing]
681
00:39:00,602 --> 00:39:02,230
[Annie] Remember
when we went to Tulum
682
00:39:02,299 --> 00:39:05,740
and had those really,
really good poached eggs?
683
00:39:05,809 --> 00:39:06,635
Mm-hmm.
684
00:39:06,704 --> 00:39:08,638
That bowl of mixed fruit.
685
00:39:08,707 --> 00:39:09,639
Yeah, was it papaya or mango?
686
00:39:09,708 --> 00:39:11,377
I always get them confused.
687
00:39:11,446 --> 00:39:12,111
I don't know because mangoes--
688
00:39:12,180 --> 00:39:12,882
[phone dinging]
689
00:39:12,951 --> 00:39:13,775
Oh, she just texted,
690
00:39:13,844 --> 00:39:15,446
and she can call in 10 minutes,
691
00:39:15,515 --> 00:39:16,445
if you can just hold off.
692
00:39:16,514 --> 00:39:18,249
Uh, we can't.
693
00:39:18,318 --> 00:39:19,356
No, we can't.
694
00:39:20,722 --> 00:39:23,389
Um, wait, guys, just
for legal purposes.
695
00:39:23,458 --> 00:39:26,154
I'm gonna turn the camera on me.
696
00:39:27,491 --> 00:39:29,399
[moaning]
697
00:39:35,666 --> 00:39:37,407
[moaning continues]
698
00:39:38,636 --> 00:39:40,201
[moaning intensifies]
699
00:39:45,541 --> 00:39:46,245
Hi.
700
00:39:46,314 --> 00:39:47,476
Hey, how are you?
701
00:39:47,544 --> 00:39:48,643
I'm great.
702
00:39:48,712 --> 00:39:50,618
Last night was...
703
00:39:51,514 --> 00:39:53,254
magical.
704
00:39:53,323 --> 00:39:55,456
Yeah, glad I was there for it.
705
00:39:55,524 --> 00:39:58,485
Speaking of that,
if there's ever
706
00:39:58,554 --> 00:40:01,595
anything you don't want in
the movie, just let me know.
707
00:40:01,664 --> 00:40:05,702
I'm not interested
in hiding anything.
708
00:40:05,771 --> 00:40:07,294
Okay.
709
00:40:07,363 --> 00:40:10,700
I just thought, I thought
we could check in.
710
00:40:10,769 --> 00:40:12,503
It feels like it's been a second
711
00:40:12,572 --> 00:40:13,810
since we actually talked.
712
00:40:13,879 --> 00:40:15,672
About what?
713
00:40:15,741 --> 00:40:18,711
Like, my dad called yesterday,
714
00:40:18,780 --> 00:40:22,645
he wants me to visit
him on a day off.
715
00:40:22,713 --> 00:40:24,447
Do we have a day off?
716
00:40:24,515 --> 00:40:25,554
We don't.
717
00:40:28,454 --> 00:40:29,690
How's your mom?
718
00:40:29,759 --> 00:40:32,527
Oh, so now you care
about my boring life.
719
00:40:32,596 --> 00:40:35,696
Annie, I feel like
we can differentiate
720
00:40:35,765 --> 00:40:39,701
between who we are in
the movie and real life.
721
00:40:39,770 --> 00:40:44,232
So, as your friend, I'm
asking you, how is your mom?
722
00:40:46,638 --> 00:40:47,906
She is wonderful.
723
00:40:53,049 --> 00:40:54,077
Okay.
724
00:40:56,582 --> 00:40:58,081
Two, three, four.
725
00:41:04,619 --> 00:41:08,862
♪ Follow the power lines
back from the road ♪
726
00:41:08,931 --> 00:41:12,602
♪ No one around so I
take off my clothes ♪
727
00:41:12,670 --> 00:41:17,504
♪ Am I the only one
in the only world? ♪
728
00:41:17,572 --> 00:41:21,341
♪ Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah whoa-oh ♪
729
00:41:21,410 --> 00:41:23,304
♪ Ah-ah-ah-ah... ♪
730
00:41:25,981 --> 00:41:27,914
People understand
that when I'm on stage
731
00:41:27,982 --> 00:41:31,312
I'm playing a bigger
version of myself.
732
00:41:34,659 --> 00:41:36,191
But what some people
fail to understand
733
00:41:36,260 --> 00:41:38,121
is that all of it's me,
734
00:41:40,660 --> 00:41:42,356
and none of it's me.
735
00:41:51,833 --> 00:41:55,942
Sometimes you have to reject
not only your former self,
736
00:41:56,011 --> 00:41:59,472
but, also, the people
who came along with it.
737
00:42:02,043 --> 00:42:02,942
Annie, so good tonight.
738
00:42:03,011 --> 00:42:04,983
Seriously, like awesome.
739
00:42:21,171 --> 00:42:23,672
[Annie singing]
740
00:42:48,699 --> 00:42:51,524
Annie, just a
reminder that I wanted
741
00:42:53,529 --> 00:42:57,200
to film a scene with you
and one of your fans.
742
00:42:59,206 --> 00:43:03,312
You know, just to show how
intense the connection is.
743
00:43:03,381 --> 00:43:05,041
I feel like people, you know,
744
00:43:05,110 --> 00:43:06,615
they get really
emotional around you.
745
00:43:06,684 --> 00:43:09,542
It just might be nice
to show that.
746
00:43:10,452 --> 00:43:11,951
Sure, sounds good.
747
00:43:13,916 --> 00:43:16,384
Okay, great.
748
00:43:16,452 --> 00:43:20,960
And then maybe after the
show we could play cards
749
00:43:21,028 --> 00:43:24,557
or get a drink or watch
a movie on the bus.
750
00:43:42,779 --> 00:43:43,818
Annie?
751
00:43:47,425 --> 00:43:49,923
I think Ms. Vincent is asleep.
752
00:43:56,665 --> 00:43:57,729
She's weird, you
don't see that?
753
00:43:57,798 --> 00:43:59,830
I don't really see it at all?
754
00:43:59,899 --> 00:44:00,701
What are you talking about?
755
00:44:00,769 --> 00:44:01,933
I don't know, I
just need someone
756
00:44:02,002 --> 00:44:03,705
to make her seem
more relatable again.
757
00:44:03,774 --> 00:44:06,703
Oh, well right
there, take your pick.
758
00:44:06,772 --> 00:44:09,602
[indistinct chatter]
759
00:44:12,912 --> 00:44:14,111
Hey, excuse me, I'm Carrie.
760
00:44:14,180 --> 00:44:16,680
I'm making a documentary
about St. Vincent.
761
00:44:16,749 --> 00:44:17,579
What's your name?
762
00:44:17,648 --> 00:44:18,584
Kim.
763
00:44:18,652 --> 00:44:19,749
Hey, nice to meet you.
764
00:44:19,818 --> 00:44:21,015
You wanna come with me?
765
00:44:21,084 --> 00:44:23,753
I have a surprise for you.
766
00:44:23,822 --> 00:44:26,619
[nervous laughing]
767
00:44:28,463 --> 00:44:29,666
[Annie] Come in.
768
00:44:31,795 --> 00:44:32,629
Annie?
769
00:44:32,698 --> 00:44:33,736
[Annie] Yeah.
770
00:44:34,797 --> 00:44:35,837
Kim.
771
00:44:37,605 --> 00:44:39,304
Meet St. Vincent.
772
00:44:39,373 --> 00:44:40,402
Hi, Kim.
773
00:44:42,512 --> 00:44:44,637
[Kim] This is so amazing.
774
00:44:46,010 --> 00:44:48,216
Aww, so nice to meet you.
775
00:44:48,285 --> 00:44:49,642
Hi, how are you?
776
00:44:51,012 --> 00:44:52,051
I'm--
777
00:44:53,883 --> 00:44:54,922
It's okay.
778
00:44:55,955 --> 00:44:57,783
You literally saved my life.
779
00:44:57,852 --> 00:44:59,954
I start, I've been listening
to you since I was 16.
780
00:45:00,023 --> 00:45:01,122
I grew up in Fresno,
781
00:45:01,191 --> 00:45:02,895
and my high school boyfriend
782
00:45:02,964 --> 00:45:05,658
gave me "Strange Mercy"
for my birthday.
783
00:45:07,967 --> 00:45:09,669
Two nights before we graduated,
784
00:45:09,738 --> 00:45:12,203
he was killed in a car accident.
785
00:45:13,911 --> 00:45:16,306
Your songs were the only
thing that got me through.
786
00:45:16,374 --> 00:45:19,672
I wouldn't be alive
without your music.
787
00:45:21,980 --> 00:45:24,844
That means so much to me.
788
00:45:24,913 --> 00:45:29,682
[Kim] I never thought I'd
get to tell you that in person.
789
00:45:37,561 --> 00:45:40,935
[Annie] That's just
so tragic and so sad.
790
00:45:43,737 --> 00:45:45,698
Don't be sad, it's okay.
791
00:45:51,338 --> 00:45:52,947
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
792
00:45:55,211 --> 00:45:57,710
It's just a lot, you know?
793
00:45:58,586 --> 00:45:59,817
It's a lot.
794
00:45:59,886 --> 00:46:01,982
[Kim] It must be so hard.
795
00:46:02,051 --> 00:46:04,585
[Annie crying]
796
00:46:12,063 --> 00:46:14,232
[Annie] Actually people
797
00:46:14,300 --> 00:46:15,569
that might not even
know your music,
798
00:46:15,638 --> 00:46:17,039
which is most people.
799
00:46:17,107 --> 00:46:18,539
-[Carrie] No.
-[Annie] I don't know how to--
800
00:46:18,607 --> 00:46:19,475
[Carrie] Which is fine.
801
00:46:19,544 --> 00:46:20,575
No, but just that they actually
802
00:46:20,644 --> 00:46:21,844
think this is a good film.
803
00:46:21,912 --> 00:46:23,040
[Annie] Yeah I
want people to see
804
00:46:23,108 --> 00:46:24,071
how I have to kind of train.
805
00:46:24,140 --> 00:46:24,974
[Carrie] Yeah.
806
00:46:25,042 --> 00:46:25,878
[Annie] To do it.
807
00:46:25,947 --> 00:46:27,246
Like how physical the show is.
808
00:46:27,314 --> 00:46:27,977
[Carrie] It's okay,
we'll get your muscles.
809
00:46:28,046 --> 00:46:29,714
[Annie] You see that?
810
00:46:29,783 --> 00:46:30,820
You see that?
811
00:46:32,216 --> 00:46:32,883
[Carrie] Yeah, look at mine.
812
00:46:32,951 --> 00:46:33,916
[Annie] Oh my God.
813
00:46:33,984 --> 00:46:35,221
Not bad, right?
814
00:46:35,290 --> 00:46:36,048
[Annie] That's quite
a bush you got there.
815
00:46:36,117 --> 00:46:37,083
Shut up.
816
00:46:37,152 --> 00:46:37,855
[Annie laughing]
817
00:46:37,924 --> 00:46:40,090
I would like to thank,
818
00:46:40,158 --> 00:46:41,894
[Annie] I would like to thank--
819
00:46:41,963 --> 00:46:43,759
[Carrie] I'll thank you first.
820
00:46:43,828 --> 00:46:47,931
[Annie] Okay, I would
like to thank Carrie. [laughs]
821
00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:49,063
[Carrie] Annie Cwauk.
822
00:46:49,131 --> 00:46:50,734
Annie Cwauk.
823
00:46:50,803 --> 00:46:52,765
[Annie laughing]
824
00:46:57,679 --> 00:46:59,007
[speaking French]
825
00:46:59,076 --> 00:47:03,050
[speaking French]
826
00:47:06,322 --> 00:47:10,118
[Annie playing the piano]
♪ Driver do you mind ♪
827
00:47:10,187 --> 00:47:12,090
♪ Turn off Patsy Cline ♪
828
00:47:12,159 --> 00:47:17,127
♪ I'm walking on
my own tonight ♪
829
00:47:17,195 --> 00:47:20,196
♪ I hate being impolite ♪
830
00:47:20,265 --> 00:47:24,101
♪ No small talk I'm tired ♪
831
00:47:24,170 --> 00:47:27,877
♪ Just wake me when we arrive ♪
832
00:47:29,513 --> 00:47:31,245
Sorry, what was that?
833
00:47:31,314 --> 00:47:32,207
Fatigue.
834
00:47:32,276 --> 00:47:34,477
That's what I was thinking.
835
00:47:35,684 --> 00:47:37,810
♪ Fatigued ♪
836
00:47:41,155 --> 00:47:44,116
I don't think it sings
very well.
837
00:47:44,185 --> 00:47:45,654
Okay.
838
00:47:45,722 --> 00:47:49,690
Well, I could do a solo
over what you're playing.
839
00:47:50,832 --> 00:47:52,396
[mutters]
Okay.
840
00:47:56,168 --> 00:48:00,133
- You know.
- [guitar music]
841
00:48:00,201 --> 00:48:05,512
Like a...
842
00:48:05,581 --> 00:48:06,972
You know what?
843
00:48:07,041 --> 00:48:08,980
Honestly, I think I should
just work on this song
844
00:48:09,049 --> 00:48:11,748
by myself for a little bit.
845
00:48:11,817 --> 00:48:13,756
Okay.
846
00:48:13,824 --> 00:48:16,787
Maybe I'll just
write my own song.
847
00:48:16,856 --> 00:48:18,794
For whose movie?
848
00:48:18,862 --> 00:48:20,126
All right, here's
your cappuccino,
849
00:48:20,195 --> 00:48:23,189
and I got you some
extra guitar picks.
850
00:48:23,257 --> 00:48:24,664
Thank you.
851
00:48:24,733 --> 00:48:26,099
Sorry, who are you?
852
00:48:26,168 --> 00:48:28,997
Oh, Carrie, I got
you a new assistant.
853
00:48:29,065 --> 00:48:30,104
This is--
854
00:48:31,102 --> 00:48:33,131
Kayla. What's up?
855
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:34,837
Hey.
856
00:48:34,906 --> 00:48:36,273
No, I just thought you could
use somebody to hang out with
857
00:48:36,341 --> 00:48:38,948
so you could talk
about your dad.
858
00:48:41,617 --> 00:48:42,875
I love dads.
859
00:48:46,050 --> 00:48:46,982
Thanks, Kayla.
860
00:48:47,050 --> 00:48:48,089
Oh, yeah.
861
00:48:55,291 --> 00:48:57,890
[Annie piano music]
862
00:49:41,009 --> 00:49:45,938
♪ Feelings, flashcards, ♪
863
00:49:48,751 --> 00:49:52,279
♪ Fake knife ♪
864
00:49:52,348 --> 00:49:57,122
♪ Real ketchup ♪
865
00:49:57,190 --> 00:50:01,954
♪ Cardboard, cutthroats, ♪
866
00:50:05,330 --> 00:50:10,336
♪ Cowboys of information ♪
867
00:50:14,339 --> 00:50:18,306
♪ Pleasure-Dot-Loathing ♪
868
00:50:18,375 --> 00:50:23,052
♪ Dot-Huey, dot-Newton ♪
869
00:50:24,649 --> 00:50:29,652
♪ It was a lonely,
lonely winter ♪
870
00:50:33,664 --> 00:50:38,127
♪ Fuck-less ♪
871
00:50:38,196 --> 00:50:41,735
♪ Porn shark ♪
872
00:50:41,804 --> 00:50:45,268
♪ Toothless ♪
873
00:50:45,337 --> 00:50:46,702
♪ But got a big bark ♪
874
00:50:49,343 --> 00:50:58,117
♪ Live children,
blind psychics ♪
875
00:50:58,186 --> 00:51:03,015
♪ Turned online assassins ♪
876
00:51:07,060 --> 00:51:08,861
♪ So Hale-Bopp ♪
877
00:51:08,930 --> 00:51:10,425
♪ Hail Mary ♪
878
00:51:10,494 --> 00:51:15,334
♪ Hail Hagia Sophia ♪
879
00:51:15,403 --> 00:51:20,406
♪ Oh it was a lonely,
lonely winter ♪
880
00:51:23,708 --> 00:51:28,040
♪ It's been a lonely,
lonely winter ♪
881
00:51:45,801 --> 00:51:48,302
[dramatic music]
882
00:52:31,243 --> 00:52:32,077
I'm gonna miss ya.
883
00:52:32,146 --> 00:52:34,106
Thanks, same here, Brian.
884
00:52:36,412 --> 00:52:37,614
Good times, huh?
885
00:52:37,683 --> 00:52:39,249
Yeah, I really
appreciate everything.
886
00:52:39,317 --> 00:52:40,349
Good luck with the uh,
887
00:52:40,417 --> 00:52:41,452
the rest of the tour.
888
00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:42,351
Hey, no problem,
good luck to you.
889
00:52:42,420 --> 00:52:43,285
I called the car service,
890
00:52:43,354 --> 00:52:45,119
it should be here soon.
891
00:52:45,188 --> 00:52:46,057
Thanks.
892
00:52:46,126 --> 00:52:48,120
All right, later, dude.
893
00:53:08,543 --> 00:53:11,143
[phone clanking]
894
00:53:24,559 --> 00:53:27,159
[dramatic music]
895
00:53:36,407 --> 00:53:39,281
[knocking on door]
896
00:53:53,324 --> 00:53:54,320
Uncle Pete?
897
00:53:54,389 --> 00:53:56,696
Yep.
898
00:53:56,765 --> 00:53:59,461
I mean, he sounded decent
last time we talked.
899
00:53:59,529 --> 00:54:01,928
Well, he's holding up.
900
00:54:01,997 --> 00:54:04,531
Mainly, I think he's
just depressed.
901
00:54:04,600 --> 00:54:06,101
You know your dad,
902
00:54:06,170 --> 00:54:08,372
he doesn't like having to
count on anybody else for help.
903
00:54:08,441 --> 00:54:09,507
I mean, I tried to visit him
904
00:54:09,576 --> 00:54:10,340
when we went through
the Northwest,
905
00:54:10,408 --> 00:54:12,340
but this tour has been
906
00:54:12,409 --> 00:54:13,772
kind of crazy.
907
00:54:13,840 --> 00:54:15,645
Hey, I gotta tell you,
908
00:54:15,713 --> 00:54:19,317
this documentary
you're working on,
909
00:54:19,386 --> 00:54:22,348
it's really lifted his spirits.
910
00:54:22,417 --> 00:54:24,557
Now this will be a little
embarrassing to hear maybe,
911
00:54:24,626 --> 00:54:27,329
but every doctor and
nurse at that hospital
912
00:54:27,397 --> 00:54:31,123
knows all about his
daughter, the director.
913
00:54:31,192 --> 00:54:32,961
I have done other
things, you know?
914
00:54:33,030 --> 00:54:35,529
[Pete] I know, I know,
but this is different.
915
00:54:35,598 --> 00:54:37,462
This is artistic.
916
00:54:37,531 --> 00:54:38,638
Yes.
917
00:54:38,707 --> 00:54:41,038
He's just bragging a
little because he loves ya.
918
00:54:41,107 --> 00:54:42,009
Right.
919
00:54:42,078 --> 00:54:43,411
Your dad, he keeps saying,
920
00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:46,447
I gotta be healthy in
time for the premier.
921
00:54:47,645 --> 00:54:50,647
When is the premier, by the way?
922
00:54:50,716 --> 00:54:53,713
Well, we'd have
to finish the movie
923
00:54:53,782 --> 00:54:56,017
for there to be a premier.
924
00:54:57,284 --> 00:54:59,521
Well, I guess I'm
just here to tell you
925
00:54:59,589 --> 00:55:03,226
to finish your movie.
926
00:55:03,295 --> 00:55:05,862
[dramatic music]
927
00:55:25,646 --> 00:55:26,685
Annie?
928
00:55:27,649 --> 00:55:30,282
[dramatic music]
929
00:55:50,704 --> 00:55:51,743
Hi Carrie.
930
00:55:58,551 --> 00:56:01,148
Are you ready to get to work?
931
00:56:02,990 --> 00:56:04,019
Yes.
932
00:56:05,687 --> 00:56:08,320
[dramatic music]
933
00:56:11,168 --> 00:56:13,369
I want a sensory experience.
934
00:56:14,730 --> 00:56:15,664
I wanna bridge the gap
935
00:56:15,733 --> 00:56:19,341
between audience and performer.
936
00:56:19,410 --> 00:56:21,175
I'm no longer
interested in gestures
937
00:56:21,244 --> 00:56:23,472
that come solely from the stage.
938
00:56:23,541 --> 00:56:25,575
The audience cheers,
939
00:56:25,644 --> 00:56:27,446
that's all the gesture you need.
940
00:56:27,514 --> 00:56:29,441
Cheering is born
of expectation.
941
00:56:29,509 --> 00:56:32,917
It's the audience performing
being an audience.
942
00:56:32,985 --> 00:56:35,519
You're playing the
biggest shows of your life,
943
00:56:35,588 --> 00:56:37,015
why do you wanna sabotage it?
944
00:56:37,084 --> 00:56:40,292
I want to disrupt the senses.
945
00:56:40,361 --> 00:56:42,924
How are you gonna do that?
946
00:56:42,992 --> 00:56:46,466
By finally
admitting the truth.
947
00:56:46,534 --> 00:56:49,503
That the audience
doesn't need me,
948
00:56:49,572 --> 00:56:52,971
I'm just a vessel
for their feelings.
949
00:56:53,040 --> 00:56:57,545
Also, this is the only item
I'll be selling at my shows.
950
00:57:03,713 --> 00:57:06,422
[crowd clamoring]
951
00:57:12,853 --> 00:57:15,431
[dramatic music]
952
00:57:23,704 --> 00:57:25,366
[Audience Member]
Say something.
953
00:57:25,435 --> 00:57:26,475
No.
954
00:57:30,278 --> 00:57:31,843
[psychedelic music]
955
00:57:38,381 --> 00:57:41,413
Slipping into this
new mode was freeing.
956
00:57:47,591 --> 00:57:50,290
[crowd booing]
957
00:58:03,574 --> 00:58:06,339
[Annie laughing]
958
00:58:07,912 --> 00:58:10,717
[Man] Carrie, give a thought.
959
00:58:10,786 --> 00:58:13,346
[Carrie, echoing]
How am I gonna learn?
960
00:58:20,128 --> 00:58:24,633
I feel like I'm in, I'm in
the failure era of my life,
961
00:58:24,702 --> 00:58:26,628
where people don't like
the shit I'm doing.
962
00:58:26,696 --> 00:58:28,569
I'm not joking.
963
00:58:28,638 --> 00:58:31,600
People don't like
what I'm doing.
964
00:58:31,669 --> 00:58:32,637
I'm grappling.
965
00:58:32,705 --> 00:58:34,906
But what's weird is I claim,
966
00:58:36,604 --> 00:58:38,744
and I can't even tell
if it's real anymore.
967
00:58:38,813 --> 00:58:41,617
I do think that
the artist's role,
968
00:58:41,685 --> 00:58:43,585
the writer's role
is to thrash around,
969
00:58:43,654 --> 00:58:46,650
to make mistakes,
to be out of step.
970
00:58:46,719 --> 00:58:48,819
But then when I am out of step,
971
00:58:48,888 --> 00:58:51,123
-I feel terrible.
-Yeah.
972
00:58:51,192 --> 00:58:55,759
You know, when I'm out of step
with what people like,
973
00:58:55,827 --> 00:58:58,423
then I feel down on myself.
974
00:58:58,492 --> 00:59:01,402
But I, but
philosophically, I think
975
00:59:01,470 --> 00:59:04,402
no, that's how it should be.
976
00:59:04,471 --> 00:59:06,634
I don't know.
977
00:59:06,702 --> 00:59:10,777
I kind of think I just wanna
make things with friends.
978
00:59:15,813 --> 00:59:17,509
It's beautiful today.
979
00:59:25,359 --> 00:59:27,728
[upbeat music]
980
00:59:42,577 --> 00:59:45,042
Hey, Carrie, where's your wig?
981
00:59:46,578 --> 00:59:48,881
[upbeat music]
982
00:59:50,714 --> 00:59:51,752
[Annie]
CB.
983
00:59:56,853 --> 00:59:58,785
Where's your wig?
984
00:59:58,854 --> 01:00:01,553
[upbeat music]
985
01:00:16,036 --> 01:00:17,613
[gentle music]
986
01:00:24,485 --> 01:00:26,314
We're in this together.
987
01:00:29,883 --> 01:00:30,923
Are we?
988
01:00:31,888 --> 01:00:33,354
Mm-hmm, me and me.
989
01:00:34,758 --> 01:00:37,292
[upbeat music]
990
01:00:43,768 --> 01:00:44,996
[Woman] There she is.
991
01:00:45,065 --> 01:00:47,599
[dramatic music]
992
01:00:52,909 --> 01:00:55,607
[crowd chattering]
993
01:01:10,697 --> 01:01:12,894
Hey, Care, it's Dad.
994
01:01:12,963 --> 01:01:15,233
It's been a rough week,
995
01:01:15,301 --> 01:01:17,364
but your uncle told me
that you seemed good.
996
01:01:17,433 --> 01:01:20,766
And I can't wait
to see the movie.
997
01:01:20,835 --> 01:01:22,605
Honey, I am just so
happy that you're finally
998
01:01:22,674 --> 01:01:27,144
doing the kind of work that
you were always meant to do.
999
01:01:28,878 --> 01:01:31,247
[gentle music]
1000
01:01:48,697 --> 01:01:52,873
Um, so, Annie has asked
that I do a formal interview
1001
01:01:57,006 --> 01:01:57,836
with the two of you.
1002
01:01:57,905 --> 01:01:58,641
Mm-hmm.
1003
01:01:58,710 --> 01:01:59,944
Cool, great.
1004
01:02:00,013 --> 01:02:01,606
I think it's the
first time we've ever
1005
01:02:01,675 --> 01:02:03,910
gone on the record
about our relationship.
1006
01:02:03,979 --> 01:02:05,343
Mm, mm-hmm.
1007
01:02:05,412 --> 01:02:06,817
Yeah, well, the live sex act
1008
01:02:06,886 --> 01:02:08,279
you had me shoot the other night
1009
01:02:08,348 --> 01:02:10,915
felt pretty on the record.
1010
01:02:10,984 --> 01:02:12,024
Thanks.
1011
01:02:14,529 --> 01:02:15,963
How did you meet?
1012
01:02:16,032 --> 01:02:20,263
Oh, well, we connected
on a very personal level.
1013
01:02:21,866 --> 01:02:23,834
Through our agents.
1014
01:02:23,903 --> 01:02:24,837
I wasn't even gay at the time.
1015
01:02:24,906 --> 01:02:27,776
Nuh-uh, I turned
her gay. [laughing]
1016
01:02:27,844 --> 01:02:30,702
That's very inspirational...
for someone.
1017
01:02:32,543 --> 01:02:37,313
How do relationships play
into the creative process?
1018
01:02:37,382 --> 01:02:41,817
So much of what I write
is fueled by romance.
1019
01:02:41,886 --> 01:02:43,782
The good, the bad.
1020
01:02:43,851 --> 01:02:48,026
For example, when I was
working on "Mass Seduction,"
1021
01:02:48,095 --> 01:02:49,992
I was-- you know,
I was going through
1022
01:02:50,061 --> 01:02:51,832
a really hard time in my life,
1023
01:02:51,901 --> 01:02:56,496
but what I learned
was that sometimes
1024
01:02:56,565 --> 01:02:59,599
you have to go to
the depth of despair
1025
01:03:01,371 --> 01:03:04,241
in order to extract
something true.
1026
01:03:05,873 --> 01:03:07,310
I don't think I could
even write another record
1027
01:03:07,378 --> 01:03:10,644
without having my heart
totally ripped out.
1028
01:03:10,713 --> 01:03:11,885
Well, maybe you just have
to write this next one
1029
01:03:11,954 --> 01:03:15,021
about being really
happy and content.
1030
01:03:17,392 --> 01:03:19,017
Yeah.
1031
01:03:19,086 --> 01:03:19,986
Baby?
1032
01:03:20,055 --> 01:03:21,056
[Dakota] Mm-hmm.
1033
01:03:21,125 --> 01:03:23,755
I wanted to propose something.
1034
01:03:25,466 --> 01:03:26,494
What?
1035
01:03:27,461 --> 01:03:29,761
Right now?
On-- on camera?
1036
01:03:31,131 --> 01:03:32,704
Oh my God.
1037
01:03:32,772 --> 01:03:34,634
I wanted to propose...
1038
01:03:36,910 --> 01:03:39,540
that we break up
in a few months.
1039
01:03:43,851 --> 01:03:45,714
I know it seems really sudden.
1040
01:03:45,783 --> 01:03:46,853
What?
1041
01:03:46,922 --> 01:03:49,590
And believe me,
I am so happy with you,
1042
01:03:49,659 --> 01:03:51,924
it's just that I'm too happy,
1043
01:03:51,993 --> 01:03:53,555
and I've got another
record to write.
1044
01:03:53,623 --> 01:03:56,187
And if I don't, you know,
really shake things up,
1045
01:03:56,256 --> 01:03:57,457
I'm gonna be--
1046
01:03:57,526 --> 01:03:59,725
- What?
- Yeah, I won't be able to...
1047
01:04:02,766 --> 01:04:05,565
- Why are you doing this?
- We can do it any way you want.
1048
01:04:05,634 --> 01:04:07,370
I mean, it doesn't
have to be some, like--
1049
01:04:07,438 --> 01:04:10,039
outside a night club
or on a red carpet.
1050
01:04:10,108 --> 01:04:13,080
It could be just the two of us
1051
01:04:13,149 --> 01:04:15,148
in the hotel room
just screaming at each other,
1052
01:04:15,216 --> 01:04:17,947
or, I don't know, or maybe
your parents would come.
1053
01:04:18,016 --> 01:04:19,715
No, I don't wanna do that.
1054
01:04:19,784 --> 01:04:22,983
You're the only person I have
ever wanted to do this with.
1055
01:04:23,052 --> 01:04:23,921
This is crazy,
1056
01:04:23,990 --> 01:04:24,919
why don't we just break up now?
1057
01:04:24,988 --> 01:04:26,053
Let's do that.
1058
01:04:26,122 --> 01:04:27,120
- No.
- Yeah.
1059
01:04:27,189 --> 01:04:28,224
- No.
- Yeah.
1060
01:04:28,293 --> 01:04:30,058
- Because I love you.
- You do?
1061
01:04:30,127 --> 01:04:31,061
- Yes.
- Really?
1062
01:04:31,130 --> 01:04:33,128
Yes.
And I'm still on tour.
1063
01:04:33,197 --> 01:04:34,295
And I like having you around.
1064
01:04:34,363 --> 01:04:37,103
God, Annie that
is so fucked up.
1065
01:04:41,073 --> 01:04:41,972
I'm sorry if this doesn't align
1066
01:04:42,041 --> 01:04:44,077
with your artistic process.
1067
01:04:47,846 --> 01:04:48,884
Goodbye, Annie.
1068
01:04:50,046 --> 01:04:51,110
St. Vincent.
1069
01:04:51,179 --> 01:04:52,945
Dakota, wait.
1070
01:04:53,014 --> 01:04:54,180
Hey.
1071
01:04:54,249 --> 01:04:55,550
Dakota, don't go.
1072
01:04:56,760 --> 01:04:58,223
- I love you.
- [door slams]
1073
01:04:59,891 --> 01:05:01,462
That was crazy,
1074
01:05:01,531 --> 01:05:02,797
what are you doing?
1075
01:05:02,865 --> 01:05:05,000
None of that
stays in the film.
1076
01:05:05,068 --> 01:05:09,461
[Carrie] Annie, what
did you expect to happen?
1077
01:05:09,530 --> 01:05:13,666
From now on, I need more say
1078
01:05:13,735 --> 01:05:16,868
in how other people
are going to act.
1079
01:05:18,075 --> 01:05:19,946
It's a documentary.
1080
01:05:20,015 --> 01:05:22,143
Okay, well, then
let's only document
1081
01:05:22,211 --> 01:05:23,875
things I can control.
1082
01:05:30,127 --> 01:05:32,190
[in Southern accent]
Hey y'all, and welcome to Texas.
1083
01:05:32,259 --> 01:05:35,520
Come on in, y'all
want some ice tea?
1084
01:05:35,589 --> 01:05:38,697
I grew up surrounded by music.
1085
01:05:38,766 --> 01:05:39,995
Annie always stood out,
1086
01:05:40,064 --> 01:05:42,064
even among her siblings.
1087
01:05:42,133 --> 01:05:44,071
We all had to share a bed,
1088
01:05:44,140 --> 01:05:46,034
and she used to sing
us to sleep at night.
1089
01:05:46,103 --> 01:05:47,703
Voice of an angel.
1090
01:05:47,771 --> 01:05:50,043
Annie was the kindest
sister I could ever hope for.
1091
01:05:50,112 --> 01:05:52,639
Biggest heart out
of anybody I know.
1092
01:05:52,708 --> 01:05:54,477
And if she hadn't
become a musician,
1093
01:05:54,546 --> 01:05:56,881
I could've imagined her
starting an orphanage.
1094
01:05:56,950 --> 01:05:59,080
Or running for president.
1095
01:05:59,149 --> 01:06:00,912
[All] Or curing cancer.
1096
01:06:02,823 --> 01:06:04,089
If I wasn't with Molly,
1097
01:06:04,158 --> 01:06:06,753
I would marry Annie
in a heartbeat.
1098
01:06:08,164 --> 01:06:11,256
All right, who's ready
to shoot some guns?
1099
01:06:11,325 --> 01:06:13,793
[guns firing]
1100
01:06:15,098 --> 01:06:16,671
This is mama.
1101
01:06:16,740 --> 01:06:18,930
And this is my stepdad, Ray.
1102
01:06:20,504 --> 01:06:22,274
These are my
brothers and sisters.
1103
01:06:22,342 --> 01:06:25,073
These are my nieces and
nephews, aunt and uncle.
1104
01:06:25,142 --> 01:06:26,040
Say hi everybody.
1105
01:06:26,108 --> 01:06:27,147
[All] Hi.
1106
01:06:28,013 --> 01:06:29,111
Lovely to meet you guys.
1107
01:06:29,180 --> 01:06:30,183
Please don't roll on this.
1108
01:06:30,252 --> 01:06:32,284
No, no, no, get this,
it's gonna be good.
1109
01:06:32,353 --> 01:06:33,888
Okay, I'm serious, this
isn't your real family
1110
01:06:33,957 --> 01:06:36,215
so it's not really
a documentary.
1111
01:06:36,284 --> 01:06:36,954
Oh, hush up.
1112
01:06:37,022 --> 01:06:38,087
I'll be so mad at you
1113
01:06:38,155 --> 01:06:39,951
if you ruin the song.
1114
01:06:57,637 --> 01:07:00,274
♪ When I was young ♪
1115
01:07:00,343 --> 01:07:02,308
♪ Coach called me ♪
1116
01:07:02,377 --> 01:07:07,385
♪ The tiger ♪
1117
01:07:10,358 --> 01:07:17,362
♪ I always had a knack
with the danger ♪
1118
01:07:20,533 --> 01:07:25,502
♪ Living in fear
in the Year of the Tiger ♪
1119
01:07:27,639 --> 01:07:32,608
♪ Living in fear
in the Year of the Tiger ♪
1120
01:07:34,217 --> 01:07:38,911
♪ Living in fear
in the Year of the Tiger ♪
1121
01:07:42,223 --> 01:07:44,257
- [cow mooing]
- [milk squirting]
1122
01:07:48,560 --> 01:07:52,529
♪ Oh America,
can I owe you one ♪
1123
01:08:05,347 --> 01:08:10,185
♪ Living in fear
in the Year of the Tiger ♪
1124
01:08:10,253 --> 01:08:15,289
♪ Living in fear
in the Year of the Tiger ♪
1125
01:08:15,357 --> 01:08:19,986
♪ Living in fear
in the Year of the Tiger ♪
1126
01:08:20,054 --> 01:08:24,622
♪ Living in fear
in the Year of the Tiger ♪
1127
01:08:24,690 --> 01:08:31,106
[bright Western music]
1128
01:08:45,788 --> 01:08:47,886
My famous pecan pie.
1129
01:08:47,955 --> 01:08:49,883
[everyone cheering]
1130
01:08:49,952 --> 01:08:51,322
Famous for being the first one
you ever baked.
1131
01:08:51,391 --> 01:08:53,091
Famous in that it won
the blue ribbon
1132
01:08:53,160 --> 01:08:55,727
at the 1998 Texas state fair.
1133
01:08:55,796 --> 01:08:57,323
I bet.
1134
01:08:57,392 --> 01:08:58,326
To Annie's pie.
1135
01:08:58,394 --> 01:09:00,168
[All] To Annie's pie.
1136
01:09:01,961 --> 01:09:02,669
[Woman] What
y'all waiting for?
1137
01:09:02,737 --> 01:09:03,765
Chow down.
1138
01:09:04,904 --> 01:09:07,098
[laughing]
1139
01:09:10,304 --> 01:09:11,344
So good.
1140
01:09:18,479 --> 01:09:19,946
[Woman] So good.
1141
01:09:25,090 --> 01:09:27,360
[upbeat music]
1142
01:09:28,358 --> 01:09:31,364
[everyone chatting]
1143
01:09:42,708 --> 01:09:47,211
[laughing] I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, I can't, I can't.
1144
01:09:47,280 --> 01:09:48,275
Really, great to meet y'all.
1145
01:09:48,343 --> 01:09:49,382
Honestly.
1146
01:09:52,148 --> 01:09:53,188
CB.
1147
01:09:56,350 --> 01:09:57,482
CB.
1148
01:09:57,551 --> 01:09:58,319
Hey, hey, hey.
1149
01:09:58,388 --> 01:09:59,384
Wait, wait, wait.
1150
01:09:59,453 --> 01:10:00,290
What?
1151
01:10:00,359 --> 01:10:02,288
Hey, this is your documentary.
1152
01:10:02,357 --> 01:10:02,991
Is it?
1153
01:10:03,060 --> 01:10:03,930
Yes.
1154
01:10:03,999 --> 01:10:06,394
All of this was your idea.
1155
01:10:06,463 --> 01:10:07,834
None of this was my idea.
1156
01:10:07,903 --> 01:10:09,303
My idea was to make you
1157
01:10:09,371 --> 01:10:11,301
and the film just a
little more interesting,
1158
01:10:11,370 --> 01:10:12,170
but you would still be yourself,
1159
01:10:12,239 --> 01:10:14,302
not playing some stupid role.
1160
01:10:14,371 --> 01:10:15,399
I'm not playing a role.
1161
01:10:15,468 --> 01:10:16,508
Are you?
1162
01:10:18,511 --> 01:10:20,340
Annie, I shouldn't
even be here,
1163
01:10:20,409 --> 01:10:21,447
my dad's sick.
1164
01:10:23,146 --> 01:10:24,175
CB.
1165
01:10:26,579 --> 01:10:27,618
I'm sorry.
1166
01:10:29,859 --> 01:10:31,688
We're in this together.
1167
01:10:34,363 --> 01:10:37,364
I don't want this
to be hard on you.
1168
01:10:39,660 --> 01:10:41,236
But this is who I am.
1169
01:10:43,429 --> 01:10:45,504
[in Southern accent]
Why don't you come on inside,
1170
01:10:45,572 --> 01:10:49,035
partake in a little
Clark family ritual?
1171
01:11:03,418 --> 01:11:08,492
It can be hard when you are
trying to create something new
1172
01:11:08,561 --> 01:11:11,398
and other people
doubt your intentions.
1173
01:11:19,899 --> 01:11:21,242
[cheering and applauding]
1174
01:11:21,311 --> 01:11:23,645
Here I was zeroing
in on big themes,
1175
01:11:23,713 --> 01:11:24,741
big ideas.
1176
01:11:25,772 --> 01:11:27,143
[All] One more song.
1177
01:11:27,212 --> 01:11:28,581
One more song.
1178
01:11:28,650 --> 01:11:31,709
[Carrie] I had pushed
Annie to the breaking point.
1179
01:11:31,778 --> 01:11:33,178
I guess I didn't realize
1180
01:11:33,247 --> 01:11:36,324
that I had pushed other
people there as well.
1181
01:11:44,296 --> 01:11:46,257
CB, where are we going?
1182
01:11:48,068 --> 01:11:49,427
[car door slams]
1183
01:11:49,496 --> 01:11:50,536
CB?
1184
01:11:54,568 --> 01:11:55,607
All right.
1185
01:11:56,405 --> 01:11:57,578
Okay.
1186
01:11:57,647 --> 01:11:59,536
Come on.
1187
01:11:59,605 --> 01:12:00,207
Careful.
1188
01:12:00,276 --> 01:12:01,316
Careful.
1189
01:12:05,615 --> 01:12:06,382
I'm not over dressed am I?
1190
01:12:06,450 --> 01:12:08,356
Just a little further.
1191
01:12:09,288 --> 01:12:10,089
Just a little further.
1192
01:12:10,158 --> 01:12:11,450
Careful, careful, careful.
1193
01:12:11,519 --> 01:12:12,418
Okay.
1194
01:12:12,487 --> 01:12:13,526
Okay.
1195
01:12:14,625 --> 01:12:17,288
You can take your blindfold off.
1196
01:12:23,536 --> 01:12:27,241
I thought we could
visit your dad.
1197
01:12:27,310 --> 01:12:29,441
Annie, do you know
how rare it is
1198
01:12:29,509 --> 01:12:32,070
for them to allow
filming inside?
1199
01:12:32,138 --> 01:12:33,611
But they made an
exception for us,
1200
01:12:33,680 --> 01:12:36,582
'cause someone in
there is a huge fan.
1201
01:12:39,653 --> 01:12:43,314
Okay, go ahead and tell
us what you're feeling.
1202
01:12:46,827 --> 01:12:49,563
You wanna go ahead and tell
us what you're thinking?
1203
01:12:49,631 --> 01:12:52,165
I'm thinking I don't know
why the fuck we're here.
1204
01:12:52,234 --> 01:12:53,657
We're here because I feel like
1205
01:12:53,726 --> 01:12:56,567
I can't elicit
anything authentic from
you anymore, okay?
1206
01:12:56,635 --> 01:12:57,669
And I wanted to
get something raw.
1207
01:12:57,738 --> 01:13:00,569
So whatever you're
feeling right now is okay.
1208
01:13:00,638 --> 01:13:01,776
What I'm feeling, that's okay?
1209
01:13:01,844 --> 01:13:03,610
Thank you.
1210
01:13:03,679 --> 01:13:07,444
[Carrie] Seriously,
this is great, just go with it.
1211
01:13:07,513 --> 01:13:09,110
But this is fucking bullshit.
1212
01:13:09,179 --> 01:13:12,578
Annie, this is what we've
been trying to get at,
1213
01:13:12,647 --> 01:13:14,418
dirt, grit.
1214
01:13:14,487 --> 01:13:15,683
I mean nothing basic or boring,
1215
01:13:15,752 --> 01:13:18,018
but also nothing contrived.
1216
01:13:18,087 --> 01:13:21,521
Oh yeah, this feels
very spontaneous.
1217
01:13:21,590 --> 01:13:22,457
Okay, fine.
1218
01:13:22,526 --> 01:13:24,131
I guess, whatever.
1219
01:13:24,200 --> 01:13:25,527
Okay, we don't have to go in.
1220
01:13:25,595 --> 01:13:27,358
We got something real.
1221
01:13:29,403 --> 01:13:30,667
You know what, I'm very aware
1222
01:13:30,735 --> 01:13:33,635
that the world is
full of cruelty,
1223
01:13:33,704 --> 01:13:35,535
and pain and garbage, okay,
1224
01:13:35,604 --> 01:13:36,473
I know that.
1225
01:13:36,542 --> 01:13:39,112
And that's why I make music,
1226
01:13:39,181 --> 01:13:42,714
to get away from... this.
1227
01:13:42,782 --> 01:13:44,714
[laughing] You can't
make the whole thing up
1228
01:13:44,782 --> 01:13:47,620
and expect people
to buy into it.
1229
01:13:47,689 --> 01:13:51,552
Well then I wanna make
another kind of film.
1230
01:13:51,621 --> 01:13:53,652
[Carrie laughing]
1231
01:13:53,721 --> 01:13:56,057
[gentle music]
1232
01:14:55,024 --> 01:14:57,558
[dramatic music]
1233
01:17:13,494 --> 01:17:15,823
♪ Driver, do you mind ♪
1234
01:17:15,892 --> 01:17:17,992
♪ Turn off Patsy Cline ♪
1235
01:17:18,061 --> 01:17:23,033
♪ Walking on my own tonight ♪
1236
01:17:23,999 --> 01:17:25,703
♪ Hate being impolite ♪
1237
01:17:25,772 --> 01:17:28,706
♪ But no small talk I'm tired ♪
1238
01:17:28,775 --> 01:17:33,780
♪ Just wake me when we arrive ♪
1239
01:17:35,344 --> 01:17:38,111
♪ Oh pick up speed
and sandwiches ♪
1240
01:17:38,180 --> 01:17:40,617
♪ A Ziploc bag, a fifth of gin ♪
1241
01:17:40,686 --> 01:17:44,581
♪ Don't ask me why ♪
1242
01:17:44,650 --> 01:17:47,757
♪ Oh, drop me by
the burning sand ♪
1243
01:17:47,826 --> 01:17:48,957
♪ When hell is near ♪
1244
01:17:49,026 --> 01:17:50,230
♪ And heaven [indistinct] ♪
1245
01:17:50,299 --> 01:17:53,896
♪ Paradise ♪
1246
01:17:53,965 --> 01:17:58,363
♪ Here at the Nowhere Inn ♪
1247
01:17:58,432 --> 01:18:03,038
♪ Where nothing
and no one wins ♪
1248
01:18:03,107 --> 01:18:08,878
♪ Where our last
days are spent ♪
1249
01:18:08,946 --> 01:18:12,783
♪ Wasted on song and sin ♪
1250
01:18:12,852 --> 01:18:17,590
♪ Here at the Nowhere Inn ♪
1251
01:18:17,659 --> 01:18:21,824
♪ The hallway's a labyrinth ♪
1252
01:18:21,893 --> 01:18:26,657
♪ where [indistinct] ♪
1253
01:18:33,836 --> 01:18:36,436
[dramatic music]
1254
01:19:09,603 --> 01:19:13,441
♪ Always knew
you'd end up here ♪
1255
01:19:13,510 --> 01:19:18,013
♪ Been waiting now
for years to see you ♪
1256
01:19:18,082 --> 01:19:22,757
♪ In my ever lasting mirror ♪
1257
01:19:24,121 --> 01:19:29,024
♪ Everybody knows your name ♪
1258
01:19:29,093 --> 01:19:32,658
♪ And knows you are to blame ♪
1259
01:19:32,727 --> 01:19:37,332
♪ For every trickle
of your mama's tears ♪
1260
01:19:56,724 --> 01:20:00,385
♪ We're all nowhere ♪
1261
01:20:00,453 --> 01:20:03,992
♪ And where are you now ♪
1262
01:20:04,061 --> 01:20:08,195
♪ We're all nowhere ♪
1263
01:20:08,263 --> 01:20:12,001
♪ And where are you now ♪
1264
01:20:12,070 --> 01:20:14,906
♪ You're at the Nowhere Inn ♪
1265
01:20:14,975 --> 01:20:17,101
♪ Where nothing
and no one wins ♪
1266
01:20:17,170 --> 01:20:17,869
[Carrie] Cut.
1267
01:20:17,938 --> 01:20:18,938
Cut.
1268
01:20:19,007 --> 01:20:20,904
[bell ringing]
1269
01:20:20,973 --> 01:20:23,749
Hey, CB, I thought that
one was actually really good.
1270
01:20:23,817 --> 01:20:26,847
Yeah, it looked
great, nice job.
1271
01:20:26,916 --> 01:20:27,751
What's wrong?
1272
01:20:27,820 --> 01:20:29,022
Well, it just feels weird
1273
01:20:29,091 --> 01:20:31,955
to watch you perform a song
we wrote together solo.
1274
01:20:32,024 --> 01:20:33,287
Hey, do you guys
have a minute?
1275
01:20:33,356 --> 01:20:34,585
I just wanted to
show you the options
1276
01:20:34,654 --> 01:20:35,790
for the role of
director for tomorrow.
1277
01:20:35,859 --> 01:20:36,793
Oh, perfect.
1278
01:20:36,862 --> 01:20:37,894
CB, I hope you don't mind,
1279
01:20:37,963 --> 01:20:39,565
but I asked Kayla to help us out
1280
01:20:39,634 --> 01:20:41,064
with casting the director.
1281
01:20:41,132 --> 01:20:42,529
Honestly, I would
have asked you,
1282
01:20:42,597 --> 01:20:44,532
but you were so busy
with your shot list.
1283
01:20:44,601 --> 01:20:46,867
I thought you wanted me
to be in the narrative film.
1284
01:20:46,936 --> 01:20:48,205
Oh, no, I do,
1285
01:20:48,273 --> 01:20:51,076
just, you know, played
by some exquisite.
1286
01:20:55,783 --> 01:20:58,050
You're fired as my assistant.
1287
01:21:00,020 --> 01:21:03,550
Oh, no, I don't
think you can fire me,
1288
01:21:03,619 --> 01:21:05,086
'cause I've just been
playing your assistant.
1289
01:21:05,155 --> 01:21:07,092
You know, like I'm an actor.
1290
01:21:09,465 --> 01:21:11,030
Wait, I'm confused.
1291
01:21:12,129 --> 01:21:14,631
I thought that Annie hired you.
1292
01:21:14,700 --> 01:21:17,267
[dramatic music]
1293
01:21:19,173 --> 01:21:22,833
I don't think I know
what we're doing anymore.
1294
01:21:27,514 --> 01:21:29,840
[laughing]
1295
01:21:34,487 --> 01:21:35,516
Dad?
1296
01:21:37,583 --> 01:21:39,553
Are you a part of this, too?
1297
01:21:40,823 --> 01:21:42,026
Guilty.
1298
01:21:42,095 --> 01:21:43,762
Wait, does that
mean you're not sick?
1299
01:21:43,831 --> 01:21:44,994
No, no, no, no, I'm very sick,
1300
01:21:45,063 --> 01:21:49,270
it's just I'm not your dad.
1301
01:21:49,338 --> 01:21:51,697
[laughing]
1302
01:22:11,254 --> 01:22:13,884
CB, what don't you understand?
1303
01:22:16,024 --> 01:22:17,888
[laughing]
1304
01:22:40,322 --> 01:22:41,351
Get in.
1305
01:22:48,761 --> 01:22:51,361
[dramatic music]
1306
01:23:13,990 --> 01:23:17,689
I'm sorry, I felt
really out of it.
1307
01:23:17,758 --> 01:23:19,549
Maybe you're just tired.
1308
01:23:19,618 --> 01:23:22,557
No, I feel out of control.
1309
01:23:26,164 --> 01:23:28,233
I feel completely subsumed.
1310
01:23:29,798 --> 01:23:32,400
It always takes sacrifice
to create something.
1311
01:23:32,469 --> 01:23:34,133
Can we have a
normal conversation?
1312
01:23:34,201 --> 01:23:35,068
Of course.
1313
01:23:35,137 --> 01:23:36,940
What is this?
1314
01:23:37,008 --> 01:23:39,072
Who else would we be?
1315
01:23:39,141 --> 01:23:40,179
I'm not sure.
1316
01:23:41,443 --> 01:23:43,109
I don't know who
you are anymore.
1317
01:23:43,178 --> 01:23:44,744
I know who I am.
1318
01:23:44,813 --> 01:23:48,220
What does it matter
if anybody else does?
1319
01:23:48,288 --> 01:23:51,150
What story did you think
we were trying to tell?
1320
01:23:51,219 --> 01:23:52,482
Your story.
1321
01:23:52,551 --> 01:23:53,984
This is my story.
1322
01:23:55,562 --> 01:23:58,257
I thought the point was for
people to get to know you.
1323
01:23:58,326 --> 01:24:00,595
And now they will.
1324
01:24:00,663 --> 01:24:04,665
CB, are you sure it's me
you can no longer find?
1325
01:24:13,241 --> 01:24:14,239
Stop the car.
1326
01:24:14,308 --> 01:24:15,346
Stop the car.
1327
01:24:24,219 --> 01:24:26,126
[screaming]
1328
01:24:29,829 --> 01:24:32,363
[dramatic music]
1329
01:24:56,285 --> 01:24:59,049
[car door dinging]
1330
01:25:33,795 --> 01:25:35,094
Don't get me wrong,
1331
01:25:35,163 --> 01:25:37,923
I do feel bad about
what happened.
1332
01:25:39,166 --> 01:25:40,063
And it's a shame
we'll never finish
1333
01:25:40,132 --> 01:25:42,092
the movie that we started,
1334
01:25:43,333 --> 01:25:44,265
but I think she lost sight
1335
01:25:44,333 --> 01:25:46,096
of what we were doing,
1336
01:25:47,743 --> 01:25:49,176
whereas I never did.
1337
01:25:51,904 --> 01:25:55,279
♪ I'm here at the Nowhere Inn ♪
1338
01:25:55,348 --> 01:25:59,514
♪ Where nothing
and no one wins ♪
1339
01:25:59,583 --> 01:26:03,088
♪ Where our last
days are spent ♪
1340
01:26:03,156 --> 01:26:07,059
♪ Wasted on song and sin ♪
1341
01:26:07,128 --> 01:26:11,294
♪ I'm here at the Nowhere Inn ♪
1342
01:26:11,363 --> 01:26:15,363
♪ The hallway's a labyrinth ♪
1343
01:26:15,432 --> 01:26:19,266
♪ Here [indistinct] ♪
1344
01:26:19,335 --> 01:26:24,134
♪ [indistinct] ♪
1345
01:26:26,381 --> 01:26:32,318
♪ We are nowhere,
where are you now ♪
1346
01:26:32,387 --> 01:26:37,389
♪ We are nowhere,
where are you now ♪
1347
01:26:40,362 --> 01:26:45,364
♪ We are nowhere,
where are you now ♪
1348
01:26:48,401 --> 01:26:53,163
♪ We are nowhere,
where are you ♪
1349
01:26:55,044 --> 01:26:57,340
♪ Where are you, where are you ♪
1350
01:26:57,409 --> 01:27:00,508
♪ Where are you, where are you ♪
1351
01:27:00,577 --> 01:27:04,941
♪ Where are you, where are you ♪
1352
01:27:05,010 --> 01:27:09,286
♪ Where are you, where are you ♪
1353
01:27:09,355 --> 01:27:12,916
♪ Where are you, where are you ♪
1354
01:27:12,985 --> 01:27:16,857
♪ Where are you, where are you ♪
1355
01:27:43,519 --> 01:27:48,218
♪ In a white limousine ♪
1356
01:27:49,593 --> 01:27:54,268
♪ In the palm desert hills ♪
1357
01:27:55,434 --> 01:28:00,230
♪ We're too far from the sea ♪
1358
01:28:01,473 --> 01:28:06,236
♪ So your waves crash on me ♪
1359
01:28:07,479 --> 01:28:13,584
♪ Dark shades on your eyes ♪
1360
01:28:13,653 --> 01:28:18,750
♪ Singing what
doesn't change dies ♪
1361
01:28:18,819 --> 01:28:23,253
♪ Driver do you mind ♪
1362
01:28:24,498 --> 01:28:29,501
♪ To hit the brakes
on this ride ♪
1363
01:28:30,964 --> 01:28:36,769
♪ [indistinct] on the road ♪
1364
01:28:36,838 --> 01:28:41,205
♪ Tore off my old clothes ♪
1365
01:28:42,315 --> 01:28:45,217
♪ I got what I want ♪
1366
01:28:45,286 --> 01:28:50,280
♪ But I don't want it all ♪
1367
01:28:51,457 --> 01:28:54,658
♪ No, I don't want it all ♪
1368
01:29:12,378 --> 01:29:17,307
♪ Footprints in the sand ♪
1369
01:29:18,284 --> 01:29:22,752
♪ I lie where they end ♪
1370
01:29:23,718 --> 01:29:29,128
♪ Black hawks circling ♪
1371
01:29:29,197 --> 01:29:33,763
♪ Over [indistinct] ♪
1372
01:29:35,127 --> 01:29:40,666
♪ So ride the white limousine ♪
1373
01:29:40,735 --> 01:29:45,544
♪ Into a hungry ravine ♪
1374
01:29:46,709 --> 01:29:51,385
♪ All hail its queen ♪
1375
01:29:52,551 --> 01:29:57,347
♪ You'll never see me again ♪
1376
01:29:58,689 --> 01:30:03,353
♪ [indistinct] on the road ♪
1377
01:30:04,530 --> 01:30:09,128
♪ Tore off my old clothes ♪
1378
01:30:10,403 --> 01:30:12,667
♪ I got what I want ♪
1379
01:30:12,736 --> 01:30:17,741
♪ But I don't want it all ♪
1380
01:30:19,545 --> 01:30:22,746
♪ No, I don't want it all ♪
1381
01:30:39,759 --> 01:30:47,804
[upbeat music]