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[projector whirring]
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["Where Do You Go"
by Claire George playing]
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♪ Time breathed slower ♪
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♪ When we were younger ♪
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♪ And now it's racing so fast... ♪
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[music continues playing
through headphones]
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[distant horn honking]
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[water flowing]
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-What are you doing?
-[gasps]
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[breathing heavily]
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Violet Markey?
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Oh, my God.
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Please go.
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-Well, I don't think that's very--
-Just go!
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[Violet] What are you doing?
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I asked you first.
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[chuckling]
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This is higher than I thought.
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Hey.
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Hey, look.
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Look what I can do.
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Stop. Stop!
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Hey, Violet.
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[breathing shakily]
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["The Mountaintop"
by PaintSmooke playing]
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[indistinct chattering]
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Hey. Do you have plans this weekend?
My parents are gonna be out of town.
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I was thinking about having a party
or something.
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Violet?
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You OK?
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[man] How's everything going?
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"Everything" is a really big word.
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-Let's start with--
-[boy] Do you mean physically?
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Emotionally?
Those both could encompass "everything."
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Or is "everything" encompassed
by both things?
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Are you feeling overwhelmed by anything?
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If "everything" is encompassed
by both things,
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are they a part of our reality,
or are they somewhere else?
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This isn't funny, Theodore.
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Finch.
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I need you
to take these meetings seriously.
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I get it.
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OK, do you "get"
that you're on probation,
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and in danger of not graduating?
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You've already missed
two weeks of school this year.
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Yeah, um...
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-my grandma--
-Stop one second.
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I just wanna clarify real quickly.
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Is this the grandma who's died four times
over the past three years?
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Five times, actually.
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This is the fifth.
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She's our miracle.
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I really wanna help you,
but you've gotta take this seriously.
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I mean, you agreed to these terms,
these weekly counseling sessions,
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maintaining a B-average,
extracurricular participation.
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And I am loving pottery.
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Come on, man.
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Look, I get it.
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If I screw anything up, I'm out.
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We're not askin' a lot of you, Finch.
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You just need to show up.
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[girl] My parents are pissed
because I missed early admissions,
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but it's not like that matters, anyway.
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I mean, I know I'm gonna get in.
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Did you apply anywhere yet?
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-Hey.
-Hi.
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So, you going to Amanda's party?
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[boy] It'll be fun.
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So I've heard.
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It couldn't hurt
to have a little fun, right?
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Yo, do you think it'd be weird
if I named my kid after a famous person?
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Like, if I named him Danny DeVito Donahue,
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do you...
do you think he'd be mad about it?
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Is "DeVito" the middle name?
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Yeah.
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Follow-up question:
how high are you right now?
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[giggling]
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On the scale,
I'd probably say very... this way.
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-[Finch] On the scale...
-[boy] Yeah?
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What are you looking at?
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Just admiring the social norms
of teenage angst.
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-Are you looking at Violet Markey?
-Yep.
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Her, um...
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her sister died, right?
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Yeah, dude.
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Hm.
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Why ask about her all of a sudden?
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I'm intrigued.
A guy can't be intrigued?
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Well, a guy can be intrigued.
You being intrigued is weird.
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-[boy] Definitely weird.
-No, I don't think it's weird.
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I wouldn't say "weird."
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Wait, if you don't think you're weird,
well...
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-Yeah, that's true. Very true.
-[boy] She has a point.
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[tires screech]
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-[woman] Your guidance counselor called.
-Embryo?
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[woman] What?
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[Finch chuckles]
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His name's Embry. I call him Embryo.
It's the little things, Kate.
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Did you do something
I should be worried about?
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I'm genuinely offended
by that supposition.
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-Finch.
-No.
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It's fine. I'll deal with it.
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-[Kate] I hate when you say that.
-Why?
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Because what you really mean is
that I'm gonna have to deal with it.
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Did you cut class again?
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No! For fuck's sake,
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just go hang out with Tina
or whatever it is you do.
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I'm fine.
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OK. I'm gonna be home late.
There's food in the fridge.
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-Mm-hmm.
-Real food, Finch.
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Where's Mom?
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She had to go to Chicago for business.
Remember?
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-Oh, yeah, right. Cool.
-Love you.
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[Finch] Hey.
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-Love you.
-Love you.
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[Kate] No more cheese, Finch!
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I'm gonna get the dessert.
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[Dad] Your mother and I know
that today couldn't have been easy.
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And it wasn't easy for us either.
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-If you need to talk about it--
-[door opens]
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[footsteps approaching]
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[Mom] I thought this would be nice.
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I've been making it for 19 years.
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["Mo' Better Blues"
by Branford Marsalis Quartet playing]
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[scribbling]
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[keyboard keys clattering]
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["Tank Town" by Many Voices Speak plays
through headphones]
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[chalk scratching on chalkboard]
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[teacher] As some of you
will be graduating
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and leaving us at the end of the year,
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I feel an obligation to make sure
you see the wondrous sights of Indiana
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while you can.
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To wander them, if you will.
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For your class project, you must report
on two or more wonders of Indiana.
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You will write about them,
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explain their significance
to you and to Indiana,
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and why you chose to visit them.
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I want you to take time
on this assignment.
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Be thoughtful.
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[students laughing]
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[teacher] OK.
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What just happened?
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That was so weird.
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-What?
-[teacher] All right, settle.
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Violet, are you OK?
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All right, let's take our seats.
Let's focus up.
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If you're done, Mr. Finch?
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Yes, I am done, and can I just say you
are doing a fine job teaching this class.
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My young brain is plump with knowledge.
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-[teacher] Thank you, Mr. Finch.
-You're welcome.
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[teacher] As I was saying,
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you'll be taking photos,
doing some drawings, capturing detail.
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You will be doing this in teams of two.
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Can we choose our partners?
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Yes, Mr. Finch.
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Hey.
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So, um...
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do you think that there's such a thing
as a perfect day?
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I'm the last person you should be asking.
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[microwave pings]
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[Violet] For my geography class,
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this teacher wants us to do this project
with a partner,
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and I just don't wanna do it.
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Well, did you ask
for an alternate project?
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Yeah, he just... he wouldn't listen.
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Well, maybe it's time
to get back out there.
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That's the same thing he said.
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I know it's hard.
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-But you just don't go out anymore.
-That's not true.
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When's the last time you hung out
with your friends?
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I think it would be really good
if you'd spend some time with them.
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So, if I hung out with my friends,
you'd get me outta this assignment?
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[chuckles]
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["Parade" by Sylvan Esso playing]
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♪ Speedy, speedy, slow down time
Gas station is running dry ♪
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♪ Mm-hmm, eh eh, mm-hmm ♪
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♪ Sweaty, sweaty, wonder why
Now it's always summer time ♪
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Violet!
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-[Amanda] You came.
-[Violet] I did.
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-[girl] Hey.
-Hi.
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-I'm gonna get a drink. Do you want one?
-I'm good.
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Come on, babe.
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OK.
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[gasping]
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[groaning, laughter]
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[sighs]
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Yeah...
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["Yeah Right" by Joji playing]
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[water pouring out]
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[faucet running]
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Hey.
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That's a heavy pour.
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You know me. I love to rage.
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[chuckles] So, you wanna go out back?
Talk a little?
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I think I'm gonna leave pretty soon,
actually.
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Really? But... I mean, I just got here.
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It's just all a little much, you know?
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How much longer
are you gonna act like this?
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It's been months.
When are you gonna just...
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Nice.
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Violet, you know
I didn't mean it like that. Just...
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[dog barking in distance]
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[cell phone vibrating]
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[Finch] Violet Markey,
if you're seeing this, you're still alive.
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Please call to confirm.
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765-276-8504.
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[singing]
♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪
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♪ What's going on
Inside that pretty head? ♪
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♪ I met you standing on a ledge ♪
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♪ Why don't you come talk to me instead? ♪
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[cell phone vibrating]
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Theodore Finch speaking.
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Take it down now.
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The video will self-destruct
in three, two...
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...please refresh.
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Why would you do that?
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I wanna talk about the bridge.
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[Finch] "I feel we can't go through
another of those terrible times."
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One morning barely qualifies
as a terrible time.
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It's a quote.
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Virginia Woolf.
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OK.
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Can I come over?
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[Violet] Now?
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Yeah.
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So...
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I Googled you.
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You Googled me?
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Yeah, what's with that...
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the website that you have
with your sister?
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Had.
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I read some of your stuff.
It's really good.
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I don't write anymore.
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So, you moved here from California.
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How was that?
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California to Indiana?
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Must've been different.
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Yeah.
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I didn't know that it happened there.
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At the bridge.
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I'm not, you know...
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Suicidal?
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You can say it.
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Well, I'm not.
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Whatever you are, I saved your life.
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No, you didn't.
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You're making a big deal out of nothing.
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Mm... kinda looked like somethin'.
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What do you want from me?
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I was just thinkin' that
we should be partners.
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For the wandering project.
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I think it would be good for you
to get out.
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Maybe I don't wanna get out.
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Maybe I'm sick of people.
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Yeah, people are stupid.
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But the tiniest few
might actually mean well.
259
00:19:26,083 --> 00:19:28,375
Why do you wanna do this with me, anyway?
260
00:19:29,833 --> 00:19:32,625
Because there are places
that need to be seen.
261
00:19:33,333 --> 00:19:35,583
Maybe even the smallest of places
262
00:19:36,250 --> 00:19:37,750
can mean something.
263
00:19:37,875 --> 00:19:39,291
At the very least,
264
00:19:40,041 --> 00:19:42,166
maybe they can mean something to us.
265
00:19:42,250 --> 00:19:43,333
Not an "us."
266
00:19:44,666 --> 00:19:48,625
Maybe they can mean something
to you and me.
267
00:19:48,708 --> 00:19:51,166
Jesus, they call me anti-social.
268
00:19:51,708 --> 00:19:54,291
Two wanders. That's all.
269
00:19:55,583 --> 00:19:57,583
We can do more if you end up loving it.
270
00:19:57,666 --> 00:19:58,666
I won't.
271
00:19:59,666 --> 00:20:00,750
[Finch] You might.
272
00:20:01,375 --> 00:20:03,541
[sighs] No, I won't.
273
00:20:07,583 --> 00:20:10,875
Oh, I found another quote for you.
274
00:20:14,083 --> 00:20:17,291
"I feel a thousand capacities
spring up in me."
275
00:20:18,458 --> 00:20:21,750
The Waves. It's from The Waves.
276
00:20:23,083 --> 00:20:26,708
You've got at least
a thousand capacities in you.
277
00:20:28,625 --> 00:20:30,083
Even if you don't think so.
278
00:20:33,750 --> 00:20:35,250
You can keep that one.
279
00:20:44,875 --> 00:20:47,250
You know people call you
"The Freak," right?
280
00:20:49,291 --> 00:20:50,166
Yeah.
281
00:20:51,416 --> 00:20:55,916
Sometimes I say and do things
without thinking, and...
282
00:20:57,041 --> 00:21:00,083
people don't like that,
people like labels.
283
00:21:00,166 --> 00:21:01,583
They like putting you in a box.
284
00:21:01,666 --> 00:21:04,291
They want you to be
who they want you to be.
285
00:21:07,666 --> 00:21:09,250
People don't like messy.
286
00:21:10,583 --> 00:21:11,583
Or different.
287
00:21:16,333 --> 00:21:19,208
My parents are calling Hudson
to get me outta the project,
288
00:21:19,291 --> 00:21:21,166
so you need to find another partner.
289
00:21:24,416 --> 00:21:25,333
OK.
290
00:21:29,625 --> 00:21:32,208
Good night, Violet Markey.
291
00:21:33,291 --> 00:21:34,291
Good night...
292
00:21:36,041 --> 00:21:37,333
Theodore Finch.
293
00:21:44,916 --> 00:21:46,916
[indistinct conversation]
294
00:21:58,916 --> 00:22:01,208
["Waking Up" by Mr Little Jeans playing]
295
00:22:04,125 --> 00:22:05,875
[Finch] Hey. Hey!
296
00:22:06,416 --> 00:22:07,333
Violet.
297
00:22:08,958 --> 00:22:10,125
Hey, where you going?
298
00:22:11,083 --> 00:22:11,958
Home.
299
00:22:12,708 --> 00:22:14,083
How'd it go with Hudson?
300
00:22:15,833 --> 00:22:16,833
Not great.
301
00:22:17,458 --> 00:22:18,416
Yeah.
302
00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,541
He feels pretty strongly
about participation.
303
00:22:28,416 --> 00:22:29,333
OK...
304
00:22:32,166 --> 00:22:33,541
but no cars.
305
00:22:34,958 --> 00:22:36,125
Come again?
306
00:22:36,208 --> 00:22:37,583
If you wanna do this with me,
307
00:22:37,666 --> 00:22:40,958
you have to figure out another way
because I'm not getting in a car.
308
00:22:45,375 --> 00:22:47,375
[uplifting instrumental music playing]
309
00:23:09,041 --> 00:23:10,500
[Finch] Can I ask you a question?
310
00:23:11,791 --> 00:23:14,000
Where would you go
if you could go anywhere?
311
00:23:15,916 --> 00:23:19,041
-[Violet] California.
-[Finch] But you've already been there.
312
00:23:20,791 --> 00:23:21,791
[Violet] Yeah.
313
00:23:22,416 --> 00:23:24,791
It's warm and it never snows.
314
00:23:26,791 --> 00:23:30,000
[Finch] Don't you wanna know where I'd go
if I could go anywhere?
315
00:23:31,333 --> 00:23:34,083
[Violet] Where would you go
if you could go anywhere?
316
00:23:34,791 --> 00:23:38,333
[Finch] I'd go to a place
no one's ever been before.
317
00:23:38,958 --> 00:23:40,208
Undiscovered.
318
00:23:40,291 --> 00:23:41,291
Untouched.
319
00:23:42,375 --> 00:23:44,583
You could come... if you want.
320
00:23:53,750 --> 00:23:54,875
[bird calling]
321
00:23:56,500 --> 00:23:57,541
That's it?
322
00:24:04,083 --> 00:24:05,583
Get on up here, Ultraviolet.
323
00:24:05,666 --> 00:24:06,500
No.
324
00:24:06,958 --> 00:24:08,125
Come on.
325
00:24:09,125 --> 00:24:10,958
Come on. The view is incredible.
326
00:24:15,333 --> 00:24:16,333
Come on.
327
00:24:28,541 --> 00:24:30,833
[Finch] So, what do we think?
328
00:24:31,666 --> 00:24:33,500
The highest point in Indiana.
329
00:24:35,583 --> 00:24:39,666
I think if I were here for literally any
other reason than why you and I are here,
330
00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:40,833
I'd be pissed.
331
00:24:42,166 --> 00:24:45,083
Oh, wow. Is that a sense of humor
you're hiding in there?
332
00:24:45,166 --> 00:24:46,375
-[Violet chuckles]
-Hm.
333
00:24:48,833 --> 00:24:51,750
This is the lamest thing
I think I've ever seen.
334
00:24:53,625 --> 00:24:55,625
[both laugh loudly]
335
00:25:03,708 --> 00:25:06,750
It's OK, you know?
You're not going to hell for laughing.
336
00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:12,041
[chuckles] It's pretty lame.
337
00:25:16,791 --> 00:25:18,416
It was my sister's birthday.
338
00:25:21,333 --> 00:25:22,791
She would've been 19.
339
00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:26,958
That's why I was at the bridge.
340
00:25:33,791 --> 00:25:34,958
Why were you there?
341
00:25:38,750 --> 00:25:39,916
I like to run.
342
00:25:43,083 --> 00:25:44,833
It's pretty early to run.
343
00:25:44,916 --> 00:25:45,916
Yeah.
344
00:25:50,916 --> 00:25:51,916
Let's jump.
345
00:25:54,333 --> 00:25:55,333
You with me?
346
00:25:59,291 --> 00:26:00,458
All right, on three.
347
00:26:02,041 --> 00:26:03,125
You gotta get ready.
348
00:26:03,208 --> 00:26:04,583
One... there it is,
349
00:26:04,666 --> 00:26:05,541
two,
350
00:26:06,416 --> 00:26:07,333
three.
351
00:26:10,708 --> 00:26:11,875
Wow.
352
00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:13,500
[Finch] All right.
353
00:26:15,625 --> 00:26:18,125
These are the things we leave behind.
354
00:26:18,875 --> 00:26:19,791
Pick one.
355
00:26:22,916 --> 00:26:24,083
Not that one.
356
00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:26,958
Yeah. That's a good choice.
357
00:26:35,041 --> 00:26:37,375
[gentle instrumental music playing]
358
00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:45,166
-What?
-You didn't know?
359
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,083
This is a motherfucking staring contest.
360
00:26:49,416 --> 00:26:50,583
You can't be serious.
361
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,833
Look at my face. I'm really serious.
362
00:26:54,791 --> 00:26:55,708
Fine.
363
00:26:56,708 --> 00:26:58,000
I'm very competitive.
364
00:26:58,083 --> 00:26:59,083
Me too.
365
00:27:45,333 --> 00:27:47,083
I'm staying over at Tina's tonight.
366
00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:49,166
OK.
367
00:27:50,958 --> 00:27:51,875
"OK"?
368
00:27:53,208 --> 00:27:54,041
Yeah.
369
00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:58,125
Usually, that incites a diatribe
370
00:27:58,208 --> 00:28:00,708
-about how Tina's an asshole...
-"Diatribe." Good word.
371
00:28:00,791 --> 00:28:02,833
...and how I shouldn't spend
so much time with her.
372
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:07,083
Yeah, well, it appears that
my many rantings on this topic
373
00:28:07,166 --> 00:28:10,083
have stuck with you,
and I don't have to preach anymore.
374
00:28:10,791 --> 00:28:12,041
What's going on with you?
375
00:28:13,875 --> 00:28:14,833
Nothing.
376
00:28:16,250 --> 00:28:17,375
You seem, like...
377
00:28:18,833 --> 00:28:19,750
goofy.
378
00:28:20,166 --> 00:28:21,166
[Finch chuckles]
379
00:28:23,750 --> 00:28:24,916
You're goofy.
380
00:28:57,583 --> 00:28:58,583
[alert pings]
381
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:05,416
[Finch] "I feel we can't go through
another of those terrible times."
382
00:29:21,166 --> 00:29:22,208
[alert pings]
383
00:29:24,250 --> 00:29:27,083
[Violet] "Why are women
so much more interesting to men
384
00:29:27,166 --> 00:29:28,500
than men are to women?"
385
00:29:32,250 --> 00:29:33,333
[chuckles]
386
00:29:41,166 --> 00:29:42,250
[alert pings]
387
00:29:43,208 --> 00:29:47,083
[Finch] "My own brain is, to me,
the most unaccountable of machinery,
388
00:29:47,166 --> 00:29:50,916
always buzzing, humming,
soaring, roaring, diving,
389
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,333
and then buried in mud.
390
00:29:53,083 --> 00:29:54,250
And why?
391
00:29:54,333 --> 00:29:55,958
What's this passion for?"
392
00:29:56,166 --> 00:29:57,333
[message sent whoosh]
393
00:30:08,625 --> 00:30:11,291
[Violet] "If you do not tell the truth
about yourself,
394
00:30:11,625 --> 00:30:14,166
you cannot tell it about other people."
395
00:30:15,041 --> 00:30:16,166
[message sent whoosh]
396
00:30:38,500 --> 00:30:39,750
[stone tapping window]
397
00:31:01,083 --> 00:31:02,291
[mouthing silently]
398
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,625
["The Great Beyond" by Rinzen playing]
399
00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:35,583
[Finch] Tell me about Eleanor.
400
00:33:42,500 --> 00:33:44,833
She was bossy... like you.
401
00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:48,333
I like her already.
402
00:33:52,250 --> 00:33:53,708
She hated reading.
403
00:33:56,666 --> 00:33:58,625
She only liked this Italian poet,
404
00:33:59,875 --> 00:34:01,333
Cesare Pavese.
405
00:34:02,583 --> 00:34:07,166
He said, "We do not remember days,
we remember moments."
406
00:34:10,250 --> 00:34:12,041
Any time I was having a bad day,
407
00:34:13,583 --> 00:34:15,208
she always said that.
408
00:34:15,291 --> 00:34:17,500
Like it was supposed to fix something.
409
00:34:18,625 --> 00:34:19,583
Did it?
410
00:34:21,750 --> 00:34:22,666
Yeah.
411
00:34:23,666 --> 00:34:24,625
It did.
412
00:34:27,666 --> 00:34:28,666
What else?
413
00:34:34,291 --> 00:34:35,750
She was my best friend.
414
00:34:42,083 --> 00:34:43,375
"Eleanor Markey.
415
00:34:44,625 --> 00:34:45,708
Sister...
416
00:34:47,250 --> 00:34:48,250
best friend."
417
00:34:52,250 --> 00:34:53,625
That's a pretty good epitaph.
418
00:34:57,625 --> 00:34:58,750
What would yours be?
419
00:35:02,958 --> 00:35:04,166
"Violet Markey.
420
00:35:06,583 --> 00:35:07,583
I was here."
421
00:35:08,958 --> 00:35:09,958
[chuckles]
422
00:35:11,916 --> 00:35:14,708
Yeah, I'm gonna have to steal that one
from you.
423
00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:17,083
[both chuckle]
424
00:35:18,791 --> 00:35:19,958
[plates clattering]
425
00:35:23,625 --> 00:35:25,000
You making pancakes?
426
00:35:25,791 --> 00:35:26,916
[Dad] Yeah.
427
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:28,708
-Blueberry pancakes?
-[Dad] Yup.
428
00:35:30,583 --> 00:35:31,875
Lookin' pretty good.
429
00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:35,333
-Wanna flip 'em?
-[Violet] Yeah, are they ready?
430
00:35:35,416 --> 00:35:37,708
-[Dad] Yeah. Well, give it a--
-[Violet] Almost ready.
431
00:35:38,750 --> 00:35:40,458
-These look pretty good.
-[Dad] Yeah.
432
00:35:42,333 --> 00:35:43,208
[Dad] OK.
433
00:35:44,666 --> 00:35:46,833
-[pan sizzling]
-[Violet] There we go. That one's good.
434
00:35:46,916 --> 00:35:49,041
-[Dad] Yeah, there you go. Golden brown
-[Violet laughs]
435
00:35:56,583 --> 00:35:58,375
-Hey.
-Hi.
436
00:35:58,458 --> 00:35:59,833
[Amanda] Where've you been?
437
00:36:00,708 --> 00:36:03,375
You're not mad that
I'm doing that project with Roamer, right?
438
00:36:03,833 --> 00:36:04,666
No.
439
00:36:04,750 --> 00:36:06,875
OK, cool.
'Cause it's, like, it's not a thing.
440
00:36:06,958 --> 00:36:09,083
No, it's fine. I'm doing it with Finch.
441
00:36:09,625 --> 00:36:10,500
With Finch?
442
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:11,875
Yeah.
443
00:36:13,708 --> 00:36:16,625
You know that he's, like, kinda dangerous?
444
00:36:17,708 --> 00:36:18,916
No, he's not.
445
00:36:20,083 --> 00:36:22,541
He freaked out last year
and threw a chair at Roamer,
446
00:36:22,625 --> 00:36:24,375
like, in the middle of class.
447
00:36:25,666 --> 00:36:26,583
He did?
448
00:36:27,583 --> 00:36:31,416
[Amanda] Yeah, like, Roamer was fine,
but he's seriously fucked up.
449
00:36:43,958 --> 00:36:49,750
So, I was thinking we should check out
the Shoe Tree or the abandoned drive-in,
450
00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:52,125
depending on whatever you're feeling.
451
00:36:54,125 --> 00:36:55,291
What is this?
452
00:36:55,708 --> 00:36:57,916
That's a reminder that sooner or later,
453
00:36:58,291 --> 00:37:00,666
you're gonna have to get back
into the world all by yourself.
454
00:37:01,083 --> 00:37:02,875
But I'm happy pushing you for now.
455
00:37:04,958 --> 00:37:08,041
Well, I said
I was only gonna do two, so...
456
00:37:12,166 --> 00:37:14,083
I prefer Private Violet to...
457
00:37:14,875 --> 00:37:15,875
Public Violet.
458
00:37:15,958 --> 00:37:17,250
Can you put her on?
459
00:37:17,333 --> 00:37:18,166
I'll wait.
460
00:37:18,500 --> 00:37:20,333
[boy] Maybe you should
give her some space.
461
00:37:22,625 --> 00:37:25,125
Nice sweater. What's that, a cotton blend?
462
00:37:26,875 --> 00:37:30,458
People think this whole "freak" thing
is an act. I know it's real.
463
00:37:33,958 --> 00:37:35,000
Of course it is.
464
00:37:40,500 --> 00:37:42,083
[Mr. Embry sighs, slaps thighs]
465
00:37:42,166 --> 00:37:43,208
How are things?
466
00:37:44,041 --> 00:37:46,625
Just your average teenage melodrama.
467
00:37:47,625 --> 00:37:49,708
Come on. You gotta give me more than that.
468
00:37:51,750 --> 00:37:53,875
People are always telling me what I am.
469
00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:55,458
A freak.
470
00:37:56,375 --> 00:37:57,375
I get it.
471
00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:00,333
Doesn't mean
it doesn't piss me off sometimes.
472
00:38:00,416 --> 00:38:02,250
[Mr. Embry] Well, that must be hard.
473
00:38:08,916 --> 00:38:09,916
Come on, man.
474
00:38:10,458 --> 00:38:12,458
Come on. Help me out here.
Come on. Help me out.
475
00:38:18,583 --> 00:38:20,458
Maybe if...
476
00:38:21,333 --> 00:38:22,958
you got a fainting couch,
477
00:38:23,916 --> 00:38:25,625
you could put it right over there.
478
00:38:25,708 --> 00:38:28,625
It would really give me the mise en scène
that I was looking for.
479
00:38:29,291 --> 00:38:30,625
Tie the whole room together.
480
00:38:30,708 --> 00:38:33,250
Did you look into that support group
I told you to check out?
481
00:38:33,333 --> 00:38:35,708
I might've lost the info on that one.
482
00:38:35,791 --> 00:38:38,208
Come on, Theodore. It's a small ask, man.
483
00:38:39,291 --> 00:38:43,666
[sighs] All right. It's Mondays
after school at First Congregational.
484
00:38:44,125 --> 00:38:46,416
-It's called Fresh Approach...
-Ooh!
485
00:38:46,500 --> 00:38:48,041
...and it is confidential,
486
00:38:48,458 --> 00:38:52,291
so you can say whatever you want
about anything that's bothering you.
487
00:38:53,250 --> 00:38:56,875
It is a safe space, Finch.
488
00:38:57,333 --> 00:38:58,833
I want you to think about it.
489
00:39:05,166 --> 00:39:07,000
What now? Now what are we doing? What?
490
00:39:07,083 --> 00:39:08,375
What's happenin'?
491
00:39:08,458 --> 00:39:09,500
Is this a knock-off?
492
00:39:09,583 --> 00:39:10,916
The Post-it?
493
00:39:11,541 --> 00:39:13,625
-This is off-brand.
-Please leave now.
494
00:39:14,166 --> 00:39:16,166
["Pumpin Blood" by NONONO playing]
495
00:39:29,125 --> 00:39:31,000
♪ Hey, heart, on the road again ♪
496
00:39:31,666 --> 00:39:33,500
♪ Movin' on ♪
497
00:39:34,416 --> 00:39:35,500
♪ Forward ♪
498
00:39:36,333 --> 00:39:38,791
♪ Sticks and stones won't break bones ♪
499
00:39:38,875 --> 00:39:42,458
♪ We're in the car on the highway ♪
500
00:39:43,666 --> 00:39:47,875
♪ It's a magical feeling
That no one's got a hold ♪
501
00:39:51,250 --> 00:39:54,625
♪ You're a catalyst
To your own happiness you know... ♪
502
00:39:54,708 --> 00:39:56,250
What are you looking at?
503
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:00,541
There's a kid on my lawn.
504
00:40:04,583 --> 00:40:08,125
♪ And it's your heart, it's alive ♪
505
00:40:08,208 --> 00:40:10,333
♪ It's pumping blood ♪
506
00:40:11,041 --> 00:40:13,541
♪ And the whole wide world is whistling ♪
507
00:40:20,541 --> 00:40:23,541
♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
508
00:40:26,875 --> 00:40:28,041
Wake up.
509
00:40:31,125 --> 00:40:31,958
Hey.
510
00:40:32,833 --> 00:40:34,250
Did you sleep out here?
511
00:40:35,750 --> 00:40:36,625
Yeah.
512
00:40:40,458 --> 00:40:43,250
I know you said that you were done,
513
00:40:43,875 --> 00:40:45,916
but what if I told you
514
00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:49,041
that I found the best wander
in the state of Indiana,
515
00:40:49,125 --> 00:40:51,208
possibly the world, but...
516
00:40:53,125 --> 00:40:54,500
it was 160 miles away?
517
00:40:55,375 --> 00:40:58,291
I'd say have fun,
and I can't wait to hear all about it.
518
00:40:58,833 --> 00:41:01,750
Come on! Just give it a chance.
519
00:41:01,833 --> 00:41:03,791
-At least sit inside.
-No, Finch.
520
00:41:03,875 --> 00:41:05,208
I'm not getting in a car!
521
00:41:05,291 --> 00:41:07,291
Look, here. I'll take the keys, and...
522
00:41:09,291 --> 00:41:10,166
[keys land]
523
00:41:10,666 --> 00:41:14,083
I swear not to drive faster
than 30 miles per hour through town
524
00:41:14,166 --> 00:41:15,666
or 50 on the interstate.
525
00:41:16,625 --> 00:41:18,833
If at any time you wanna stop, we stop.
526
00:41:19,666 --> 00:41:21,625
You can't keep pushing people.
527
00:41:21,708 --> 00:41:25,833
You don't listen. We did it.
The project is over. This is over.
528
00:41:26,291 --> 00:41:28,791
You know this isn't
about a class assignment.
529
00:41:29,541 --> 00:41:33,208
This is about you being holed up
in your room or on your stupid bike,
530
00:41:33,291 --> 00:41:35,416
always circling
the same three-mile radius.
531
00:41:35,500 --> 00:41:38,416
And God forbid anyone risk upsetting
"Poor Violet," but...
532
00:41:39,500 --> 00:41:40,708
-they're wrong.
-[door opening]
533
00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:43,375
[Mom] Violet.
534
00:41:43,916 --> 00:41:45,250
Is everything OK out here?
535
00:41:45,333 --> 00:41:46,666
-Fine.
-Hey.
536
00:41:46,750 --> 00:41:51,041
Sorry. Hey. Hi, I'm Theodore Finch.
Pleasure to meet you both.
537
00:41:51,125 --> 00:41:54,500
-Little early, don't you think, Theodore?
-Yes. Yes, it is early.
538
00:41:54,583 --> 00:41:56,000
That is a fair observation.
539
00:41:56,083 --> 00:41:58,916
But you see, I'm your daughter's partner
for the school project,
540
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,375
and we really need to get to this place.
541
00:42:03,291 --> 00:42:05,416
Basically, I need her to get into the car.
542
00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:06,625
That car.
543
00:42:07,625 --> 00:42:10,208
That is extremely safe, insured,
544
00:42:10,791 --> 00:42:14,208
with an experienced driver who hasn't
gotten so much as a speeding ticket.
545
00:42:14,291 --> 00:42:15,708
This is for a school project?
546
00:42:16,125 --> 00:42:17,958
[Finch] Yes, sir. We're partners.
547
00:42:19,958 --> 00:42:23,583
Well, Theodore, I think
it's Violet's decision to make, but...
548
00:42:25,083 --> 00:42:26,583
maybe not a bad idea.
549
00:42:39,666 --> 00:42:41,375
You think she's coming back?
550
00:42:41,458 --> 00:42:44,083
Hey, your guess is as good as ours.
551
00:42:49,500 --> 00:42:50,875
[buckles seat belt]
552
00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:56,500
[Finch] Oh.
553
00:42:57,291 --> 00:42:58,541
No, wait. No.
554
00:43:02,250 --> 00:43:05,708
OK. If I were keys, where would I hide?
555
00:43:15,375 --> 00:43:16,833
How are we doin' over there?
556
00:43:16,916 --> 00:43:17,833
Fine.
557
00:43:18,416 --> 00:43:19,333
You sure?
558
00:43:19,416 --> 00:43:21,750
Just stop asking me.
You're making it worse.
559
00:43:22,541 --> 00:43:23,958
Talk about something else.
560
00:43:24,791 --> 00:43:26,875
Usually, that is my forte.
561
00:43:26,958 --> 00:43:29,125
But right now, I got nothin'.
562
00:43:33,083 --> 00:43:35,541
♪ ...build this thing together ♪
563
00:43:42,916 --> 00:43:44,000
[Violet sniggers]
564
00:43:49,916 --> 00:43:51,166
It's a good song.
565
00:43:52,916 --> 00:43:54,875
-[Violet giggles]
-[embarrassed chuckle]
566
00:43:57,250 --> 00:43:59,041
[birds chirping]
567
00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:46,083
I don't remember how fast we were going.
568
00:44:46,375 --> 00:44:48,250
It didn't seem fast.
569
00:44:55,666 --> 00:44:57,083
Then we were sliding...
570
00:45:03,708 --> 00:45:06,291
and Eleanor was saying, "I can't hold on."
571
00:45:10,666 --> 00:45:13,291
And then the car slammed into the bridge.
572
00:45:24,208 --> 00:45:25,541
I just remember the...
573
00:45:25,625 --> 00:45:27,625
the glass hitting my face
574
00:45:28,250 --> 00:45:29,750
and Eleanor screaming.
575
00:45:35,416 --> 00:45:36,291
Then...
576
00:45:37,375 --> 00:45:39,500
after that, it just all goes blank.
577
00:45:47,250 --> 00:45:49,166
When I woke up in the hospital,
578
00:45:51,333 --> 00:45:53,250
my mom told me she was gone.
579
00:46:00,958 --> 00:46:02,291
And that was it.
580
00:46:11,416 --> 00:46:13,000
[Violet exhaling shakily]
581
00:47:19,708 --> 00:47:21,291
Still mad you got in the car?
582
00:47:40,458 --> 00:47:42,875
-[Finch] You really built this yourself?
-Yes, I did.
583
00:47:42,958 --> 00:47:43,875
That's impressive.
584
00:47:44,291 --> 00:47:46,791
-[man] All right. Here we go.
-[Finch] Let's do it.
585
00:47:46,958 --> 00:47:49,833
-[whirring, metal clattering]
-I'm gonna do it.
586
00:47:49,916 --> 00:47:51,458
-[Violet laughs]
-[man] Have a good one.
587
00:47:57,250 --> 00:47:58,833
I can see my house from here.
588
00:48:07,458 --> 00:48:08,458
[Finch] Ah...
589
00:48:09,708 --> 00:48:11,833
[laughing, whooping]
590
00:48:11,916 --> 00:48:14,125
-[Finch laughs]
-[Violet giggles]
591
00:48:14,666 --> 00:48:17,541
[Violet] Woo!
592
00:48:17,625 --> 00:48:18,500
[Finch] Yeah!
593
00:48:19,041 --> 00:48:21,416
-That was amazing.
-[woman] Good job!
594
00:48:22,791 --> 00:48:24,125
Did it feel fast?
595
00:48:24,208 --> 00:48:27,416
-Oh, yeah. It's just like the real thing.
-[Violet laughs]
596
00:48:27,750 --> 00:48:28,750
Are you ready?
597
00:48:28,833 --> 00:48:30,041
[safety buckle closing]
598
00:48:30,125 --> 00:48:32,250
All right. Here we go. You ready?
599
00:48:32,333 --> 00:48:33,375
Oh, my God.
600
00:48:33,875 --> 00:48:36,541
-[whirring, metal clattering]
-[Violet chuckling]
601
00:48:45,208 --> 00:48:46,375
[nervous giggling]
602
00:48:50,750 --> 00:48:52,375
-[Violet whooping]
-[Finch] Yes!
603
00:48:54,208 --> 00:48:56,250
[Violet shrieking gleefully]
604
00:49:01,208 --> 00:49:02,750
-[laughing]
-[Finch] Yeah!
605
00:49:02,833 --> 00:49:04,208
[man claps] Yay!
606
00:49:05,875 --> 00:49:07,375
Oh, my God!
607
00:49:10,416 --> 00:49:11,833
I wanna go again.
608
00:49:12,875 --> 00:49:15,291
[Violet continues laughing] Ah!
609
00:49:16,166 --> 00:49:19,125
["Too Young To Burn"
by Sonny & The Sunsets playing]
610
00:49:33,958 --> 00:49:37,583
[Finch sings along to music]
♪ When I was just a kid they said ♪
611
00:49:38,458 --> 00:49:41,708
♪ "Kid, don't you cry" ♪
612
00:49:42,625 --> 00:49:47,000
♪ I am older now, I say ♪
613
00:49:47,666 --> 00:49:50,458
♪ "It's all right" ♪
614
00:49:51,458 --> 00:49:55,583
♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪
615
00:49:56,416 --> 00:49:58,416
♪ Lesson learned ♪
616
00:50:00,166 --> 00:50:03,291
♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪
617
00:50:03,375 --> 00:50:07,875
♪ Are you too young to burn? ♪
618
00:50:07,958 --> 00:50:10,875
♪ Too young ♪
619
00:50:12,625 --> 00:50:17,083
-[Finch chuckles]
-♪ Too young to burn... ♪
620
00:50:17,833 --> 00:50:20,041
I got you somethin'. It's in the door.
621
00:50:24,291 --> 00:50:27,458
That, Ultraviolet, is a special place
622
00:50:27,541 --> 00:50:29,291
that I'm gonna take you to one day.
623
00:50:30,791 --> 00:50:31,791
Oh, yeah?
624
00:50:32,541 --> 00:50:35,833
Yeah, but you're gonna need
to start pullin' your weight, OK?
625
00:50:35,916 --> 00:50:36,958
I got you this...
626
00:50:37,541 --> 00:50:40,416
just in case you've forgotten
this is a school project,
627
00:50:41,083 --> 00:50:42,458
you have to write about it.
628
00:50:43,250 --> 00:50:44,291
Just me?
629
00:50:44,750 --> 00:50:45,916
You're the writer.
630
00:50:53,166 --> 00:50:54,666
[Violet] "Wander number three..."
631
00:50:54,750 --> 00:50:56,500
No. You gotta start with Hoosier Hill.
632
00:50:56,583 --> 00:50:58,583
You know, you don't have to be so pushy.
633
00:50:58,666 --> 00:51:00,708
You say "pushy," and I hear, um...
634
00:51:01,208 --> 00:51:02,291
"assertive,"
635
00:51:02,750 --> 00:51:03,750
"bold,"
636
00:51:04,375 --> 00:51:05,375
"inspiring."
637
00:51:06,666 --> 00:51:08,791
Uh... relentless. Irritating.
638
00:51:09,291 --> 00:51:10,708
Arrogant. [laughs]
639
00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:12,041
Sexy.
640
00:51:14,875 --> 00:51:16,166
[both chuckling]
641
00:51:18,875 --> 00:51:20,666
It's nice to have a friend again.
642
00:51:27,416 --> 00:51:29,083
Don't let that go to your head.
643
00:51:31,458 --> 00:51:32,458
Too late.
644
00:51:40,416 --> 00:51:42,625
You know what I like about you,
Ultraviolet?
645
00:51:44,291 --> 00:51:45,291
What?
646
00:51:46,125 --> 00:51:49,708
[Finch] You're all the colors in one...
at full brightness.
647
00:51:53,250 --> 00:51:58,416
♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-ha
Ha-ha-ha ha ♪
648
00:51:59,125 --> 00:52:00,541
♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪
649
00:52:02,125 --> 00:52:05,250
♪ Too young to burn ♪
650
00:52:06,458 --> 00:52:09,625
♪ Too young, too young ♪
651
00:52:10,666 --> 00:52:14,041
♪ Too young to burn ♪
652
00:52:15,041 --> 00:52:19,500
♪ Too young, too young ♪
653
00:52:38,625 --> 00:52:40,625
[wind blowing]
654
00:52:42,000 --> 00:52:44,000
[gentle instrumental music playing]
655
00:53:03,125 --> 00:53:04,708
[Violet giggles]
656
00:53:12,041 --> 00:53:14,041
[indistinct conversation]
657
00:53:43,166 --> 00:53:44,500
[both cheering]
658
00:54:07,875 --> 00:54:09,875
[instrumental music intensifies]
659
00:54:43,875 --> 00:54:45,791
[indistinct conversation]
660
00:55:28,458 --> 00:55:30,166
-[teacher] Hello.
-[door closes]
661
00:55:31,708 --> 00:55:35,458
Before we get started,
we are nearing D-Day, people.
662
00:55:36,958 --> 00:55:39,166
The day to present your wanderings.
663
00:55:39,250 --> 00:55:40,250
That is correct.
664
00:55:40,333 --> 00:55:41,291
Along with your essay,
665
00:55:41,375 --> 00:55:46,916
I'm going to be asking each group
to do a presentation to the whole class.
666
00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:50,291
But today, we're talking about
the five themes of geography:
667
00:55:50,375 --> 00:55:51,916
location, place...
668
00:55:52,000 --> 00:55:53,208
[bird chirping]
669
00:56:01,333 --> 00:56:04,583
No, but honestly,
I wouldn't even worry about it.
670
00:56:04,666 --> 00:56:06,541
-This is just what Finch does.
-[girl] Yeah.
671
00:56:07,416 --> 00:56:10,958
I've texted him for the past couple days,
and he hasn't responded.
672
00:56:11,041 --> 00:56:12,958
I mean, this is... [girl sighs]
673
00:56:13,041 --> 00:56:17,833
...I mean, sometimes he's gone for a day,
like, maybe two, but he always turns up.
674
00:56:17,916 --> 00:56:20,958
[boy] Yeah, there was that one time
that he was gone for like a week.
675
00:56:21,041 --> 00:56:23,083
-Oh, my God.
-He came back and said he went camping,
676
00:56:23,166 --> 00:56:25,416
and he had all these poison ivy spots
on him...
677
00:56:25,500 --> 00:56:27,750
-Covered in spots.
-...itching, it was like... yeah.
678
00:56:27,833 --> 00:56:29,708
It was bad. It was so bad.
[chuckling]
679
00:56:29,791 --> 00:56:31,291
I think it's pretty fucked up.
680
00:56:32,583 --> 00:56:34,750
It's easy to pick up your phone
and respond.
681
00:56:34,833 --> 00:56:38,000
It's... that's just something
you have to deal with
682
00:56:38,083 --> 00:56:40,041
if you wanna be close with him, you know?
683
00:56:40,458 --> 00:56:41,833
It just makes me mad.
684
00:56:44,333 --> 00:56:46,833
Yeah. So, we've been to a lot
of really interesting places so far.
685
00:56:46,916 --> 00:56:48,625
[Violet's dad] Do you have an actual plan,
686
00:56:48,708 --> 00:56:50,875
or you've just kind of been shooting
from the hip?
687
00:56:50,958 --> 00:56:54,375
Honestly? I'm just trying to distract her
into spending as much time with me
688
00:56:54,458 --> 00:56:56,291
as she can. [chuckles]
689
00:56:56,375 --> 00:56:58,375
[Violet's dad]
And has it been going OK, or--
690
00:56:58,458 --> 00:57:00,333
Yeah, I think so. I've been really...
691
00:57:01,166 --> 00:57:02,791
[Violet's mom] Look who stopped by.
692
00:57:04,083 --> 00:57:04,958
Hey.
693
00:57:06,541 --> 00:57:09,083
Did you lose your phone?
I've been texting. I've been calling.
694
00:57:09,166 --> 00:57:11,333
Look, let me just show
you this really fast. Hold on.
695
00:57:11,500 --> 00:57:13,916
-You could've taken a second to respond...
-I know.
696
00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,541
-...so I knew you were OK.
-I had to take care of a couple things.
697
00:57:30,666 --> 00:57:31,625
[chuckles]
698
00:57:34,375 --> 00:57:36,250
[Finch] It's supposedly bottomless.
699
00:57:37,666 --> 00:57:40,125
In the '50s,
a group of boys went swimming here,
700
00:57:41,166 --> 00:57:42,458
and they disappeared.
701
00:57:42,541 --> 00:57:44,125
No one ever found their bodies.
702
00:57:44,666 --> 00:57:45,833
[Violet] They drowned?
703
00:57:47,208 --> 00:57:48,208
[Finch] Eh...
704
00:57:48,791 --> 00:57:49,750
maybe.
705
00:57:51,708 --> 00:57:54,041
Or maybe they found the other side.
706
00:57:55,458 --> 00:57:59,041
They say there's a force in the middle
that sucks you into an underground river
707
00:57:59,125 --> 00:58:00,958
and leads you to another world.
708
00:58:07,500 --> 00:58:08,875
You're not going in?
709
00:58:09,833 --> 00:58:11,041
Oh, of course I am.
710
00:58:12,208 --> 00:58:13,958
It'll be freezing.
711
00:58:14,041 --> 00:58:15,208
It'll be fine.
712
00:58:19,958 --> 00:58:20,958
You should come in.
713
00:58:24,666 --> 00:58:26,958
-No, I'm good.
-What are you afraid of?
714
00:58:28,166 --> 00:58:30,416
-It's cold.
-Serious question:
715
00:58:32,166 --> 00:58:33,916
what are you most afraid of?
716
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:39,000
Dying.
717
00:58:40,625 --> 00:58:41,750
I don't believe that.
718
00:58:44,583 --> 00:58:45,833
Being ordinary.
719
00:58:48,875 --> 00:58:50,291
[Finch] So, don't be ordinary.
720
00:58:53,833 --> 00:58:56,000
[Finch continues removing clothes]
721
00:59:20,541 --> 00:59:22,375
[Violet chuckles lightly]
722
00:59:59,625 --> 01:00:00,625
[Violet squeals]
723
01:00:02,833 --> 01:00:04,333
[Violet] Oh, my God!
724
01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:06,416
-[Violet shrieks]
-[Finch] Oh. OK!
725
01:00:06,875 --> 01:00:09,833
-Oh, you're right. Fucking freezing!
-[Violet] Oh, my God!
726
01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:11,291
[Finch] OK, let's go under.
727
01:00:11,375 --> 01:00:12,791
-Yeah?
-OK.
728
01:00:12,875 --> 01:00:15,625
One, two, three.
729
01:00:33,541 --> 01:00:34,541
[Violet laughs]
730
01:00:35,250 --> 01:00:36,416
[Finch laughs]
731
01:00:37,625 --> 01:00:39,125
[Violet squeals, laughs]
732
01:00:43,333 --> 01:00:44,416
[Violet giggles]
733
01:00:47,583 --> 01:00:48,875
[Finch] Marco!
734
01:00:51,250 --> 01:00:52,833
[Violet] Polo!
735
01:01:02,416 --> 01:01:04,166
So, what are you most afraid of?
736
01:01:08,583 --> 01:01:09,708
Uh...
737
01:01:13,250 --> 01:01:14,291
[sighs]
738
01:01:15,500 --> 01:01:18,500
I don't know. I guess losing my sister.
739
01:01:19,416 --> 01:01:20,875
My mom's gone a lot.
740
01:01:20,958 --> 01:01:22,416
My dad left a while ago.
741
01:01:23,083 --> 01:01:24,250
New town, new family.
742
01:01:25,708 --> 01:01:29,250
So, Kate's basically all I have.
743
01:01:38,875 --> 01:01:39,916
How'd you get that?
744
01:01:47,791 --> 01:01:49,625
I'm going in search of the bottom.
745
01:02:25,166 --> 01:02:26,208
Finch?
746
01:02:35,041 --> 01:02:36,000
Finch!
747
01:02:47,916 --> 01:02:48,875
Finch!
748
01:02:49,916 --> 01:02:51,583
[panting]
749
01:02:55,916 --> 01:02:56,791
[grunts]
750
01:03:07,375 --> 01:03:08,791
[groans, pants]
751
01:03:12,000 --> 01:03:13,000
[Finch gasps]
752
01:03:13,500 --> 01:03:14,583
[Finch laughs]
753
01:03:17,208 --> 01:03:18,083
Asshole!
754
01:03:18,916 --> 01:03:19,791
What?
755
01:03:20,583 --> 01:03:22,750
[gasps] Do you know how scared I was?
756
01:03:23,541 --> 01:03:24,458
[Finch] Hey.
757
01:03:24,541 --> 01:03:26,916
Hey, Violet. Violet, I'm sorry!
758
01:03:32,333 --> 01:03:33,708
Violet, I'm sorry.
759
01:03:35,041 --> 01:03:35,875
Violet!
760
01:03:36,875 --> 01:03:38,458
[Violet] I thought you drowned!
761
01:03:38,541 --> 01:03:40,125
[Violet pants]
762
01:03:40,208 --> 01:03:42,625
I'm sorry. Hey, I'm sorry.
763
01:03:42,708 --> 01:03:45,166
I didn't... I didn't mean to scare you.
764
01:03:45,583 --> 01:03:46,625
Well, you did.
765
01:03:47,125 --> 01:03:49,958
That was the last thing
that I wanted to do.
766
01:03:51,500 --> 01:03:53,291
Where do you go when you disappear?
767
01:03:54,208 --> 01:03:55,833
[Violet pants]
768
01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:04,125
Tell me something real about you.
769
01:04:06,208 --> 01:04:07,333
Or I'm leaving.
770
01:04:07,916 --> 01:04:09,041
OK.
771
01:04:10,500 --> 01:04:14,000
Sometimes I have to go to places
that make me feel like myself.
772
01:04:14,083 --> 01:04:18,541
I need to do things that remind me
that I'm in control.
773
01:04:26,875 --> 01:04:28,125
My dad used to...
774
01:04:29,708 --> 01:04:31,208
get in these dark moods.
775
01:04:37,875 --> 01:04:39,208
Did he do that to you?
776
01:04:43,958 --> 01:04:45,666
I used to be a lot smaller.
777
01:04:50,458 --> 01:04:52,791
I used to not know
how to get out of the way.
778
01:04:59,750 --> 01:05:01,541
People don't like messy, right?
779
01:05:02,666 --> 01:05:04,666
[gentle instrumental music playing]
780
01:05:21,250 --> 01:05:22,708
[rain pattering]
781
01:05:31,333 --> 01:05:32,458
[Violet giggles]
782
01:05:48,583 --> 01:05:50,000
[both laughing]
783
01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,708
-[Violet] Uh...
-[Finch] Yeah.
784
01:05:51,791 --> 01:05:54,208
-Oh, wait. Yeah, you got it.
-I know, I had it!
785
01:05:54,291 --> 01:05:58,958
[both singing]
♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪
786
01:05:59,250 --> 01:06:03,791
♪ What's going on
Inside that pretty head? ♪
787
01:06:03,875 --> 01:06:08,541
♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪
788
01:06:08,875 --> 01:06:14,958
♪ Why don't you come talk to me instead? ♪
789
01:06:15,041 --> 01:06:17,875
-[Violet giggles] And then it goes--
-There's the bridge.
790
01:06:19,833 --> 01:06:20,791
[Finch] ♪ I... ♪
791
01:06:20,875 --> 01:06:22,208
-Yeah. No, you got it.
-OK.
792
01:06:22,291 --> 01:06:26,625
[both singing] ♪ I met you ♪
793
01:06:27,208 --> 01:06:30,666
♪ I met you ♪
794
01:06:31,416 --> 01:06:37,583
♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪
795
01:06:39,333 --> 01:06:41,375
-[thunder rumbling]
-[Finch chuckles]
796
01:06:42,875 --> 01:06:44,875
[gentle instrumental music playing]
797
01:08:04,333 --> 01:08:05,625
[gasps] Finch.
798
01:08:06,041 --> 01:08:07,958
Finch, wake up. We gotta go.
799
01:08:08,791 --> 01:08:09,791
[Finch] Oh, shit!
800
01:08:13,791 --> 01:08:16,208
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. My phone died.
801
01:08:16,291 --> 01:08:17,500
Violet, inside.
802
01:08:17,583 --> 01:08:19,958
-Finch, just... you should go home.
-[Finch] Don't blame her.
803
01:08:20,041 --> 01:08:22,208
-If I could explain. Please--
-It's not his fault!
804
01:08:22,291 --> 01:08:23,166
Just get in the house.
805
01:08:23,250 --> 01:08:25,166
-We'll talk about it later.
-I lost track of time.
806
01:08:25,250 --> 01:08:26,333
-Finch!
-If I could--
807
01:08:27,875 --> 01:08:29,916
I'm so... I'm so sorry.
808
01:08:30,833 --> 01:08:32,916
It was my fault. I fucked up.
809
01:08:33,000 --> 01:08:36,708
Please, just don't blame her. Please.
I'm sorry.
810
01:08:36,791 --> 01:08:38,916
Just... go home.
811
01:08:53,750 --> 01:08:54,875
[message alert pings]
812
01:09:01,166 --> 01:09:02,333
[message alert pings]
813
01:09:02,708 --> 01:09:03,791
[Finch sighs]
814
01:09:36,333 --> 01:09:38,625
[breathing heavily]
815
01:09:43,083 --> 01:09:44,458
[Mom] Do you have any clue
816
01:09:45,583 --> 01:09:48,916
what horrible situations we had you in,
in our heads?
817
01:09:50,666 --> 01:09:53,583
You have to understand how that felt,
818
01:09:54,375 --> 01:09:56,791
your dad and I not knowing where you were.
819
01:09:58,750 --> 01:10:00,166
I said I was sorry.
820
01:10:00,958 --> 01:10:02,875
But you didn't have to treat Finch
like that.
821
01:10:02,958 --> 01:10:05,833
Well, he's the boy
that kept our daughter out all night.
822
01:10:07,041 --> 01:10:09,125
I kept him out all night, too, Mom.
823
01:10:17,916 --> 01:10:19,916
["November" by Babeheaven playing]
824
01:10:48,375 --> 01:10:50,000
[music continues]
825
01:11:42,041 --> 01:11:42,875
Hey.
826
01:11:43,250 --> 01:11:45,500
Hey, V. Hey, what's up?
827
01:11:46,250 --> 01:11:47,166
How are you?
828
01:11:48,000 --> 01:11:49,958
-Fine.
-It's been a minute. What's been going on?
829
01:11:50,041 --> 01:11:51,500
I can't deal with you right now.
830
01:11:52,833 --> 01:11:54,125
Is everything OK?
831
01:11:54,916 --> 01:11:56,666
Honestly, I don't know.
832
01:11:58,708 --> 01:12:00,041
I'm not tryin' to be an asshole,
833
01:12:00,125 --> 01:12:01,875
but you should know
what you're getting into.
834
01:12:03,333 --> 01:12:05,375
-I do.
-No, you don't.
835
01:12:05,458 --> 01:12:06,458
-He--
-Let's go.
836
01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:09,333
-Where've you been?
-You know why she's hangin' out with you?
837
01:12:09,416 --> 01:12:10,500
She's tryin' to fix you.
838
01:12:10,583 --> 01:12:12,916
Shut up, Roamer! Just...
839
01:12:13,083 --> 01:12:16,333
[Roamer] You have no idea
who he really is, do you? He's a freak!
840
01:12:17,583 --> 01:12:19,958
-Call me a freak one more time.
-You're a fuckin' freak.
841
01:12:20,041 --> 01:12:22,041
[students gasping, exclaiming]
842
01:12:23,041 --> 01:12:23,958
[Violet] Finch!
843
01:12:24,291 --> 01:12:25,125
Finch!
844
01:12:25,208 --> 01:12:26,208
[Violet] Stop!
845
01:12:27,041 --> 01:12:28,000
Finch!
846
01:12:30,125 --> 01:12:32,250
Finch! Yo, let him go, man. Get off him.
847
01:12:33,791 --> 01:12:35,916
Finch, stop! Stop!
848
01:12:38,750 --> 01:12:40,541
[Roamer gasping for breath]
849
01:12:40,833 --> 01:12:42,000
[girl 1] Oh, my God!
850
01:12:42,083 --> 01:12:44,291
[girl 2] What the hell?
He almost killed him.
851
01:12:44,375 --> 01:12:46,250
[students muttering]
852
01:12:56,583 --> 01:12:57,750
[boy] He's crazy.
853
01:13:16,875 --> 01:13:17,708
Fuck!
854
01:13:18,875 --> 01:13:20,625
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
855
01:13:37,083 --> 01:13:37,958
Anything?
856
01:13:42,541 --> 01:13:43,916
Guess he's gone again.
857
01:13:47,916 --> 01:13:50,083
I've been friends with the guy
since minute one,
858
01:13:51,250 --> 01:13:53,333
and I haven't waited
for his call in years.
859
01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:54,958
He just...
860
01:13:56,541 --> 01:13:58,458
gets in this mood sometimes, and...
861
01:13:59,583 --> 01:14:01,750
it's hard, you know?
862
01:14:03,750 --> 01:14:04,833
He's not easy,
863
01:14:06,166 --> 01:14:08,875
and everybody who gets close to him
gets burned out.
864
01:14:12,750 --> 01:14:14,291
So, why do you stick around?
865
01:14:16,041 --> 01:14:17,041
[he sighs]
866
01:14:19,666 --> 01:14:20,750
Because...
867
01:14:23,916 --> 01:14:24,916
'cause I love him.
868
01:14:26,875 --> 01:14:30,041
He thinks everybody leaves him
and I won't do that.
869
01:14:32,208 --> 01:14:33,625
This is what we do.
870
01:14:34,333 --> 01:14:37,875
I'm gonna get mad,
he's gonna come back and apologize,
871
01:14:37,958 --> 01:14:40,041
and it'll be like it never even happened.
872
01:14:51,958 --> 01:14:52,958
Hey.
873
01:14:54,083 --> 01:14:55,958
Is... is Finch here?
874
01:14:56,958 --> 01:14:58,250
Did something happen?
875
01:15:00,958 --> 01:15:02,166
[Kate] Yeah, come on in.
876
01:15:06,250 --> 01:15:07,375
[girl] I'm Lindsay.
877
01:15:07,458 --> 01:15:11,833
Um... I'm OCD and just got diagnosed
with a social anxiety disorder,
878
01:15:11,916 --> 01:15:14,666
so being here with everyone
is not intimidating at all.
879
01:15:14,750 --> 01:15:15,958
[scattered chuckling]
880
01:15:17,208 --> 01:15:19,458
Last year, I started cutting myself.
881
01:15:20,625 --> 01:15:24,000
I still deal with it, but I'm here.
882
01:15:25,250 --> 01:15:26,750
I'm so sorry.
883
01:15:26,833 --> 01:15:28,125
No worries. Have a seat.
884
01:15:32,666 --> 01:15:34,291
[boy] Hi, I'm Bradley.
885
01:15:34,375 --> 01:15:41,000
Um... I am ADHD, OCD,
BPD, DID, and bipolar.
886
01:15:41,541 --> 01:15:42,500
Yeah. [chuckles]
887
01:15:42,833 --> 01:15:46,458
Um... you'd think some of those
would cancel the others out, but...
888
01:15:47,041 --> 01:15:48,666
Yeah, my week's been OK.
889
01:15:48,750 --> 01:15:50,916
I've been watching
a lot of basketball lately,
890
01:15:51,000 --> 01:15:53,291
and that's been helping a lot, so...
891
01:15:54,000 --> 01:15:54,833
Good.
892
01:15:56,458 --> 01:15:57,916
Hi. Welcome.
893
01:16:01,875 --> 01:16:02,875
Um...
894
01:16:05,041 --> 01:16:07,666
I'm, uh... Theodore Finch.
895
01:16:09,791 --> 01:16:10,833
No labels.
896
01:16:12,583 --> 01:16:16,125
Not really sure why I'm here.
[chuckles lightly]
897
01:16:17,166 --> 01:16:18,125
Uh...
898
01:16:20,291 --> 01:16:25,041
I guess it's 'cause I...
I got in this fight at school and,
899
01:16:26,500 --> 01:16:27,541
like,
900
01:16:28,875 --> 01:16:31,541
I was there, but I wasn't there.
901
01:16:31,625 --> 01:16:33,625
I was watchin' myself, and...
902
01:16:37,875 --> 01:16:38,833
uh...
903
01:16:39,458 --> 01:16:41,833
I-I-I just get a little lost sometimes.
904
01:16:45,000 --> 01:16:47,333
I run... a lot.
905
01:16:48,041 --> 01:16:49,458
Sometimes that helps.
906
01:16:51,000 --> 01:16:52,000
Kind of.
907
01:16:56,250 --> 01:16:57,708
I don't know. Is that enough?
908
01:16:58,666 --> 01:16:59,541
Sure.
909
01:17:00,125 --> 01:17:01,750
Thanks. Glad you're here.
910
01:17:05,458 --> 01:17:07,833
Amanda, why don't you go ahead?
911
01:17:10,166 --> 01:17:11,250
I'm Amanda.
912
01:17:13,750 --> 01:17:14,791
I'm bulimic.
913
01:17:16,291 --> 01:17:18,125
I've tried to kill myself twice.
914
01:17:21,375 --> 01:17:23,291
I think about it almost every day.
915
01:17:37,166 --> 01:17:38,875
[footsteps approaching]
916
01:17:39,416 --> 01:17:41,416
[Kate] Hey, have you heard anything yet?
917
01:17:42,125 --> 01:17:44,333
-No.
-[Kate sighs] OK.
918
01:17:45,458 --> 01:17:48,416
I gotta go to work. I'm gonna be late.
But you should stay.
919
01:17:49,333 --> 01:17:50,750
Why does he keep doing this?
920
01:17:54,625 --> 01:17:55,708
I don't know.
921
01:18:00,041 --> 01:18:02,250
Have him call me
when you hear from him, OK?
922
01:18:04,041 --> 01:18:04,875
Yeah.
923
01:18:05,291 --> 01:18:06,583
-[Kate] Bye.
-Bye.
924
01:18:06,708 --> 01:18:08,708
[footsteps receding]
925
01:18:12,208 --> 01:18:14,291
[Amanda]
I heard you beat the shit outta Roamer.
926
01:18:16,583 --> 01:18:18,083
Why do you keep doing stuff like that?
927
01:18:18,166 --> 01:18:20,541
Aren't you tired of people
talking about you all the time?
928
01:18:22,166 --> 01:18:23,916
People are always gonna talk.
929
01:18:24,916 --> 01:18:26,166
It's their specialty.
930
01:18:29,583 --> 01:18:30,583
Are you OK?
931
01:18:34,125 --> 01:18:37,666
I don't know.
I feel like I keep messing things up,
932
01:18:37,750 --> 01:18:42,166
and I'm not sure
I know how to not do that.
933
01:18:42,625 --> 01:18:43,625
Does this work?
934
01:18:45,666 --> 01:18:47,458
It's better than the alternative.
935
01:18:54,500 --> 01:18:56,000
[knocking on door]
936
01:19:35,333 --> 01:19:37,250
[Kate] Your girlfriend's pretty worried
about you.
937
01:19:37,708 --> 01:19:39,625
She's been at the house all afternoon.
938
01:19:43,041 --> 01:19:44,041
What's going on?
939
01:19:49,083 --> 01:19:52,166
I don't... really remember...
940
01:19:53,125 --> 01:19:55,250
Dad that well.
941
01:19:56,833 --> 01:19:58,708
And everything I do...
942
01:20:01,041 --> 01:20:03,458
remember is... is bad.
943
01:20:07,208 --> 01:20:08,375
Are there any...
944
01:20:09,583 --> 01:20:11,750
good memories you have of him?
945
01:20:12,791 --> 01:20:13,833
[Kate sighs]
946
01:20:14,833 --> 01:20:17,916
Well, the fact that he would
beat the shit out of us
947
01:20:18,000 --> 01:20:19,833
kind of negated all the good times.
948
01:20:26,916 --> 01:20:29,500
But why was he like that?
949
01:20:29,583 --> 01:20:32,333
Was he like that because of us? Was he...
950
01:20:33,583 --> 01:20:34,875
like that because of Mom?
951
01:20:34,958 --> 01:20:37,375
He was like that
because he was a shitty person.
952
01:20:37,833 --> 01:20:39,833
[Finch] There has to be a reason, though.
953
01:20:39,916 --> 01:20:43,000
Because if there's a reason,
then he could get better.
954
01:20:43,083 --> 01:20:44,166
Something or...
955
01:20:45,500 --> 01:20:48,416
someone could make him better, right?
956
01:20:48,875 --> 01:20:51,875
I don't know. Who cares?
Dude, he's someone else's problem.
957
01:20:51,958 --> 01:20:54,000
Why are you asking me about Dad?
958
01:20:57,875 --> 01:20:59,291
What's going on, Finch?
959
01:21:03,541 --> 01:21:05,458
Come on. You can talk to me, man.
960
01:21:08,333 --> 01:21:10,125
Nothing, Kate.
961
01:21:10,208 --> 01:21:11,291
Sorry. Nothing.
962
01:21:12,666 --> 01:21:13,666
I'm good.
963
01:21:14,458 --> 01:21:16,916
Are you sure?
Because I have to open the bar,
964
01:21:17,000 --> 01:21:20,750
-but I can find someone to cover me.
-I'm good. [chuckles]
965
01:21:24,750 --> 01:21:26,500
You know I love you, right, Theo?
966
01:21:29,750 --> 01:21:30,666
I know.
967
01:21:47,208 --> 01:21:48,208
[door opens]
968
01:21:52,958 --> 01:21:54,416
[footsteps approaching]
969
01:22:13,791 --> 01:22:14,875
You scared me.
970
01:22:21,458 --> 01:22:22,916
What is all of this?
971
01:22:25,583 --> 01:22:27,250
[Finch] I'm trying to focus.
972
01:22:28,250 --> 01:22:29,583
[Violet] Focus on what?
973
01:22:30,916 --> 01:22:32,291
On staying awake.
974
01:22:34,916 --> 01:22:37,000
I don't understand what that means.
975
01:22:38,708 --> 01:22:40,166
Sometimes I...
976
01:22:41,125 --> 01:22:42,333
go blank.
977
01:22:44,166 --> 01:22:46,875
I... get into these dark moods.
978
01:22:48,041 --> 01:22:50,666
I think too fast
to keep track of anything,
979
01:22:51,750 --> 01:22:53,041
and then it's like...
980
01:22:54,208 --> 01:22:57,041
all my thoughts are gone at once.
981
01:22:58,458 --> 01:23:01,791
And sometimes,
if I put 'em up there, I can...
982
01:23:02,208 --> 01:23:04,333
focus and slow down, but...
983
01:23:07,291 --> 01:23:09,791
I can't right now. I can't.
984
01:23:11,958 --> 01:23:12,958
OK.
985
01:23:14,125 --> 01:23:15,916
[Finch] And this usually works.
986
01:23:16,000 --> 01:23:17,791
Maybe there's too much clutter.
987
01:23:21,333 --> 01:23:23,708
I can fix it. I just...
988
01:23:24,083 --> 01:23:27,000
I just need time to figure this out.
989
01:23:30,291 --> 01:23:33,291
-[Violet] I'm trying to help you.
-I don't need your help!
990
01:23:33,833 --> 01:23:36,541
This is on me! This isn't about you!
991
01:23:38,833 --> 01:23:40,708
You need to tell me what's wrong.
992
01:23:44,375 --> 01:23:45,458
You don't get it.
993
01:23:48,083 --> 01:23:49,583
[sobbing]
994
01:23:51,583 --> 01:23:52,666
You're right.
995
01:23:53,833 --> 01:23:55,083
I don't get it.
996
01:23:58,416 --> 01:24:00,041
Don't you know, Violet?
997
01:24:03,666 --> 01:24:04,875
I'm "The Freak."
998
01:24:08,916 --> 01:24:10,291
I'm fucked up!
999
01:24:22,875 --> 01:24:24,000
I need you to leave.
1000
01:24:29,916 --> 01:24:30,875
Go!
1001
01:24:33,875 --> 01:24:35,375
[footsteps receding]
1002
01:24:39,750 --> 01:24:40,958
[door opens]
1003
01:24:42,041 --> 01:24:43,041
[door closes]
1004
01:25:00,375 --> 01:25:01,750
[birds chirping]
1005
01:25:07,208 --> 01:25:09,208
[indistinct chattering]
1006
01:25:23,791 --> 01:25:25,250
[brakes squeak]
1007
01:25:35,125 --> 01:25:37,125
[ringing tone]
1008
01:25:39,458 --> 01:25:41,708
[voicemail]
Hey, it's Finch. Leave a message.
1009
01:25:41,791 --> 01:25:43,583
-[Violet sobbing]
-[voicemail beeps]
1010
01:25:43,666 --> 01:25:45,375
Hey, Finch. Um... [sobs]
1011
01:25:47,750 --> 01:25:49,250
I'm sorry.
1012
01:25:50,250 --> 01:25:51,833
I'm just sorry that I pushed.
1013
01:25:51,916 --> 01:25:53,666
And... I...
1014
01:25:54,916 --> 01:25:56,666
just need you to come back.
1015
01:26:00,958 --> 01:26:03,500
I just really need you to come back, OK?
1016
01:26:09,708 --> 01:26:11,708
[breathing heavily]
1017
01:26:30,750 --> 01:26:31,916
Hey, kiddo.
1018
01:26:32,750 --> 01:26:33,625
Hey.
1019
01:26:39,875 --> 01:26:40,833
Dad?
1020
01:26:43,333 --> 01:26:44,166
Yeah?
1021
01:26:48,041 --> 01:26:49,500
On Eleanor's birthday...
1022
01:26:53,958 --> 01:26:54,875
I...
1023
01:26:57,833 --> 01:26:59,250
I wasn't really thinking.
1024
01:27:04,791 --> 01:27:06,708
I found myself at the bridge.
1025
01:27:10,666 --> 01:27:12,416
I was standing on a ledge.
1026
01:27:16,875 --> 01:27:18,583
That's how I met Finch.
1027
01:27:19,666 --> 01:27:20,958
He found me there.
1028
01:27:25,666 --> 01:27:26,875
He saved me.
1029
01:27:29,916 --> 01:27:31,208
You... you weren't gonna...
1030
01:27:31,666 --> 01:27:32,666
I'm OK.
1031
01:27:35,958 --> 01:27:36,958
I was...
1032
01:27:38,166 --> 01:27:39,041
confused.
1033
01:27:41,458 --> 01:27:42,541
I was sad.
1034
01:27:45,458 --> 01:27:46,458
I'm OK.
1035
01:27:50,333 --> 01:27:51,458
I'm better now.
1036
01:27:54,916 --> 01:27:55,750
Wow.
1037
01:27:57,958 --> 01:28:00,000
Well, I'm glad Finch was there.
1038
01:28:02,875 --> 01:28:03,875
Me too.
1039
01:28:09,625 --> 01:28:11,750
[Violet] I just wish I knew where he was.
1040
01:28:14,750 --> 01:28:15,666
Well...
1041
01:28:18,583 --> 01:28:20,708
you two have been a lot of places.
1042
01:28:21,833 --> 01:28:23,875
Is there any place else he might go?
1043
01:28:42,375 --> 01:28:43,500
[buckles seat belt]
1044
01:28:44,541 --> 01:28:45,625
[exhales slowly]
1045
01:28:49,541 --> 01:28:50,833
[engine starts]
1046
01:28:53,208 --> 01:28:54,333
[adjusts gear]
1047
01:29:24,208 --> 01:29:26,208
[breathing shakily]
1048
01:29:47,500 --> 01:29:49,500
[panicked breathing]
1049
01:29:54,500 --> 01:29:55,666
Finch!
1050
01:29:56,041 --> 01:29:57,708
[panicked breathing]
1051
01:30:00,958 --> 01:30:02,000
Finch!
1052
01:30:05,625 --> 01:30:06,666
Finch.
1053
01:30:06,750 --> 01:30:08,083
[panicked breathing]
1054
01:30:21,125 --> 01:30:24,125
[Violet sobbing]
1055
01:30:34,458 --> 01:30:36,416
Marco!
1056
01:30:40,041 --> 01:30:42,041
[somber instrumental music playing]
1057
01:30:46,708 --> 01:30:48,375
[strained sobbing]
1058
01:31:54,583 --> 01:31:56,541
[man] On behalf of Finch's family,
1059
01:31:56,625 --> 01:31:59,000
I wanna thank you all
for being here today.
1060
01:31:59,500 --> 01:32:03,750
We've gathered to celebrate
and to honor the memory of one
1061
01:32:03,833 --> 01:32:07,875
who will be incredibly missed
because he has been so dearly loved.
1062
01:32:08,625 --> 01:32:10,541
The events of these past few days...
1063
01:32:10,708 --> 01:32:12,708
[mournful instrumental music playing]
1064
01:32:37,333 --> 01:32:39,333
[indistinct reading]
1065
01:32:47,000 --> 01:32:48,250
I'm gonna say bye.
1066
01:32:48,333 --> 01:32:49,875
OK, we'll wait for you.
1067
01:32:53,166 --> 01:32:54,125
[girl] Hey.
1068
01:33:16,041 --> 01:33:17,541
I should've been there.
1069
01:33:32,500 --> 01:33:33,625
I miss him.
1070
01:33:37,458 --> 01:33:39,500
Just so fucked.
1071
01:33:52,791 --> 01:33:54,125
[Violet] I had no idea.
1072
01:33:59,083 --> 01:34:01,041
Sorry that I wasn't there for you.
1073
01:34:04,125 --> 01:34:05,125
It's OK.
1074
01:34:07,375 --> 01:34:08,875
I didn't know how to tell you.
1075
01:34:14,208 --> 01:34:15,375
I would miss you.
1076
01:34:20,125 --> 01:34:21,833
Yeah, I know you would. [chuckles]
1077
01:34:32,500 --> 01:34:34,458
[mournful instrumental music playing]
1078
01:34:34,541 --> 01:34:36,250
[thunder rumbling]
1079
01:35:23,375 --> 01:35:25,416
[uplifting instrumental music playing]
1080
01:36:05,583 --> 01:36:07,750
[Violet] "Travelers' Prayer Chapel,
1081
01:36:10,083 --> 01:36:11,458
created as a sanctuary
1082
01:36:11,541 --> 01:36:15,208
for the weary travelers
to stop and rest along their way.
1083
01:36:16,500 --> 01:36:18,375
It was built in memoriam to those
1084
01:36:18,458 --> 01:36:21,208
who have lost their lives
in auto accidents...
1085
01:36:26,041 --> 01:36:27,916
and as a place for healing.
1086
01:36:32,208 --> 01:36:34,833
We remember those who are no longer here,
1087
01:36:35,583 --> 01:36:37,791
who were taken from us too soon,
1088
01:36:37,875 --> 01:36:40,333
and who we will always keep
in our hearts."
1089
01:36:41,875 --> 01:36:43,000
[chuckles lightly]
1090
01:37:27,166 --> 01:37:28,166
[sad chuckle]
1091
01:37:31,291 --> 01:37:33,333
[Violet] I used to be worried
about everything.
1092
01:37:36,333 --> 01:37:38,041
Things that seemed meaningful...
1093
01:37:39,375 --> 01:37:41,000
were actually meaningless.
1094
01:37:42,166 --> 01:37:43,583
I worried about life.
1095
01:37:47,041 --> 01:37:50,041
I worried about what would happen
if I let myself feel again.
1096
01:37:52,583 --> 01:37:54,166
I thought I didn't deserve to.
1097
01:38:01,291 --> 01:38:02,166
Then...
1098
01:38:03,625 --> 01:38:05,166
without really knowing...
1099
01:38:09,500 --> 01:38:10,583
I changed.
1100
01:38:15,333 --> 01:38:18,875
I wasn't worried
about what would happen if I lived.
1101
01:38:20,958 --> 01:38:23,291
I was worried about
what would happen if I didn't.
1102
01:38:25,625 --> 01:38:26,958
What I would miss.
1103
01:38:28,833 --> 01:38:30,708
I worried about not remembering.
1104
01:38:32,125 --> 01:38:34,333
Not remembering all of the moments...
1105
01:38:39,500 --> 01:38:41,541
all of the places... [chuckles]
1106
01:38:46,416 --> 01:38:48,166
...and that's because of Finch.
1107
01:38:52,958 --> 01:38:54,833
Because he taught me to wander.
1108
01:38:54,916 --> 01:38:56,041
[breathes shakily]
1109
01:39:00,166 --> 01:39:03,166
[Violet] He taught me
that you don't have to climb a mountain
1110
01:39:03,250 --> 01:39:05,000
to stand on top of the world.
1111
01:39:09,208 --> 01:39:13,875
That even the ugliest of places
can be beautiful,
1112
01:39:14,750 --> 01:39:16,666
as long as you take the time to look.
1113
01:39:25,166 --> 01:39:27,041
That it's OK to get lost...
1114
01:39:31,083 --> 01:39:32,916
as long as you find your way back.
1115
01:39:40,291 --> 01:39:41,833
But in learning all of that,
1116
01:39:42,833 --> 01:39:45,166
I missed seeing
something more important...
1117
01:39:48,625 --> 01:39:49,791
seeing Finch.
1118
01:39:53,416 --> 01:39:55,000
I missed that he was in pain.
1119
01:40:03,708 --> 01:40:06,291
I missed that he was teaching me
all along
1120
01:40:07,541 --> 01:40:08,750
how to move on.
1121
01:40:14,125 --> 01:40:15,583
Finch was a dreamer.
1122
01:40:18,708 --> 01:40:20,458
He dreamt while he was awake.
1123
01:40:23,958 --> 01:40:28,125
He dreamt of all the beauty in the world,
and he made it come to life.
1124
01:40:33,166 --> 01:40:38,583
Finch taught me that there's beauty
in the most unexpected of places.
1125
01:40:44,125 --> 01:40:46,000
And that there are bright places,
1126
01:40:48,000 --> 01:40:49,500
even in dark times.
1127
01:40:58,041 --> 01:40:59,458
And that if there isn't...
1128
01:41:02,708 --> 01:41:04,750
you can be that bright place...
1129
01:41:06,583 --> 01:41:08,958
with infinite capacities.
1130
01:41:14,250 --> 01:41:16,250
[uplifting instrumental music playing]
1131
01:41:27,166 --> 01:41:28,416
[gasps]
1132
01:42:00,083 --> 01:42:01,958
♪ Two, three, four... ♪
1133
01:42:02,041 --> 01:42:04,958
["Too Young To Burn"
by Sonny & The Sunsets playing]
1134
01:42:28,791 --> 01:42:32,583
♪ When I was just a kid, they said ♪
1135
01:42:33,208 --> 01:42:36,500
♪ "Kid, don't you cry" ♪
1136
01:42:37,625 --> 01:42:41,333
♪ I am older now, I say ♪
1137
01:42:42,416 --> 01:42:45,416
♪ "It's all right" ♪
1138
01:42:46,250 --> 01:42:50,083
♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪
1139
01:42:51,083 --> 01:42:52,916
♪ Lesson learned ♪
1140
01:42:54,958 --> 01:42:58,125
♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪
1141
01:42:58,208 --> 01:43:02,625
♪ Are you... too young to burn? ♪
1142
01:43:02,708 --> 01:43:06,000
♪ Too young ♪
1143
01:43:08,166 --> 01:43:11,500
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1144
01:43:12,541 --> 01:43:15,791
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1145
01:43:16,916 --> 01:43:20,416
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1146
01:43:21,291 --> 01:43:26,000
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1147
01:43:43,000 --> 01:43:45,958
♪ Now I sit by my window ♪
1148
01:43:47,375 --> 01:43:50,875
♪ Watch the sun going down, down ♪
1149
01:43:51,750 --> 01:43:54,541
♪ And I see all the people ♪
1150
01:43:55,791 --> 01:43:59,583
♪ Walking around, around ♪
1151
01:44:00,166 --> 01:44:04,458
♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪
1152
01:44:05,208 --> 01:44:07,250
♪ Lesson learned ♪
1153
01:44:08,916 --> 01:44:12,250
♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪
1154
01:44:12,333 --> 01:44:16,625
♪ Are you too young to burn? ♪
1155
01:44:16,708 --> 01:44:19,416
♪ Too young ♪
1156
01:44:22,125 --> 01:44:25,833
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1157
01:44:26,500 --> 01:44:29,791
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1158
01:44:30,833 --> 01:44:34,333
♪Too young to burn ♪
1159
01:44:35,250 --> 01:44:40,250
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1160
01:44:41,458 --> 01:44:44,750
♪ Ha-ah-ha-ah-ah-ha-ha ♪
1161
01:44:45,000 --> 01:44:46,833
♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪
1162
01:44:48,000 --> 01:44:53,208
♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-ha
Ha-ha-ha ha ♪
1163
01:44:53,666 --> 01:44:55,125
♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪
1164
01:44:56,875 --> 01:45:00,500
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1165
01:45:01,208 --> 01:45:04,333
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1166
01:45:05,458 --> 01:45:08,833
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1167
01:45:09,791 --> 01:45:15,333
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1168
01:45:16,791 --> 01:45:18,791
[gentle instrumental music playing]