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"What's essential is invisible to the eye."

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So said the fox to the little prince.

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The prince lamented over his friendship,

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as the idea of saying goodbye was too sad.

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After much deliberation,
I regret to announce...

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the dismantling of our school library.

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The place is falling apart.

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It's a shame considering
the library's long history.

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Book removal must finish by May 3rd.

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"Letter of resignation"

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Mr. Shiga, do you have a minute?

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Of course.

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Would you handle the book removal?

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You're a certified librarian,
and I remember how as a student...

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you labeled every book in the stacks.

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That was over 12 years ago.

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I'll give you an assistant, don't worry.
Thanks.

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Wait.

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Pop quiz. What has the Dewey
Decimal number of "135.5"?

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This is Japanese philosophy
so it would be 120-something.

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I think.

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121

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Japanese philosophy is 121.

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This is modern philosophy, so 121.6.

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Look at this.

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It's never been updated.

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It's so perfectly complete that
nobody thought of touching it.

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"Book Classification Chart Librarian Committee"

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I see. Thanks.

30
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Don't tell me you were the one
who classified all of this.

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I knew it.

32
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But I didn't do it alone.

33
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I had a troublesome assistant.

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No, that's the wrong place. Stop bothering me.

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LET ME EAT YOUR PANCREAS

36
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Let me eat your pancreas.

37
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My what?

38
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Your pancreas. I want to eat it.

39
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That's random.
Taken an interest in cannibalism?

40
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I saw it on TV yesterday.

41
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In old times, people with a bad organ...

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would eat one from another animal.

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A liver for a bad liver? Stomach for a stomach?

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They believed it would cure their illness.
That's why...

45
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You want to eat a pancreas?
That's really stupid.

46
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That's no way to react
just because you know my secret.

47
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What good is a pancreas anyway?

48
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It regulates digestions and energy production.

49
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Without it, we'd have no fuel to live.

50
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You've been reading up.

51
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Why? Are you interested in me?

52
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Well, of course.

53
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A classmate with a serious condition?

54
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That's not what I meant. I mean "as a person".

55
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I don't know.

56
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This place is amazing!

57
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Hey, you're not allowed back here!

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Stingy. Am I that much of a nuisance?

59
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I'm not that interested in others.
It's not you.

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I like the way you say "you".

61
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I'm going to copy it.

62
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What?

63
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It's a shame you don't like people.

64
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I know. I'll assign you this book to read.

65
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It's my copy, but I'll loan it to you.

66
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Here.

67
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Sakura Yamauchi and I were classmates
who'd never spoken to each other.

68
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That's all I expected we'd be.

69
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"Living with Illness Diary"?

70
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"November 29, 2003."

71
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"Today, I begin my battle diary."

72
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"Into it goes my daily thoughts."

73
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"It's a secret to all except family."

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"In a few years, I'll be dead."

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Pancreas? Dead?

76
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That's mine.

77
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My surprise was that she was a popular student.

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What brings you here?

79
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Appendicitis surgery.

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That's why I hadn't seen you around.

81
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You noticed?

82
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Of course. We're classmates.

83
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Maybe so, but nobody notices
a boring guy like me.

84
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It's only true if you think it.

85
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Okay "Boring Classmate".

86
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What brings you?

87
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Pancreas exam. I'll die if it's not looked at.

88
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You saw this?

89
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She was going to die.

90
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And now the most invisible guy in class
had learned her secret.

91
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And yet, as always, she smiled.

92
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From the very next day,
my life began to change.

93
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Or maybe I should say
she threw it into disarray.

94
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Until then, I'd been a loner
protecting my space.

95
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I get that.

96
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Who'd you just wave to?

97
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Who? Tell me!

98
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Then for some reason,
she joined the Library Committee.

99
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We were put to classifying the books.

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Your secret is safe.
You don't have to watch me.

101
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I just joined out of interest.

102
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The numbers are all out of order.
Did you follow the chart?

103
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There should be some mistakes.

104
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That makes the search more fun,
like a treasure hunt.

105
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You want to spend your last days doing this?

106
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What should I be doing?

107
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Lots of stuff. Going to meet your first crush.

108
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Hitchhiking around the world.

109
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Why aren't you doing something like that?

110
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You might die suddenly tomorrow,
and go before me.

111
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A traffic accident.

112
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There's even a stabber loose.

113
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I'd say our days have equal value.

114
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But if you insist on my finding
something I want to do...

115
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then I'll allow you to assist me
in spending my last days on Earth.

116
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What?

117
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Be in front of the station at 11 on Sunday.

118
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Now hold on.

119
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You brought it up.

120
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Don't do that.

121
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It's admirable of you to help a sick girl.

122
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I wasn't really allowed to refuse.
So where are we going?

123
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To eat innards.

124
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What?

125
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Pancreas is a delicacy called "shibire".

126
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Are you punishing me for learning your secret?

127
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You don't believe it
will really cure you, do you?

128
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Seriously, what're you going to do?

129
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You mean in the future?
I've got a tennis date in heaven.

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You can joke about it all you want.

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Can't you see it bothers me?

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I'm not sure.

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But you're the only one I'll tell.

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What?

135
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If my other classmates learned of this...

136
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they'd freak out and pull away.

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But you don't have any problem with it at all.

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I can't help it.

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If you're not showing pain and suffering...

140
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we shouldn't be crying for you.

141
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Good. Then let's go.

142
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What?

143
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Pardon me.

144
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Punishment for refusing your request?

145
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I've wanted to come here. Kyoko loves sweets.

146
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Do you know Kyoko?

147
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Your best friend?

148
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Yeah, since middle school.

149
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She told me about this place,
and wanted to come.

150
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Then why with me?

151
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That's right. She'll be angry.

152
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She might hate you.

153
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What? What did I do?

154
00:17:35,973 --> 00:17:37,850
Girls are like that.

155
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Best friends are like lovers.
They get jealous toward others.

156
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Do you have friends?

157
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Why do you ask?

158
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I'd just like to know, that's all.

159
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You're not really interested in me.

160
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Do I look like I have friends?

161
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Not at all?

162
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Never.

163
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Girlfriend?

164
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- Course not.
- Someone you liked?

165
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Have you ever liked a girl?

166
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Just once!

167
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What was she like?

168
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She was very polite.

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She addressed everybody with "Mister" or "Ms".

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She even did it with food. "Mr. Potato".

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It was strange.

172
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But I thought she wanted to treat
everything with respect.

173
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That's actually quite lovely.

174
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Yeah. She was pretty lovely.

175
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No. I mean your reason for liking her.

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Oh.

177
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Did you ask her out?

178
00:20:05,539 --> 00:20:09,627
No way. She was taken by
one of the cool guys in class.

179
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Perhaps she didn't have good taste in men.

180
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What?

181
00:20:21,805 --> 00:20:23,182
What about you?

182
00:20:24,183 --> 00:20:27,019
I had a boyfriend up until recently.

183
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Really?

184
00:20:31,065 --> 00:20:34,860
He was popular, but also a good friend.

185
00:20:54,713 --> 00:20:56,590
Thanks for hanging out today.

186
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"From: Sakura Yamauchi"

187
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I had a great time.
I wrote about it in my diary.

188
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Keep my name out of it.

189
00:21:04,390 --> 00:21:09,144
Fine. I already wrote it but I'll blot it out.

190
00:21:09,812 --> 00:21:13,732
Well, good night. To a lasting friendship.

191
00:21:17,486 --> 00:21:19,571
"A lasting friendship"?

192
00:21:21,365 --> 00:21:23,909
I guess we're friends.

193
00:21:32,293 --> 00:21:33,585
Sweets Paradise!

194
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You went already?

195
00:21:35,587 --> 00:21:36,922
How was it?

196
00:21:37,965 --> 00:21:40,759
The shortcake was amazing.

197
00:21:58,277 --> 00:21:59,445
Why you?

198
00:22:02,114 --> 00:22:06,118
Why are you being chummy with Sakura?
What gives?

199
00:22:07,786 --> 00:22:11,415
I told you, Kyoko. It's nothing like that.

200
00:22:14,293 --> 00:22:19,631
Why'd you join the Library Committee
and date the creepiest guy in class?

201
00:22:20,758 --> 00:22:22,718
Because we're chums?

202
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Chums?

203
00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:28,766
Right, "Chum"?

204
00:22:39,151 --> 00:22:42,488
Quiet everybody. What's the big deal?

205
00:22:43,697 --> 00:22:48,827
Sakura's friends with everyone.
It was probably a chance meeting.

206
00:22:56,168 --> 00:22:57,169
He seems ticked.

207
00:22:59,004 --> 00:23:00,506
Wait!

208
00:23:11,183 --> 00:23:15,187
Wait up. Why are you angry?

209
00:23:16,814 --> 00:23:21,443
Do me a favor.
Don't involve me any further in this.

210
00:23:22,027 --> 00:23:23,695
I'm not "involving" you.

211
00:23:27,199 --> 00:23:30,035
They all have the wrong idea.

212
00:23:30,869 --> 00:23:31,870
They do?

213
00:23:33,872 --> 00:23:37,042
Oh, you mean for calling us "Chums"?

214
00:23:38,335 --> 00:23:42,881
Well, you're not my boyfriend
or a close friend, really...

215
00:23:44,716 --> 00:23:47,052
But you won't tell your best friend?

216
00:23:54,726 --> 00:23:56,395
I think it's better...

217
00:23:56,895 --> 00:24:00,983
that you spend your limited time
with close friends.

218
00:24:02,276 --> 00:24:05,821
It's okay. She gets very emotional.

219
00:24:07,448 --> 00:24:10,409
If I told her, she'd cry at each meeting.

220
00:24:12,077 --> 00:24:15,330
That wouldn't be fun for either of us.

221
00:24:18,792 --> 00:24:22,379
For her sake and mine...

222
00:24:23,589 --> 00:24:26,383
I want to hide it till the end.

223
00:24:30,929 --> 00:24:32,055
Are you really...

224
00:24:35,934 --> 00:24:37,019
going to die?

225
00:24:39,938 --> 00:24:41,190
I am.

226
00:24:44,276 --> 00:24:48,363
They've given me a year at most.

227
00:24:50,866 --> 00:24:53,285
I decided only you will know.

228
00:24:54,620 --> 00:24:57,581
I think you're the only one...

229
00:24:57,706 --> 00:25:00,792
who can keep my life normal.

230
00:25:03,378 --> 00:25:06,298
The doctor can only give me the truth.

231
00:25:06,924 --> 00:25:10,969
My parents can only work desperately
to hide their grief.

232
00:25:13,555 --> 00:25:16,934
If Kyoko knew, I'm sure she'd act the same.

233
00:25:21,813 --> 00:25:23,649
But you're different.

234
00:25:26,735 --> 00:25:28,237
I don't think so.

235
00:25:30,989 --> 00:25:32,991
I just live in denial.

236
00:25:33,534 --> 00:25:37,579
You shouldn't be so hard on yourself.

237
00:25:40,666 --> 00:25:43,502
Everyone dies eventually.

238
00:25:44,586 --> 00:25:47,089
We'll meet in heaven, right?

239
00:26:15,534 --> 00:26:16,785
Hey, Shiga.

240
00:26:17,953 --> 00:26:20,038
Are you dating Sakura Yamauchi?

241
00:26:20,455 --> 00:26:21,456
What?

242
00:26:22,165 --> 00:26:26,712
Kyoko's making a big fuss
as if she lost a lover.

243
00:26:34,011 --> 00:26:39,975
Sorry. It's just that you're
the first classmate to call my name.

244
00:26:45,355 --> 00:26:46,982
We're not dating.

245
00:26:48,025 --> 00:26:51,862
I see. You don't mind the rumors?

246
00:26:53,572 --> 00:26:56,742
Well, they're wrong so I don't care.

247
00:26:57,326 --> 00:27:00,912
How mature. Want some gum?

248
00:27:03,540 --> 00:27:04,625
No thanks.

249
00:27:07,044 --> 00:27:08,086
Kyoko.

250
00:27:09,504 --> 00:27:10,505
Kyoko!

251
00:27:11,882 --> 00:27:12,883
What's wrong?

252
00:27:13,008 --> 00:27:14,259
Nothing.

253
00:27:33,195 --> 00:27:37,157
"Wedding of Kyoko Takimoto and Kazuharu Miyata"

254
00:27:45,916 --> 00:27:50,462
"Attend / Not Attend"

255
00:27:55,175 --> 00:27:58,970
I want to go somewhere far away
for the holiday.

256
00:27:59,763 --> 00:28:01,556
Name the place.

257
00:28:13,151 --> 00:28:14,903
Why text me about it?

258
00:28:15,862 --> 00:28:17,823
Because I'm bored.

259
00:28:18,281 --> 00:28:23,286
I don't get the system.
Why use numbers after the decimal point?

260
00:28:23,453 --> 00:28:26,748
Because a lost book is a sad book.

261
00:28:26,998 --> 00:28:29,501
I bet that books, too...

262
00:28:29,626 --> 00:28:33,130
are happier to be looked
for like lost treasure.

263
00:28:42,347 --> 00:28:44,599
The place you'd like to see...

264
00:28:52,649 --> 00:28:54,943
before you die.

265
00:28:57,154 --> 00:28:58,363
Going then?

266
00:29:06,872 --> 00:29:08,123
That's a big bag.

267
00:29:08,290 --> 00:29:10,250
This is delicious!

268
00:29:10,792 --> 00:29:14,296
Yours looks good, too. Let me try.

269
00:29:16,882 --> 00:29:19,843
I need to know where we're going.

270
00:29:20,218 --> 00:29:22,721
Why? It's more fun not knowing.

271
00:29:22,888 --> 00:29:23,847
To a point.

272
00:29:23,847 --> 00:29:27,225
Today, I lied to my parents for the first time.

273
00:29:27,392 --> 00:29:29,728
Overnight trip with Kyoko.

274
00:29:31,521 --> 00:29:32,731
I see.

275
00:29:34,941 --> 00:29:36,318
Overnight?

276
00:29:37,778 --> 00:29:39,196
Hold this.

277
00:29:41,698 --> 00:29:43,116
Ta dum.

278
00:29:43,116 --> 00:29:46,995
I made a list of things
I want to do before I die.

279
00:29:49,289 --> 00:29:51,917
We're boarding the bullet train next.

280
00:29:52,876 --> 00:29:55,253
So prepare yourself.

281
00:30:01,927 --> 00:30:06,556
My first foot in Kyushu!
I can smell the ramen noodles.

282
00:30:07,432 --> 00:30:11,269
That's imprinting. You're just imagining it.

283
00:30:11,436 --> 00:30:15,273
No, I smell it. Your nose just isn't working.

284
00:30:15,941 --> 00:30:18,443
Your brain isn't working.

285
00:30:18,610 --> 00:30:20,779
No, it's my pancreas.

286
00:30:27,452 --> 00:30:29,454
Here you go. Tripe.

287
00:30:29,579 --> 00:30:31,206
There it is! innards!

288
00:30:32,958 --> 00:30:33,917
All mine.

289
00:30:35,460 --> 00:30:37,796
Where's this fun place at?

290
00:30:38,088 --> 00:30:39,214
It's a secret.

291
00:30:53,979 --> 00:30:55,814
Scary! Take a look.

292
00:31:02,988 --> 00:31:06,324
This was so far. I'm exhausted.

293
00:31:07,117 --> 00:31:09,494
For a sick person, you sure eat a lot.

294
00:31:09,619 --> 00:31:12,247
Time to make a wish at a shrine.

295
00:31:23,508 --> 00:31:26,428
Please cure her illness.

296
00:31:29,848 --> 00:31:30,682
Right?

297
00:31:30,849 --> 00:31:34,311
No. That's what you have to pray for.

298
00:31:34,436 --> 00:31:37,272
Not anymore. Not at this stage.

299
00:31:37,856 --> 00:31:38,773
Then what?

300
00:31:39,399 --> 00:31:41,443
I pray for loved ones, I guess.

301
00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:46,281
For my mom, dad, friends and my Chum.

302
00:31:47,324 --> 00:31:50,869
I prayed for their long, healthy lives.

303
00:31:52,579 --> 00:31:56,875
Now let's pull a fortune stick.
Who'll get a better one?

304
00:31:57,083 --> 00:31:59,502
It's not a competition.

305
00:32:01,296 --> 00:32:02,881
I got "excellent luck"!

306
00:32:03,715 --> 00:32:08,011
"Your maladies will eventually heal", it says.

307
00:32:08,929 --> 00:32:11,056
That's not what I hear.

308
00:32:13,224 --> 00:32:14,309
What's yours?

309
00:32:15,143 --> 00:32:17,062
"Uncertain luck", huh?

310
00:32:18,188 --> 00:32:19,981
I guess you lose.

311
00:32:22,275 --> 00:32:23,902
There it is.

312
00:32:27,656 --> 00:32:30,742
We're staying there? You're joking!

313
00:32:31,910 --> 00:32:34,746
I'm using all my savings before I die.

314
00:32:36,289 --> 00:32:37,916
Hurry up.

315
00:33:08,405 --> 00:33:12,367
It appears there was some mistake.

316
00:33:15,161 --> 00:33:17,956
The rooms were double booked.

317
00:33:19,207 --> 00:33:21,626
That's too bad.

318
00:33:23,003 --> 00:33:25,797
But it's their mistake.

319
00:33:25,964 --> 00:33:29,551
So they've actually offered us
a much better room.

320
00:33:31,094 --> 00:33:32,804
That's nice of them.

321
00:33:35,140 --> 00:33:36,391
But listen...

322
00:33:38,309 --> 00:33:41,730
it's only one room. Is that okay?

323
00:33:42,897 --> 00:33:44,065
What?

324
00:33:45,608 --> 00:33:48,319
This place is huge! They say it's their best.

325
00:33:48,486 --> 00:33:52,824
It's even got a living room! Wow!

326
00:33:54,325 --> 00:33:56,286
Look at the view!

327
00:33:57,996 --> 00:33:59,622
Is this on purpose?

328
00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:04,669
Don't be a downer.
You have to believe in your luck.

329
00:34:04,836 --> 00:34:09,674
I don't mean the upgrade.
I'm talking about the one room.

330
00:34:11,468 --> 00:34:13,344
So soft!

331
00:34:14,512 --> 00:34:17,640
Sharing a bed is kind of exciting, huh?

332
00:34:17,849 --> 00:34:21,186
Don't be stupid! I'll take the sofa.

333
00:34:21,853 --> 00:34:27,525
What? We scored the best bed!
You can't miss an experience like this.

334
00:34:28,109 --> 00:34:30,361
I'll lie on it later, then.

335
00:34:30,528 --> 00:34:33,865
You're not happy about sleeping with a girl?

336
00:34:35,658 --> 00:34:37,869
Save it for a boyfriend.

337
00:34:40,872 --> 00:34:43,708
I guess I'll take a bath, then.

338
00:34:44,042 --> 00:34:46,044
Bath time, bath time.

339
00:34:57,722 --> 00:35:02,018
I am innocent. Nothing to feel guilty about.

340
00:35:03,061 --> 00:35:05,814
We're just chums, remember?

341
00:35:08,900 --> 00:35:13,738
Hey, Chum? Can you fetch me
the cleansing cream?

342
00:35:14,989 --> 00:35:15,840
What?

343
00:35:15,949 --> 00:35:20,078
It's in my backpack. In a yellow pouch.

344
00:35:30,630 --> 00:35:32,590
Hurry it up.

345
00:35:36,803 --> 00:35:37,762
Enter.

346
00:36:05,123 --> 00:36:06,916
What're you drinking?

347
00:36:07,083 --> 00:36:11,296
My first drink. It's on the list, too.

348
00:36:12,255 --> 00:36:16,134
I want to do some things reserved for adults.

349
00:36:18,428 --> 00:36:20,638
Well, you're drunk on one sip.

350
00:36:25,143 --> 00:36:26,769
Truth or dare.

351
00:36:26,978 --> 00:36:27,829
What?

352
00:36:27,896 --> 00:36:29,314
It's a game.

353
00:36:30,023 --> 00:36:32,108
I'll explain as we play.

354
00:36:32,775 --> 00:36:38,156
Whoever draws the larger number
gets to ask for a "truth" or "dare".

355
00:36:39,991 --> 00:36:40,909
Ready?

356
00:36:41,701 --> 00:36:42,660
Draw.

357
00:36:43,953 --> 00:36:47,832
Yes! I win. Do you want "truth" or "dare"?

358
00:36:49,167 --> 00:36:50,084
Meaning?

359
00:36:50,210 --> 00:36:53,838
"Truth" means you must answer a question.

360
00:36:54,005 --> 00:36:58,343
"Dare" means you have to do as requested.

361
00:36:58,509 --> 00:37:00,345
Truth or dare.

362
00:37:02,972 --> 00:37:04,098
Truth.

363
00:37:04,224 --> 00:37:08,436
Okay. Who do you think
is the cutest girl in our class?

364
00:37:09,145 --> 00:37:12,315
You're starting with a question like that?

365
00:37:12,440 --> 00:37:15,026
Come on, tell me. Who is it?

366
00:37:15,610 --> 00:37:18,863
I don't judge people by appearance.

367
00:37:18,988 --> 00:37:21,199
Well, that's what I'm asking.

368
00:37:21,699 --> 00:37:24,285
Who do you think is the cutest?

369
00:37:26,829 --> 00:37:27,872
Let's see.

370
00:37:29,540 --> 00:37:31,668
The girl who's good in Math.

371
00:37:31,793 --> 00:37:36,297
Hina? So it's not me.

372
00:37:36,464 --> 00:37:39,384
I see. So that's your type, huh?

373
00:37:39,550 --> 00:37:40,885
Moving on.

374
00:37:43,846 --> 00:37:45,723
Truth or dare.

375
00:37:46,933 --> 00:37:48,059
Truth.

376
00:37:48,518 --> 00:37:52,188
If Hina is number one, what number am I?

377
00:37:54,732 --> 00:38:00,071
I can't picture everyone's faces,
but based on what I remember...

378
00:38:01,823 --> 00:38:02,673
number 3.

379
00:38:02,740 --> 00:38:05,368
Seriously? I'm so embarrassed.

380
00:38:05,493 --> 00:38:06,995
Well, you asked.

381
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:09,914
I didn't expect such honesty.

382
00:38:10,081 --> 00:38:11,916
I want to end it quickly.

383
00:38:12,417 --> 00:38:15,837
Let's take our time. The night is long.

384
00:38:17,255 --> 00:38:18,381
Draw.

385
00:38:20,383 --> 00:38:22,760
Your happiest moment.

386
00:38:22,885 --> 00:38:26,264
Is that all? I'd tell you my measurements.

387
00:38:26,389 --> 00:38:27,281
Just answer.

388
00:38:27,307 --> 00:38:29,017
Who do you admire?

389
00:38:29,142 --> 00:38:33,021
Is this a job interview?
Ask something more fun.

390
00:38:41,571 --> 00:38:42,947
Yes!

391
00:38:48,828 --> 00:38:54,459
I'll pose a question and a dare up front.
You have to choose.

392
00:38:54,834 --> 00:38:55,793
What?

393
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:57,712
For truth...

394
00:38:59,130 --> 00:39:01,758
tell me 3 things you like about me.

395
00:39:04,093 --> 00:39:05,970
For a dare, you must...

396
00:39:07,472 --> 00:39:09,390
carry me to the bed.

397
00:39:27,700 --> 00:39:28,951
What's the hand?

398
00:39:29,118 --> 00:39:30,995
Let me help you up.

399
00:39:31,162 --> 00:39:34,832
I told you. You have to carry me.

400
00:39:35,875 --> 00:39:41,297
Will it be piggyback? Or princess...

401
00:39:57,230 --> 00:39:59,774
Thanks for the princess style.

402
00:40:00,900 --> 00:40:03,528
It's been a dream since childhood.

403
00:40:07,490 --> 00:40:09,700
Now for the last round.

404
00:40:09,909 --> 00:40:11,536
Rock, scissors, paper, go!

405
00:40:12,912 --> 00:40:14,872
We didn't need cards.

406
00:40:15,039 --> 00:40:18,793
Who cares? Truth or dare.

407
00:40:20,461 --> 00:40:21,671
Truth.

408
00:40:23,047 --> 00:40:24,382
If I told you...

409
00:40:26,717 --> 00:40:30,054
that I was actually terrified of dying...

410
00:40:31,556 --> 00:40:32,723
what would you do?

411
00:40:58,082 --> 00:40:59,333
Dare.

412
00:41:01,335 --> 00:41:02,545
Unfair.

413
00:41:10,219 --> 00:41:12,096
You're sharing the bed.

414
00:41:14,307 --> 00:41:16,517
I won't accept no.

415
00:42:09,737 --> 00:42:11,155
Hello?

416
00:42:11,489 --> 00:42:13,741
Sakura, where are you?

417
00:42:13,908 --> 00:42:18,496
Your mom called thinking
you were sleeping at my house.

418
00:42:19,330 --> 00:42:21,165
I played along.

419
00:42:22,625 --> 00:42:25,336
Where are you? Who're you with?

420
00:42:25,461 --> 00:42:29,298
In Hakata with Chum.

421
00:42:30,841 --> 00:42:31,968
What?

422
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:37,515
Are you serious? In Hakata? With him?

423
00:42:41,435 --> 00:42:43,479
I'll explain everything someday.

424
00:42:44,522 --> 00:42:48,693
But for now, just indulge me.

425
00:42:50,319 --> 00:42:52,029
Please, Kyoko?

426
00:43:02,290 --> 00:43:03,791
Fine.

427
00:43:06,043 --> 00:43:07,295
Thanks.

428
00:43:08,462 --> 00:43:10,840
With conditions.

429
00:43:11,591 --> 00:43:12,800
Anything.

430
00:43:13,259 --> 00:43:17,722
Bring me a souvenir. Get home safely.

431
00:43:19,390 --> 00:43:22,560
And give him a message from me.

432
00:43:23,686 --> 00:43:26,856
If anything happens to you, he dies.

433
00:43:31,235 --> 00:43:32,361
Got it.

434
00:43:39,994 --> 00:43:43,914
I think you're going to be killed by Kyoko.

435
00:43:45,291 --> 00:43:46,417
Why?

436
00:43:47,251 --> 00:43:52,089
You've got to explain to her that
nothing happened. Promise me.

437
00:43:52,923 --> 00:43:55,259
I'll leave Kyoko to you.

438
00:43:55,926 --> 00:43:57,011
What?

439
00:43:57,428 --> 00:44:00,264
I told you I had a boyfriend, right?

440
00:44:01,182 --> 00:44:05,686
I started dating him
at Kyoko's fervent request.

441
00:44:06,562 --> 00:44:09,940
But he angered easily and was possessive.

442
00:44:12,401 --> 00:44:15,946
Kyoko is a poor judge of men.

443
00:44:18,866 --> 00:44:22,787
She acts tough, but she's actually vulnerable.

444
00:44:24,955 --> 00:44:27,291
I worry about leaving her alone.

445
00:44:32,963 --> 00:44:38,469
So if I die, I want you to
become friends with her.

446
00:44:42,807 --> 00:44:44,642
Look after Kyoko.

447
00:44:55,611 --> 00:45:00,157
Let's take another trip together.
Next in summer.

448
00:45:01,283 --> 00:45:04,328
Summer, huh? Sounds nice.

449
00:45:04,745 --> 00:45:07,498
What, no argument? How surprising.

450
00:45:08,666 --> 00:45:10,668
I guess you had fun.

451
00:45:11,752 --> 00:45:14,839
Yeah, it was fun.

452
00:45:19,969 --> 00:45:22,638
What? Trying to steal my pancreas?

453
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:24,849
No, you showed yourself.

454
00:45:27,309 --> 00:45:30,354
But yeah, I had fun, too.

455
00:45:32,648 --> 00:45:38,195
In return, when I die,
I'll let you eat my pancreas.

456
00:45:38,529 --> 00:45:43,200
Ew. No, thanks. Plus, I'm not sick.

457
00:45:43,367 --> 00:45:48,706
They say if you do,
the person's soul lives on in you.

458
00:46:02,470 --> 00:46:03,888
I want to live on...

459
00:46:08,058 --> 00:46:10,227
inside the people I love.

460
00:47:06,325 --> 00:47:07,535
What's this?

461
00:47:08,953 --> 00:47:10,621
No reply yet?

462
00:47:13,958 --> 00:47:14,959
Listen...

463
00:47:16,710 --> 00:47:19,463
what would Sakura think?

464
00:47:21,465 --> 00:47:23,259
About us.

465
00:47:25,553 --> 00:47:27,972
Is this what she would want?

466
00:47:34,979 --> 00:47:38,399
Would she be happy for us?

467
00:47:41,777 --> 00:47:46,740
Of course she would.
She'd say, "You've made a good catch".

468
00:47:47,741 --> 00:47:51,453
No. Maybe she'd have opposed it.

469
00:47:52,538 --> 00:47:56,333
She said I was a poor judge of men.

470
00:47:57,626 --> 00:47:58,544
How rude.

471
00:48:06,719 --> 00:48:10,514
"Attend / Not Attend"

472
00:48:54,975 --> 00:48:56,060
Hey, Shiga.

473
00:48:57,561 --> 00:49:00,898
Why'd you throw out your indoor shoes?

474
00:49:01,398 --> 00:49:02,291
What?

475
00:49:02,316 --> 00:49:07,905
They were in the trash. They're still clean.

476
00:49:09,907 --> 00:49:13,327
Thanks. I was looking for them.

477
00:49:13,744 --> 00:49:15,913
I see. Be careful.

478
00:49:18,624 --> 00:49:19,959
Want gum?

479
00:49:21,418 --> 00:49:24,588
No, but thanks.

480
00:49:28,759 --> 00:49:32,012
She's giving you a dirty look again.

481
00:49:52,783 --> 00:49:54,868
Where'd it go?

482
00:50:02,668 --> 00:50:03,961
Lose something?

483
00:50:05,337 --> 00:50:07,047
No, not really.

484
00:50:09,508 --> 00:50:10,968
Must be rough.

485
00:50:12,386 --> 00:50:16,932
Tell me if I can help.
I'm class president after all.

486
00:50:19,143 --> 00:50:20,269
Okay.

487
00:50:24,773 --> 00:50:28,902
Where's Sakura? I have a printout to give her.

488
00:50:30,195 --> 00:50:31,321
She's not here.

489
00:50:34,074 --> 00:50:38,078
She probably won't come...to avoid rumors.

490
00:50:38,412 --> 00:50:40,956
I see. Never mind, then.

491
00:50:43,167 --> 00:50:44,168
See ya.

492
00:50:58,307 --> 00:51:02,936
Kyoko's all over me like a bodyguard.
I'll pass for a while.

493
00:51:03,937 --> 00:51:07,941
But you're coming over to my place today.

494
00:51:08,817 --> 00:51:09,943
"My place"?

495
00:51:45,062 --> 00:51:46,563
Come in.

496
00:51:52,611 --> 00:51:54,571
Why am I here?

497
00:51:54,738 --> 00:51:57,699
To avoid fueling rumors at school.

498
00:51:58,075 --> 00:52:01,578
A lot of eyes are on you right now.

499
00:52:03,997 --> 00:52:06,750
I'll bring tea. Check out the books.

500
00:52:57,384 --> 00:52:59,970
I think I lost the book you lent me.

501
00:53:00,137 --> 00:53:02,222
My parents aren't home.

502
00:53:03,473 --> 00:53:04,324
What?

503
00:53:05,475 --> 00:53:06,977
So I called you over.

504
00:53:13,400 --> 00:53:16,570
You've no intention of
making me your girlfriend?

505
00:53:20,157 --> 00:53:21,450
What's this about?

506
00:53:23,619 --> 00:53:27,164
No. Absolutely not.

507
00:53:29,625 --> 00:53:31,001
Okay. You pass.

508
00:53:39,426 --> 00:53:44,181
Before I die, the last thing I want to do.

509
00:53:47,059 --> 00:53:51,980
Something I shouldn't do with a boy
who isn't my boyfriend.

510
00:54:05,035 --> 00:54:06,620
This is a hug.

511
00:54:08,288 --> 00:54:12,876
But what I shouldn't do goes from here.

512
00:54:36,817 --> 00:54:38,485
Fooled you.

513
00:54:39,528 --> 00:54:41,321
I'm just messing around.

514
00:54:41,989 --> 00:54:46,076
But you got so quiet, it began to feel real.

515
00:54:50,247 --> 00:54:51,707
Knock it off.

516
00:54:52,582 --> 00:54:54,042
Knock it off!

517
00:54:56,086 --> 00:54:58,255
I was just kidding.

518
00:54:58,422 --> 00:55:02,259
Let go of me, okay? Let go!

519
00:55:16,648 --> 00:55:17,774
Sorry.

520
00:55:34,124 --> 00:55:35,208
What're you doing?

521
00:55:45,010 --> 00:55:49,806
You don't live around here. Why are you here?

522
00:55:56,646 --> 00:55:59,274
Why are you outside Sakura's house?

523
00:56:02,319 --> 00:56:04,279
How could she do this?

524
00:56:07,783 --> 00:56:12,496
We're not what you think we are.

525
00:56:12,662 --> 00:56:14,122
Then what is it?

526
00:56:16,249 --> 00:56:17,459
It's nothing.

527
00:56:17,959 --> 00:56:20,921
Hold it! I'm not finished!

528
00:56:21,046 --> 00:56:22,005
But she...

529
00:56:23,256 --> 00:56:25,342
doesn't like possessive people.

530
00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:28,470
Her last boyfriend was one.

531
00:56:32,432 --> 00:56:33,767
Who's possessive?

532
00:56:48,615 --> 00:56:49,866
So it was you.

533
00:56:52,202 --> 00:56:53,703
What're you doing?

534
00:57:04,923 --> 00:57:08,635
Sakura? Why're you with him?

535
00:57:13,765 --> 00:57:18,353
Don't come near the people around me.

536
00:57:33,368 --> 00:57:36,371
I'll lend you my dad's clothes. Take a shower.

537
00:57:38,165 --> 00:57:39,166
I'm fine.

538
00:57:41,168 --> 00:57:42,586
More importantly...

539
00:57:45,005 --> 00:57:46,339
I apologize.

540
00:57:47,883 --> 00:57:49,342
For before.

541
00:57:51,052 --> 00:57:52,387
Me, too.

542
00:57:54,764 --> 00:57:56,016
I'm sorry.

543
00:58:05,275 --> 00:58:09,321
I got this a little dirty.

544
00:58:16,411 --> 00:58:18,580
He was your boyfriend.

545
00:58:27,297 --> 00:58:29,257
Should I be around you?

546
00:58:32,469 --> 00:58:36,473
I suppose he was right, I...

547
00:58:38,725 --> 00:58:42,938
met you at the hospital by chance,
and got carried along.

548
00:58:44,606 --> 00:58:48,985
But you should be
with someone who cares more deeply...

549
00:58:49,152 --> 00:58:50,278
No.

550
00:58:54,616 --> 00:58:56,159
You're wrong.

551
00:58:57,702 --> 00:58:59,287
It wasn't by chance.

552
00:59:01,373 --> 00:59:03,124
You weren't "carried along".

553
00:59:05,502 --> 00:59:10,006
We've all chosen to be here.

554
00:59:12,217 --> 00:59:14,844
Our being in the same class.

555
00:59:16,346 --> 00:59:19,140
The hospital wasn't a coincidence.

556
00:59:20,976 --> 00:59:22,811
It's not even destiny.

557
00:59:25,355 --> 00:59:31,486
The choices you've made,
and the choices I've made...

558
00:59:32,028 --> 00:59:33,822
brought us together.

559
00:59:43,540 --> 00:59:48,795
We met each other of our own will.

560
00:59:59,264 --> 01:00:00,890
Morning!

561
01:00:01,975 --> 01:00:05,478
Kyoko, your wedding is approaching.

562
01:00:05,812 --> 01:00:07,606
Aren't you busy?

563
01:00:07,606 --> 01:00:10,150
No, plus flowers are living things.

564
01:00:10,275 --> 01:00:13,570
They still need tender love and care.

565
01:00:13,987 --> 01:00:14,838
Okay.

566
01:00:45,935 --> 01:00:47,896
Hey, grim reaper!

567
01:00:59,282 --> 01:01:02,077
Sakura's in the hospital with appendicitis.

568
01:01:02,786 --> 01:01:03,620
What?

569
01:01:04,788 --> 01:01:10,418
It's like you put a curse on her.
She's always been so healthy!

570
01:01:11,127 --> 01:01:12,462
Are you listening?

571
01:01:14,798 --> 01:01:17,634
Nothing good comes of you with her...

572
01:01:17,801 --> 01:01:21,596
so I order you stay away from her.

573
01:01:45,286 --> 01:01:46,371
Hey.

574
01:01:48,832 --> 01:01:52,502
Ah! Why didn't you tell me you were coming!

575
01:01:52,669 --> 01:01:55,296
My hair's a mess!

576
01:01:56,172 --> 01:01:59,426
It's not appendicitis, is it? How are you?

577
01:01:59,676 --> 01:02:03,012
I'm fine. I'm in here for tests.

578
01:02:03,263 --> 01:02:05,640
My numbers are off.

579
01:02:06,224 --> 01:02:08,268
I'll be out in 2 weeks.

580
01:02:11,521 --> 01:02:12,647
I'm glad.

581
01:02:14,065 --> 01:02:16,860
Do you need class notes?

582
01:02:17,652 --> 01:02:23,199
Emotion is the essence of poetry.
Like a prayer or supplication.

583
01:02:23,366 --> 01:02:28,288
That's why words are uttered at will,
spat out in a series.

584
01:02:29,748 --> 01:02:32,625
Got it. Thanks.

585
01:02:33,460 --> 01:02:34,878
You're welcome.

586
01:02:37,589 --> 01:02:40,508
You should become a teacher.

587
01:02:41,259 --> 01:02:42,151
What?

588
01:02:42,218 --> 01:02:44,012
You have the aptitude.

589
01:02:45,346 --> 01:02:47,557
I prefer to be alone.

590
01:02:48,308 --> 01:02:51,060
And I'm not good with people.

591
01:02:51,436 --> 01:02:55,148
I think I'm a good judge of character.

592
01:03:02,030 --> 01:03:05,658
Kyoko will be here soon.

593
01:03:07,619 --> 01:03:11,414
That's okay. I want you two to be friends.

594
01:03:12,665 --> 01:03:15,251
Well I'm not prepared to see her.

595
01:03:16,002 --> 01:03:18,254
Come on. Give it a shot.

596
01:03:18,421 --> 01:03:19,297
What?

597
01:03:19,297 --> 01:03:20,882
Practice making friends.

598
01:03:21,049 --> 01:03:21,925
Practice?

599
01:03:22,091 --> 01:03:25,220
"I'd like us to be friends." Go.

600
01:03:25,470 --> 01:03:26,304
No way.

601
01:03:26,304 --> 01:03:28,139
You have to.

602
01:03:31,935 --> 01:03:33,686
I'd like us to be friends.

603
01:03:33,853 --> 01:03:34,896
Louder.

604
01:03:36,105 --> 01:03:37,565
I'd like us to be friends.

605
01:03:37,732 --> 01:03:39,776
Make eye contact.

606
01:03:39,943 --> 01:03:41,694
I'd like us to be friends.

607
01:03:41,861 --> 01:03:43,071
That's awful.

608
01:03:43,238 --> 01:03:46,991
Never mind.
Kyoko will reject the offer, anyway.

609
01:03:47,116 --> 01:03:48,243
I'll go.

610
01:03:51,120 --> 01:03:51,955
See ya.

611
01:04:00,505 --> 01:04:02,632
Why're you here?

612
01:04:03,466 --> 01:04:04,300
Well...

613
01:04:04,425 --> 01:04:09,806
Say Chum? Where's my dad's sweats
and underpants I lent you?

614
01:04:09,931 --> 01:04:11,140
But I didn't!

615
01:04:11,266 --> 01:04:12,809
Underpants?

616
01:04:20,191 --> 01:04:23,903
Miss Sakura was the reason
you became a teacher?

617
01:04:26,322 --> 01:04:31,327
I believed her when she said
I was suited for it. Laughable, huh?

618
01:04:36,165 --> 01:04:40,837
I've been a teacher for 6 years total,
one year here.

619
01:04:42,505 --> 01:04:47,510
But I still wonder
if it was truly the right decision.

620
01:04:50,305 --> 01:04:53,016
I ask myself the same question daily.

621
01:04:54,392 --> 01:04:59,981
Am I interacting with my students
faithfully and honestly?

622
01:05:05,403 --> 01:05:07,280
Don't quit, Sir.

623
01:05:07,405 --> 01:05:08,314
Huh?

624
01:05:08,990 --> 01:05:11,367
I mean...if you do...

625
01:05:14,037 --> 01:05:16,831
Miss Sakura will be sad.

626
01:05:21,085 --> 01:05:25,256
"Letter of resignation"

627
01:06:14,263 --> 01:06:15,264
Sakura...

628
01:06:17,183 --> 01:06:19,936
seems tough, but hurts easily than most.

629
01:06:20,812 --> 01:06:23,690
Don't get close unless you mean it.

630
01:06:29,404 --> 01:06:31,364
You really love her, don't you.

631
01:06:33,241 --> 01:06:34,617
Of course I do.

632
01:06:41,290 --> 01:06:42,625
When I...

633
01:06:44,627 --> 01:06:46,087
was in middle school...

634
01:06:48,256 --> 01:06:50,049
I had no friends.

635
01:06:52,969 --> 01:06:58,933
Sakura was the only one
who would always smile and talk to me.

636
01:07:00,977 --> 01:07:03,563
Without her, I would've been alone.

637
01:07:05,398 --> 01:07:07,817
Even now probably.

638
01:07:17,744 --> 01:07:20,079
She's the only friend I need.

639
01:07:20,496 --> 01:07:21,497
So if...

640
01:07:23,416 --> 01:07:25,334
you hurt her...

641
01:07:29,505 --> 01:07:31,007
I'd never forgive you.

642
01:07:35,261 --> 01:07:38,347
I hear he's stalking her.

643
01:07:38,514 --> 01:07:40,850
Sneaking into her hospital bed.

644
01:07:41,267 --> 01:07:43,186
And stole Sakura's panties.

645
01:07:44,437 --> 01:07:47,815
Stalker? Everyone sure likes to talk.

646
01:07:49,150 --> 01:07:51,819
Any idea why they do that?

647
01:07:51,944 --> 01:07:53,946
I really don't know.

648
01:07:54,864 --> 01:07:56,866
Because I'm with you.

649
01:07:56,991 --> 01:08:01,037
Nope. It's because you don't talk to them.

650
01:08:01,996 --> 01:08:02,889
What?

651
01:08:03,081 --> 01:08:07,877
They don't know you very well. Talk to them.

652
01:08:08,044 --> 01:08:10,171
It's a waste of time.

653
01:08:10,671 --> 01:08:13,883
Once you're gone, I'll be a loner again.

654
01:08:14,467 --> 01:08:16,969
They'll forget about me.

655
01:08:17,136 --> 01:08:20,473
I can't die thinking that.

656
01:08:22,100 --> 01:08:26,062
If they knew you, they'd understand you better.

657
01:08:26,229 --> 01:08:28,564
Don't worry about later.

658
01:08:29,565 --> 01:08:32,902
I don't care if I'm liked or not.

659
01:08:33,069 --> 01:08:35,071
You're so self-contained.

660
01:08:36,489 --> 01:08:40,660
For example, don't you care
what I think of you?

661
01:08:41,494 --> 01:08:45,248
- What?
- How do you think I regard you?

662
01:08:46,040 --> 01:08:49,210
I don't know. As a chum?

663
01:08:49,377 --> 01:08:50,419
Wrong.

664
01:08:50,586 --> 01:08:52,046
Then what?

665
01:08:53,256 --> 01:08:54,298
I'm not telling.

666
01:08:55,007 --> 01:08:57,593
Maybe I'll write it in my diary.

667
01:08:57,760 --> 01:08:58,970
Oh, come on.

668
01:09:02,098 --> 01:09:04,267
You can read it when I die.

669
01:09:05,643 --> 01:09:08,229
I give you permission only.

670
01:09:14,861 --> 01:09:16,445
Let's swear on it.

671
01:09:21,492 --> 01:09:22,952
Pinky swear.

672
01:09:31,127 --> 01:09:32,378
I swear.

673
01:10:20,426 --> 01:10:24,305
"Living with Illness Diary"

674
01:10:36,692 --> 01:10:42,531
"Pancreatic: disease hides itself.
When discovered, it's too late."

675
01:10:44,408 --> 01:10:49,121
"Symptoms advance gradually,
weakening the body quietly."

676
01:10:57,588 --> 01:10:59,966
"Sakura Yamauchi"

677
01:11:04,553 --> 01:11:05,805
Hello?

678
01:11:06,514 --> 01:11:11,060
If I sneak out right now,
will you take a trip with me?

679
01:11:13,396 --> 01:11:17,733
No way. I don't want to be a murderer.

680
01:11:17,900 --> 01:11:19,485
It's okay.

681
01:11:19,610 --> 01:11:25,157
It's standard for a dying girl
to escape the hospital and die outside.

682
01:11:27,285 --> 01:11:28,577
Absolutely not.

683
01:11:29,662 --> 01:11:31,998
I want to see cherry blossoms.

684
01:11:33,249 --> 01:11:38,087
Cherry blossoms? They're long gone.

685
01:11:38,254 --> 01:11:40,089
Not so.

686
01:11:40,256 --> 01:11:42,883
They pretend to fall,
but actually keep on blooming.

687
01:11:43,759 --> 01:11:49,223
They immediately sprout their next buds
before going to sleep.

688
01:11:50,349 --> 01:11:52,184
They haven't disappeared.

689
01:11:53,561 --> 01:11:56,355
They lie in wait to surprise everyone.

690
01:11:57,815 --> 01:12:02,570
The next time it's warm,
they bloom again all at once.

691
01:12:04,572 --> 01:12:06,782
"Surprise!"

692
01:12:12,955 --> 01:12:14,457
What happened?

693
01:13:10,221 --> 01:13:11,472
Oh my.

694
01:13:13,224 --> 01:13:14,517
You came.

695
01:13:16,102 --> 01:13:17,853
I had a bad feeling.

696
01:13:18,854 --> 01:13:23,609
You figured it out.
My stay here has lengthened.

697
01:13:26,445 --> 01:13:27,530
I see.

698
01:13:31,325 --> 01:13:32,451
Hey.

699
01:13:35,204 --> 01:13:36,872
Can we do...

700
01:13:38,082 --> 01:13:42,711
just one round of Truth or Dare?

701
01:13:43,879 --> 01:13:46,382
Just ask me anything directly.

702
01:13:47,216 --> 01:13:50,511
That requires incredible courage.

703
01:13:51,720 --> 01:13:56,559
People are all cowards at heart,
so we leave it to fate.

704
01:14:00,229 --> 01:14:01,564
Draw.

705
01:14:09,029 --> 01:14:14,910
I'd always thought at times like these,
God sided with the sick.

706
01:14:17,955 --> 01:14:19,248
What now?

707
01:14:20,374 --> 01:14:22,209
Gotta play the game.

708
01:14:26,589 --> 01:14:27,756
Okay.

709
01:14:29,884 --> 01:14:31,927
Truth or dare.

710
01:14:33,095 --> 01:14:34,722
Truth.

711
01:14:42,521 --> 01:14:44,523
What am I to you?

712
01:14:54,325 --> 01:14:55,117
No.

713
01:14:58,370 --> 01:15:02,917
What is life to you?

714
01:15:04,293 --> 01:15:05,503
What?

715
01:15:08,339 --> 01:15:12,301
Wow. Coming with the serious question?

716
01:15:27,608 --> 01:15:30,653
Souls connecting with each other?

717
01:15:33,155 --> 01:15:34,323
Maybe?

718
01:15:38,244 --> 01:15:42,831
Acknowledging someone, liking them.

719
01:15:44,166 --> 01:15:45,501
Hating them.

720
01:15:47,670 --> 01:15:52,341
Holding hands with someone.

721
01:15:53,592 --> 01:15:57,346
Hugging them, passing them.

722
01:15:59,515 --> 01:16:01,016
That's life.

723
01:16:03,018 --> 01:16:06,689
Alone, you don't know that you're living.

724
01:16:09,066 --> 01:16:10,276
Yeah.

725
01:16:10,859 --> 01:16:16,031
Loving and hating,
enjoying life and feeling dreary.

726
01:16:18,242 --> 01:16:24,206
That confusion that you experience
when interacting with people...

727
01:16:28,961 --> 01:16:32,715
is the proof that says, "I'm alive".

728
01:16:46,395 --> 01:16:47,354
That's why...

729
01:16:50,899 --> 01:16:53,569
I'm glad to be with you like this.

730
01:16:57,573 --> 01:16:59,742
The time you've spent with me...

731
01:17:02,411 --> 01:17:05,080
is a precious treasure.

732
01:17:21,305 --> 01:17:24,016
I wish I could've taken another trip.

733
01:17:27,394 --> 01:17:29,772
Why do you sound like you can't?

734
01:17:33,776 --> 01:17:35,277
Is that how I sounded?

735
01:17:35,402 --> 01:17:36,445
Yeah.

736
01:17:39,615 --> 01:17:40,908
You can't die.

737
01:17:41,325 --> 01:17:45,704
But I will. I'll die and so will you.

738
01:17:45,829 --> 01:17:47,247
I don't mean that.

739
01:17:47,414 --> 01:17:51,126
I'm going to die of pancreatic failure, too.

740
01:17:51,293 --> 01:17:52,461
Not that either!

741
01:17:56,340 --> 01:17:57,800
Just not yet.

742
01:18:02,054 --> 01:18:05,474
You're hiding something. It's obvious.

743
01:18:06,517 --> 01:18:09,561
You reacted strangely when I asked.

744
01:18:10,479 --> 01:18:15,067
I may not look it to you,
but I'm worried about you.

745
01:18:19,154 --> 01:18:21,156
You want me to live?

746
01:18:26,203 --> 01:18:27,329
Very much.

747
01:18:34,128 --> 01:18:38,006
I can't believe you need me that much.

748
01:18:53,522 --> 01:18:57,109
When you get out, let's travel again.

749
01:18:58,652 --> 01:19:00,696
Go see cherry blossoms.

750
01:19:06,785 --> 01:19:08,287
So promise me.

751
01:19:11,206 --> 01:19:12,541
You'll get out.

752
01:19:23,802 --> 01:19:26,722
I wonder what Miss Sakura wanted to ask.

753
01:19:28,640 --> 01:19:30,392
In Truth or Dare.

754
01:19:35,063 --> 01:19:36,315
I don't know.

755
01:19:44,782 --> 01:19:46,366
I don't know that.

756
01:19:51,455 --> 01:19:52,915
It ended...

757
01:19:55,709 --> 01:19:56,919
without asking.

758
01:20:09,890 --> 01:20:12,768
They're letting me out tomorrow!

759
01:20:12,935 --> 01:20:13,894
Really?

760
01:20:18,565 --> 01:20:20,901
"Cherry blossoms tomorrow!"

761
01:20:23,278 --> 01:20:28,367
I found it. A place where cherry trees
bloom after spring.

762
01:20:30,828 --> 01:20:33,747
Ezo sakura bloom in mid-June.

763
01:20:36,792 --> 01:20:38,377
This spot is amazing.

764
01:20:42,297 --> 01:20:46,134
After Kyushu, it's Hokkaido. Bon voyage.

765
01:20:48,178 --> 01:20:52,307
Thanks so much. How'd you know this?

766
01:20:53,267 --> 01:20:55,060
Photos are my hobby.

767
01:20:59,273 --> 01:21:00,524
Want gum?

768
01:21:02,568 --> 01:21:03,735
Yeah.

769
01:21:10,367 --> 01:21:11,535
What?

770
01:21:12,369 --> 01:21:13,412
Nothing.

771
01:21:13,704 --> 01:21:15,622
- What?
- Nothing.

772
01:21:20,919 --> 01:21:22,004
Good?

773
01:21:22,087 --> 01:21:23,255
Yup.

774
01:21:38,186 --> 01:21:41,440
"Hokkaido Scenic Spots"

775
01:21:43,650 --> 01:21:46,862
1. Meet at the Sweets Paradise.

776
01:21:47,529 --> 01:21:51,116
2. Fly to Kushiro Airport.

777
01:21:51,867 --> 01:21:56,204
3. Ride the Hanasaki Line and eat crab.

778
01:22:03,629 --> 01:22:05,130
I'm out!

779
01:22:07,341 --> 01:22:10,344
I took a little time getting dressed.

780
01:22:11,428 --> 01:22:16,475
I have to return some library books
I borrowed for the hospital.

781
01:22:18,352 --> 01:22:19,728
Congratulations.

782
01:22:21,063 --> 01:22:26,068
I don't feel your excitement.
I need stronger praise.

783
01:22:27,486 --> 01:22:29,029
I can't think of any.

784
01:22:30,072 --> 01:22:32,074
Hurry, I'm waiting.

785
01:22:33,909 --> 01:22:36,578
You're the 3rd cutest in the class.

786
01:22:37,287 --> 01:22:41,917
What's that? Do I have to get sick again?

787
01:22:47,047 --> 01:22:50,717
You're very strong. Heroic.

788
01:22:51,885 --> 01:22:55,430
You love life. You love the world.

789
01:22:56,264 --> 01:22:59,851
You love people, and love yourself.

790
01:23:01,937 --> 01:23:03,605
You truly are amazing.

791
01:23:04,481 --> 01:23:09,945
If I must confess...I want to be like you.

792
01:23:11,822 --> 01:23:16,952
A person who affirms others,
and is affirmed by others.

793
01:23:17,995 --> 01:23:22,582
A person who can love people.
A person loved by people.

794
01:23:23,625 --> 01:23:29,589
To be someone who can feel alive
by more connection with others.

795
01:23:30,799 --> 01:23:33,218
Can I become like you?

796
01:23:34,928 --> 01:23:38,890
No, no amount of words seem enough.

797
01:23:55,949 --> 01:23:58,618
To be completely frank...

798
01:24:02,414 --> 01:24:05,917
"Let me eat your pancreas."

799
01:24:05,959 --> 01:24:07,627
"To Sakura Yamauchi"

800
01:24:07,627 --> 01:24:09,296
"Sending"

801
01:24:34,696 --> 01:24:38,700
I never received a response.

802
01:24:39,910 --> 01:24:41,828
I waited for hours.

803
01:24:43,663 --> 01:24:46,625
Heavy rain is forecast for tomorrow.

804
01:24:47,209 --> 01:24:51,963
Sad news just in, a teenage girl
Sakura Yamauchi...

805
01:24:52,089 --> 01:24:55,217
was found stabbed to death around 2 p.m...

806
01:24:55,383 --> 01:24:59,513
apparently the random victim of
a ride-by assailant.

807
01:25:00,639 --> 01:25:06,186
A man called 911 to report discovery
of Miss Yamauchi's body.

808
01:25:06,311 --> 01:25:11,817
Police arrived to find Miss Yamauchi
bleeding and unconscious.

809
01:25:11,942 --> 01:25:16,404
She was rushed to a hospital,
but was soon confirmed dead.

810
01:25:31,378 --> 01:25:37,092
Sakura became a victim of the serial killer
that had terrorized the city.

811
01:25:38,135 --> 01:25:43,431
But this nameless, faceless criminal
was soon captured.

812
01:25:49,604 --> 01:25:51,314
I never saw it coming.

813
01:25:56,236 --> 01:25:58,196
I firmly believed...

814
01:26:00,866 --> 01:26:03,118
she'd make the most of...

815
01:26:05,954 --> 01:26:07,414
the time remaining.

816
01:26:13,587 --> 01:26:15,130
I was stupid.

817
01:26:16,298 --> 01:26:20,135
Because nobody knows what tomorrow will bring.

818
01:26:21,261 --> 01:26:25,473
That's why it's important
to appreciate every moment...

819
01:26:25,807 --> 01:26:30,312
to savor the present and this very day.

820
01:26:31,563 --> 01:26:35,066
That's the first lesson she taught me.

821
01:27:06,681 --> 01:27:11,603
I needed a month.

822
01:27:13,230 --> 01:27:15,023
To prepare myself.

823
01:27:19,569 --> 01:27:21,863
You can read it when I die.

824
01:27:23,823 --> 01:27:26,534
I give you permission only.

825
01:27:49,641 --> 01:27:51,851
Say goodbye properly.

826
01:27:54,145 --> 01:27:57,857
"Condolence Offering"

827
01:28:20,088 --> 01:28:21,881
Thank you for coming.

828
01:28:30,598 --> 01:28:31,891
Ma'am?

829
01:28:33,685 --> 01:28:35,270
I need to tell you something.

830
01:28:37,522 --> 01:28:38,606
I actually...

831
01:28:42,652 --> 01:28:45,447
knew of Sakura's illness.

832
01:28:48,450 --> 01:28:53,288
For so long, I couldn't muster
the courage to visit.

833
01:28:55,040 --> 01:28:56,249
But...

834
01:28:58,960 --> 01:29:01,129
may I see her...

835
01:29:06,509 --> 01:29:08,386
"Living with Illness Diary"?

836
01:29:15,602 --> 01:29:17,520
It was you.

837
01:29:23,151 --> 01:29:28,490
She told me to give this
to someone when she passes.

838
01:29:29,824 --> 01:29:35,497
She said there's only one other person
who knows of its existence.

839
01:29:40,335 --> 01:29:45,590
"And that this person may be
too scared to come to the funeral.

840
01:29:46,341 --> 01:29:48,843
"But he will come for it.

841
01:29:51,554 --> 01:29:54,057
"Please give it to him."

842
01:30:16,704 --> 01:30:22,043
April 12. So-and-so learned of my secret.

843
01:30:24,045 --> 01:30:28,466
I panicked, but pretended not to mind.

844
01:30:29,717 --> 01:30:32,303
He didn't make anything of it.

845
01:30:33,555 --> 01:30:38,560
That was a big surprise! He seemed different.

846
01:30:39,644 --> 01:30:43,022
Actually, I'd noticed him for some time.

847
01:30:44,899 --> 01:30:50,238
He was always reading,
looking as if in a struggle with himself.

848
01:30:51,906 --> 01:30:54,033
I wanted to learn more.

849
01:30:55,869 --> 01:30:59,831
I joined the Library Committee
with this classmate who knew my secret.

850
01:31:00,206 --> 01:31:03,751
The numbers are all out of order.
Did you follow this?

851
01:31:04,210 --> 01:31:08,089
I did that on purpose to gain his attention.

852
01:31:10,049 --> 01:31:12,719
I made a list of things to do before I die.

853
01:31:16,264 --> 01:31:18,766
Like an overnight trip with a boy.

854
01:31:20,268 --> 01:31:22,604
And having a great bowl of ramen.

855
01:31:25,899 --> 01:31:30,945
I want to do something I shouldn't
with a boy who's not my boyfriend.

856
01:31:32,447 --> 01:31:35,450
That was a very terrible, but good day.

857
01:31:36,618 --> 01:31:42,290
I cried a little by myself.
And I cried all day today.

858
01:31:48,004 --> 01:31:49,923
A 2-week hospitalization.

859
01:31:51,466 --> 01:31:56,638
To be honest, I'm terrified.
I'm so scared I can barely stand it.

860
01:31:56,971 --> 01:31:58,139
Hey.

861
01:32:00,808 --> 01:32:06,606
I was so relieved to see his face,
I felt tears of joy Welling up.

862
01:32:07,357 --> 01:32:09,400
I managed to hide it, though.

863
01:32:10,568 --> 01:32:14,113
Then I found something to do in the hospital.

864
01:32:14,280 --> 01:32:17,617
Where's my dad's sweats
and underpants I lent you?

865
01:32:17,825 --> 01:32:18,910
Underpants?

866
01:32:19,035 --> 01:32:22,622
I orchestrated a meeting between two friends.

867
01:32:24,582 --> 01:32:28,670
I want them to become friends,
but it doesn't look easy.

868
01:32:32,882 --> 01:32:36,469
I was finding it hard to eat.

869
01:32:38,263 --> 01:32:39,764
I felt listless.

870
01:32:41,766 --> 01:32:46,521
Then he snuck into
my hospital room late one night.

871
01:32:48,106 --> 01:32:52,443
I got up the courage to challenge him
to Truth or Dare.

872
01:32:53,069 --> 01:32:54,612
But I lost.

873
01:32:55,321 --> 01:32:58,199
I really wanted to ask him something.

874
01:33:02,662 --> 01:33:07,041
When he left and I was alone again, I cried.

875
01:33:08,668 --> 01:33:10,795
I cried my heart out.

876
01:33:12,547 --> 01:33:17,552
I vowed to do my best to live
as long as possible.

877
01:33:21,055 --> 01:33:25,727
I can't move today,
and I haven't eaten in days.

878
01:33:28,688 --> 01:33:33,234
I've been given a brief release
from the hospital. My last one.

879
01:33:35,236 --> 01:33:41,075
I've made plans to take another trip with him
and see cherry blossoms.

880
01:33:41,868 --> 01:33:45,371
I wish, he, Kyoko and I
could've gone somewhere.

881
01:33:47,081 --> 01:33:50,877
But I'm plenty happy with this.

882
01:33:51,753 --> 01:33:57,216
Just thinking about being with him
makes me extremely happy.

883
01:34:03,473 --> 01:34:07,018
At last, my temporary release!

884
01:34:07,810 --> 01:34:09,604
Today, I feel healthy.

885
01:34:11,314 --> 01:34:13,358
I'm on my way to see you.

886
01:34:13,941 --> 01:34:15,193
Be careful.

887
01:34:15,193 --> 01:34:16,277
I will.

888
01:34:16,277 --> 01:34:17,695
Have fun.

889
01:34:39,092 --> 01:34:42,845
I am so sorry for your loss.

890
01:34:44,138 --> 01:34:46,265
I'm very grateful to you.

891
01:34:47,475 --> 01:34:49,227
Thanks to you...

892
01:34:50,478 --> 01:34:53,398
Sakura truly seized life firmly.

893
01:35:01,989 --> 01:35:03,241
Ma'am?

894
01:35:07,036 --> 01:35:09,163
This may be inappropriate.

895
01:35:11,666 --> 01:35:13,251
But forgive me.

896
01:35:18,506 --> 01:35:20,174
May I cry?

897
01:36:32,497 --> 01:36:34,582
- Morning, Teacher!
- Morning.

898
01:36:40,254 --> 01:36:41,422
Morning.

899
01:36:57,021 --> 01:36:59,190
Shall I help you change?

900
01:36:59,315 --> 01:37:00,316
Yes.

901
01:37:00,441 --> 01:37:01,567
Please.

902
01:37:03,820 --> 01:37:05,947
Almost perfect.

903
01:37:06,364 --> 01:37:07,573
What?

904
01:37:08,783 --> 01:37:10,535
The books were almost perfect

905
01:37:10,535 --> 01:37:13,287
except after the 900 series.

906
01:37:14,163 --> 01:37:17,375
Oh, that's right. I apologize.

907
01:37:19,168 --> 01:37:24,465
After she died, I left the work half done.

908
01:37:24,632 --> 01:37:26,384
Even so.

909
01:37:26,968 --> 01:37:28,761
That reminds me.

910
01:37:29,303 --> 01:37:30,471
Where was it?

911
01:37:30,638 --> 01:37:33,641
Here! This has graffiti in it.

912
01:37:43,734 --> 01:37:46,279
A lost book is a sad book.

913
01:37:47,655 --> 01:37:49,073
Why use decimal points?

914
01:37:49,198 --> 01:37:50,825
The numbers are all out of order.

915
01:37:50,950 --> 01:37:52,910
953...

916
01:38:03,462 --> 01:38:04,755
Mr. Shiga?

917
01:38:05,548 --> 01:38:07,091
A treasure hunt.

918
01:38:12,513 --> 01:38:14,807
There should be some mistakes.

919
01:38:15,683 --> 01:38:20,521
That makes the search more fun,
like a treasure hunt.

920
01:39:35,846 --> 01:39:38,975
"To Kyoko"

921
01:40:26,522 --> 01:40:28,983
Godaizaka wedding chapel.

922
01:40:29,150 --> 01:40:30,234
Okay.

923
01:40:34,864 --> 01:40:37,408
Pretty cherry blossom ear rings.

924
01:40:37,616 --> 01:40:40,661
They're on loan from a friend.

925
01:41:05,853 --> 01:41:07,229
Hey, Shiga.

926
01:41:08,731 --> 01:41:10,399
You're late.

927
01:41:16,363 --> 01:41:20,034
I'm about to see Kyoko in all her wedding garb.

928
01:41:22,078 --> 01:41:26,874
My heart's pounding. Care to join me?

929
01:41:29,293 --> 01:41:31,504
I'm too nervous alone.

930
01:41:36,884 --> 01:41:38,135
Want gum?

931
01:41:48,187 --> 01:41:50,356
I'll go call the groom.

932
01:41:50,481 --> 01:41:51,774
Okay.

933
01:41:56,445 --> 01:41:57,571
Come in.

934
01:42:04,912 --> 01:42:09,208
Look. I brought Shiga with me.

935
01:42:10,084 --> 01:42:11,293
See?

936
01:42:33,274 --> 01:42:37,611
I apologize for how I'm dressed.

937
01:42:40,489 --> 01:42:43,284
I received your invitation.

938
01:42:44,743 --> 01:42:46,620
But failed to reply.

939
01:42:48,539 --> 01:42:51,292
I know I shouldn't be here.

940
01:42:51,584 --> 01:42:52,793
But...

941
01:42:54,211 --> 01:42:56,297
there is something...

942
01:42:57,715 --> 01:43:00,426
something I need to convey.

943
01:43:19,987 --> 01:43:21,155
This...

944
01:43:23,657 --> 01:43:25,201
is from Sakura?

945
01:43:31,999 --> 01:43:35,628
Kyoko. Consider this my will.

946
01:43:37,922 --> 01:43:40,174
Sorry to surprise you.

947
01:43:41,342 --> 01:43:47,014
I've kept this a secret from you,
but I have a terminal pancreatic disease.

948
01:43:47,264 --> 01:43:53,145
When you get this letter from him,
I should be long in the grave.

949
01:43:55,189 --> 01:43:58,317
Who is "him"? You know.

950
01:43:58,525 --> 01:44:02,488
The guy you always glare at...my Chum.

951
01:44:05,699 --> 01:44:09,370
Kyoko, first let me say this.

952
01:44:10,663 --> 01:44:11,997
I love you.

953
01:44:13,749 --> 01:44:18,045
I'm sorry I kept my illness from you,
but I had to.

954
01:44:20,422 --> 01:44:26,220
Please believe me
when I say I didn't tell you out of love.

955
01:44:28,847 --> 01:44:33,394
I didn't have the courage to wreck
our time together.

956
01:44:35,396 --> 01:44:38,691
I loved laughing and fighting with you.

957
01:44:39,066 --> 01:44:43,237
I loved doing loads of stupid things,
and crying with you.

958
01:44:45,364 --> 01:44:47,157
Be happy.

959
01:44:48,325 --> 01:44:52,246
Find a great husband, have beautiful children.

960
01:44:52,788 --> 01:44:55,416
Make a family that all would envy.

961
01:44:56,750 --> 01:44:59,586
Thank you, Sakura.

962
01:45:01,463 --> 01:45:04,925
P.S. Be friends with him, okay?

963
01:45:05,509 --> 01:45:09,430
The guy you always glare at...my Chum.

964
01:45:10,245 --> 01:45:11,997
I'd like us to be friends.

965
01:45:12,266 --> 01:45:13,934
Louder.

966
01:45:14,018 --> 01:45:15,602
I'd like us to be friends.

967
01:45:15,769 --> 01:45:18,772
Make eye contact.

968
01:45:29,908 --> 01:45:34,455
I'm sorry to be
so late in bringing this, but...

969
01:45:38,375 --> 01:45:39,710
if you don't mind...

970
01:45:43,088 --> 01:45:46,717
I'd like us to be friends.

971
01:45:59,063 --> 01:46:00,147
Yes.

972
01:46:15,287 --> 01:46:16,455
Here.

973
01:46:19,541 --> 01:46:24,463
I'm a mess. What kind of timing is this?

974
01:46:28,509 --> 01:46:29,551
Idiot.

975
01:46:36,350 --> 01:46:38,602
Dear Haruki Shiga.

976
01:46:40,479 --> 01:46:44,858
You finally found this letter.
Boy, you're slow.

977
01:46:47,903 --> 01:46:51,865
Haruki? Can I call you that?

978
01:46:53,742 --> 01:46:55,869
I've always wanted to call you that.

979
01:47:02,584 --> 01:47:07,548
It wasn't for long,
but I'm glad you were by my side.

980
01:47:08,674 --> 01:47:10,008
Thank you.

981
01:47:10,884 --> 01:47:13,512
She seems pretty chummy, don't you think?

982
01:47:14,138 --> 01:47:17,558
I mean with you, that is.

983
01:47:20,769 --> 01:47:22,271
Miss Morishita!

984
01:47:26,150 --> 01:47:27,693
See you tomorrow.

985
01:47:29,987 --> 01:47:33,824
See you tomorrow, Kuriyama.

986
01:47:36,577 --> 01:47:40,080
That game of Truth or Dare in the hospital?

987
01:47:40,622 --> 01:47:43,083
I'll tell you my question.

988
01:47:44,918 --> 01:47:46,086
Here it goes.

989
01:47:47,254 --> 01:47:52,092
Why wouldn't you call me by my name?

990
01:47:53,510 --> 01:47:57,764
You never once said my name, did you, Haruki?

991
01:47:58,223 --> 01:48:03,061
It was always "you", "you", "you". How rude.

992
01:48:04,229 --> 01:48:10,277
But I realized something the night
you snuck into the hospital.

993
01:48:11,570 --> 01:48:14,406
You knew you would lose me someday.

994
01:48:14,948 --> 01:48:20,871
You didn't want to think of me
as someone special, a "friend" or "lover".

995
01:48:25,918 --> 01:48:29,963
But that's what I admired about you, Haruki.

996
01:48:32,299 --> 01:48:37,137
You can survive on your own,
without needing others.

997
01:48:39,139 --> 01:48:40,599
You're strong, Haruki.

998
01:48:42,643 --> 01:48:46,730
I'm weak, so I involve my friends and family...

999
01:48:46,855 --> 01:48:48,649
into all my grief.

1000
01:48:50,484 --> 01:48:54,780
But you always remained true to yourself.

1001
01:49:03,789 --> 01:49:05,666
I found you really brave.

1002
01:49:07,125 --> 01:49:11,672
I want you to share that bravery with everyone.

1003
01:49:13,090 --> 01:49:15,342
Fall in love with someone.

1004
01:49:16,802 --> 01:49:17,928
Hold hands,

1005
01:49:17,928 --> 01:49:19,012
"Letter of resignation"

1006
01:49:19,763 --> 01:49:21,348
hug each other.

1007
01:49:22,683 --> 01:49:26,853
Even when you find people a tiresome pain...

1008
01:49:28,272 --> 01:49:33,610
go make connections with a lot of souls, too.

1009
01:49:35,404 --> 01:49:39,449
And live enough for me.

1010
01:49:47,416 --> 01:49:50,210
I want to be like you, Haruki.

1011
01:49:51,336 --> 01:49:53,672
I want to keep living inside you.

1012
01:49:56,008 --> 01:50:00,220
No, that sounds a little to cliche for me.

1013
01:50:04,224 --> 01:50:08,979
I got it. I know you'll find it gross, but...

1014
01:50:12,482 --> 01:50:14,067
I'll say it anyway.

1015
01:50:18,405 --> 01:50:20,490
Let me eat your pancreas.

1016
01:50:26,580 --> 01:50:30,584
Minami Hamabe

1017
01:50:34,338 --> 01:50:38,342
Takumi Kitamura

1018
01:50:42,095 --> 01:50:45,098
Karen Otomo

1019
01:50:45,682 --> 01:50:48,685
Yuma Yamoto

1020
01:50:49,269 --> 01:50:52,272
Dori Sakurada

1021
01:50:52,856 --> 01:50:55,859
Daichi Morishita

1022
01:51:42,114 --> 01:51:46,118
Yusuke Kamiji

1023
01:51:49,705 --> 01:51:53,750
Keiko Kitagawa

1024
01:51:57,504 --> 01:52:01,508
Shun Oguri

1025
01:53:29,179 --> 01:53:33,183
Music by Suguru Matsutani

1026
01:53:33,183 --> 01:53:37,187
Additional Music Arrangement by Goro Ito

1027
01:54:42,502 --> 01:54:43,920
Based on the original novel

1028
01:54:43,920 --> 01:54:46,506
"Kimi no Suizou o Tabetai" by Yoru Sumino
published by Futabasha Publishers Ltd.

1029
01:54:47,507 --> 01:54:51,511
Screenplay Tomoko Yoshida

1030
01:54:54,514 --> 01:54:59,477
Directed by Sho Tsukikawa

1031
01:55:00,937 --> 01:55:05,525
English subtitles Anthony Kimm