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( theme music playing )

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( thunder rumbling )

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( thunder crashes )

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( lock beeps )

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( whispering indistinctly )

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( knock on door )

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- Samuel?
- Yes, dear.

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What a mess, my God.

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No fun driving
in it either.

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No, it is not.

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You know, you look
like your photos.

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How nice to finally
meet you.

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You, too.
You, too.

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Would you like a drink?

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No, thanks.
I'm good, actually.

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Okay.

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Well, I'm gonna
have another.

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I'm not gonna lie, Samuel,
it's kind of like

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I sort of feel like
a celebrity is in the room.

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Ah, it ain't all that.

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No, I know.
It's just...

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we've been corresponding
so long.

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A lot of folks
feel that way.

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It's not unusual
to feel that way.

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You mind if I go change?

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No, please do.

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And in the meantime,
put this on.

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Samuel:
Damn it!

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Should have known
a place like this
wouldn't have a DVD player.

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- Shit!
- Oh, it's okay.

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I've already seen them.

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All 11 of them,
and I've watched them a lot.

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Well, I have a whole different
set of tapes for tonight.

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Tapes you've
never seen before.

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Why don't you call
the front desk

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and see if we can get
a DVD player going
while I go change?

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Good idea.

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( door closes )

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Hello?

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Yes, can I get a DVD player
in room 104?

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Thank you.

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( door opens )

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Are you okay?

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Yeah, she says she'll be here
in two minutes.

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Good.

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In the meantime...

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Oh. What's this?

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It's important that neither
practitioner or participant

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be wearing
any synthetic fibers.

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Of course.
That makes sense.

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And just...

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make sure you're not
wearing any, uh...

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elastics or plastics
on your undergarments.

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Thank you.

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Of course.
Of course.

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( door closes )

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Everything okay?

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Fine.

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Fine.
Out in a minute.

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( toilet flushes )

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So, how long are you
gonna be here in town?

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Hitting the road
after this.

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- Only came to see you.
- You did?

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Sooner or later,
I get recognized,

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so I can't stay
in the same place
for too long.

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Sure, sure.

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( knock on door )

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Wait.

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My sacred robes.

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( thunder rumbles )

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- You called about
a DVD player?
- Yes.

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- ( music playing )
- Here we go.

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If you're watching
this tape,

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if you've arrived here,
congratulations.

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We are kindred spirits
on this plane!

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You are gazing into the eyes
of your father.

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And I am gazing
into the eyes of my child.

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Here you sit
at a crossroads.

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To your left lies a door.

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Beyond it lies
something wonderful,

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but something also...
challenging.

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It's what you've been
working towards

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since you first began
our program.

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To the right lies
the ordinary world

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with its pleasures
and pains.

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It is an illusion with which
you are well-acquainted.

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Departure from this world

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means a departure from
all of its strange comforts--

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friends, family,

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strawberry ice cream.

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Those who walk left,
who dare to open that door,

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leave these comforts
behind.

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This is the moment
for you to reflect,

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to decide whether or not
you want to enter

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into the next realm,

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into the unknown.

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( shuddering breath )

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Samuel:
So, this is it.

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I cannot stop partway
through the procedure.

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You ready?

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Absolutely.

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Good.

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What?

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The money.

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Oh.
Yes, sorry.

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( chuckles )
I forgot.

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I hate money.

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I hate that
I have to ask.

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But if you wanna
spread the word,

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you need to survive,
and that requires money,

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plain and simple.

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Oh, yeah, I get it.

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Now remember, I know
this is a lot of money,

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but it is a one-time fee
and it will give you
lifetime access

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to all
the transcendent centers
across the country.

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And if you need
help transversing
the transcendence plane,

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you will have access
to any of Father's guides
at any time.

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- Okay?
- Sure.

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Samuel:
Here we go.

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If you're watching this tape,
you decided to proceed.

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Before you can transcend,
we must isolate and extract

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any nefarious agents
impeding your transition.

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This is
of utmost importance.

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As the operator goes through
a series of pressure gestures,

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it is crucial that you focus
on the music you hear.

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( note plays )

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Participant,
please close your eyes.

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( music continues )

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It's very late in the day.

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You're walking
through the woods

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towards a very large
redwood tree.

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( inhales deeply )
You can smell the wet moss

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and mildew
in the thick, cool air,

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feel grass and pine needles
crunching underfoot.

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Crunch, crunch.

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To your left and right
are perfectly round
pools of water,

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and at the bottom of each
of these pools of water

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is a round glass window,

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and through these windows,
you see things from the past.

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In one...

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the house
that you grew up in...

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the first person
you ever kissed...

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a cartoon snake
getting hit in the head
with a mallet.

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Inhale! Exhale!

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Keep walking.

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The tree looms larger now,
its dark green pine needles

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swaying ever so gently
in the breeze

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even as the sun
drops even further

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and the forest grows
that much darker.

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Still, you can catch things
from the past--

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the laughter of your mother,

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a bottle of your father's
favorite cologne.

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Smell it.

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Inhale. Exhale.

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Crunch. Crunch.

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- Crunch.
- ( note plays )

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- ( thunder rumbles )
- You stand before
the tree now.

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You take another step
towards it,

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and your left foot
hits something wet.

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You look down, and there's
a puddle before the tree.

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The only way to this tree
is to wade through this puddle.

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So you step into it.

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The water is up
to your ankles.

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You take another step,
and the bottom drops out
from beneath you.

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You're swallowed up entirely
by black water.

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Black!

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And then there's a glow.

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The last window,
a perfectly round
glass window.

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You swim up to it.

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You put your eyeball
up to the window.

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You look into it,
and it's you.

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Now...
what are you doing?

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I'm home.

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I'm doing dishes.

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I hear my mom
come home from work,

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and she slams the door.

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So hard, it makes
the windows rattle.

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She walks into the kitchen
and says,

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"You gettin' water
all over the place,"

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and she cracks me
right in the back
of the head real hard.

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Are you sure
it was your mother?

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Mm-hmm, it was her.

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She buys me a "MAD" magazine
that night, apologizes.

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She feels sorry about it
for weeks.

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Okay.

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Back away
from that memory,

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back into the blackness.

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There's a different window.

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I'm in the cafeteria.

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I sit down and there's
a group of my friends.

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They're all talking about
starting this babysitting club.

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I get excited and I say,
"Can I join?"

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And Tammy
looks at me and says,
"No, you can't join.

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You live on
the wrong side of town."

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And my feelings
got real hurt,

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so I just sat there

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and kept eating
in silence.

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- I--
- Good. Good.

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Now go back and look
for a different window.

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( thunder rumbles )

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Look at it closely.

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Is it really a dog,
or is it something else?

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Yeah.

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Yeah, it's just a dog.

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Okay, then.

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It's not working,
is it?

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Look hard.

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Tell me, do you see
anything supernatural?

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Is there something
in your past

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that you can't
logically explain,

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like ghosts or the bogeyman
or something?

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Well, sort of.

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There's this one time
when I kind of got hurt--

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or not hurt but kind of
messed around with

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by a magician.

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Okay, good.

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Tell me about that.

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I'm at school,
and the bell's just rung,

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and I'm walking home.

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Are you alone?

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No.

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No, my friend
Herman's with me.

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He's walking
alongside me

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and he says,
"Debbie, come with me
into the woods.

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I'm gonna show you
the knockando bird."

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- What's a knockando bird?
- That's what I asked Herman.

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And he says
it's this funny little bird

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that mushes its feathers
up on its head

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like a little top hat.

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And I say, "No way,
I don't believe you."

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And he says, "Well, then,
come with me and I'll show you.

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It's just right back there
in the woods a little bit."

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Did you go with him?

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Yeah.

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We walk over
this little bridge
made of plywood,

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and there's a little shack
right there on the other side.

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And there's all these
little holes drilled in it
down low,

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perfect little holes.

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And Herman says,
"Right there.

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Those are knockando holes.

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That's where
they come out."

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And something feels off.

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There's flies buzzing
all around

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and something that smells
kind of like...

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rotten eggs.

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I wanna turn back.

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But Herman says...

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"We walked
all the way out here.

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It'll just take one second
for me to flush out
one of these birds.

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Believe me,
it's like nothing
you never seen."

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So he goes right inside
and starts banging
on the wall

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and saying,
"Come close, Debbie.

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One of 'em's about
to fly out."

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I can see something
moving around inside.

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And right through
one of those holes...

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pops Herman's little penis.

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Just like that, pop.

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And he's saying,
"Knockando, knockando.

259
00:16:00,181 --> 00:16:02,771
Give it a tickle."

260
00:16:02,765 --> 00:16:06,095
But my mom,
she didn't want any boys

261
00:16:06,098 --> 00:16:09,008
fooling around with me
like that, and she told me,

262
00:16:09,014 --> 00:16:11,434
"Any boy ever take his pecker
out around you,

263
00:16:11,431 --> 00:16:13,431
you just hit it,"
so without even thinking,

264
00:16:13,431 --> 00:16:16,971
I pick up a rock,
and I just smashed his pecker!

265
00:16:16,973 --> 00:16:19,143
( thunder rumbles )

266
00:16:19,139 --> 00:16:22,219
He screams.

267
00:16:22,223 --> 00:16:25,143
He screams bloody murder.

268
00:16:25,139 --> 00:16:27,559
And I just go running back
the way we came.

269
00:16:29,390 --> 00:16:32,470
I never run so fast
in my entire life.

270
00:16:33,973 --> 00:16:37,433
So I go to school,
and I see Herman.

271
00:16:37,431 --> 00:16:39,221
And I'm like,
"Are you okay?"

272
00:16:39,223 --> 00:16:41,473
And a big old smile
on his face, he says,

273
00:16:41,473 --> 00:16:44,523
"Yep, you smashed me good.

274
00:16:44,515 --> 00:16:47,515
But the pink doctor came
and fixed me up.

275
00:16:47,515 --> 00:16:50,635
He made it even better
than it was before.

276
00:16:50,640 --> 00:16:51,970
It's bigger."

277
00:16:51,973 --> 00:16:53,973
( thunder rumbles )

278
00:16:53,973 --> 00:16:57,143
Herman says,
"Ooh, Debbie.

279
00:16:57,139 --> 00:16:59,679
That pink doctor's
so mad at you,

280
00:16:59,682 --> 00:17:01,932
he said if you don't go
and see him today,

281
00:17:01,931 --> 00:17:03,521
he's gonna go
and tell your mom.

282
00:17:03,515 --> 00:17:06,675
You better go see
the doctor."

283
00:17:06,682 --> 00:17:11,812
So, after school,
even though I'm nervous,

284
00:17:11,807 --> 00:17:16,557
I slip back through the fence
and find the little shack.

285
00:17:16,557 --> 00:17:19,717
Something feels off.

286
00:17:19,723 --> 00:17:22,313
Seriously off.

287
00:17:22,306 --> 00:17:26,346
It's almost like the air had a--
kind of like a buzz in it,

288
00:17:26,348 --> 00:17:29,178
an electrical buzz.

289
00:17:29,181 --> 00:17:30,601
I could hear it.

290
00:17:32,223 --> 00:17:36,723
And there's this white man
sitting there

291
00:17:36,723 --> 00:17:38,183
in a doctor's coat.

292
00:17:38,181 --> 00:17:40,971
And I say, "Are you
the pink doctor?"

293
00:17:40,973 --> 00:17:45,473
And he says, "No.
I ain't any kind of doctor.

294
00:17:45,473 --> 00:17:50,473
I'm just a magician
named John Knockando.

295
00:17:50,473 --> 00:17:54,063
"Do you wanna see
one of my tricks?"

296
00:17:54,056 --> 00:17:57,006
"No," I say.

297
00:17:57,014 --> 00:17:58,314
And when I turn around,

298
00:17:58,306 --> 00:18:00,466
he's got his arms
stiff down at his sides

299
00:18:00,473 --> 00:18:04,893
and he's floating, like,
five or six inches
off the ground.

300
00:18:04,889 --> 00:18:09,349
You wanna know what's
maybe the strangest part
about it all?

301
00:18:09,348 --> 00:18:13,268
It's that that afternoon,
I become a woman.

302
00:18:14,557 --> 00:18:16,927
I start bleeding
on the way home.

303
00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:21,928
It was the first time
that ever happened to me.

304
00:18:29,223 --> 00:18:32,353
Oh, my God.

305
00:18:32,348 --> 00:18:35,598
I haven't thought
about any of that
since I was a little girl.

306
00:18:37,557 --> 00:18:42,557
Transcendence
is magnificent,
isn't it?

307
00:18:44,056 --> 00:18:45,426
Yeah,

308
00:18:45,431 --> 00:18:48,891
but... am I there?

309
00:18:48,889 --> 00:18:52,059
I don't feel
any different?

310
00:18:52,056 --> 00:18:54,596
Well,
i-it's a powerful process.

311
00:18:54,598 --> 00:18:58,178
It might take a minute
to, um, kick in.

312
00:18:58,181 --> 00:18:59,521
Excuse me.

313
00:19:06,723 --> 00:19:09,433
- ( thunder crashes )
- ( door closes )

314
00:19:11,931 --> 00:19:13,891
( toilet flushes )

315
00:19:18,056 --> 00:19:21,096
Samuel,
tell me the truth.

316
00:19:23,306 --> 00:19:28,136
I knew from our correspondence
that you were a powerful soul

317
00:19:28,139 --> 00:19:31,219
with something
blocking your path.

318
00:19:31,223 --> 00:19:36,723
For you to fully transcend,
we must go forward.

319
00:19:36,723 --> 00:19:40,563
We must remove
the final blockage.

320
00:19:40,557 --> 00:19:41,637
Do you understand?

321
00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:45,890
Here's what I think

322
00:19:45,889 --> 00:19:48,929
you encountered
when you were a little girl.

323
00:19:51,431 --> 00:19:53,311
Father has encountered

324
00:19:53,306 --> 00:19:56,596
lots of incomplete
entities like this.

325
00:19:56,598 --> 00:19:58,518
They tried to stop him

326
00:19:58,515 --> 00:20:00,425
from transcendence
several times,

327
00:20:00,431 --> 00:20:02,931
but each time,
Father has to purge them

328
00:20:02,931 --> 00:20:06,181
before he can ascend
to the next level.

329
00:20:06,181 --> 00:20:08,101
- Does that make sense?
- No.

330
00:20:11,098 --> 00:20:13,678
I'm sorry, Samuel,
but not really.

331
00:20:13,682 --> 00:20:15,812
I mean, nothing like this
is in any of the texts.

332
00:20:15,807 --> 00:20:18,097
I know, this, uh--

333
00:20:18,098 --> 00:20:22,008
this is something
that Father--

334
00:20:22,014 --> 00:20:25,394
it's stuff he doesn't
like to talk about.

335
00:20:25,390 --> 00:20:28,720
Not a lot people encounter
this type of thing, Deborah.

336
00:20:32,056 --> 00:20:33,386
Let me just...

337
00:20:41,889 --> 00:20:44,849
- ( music playing )
- If you're watching
this tape,

338
00:20:44,848 --> 00:20:47,718
you're of a select minority.

339
00:20:47,723 --> 00:20:50,723
There are certain people
that are able to transcend

340
00:20:50,723 --> 00:20:52,723
more than others.

341
00:20:52,723 --> 00:20:56,853
There's a good side to this
and a bad side.

342
00:20:56,848 --> 00:21:00,138
The bad side is that
there are certain elements,

343
00:21:00,139 --> 00:21:05,269
incomplete entities that seek
to block your transcendence

344
00:21:05,265 --> 00:21:07,925
and to keep you
on this plane.

345
00:21:07,931 --> 00:21:09,771
Why?

346
00:21:09,765 --> 00:21:12,175
Sadly, nobody knows.

347
00:21:12,181 --> 00:21:17,811
And always, I've had to rid
my body of the blockage

348
00:21:17,807 --> 00:21:20,177
impeding my further
transcendence

349
00:21:20,181 --> 00:21:24,141
by undergoing
a simple procedure.

350
00:21:24,139 --> 00:21:28,469
When an incomplete entity
plants blockage in a person,

351
00:21:28,473 --> 00:21:30,433
it remains
in physical form

352
00:21:30,431 --> 00:21:33,011
high in said person's
nasal cavity

353
00:21:33,014 --> 00:21:36,724
where it sends out a signal
exerting control over

354
00:21:36,723 --> 00:21:39,273
and weakening
the pineal gland.

355
00:21:39,265 --> 00:21:41,135
However, the blockage
is nothing more

356
00:21:41,139 --> 00:21:45,009
than a fluid-filled sac
that can easily be popped

357
00:21:45,014 --> 00:21:49,434
by any administrator
using a simple tool.

358
00:21:49,431 --> 00:21:50,971
While uncomfortable,

359
00:21:50,973 --> 00:21:54,723
the procedure
is painless and brief.

360
00:21:57,723 --> 00:21:59,143
( zipper unzips )

361
00:22:09,807 --> 00:22:13,307
I did this exact same
procedure to Father.

362
00:22:13,306 --> 00:22:15,716
You know, I don't know
if I wanna do all of that.

363
00:22:15,723 --> 00:22:18,143
We've already begun
the procedure.

364
00:22:18,139 --> 00:22:19,719
You have to go
all the way through.

365
00:22:19,723 --> 00:22:21,973
- You agreed to it.
- Yeah, but I didn't know

366
00:22:21,973 --> 00:22:24,893
it would, uh,
entail all of this.

367
00:22:24,889 --> 00:22:26,679
What did you think
it would entail?

368
00:22:26,682 --> 00:22:29,602
Just pressure and tones,
what we were doing.

369
00:22:29,598 --> 00:22:31,518
For most, yeah,
that's enough.

370
00:22:31,515 --> 00:22:35,095
But when you have a blockage,
it must be drained.

371
00:22:35,098 --> 00:22:38,268
I just-- maybe if you were
a doctor or something,

372
00:22:38,265 --> 00:22:40,345
but I don't want
that thing up my nose.

373
00:22:40,348 --> 00:22:43,178
( exhales )

374
00:22:43,181 --> 00:22:46,971
I'm gonna say
two things.

375
00:22:46,973 --> 00:22:49,433
One...

376
00:22:49,431 --> 00:22:52,351
the reason we tell you
you have to continue
the process

377
00:22:52,348 --> 00:22:56,348
is if you stop
partway through,

378
00:22:56,348 --> 00:22:59,308
it could damage
your soul.

379
00:22:59,306 --> 00:23:00,966
I'm talking
the type of boo-boo

380
00:23:00,973 --> 00:23:04,183
that could take
lifetimes to heal.

381
00:23:04,181 --> 00:23:06,851
Two--
after the procedure,

382
00:23:06,848 --> 00:23:09,178
the procedure
that does not hurt at all,

383
00:23:09,181 --> 00:23:13,011
you will be amongst
the most powerful

384
00:23:13,014 --> 00:23:15,394
to ever transcend.

385
00:23:15,390 --> 00:23:17,100
In fact...

386
00:23:18,390 --> 00:23:21,270
I'm a little jealous
of you.

387
00:23:21,265 --> 00:23:23,055
( chuckles softly )

388
00:23:24,557 --> 00:23:27,057
It doesn't hurt?

389
00:23:27,056 --> 00:23:29,596
I already told you, no.

390
00:23:31,265 --> 00:23:36,305
Don't you feel
something stuck in there?

391
00:23:36,306 --> 00:23:39,006
Something blocking...

392
00:23:39,014 --> 00:23:41,394
that's...

393
00:23:41,390 --> 00:23:45,220
holding your thoughts,
stuffing your breath?

394
00:23:45,223 --> 00:23:47,813
I mean...

395
00:23:47,807 --> 00:23:50,637
yeah, of course, but...

396
00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:54,770
You feel that way
because that thing,

397
00:23:54,765 --> 00:23:58,345
the pink doctor,
or knockando,

398
00:23:58,348 --> 00:24:00,138
- or whatever you call it...
- ( thunder crashes )

399
00:24:00,139 --> 00:24:03,009
...it's circling
inside of you.

400
00:24:03,014 --> 00:24:04,774
But you don't
have to feel that way.

401
00:24:04,765 --> 00:24:08,465
You don't have to feel
that way at all!

402
00:24:10,931 --> 00:24:14,851
You are about
to transcend, dear.

403
00:24:14,848 --> 00:24:16,928
( sighs )

404
00:24:16,931 --> 00:24:19,521
Are you ready?

405
00:24:19,515 --> 00:24:21,265
Or not?

406
00:24:26,306 --> 00:24:27,676
Yes.

407
00:24:29,431 --> 00:24:30,811
I'm ready.

408
00:24:34,765 --> 00:24:36,595
( thunder crashing )

409
00:24:56,098 --> 00:24:59,138
Now, it ain't all that roomy
in your nasal cavity,

410
00:24:59,139 --> 00:25:00,929
so you're gonna feel
a little tightness

411
00:25:00,931 --> 00:25:03,641
as I work my way up
towards the blockage.

412
00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:06,010
But once I pass
the bridge of your nose,

413
00:25:06,014 --> 00:25:09,644
you'll feel a little pinch,
but that's about it, okay?

414
00:25:09,640 --> 00:25:12,010
Okay.

415
00:25:12,014 --> 00:25:14,014
- ( thunder crashing )
- Here we go.

416
00:25:18,848 --> 00:25:20,848
Get it in there.

417
00:25:22,765 --> 00:25:24,215
- Come on.
- ( whimpering )

418
00:25:31,515 --> 00:25:32,555
( note plays )

419
00:25:36,682 --> 00:25:37,772
( note plays )

420
00:25:39,598 --> 00:25:41,178
( Deborah sobbing )

421
00:25:41,181 --> 00:25:44,351
- That feel good?
- ( note plays )

422
00:25:44,348 --> 00:25:45,968
( sobbing continues )

423
00:25:48,014 --> 00:25:48,894
Come on, bitch!

424
00:25:52,181 --> 00:25:54,601
Take it, you fucking cunt!
Smile!

425
00:25:54,598 --> 00:25:57,388
- ( Deborah crying out )
- Inhale. Exhale.

426
00:26:00,807 --> 00:26:02,427
( screams )

427
00:26:02,431 --> 00:26:05,061
Knockando!
( screams )

428
00:26:05,056 --> 00:26:07,556
- I'm gonna rip it off!
- Let go of it!

429
00:26:07,557 --> 00:26:09,467
- Deborah: Smash it!
- No!

430
00:26:09,473 --> 00:26:13,353
- Deborah: Knockando!
- ( wails )

431
00:26:13,348 --> 00:26:15,718
( music playing )

432
00:26:18,265 --> 00:26:24,555
♪ I felt my soul
rise up from my body ♪

433
00:26:24,557 --> 00:26:31,217
♪ When I look into
your blue eyes ♪

434
00:26:31,223 --> 00:26:37,723
♪ If cosmic force
is real at all ♪

435
00:26:37,723 --> 00:26:44,433
♪ It's come between
you and I ♪

436
00:26:44,431 --> 00:26:47,971
♪ I want to be naked ♪

437
00:26:47,973 --> 00:26:51,313
♪ I don't mean my body ♪

438
00:26:51,306 --> 00:26:54,716
♪ I'm floating away ♪

439
00:26:54,723 --> 00:27:01,273
♪ I'm floating away. ♪

440
00:27:12,723 --> 00:27:14,353
♪ (INTENSE MUSIC PLAYS) ♪

441
00:27:15,889 --> 00:27:17,099
(LAUGHS)

442
00:27:23,557 --> 00:27:24,847
(YELLING)

443
00:27:24,848 --> 00:27:25,768
(LAUGHS)

444
00:27:26,056 --> 00:27:27,176
-(GRUNTS)
-Stop!

445
00:27:27,848 --> 00:27:29,308
PATRICK:
I just wanna know, like...

446
00:27:29,306 --> 00:27:31,136
Do you think that if you'd
been out there with me...

447
00:27:31,473 --> 00:27:33,013
Do you think you
could have saved me?

448
00:27:33,557 --> 00:27:35,637
I assumed that if I was
being unsafe,

449
00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:37,470
you would've stopped me,
would've made me get out
of the water--

450
00:27:37,473 --> 00:27:39,223
-Not fair--
-That's what best friends do--

451
00:27:39,223 --> 00:27:41,183
(SCREAMS) God dammit, it's not
my fucking fault!

452
00:27:41,181 --> 00:27:43,141
(SCREAMS)
Yes, this is your fault!

453
00:27:43,306 --> 00:27:46,096
And you have never owned
up to it!