1 00:00:19,847 --> 00:00:24,847 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 2 00:01:02,670 --> 00:01:04,195 'Sup? 3 00:01:09,583 --> 00:01:11,834 Hi. Hey. Peace. 4 00:01:11,859 --> 00:01:13,275 How ya doin'? 5 00:01:16,553 --> 00:01:18,201 - Fine. - Okay, good. 6 00:01:18,226 --> 00:01:20,557 Good. That's good. That's good. 7 00:01:20,582 --> 00:01:23,166 So, do you think, like, are-are you feelin' ready? 8 00:01:23,932 --> 00:01:25,493 I don't know what the fuck you're talkin' about. 9 00:01:25,517 --> 00:01:27,054 Ready for what? 10 00:01:38,542 --> 00:01:40,639 That's not even a real fucking laugh. 11 00:01:43,992 --> 00:01:45,850 What, are you choking now? 12 00:01:49,775 --> 00:01:52,183 - Oh! Oh, man. - Ugh. 13 00:01:52,208 --> 00:01:54,291 What? What's so fucking funny? 14 00:01:54,316 --> 00:01:56,858 You. You are, Sam. 15 00:01:58,651 --> 00:02:00,651 How do you know my name? 16 00:02:01,788 --> 00:02:05,329 You... Okay. You really have no idea what's going on, do you? 17 00:02:07,695 --> 00:02:09,123 Okay, okay, okay. You know what? 18 00:02:09,148 --> 00:02:10,418 Actually, maybe it's better this way. 19 00:02:10,442 --> 00:02:12,524 What the fuck are you even talking about? 20 00:02:12,549 --> 00:02:14,383 What the fuck do you want from me? 21 00:02:15,076 --> 00:02:17,076 It's star time, baby! 22 00:02:17,101 --> 00:02:18,917 It's time... 23 00:02:19,683 --> 00:02:21,433 to begin. 24 00:02:21,914 --> 00:02:25,115 Oh, it's time to begin? I don't have to do shit. 25 00:02:27,079 --> 00:02:28,890 - No, Sam. You're right. - Shh, shh, shh. 26 00:02:28,914 --> 00:02:30,742 You don't have to do this, 27 00:02:31,046 --> 00:02:33,639 but you want to, so you will. 28 00:02:43,625 --> 00:02:45,600 That's right. Who's gone now, bitch? 29 00:03:31,950 --> 00:03:33,333 God. 30 00:03:37,351 --> 00:03:41,029 ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ 31 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:44,558 ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ 32 00:03:44,583 --> 00:03:48,123 ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ 33 00:03:48,148 --> 00:03:51,787 ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ 34 00:03:51,812 --> 00:03:55,250 - ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ - Holy shit. 35 00:03:55,733 --> 00:03:58,975 Oh, yeah! 36 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:01,850 Ho-ho! Shit, yeah, Sam! 37 00:04:06,775 --> 00:04:09,558 What the fuck is going on? 38 00:04:28,709 --> 00:04:32,709 ♪ S-T-A-R, star time, star time ♪ 39 00:04:32,734 --> 00:04:34,475 ♪ It's star time, you know it ♪ 40 00:04:34,500 --> 00:04:36,183 ♪ You want it, you hate it ♪ 41 00:04:36,208 --> 00:04:38,101 ♪ You love it, you gotta have it ♪ 42 00:04:38,125 --> 00:04:39,767 ♪ It's star time, it's star time ♪ 43 00:04:39,792 --> 00:04:42,193 ♪ Star time, star time, gotta get them stars ♪ 44 00:04:42,218 --> 00:04:44,000 ♪ Gotta feel them stars, you want them stars, girl ♪ 45 00:04:44,024 --> 00:04:45,851 - Yes, I love you. - ♪ Gotta get them stars, girl ♪ 46 00:04:45,875 --> 00:04:48,308 Oh, God. How do you do that? 47 00:04:48,333 --> 00:04:50,475 ♪ Star time! ♪ 48 00:04:50,500 --> 00:04:53,918 - Oh, yeah. - ♪ S-T-A-R, S-T-A-R ♪ 49 00:04:53,943 --> 00:04:55,726 ♪ T-I-M... ♪ 50 00:05:33,581 --> 00:05:36,405 Ain't nothin' like that star time, eh, Sammy? 51 00:05:38,640 --> 00:05:40,308 Whoa. 52 00:05:40,341 --> 00:05:43,162 Oh, baby girl! You still don't get it, do you? 53 00:05:43,187 --> 00:05:46,517 - What the fuck do you want from me? - See. Right? 54 00:05:46,960 --> 00:05:48,576 Exactly. 55 00:05:48,601 --> 00:05:50,365 That's the big question. 56 00:05:50,390 --> 00:05:52,250 And it's a long time comin' too. 57 00:05:52,275 --> 00:05:53,734 Fuck you. 58 00:05:54,680 --> 00:05:56,763 I don't even fuckin' know who you are. 59 00:05:56,788 --> 00:05:59,375 That... That hurts, Sam. 60 00:05:59,804 --> 00:06:01,809 After all these years, 61 00:06:01,834 --> 00:06:04,083 that really fuckin' hurts. 62 00:06:20,959 --> 00:06:22,630 And then, the pilot said 63 00:06:22,655 --> 00:06:25,016 I could come up to the cockpit and see it. 64 00:06:25,099 --> 00:06:27,266 And he gave me this airplane, 65 00:06:27,291 --> 00:06:30,542 and said one day, I could be a pilot if I studied. 66 00:06:31,062 --> 00:06:32,687 So that's my show share. 67 00:06:33,937 --> 00:06:37,007 Okay. You know, thank you so much, Griffin. 68 00:06:37,032 --> 00:06:38,600 That was wonderful. 69 00:06:38,780 --> 00:06:42,321 And, uh, Sam. Sam, are you ready? 70 00:06:43,709 --> 00:06:45,125 Sam? 71 00:06:48,989 --> 00:06:51,739 It's okay. Come on. 72 00:06:53,249 --> 00:06:55,041 It's okay, Sam. 73 00:06:55,843 --> 00:06:59,426 Now, what did you bring for show share today? 74 00:07:01,875 --> 00:07:04,208 Oh! What is that? 75 00:07:04,676 --> 00:07:06,135 Medicine. 76 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:07,174 Wonderful. 77 00:07:07,199 --> 00:07:09,629 And why did you bring it for show share, today? 78 00:07:09,750 --> 00:07:12,266 I had a really bad cough, 79 00:07:12,291 --> 00:07:15,308 and my mom gave me some to drink, 80 00:07:15,333 --> 00:07:16,988 and it helped. 81 00:07:17,285 --> 00:07:19,600 Okay, well, thank you for sharing. 82 00:07:19,625 --> 00:07:22,682 And then that night, 83 00:07:22,707 --> 00:07:25,683 my dad came home, and he heard me coughing. 84 00:07:25,819 --> 00:07:26,986 He woke me up, 85 00:07:27,011 --> 00:07:28,642 and then he gave me some more. 86 00:07:28,667 --> 00:07:30,834 He didn't know I already had some. 87 00:07:31,810 --> 00:07:33,964 And then he tucked me in. 88 00:07:34,542 --> 00:07:37,650 And it made me feel... 89 00:07:37,675 --> 00:07:38,916 warm. 90 00:07:38,941 --> 00:07:41,016 And when I closed my eyes, 91 00:07:41,041 --> 00:07:43,600 even though they weren't open, 92 00:07:44,207 --> 00:07:46,918 - I could still see... - O-Okay. That-that's good. 93 00:07:46,943 --> 00:07:48,984 Don't you wanna know what I saw? 94 00:07:50,166 --> 00:07:53,083 Uh, of course. Yes. 95 00:07:54,869 --> 00:07:56,703 Stars. 96 00:08:03,890 --> 00:08:05,806 No, too much. 97 00:08:06,487 --> 00:08:08,393 I can't breathe. 98 00:08:08,918 --> 00:08:11,088 Please! Help! 99 00:08:11,113 --> 00:08:13,197 Somebody help me! 100 00:08:15,250 --> 00:08:17,433 All right! 101 00:08:19,558 --> 00:08:21,850 Yeah! Let's turn it up a notch! 102 00:08:21,875 --> 00:08:23,558 All right. 103 00:08:25,000 --> 00:08:28,392 Success only comes to those who work for it! 104 00:08:32,767 --> 00:08:34,683 - I can't... - I'm sorry. 105 00:08:34,708 --> 00:08:36,511 Did you just say you can't? 106 00:08:36,716 --> 00:08:38,966 Excuse me one second. 107 00:08:40,049 --> 00:08:42,216 All right. Let me see right here. 108 00:08:42,291 --> 00:08:44,392 "New Year's resolutions. 109 00:08:44,417 --> 00:08:48,743 "Quit drinking for spring semester, sophomore year. 110 00:08:48,768 --> 00:08:50,350 "Take up track. 111 00:08:50,375 --> 00:08:54,876 Beat the school record for the 800-meter dash." 112 00:08:55,517 --> 00:08:57,019 Why? 113 00:08:57,417 --> 00:08:59,877 I said, why? 114 00:08:59,902 --> 00:09:02,225 - Because... - Because? 115 00:09:02,250 --> 00:09:04,433 Because you don't have to be... 116 00:09:04,458 --> 00:09:06,596 Spit it out, Sam! Come on! 117 00:09:06,621 --> 00:09:10,809 You don't have to be good to win the 800. 118 00:09:10,834 --> 00:09:12,377 What do you have to be, then? 119 00:09:12,402 --> 00:09:15,417 You just have to be willing to suffer the most. 120 00:09:15,442 --> 00:09:17,266 That's right, my girl! 121 00:09:17,291 --> 00:09:20,392 That's right! You just have to be willing to suffer! 122 00:09:33,371 --> 00:09:36,511 Aw, shit! Yeah! 123 00:09:36,536 --> 00:09:38,441 - Stop it! - Get those endorphins. 124 00:09:38,466 --> 00:09:40,016 That's right. 125 00:09:40,041 --> 00:09:41,934 Get them stars. 126 00:09:41,959 --> 00:09:43,400 That's it. 127 00:09:43,425 --> 00:09:45,016 - Stop. - Get it. 128 00:09:45,407 --> 00:09:47,120 Get it, girl! 129 00:09:47,145 --> 00:09:50,392 You gotta work to reach for them stars! 130 00:09:52,108 --> 00:09:55,817 Star time. Star time! 131 00:09:56,510 --> 00:09:59,706 Star time. Woo! 132 00:10:01,150 --> 00:10:04,262 Okay. All right. That's probably enough. 133 00:10:05,879 --> 00:10:08,278 Come on. That's too much, Sam. 134 00:10:11,840 --> 00:10:13,709 Ooh! 135 00:10:16,709 --> 00:10:19,620 You're not gonna run competitively ever again. 136 00:10:19,645 --> 00:10:22,458 You're gonna need to figure something else out. 137 00:10:27,989 --> 00:10:30,100 That's good. 138 00:10:30,379 --> 00:10:35,458 You're learning the fine, ancient art of meditation. 139 00:10:35,833 --> 00:10:39,300 For this next chapter, I want you to get into your car, 140 00:10:39,325 --> 00:10:41,959 go to that highway at night, 141 00:10:42,168 --> 00:10:45,000 and just drive for a bit, 142 00:10:45,976 --> 00:10:48,895 and feel the wind on your face. 143 00:10:49,375 --> 00:10:52,918 Doesn't it feel nice, just the wind? 144 00:10:53,801 --> 00:10:58,058 And I want you to ask yourself, "Is it enough?" 145 00:11:02,007 --> 00:11:04,225 And when you feel safe, 146 00:11:04,250 --> 00:11:08,250 I want you to take a look up at that night sky. 147 00:11:09,801 --> 00:11:11,892 Mm. 148 00:11:11,917 --> 00:11:13,792 Mm-hmm. 149 00:11:13,875 --> 00:11:17,375 The stars, take them in. 150 00:11:17,668 --> 00:11:19,558 Are they enough? 151 00:11:19,817 --> 00:11:23,542 After all, we are all star dust. 152 00:11:24,250 --> 00:11:26,475 Maybe that's all we need, 153 00:11:26,500 --> 00:11:28,583 some star time. 154 00:11:29,322 --> 00:11:32,354 Maybe, just maybe, 155 00:11:32,379 --> 00:11:34,291 this is enough. 156 00:11:34,708 --> 00:11:36,100 Maybe, 157 00:11:36,125 --> 00:11:38,801 just maybe. 158 00:11:41,834 --> 00:11:45,489 - Aw! Son of a bitch! - Fuck! 159 00:11:45,959 --> 00:11:47,583 Hey. 160 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:51,041 Sorry. Didn't see you there. 161 00:11:51,066 --> 00:11:52,392 What the...? 162 00:11:52,417 --> 00:11:55,792 Fuck, man. Did you not fuckin' see me there? 163 00:11:55,981 --> 00:11:58,081 Yeah, no. It's just, uh... 164 00:11:58,106 --> 00:12:01,026 You know, you see that curve, and then, uh, you just didn't... 165 00:12:01,051 --> 00:12:03,081 Man, were you over the line, a little? 166 00:12:03,106 --> 00:12:06,659 No, I wasn't over the fucking line, fuckin' asshole. 167 00:12:06,684 --> 00:12:09,526 Okay, let's not, maybe throw out... 168 00:12:09,551 --> 00:12:11,098 the assholes this early, all right? 169 00:12:11,123 --> 00:12:12,309 I mean, let's just call the authorities 170 00:12:12,333 --> 00:12:15,089 and, uh, and, you know, handle this like adults. 171 00:12:15,114 --> 00:12:17,017 Yeah, we could do that. Or you know what we could do? 172 00:12:17,041 --> 00:12:18,558 You could go fuck yourself. 173 00:12:18,583 --> 00:12:20,600 Wow. Okay, um... 174 00:12:20,625 --> 00:12:22,642 You know what? This wasn't my fault. 175 00:12:23,497 --> 00:12:25,229 - This wasn't your fault? - Nope. 176 00:12:25,254 --> 00:12:26,459 Did you not just see what happened? 177 00:12:26,483 --> 00:12:28,184 - Yeah, I just saw what happened. - You just crashed into me. 178 00:12:28,208 --> 00:12:29,768 - No, I saw what happened. - You fuckin' fuckwad! 179 00:12:29,792 --> 00:12:31,183 You were staring up at the stars 180 00:12:31,208 --> 00:12:32,853 like some sort of druggie or whatever. 181 00:12:32,878 --> 00:12:34,419 Ow. Hey! 182 00:12:34,721 --> 00:12:36,220 Don't do that. 183 00:12:36,990 --> 00:12:39,276 All right? Hey. Let's calm down. 184 00:12:39,301 --> 00:12:41,642 And let's not do anything rash, all right? 185 00:12:41,667 --> 00:12:43,917 - Stop. Hey, stop that! - What? What? What's the matter? 186 00:12:44,122 --> 00:12:46,097 What's the matter, you fuckin' pussy? 187 00:12:46,122 --> 00:12:48,590 What, you can't fight a little fuckin' girl? 188 00:12:49,208 --> 00:12:50,892 Whoa. Hey! 189 00:12:52,917 --> 00:12:55,183 - Yeah, there he is. There he is. - Oh, fuck. 190 00:12:55,208 --> 00:12:56,388 - Come on, man. - What'd I say? 191 00:12:56,412 --> 00:12:57,651 Said don't fuckin' push me! 192 00:12:57,676 --> 00:12:58,998 - Don't not fuckin'... - What, what the fuck 193 00:12:59,022 --> 00:13:00,071 are you gonna do to me? 194 00:13:00,096 --> 00:13:03,003 - You fuckin' pussy-ass hamster. - Don't you fuckin' call me that! 195 00:13:03,028 --> 00:13:04,976 I would fuckin' pay to see what you would do to me. 196 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:06,726 - What? What are you gonna do to me? - Are you fucking serious? 197 00:13:06,750 --> 00:13:08,851 - What are you gonna do to me? - Are you fucking serious? 198 00:13:08,875 --> 00:13:11,412 - What are you gonna do to me? - I'm gonna punch your fuckin' face in, 199 00:13:11,436 --> 00:13:12,778 you bitch! 200 00:13:26,434 --> 00:13:28,642 Don't fuckin' laugh. 201 00:13:35,547 --> 00:13:37,581 Holy shit. You want me to beat you up? 202 00:13:41,745 --> 00:13:42,995 Yeah? 203 00:13:43,020 --> 00:13:45,564 All right, then, I'll fuckin' beat you up. 204 00:13:45,589 --> 00:13:47,422 I don't give a fuck. 205 00:13:53,521 --> 00:13:56,854 I ca... Look, I can't fucking... I can't do this. 206 00:14:03,537 --> 00:14:05,903 Did you just fuckin' punch me? 207 00:14:06,463 --> 00:14:09,121 - What the fuck? - You're fuckin' crazy. 208 00:14:30,358 --> 00:14:32,442 Oh, star time. 209 00:14:40,727 --> 00:14:42,246 Come on. Open it. 210 00:14:42,271 --> 00:14:44,038 - Come on. - Okay. Let me do it. 211 00:14:44,063 --> 00:14:46,109 - All right. - It's mine. 212 00:14:52,704 --> 00:14:54,496 You got me Serenity. 213 00:14:54,521 --> 00:14:57,813 Yeah, well, I kind of got it for you because we live together. 214 00:14:57,838 --> 00:14:59,922 - So it's kind of for me, too. - Okay. 215 00:14:59,947 --> 00:15:01,496 It's perfect. 216 00:15:01,521 --> 00:15:03,453 Thank you. 217 00:15:04,004 --> 00:15:05,421 Mm! 218 00:15:05,771 --> 00:15:07,604 Okay. Come on. 219 00:15:07,957 --> 00:15:09,665 - Okay. - Come on. Gimme. 220 00:15:09,690 --> 00:15:12,189 Oh, okay. It's a big box. 221 00:15:13,195 --> 00:15:14,871 Really? Another... 222 00:15:14,896 --> 00:15:16,727 - You're a doofus. - It's another box. 223 00:15:16,752 --> 00:15:17,994 All right. 224 00:15:21,661 --> 00:15:23,995 Okay. I can't... I... 225 00:15:24,020 --> 00:15:26,412 This is so you, actually. 226 00:15:26,437 --> 00:15:28,205 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 227 00:15:28,230 --> 00:15:31,337 ♪ Strike the harp and join the chorus... ♪ 228 00:15:31,639 --> 00:15:34,140 - It's not what you think. - Mm-hmm. 229 00:15:34,411 --> 00:15:38,002 - 'Cause it's similar boxes, but... - Okay. 230 00:15:38,312 --> 00:15:40,057 Is it a Tiffany's bracelet? 231 00:15:40,082 --> 00:15:42,132 - You know... Okay. All right. - Mm-hmm. 232 00:15:42,157 --> 00:15:44,704 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 233 00:15:45,564 --> 00:15:47,228 It is what you think. 234 00:15:48,854 --> 00:15:51,371 - You got me Pain. - Yep. Also for me. 235 00:15:51,713 --> 00:15:52,939 I love it. 236 00:15:54,479 --> 00:15:56,262 That is, like... 237 00:15:56,287 --> 00:15:58,583 insane that we got each other the same gift. 238 00:15:58,608 --> 00:15:59,608 Right? 239 00:16:00,199 --> 00:16:03,121 ♪ Hail the New Year, lads and lasses ♪ 240 00:16:03,146 --> 00:16:05,450 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 241 00:16:05,475 --> 00:16:07,017 What? 242 00:16:08,667 --> 00:16:10,502 Star time. 243 00:16:11,100 --> 00:16:12,850 What? 244 00:16:13,824 --> 00:16:15,738 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 245 00:16:15,763 --> 00:16:17,471 - Mmm. - Mmm! 246 00:16:18,194 --> 00:16:19,612 Mmm. 247 00:16:22,088 --> 00:16:25,088 Okay. Um... 248 00:16:28,210 --> 00:16:32,002 I, uh... Man, okay. Okay, um... 249 00:16:32,389 --> 00:16:35,890 I'm sorry, Sam. I just, I-I don't... 250 00:16:36,028 --> 00:16:38,246 I don't see us that way. 251 00:16:38,271 --> 00:16:41,035 You know? We're, we're, we're buds. We're friends. 252 00:16:41,060 --> 00:16:43,310 Yeah, no. I'm sorry. I didn't... 253 00:16:43,726 --> 00:16:46,074 I didn't mean to. I think I'm just... 254 00:16:46,099 --> 00:16:47,955 A little drunk, and... 255 00:16:47,980 --> 00:16:49,604 I'm actually kind of stoned, so... 256 00:16:49,629 --> 00:16:53,545 No, it's fine. It's fine. Look, um, I'm glad we're talking about this. 257 00:16:54,479 --> 00:16:56,896 - You're glad we're talking about this? - Yeah. Come on, Sam. 258 00:16:56,921 --> 00:16:59,229 - I-I was just being stupid. - Sam, Sam, look. 259 00:16:59,254 --> 00:17:01,205 We can talk about anything, okay? 260 00:17:01,230 --> 00:17:02,847 I know we can talk about anything. 261 00:17:02,871 --> 00:17:04,324 - It's like... - No. Come on, it's... 262 00:17:04,349 --> 00:17:06,505 Justin, shut the fuck up! 263 00:17:11,521 --> 00:17:13,562 - Um... - You just were, like, pushing. 264 00:17:13,587 --> 00:17:15,888 - It's like, I get it. You're... - I'm sorry. 265 00:17:17,309 --> 00:17:19,080 It's fine. Okay? Um... 266 00:17:19,105 --> 00:17:21,833 It's just, like, not a big deal and you're making it seem... 267 00:17:21,858 --> 00:17:24,454 - Like a fucking deal. - Okay. I'm sorry. Look. 268 00:17:24,537 --> 00:17:27,121 I'm gonna go get us some cigarettes. 269 00:17:27,146 --> 00:17:28,406 - Okay. - Yeah? 270 00:17:28,431 --> 00:17:30,937 And when I get back, we'll just... 271 00:17:31,601 --> 00:17:33,843 - talk. - No. We don't have... 272 00:17:33,868 --> 00:17:36,491 It didn't even happen, so it doesn't matter. 273 00:17:36,516 --> 00:17:37,891 Okay. 274 00:18:14,131 --> 00:18:16,054 It's getting to that point. 275 00:18:16,729 --> 00:18:19,146 Shut the fuck up. 276 00:18:23,105 --> 00:18:24,788 You're gonna have to make a decision. 277 00:18:24,813 --> 00:18:27,205 Look, your heart rate is getting really low, and... 278 00:18:27,230 --> 00:18:30,335 My God. Can you please just shut the fuck up? 279 00:18:30,742 --> 00:18:32,343 I can't. 280 00:18:33,455 --> 00:18:35,648 What the fuck do you even want from me? 281 00:18:35,673 --> 00:18:38,406 I don't... Look, I don't know, Sam. 282 00:18:38,431 --> 00:18:39,960 You don't know? 283 00:18:39,985 --> 00:18:41,693 I don't know, either, you fuckin'... 284 00:18:41,718 --> 00:18:44,885 Hamster-ass, fuckin' fuck-face piece of hai... 285 00:18:44,945 --> 00:18:47,069 Hairy bullshit! 286 00:18:48,555 --> 00:18:51,596 - And stop looking at me like that! - Like what? 287 00:18:52,031 --> 00:18:55,906 Like you want me to just bite the fuckin' bullet and get clean. 288 00:18:56,146 --> 00:18:58,688 - I tried already, and it's too hard. - It is? 289 00:18:58,713 --> 00:19:02,049 Yes. Yes, it is, okay? It's too hard. 290 00:19:02,074 --> 00:19:03,491 And I... 291 00:19:03,516 --> 00:19:06,767 Even if I fucking could, I don't wanna live like that. 292 00:19:07,651 --> 00:19:09,983 I wanna feel alive. 293 00:19:13,033 --> 00:19:15,119 You wanna be alive like her? 294 00:19:18,108 --> 00:19:20,541 I sure as shit don't wanna be... 295 00:19:21,424 --> 00:19:25,220 You know, fuckin'... all sobered up. 296 00:19:25,778 --> 00:19:27,528 No excitement. 297 00:19:27,854 --> 00:19:31,271 Or fuckin'... Fuckin'... 298 00:19:31,296 --> 00:19:33,736 - You're running out of time, Sam. - Shut the fuck up! 299 00:19:33,761 --> 00:19:35,496 Shut the fuck up! 300 00:19:35,521 --> 00:19:37,510 Please, just stop. 301 00:19:38,271 --> 00:19:41,271 God, who even fuckin' are you? 302 00:19:41,412 --> 00:19:43,038 You keep coming around 303 00:19:43,063 --> 00:19:44,743 and giving me drugs, and taking them away, 304 00:19:44,768 --> 00:19:46,935 and yelling at me, and eating my fuckin' pussy. 305 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:49,043 Who the fuck even are you? 306 00:19:51,450 --> 00:19:53,784 - Who are you? - I'm you. 307 00:19:55,559 --> 00:19:57,184 Okay? I'm you. 308 00:20:07,971 --> 00:20:10,989 All right. If you're me, then... 309 00:20:11,437 --> 00:20:14,271 - tell me what to do. - You know I can't do that. 310 00:20:19,609 --> 00:20:22,734 Well, can you at least tell me what my options are? 311 00:20:24,048 --> 00:20:26,048 Yeah. Um... 312 00:20:26,428 --> 00:20:28,489 The way I see it is this. 313 00:20:28,987 --> 00:20:31,653 You can either pull that needle out... 314 00:20:33,065 --> 00:20:35,153 or you can push it all the way in. 315 00:20:36,896 --> 00:20:39,551 Right? Don't... Don't get much simpler than that. 316 00:20:43,690 --> 00:20:45,356 Huh. 317 00:20:58,437 --> 00:21:01,896 I just don't know if I can do it anymore. 318 00:21:04,942 --> 00:21:06,858 It all... 319 00:21:07,317 --> 00:21:08,747 hurts. 320 00:21:09,447 --> 00:21:11,739 It all feels really bad. 321 00:21:13,975 --> 00:21:16,075 There's nothing... 322 00:21:17,466 --> 00:21:21,007 - There's nothing like it. - Like star time? 323 00:21:23,376 --> 00:21:24,793 Yeah. 324 00:21:25,794 --> 00:21:27,628 Like star time. 325 00:21:29,267 --> 00:21:32,309 And I've been trying so hard... 326 00:21:33,601 --> 00:21:36,796 to get it from other places, but I just can't. 327 00:21:38,846 --> 00:21:40,679 It just... 328 00:21:43,919 --> 00:21:46,002 I understand. 329 00:22:51,799 --> 00:22:55,445 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 330 00:23:58,412 --> 00:24:01,122 I'm not liking this. It's me. 331 00:24:01,934 --> 00:24:04,511 I'm just trying something new to try to jog your memory. 332 00:24:04,536 --> 00:24:06,037 I don't know what you want me to say here. I mean... 333 00:24:06,061 --> 00:24:08,004 Anything that occurs to you is fine. 334 00:24:08,029 --> 00:24:10,715 - Something's coming to me. - Just go with it. 335 00:24:12,747 --> 00:24:15,080 Did something happen to that little boy? 336 00:24:20,804 --> 00:24:23,879 Oh, yeah! 337 00:24:23,904 --> 00:24:26,537 Normally when I'm writing Room 104 episodes 338 00:24:26,562 --> 00:24:28,646 I start out with a plan, I know what I'm going to do. 339 00:24:28,671 --> 00:24:30,358 Get through a draft, give it to the group 340 00:24:30,383 --> 00:24:32,265 and they fix it. That's the smart process. 341 00:24:32,290 --> 00:24:34,246 "Star Time" was not a smart process. 342 00:24:34,271 --> 00:24:37,140 ♪ S-T-A-R-T-I-M-E ♪ 343 00:24:37,165 --> 00:24:39,040 ♪ S-T-A-R ♪ 344 00:24:40,238 --> 00:24:42,897 "Star Time" was in instinctual, 345 00:24:42,922 --> 00:24:45,476 I'm going to sit down, and start writing an episode 346 00:24:45,501 --> 00:24:49,327 because my heart is telling me there should be a girl in a room 347 00:24:49,352 --> 00:24:50,749 who looks really sad 348 00:24:50,774 --> 00:24:53,718 and a hamster who is speaking to her. 349 00:24:53,743 --> 00:24:55,579 Hi, hey, peace. 350 00:24:55,604 --> 00:24:57,188 And I had no idea what it was going to be about. 351 00:24:57,212 --> 00:24:58,641 I thought, 'Well why would she be there, 352 00:24:58,665 --> 00:25:00,304 why is she sad, what's going on?" 353 00:25:00,329 --> 00:25:02,710 And then it really hit me that this could be 354 00:25:02,735 --> 00:25:04,890 an interesting story about addiction. 355 00:25:04,915 --> 00:25:08,257 When we started talking about, really what "Star Time" could be 356 00:25:08,282 --> 00:25:11,116 it is that feeling that people have, of, 357 00:25:11,141 --> 00:25:14,433 "If I am not seeking... 358 00:25:15,384 --> 00:25:18,101 the stars, my life is not worth living." 359 00:25:18,126 --> 00:25:21,085 And for a lot of people the way to go get that 360 00:25:21,110 --> 00:25:24,624 what we're calling "star time," and the easiest way to get that 361 00:25:24,963 --> 00:25:26,913 is through some sort of addiction. 362 00:25:26,938 --> 00:25:28,796 And, that version of the addiction story is 363 00:25:28,821 --> 00:25:30,813 interesting to me, someone who is intellectually aware 364 00:25:30,837 --> 00:25:34,796 of what's going on and yet still not quite able 365 00:25:34,821 --> 00:25:35,863 to transcend it. 366 00:25:35,888 --> 00:25:38,897 It's star time baby. It's time... 367 00:25:39,212 --> 00:25:40,913 to begin.