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<i>Hey, welcome back,
and thanks for joining us.</i>

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<i>I'm here with Nina Brokaw.</i>

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<i>If you're anything like me,
you know her as the maker</i>

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<i>of atmospheric, wildly emotional,
dreamy music.</i>

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<i>Her last album "Tethered"
was certainly a hit</i>

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<i>around our parts.</i>

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<i>Nina, thanks for joining us.</i>

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<i>Thanks for having me.</i>

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<i>So, are you out on tour
still supporting "Tethered"?</i>

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<i>This is just like a little mini-tour.</i>

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<i>I'm opening for some friends of mine.</i>

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<i>You know, "Tethered"
came out about three years ago, so...</i>

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<i>Well, yeah, you said it,</i>

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<i>I didn't say it,
but now that you brought it up,</i>

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<i>the fans are curious and wondering</i>

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<i>is there something percolating in there?</i>

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<i>I know your records are
often very personal,</i>

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<i>but can we get a little
teaser, anything?</i>

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<i>Well, I'm still kind of
dreaming it up at this point,</i>

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<i>so... so, yeah, I don't know.</i>

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<i>Cool, cool. So you're taking your time.</i>

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<i>But I know that you actually
wrote and recorded "Tethered"</i>

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<i>in, like, 48 hours, so...</i>

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<i>Yeah, but it doesn't
always happen that way.</i>

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<i>Oh, of course. Totally.</i>

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<i>I mean, yeah,</i>

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<i>sometimes it comes and it's simple</i>

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<i>and it just spills out,</i>

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<i>and sometimes it comes and
it's not easy, it's hard,</i>

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<i>and it's... it's just fucking hard,</i>

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<i>so can you just...</i>

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<i>I'm sorry, I didn't
mean to keep asking about...</i>

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<i>No, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to be defensive.</i>

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<i>It's just for me, it's almost like...</i>

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<i>There's, like, a shadow or something</i>

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<i>that's following me around
and pulling me towards it.</i>

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<i>And I've been resisting
it for a long time,</i>

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<i>but you just can't live with
a shadow, you know,</i>

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<i>so I think I just have to dive in.</i>

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<i>But I don't know, it's terrifying.</i>

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<i>I'm scared I'm not gonna get it right.</i>

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<i>I'm scared of what's in there.</i>

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<i>It's just... Yeah, I don't know.</i>

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What are you doing here?

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I wanna talk to you.

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I don't wanna talk to you.

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I know.

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I've been texting and
calling you for three months.

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I know you have.

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I really don't wanna talk.

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<i>Please?</i>

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No. I don't want to do this.

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Please.

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Go ahead.

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When I met you three years ago...

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I just knew that I had
met the love of my life.

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And I'm pretty sure
you felt the same way.

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We were so in love.

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We talked about getting married...

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and having kids.

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But you just destroyed it.

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When I became successful...

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you just...

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You became jealous,

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petty, resentful,

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angry...

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and you destroyed what we had.

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I felt like you stopped loving me.

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You made me feel terrible about myself.

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And you took away the most
important thing to me...

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Us.

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Well, it's difficult...

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when the person you're with
is more successful than you

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and... more talented than you...

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... just generally a
better person than you.

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It changed me.

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I didn't recognize myself.

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I was jealous.

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And I'm sorry.

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But I need to get over you.

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I see these images.

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They're everywhere.

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Like, I'll be taking a walk...

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and I'll see the image of us.

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Or even if I'm at a coffee shop,

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I'll turn around and it'll
be playing on the wall.

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I can't get away from it.

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It's like you're haunting me.

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And I understand why you
don't want to talk to me.

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But you can't just shut me out.

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I still carry you with me.

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I don't know what to do.

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So...

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is there any chance for us, or...?

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It's ruined.

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And it's okay.

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I forgive you.

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