1 00:00:07,224 --> 00:00:09,226 You want to tell me why you dug a grave 2 00:00:09,270 --> 00:00:10,619 on Sonya barzel's property? 3 00:00:10,662 --> 00:00:13,056 I have no idea what you're talking about. 4 00:00:13,100 --> 00:00:14,492 I know that you met up with Nick. 5 00:00:14,536 --> 00:00:16,668 Dinner for two, sabbiato's. 6 00:00:16,712 --> 00:00:17,800 What the hell? 7 00:00:17,843 --> 00:00:19,454 Is he coaxing him to jump? 8 00:00:19,497 --> 00:00:21,760 Here we go round the prickly pear. 9 00:00:21,804 --> 00:00:25,329 The prickly pear, the prickly pear. 10 00:00:25,373 --> 00:00:29,116 I think you let Nick die because he had a hold on you. 11 00:00:29,159 --> 00:00:31,857 What would you do about it if you were me? 12 00:00:31,901 --> 00:00:33,990 I'd accept the help I'm offered. 13 00:00:34,034 --> 00:00:35,731 I assume you're aware of your rights 14 00:00:35,774 --> 00:00:36,925 and that I can't hold you here. 15 00:00:36,949 --> 00:00:38,342 Hold me? 16 00:00:38,386 --> 00:00:39,691 You mean involuntarily? 17 00:00:39,735 --> 00:00:41,345 What the hell was that? 18 00:00:41,389 --> 00:00:42,912 You trying to get me locked up? 19 00:00:42,955 --> 00:00:45,349 Let's go someplace and talk. 20 00:00:45,393 --> 00:00:46,785 Jamie! 21 00:00:46,829 --> 00:00:48,178 Couldn't hold him. 22 00:00:48,222 --> 00:00:50,224 He's out there. He's gonna do something. 23 00:00:50,267 --> 00:00:52,748 We have to find him. 24 00:01:12,855 --> 00:01:14,378 Look, just say the word, 25 00:01:14,422 --> 00:01:16,554 and I'll go back to my room right now. 26 00:01:16,598 --> 00:01:18,513 You can go home. 27 00:01:18,556 --> 00:01:19,905 Why are you pushing me on this? 28 00:01:19,949 --> 00:01:22,560 Because you need it. 29 00:01:22,604 --> 00:01:25,215 I'm not gonna let you ghost on me again. 30 00:01:27,783 --> 00:01:30,307 Why do you even care what I need at this point? 31 00:01:30,351 --> 00:01:34,224 Because I believe in you. 32 00:01:34,268 --> 00:01:37,227 I always have. 33 00:01:37,271 --> 00:01:39,577 You feel the things other people miss. 34 00:01:39,621 --> 00:01:43,755 And trust me... 35 00:01:43,799 --> 00:01:46,671 There aren't many people out there to believe in. 36 00:01:52,155 --> 00:01:54,157 You can't just come into my life 37 00:01:54,201 --> 00:01:57,508 and expect me to screw everything up. 38 00:01:58,640 --> 00:02:01,817 I have to think about Leela, too. 39 00:02:01,860 --> 00:02:05,081 And your baby. 40 00:02:05,125 --> 00:02:07,475 Were you ever gonna tell me about that? 41 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:12,654 Jamie... 42 00:02:12,697 --> 00:02:15,396 You want to feel the truth like we did in school. 43 00:02:15,439 --> 00:02:17,789 That's why you called me. 44 00:02:17,833 --> 00:02:20,923 Nothing else matters. 45 00:02:20,966 --> 00:02:24,840 Nothing else can matter until you do that. 46 00:02:33,805 --> 00:02:35,633 Can we get another one over here? 47 00:02:35,677 --> 00:02:38,593 You got it. 48 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:44,947 Here you go, gentlemen. 49 00:02:44,990 --> 00:02:46,427 Thank you. 50 00:02:46,470 --> 00:02:48,298 You can leave the bottle. 51 00:02:53,477 --> 00:02:56,611 You get away with whatever you want, don't you? 52 00:02:56,654 --> 00:02:59,614 I got everything we need in the car. 53 00:03:01,833 --> 00:03:03,270 Are you serious? 54 00:03:03,313 --> 00:03:05,359 It's all right here. 55 00:03:08,100 --> 00:03:10,668 I really fucking hate you sometimes. 56 00:03:33,082 --> 00:03:34,257 Pick a number. 57 00:04:51,639 --> 00:04:53,510 He's moving directly south through yonkers. 58 00:04:53,554 --> 00:04:54,772 He's got to be on the train. 59 00:04:54,816 --> 00:04:56,774 Okay. He's headed to the city. 60 00:04:56,818 --> 00:04:59,516 Which means he's out of our jurisdiction. 61 00:04:59,560 --> 00:05:02,171 I'm gonna call my contact at NYPD. 62 00:05:02,214 --> 00:05:04,086 Give them the heads-up. 63 00:05:04,129 --> 00:05:05,522 Stay on his coordinates. 64 00:05:05,566 --> 00:05:06,934 We got to get that emergency warrant 65 00:05:06,958 --> 00:05:08,090 to track his cell phone. 66 00:05:08,133 --> 00:05:10,179 - On what basis? - Exigent circumstances. 67 00:05:10,222 --> 00:05:12,062 Even with a warrant, it'll be after the fact. 68 00:05:12,094 --> 00:05:13,574 Let's just make it happen. 69 00:05:13,617 --> 00:05:15,184 I don't see how this situation falls 70 00:05:15,227 --> 00:05:16,359 under our responsibility. 71 00:05:16,403 --> 00:05:18,796 'Cause it's on me. 72 00:05:18,840 --> 00:05:21,146 If he does something tonight, 73 00:05:21,190 --> 00:05:23,453 it's all on me. 74 00:05:41,689 --> 00:05:43,952 - Damn it, Bridget, we're late. - I told you! 75 00:05:43,995 --> 00:05:46,476 Hey, hey, hey, stop dragging your kid. 76 00:05:46,520 --> 00:05:49,479 What the hell is wrong with you? 77 00:06:07,018 --> 00:06:09,020 He just took a left down 21st street, 78 00:06:09,064 --> 00:06:10,500 heading west. 79 00:06:10,544 --> 00:06:12,502 Okay, that's just... 80 00:06:12,546 --> 00:06:14,069 Whoa, whoa! 81 00:06:14,112 --> 00:06:15,897 Hey. 82 00:06:15,940 --> 00:06:17,507 Me? 83 00:06:17,551 --> 00:06:19,248 - Ambrose. - No, I'm here. 84 00:06:19,291 --> 00:06:20,510 I'm gonna park this car. 85 00:06:20,554 --> 00:06:22,382 It's a zoo here. 86 00:06:39,442 --> 00:06:42,445 Mr. B? 87 00:06:42,489 --> 00:06:44,229 Sophie greenfield from briarton. 88 00:06:44,273 --> 00:06:45,535 Class of '14. 89 00:06:45,579 --> 00:06:47,494 You don't remember me, do you? 90 00:06:47,537 --> 00:06:49,713 You look exactly the same. 91 00:06:49,757 --> 00:06:51,411 Oh, Sophie. Yeah, sorry. 92 00:06:51,454 --> 00:06:53,238 My... your hair's different. 93 00:06:53,282 --> 00:06:55,458 Yeah, just a bit. 94 00:06:55,502 --> 00:06:57,895 This is so crazy! What are you doing here? 95 00:06:57,939 --> 00:07:01,116 - Uh, you know... - Looking at art. 96 00:07:01,159 --> 00:07:02,247 Just walked in. 97 00:07:02,291 --> 00:07:03,727 Oh, yeah, you have good taste. 98 00:07:03,771 --> 00:07:05,033 This is one of my favorites. 99 00:07:05,076 --> 00:07:07,470 This is an outsider artist based out of Savannah, 100 00:07:07,514 --> 00:07:10,081 and he literally stares at the sun 101 00:07:10,125 --> 00:07:12,388 and paints the retinal burns he sees in his eyelids. 102 00:07:12,432 --> 00:07:14,825 It's insane. 103 00:07:14,869 --> 00:07:17,698 - So you... you work here? - Yeah, I'm assisting. 104 00:07:17,741 --> 00:07:21,876 I mean, I, like, have no desire to work in the art world, 105 00:07:21,919 --> 00:07:23,268 and the planet's basically ending, 106 00:07:23,312 --> 00:07:26,620 so, like, you know, I'm just figuring it out and... 107 00:07:26,663 --> 00:07:29,100 Enjoying the city. 108 00:07:29,144 --> 00:07:30,580 I'm sorry, I need a photo. 109 00:07:30,624 --> 00:07:32,713 - Like, I have to. - Oh, i... 110 00:07:36,891 --> 00:07:38,936 Alexis... do you remember Alexis Porter? 111 00:07:38,980 --> 00:07:41,983 She's gonna be so jealous I ran into the Mr. B. 112 00:07:43,201 --> 00:07:45,073 "The Mr. B"? 113 00:07:45,116 --> 00:07:46,466 Yeah, come on. 114 00:07:46,509 --> 00:07:48,511 You know every girl at briarton had a crush on you. 115 00:07:48,555 --> 00:07:50,426 What's your number? 116 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:52,036 Here, just send it to you. 117 00:07:55,344 --> 00:07:57,128 So crazy. 118 00:07:57,172 --> 00:07:58,492 It seems like you're doing well. 119 00:07:58,521 --> 00:08:00,392 I mean... 120 00:08:00,436 --> 00:08:02,003 Okay, I have to get back at it, 121 00:08:02,046 --> 00:08:04,005 but it's so cool seeing you, Mr. B. 122 00:08:04,048 --> 00:08:05,702 You too. 123 00:08:14,232 --> 00:08:16,321 I had him in one location for a little while, 124 00:08:16,365 --> 00:08:18,541 but then he started heading north. 125 00:08:18,585 --> 00:08:19,847 Looks like he's slowing down. 126 00:08:19,890 --> 00:08:22,153 He's on the corner of 28th and Broadway, 127 00:08:22,197 --> 00:08:23,241 and he's not moving. 128 00:08:27,681 --> 00:08:30,205 - I think I might have him. - Stay with me. 129 00:08:30,248 --> 00:08:32,337 - Welcome. - Hi. 130 00:08:43,131 --> 00:08:44,349 I don't see him. 131 00:08:44,393 --> 00:08:46,482 - Well, that's where he is. - He hasn't moved. 132 00:08:55,404 --> 00:08:57,580 I know where he is. 133 00:09:10,158 --> 00:09:12,116 Jamie. 134 00:09:15,685 --> 00:09:17,948 You won't stop, will you? 135 00:09:17,992 --> 00:09:20,603 I'm trying to keep you safe. 136 00:09:20,647 --> 00:09:23,693 Did you track my phone? 137 00:09:23,737 --> 00:09:26,043 Why don't you come down from there? 138 00:09:28,568 --> 00:09:31,005 Isn't it strange how when we stand at the edge like this, 139 00:09:31,048 --> 00:09:34,791 we all feel like we might lose control and jump? 140 00:09:34,835 --> 00:09:37,664 That impulse to jump into the void, 141 00:09:37,707 --> 00:09:41,624 to step in front of a car... 142 00:09:41,668 --> 00:09:43,365 What's that about? 143 00:09:43,408 --> 00:09:47,021 - Those are just feelings. - They're not reality. 144 00:09:47,064 --> 00:09:50,546 That's what Nick would always say. 145 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:53,201 But if feelings aren't the truth, then what is? 146 00:09:59,903 --> 00:10:02,732 Jamie... What are you doing? 147 00:10:02,776 --> 00:10:05,648 Letting it decide for me. 148 00:10:05,692 --> 00:10:08,477 And then what? 149 00:10:08,520 --> 00:10:10,435 I go where it tells me. 150 00:10:14,222 --> 00:10:16,137 Pick a color. 151 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:20,315 I'm not gonna pick a color. 152 00:10:23,057 --> 00:10:25,233 Red. 153 00:10:38,986 --> 00:10:42,467 Jamie, you don't have to do this. 154 00:10:42,511 --> 00:10:45,645 Just step back. Come on. 155 00:10:48,560 --> 00:10:49,605 Jamie. 156 00:10:58,570 --> 00:11:01,269 I can't do anything. 157 00:11:01,312 --> 00:11:03,227 You don't have to. 158 00:11:13,977 --> 00:11:15,805 Let's head back to Dorchester. 159 00:11:15,849 --> 00:11:17,938 Stop. Stop pretending you're on my side. 160 00:11:17,981 --> 00:11:19,200 It's a fucking joke. 161 00:11:19,243 --> 00:11:21,202 I'm not letting you wander around this city 162 00:11:21,245 --> 00:11:22,943 all night. 163 00:11:22,986 --> 00:11:24,945 As far as I'm concerned, I'm a free man. 164 00:11:24,988 --> 00:11:26,555 You got nothing on me. 165 00:11:26,598 --> 00:11:30,037 I'm sticking with you. 166 00:11:30,080 --> 00:11:32,300 All night. I don't care. 167 00:11:41,004 --> 00:11:42,484 Good idea. Drink it off. 168 00:11:42,527 --> 00:11:43,790 Get it out of your system, huh? 169 00:11:43,833 --> 00:11:45,617 Don't you have anything better to do? 170 00:11:45,661 --> 00:11:48,751 Yeah, my yard could use some weeding. 171 00:11:48,795 --> 00:11:49,926 This is harassment. 172 00:11:49,970 --> 00:11:51,623 I'm out of my jurisdiction. 173 00:11:51,667 --> 00:11:54,148 Why don't you find a cop and file a complaint? 174 00:11:59,806 --> 00:12:01,982 Does your wife know where you are tonight? 175 00:12:02,025 --> 00:12:03,461 Hi. Can I get you guys anything? 176 00:12:03,505 --> 00:12:05,420 - Whiskey. - Rye, whatever you got. 177 00:12:05,463 --> 00:12:08,945 - He's not staying. - Uh-huh. 178 00:12:08,989 --> 00:12:12,775 So that paper thing... 179 00:12:12,819 --> 00:12:14,821 Some kind of game between you and Nick? 180 00:12:14,864 --> 00:12:17,127 Were you playing that game the night 181 00:12:17,171 --> 00:12:20,130 that you targeted Sonya barzel? 182 00:12:20,174 --> 00:12:21,915 I thought you were off duty. 183 00:12:21,958 --> 00:12:23,307 Why her? 184 00:12:23,351 --> 00:12:25,309 How's she connected? 185 00:12:25,353 --> 00:12:27,834 You're such a detective. 186 00:12:27,877 --> 00:12:29,792 Why does there always have to be a connection? 187 00:12:29,836 --> 00:12:31,794 You need an explanation for everything? 188 00:12:31,838 --> 00:12:34,014 In my experience, there usually is. 189 00:12:39,889 --> 00:12:42,370 This is random. 190 00:12:42,413 --> 00:12:45,025 It's a game of chance. 191 00:12:45,068 --> 00:12:47,331 That's why Nick liked it. 192 00:12:47,375 --> 00:12:48,637 Everyone wants to believe 193 00:12:48,680 --> 00:12:50,682 there's some kind of order to all this 194 00:12:50,726 --> 00:12:52,162 or divine will. 195 00:12:52,206 --> 00:12:53,729 This is god. 196 00:12:53,773 --> 00:12:56,863 Chaos. Chance. 197 00:12:56,906 --> 00:12:57,994 And Sonya? 198 00:12:58,038 --> 00:12:59,387 Sonya means nothing. 199 00:12:59,430 --> 00:13:01,345 Nick used this to lead us to her. 200 00:13:01,389 --> 00:13:04,871 She's just the unlucky person the arrows pointed to. 201 00:13:04,914 --> 00:13:06,307 Fate. 202 00:13:06,350 --> 00:13:10,528 There's your connection, dear detective. 203 00:13:10,572 --> 00:13:11,878 So it could have been anybody 204 00:13:11,921 --> 00:13:14,358 that you were planning to put in that grave? 205 00:13:19,407 --> 00:13:22,584 I don't understand why you listened to him. 206 00:13:24,760 --> 00:13:28,329 Nick was the most honest person I have ever known. 207 00:13:28,372 --> 00:13:31,375 He was also a sociopath. 208 00:13:31,419 --> 00:13:33,116 You sure about that? 209 00:13:33,160 --> 00:13:34,378 Look around. 210 00:13:34,422 --> 00:13:36,990 It's a world full of sociopaths. 211 00:13:37,033 --> 00:13:39,949 Addicts hooked on booze or money 212 00:13:39,993 --> 00:13:42,212 or cell phones, self-help, 213 00:13:42,256 --> 00:13:43,997 things. 214 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:46,216 Anything not to think about what's really there, 215 00:13:46,260 --> 00:13:49,132 which, let's face it, is death. 216 00:13:49,176 --> 00:13:50,873 Let me tell you something. 217 00:13:50,917 --> 00:13:52,875 You try to get honest with anyone about that, 218 00:13:52,919 --> 00:13:54,398 I mean, really honest, 219 00:13:54,442 --> 00:13:57,140 and they'll turn on you. 220 00:13:57,184 --> 00:13:59,882 They don't want to hear it. 221 00:13:59,926 --> 00:14:02,842 So it's you against the world. 222 00:14:04,495 --> 00:14:08,064 Hey, hey. What are you doing? 223 00:14:08,108 --> 00:14:10,153 Proving it to you. 224 00:14:14,201 --> 00:14:16,464 Hey, what's up, man? How you guys doing? 225 00:14:16,507 --> 00:14:18,248 You having a good night? 226 00:14:18,292 --> 00:14:19,815 Yeah, it's all right. 227 00:14:19,859 --> 00:14:21,425 You guys look ready to launch. 228 00:14:23,297 --> 00:14:24,646 We're just hanging out. 229 00:14:24,689 --> 00:14:26,866 Yeah, I got to say, it feels good to be out. 230 00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:29,738 My wife and I just had a baby one week ago. 231 00:14:29,781 --> 00:14:30,870 Congrats. 232 00:14:30,913 --> 00:14:32,349 Ah, shit is rough. 233 00:14:33,655 --> 00:14:35,396 Seriously, I'm in town just for the night, 234 00:14:35,439 --> 00:14:36,571 and I'm feeling this itch, 235 00:14:36,614 --> 00:14:38,921 like I got to blow off some steam, 236 00:14:38,965 --> 00:14:41,271 like I want to fucking regret this night in the morning, 237 00:14:41,315 --> 00:14:42,272 you know what I mean? 238 00:14:42,316 --> 00:14:45,145 Cheers. 239 00:14:45,188 --> 00:14:46,905 Looks like you're getting some traction over there. 240 00:14:46,929 --> 00:14:49,453 - Mm. - You gonna make a move? 241 00:14:49,497 --> 00:14:51,325 - Getting there. - Yeah? 242 00:14:51,368 --> 00:14:53,109 Okay. 243 00:15:02,249 --> 00:15:04,512 Yeah, I have him. 244 00:15:04,555 --> 00:15:06,775 - How is he? - He's on a bender. 245 00:15:06,818 --> 00:15:10,692 Just gonna stick with him. Maybe I'll wear him down. 246 00:15:10,735 --> 00:15:13,086 - What does that entail? - A long night probably. 247 00:15:13,129 --> 00:15:17,046 He's kind of loose... maybe he'll slip up and confess. 248 00:15:17,090 --> 00:15:18,656 He's halfway there already. 249 00:15:18,700 --> 00:15:20,136 - Keep me in the loop. - Yeah. 250 00:15:29,406 --> 00:15:31,974 Third trimester. 251 00:15:32,018 --> 00:15:33,410 - Yeah. - Hey. 252 00:15:33,454 --> 00:15:35,325 There he is! 253 00:15:35,369 --> 00:15:36,979 Harry. Hey, hey, hey. 254 00:15:37,023 --> 00:15:39,764 These are my buddies, rahm and eyan, 255 00:15:39,808 --> 00:15:42,376 and our new friends, Deanna... 256 00:15:42,419 --> 00:15:44,769 Shit, shi... Deanna and Kelsey. 257 00:15:44,813 --> 00:15:47,163 These lovely ladies are just visiting from the outback. 258 00:15:47,207 --> 00:15:49,818 - Well, I've got my work visa. - She's the world traveler. 259 00:15:49,861 --> 00:15:51,646 And this is my uncle Harry. 260 00:15:51,689 --> 00:15:52,884 - Your uncle? - That's so cute! 261 00:15:52,908 --> 00:15:54,451 - Oh, my god, it's true. - You guys look alike. 262 00:15:54,475 --> 00:15:55,824 You think? 263 00:15:55,867 --> 00:15:57,739 - Let's go. - Oh, no. 264 00:15:57,782 --> 00:15:59,610 - He's gonna try to pull me away. - No. 265 00:15:59,654 --> 00:16:01,395 He's a bit of a by-the-book type, okay? 266 00:16:01,438 --> 00:16:02,918 He's not used to taking chances. 267 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,201 But I don't know... maybe tonight could be different, huh? 268 00:16:05,225 --> 00:16:06,269 Come on, Harry. 269 00:16:06,313 --> 00:16:07,713 Have a drink with us, uncle Harry. 270 00:16:07,749 --> 00:16:09,969 - One drink, come on. - Come on, Harry. 271 00:16:10,012 --> 00:16:12,710 - Come on, man, come on. - Come on. 272 00:16:12,754 --> 00:16:14,471 - You look sharp, man. - Where'd you get that suit? 273 00:16:14,495 --> 00:16:15,800 Come on, man, it's bespoke. 274 00:16:17,715 --> 00:16:19,215 I keep trying to get uncle Harry here 275 00:16:19,239 --> 00:16:20,414 to up his game. 276 00:16:20,457 --> 00:16:21,719 Oh, come on. He looks nice. 277 00:16:21,763 --> 00:16:24,809 This guy, this guy's got great taste. 278 00:16:24,853 --> 00:16:27,638 - Yeah, he looks like a Baller. - She's a few ahead of us. 279 00:16:27,682 --> 00:16:29,336 Shut up! 280 00:16:29,379 --> 00:16:30,819 - What do you do? - Currency trading. 281 00:16:30,859 --> 00:16:33,688 - Oh, wow, yeah. - So he is a Baller. 282 00:16:33,731 --> 00:16:35,777 Now he's gonna buy everyone here a round of drinks 283 00:16:35,820 --> 00:16:37,581 just to show us you can do it, aren't you, rahm? 284 00:16:37,605 --> 00:16:38,756 - Hey. - Can you believe this guy? 285 00:16:38,780 --> 00:16:41,174 If you keep buying, we'll keep drinking. 286 00:16:41,217 --> 00:16:42,784 What are you trying to prove? 287 00:16:42,827 --> 00:16:44,699 - The service here sucks, man. - Jamie, hey. 288 00:16:44,742 --> 00:16:46,502 Yeah, let's take this party somewhere else. 289 00:16:46,527 --> 00:16:47,591 - Hey, you know what? - I know a place. 290 00:16:47,615 --> 00:16:48,833 Yeah? Let's go. 291 00:16:48,877 --> 00:16:49,941 - Hell, yes, hell, yes! - Yes. 292 00:16:49,965 --> 00:16:51,706 Hey. 293 00:16:51,749 --> 00:16:53,838 Uncle Harry for the blowout! 294 00:16:53,882 --> 00:16:55,362 Aw, come on, uncle Harry, come on. 295 00:17:14,076 --> 00:17:15,076 Need a break? 296 00:17:18,298 --> 00:17:20,865 - I think we're good now. - Yeah, we are. 297 00:17:20,909 --> 00:17:23,216 Nice job. 298 00:17:25,087 --> 00:17:26,393 Your hand... 299 00:17:35,445 --> 00:17:39,493 I think I need a minute before we start. 300 00:17:39,536 --> 00:17:41,582 We're gonna do things differently this time. 301 00:17:41,625 --> 00:17:44,019 - What do you mean? - I checked on my phone. 302 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:45,977 There's a house at the end of this road. 303 00:17:46,021 --> 00:17:48,371 We need to stop there first. 304 00:17:48,415 --> 00:17:50,591 Why? 305 00:17:50,634 --> 00:17:52,593 Get in the car. 306 00:17:54,682 --> 00:17:56,945 Nick, what's going on? 307 00:18:03,517 --> 00:18:07,042 The house belongs to a woman. 308 00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:10,654 We're gonna bring her down here... 309 00:18:10,698 --> 00:18:12,395 For good. 310 00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:17,400 - No way. - This is the next step. 311 00:18:17,444 --> 00:18:19,315 You and me, this is how we break through. 312 00:18:19,359 --> 00:18:21,230 No, this is crazy, Nick. 313 00:18:21,274 --> 00:18:22,753 No. 314 00:18:22,797 --> 00:18:24,494 The resistance you have right now, 315 00:18:24,538 --> 00:18:26,148 the feeling that it's wrong, it's... 316 00:18:26,192 --> 00:18:27,193 It's a learned response. 317 00:18:27,236 --> 00:18:28,368 It's not real. 318 00:18:28,411 --> 00:18:31,153 I'm not about to kill some random woman. 319 00:18:31,197 --> 00:18:33,112 You're talking about someone's life. 320 00:18:33,155 --> 00:18:35,351 - Jamie, you know this already. - Morality is an invention. 321 00:18:35,375 --> 00:18:37,899 You learn it. It has no basis in anything. 322 00:18:37,942 --> 00:18:40,293 Animals kill every day. God doesn't strike them down. 323 00:18:40,336 --> 00:18:41,990 That's a line in Nietzsche. 324 00:18:42,033 --> 00:18:44,558 That's not exactly our reality here. 325 00:18:44,601 --> 00:18:47,169 You have no idea what kind of freedom there is 326 00:18:47,213 --> 00:18:49,302 on the other side. 327 00:18:51,347 --> 00:18:53,567 You've done this before? 328 00:18:59,399 --> 00:19:01,314 How many times have you done this before? 329 00:19:01,357 --> 00:19:02,900 You have to look it square in the face. 330 00:19:02,924 --> 00:19:04,186 Oh. 331 00:19:04,230 --> 00:19:05,970 - Oh, my god. - Every aspect of your nature. 332 00:19:06,014 --> 00:19:07,668 Oh, my god, this is fucking crazy. 333 00:19:07,711 --> 00:19:09,626 Jamie, you are smarter than this. 334 00:19:09,670 --> 00:19:11,237 No, you're taking me home right now. 335 00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:12,736 - Just stop for a sec. - Just listen to me. 336 00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:14,762 I'm not doing this. 337 00:19:23,379 --> 00:19:25,686 Have I ever lied to you? 338 00:19:28,254 --> 00:19:31,735 Answer the question. 339 00:19:31,779 --> 00:19:35,217 Have I ever lied to you? 340 00:19:35,261 --> 00:19:36,784 I was there when you were at the edge. 341 00:19:36,827 --> 00:19:37,828 I was there with you, 342 00:19:37,872 --> 00:19:41,702 and I didn't let you down, remember? 343 00:19:41,745 --> 00:19:43,878 It's you and me. 344 00:19:43,921 --> 00:19:45,358 You and me. 345 00:19:45,401 --> 00:19:47,510 So forget everything else and have the fucking courage 346 00:19:47,534 --> 00:19:50,406 to step out of the box you've been living in and wake up. 347 00:19:52,626 --> 00:19:54,541 Life eats life. 348 00:19:54,584 --> 00:19:56,475 You've been eating life since the day you were born, 349 00:19:56,499 --> 00:19:58,379 so don't fucking lie, don't pretend you haven't, 350 00:19:58,414 --> 00:20:02,113 b-because that's what we are. 351 00:20:02,157 --> 00:20:04,855 You have to look death in the face, 352 00:20:04,899 --> 00:20:08,859 and once you do, once you pass through this, 353 00:20:08,903 --> 00:20:11,949 trust me, Jamie... 354 00:20:11,993 --> 00:20:13,212 You'll be free. 355 00:20:18,739 --> 00:20:21,002 And I'll be right there with you. 356 00:20:35,756 --> 00:20:38,106 This is the way out. 357 00:21:04,306 --> 00:21:06,221 There she goes. 358 00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:07,788 When in Rome. 359 00:21:07,831 --> 00:21:10,007 Hey, let's get some of that for uncle Harry. 360 00:21:10,051 --> 00:21:13,054 Uncle Harry. 361 00:21:13,097 --> 00:21:15,839 - I'm a designated driver. - No, thank you very much. 362 00:21:15,883 --> 00:21:18,059 - Driver? - It's New York, who's driving? 363 00:21:18,102 --> 00:21:19,843 Come on, Harry. Loosen up. 364 00:21:19,887 --> 00:21:21,018 This is your one life. 365 00:21:21,062 --> 00:21:22,193 I know what this is. 366 00:21:22,237 --> 00:21:23,630 Has anyone ever told you 367 00:21:23,673 --> 00:21:26,197 you hold your tension in your back? 368 00:21:26,241 --> 00:21:27,503 What? 369 00:21:27,547 --> 00:21:29,351 - I can see these things. - I do craniosacral work. 370 00:21:29,375 --> 00:21:30,637 You have back pain, don't you? 371 00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:32,987 Cervical or lumbar? 372 00:21:33,030 --> 00:21:36,599 Just relax a sec, relax. Breathe. 373 00:21:36,643 --> 00:21:39,733 And this one over here, this one's a triquetra. 374 00:21:39,776 --> 00:21:40,777 Ah. 375 00:21:40,821 --> 00:21:42,910 Which is the symbol for unity, 376 00:21:42,953 --> 00:21:45,216 'cause, like, we're all one. 377 00:21:45,260 --> 00:21:48,176 And then over here, 378 00:21:48,219 --> 00:21:49,699 that one's a bear. 379 00:21:49,743 --> 00:21:53,007 - Yeah. - I love bears. 380 00:21:53,050 --> 00:21:56,706 - How you guy's feeling? - Yeah, good, real good. 381 00:21:56,750 --> 00:21:59,230 I like this view... Just the two of you... 382 00:21:59,274 --> 00:22:01,058 Making a connection. 383 00:22:02,364 --> 00:22:03,626 You're so funny. 384 00:22:03,670 --> 00:22:05,715 Well, it's crazy, isn't it? 385 00:22:05,759 --> 00:22:08,065 All of us here in this hotel room, 386 00:22:08,109 --> 00:22:11,068 everyone trying so hard. 387 00:22:11,112 --> 00:22:12,418 Wait, what? 388 00:22:12,461 --> 00:22:15,029 I mean, there's this effort, isn't there? 389 00:22:15,072 --> 00:22:17,640 Underneath it all? It's a bit desperate. 390 00:22:17,684 --> 00:22:19,270 Like we're all trying to escape something. 391 00:22:19,294 --> 00:22:20,382 What is that? 392 00:22:20,426 --> 00:22:22,384 - I just like the champers. - Uh-huh. 393 00:22:22,428 --> 00:22:24,255 I think it's fear. 394 00:22:24,299 --> 00:22:25,909 We're scared. 395 00:22:25,953 --> 00:22:28,651 There's this big yawning void we're stuck in the middle of, 396 00:22:28,695 --> 00:22:30,934 and we're all just grabbing on to anything we can, right? 397 00:22:30,958 --> 00:22:32,351 Don't look down. 398 00:22:32,394 --> 00:22:34,265 Oh, you know, why don't you do a line 399 00:22:34,309 --> 00:22:35,397 and give it a rest, huh? 400 00:22:35,441 --> 00:22:36,833 I don't want to do a line. 401 00:22:36,877 --> 00:22:38,748 I want to be right here with you. 402 00:22:38,792 --> 00:22:39,836 What's wrong? 403 00:22:39,880 --> 00:22:41,925 Talk me down off the ledge, man. 404 00:22:41,969 --> 00:22:44,101 Come on, help me out. I'm scared. 405 00:22:44,145 --> 00:22:45,102 You're scared, too, right? 406 00:22:45,146 --> 00:22:46,582 Dude, that's enough. 407 00:22:46,626 --> 00:22:48,081 You want to do well, you want to make money, 408 00:22:48,105 --> 00:22:50,107 you want to screw somebody, buy stuff, 409 00:22:50,151 --> 00:22:52,283 be someone, for what? 410 00:22:52,327 --> 00:22:54,938 Because it makes you feel safe. 411 00:22:54,982 --> 00:22:57,114 But deep down, you're in freefall. 412 00:22:57,158 --> 00:22:58,246 All of us are. 413 00:22:58,289 --> 00:22:59,397 What the hell is wrong with you? 414 00:22:59,421 --> 00:23:02,337 - Look at me. - We're the same, aren't we? 415 00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:03,469 Aren't we? 416 00:23:03,512 --> 00:23:06,341 Dude, get off! What the fuck? 417 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:07,603 All right, Jamie. 418 00:23:07,647 --> 00:23:08,885 All right, I think it's time for you 419 00:23:08,909 --> 00:23:10,998 and your faggot friend to leave. 420 00:23:11,041 --> 00:23:15,611 - Oh, is that what this is now? - This feels too gay for you? 421 00:23:15,655 --> 00:23:17,613 Huh? 422 00:23:17,657 --> 00:23:19,876 You need to swing your dick around, 423 00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:21,661 pretend you're not about to die? 424 00:23:24,751 --> 00:23:25,795 What? 425 00:23:25,839 --> 00:23:27,014 Okay, come on. 426 00:23:27,057 --> 00:23:29,973 I think it's time to go. 427 00:23:30,017 --> 00:23:32,149 We can go. 428 00:23:35,326 --> 00:23:37,938 Stop! 429 00:23:40,331 --> 00:23:42,333 Jamie! Hey! 430 00:23:48,165 --> 00:23:49,602 Dude... 431 00:23:49,645 --> 00:23:51,778 Would you get out? 432 00:23:51,821 --> 00:23:53,432 You hear me? 433 00:24:05,182 --> 00:24:07,184 Come on. 434 00:24:07,228 --> 00:24:08,447 Yeah, come on. 435 00:24:08,490 --> 00:24:10,840 Seriously. 436 00:24:10,884 --> 00:24:13,364 That's quite a limp you got, uncle Harry. 437 00:24:13,408 --> 00:24:15,671 Not a good look for a cop. 438 00:24:15,715 --> 00:24:17,499 You should get something for that. 439 00:24:17,543 --> 00:24:18,979 I don't take pills. 440 00:24:19,022 --> 00:24:20,371 Oh. 441 00:24:20,415 --> 00:24:22,983 You prefer the pain. 442 00:24:23,026 --> 00:24:24,898 I knew there was something about you. 443 00:24:24,941 --> 00:24:27,074 Oh, come on. 444 00:24:27,117 --> 00:24:28,858 I'm stronger than you. 445 00:24:28,902 --> 00:24:31,121 I can take you down anytime I want. 446 00:24:31,165 --> 00:24:32,209 What's with you anyway? 447 00:24:32,253 --> 00:24:33,360 You think you're the only person 448 00:24:33,384 --> 00:24:34,516 who's angry at the world? 449 00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:35,735 No. 450 00:24:35,778 --> 00:24:37,388 That's the problem. I'm not. 451 00:24:37,432 --> 00:24:39,608 Well, then stop indulging yourself. 452 00:24:39,652 --> 00:24:40,783 Oh, fuck you. 453 00:24:40,827 --> 00:24:42,524 Look, we all have dark thoughts. 454 00:24:42,568 --> 00:24:44,221 We learn how to live with them, all right? 455 00:24:44,265 --> 00:24:46,615 We contain them. 456 00:24:46,659 --> 00:24:49,400 And how's that working out for you? 457 00:24:49,444 --> 00:24:50,706 This isn't about me. 458 00:24:50,750 --> 00:24:52,708 No, 'cause you seem so fulfilled. 459 00:24:52,752 --> 00:24:54,231 How are things going? 460 00:24:54,275 --> 00:24:56,756 You happily divorced? 461 00:24:56,799 --> 00:24:57,757 Yeah. 462 00:24:57,800 --> 00:24:59,280 Yeah, I found out about you. 463 00:24:59,323 --> 00:25:01,717 How are things going in your sunset bachelor days? 464 00:25:01,761 --> 00:25:03,676 You feeling filled with purpose and meaning? 465 00:25:03,719 --> 00:25:05,939 The car's over here. 466 00:25:05,982 --> 00:25:07,897 Lonely detective goes out of his way 467 00:25:07,941 --> 00:25:10,552 to counsel disturbed citizens on essential life skills. 468 00:25:10,596 --> 00:25:14,208 All right, just do something! 469 00:25:14,251 --> 00:25:17,385 You're gonna act out, you're not gonna act out. 470 00:25:17,428 --> 00:25:19,126 Quit talking. 471 00:25:19,169 --> 00:25:20,214 Do it. 472 00:25:23,783 --> 00:25:25,393 Fine. 473 00:25:28,396 --> 00:25:30,833 Let's go. 474 00:25:30,877 --> 00:25:32,269 Taxi! 475 00:25:38,362 --> 00:25:40,060 You and me. 476 00:25:47,067 --> 00:25:49,156 Drive. 477 00:25:49,199 --> 00:25:51,201 Jamie! 478 00:26:12,396 --> 00:26:14,442 I'm here. 234 Morgan. 479 00:26:15,661 --> 00:26:17,010 I hear music. 480 00:26:17,053 --> 00:26:19,534 I'm going in. 481 00:26:53,089 --> 00:26:54,874 You guys have done a great job with it. 482 00:26:54,917 --> 00:26:56,179 - Thank you. - Yeah. 483 00:26:56,223 --> 00:26:59,052 - Yeah, i... - Excuse me for a second. 484 00:26:59,095 --> 00:27:00,749 You made it. 485 00:27:00,793 --> 00:27:02,011 Left this on for you. 486 00:27:02,055 --> 00:27:03,404 Okay, let's go home. 487 00:27:03,447 --> 00:27:07,016 - Is that legal? - Tracking my phone? 488 00:27:07,060 --> 00:27:09,715 You want me to call your wife? 489 00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:11,281 Hey, Sophie. 490 00:27:11,325 --> 00:27:13,022 This is my friend Harry. 491 00:27:13,066 --> 00:27:15,111 Hi. Nice to meet you. 492 00:27:15,155 --> 00:27:17,070 Sophie's a former student of mine, 493 00:27:17,113 --> 00:27:20,421 and, uh, Harry here, he's a detective. 494 00:27:20,464 --> 00:27:22,118 - Really? - Yeah, yeah. 495 00:27:22,162 --> 00:27:23,990 He's kind of obsessed with me. 496 00:27:24,033 --> 00:27:27,950 He's concerned about my safety, or so he says. 497 00:27:27,994 --> 00:27:28,951 Okay. 498 00:27:28,995 --> 00:27:30,474 He thinks I'm dangerous. 499 00:27:30,518 --> 00:27:32,999 What makes you dangerous? 500 00:27:33,042 --> 00:27:34,609 Well, let's be honest. 501 00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:36,480 Everyone's dangerous, aren't they? 502 00:27:36,524 --> 00:27:39,745 We're all mingling, we're all behaving, 503 00:27:39,788 --> 00:27:42,922 but really, stability makes us resentful. 504 00:27:42,965 --> 00:27:44,575 The animal inside is caged up 505 00:27:44,619 --> 00:27:46,752 and just gets angrier and angrier. 506 00:27:46,795 --> 00:27:49,406 Because you're hurt. 507 00:27:49,450 --> 00:27:52,235 And people who are hurt, they get angry. 508 00:27:52,279 --> 00:27:53,541 Come on, let's go. Let's go. 509 00:27:53,584 --> 00:27:55,456 Wasn't there something you wanted to show me? 510 00:27:55,499 --> 00:27:57,588 Oh, yeah. Yeah, upstairs. 511 00:27:57,632 --> 00:27:59,590 Upstairs? Okay. 512 00:28:03,507 --> 00:28:06,772 Somewhere bright. 513 00:28:06,815 --> 00:28:08,817 An island maybe. 514 00:28:10,776 --> 00:28:14,649 And the heat. Yeah, I feel heat. 515 00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:18,131 - She was from Barbados. - Right. 516 00:28:18,174 --> 00:28:21,700 And there's guilt, 517 00:28:21,743 --> 00:28:23,310 a lot of guilt. 518 00:28:23,353 --> 00:28:27,618 Like they never wanted to leave. 519 00:28:27,662 --> 00:28:31,492 Your grandfather never stopped feeling guilty about leaving. 520 00:28:31,535 --> 00:28:33,755 You feel guilty, too. 521 00:28:35,148 --> 00:28:36,671 You left home? 522 00:28:37,977 --> 00:28:39,892 Last year. 523 00:28:39,935 --> 00:28:42,416 That was the right thing. 524 00:28:42,459 --> 00:28:44,331 The guilt you feel... That's not yours. 525 00:28:44,374 --> 00:28:45,985 They don't want you to carry that. 526 00:28:49,379 --> 00:28:50,990 Dan, can you get me some water? 527 00:28:58,084 --> 00:29:01,348 How did you do that? 528 00:29:01,391 --> 00:29:02,958 What's your name? 529 00:29:03,002 --> 00:29:05,178 Jamie. 530 00:29:05,221 --> 00:29:06,527 It's my guidance. 531 00:29:06,570 --> 00:29:09,051 It's like a voice I hear. 532 00:29:09,095 --> 00:29:10,792 Everyone is part of the same field, 533 00:29:10,836 --> 00:29:12,402 alive or dead. 534 00:29:12,446 --> 00:29:15,841 I just listen. 535 00:29:15,884 --> 00:29:18,713 - Can I ask a question? - It's a-about a career thing. 536 00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:20,410 Yeah. 537 00:29:20,454 --> 00:29:22,499 Um, I quit my job two months ago, and i... 538 00:29:22,543 --> 00:29:26,025 wait, hold on a second. 539 00:29:26,068 --> 00:29:27,809 There's someone near you. 540 00:29:31,857 --> 00:29:35,338 A-A friend, an old friend. 541 00:29:39,038 --> 00:29:42,302 He's trying to reach you. 542 00:29:42,345 --> 00:29:44,043 What do you mean? 543 00:29:44,086 --> 00:29:46,045 Yeah, he's... 544 00:29:46,088 --> 00:29:49,875 He's so close to you, it's like he's attached to you. 545 00:29:49,918 --> 00:29:52,834 He's a... 546 00:29:52,878 --> 00:29:54,183 Pear. 547 00:29:57,665 --> 00:29:59,319 Prickly pear, prickly pear... 548 00:29:59,362 --> 00:30:01,060 no, not now. 549 00:30:56,376 --> 00:30:58,291 Are you sure you don't mind? 550 00:30:58,334 --> 00:31:00,032 The party dies when you run out of booze. 551 00:31:00,075 --> 00:31:02,861 - We can't let that happen. - Yeah. 552 00:31:02,904 --> 00:31:03,992 Yeah, admit it, though, 553 00:31:04,036 --> 00:31:05,187 you want to just ditch your friend 554 00:31:05,211 --> 00:31:07,430 and hang out with me, right? 555 00:31:07,474 --> 00:31:09,650 Guilty as charged. 556 00:31:09,693 --> 00:31:12,305 - How about I drive? - Oh, no, I'm not drunk. 557 00:31:12,348 --> 00:31:13,915 I've had, like 1 1/2 drinks. I'm fine. 558 00:31:13,959 --> 00:31:16,570 - You could use a break. - I'll take over. 559 00:31:20,052 --> 00:31:22,141 It's a beater. Be careful. 560 00:31:40,681 --> 00:31:43,118 And so now, after all of that, 561 00:31:43,162 --> 00:31:45,512 j.j.'s gonna move in with Kyle on the top floor. 562 00:31:45,555 --> 00:31:47,383 It's like, I don't know. 563 00:31:47,427 --> 00:31:48,907 The communal-living thing is fine, 564 00:31:48,950 --> 00:31:50,647 but sometimes it drives me crazy. 565 00:31:52,998 --> 00:31:54,129 Is something wrong? 566 00:31:54,173 --> 00:31:56,044 No. No, why? 567 00:31:56,088 --> 00:31:57,979 I don't know, you just seem quiet all of a sudden. 568 00:31:58,003 --> 00:32:00,657 Sorry. 569 00:32:00,701 --> 00:32:04,009 I was thinking about a friend who died recently. 570 00:32:04,052 --> 00:32:05,532 Oh, I'm sorry. 571 00:32:05,575 --> 00:32:08,491 It's been weird. 572 00:32:08,535 --> 00:32:10,885 I miss him. 573 00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:12,626 How did he die? 574 00:32:16,151 --> 00:32:18,937 We don't really know each other that well, do we? 575 00:32:18,980 --> 00:32:20,764 No, I guess not. 576 00:32:20,808 --> 00:32:24,464 I mean, I was a teacher, always in a position of power... 577 00:32:24,507 --> 00:32:28,250 Not exactly an even playing field. 578 00:32:28,294 --> 00:32:30,165 Oh, you just passed the bodega. 579 00:32:30,209 --> 00:32:32,080 I want to play a game with you first. 580 00:32:32,124 --> 00:32:35,649 It's kind of a bonding thing. 581 00:32:35,692 --> 00:32:37,390 Okay. 582 00:32:37,433 --> 00:32:39,044 What is it? 583 00:32:43,048 --> 00:32:44,614 He's headed up Finley Avenue. 584 00:32:48,140 --> 00:32:50,272 - Yeah, I see him. - He's going west. 585 00:32:50,316 --> 00:32:52,013 Damn, he's going fast. 586 00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:59,803 - Whoa, whoa. - You need to slow down. 587 00:32:59,847 --> 00:33:01,414 So this friend and i... 588 00:33:01,457 --> 00:33:02,913 We used to play this game back in college 589 00:33:02,937 --> 00:33:04,417 called taconic roulette. 590 00:33:04,460 --> 00:33:06,245 We'd get on a road crossing the highway 591 00:33:06,288 --> 00:33:08,464 and drive as fast as we could and not stop 592 00:33:08,508 --> 00:33:10,771 just to see if we were lucky enough to make it. 593 00:33:10,814 --> 00:33:12,294 - Are you serious? - That's insane. 594 00:33:12,338 --> 00:33:14,079 The point is you can't stop. 595 00:33:14,122 --> 00:33:15,471 People always stop themselves 596 00:33:15,515 --> 00:33:17,299 right when they're on the precipice. 597 00:33:17,343 --> 00:33:18,997 Yeah, because who wants to die? 598 00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:20,694 I don't want to die. 599 00:33:20,737 --> 00:33:23,653 That's not what this is about at all. 600 00:33:23,697 --> 00:33:25,829 What is it about? 601 00:33:25,873 --> 00:33:27,831 Facing death. 602 00:33:27,875 --> 00:33:29,833 There's a difference. 603 00:33:32,184 --> 00:33:34,969 Uh, is that cop car following us? 604 00:33:39,234 --> 00:33:40,888 Uh, he just took a right on stillwater. 605 00:33:42,629 --> 00:33:44,694 - I just made a right turn. - I'm one block behind him. 606 00:33:44,718 --> 00:33:46,546 I'm driving up kenmore. Still got him? 607 00:33:46,589 --> 00:33:48,896 - I got him. - He's heading towards monitor. 608 00:33:48,939 --> 00:33:51,116 Um, Mr. B, can you stop the car? 609 00:33:51,159 --> 00:33:52,334 Can't. That's the game. 610 00:33:52,378 --> 00:33:53,683 Mr. B, please don't... 611 00:33:53,727 --> 00:33:54,945 No, Mr. B, please! 612 00:33:54,989 --> 00:33:56,556 No... oh, my god! 613 00:34:00,864 --> 00:34:02,823 Oh, my god! 614 00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:06,696 Okay, he's going east now. 615 00:34:06,740 --> 00:34:08,740 He's heading straight at you. You can head him off. 616 00:34:13,094 --> 00:34:15,314 Jamie, stop the car! 617 00:34:15,357 --> 00:34:17,707 Stop the car, Jamie! 618 00:34:20,145 --> 00:34:22,190 Do you hear me? Stop the car! 619 00:34:22,234 --> 00:34:24,714 Stop the car! 620 00:34:24,758 --> 00:34:26,107 Oh, my go... 621 00:34:36,248 --> 00:34:38,859 What the fuck is wrong with you? 622 00:35:02,404 --> 00:35:04,711 ♪ Come to me now 623 00:35:04,754 --> 00:35:07,627 ♪ like you did then 624 00:35:07,670 --> 00:35:10,456 ♪ pretty and slow 625 00:35:10,499 --> 00:35:12,240 ♪ pretty and thin 626 00:35:12,284 --> 00:35:14,112 those trees. 627 00:35:14,155 --> 00:35:16,592 They're so beautiful. 628 00:35:16,636 --> 00:35:18,942 ♪ In a world so big 629 00:35:18,986 --> 00:35:22,424 hear the crickets. 630 00:35:22,468 --> 00:35:24,296 I can't. 631 00:35:24,339 --> 00:35:25,949 I can't do this. 632 00:35:25,993 --> 00:35:28,735 No, it's good. 633 00:35:28,778 --> 00:35:30,998 It's good. 634 00:35:37,352 --> 00:35:39,485 Okay. Ah, I'm calling 9-1-1. 635 00:35:39,528 --> 00:35:41,922 No. Don't. 636 00:35:41,965 --> 00:35:43,793 Jamie, don't. 637 00:35:43,837 --> 00:35:45,882 ♪ And she loves me, too 638 00:35:45,926 --> 00:35:47,449 don't. 639 00:35:47,493 --> 00:35:51,410 You're almost there. 640 00:35:51,453 --> 00:35:53,325 Just wait. 641 00:35:55,979 --> 00:35:57,590 This is crazy. 642 00:35:57,633 --> 00:36:00,201 No. It's okay. 643 00:36:00,245 --> 00:36:02,377 You're gonna be okay. 644 00:36:02,421 --> 00:36:04,597 You're gonna be okay. 645 00:36:07,687 --> 00:36:10,646 I can't... I don't want you to die. 646 00:36:12,213 --> 00:36:13,954 I don't want you to die. 647 00:36:16,870 --> 00:36:19,220 I shouldn't have pushed you so hard. 648 00:36:26,271 --> 00:36:29,839 But you're good. 649 00:36:29,883 --> 00:36:31,972 So good. 650 00:36:34,453 --> 00:36:36,455 Promise me... 651 00:36:36,498 --> 00:36:38,370 You're gonna keep going. 652 00:36:38,413 --> 00:36:40,415 Yeah? 653 00:36:40,459 --> 00:36:43,026 Yeah. 654 00:36:43,070 --> 00:36:44,593 Yeah. 655 00:36:50,599 --> 00:36:52,035 I'm so sorry. 656 00:36:52,079 --> 00:36:53,994 Shh. 657 00:36:57,258 --> 00:37:00,522 It's in my back pocket. 658 00:37:00,566 --> 00:37:01,915 It's in my pocket. 659 00:37:01,958 --> 00:37:03,395 What? 660 00:37:03,438 --> 00:37:05,701 What, Nick? What'd you say? 661 00:37:05,745 --> 00:37:08,704 It's in my pocket. 662 00:37:08,748 --> 00:37:11,054 Just come out back. 663 00:37:14,232 --> 00:37:15,668 Nick. 664 00:37:15,711 --> 00:37:18,540 It's in my pocket. 665 00:38:37,619 --> 00:38:41,362 This has got to stop. 666 00:38:44,365 --> 00:38:47,455 You have to tell your wife... 667 00:38:47,499 --> 00:38:50,632 What is happening to you. 668 00:38:50,676 --> 00:38:53,766 I'm gonna wait out here till you do. 669 00:38:57,683 --> 00:39:00,294 Will you be honest with me for a second? 670 00:39:02,209 --> 00:39:04,254 Just tell me the truth. 671 00:39:06,822 --> 00:39:08,911 Do you ever feel lonely? 672 00:39:12,524 --> 00:39:15,178 Yeah, I do sometimes. 673 00:39:15,222 --> 00:39:17,180 I mean really lonely? 674 00:39:17,224 --> 00:39:20,401 No matter what you do or who you're with, you... 675 00:39:20,445 --> 00:39:22,664 You still feel it. 676 00:39:22,708 --> 00:39:23,926 Like you're walking around, 677 00:39:23,970 --> 00:39:26,799 and you can feel the whole universe out there, 678 00:39:26,842 --> 00:39:29,367 this huge thing just... 679 00:39:29,410 --> 00:39:31,369 Going and going and going, 680 00:39:31,412 --> 00:39:34,546 and everyone around you is just... 681 00:39:34,589 --> 00:39:38,288 Knocking into everything and bruising everyone 682 00:39:38,332 --> 00:39:41,291 and themselves. 683 00:39:41,335 --> 00:39:44,164 And you just feel so lonely, you could scream. 684 00:39:47,733 --> 00:39:49,822 Tell me I'm not crazy. 685 00:39:51,867 --> 00:39:54,087 Tell me you know what I mean. 686 00:40:01,442 --> 00:40:02,617 I do. 687 00:41:58,559 --> 00:42:00,909 Hey, Harry, it's Devan from the NYPD. 688 00:42:00,953 --> 00:42:02,302 So I kept an eye out 689 00:42:02,345 --> 00:42:04,260 for any homicides in the Brooklyn area. 690 00:42:04,304 --> 00:42:06,306 It's probably nothing to do with your suspect, 691 00:42:06,349 --> 00:42:08,240 but I thought I'd let you know we had one early this morning 692 00:42:08,264 --> 00:42:10,440 on Morgan Avenue in greenpoint.