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HARRY: Whatever's
going on in Mosswood,
Julian's in the thick of it.
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When a boy that young kills,
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it's really never
just his fault.
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That whole Niagara Falls story,
you giving permission,
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that wasn't true.
You knew that that couple
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wasn't coming back to
Mosswood with your son.
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Memorize this number.
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You need anything,
give me a call.
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- You must be Harry.
- Yeah.
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Glen Fisher.
Heard all about you.
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My advice, heavy metal
and tear gas.
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It worked at Waco.
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I talked to the judge,
and he's ordered an MHE,
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psychological evaluation.
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PSYCHOLOGIST: So why did you
give her the tea?
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- Because she lied.
- And what happens
when you do?
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You split in two.
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Hey, hey, hey.
It's okay, it's okay.
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Detective, she's not
the mother.
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My friend Marin,
the one who went
into Mosswood.
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I took your advice,
and I followed up.
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Look what I found.
"Julian."
It's everywhere.
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So you were the attending
doctor at Julian's birth?
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Not at it.
I was called in
for the paperwork.
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Dr. Poole? Oh, my God.
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(WHEEZING)
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I need to
show you something.
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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HARRY: "Every day,
I search for an escape
from the labyrinth.
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"Every day,
the Minotaur hunts me.
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"Running only gives the bull
more power.
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"The only way out is inward.
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"I must accept that at the
center of the labyrinth,
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"I will not face the Minotaur,
but myself.
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"I am the Minotaur.
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"I am hunting myself."
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Well, he certainly
sounds devoted.
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Yeah.
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Devoted enough to kill himself
instead of talking.
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I wonder if there's
more out there.
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More of what?
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More like him.
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Who's this?
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(WHIMPERING)
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VERA: It's only a dream.
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It's not real.
I promise you.
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I can't tell what's real.
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Did the test
like you said.
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Why can't I go home?
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The test didn't go
like we planned.
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They have some more
questions now.
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About what?
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About you.
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About whether
you're healthy, mentally.
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Which we both know
is ridiculous,
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but that's what
they think.
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It just makes
our self-defense plea
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a little more difficult,
but it's okay.
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GUARD:
One minute, folks.
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- I'm never going home, am I?
- Yes, you are.
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I'm going to get you
out of here.
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- Julian, look at me.
- No.
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There is nothing
wrong with you.
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You are exactly the way
you're supposed to be.
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You can't ever
forget that.
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But you can't get me out.
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That's not true.
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Nothing on Mosswood anywhere.
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If he treated patients there,
maybe it was off the record.
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So I ran a check on his
physician's license number.
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- And?
- Spotless record.
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Except for one complaint to the
state medical board 15 years ago.
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What kind of complaint?
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Malpractice suit
that went nowhere.
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It was filed by a Carmen Bell.
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- Do we have an address?
- Yeah.
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1 Brunswick Drive.
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That's Deakins
Psychiatric Institute.
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It looks like
it started in the kitchen.
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You see what happened?
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My mom was cooking dinner
on the stove.
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CARMEN:
This is usually my nap.
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We won't keep you.
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We just want to ask you
a few questions about
Dr. Sheldon Poole.
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Um, you filed a malpractice
suit in 2002, is that right?
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I don't want to talk
about Dr. Sheldon.
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- Can I ask why not?
- Because they changed my meds,
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and I'm tired,
and this is usually my nap.
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So now, what do they
have you on?
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Is it Seroquel?
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And Risperidone.
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Hmm.
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God, yeah, for years,
my mother was on that lithium.
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Hmm. Lithium's the worst.
Swells your ankles.
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Gives you nightmares.
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There was a lot of that
when she lived here.
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She lived up on the 4th floor.
Up until 1975.
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Okay.
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I was sent to Dr. Sheldon by
the people I was living with.
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I guess you could call it
a commune.
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Mosswood Grove?
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Yeah, how did you
know that?
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I think it's the only one
around here.
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Why did they send you
to a doctor?
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It was supposed to be
just a simple abortion,
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but he took
the whole uterus.
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I'm sorry,
he removed your uterus?
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And when I complained
about it,
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he came up with
all this paperwork
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saying that I had consented
to the surgery.
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So then, what did you do?
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I went to the police.
I gave a deposition and everything,
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and that's when things
started happening.
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- What do you mean?
- People were following me,
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going through my things,
shooting words into my head.
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- Who? Who was following you?
- All of them.
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The judge, the DA,
my mom, my dad.
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Everyone, everybody.
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Once they deem you a danger
to yourself, it's basically
a free-for-all.
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Carmen, um...
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Do you recognize...
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This girl?
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A lot of girls
came through Mosswood.
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A lot of guys too.
Chewed up and spat out.
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Did you see this girl?
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(SIGHS)
You should look in the lake.
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Lake?
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They called it
the purple lake.
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- The purple lake?
- Yeah.
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The Beacon, he liked
to surround himself
with pretty things,
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but he got bored
really easily.
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What was that name?
The Beacon?
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Who was he?
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He's the one who planted
the eggs in my brain.
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Huh.
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Is this the Beacon?
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(GASPS)
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Can I keep this?
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- HEATHER: I'm sorry, it's evidence.
- Please, please, please.
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They don't let me
have anything.
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- I can't have...
- Please, please.
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- We can arrange...
Um...
- Give it, please.
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- Miss Bell...
- Please, please, please!
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- Please, please,
please, please!
- Okay.
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NURSE:
Carmen, calm down.
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(CARMEN SOBBING)
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(EXHALES)
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We need to follow up
on her deposition.
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See if we can back up
anything that she says.
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You don't believe her.
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Just thinking about
those eggs in her brain.
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Vera's left a voicemail.
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Well, play it.
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Okay.
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It's Vera.
I was thinking about
what you said the other day
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and I think
I found something.
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I want to show it to you before
I show it to anybody else.
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Can you come by
tomorrow morning?
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It's important, thanks.
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She's trying
to rope you in.
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Yeah, probably.
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We need to go hard at her.
Confront her about Marin.
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- Force a DNA test.
- No, no.
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If she feels better
being in control, fine.
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Let her be in control.
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I need to get in there.
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Don't worry,
we're going to find out
about your friend.
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MARIN:
All the movies here suck.
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None of this is scary.
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It's like a manufactured
dopamine rush
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to make you think you're
having a real experience,
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when actually, you're just
sitting there getting brainwashed.
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Here we go.
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(SCOFFS)
Just look at Rudy.
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He just sits there,
watching MSNBC,
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counting his cigarettes
every night.
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He's a zombie,
and he doesn't even know it.
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Can we just chill?
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Have a normal night,
and not have everything
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be turned into some
diatribe against society?
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In Mosswood,
they call it "resisting,"
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what you just did.
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I don't want to talk to
you about that place.
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- It's a sign of unhappiness.
- I'm unhappy?
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Yeah, because you lie.
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I lie?
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You lie to yourself
every day.
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About what?
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Marin, can't we just
make this a fun night?
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Look.
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(LAUGHS)
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- Did you steal that?
- Maybe.
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FIREMAN: Hey.
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- Hey, Mr. Fireman.
- What are you girls up to?
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You guys have anything
to mix this with?
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HUTCHINSON: Don't do this
to yourself, Tom.
You're going to regret it.
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Do not sign off on this.
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Have a seat, we were
just having a chat about
your pal, Harry Ambrose.
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This guy likes to pick apart
slam-dunk cases.
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It's a sickness.
He's got to go.
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- Excuse me?
- Look, he took apart this case
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against Cora Tannetti
last year,
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and now, I hear he's been
hounding Judge Emerson
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to punt Julian Walker
back down to family court.
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With all due respect,
maybe that's where
he belongs.
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That's my decision, not yours.
Certainly not his.
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If my constituents want to
see this Walker kid get time,
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that's what's
going to happen.
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Well, in that case,
maybe it's a good idea
that Ambrose is around.
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As an outsider, he'll help make
things at least seem impartial.
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I'd hate for your office
to be accused of bias.
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Tom, put a leash on this guy
before he does any real damage.
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- I know, I'm sorry.
- It's all right.
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00:14:00,715 --> 00:14:02,513
He's an asshole.
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00:14:02,584 --> 00:14:04,280
I'm just thinking
about your career.
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You have a lot of years
ahead of you in this county.
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Don't screw it up.
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What was the name on that
deposition tape?
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Bell, it's Carmen Bell.
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00:14:17,432 --> 00:14:20,630
That is strange, you are
the second person in two days
looking for this tape.
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Really?
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I couldn't tell you
who he was, though.
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- He didn't sign in.
- What did he look like?
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He was a very thin man.
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He took it.
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(CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
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- Hello?
- This is Julian.
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Julian, hey.
How's it going?
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How you doing in there?
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My mother doesn't think
that I should talk to you.
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Well, she's probably
just being protective.
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Mothers, you know, they tend
to get that way sometimes.
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I don't think that
she can get me out of here.
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She says that she can,
but I don't believe her.
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She's doing the best
she can, I tell you that.
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We all are.
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She won't tell me how long
I'm going to be in here.
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Okay, you've been
charged with two counts
of second degree murder,
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and that carries a sentence
of 15 to 25 years each.
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So...
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The earliest I can leave
is in 30 years?
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No, no, that's just, uh...
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I think your lawyer's going
to do a lot better than that.
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Can you be my lawyer?
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No, I, uh...
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I can't be your lawyer.
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That's not how it works.
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00:16:43,344 --> 00:16:46,246
- I got to go.
- Call me back.
249
00:16:46,314 --> 00:16:48,249
Hey, Julian...
250
00:16:55,456 --> 00:16:58,324
- Hello.
- Hey.
251
00:16:58,393 --> 00:17:01,386
Please leave your gun
and your phone
and your badge in your car.
252
00:17:01,462 --> 00:17:03,454
You have to come in like
everybody else.
253
00:17:03,531 --> 00:17:04,590
Stripped down.
254
00:17:31,875 --> 00:17:33,707
BESS: Julian is with me.
255
00:17:35,846 --> 00:17:38,077
I'm holding him.
256
00:17:38,148 --> 00:17:40,674
Inside my pouch.
257
00:17:40,751 --> 00:17:44,415
I can feel his whole weight
inside of me.
258
00:17:47,725 --> 00:17:49,387
I'm so happy.
259
00:17:49,526 --> 00:17:52,587
Hold it. So who is this?
260
00:17:52,663 --> 00:17:54,393
Bess McTeer.
261
00:17:56,166 --> 00:17:58,499
But Julian won't stop crying.
262
00:17:58,569 --> 00:18:00,561
VERA:
Why is he crying?
263
00:18:00,638 --> 00:18:04,405
BESS: Because they're going
to find us.
264
00:18:04,475 --> 00:18:09,504
So I put my hand over his face
just to quiet him,
265
00:18:09,580 --> 00:18:13,779
and he stops breathing.
266
00:18:13,851 --> 00:18:16,446
(BESS SOBBING)
267
00:18:21,191 --> 00:18:22,489
(TURNS OFF)
268
00:18:23,694 --> 00:18:26,027
So what was that? A dream?
269
00:18:26,930 --> 00:18:28,523
A fantasy.
270
00:18:29,500 --> 00:18:31,992
Bess was unable
to have children.
271
00:18:32,069 --> 00:18:34,732
It became
a defining issue for her.
272
00:18:35,506 --> 00:18:36,735
I didn't want to see it
at the time,
273
00:18:36,807 --> 00:18:38,571
but it's clear to me now
that she developed
274
00:18:38,642 --> 00:18:41,544
an unhealthy attachment
to Julian.
275
00:18:41,612 --> 00:18:44,446
So she took him.
That's what you're saying?
276
00:18:45,616 --> 00:18:47,744
Julian knew
he was being abducted.
277
00:18:48,819 --> 00:18:50,754
He acted in self-defense.
278
00:18:53,457 --> 00:18:55,358
Why do you have
that recording?
279
00:18:55,426 --> 00:18:57,725
It's a session. The work.
280
00:18:57,795 --> 00:19:01,061
- You record all the sessions?
- Only with permission.
281
00:19:01,131 --> 00:19:03,760
Did you do that stuff
to Julian?
282
00:19:06,070 --> 00:19:07,766
With Julian.
283
00:19:09,907 --> 00:19:13,742
I don't know if we can
take any of this seriously
as evidence.
284
00:19:13,811 --> 00:19:17,805
We have to have a lot better
understanding of what these
sessions are all about.
285
00:19:17,881 --> 00:19:19,645
I told you, it's therapy.
286
00:19:21,618 --> 00:19:24,178
Can I observe a session?
287
00:19:25,322 --> 00:19:27,518
That's not possible.
It's confidential.
288
00:19:29,693 --> 00:19:31,355
Can you do it with me?
289
00:19:32,830 --> 00:19:33,854
Now?
290
00:19:35,966 --> 00:19:37,366
Yeah.
291
00:19:43,073 --> 00:19:48,102
As requested, all the lakes
in a 25 mile radius
of Mosswood Grove.
292
00:19:48,178 --> 00:19:50,977
- All 42 of them.
- Thank you.
293
00:19:53,083 --> 00:19:54,745
You get this from Carmen Bell?
294
00:19:55,719 --> 00:19:56,982
Yeah.
295
00:19:58,188 --> 00:20:00,953
What are we looking for,
exactly?
296
00:20:01,658 --> 00:20:03,286
I'm not sure.
297
00:20:07,197 --> 00:20:09,359
(ROMANTIC MUSIC PLAYING)
298
00:20:32,055 --> 00:20:33,990
I'm going outside.
299
00:20:34,091 --> 00:20:35,992
- I'll come.
- No, just stay here.
300
00:20:47,738 --> 00:20:48,865
Hey.
301
00:20:53,710 --> 00:20:54,871
What's wrong?
302
00:20:55,979 --> 00:20:57,641
What am I doing?
303
00:20:58,949 --> 00:21:00,349
What do you mean?
304
00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:04,047
I'm just...
305
00:21:05,656 --> 00:21:06,885
Here.
306
00:21:09,026 --> 00:21:12,428
- Running around like a loser.
- What? No.
307
00:21:15,199 --> 00:21:16,929
You're not a loser.
308
00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:20,368
You're going to college
next year, you have a plan.
309
00:21:20,437 --> 00:21:22,303
What am I going to do?
310
00:21:26,143 --> 00:21:30,945
I'm living at my dad's
and commuting to Syracuse.
311
00:21:31,014 --> 00:21:33,074
I'm going to see you
all the time.
312
00:21:34,718 --> 00:21:36,482
Nothing's going to change.
313
00:21:39,990 --> 00:21:41,117
Hey.
314
00:22:04,748 --> 00:22:07,047
We said we weren't
going to do that anymore.
315
00:22:10,721 --> 00:22:11,848
Sorry.
316
00:22:15,392 --> 00:22:16,951
Forget it.
317
00:22:17,261 --> 00:22:20,663
Well, it's a little hard to forget
it when it's there all the time.
318
00:22:20,731 --> 00:22:24,463
- What are you talking about?
- You're doing it again.
319
00:22:24,535 --> 00:22:27,232
- What?
- You're lying to yourself!
320
00:22:30,974 --> 00:22:32,408
Where are you going?
321
00:22:33,744 --> 00:22:35,110
Marin!
322
00:22:58,335 --> 00:23:00,531
200 years ago,
a Pentecostal tent revival
323
00:23:00,604 --> 00:23:03,039
was build right here
with the rock in the middle.
324
00:23:03,106 --> 00:23:06,838
And before that, the Seneca
believed that a man
and a woman were locked inside
325
00:23:06,910 --> 00:23:09,778
as a punishment
for breaking their vows.
326
00:23:10,347 --> 00:23:12,680
So, now what
does it mean to you?
327
00:23:13,650 --> 00:23:16,984
All I know is that I feel
better when I'm close to it.
328
00:23:18,388 --> 00:23:20,448
It's like something
from a dream.
329
00:23:22,559 --> 00:23:25,154
Julian told me about
some of his dreams.
330
00:23:25,228 --> 00:23:27,857
- I know.
- About some kind of monster
331
00:23:27,931 --> 00:23:31,424
- that visits him at night.
- The old hag.
332
00:23:31,802 --> 00:23:34,362
- That a fairy tale?
- It's an archetype.
333
00:23:34,438 --> 00:23:37,272
They exist in some form in
cultures all over the world.
334
00:23:37,340 --> 00:23:41,072
Usually, she appears
as an old woman in a cloak.
335
00:23:41,611 --> 00:23:43,546
She sneaks into
your room at night,
336
00:23:43,613 --> 00:23:45,206
and sits on your chest.
337
00:23:46,917 --> 00:23:49,045
Have you ever been
visited by her?
338
00:23:52,155 --> 00:23:53,179
No.
339
00:23:53,857 --> 00:23:55,257
Are you sure?
340
00:23:57,894 --> 00:24:00,056
You were going to
show me the work.
341
00:24:04,768 --> 00:24:06,293
This way.
342
00:24:29,493 --> 00:24:32,588
Hey. Hey.
343
00:24:32,696 --> 00:24:33,891
(GROANS)
344
00:24:33,964 --> 00:24:36,900
- What the hell happened?
- I'm sorry.
345
00:24:36,967 --> 00:24:38,060
Oh.
346
00:24:38,135 --> 00:24:41,105
It's okay.
I'm glad you called.
347
00:24:42,506 --> 00:24:45,772
- Where's Marin?
- She's gone.
348
00:24:45,842 --> 00:24:48,471
- Where'd she go?
- I don't know.
349
00:24:48,545 --> 00:24:50,480
All right,
let's go find her.
350
00:24:51,915 --> 00:24:54,316
Come on, here we go.
351
00:25:10,934 --> 00:25:12,095
Marin?
352
00:25:13,804 --> 00:25:15,238
Marin.
353
00:25:18,708 --> 00:25:20,939
Stop. Damn it.
354
00:25:26,483 --> 00:25:28,247
Marin, God damn it.
355
00:25:29,019 --> 00:25:31,181
It's two o'clock
in the goddamn morning.
356
00:25:31,254 --> 00:25:33,189
You know I can't
leave you out here.
357
00:25:33,256 --> 00:25:34,451
What is going on?
358
00:25:34,558 --> 00:25:36,993
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATION)
359
00:25:39,663 --> 00:25:42,155
How's life in the weeds?
360
00:25:42,232 --> 00:25:45,634
It just never ends.
It's Sisyphean.
361
00:25:47,971 --> 00:25:49,701
What brings you out
on a school day?
362
00:25:50,707 --> 00:25:54,144
It's not public
yet, but, um...
363
00:25:55,212 --> 00:25:57,909
It's possible that Marin
might actually be the mother
364
00:25:57,981 --> 00:25:59,313
of the kid we arrested.
365
00:25:59,416 --> 00:26:01,817
Marin, really?
366
00:26:01,885 --> 00:26:05,378
Do you remember
the night that she ran off
and joined Mosswood?
367
00:26:05,455 --> 00:26:07,515
When we were driving
around trying to find her.
368
00:26:07,591 --> 00:26:10,891
You mean the night you drank
enough rum to flood
a small fishing village?
369
00:26:10,961 --> 00:26:12,691
Yeah, I remember.
370
00:26:12,762 --> 00:26:15,288
Do you remember what
she said to you that night?
371
00:26:15,565 --> 00:26:17,261
Oh, honey, I...
(CHUCKLES)
372
00:26:17,334 --> 00:26:20,133
I can't remember last week,
are you kidding?
373
00:26:20,203 --> 00:26:21,967
Come inside, let's get
some iced tea.
374
00:26:23,073 --> 00:26:25,565
Marin, Jesus.
375
00:26:26,176 --> 00:26:28,145
MARIN: I can't be
her friend anymore.
376
00:26:28,545 --> 00:26:31,982
- Don't say that.
- I'm serious.
377
00:26:32,048 --> 00:26:34,313
She's the one
who changed, not me.
378
00:26:35,986 --> 00:26:37,420
What is that?
379
00:26:37,487 --> 00:26:41,219
What, did you guys
get drunk and get tattoos?
380
00:26:41,291 --> 00:26:44,955
No, this is something
they draw at Mosswood.
381
00:26:45,896 --> 00:26:47,762
It's a labyrinth.
382
00:26:49,733 --> 00:26:51,395
It doesn't look like
a labyrinth.
383
00:26:51,468 --> 00:26:54,336
Because you have to
use your imagination.
384
00:26:59,042 --> 00:27:00,203
Gah!
385
00:27:01,278 --> 00:27:02,712
Hold on.
386
00:27:06,583 --> 00:27:07,846
That's it.
387
00:27:09,953 --> 00:27:11,478
Right?
388
00:27:12,822 --> 00:27:13,846
You get it?
389
00:27:19,896 --> 00:27:21,592
I don't know what it means.
390
00:27:22,432 --> 00:27:25,459
- Did she say anything else?
- Nope.
391
00:27:25,835 --> 00:27:28,202
You guys were both
so trashed.
392
00:27:29,172 --> 00:27:31,403
It wasn't long
after Mom died.
393
00:27:32,976 --> 00:27:34,410
A couple of years.
394
00:27:35,178 --> 00:27:38,637
I think I was still
messed up over that.
395
00:27:41,318 --> 00:27:42,718
You too, probably?
396
00:27:44,054 --> 00:27:45,647
It was a long time ago.
397
00:27:48,925 --> 00:27:50,587
You hear that?
398
00:27:52,595 --> 00:27:56,293
Weeds calling me. Bye.
399
00:28:02,072 --> 00:28:05,008
Tell me about your daughter.
Are you two close?
400
00:28:05,742 --> 00:28:06,937
Sure.
401
00:28:07,510 --> 00:28:09,570
You don't sound so sure.
402
00:28:10,513 --> 00:28:14,507
It's just we haven't
gotten to talk much lately.
403
00:28:14,584 --> 00:28:16,712
- That's all.
- Why not?
404
00:28:16,786 --> 00:28:18,448
Just because.
405
00:28:19,823 --> 00:28:22,850
You're very good at
quarantining yourself,
aren't you?
406
00:28:24,761 --> 00:28:26,696
Lifelong practice?
407
00:28:27,964 --> 00:28:32,629
Now, is that part of the work
that you're doing with Julian?
408
00:28:32,702 --> 00:28:33,965
Prodding a little bit,
409
00:28:34,037 --> 00:28:36,472
and forcing him
to answer your questions?
410
00:28:36,539 --> 00:28:38,167
I don't force anyone.
411
00:28:38,241 --> 00:28:41,905
Well, he's a kid,
so it's hardly like he has a choice.
412
00:28:41,978 --> 00:28:47,474
This work,
it's all about invitation,
not confrontation.
413
00:28:47,550 --> 00:28:50,520
Julian certainly
benefits from it.
414
00:28:50,587 --> 00:28:53,250
Maybe, up until recently.
415
00:28:56,760 --> 00:28:58,524
There's your cruel streak.
416
00:28:58,595 --> 00:29:00,188
I knew it was
in there somewhere.
417
00:29:00,263 --> 00:29:02,232
I do get cranky.
418
00:29:03,033 --> 00:29:07,835
Listening to analysis while
we're wandering around
in the woods.
419
00:29:07,904 --> 00:29:09,873
You like to be
in control?
420
00:29:09,939 --> 00:29:11,874
You know something
about that?
421
00:29:12,142 --> 00:29:13,440
(SCOFFS)
422
00:29:13,843 --> 00:29:14,970
This way.
423
00:29:16,012 --> 00:29:17,036
Okay.
424
00:29:18,515 --> 00:29:20,108
(GROANING)
425
00:29:23,686 --> 00:29:25,655
Hey, Vera!
426
00:29:29,993 --> 00:29:31,723
(CONTINUES GROANING)
427
00:29:38,134 --> 00:29:39,602
Vera?
428
00:29:48,211 --> 00:29:49,577
Vera?
429
00:30:44,593 --> 00:30:47,256
You mentioned on the phone that
you had a copy of the book,
430
00:30:47,330 --> 00:30:48,491
Escaping the Labyrinth.
431
00:30:49,498 --> 00:30:52,263
That's right.
Uh, Lionel Jeffries.
432
00:30:52,335 --> 00:30:57,069
Yeah, we ran one printing
of that back in 1987,
I want to say.
433
00:30:57,239 --> 00:31:01,802
- Before the controversy.
- What controversy?
434
00:31:01,877 --> 00:31:03,743
He was a psychotherapist
in Canada.
435
00:31:03,813 --> 00:31:06,942
Had quite the devout
little following until...
436
00:31:07,016 --> 00:31:10,578
These allegations of physical
abuse and sexual abuse.
437
00:31:10,653 --> 00:31:14,522
It's a shame,
the book itself is
actually quite interesting.
438
00:31:14,590 --> 00:31:15,853
How so?
439
00:31:15,925 --> 00:31:18,554
His whole thing was about
a return to ritual.
440
00:31:18,627 --> 00:31:22,860
Symbolic play
and re-enacting trauma,
that sort of thing.
441
00:31:22,932 --> 00:31:26,164
So, you can see how that
could easily go off the rails.
442
00:31:27,770 --> 00:31:30,797
- Where is he now?
- That is a good question.
443
00:31:30,873 --> 00:31:36,107
Uh... After he lost his license
in the '90s, he disappeared.
444
00:31:36,178 --> 00:31:38,807
Oh, there it is.
Somebody ordered it last month,
445
00:31:38,881 --> 00:31:41,112
and it was sent back
as undeliverable.
446
00:31:47,323 --> 00:31:48,985
Can I see that envelope?
447
00:31:54,764 --> 00:31:58,223
Self storage, Niagara Falls.
448
00:32:01,771 --> 00:32:03,603
Can I keep this?
449
00:32:08,244 --> 00:32:09,735
(PANTING)
450
00:32:51,787 --> 00:32:54,655
Whoever was renting this unit
paid cash.
451
00:32:54,723 --> 00:32:56,055
They stopped paying
last month.
452
00:32:56,125 --> 00:32:58,151
I was about to start
clearing it out.
453
00:32:58,227 --> 00:33:00,719
Looks like somebody
was living here.
454
00:33:15,544 --> 00:33:17,979
These are all kid's clothes.
455
00:33:36,131 --> 00:33:37,997
What's the name
on the agreement?
456
00:33:38,801 --> 00:33:40,030
Let's see.
457
00:33:42,771 --> 00:33:44,433
Walker, Julian.
458
00:34:07,129 --> 00:34:09,325
JEFFRIES:
Tell me what you see.
459
00:34:13,569 --> 00:34:15,470
A pile of sand.
460
00:34:16,705 --> 00:34:18,765
JEFFRIES:
What's in the pile of sand?
461
00:34:21,944 --> 00:34:23,776
MAN:
I see my father.
462
00:34:27,082 --> 00:34:28,948
(CRYING)
I see my father.
463
00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,018
JEFFRIES: And then?
464
00:34:34,857 --> 00:34:36,849
What do you want to do?
465
00:34:39,728 --> 00:34:42,493
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
466
00:34:53,409 --> 00:34:55,037
(GRUNTING)
467
00:35:09,458 --> 00:35:12,292
(CONTINUES GRUNTING)
468
00:35:25,290 --> 00:35:29,125
(PANTING)
469
00:35:56,354 --> 00:35:59,449
- There you are.
- What is all this, huh?
470
00:35:59,524 --> 00:36:01,288
What do you think
you're doing?
471
00:36:01,359 --> 00:36:03,123
Oh, don't leave
the door wide open.
472
00:36:03,195 --> 00:36:05,130
I wandered around in the
dark for a little while,
473
00:36:05,197 --> 00:36:07,325
but I am on to you now.
474
00:36:07,399 --> 00:36:09,800
I knew you'd find your way.
475
00:36:09,868 --> 00:36:11,860
Make yourself at home.
476
00:36:12,070 --> 00:36:16,030
I don't think so.
I'm heading out of here.
477
00:36:16,108 --> 00:36:17,838
No, no, no.
It's too late for that now.
478
00:36:17,909 --> 00:36:19,434
We'll go in the morning,
when it's light out.
479
00:36:19,511 --> 00:36:22,106
Hey, are you...
Are you playing games with me?
480
00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:24,342
Is that it?
Is that it, huh?
481
00:36:25,717 --> 00:36:28,152
Finally, there you are.
482
00:36:28,787 --> 00:36:30,449
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
483
00:36:35,861 --> 00:36:37,124
You're limping.
484
00:36:39,831 --> 00:36:41,163
Sit down.
485
00:36:43,301 --> 00:36:44,325
Sit.
486
00:36:52,778 --> 00:36:54,007
(SIGHS)
487
00:36:56,948 --> 00:36:58,075
Ahh.
488
00:37:11,429 --> 00:37:14,558
It's swollen,
and I don't have any ice.
489
00:37:33,985 --> 00:37:35,146
Ahh!
490
00:37:37,489 --> 00:37:38,787
Too tight?
491
00:37:41,059 --> 00:37:42,322
No.
492
00:37:43,562 --> 00:37:45,428
(KETTLE WHISTLING)
493
00:37:45,764 --> 00:37:47,062
Don't move.
494
00:38:01,980 --> 00:38:05,348
- Who's on the mantle?
- The Beacon.
495
00:38:05,483 --> 00:38:08,647
He was the leader of Mosswood
back when Mosswood
had a leader.
496
00:38:09,154 --> 00:38:11,146
This is his cabin.
497
00:38:11,223 --> 00:38:13,419
What time
is he expected home?
498
00:38:13,491 --> 00:38:15,289
He's gone now.
499
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:17,352
But he did most of his
writing and meditating
500
00:38:17,429 --> 00:38:19,159
right here in this room.
501
00:38:20,565 --> 00:38:23,433
Green tea.
Not Jimson Weed.
502
00:38:25,170 --> 00:38:29,574
This is where he developed
the ideas I'm trying to
pass on to my son.
503
00:38:30,742 --> 00:38:32,608
And those are what?
504
00:38:32,677 --> 00:38:35,408
Most of us spend our lives
trying to suppress
505
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:38,040
the parts of ourselves
we deem inappropriate.
506
00:38:39,651 --> 00:38:42,143
We spend our lives
trying to detach
507
00:38:42,220 --> 00:38:45,281
from all of that
beautiful feeling.
508
00:38:45,357 --> 00:38:47,451
And it doesn't work,
does it?
509
00:38:51,496 --> 00:38:54,432
Julian is a new kind of man.
510
00:38:55,433 --> 00:38:57,231
At one with nature.
511
00:38:58,069 --> 00:39:03,133
Fluid with all of the darkness,
and all of the light.
512
00:39:04,175 --> 00:39:05,575
You're never going
to show me
513
00:39:05,644 --> 00:39:07,772
what the work
actually is, are you?
514
00:39:09,614 --> 00:39:11,276
You've already been doing it.
515
00:39:13,151 --> 00:39:15,143
Can I ask you...
516
00:39:19,691 --> 00:39:22,559
Did your mother ever leave
you lost in the woods?
517
00:39:26,031 --> 00:39:28,000
I'm not here to talk
about my mother.
518
00:39:32,137 --> 00:39:34,231
What are you feeling
right now?
519
00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:36,972
Be honest.
520
00:39:40,912 --> 00:39:42,813
I don't trust you.
521
00:39:44,015 --> 00:39:45,916
That's fear.
522
00:39:46,584 --> 00:39:48,348
I'm scared, too.
523
00:39:50,755 --> 00:39:53,554
And a sexual pull,
right here.
524
00:39:57,262 --> 00:40:00,061
- What are you doing?
- I don't know.
525
00:40:00,999 --> 00:40:03,298
There's no way to know.
526
00:40:05,837 --> 00:40:07,135
What else?
527
00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:13,375
Anger.
528
00:40:15,780 --> 00:40:17,078
Rage.
529
00:40:20,485 --> 00:40:21,885
Oh!
530
00:40:25,724 --> 00:40:27,158
(WHIMPERING)
531
00:40:31,262 --> 00:40:33,390
And underneath that rage,
532
00:40:33,465 --> 00:40:36,230
if you could just
taste what's there,
533
00:40:36,568 --> 00:40:38,400
what would it be?
534
00:40:47,045 --> 00:40:48,911
(LOW TONE PULSING)
535
00:40:58,223 --> 00:40:59,851
(PULSING CONTINUES)
536
00:41:09,300 --> 00:41:11,064
YOUNG HARRY: Mom?
537
00:41:12,570 --> 00:41:13,594
Mom?
538
00:41:13,772 --> 00:41:14,762
(GASPS)
539
00:41:24,582 --> 00:41:25,914
(EXCLAIMS)
540
00:41:28,720 --> 00:41:31,849
Oh, God, oh, God.
541
00:41:32,290 --> 00:41:33,849
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
542
00:42:12,931 --> 00:42:14,797
(MUSIC PLAYING)