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My daughter, Claire,
she's a good girl.

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My husband passed recently,

3
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and since then,
she's gotten out of control.

4
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I don't make house calls.

5
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My mom's a bitch,
and she won't let me

6
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come over and stay there
until I've cleaned up, so...

7
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Why are you here?

8
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I need help.

9
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You got a visitor here.

10
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You were, um...
Oh.

11
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Right.

12
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Hurting myself is easy,
and living is the hard part.

13
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Don't forget, guys,
you came here looking for me.

14
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So, somebody.

15
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I'll go.
Except Claire.

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Mugsy and I have
been listening
to her shit for a month.

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Are you serious?

18
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I thought you got it
all out last week.

19
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Don't you remember?

20
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Your mom was cheating
on your dad with
the neighbor

21
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back when you
were still a lesbian.

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♪♪

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[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

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If I'd known you were gonna go
shopping before the meeting,

25
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I wouldn't have
come with you.

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If I knew you were gonna
complain the whole time,

27
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I wouldn't have
invited you.

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Just try and make
the best of it.

29
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It's shoe shopping.
There is no "best" of it.

30
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[CHUCKLES] Come on.
Like you couldn't update
your look a little.

31
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What's wrong
with what I have on?

32
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You might want to think
about the message

33
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your clothes are
sending to the world.

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If it's along the lines of
"Fuck off
and don't talk to me,"

35
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then I'm okay with that.

36
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Is it really that bad?
I'm...

37
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Oh, where did that
come from?

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Your gut is, like, number five
on the list of things
you need to improve.

39
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[CHUCKLES]
Okay, just sit down, okay?

40
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I'm gonna find you
some stuff. Relax.

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[SIGHS]

42
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Mommy, I'm hungry.
I know, honey.

43
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We'll meet Nana
for an acai bowl
at the juice bar

44
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as soon as I'm done,
okay?

45
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Do you want
an acai bowl?

46
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A-sah-ee! A-sah-ee!
A-sah-ee![LAUGHS]

47
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Okay, go play with Sonia.

48
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Hmm.

49
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Cute kid.

50
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Thanks.
I think I'll keep him.

51
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[CHUCKLES]
How old?

52
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Fifty months next week.
Ah.

53
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Hey, what about these?

54
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No, I'm not fucking
playing at Wimbledon.

55
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[SCOFFS]

56
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How 'bout you guys?
Any kids?

57
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The two of us?
Ew, gross.

58
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No, we're...
We're not together.

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God, no.
That... Uh, mnh...

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I just assumed, since you were
shopping together.

61
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My ex and I used
to shop together.

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Oh.

63
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But I love kids,
you know?

64
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They're just such loud,
sticky little...miracles.

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Mommy, I fall down.

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Oh, baby!

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I'm sorry.

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Oh, come here.

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Oh.

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Well, look at that.

71
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It always soothes him.

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Oh, I bet.

73
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It seems like he's having
a whale of a time over there.

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Excuse me?
He's a baby.

75
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That's not a baby.

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Yes, it is.
Uh, no, no, no.

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I'm no expert, okay,

78
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but, uh, I think
it's pretty much understood

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that they're babies
until about age 1,

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and they're toddlers
till about age 3,

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and after that,
they're just children,

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which is what you have
sitting on your lap there

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knocking back
a boob-uccino.

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Hey, what about...
Oh!

85
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Oh, here we go.

86
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Now you're getting judgy, too.

87
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No. No, no, no.

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W-Whatever you choose to do
with your, you know,
is completely up to you.

89
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Thank you.
Your friend here

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thinks it's inappropriate
for me to nourish
my baby in public.

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It's not a baby.

92
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Again,
I'm not Mr. Spock...

93
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You mean Dr. Spock?

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Whatever, okay?

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The rule is if a kid
can pronounce "acai bowl"

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and is breast-feeding
in between bites of sushi,

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it's time to maybe start
pouring it into a cup.

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Fuck you.

99
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Well, I'm just trying
to help you out, lady,

100
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before you get whisker burns
on the twins there.

101
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You know
why you're single?

102
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Because you're an asshole.

103
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He's not single
'cause he's an asshole.

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He's single 'cause he's an
asshole who dresses like shit.

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[FRANZ FERDINAND'S
"STAND ON THE HORIZON" PLAYS]

106
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♪♪

107
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[LOUDERMILK GRUNTING]

108
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What the fuck's going on
in there?

109
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Is he getting laid?

110
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If he is,
he's doing it wrong.

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[GRUNTS]
[THUMPING]

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Oh, shit.

113
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[LOUDERMILK GROANING]

114
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Buddy, what happened?

115
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I was doing
some power crunches,
and I tweaked my back.

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[LAUGHS]
Dude, no,

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you need to warm up
for at least 10 to 20 minutes

118
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before strenuous exercise
to avoid injury.

119
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Just help me up.

120
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Okay, just need
to warm up first.

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[GRUNTS]
Come on.

122
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Okay. All right.
Just help me up.

123
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Okay, okay.

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♪ Lois Lane seems
a pretty strong woman

125
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♪ The kind of woman
that a girl could be ♪

126
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What is with these '90s
grunge bands?

127
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What are these names?
Skin Yard?

128
00:05:03,510 --> 00:05:05,750
7 Year Bitch?

129
00:05:05,788 --> 00:05:07,378
Afghan Whigs?

130
00:05:07,410 --> 00:05:09,760
I mean, do they
all get together
collectively at a bar

131
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and decide on, like,
the douchiest names ever?

132
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Probably.

133
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Too bad you missed it.

134
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Large black.

135
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Jesus Christ, Quasimodo,
what are you doing here?

136
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Who's guarding
the bell tower?

137
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I figured
that brown goat urine
Felix calls coffee

138
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will make me forget
about my back.

139
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[CHUCKLES]

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Ahh.
[BACK CRACKS]

141
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Is that you?
Sounded like someone
sat down in a wicker chair.

142
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Why don't you take
some Advil?

143
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No, I like pain.

144
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It reminds me
how much pain I'm in.

145
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I need you to rack
those ASAP.

146
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Sure.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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Felix thinks
a time traveler's
gonna come in

150
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looking for a CD
for his...

151
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Oh, shit.

152
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What's going on?
Shh.

153
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Claire, is that you?

154
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Oh, Mr. and Mrs. Endersby.

155
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What're you doing here?

156
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Oh, just in the city
for the day.

157
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Yep,
lunch and shopping.

158
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We were told to check out
the coffee here.

159
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Really, here?

160
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We were to sorry to hear
about your dad, Claire.

161
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It's a terrible thing.

162
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Yeah, it's not the same
without your mom and dad
at the club.

163
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We miss seeing them there.

164
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Yeah, I bet you do.

165
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Well, good to see you
out in the working world.
Are you the manager?

166
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Yes. Well, kind of...
I'm the assistant manager.

167
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Comes with a lot
of responsibility, though...

168
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You know, putting out
fires here and there.

169
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They really lean on me.

170
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Claire, it's bad.
I need you
in the bathroom stat.

171
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It's gonna be
a two-man job...

172
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And bring the poop knife.

173
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Uh, coffee's
really strong here.

174
00:07:02,007 --> 00:07:04,907
Well, we'll let you
get back to it.

175
00:07:04,941 --> 00:07:07,571
Um, it was good
to see you, Claire.

176
00:07:07,599 --> 00:07:09,079
If you or your mom
need anything,

177
00:07:09,118 --> 00:07:11,468
please,
don't hesitate to call.

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[DOOR OPENS]

179
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Awfully rude
to Mr. and Mrs. Cleaver,
wouldn't you say?

180
00:07:18,610 --> 00:07:20,720
You don't know anything,
Loudermilk.[DOOR CLOSES]

181
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No, I guess I...
I don't.

182
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My mom was
screwing Mr. Endersby
behind my dad's back.

183
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Jesus. How...
How do you know that?

184
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Because they played bridge
every Saturday at the club,

185
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and when I was
in high school one night,

186
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I was supposed to be
at this sleepover,

187
00:07:40,701 --> 00:07:42,911
but I ended up coming
home late and I saw

188
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my mom and Mr. Endersby
on the couch together.

189
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In flagrante delicto?

190
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What the fuck
does that mean?

191
00:07:48,847 --> 00:07:50,777
No, he had his arm around her,
and when they saw me,

192
00:07:50,815 --> 00:07:52,505
they jumped up,
guilty as shit.

193
00:07:52,955 --> 00:07:54,505
Your mom?

194
00:07:54,543 --> 00:07:57,653
I'm... I'm just having
a hard time picturing that.

195
00:07:57,684 --> 00:07:59,384
Oh, no, there it is.

196
00:08:00,514 --> 00:08:01,834
Hello. Stop.

197
00:08:01,860 --> 00:08:04,000
That's my mom.
That's disgusting.

198
00:08:04,035 --> 00:08:05,925
Get me that poop knife!

199
00:08:08,073 --> 00:08:09,633
BEN: Okay, hold on.
Back it up.

200
00:08:09,661 --> 00:08:11,631
You're saying
it's perfectly legal

201
00:08:11,663 --> 00:08:14,493
for you to hit
a pedestrian with your car

202
00:08:14,528 --> 00:08:16,568
while they're crossing
the street. Is that
what you're saying?

203
00:08:16,599 --> 00:08:20,019
If... If you leave
the confines
of the crosswalk, yes.

204
00:08:20,051 --> 00:08:21,671
I'm pretty sure
that's the law.

205
00:08:21,708 --> 00:08:23,428
Well, I'm pretty sure
it's not the law,

206
00:08:23,468 --> 00:08:25,298
because I'm 100% sure
it's illegal.

207
00:08:25,332 --> 00:08:27,332
It's like...
It's like a goalie
leaving the crease.

208
00:08:27,368 --> 00:08:28,958
You're...
You're no longer protected.

209
00:08:28,991 --> 00:08:31,441
Actually, there's an area
behind the net
called the trapezoid,

210
00:08:31,476 --> 00:08:33,476
where the goalie
is totes protected.

211
00:08:33,513 --> 00:08:36,003
Why... Why don't you shove
the trapezoid up your ass?

212
00:08:36,032 --> 00:08:39,662
Okay, as someone
who's no longer
legally permitted to drive,

213
00:08:39,691 --> 00:08:43,251
I'd like to go out
on a limb here
and suggest to this group,

214
00:08:43,281 --> 00:08:46,011
that probably has
a couple dozen
DUIs between us,

215
00:08:46,042 --> 00:08:49,842
let's steer clear
of encouraging each other
to mow down pedestrians.

216
00:08:50,357 --> 00:08:52,637
Um, hi.

217
00:08:52,670 --> 00:08:53,980
The PTA meeting's later.

218
00:08:54,016 --> 00:08:55,536
This is just the boozers
and the druggies.

219
00:08:56,708 --> 00:08:58,918
Perfect. My people.

220
00:08:58,952 --> 00:09:02,232
Um, thing is, this is
a Men's Only meeting.

221
00:09:02,265 --> 00:09:03,915
Excuse me?
What?

222
00:09:06,407 --> 00:09:08,307
What am I looking at?

223
00:09:08,340 --> 00:09:11,760
Oh, yeah, okay.
Except for her.
She's considered a guy.

224
00:09:11,792 --> 00:09:12,932
Bullshit.

225
00:09:12,966 --> 00:09:15,036
If she wants to sit in,
let her.

226
00:09:15,071 --> 00:09:16,561
Have a seat.

227
00:09:17,453 --> 00:09:19,423
All right, cool.
Sit down.

228
00:09:19,455 --> 00:09:21,215
Thank you.

229
00:09:22,216 --> 00:09:24,046
Hi, everyone.
I'm Brooke.

230
00:09:24,080 --> 00:09:25,360
Hi, Brooke.
Hi, Brooke.

231
00:09:25,392 --> 00:09:27,122
Hey, Brooke.

232
00:09:27,152 --> 00:09:29,472
Um, do you want to tell us
your story, Brooke?

233
00:09:31,053 --> 00:09:34,023
Sure.
Happy to talk.

234
00:09:34,056 --> 00:09:36,956
Like I said, I'm Brooke,
and I'm an alcoholic.

235
00:09:36,990 --> 00:09:39,890
Sober 3 years, 57 days.

236
00:09:39,924 --> 00:09:41,654
I just moved here last month
from Chicago,

237
00:09:41,684 --> 00:09:44,834
where I ran
a sober-living group
for the last two years.

238
00:09:44,860 --> 00:09:46,100
Hmm.

239
00:09:46,137 --> 00:09:47,857
What brings you
to Seattle?

240
00:09:47,897 --> 00:09:49,587
I own a franchise
of wellness clinics

241
00:09:49,623 --> 00:09:53,253
and try to split
my time between
all of them, so here I am.

242
00:09:53,282 --> 00:09:55,012
What kind of wellness
do you provide?

243
00:09:55,042 --> 00:09:57,222
BROOKE: We specialize
in Eastern medicine.

244
00:09:57,251 --> 00:09:59,911
The second time
I got sober,

245
00:09:59,944 --> 00:10:01,744
acupuncture was
my saving grace,

246
00:10:01,773 --> 00:10:05,713
so when I finally
regained my sanity,

247
00:10:05,743 --> 00:10:07,923
I decided to make it
my profession.

248
00:10:07,952 --> 00:10:10,232
But, you know, we also offer
chiropractic care,

249
00:10:10,264 --> 00:10:13,374
Shiatsu massage, Pilates,
light therapy, Reiki...

250
00:10:13,405 --> 00:10:14,745
The whole gamut.

251
00:10:14,786 --> 00:10:16,926
So what happened
the first time?

252
00:10:16,961 --> 00:10:18,241
The first time?

253
00:10:18,272 --> 00:10:19,622
You said you got sober

254
00:10:19,653 --> 00:10:21,763
from that acupuncture shit
the second time.

255
00:10:21,793 --> 00:10:23,143
What happened
the first time?

256
00:10:23,174 --> 00:10:27,214
Oh, ha, well,
that's a whole story.

257
00:10:27,247 --> 00:10:29,797
Do tell.
Mm.

258
00:10:30,768 --> 00:10:33,458
Okay, well...

259
00:10:35,151 --> 00:10:38,261
The night of my wedding,
I got black-out drunk,

260
00:10:38,292 --> 00:10:41,812
and I fucked the DJ
in the bridal suite.

261
00:10:41,848 --> 00:10:43,128
Ooh.
No, no, Ed.

262
00:10:43,159 --> 00:10:45,509
No. Mm-mm. No.

263
00:10:45,541 --> 00:10:50,341
The next morning,
my husband told me
it was him or the booze.

264
00:10:50,373 --> 00:10:54,483
So I found a group
and for a while it worked,

265
00:10:54,515 --> 00:10:58,995
but he was never really
able to forgive me,

266
00:10:59,037 --> 00:11:03,347
and I wasn't really able
to forgive myself, either.

267
00:11:03,386 --> 00:11:07,386
Can't say that
was an easy one,
so I started drinking again,

268
00:11:08,219 --> 00:11:11,189
and eventually,
he left...

269
00:11:11,222 --> 00:11:13,572
Without even a goodbye.

270
00:11:13,603 --> 00:11:16,953
So at your wedding,
you had a DJ?
Not a band?

271
00:11:18,436 --> 00:11:20,956
I can relate to what
Brooke is saying.

272
00:11:22,336 --> 00:11:26,376
I didn't get to say goodbye
to my dad before he died.

273
00:11:26,409 --> 00:11:29,409
W-W-Wait a minute, now.
You just hijacked her story.

274
00:11:29,447 --> 00:11:31,587
See, I want to know
about this DJ.

275
00:11:31,621 --> 00:11:35,351
Did he, like, play your boobs
like turntables, you know?

276
00:11:35,384 --> 00:11:36,664
Like...
[IMITATES ELECTRONIC MUSIC]

277
00:11:36,696 --> 00:11:38,106
That's part of
the Men's Only component

278
00:11:38,145 --> 00:11:41,555
I was referring to,
but just, you know...

279
00:11:41,597 --> 00:11:43,247
Claire,
you want to elaborate?

280
00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:49,015
Uh, okay, yeah.

281
00:11:50,675 --> 00:11:52,395
[SIGHS]

282
00:11:53,333 --> 00:11:56,163
The night my dad died,

283
00:11:57,578 --> 00:11:59,508
I was
at a sorority party,

284
00:11:59,546 --> 00:12:03,516
and...I missed
his final call.

285
00:12:05,621 --> 00:12:07,931
If I wasn't slugging
jello shots,

286
00:12:07,968 --> 00:12:09,868
maybe I could've
talked to him.

287
00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:15,010
Maybe he wouldn't have,
um...

288
00:12:20,049 --> 00:12:22,259
I'm really sorry,
Claire.

289
00:12:23,087 --> 00:12:24,667
I'm sure your father, he...

290
00:12:24,709 --> 00:12:26,059
He knew
that you loved him.

291
00:12:26,090 --> 00:12:27,750
Mm.

292
00:12:27,781 --> 00:12:29,681
Okay.

293
00:12:29,714 --> 00:12:31,584
Thanks for sharing, Claire.

294
00:12:31,612 --> 00:12:32,962
Thank you, Brooke.

295
00:12:35,651 --> 00:12:38,591
Uh, so, to recap,
don't hit pedestrians.

296
00:12:38,619 --> 00:12:42,069
I can't emphasize
this enough...
band, not deejay.

297
00:12:42,106 --> 00:12:43,756
Hi.
Hi.

298
00:12:43,797 --> 00:12:45,897
It was really nice
to have you
in the group today.

299
00:12:45,937 --> 00:12:47,387
BROOKE: Yeah, thanks
for sharing your story.

300
00:12:47,421 --> 00:12:48,911
Thank you.

301
00:12:48,940 --> 00:12:50,530
Um, do you think
you're gonna come back, or...

302
00:12:50,562 --> 00:12:52,462
I'll see how I feel...
Oh, God.

303
00:12:52,495 --> 00:12:54,905
Jesus Christ.
What the fuck?

304
00:12:54,946 --> 00:12:56,256
Here,
let me help you.

305
00:12:56,292 --> 00:12:57,672
No, I'm good.
I'm fine.

306
00:12:57,707 --> 00:12:59,877
Okay, let's just take
a few deep breathes.
Breathe in the pain...

307
00:12:59,917 --> 00:13:01,187
[INHALES DEEPLY]

308
00:13:01,228 --> 00:13:02,538
And exhale it out.

309
00:13:02,574 --> 00:13:03,964
[EXHALES DEEPLY]

310
00:13:03,990 --> 00:13:05,580
What? Am I crowning?

311
00:13:05,612 --> 00:13:07,132
Thank you for
the Lamaze coaching.

312
00:13:07,165 --> 00:13:09,235
I'm... I'm...
I'm really good.
Thank you.

313
00:13:09,271 --> 00:13:10,441
Let me just take a look.

314
00:13:10,479 --> 00:13:11,889
No, no, no. No, no.
Don't touch.

315
00:13:11,929 --> 00:13:13,209
Okay.

316
00:13:13,240 --> 00:13:14,450
Okay. I get it.

317
00:13:14,483 --> 00:13:16,383
You don't believe
in this shit.

318
00:13:16,416 --> 00:13:17,896
Claire, here's my card.

319
00:13:17,935 --> 00:13:19,825
Have him call me
if it gets worse.

320
00:13:19,868 --> 00:13:21,658
[BREATHES SHARPLY]

321
00:13:21,697 --> 00:13:23,077
Okay.

322
00:13:23,112 --> 00:13:24,392
Loudermilk.

323
00:13:24,424 --> 00:13:25,844
Hi, Mike.

324
00:13:26,633 --> 00:13:28,393
Everything okay?

325
00:13:28,428 --> 00:13:30,708
Yeah. Sure. You?

326
00:13:30,740 --> 00:13:33,120
You need something?
Actually, I'm here for Claire.

327
00:13:33,157 --> 00:13:36,637
Thanks, but I'm all
caught up on my
confessions for the week.

328
00:13:36,677 --> 00:13:39,677
I was hoping we could speak
privately in my office.

329
00:13:39,715 --> 00:13:45,505
♪♪

330
00:13:45,548 --> 00:13:47,028
Oh, come on!
This is bullshit.

331
00:13:47,067 --> 00:13:48,657
Language, Claire.

332
00:13:48,689 --> 00:13:51,869
I'm sorry, dear,
but you don't
answer my calls,

333
00:13:51,900 --> 00:13:53,830
you... You don't return
my messages...

334
00:13:53,867 --> 00:13:55,797
Yeah, because I don't
want to talk to you.

335
00:13:55,835 --> 00:13:57,455
Have a seat, Claire.

336
00:14:00,494 --> 00:14:02,394
Let's make this quick.

337
00:14:05,672 --> 00:14:07,742
It's nice to see you,
Claire.

338
00:14:07,777 --> 00:14:09,987
From what I gather,
you've been doing much better.

339
00:14:11,298 --> 00:14:13,338
Yeah, well, I am.

340
00:14:14,336 --> 00:14:15,816
You look great.

341
00:14:17,235 --> 00:14:18,545
Thanks.

342
00:14:19,582 --> 00:14:21,652
Right, well, um...

343
00:14:23,483 --> 00:14:28,973
The reason I've been trying
to contact you is to tell you

344
00:14:29,006 --> 00:14:30,866
I've decided
to sell the house.

345
00:14:31,905 --> 00:14:33,355
Are you fucking kidding me?

346
00:14:33,389 --> 00:14:36,569
Claire, please.
You're in a house
of worship,

347
00:14:36,599 --> 00:14:39,049
and this isn't a decision
your mother takes lightly.

348
00:14:39,085 --> 00:14:42,535
It's too big for one,
and I can't take care
of it on my own.

349
00:14:42,571 --> 00:14:46,331
And, frankly,
I think it's time
for us to move on.

350
00:14:47,576 --> 00:14:48,916
Of course you do.

351
00:14:50,268 --> 00:14:51,928
What is that supposed
to mean?

352
00:14:53,754 --> 00:14:55,104
I'm not doing this here.

353
00:14:55,929 --> 00:14:58,099
You want to sell
the house, fine.

354
00:14:58,138 --> 00:14:59,758
It's just a house,
not a home.

355
00:14:59,795 --> 00:15:02,655
It hasn't been
for a long time,
so just go for it.

356
00:15:02,694 --> 00:15:04,184
Are we finished?

357
00:15:05,111 --> 00:15:06,351
Yes.
Great.

358
00:15:06,388 --> 00:15:08,418
No, no.

359
00:15:08,459 --> 00:15:10,939
There's one more thing.

360
00:15:10,979 --> 00:15:13,079
I've been going through
your father's belongings,

361
00:15:13,119 --> 00:15:16,399
and I've set aside
a few items for you.

362
00:15:16,432 --> 00:15:19,542
I was hoping you could stop by
sometime soon to get them.

363
00:15:22,024 --> 00:15:23,654
If I say yes,
can I leave?

364
00:15:26,649 --> 00:15:27,929
Sure.

365
00:15:28,272 --> 00:15:29,762
Great.

366
00:15:29,790 --> 00:15:31,650
Done.

367
00:15:35,658 --> 00:15:38,828
♪♪

368
00:15:38,868 --> 00:15:40,588
[LOUDERMILK GROANING]
CLAIRE: You're okay.

369
00:15:40,629 --> 00:15:41,769
[DOOR CLOSES, KEYS JINGLE]

370
00:15:41,802 --> 00:15:43,322
Oh, thank God
you're home.

371
00:15:43,356 --> 00:15:45,116
What's your Netflix
password again?

372
00:15:45,151 --> 00:15:46,221
My fucking back.

373
00:15:46,255 --> 00:15:48,215
All one word?
No. It's...

374
00:15:48,257 --> 00:15:51,917
BOTH: Dianne-underscore-
Wiest-zero-three.

375
00:15:51,951 --> 00:15:52,991
Jesus.

376
00:15:53,021 --> 00:15:54,091
Oh, not again.

377
00:15:54,125 --> 00:15:56,815
Yeah, my fucking back
is fucking killing me.

378
00:15:56,852 --> 00:15:58,162
Ah, ah.

379
00:15:58,198 --> 00:15:59,438
Is there anything
I can do?

380
00:15:59,475 --> 00:16:00,815
Yeah, just sit there
on your ass

381
00:16:00,856 --> 00:16:02,886
like you're doing
and don't lift a finger.

382
00:16:02,927 --> 00:16:04,617
You got it.

383
00:16:04,653 --> 00:16:06,343
[SIGHS]

384
00:16:06,379 --> 00:16:07,479
It's her fault.

385
00:16:07,518 --> 00:16:08,588
My fault?

386
00:16:08,622 --> 00:16:10,592
Yeah, you told me
I had a gut.

387
00:16:10,624 --> 00:16:11,834
What? When?

388
00:16:11,867 --> 00:16:14,007
At the shoe store.
No, I didn't.

389
00:16:14,042 --> 00:16:16,632
Well, you implied it
when you said,
"You have a gut."

390
00:16:16,665 --> 00:16:18,485
Told you, dude.
You should've warmed up first.

391
00:16:18,529 --> 00:16:20,189
Stop it.
It hurts when you talk.

392
00:16:22,498 --> 00:16:23,808
Is that A candle?

393
00:16:23,844 --> 00:16:26,094
Yeah, it was a bit stale
in here, and besides,

394
00:16:26,123 --> 00:16:28,543
I always enjoy
a little pumpkin spice
whenever I masturb...

395
00:16:28,573 --> 00:16:30,513
Watch television.

396
00:16:30,541 --> 00:16:33,271
Thanks a lot.
You just ruined
Thanksgiving forever.

397
00:16:33,302 --> 00:16:34,722
And candles.

398
00:16:36,133 --> 00:16:37,623
I'll be in my room.

399
00:16:38,376 --> 00:16:40,996
♪ Wasted

400
00:16:41,034 --> 00:16:45,044
♪ I always get wasted
on love

401
00:16:45,073 --> 00:16:48,153
♪ I tasted it

402
00:16:48,179 --> 00:16:52,179
♪ But one fix
is never close to enough

403
00:16:52,218 --> 00:16:55,838
♪ Then I'm spinning
and I'm flying

404
00:16:55,876 --> 00:17:00,046
♪ Then I'm cumming
and I'm dying

405
00:17:00,812 --> 00:17:02,782
♪ Oh, yes

406
00:17:02,814 --> 00:17:04,404
♪ Oh, yes

407
00:17:04,437 --> 00:17:05,607
♪ Oh, yes

408
00:17:05,645 --> 00:17:11,055
♪ I get wasted on love

409
00:17:13,101 --> 00:17:19,311
♪ I get wasted on love

410
00:17:20,280 --> 00:17:21,390
♪ Yes, it does

411
00:17:21,419 --> 00:17:22,389
[DOOR CLOSES]

412
00:17:23,766 --> 00:17:25,556
♪ Yes, it does ♪

413
00:17:25,596 --> 00:17:27,076
What in the hell?

414
00:17:27,115 --> 00:17:29,495
Hey, sunshine.
You're up early.

415
00:17:29,531 --> 00:17:31,361
Did you sleep out here?

416
00:17:31,395 --> 00:17:34,535
Not sure "sleep"
is the right word.

417
00:17:34,570 --> 00:17:36,330
[SIGHS]
I'll get you a coffee.

418
00:17:36,365 --> 00:17:37,845
You're a saint.

419
00:17:39,644 --> 00:17:41,544
Hey, what'd Father Mike
want last night?

420
00:17:42,751 --> 00:17:44,171
Nothing important.

421
00:17:44,925 --> 00:17:46,615
You know,
you look like shit.

422
00:17:46,651 --> 00:17:48,621
Are you sure
you can't take anything?

423
00:17:48,653 --> 00:17:49,933
No, it's just
the morning creaks.

424
00:17:49,965 --> 00:17:52,445
I'll shake it off
with some caffeine.

425
00:17:52,968 --> 00:17:54,798
Okay.

426
00:17:57,490 --> 00:18:00,250
You used my frozen mangoes
as ice packs?

427
00:18:00,286 --> 00:18:01,976
These are organic,
asshole.

428
00:18:02,011 --> 00:18:03,601
I use them
for smoothies.

429
00:18:03,634 --> 00:18:06,224
Okay,
I'm done with them.

430
00:18:06,257 --> 00:18:08,667
I'd love a smoothie, too,
now that you mention it.

431
00:18:08,708 --> 00:18:10,048
[FREEZER DOOR CLOSES]

432
00:18:12,746 --> 00:18:15,956
Mm, mm.
See, good as new.

433
00:18:19,236 --> 00:18:21,066
What's this?
Brooke's card.

434
00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:22,760
Yeah, no thanks.

435
00:18:22,791 --> 00:18:24,901
Call her.
[SIGHS]

436
00:18:24,931 --> 00:18:27,451
You look like you need
some wellness.

437
00:18:28,624 --> 00:18:31,634
The only thing I need is a way
to get to the toilet.

438
00:18:31,662 --> 00:18:32,972
I got you, buddy.

439
00:18:33,008 --> 00:18:34,288
Here we go... 1, 2, 3.

440
00:18:34,320 --> 00:18:35,770
Wait, no... ah!

441
00:18:35,804 --> 00:18:38,534
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
ah, ah, ah!

442
00:18:38,565 --> 00:18:43,115
♪♪

443
00:18:46,159 --> 00:18:51,749
♪♪

444
00:18:52,959 --> 00:18:58,789
♪♪

445
00:18:59,690 --> 00:19:03,590
♪ An ocean away

446
00:19:03,625 --> 00:19:08,525
♪ Staring at the sea bed

447
00:19:10,010 --> 00:19:16,640
♪ She wonders
why it can be so hard

448
00:19:16,672 --> 00:19:21,712
♪ To find a reason ♪

449
00:19:22,954 --> 00:19:25,374
♪♪

450
00:19:26,475 --> 00:19:29,165
Not sure
if you want any of it.

451
00:19:29,202 --> 00:19:31,892
But maybe you'll find
something meaningful in there.

452
00:19:31,929 --> 00:19:35,999
Of course I want it.
It's all I have left.

453
00:19:36,036 --> 00:19:39,276
I'm still here, Claire.
I never left.

454
00:19:39,316 --> 00:19:41,726
You left a long time ago.

455
00:19:41,766 --> 00:19:43,796
Enough with the innuendos,
Claire.

456
00:19:43,837 --> 00:19:46,807
You've been angry with me
for long enough now.

457
00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:48,500
If there's something
you need to say,

458
00:19:48,532 --> 00:19:50,122
then grow up
and just say it.

459
00:19:50,154 --> 00:19:53,094
What did I do to you
that was so awful?

460
00:19:54,089 --> 00:19:55,949
You really want me
to say it out loud?

461
00:19:55,987 --> 00:19:58,367
Tell me.

462
00:19:58,404 --> 00:20:01,514
You fucked around on Dad,
and when he found out,
he killed himself.

463
00:20:03,892 --> 00:20:05,202
What?

464
00:20:05,238 --> 00:20:06,998
I saw you and Mr. Endersby
on the couch.

465
00:20:07,033 --> 00:20:08,553
I'm not a fucking idiot,
okay?

466
00:20:08,586 --> 00:20:11,066
Claire,
you don't really know

467
00:20:11,106 --> 00:20:12,516
everything that went on
back then.

468
00:20:12,556 --> 00:20:14,276
Oh, I know a lot more
than you think I know.

469
00:20:14,316 --> 00:20:16,036
I know everything.
No, you don't.

470
00:20:16,076 --> 00:20:17,486
[SIGHS]

471
00:20:19,183 --> 00:20:20,773
Open the middle drawer.
What?

472
00:20:20,805 --> 00:20:23,075
Why?
Claire, just do it.

473
00:20:26,259 --> 00:20:27,399
What?

474
00:20:27,433 --> 00:20:28,713
Look in the envelope.

475
00:20:36,718 --> 00:20:38,578
[SIGHS]

476
00:20:38,616 --> 00:20:42,616
"My Dearest One, it's late,
but I had to write

477
00:20:42,655 --> 00:20:47,205
and tell you
just how beautiful
you looked tonight,

478
00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:49,896
how much my heart soared
when I saw you
walk into the room."

479
00:20:51,457 --> 00:20:52,627
So Dad loved you.

480
00:20:52,665 --> 00:20:54,555
Look who
it's addressed to.

481
00:20:57,670 --> 00:20:59,090
Linda Endersby.

482
00:21:00,707 --> 00:21:02,047
Mrs. Endersby?

483
00:21:04,228 --> 00:21:06,268
What? But Dad...

484
00:21:06,299 --> 00:21:08,059
Dad wouldn't do
something like this.

485
00:21:08,094 --> 00:21:10,344
It's true, Claire.

486
00:21:10,372 --> 00:21:14,342
The night you saw Jon here,
he'd come over to tell me
about the affair.

487
00:21:14,376 --> 00:21:16,546
I didn't want to believe it,
either,

488
00:21:16,585 --> 00:21:19,135
until he showed me
those pictures.

489
00:21:20,106 --> 00:21:21,936
What photos?

490
00:21:32,601 --> 00:21:33,641
[BREATHES SHAKILY]

491
00:21:33,671 --> 00:21:35,161
What?

492
00:21:39,332 --> 00:21:40,752
I don't understand.

493
00:21:40,782 --> 00:21:42,782
Why... Why didn't you just
ask for a divorce?

494
00:21:42,818 --> 00:21:44,298
I don't know.

495
00:21:44,337 --> 00:21:48,167
Maybe because I'm Catholic
to a fault,

496
00:21:48,203 --> 00:21:50,213
and maybe because I knew
how much it would hurt you,

497
00:21:52,172 --> 00:21:55,182
but in the end,
it wasn't needed.

498
00:21:55,210 --> 00:21:57,560
Once Linda found out
your dad's company
was going under,

499
00:21:57,592 --> 00:21:59,702
she left him.

500
00:21:59,732 --> 00:22:01,632
Two weeks later,
he was gone.

501
00:22:04,150 --> 00:22:06,010
He was a complete fraud.

502
00:22:07,118 --> 00:22:08,838
He lied
about everything.

503
00:22:08,879 --> 00:22:13,299
No. No,
he wasn't a fraud, honey.

504
00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:17,442
He was a good man,
and, like a lot of good men,
he had flaws.

505
00:22:17,474 --> 00:22:21,694
But he loved you more
than anything in the world.

506
00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:24,650
That part was always true.

507
00:22:25,689 --> 00:22:27,349
But so do I.

508
00:22:27,725 --> 00:22:34,555
♪♪

509
00:22:37,425 --> 00:22:39,695
Claire. Claire.
Whoa, whoa, whoa.

510
00:22:41,049 --> 00:22:43,049
Hey.
Hey.

511
00:22:43,085 --> 00:22:44,355
Look at you.

512
00:22:44,811 --> 00:22:46,741
Where you been?

513
00:22:46,779 --> 00:22:49,199
Ya know. Around.

514
00:22:50,507 --> 00:22:52,467
Hey, we miss you.

515
00:22:53,510 --> 00:22:55,200
Can I get you
anything?

516
00:22:55,960 --> 00:22:57,550
My treat.

517
00:22:57,583 --> 00:22:59,143
Get whatever you want.

518
00:22:59,170 --> 00:23:00,690
♪♪

519
00:23:01,069 --> 00:23:03,489
[MOANING]

520
00:23:06,695 --> 00:23:08,455
I'm glad
you finally came in.

521
00:23:08,490 --> 00:23:10,530
Well, it was either that
or euthanasia,

522
00:23:10,561 --> 00:23:12,741
and the coin came up heads.

523
00:23:12,770 --> 00:23:14,190
You know, a lot
of lower back pain

524
00:23:14,220 --> 00:23:17,050
is rooted in anxiety
and unresolved anger.

525
00:23:17,085 --> 00:23:18,395
You don't say.

526
00:23:18,431 --> 00:23:20,851
Lucky for me,
this is just a pulled muscle.

527
00:23:20,882 --> 00:23:23,372
All I'm suggesting
is letting go of the anger.

528
00:23:23,402 --> 00:23:25,272
I'm not angry!

529
00:23:26,094 --> 00:23:27,724
Hold out your arm.

530
00:23:29,925 --> 00:23:31,755
You're angry.
Look, I...

531
00:23:31,789 --> 00:23:35,279
I appreciate the concern,
okay, but I'm not
here for a reading.

532
00:23:35,310 --> 00:23:37,210
I'm just here to let you
crack my back.

533
00:23:37,243 --> 00:23:39,043
Fair enough.

534
00:23:39,072 --> 00:23:42,902
Okay, now let's take
a deep breath in...

535
00:23:42,938 --> 00:23:44,528
And out.
[BACK CRACKS]

536
00:23:44,561 --> 00:23:46,081
Okay, that was a crack!

537
00:23:46,114 --> 00:23:47,984
That... That...
That was definitely a crack.

538
00:23:49,807 --> 00:23:51,327
Oh.

539
00:23:52,465 --> 00:23:55,295
Wow, that...
I think that worked.

540
00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:57,535
How did you do that?

541
00:23:57,574 --> 00:23:59,824
You know,
just a little voodoo.

542
00:23:59,852 --> 00:24:01,132
Okay,
let's try that again.

543
00:24:01,163 --> 00:24:03,203
I need you to roll
onto your back.

544
00:24:03,234 --> 00:24:04,894
Okay.

545
00:24:04,926 --> 00:24:07,266
[BREATHING DEEPLY]

546
00:24:09,586 --> 00:24:12,306
This might be
a bit uncomfortable.

547
00:24:13,313 --> 00:24:14,943
Deep breath...
[INHALES DEEPLY]

548
00:24:14,970 --> 00:24:16,010
And...
[NECK CRACKS]

549
00:24:16,040 --> 00:24:17,730
Yeah, uh-huh.

550
00:24:17,766 --> 00:24:20,456
Good, other side.

551
00:24:20,493 --> 00:24:21,913
Deep breath, and...
[INHALES DEEPLY]

552
00:24:21,943 --> 00:24:23,253
[NECK CRACKS]

553
00:24:23,289 --> 00:24:24,499
Ooh, wow.

554
00:24:24,773 --> 00:24:27,293
Wow.

555
00:24:27,327 --> 00:24:29,397
That feels pretty good.
[CHUCKLES]

556
00:24:29,433 --> 00:24:31,263
Little lightheaded, but...

557
00:24:33,299 --> 00:24:36,479
My "was-band" used to
throw out his back,

558
00:24:36,509 --> 00:24:37,819
and this always helped.

559
00:24:37,855 --> 00:24:39,995
And bourbon.
For him.

560
00:24:40,030 --> 00:24:41,310
Not for you.

561
00:24:41,341 --> 00:24:43,211
Or me.

562
00:24:50,178 --> 00:24:51,938
Um...

563
00:24:51,973 --> 00:24:55,843
By the way,
you should try Reiki.
It's a real game-changer.

564
00:24:57,565 --> 00:25:02,085
♪♪

565
00:25:02,121 --> 00:25:04,191
You went.
He did.

566
00:25:04,226 --> 00:25:05,636
Ah.
Hm.

567
00:25:05,676 --> 00:25:08,326
I already got
75% more mobility.

568
00:25:08,368 --> 00:25:11,988
Easy there, tiger.
There's still
more work to do.

569
00:25:12,027 --> 00:25:13,167
I'll see you inside.

570
00:25:13,201 --> 00:25:14,551
Okay.

571
00:25:16,756 --> 00:25:19,406
Well, you two are sure
hitting it off.

572
00:25:19,448 --> 00:25:22,238
I am going back next week
to have her
balance my chakras.

573
00:25:22,279 --> 00:25:24,349
Really?
Fuck, no.

574
00:25:26,041 --> 00:25:27,491
What are chakras?

575
00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:29,356
LOUDERMILK: You got to be
fucking kidding me.

576
00:25:29,389 --> 00:25:31,739
Who you gonna network
with at 1:00 a.m.?

577
00:25:31,771 --> 00:25:34,711
Hey, come on, dude.
The kid finally got a job.
Take it easy.

578
00:25:34,740 --> 00:25:36,640
As a bartender.
He's an alcoholic.

579
00:25:36,673 --> 00:25:38,333
That's a recipe for disaster.

580
00:25:38,364 --> 00:25:40,824
Well, it worked out
for Sam Malone, didn't it?

581
00:25:40,849 --> 00:25:42,539
And quite successfully,
I might add.

582
00:25:43,542 --> 00:25:45,412
Who's Sam Malone?
Fuck off.

583
00:25:45,440 --> 00:25:48,270
Okay, Cisco, let me give you
some unsolicited advice.

584
00:25:48,305 --> 00:25:53,585
Okay, this bartending gig
is a bad, bad, bad idea.

585
00:25:55,001 --> 00:25:58,561
Anybody else have something
before we wrap this shit up?

586
00:25:58,591 --> 00:26:00,701
I'll share.
Go ahead, Claire.

587
00:26:01,732 --> 00:26:03,082
[SIGHS]

588
00:26:04,528 --> 00:26:07,838
Have you ever felt
so pissed at someone

589
00:26:07,876 --> 00:26:11,046
that you forget what it's like
not to be pissed anymore?

590
00:26:11,086 --> 00:26:12,776
Pretty much
everybody I know.

591
00:26:14,642 --> 00:26:18,892
Well, that's how I felt about
my mom ever since my dad died.

592
00:26:20,820 --> 00:26:22,440
But I had it all backwards.

593
00:26:23,685 --> 00:26:25,475
Turns out my dad...

594
00:26:27,102 --> 00:26:31,142
He wasn't really
the perfect person
I'd built him up to be.

595
00:26:32,763 --> 00:26:35,523
[VOICE BREAKING]
You know...

596
00:26:35,559 --> 00:26:37,249
When my dad died,

597
00:26:39,287 --> 00:26:41,767
[CRYING]
It was so painful,

598
00:26:43,291 --> 00:26:45,641
and I just...

599
00:26:45,673 --> 00:26:49,403
I couldn't even think
about what life would
be like without him.

600
00:26:51,782 --> 00:26:57,062
And so I numbed myself
with booze and drugs

601
00:26:57,098 --> 00:27:01,208
and pretty much anything
I could get my hands on.

602
00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:02,830
And it worked for a while.

603
00:27:05,865 --> 00:27:07,725
Then it didn't.

604
00:27:09,628 --> 00:27:11,838
Now I'm sober...
[SNIFFLES]

605
00:27:12,527 --> 00:27:14,937
And it's better.

606
00:27:14,978 --> 00:27:16,638
Way better...

607
00:27:17,739 --> 00:27:19,359
I know that.

608
00:27:20,328 --> 00:27:22,468
But for some reason,

609
00:27:22,502 --> 00:27:25,642
I still feel like
I haven't moved forward.

610
00:27:26,506 --> 00:27:28,916
It's like
I'm standing still,

611
00:27:30,200 --> 00:27:31,930
scared to move on,

612
00:27:33,548 --> 00:27:35,858
scared to take
the next step.

613
00:27:37,414 --> 00:27:39,284
Join the club, kid.

614
00:27:40,279 --> 00:27:46,669
♪♪

615
00:27:49,288 --> 00:27:50,668
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

616
00:27:52,705 --> 00:27:55,465
Um, so, I replaced
your mangoes, but I'm not...

617
00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:59,230
Oh, is that, uh...
that's your dad's stuff?

618
00:28:00,126 --> 00:28:01,676
Yeah.

619
00:28:01,714 --> 00:28:03,654
Anything good
in there?

620
00:28:05,718 --> 00:28:06,888
Zeppelin.

621
00:28:06,926 --> 00:28:08,716
Oh, shit.

622
00:28:08,756 --> 00:28:10,856
Houses of the Holy.

623
00:28:10,896 --> 00:28:12,686
Right on.
Want it?

624
00:28:14,175 --> 00:28:15,275
No, I can't take that.

625
00:28:15,314 --> 00:28:16,874
No, you should have it.

626
00:28:16,902 --> 00:28:19,592
Isn't that weird?
Me taking
your dead dad's vinyl?

627
00:28:19,628 --> 00:28:22,908
Only when you refer to it
as "my dead dad's vinyl."

628
00:28:25,565 --> 00:28:26,835
What's that?

629
00:28:26,877 --> 00:28:28,287
This is a snow globe.

630
00:28:28,327 --> 00:28:29,667
You can't have it.

631
00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:32,428
No, that... On the
University of Washington.

632
00:28:33,366 --> 00:28:34,566
Yeah, I got in.

633
00:28:35,196 --> 00:28:36,396
Really?

634
00:28:36,438 --> 00:28:39,198
Yeah,
I'm officially a Husky.

635
00:28:39,234 --> 00:28:40,934
Yeah, you're carrying
a couple extra pounds,

636
00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:42,100
but it looks good on you.

637
00:28:42,513 --> 00:28:43,583
[SCOFFS]

638
00:28:43,618 --> 00:28:45,758
I'm gonna go listen
to this.

639
00:28:45,793 --> 00:28:48,353
See if the song
does remain the same.

640
00:28:48,381 --> 00:28:51,491
[BOZ SCAGGS' "DINAH FLO"
PLAYS]

641
00:28:51,522 --> 00:28:56,772
♪♪

642
00:28:56,804 --> 00:29:01,744
♪♪

643
00:29:01,774 --> 00:29:05,024
♪ Seems so long
you've been gone

644
00:29:05,053 --> 00:29:08,193
♪ I've been singing
such a sad, sad song

645
00:29:08,229 --> 00:29:10,229
♪ I'm glad I found you

646
00:29:10,265 --> 00:29:15,235
♪ Glad my world's around you

647
00:29:15,270 --> 00:29:18,960
♪ Dinah,
I've been lonely for you

648
00:29:18,998 --> 00:29:22,108
♪ Never knew
how I cared for you

649
00:29:22,139 --> 00:29:24,209
♪ Glad you're back

650
00:29:24,245 --> 00:29:27,865
♪ Take you back in my arms

651
00:29:29,250 --> 00:29:32,700
♪ Dinah Flo, love you so

652
00:29:32,736 --> 00:29:35,566
♪ Take me down way down slow

653
00:29:35,601 --> 00:29:37,571
♪ My Dinah Flo

654
00:29:37,603 --> 00:29:41,543
♪ Love you more each day

655
00:29:41,572 --> 00:29:43,162
♪♪

656
00:29:43,195 --> 00:29:46,645
♪ I'll be long, I'll be true

657
00:29:46,681 --> 00:29:49,721
♪ But I can't say what
Dinah might do

658
00:29:49,753 --> 00:29:51,583
♪ I'm glad she's back ♪

659
00:29:51,617 --> 00:29:55,787
♪♪