1 00:00:40,941 --> 00:00:44,212 I was living in Chicago... 2 00:00:44,312 --> 00:00:48,482 with a friend of mine named Clem Floyd. 3 00:00:48,549 --> 00:00:50,718 Clem was going with a little German hooker 4 00:00:50,818 --> 00:00:53,721 named, uh, "The Duchess." 5 00:00:53,821 --> 00:00:58,259 She was about 4-feet-2 and cute. [INTERVIEWER CHUCKLES] 6 00:00:58,359 --> 00:01:00,261 And, uh, very popular. 7 00:01:04,265 --> 00:01:06,500 And we were as stoned as we could get. 8 00:01:06,600 --> 00:01:10,904 We took everything we had and anything anybody else had. 9 00:01:11,004 --> 00:01:13,574 We were gonna go hear John Coltrane. He was a hero. 10 00:01:15,476 --> 00:01:17,611 So they would play this tune, ensemble, 11 00:01:17,711 --> 00:01:20,481 and then Trane would start sawing. 12 00:01:20,581 --> 00:01:24,252 You know, 15, 20 minutes. He'd be blowing pretty hard. 13 00:01:24,352 --> 00:01:26,454 And I was very high. 14 00:01:26,520 --> 00:01:29,857 [*****] 15 00:01:29,957 --> 00:01:31,192 Got to be too much for me. 16 00:01:31,292 --> 00:01:32,526 I went and ducked into the men's room. 17 00:01:32,626 --> 00:01:36,230 And I got my head against this puke-green tile. 18 00:01:36,330 --> 00:01:39,066 I can still remember the color of the tile. 19 00:01:39,133 --> 00:01:40,368 And I'm, like, thinking: 20 00:01:40,468 --> 00:01:42,370 "Okay, it's gonna be all right now. 21 00:01:42,470 --> 00:01:44,705 Just get it together now. It's gonna be okay." 22 00:01:44,805 --> 00:01:46,140 Bam! 23 00:01:46,207 --> 00:01:48,709 Somebody kicks the door open. 24 00:01:48,776 --> 00:01:50,511 Bam! It's Trane. 25 00:01:50,611 --> 00:01:52,780 He's kicked the door open because he's... 26 00:01:52,880 --> 00:01:54,582 [IMITATING SAXOPHONE] 27 00:01:59,720 --> 00:02:01,222 ...playing at the most intense level 28 00:02:01,322 --> 00:02:03,957 you could ever imagine in your life. 29 00:02:04,057 --> 00:02:06,160 He never stopped soloing. 30 00:02:06,260 --> 00:02:08,128 He's still soloing, 31 00:02:08,229 --> 00:02:09,029 and he's up where it's really hitting 32 00:02:09,129 --> 00:02:11,165 the thousand mark, you know? 33 00:02:11,265 --> 00:02:12,966 He's, like, burning. 34 00:02:13,066 --> 00:02:15,903 I never heard anybody be more intense with music 35 00:02:16,003 --> 00:02:18,239 than that in my life. 36 00:02:18,306 --> 00:02:19,106 In that little bathroom. 37 00:02:19,173 --> 00:02:22,776 Little tile bathroom. 38 00:02:22,876 --> 00:02:24,245 Whew. 39 00:02:24,345 --> 00:02:27,215 [*****] 40 00:02:27,315 --> 00:02:28,416 [INAUDIBLE DIALOGUE] 41 00:03:05,986 --> 00:03:08,722 People ask me if I got regrets. Yeah. I got a huge regret 42 00:03:08,822 --> 00:03:09,923 about the time I wasted being smashed. 43 00:03:10,023 --> 00:03:12,426 I'm afraid. 44 00:03:13,794 --> 00:03:15,396 I'm afraid of dying. 45 00:03:16,430 --> 00:03:18,332 And I'm close. 46 00:03:19,300 --> 00:03:20,701 I don't like it. 47 00:03:20,801 --> 00:03:24,137 I'd like to have more time. A lot more time. 48 00:03:24,238 --> 00:03:26,707 [*****] 49 00:03:26,807 --> 00:03:30,043 This is, um, Big Sur Folk Festival. 50 00:03:30,143 --> 00:03:32,380 And that's Christine right there. 51 00:03:34,315 --> 00:03:37,217 This is the four of us. 52 00:03:37,318 --> 00:03:40,421 I think that would've been the cover for Human Highway. 53 00:03:40,521 --> 00:03:44,191 That's me back before I had the mustache. The Byrds. 54 00:03:44,258 --> 00:03:47,261 God, that's a great shot of Miles. 55 00:03:47,361 --> 00:03:49,663 That's the intensity right there. 56 00:03:51,198 --> 00:03:53,233 Me and Neil. 57 00:03:53,334 --> 00:03:54,067 Me and Garcia. 58 00:03:54,167 --> 00:03:56,604 God bless Jerry Garcia. 59 00:03:56,704 --> 00:03:58,372 This is me and the Lighthouse band 60 00:03:58,472 --> 00:03:59,907 goofing off at a great moment, 61 00:04:00,007 --> 00:04:03,811 and it's just, I'm so happy right there. 62 00:04:03,911 --> 00:04:06,647 INTERVIEWER: If I were to come to you and say: 63 00:04:06,747 --> 00:04:08,682 "No music, you don't get any of that, 64 00:04:08,782 --> 00:04:12,085 but you get extreme joy in your home life 65 00:04:12,185 --> 00:04:14,588 and an incredible family..." 66 00:04:14,688 --> 00:04:16,357 No music? No music. 67 00:04:16,457 --> 00:04:18,426 Would you make that trade? 68 00:04:20,260 --> 00:04:23,230 That's no world for me. 69 00:04:23,331 --> 00:04:25,566 And is that a selfish thing? 70 00:04:27,835 --> 00:04:30,070 I don't know. Maybe. 71 00:04:30,137 --> 00:04:33,441 But no. Me, music? No music? 72 00:04:33,541 --> 00:04:35,443 No, not interested. 73 00:04:35,509 --> 00:04:37,445 It's the only thing I can contribute, man. 74 00:04:37,545 --> 00:04:38,579 It's the only thing-- Place I can help. 75 00:04:38,679 --> 00:04:40,581 It's the only place I can make it better. 76 00:04:40,681 --> 00:04:44,485 It's the only thing I got to offer, really. 77 00:04:44,585 --> 00:04:46,487 I don't want to go. 78 00:04:46,554 --> 00:04:48,689 I got a lot of stuff I'm trying to do. 79 00:04:49,723 --> 00:04:50,991 I'm touring because I-- 80 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:52,993 I'm touring because I love to sing. 81 00:04:53,093 --> 00:04:57,365 I do, uh, need to tour, 82 00:04:57,431 --> 00:05:01,569 to just simply buy groceries and pay my-- My mortgage. 83 00:05:02,670 --> 00:05:05,639 The hardest part is just leaving home. 84 00:05:05,739 --> 00:05:08,342 I don't like to leave home. I love my wife. I love my son. 85 00:05:08,442 --> 00:05:10,444 I love, I love it here. 86 00:05:10,544 --> 00:05:14,114 JAN: Hi, Mama! How's my girl? 87 00:05:14,214 --> 00:05:18,051 DAVID: I'm under some pressure, yeah. You gotta understand, 88 00:05:18,118 --> 00:05:19,920 I'm the guy in Crosby, Stills and Nash, 89 00:05:20,020 --> 00:05:22,856 Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young. That's never had a hit. 90 00:05:22,956 --> 00:05:23,824 Black. Hi, Black. 91 00:05:26,494 --> 00:05:27,895 The way I get through it 92 00:05:27,961 --> 00:05:29,363 is I know what he's going toward. 93 00:05:29,463 --> 00:05:33,634 I know what makes him the happiest. 94 00:05:37,237 --> 00:05:39,239 DAVID: I'm 76 years old. 95 00:05:39,339 --> 00:05:41,174 I've had... 96 00:05:41,274 --> 00:05:42,943 two or three heart attacks. 97 00:05:43,043 --> 00:05:45,379 I've got eight stents in my heart. 98 00:05:45,479 --> 00:05:49,917 You know, I had hepatitis C, which destroyed my liver, 99 00:05:50,017 --> 00:05:52,219 which made me have to have a transplant. 100 00:05:52,319 --> 00:05:54,522 I'm diabetic. 101 00:05:54,588 --> 00:05:57,257 That does kill you in the long run. 102 00:05:57,357 --> 00:05:59,259 But I'm happy. 103 00:05:59,359 --> 00:06:03,531 JAN: I don't think people know how sick he really is. 104 00:06:03,631 --> 00:06:05,699 I'm so glad he's as stubborn as he is 105 00:06:05,799 --> 00:06:07,300 and wants to sing anyway. 106 00:06:07,401 --> 00:06:11,104 I might say, "Hey, honey, I think you should stay here, 107 00:06:11,204 --> 00:06:13,941 go see the heart people now and not go out on that tour," 108 00:06:14,041 --> 00:06:16,343 and he'll go, "Fuck you. I'm going." 109 00:06:16,444 --> 00:06:18,546 And I have to be okay with that. 110 00:06:18,646 --> 00:06:21,482 I have to say, "Go, honey. Have fun." 111 00:06:21,582 --> 00:06:23,817 And I might not ever see him again. 112 00:06:26,854 --> 00:06:30,991 DAVID: At this point in my life, every... 113 00:06:31,091 --> 00:06:37,164 minute that you get, you know, is-- It's precious. 114 00:06:37,264 --> 00:06:39,199 Time is the final currency. 115 00:06:39,299 --> 00:06:42,670 And so how do you spend it? 116 00:06:42,736 --> 00:06:45,639 JAN: I wanted him to choose family first, 117 00:06:45,739 --> 00:06:47,575 and I thought he would. 118 00:06:48,976 --> 00:06:54,281 DAVID: This is really where I feel alive. 119 00:06:54,381 --> 00:06:56,684 JAN: The only solace I have 120 00:06:56,784 --> 00:06:59,720 is that when the light does go out, 121 00:06:59,820 --> 00:07:01,622 I hope it's when he's singing. 122 00:07:01,722 --> 00:07:04,558 [DAVID CROSBY'S "GUINNEVERE" PLAYING] 123 00:07:04,692 --> 00:07:08,395 * Guinnevere * 124 00:07:08,462 --> 00:07:13,233 * Had green eyes * 125 00:07:13,366 --> 00:07:16,103 * Like yours, milady... * 126 00:07:16,169 --> 00:07:17,370 Man, I hate leaving. 127 00:07:17,471 --> 00:07:20,674 I just hate leaving home. 128 00:07:22,109 --> 00:07:24,912 I love singing, but I hate leaving. 129 00:07:25,045 --> 00:07:26,980 * Through the garden... * 130 00:07:27,080 --> 00:07:30,984 INTERVIEWER: Six weeks, you'll be back. 131 00:07:32,019 --> 00:07:33,487 Hopefully. 132 00:07:35,055 --> 00:07:37,224 I promised my wife I'd be back. 133 00:07:37,357 --> 00:07:40,728 * Peacocks wandered Aimlessly * 134 00:07:40,861 --> 00:07:42,262 * Underneath an orange tree * 135 00:07:42,362 --> 00:07:43,797 Keep your fingers crossed. 136 00:07:43,931 --> 00:07:49,302 * Why can't she see me? * 137 00:07:49,402 --> 00:07:52,506 [*****] 138 00:07:54,808 --> 00:07:57,911 DAVID: When I was a young guy, 139 00:07:58,011 --> 00:08:02,750 I was taken to a small symphony orchestra 140 00:08:02,816 --> 00:08:05,118 playing in the park by my mom. 141 00:08:05,218 --> 00:08:08,656 And the power of the orchestra was gigantic to me. 142 00:08:08,756 --> 00:08:10,791 It broke over me like a wave. 143 00:08:12,459 --> 00:08:15,563 And I noticed... 144 00:08:15,663 --> 00:08:17,364 all the elbows were moving together. 145 00:08:17,464 --> 00:08:20,067 All the doodly-doodlies were going together. 146 00:08:20,167 --> 00:08:21,902 That's why it was that powerful. Big imprint. 147 00:08:22,002 --> 00:08:24,805 Then I encountered the Everly Brothers. 148 00:08:24,872 --> 00:08:26,874 I hear that, and I think, "Oh." 149 00:08:26,974 --> 00:08:29,142 And I started singing three-part to their two-part. 150 00:08:29,276 --> 00:08:31,478 [IN HARMONY] * Drea-ea-ea-eam * 151 00:08:31,612 --> 00:08:33,413 * Dream, dream, dream * 152 00:08:33,547 --> 00:08:35,215 * Drea-ea-ea-eam... * 153 00:08:35,315 --> 00:08:38,886 DAVID: I just naturally love singing harmony. 154 00:08:38,986 --> 00:08:41,989 My mom was a humanist 155 00:08:42,089 --> 00:08:45,593 and felt that equality between human beings 156 00:08:45,693 --> 00:08:49,496 was, like, where it was at. 157 00:08:49,597 --> 00:08:52,666 My mom got a Josh White record. 158 00:08:52,766 --> 00:08:55,903 It's one of the first records I remember really knowing, 159 00:08:55,969 --> 00:08:58,972 and there was a song on there called "Strange Fruit." 160 00:08:59,072 --> 00:09:01,141 And I didn't understand it, so I went to my mom, 161 00:09:01,241 --> 00:09:03,410 and I said, "Mom, I don't understand. 162 00:09:03,510 --> 00:09:05,846 What's the strange fruit that he's talking about?" 163 00:09:05,946 --> 00:09:08,849 And my mom started crying. 164 00:09:08,916 --> 00:09:12,653 * Strange fruit hanging... * 165 00:09:12,753 --> 00:09:15,989 DAVID: Didn't have no concept 166 00:09:16,089 --> 00:09:18,025 that anybody could hang another human being 167 00:09:18,125 --> 00:09:20,628 because they didn't like what color they were. 168 00:09:21,629 --> 00:09:24,231 My mom was really good at loving. 169 00:09:24,331 --> 00:09:27,134 My dad was a crusty old guy. 170 00:09:27,234 --> 00:09:30,037 Didn't ever express any of that stuff at all. 171 00:09:31,471 --> 00:09:35,876 It was a little bit of a dysfunctional family. 172 00:09:37,044 --> 00:09:39,647 The pictures which follow give an idea 173 00:09:39,747 --> 00:09:41,281 of my method of working. 174 00:09:41,348 --> 00:09:43,283 [*****] 175 00:09:45,452 --> 00:09:48,622 DAVID: One of my earliest memories was watching my dad 176 00:09:48,722 --> 00:09:51,859 pull himself up into the belly of a B-24 177 00:09:51,959 --> 00:09:55,328 and fly away into the Second World War. 178 00:09:55,428 --> 00:09:58,866 He was, uh, you know, shooting footage. 179 00:10:03,370 --> 00:10:06,940 And very dangerous stuff too, but he wouldn't talk about it. 180 00:10:08,475 --> 00:10:09,342 So he'd seen some shit. 181 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:12,680 [*****] 182 00:10:17,517 --> 00:10:19,787 NARRATOR: High Noon. 183 00:10:19,853 --> 00:10:21,789 DAVID: He won one of the first Oscars 184 00:10:21,889 --> 00:10:23,223 they ever gave out for Tabu, 185 00:10:23,290 --> 00:10:25,092 and he won a Golden Globe for High Noon. 186 00:10:25,192 --> 00:10:27,594 NARRATOR: With every swing of the pendulum, 187 00:10:27,695 --> 00:10:28,896 with every second, 188 00:10:28,962 --> 00:10:32,632 a man's life ticked away. 189 00:10:32,733 --> 00:10:36,003 DAVID: A stunning photographer. 190 00:10:38,872 --> 00:10:40,908 My dad never told me he loved me. 191 00:10:41,008 --> 00:10:43,610 Not once ever. Never said those words. 192 00:10:43,711 --> 00:10:46,046 And that affects you. 193 00:10:46,146 --> 00:10:47,514 I was kind of a lonely kid. 194 00:10:47,614 --> 00:10:50,984 Chubby little kid, not real popular or anything. 195 00:10:51,051 --> 00:10:51,752 No good at sports. 196 00:10:51,852 --> 00:10:54,387 I was a class clown. 197 00:10:54,487 --> 00:10:57,390 Disciplinary problem. Got in trouble all the time. 198 00:10:57,490 --> 00:11:00,427 I was thrown out of, I think, just about every school 199 00:11:00,527 --> 00:11:01,962 I was ever in. 200 00:11:02,062 --> 00:11:04,965 I wanted attention. 201 00:11:05,032 --> 00:11:07,367 Constantly trying to get attention. 202 00:11:07,467 --> 00:11:09,903 I'm sort of always seeking approval, you know? 203 00:11:10,003 --> 00:11:11,371 Scratch me behind the ear, tell me I'm cool? 204 00:11:11,504 --> 00:11:15,776 * A girl once told me That I should try to work * 205 00:11:15,909 --> 00:11:17,244 * At honest labor For just one day * 206 00:11:17,377 --> 00:11:21,815 * But I said to her With just a little smirk... * 207 00:11:21,915 --> 00:11:24,284 DAVID: My brother was a musician also. 208 00:11:24,384 --> 00:11:25,953 He was the one who gave me my first guitar. 209 00:11:26,053 --> 00:11:29,289 He turned me on to '50s jazz. 210 00:11:29,389 --> 00:11:31,925 That's where I went right down the rabbit hole. 211 00:11:34,327 --> 00:11:37,998 * Buh-nah, dee Dah-dah, dee-dee-dee * 212 00:11:40,133 --> 00:11:44,371 * Buh-nuh, dee, dee, dee Dah, dah, day * 213 00:11:44,471 --> 00:11:47,941 [*****] 214 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:50,878 This is Sunset Boulevard. 215 00:11:51,011 --> 00:11:54,281 * I see you... * 216 00:11:54,347 --> 00:11:55,949 If you're gonna be on a street in Los Angeles, 217 00:11:56,049 --> 00:11:59,286 this is probably the street to be on. 218 00:11:59,386 --> 00:12:01,488 * Everywhere, I see you... * [APPLAUSE] 219 00:12:01,588 --> 00:12:02,422 DAVID: Hello. 220 00:12:04,825 --> 00:12:08,528 I'm David Crosby, and when we are together, 221 00:12:08,628 --> 00:12:10,363 they call us "The Byrds." 222 00:12:10,430 --> 00:12:13,366 [THE BYRDS' "SO YOU WANT TO BE A ROCK 'N' ROLL STAR" PLAYING] 223 00:12:17,204 --> 00:12:19,239 * So you want to be A rock 'n' roll star * 224 00:12:19,372 --> 00:12:23,243 * Then listen now To what I say * 225 00:12:23,376 --> 00:12:25,645 * Just get An electric guitar... * 226 00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:28,415 DAVID: I think we were one of the first electric bands. 227 00:12:28,548 --> 00:12:30,150 * Learn how to play... * 228 00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:31,819 DAVID: I loved it. 229 00:12:31,885 --> 00:12:33,620 We could get the attention of girls, 230 00:12:33,720 --> 00:12:36,556 which, of course, is why all of us started playing music 231 00:12:36,656 --> 00:12:37,690 in the first place. 232 00:12:37,825 --> 00:12:39,226 * Where the agent man... * 233 00:12:39,292 --> 00:12:40,928 But it's not necessarily always a positive thing 234 00:12:41,028 --> 00:12:43,696 when you win early and win young. 235 00:12:43,797 --> 00:12:45,332 I was tremendously lucky, 236 00:12:45,432 --> 00:12:49,069 and I don't think I realized how lucky I was. 237 00:12:49,136 --> 00:12:50,871 * And in a week or two... * 238 00:12:50,971 --> 00:12:52,072 Being a star, it makes you, you know... 239 00:12:52,172 --> 00:12:56,209 you feel like you're more important than you are. 240 00:12:56,309 --> 00:13:00,247 Like, in '65, '66, we were, like, number one, 241 00:13:00,347 --> 00:13:02,349 and met the Beatles and hung out with them, 242 00:13:02,449 --> 00:13:04,751 and it was, like, a pretty heady place. 243 00:13:04,852 --> 00:13:07,320 We-- We know our real image, 244 00:13:07,387 --> 00:13:09,422 which is nothing like our image. [CROWD LAUGHS] 245 00:13:09,522 --> 00:13:13,293 INTERVIEWER: Who is the young man with the lengthy haircut 246 00:13:13,393 --> 00:13:14,761 to your right rear? 247 00:13:14,828 --> 00:13:16,663 Right rear. [CROWD CLAPPING] 248 00:13:16,763 --> 00:13:17,564 INTERVIEWER: Who is it? 249 00:13:17,664 --> 00:13:19,432 That's Dave from The Byrds, 250 00:13:19,532 --> 00:13:20,667 a mate of ours. 251 00:13:20,767 --> 00:13:22,202 Ahoy, mateys. 252 00:13:22,269 --> 00:13:23,536 DAVID: I was just hiding, 253 00:13:23,603 --> 00:13:25,572 paying attention to what they were doing. 254 00:13:25,672 --> 00:13:28,441 I was trying to learn how to be a rock star. 255 00:13:29,676 --> 00:13:31,711 And they knew how. 256 00:13:31,811 --> 00:13:33,380 [WOMEN SCREAMING] 257 00:13:33,446 --> 00:13:35,983 DAVID: Young, cocky, bright, 258 00:13:36,083 --> 00:13:37,584 very creative, 259 00:13:37,684 --> 00:13:38,886 and a caboose to my dick. 260 00:13:38,986 --> 00:13:41,188 [THE BYRDS' "WHY" PLAYING] 261 00:13:41,254 --> 00:13:43,023 * You keep saying no To her... * 262 00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:44,357 DAVID: Ciro's. 263 00:13:44,457 --> 00:13:46,526 [WHISTLES] 264 00:13:46,593 --> 00:13:48,228 * You keep saying no To her... * 265 00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:52,032 One of the few things our manager, Jim Dickson, 266 00:13:52,099 --> 00:13:53,233 actually did correctly. He got us in there, 267 00:13:53,333 --> 00:13:55,168 and then he called every single person 268 00:13:55,235 --> 00:13:56,736 he'd ever met in Hollywood, said: 269 00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:58,939 "You gotta come down here. 270 00:13:59,006 --> 00:14:00,573 The chicks are unbelievable." 271 00:14:00,673 --> 00:14:01,975 And they-- And-- 272 00:14:02,075 --> 00:14:03,944 So they all-- Everybody came down there. 273 00:14:04,044 --> 00:14:06,279 It got to be a scene to be seen there. 274 00:14:06,413 --> 00:14:09,816 * She don't think That's where it's at... * 275 00:14:09,883 --> 00:14:12,920 INTERVIEWER: Are these memories in black and white or in color? 276 00:14:12,986 --> 00:14:15,622 [DAVID LAUGHS] 277 00:14:15,722 --> 00:14:17,090 Color, very color. 278 00:14:21,261 --> 00:14:23,396 [HARMONICA PLAYING] 279 00:14:26,266 --> 00:14:27,367 DAVID: Dylan did come and visit us. 280 00:14:27,467 --> 00:14:30,303 He came and played with us live. 281 00:14:32,239 --> 00:14:33,706 I remember when I looked up, 282 00:14:33,806 --> 00:14:36,709 when I saw Bob Dylan for the first time, 283 00:14:36,776 --> 00:14:38,178 how entranced everybody was with him. 284 00:14:42,015 --> 00:14:45,052 This is called "Hey, Mr. Tambourine Man..." 285 00:14:45,152 --> 00:14:47,187 [CROWD CLAPPING] ...please play a song for me. 286 00:14:51,391 --> 00:14:55,295 DAVID: His words were so good. His songs were so good. 287 00:14:55,395 --> 00:14:57,064 [PLAYING INTRO TO "MR. TAMBOURINE MAN"] 288 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:03,703 * Hey, Mr. Tambourine man * 289 00:15:03,836 --> 00:15:06,006 * Play a song for me * 290 00:15:06,139 --> 00:15:08,841 * In the jingle jangle Morning * 291 00:15:08,976 --> 00:15:12,545 * I'll come Following you... * 292 00:15:14,247 --> 00:15:17,217 DAVID: I remember being jealous. 293 00:15:18,551 --> 00:15:19,919 David said, "I don't like it. 294 00:15:20,020 --> 00:15:21,421 It's that folky two-four time. 295 00:15:21,521 --> 00:15:23,190 It's never gonna play on the radio." 296 00:15:23,290 --> 00:15:26,659 So we-- We rearranged it to, like... 297 00:15:26,759 --> 00:15:30,630 [PLAYS INTRO TO THE BYRDS' "MR. TAMBOURINE MAN"] 298 00:15:30,730 --> 00:15:32,599 [BAND PLAYING "MR. TAMBOURINE MAN" INTRO] 299 00:15:34,567 --> 00:15:37,804 * Hey Mr. Tambourine Man... * 300 00:15:37,904 --> 00:15:41,908 DAVID: Dylan came and we played "Tambourine Man" for him, 301 00:15:42,009 --> 00:15:43,876 and you could hear the gears working in his head, 302 00:15:43,943 --> 00:15:47,014 and he went straight out 303 00:15:47,080 --> 00:15:50,283 and got an electric band right away. 304 00:15:50,417 --> 00:15:52,119 * Hey Mr. Tambourine Man... * 305 00:15:52,219 --> 00:15:53,186 DAVID: Some funny stuff happened in there. 306 00:15:53,286 --> 00:15:56,289 I went in there to watch The Doors. 307 00:15:56,389 --> 00:16:00,227 That's probably where my dislike of Morrison started. 308 00:16:00,327 --> 00:16:02,062 He pulled my shades off and said: 309 00:16:02,162 --> 00:16:04,797 "You can't hide behind those shades." 310 00:16:04,897 --> 00:16:07,234 And I, of course, was high on LSD. 311 00:16:07,334 --> 00:16:10,737 So I teleported to the other side of the room. 312 00:16:10,837 --> 00:16:13,506 [CHUCKLING] 313 00:16:13,606 --> 00:16:15,208 I've never forgiven him for that. 314 00:16:15,308 --> 00:16:16,343 [TURN SIGNAL CLICKING] 315 00:16:16,443 --> 00:16:18,945 Uh, no! Keep going straight. 316 00:16:19,046 --> 00:16:22,015 [*****] 317 00:16:22,082 --> 00:16:23,150 You want to go up Laurel Canyon, right? 318 00:16:25,952 --> 00:16:29,789 DAVID: I started being a counterculture, 319 00:16:29,856 --> 00:16:31,824 rebellious person 320 00:16:31,924 --> 00:16:35,062 right about the time I started growing the hair. 321 00:16:35,162 --> 00:16:35,928 We were starting to be hippies. 322 00:16:36,063 --> 00:16:39,166 * Here it comes again * 323 00:16:39,299 --> 00:16:42,035 * The night is going To fall... * 324 00:16:42,102 --> 00:16:43,303 DAVID: And at the beginning, 325 00:16:43,403 --> 00:16:47,040 people didn't like seeing us show up. 326 00:16:47,140 --> 00:16:49,709 So I got a good taste of being a second-class citizen, 327 00:16:49,809 --> 00:16:53,480 which makes you feel very rebellious. 328 00:16:53,580 --> 00:16:54,681 [APPLAUSE] 329 00:16:54,781 --> 00:16:57,217 Your mother gets high, and you don't know it! 330 00:16:57,284 --> 00:16:58,951 [AUDIENCE LAUGHING] 331 00:16:59,018 --> 00:17:03,423 [BAND PLAYING INTRO TO "HEY JOE"] 332 00:17:06,293 --> 00:17:09,496 DAVID: At the time, you know, I was becoming a character. 333 00:17:09,596 --> 00:17:11,531 Russian shirt, Russian hat. 334 00:17:11,598 --> 00:17:15,001 * Hey, Joe, where you going With your cash? * 335 00:17:15,068 --> 00:17:18,738 [INSTRUMENTAL INTERLUDE] 336 00:17:27,447 --> 00:17:29,249 DAVID: I know that having political opinions 337 00:17:29,349 --> 00:17:30,617 really distressed them. 338 00:17:30,683 --> 00:17:33,586 You know, they're shooting this for television. 339 00:17:33,686 --> 00:17:34,954 I'm sure that they'll edit this out. 340 00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:38,625 I want to say it anyway, even though they will edit it out. 341 00:17:38,725 --> 00:17:41,161 When President Kennedy was killed, 342 00:17:41,261 --> 00:17:43,896 he was not killed by one man. 343 00:17:43,996 --> 00:17:46,599 He was shot from a number of different directions 344 00:17:46,666 --> 00:17:48,101 by different guns. 345 00:17:48,201 --> 00:17:52,272 The story has been suppressed, witnesses have been killed, 346 00:17:52,372 --> 00:17:53,906 and this is your country, ladies and gentlemen. 347 00:17:54,006 --> 00:17:56,709 [AUDIENCE CLAPPING] 348 00:17:58,545 --> 00:18:00,680 Well, David had become insufferable. 349 00:18:00,780 --> 00:18:02,349 He was just hard to hang out with. 350 00:18:02,449 --> 00:18:03,483 You didn't want to be around him. 351 00:18:03,550 --> 00:18:09,356 * He was a friend Of mine... * 352 00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:11,358 I didn't think it was our place to-- 353 00:18:11,458 --> 00:18:14,561 To get out there and promote these things, 354 00:18:14,661 --> 00:18:16,496 like the Kennedy conspiracy. 355 00:18:16,596 --> 00:18:19,499 I'm not sure what was motivating him. 356 00:18:19,599 --> 00:18:21,301 He wanted to save the country? 357 00:18:21,401 --> 00:18:23,870 I don't know. 358 00:18:23,970 --> 00:18:27,940 DAVID: They saw us as a pop group trying to be pop stars, 359 00:18:28,040 --> 00:18:30,943 and they did not think that that involved 360 00:18:31,010 --> 00:18:32,078 having political opinions. 361 00:18:32,212 --> 00:18:35,548 * He was a friend Of mine... * 362 00:18:35,648 --> 00:18:38,918 I could see potential train wrecks happening 363 00:18:39,018 --> 00:18:42,422 between Roger and David. 364 00:18:45,358 --> 00:18:48,528 This is the house where they fired me. 365 00:18:48,628 --> 00:18:50,197 They came up in two Porsches. 366 00:18:50,297 --> 00:18:51,898 [IMITATES WHINING ENGINE] 367 00:18:51,998 --> 00:18:53,200 [TIRES SQUEALING] 368 00:18:53,266 --> 00:18:53,966 [CAR DOORS CLOSING] 369 00:18:54,066 --> 00:18:56,469 [CRICKETS CHIRPING] 370 00:18:58,971 --> 00:19:02,141 It's just not working. We'd like you to quit the band. 371 00:19:02,242 --> 00:19:05,111 We don't want you in the band anymore. 372 00:19:05,212 --> 00:19:08,014 Too much politics, not enough music. 373 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:10,917 And when we're trying to do a song that you don't like, 374 00:19:11,017 --> 00:19:12,452 you just fall asleep. 375 00:19:12,552 --> 00:19:14,153 Plus, that song about sister lovers 376 00:19:14,254 --> 00:19:15,888 and water brothers isn't trippy. 377 00:19:15,988 --> 00:19:17,156 It's just weird. 378 00:19:17,257 --> 00:19:19,692 Let's face it, your heart's not in it. 379 00:19:19,792 --> 00:19:22,195 You have a knack for causing trouble 380 00:19:22,295 --> 00:19:24,531 and not the good kind. 381 00:19:24,631 --> 00:19:26,466 And I said, "I think you're wrong, 382 00:19:26,566 --> 00:19:28,134 and I think you're making a big mistake, but it's okay. 383 00:19:28,235 --> 00:19:30,537 I'm cool with it. All right. 384 00:19:30,637 --> 00:19:32,539 But I'm taking 'Guinnevere' 385 00:19:32,639 --> 00:19:35,808 and my weird tunings with me." 386 00:19:38,911 --> 00:19:42,181 I don't-- I don't regret it, obviously. 387 00:19:42,282 --> 00:19:45,151 I was a difficult cat, 388 00:19:45,252 --> 00:19:48,655 and growing leaps and bounds. 389 00:19:48,755 --> 00:19:50,523 And-- And, uh... 390 00:19:51,958 --> 00:19:54,093 And not easy. 391 00:19:54,160 --> 00:19:57,664 Big ego, no brains, goofy. 392 00:19:59,299 --> 00:20:00,433 It stung. 393 00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:03,436 [*****] 394 00:20:03,503 --> 00:20:04,771 So I did what you do 395 00:20:04,871 --> 00:20:07,073 when you get fired from your band. 396 00:20:07,139 --> 00:20:08,975 [CHUCKLES] I took off. 397 00:20:09,075 --> 00:20:13,646 I thought I was gonna go find a sailboat and go sailing. 398 00:20:13,746 --> 00:20:16,749 This beautiful schooner, I saw it right away. 399 00:20:18,150 --> 00:20:19,519 So I tried to find out about it. 400 00:20:19,619 --> 00:20:22,455 And it had been there and been for sale for a while. 401 00:20:22,555 --> 00:20:26,459 What we did was, I started a rumor, uh, 402 00:20:26,559 --> 00:20:28,495 in Lauderdale through a couple people 403 00:20:28,595 --> 00:20:31,498 that there was rot underneath the mainmast 404 00:20:31,598 --> 00:20:33,300 where it'd cost a whole lot of money 405 00:20:33,366 --> 00:20:35,201 to go and find out. 406 00:20:35,302 --> 00:20:37,103 Um... 407 00:20:37,203 --> 00:20:39,439 And then I offered them 25 grand, and they took it. 408 00:20:41,708 --> 00:20:44,377 And I got the 25 grand from Peter Tork. 409 00:20:44,477 --> 00:20:46,313 I said, "Peter, I don't have money. 410 00:20:46,413 --> 00:20:48,147 They threw me out of The Byrds. Can you--? 411 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:50,783 I want to go sailing. 412 00:20:50,883 --> 00:20:51,951 Can you loan me 25 grand?" 413 00:20:52,018 --> 00:20:53,686 [*****] 414 00:20:53,753 --> 00:20:59,492 * All along the lee shore * 415 00:20:59,626 --> 00:21:01,193 * Shells lie scattered... * 416 00:21:01,294 --> 00:21:02,995 DAVID: Sailing... 417 00:21:03,095 --> 00:21:06,466 Sailing out in the Pacific or sailing the Caribbean, 418 00:21:06,533 --> 00:21:09,936 waking up feeling the motion... 419 00:21:10,036 --> 00:21:11,771 She's loping along, waves coming up, 420 00:21:11,838 --> 00:21:15,742 slowly picking us up and giving us a shove. 421 00:21:15,842 --> 00:21:19,846 She's doing this big slow dance, you know. 422 00:21:19,946 --> 00:21:21,614 And she's graceful. 423 00:21:24,817 --> 00:21:29,188 Everything, sensory, visual, auditory... 424 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:31,658 Every kind of information. 425 00:21:31,758 --> 00:21:34,594 Louder, cleaner, brighter. 426 00:21:37,497 --> 00:21:39,999 * It's still lying there... * 427 00:21:40,099 --> 00:21:42,602 DAVID: And, you know, it's beautiful. 428 00:21:46,773 --> 00:21:49,175 * Forgot it long ago... * 429 00:21:49,275 --> 00:21:51,878 DAVID: When we're here on the shore, there's so much data 430 00:21:51,978 --> 00:21:54,013 impinging on our senses all the time 431 00:21:54,113 --> 00:21:56,983 that we filter it down. 432 00:21:57,083 --> 00:21:58,618 When you go out there, 433 00:21:58,718 --> 00:22:01,854 lots of space and very little information, 434 00:22:01,954 --> 00:22:03,390 and it's a really delicious feeling. 435 00:22:03,523 --> 00:22:07,159 * Floating home * 436 00:22:07,293 --> 00:22:11,330 * Down below Her graceful side... * 437 00:22:11,398 --> 00:22:15,301 DAVID: It's a truly magical part of my life, 438 00:22:15,402 --> 00:22:18,104 and, of course, I wrote a lot of great music there. 439 00:22:18,204 --> 00:22:20,573 I wrote "Lee Shore" there. I wrote "Page 43" there. 440 00:22:20,673 --> 00:22:22,542 I wrote "Wooden Ships" there. 441 00:22:26,145 --> 00:22:27,146 The ocean's totally real. 442 00:22:27,246 --> 00:22:29,549 The opposite of Hollywood. 443 00:22:29,649 --> 00:22:31,050 INTERVIEWER: Yeah. 444 00:22:31,150 --> 00:22:33,019 [*****] 445 00:22:36,489 --> 00:22:39,526 DAVID: I think I was the first one to move here. 446 00:22:39,626 --> 00:22:41,928 First musician that I knew about. 447 00:22:42,028 --> 00:22:43,663 Probably, there was somebody else, 448 00:22:43,763 --> 00:22:45,097 but I don't know who it would have been. 449 00:22:45,164 --> 00:22:47,567 GLENN: The first day I got to California, 450 00:22:47,634 --> 00:22:50,937 first celebrity I saw was David Crosby. 451 00:22:51,037 --> 00:22:53,540 He was standing on the porch 452 00:22:53,640 --> 00:22:55,742 of the Laurel Canyon Country Store, 453 00:22:55,842 --> 00:22:58,077 and he had on that flat-brimmed hat 454 00:22:58,144 --> 00:22:59,912 that he wore on the second Byrds album, 455 00:23:00,012 --> 00:23:01,714 and he had a little leather cape on. 456 00:23:01,781 --> 00:23:02,849 And I just looked, and I thought: 457 00:23:02,949 --> 00:23:05,685 "Oh, my God, there's David Crosby." 458 00:23:05,785 --> 00:23:06,853 DAVID: You guys are nuts. 459 00:23:06,953 --> 00:23:10,557 There's no cinematic value here at all. 460 00:23:10,657 --> 00:23:13,893 There isn't a shot. It's-- It isn't here. 461 00:23:13,993 --> 00:23:16,195 When we started moving up here, 462 00:23:16,295 --> 00:23:18,130 it wasn't because there was a community. 463 00:23:18,230 --> 00:23:19,966 We were trying to get above the smog. 464 00:23:20,066 --> 00:23:24,737 Back in the '50s, the smog was really terrible. 465 00:23:24,837 --> 00:23:28,608 And then people would see musicians up here, 466 00:23:28,708 --> 00:23:29,842 or know musicians were living up here, 467 00:23:29,942 --> 00:23:31,511 and they would start to hang out 468 00:23:31,611 --> 00:23:34,747 to run across a musician. 469 00:23:36,115 --> 00:23:37,484 INTERVIEWER: What is something 470 00:23:37,584 --> 00:23:40,487 that you wish they knew about what this place 471 00:23:40,587 --> 00:23:42,288 really did represent? 472 00:23:42,388 --> 00:23:43,823 You know? 473 00:23:48,194 --> 00:23:49,696 What did it do? All-- 474 00:23:49,762 --> 00:23:51,564 It was just where we got the groceries. 475 00:23:51,631 --> 00:23:53,733 It wasn't like we hung out here. Heh. 476 00:23:53,833 --> 00:23:57,336 Where do you get coffee here? INTERVIEWER: Okay. 477 00:23:57,436 --> 00:23:58,671 How do you get coffee? 478 00:23:58,738 --> 00:24:02,875 * I can recall a time * 479 00:24:03,009 --> 00:24:06,012 * When I wasn't ashamed To reach out... * 480 00:24:06,112 --> 00:24:08,781 INTERVIEWER: Let's talk about these photos right here, Croz. 481 00:24:08,881 --> 00:24:10,082 DAVID: I'm not in them. 482 00:24:11,784 --> 00:24:13,753 * Now I think I've got... * 483 00:24:13,853 --> 00:24:16,489 I'm definitely not in any of those photos. 484 00:24:16,589 --> 00:24:18,224 INTERVIEWER: Okay, well, I know that. 485 00:24:18,324 --> 00:24:20,159 DAVID: All those people showed up here after I was here. 486 00:24:20,259 --> 00:24:21,628 INTERVIEWER: Okay. WOMAN: Take pictures. 487 00:24:21,694 --> 00:24:24,130 The only people I know are-- Are The Doors, 488 00:24:24,230 --> 00:24:25,898 and I didn't like them. 489 00:24:25,998 --> 00:24:27,567 I don't think any of The Doors ever lived up here. 490 00:24:27,700 --> 00:24:29,401 * Watch my sailboat glide * 491 00:24:29,468 --> 00:24:31,871 Morrison, what a dork. 492 00:24:32,004 --> 00:24:33,540 * But every day can be * 493 00:24:33,606 --> 00:24:35,241 Well... 494 00:24:35,374 --> 00:24:36,709 * A magic carpet... * 495 00:24:36,809 --> 00:24:38,878 Cass. Cass lived up at the top. 496 00:24:38,945 --> 00:24:41,413 On Woodrow Wilson. She lived here. 497 00:24:41,514 --> 00:24:44,884 [*****] 498 00:24:44,984 --> 00:24:47,687 DAVID: Cass and I got to be very tight friends. 499 00:24:47,754 --> 00:24:50,056 She had good weed. I had good weed. 500 00:24:50,156 --> 00:24:52,458 We knew what was important in life. 501 00:24:52,559 --> 00:24:56,295 Very, very, very bright. 502 00:24:56,362 --> 00:24:57,096 Lonely. 503 00:24:57,196 --> 00:25:00,432 Fat girl. 504 00:25:00,533 --> 00:25:03,536 Wishing-- Wishing she could be loved. 505 00:25:07,173 --> 00:25:12,344 She was loved, but not the way she wanted to be. 506 00:25:12,411 --> 00:25:13,946 INTERVIEWER: Turning that on yourself, do you feel 507 00:25:14,046 --> 00:25:17,650 like you've been loved the way you wanted to be loved? 508 00:25:18,718 --> 00:25:20,052 I think I didn't have a clue. 509 00:25:20,152 --> 00:25:22,088 I don't think I was a good lover. 510 00:25:22,188 --> 00:25:24,991 I don't think I was a good person to... 511 00:25:25,091 --> 00:25:27,259 To companion. I don't-- I think I was selfish. 512 00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:30,262 And, uh... 513 00:25:31,664 --> 00:25:32,965 And wacko. 514 00:25:33,065 --> 00:25:35,067 And I got more wacko as time went on. 515 00:25:37,203 --> 00:25:40,707 There were a lot of women that I made love to. 516 00:25:40,807 --> 00:25:41,774 Hundreds. 517 00:25:41,874 --> 00:25:46,178 Uh, drugs make you different. 518 00:25:46,245 --> 00:25:53,019 And cocaine tends to make you be obsessed with sex 519 00:25:53,119 --> 00:25:55,221 and, uh, stuff. 520 00:25:55,321 --> 00:25:56,956 There was boundaries I crossed 521 00:25:57,056 --> 00:25:59,692 that you haven't thought of yet. 522 00:25:59,792 --> 00:26:02,061 I'm surprised that any of the women 523 00:26:02,161 --> 00:26:04,163 that put up with me did put up with me. 524 00:26:04,263 --> 00:26:05,431 Um. 525 00:26:05,531 --> 00:26:08,234 But they did. 526 00:26:10,302 --> 00:26:13,740 I hurt a lot of girls. 527 00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:14,874 I hurt a lot of people. 528 00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:18,645 And I dragged several young women 529 00:26:18,745 --> 00:26:22,048 through a lot of stuff. 530 00:26:22,148 --> 00:26:23,816 Dana. 531 00:26:23,883 --> 00:26:25,952 And Debbie Donovan. 532 00:26:26,052 --> 00:26:26,953 Nancy was really hard 533 00:26:27,053 --> 00:26:29,889 because I was fully addicted. 534 00:26:29,989 --> 00:26:32,091 You know, she had to get out. 535 00:26:32,191 --> 00:26:34,160 Save her life. 536 00:26:34,260 --> 00:26:36,896 [CLEARS THROAT] But I didn't want to be left alone. 537 00:26:36,996 --> 00:26:39,365 INTERVIEWER: And she had become addicted, being in that lifestyle? 538 00:26:39,465 --> 00:26:40,833 You betcha. 539 00:26:43,069 --> 00:26:46,205 Did you feel like you had addicted her? 540 00:26:46,305 --> 00:26:46,939 Yes. 541 00:26:50,810 --> 00:26:52,645 Were--? Were these girls addicted? 542 00:26:52,712 --> 00:26:56,282 Yes, they were. And, yes, I did it. 543 00:26:56,348 --> 00:26:58,685 I turned them on to it. 544 00:26:58,785 --> 00:27:01,120 Cocaine and heroin, both. 545 00:27:01,654 --> 00:27:04,323 [*****] 546 00:27:04,423 --> 00:27:06,092 What you do to yourself is what you do to yourself. 547 00:27:06,192 --> 00:27:09,762 You can be proud of it or disgusted by it, 548 00:27:09,862 --> 00:27:14,166 but it's not really a moral thing. 549 00:27:14,266 --> 00:27:16,302 What you do to other human beings, 550 00:27:16,402 --> 00:27:19,505 that counts. 551 00:27:19,605 --> 00:27:22,809 And I went back, and I was able to build bridges back. 552 00:27:22,875 --> 00:27:24,043 All of the women 553 00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:26,012 that I seriously cared about in my life, 554 00:27:26,112 --> 00:27:27,046 except my daughter Donovan, 555 00:27:27,146 --> 00:27:29,248 I've been able to repair it with. 556 00:27:29,348 --> 00:27:31,818 I should thank them all for loving me. 557 00:27:31,918 --> 00:27:34,020 I should thank them all for expanding my world. 558 00:27:34,120 --> 00:27:35,187 They all taught me something. 559 00:27:35,287 --> 00:27:37,456 Each of them taught me something. 560 00:27:37,556 --> 00:27:40,793 And each of them loved me, you know, the best they could, 561 00:27:40,860 --> 00:27:43,595 and they did love me really well. 562 00:27:43,696 --> 00:27:46,966 Better than I loved them. 563 00:27:47,066 --> 00:27:48,667 I think. 564 00:27:51,103 --> 00:27:53,505 INTERVIEWER: Did Joni feel like forever when you--? 565 00:27:53,605 --> 00:27:55,975 When you--? No? No. 566 00:27:57,509 --> 00:28:01,113 When I first met Joni down in Florida, 567 00:28:01,213 --> 00:28:03,049 she was singing, you know, at a coffeehouse, 568 00:28:03,115 --> 00:28:06,719 and, uh, I was pretty much stunned by her. 569 00:28:06,819 --> 00:28:09,255 You know, I fell for her, 570 00:28:09,321 --> 00:28:13,459 which was similar to falling into a cement mixer. 571 00:28:16,896 --> 00:28:19,631 I can remember laughing and crying 572 00:28:19,732 --> 00:28:21,000 within the same half hour. 573 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:32,111 INTERVIEWER: Now, Joni has said that, at that point, 574 00:28:32,211 --> 00:28:34,480 she felt like you were parading her around. 575 00:28:34,580 --> 00:28:36,282 I did exactly that. 576 00:28:36,382 --> 00:28:39,551 She's totally right, but the way she puts it 577 00:28:39,651 --> 00:28:40,953 makes it like it was an imposition 578 00:28:41,053 --> 00:28:42,688 and not like I was opening up 579 00:28:42,789 --> 00:28:45,157 all the fucking doors in Hollywood for her. 580 00:28:45,257 --> 00:28:47,794 I love her, and she's the best singer-songwriter of all of us, 581 00:28:47,894 --> 00:28:50,229 no question, hands down. 582 00:28:52,431 --> 00:28:57,169 I'd say, "Here, smoke this. Joni, want to sing a song?" 583 00:28:57,269 --> 00:29:00,039 And then you'd watch their brains fall out 584 00:29:00,139 --> 00:29:02,508 because nobody had heard anybody like her. 585 00:29:02,608 --> 00:29:05,577 Joni and Clapton and that, that happened all the time. 586 00:29:05,677 --> 00:29:08,380 [*****] 587 00:29:10,883 --> 00:29:13,085 I produced her first record, 588 00:29:13,185 --> 00:29:15,187 and I don't think I did that great a job. 589 00:29:15,287 --> 00:29:16,488 I didn't get a great sound on her, 590 00:29:16,588 --> 00:29:20,192 but I did manage to catch her essence. 591 00:29:22,428 --> 00:29:28,534 She thought that Judy Collins was, like, success. 592 00:29:32,171 --> 00:29:34,206 As much as she deliberately-- When she found out 593 00:29:34,306 --> 00:29:38,677 she was going over people's heads, she went further. 594 00:29:38,744 --> 00:29:40,446 Take a left. 595 00:29:41,413 --> 00:29:44,216 Uh, and said, "Fuck you." 596 00:29:44,316 --> 00:29:47,353 But the truth is that's what happened. 597 00:29:47,453 --> 00:29:49,521 She went right over people's head. 598 00:29:54,460 --> 00:29:56,996 INTERVIEWER: Getting close. There it is. 599 00:29:57,096 --> 00:29:59,331 Okay. Pull in. Let's get out 600 00:29:59,431 --> 00:30:01,300 and walk around. It's quiet up here. 601 00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:03,502 Until they throw us out. Yeah. 602 00:30:03,602 --> 00:30:06,172 Well, we're trespassing. They won't throw you out. 603 00:30:07,940 --> 00:30:09,041 [BIRDS CHIRPING] 604 00:30:15,614 --> 00:30:18,317 [*****] 605 00:30:20,086 --> 00:30:24,823 * Love is but a song We sing * 606 00:30:25,892 --> 00:30:32,031 * Fear's the way We die... * 607 00:30:35,134 --> 00:30:39,972 * You can make The mountains ring * 608 00:30:40,106 --> 00:30:42,241 * Or make the angels cry... * 609 00:30:42,341 --> 00:30:43,910 DAVID: Artists are fascinating. 610 00:30:43,976 --> 00:30:47,546 Joni, Cass, Janis. 611 00:30:47,613 --> 00:30:48,915 I got a dozen of them. 612 00:30:48,981 --> 00:30:53,052 And they were all damaged, and they were all brilliant, 613 00:30:53,152 --> 00:30:55,754 and they were all lonely, 614 00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:57,489 and they were all... 615 00:30:57,589 --> 00:31:00,259 fantastic. 616 00:31:01,693 --> 00:31:04,630 INTERVIEWER: And why fall in love with Joni 617 00:31:04,696 --> 00:31:05,831 and not any of the others? 618 00:31:05,965 --> 00:31:08,600 * Smile on your brother... * 619 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,903 She wanted me to. 620 00:31:11,737 --> 00:31:12,704 She had strong mojo. 621 00:31:12,804 --> 00:31:17,309 [*****] 622 00:31:17,409 --> 00:31:20,246 One night, we were all having a big dinner, 623 00:31:20,346 --> 00:31:22,481 and there was 20 of us there. 624 00:31:23,715 --> 00:31:27,019 She comes stomping in with her guitar 625 00:31:27,119 --> 00:31:29,155 and sits down, and says, "I've got a new song." 626 00:31:29,255 --> 00:31:31,523 And we all went, "Oh, fantastic. A new Joni song. 627 00:31:31,590 --> 00:31:36,362 Unbelievable. This is so great. Sing it for us. Sing it for us." 628 00:31:39,932 --> 00:31:44,136 And it was obviously her... 629 00:31:44,236 --> 00:31:47,306 "fuck you and goodbye" to me. 630 00:31:47,406 --> 00:31:49,641 And then she finished the song 631 00:31:49,741 --> 00:31:52,478 and looked at me. 632 00:31:52,578 --> 00:31:54,880 This intense, angry expression on her face, 633 00:31:54,981 --> 00:31:57,583 and then she sang it again. 634 00:32:01,187 --> 00:32:03,589 There's no one like Joni Mitchell. 635 00:32:07,059 --> 00:32:09,661 I think probably the best guy for her, 636 00:32:09,728 --> 00:32:12,131 and the best guy with her, was probably Graham. 637 00:32:17,603 --> 00:32:19,371 And I was glad that they were together. 638 00:32:19,471 --> 00:32:22,641 I had already fallen in love with Christine. 639 00:32:22,774 --> 00:32:25,577 * Only for you... * 640 00:32:25,677 --> 00:32:27,813 That's the house "Our House" was written about, right there. 641 00:32:27,946 --> 00:32:31,483 * Our house * 642 00:32:31,617 --> 00:32:35,087 * Is a very, very Very fine house * 643 00:32:35,154 --> 00:32:38,490 * With two cats In the yard... * 644 00:32:38,557 --> 00:32:40,392 See that interior light there? 645 00:32:40,492 --> 00:32:43,862 The yellowy-white one back through that window? 646 00:32:43,929 --> 00:32:45,364 That's the kitchen 647 00:32:45,464 --> 00:32:47,199 where Crosby, Stills and Nash was born, 648 00:32:47,299 --> 00:32:48,134 right under that light. 649 00:32:51,070 --> 00:32:52,404 That's where we were standing 650 00:32:52,504 --> 00:32:54,406 when we sang our first song together. 651 00:32:54,473 --> 00:32:57,543 * Ah... * 652 00:32:57,676 --> 00:33:00,779 * Da-da, da-da * 653 00:33:00,846 --> 00:33:03,515 * La... * 654 00:33:05,584 --> 00:33:07,153 DAVID: Cass introduced me to Graham. 655 00:33:09,521 --> 00:33:10,956 I didn't know who he was at first. 656 00:33:11,023 --> 00:33:15,127 And, uh-- But I liked him. 657 00:33:16,062 --> 00:33:18,897 He put the top harmony on. 658 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:19,931 And we went: 659 00:33:19,998 --> 00:33:22,201 Uh... Ha-ha-ha. 660 00:33:22,301 --> 00:33:23,702 Blink! You know. 661 00:33:23,802 --> 00:33:25,437 We knew what we were gonna be doing 662 00:33:25,537 --> 00:33:28,040 for the next few years, right then. 663 00:33:28,140 --> 00:33:31,977 GRAHAM: Whatever sound Crosby, Stills and Nash has 664 00:33:32,044 --> 00:33:35,747 was born in 40 seconds. 665 00:33:35,847 --> 00:33:37,716 Not years. 666 00:33:37,783 --> 00:33:39,785 Not months of rehearsing. 667 00:33:39,885 --> 00:33:42,354 Forty seconds. 668 00:33:42,454 --> 00:33:44,190 [LAUGHS] 669 00:33:47,526 --> 00:33:49,795 There's a little space for a garden out in back. 670 00:33:49,895 --> 00:33:52,030 [INDISTINCTLY] 671 00:33:58,570 --> 00:34:01,006 We can't rehearse it so it makes sense together. 672 00:34:01,107 --> 00:34:02,574 They've got to be on. Like Dallas, 673 00:34:02,674 --> 00:34:04,243 they don't play just to the track. 674 00:34:04,343 --> 00:34:06,945 They listen to the vocal. He's conscious of the vocal. 675 00:34:07,045 --> 00:34:10,048 MAN 1: What you gotta do is play acoustic now, get it down, 676 00:34:10,149 --> 00:34:11,683 try and get a place as soon as we can. 677 00:34:11,783 --> 00:34:13,452 Look, David and I have been sat here 678 00:34:13,552 --> 00:34:15,754 for at least half an hour because we were told 679 00:34:15,854 --> 00:34:18,590 that we were gonna play acoustic guitars right here. 680 00:34:18,657 --> 00:34:20,526 MAN 2: Right. So where's Stephen? 681 00:34:20,626 --> 00:34:24,863 STEPHEN: I'm not gonna cop out an inch to fear. 682 00:34:24,963 --> 00:34:27,233 And you've walked out two fucking days in a row, 683 00:34:27,333 --> 00:34:27,933 you fucking hypocrite. 684 00:34:28,033 --> 00:34:28,934 You piss me off. 685 00:34:29,034 --> 00:34:31,036 DAVID: Hello. Test. 686 00:34:31,103 --> 00:34:32,938 Forty-nine. Sixty-five. Hi. 687 00:34:33,038 --> 00:34:36,608 ANNOUNCER: Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome with us 688 00:34:36,708 --> 00:34:38,810 Crosby, Stills and Nash. 689 00:34:38,877 --> 00:34:40,078 [AUDIENCE CHEERING] 690 00:34:40,179 --> 00:34:43,582 Thank you. We needed that. Heh. 691 00:34:44,816 --> 00:34:46,385 This is our second gig. 692 00:34:46,452 --> 00:34:48,387 This is the second time we've ever played 693 00:34:48,487 --> 00:34:50,989 in front of people, man. We're scared shitless. 694 00:34:51,089 --> 00:34:53,492 [INTRO TO "ALMOST CUT MY HAIR" PLAYING] 695 00:35:06,238 --> 00:35:10,041 * Almost cut my hair * 696 00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:12,911 DAVID: Everybody always asks me about Woodstock, right, 697 00:35:13,011 --> 00:35:14,446 because it's grown hugely. 698 00:35:14,546 --> 00:35:17,349 The further away from it we get, the bigger it gets. 699 00:35:17,483 --> 00:35:19,084 * Happened Just the other day * 700 00:35:19,185 --> 00:35:20,386 DAVID: It was about spirit, 701 00:35:20,486 --> 00:35:22,488 about humans being nice to each other. 702 00:35:22,621 --> 00:35:24,656 * It's gettin' Kind of long... * 703 00:35:24,756 --> 00:35:26,658 DAVID: I saw this girl... 704 00:35:26,758 --> 00:35:29,295 Blond girl, pretty, short dress, 705 00:35:29,395 --> 00:35:32,398 good legs, pretty, walking in the mud. 706 00:35:32,498 --> 00:35:34,500 She cuts her foot on a piece of glass in the mud. 707 00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:37,736 Cuts it pretty badly. It's really bleeding. 708 00:35:37,836 --> 00:35:40,739 See this guy, he's a New York State Thruway cop. 709 00:35:40,806 --> 00:35:43,542 And I notice his shoes are all polished and shiny, 710 00:35:43,642 --> 00:35:45,110 and his pants are creased real sharp. 711 00:35:45,211 --> 00:35:48,714 And he looks pretty dapper. 712 00:35:50,382 --> 00:35:51,783 He, without any hesitation at all, 713 00:35:51,850 --> 00:35:55,454 walks right over to the girl, into the mud, picks her up, 714 00:35:55,554 --> 00:35:59,391 and gets the blood and the mud all over himself, 715 00:35:59,458 --> 00:36:02,060 and carries her to the car. 716 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,230 Lays her gently. 717 00:36:04,330 --> 00:36:08,600 And 15 hippies step forward 718 00:36:08,700 --> 00:36:11,603 to push that police cruiser out of the mud. 719 00:36:11,703 --> 00:36:15,040 All of a sudden, it's working for me. 720 00:36:15,140 --> 00:36:18,944 We ran on that field. You could see us. 721 00:36:19,044 --> 00:36:22,648 When we came back and we did that TV show with Dick Cavett, 722 00:36:22,748 --> 00:36:25,784 when you see us all, we're running on that field. 723 00:36:25,884 --> 00:36:27,953 A lot of the people in my audience are very tired 724 00:36:28,053 --> 00:36:30,422 because they came here, 725 00:36:30,522 --> 00:36:31,490 I understand, from Woodstock, right here. 726 00:36:31,590 --> 00:36:34,560 And the festival, people are still... 727 00:36:37,696 --> 00:36:39,465 DAVID: You see the spirit in all of us, 728 00:36:39,565 --> 00:36:42,634 how we're feeling right there, 729 00:36:42,734 --> 00:36:45,471 how happy we are, how confident we are. 730 00:36:45,571 --> 00:36:46,605 All of a sudden, our world's making sense, 731 00:36:46,705 --> 00:36:49,207 and we feel like we're winning. 732 00:36:49,308 --> 00:36:51,042 I still have my mud. [WOMAN LAUGHS] 733 00:36:51,142 --> 00:36:53,178 DAVID: We're gonna stop that damn war. 734 00:36:53,279 --> 00:36:54,846 Can I describe what it looked like 735 00:36:54,946 --> 00:36:56,415 flying in on a helicopter? 736 00:36:56,515 --> 00:36:58,750 It looked like an encampment of the Macedonian army 737 00:36:58,850 --> 00:37:00,719 on the Greek hills... [AUDIENCE LAUGHING] 738 00:37:00,819 --> 00:37:04,356 ...crossed with the biggest batch of gypsies you ever saw. 739 00:37:04,456 --> 00:37:06,358 DAVID: We're gonna make it different. 740 00:37:06,425 --> 00:37:07,759 We're gonna fix this damn thing. 741 00:37:07,859 --> 00:37:09,461 DICK: ...room upstairs. I got one. 742 00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:11,697 I don't think it's wrong. Okay. 743 00:37:11,763 --> 00:37:13,465 The air we're breathing is not clean. 744 00:37:13,565 --> 00:37:15,434 You're aware of that. Everybody is. 745 00:37:15,534 --> 00:37:17,135 Anybody looks out the window. [MAN COUGHS] 746 00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:19,104 Consider this. 747 00:37:19,204 --> 00:37:22,173 The only way to solve it seems to be 748 00:37:22,274 --> 00:37:25,777 to convince GM, Ford, Chrysler, 76, Union, Shell, and Standard 749 00:37:25,877 --> 00:37:28,280 to go out of business. DICK: Mm-hm. 750 00:37:28,347 --> 00:37:29,748 MAN: All right. [AUDIENCE CLAPPING] 751 00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:35,053 Which is-- Which is merely a setup for the punch line, 752 00:37:35,153 --> 00:37:36,322 which is fat chance. 753 00:37:36,422 --> 00:37:37,756 DICK: Yeah. [CHUCKLES] 754 00:37:37,856 --> 00:37:40,058 Especially since four of them are my sponsors. 755 00:37:40,158 --> 00:37:42,260 [ALL LAUGHING] 756 00:37:44,630 --> 00:37:47,633 I don't know who lives here now. 757 00:37:47,733 --> 00:37:53,171 I was sitting here, drunk in my car. 758 00:37:53,271 --> 00:37:54,540 Neil drove by. 759 00:37:54,640 --> 00:37:57,275 He saw me. This was when we were trying to decide 760 00:37:57,376 --> 00:37:58,243 whether we wanted him in the band or not. 761 00:37:58,344 --> 00:38:00,712 We were Crosby, Stills and Nash, 762 00:38:00,779 --> 00:38:03,014 and we had the number one record in the country. 763 00:38:04,750 --> 00:38:06,485 He turned around and pulled up here, 764 00:38:06,585 --> 00:38:07,719 pulled in next to me. 765 00:38:07,819 --> 00:38:10,856 He sat down on the trunk of the car, 766 00:38:10,956 --> 00:38:13,625 and he sang me, I don't know, three, four songs. 767 00:38:13,725 --> 00:38:16,895 You know, "Helpless," "Country Girl," stuff like that. 768 00:38:16,995 --> 00:38:22,033 And that's when I decided I really wanted him in the band. 769 00:38:23,134 --> 00:38:25,871 DAVID: The whole idea of starting the group, 770 00:38:25,971 --> 00:38:28,039 it was to build a mother ship group 771 00:38:28,139 --> 00:38:32,143 that would allow us the freedom to do what we wanted to do. 772 00:38:32,277 --> 00:38:36,682 * Teach your children well * 773 00:38:36,815 --> 00:38:40,018 * Your father's hell * 774 00:38:40,151 --> 00:38:43,422 * Did slowly go by * 775 00:38:43,555 --> 00:38:46,725 * And feed them... * 776 00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:49,928 DAVID: All four of us are still slaves to the music. 777 00:38:50,028 --> 00:38:51,897 Still. 778 00:38:51,997 --> 00:38:53,999 And I can't tell you how great it was 779 00:38:54,099 --> 00:38:54,866 to be in that band. 780 00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:59,671 * And it appears To be a long * 781 00:39:02,774 --> 00:39:06,878 * Appears to be a long * 782 00:39:08,246 --> 00:39:12,584 * Appears to be a long * 783 00:39:17,155 --> 00:39:21,326 * Such a long, long time * 784 00:39:21,393 --> 00:39:24,596 * Before the dawn... * 785 00:39:24,663 --> 00:39:26,598 [AUDIENCE CHEERING AND APPLAUDING] 786 00:39:26,698 --> 00:39:30,235 The relationship was a bunch of guys 787 00:39:30,335 --> 00:39:33,271 just getting something together for the first time 788 00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,073 in the spotlight. 789 00:39:35,173 --> 00:39:38,777 You know, attention that they never had before. 790 00:39:38,844 --> 00:39:40,045 We were crazy. There was no-- 791 00:39:40,145 --> 00:39:42,347 You know, there was a lot of pressure. 792 00:39:42,448 --> 00:39:45,083 [AUDIENCE CLAPPING RHYTHMICALLY] 793 00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:50,021 [AUDIENCE CHEERING AND APPLAUDING] 794 00:39:53,492 --> 00:39:56,428 ["LOVE THE ONE YOU'RE WITH" PLAYING] 795 00:39:59,765 --> 00:40:04,235 DAVID: Stephen, talented guy, man. 796 00:40:04,335 --> 00:40:06,872 Very impressive dude. 797 00:40:12,043 --> 00:40:14,145 [AUDIENCE CHEERING AND CLAPPING] 798 00:40:14,212 --> 00:40:15,647 ["CARRY ON" PLAYING] 799 00:40:15,714 --> 00:40:19,751 DAVID: Synthesis is when you take widely separated things 800 00:40:19,851 --> 00:40:21,653 and put them together, 801 00:40:21,753 --> 00:40:23,354 create something new. 802 00:40:23,455 --> 00:40:24,490 That's what happened. 803 00:40:24,623 --> 00:40:28,927 * One morning I woke up * 804 00:40:29,060 --> 00:40:31,597 * And I knew * * You were really gone... * 805 00:40:31,663 --> 00:40:33,131 DAVID: For years at the beginning, 806 00:40:33,198 --> 00:40:36,101 every time we'd go on stage, fantastic. 807 00:40:36,234 --> 00:40:38,937 * A new way, I knew... * 808 00:40:39,037 --> 00:40:40,138 DAVID: We could sing together. 809 00:40:40,238 --> 00:40:42,508 Nash is a fantastic harmony singer. 810 00:40:42,641 --> 00:40:44,776 * Go your way... * 811 00:40:44,876 --> 00:40:47,479 DAVID: I think we might have been the first American supergroup. 812 00:40:47,613 --> 00:40:49,815 * And carry on... * 813 00:40:49,915 --> 00:40:51,082 DAVID: That tour in '74, 814 00:40:51,182 --> 00:40:54,319 we were packing in huge numbers of people. 815 00:40:54,385 --> 00:40:56,688 More than anybody, probably, since The Beatles. 816 00:40:56,822 --> 00:40:58,890 * The fortunes of fables * 817 00:40:59,024 --> 00:41:03,929 * Are able * * To sing the song... * 818 00:41:05,396 --> 00:41:07,566 They see human beings up there. 819 00:41:07,666 --> 00:41:09,067 We don't have high heels. 820 00:41:09,167 --> 00:41:10,736 We don't have sequins. We don't have smoke bombs. 821 00:41:10,802 --> 00:41:16,141 All we have is these buddies and songs. 822 00:41:16,241 --> 00:41:18,777 That's all we have. That's all we've ever had. 823 00:41:18,877 --> 00:41:22,514 That's all we've ever felt was important, was the music. 824 00:41:26,484 --> 00:41:29,220 DAVID: Bottom line, I think, really, we thought 825 00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:31,122 that forcing four guys into a space 826 00:41:31,189 --> 00:41:36,094 that was only big enough for three would be explosive. 827 00:41:36,194 --> 00:41:37,529 And we were right. 828 00:41:37,663 --> 00:41:40,265 * Carry on * 829 00:41:40,398 --> 00:41:45,170 * Love is coming * 830 00:41:45,303 --> 00:41:48,273 * Love is coming * 831 00:41:48,406 --> 00:41:53,779 * To us all * 832 00:42:00,185 --> 00:42:01,286 MAN 1: I think he just wrapped himself. 833 00:42:01,352 --> 00:42:04,690 [ALL LAUGHING] 834 00:42:04,790 --> 00:42:06,457 MAN 2: Open the door and get in the car. 835 00:42:06,558 --> 00:42:07,425 That's all we want. 836 00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:09,695 Mic drop, mic drop. 837 00:42:17,268 --> 00:42:20,005 [*****] 838 00:42:27,679 --> 00:42:30,315 Good morning, David. [LAUGHING] 839 00:42:30,415 --> 00:42:33,084 Kind of early, huh? 840 00:42:33,184 --> 00:42:35,253 What's happening? Good to see you, man. 841 00:42:35,353 --> 00:42:38,089 I wasn't a photographer, I was a musician with a camera. 842 00:42:38,189 --> 00:42:40,592 So I didn't have a studio and lights. 843 00:42:40,692 --> 00:42:42,894 I've never used lights. I've never developed a roll of film. 844 00:42:42,961 --> 00:42:45,897 I just frame it up and push the button 845 00:42:45,997 --> 00:42:47,799 when the moments are right. 846 00:42:47,899 --> 00:42:50,401 And, you know, the trick is to be there, you know. 847 00:42:50,501 --> 00:42:53,271 So these were all friends of mine, and I was hanging out.. 848 00:42:53,371 --> 00:42:55,506 You were asking about all those classic pictures. 849 00:42:55,573 --> 00:42:56,975 I mean, who knew? 850 00:42:57,075 --> 00:43:00,478 That day we did the photo on the couch there 851 00:43:00,578 --> 00:43:01,647 for your CSN album cover... 852 00:43:01,780 --> 00:43:05,150 * I have kissed you... * 853 00:43:05,216 --> 00:43:07,252 After that, we drove around the corner 854 00:43:07,318 --> 00:43:08,286 to a used clothing shop 855 00:43:08,386 --> 00:43:10,789 and did a bunch of pictures in clothes. 856 00:43:10,889 --> 00:43:13,391 We didn't know we even had an album cover. 857 00:43:13,491 --> 00:43:16,427 And we did go back a day or two later, 858 00:43:16,527 --> 00:43:18,163 but the house was gone. 859 00:43:18,296 --> 00:43:19,831 * Yeah... * 860 00:43:19,931 --> 00:43:22,267 I'm a Virgo. I analyze. 861 00:43:22,367 --> 00:43:23,802 You're a Leo. 862 00:43:23,902 --> 00:43:25,003 You just say what you feel. 863 00:43:25,103 --> 00:43:27,572 See, he believes that bullshit. Right? 864 00:43:27,673 --> 00:43:28,907 It's unbelievable. Well... 865 00:43:29,007 --> 00:43:31,209 Don't even. What year were you born? '40? 866 00:43:31,276 --> 00:43:34,980 You're not gonna tell them about the Chinese animal, are you? 867 00:43:35,046 --> 00:43:36,081 What is your Chinese animal? 868 00:43:36,181 --> 00:43:37,415 Don't tell them about the Chinese... 869 00:43:37,515 --> 00:43:38,449 I know you're a... 870 00:43:38,516 --> 00:43:39,885 I think you're a snake. 871 00:43:39,985 --> 00:43:42,453 Please, we got to know this. [LAUGHING] '41. 872 00:43:42,553 --> 00:43:43,421 '41. 873 00:43:43,521 --> 00:43:44,555 Let me tell you this: 874 00:43:44,656 --> 00:43:45,556 A snake is very lucky 875 00:43:45,623 --> 00:43:48,359 in Chinese astrology. 876 00:43:48,459 --> 00:43:49,828 Wouldn't you say your life 877 00:43:49,928 --> 00:43:52,463 has been sort of a lucky thing? DAVID: Drastically. 878 00:43:52,563 --> 00:43:54,132 Really drastically. You're sitting here now, right? 879 00:43:54,199 --> 00:43:58,003 That's why. You're a Leo snake. Nothing to do with astrology. 880 00:43:58,103 --> 00:43:59,871 Nothing to do with-- I'm a Virgo tiger. 881 00:43:59,971 --> 00:44:03,341 You are so full of shit. You got to know that. 882 00:44:03,408 --> 00:44:05,410 Okay. Yeah. 883 00:44:05,476 --> 00:44:06,611 Yeah. 884 00:44:06,678 --> 00:44:08,980 Okay. Yeah. 885 00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:10,849 DAVID: If I-- If I... 886 00:44:10,949 --> 00:44:13,451 You know, I'm pointing a flag gun at my head, 887 00:44:13,551 --> 00:44:15,186 it's sort of saying me 888 00:44:15,286 --> 00:44:16,988 against the United States of America's government. 889 00:44:19,157 --> 00:44:21,659 Wait. Don't puff, though, okay? Why not? 890 00:44:21,760 --> 00:44:24,896 Because it makes too much smoke. I like the smoke. 891 00:44:24,996 --> 00:44:27,398 The fact he was smoking the joint with the flag gun 892 00:44:27,498 --> 00:44:28,533 was like sticking it to them. 893 00:44:28,633 --> 00:44:31,837 Yeah. Sort of saying-- When I talk about that picture 894 00:44:31,937 --> 00:44:34,005 and I say, "It looks like we had a plan. 895 00:44:34,105 --> 00:44:36,507 Let's make a flag gun, and let's get a white backdrop, 896 00:44:36,607 --> 00:44:38,877 and let's have David pose." No. It was, I mean... 897 00:44:38,977 --> 00:44:41,980 CSN was in Minneapolis. 898 00:44:42,080 --> 00:44:43,514 I think you were talking to Bob Dylan on the phone, 899 00:44:43,581 --> 00:44:45,216 smoking a joint. Our plan-- 900 00:44:45,316 --> 00:44:47,719 HENRY: There was a knock on the door. 901 00:44:47,819 --> 00:44:49,721 Graham Nash opens the door 902 00:44:49,821 --> 00:44:51,422 and throws that flag gun on the bed. 903 00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:53,558 He says, "Hey, Croz, a fan made you this." 904 00:44:53,658 --> 00:44:55,794 DAVID: You're full of shit. HENRY: Really good shot. 905 00:44:55,861 --> 00:44:57,729 I've never been to Minneapolis. 906 00:44:57,829 --> 00:45:00,031 Never even... It was a good shot. Ha-ha-ha. 907 00:45:00,131 --> 00:45:01,967 Voilà. Here. MAN: One. 908 00:45:02,067 --> 00:45:03,601 I'll take this. DAVID: This is... 909 00:45:03,701 --> 00:45:04,770 [DAVID COUGHING] 910 00:45:04,870 --> 00:45:06,337 This is going to great lengths 911 00:45:06,437 --> 00:45:07,305 with your meds. 912 00:45:07,405 --> 00:45:09,474 Crap. 913 00:45:09,574 --> 00:45:11,276 [BOTH COUGHING] 914 00:45:11,376 --> 00:45:14,479 DAVID: And, kid, you need to get another dealer. 915 00:45:14,579 --> 00:45:15,546 [COUGHS] God's herb. 916 00:45:15,646 --> 00:45:16,982 I'll get you decent weed. 917 00:45:17,082 --> 00:45:19,951 One of my favorite quotes is Garcia. 918 00:45:20,051 --> 00:45:22,620 You know, the first time he took acid, he said: 919 00:45:22,720 --> 00:45:24,823 "I knew there was more going on than they were telling us." 920 00:45:24,923 --> 00:45:28,994 [LAUGHING] You know? Ha-ha-ha. 921 00:45:29,094 --> 00:45:33,164 ["SONG WITH NO WORDS (TREE WITH NO LEAVES)" PLAYING] 922 00:45:33,264 --> 00:45:35,200 DAVID: I remember we always used to say: 923 00:45:35,300 --> 00:45:37,635 "Someday, the lawyers and the politicians... 924 00:45:37,735 --> 00:45:39,470 We will be those. 925 00:45:39,570 --> 00:45:41,372 We'll be the, you know, the guys that-- That got high 926 00:45:41,439 --> 00:45:44,609 and really understood what life was about." 927 00:45:44,675 --> 00:45:47,312 Drugs are cool, and I'm going through a trip now. 928 00:45:47,412 --> 00:45:48,279 I like to feel good. 929 00:45:48,379 --> 00:45:49,815 You get locked into one thing, 930 00:45:49,881 --> 00:45:52,918 you don't realize there's a lot of things you can get into. 931 00:45:53,018 --> 00:45:54,452 Religion. Dealing. 932 00:45:54,552 --> 00:45:55,420 Cosmic pudding. God. 933 00:45:55,520 --> 00:45:57,122 Benign energy. 934 00:45:58,723 --> 00:46:00,625 DAVID: It sort of happened. Not quite. 935 00:46:00,725 --> 00:46:03,161 Maybe it's still gonna happen. 936 00:46:03,261 --> 00:46:05,696 The old hippie feeling is still alive 937 00:46:05,763 --> 00:46:08,266 in the, like, Greenpeace, 938 00:46:08,333 --> 00:46:10,335 in the environmental people, right? 939 00:46:11,369 --> 00:46:13,138 [CHUCKLING] 940 00:46:13,271 --> 00:46:16,007 * I pulled in to Nazareth * 941 00:46:16,141 --> 00:46:17,775 * Was feeling 'Bout half past dead...* 942 00:46:17,876 --> 00:46:20,912 INTERVIEWER: The mustache became very iconic very quickly. 943 00:46:21,012 --> 00:46:23,548 What is the Dennis Hopper story? 944 00:46:23,648 --> 00:46:26,251 DAVID: He had used me as, like, the template 945 00:46:26,317 --> 00:46:28,253 for the guy that he played in Easy Rider. 946 00:46:28,353 --> 00:46:30,889 Oh, yeah, man, like, I'm stoned, you know, man? 947 00:46:30,989 --> 00:46:33,091 But, like, you know, I saw a satellite, man. 948 00:46:33,191 --> 00:46:35,260 DAVID: You know, it was a great film 949 00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:37,395 just because it had reference to me in it. 950 00:46:37,495 --> 00:46:41,332 If I'd been in it, it would have been much better. 951 00:46:41,432 --> 00:46:44,569 A much more serious film. Yeah. 952 00:46:44,669 --> 00:46:47,472 The last stronghold of mother, God, home, 953 00:46:47,572 --> 00:46:49,607 and apple pie, and they're full of shit. 954 00:46:49,740 --> 00:46:51,142 * I went looking... * 955 00:46:51,242 --> 00:46:52,443 What? 956 00:46:52,543 --> 00:46:54,545 And on the other side, you got a girl... 957 00:46:54,612 --> 00:46:56,982 * When I saw Carmen And the Devil... * 958 00:46:57,082 --> 00:47:02,453 ...running through a field of flowers, man. 959 00:47:02,553 --> 00:47:05,456 Half naked and high and laughing. 960 00:47:06,557 --> 00:47:07,592 In the sunshine. 961 00:47:07,692 --> 00:47:12,130 And you offer those two alternates to a child, 962 00:47:12,197 --> 00:47:14,765 and a child is too smart to make that mistake. 963 00:47:14,866 --> 00:47:18,603 Well, I sure could use that. 964 00:47:18,703 --> 00:47:20,071 [LAUGHING] Wow. 965 00:47:20,205 --> 00:47:22,740 * Take a load off, Fanny... * 966 00:47:22,840 --> 00:47:26,011 [CROSBY LAUGHING] 967 00:47:26,144 --> 00:47:28,379 * And you put the load Right on me * 968 00:47:28,513 --> 00:47:32,517 * You put the load Right on me * 969 00:47:32,583 --> 00:47:34,319 [AUDIENCE CHEERING] 970 00:47:35,753 --> 00:47:37,522 MAN: And we're off! 971 00:47:40,926 --> 00:47:43,194 This is our first show. 972 00:47:44,129 --> 00:47:45,496 [STRUMMING GUITAR] 973 00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:55,406 MAN: Yeah, Croz! 974 00:47:55,506 --> 00:47:57,208 ["TRIAD" PLAYING] 975 00:48:06,484 --> 00:48:09,320 DAVID: The last few years have been fantastic for me. 976 00:48:10,688 --> 00:48:11,856 I've made four solo albums. 977 00:48:11,923 --> 00:48:13,824 I'm-- I'm going for five. 978 00:48:13,959 --> 00:48:15,961 * You want to know * 979 00:48:16,027 --> 00:48:18,563 DAVID: I did something you're not supposed to do 980 00:48:18,663 --> 00:48:19,564 in show business. 981 00:48:19,697 --> 00:48:20,598 * How it will be... * 982 00:48:20,698 --> 00:48:23,834 I left a big group, CSN, 983 00:48:23,935 --> 00:48:25,636 which has a solid paycheck. 984 00:48:25,770 --> 00:48:28,006 * Me and her * 985 00:48:28,940 --> 00:48:30,108 * Or you * 986 00:48:32,077 --> 00:48:33,111 * And me... * 987 00:48:36,447 --> 00:48:37,949 MIKA: --Rock and Roll Hall of Famer, 988 00:48:38,049 --> 00:48:42,087 founding member of The Byrds and Crosby, Stills and Nash, 989 00:48:42,187 --> 00:48:43,921 singer and songwriter David Crosby. 990 00:48:44,022 --> 00:48:45,156 JOE: We're all huge fans. 991 00:48:45,256 --> 00:48:46,924 Your voice is incredible. Thank you. 992 00:48:47,025 --> 00:48:49,294 How have you taken care of it? 993 00:48:49,360 --> 00:48:50,328 Because... I haven't. 994 00:48:50,428 --> 00:48:51,262 What? I totally have not. 995 00:48:51,362 --> 00:48:53,764 JOE: That's what surprises me 996 00:48:53,864 --> 00:48:56,601 because we've heard stories about you through the years. 997 00:48:56,701 --> 00:48:58,903 Absolutely. We're like, "He's still alive? 998 00:48:59,004 --> 00:49:00,505 How am I--? He and Keith Richards 999 00:49:00,571 --> 00:49:01,973 are still alive?" 1000 00:49:02,073 --> 00:49:03,708 But not only are you alive, your voice. 1001 00:49:03,808 --> 00:49:05,476 God has blessed you 1002 00:49:05,576 --> 00:49:07,145 with an incredible voice. Thank you. 1003 00:49:07,245 --> 00:49:08,846 JOE: Yes, exactly. 1004 00:49:08,913 --> 00:49:12,550 * You see This life is fine * 1005 00:49:12,683 --> 00:49:16,054 * Even, even * 1006 00:49:16,121 --> 00:49:19,690 * With these ups and downs * 1007 00:49:21,059 --> 00:49:24,862 * And you should Have a sip of it * 1008 00:49:24,996 --> 00:49:29,434 * Else you're gonna find * 1009 00:49:29,567 --> 00:49:32,203 * That it's passed you by * 1010 00:49:38,243 --> 00:49:40,145 [AUDIENCE WHOOPING] 1011 00:49:42,280 --> 00:49:43,848 MAN: "Almost Cut My Hair." 1012 00:49:43,948 --> 00:49:45,050 Don't do it. 1013 00:49:45,116 --> 00:49:46,151 Don't do that. Don't. 1014 00:49:46,251 --> 00:49:47,318 [AUDIENCE LAUGHING] 1015 00:49:50,088 --> 00:49:52,290 I just have to warn you, there's a thing... 1016 00:49:52,390 --> 00:49:56,161 What happens when you cut your hair... 1017 00:49:57,962 --> 00:49:58,863 Uh-oh. 1018 00:49:58,929 --> 00:50:01,032 [AUDIENCE LAUGHING] 1019 00:50:06,937 --> 00:50:08,639 [AUDIENCE LAUGHING AND WHOOPING] 1020 00:50:11,842 --> 00:50:13,544 [LAUGHING] 1021 00:50:17,348 --> 00:50:21,219 My bass player is making fun of me right now. 1022 00:50:21,319 --> 00:50:23,954 Oh, God, it's a funny band, man. 1023 00:50:24,055 --> 00:50:27,492 They torture me all day long. 1024 00:50:27,592 --> 00:50:29,894 [STRUMMING GUITAR] 1025 00:50:29,994 --> 00:50:31,262 This is a love song. 1026 00:50:35,533 --> 00:50:38,336 You won't know it till the third verse. 1027 00:50:45,076 --> 00:50:47,978 * How can I sweep * 1028 00:50:48,113 --> 00:50:51,682 * These words into a cluster? * 1029 00:50:53,184 --> 00:50:55,153 * Put 'em in a pile * 1030 00:50:55,286 --> 00:50:57,822 * Like feathers On your floor... * 1031 00:51:04,061 --> 00:51:06,397 DAVID: Did you ever have a person you love get killed? 1032 00:51:06,497 --> 00:51:09,934 Well, afterwards, you know, you can't go back in 1033 00:51:10,034 --> 00:51:11,169 and fix the stuff. 1034 00:51:11,269 --> 00:51:14,405 Can't make up for any mistake. 1035 00:51:16,073 --> 00:51:16,841 Frozen in time. 1036 00:51:16,907 --> 00:51:21,179 ["TRIAD" PLAYING] 1037 00:51:21,279 --> 00:51:23,281 I was going with Joni, 1038 00:51:23,381 --> 00:51:25,850 and it was, you know, on-again, off-again. 1039 00:51:25,916 --> 00:51:28,018 And Christine was very stable, very wonderful. 1040 00:51:28,119 --> 00:51:31,122 You know, vivacious... 1041 00:51:31,222 --> 00:51:33,958 very alive girl. 1042 00:51:34,024 --> 00:51:35,826 And, uh... And full of energy 1043 00:51:35,926 --> 00:51:38,629 and full of, uh... 1044 00:51:39,730 --> 00:51:42,400 whizbang and joy. 1045 00:51:43,067 --> 00:51:44,802 [SIGHS] 1046 00:51:52,910 --> 00:51:56,281 INTERVIEWER: Nash has a pretty amazing quote 1047 00:51:56,381 --> 00:51:59,350 where he says you went to identify Christine's body 1048 00:51:59,450 --> 00:52:02,620 and really never were the same. 1049 00:52:02,720 --> 00:52:05,390 He's-- He's right. I never was. 1050 00:52:07,258 --> 00:52:10,895 Seems like she's shouldering a load in your mind. 1051 00:52:11,028 --> 00:52:12,129 * How it will be * 1052 00:52:12,230 --> 00:52:14,632 Why her? 1053 00:52:14,732 --> 00:52:16,267 I loved her. 1054 00:52:18,603 --> 00:52:21,306 * Me and her... * 1055 00:52:21,406 --> 00:52:24,074 DAVID: Uh, Christine Hinton was a very beautiful girl 1056 00:52:24,175 --> 00:52:26,411 who loved The Byrds. 1057 00:52:26,511 --> 00:52:29,847 Christine and I wound up together 1058 00:52:29,947 --> 00:52:32,483 and discovered that we actually cared about each other. 1059 00:52:32,617 --> 00:52:36,354 * Your long hair flowing * 1060 00:52:36,487 --> 00:52:38,155 * Your eyes alive... * 1061 00:52:38,223 --> 00:52:40,691 DAVID: There's a thing from the book Dune 1062 00:52:40,791 --> 00:52:42,427 called the litany against fear. 1063 00:52:42,527 --> 00:52:43,160 "Fear is the mind-killer." 1064 00:52:43,261 --> 00:52:45,230 Creator of rage. 1065 00:52:45,330 --> 00:52:47,164 So she wrote it out for me 1066 00:52:47,265 --> 00:52:48,098 in this beautiful little script. 1067 00:52:48,199 --> 00:52:50,835 I've got it framed. 1068 00:52:52,169 --> 00:52:54,472 She did a lot of stuff. 1069 00:52:54,572 --> 00:52:56,674 Look, you don't get to pick who you fall for 1070 00:52:56,774 --> 00:52:58,876 and you don't get to pick why. 1071 00:52:59,009 --> 00:53:01,779 * I love you, too * 1072 00:53:01,879 --> 00:53:04,249 DAVID: I have a couple pictures of her where you see her smile. 1073 00:53:04,382 --> 00:53:07,852 * But I don't really see... * 1074 00:53:07,918 --> 00:53:11,556 Uh, and there you can see the spirit in the person. 1075 00:53:11,656 --> 00:53:13,891 She was a very spirited girl. 1076 00:53:15,293 --> 00:53:17,962 Christine was 21 years old. 1077 00:53:18,062 --> 00:53:20,197 Just starting her life. 1078 00:53:27,472 --> 00:53:31,742 She was just taking the cat to the vet... 1079 00:53:31,842 --> 00:53:33,143 and she didn't come home. 1080 00:53:33,244 --> 00:53:36,046 [*****] 1081 00:53:36,146 --> 00:53:39,484 When someone is killed-- 1082 00:53:39,584 --> 00:53:40,818 Not, you know, they got sick 1083 00:53:40,918 --> 00:53:46,090 and then there was a long, agonizing process. 1084 00:53:46,190 --> 00:53:47,892 They got killed. 1085 00:53:50,795 --> 00:53:54,765 "Oh, so-and-so has been in a wreck. Come quickly." 1086 00:53:54,832 --> 00:53:58,503 And you go to the hospital, and they're dead. 1087 00:54:03,007 --> 00:54:05,443 I-- I spent a long time crying. 1088 00:54:07,044 --> 00:54:10,481 Just because I didn't know what else to do. 1089 00:54:10,581 --> 00:54:13,284 You know, they don't... 1090 00:54:13,384 --> 00:54:16,487 They don't prepare you about death at all. 1091 00:54:16,587 --> 00:54:18,222 Death is not something that we can talk about. 1092 00:54:18,323 --> 00:54:20,190 You know, nobody talks about death. 1093 00:54:20,291 --> 00:54:22,560 There's just this emptiness. 1094 00:54:24,228 --> 00:54:25,162 This: 1095 00:54:25,229 --> 00:54:26,531 [BLOWS] 1096 00:54:26,597 --> 00:54:30,000 Gone. You know, it's like a rip in the fabric. 1097 00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:34,739 An empty place. 1098 00:54:37,375 --> 00:54:39,143 Leaves a big hole. 1099 00:54:39,243 --> 00:54:41,346 And you want to fill it, and you... 1100 00:54:41,446 --> 00:54:43,814 Of course, if you're like me, 1101 00:54:43,914 --> 00:54:45,450 you torture yourself about it, going: 1102 00:54:45,550 --> 00:54:48,586 "I wish I had said this. I wish I had done that." 1103 00:54:48,686 --> 00:54:51,822 So it kind of rocks your world. 1104 00:54:55,560 --> 00:54:58,363 INTERVIEWER: What do you want to say to her? 1105 00:54:58,463 --> 00:54:59,664 I'm sorry. 1106 00:55:00,431 --> 00:55:03,000 Could have loved you better. 1107 00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:10,375 [*****] 1108 00:55:12,543 --> 00:55:13,644 [BIRDS SQUAWKING] 1109 00:55:18,983 --> 00:55:21,118 DAVID: Neil and I were out driving around 1110 00:55:21,218 --> 00:55:23,454 in one of his woodies. 1111 00:55:23,554 --> 00:55:24,622 And we'd heard about it on the radio, 1112 00:55:24,722 --> 00:55:28,426 and we just couldn't conceive of it. 1113 00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:31,662 [PROTESTERS SCREAMING] 1114 00:55:35,966 --> 00:55:37,935 Tear gas first started down the commons. 1115 00:55:38,035 --> 00:55:39,970 Then the guard moved up on both sides of Taylor Hall, 1116 00:55:40,070 --> 00:55:43,307 forced kids off the commons, and all of a sudden, 1117 00:55:43,374 --> 00:55:44,575 I heard the shooting. 1118 00:55:44,675 --> 00:55:46,110 [STUDENTS YELLING INDISTINCTLY] 1119 00:55:46,176 --> 00:55:47,277 [GUNFIRE] 1120 00:55:47,378 --> 00:55:49,213 [BELL CLANGING] 1121 00:55:49,313 --> 00:55:52,383 STUDENT: Then I saw people dropping to the ground. 1122 00:55:55,219 --> 00:55:59,156 REPORTER: Today, the guardsmen opened fire on the students, 1123 00:55:59,256 --> 00:56:00,391 killing four of them, 1124 00:56:00,491 --> 00:56:01,859 two young men and two young women. 1125 00:56:01,959 --> 00:56:04,562 Three were shot in the chest and one in the head. 1126 00:56:04,629 --> 00:56:07,698 A dozen or more others were wounded, 1127 00:56:07,798 --> 00:56:10,601 some by gunfire and some by bayonets. 1128 00:56:10,668 --> 00:56:11,836 The students were protesting 1129 00:56:11,936 --> 00:56:15,105 the American invasion of Cambodia. 1130 00:56:15,172 --> 00:56:17,675 DAVID: And I watched it hit Neil. Wham! 1131 00:56:17,742 --> 00:56:20,244 It was like he'd been punched. 1132 00:56:20,344 --> 00:56:22,813 Crosby came up, and he had the magazine 1133 00:56:22,913 --> 00:56:26,183 with the Kent State killings cover on it. 1134 00:56:26,283 --> 00:56:29,219 And I'd heard it on the news, what had happened, and... 1135 00:56:29,319 --> 00:56:35,960 But Crosby always has a way of bringing things into focus. 1136 00:56:36,026 --> 00:56:38,395 That's what really woke me up. 1137 00:56:38,496 --> 00:56:40,130 DAVID: Neil picked up the guitar 1138 00:56:40,197 --> 00:56:41,699 and wrote the song right in front of me. 1139 00:56:41,799 --> 00:56:44,001 [CROSBY, STILLS, NASH & YOUNG'S "OHIO" PLAYING] 1140 00:56:44,101 --> 00:56:48,973 And I called Nash and said, "Get a studio. Now." 1141 00:56:49,073 --> 00:56:50,975 And our record company president, 1142 00:56:51,075 --> 00:56:53,043 a wonderful man named Ahmet Ertegun, 1143 00:56:53,110 --> 00:56:56,113 he told everybody, "Look, this record has to go out tomorrow." 1144 00:56:56,213 --> 00:56:58,583 [CROSBY, STILLS, NASH, & YOUNG'S "OHIO" PLAYING] 1145 00:57:07,024 --> 00:57:10,828 DAVID: As soon as I heard the song, it felt right. 1146 00:57:10,928 --> 00:57:12,930 It felt like it said what I was feeling. 1147 00:57:13,063 --> 00:57:16,333 * Soldiers Are cutting us down... * 1148 00:57:16,400 --> 00:57:17,935 [CROSBY, STILLS, NASH, & YOUNG'S "OHIO" PLAYING] 1149 00:57:18,068 --> 00:57:22,507 * Should have been done Long ago * 1150 00:57:23,908 --> 00:57:26,210 * What if you knew her... * 1151 00:57:26,310 --> 00:57:28,846 It made me feel good 1152 00:57:28,946 --> 00:57:32,416 that I was actually able to stand up for what I believed. 1153 00:57:32,517 --> 00:57:33,217 I think that's probably the best job 1154 00:57:33,317 --> 00:57:35,520 of being troubadours 1155 00:57:35,586 --> 00:57:37,855 or being town criers that we ever did. 1156 00:57:37,955 --> 00:57:39,824 PROTESTERS: Hell, no, we won't go! 1157 00:57:39,924 --> 00:57:41,559 It lit the whole country on fire. 1158 00:57:41,626 --> 00:57:43,327 * Four dead in Ohio... * 1159 00:57:43,427 --> 00:57:45,696 There were protests on every campus in America. 1160 00:57:45,796 --> 00:57:47,464 [PROTESTERS CHANTING INDISTINCTLY] 1161 00:57:47,598 --> 00:57:50,067 * How many in Ohio? * 1162 00:57:50,200 --> 00:57:50,768 * How many more? * 1163 00:57:50,901 --> 00:57:52,503 * Four dead in Ohio... * 1164 00:57:52,603 --> 00:57:55,272 This guy, sergeant... 1165 00:57:55,372 --> 00:57:56,974 swore he never fired his gun. 1166 00:57:57,074 --> 00:57:59,409 The slide's racked back right there. 1167 00:57:59,510 --> 00:58:01,245 That's a Colt .45 Automatic. 1168 00:58:01,345 --> 00:58:03,614 The barrel is protruding because the slide has racked back. 1169 00:58:03,714 --> 00:58:08,252 It is ejecting a shell as he fired. 1170 00:58:09,687 --> 00:58:12,089 Swore he never fired his weapon. 1171 00:58:12,189 --> 00:58:14,191 Bang. Right there. 1172 00:58:15,492 --> 00:58:17,394 In the picture. 1173 00:58:17,494 --> 00:58:19,496 Never went to court. 1174 00:58:19,597 --> 00:58:21,966 Nobody even tried. 1175 00:58:22,066 --> 00:58:23,100 Him. 1176 00:58:24,969 --> 00:58:26,370 Him. Him. 1177 00:58:26,470 --> 00:58:28,472 Idiot kids. 1178 00:58:28,573 --> 00:58:30,340 The person who gave them that live ammunition 1179 00:58:30,440 --> 00:58:33,510 should be in prison still, 1180 00:58:33,611 --> 00:58:34,244 right now, 1181 00:58:34,344 --> 00:58:36,714 for murder. 1182 00:58:38,549 --> 00:58:41,085 This lying son of a bitch. 1183 00:58:41,151 --> 00:58:44,689 "I never fired my weapon!" Really? Hmph. 1184 00:58:44,789 --> 00:58:46,891 Funny, we got a picture of you doing it. 1185 00:58:46,991 --> 00:58:48,759 [CROSBY, STILLS, NASH & YOUNG'S "FIND THE COST OF FREEDOM"] 1186 00:58:57,868 --> 00:59:00,270 * Find the cost * 1187 00:59:00,404 --> 00:59:04,575 * Of freedom * 1188 00:59:04,642 --> 00:59:10,447 * Buried in the ground... * 1189 00:59:10,514 --> 00:59:12,917 Belief is good. 1190 00:59:13,017 --> 00:59:14,919 Didn't work out. 1191 00:59:14,985 --> 00:59:16,186 Yet. 1192 00:59:17,521 --> 00:59:18,488 But we're trying. 1193 00:59:18,623 --> 00:59:23,093 * Lay your body down * 1194 00:59:23,227 --> 00:59:24,361 DAVID: * Yeah, yeah, yeah * 1195 00:59:24,494 --> 00:59:27,097 * Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah * 1196 00:59:27,231 --> 00:59:30,901 * Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah * 1197 00:59:31,035 --> 00:59:34,605 * Whoa, oh, whoa... * 1198 00:59:34,739 --> 00:59:36,641 * Whoa, oh, oh, yeah * 1199 00:59:36,707 --> 00:59:39,910 DAVID: Christine's death, I couldn't deal with at all. 1200 00:59:42,713 --> 00:59:45,482 I was in a terrible place. 1201 00:59:45,582 --> 00:59:47,918 Pretty freaked out. 1202 00:59:48,052 --> 00:59:49,386 * There I heard This story... * 1203 00:59:49,486 --> 00:59:53,490 [*****] 1204 00:59:53,590 --> 00:59:55,893 DAVID: I'd just finished making Déjà Vu, 1205 00:59:55,993 --> 00:59:59,096 during which I, a number of times, wound up 1206 00:59:59,196 --> 01:00:01,165 sitting on the floor, crying. 1207 01:00:05,069 --> 01:00:07,071 * Do, do, do, do, do... * 1208 01:00:07,171 --> 01:00:11,508 A number of people, Nash in particular, 1209 01:00:11,608 --> 01:00:14,178 stuck with me for a long time, in order that I not... 1210 01:00:14,278 --> 01:00:18,382 [SIGHS] ...you know, do something really dumb 1211 01:00:18,482 --> 01:00:20,417 and give up. 1212 01:00:20,550 --> 01:00:23,721 * Do, do, do, do-dee-dum Do-dee-dum, do-dee-dum * 1213 01:00:23,854 --> 01:00:26,423 * If I had ever Been here before * 1214 01:00:26,556 --> 01:00:28,625 * I would probably know Just what to do... * 1215 01:00:28,693 --> 01:00:30,360 * Don't you? * 1216 01:00:30,460 --> 01:00:32,529 DAVID: Was living on my boat in Sausalito 1217 01:00:32,629 --> 01:00:34,031 and I was going up Tamalpais 1218 01:00:34,131 --> 01:00:35,833 to this spot that I had up there 1219 01:00:35,933 --> 01:00:38,836 and just crying for hours. 1220 01:00:38,936 --> 01:00:40,671 And I had these songs 1221 01:00:40,771 --> 01:00:44,074 because they'd only taken two of my songs for Déjà Vu. 1222 01:00:44,174 --> 01:00:48,378 And I just stayed in the studio, in Wally Heider's, 1223 01:00:48,478 --> 01:00:50,014 because it was... 1224 01:00:51,816 --> 01:00:53,951 somewhere I felt safe. 1225 01:00:54,484 --> 01:00:59,824 [IN ITALIAN] 1226 01:01:07,965 --> 01:01:11,869 If I Could Only Remember My Name. 1227 01:01:12,937 --> 01:01:14,504 * I thought * 1228 01:01:14,638 --> 01:01:18,642 * I met a man * 1229 01:01:18,776 --> 01:01:21,345 * Who said... * 1230 01:01:21,445 --> 01:01:23,881 David didn't seem to have a plan at all. 1231 01:01:23,981 --> 01:01:25,750 It was like free-form. 1232 01:01:25,850 --> 01:01:28,018 It was-- I mean, he had these songs in his head. 1233 01:01:28,118 --> 01:01:32,056 Some had been cooking since The Byrds' days. 1234 01:01:32,156 --> 01:01:34,424 But he never revealed them to too many people. 1235 01:01:34,491 --> 01:01:38,763 * I was mistaken * 1236 01:01:39,830 --> 01:01:44,969 * Only a child * 1237 01:01:45,102 --> 01:01:48,572 * Laughing... * 1238 01:01:48,672 --> 01:01:51,408 STEPHEN: I felt kind of privileged to peer into this world 1239 01:01:51,508 --> 01:01:55,312 because I liked this world that he inhabited. 1240 01:01:55,412 --> 01:01:58,783 DAVID: It was the most innocent, unplanned, 1241 01:01:58,883 --> 01:02:01,085 follow-your-heart... 1242 01:02:01,185 --> 01:02:05,289 kind of, uh, experience... 1243 01:02:05,389 --> 01:02:06,924 you could imagine. 1244 01:02:08,225 --> 01:02:10,427 STEPHEN: He laid out no rules. 1245 01:02:10,494 --> 01:02:14,498 "Here are my songs. Do whatever the hell you want." 1246 01:02:14,598 --> 01:02:16,133 Whoever showed up that night 1247 01:02:16,233 --> 01:02:18,568 was who was making the record that night, 1248 01:02:18,668 --> 01:02:20,304 and I would sing them a song. 1249 01:02:20,404 --> 01:02:22,706 STEPHEN: There was a presence in the room. 1250 01:02:22,773 --> 01:02:25,109 You could taste it. 1251 01:02:25,175 --> 01:02:27,444 It was a playground. 1252 01:02:27,544 --> 01:02:31,681 It was an audio freaking playground. 1253 01:02:31,748 --> 01:02:33,183 DAVID: Jerry Garcia. 1254 01:02:33,283 --> 01:02:37,754 He'd just show up. "Hey. What? What are you doing?" 1255 01:02:37,855 --> 01:02:39,156 If he and I had two guitars 1256 01:02:39,256 --> 01:02:42,359 and we would sit in the same room, 1257 01:02:42,459 --> 01:02:45,329 we were happy. He just wanted it to happen. 1258 01:02:45,429 --> 01:02:47,297 He wanted to coax it into happening, 1259 01:02:47,397 --> 01:02:48,732 any kind of way. 1260 01:02:48,833 --> 01:02:50,167 If it meant get down on the floor 1261 01:02:50,267 --> 01:02:52,937 and lick the notes off the floor, he'd do it. 1262 01:02:53,037 --> 01:02:54,004 He'd do whatever. 1263 01:02:54,104 --> 01:02:56,306 He knew it was waiting to happen 1264 01:02:56,406 --> 01:02:58,308 right around the edges of the picture, 1265 01:02:58,408 --> 01:03:00,344 and he wanted to invite those notes out. 1266 01:03:00,444 --> 01:03:04,314 "Come on. Come on, little notes. Come on out, come on out." 1267 01:03:04,381 --> 01:03:06,817 And he was the most... 1268 01:03:09,486 --> 01:03:12,456 pure music guy. 1269 01:03:15,292 --> 01:03:16,560 GARCIA: Actually, the way it starts is: 1270 01:03:16,626 --> 01:03:19,329 [VOCALIZING TO GUITAR] * Da-da, da-da-da * 1271 01:03:19,463 --> 01:03:20,164 * Da, da, da * 1272 01:03:20,230 --> 01:03:21,899 * Da-da-da, da, da * 1273 01:03:21,966 --> 01:03:24,468 * Da, da, da * 1274 01:03:24,601 --> 01:03:27,504 * Da-da, da, da-da, da * 1275 01:03:27,637 --> 01:03:28,472 * Da-da, da, da-da... * 1276 01:03:28,572 --> 01:03:32,209 STEPHEN: He was just in sky-high heaven 1277 01:03:32,309 --> 01:03:33,677 with all his friends there 1278 01:03:33,777 --> 01:03:40,050 and even Neil backing him on this bizarre record. 1279 01:03:40,184 --> 01:03:41,618 * Everybody's sayin' * 1280 01:03:41,685 --> 01:03:45,389 * Music is love * * Everyone, everyone * 1281 01:03:45,455 --> 01:03:48,692 * Everybody's sayin'... * * Everybody's sayin'... * 1282 01:03:48,792 --> 01:03:51,561 DAVID: The friendship that they showed me 1283 01:03:51,628 --> 01:03:53,263 and the support that my friends gave me 1284 01:03:53,363 --> 01:03:57,301 was one of the best things in my life. 1285 01:03:57,367 --> 01:03:59,769 That record was a turning point. 1286 01:03:59,904 --> 01:04:01,605 * It's love, yeah * 1287 01:04:01,671 --> 01:04:06,643 * Everybody's sayin' That music is love * 1288 01:04:06,776 --> 01:04:08,178 * Everybody's sayin' * 1289 01:04:08,312 --> 01:04:11,781 * It's love * * Sayin' it's love, yeah * 1290 01:04:11,848 --> 01:04:13,918 * Everybody's sayin' * 1291 01:04:14,051 --> 01:04:17,321 * That music is love * * Everyone, everywhere * 1292 01:04:17,387 --> 01:04:19,856 * Everybody's sayin' It's love * 1293 01:04:19,990 --> 01:04:22,359 [FADING] * Sayin' it's love, yeah * 1294 01:04:22,459 --> 01:04:24,161 [PLAYING GUITAR] 1295 01:04:39,509 --> 01:04:42,346 * Yeah, yeah * 1296 01:04:44,982 --> 01:04:46,550 * Whoo! * 1297 01:04:46,683 --> 01:04:49,053 * Whoo, whoo, whoo! * 1298 01:04:49,119 --> 01:04:52,689 INTERVIEWER: Injecting drugs, they say... 1299 01:04:52,756 --> 01:04:54,358 first time, 1300 01:04:54,458 --> 01:04:58,695 your life changes, no matter what comes after. 1301 01:04:58,795 --> 01:05:00,664 DAVID: Mm-hm. 1302 01:05:00,764 --> 01:05:02,332 Yeah. 1303 01:05:02,399 --> 01:05:04,834 Yeah, a friend of mine, who shall remain nameless, 1304 01:05:04,935 --> 01:05:06,070 gave me a shot of heroin. 1305 01:05:08,872 --> 01:05:10,574 And, uh... 1306 01:05:12,476 --> 01:05:14,011 Mm. 1307 01:05:17,381 --> 01:05:18,148 Just great. 1308 01:05:18,248 --> 01:05:22,987 First one feels truly wonderful. 1309 01:05:23,087 --> 01:05:25,089 It's why it's so deadly. 1310 01:05:25,189 --> 01:05:27,457 [CLEARS THROAT] All of a sudden, nothing hurts. 1311 01:05:28,025 --> 01:05:30,560 You feel... 1312 01:05:30,660 --> 01:05:33,530 exalted and wonderful. 1313 01:05:34,798 --> 01:05:36,100 Only the first time. 1314 01:05:38,835 --> 01:05:42,939 After that, you're just trying to catch it. 1315 01:05:43,040 --> 01:05:45,209 You're just trying to go back there. 1316 01:05:45,309 --> 01:05:47,411 And you never get back there. 1317 01:05:47,511 --> 01:05:49,013 Ever. 1318 01:05:52,716 --> 01:05:55,252 Addiction takes you over 1319 01:05:55,352 --> 01:05:57,287 like fire takes over a burning building. 1320 01:05:57,387 --> 01:06:00,224 And I went completely off the rails. 1321 01:06:00,324 --> 01:06:03,627 It's a weird kind of spiral, man. 1322 01:06:03,727 --> 01:06:07,564 You are mad at yourself for being a dick, 1323 01:06:07,631 --> 01:06:09,399 so you do more drugs, which makes you more of a dick, 1324 01:06:09,499 --> 01:06:12,369 which makes you more mad at yourself. 1325 01:06:12,469 --> 01:06:14,238 INTERVIEWER: But what's the high phase? 1326 01:06:14,338 --> 01:06:16,673 What's the phase that keeps you going back? 1327 01:06:16,773 --> 01:06:18,108 It's-- You don't get it. 1328 01:06:18,208 --> 01:06:21,211 They're not to get high. They're for anesthesia. 1329 01:06:21,311 --> 01:06:22,979 That's why people get smashed on hard drugs, 1330 01:06:23,080 --> 01:06:26,516 is they don't want to be here. 1331 01:06:28,585 --> 01:06:32,422 They want to suppress here and now. 1332 01:06:32,522 --> 01:06:36,626 They want to live more inside of their dream. 1333 01:06:36,726 --> 01:06:38,362 Or their nightmare. 1334 01:06:39,329 --> 01:06:41,565 I was warned by many, many people. 1335 01:06:41,665 --> 01:06:45,369 In fact, some close-up-to-him people, uh... 1336 01:06:45,469 --> 01:06:47,537 begged me not to get near him. 1337 01:06:47,637 --> 01:06:48,972 And I was already smitten. 1338 01:06:49,073 --> 01:06:51,975 I was already in the dance. 1339 01:06:52,076 --> 01:06:55,845 When I saw him doing drugs, 1340 01:06:55,945 --> 01:06:57,681 I thought, "What--? What is that? 1341 01:06:57,781 --> 01:07:01,051 Why is everybody so scared of it? Wait a minute. 1342 01:07:01,151 --> 01:07:03,220 Give me some of that. Let me see what it is. 1343 01:07:03,320 --> 01:07:06,456 Maybe if I can figure that out, I can pull you out." 1344 01:07:06,523 --> 01:07:10,026 And that was really all I meant to do. 1345 01:07:10,094 --> 01:07:14,898 INTERVIEWER: Croz, do you ever wonder why you are still alive? 1346 01:07:14,998 --> 01:07:16,800 [SOFTLY] I don't know. 1347 01:07:16,866 --> 01:07:18,102 No idea, man. 1348 01:07:18,202 --> 01:07:20,737 [IN NORMAL VOICE] I-- Why me? 1349 01:07:20,837 --> 01:07:23,006 Look at all these people, buddies of mine, that died, man. 1350 01:07:23,073 --> 01:07:26,976 Janis. Cass. Hendrix. 1351 01:07:27,077 --> 01:07:29,413 Those are friends of mine. 1352 01:07:29,513 --> 01:07:32,549 They all died from the same thing the same way. 1353 01:07:34,951 --> 01:07:37,454 How come I didn't? 1354 01:07:37,521 --> 01:07:39,055 I was doing the same drug. 1355 01:07:39,156 --> 01:07:40,757 I overdosed. 1356 01:07:40,824 --> 01:07:42,926 They had to bring me back a couple times. 1357 01:07:43,026 --> 01:07:44,228 How come? 1358 01:07:44,328 --> 01:07:46,163 How come I'm not dead? 1359 01:07:46,263 --> 01:07:47,931 [*****] 1360 01:07:48,031 --> 01:07:50,267 At a certain point, drugs became more important 1361 01:07:50,334 --> 01:07:51,835 than anybody or anything, 1362 01:07:53,337 --> 01:07:55,972 including music. 1363 01:07:56,072 --> 01:07:59,643 I let those guys down terribly, man, when I became a junkie. 1364 01:07:59,743 --> 01:08:02,479 I went right down the tubes in front of them, 1365 01:08:02,579 --> 01:08:04,614 and they watched the band go all to shit 1366 01:08:04,714 --> 01:08:06,483 because I couldn't pull my weight. 1367 01:08:08,552 --> 01:08:09,886 I had already decided that someday 1368 01:08:09,986 --> 01:08:13,223 I was gonna get that call. "Did you hear about David?" 1369 01:08:13,290 --> 01:08:14,791 And that would be it. He'd be dead. 1370 01:08:14,891 --> 01:08:16,960 You'd go. Because you can't live that way 1371 01:08:17,060 --> 01:08:21,198 and not, you know, pay the consequences. 1372 01:08:22,899 --> 01:08:24,601 Did I ever tell you Neil came and offered me 1373 01:08:24,701 --> 01:08:27,671 to come to his ranch and stay there and get sober? 1374 01:08:27,771 --> 01:08:31,608 He was genuine about it. He wanted to help me. 1375 01:08:31,708 --> 01:08:33,177 INTERVIEWER: What were you using? 1376 01:08:33,277 --> 01:08:36,112 Coke and heroin. Both. 1377 01:08:37,747 --> 01:08:40,317 Nash and Jackson were both very concerned. 1378 01:08:40,384 --> 01:08:43,119 Tried repeatedly to get me to quit. 1379 01:08:43,220 --> 01:08:46,656 They were two of the key people running the intervention on me. 1380 01:08:46,756 --> 01:08:49,293 JACKSON: It was-- It was quite a-- Quite a gathering of people. 1381 01:08:49,393 --> 01:08:52,262 Jan, who was just as bad a shape as he was. 1382 01:08:52,362 --> 01:08:54,298 I mean, they were addicts, you know? 1383 01:08:54,364 --> 01:08:57,133 And the drill was to try to convince them 1384 01:08:57,234 --> 01:08:59,469 that they should, you know, like, really: 1385 01:08:59,569 --> 01:09:02,239 "Take it from us, you're heading for the wall. 1386 01:09:02,339 --> 01:09:04,241 You got to stop. You got to do something. 1387 01:09:04,341 --> 01:09:05,175 We don't want to lose you." 1388 01:09:05,242 --> 01:09:07,611 It was an all-night thing. 1389 01:09:07,711 --> 01:09:11,381 He agreed to go into Scripps, like a hospital. 1390 01:09:11,481 --> 01:09:13,950 And he stayed there exactly one day 1391 01:09:14,017 --> 01:09:16,220 and split the next day. 1392 01:09:16,286 --> 01:09:17,687 [SIGHS] 1393 01:09:17,821 --> 01:09:23,793 * Homeward Through the haze... * 1394 01:09:23,893 --> 01:09:27,331 DAVID: After that, they pretty much stopped trying. 1395 01:09:27,431 --> 01:09:31,034 REPORTER: He was convicted of drug and weapons charges in 1983. 1396 01:09:31,100 --> 01:09:33,470 Since then, he's been arrested on additional drug 1397 01:09:33,570 --> 01:09:35,205 and hit-and-run charges. 1398 01:09:35,272 --> 01:09:38,007 GRAHAM: He had been forced by the courts 1399 01:09:38,107 --> 01:09:43,313 to go to a rehab center and left without permission. 1400 01:09:43,413 --> 01:09:45,682 And at that point, 1401 01:09:45,749 --> 01:09:47,851 he became a fugitive from the law. 1402 01:09:48,952 --> 01:09:51,087 DAVID: It was just a matter of days 1403 01:09:51,187 --> 01:09:53,757 before somebody put my picture up in the post office. 1404 01:09:53,857 --> 01:09:59,563 We fled. A dealer guy got us a plane ride. 1405 01:10:01,231 --> 01:10:03,267 On a single-engine airplane. 1406 01:10:04,834 --> 01:10:08,372 All the way across the country. Took us three days. 1407 01:10:10,073 --> 01:10:11,775 Guy was a good pilot. 1408 01:10:11,875 --> 01:10:14,077 Uh, I think he'd been a drug runner. 1409 01:10:14,177 --> 01:10:18,615 And I went and found my boat. 1410 01:10:18,715 --> 01:10:20,784 Because I thought somehow I could go back 1411 01:10:20,884 --> 01:10:22,852 and touch my touchstone, 1412 01:10:22,952 --> 01:10:27,724 and it would somehow save me from what I knew was coming. 1413 01:10:30,327 --> 01:10:34,531 I went to the boat, and she was in terrible shape. 1414 01:10:34,631 --> 01:10:36,533 Nobody had been taking care of her at all 1415 01:10:36,633 --> 01:10:38,702 because I hadn't given them any money to. 1416 01:10:40,504 --> 01:10:44,474 I lay there and lay there, and days passed. 1417 01:10:44,574 --> 01:10:47,010 [*****] 1418 01:10:47,076 --> 01:10:49,879 And I gave up. 1419 01:10:51,247 --> 01:10:52,882 Big moment. 1420 01:10:54,551 --> 01:10:57,153 And I got a ride to the local FBI agency. 1421 01:10:57,253 --> 01:11:00,189 And I walked in. 1422 01:11:00,290 --> 01:11:01,991 He said, "Yeah, can I help you?" 1423 01:11:02,058 --> 01:11:05,662 I said, "You're looking for me. My name's David Crosby." 1424 01:11:08,097 --> 01:11:09,466 He said: 1425 01:11:12,168 --> 01:11:14,371 "Step over against the wall." 1426 01:11:18,775 --> 01:11:21,811 I think I'm probably facing some time, 1427 01:11:21,911 --> 01:11:23,347 but I would like to get it done with 1428 01:11:23,447 --> 01:11:26,950 and go back to playing music. That's all I really want to do. 1429 01:11:27,050 --> 01:11:28,452 When I gave myself up, 1430 01:11:28,552 --> 01:11:30,520 Jan D. came back, 1431 01:11:30,620 --> 01:11:32,689 and a doctor friend of ours got her 1432 01:11:32,789 --> 01:11:34,624 into a treatment place in Monterey. 1433 01:11:34,691 --> 01:11:36,926 REPORTER: Do you have any comments for us? 1434 01:11:37,026 --> 01:11:38,762 Wish me luck, huh? 1435 01:11:38,862 --> 01:11:41,565 DAVID: When I went in prison, cut both ways. 1436 01:11:41,665 --> 01:11:44,468 "Hey, rock star, how you feel now, huh? 1437 01:11:44,568 --> 01:11:45,702 Bet you wish you was out there getting laid 1438 01:11:45,802 --> 01:11:47,704 and having a lot of money now, don't you?" 1439 01:11:47,804 --> 01:11:50,674 When I went into prison, I was nearly dead. 1440 01:11:50,740 --> 01:11:54,811 I'm kicking two major, heavily addictive, 1441 01:11:54,878 --> 01:11:57,481 really terrible drugs without even an aspirin. 1442 01:11:59,816 --> 01:12:02,686 I'd lost pretty much everything. 1443 01:12:02,786 --> 01:12:06,590 I'd hit bottom, blown my money. 1444 01:12:06,690 --> 01:12:09,359 I spent four months in solitary. 1445 01:12:09,459 --> 01:12:12,529 They lock you in a steel box and feed you through the door. 1446 01:12:12,629 --> 01:12:14,731 And in prison, I woke up in a cell, 1447 01:12:14,831 --> 01:12:19,569 remembered who I was and started writing again. 1448 01:12:19,669 --> 01:12:20,870 And that was the beginning of the road back. 1449 01:12:20,970 --> 01:12:23,339 "Compass" was the first decent song I wrote. 1450 01:12:23,407 --> 01:12:26,342 * I have wasted * 1451 01:12:28,344 --> 01:12:30,980 * Ten years... * 1452 01:12:31,080 --> 01:12:32,916 DAVID: When I got out of prison, 1453 01:12:33,016 --> 01:12:34,884 I thanked the judge for sending me away 1454 01:12:34,984 --> 01:12:37,253 because it got me off hard drugs. 1455 01:12:37,353 --> 01:12:38,688 REPORTER 1: He's now on probation for four years 1456 01:12:38,788 --> 01:12:41,591 and has to submit to regular drug testing. 1457 01:12:41,691 --> 01:12:43,259 REPORTER 2: Off drugs completely? 1458 01:12:43,359 --> 01:12:46,430 Yes, sir, I am. Happy to be. 1459 01:12:46,530 --> 01:12:49,933 REPORTER: His first gig out of prison was in a small club in Texas. 1460 01:12:50,033 --> 01:12:53,102 He'd never before played on-stage without drugs. 1461 01:12:53,236 --> 01:12:56,573 * Guinnevere * 1462 01:12:56,673 --> 01:12:58,575 [AUDIENCE CHEERING] 1463 01:12:58,675 --> 01:13:01,210 ANNOUNCER: Mr. David Crosby, ladies and gentlemen! 1464 01:13:01,310 --> 01:13:04,013 DAVID: Feels wonderful! 1465 01:13:04,147 --> 01:13:08,518 * Look around again... * 1466 01:13:08,585 --> 01:13:11,455 DAVID: Jan D., God bless her, 1467 01:13:11,555 --> 01:13:13,189 she waited. 1468 01:13:13,289 --> 01:13:15,759 When I got out of prison, 1469 01:13:15,859 --> 01:13:18,562 we were under orders from a judge, uh, 1470 01:13:18,662 --> 01:13:20,464 not to see each other. 1471 01:13:21,565 --> 01:13:23,266 Forbidden to see me. 1472 01:13:23,366 --> 01:13:28,805 But then we got ahold of the judge, said, "Hey, please. 1473 01:13:28,905 --> 01:13:31,475 We're-- I'm out of prison, I'm sober, 1474 01:13:31,575 --> 01:13:33,176 and I'm gonna stay that way. 1475 01:13:33,276 --> 01:13:35,645 Jan is sober and going to meetings and is trying, 1476 01:13:35,745 --> 01:13:36,513 and we'd like to get married." 1477 01:13:36,646 --> 01:13:39,483 * That you should * 1478 01:13:39,616 --> 01:13:42,351 * Grab ahold of it... * 1479 01:13:42,418 --> 01:13:44,754 And he was a decent guy, and he let us. 1480 01:13:44,821 --> 01:13:48,558 * Else you'll find * 1481 01:13:48,625 --> 01:13:51,194 * It's passed you by... * 1482 01:13:51,294 --> 01:13:56,833 DAVID: Jan loves me in ways that I didn't love myself, 1483 01:13:56,933 --> 01:13:59,969 and she taught me to love myself. 1484 01:14:00,069 --> 01:14:03,239 She taught me a lot about how to love, period. 1485 01:14:03,306 --> 01:14:07,076 [AUDIENCE CHEERING] 1486 01:14:14,518 --> 01:14:19,122 This song, if you know who's who, 1487 01:14:19,222 --> 01:14:22,726 this song is the story of the first time 1488 01:14:22,792 --> 01:14:27,531 of many times that CSNY broke up. 1489 01:14:27,631 --> 01:14:30,099 [AUDIENCE LAUGHS] 1490 01:14:30,199 --> 01:14:33,102 [PLAYING INTRO TO "SOUTHERN CROSS"] 1491 01:14:47,183 --> 01:14:51,688 What held CSN, CSNY together was Nash and I being so locked 1492 01:14:51,788 --> 01:14:54,991 because we can sing so well together. 1493 01:14:55,091 --> 01:14:57,493 Nash and I, as a pair of voices, 1494 01:14:57,594 --> 01:14:59,128 hard to beat. 1495 01:14:59,228 --> 01:15:02,431 Everly Brothers. Indigo Girls. Couple other people, not many. 1496 01:15:02,566 --> 01:15:06,235 * I have been around * 1497 01:15:06,302 --> 01:15:07,270 * The world * 1498 01:15:07,403 --> 01:15:09,673 * Looking * 1499 01:15:09,739 --> 01:15:13,877 * Looking for that Woman girl * 1500 01:15:15,478 --> 01:15:20,149 * Who knows Love can endure * 1501 01:15:20,249 --> 01:15:23,653 * And you know it will * [APPLAUSE] 1502 01:15:23,753 --> 01:15:26,322 Ladies and gentlemen, Crosby, Stills and Nash. 1503 01:15:26,422 --> 01:15:27,991 [MAN HOWLS] DAVID: For a guy 1504 01:15:28,091 --> 01:15:29,358 who was supposed to be dead a couple of years ago, 1505 01:15:29,425 --> 01:15:31,761 I'm doing pretty well. 1506 01:15:31,828 --> 01:15:35,098 [AUDIENCE CLAPPING] 1507 01:15:35,198 --> 01:15:36,666 I wanna thank the two men standing next to me 1508 01:15:36,766 --> 01:15:41,070 because they've been brothers to me. 1509 01:15:41,170 --> 01:15:42,471 They've stuck with me through thick and thin. 1510 01:15:42,572 --> 01:15:46,375 They waited. They helped. 1511 01:15:46,475 --> 01:15:48,311 They cried sometimes. 1512 01:15:48,411 --> 01:15:50,546 They swore at me sometimes. 1513 01:15:50,614 --> 01:15:52,849 But they've been my brothers all the way down the line. 1514 01:15:52,949 --> 01:15:55,318 Without them, I could not have made this music, 1515 01:15:55,418 --> 01:15:58,387 and I love them dearly. 1516 01:15:58,487 --> 01:16:01,457 And I thank you both, guys. [AUDIENCE CLAPPING] 1517 01:16:01,557 --> 01:16:04,027 DAVID: We have made really good music together, 1518 01:16:04,127 --> 01:16:06,996 and I'm very grateful for every bit of it. 1519 01:16:07,096 --> 01:16:10,466 I think CSNY is a completely different band than CSN, 1520 01:16:10,566 --> 01:16:12,802 completely different, 1521 01:16:12,902 --> 01:16:15,639 and should be in the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame 1522 01:16:15,739 --> 01:16:17,373 on its own, by the way. 1523 01:16:17,473 --> 01:16:19,643 I should be in there a third time, 1524 01:16:19,743 --> 01:16:21,210 just to make Clapton jealous. 1525 01:16:21,310 --> 01:16:24,914 [CROSBY, STILLS, NASH & YOUNG'S "ALMOST CUT MY HAIR" PLAYING] 1526 01:16:27,183 --> 01:16:29,085 We really did like each other when we first started playing, 1527 01:16:29,152 --> 01:16:32,155 and we were thrilled by each other's songs. 1528 01:16:32,255 --> 01:16:33,923 Bands get together, you're in love with each other, 1529 01:16:33,990 --> 01:16:36,492 and it's all wonderful and it's exciting, 1530 01:16:36,592 --> 01:16:40,429 but 40 years later, heh, 1531 01:16:40,529 --> 01:16:43,800 it devolves into just turn on the smoke machine 1532 01:16:43,900 --> 01:16:45,635 and play your hits. 1533 01:16:45,702 --> 01:16:47,336 [PLAYING "ALMOST CUT MY HAIR"] 1534 01:16:47,470 --> 01:16:48,504 * Almost * 1535 01:16:48,638 --> 01:16:52,208 * Cut my hair... * 1536 01:16:52,308 --> 01:16:55,779 DAVID: Got to the point where we didn't like each other, 1537 01:16:55,879 --> 01:16:58,181 didn't ride the same bus. 1538 01:16:58,281 --> 01:17:00,283 We were competing all the time. 1539 01:17:00,383 --> 01:17:02,585 If I'd bring in one of my new weird songs, 1540 01:17:02,686 --> 01:17:04,120 they didn't want to learn it. 1541 01:17:05,889 --> 01:17:07,490 And we've been so unkind to each other. 1542 01:17:07,590 --> 01:17:10,193 We've hurt each other. All of us have hurt each other. 1543 01:17:10,293 --> 01:17:12,796 We've done terrible things to each other many times. 1544 01:17:12,896 --> 01:17:15,732 Everybody in the band has, at many times. 1545 01:17:15,832 --> 01:17:18,634 Me probably more than anybody else. 1546 01:17:18,735 --> 01:17:21,170 My big fuck-up is getting mad. 1547 01:17:21,270 --> 01:17:24,874 You didn't ask me, but I'll volunteer it. 1548 01:17:24,974 --> 01:17:28,678 Biggest mistake I make: getting mad. 1549 01:17:29,713 --> 01:17:31,547 Um... 1550 01:17:31,647 --> 01:17:34,017 Once the adrenaline hits my system, 1551 01:17:34,117 --> 01:17:37,053 it's just, like, instant asshole. 1552 01:17:37,153 --> 01:17:39,055 INTERVIEWER: What's the get-off for you? 1553 01:17:39,155 --> 01:17:41,124 There isn't any. There's no good about it. 1554 01:17:41,224 --> 01:17:43,760 There's no pleasure, there's no enjoyment. 1555 01:17:43,827 --> 01:17:46,796 There's nothing except... 1556 01:17:46,896 --> 01:17:49,799 Once the adrenaline takes ahold, you're... 1557 01:17:49,899 --> 01:17:51,367 in the grip of it, 1558 01:17:51,467 --> 01:17:55,104 and you say stuff and do stuff that's just awful. 1559 01:17:55,204 --> 01:17:57,106 I shot my mouth off about Neil's girlfriend. 1560 01:17:57,206 --> 01:18:00,209 I didn't realize the guy was gonna put it on the Net. 1561 01:18:00,309 --> 01:18:03,112 I thought the interview was over. Neil's pissed at me, 1562 01:18:03,212 --> 01:18:05,048 he's not gonna work with me. Says, "No more CSNY ever!" 1563 01:18:05,148 --> 01:18:08,117 HOWARD: So my dream of you guys reuniting, 1564 01:18:08,217 --> 01:18:09,585 having a little concert, doing Déjà Vu-- 1565 01:18:09,685 --> 01:18:12,989 NEIL: That'll never happen. No. HOWARD: Never happen? 1566 01:18:13,089 --> 01:18:18,094 NEIL: If you make a mistake, you got to fix it right away. 1567 01:18:18,194 --> 01:18:20,029 Yeah. I shouldn't have said it anyway. 1568 01:18:20,096 --> 01:18:22,531 I apologized for it, but it doesn't do any good. 1569 01:18:22,631 --> 01:18:25,969 And it just-- It just went downhill from there. 1570 01:18:26,069 --> 01:18:28,171 The Graham that I have in my head 1571 01:18:28,271 --> 01:18:32,375 is on-stage with me in Scandinavia someplace, 1572 01:18:32,475 --> 01:18:33,042 Norway or somewhere, 1573 01:18:33,142 --> 01:18:36,079 and he's screaming at me... 1574 01:18:36,179 --> 01:18:38,081 in my face, from about this far away, 1575 01:18:38,181 --> 01:18:39,749 spittle hitting me in the face, 1576 01:18:39,849 --> 01:18:40,649 and he's screaming: 1577 01:18:40,750 --> 01:18:42,986 "You don't get it, do you? 1578 01:18:43,052 --> 01:18:46,155 You mean nothing to me now! Nothing! 1579 01:18:47,723 --> 01:18:49,592 I hate you! 1580 01:18:49,692 --> 01:18:53,362 Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you!" 1581 01:18:53,830 --> 01:18:56,365 Spit. 1582 01:18:56,465 --> 01:18:58,134 Punching in the chest. 1583 01:18:58,201 --> 01:19:02,271 On-stage, in front of an audience. 1584 01:19:02,371 --> 01:19:05,574 He was, on that tour, coming on-stage 1585 01:19:05,641 --> 01:19:06,910 and not looking at me. 1586 01:19:09,378 --> 01:19:11,915 The whole night, he would sing facing Stills 1587 01:19:12,015 --> 01:19:13,983 and just try to pretend I wasn't there. 1588 01:19:18,054 --> 01:19:21,490 I always wanted to have a buddy, a brother, 1589 01:19:21,590 --> 01:19:23,927 a, you know... 1590 01:19:25,561 --> 01:19:26,796 partner. 1591 01:19:26,896 --> 01:19:28,031 ANNOUNCER: It is my pleasure to introduce 1592 01:19:28,131 --> 01:19:31,034 two-time Rock and Roll Hall of Fame inductees 1593 01:19:31,134 --> 01:19:34,537 David Crosby, Stephen Stills and Graham Nash. 1594 01:19:34,637 --> 01:19:37,606 [ALL CHEERING] 1595 01:19:37,706 --> 01:19:38,942 DAVID: We were singing 1596 01:19:39,042 --> 01:19:41,978 for the White House Christmas tree lighting. 1597 01:19:44,948 --> 01:19:49,518 [DISCORDANT] * Silent night * 1598 01:19:49,652 --> 01:19:53,422 * Holy night * 1599 01:19:53,556 --> 01:19:57,093 * Shepherds quake * 1600 01:19:57,226 --> 01:20:00,229 * At the sight... * 1601 01:20:00,329 --> 01:20:01,865 DAVID: We were fucking terrible. 1602 01:20:01,965 --> 01:20:05,568 And having the guts to say: 1603 01:20:05,668 --> 01:20:07,736 "Okay, it's dead. 1604 01:20:07,803 --> 01:20:09,138 Don't prop the corpse up. 1605 01:20:09,205 --> 01:20:11,240 Don't make its mouth move with a string. 1606 01:20:11,340 --> 01:20:14,944 Leave it. Let it die a decent death. 1607 01:20:15,044 --> 01:20:16,545 Go on and do the next thing." 1608 01:20:16,612 --> 01:20:19,515 * Sleep in heavenly * 1609 01:20:19,648 --> 01:20:21,885 * Peace * 1610 01:20:22,018 --> 01:20:27,323 * Sleep in heavenly peace * 1611 01:20:27,423 --> 01:20:29,458 Happy Christmas, everybody. [ALL CHEERING] 1612 01:20:29,558 --> 01:20:32,595 DAVID: It's so sad that the last song CSN sang together 1613 01:20:32,695 --> 01:20:33,162 was "Silent Night." 1614 01:20:37,600 --> 01:20:40,669 He tore the heart out of CSN and CSNY 1615 01:20:40,769 --> 01:20:43,506 in the space of a few months. 1616 01:20:43,606 --> 01:20:45,942 [*****] 1617 01:20:46,042 --> 01:20:47,810 That's what "Encore" is about. 1618 01:20:47,911 --> 01:20:48,978 I wrote that for David Crosby. 1619 01:20:49,078 --> 01:20:51,047 The song is about, who are you? 1620 01:20:51,114 --> 01:20:54,183 Who are you when you're not famous? 1621 01:20:54,283 --> 01:20:56,585 Who are you when the lights have gone out 1622 01:20:56,685 --> 01:20:58,187 and the audience has left? 1623 01:20:58,287 --> 01:21:00,323 Are you a decent person? 1624 01:21:00,389 --> 01:21:03,559 Or are you a fucking asshole? Who are you? 1625 01:21:03,659 --> 01:21:06,129 * What you going to do * MAN: Thank you. 1626 01:21:06,262 --> 01:21:08,764 * When the last show Is over? * 1627 01:21:08,864 --> 01:21:11,200 [CHEERING FADES] 1628 01:21:11,334 --> 01:21:17,406 * And what you gonna do When you can't touch base? * 1629 01:21:17,506 --> 01:21:20,043 * Encore, encore * [CHEERING, APPLAUSE] 1630 01:21:20,109 --> 01:21:25,214 * The last song is over * 1631 01:21:25,348 --> 01:21:28,684 * Encore, encore * 1632 01:21:28,751 --> 01:21:30,886 [AUDIENCE WHISTLING] 1633 01:21:37,360 --> 01:21:40,196 INTERVIEWER: This is you speaking in 1974. 1634 01:21:40,296 --> 01:21:44,100 This is the first interview that we ever did. 1635 01:21:46,502 --> 01:21:49,272 DAVID: Heh. My father's 74, man. 1636 01:21:49,372 --> 01:21:51,207 He says, in the long run, none of it counts. 1637 01:21:51,307 --> 01:21:53,309 Money, glory, fame, chicks, nothing. 1638 01:21:53,409 --> 01:21:56,045 Says the only thing counts is whether you got friends. 1639 01:21:56,145 --> 01:21:57,947 All the rest of it is bullshit. 1640 01:21:59,815 --> 01:22:01,484 I think I made that up. 1641 01:22:04,087 --> 01:22:07,156 The reason I think I made it up is... 1642 01:22:07,256 --> 01:22:09,392 my dad didn't have any friends. 1643 01:22:14,563 --> 01:22:18,001 INTERVIEWER: Did he ever comment on this quote? 1644 01:22:21,570 --> 01:22:23,539 So, in a way, you're talking to yourself? 1645 01:22:23,639 --> 01:22:24,673 Yeah. And quoting your dad-ish. 1646 01:22:24,773 --> 01:22:27,977 Yeah. Yeah. 1647 01:22:28,077 --> 01:22:29,312 [SNIFFS] 1648 01:22:33,316 --> 01:22:36,385 INTERVIEWER: What happened to your friends? 1649 01:22:39,055 --> 01:22:40,323 Whew. 1650 01:22:42,725 --> 01:22:45,461 That's really hard. 1651 01:22:51,434 --> 01:22:54,303 See, I have to look at it in context. 1652 01:22:55,371 --> 01:22:59,042 I still have friends, but... 1653 01:23:02,178 --> 01:23:03,779 all the main guys that I made music with 1654 01:23:03,846 --> 01:23:06,749 won't even talk to me. 1655 01:23:07,816 --> 01:23:09,252 All of them. 1656 01:23:10,819 --> 01:23:12,155 All of them. 1657 01:23:15,458 --> 01:23:20,663 One of them hating my guts could be an accident. 1658 01:23:22,131 --> 01:23:23,699 McGuinn, 1659 01:23:23,799 --> 01:23:30,005 Nash, Neil, and Stephen all really dislike me. 1660 01:23:30,106 --> 01:23:32,108 Strongly. 1661 01:23:32,208 --> 01:23:33,909 I heard a quote about you. You said: 1662 01:23:33,976 --> 01:23:37,246 "David ripped the soul out of Crosby, Stills and Nash." 1663 01:23:37,313 --> 01:23:38,447 GRAHAM: Yeah, well... 1664 01:23:38,514 --> 01:23:40,183 You couldn't still feel that way. 1665 01:23:40,283 --> 01:23:43,386 Ah. You know, you say things in anger, 1666 01:23:43,486 --> 01:23:45,721 and you try and take them back, 1667 01:23:45,821 --> 01:23:49,158 and you can't sometimes because words are very powerful. 1668 01:23:49,225 --> 01:23:51,927 David and I haven't spoken in two years. 1669 01:23:52,027 --> 01:23:52,961 PAUL: Yeah. 1670 01:23:53,028 --> 01:23:54,430 Having spoken to him 1671 01:23:54,530 --> 01:23:56,932 probably almost every day for 45 years. 1672 01:23:57,032 --> 01:23:59,235 Yeah. It's just sad. 1673 01:23:59,335 --> 01:24:03,739 And I don't quite know how to undo it, you know? 1674 01:24:03,839 --> 01:24:05,441 Maybe-- Maybe it just all... 1675 01:24:05,541 --> 01:24:10,012 I mean, if we never played another note of music, 1676 01:24:10,113 --> 01:24:13,282 CSN or CSNY, look what we did. 1677 01:24:13,382 --> 01:24:14,950 I'm telling you, what a body of work. 1678 01:24:15,050 --> 01:24:17,052 Really. It's true. 1679 01:24:17,153 --> 01:24:18,721 But there's more. Always more. 1680 01:24:18,821 --> 01:24:20,589 There's more in there, you never know. 1681 01:24:20,689 --> 01:24:22,491 GRAHAM: I know. You never know... 1682 01:24:22,591 --> 01:24:25,228 INTERVIEWER: What comes to mind in terms of something like: 1683 01:24:25,294 --> 01:24:27,463 "Man, I wish I could wipe that right now"? 1684 01:24:27,563 --> 01:24:31,167 Just listening to you talk about Neil, for example. 1685 01:24:31,267 --> 01:24:32,901 What do--? I'm not mad at Neil. 1686 01:24:33,001 --> 01:24:35,238 Neil's mad at me. Understood. 1687 01:24:35,304 --> 01:24:38,941 But in terms of making a situation right... 1688 01:24:39,041 --> 01:24:41,177 Uh... 1689 01:24:41,277 --> 01:24:44,213 why won't you just show up on his doorstep? 1690 01:24:45,881 --> 01:24:48,751 Because I don't even know where his doorstep is. 1691 01:24:54,123 --> 01:24:57,025 The one thing I can do... 1692 01:24:57,126 --> 01:24:59,428 is make music myself. 1693 01:25:00,863 --> 01:25:03,266 So I'm trying really hard to do that. 1694 01:25:03,999 --> 01:25:07,270 To prove to yourself...? 1695 01:25:07,370 --> 01:25:08,437 That I'm worth a shit. 1696 01:25:11,440 --> 01:25:13,376 [AUDIENCE CHEERING] 1697 01:25:19,715 --> 01:25:21,417 [AUDIENCE CHEERING] 1698 01:25:26,355 --> 01:25:29,458 DAVID: I just can't give up. 1699 01:25:32,728 --> 01:25:35,298 JAN [ON PHONE]: Putting you on speaker for a minute here. 1700 01:25:35,364 --> 01:25:36,965 DAVID: Okay. I love you, Jan Crosby. 1701 01:25:37,065 --> 01:25:39,202 JAN: I love you too. 1702 01:25:39,302 --> 01:25:42,838 Mm. Honey, I'm-- I'm so far away. 1703 01:25:44,873 --> 01:25:47,843 I'm just so tired, exhausted. 1704 01:25:50,012 --> 01:25:52,515 [*****] 1705 01:25:52,615 --> 01:25:53,849 Eight stents in my heart. 1706 01:25:55,818 --> 01:25:58,187 That's as many as you can put in. 1707 01:25:59,422 --> 01:26:00,389 They can't go any more. 1708 01:26:03,759 --> 01:26:04,893 Heart attack... 1709 01:26:04,993 --> 01:26:07,463 sometime in the next couple years. 1710 01:26:17,673 --> 01:26:19,675 I bit off more than I could chew. 1711 01:26:22,245 --> 01:26:24,680 I can't do five dates in a row. 1712 01:26:28,183 --> 01:26:29,618 So I lost my voice, 1713 01:26:29,718 --> 01:26:31,454 and I had to cancel a couple of dates. 1714 01:26:38,060 --> 01:26:39,428 It's hard. 1715 01:27:01,384 --> 01:27:06,889 * Where will I be * 1716 01:27:07,022 --> 01:27:13,696 * When I go back home? * 1717 01:27:16,265 --> 01:27:21,069 * Who will I see * 1718 01:27:21,203 --> 01:27:26,675 * When I'm all alone? * 1719 01:27:28,010 --> 01:27:34,683 * And what'll I do? 1720 01:27:49,064 --> 01:27:51,934 [*****] 1721 01:27:53,469 --> 01:27:56,472 Thank you, sweetie. You're welcome. 1722 01:28:02,077 --> 01:28:04,146 Boy, that tree's pretty. 1723 01:28:04,246 --> 01:28:07,049 That's the first thing I fell in love with here was the trees. 1724 01:28:07,149 --> 01:28:09,818 All these trees. 1725 01:28:10,519 --> 01:28:13,255 They're wonderful. 1726 01:28:13,356 --> 01:28:15,290 I see the rest of the world, the rest of what's going on, 1727 01:28:15,358 --> 01:28:17,993 but I don't really focus on it. 1728 01:28:26,034 --> 01:28:27,836 [CHUCKLES] 1729 01:28:32,007 --> 01:28:35,010 JAN: I can admit to you that... 1730 01:28:36,479 --> 01:28:40,416 it's gonna be hard, whatever happens. 1731 01:28:43,519 --> 01:28:44,620 [VOICE BREAKING] I might just disappear. 1732 01:28:46,789 --> 01:28:48,156 I'm sorry to say that on camera, 1733 01:28:48,256 --> 01:28:51,494 but I don't know how... 1734 01:28:51,594 --> 01:28:55,330 I could take another breath when he's gone. 1735 01:28:57,265 --> 01:29:00,669 DAVID: I want to be a guy who is loving. 1736 01:29:00,736 --> 01:29:01,937 So, yeah, that's what I'm striving for. 1737 01:29:02,037 --> 01:29:05,040 That's what I want to be. That's who I want to be. 1738 01:29:05,140 --> 01:29:08,110 Like loving my children and my wife and my dogs 1739 01:29:08,176 --> 01:29:11,179 and my music. 1740 01:29:11,246 --> 01:29:13,549 Like how it makes me feel. 1741 01:29:17,019 --> 01:29:22,357 And at least I have enough guts to be honest. Right now. 1742 01:29:22,458 --> 01:29:24,860 INTERVIEWER: That's what this is. 1743 01:29:24,960 --> 01:29:28,397 Maybe. Maybe I've conned you into it. 1744 01:29:28,497 --> 01:29:30,799 Maybe this is all a clever plan. 1745 01:29:40,909 --> 01:29:42,811 I think you should be able to say goodbye 1746 01:29:42,911 --> 01:29:45,147 and tell them what they meant to you. 1747 01:29:47,215 --> 01:29:47,716 [CHUCKLES] 1748 01:29:58,761 --> 01:30:03,532 DAVID: * When you roam * 1749 01:30:03,599 --> 01:30:06,802 * You're traveling alone * 1750 01:30:06,935 --> 01:30:11,807 * Tryin' to catch Each grain of sand * 1751 01:30:11,940 --> 01:30:16,044 * Slipping through Your hands * 1752 01:30:17,680 --> 01:30:20,382 * And the wind * 1753 01:30:20,516 --> 01:30:25,821 * Is weathering your skin * 1754 01:30:25,954 --> 01:30:29,892 * All that's on the outside * 1755 01:30:29,958 --> 01:30:33,361 * Is breaking you in * 1756 01:30:33,428 --> 01:30:38,634 * Let me be * 1757 01:30:38,767 --> 01:30:42,838 * The oil upon your glove * 1758 01:30:42,905 --> 01:30:46,441 * Moving in the creases * 1759 01:30:46,575 --> 01:30:52,981 * Soften what's tough * 1760 01:30:53,115 --> 01:30:54,382 * Glory * 1761 01:30:54,517 --> 01:30:57,252 * In the blink of an eye * 1762 01:30:57,385 --> 01:30:58,654 * Glory * 1763 01:30:58,787 --> 01:31:01,657 * In a moment of weakness * 1764 01:31:01,790 --> 01:31:03,191 * Glory * 1765 01:31:03,325 --> 01:31:06,061 * I will be your armor * 1766 01:31:06,194 --> 01:31:06,929 * Glory * 1767 01:31:07,062 --> 01:31:10,633 * I will be your witness * 1768 01:31:10,766 --> 01:31:11,934 * Glory * 1769 01:31:12,067 --> 01:31:14,537 * You can't lose me, no * 1770 01:31:14,670 --> 01:31:15,571 * Glory * 1771 01:31:15,704 --> 01:31:21,844 * No, you can't lose me * 1772 01:31:33,922 --> 01:31:36,825 [*****] 1773 01:31:46,501 --> 01:31:48,971 [SCATTING] 1774 01:33:19,427 --> 01:33:22,765 [SCATTING] 1775 01:33:24,532 --> 01:33:24,767 DAVID: It's over.