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I AM NOT AFRAID

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22 UNANSWERED CALLS - HANNAH

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CAN WE TALK?

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CALL ENDED

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TRUTHS

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Winden. Another missing person's case
shocks the town.

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A nine-year-old boy
was reported missing this morning.

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MISSING

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Police officials have yet
to comment on the situation.

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But it can be assumed,
that this case, too,

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is connected to the disappearance
of two other children in Winden.

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The last case of a missing child
happened only three days ago.

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You know what happened to Erik and Mikkel?

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That they disappeared?

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The same thing happened to Yasin.

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My Yasin?

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Today he left home to go to school alone,
and he disappeared on the way there.

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If you know anything at all,

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then you have to tell me now.

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This Noah...

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What did he look like?
Can you describe him?

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Can you describe him?

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He was tall. As tall as Dad.

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He had a hat on.

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And blue eyes.

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Did Noah steal Yasin?

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I don't know.

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I'll send somebody by.

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And you will explain to him
exactly what this Noah looked like.

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Okay?

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Every little detail is important.

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What was that? You don't talk
to your eight-year-old daughter that way!

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Where were you the night Mikkel vanished?

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At the office.

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-I told you that.
-For how long?

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Until you called me. 11:00 p.m.

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I know you weren't in the office.

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If you have anything to do
with Mikkel's disappearance,

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or with Erik's or Yasin's,
then tell me now.

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I don't even want to know where you were,

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or what you were doing, or with whom.

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But I want you
to look into my eyes right now

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and assure me that you have nothing to do
with all of this.

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You're nuts.

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This is for you.

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Don't you finally want to talk to me?

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Is there maybe someone I should tell
that you're okay?

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Your parents, they...

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They must be worried.

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You don't have to say what happened to you
if you don't want to, but...

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If you want,

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no matter what it is, you can tell me.

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It's safe with me.

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I promise.

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WHERE (WHEN) IS MIKKEL

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Hey, this is Martha.
Leave a message after the signal.

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INVALID CODE - ONE ATTEMPT REMAINING

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UNKNOWN CALLER

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Hello?

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Hello, Bartosz.

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My name is Noah.

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How do you know my name?

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-Hello, Martha.
-Hello.

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I wanted Katharina to have...

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Hannah.

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I... I figured you weren't in the mood
to cook right now.

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With all of this.

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And...

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I thought...

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Thanks.

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Do you want to come in?

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How are Martha and Magnus?

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And Ulrich?

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I don't know.

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Where is he?

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In the shower.

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Hannah.

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What are you doing here?

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I...

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Hannah brought us some food.

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I have to go to the station.

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Could you give me a ride?

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I came by bike.

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It's raining so hard.

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-Only if...
-Of course Ulrich can give you a ride.

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Shall we?

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Hannah?

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Thanks for the food.

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Sure.

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And, really,
if you need anything, call me.

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Yes. No, I understand that.

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Still, on such short notice we have
to charge the full cancellation fee.

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Yes, well I'm sorry. Goodbye.

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Could you deliver this for me?

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-Here, locally.
-Are you leaving us already?

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I have to go away for a few days.

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But I'd like to keep the room if I can.

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-Certainly, that's no problem.
-It needs to be delivered by this evening.

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-It's important.
-Yes, of course.

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Where were you this morning?
I tried to reach you all morning.

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Therapy.

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Have you heard from Martha?

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She's not calling me back and...

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I don't know what she needs,
the whole thing is so fucked up.

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She'll get in touch when she's ready.

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Yeah, you're probably right.
Come on, let's play.

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-I follow you?
-Yeah, watch the corridors ahead.

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Can I trust you?

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If I tell you a secret.

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Can I trust you not to tell anyone else?

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Yeah, sure.

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I'm in contact with Erik's dealer.

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And I'm meeting him tonight.

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-You're doing what?
-Watch it! Shoot! Triangle! No!

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No!

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I'm going there tonight in any case.

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And I want you to come along.

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Can I count on you?

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Yeah, sure. Always.

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FOR CHARLOTTE

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I'm Noah.

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I'm a priest at St. Christopher's Church.

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Ines called me.

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Do you believe in God?

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How do you believe the world came to be?

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Who created all the beautiful things?

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The world came to be through the Big Bang.

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13.8 billion years ago.

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That's how space, time and matter
came to be,

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and Earth as well.

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The rest is evolution.

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And what was there before the Big Bang?

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Nothing can arise from nothing.

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Maybe the Big Bang is nothing more
than God's act of creation.

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My father says religion
is the brainwashing of the masses.

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I'm sure your father knows a lot,

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but he doesn't know everything.

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It's good that he raised you
to question things.

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But every now and then, it's good
to question those who question things.

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God has a plan for every human being.

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Including you.

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I want you to stop calling me.

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Okay? Just stop.

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-I can't do this anymore.
-Is that what I am to you?

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Some damn affair?

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It's not something
you can just switch off.

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I can't.

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And neither can you.

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Look at me.

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Look at me!

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And now tell me there's nothing there.

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That this doesn't mean shit to you.

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No matter what you need,
I'm here for you.

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What I need?

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Don't call me. Don't come by.
Just leave us alone.

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Okay?

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Get lost!

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Don't think
that I'm just going to let you go.

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And then she says,
"When you grow up your heart dies."

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That line hits you, bam!
Right in your face, you know?

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And in the end
you think they've become friends

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because that created a bond between them.

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But in the end, they're all stuck
in their little pigeonholes.

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Maybe you want to see it again with me?

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Hey!

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Are you even listening to me?

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Yeah.

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Let's talk later, okay?

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Hey, girls, what are you up to?

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-Want to go out for a smoke?
-Good idea.

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Are you sure?

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We don't have to if you don't want to.

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I'd rather do it with you
than some other guy.

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But you'll get condoms.

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I don't want AIDS and I don't want kids.

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No way, okay?

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-Yeah.
-I'm not joking.

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No kids.

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Never.

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I promise. No kids.

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Child Protective Services
will assume custody for now.

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So until we find his family
and can assess the situation better,

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he'll be put in a children's home.

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A children's home?

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Can't he stay here in the hospital
for a while?

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No. Unfortunately that's not possible.

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But I can assure you that
the people in the children's home

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will be able to attend
very specifically to his needs.

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It's best for him.

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Do you have children?

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No.

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I had a son
who died just after he was born.

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Oh, I'm sorry.

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I'm certain his family
will be in touch sooner or later.

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Or his school.

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We'll find out where he belongs.

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Well, then.

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He's a peculiar boy.

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Really very sensitive.

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Don't worry.

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I'll come get him on Wednesday.

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POLICE

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Do you know why I became a policeman?

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When my brother vanished back then,
they made every mistake in the book.

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The chief investigator
was a drunken moron.

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And I...

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I swore I'd do everything differently.

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That I'd do things right.

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That I wouldn't become
an incompetent asshole pig like him.

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That was 33 years ago.

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And now look at me.

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I'm a joke.

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I cheat on my wife.

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My son has vanished.
I can't do anything.

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Thirty-three years.

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Everything is the same.

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Just that now I'm the incompetent asshole.

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Have you ever heard of the 33-year cycle?

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Our calendars are wrong,
a year isn't 365 days long.

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We're always a bit "out of sync,"
so to speak.

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But every 33 years
everything is just like it was.

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The stars, the planets, the whole universe
returns to the exact same position.

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The lunar-solar cycle.

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My grandpa was obsessed with such things,
the Big Bang and the Big Crunch.

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Nietzsche's eternal recurrence.

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When I was little I always felt
that something was wrong with Winden.

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I have that same feeling again.

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That everything's repeating.

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That this has all happened before.

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Like a massive déjà vu.

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WINDEN BOY MISSING

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You look like him.

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Your father.

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Do we know each other?

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No.

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But I knew your father.

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It was a long time ago,
but I remember him well.

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He saved my life back then.

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But I only understood that much later.

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Life is a labyrinth.

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Some people wander around
their whole lives looking for a way out,

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but there's only one path
and it leads you ever deeper.

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You don't understand it
until you've reached the center.

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Death is incomprehensible,
but you can make peace with it.

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Till then you should ask yourself each day
if you've made the right decisions.

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DRY CLEANING

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This will take a while.

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Half an hour or so.

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Hey? Everything okay?

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Okay.

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I AM NOT AFRAID

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Do you think I'm pretty?

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Well, great.

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Know what I sometimes imagine?

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That I can do magic.

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I imagine that I want something.
Really badly.

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And then it happens, because I imagine it.

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Like moving that bottle cap.

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Do you know Houdini?

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Who?

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Harry Houdini,
one of the world's greatest magicians.

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There is no such thing as magic,
just illusion.

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Things only change when we change them.

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But you have to do it skillfully,

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in secret.

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Then it seems like magic.

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00:26:48,750 --> 00:26:51,380
-Where did you learn that?
-I'm from the future.

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-You're cool.
-No, I'm Mikkel.

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Hi, Mikkel, boy from the future.
I'm Hannah.

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My mother told me about the old world.

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Before the flood.

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She said it had been of a different kind.
Foul.

273
00:27:53,583 --> 00:27:56,043
She would braid my hair
and recount harrowing tales,

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of my father
and of demons from the underworlds.

275
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She said all is forgiven
but nothing forgotten.

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00:28:04,875 --> 00:28:07,325
Then the darkness in her eyes
was greater than usual.

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And her words flowed like waves.

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She said all was well now the way it was.

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MISSING

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That all occupied its own space,
in the past as in the here and now.

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When she spoke in this manner,
something would overcome her.

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She would pull my braids tightly

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as if to punish me for something
that dwelled in a place deep within her.

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Something that tugged at her
from the center,

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like a hunger that could not be satisfied.

286
00:28:32,833 --> 00:28:36,673
She spoke of yesterday
as though it were before her very eyes.

287
00:28:37,500 --> 00:28:39,210
As if today was but a veil

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that shrouded in shadow
all that was real to her.

289
00:28:44,875 --> 00:28:47,575
The old world came to haunt her
like a ghost

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that whispered to her in a dream how
to erect the new world, stone by stone.

291
00:28:56,125 --> 00:28:58,455
From then on,
I knew that nothing changes.

292
00:28:58,916 --> 00:29:00,626
That all things remain as before.

293
00:29:01,291 --> 00:29:02,881
The spinning wheel turns,

294
00:29:03,250 --> 00:29:05,460
round and round in a circle.

295
00:29:06,958 --> 00:29:09,378
One fate tied to the next.

296
00:29:09,875 --> 00:29:14,375
A thread, red like blood,
that cleaves together all our deeds.

297
00:29:15,541 --> 00:29:17,331
One cannot unravel the knots.

298
00:29:17,875 --> 00:29:19,705
But they can be severed.

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00:29:20,291 --> 00:29:21,501
He severed ours,

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00:29:22,541 --> 00:29:23,881
with the sharpest blade.

301
00:29:28,750 --> 00:29:31,130
Yet something remains behind
that cannot be severed.

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00:29:33,583 --> 00:29:35,253
An invisible bond.

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00:29:47,583 --> 00:29:48,503
CALL ENDED

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Fuck.

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00:29:59,541 --> 00:30:01,421
On many a night, he tugs at it.

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00:30:02,041 --> 00:30:05,461
And then I wake with a start,
knowing that nothing ceases to be.

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00:30:08,208 --> 00:30:09,918
That all remains.

308
00:30:53,833 --> 00:30:54,833
That was great.

309
00:30:56,375 --> 00:30:57,205
You were great.

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00:30:59,416 --> 00:31:01,746
-What are you doing here?
-I wanted to tell you something.

311
00:31:08,083 --> 00:31:09,213
I wasn't in France.

312
00:31:11,125 --> 00:31:12,165
I was in the nuthouse.

313
00:31:12,958 --> 00:31:14,708
They call it post-traumatic stress.

314
00:31:16,166 --> 00:31:19,746
-Why didn't you say anything?
-I didn't want you to think I was a freak.

315
00:31:23,333 --> 00:31:27,883
What happened between us last summer,
that wasn't just nothing, was it?

316
00:31:31,041 --> 00:31:32,831
I mean, if my father hadn't...

317
00:31:36,041 --> 00:31:38,251
-If this all hadn't happened...
-It's okay.

318
00:31:43,625 --> 00:31:45,875
Why did you call me this morning
and not Bartosz?

319
00:32:53,083 --> 00:32:54,043
I'm Bartosz.

320
00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:56,080
I know.

321
00:32:57,208 --> 00:32:58,458
I'm Noah.

322
00:33:00,833 --> 00:33:02,333
Don't you want to get in?

323
00:34:08,833 --> 00:34:10,293
Are you cheating on me?

324
00:34:17,750 --> 00:34:19,540
Where did you get that idea?

325
00:34:23,625 --> 00:34:25,785
I'm only going to ask you this once.

326
00:34:26,916 --> 00:34:28,376
Are you cheating on me?

327
00:34:34,416 --> 00:34:36,166
I'd never do that.

328
00:34:52,875 --> 00:34:53,705
Dad?

329
00:34:57,708 --> 00:35:00,668
If you've seen something
you shouldn't have...

330
00:35:03,250 --> 00:35:04,080
What do you mean?

331
00:35:05,333 --> 00:35:08,293
Well, something that's not right.

332
00:35:08,791 --> 00:35:10,751
Not right in what sense?

333
00:35:11,375 --> 00:35:12,745
Well,

334
00:35:13,291 --> 00:35:18,001
if someone does something with someone
and it's wrong.

335
00:35:21,291 --> 00:35:22,461
What did you see?

336
00:35:25,625 --> 00:35:29,035
Ulrich touched her breasts
and laid on top of her.

337
00:35:30,208 --> 00:35:31,878
And she didn't want it.

338
00:35:34,916 --> 00:35:39,076
You're going to tell me
exactly what you saw, okay?

339
00:35:44,208 --> 00:35:46,628
And then he laid down on top of her

340
00:35:47,875 --> 00:35:50,575
and held her mouth shut.

341
00:35:51,208 --> 00:35:52,328
Like this.

342
00:35:54,208 --> 00:35:55,788
Did she resist?

343
00:35:58,875 --> 00:36:00,995
She yelled "stop" and struggled.

344
00:36:02,708 --> 00:36:04,458
But he was on top of her.

345
00:36:05,791 --> 00:36:07,001
Did he see you?

346
00:36:12,500 --> 00:36:14,080
What did he do then?

347
00:36:15,208 --> 00:36:19,628
-Did he...?
-He choked her and she went all red.

348
00:36:22,583 --> 00:36:27,213
-Then he pulled down his pants and...
-You don't have to continue.

349
00:36:29,125 --> 00:36:30,625
You did the right thing.

350
00:36:32,125 --> 00:36:33,705
You were very brave.

351
00:39:40,291 --> 00:39:42,831
DO NOT OPEN BEFORE NOVEMBER 4, 10:13 P.M.

352
00:39:49,208 --> 00:39:50,128
"Dear Jonas,

353
00:39:51,000 --> 00:39:55,040
by the time you read this everything
will have happened, irrevocably.

354
00:39:55,125 --> 00:39:56,745
It can no longer be changed.

355
00:39:59,125 --> 00:40:01,875
I would have liked
to explain things to you sooner,

356
00:40:02,666 --> 00:40:06,076
but I hope once you understand
how everything is connected,

357
00:40:07,333 --> 00:40:09,133
you will understand my decision.

358
00:40:09,208 --> 00:40:10,878
I AM NOT AFRAID

359
00:40:11,291 --> 00:40:13,711
The truth is a strange thing.

360
00:40:13,791 --> 00:40:16,041
You can try to suppress it,

361
00:40:16,125 --> 00:40:18,825
but it will always find its way
back to the surface.

362
00:40:19,833 --> 00:40:23,583
We make a lie into our truth
in order to survive.

363
00:40:24,375 --> 00:40:25,745
We try to forget.

364
00:40:26,708 --> 00:40:28,208
Until we can't anymore.

365
00:40:32,125 --> 00:40:35,035
We don't know
even half of the mysteries of this world.

366
00:40:36,625 --> 00:40:38,665
We are wanderers in the darkness.

367
00:40:39,458 --> 00:40:41,498
This is my truth.

368
00:40:43,125 --> 00:40:46,035
On November 4, 2019

369
00:40:46,125 --> 00:40:50,625
I traveled through time to the year 1986.

370
00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:54,130
The boy from the future stayed,

371
00:40:54,208 --> 00:40:56,248
and in time he became a man.

372
00:40:56,708 --> 00:40:59,208
Mikkel became Michael,

373
00:40:59,291 --> 00:41:01,331
who never knew where he belonged.

374
00:41:04,208 --> 00:41:07,078
By the time you read this
I'll already be gone.

375
00:41:08,875 --> 00:41:09,745
Mikkel?

376
00:41:10,166 --> 00:41:13,166
Both as a boy and as a man.

377
00:41:15,208 --> 00:41:17,168
I hope you can forgive me.

378
00:41:17,875 --> 00:41:19,995
Everything is connected.

379
00:41:21,250 --> 00:41:22,130
Mikkel,

380
00:41:22,708 --> 00:41:23,708
Michael."

381
00:41:36,541 --> 00:41:41,541
THIS BOOK BELONGS TO MIKKEL

382
00:42:09,916 --> 00:42:11,456
Can I help you?

383
00:42:14,166 --> 00:42:16,496
I'd like to talk to you about time.

384
00:45:02,750 --> 00:45:06,750
Subtitle translation
by Nathan Fritz, Peter Rigney