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[***]

2
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[WHISTLE TWEETS]

3
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[HUMMING]

4
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Hm.

5
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[HUMMING CONTINUES]

6
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All right.

7
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We're out of tea bags.

8
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[HUMMING]

9
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Any delays?

10
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A slight snarl-up
in Basingstoke.

11
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[INHALES SHARPLY]

12
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Fuck Basingstoke.

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[BOTH LAUGH]

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ED:
This-- This i-is not
an airport.

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Th-th-that's the trouble.

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[SPEAKS
FOREIGN LANGUAGE]

17
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Yeah, yeah.
Well, we're in Woking.

18
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[STUTTERING]
Uh, I don't quite--

19
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Well, you've done it,
but we're in Woking.

20
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You guys should
really get a lift.

21
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Yeah, we really should.

22
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[PHONE RINGING]

23
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[WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER PA]

24
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Hi.

25
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No, of course
I can't come home.

26
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Of course I can't.

27
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Because I'm at work.

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[TOILET FLUSHING]

29
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Of course I do.

30
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No, of course I do.

31
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Please don't shout.

32
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[DOOR OPENS]

33
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Toilet's blocked.

34
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Yes, sir.
Yeah. It is.

35
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[GRUNTS]

36
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Five day return,
please.

37
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Yes, coming right up.

38
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Uh, where to?

39
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You look like you're having
a worse day than I am.

40
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Why are you looking at me
like that?

41
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Do you want one?

42
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Uh, no, thank you.

43
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Uh, I need the destination
of your ticket,

44
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and I'm afraid I need you to
extinguish that cigarette. Ha.

45
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Ha. Didn't I say?
That's why I need this.

46
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Calms my vastly
overheating brain.

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Macon Heights.

48
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Macon Heights?

49
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That's right.
Macon Heights.

50
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Um, ha.

51
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There's no such station.

52
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Check the computer.

53
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A ticket to
Macon Heights.

54
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I've worked here over
20 years, madam.

55
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M-A-C-O-N Heights.

56
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Uh, what train were
you considering getting?

57
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Uh, do you know the time?

58
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5:19. I can also take
the 1:19 or the 9:19.

59
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Well, there you go.
That's the Alton train.

60
00:04:01,342 --> 00:04:02,542
You see?

61
00:04:02,576 --> 00:04:04,706
Stops at Brookwood,
Ash Vale,

62
00:04:04,745 --> 00:04:07,715
Aldershot, Farnham, Bentley,
and then Alton.

63
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There's no Macon Heights,
I'm afraid. Heh.

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[TRAIN PASSES]

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[***]

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BOB:
Then she was gone?

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ED:
Yeah, some sort
of trick, I think.

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A sort of light thing.

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Okay.

70
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No. No,
it's okay.

71
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Still keeping
that up, are you?

72
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I dream of
passive smoking.

73
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[BOTH LAUGH]

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Macon Heights.

75
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Yeah. I keep feeling I've heard
the name before somewhere.

76
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Ed, Listen.

77
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I know I don't
have kids,

78
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but I mean to ask,
you're okay?

79
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Never better.

80
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See you tomorrow.

81
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[MUFFLED RAP MUSIC
PLAYING INDISTINCTLY]

82
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[PEOPLE SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER POLICE RADIO]

83
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Shit. They called
the police?

84
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MARY:
She did. I phoned you.

85
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I didn't think
she'd call the police.

86
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OFFICER:
She'll not be
pressing charges.

87
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ED:
Oh, good.

88
00:06:01,662 --> 00:06:02,902
Th-that's good.

89
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But she
is very upset.

90
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A 15-year-old girl,
you understand?

91
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Well, we're very sorry.

92
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Aren't we, Sam?
She laughed at me.

93
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There is gonna
come a point--

94
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No, there won't. No.

95
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We won't let it.

96
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OFFICER:
--where we can't
excuse him.

97
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I just got angry.

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ED:
And I understand
that it's just--

99
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I shouldn't scare people.

100
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I shouldn't
scare people.

101
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Sam, I'm trying
to talk to you here.

102
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SAM:
I shouldn't scare
people, but I do.

103
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But I do,
I do scare people.

104
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[JAZZ SONG PLAYING
ON RECORD PLAYER]

105
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Hang on, have you
been raiding my, um--

106
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Oh.

107
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Pray silence
for Louie Bellson.

108
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You used to listen to this
when you were little.

109
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Count how many notes he plays
in the next five seconds.

110
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L-listen to that sax.
Go on. Go on, then.

111
00:07:01,622 --> 00:07:04,092
Phew-phew-phew.
Go on, count. Go on.

112
00:07:04,124 --> 00:07:06,964
Go on, count them.
Come on. Count them.

113
00:07:06,994 --> 00:07:08,564
You can't, though,

114
00:07:08,596 --> 00:07:10,496
because it's physically
impossible, it is.

115
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Too many notes to count.

116
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[LAUGHS]

117
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This, um--
Did she say anything

118
00:07:21,241 --> 00:07:23,241
or-or do anything
to provoke you?

119
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I've forgotten, so...

120
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[RECORD SCRATCHES,
MUSIC STOPS]

121
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Well...

122
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Okay, kiddo.

123
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Okey-doke.

124
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[TRAIN PASSING]

125
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Come in.

126
00:08:00,681 --> 00:08:04,721
Please sit down, madam.
Please sit down.

127
00:08:04,752 --> 00:08:06,052
Please sit.

128
00:08:06,086 --> 00:08:08,156
I just want
to buy a ticket.

129
00:08:08,188 --> 00:08:10,718
Why do I feel like I'm being
interviewed by Special Branch?

130
00:08:10,758 --> 00:08:13,028
Ed says you take
the Alton train.

131
00:08:13,060 --> 00:08:14,230
That's correct.

132
00:08:14,261 --> 00:08:16,161
The 9:19 train to Alton.

133
00:08:16,196 --> 00:08:20,026
The 9:19, or the 13:19,
or the 17:19.

134
00:08:20,067 --> 00:08:22,537
But mostly the 9:19.

135
00:08:22,570 --> 00:08:25,640
How long is the trip?
How long does it take?

136
00:08:25,673 --> 00:08:28,183
Twenty-eight minutes,
precisely.

137
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It's supposed to,

138
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though it's recently
become less reliable.

139
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BOB:
What sort of place
is Macon Heights?

140
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How many live there?

141
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Five thousand.
I don't know.

142
00:08:38,586 --> 00:08:40,546
And does it have
a large employer?

143
00:08:40,588 --> 00:08:43,558
A brewery? A power station?
A call center?

144
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No. Nothing big like that.

145
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I work accounts
at Bradshaw Insurance.

146
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What's the problem?

147
00:08:54,034 --> 00:08:56,174
This is a map
of our local network.

148
00:08:56,203 --> 00:09:00,673
I'll show you in particular
Farnham, and then Bentley.

149
00:09:00,708 --> 00:09:03,608
Do you notice there
are no stops in between?

150
00:09:03,644 --> 00:09:04,784
[TRAIN PASSES, THEN SILENCE]

151
00:09:10,784 --> 00:09:12,854
[SIGHS]

152
00:09:12,886 --> 00:09:15,316
Okay, how the fuck
did she do that?

153
00:09:15,355 --> 00:09:19,255
WOMAN [OVER PA]:
The train now standing at
Platform 6

154
00:09:19,292 --> 00:09:23,162
is the 9:17 serving

155
00:09:23,196 --> 00:09:27,226
Billingham, Farnham,
Bentley, and Alton.

156
00:09:27,267 --> 00:09:29,197
[***]

157
00:09:37,144 --> 00:09:38,284
MAN:
Are you on duty?

158
00:09:39,713 --> 00:09:43,083
Uh. No. No. No.

159
00:09:43,116 --> 00:09:44,376
Thanks.

160
00:09:44,417 --> 00:09:46,017
[DOORS BEEPING]

161
00:09:46,053 --> 00:09:47,293
[DOORS CLOSE]

162
00:09:49,022 --> 00:09:50,222
[WHISTLE TWEETS]

163
00:09:50,257 --> 00:09:51,887
[SAM SCREAMING]

164
00:09:51,925 --> 00:09:53,925
ED:
Sam, don't you hurt
your mother!

165
00:09:53,961 --> 00:09:55,801
That's enough!
Don't hurt him.

166
00:09:55,829 --> 00:09:59,129
Sam, please.
Please, please, please, Sam.

167
00:09:59,166 --> 00:10:04,136
DOCTOR:
When you lose control,
does it feel like anger?

168
00:10:04,171 --> 00:10:05,341
SAM:
No.

169
00:10:05,372 --> 00:10:08,382
Yes. It's, um--

170
00:10:08,408 --> 00:10:09,938
DOCTOR:
Does it feel different

171
00:10:09,977 --> 00:10:11,807
from what normal anger
feels like?

172
00:10:12,846 --> 00:10:14,246
Yes.

173
00:10:14,281 --> 00:10:16,251
DOCTOR:
And how does
it feel different?

174
00:10:16,283 --> 00:10:19,093
Does it feel sad?

175
00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:22,724
Yeah.

176
00:10:22,756 --> 00:10:25,726
DOCTOR:
Okay. That's interesting,
isn't it?

177
00:10:25,759 --> 00:10:26,889
SAM:
Is it?

178
00:10:30,263 --> 00:10:31,873
Dad.

179
00:10:34,134 --> 00:10:36,304
What? S-- Uh, sorry.

180
00:10:36,336 --> 00:10:38,436
Sorry. Sorry.

181
00:10:38,471 --> 00:10:41,241
Well, shall we leave it
there for now, yeah?

182
00:10:41,274 --> 00:10:42,444
Ed, Mary,
can I have a word?

183
00:10:42,475 --> 00:10:44,105
A-a word about what?

184
00:10:44,144 --> 00:10:46,054
DOCTOR:
Just some forms
I want them to sign.

185
00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:47,379
[SIGHS]

186
00:10:47,414 --> 00:10:49,254
Form a queue for the forms.

187
00:10:49,282 --> 00:10:50,882
Too many notes.

188
00:10:50,918 --> 00:10:52,048
[LAUGHS]

189
00:10:53,320 --> 00:10:54,760
Okay. Um.

190
00:10:54,788 --> 00:10:56,218
I'll just
wait outside

191
00:10:56,256 --> 00:10:58,926
with all the other
crazy kids.

192
00:11:01,361 --> 00:11:03,301
[***]

193
00:11:05,733 --> 00:11:08,873
I'm concerned about Sam.

194
00:11:08,902 --> 00:11:12,012
With the psychotic episodes
becoming more frequent,

195
00:11:12,039 --> 00:11:14,369
and the violence
getting worse,

196
00:11:14,407 --> 00:11:18,477
it seems likely that
his condition is deteriorating.

197
00:11:18,511 --> 00:11:21,981
We need to start talking
about how to prepare for this.

198
00:11:22,950 --> 00:11:24,890
[***]

199
00:11:33,093 --> 00:11:34,833
MARY:
Does he frighten you?

200
00:11:36,964 --> 00:11:39,734
Well, I'm frightened
for him.

201
00:11:39,767 --> 00:11:42,137
But does he
frighten you?

202
00:11:46,506 --> 00:11:48,736
Sometimes, yeah.

203
00:11:48,776 --> 00:11:50,006
Does he frighten you?

204
00:11:50,043 --> 00:11:52,453
He's my son.

205
00:11:52,479 --> 00:11:54,709
My son doesn't
frighten me.

206
00:11:58,251 --> 00:12:00,791
Do you remember, um--

207
00:12:00,821 --> 00:12:02,961
Do you remember
when-when we first met?

208
00:12:02,990 --> 00:12:04,860
Um, we were
introduced by, uh--

209
00:12:04,892 --> 00:12:06,362
Fuck, I f-forgot her name.

210
00:12:06,393 --> 00:12:08,133
On a train.

211
00:12:08,161 --> 00:12:10,231
She said, "This is Ed.
He works in trains,

212
00:12:10,263 --> 00:12:12,073
and this is Mary,
and she's on a train."

213
00:12:12,099 --> 00:12:13,329
Then she burst
into hysterics

214
00:12:13,366 --> 00:12:14,896
even though
it wasn't that funny.

215
00:12:14,935 --> 00:12:16,235
[LAUGHS]

216
00:12:16,269 --> 00:12:17,469
It took me almost
two months

217
00:12:17,504 --> 00:12:19,774
to convince you
out for a coffee.

218
00:12:20,941 --> 00:12:22,381
But I knew.

219
00:12:22,409 --> 00:12:24,909
I knew you
that were somebody

220
00:12:24,945 --> 00:12:27,005
I could build something
with and it--

221
00:12:27,047 --> 00:12:29,417
He reminds me
of you.

222
00:12:29,449 --> 00:12:31,179
That's why I can
talk to him.

223
00:12:32,820 --> 00:12:34,990
The true you.

224
00:12:35,022 --> 00:12:39,232
Not the one with the fake smile
spread across your face.

225
00:12:43,296 --> 00:12:44,896
Okay.

226
00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:48,970
And actually,

227
00:12:50,137 --> 00:12:51,397
I'm more frightened
of you

228
00:12:51,438 --> 00:12:52,968
when you've got
that fake smile on

229
00:12:53,006 --> 00:12:54,366
than I am of him.

230
00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:58,176
[SNIFFS]

231
00:12:58,211 --> 00:13:00,811
Okay. Good.

232
00:13:05,218 --> 00:13:07,148
[HUMMING]

233
00:13:13,927 --> 00:13:17,057
MAN [OVER PA]:
The train now approaching
Platform 6,

234
00:13:17,097 --> 00:13:21,527
the 9:19 train, boarding
at all stations to Alton.

235
00:13:21,568 --> 00:13:23,498
[***]

236
00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:30,040
[WHISTLE TWEETS]

237
00:13:31,411 --> 00:13:33,051
[DOORS BEEPING]

238
00:13:33,080 --> 00:13:35,020
[***]

239
00:13:44,591 --> 00:13:46,531
[CELL PHONE BUTTONS BEEPING]

240
00:14:03,376 --> 00:14:06,576
Uh, no, I'm not
collecting tickets.

241
00:14:11,351 --> 00:14:14,191
I'm just a passenger.

242
00:14:14,221 --> 00:14:17,261
MAN:
Yes, sir, we're
all passengers here.

243
00:14:24,998 --> 00:14:26,128
[***]

244
00:15:17,985 --> 00:15:19,245
ED:
Excuse me.

245
00:15:19,286 --> 00:15:20,516
Excuse me.

246
00:15:20,553 --> 00:15:22,393
You-- You can't--

247
00:15:24,024 --> 00:15:25,964
[PHONE ALARM BEEPING]

248
00:15:46,346 --> 00:15:48,276
[***]

249
00:16:35,195 --> 00:16:37,125
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

250
00:16:45,138 --> 00:16:48,038
GIRL:
Wait! Wait!

251
00:16:52,445 --> 00:16:54,145
Wait for me!

252
00:17:00,253 --> 00:17:02,193
[JAZZ SONG PLAYING
OVER SPEAKERS]

253
00:17:06,326 --> 00:17:07,626
We do a table
service.

254
00:17:07,660 --> 00:17:10,230
Take a seat.
What can I get for you?

255
00:17:10,263 --> 00:17:11,433
Tea.

256
00:17:11,464 --> 00:17:13,074
WAITRESS:
How do you like it?

257
00:17:13,100 --> 00:17:14,500
Ahem, m-milk.

258
00:17:14,534 --> 00:17:15,744
One sugar.

259
00:17:15,768 --> 00:17:18,208
I'll bring it right over.

260
00:17:34,887 --> 00:17:37,187
White. One sugar.

261
00:17:37,224 --> 00:17:39,664
And a piece of some
apple cake I made.

262
00:17:39,692 --> 00:17:42,202
No charge. You look
like you could do with it.

263
00:17:42,229 --> 00:17:44,099
Right, uh, thanks.

264
00:17:44,131 --> 00:17:47,101
Uh. Very much. Yeah.

265
00:17:51,771 --> 00:17:53,141
I've never
seen someone look

266
00:17:53,173 --> 00:17:54,743
so frightened
by my cooking. Ha!

267
00:17:54,774 --> 00:17:56,244
Yeah.

268
00:18:03,216 --> 00:18:05,216
Well, actually,
it's, uh--

269
00:18:05,252 --> 00:18:06,552
It's divine.

270
00:18:06,586 --> 00:18:07,816
Divine?
Yeah.

271
00:18:07,854 --> 00:18:10,264
Ha-ha-ha.
I like divine.

272
00:18:10,290 --> 00:18:12,760
It's delicious.

273
00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:14,732
New in town?

274
00:18:14,761 --> 00:18:16,561
Yes.

275
00:18:16,596 --> 00:18:19,796
Well, not that I speak on behalf
of the town or anything,

276
00:18:19,832 --> 00:18:23,342
but I think you'll find a lot
of things divine around here.

277
00:18:23,370 --> 00:18:25,270
[SERVICE BELL DINGS]

278
00:18:39,319 --> 00:18:40,689
Oh, my.

279
00:18:43,223 --> 00:18:44,523
[CHUCKLES]

280
00:18:49,196 --> 00:18:51,156
[GIGGLING]

281
00:18:51,198 --> 00:18:53,268
Sorry,
we're just engaged.

282
00:18:53,300 --> 00:18:55,240
It's kind of--
It's glorious!

283
00:18:55,268 --> 00:18:58,308
Oh, well,
congratulations.

284
00:18:58,338 --> 00:19:00,738
MAN:
Thank you. Thank you.

285
00:19:00,773 --> 00:19:02,313
She said yes!
We're engaged!

286
00:19:02,342 --> 00:19:03,382
[ALL LAUGHING]

287
00:19:03,410 --> 00:19:05,380
[CHUCKLES]

288
00:19:05,412 --> 00:19:07,352
[***]

289
00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:11,747
MAN:
Hello.

290
00:19:25,298 --> 00:19:27,198
[BIKE BELL RINGS]

291
00:19:31,371 --> 00:19:33,341
[CHILDREN LAUGHING,
CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY]

292
00:19:43,483 --> 00:19:47,853
WOMAN:
Man sits alone
watching children play.

293
00:19:47,887 --> 00:19:50,357
In another world,
I'd be worried.

294
00:19:52,959 --> 00:19:55,399
He reminds me of my boy.

295
00:19:55,428 --> 00:19:56,758
WOMAN:
Which one?

296
00:19:56,796 --> 00:19:59,196
ED:
The one at the back there.

297
00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:02,937
Not very physical,
is he?

298
00:20:06,739 --> 00:20:08,439
Am I ill?

299
00:20:09,776 --> 00:20:12,746
Are you are a symptom
of my illness?

300
00:20:12,779 --> 00:20:14,949
You see, that's a classic
negative response

301
00:20:14,981 --> 00:20:17,381
from a classically
negative man.

302
00:20:17,417 --> 00:20:20,217
Why not see the possibilities
of the place?

303
00:20:21,821 --> 00:20:23,861
What is this place?

304
00:20:23,890 --> 00:20:26,330
Macon Heights.

305
00:20:26,359 --> 00:20:28,029
But Macon Heights is--

306
00:20:28,060 --> 00:20:31,000
It's not supposed
to be here.

307
00:20:31,030 --> 00:20:34,000
Did that apple cake
taste imaginary?

308
00:20:34,033 --> 00:20:36,343
Do those kids
look imaginary?

309
00:20:36,369 --> 00:20:37,869
It exists, Ed.

310
00:20:37,904 --> 00:20:40,774
You just don't want
to believe it can exist.

311
00:20:40,807 --> 00:20:42,777
Because it makes
you happy,

312
00:20:42,809 --> 00:20:45,409
and you're not used
to being happy.

313
00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:50,550
Maybe this is the world
as it should be.

314
00:20:50,583 --> 00:20:52,353
Cigarette?

315
00:20:52,385 --> 00:20:54,945
Maybe this is the world
that you need.

316
00:20:59,526 --> 00:21:03,026
Your train home leaves
at 20 past 7.

317
00:21:03,062 --> 00:21:06,502
Try to enjoy Macon Heights
until it does.

318
00:21:12,038 --> 00:21:13,968
[***]

319
00:21:39,466 --> 00:21:41,696
[GRUNTS]
Up we go!

320
00:22:06,926 --> 00:22:10,096
[TRAIN HONKS]

321
00:22:10,129 --> 00:22:12,059
[***]

322
00:22:34,053 --> 00:22:35,623
MARY:
Hiya.

323
00:22:35,655 --> 00:22:36,815
Hiya.

324
00:22:36,856 --> 00:22:38,056
MARY:
Good day?

325
00:22:38,090 --> 00:22:39,490
Strange day.

326
00:22:39,526 --> 00:22:41,726
Oh.

327
00:22:41,761 --> 00:22:43,861
Go put your feet up.

328
00:22:43,896 --> 00:22:45,726
I'm making a chicken pie
for dinner.

329
00:22:45,765 --> 00:22:46,925
Bit of a treat.

330
00:22:46,966 --> 00:22:48,466
Oh, yeah.

331
00:22:55,742 --> 00:22:57,682
[***]

332
00:23:26,539 --> 00:23:28,579
Remember when we
painted this room?

333
00:23:28,608 --> 00:23:29,838
[CHUCKLES]

334
00:23:29,876 --> 00:23:31,676
Always thought
we'd have a boy.

335
00:23:32,779 --> 00:23:35,449
Things happen,
I guess.

336
00:23:36,549 --> 00:23:38,119
Or they don't.

337
00:23:42,589 --> 00:23:44,789
I love you.

338
00:23:44,824 --> 00:23:45,764
[CHUCKLES]

339
00:23:47,727 --> 00:23:49,497
Still...

340
00:23:49,529 --> 00:23:52,799
I seem to remember
we had fun trying, though.

341
00:23:52,832 --> 00:23:54,872
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

342
00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:58,609
Mm.

343
00:24:00,707 --> 00:24:01,867
Mm.

344
00:24:01,908 --> 00:24:03,078
[BOTH GIGGLING]

345
00:24:03,109 --> 00:24:04,439
Oh!

346
00:24:13,753 --> 00:24:15,623
WOMAN:
Thank you.

347
00:24:15,655 --> 00:24:17,515
Thank you all.

348
00:24:17,557 --> 00:24:19,527
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

349
00:24:26,098 --> 00:24:27,798
[PA BEEPS]

350
00:24:27,834 --> 00:24:29,774
[WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER PA]

351
00:24:35,241 --> 00:24:37,011
[***]

352
00:24:59,966 --> 00:25:01,726
[PHONE RINGING]

353
00:25:01,768 --> 00:25:03,768
[ED SNIFFS]

354
00:25:03,803 --> 00:25:06,773
ED [STUTTERS]:
Yeah. I'm trying to locate
a reporter of yours.

355
00:25:06,806 --> 00:25:10,906
Uh, you don't seem to have
a-an e-mail contact.

356
00:25:10,943 --> 00:25:15,213
Uh, well, I wouldn't know.
Her name is Martine Jenkins.

357
00:25:17,016 --> 00:25:19,686
I need to know everything
I can about the place.

358
00:25:19,719 --> 00:25:20,949
MARTINE:
Why?

359
00:25:20,987 --> 00:25:22,987
Eh-- Um...

360
00:25:23,022 --> 00:25:24,762
It's, uh, for a project.

361
00:25:24,791 --> 00:25:26,091
[CHUCKLES]

362
00:25:26,125 --> 00:25:27,955
You do understand
I'm a journalist?

363
00:25:27,994 --> 00:25:30,564
We're a dying breed,
but we generally

364
00:25:30,597 --> 00:25:35,327
have an unerring sense of smell
where bullshit is concerned.

365
00:25:35,367 --> 00:25:36,937
[CHUCKLES]

366
00:25:36,969 --> 00:25:39,569
MARTINE:
How many times
have you been?

367
00:25:39,606 --> 00:25:40,866
Um... Ahem.

368
00:25:42,609 --> 00:25:44,339
Once.
Oh, I'm impressed.

369
00:25:44,376 --> 00:25:46,976
Normally people have been
eight or nine times

370
00:25:47,013 --> 00:25:48,253
before they look me up.

371
00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:50,080
I'm not the first, then.

372
00:25:59,926 --> 00:26:02,056
In my experience,

373
00:26:02,094 --> 00:26:05,034
the less I explain...

374
00:26:05,064 --> 00:26:06,974
the better this is.

375
00:26:08,935 --> 00:26:10,265
[MURMURS]

376
00:26:14,173 --> 00:26:15,743
[ED SCOFFS]

377
00:26:15,775 --> 00:26:18,175
This is still a town
that doesn't exist.

378
00:26:18,210 --> 00:26:22,180
It's a town
that almost existed.

379
00:26:22,214 --> 00:26:24,824
I think that's
somehow different.

380
00:26:26,218 --> 00:26:28,958
There was such a lot
to say about it.

381
00:26:28,988 --> 00:26:33,388
The pity was I just couldn't get
a big piece printed up anywhere.

382
00:26:33,425 --> 00:26:35,255
Well, who stopped you?

383
00:26:35,294 --> 00:26:37,234
Oh, no, no, there's
no conspiracy.

384
00:26:37,263 --> 00:26:39,233
They just didn't think
it was interesting.

385
00:26:39,265 --> 00:26:42,195
A dreamer dreams big.

386
00:26:42,234 --> 00:26:43,774
It blows up.

387
00:26:43,803 --> 00:26:45,773
He dies.

388
00:26:45,805 --> 00:26:47,005
He died?

389
00:26:47,039 --> 00:26:48,839
He won the bid,

390
00:26:48,875 --> 00:26:52,205
but there were
financial irregularities.

391
00:26:52,244 --> 00:26:54,314
Not corruption,
just incompetence.

392
00:26:57,349 --> 00:27:00,119
I've tried to visit,
you know.

393
00:27:00,152 --> 00:27:02,252
Of course I have.

394
00:27:02,288 --> 00:27:04,188
An ideal town...

395
00:27:04,223 --> 00:27:05,793
[INHALES SHARPLY]

396
00:27:05,825 --> 00:27:07,355
...that stays ideal...

397
00:27:09,161 --> 00:27:12,801
that can exist untouched
by reality.

398
00:27:16,202 --> 00:27:18,302
But the door
wouldn't open for me.

399
00:27:18,337 --> 00:27:21,137
Um... Who's this?

400
00:27:22,374 --> 00:27:23,884
That's his daughter,

401
00:27:23,910 --> 00:27:25,240
Linda.

402
00:27:25,277 --> 00:27:27,307
She found him in the woods.

403
00:27:27,346 --> 00:27:29,316
Overdosed.

404
00:27:29,348 --> 00:27:32,718
Two weeks after they took
the project away from him

405
00:27:32,752 --> 00:27:35,322
and gave it
to the next bidder.

406
00:27:35,354 --> 00:27:37,294
[***]

407
00:27:46,332 --> 00:27:48,002
You're just
saying nothing, are you?

408
00:27:48,034 --> 00:27:50,044
What?

409
00:27:50,069 --> 00:27:52,439
BOB:
You fuck off just before rush
hour, leave me on my johns.

410
00:27:52,471 --> 00:27:53,911
And you're just
saying nothing.

411
00:27:53,940 --> 00:27:56,380
Where'd you go?

412
00:27:56,408 --> 00:27:58,108
You doing something
you shouldn't?

413
00:27:58,144 --> 00:27:59,984
No.

414
00:28:00,012 --> 00:28:01,952
Once a family's broken...

415
00:28:01,981 --> 00:28:03,451
it doesn't get mended.

416
00:28:03,482 --> 00:28:05,892
Three kids by three
different mothers, remember?

417
00:28:05,918 --> 00:28:07,348
[CHUCKLES]
Three kids?

418
00:28:07,386 --> 00:28:10,986
Yes. I think I know
how many children I've got.

419
00:28:13,893 --> 00:28:15,333
I have to go.

420
00:28:15,361 --> 00:28:16,931
I'll take it
as annual leave.

421
00:28:16,963 --> 00:28:18,463
What?

422
00:28:18,497 --> 00:28:22,197
Ed! Ed, it's too late for me
to arrange cover.

423
00:28:22,234 --> 00:28:24,444
You can't just go.

424
00:28:24,470 --> 00:28:26,910
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

425
00:28:26,939 --> 00:28:29,079
Ed! Ed!

426
00:28:29,108 --> 00:28:31,508
Stop the train!

427
00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:33,113
Ed.

428
00:28:36,849 --> 00:28:38,789
[***]

429
00:28:41,988 --> 00:28:44,318
MAN:
Gets quite addictive,
doesn't it?

430
00:28:45,792 --> 00:28:47,832
Sorry?

431
00:28:47,860 --> 00:28:50,030
Watching the world go by.

432
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:09,520
You came back.

433
00:29:09,548 --> 00:29:10,978
I did.

434
00:29:11,017 --> 00:29:12,447
I am so pleased.

435
00:29:12,484 --> 00:29:14,494
I made a ginger cake today that
you're gonna love.

436
00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:17,390
Then I will
have that and a...

437
00:29:17,423 --> 00:29:20,893
I was about to say
a cup of hot chocolate.

438
00:29:20,927 --> 00:29:23,527
Hot chocolate and ginger cake
is a tasty combination.

439
00:29:23,562 --> 00:29:25,132
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

440
00:29:25,164 --> 00:29:27,074
[JAZZ SONG PLAYING
OVER SPEAKERS]

441
00:29:27,099 --> 00:29:29,039
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

442
00:29:36,976 --> 00:29:38,506
[SIGHS]

443
00:29:41,247 --> 00:29:43,317
[CHATTER, JAZZ MUSIC FADE AWAY]

444
00:29:43,349 --> 00:29:45,149
WAITRESS:
Feels better, doesn't it?

445
00:29:47,619 --> 00:29:49,189
Warning...

446
00:29:49,221 --> 00:29:51,321
this can get
quite addictive.

447
00:29:51,357 --> 00:29:52,887
[MOUTHS]

448
00:29:52,925 --> 00:29:55,225
My ginger cake. Ha.

449
00:29:55,261 --> 00:29:58,161
Oh, ha-ha-ha. Thank you.

450
00:29:58,197 --> 00:30:00,127
[INDISTINCT CHATTER,
JAZZ SONG RESUME]

451
00:30:10,009 --> 00:30:11,579
[BOTH LAUGHING]

452
00:30:11,610 --> 00:30:14,310
Sorry. We're just engaged.
It's kind of--

453
00:30:14,346 --> 00:30:15,446
It's glorious.

454
00:30:15,481 --> 00:30:16,451
[MAN LAUGHS]

455
00:30:16,482 --> 00:30:18,322
I-I-I don't understand.

456
00:30:18,350 --> 00:30:20,250
MAN:
Thank you. Thank you.

457
00:30:22,288 --> 00:30:23,858
[CHUCKLES]

458
00:30:26,292 --> 00:30:28,192
[ICE CREAM TRUCK
PLAYING MUSIC]

459
00:30:28,227 --> 00:30:30,197
[CHILDREN LAUGHING,
CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY]

460
00:30:38,104 --> 00:30:41,044
[***]

461
00:31:08,534 --> 00:31:11,474
[***]

462
00:31:19,645 --> 00:31:21,605
VOICE:
Dad.

463
00:31:35,527 --> 00:31:37,457
[MARY SOBBING]

464
00:31:45,304 --> 00:31:47,044
Mary.

465
00:31:51,177 --> 00:31:52,507
What's the matter?

466
00:31:54,213 --> 00:31:56,483
Just...

467
00:31:56,515 --> 00:31:58,345
thinking about
what could have been.

468
00:31:59,685 --> 00:32:02,715
What could have been
doesn't exist.

469
00:32:02,754 --> 00:32:06,934
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
There's only what is,
and that's you and me.

470
00:32:09,561 --> 00:32:11,401
And that's
good enough for me.

471
00:32:24,710 --> 00:32:27,650
[UPBEAT SONG PLAYING
ON SAXOPHONE]

472
00:32:47,566 --> 00:32:50,496
[SAXOPHONE MUSIC
DISTORTING, SLOWING]

473
00:32:55,741 --> 00:32:57,581
[RECORD SCRATCHES]

474
00:33:02,248 --> 00:33:04,718
[CLOCK TICKING]

475
00:33:07,519 --> 00:33:09,459
[***]

476
00:33:34,513 --> 00:33:36,223
[LATCH CLICKS
LADDER CLATTERS]

477
00:33:52,531 --> 00:33:55,471
[***]

478
00:34:30,202 --> 00:34:32,142
[***]

479
00:34:34,273 --> 00:34:35,843
[BIRDS CHIRPING]

480
00:34:42,214 --> 00:34:44,424
[BOTH SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]

481
00:34:44,450 --> 00:34:46,390
[LAUGHS]

482
00:34:48,620 --> 00:34:51,460
[SONG PLAYING INDISTINCTLY
OVER STEREO]

483
00:34:54,293 --> 00:34:56,333
WOMAN:
Sammy!

484
00:35:17,449 --> 00:35:19,289
[CRYING]

485
00:35:37,236 --> 00:35:38,796
MARY:
Couldn't you sleep?

486
00:35:41,707 --> 00:35:43,677
What are you doing
with all these?

487
00:35:43,709 --> 00:35:45,309
What are all these?

488
00:35:48,314 --> 00:35:50,254
Do you remember
when we first met?

489
00:35:50,282 --> 00:35:52,352
On a train.

490
00:35:52,384 --> 00:35:53,854
Woman introduced us
and she said:

491
00:35:53,885 --> 00:35:55,645
"Here's Ed. He's in trains.

492
00:35:55,687 --> 00:35:57,487
[CHUCKLES]
And here's Mary.
She's on one."

493
00:35:57,523 --> 00:36:00,563
And what happened
after that?

494
00:36:00,592 --> 00:36:03,802
We fell in love, didn't we?
It's as simple as that.

495
00:36:03,829 --> 00:36:05,299
Ed?

496
00:36:05,331 --> 00:36:06,731
Are you okay?

497
00:36:08,534 --> 00:36:10,344
Ed?

498
00:36:10,369 --> 00:36:11,499
Where are you going?

499
00:36:12,438 --> 00:36:13,808
BOB:
Ed.

500
00:36:13,839 --> 00:36:15,739
Ed, there's been a problem
at Basingstoke.

501
00:36:15,774 --> 00:36:16,944
Fuck Basingstoke.

502
00:36:16,975 --> 00:36:18,735
Yeah, but it does
need sorting.

503
00:36:18,777 --> 00:36:20,247
Can we get some ETAs on it?

504
00:36:20,279 --> 00:36:21,609
I said fuck Basingstoke.

505
00:36:23,482 --> 00:36:25,252
MAN:
Ah, you're angry.

506
00:36:26,352 --> 00:36:27,622
Or upset.

507
00:36:28,787 --> 00:36:30,657
Or mad.

508
00:36:30,689 --> 00:36:32,689
Or sane?

509
00:36:32,724 --> 00:36:35,664
[TRAIN SIGNAL RINGING
IN BACKGROUND]

510
00:36:35,694 --> 00:36:37,304
What are you, Ed,
do you think?

511
00:36:42,334 --> 00:36:43,774
Excuse me.

512
00:36:43,802 --> 00:36:46,512
I'm looking for Linda.
Do you know who-- Linda?

513
00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:50,438
No, she wasn't called Linda.
She was called Jane.

514
00:36:50,476 --> 00:36:51,736
Lung cancer, you see.

515
00:36:51,777 --> 00:36:53,307
What?

516
00:36:53,345 --> 00:36:54,605
MAN: Lung cancer.
ED: This is important.

517
00:36:54,646 --> 00:36:56,816
I'm looking for Linda. Do--

518
00:36:56,848 --> 00:36:58,918
I'm sorry, you have me mixed up
with another man.

519
00:36:58,950 --> 00:37:01,590
"Go home," they said.
And then I found home.

520
00:37:01,620 --> 00:37:03,390
WOMAN:
They said you'd
be able to help.

521
00:37:03,422 --> 00:37:07,462
They said you were new.
And helpful. A new helpful man.

522
00:37:07,493 --> 00:37:09,363
They're gonna let him die,
aren't they?

523
00:37:09,395 --> 00:37:10,855
Why would they
let him die?

524
00:37:13,632 --> 00:37:16,572
[PEOPLE CHATTERING
INDISTINCTLY]

525
00:37:29,815 --> 00:37:31,845
It's you. Thank God.

526
00:37:31,883 --> 00:37:33,553
Please help me.

527
00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:36,655
I'm looking for Linda.
A mistake has been made.

528
00:37:36,688 --> 00:37:39,358
Well, you're looking
in a bit of mess, aren't you?

529
00:37:39,391 --> 00:37:43,031
I'll fetch a cake
and one of your hot chocolates.

530
00:37:43,061 --> 00:37:45,001
[JAZZ SONG PLAYING
OVER SPEAKERS]

531
00:37:53,339 --> 00:37:55,039
Please. Please help me.

532
00:37:55,073 --> 00:37:57,543
Do you know
where I can find Linda?

533
00:37:57,576 --> 00:37:58,776
No, love.

534
00:37:58,810 --> 00:37:59,980
I'm not sure I can

535
00:38:00,011 --> 00:38:01,581
find much at all, really.

536
00:38:01,613 --> 00:38:04,553
What is this place?
Macon Heights.

537
00:38:04,583 --> 00:38:06,853
But what's happened to it?

538
00:38:06,885 --> 00:38:08,515
You did.

539
00:38:08,554 --> 00:38:10,364
The truth did.

540
00:38:10,389 --> 00:38:13,689
[ANGRY TONE]
And we want it back
the way we had it.

541
00:38:13,725 --> 00:38:17,925
I just want to find Linda.
I just want to get my boy back.

542
00:38:25,003 --> 00:38:28,443
He told me he had a knife.
He told me I had to follow him.

543
00:38:28,474 --> 00:38:31,544
This older man took me
off of the path.

544
00:38:31,577 --> 00:38:32,907
I was 14.

545
00:38:32,944 --> 00:38:35,014
I was walking home,
just through the park,

546
00:38:35,046 --> 00:38:37,746
and there was a bit in the fence
that was broken.

547
00:38:37,783 --> 00:38:40,753
And he pulled me through,
pulled me by the rail tracks.

548
00:38:40,786 --> 00:38:43,816
He started to touch me.
He started to touch my breasts.

549
00:38:43,855 --> 00:38:45,815
No one had ever
touched me there before.

550
00:38:45,857 --> 00:38:47,757
I think I need
to tell you my story.

551
00:38:47,793 --> 00:38:50,133
No. No, I don't want
to hear your stories.

552
00:38:50,161 --> 00:38:51,701
I think that
part of you does.

553
00:38:51,730 --> 00:38:54,600
A part of you
has to understand it.

554
00:38:54,633 --> 00:38:56,773
Understand what
this place is.

555
00:38:57,769 --> 00:38:59,869
She took my son.

556
00:38:59,905 --> 00:39:02,605
I need to get him back.

557
00:39:02,641 --> 00:39:05,681
Was he in pain?

558
00:39:05,711 --> 00:39:08,011
She's very good with pain.

559
00:39:10,916 --> 00:39:13,446
When later, I fell in love,
and I tried to...

560
00:39:15,421 --> 00:39:17,861
It just didn't work,
and this--

561
00:39:17,889 --> 00:39:20,459
This is better.

562
00:39:20,492 --> 00:39:21,862
What was your son's name?

563
00:39:23,462 --> 00:39:24,702
[VOICE CRACKING]
Sam.

564
00:39:24,730 --> 00:39:26,930
S-S-Sammy.

565
00:39:28,133 --> 00:39:30,903
A nice name.

566
00:39:30,936 --> 00:39:34,636
[SOBBING]
I was frightened of him.

567
00:39:34,673 --> 00:39:36,743
No.

568
00:39:36,775 --> 00:39:37,905
No more of that. Not here.

569
00:39:48,687 --> 00:39:50,687
Coffee and walnut cake,

570
00:39:50,722 --> 00:39:53,732
made just the way
my mum used to make it.

571
00:40:00,499 --> 00:40:02,429
You'll remember
where to find her.

572
00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:10,980
[BOTH GIGGLING]

573
00:40:11,009 --> 00:40:13,979
Sorry, we're just engaged.
It's kind of--

574
00:40:14,012 --> 00:40:16,782
It's glorious.

575
00:40:16,815 --> 00:40:18,445
Stay out of my way!

576
00:40:19,918 --> 00:40:23,088
Thank you. Thank you.

577
00:40:23,121 --> 00:40:25,891
WOMAN: We're engaged.
MAN: Congratulations.

578
00:40:25,924 --> 00:40:28,194
WOMAN: Thank you. Thank you.
MAN: Fabulous. Fabulous.

579
00:40:30,095 --> 00:40:32,025
[***]

580
00:40:56,888 --> 00:40:59,588
A lot of people forget
I work at Bradshaw Insurance

581
00:40:59,625 --> 00:41:01,855
so kudos for that.

582
00:41:01,893 --> 00:41:05,203
I always tell them,
but they generally forget.

583
00:41:05,230 --> 00:41:06,600
How can I help?

584
00:41:06,632 --> 00:41:09,572
You've made a mistake.

585
00:41:09,601 --> 00:41:11,501
I'm not one of these people.

586
00:41:19,110 --> 00:41:23,010
And I need everything back
just the way it was before.

587
00:41:33,058 --> 00:41:35,988
[***]

588
00:41:36,027 --> 00:41:39,967
[KIDS LAUGHING,
CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY]

589
00:41:46,304 --> 00:41:48,244
[***]

590
00:41:55,847 --> 00:41:57,677
I take it they're not real.

591
00:41:59,317 --> 00:42:00,687
Aren't they?

592
00:42:00,719 --> 00:42:03,019
And nor are your
engaged couple,

593
00:42:03,054 --> 00:42:06,734
who have bashed into me
in the street three times now.

594
00:42:06,758 --> 00:42:09,728
Bit disingenuous...

595
00:42:09,761 --> 00:42:13,331
claiming your son reminded you
of the kid at the back.

596
00:42:13,364 --> 00:42:15,604
LINDA:
As I understand it,
he'd be at the front,

597
00:42:15,634 --> 00:42:17,974
probably ripping
the kite to pieces.

598
00:42:19,337 --> 00:42:20,907
Sit down, Ed.

599
00:42:28,346 --> 00:42:30,816
I want my son back.

600
00:42:30,849 --> 00:42:32,619
I'm not sure you do.

601
00:42:34,319 --> 00:42:38,689
People can't
just be extinguished.

602
00:42:38,724 --> 00:42:42,134
I have three rationalizations
I always give.

603
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:44,800
First, is the damage
that's been done to yourself.

604
00:42:44,830 --> 00:42:46,700
Okay, enough with--
Second,

605
00:42:46,732 --> 00:42:48,702
is the damage
that's been done to others.

606
00:42:48,734 --> 00:42:51,774
And third,
perhaps most important...

607
00:42:51,803 --> 00:42:53,873
is the damage that's done
to him or her,

608
00:42:53,905 --> 00:42:55,335
the subject, if you like.

609
00:42:55,373 --> 00:42:56,883
Fuck you.

610
00:42:56,908 --> 00:42:58,078
Husbands wanting their wives

611
00:42:58,109 --> 00:42:59,679
to go through
that final round

612
00:42:59,711 --> 00:43:02,381
of painful chemotherapy.

613
00:43:02,413 --> 00:43:04,623
Children wanting their mums
to go on living,

614
00:43:04,650 --> 00:43:07,020
despite the pain.

615
00:43:07,052 --> 00:43:09,762
[SCOFFS]
What, so the answer
to life's problems

616
00:43:09,788 --> 00:43:12,758
is to stop living
in reality?

617
00:43:12,791 --> 00:43:14,731
Your son
was a shit son,

618
00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:17,900
and you were
a shit father to him.

619
00:43:17,929 --> 00:43:19,699
LINDA:
What's great
about that reality?

620
00:43:19,731 --> 00:43:21,331
ED:
You don't understand.

621
00:43:21,366 --> 00:43:23,866
There were moments of joy.

622
00:43:23,902 --> 00:43:27,972
There were moments
of incredible happiness,

623
00:43:28,006 --> 00:43:30,036
when Sam was happy.

624
00:43:30,075 --> 00:43:31,675
There was joy.

625
00:43:31,710 --> 00:43:34,180
Don't deny you dreamt
of another life.

626
00:43:34,212 --> 00:43:37,252
Dreaming is not the same
as wishing it's true.

627
00:43:46,024 --> 00:43:49,064
I want to see my son grow up
to be a man.

628
00:43:59,104 --> 00:44:00,314
I can tell you his story

629
00:44:00,338 --> 00:44:02,308
will just get
sadder and sadder.

630
00:44:02,340 --> 00:44:04,880
Then that should be
my story too.

631
00:44:07,879 --> 00:44:09,309
It'll break you.

632
00:44:10,481 --> 00:44:12,251
And it'll break your wife.

633
00:44:14,085 --> 00:44:16,685
He'll go to jail.

634
00:44:16,722 --> 00:44:19,162
He'll do terrible things.

635
00:44:19,190 --> 00:44:21,890
You'll do terrible things.

636
00:44:21,927 --> 00:44:23,457
You'll all be so unhappy.

637
00:44:23,494 --> 00:44:25,704
Then that is
how it shall be.

638
00:44:25,731 --> 00:44:27,701
Adopt. Foster.

639
00:44:27,733 --> 00:44:29,773
Find another child
that needs you.

640
00:44:29,801 --> 00:44:33,171
Engage in new possibilities,
a new life.

641
00:44:33,204 --> 00:44:34,474
You can rewrite everything.

642
00:44:34,505 --> 00:44:37,305
We had a child.

643
00:44:37,342 --> 00:44:38,882
I'd like him back.

644
00:44:38,910 --> 00:44:40,750
This is just guilt.

645
00:44:40,779 --> 00:44:42,049
No.

646
00:44:42,080 --> 00:44:45,150
This is love.

647
00:44:45,183 --> 00:44:47,393
He's what I made.

648
00:44:47,418 --> 00:44:50,918
We made. This is love.

649
00:44:53,058 --> 00:44:54,888
You almost sound convinced.

650
00:44:57,062 --> 00:44:58,332
I can force your hand.

651
00:44:58,363 --> 00:45:00,103
No, you can't.

652
00:45:00,131 --> 00:45:03,471
They all have to come and travel
through my station

653
00:45:03,501 --> 00:45:04,971
to get to Macon Heights.

654
00:45:05,003 --> 00:45:07,143
I'll tell them
what they're gonna lose.

655
00:45:07,172 --> 00:45:09,112
A life without truth.

656
00:45:09,140 --> 00:45:10,380
That won't stop all of them.

657
00:45:10,408 --> 00:45:12,378
It will stop some of them.

658
00:45:12,410 --> 00:45:15,050
How many is too many?

659
00:45:15,080 --> 00:45:18,980
You would deny them
the possibility of happiness?

660
00:45:19,017 --> 00:45:21,747
Of all there is here?

661
00:45:21,787 --> 00:45:24,487
You think that
this is happiness?

662
00:45:27,092 --> 00:45:29,802
I think it's as close
as some people can get.

663
00:45:31,362 --> 00:45:33,032
You included.

664
00:45:35,000 --> 00:45:36,730
And me.

665
00:45:40,939 --> 00:45:43,269
I love my son.

666
00:45:48,179 --> 00:45:50,449
You made
the wrong choice, Ed.

667
00:45:55,854 --> 00:45:58,024
LINDA [SIGHS]:
I wish I could have
saved you.

668
00:46:05,130 --> 00:46:07,070
[***]

669
00:46:18,143 --> 00:46:20,113
[TRAIN SIGNAL RINGING]

670
00:46:20,145 --> 00:46:22,245
[***]

671
00:46:37,929 --> 00:46:39,899
MAN:
I tried
to leave once.

672
00:46:41,332 --> 00:46:43,102
I couldn't
do it.

673
00:46:45,170 --> 00:46:47,070
I pity you.

674
00:46:48,139 --> 00:46:50,009
And I envy you.

675
00:46:52,110 --> 00:46:54,050
What's your story, then?

676
00:46:55,246 --> 00:46:57,176
What did this place fix?

677
00:46:58,249 --> 00:47:00,519
I did damage to children.

678
00:47:04,289 --> 00:47:06,489
Does that make you
want to hurt me?

679
00:47:07,959 --> 00:47:10,029
It makes me
want to hurt myself.

680
00:47:12,898 --> 00:47:15,168
I want to see my son again.

681
00:47:16,501 --> 00:47:18,641
MAN:
Good on you.

682
00:47:18,669 --> 00:47:20,369
Some of us...

683
00:47:22,307 --> 00:47:25,407
have no choice
but to need this place.

684
00:47:25,443 --> 00:47:28,113
[TRAIN CHUGGING]

685
00:47:42,260 --> 00:47:44,200
[***]

686
00:47:50,501 --> 00:47:52,441
[MUFFLED RAP MUSIC
PLAYING INDISTINCTLY]

687
00:48:05,083 --> 00:48:06,923
[KEYS JINGLING]

688
00:48:13,491 --> 00:48:15,031
[DOOR CLOSES]

689
00:48:16,261 --> 00:48:18,361
Hiya.

690
00:48:18,396 --> 00:48:20,326
It's just me.

691
00:48:21,632 --> 00:48:23,572
[SILVERWARE CLANKING]

692
00:48:35,113 --> 00:48:38,053
[TRAIN CHUGGING]

693
00:48:46,491 --> 00:48:49,431
[***]