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I used to believe that people
determined their own lives.
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We were in control,
commanding our futures,
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choosing our spouses, picking professions,
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responsible for the decisions
that shape the course of our lives.
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And yet, there is one force
more powerful than free will.
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Our unconscious.
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Underneath the suits, behind closed doors,
we're all ruled by the same desires.
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And those desires can be raw and dark
and deeply shameful.
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The more you watch someone,
the more you realize,
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we are never really who we say we are.
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In fact, hidden underneath,
there's always a secret.
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We might actually be someone else.
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- We decaf the assholes.
- What does that mean?
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If the customer's being a dick,
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then we give 'em decaf beans
instead of caff.
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And how do you determine who's a dick?
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Sometimes it's obvious.
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- Hey, what can I get for you?
- Um, Americano, thanks.
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- Name for the order?
- Diane.
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A $1,000 designer suit.
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They're like regulars who never tip.
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They pretend they tip, you know?
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Letting their hand linger over
the tip jar, but nothing ever goes in.
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Coming right up...
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It's like
they think we're oblivious.
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Hey, how's your morning going?
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Good, thanks.
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- Americano.
- Okay.
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I know it was
a very traumatic breakup for her,
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but I'm nervous.
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I read that women over 35
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are 53% more likely to end up alone.
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- I read that in the Sunday Times.
- Hmm.
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Have you heard about that?
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Claire, you can't blame yourself
for your daughter's breakup.
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Rebecca's relationship
is her responsibility, her choice.
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I thought of signing her up with OkCupid.
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Isn't that what they call it?
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But it's not your decision.
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For all you know,
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Rebecca might already be
on OkCupid or dating.
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See, if you keep trying to control her,
she's gonna keep pushing you away.
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You know what I'm gonna say.
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Yeah, I know, boundaries.
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I know, I know.
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But, you know, I'm worried.
I can't help it.
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She works all the time,
and she does not date.
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And soon she's gonna be old,
and then what's gonna happen to her?
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Our goal in this room is to focus on you.
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And for now,
you just need to carve out some time
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and figure out what it is
that you need to be happy.
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Diane? Who's Diane?
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What?
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Oh.
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Must have picked up someone else's.
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Jean, can I ask you something,
friend to friend?
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I'm not your friend.
I'm your therapist, Claire.
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Well, just about this, I mean, you are.
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I just want you to know
that I really like to please you.
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But I have a hard time letting go.
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I cannot let go.
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It's a process.
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Hey, Sam. Come on in.
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It's not just that.
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I don't know,
I keep hearing her voice in my head.
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I wish it would stop, but, um...
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Sam, it's okay to be emotional.
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It's been eight months.
You must think I'm such a loser.
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I don't judge,
and who cares what I think, anyway?
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She made things exciting.
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Whatever you were doing,
she made you feel like
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you're part of the best thing
in the world.
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It could be buying groceries.
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It didn't matter.
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I never was adventurous,
but she made me feel like I was.
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And now,
it's like this thing was taken from me,
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and I feel worthless.
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- Sorry.
- No, it's okay.
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You just need to give it some time.
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You guys were in a very serious,
co-dependent relationship.
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And it makes sense now
that you feel like...
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you can't survive without her.
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Maybe it'll help if you go home,
pack up her stuff
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and just put it in a box.
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As long as I have this,
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it's fucking impossible
to keep her out of my mind.
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I see it, and I just remember how
she convinced me of all people to get it
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when I've always been completely opposed
to tattoos.
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How did she convince you?
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It's like...
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we're all searching for a larger meaning.
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And Sidney was it for me.
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Maybe I've always been searching
for a reason
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with all the crazy shit going on
in the world.
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She was persuasive.
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It's like staring at the sun.
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You know you should probably stop,
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but it's the most intense feeling
in the whole world
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that you can't help but look.
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And being the one in her favor...
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there's nothing better.
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So he planned the proposal,
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but is anxious because
he's still cheating with his co-worker.
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- How long has that been going on?
- About a year.
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- He shouldn't marry her.
- Uh, that's not for us to decide.
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We're here to address his issues,
not make his decisions.
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I'm sorry. I just feel like we've been
hearing about his rampant cheating stories
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for the past year straight.
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And now he's getting married.
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Well, behavior change takes a long time.
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And he's made growth
in his commitment to his relationship,
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so as long as he's showing up
for sessions and putting the work in...
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I'm not questioning
that we support our patients,
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but if they keep making poor choices,
maybe we need to change tactics.
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It's just disheartening that sometimes
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all we can do is help them
keep their head above water.
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Jean, I understand it can be frustrating.
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We have to trust that
with time comes clarity.
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And at the end of the night,
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we go home to our lives,
and they lead theirs.
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You know, when I used
to think Darryl was cheating on me,
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we would have sex, he'd close his eyes,
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and I would try and imagine
who he was thinking about the entire time.
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How fucked up is that?
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And it would turn me on.
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You are crazy as hell.
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Are you telling me
you've never thought about cheating?
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Well, even if I wanted to,
I just don't have time.
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Fuck off. Okay, my point is,
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even if I was the best therapist
in the world,
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there's no way I could cure anyone's
issues with monogamy.
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I mean, maybe just get them
to acknowledge it,
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which might be even worse.
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Ignorance, man, it's underrated.
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If I were Hunter, I'd tell that poor girl
to run for the hills,
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and I'd tell my patient to find someone
who actually satisfies him.
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Yeah, but then Hunter
would get fucking fired,
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and he's the only piece of eye candy
in that office, so no, thank you.
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But I'm liking this
rebellious spirit, Jeanie.
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Means making supervision
that much more tolerable.
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Hi, um...
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Combo with lamb, please.
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I'll take the Greek salad
with dressing on the side, thanks.
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Hey, so Friday, I am having people over.
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I gotta christen that view.
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Yeah.
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Friday's tricky for me.
I have dinner with the Faitelsons.
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Are you serious?
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I thought you were allergic
to the Stepford wives.
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I mean, they're not my favorite people,
but they're amusing, and it's convenient.
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You know what? If I was your therapist,
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I would tell you,
you need to let go a little.
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Can't remember the last time
we did anything real.
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- That was all.
- Oh.
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- That's, uh, not true. Thank you.
- Thank you.
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I do not bullshit you, my friend.
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Hey, my next appointment isn't till four.
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I need a Brazilian. Want to head uptown?
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Oh, 'cause that's so fun?
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I have a two o'clock. I should head back,
especially after this morning.
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Where'd that rebellious spirit go, Jeanie?
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Your office is so corporate.
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Thank you.
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You think you'd want to make it,
like, warm or something.
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You said on the phone it was urgent.
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My friend Drew said her mom came,
and you're like some miracle worker, so...
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I'm not a miracle worker.
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Therapy's a serious commitment,
and it begins with communication.
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So let's start with why you're here.
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It's a pretty brutal story.
Are you sure you can handle it?
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This is a safe space, Allison.
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Well, I got into Fordham, okay?
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Studying, like, history.
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And I'm talking to this guy,
Allister, from Berlin.
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I mean, long story, but I got into pills.
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First just, like, for work, and whatever,
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then it got kind of out of hand.
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What kind of pills?
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First just, like, Adderall, you know?
Shit to help me concentrate.
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And then some other stuff.
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Anyway,
the point is that shit's expensive,
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like, real pricey.
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And my mom works really hard
to make tuition.
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She's a receptionist
at this healthcare place,
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and I don't qualify for financial aid
'cause my dad has problems with the IRS.
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Just another fucked up story
from a dysfunctional girl.
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Anyway, so I stole a check
and used it for drugs.
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And what happened?
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What do you think happened?
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I had to drop out.
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And now I don't know what to do.
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Have you told your mom?
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That's the thing, I can't.
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'Cause as if this isn't
a fucking nightmare as it is,
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my mom just got the results of a CT scan,
and it turns out she has lung cancer.
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So, no,
I'm just the biggest disappointment,
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and that's how she'll remember me.
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I'm really sorry to hear that.
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Why? You just met me.
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Can I ask...
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what made you keep going
with the drugs?
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It's the fucking high, man.
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It's like without it,
shit's just gray, you know?
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It's like you never felt
a single fucking thing
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walking around this place
until it goes through your body.
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And I would do it all over again,
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knowing everything, too.
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It was just beyond my control.
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You ever felt like that?
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- What can I get for you?
- I'll take an Americano, decaf, thanks.
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Actually, what kind of wine do you have?
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Living on the edge, huh?
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Pinot grigio, chardonnay
or the house red that's pretty shit?
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I'll take a chardonnay. Thanks.
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Name for the order?
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Diane.
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- This isn't...
- It's better, trust me.
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You know this band?
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Yeah, it's mine.
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We play a show every Friday.
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Cool.
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Have you always been into coffee?
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It's a job.
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Yeah, makes sense.
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You, you must have
some kind of serious job, huh?
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I'm a writer.
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You don't look like a writer.
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Yeah, well, I'm a journalist,
so it can be kind of corporate.
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Anything I would have read?
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No.
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I do mostly freelance,
op-ed pieces, things like that.
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What?
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It's just, you're not exactly
our typical kind of customer.
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It's not a bad thing.
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It's actually kind of hot.
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I'm Sidney, by the way.
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- I'm...
- Diane.
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I won't forget this time.
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Hi.
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Ya!
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Ya!
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It's Dylan, Jack and Holden.
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Ella's not going?
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She doesn't want to camp.
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I'm not sure about you sleeping over
with just boys, honey.
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Why? They're more fun.
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I'll call Dylan's mom.
Maybe you can just go for the day.
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That's not fair!
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I understand
you might feel that way, honey,
250
00:19:51,233 --> 00:19:53,363
but I just don't think it's a good idea.
251
00:19:54,194 --> 00:19:56,204
- How was school?
- Boring.
252
00:20:03,704 --> 00:20:05,714
Homework, shower, PJs.
253
00:20:06,999 --> 00:20:07,999
Hear me?
254
00:20:10,669 --> 00:20:13,339
- Can I get a yes?
- Yes.
255
00:20:16,091 --> 00:20:17,931
Ow, shit.
256
00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:20,930
- Hey.
- Hey, honey.
257
00:20:21,555 --> 00:20:23,715
Hi, Harold, hey, how are you?
258
00:20:23,807 --> 00:20:25,677
I hear we're cooking tonight?
259
00:20:25,767 --> 00:20:28,517
Don't get too excited.
I just put a pizza in the oven.
260
00:20:28,604 --> 00:20:31,774
- Aw, Lex said you were making something.
- Oh, is that what Lex said?
261
00:20:31,857 --> 00:20:33,317
Yes, it is.
262
00:20:34,443 --> 00:20:38,073
Well, I was gonna do a whole shop,
but I figured I'd go with the car.
263
00:20:38,155 --> 00:20:39,275
Doll upstairs?
264
00:20:39,364 --> 00:20:41,534
Yeah, and I spoke with Miss Finnegan,
265
00:20:41,617 --> 00:20:43,487
and even with the extra time,
266
00:20:43,577 --> 00:20:45,077
her scores still haven't improved.
267
00:20:45,661 --> 00:20:47,791
She's got her whole life
to worry about grades.
268
00:20:47,873 --> 00:20:50,293
Yeah, I just want to rule out ADHD.
269
00:20:50,375 --> 00:20:51,955
We're not giving her Ritalin.
270
00:20:52,669 --> 00:20:54,379
I didn't say anything about drugs.
271
00:20:54,463 --> 00:20:56,403
If we take her to somebody,
they're going to prescribe it.
272
00:20:56,423 --> 00:20:58,133
You know that, right? You know that.
273
00:20:58,217 --> 00:20:59,047
Daddy!
274
00:20:59,218 --> 00:21:01,178
Is that my little ninja?
275
00:21:01,261 --> 00:21:02,261
Ha!
276
00:21:02,346 --> 00:21:04,056
How was school?
277
00:21:04,138 --> 00:21:06,098
How are you? Throw the football?
278
00:21:06,183 --> 00:21:08,693
- We are.
- All right, come on.
279
00:21:21,489 --> 00:21:22,739
This pizza's sexy.
280
00:21:26,620 --> 00:21:28,160
Do you know what that means, honey?
281
00:21:28,746 --> 00:21:30,996
Yes, uh, cool.
282
00:21:31,373 --> 00:21:34,083
Like Star Wars. Star Wars is so sexy.
283
00:21:34,168 --> 00:21:35,288
Mm.
284
00:21:35,878 --> 00:21:39,378
Well, actually it's a... adult word
285
00:21:39,466 --> 00:21:42,886
that we use to describe a person who's...
286
00:21:44,096 --> 00:21:45,096
pretty.
287
00:21:47,307 --> 00:21:48,637
Are you sexy, Daddy?
288
00:21:48,725 --> 00:21:51,305
Uh, well, I'm mediocre.
289
00:21:51,770 --> 00:21:54,060
But do you know who's really sexy?
290
00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:55,567
- Who?
- Your mom.
291
00:21:57,109 --> 00:21:58,319
Does that make me sexy?
292
00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:01,530
Um, one day you will be, honey, yeah.
293
00:22:01,613 --> 00:22:05,623
But not for a very, very, very long time.
294
00:22:11,288 --> 00:22:13,958
Hey, honey,
did you make a decision about the hotel?
295
00:22:14,041 --> 00:22:16,211
- We need to book it.
- Alexis is looking into it.
296
00:22:17,129 --> 00:22:20,129
Oh, I'm surprised she's not joining us.
297
00:22:21,884 --> 00:22:25,934
What do you tell women
who come to you with jealousy issues?
298
00:22:26,013 --> 00:22:29,393
I just know her type,
young and eager to please.
299
00:22:30,017 --> 00:22:32,347
Well, in that case, sounds great.
300
00:22:32,436 --> 00:22:34,226
I'm gonna text her right now.
301
00:22:34,313 --> 00:22:35,653
Shut up.
302
00:22:36,565 --> 00:22:37,855
- Daddy?
- Mm-hmm?
303
00:22:37,941 --> 00:22:39,281
Can I watch a show on the iPad?
304
00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:40,859
No, you may not, it's time for bed.
305
00:22:41,153 --> 00:22:42,783
- Please, just one show.
- No.
306
00:22:42,863 --> 00:22:44,823
Dolly, upstairs, please.
307
00:22:45,199 --> 00:22:47,329
Upstairs, please. You gotta go to bed.
308
00:22:47,409 --> 00:22:48,409
I'll clean up.
309
00:22:49,077 --> 00:22:50,947
You go deal with Little Miss Sexy.
310
00:22:53,665 --> 00:22:55,665
- Delicious meal.
- Hm.
311
00:23:00,756 --> 00:23:04,466
It's just crazy to think someone can have
that kind of power over your life.
312
00:23:06,470 --> 00:23:08,850
You're not getting
emotionally involved again, are you?
313
00:23:08,931 --> 00:23:10,851
No, of course not.
314
00:23:12,518 --> 00:23:15,188
Just reminds me of that time before Dolly,
315
00:23:16,063 --> 00:23:20,073
when I was losing my mind,
breaking up with you every other day.
316
00:23:20,150 --> 00:23:21,530
You were fine.
317
00:23:22,903 --> 00:23:24,453
No, you were fine.
318
00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:28,197
You threw yourself into work.
I think that's how you made partner.
319
00:23:28,283 --> 00:23:29,743
I don't know if that's a good thing.
320
00:23:33,330 --> 00:23:35,330
Just miss that feeling sometimes.
321
00:23:35,415 --> 00:23:37,245
Oh, my God, are you fucking kidding me?
322
00:23:37,334 --> 00:23:39,214
I don't.
It was a roller coaster every day.
323
00:23:40,462 --> 00:23:41,962
I know, but...
324
00:23:47,302 --> 00:23:48,472
You know, um...
325
00:23:49,219 --> 00:23:52,809
Actually, Larin invited me
326
00:23:52,890 --> 00:23:56,190
to a thing on Friday night.
327
00:23:58,564 --> 00:24:00,904
We have a dinner at the Faitelson's.
328
00:24:00,981 --> 00:24:02,981
I know, I just...
329
00:24:04,069 --> 00:24:06,739
I just feel like I haven't done
anything fun in a while.
330
00:24:07,155 --> 00:24:09,525
Ooh, I'm gonna pretend I didn't hear that.
331
00:24:10,075 --> 00:24:11,535
You know what I mean.
332
00:24:21,837 --> 00:24:23,087
That's just...
333
00:24:23,170 --> 00:24:27,170
Shouldn't Alexis be out on a date
as opposed to e-mailing you right now?
334
00:24:29,428 --> 00:24:30,428
Hey.
335
00:24:33,974 --> 00:24:36,644
She's not my type, for the record.
336
00:24:37,227 --> 00:24:38,227
Good.
337
00:24:39,188 --> 00:24:41,818
'Cause you are definitely my type.
338
00:24:41,899 --> 00:24:43,319
- Oh, yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
339
00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:44,740
What are you gonna do about it?
340
00:24:45,527 --> 00:24:46,857
Watch out.
341
00:26:47,649 --> 00:26:48,649
Hey.
342
00:26:49,026 --> 00:26:50,356
- Good?
- Yeah.
343
00:26:51,195 --> 00:26:52,355
Oh.
344
00:26:53,488 --> 00:26:54,698
Bye, sweetie.
345
00:26:56,490 --> 00:26:59,620
Hey, want to go play Fruit Ninja?
346
00:28:49,938 --> 00:28:52,978
Oh, hi, I was wondering,
do you have Chance by Chanel?
347
00:28:53,066 --> 00:28:55,896
Yes. We also carry Chanel No. 5,
or our new...
348
00:28:55,986 --> 00:28:58,066
Just that one, thanks.
349
00:29:17,466 --> 00:29:19,926
Hey, honey,
I just bought you the cutest little...
350
00:29:20,010 --> 00:29:21,260
It's Alexis.
351
00:29:21,345 --> 00:29:25,765
Oh, sorry, Alexis.
I was just shopping for ties.
352
00:29:25,849 --> 00:29:27,479
Yeah, Dolly's school called.
353
00:29:27,559 --> 00:29:30,099
- Is everything all right?
- Oh, yes, yes, sorry.
354
00:29:30,187 --> 00:29:32,727
You should start with that, okay?
355
00:29:32,814 --> 00:29:34,234
They need you to go down there.
356
00:29:34,316 --> 00:29:37,356
It's nothing serious, but something
happened with a girl in her class.
357
00:29:37,444 --> 00:29:39,864
Is Michael there? Can I talk to him?
358
00:29:39,947 --> 00:29:41,567
He just stepped into a meeting.
359
00:29:41,657 --> 00:29:43,947
They tried calling you,
but said your phone was off.
360
00:29:44,034 --> 00:29:45,544
Yeah, I was just...
361
00:29:45,619 --> 00:29:47,289
Okay, I'm on my way.
362
00:29:48,830 --> 00:29:52,960
Of course we want her to express herself,
but we can't have this in a classroom.
363
00:29:53,043 --> 00:29:55,503
Can I ask if Dolly kissed a boy,
364
00:29:55,587 --> 00:29:57,337
would that be grounds
for this conversation?
365
00:29:57,422 --> 00:29:58,632
Sorry, I have to ask.
366
00:29:58,715 --> 00:30:02,135
Jean, we teach this
to be a safe space for our children,
367
00:30:02,217 --> 00:30:05,757
which means no hitting, no touching,
and that includes affection.
368
00:30:05,846 --> 00:30:09,466
I mean, gender has little to do with it,
or rather, nothing to do with it.
369
00:30:09,893 --> 00:30:12,023
Right, I get it, but they're kids.
370
00:30:12,521 --> 00:30:15,321
I mean, it doesn't really mean anything.
371
00:30:15,399 --> 00:30:16,819
It wasn't just the kiss.
372
00:30:17,192 --> 00:30:19,402
She also told Sadie
she wasn't really a girl,
373
00:30:19,987 --> 00:30:22,527
and when Sadie said she was,
she kept insisting.
374
00:30:24,199 --> 00:30:26,489
Yeah, Michael and I are dealing with it.
375
00:30:26,577 --> 00:30:28,327
Not like when we were young, huh?
376
00:30:28,787 --> 00:30:30,657
This sexuality stuff starts early.
377
00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:38,502
He was basically implying
that she's either trans or a lesbian.
378
00:30:39,464 --> 00:30:41,724
Okay, well, so what?
How is that even relevant?
379
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,970
Right, it's not like we're gonna send her
to conversion therapy.
380
00:30:45,053 --> 00:30:46,393
Hold on.
381
00:30:46,928 --> 00:30:49,098
- Who's texting?
- Larin.
382
00:30:50,184 --> 00:30:52,694
It's just about the thing tonight.
383
00:30:54,313 --> 00:30:55,773
Oh, my God.
384
00:30:55,856 --> 00:30:58,936
- God, I'm so not in the mood for this.
- You were the one that suggested it.
385
00:30:59,026 --> 00:31:00,686
I thought it was a good idea at the time.
386
00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:07,090
- You okay? You seem a little nervous.
- I'm fine.
387
00:31:07,117 --> 00:31:08,737
- Jean!
- Hey, Holly!
388
00:31:08,827 --> 00:31:09,997
Michael.
389
00:31:12,954 --> 00:31:15,714
Well, apparently they're getting divorced.
390
00:31:15,792 --> 00:31:18,342
Colin was always such a flirt,
very touchy,
391
00:31:18,420 --> 00:31:20,590
always telling me
how fit I looked, remember?
392
00:31:20,672 --> 00:31:21,842
Was he having an affair?
393
00:31:21,924 --> 00:31:24,014
I'm convinced it was their nanny.
394
00:31:24,092 --> 00:31:27,302
And they have that Australian au pair
who lives with them, I mean, come on.
395
00:31:27,387 --> 00:31:28,717
Do you know if it's true?
396
00:31:28,805 --> 00:31:30,765
- It's just my personal theory.
- Oh.
397
00:31:30,849 --> 00:31:32,849
You guys have way too much time
on your hands.
398
00:31:32,935 --> 00:31:34,895
You're lucky.
You get the benefit of the gossip
399
00:31:34,978 --> 00:31:36,858
without having to show up
to every school event.
400
00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:38,015
Touché.
401
00:31:38,106 --> 00:31:40,896
Oh, by the way,
Eleanor signed up to bring brownies
402
00:31:40,984 --> 00:31:42,284
to the bake sale this year.
403
00:31:42,361 --> 00:31:44,321
Oh, but I always do the brownies.
404
00:31:44,404 --> 00:31:46,704
Sorry, she called it.
Oh, we do need a pie, though.
405
00:31:46,782 --> 00:31:49,792
No, can't we just do two sets of brownies?
I mean, it's...
406
00:31:49,868 --> 00:31:53,038
Oh, remember Maggie's mother
bought that cherry pie last year
407
00:31:53,121 --> 00:31:54,121
from Stop and Shop?
408
00:31:54,206 --> 00:31:56,576
Oh! I mean, I know she works, but...
409
00:31:56,667 --> 00:31:58,287
She is a single mother.
410
00:31:58,377 --> 00:32:01,667
I can give you this beautiful recipe
for a pear cardamom pie.
411
00:32:02,256 --> 00:32:04,416
- That sounds complicated.
- Oh, it's simple.
412
00:32:04,508 --> 00:32:06,088
Apple or pumpkin would be fine.
413
00:32:06,176 --> 00:32:08,676
Apple's boring. Maybe pecan?
414
00:32:08,762 --> 00:32:11,532
No, with the kids' nuts allergies,
we could stay away from that.
415
00:32:11,557 --> 00:32:13,347
Oh, does it really fucking matter?
416
00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:15,643
I mean,
it's an elementary school bake sale.
417
00:32:15,725 --> 00:32:18,435
They won't know the difference.
Can you do this, please? I can't.
418
00:32:21,565 --> 00:32:22,565
You okay?
419
00:32:23,110 --> 00:32:25,150
Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just tired.
420
00:32:25,735 --> 00:32:27,695
And I'm not in the mood to bake a pie.
421
00:32:32,077 --> 00:32:33,997
Well, I'll get some more.
422
00:32:34,538 --> 00:32:36,668
Actually, do you guys have any bourbon?
423
00:32:37,249 --> 00:32:39,129
Since when are you into bourbon, Jeanie?
424
00:32:39,209 --> 00:32:41,039
I don't know, just feel like a change.
425
00:32:41,126 --> 00:32:42,956
Oh, adventurous.
426
00:32:43,044 --> 00:32:45,514
I've got some Bulleit, Woodford Reserve.
427
00:32:45,591 --> 00:32:46,591
Do you drink it straight?
428
00:32:47,217 --> 00:32:48,927
- On the rocks.
- Ah.
429
00:33:17,831 --> 00:33:19,711
On a scale of one to ten,
how bad was that?
430
00:33:19,791 --> 00:33:22,671
I don't know
why we need that info on those hotels.
431
00:33:22,753 --> 00:33:24,553
You are far too accommodating.
432
00:33:24,630 --> 00:33:27,840
I'm strategic. Sometimes it's easier just
to appease someone.
433
00:33:27,923 --> 00:33:31,133
Well, that soufflé was to die for.
Definitely a ten.
434
00:33:31,218 --> 00:33:33,348
Mm, it was. I should have married her.
435
00:33:33,430 --> 00:33:35,850
Go for it. I'd love to see that.
436
00:33:36,183 --> 00:33:38,693
I'd rather eat frozen pizza the rest
of my life.
437
00:33:38,769 --> 00:33:41,059
You know, I think I can still make it.
438
00:33:44,733 --> 00:33:46,943
- Where?
- To Larin's, remember?
439
00:33:47,027 --> 00:33:49,147
She's having a thing at her new apartment.
440
00:33:49,238 --> 00:33:50,988
You want to go now?
441
00:33:52,157 --> 00:33:55,077
Yeah.
She'll be so shocked if I just show up.
442
00:33:56,245 --> 00:33:58,655
- But you're drunk, honey.
- No, I'm not.
443
00:33:59,748 --> 00:34:01,388
You don't think I know when you're drunk?
444
00:34:01,456 --> 00:34:04,706
You say it like I'm breaking the law.
I'm of age, you know?
445
00:34:06,296 --> 00:34:09,506
You really want me to take you
to the train station right now, like this?
446
00:34:10,092 --> 00:34:11,182
Like what?
447
00:35:36,345 --> 00:35:38,135
Hi, excuse me.
448
00:35:39,181 --> 00:35:40,601
Can I get an old-fashioned?
449
00:35:40,682 --> 00:35:43,482
- What kind of bourbon?
- Uh, Bulleit?
450
00:35:44,144 --> 00:35:45,854
She just...
She doesn't treat you right.
451
00:35:45,935 --> 00:35:47,895
- Yeah, yeah.
- That's what I'm saying, I swear.
452
00:35:47,979 --> 00:35:50,569
If you objectify them, you're an asshole.
453
00:35:50,651 --> 00:35:52,151
And then if you don't,
454
00:35:52,986 --> 00:35:54,196
you're still fucked.
455
00:35:54,279 --> 00:35:55,569
Oh!
456
00:35:55,656 --> 00:35:57,526
- Shit!
- Shit, I'm so sorry.
457
00:35:57,616 --> 00:35:59,156
- Damn it.
- Man, you're an idiot.
458
00:35:59,243 --> 00:36:00,623
Let me get you another drink.
459
00:36:01,078 --> 00:36:02,748
- No, it's fine.
- Here, I got you.
460
00:36:02,829 --> 00:36:05,209
I got it. I got it, thank you.
461
00:36:05,290 --> 00:36:06,890
Dude, offer to pay for her dry cleaning.
462
00:36:06,917 --> 00:36:10,087
- Oh, yeah, okay.
- No, don't worry.
463
00:36:10,754 --> 00:36:12,344
It's fine, I'm leaving.
464
00:36:27,104 --> 00:36:30,734
♪ Do you let me win when you play me? ♪
465
00:36:30,816 --> 00:36:33,356
♪ Do you let me win? ♪
466
00:36:34,778 --> 00:36:36,738
♪ Do you let me win ♪
467
00:36:36,822 --> 00:36:38,662
♪ When you play with me? ♪
468
00:36:38,738 --> 00:36:40,158
♪ I'd like to know ♪
469
00:36:41,577 --> 00:36:44,907
♪ Yeah, I'd like to know ♪
470
00:36:45,622 --> 00:36:50,342
♪ 'Cause I swear that I ♪
471
00:36:50,419 --> 00:36:53,089
♪ Yeah, I see you smiling ♪
472
00:36:53,714 --> 00:36:58,394
♪ Tell me, baby, is there something ♪
473
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:00,760
♪ That you're hiding? ♪
474
00:37:03,765 --> 00:37:07,225
♪ Do you bet it all when you play me? ♪
475
00:37:07,519 --> 00:37:10,859
♪ Do you bet it all? ♪
476
00:37:11,438 --> 00:37:14,398
♪ Do you bet it all when you play me? ♪
477
00:37:14,482 --> 00:37:21,612
♪ I'd like to know ♪
478
00:37:41,386 --> 00:37:44,966
♪ Do you let me win when you play me? ♪
479
00:37:45,057 --> 00:37:47,427
♪ Do you let me in? ♪
480
00:37:48,975 --> 00:37:50,805
♪ Do you let me in ♪
481
00:37:50,896 --> 00:37:52,806
♪ When you play with me? ♪
482
00:37:52,898 --> 00:37:55,318
♪ I'd like to know ♪
483
00:37:55,817 --> 00:38:00,027
♪ I'd like to know, oh, baby ♪
484
00:38:00,113 --> 00:38:03,333
♪ I'd like to know ♪
485
00:38:03,534 --> 00:38:07,874
♪ I'd like to know ♪
486
00:38:43,824 --> 00:38:44,834
You lost?
487
00:38:45,826 --> 00:38:47,196
Oh, hi.
488
00:38:47,828 --> 00:38:49,288
You came after all.
489
00:38:50,038 --> 00:38:52,578
Yeah,
you guys were great, all of you.
490
00:38:52,999 --> 00:38:54,589
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
491
00:38:55,961 --> 00:38:57,251
This is Frances.
492
00:38:57,337 --> 00:38:58,417
This is Diane.
493
00:38:58,505 --> 00:38:59,875
Hey, nice to meet ya.
494
00:38:59,965 --> 00:39:01,925
Nice to meet you, too. Great job.
495
00:39:02,342 --> 00:39:04,142
Thanks, man... Miss.
496
00:39:07,347 --> 00:39:10,177
All right, ladies,
I'm gonna go find Paige.
497
00:39:10,559 --> 00:39:11,559
Have fun.
498
00:39:15,687 --> 00:39:18,187
- You want?
- I shouldn't.
499
00:39:18,859 --> 00:39:20,319
I won't tell anyone.
500
00:39:21,904 --> 00:39:24,534
You are persuasive.
501
00:39:30,285 --> 00:39:32,155
- So, you liked the show?
- Yeah.
502
00:39:32,539 --> 00:39:34,499
You have a real presence. It's rare.
503
00:39:36,293 --> 00:39:37,673
So, is he your boyfriend?
504
00:39:38,420 --> 00:39:39,880
- Frances?
- Hmm.
505
00:39:39,963 --> 00:39:40,963
No.
506
00:39:41,381 --> 00:39:42,931
I don't really do that anymore.
507
00:39:43,258 --> 00:39:45,428
- Do what?
- Relationships.
508
00:39:45,511 --> 00:39:47,181
Well, serious ones.
509
00:39:47,260 --> 00:39:50,050
Wow, you must have really gotten burnt.
510
00:39:50,516 --> 00:39:55,646
No, actually,
I was just in a messy situation.
511
00:39:56,146 --> 00:39:57,766
What was the situation?
512
00:39:58,273 --> 00:39:59,903
It's really not worth going into.
513
00:39:59,983 --> 00:40:04,243
No, I want to know what kind of person
you would be with.
514
00:40:05,948 --> 00:40:09,278
Well, he's the opposite
of anyone I'd choose now.
515
00:40:10,452 --> 00:40:13,502
He was this sweet guy, the sweetest,
516
00:40:13,580 --> 00:40:16,710
but so needy and dependent.
517
00:40:17,251 --> 00:40:18,341
It was sad.
518
00:40:18,752 --> 00:40:22,632
He kept clinging to me
for his, like, sustenance.
519
00:40:23,340 --> 00:40:25,260
I was just so fucking bored.
520
00:40:26,218 --> 00:40:27,398
You know what that feels like,
521
00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:30,715
when you're climbing out of your skin,
completely trapped?
522
00:40:32,224 --> 00:40:34,644
The worst part is,
he'd make me feel guilty.
523
00:40:35,102 --> 00:40:36,652
Tell me how he'd, like,
524
00:40:36,728 --> 00:40:39,438
kill himself if I left, all this bullshit.
525
00:40:40,607 --> 00:40:43,107
- Was he serious?
- I mean, yeah.
526
00:40:43,735 --> 00:40:46,145
Getting out a knife,
saying he'd slit his wrists.
527
00:40:47,030 --> 00:40:49,870
Like, do you think that makes someone
want to stay with you?
528
00:40:50,284 --> 00:40:51,994
When you have nothing of your own?
529
00:40:55,038 --> 00:40:56,288
Let's get a drink.
530
00:40:56,371 --> 00:40:58,081
- What, now?
- Yeah.
531
00:40:58,500 --> 00:41:00,000
Or are you busy or something?
532
00:41:00,085 --> 00:41:02,205
- Aren't you busy?
- Nope.
533
00:41:03,547 --> 00:41:06,297
Well, don't you have a ton of people here,
friends?
534
00:41:06,383 --> 00:41:07,723
No one I care to hang with.
535
00:41:08,677 --> 00:41:10,007
Unless you're not free.
536
00:41:11,847 --> 00:41:13,427
Fine, one drink.
537
00:41:17,686 --> 00:41:20,766
So, Frances is just a friend
and so is Jack.
538
00:41:20,856 --> 00:41:23,226
Seems you have quite the adventurous life.
539
00:41:23,690 --> 00:41:25,900
Are you calling me a slut?
540
00:41:25,986 --> 00:41:27,146
'Cause I'm not.
541
00:41:27,237 --> 00:41:29,107
I prefer open-minded.
542
00:41:30,449 --> 00:41:32,449
We can't all be so pure like you.
543
00:41:32,534 --> 00:41:34,374
You think I'm so straight-laced.
544
00:41:34,786 --> 00:41:37,826
No, I could shock you, trust me.
545
00:41:38,248 --> 00:41:40,628
That's pretty tough.
546
00:41:45,797 --> 00:41:47,087
My parents are divorced,
547
00:41:47,174 --> 00:41:51,184
so I spent summers road tripping
through Europe with my dad.
548
00:41:52,012 --> 00:41:54,182
They were the highlight of everything.
549
00:41:54,598 --> 00:41:57,808
I'd literally count down the days,
like a naïve idiot,
550
00:41:57,893 --> 00:41:59,233
till he'd come pick me up.
551
00:42:00,521 --> 00:42:03,571
Anyway, this one time,
we were 42 minutes into the drive,
552
00:42:03,649 --> 00:42:05,359
barely left my shitty town,
553
00:42:06,068 --> 00:42:07,688
when the police stopped us.
554
00:42:09,488 --> 00:42:12,988
My dad was a fucking criminal, a liar.
555
00:42:13,992 --> 00:42:15,292
Real disappointment.
556
00:42:16,912 --> 00:42:20,212
So, five years old, holding my
"Beauty and the Beast" comforter,
557
00:42:20,290 --> 00:42:22,790
I was escorted by the police back
to my house.
558
00:42:26,296 --> 00:42:28,376
I understood then the key to happiness.
559
00:42:30,717 --> 00:42:31,837
And what's that?
560
00:42:33,136 --> 00:42:34,386
Active denial.
561
00:42:36,598 --> 00:42:38,638
I looked at that thing, and...
562
00:42:39,059 --> 00:42:40,889
and I didn't see it as real.
563
00:42:41,436 --> 00:42:46,016
It was this one thing that happened,
and I went about my day,
564
00:42:46,483 --> 00:42:48,153
pretending all was cool.
565
00:42:49,653 --> 00:42:51,243
What happened to your dad?
566
00:42:53,240 --> 00:42:54,700
Supposedly in prison.
567
00:42:55,823 --> 00:42:59,293
I mean, I haven't seen him in ages,
and I don't ever think about him,
568
00:43:00,914 --> 00:43:03,834
which I count to be
my Christmas gift every year.
569
00:43:08,589 --> 00:43:11,719
But what about you?
Tell me what you write about.
570
00:43:12,467 --> 00:43:15,097
Mostly about people.
571
00:43:15,637 --> 00:43:16,807
What about them?
572
00:43:17,347 --> 00:43:18,557
Just...
573
00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:20,770
there's so much we don't understand.
574
00:43:21,432 --> 00:43:25,062
I like to see beneath the surface,
subtext. Like, for example...
575
00:43:25,144 --> 00:43:30,654
How vain it is to sit down and write
when you've not stood up to live.
576
00:43:32,029 --> 00:43:33,029
Thoreau.
577
00:43:33,986 --> 00:43:35,776
- I like it.
- Hmm.
578
00:43:36,241 --> 00:43:40,581
But I feel like I've lived, or used to.
579
00:43:42,497 --> 00:43:45,127
Back in the day I was a little more wild.
580
00:43:46,793 --> 00:43:49,463
- But now I...
- Now what?
581
00:43:52,799 --> 00:43:53,879
Nothing.
582
00:43:55,761 --> 00:43:57,261
You never wanted to get married?
583
00:43:59,139 --> 00:44:00,599
I tried it once.
584
00:44:01,558 --> 00:44:03,688
Just feel like we change so much.
585
00:44:05,812 --> 00:44:07,252
How on Earth are you supposed to know
586
00:44:07,272 --> 00:44:09,482
who you'll want to be with ten years
from now?
587
00:44:09,900 --> 00:44:11,320
I couldn't agree more.
588
00:44:17,658 --> 00:44:20,698
- Uh, I, um...
- What is it?
589
00:44:20,786 --> 00:44:22,496
Nothing, I just, uh,
590
00:44:22,579 --> 00:44:24,959
stayed much longer than I thought I would.
591
00:44:25,040 --> 00:44:26,830
So? What's the rush?
592
00:44:27,543 --> 00:44:28,633
Uh...
593
00:44:29,294 --> 00:44:31,884
Work. Deadlines.
594
00:44:31,964 --> 00:44:33,304
Well, that sucks.
595
00:44:33,841 --> 00:44:35,471
I really like talking to you.
596
00:44:43,892 --> 00:44:48,362
- Who's this?
- Uh, that's my niece, my sister's kid.
597
00:44:48,438 --> 00:44:50,978
- She's adorable.
- Thanks.
598
00:44:58,404 --> 00:45:00,744
- You know, you smell like me.
- What?
599
00:45:01,410 --> 00:45:03,750
Chance, Chanel?
600
00:45:05,664 --> 00:45:07,794
It's just a gift box.
601
00:45:09,877 --> 00:45:11,707
I can't explain it, but...
602
00:45:12,462 --> 00:45:15,632
there's something about you
that reminds me of me.
603
00:47:01,446 --> 00:47:03,696
- Hi.
- Hi.
604
00:47:19,214 --> 00:47:20,214
Good morning.
605
00:47:27,219 --> 00:47:29,809
- Good morning, Alexis.
- Alan called, he wants to see you.
606
00:47:29,892 --> 00:47:30,892
Did he say why?
607
00:47:30,976 --> 00:47:33,846
No, but word on the street is
his daughter-in-law just gave birth,
608
00:47:33,937 --> 00:47:35,177
and he's taking off to Florida.
609
00:47:38,233 --> 00:47:39,443
How was your weekend?
610
00:47:39,902 --> 00:47:42,282
I ate soufflé, drank scotch.
611
00:47:42,362 --> 00:47:44,782
I love soufflé. Thanks for the invite.
612
00:47:44,865 --> 00:47:46,065
Oh, yeah, please.
613
00:47:46,158 --> 00:47:48,698
Jean already thinks I spend
too much time talking to you.
614
00:48:28,197 --> 00:48:30,077
- Can you just give me five minutes, okay?
- No.
615
00:48:36,872 --> 00:48:40,382
I haven't seen her in two months.
She barely answers her phone.
616
00:48:41,004 --> 00:48:44,264
So this weekend,
when she canceled, I blew up!
617
00:48:45,467 --> 00:48:47,337
Why do you think she's avoiding me?
618
00:48:48,467 --> 00:48:51,927
It's impossible for me
to speculate on Rebecca's life.
619
00:48:52,015 --> 00:48:53,845
I only have access to you.
620
00:48:54,601 --> 00:48:56,481
I think she's just busy.
621
00:48:57,062 --> 00:48:59,862
If she were dating,
that would be a good enough reason.
622
00:49:01,358 --> 00:49:04,948
I used to hope that she wasn't picking up
because she was having sex.
623
00:49:06,655 --> 00:49:08,775
That would be fine by me, you know?
624
00:49:09,783 --> 00:49:14,203
I understand your concern,
but by giving her space,
625
00:49:14,288 --> 00:49:17,498
you might show her
that you're respecting her boundaries.
626
00:49:17,583 --> 00:49:18,883
I'm furious...
627
00:49:19,668 --> 00:49:22,208
that she won't give her mother any time.
628
00:49:23,213 --> 00:49:26,013
Her job is more important.
The gym is more important.
629
00:49:27,009 --> 00:49:29,259
Even her weekly blow-out every Monday.
630
00:49:29,845 --> 00:49:31,505
That she has time for.
631
00:49:33,012 --> 00:49:35,722
And I've been to that salon.
It's really not very nice.
632
00:49:38,729 --> 00:49:42,519
Rebecca loves you, Claire.
Just give it some time.
633
00:49:43,317 --> 00:49:47,447
Emotions change like the wind.
634
00:50:03,253 --> 00:50:04,843
Michael Holloway's office.
635
00:50:05,047 --> 00:50:06,917
Hi, Alexis, is Michael there?
636
00:50:07,007 --> 00:50:09,837
He's just finishing up a call.
Can I have him return?
637
00:50:10,344 --> 00:50:12,304
Uh, actually, it's kind of important.
638
00:50:12,387 --> 00:50:14,007
I need to talk to him about the hotel.
639
00:50:14,097 --> 00:50:16,137
Yeah, I'm just waiting on the go ahead.
640
00:50:16,225 --> 00:50:18,445
His schedule got a bit turned around
with the Abernathy case.
641
00:50:18,474 --> 00:50:21,274
Oh, can you just put him on?
I really need to speak to him.
642
00:50:22,645 --> 00:50:25,435
I understand,
I think if we just concentrate more on...
643
00:50:25,817 --> 00:50:27,067
Jean, Belize.
644
00:50:27,736 --> 00:50:30,156
Um, I'm gonna have to
call you right back, okay?
645
00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:31,869
Sorry, thank you.
646
00:50:31,949 --> 00:50:33,029
Putting you through.
647
00:50:34,826 --> 00:50:35,906
Hey, honey.
648
00:50:36,828 --> 00:50:38,288
Fucking watch it!
649
00:50:38,372 --> 00:50:40,332
Oh, whoa, wait a second.
650
00:50:41,041 --> 00:50:44,381
Oh, honey, listen,
I don't want to keep nagging you,
651
00:50:44,461 --> 00:50:47,131
but I really want to know
that you booked the tickets
652
00:50:47,214 --> 00:50:50,184
and the flights before they get crazy.
653
00:50:50,843 --> 00:50:54,103
You have no idea
how much I'm looking forward to this.
654
00:50:54,179 --> 00:50:56,309
Honey, we're gonna need to push.
655
00:50:56,390 --> 00:50:58,100
What? Are you serious?
656
00:50:58,183 --> 00:50:59,813
I already took off my days.
657
00:50:59,893 --> 00:51:03,023
Alan is going out of town.
It's just terrible timing.
658
00:51:03,105 --> 00:51:04,605
I'm really, really sorry.
659
00:51:04,687 --> 00:51:07,307
I promise, we will go.
660
00:51:07,398 --> 00:51:09,778
Alexis, can we get Bill
on the line, please?
661
00:51:09,862 --> 00:51:11,132
I'll get him on the other line now.
662
00:51:11,154 --> 00:51:12,844
I'm sorry, honey,
I'm really busy right now.
663
00:51:12,865 --> 00:51:14,375
Can we talk about this
when I get home?
664
00:51:14,408 --> 00:51:15,658
No...
665
00:51:15,742 --> 00:51:17,292
I don't want to talk about it.
666
00:51:17,369 --> 00:51:19,119
Come on, honey, don't be mad.
667
00:51:19,705 --> 00:51:22,075
I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed.
668
00:51:23,458 --> 00:51:27,248
Anyway, listen, I'm at my appointment.
I'll see you at home, okay?
669
00:51:39,766 --> 00:51:42,686
I thought I was the only one
who did this during lunch hour.
670
00:51:44,313 --> 00:51:46,233
It's like my salvation.
671
00:52:28,065 --> 00:52:31,355
I did it. I put her stuff in a box.
672
00:52:32,444 --> 00:52:33,614
Good.
673
00:52:33,692 --> 00:52:37,282
But then I didn't know
if I should ship it.
674
00:52:37,366 --> 00:52:41,906
It seemed so formal or something,
so I decided just bring it to her.
675
00:52:41,995 --> 00:52:44,245
I knew it was her shift today
at the coffee shop.
676
00:52:44,831 --> 00:52:46,251
You okay? You seem okay.
677
00:52:46,330 --> 00:52:47,960
Yeah, it was, it was fine.
678
00:52:48,040 --> 00:52:51,040
We talked for a few minutes, caught up.
679
00:52:51,964 --> 00:52:54,164
She told me a little bit
about her show the other night.
680
00:52:54,967 --> 00:52:56,297
What did she say?
681
00:52:56,385 --> 00:52:59,555
Not much, just how excited she was.
682
00:52:59,805 --> 00:53:01,305
How she wished I could have seen it.
683
00:53:01,890 --> 00:53:03,640
I used to love seeing her perform.
684
00:53:04,101 --> 00:53:07,731
I always felt like,
even if it was a full house,
685
00:53:07,813 --> 00:53:10,573
like... like I was the only one
in the audience.
686
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:18,660
You know, I was thinking, Sam,
687
00:53:19,074 --> 00:53:23,164
is it possible that you came on
too strong with Sidney?
688
00:53:23,245 --> 00:53:25,705
What do you mean? Today?
689
00:53:25,786 --> 00:53:27,576
No, in general.
690
00:53:28,709 --> 00:53:32,209
She just seems so independent
and free-spirited,
691
00:53:32,296 --> 00:53:34,416
from the way you describe her.
692
00:53:34,840 --> 00:53:36,430
Maybe she felt claustrophobic.
693
00:53:36,508 --> 00:53:38,428
I don't understand
why you're telling me this.
694
00:53:38,510 --> 00:53:42,970
You said the other day
you had nothing except Sidney.
695
00:53:43,557 --> 00:53:46,267
It's never a good idea
to put that kind of pressure on someone.
696
00:53:48,770 --> 00:53:50,400
I didn't force her to stay.
697
00:53:51,064 --> 00:53:52,364
We were in love,
698
00:53:53,108 --> 00:53:55,108
and then she got scared.
699
00:53:55,903 --> 00:53:58,493
Decided she needed
to experience more shit.
700
00:53:59,198 --> 00:54:00,198
More people.
701
00:54:00,282 --> 00:54:01,532
So she's dating?
702
00:54:02,117 --> 00:54:05,787
No, she actually told me
she's not interested in any guys.
703
00:54:07,873 --> 00:54:09,833
So she's interested in women?
704
00:54:10,751 --> 00:54:12,631
No. What?
705
00:54:12,711 --> 00:54:14,761
Well, the way you...
706
00:54:14,838 --> 00:54:19,178
Anyway, it's very common
for young women to dally or try things.
707
00:54:19,259 --> 00:54:21,719
Well, she's straight,
if that's what you're asking.
708
00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:24,760
I mean, she never even had
that many close girlfriends.
709
00:54:25,390 --> 00:54:27,980
I mean, I would know, right?
710
00:54:28,060 --> 00:54:30,060
Yeah, I'm sure you would.
711
00:54:30,395 --> 00:54:33,725
Well, anyway, I could tell she's unhappy.
712
00:54:34,107 --> 00:54:35,107
How?
713
00:54:35,901 --> 00:54:37,191
I just felt it.
714
00:54:37,653 --> 00:54:40,823
It was small things, but I could see it.
715
00:54:43,617 --> 00:54:47,077
Well, sounds like she's finding her way,
716
00:54:47,788 --> 00:54:49,248
figuring out a lot.
717
00:54:49,665 --> 00:54:52,415
I mean, aren't we all figuring it out?
718
00:54:53,210 --> 00:54:56,760
Not to make it about the past or anything,
but Sid's dad died when she was 11.
719
00:54:57,336 --> 00:54:58,496
Wait, her dad? I thought...
720
00:54:58,590 --> 00:55:00,260
Yeah, she was at camp.
721
00:55:00,843 --> 00:55:03,143
She spent summers in America,
'cause of her mom,
722
00:55:04,221 --> 00:55:07,061
and one day her mom drives up there
and just tells her.
723
00:55:07,891 --> 00:55:09,891
She didn't even get to go to the funeral.
724
00:55:10,727 --> 00:55:12,187
Never got closure.
725
00:55:12,896 --> 00:55:15,476
I think that's where
her trust issues come from.
726
00:55:16,567 --> 00:55:18,777
I'm really the only guy
she's ever trusted.
727
00:55:19,528 --> 00:55:21,698
So, yeah, I know her,
728
00:55:22,322 --> 00:55:24,372
probably better than she knows herself.
729
00:55:29,621 --> 00:55:36,341
♪ So I'm back to the velvet underground ♪
730
00:55:36,420 --> 00:55:42,680
♪ Back to the floor that I love ♪
731
00:55:44,011 --> 00:55:47,351
♪ To a room with some lace ♪
732
00:55:47,431 --> 00:55:50,061
♪ Some paper flowers ♪
733
00:55:50,767 --> 00:55:56,687
♪ Back to the gypsy that I was ♪
734
00:55:56,773 --> 00:55:59,323
♪ To the gypsy ♪
735
00:56:00,402 --> 00:56:03,032
♪ That remains ♪
736
00:56:04,072 --> 00:56:06,662
♪ Faces freedom ♪
737
00:56:07,242 --> 00:56:09,912
♪ With a little bit of fear ♪
738
00:56:10,829 --> 00:56:13,709
♪ I have no fear ♪
739
00:56:14,333 --> 00:56:18,003
♪ I have only love ♪
740
00:56:21,423 --> 00:56:24,893
♪ But she was just a wish ♪
741
00:56:25,511 --> 00:56:28,601
♪ She was just a wish ♪
742
00:56:29,348 --> 00:56:34,768
♪ And lightning struck only once ♪
743
00:56:35,479 --> 00:56:38,319
♪ And your gypsy ♪
744
00:56:39,858 --> 00:56:44,658
♪ Your gypsy ♪