1 00:00:07,007 --> 00:00:07,927 ["Gypsy" by Stevie Nicks] 2 00:00:08,008 --> 00:00:09,428 ♪ So I'm back ♪ 3 00:00:09,509 --> 00:00:14,679 ♪ To the velvet underground ♪ 4 00:00:14,764 --> 00:00:20,854 ♪ Back to the floor that I love ♪ 5 00:00:22,480 --> 00:00:28,150 ♪ To a room with some lace Some paper flowers ♪ 6 00:00:29,195 --> 00:00:35,075 ♪ Back to the gypsy that I was ♪ 7 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:41,290 ♪ To the gypsy that remains ♪ 8 00:00:42,584 --> 00:00:48,264 ♪ Faces freedom With a little bit of fear ♪ 9 00:00:49,299 --> 00:00:51,839 ♪ I have no fear ♪ 10 00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:56,183 ♪ I have only love ♪ 11 00:01:00,101 --> 00:01:03,231 ♪ But she was just a wish ♪ 12 00:01:04,106 --> 00:01:06,726 ♪ She was just a wish ♪ 13 00:01:07,818 --> 00:01:12,698 ♪ And lightning struck only once ♪ 14 00:01:13,991 --> 00:01:16,291 ♪ And your gypsy ♪ 15 00:01:18,412 --> 00:01:22,542 ♪ Your gypsy ♪ 16 00:01:26,962 --> 00:01:30,262 [jazz music playing] 17 00:01:39,933 --> 00:01:43,023 Seems like the perfect holiday for the Faitelsons. 18 00:01:43,103 --> 00:01:45,903 I'm sure that it is life-changing. 19 00:01:45,981 --> 00:01:49,441 Yeah, well, I'd rather backpack than end up on some fancy wine tour. 20 00:01:49,526 --> 00:01:51,026 Well, and you can't ride a bike. 21 00:01:52,237 --> 00:01:53,237 Fuck you. 22 00:01:53,322 --> 00:01:56,952 -Jean, it's been too long. -Oh, hey, Allen. 23 00:01:57,034 --> 00:01:59,204 Congrats on the new grandson. 24 00:02:00,037 --> 00:02:01,907 -You did a great job with this. -Thank you. 25 00:02:01,997 --> 00:02:04,207 Well, Michael did a wonderful job in Texas. 26 00:02:04,291 --> 00:02:05,581 -Aw, thank you. -I heard. 27 00:02:05,667 --> 00:02:07,497 You guys looking at the Burgundy trip? 28 00:02:07,586 --> 00:02:11,256 -Ah, well... -No, I think Jean wants to rough it more. 29 00:02:11,339 --> 00:02:15,009 I think maybe an ashram in India, or something or a silent retreat. 30 00:02:15,093 --> 00:02:17,723 [Jean] I never said that. He's being ridiculous. 31 00:02:17,804 --> 00:02:19,764 -She's thinking it, though. -[laughing] 32 00:02:21,391 --> 00:02:23,981 -[Allen whispers] -[Michael] Okay. All right. 33 00:02:29,441 --> 00:02:32,951 Okay, um, have you had enough small talk with my colleagues? 34 00:02:33,028 --> 00:02:35,488 Oh, you know how I like to play the perfect wife. 35 00:02:35,572 --> 00:02:37,162 You do a very good job of it. 36 00:02:50,962 --> 00:02:51,922 [Michael] Mm. 37 00:02:52,339 --> 00:02:54,089 Did you see, um... 38 00:02:54,174 --> 00:02:56,394 Hey, Alexis. You look beautiful. 39 00:02:56,468 --> 00:02:58,008 You too, Jean. 40 00:02:58,094 --> 00:02:59,604 -[Michael] Hey. -Hi. 41 00:03:00,305 --> 00:03:01,505 Enjoying the party? 42 00:03:02,432 --> 00:03:03,392 Yeah, I mean, 43 00:03:03,475 --> 00:03:06,435 I don't know half the people here, but it's an open bar. 44 00:03:07,104 --> 00:03:08,694 My attitude exactly. 45 00:03:09,189 --> 00:03:12,529 It sounds like you guys had fun in Texas, at least. 46 00:03:12,609 --> 00:03:14,859 Yeah. It was pretty uneventful. 47 00:03:14,944 --> 00:03:18,784 Yeah, it was, you know, work, hotel... 48 00:03:19,700 --> 00:03:23,000 Still, must be nice to be in the middle of nowhere, right? 49 00:03:23,453 --> 00:03:25,373 Yeah, I guess. 50 00:03:29,334 --> 00:03:30,754 -Hey, honey. Um... -Yes? 51 00:03:30,836 --> 00:03:33,046 -Can you grab me another? -Yeah. 52 00:03:33,130 --> 00:03:33,960 -Yeah. -Okay. 53 00:03:34,047 --> 00:03:35,837 Looks like Alexis needs one, too. 54 00:03:36,592 --> 00:03:37,842 -All right. -Thanks, honey. 55 00:03:37,926 --> 00:03:38,966 Okay. 56 00:03:43,307 --> 00:03:45,057 -[Jean] How are you? -[Alexis] Good. 57 00:03:47,269 --> 00:03:48,649 Oh, wow. 58 00:03:48,729 --> 00:03:50,309 [Alexis] Wish I could afford that. 59 00:03:50,397 --> 00:03:53,567 -It's so evocative, right? -Yeah. 60 00:03:54,026 --> 00:03:54,936 [shutter clicks] 61 00:03:56,028 --> 00:03:58,488 So, how's the writing coming along? 62 00:03:58,864 --> 00:04:01,664 Michael mentioned that you were pursuing it on the side. 63 00:04:01,742 --> 00:04:05,082 Yeah. Good, actually. I, um... 64 00:04:05,162 --> 00:04:08,172 I just found out that one of my stories is going to be in n+1 magazine. 65 00:04:08,248 --> 00:04:09,078 Wow. 66 00:04:09,166 --> 00:04:11,536 It's kind of like an indie version of Salon. 67 00:04:11,627 --> 00:04:14,457 Honey, did you know Alexis's story is going to be in a magazine? 68 00:04:14,546 --> 00:04:17,836 -Oh. Oh, well, congratulations. -Thank you. 69 00:04:17,925 --> 00:04:20,215 -Yeah. -It's, um, it's the one you read. 70 00:04:20,302 --> 00:04:22,052 -Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. -About my dad. 71 00:04:22,471 --> 00:04:24,351 [nervous chuckle] 72 00:04:24,598 --> 00:04:25,598 -[Alexis] Cheers. -Cheers. 73 00:04:25,682 --> 00:04:27,272 [Jean] Congratulations. 74 00:04:27,351 --> 00:04:30,021 That's, uh, fantastic. 75 00:04:30,854 --> 00:04:34,194 Oh, it's Bill and Leslie. I didn't say hello. Would you mind? 76 00:04:34,274 --> 00:04:37,194 -Sorry. Excuse us, sorry. Okay. -Of course. 77 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:38,647 -I'll see you later? -Yeah. 78 00:04:41,614 --> 00:04:43,074 [chattering] 79 00:05:07,850 --> 00:05:09,730 When did you read Alexis's story? 80 00:05:09,810 --> 00:05:13,400 A couple of weeks ago. She wanted me to give her some feedback, but... 81 00:05:14,439 --> 00:05:17,319 -I'd like to read it. -Oh, really? 82 00:05:17,734 --> 00:05:19,494 Since when are you into creative writing? 83 00:05:21,363 --> 00:05:23,783 Maybe I'm into a lot of things you don't know about. 84 00:05:23,866 --> 00:05:27,786 I'm sure that you are. At this point, nothing would surprise me. 85 00:05:32,416 --> 00:05:33,666 [exhales] 86 00:05:36,962 --> 00:05:39,132 Do you ever wonder what your life would've been like 87 00:05:39,214 --> 00:05:40,884 if you'd ended up with Catherine? 88 00:05:40,966 --> 00:05:42,216 No. 89 00:05:43,594 --> 00:05:44,684 No. 90 00:05:45,762 --> 00:05:46,762 No! 91 00:05:46,847 --> 00:05:48,307 What's bringing this up? 92 00:05:49,433 --> 00:05:50,983 I don't know. Just... 93 00:05:51,894 --> 00:05:54,274 You used to be a major stoner back then. 94 00:05:54,771 --> 00:05:56,821 Used to smoke all the time, right? 95 00:05:57,733 --> 00:06:00,823 -Just made me think of her. -You rejected me. 96 00:06:01,361 --> 00:06:02,781 And I was dulling the pain. 97 00:06:02,863 --> 00:06:07,583 No. You fell hard for her. Nearly killed me. 98 00:06:07,659 --> 00:06:09,999 I thought about you the whole time. 99 00:06:10,078 --> 00:06:13,168 Yeah, right. Even during sex? 100 00:06:16,585 --> 00:06:18,205 Especially during sex. 101 00:06:18,295 --> 00:06:19,705 [laughing] 102 00:06:22,006 --> 00:06:24,506 You always know what to say, don't you? 103 00:06:28,138 --> 00:06:29,258 [Michael] Mm-hmm. 104 00:06:44,821 --> 00:06:46,821 [exhaling] 105 00:07:03,172 --> 00:07:04,802 [Michael grunts] 106 00:07:04,883 --> 00:07:06,013 -Are you okay? -Yep. 107 00:07:06,093 --> 00:07:07,183 [Michael sighs] 108 00:07:07,261 --> 00:07:08,721 -I got it. -No, no... 109 00:07:08,804 --> 00:07:10,184 -Oh. -Oh, yeah. 110 00:07:10,930 --> 00:07:13,470 -[Michael grunts] -[groans] Honey. 111 00:07:14,893 --> 00:07:16,143 [Jean sighs] 112 00:07:18,772 --> 00:07:20,362 [sighs] 113 00:07:22,734 --> 00:07:23,864 What? 114 00:07:25,362 --> 00:07:27,782 I guess I'm just really tired. 115 00:07:29,575 --> 00:07:30,575 Oh. 116 00:07:31,994 --> 00:07:32,834 Yeah. 117 00:07:32,911 --> 00:07:33,951 [laughs] 118 00:07:34,580 --> 00:07:37,170 -Yeah, me too. -And full. 119 00:07:38,125 --> 00:07:40,665 Yeah, well, I'm dying to get to bed. 120 00:07:43,380 --> 00:07:44,840 We'll reschedule. 121 00:07:46,633 --> 00:07:47,683 Okay. 122 00:07:53,891 --> 00:07:54,891 Oops. 123 00:07:57,895 --> 00:07:58,975 Sexy. 124 00:08:51,280 --> 00:08:53,660 [Jean chattering] 125 00:09:03,751 --> 00:09:06,421 -It's cool, right? -[Sidney] Yeah, I love it. 126 00:09:06,505 --> 00:09:08,545 It's so evocative. 127 00:09:10,634 --> 00:09:12,894 Mm, well, it sounds like you had a fun night. 128 00:09:14,012 --> 00:09:16,182 Though, you didn't send me a picture of yourself. 129 00:09:18,267 --> 00:09:19,267 Hold on. 130 00:09:30,571 --> 00:09:31,611 [phone chimes] 131 00:09:40,998 --> 00:09:43,538 -Where are you? -Home. What do you mean? 132 00:09:46,502 --> 00:09:48,462 When can I finally come over? 133 00:09:48,547 --> 00:09:51,717 -Whenever you want. -[Sidney laughs] Bullshit. 134 00:09:52,259 --> 00:09:53,639 No, seriously. 135 00:09:54,135 --> 00:09:57,175 I was thinking tomorrow night? 136 00:09:57,763 --> 00:09:58,933 What's your address? 137 00:10:00,267 --> 00:10:04,057 It's 309 West 81st Street. 138 00:10:08,066 --> 00:10:10,526 -What? -Nothing. I, uh... 139 00:10:11,653 --> 00:10:13,413 I almost dropped my phone in the bath. 140 00:10:14,823 --> 00:10:16,873 -You're in the bath? -[Sidney] Yeah. 141 00:10:18,869 --> 00:10:20,749 Now I'm picturing you. 142 00:10:20,829 --> 00:10:23,669 I'm scrubbing coffee grinds out my cuticles. 143 00:10:24,333 --> 00:10:25,753 Super sexy. 144 00:10:28,170 --> 00:10:29,920 Self-care, it's important. 145 00:10:31,548 --> 00:10:32,798 Thanks, Mom. 146 00:10:33,383 --> 00:10:34,973 Mothers know best. 147 00:10:35,427 --> 00:10:37,597 -Do they? -It's what they say. 148 00:10:39,348 --> 00:10:40,928 I really don't care what people say, 149 00:10:41,016 --> 00:10:43,636 I just don't understand why you can't come here... 150 00:10:43,727 --> 00:10:44,807 right now. 151 00:10:46,146 --> 00:10:47,226 I mean... 152 00:10:49,191 --> 00:10:50,981 I might have to touch myself. 153 00:10:53,070 --> 00:10:54,400 Oh, God. 154 00:10:55,822 --> 00:10:57,952 Give me a consolation prize. 155 00:11:01,411 --> 00:11:02,451 Like what? 156 00:11:02,536 --> 00:11:04,206 Your last name. 157 00:11:07,125 --> 00:11:08,205 Hart. 158 00:11:25,060 --> 00:11:27,690 I told you. I'm not on social media. 159 00:11:28,270 --> 00:11:30,610 Yeah, yeah. You're a fucking ghost, I know. 160 00:11:39,658 --> 00:11:41,118 Well, it's too bad. 161 00:11:42,286 --> 00:11:44,576 I would've let you watch, but... 162 00:11:45,956 --> 00:11:48,126 I guess you'll just have to wait till tomorrow. 163 00:12:17,779 --> 00:12:18,779 [shudders] 164 00:12:35,337 --> 00:12:36,797 -[Jean sighs] -[door closes] 165 00:13:28,684 --> 00:13:32,194 [Claire] "The two most important days in your life are the day you're born... 166 00:13:32,271 --> 00:13:33,901 and the day you find out why." 167 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:37,730 Mark Twain said that. 168 00:13:38,652 --> 00:13:41,822 And Zane ended our meditation with that quote. 169 00:13:41,905 --> 00:13:44,575 And all of a sudden, everything came into perspective. 170 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:46,830 The purpose of my life. 171 00:13:47,202 --> 00:13:48,952 -Which is? -To give. 172 00:13:49,955 --> 00:13:51,865 Not unlike yours, actually. 173 00:13:52,791 --> 00:13:58,211 I mean, when Rob left my neighbor Pat, I took her in for two months. 174 00:13:58,297 --> 00:14:01,627 Let her stay in my guest room, 'cause I didn't want her to be alone. 175 00:14:01,717 --> 00:14:05,547 And I made her oatmeal every morning, and I took care of her. 176 00:14:06,597 --> 00:14:07,717 Well, that's great, Claire. 177 00:14:07,806 --> 00:14:09,766 -It's good to be giving. -Yeah. 178 00:14:09,850 --> 00:14:13,980 But it's also healthy to have your own needs. We all do. 179 00:14:14,062 --> 00:14:16,942 But, ultimately, by serving others, we serve ourselves. 180 00:14:17,524 --> 00:14:20,074 And by accepting myself as I have, 181 00:14:20,527 --> 00:14:22,197 honestly, truthfully, 182 00:14:22,613 --> 00:14:24,203 I hope my daughter will accept me. 183 00:14:24,281 --> 00:14:26,411 Hmm. I have the same hope. 184 00:14:27,159 --> 00:14:28,159 So... 185 00:14:28,577 --> 00:14:32,997 I have been telling her about my work in here and my work in meditation. 186 00:14:33,332 --> 00:14:35,132 You know, the whole "letting go" thing. 187 00:14:35,834 --> 00:14:38,594 And she has agreed to see me! 188 00:14:39,129 --> 00:14:42,259 [Jean] That's great news. I'm really happy for you. 189 00:14:42,341 --> 00:14:47,971 [Claire] Yeah, so I wanted to know how we could work out some time with you. 190 00:14:50,057 --> 00:14:51,927 What for? 191 00:14:52,726 --> 00:14:56,556 Well, I mean, she wants to come in and do a session with me, 192 00:14:56,647 --> 00:15:01,897 and do you remember at the beginning of our work, you suggested it? 193 00:15:01,985 --> 00:15:02,985 Right. 194 00:15:03,487 --> 00:15:05,107 And I feel you're the only person 195 00:15:05,197 --> 00:15:07,777 who could do this healing process with us, Jean. 196 00:15:10,327 --> 00:15:13,327 Right. Of course. Um... 197 00:15:15,207 --> 00:15:17,917 It's just I'm not really, uh... 198 00:15:18,001 --> 00:15:19,801 an unbiased source anymore. 199 00:15:19,878 --> 00:15:23,338 I'm very much a part of your journey, your perspective, and... 200 00:15:24,091 --> 00:15:27,681 I wouldn't want Rebecca to feel attacked. 201 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:32,310 I think it would be good for the two of you to see someone... 202 00:15:33,100 --> 00:15:34,730 that can be fair to both of you. 203 00:15:34,810 --> 00:15:36,650 I'm not very comfortable with that. 204 00:15:37,227 --> 00:15:40,397 -I understand, but-- -Jean... 205 00:15:41,608 --> 00:15:43,148 I really need this. 206 00:15:47,114 --> 00:15:48,124 Okay. 207 00:15:49,700 --> 00:15:53,200 If you truly think Rebecca will be open to it, 208 00:15:53,954 --> 00:15:56,004 let's-- let's do it. 209 00:15:56,331 --> 00:16:00,631 -You mean it? -Against my better judgment, yes. 210 00:16:06,091 --> 00:16:07,631 -Hey. -Hey. 211 00:16:08,343 --> 00:16:10,683 -Can we talk for a sec? -Sure, what's up? 212 00:16:11,305 --> 00:16:14,215 I don't want you to panic, but it's a little troubling. 213 00:16:14,308 --> 00:16:15,768 Oh, no. Is something wrong? 214 00:16:16,058 --> 00:16:17,138 Well, it's about Texas. 215 00:16:17,895 --> 00:16:20,855 Uh, if they are recanting their statements again, 216 00:16:20,938 --> 00:16:23,268 -I'm telling you, I am not-- -No. Nothing about the case. 217 00:16:23,357 --> 00:16:24,727 Oh, okay. 218 00:16:25,734 --> 00:16:28,534 -It's about your assistant. -Alexis? 219 00:16:28,614 --> 00:16:31,784 Apparently, there's a story going around that you... 220 00:16:34,369 --> 00:16:36,329 were intimate on the trip. 221 00:16:36,997 --> 00:16:38,037 Are you kidding? 222 00:16:39,583 --> 00:16:40,503 Wow. 223 00:16:41,793 --> 00:16:44,213 Okay. Listen. 224 00:16:47,049 --> 00:16:48,429 Look, Allen, I would tell you. 225 00:16:48,509 --> 00:16:50,049 I consider you to be a friend. 226 00:16:50,135 --> 00:16:53,595 I would own up to it and tell you if I fucked up. 227 00:16:53,680 --> 00:16:55,640 I mean, that happens to people all the time. 228 00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:58,267 Nothing... 229 00:16:59,311 --> 00:17:00,231 like that happened. 230 00:17:00,312 --> 00:17:01,232 Okay. 231 00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:04,574 Then it's a non-issue. Just wanted to hear from you. 232 00:17:05,234 --> 00:17:07,244 Well, I appreciate you coming to me directly. 233 00:17:07,903 --> 00:17:08,903 Of course. 234 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:29,550 Hi, Rebecca. It's Diane. 235 00:17:30,133 --> 00:17:32,803 Listen, I need to speak to you. Um... 236 00:17:33,470 --> 00:17:36,560 It's a long story. Can you call me back when you get a chance? 237 00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:37,470 Thanks. 238 00:17:37,558 --> 00:17:38,518 [knock on door] 239 00:17:39,309 --> 00:17:40,439 Hey, come in. 240 00:17:45,232 --> 00:17:46,572 I have to talk to you. 241 00:17:47,067 --> 00:17:47,987 Yeah? 242 00:17:50,487 --> 00:17:53,027 -You missed it. -What? 243 00:17:53,614 --> 00:17:55,034 My a capella show. 244 00:17:58,036 --> 00:18:01,576 -Oh, fuck, Lar. -It's fine. It's fine. I'm... 245 00:18:01,665 --> 00:18:05,035 -Honestly, I'm so over it by now. -No, I'm so sorry. 246 00:18:05,127 --> 00:18:08,207 But, um, it did make me think... 247 00:18:08,881 --> 00:18:10,051 in general, 248 00:18:11,466 --> 00:18:13,216 you've been really absent. 249 00:18:16,513 --> 00:18:17,513 You're right. 250 00:18:19,016 --> 00:18:22,016 -I haven't been there. -The more I think about it, 251 00:18:22,895 --> 00:18:26,435 how selfish you've been, how addicted to your phone, 252 00:18:26,523 --> 00:18:29,823 or how you're just lost in your own world... 253 00:18:30,694 --> 00:18:34,914 I realized that I recognize this behavior. 254 00:18:36,033 --> 00:18:38,373 I remember the signs from Daryl. 255 00:18:38,994 --> 00:18:43,834 He was so aloof, and he was so forgetful. 256 00:18:43,916 --> 00:18:48,376 -Operating like no one else existed. -You know me. 257 00:18:49,254 --> 00:18:52,224 Larin, I'm not cheating on Michael. 258 00:18:53,091 --> 00:18:54,591 I couldn't do that. 259 00:18:55,384 --> 00:18:59,934 You remember how paralyzed I got when things weren't good between us. 260 00:19:03,769 --> 00:19:08,269 But you're right. I haven't been a good friend. 261 00:19:12,402 --> 00:19:13,242 Okay. 262 00:19:19,952 --> 00:19:21,202 [sighs] 263 00:19:44,977 --> 00:19:46,727 [whispering] What the fuck am I doing? 264 00:20:03,161 --> 00:20:07,501 So, I found many mentions in print, 265 00:20:08,250 --> 00:20:09,420 but no images. 266 00:20:09,501 --> 00:20:11,921 I told you, I like my privacy. 267 00:20:12,004 --> 00:20:15,224 Mmm. It's like you're not a real person. 268 00:20:15,883 --> 00:20:18,643 I mean, you have nothing out there. 269 00:20:22,806 --> 00:20:23,966 [Jean exhales] 270 00:20:25,559 --> 00:20:28,809 -Hey, delete that. -Or what? 271 00:20:29,605 --> 00:20:30,645 I mean it. 272 00:20:30,731 --> 00:20:33,731 -Oh, you're cute when you're angry. -I'm not fucking around. 273 00:20:35,861 --> 00:20:37,031 All right, fine. 274 00:20:38,906 --> 00:20:42,026 -Deleted it. See? -Good. 275 00:20:44,745 --> 00:20:46,905 What the fuck happened to you? 276 00:20:47,664 --> 00:20:48,754 What do you mean? 277 00:20:49,833 --> 00:20:51,883 Something bad must have happened. 278 00:20:52,461 --> 00:20:53,341 I mean... 279 00:20:54,254 --> 00:20:58,884 you don't go AWOL with no attachments if your life's been peachy keen. 280 00:20:58,967 --> 00:21:00,297 How do you know? 281 00:21:01,136 --> 00:21:03,846 I don't think you're a criminal, either. 282 00:21:05,265 --> 00:21:09,645 Yeah, well, I could probably rob a bank and no one would notice. 283 00:21:10,187 --> 00:21:13,067 They might even hold the door for me on the way out. 284 00:21:13,565 --> 00:21:15,975 -So you're invisible? -Mm-hmm. 285 00:21:16,401 --> 00:21:19,531 And you think that means you can do whatever the fuck you want? 286 00:21:19,947 --> 00:21:20,907 Doesn't it? 287 00:21:25,702 --> 00:21:27,662 Look, whatever it is, I don't care. 288 00:21:28,163 --> 00:21:31,713 With our lives and our jobs, we could easily just hit the road. 289 00:21:35,045 --> 00:21:36,125 [Sidney chuckles] 290 00:21:39,675 --> 00:21:40,925 Where would we go? 291 00:21:43,595 --> 00:21:45,465 Have you ever been to Marfa? 292 00:21:46,390 --> 00:21:48,640 -No. -Well... 293 00:21:51,436 --> 00:21:53,106 We can road trip there... 294 00:21:54,857 --> 00:21:56,227 fuck around. 295 00:21:57,359 --> 00:22:00,319 And then drive our car off a cliff like Thelma & Louise. 296 00:22:03,282 --> 00:22:06,832 -Yeah, well, that's not how I'd do it. -Oh, yeah? 297 00:22:07,077 --> 00:22:10,327 If you really want to escape, you need a plan. 298 00:22:12,124 --> 00:22:16,424 I'd start by renting a Westfalia, 299 00:22:17,629 --> 00:22:21,799 send my apologies to my colleagues for missing any deadlines, 300 00:22:23,091 --> 00:22:27,681 tell them I have a second cousin's funeral that I have to attend in South Dakota. 301 00:22:28,473 --> 00:22:31,313 No, fuck it. South Dakota's way too specific. 302 00:22:34,229 --> 00:22:38,819 Maybe Cleveland or outside Sacramento? 303 00:22:43,906 --> 00:22:47,236 And we'd go on a regular week, not a holiday. 304 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:49,450 And... 305 00:22:50,871 --> 00:22:55,211 that way, people would be consumed with their real lives, their work. 306 00:22:56,877 --> 00:23:01,797 And then, I'd sell off all my ex-husband's jewelry. 307 00:23:02,216 --> 00:23:05,586 The kind you can't wear for emotional reasons. 308 00:23:06,845 --> 00:23:11,885 And then we'd burn through that money with reckless abandon. 309 00:23:12,935 --> 00:23:14,385 [heavy breathing] 310 00:23:21,318 --> 00:23:23,358 Dude, you're taking way too long on your breaks. 311 00:23:23,445 --> 00:23:24,775 Suck my dick. 312 00:23:51,306 --> 00:23:52,266 [Alexis chuckles] 313 00:23:53,141 --> 00:23:55,101 What did Allen wanna talk to you about? 314 00:23:55,185 --> 00:23:57,095 I need you to be honest with me, okay? 315 00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:01,570 -Should we go into your office? -No, we shouldn't. 316 00:24:02,359 --> 00:24:03,859 That'll just make it worse. 317 00:24:04,609 --> 00:24:07,149 -[stammering] What worse? -Did you tell anyone about Texas? 318 00:24:07,237 --> 00:24:10,987 -Of course not. What do you mean? -Did you mention... 319 00:24:14,121 --> 00:24:15,791 anything about me... 320 00:24:16,582 --> 00:24:17,792 on our trip to anyone? 321 00:24:19,042 --> 00:24:20,252 Are you crazy? 322 00:24:21,253 --> 00:24:22,503 Why would I open my... 323 00:24:22,963 --> 00:24:24,053 mouth? 324 00:24:28,177 --> 00:24:32,717 Dan and Lena in accounting did mention something similar at lunch. 325 00:24:33,221 --> 00:24:34,681 I thought they were just making assumptions. 326 00:24:34,764 --> 00:24:36,814 They probably just picked up on something. 327 00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:38,602 There's nothing to pick up on. 328 00:24:40,314 --> 00:24:43,034 -Right. -Could you hand me that, uh... 329 00:24:43,108 --> 00:24:44,278 that file? 330 00:24:48,155 --> 00:24:50,905 -I'm gonna have to move your desk. -Don't do that. 331 00:24:51,450 --> 00:24:53,580 That'll only make you look more guilty. 332 00:24:54,286 --> 00:24:56,786 -Make people more suspicious. -I know that. 333 00:25:00,250 --> 00:25:02,840 We didn't even do anything. 334 00:25:02,920 --> 00:25:04,340 Doesn't matter. 335 00:25:05,881 --> 00:25:08,381 Now, it's basically the same as if we did. 336 00:25:13,388 --> 00:25:14,968 [church bell ringing] 337 00:25:16,934 --> 00:25:19,814 -Hey! What's going on? -Shh! It's okay. 338 00:25:20,312 --> 00:25:22,362 Hey, just wait a second. Tell me. 339 00:25:22,439 --> 00:25:24,779 I shouldn't have gone to that fucking meeting, okay? 340 00:25:25,651 --> 00:25:27,281 Look, I'm not proud of myself. 341 00:25:28,529 --> 00:25:29,529 Did you? 342 00:25:30,989 --> 00:25:33,119 It was a moment of weakness. Okay? 343 00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:34,370 Couldn't help myself. 344 00:25:36,828 --> 00:25:38,708 -And you were with Tom? -Yeah. 345 00:25:39,081 --> 00:25:41,631 Because I don't have anywhere else to fucking go. 346 00:25:42,459 --> 00:25:45,209 Amber's boyfriend moved back in. He's a raging alcoholic. 347 00:25:45,963 --> 00:25:47,513 I can't live with my mom. 348 00:25:49,758 --> 00:25:52,008 At least, with him, I have somewhere to stay. 349 00:25:52,425 --> 00:25:54,335 I can sleep through the night. 350 00:25:55,138 --> 00:25:56,718 How do you walk away from that? 351 00:25:58,725 --> 00:26:01,345 Just to feel good for one night is something. 352 00:26:01,768 --> 00:26:03,558 We could talk to your mom. 353 00:26:04,398 --> 00:26:06,318 Would that help, if I go with you? 354 00:26:06,398 --> 00:26:10,568 I told you I'm not ready. Don't push me. 355 00:26:12,406 --> 00:26:13,776 I won't push you. 356 00:26:15,617 --> 00:26:16,987 I'm sorry. 357 00:26:20,914 --> 00:26:24,214 I just want a chance to be a real person in the world. 358 00:26:28,589 --> 00:26:29,589 Like you. 359 00:26:36,180 --> 00:26:39,520 -I'm only as real as you are. -No, you're not. 360 00:26:41,643 --> 00:26:43,443 No, you got things. 361 00:26:44,354 --> 00:26:45,984 No, you got things! 362 00:26:46,354 --> 00:26:49,524 Imagine if you couldn't go home to your fucking suburban life? 363 00:26:51,028 --> 00:26:53,358 -All right, I'm just gonna call him. -No, hold on. 364 00:26:55,365 --> 00:26:56,365 Look... 365 00:26:58,160 --> 00:26:59,580 I have a solution. 366 00:27:00,078 --> 00:27:03,078 Just for a few days, until we talk to your mom, okay? 367 00:27:06,543 --> 00:27:07,543 Please. 368 00:27:17,721 --> 00:27:19,181 What is this place? 369 00:27:20,390 --> 00:27:21,640 [door closes] 370 00:27:21,725 --> 00:27:22,975 It's a friend's. 371 00:27:24,436 --> 00:27:27,436 She's out of town, so sometimes I check in on it. 372 00:27:30,651 --> 00:27:31,571 Diane? 373 00:27:36,573 --> 00:27:37,573 Yeah. 374 00:27:46,917 --> 00:27:48,167 Expensive looking. 375 00:27:54,925 --> 00:27:56,755 You know, I'm trusting you here. 376 00:28:06,687 --> 00:28:08,807 You really are a miracle worker. 377 00:28:08,897 --> 00:28:10,147 No, I'm not. 378 00:28:10,899 --> 00:28:13,489 My friend Drew, remember? Her mom said the same. 379 00:28:15,487 --> 00:28:17,237 Maybe you're my magic pill. 380 00:28:17,990 --> 00:28:20,030 Well, I just wanna help. 381 00:28:21,201 --> 00:28:25,081 -It's my job. -No. No one cares. 382 00:28:25,664 --> 00:28:26,504 They say they care. 383 00:28:26,582 --> 00:28:30,002 They look you in the eye and tell you that your problems matter to them, but... 384 00:28:31,170 --> 00:28:34,840 Soon enough, they're back debating what to watch on TV, 385 00:28:35,424 --> 00:28:37,304 what restaurant to eat at. 386 00:28:51,648 --> 00:28:53,938 I just want you to have a real chance. 387 00:28:54,985 --> 00:29:00,235 I don't want you going back to drugs just because you don't have any options. 388 00:29:02,159 --> 00:29:04,699 You know, if I had a mom like you, I'd give it all up. 389 00:29:41,571 --> 00:29:45,331 -Hey there, hot shot. -Hey. What, you got groceries? 390 00:29:45,410 --> 00:29:48,330 Yeah, I was gonna make some turkey meatballs. 391 00:29:48,413 --> 00:29:50,043 Oh, that sounds delicious. 392 00:29:50,499 --> 00:29:51,499 How was work? 393 00:29:51,583 --> 00:29:53,383 Um, it was good. It was good. 394 00:29:53,794 --> 00:29:56,844 [panting] Allen thought, you know, we did a good job... 395 00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,050 in Texas, and he was happy to see you the other day. 396 00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:01,170 [basketball dribbling] 397 00:30:05,136 --> 00:30:06,506 Looking good, mister. 398 00:30:44,887 --> 00:30:49,177 -[Dolly] What's your name? -Oh, you know my name, honey. 399 00:30:49,641 --> 00:30:52,311 Mommy, I'm trying to memorize my lines. 400 00:30:52,394 --> 00:30:54,194 Oh, for the play. 401 00:30:55,478 --> 00:30:58,358 It's so hard when one minute I'm Dolly, and the next, I'm Peter Pan. 402 00:30:58,439 --> 00:31:00,279 It's confusing. 403 00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:02,530 Well, it's acting. It's supposed to be fun. 404 00:31:03,278 --> 00:31:05,778 And you get to pretend to be someone else. 405 00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:07,486 Yeah. 406 00:31:09,786 --> 00:31:12,076 The best way is just to go over and over it 407 00:31:12,164 --> 00:31:14,504 so much that you don't even have to think about it. 408 00:31:15,042 --> 00:31:18,252 You know it so well, and it's inside of you. 409 00:31:19,755 --> 00:31:22,125 You start to believe it yourself. 410 00:31:22,216 --> 00:31:24,296 -Can you read Wendy? -Sure. 411 00:31:25,260 --> 00:31:26,220 What's your name? 412 00:31:27,137 --> 00:31:30,097 Wendy Moira Angela Darling. 413 00:31:31,598 --> 00:31:33,518 -What's yours? -Peter Pan. 414 00:31:36,603 --> 00:31:37,603 Where do you live? 415 00:31:43,529 --> 00:31:44,569 I don't know. 416 00:32:58,643 --> 00:33:00,653 [heavy breathing] 417 00:33:02,649 --> 00:33:03,819 Look at me. 418 00:33:08,488 --> 00:33:12,328 -Look at me. -I'm looking at you. What? 419 00:33:17,039 --> 00:33:18,829 [heavy breathing] 420 00:33:21,084 --> 00:33:22,044 Hey. 421 00:33:22,127 --> 00:33:23,917 [Sam] Things with Emily are really good. 422 00:33:25,172 --> 00:33:29,052 She's lost some weight and is actually more adventurous. 423 00:33:29,968 --> 00:33:30,888 I mean... 424 00:33:32,429 --> 00:33:35,429 Last night, in the middle of sex, she even slapped me. 425 00:33:38,727 --> 00:33:41,097 -How did you like it? -The slap? 426 00:33:43,190 --> 00:33:45,610 I hadn't felt that way in a while. Um... 427 00:33:46,318 --> 00:33:48,698 -That kind of intensity. -Hmm. 428 00:33:51,907 --> 00:33:53,367 Why do you think she did it? 429 00:33:53,825 --> 00:33:55,575 Guess she wanted to get my attention. 430 00:33:57,246 --> 00:33:59,036 And what were you thinking about? 431 00:34:02,543 --> 00:34:04,253 Um, I don't know. 432 00:34:05,128 --> 00:34:07,088 I was in the moment. 433 00:34:10,339 --> 00:34:12,799 Emily's really helping me move on. 434 00:34:13,679 --> 00:34:15,889 She doesn't even let me say Sidney's name anymore. 435 00:34:16,974 --> 00:34:18,234 That's good, Sam. 436 00:34:19,601 --> 00:34:22,691 But as you pursue a relationship with Emily, 437 00:34:22,771 --> 00:34:27,991 it's important that you continue working on your unresolved feelings for Sidney. 438 00:34:28,068 --> 00:34:32,448 Right, but I'm over her. I don't want to talk about her with you. 439 00:34:33,824 --> 00:34:35,164 You seem a little angry. 440 00:34:36,785 --> 00:34:39,865 Was there any aggression? 441 00:34:41,123 --> 00:34:43,883 Did things ever get physical with you and Sidney? 442 00:34:47,838 --> 00:34:49,588 Depends what you mean by physical. 443 00:34:55,721 --> 00:34:57,351 Sidney calls it "good pain." 444 00:34:59,016 --> 00:35:04,396 When you're just toeing that line between hurting and complete fucking ecstasy. 445 00:35:06,273 --> 00:35:09,193 I'm sure drug addicts get it when they shoot up, I don't know. 446 00:35:12,237 --> 00:35:13,447 What did she do... 447 00:35:14,990 --> 00:35:16,530 to make you feel that way? 448 00:35:19,786 --> 00:35:20,826 [sighs] 449 00:35:26,126 --> 00:35:27,746 Well, she'd get mad at me, right? 450 00:35:29,213 --> 00:35:30,633 And then, we'd fight. 451 00:35:31,965 --> 00:35:35,925 And then, she'd say something like she was gonna go... 452 00:35:37,679 --> 00:35:41,229 blow the guys at the bar down on our street. 453 00:35:43,018 --> 00:35:46,768 Take them all home and make me watch while she sucked them all off. 454 00:35:49,191 --> 00:35:50,981 And while she'd start to tell me this, 455 00:35:52,444 --> 00:35:53,954 she'd suck on my cock. 456 00:35:56,281 --> 00:35:57,491 It was crazy. 457 00:36:01,161 --> 00:36:02,581 How did you like it? 458 00:36:08,877 --> 00:36:11,417 Well, I never came as hard as when we did it like that. 459 00:36:13,632 --> 00:36:16,132 It's sick, I know, but I couldn't help it. 460 00:36:17,177 --> 00:36:19,007 And can I ask... 461 00:36:20,347 --> 00:36:25,057 how does it make you feel thinking about it here, in this room? 462 00:36:28,897 --> 00:36:31,727 [heavy breathing] 463 00:36:44,454 --> 00:36:45,964 What are you doing to me? 464 00:36:47,624 --> 00:36:48,794 Seriously... 465 00:36:49,540 --> 00:36:50,540 You think you're helping? 466 00:36:51,667 --> 00:36:53,627 I'm telling you I moved on. I'm fucking happy. 467 00:36:53,711 --> 00:36:55,131 What do you want me to say? 468 00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:57,005 That I think about Sidney every time I fuck Emily? 469 00:36:57,092 --> 00:37:00,682 Sam, it's clear that you seem to have a lot of... 470 00:37:01,093 --> 00:37:03,223 emotion surrounding this subject. 471 00:37:03,304 --> 00:37:07,024 [stammers] I'm sorry for raising my voice. 472 00:37:07,853 --> 00:37:08,853 Look... 473 00:37:10,105 --> 00:37:13,685 I'm happy that Emily's helping you move on. 474 00:37:14,568 --> 00:37:17,028 It's just what I want. You know that, right? 475 00:37:19,406 --> 00:37:23,446 But it's important that you release all of your feelings here with me. 476 00:37:28,373 --> 00:37:29,213 [knock on door] 477 00:37:29,291 --> 00:37:30,211 [Larin] Come in. 478 00:37:34,421 --> 00:37:36,261 -Hey. -Hey. 479 00:37:37,049 --> 00:37:38,469 Can you talk for a sec? 480 00:37:40,344 --> 00:37:41,304 [Larin] Sure. 481 00:37:42,679 --> 00:37:43,809 What's up? 482 00:37:48,560 --> 00:37:52,270 I, uh, wanted to apologize for yesterday. 483 00:37:52,356 --> 00:37:53,186 You were... 484 00:37:54,066 --> 00:37:55,936 right to say something. 485 00:37:58,734 --> 00:38:00,494 I haven't been honest with you. 486 00:38:02,115 --> 00:38:06,325 I actually haven't been honest with anyone. 487 00:38:15,295 --> 00:38:16,455 I, um... 488 00:38:18,215 --> 00:38:21,175 I have been having issues with Michael. 489 00:38:21,260 --> 00:38:22,760 What kind of issues? 490 00:38:23,509 --> 00:38:25,929 Just been fighting a lot 491 00:38:26,012 --> 00:38:28,892 and it's part of the reason I've been on my phone so much. 492 00:38:29,810 --> 00:38:32,980 The other night, I was awake at two a.m., and he wasn't in bed, 493 00:38:33,063 --> 00:38:37,283 and he was in the bathroom talking to someone on the phone. 494 00:38:38,944 --> 00:38:40,204 Is it his assistant? 495 00:38:40,696 --> 00:38:42,866 Honestly, I don't know. 496 00:38:42,948 --> 00:38:46,238 I know he's interested. I can tell from the way he... 497 00:38:47,411 --> 00:38:49,081 He tries to leave her out of stories. 498 00:38:49,162 --> 00:38:52,462 The way he forces himself not to say her name. 499 00:38:52,541 --> 00:38:54,421 Oh, God. 500 00:38:56,086 --> 00:38:57,836 That's so hard. 501 00:38:57,921 --> 00:39:00,721 I haven't even spoken to him yet. 502 00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:05,350 I don't know if he trusts me after everything that went down. 503 00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:08,014 I mean, that's possible. 504 00:39:09,933 --> 00:39:16,483 When you shut someone out emotionally, you know, it's hard to get the trust back. 505 00:39:17,983 --> 00:39:20,993 And you blurred so many boundaries. 506 00:39:22,154 --> 00:39:24,574 But I was protecting Melissa. 507 00:39:25,324 --> 00:39:27,954 I couldn't tell Michael anything about it. 508 00:39:28,493 --> 00:39:31,213 It would be implicating him. She's the patient. 509 00:39:31,786 --> 00:39:34,956 I get it, but you know, somewhere along the way, 510 00:39:35,042 --> 00:39:36,252 Michael lost you. 511 00:39:36,335 --> 00:39:41,835 I get that's the price for doing business, but it still has an effect. 512 00:39:46,178 --> 00:39:48,508 I don't know who I'd be without him. 513 00:39:56,355 --> 00:39:58,855 It's like I'm so anxious, and so... 514 00:40:01,818 --> 00:40:03,358 I'm a mess. 515 00:40:05,072 --> 00:40:07,452 [sighs deeply] 516 00:40:13,577 --> 00:40:15,577 Seriously, I'm scared of you. 517 00:40:17,206 --> 00:40:19,496 Oh. So, how's it going? 518 00:40:20,128 --> 00:40:21,548 How's your sister doing? 519 00:40:21,630 --> 00:40:24,590 -She gets out in about two weeks. -Oh, yeah? 520 00:40:24,675 --> 00:40:27,465 We still haven't spoken, and I'm actually a little worried. 521 00:40:27,550 --> 00:40:29,800 And she's still at Bellevue? 522 00:40:29,888 --> 00:40:33,268 Yeah. It's all pretty intense for my family. 523 00:40:33,350 --> 00:40:36,270 Especially my mom. She's spiraling. 524 00:40:36,851 --> 00:40:38,311 Saugraves! Focus! 525 00:40:39,565 --> 00:40:41,565 What, are you getting me into trouble, Diane? 526 00:40:56,957 --> 00:40:59,837 -You wanted to see me? -Yeah, hey. Come and sit. 527 00:41:01,170 --> 00:41:03,460 [Scott] Man, I'm still exhausted. I gotta dep downtown-- 528 00:41:03,547 --> 00:41:06,547 Hey, everyone in the firm thinks something happened with me and Alexis. 529 00:41:08,090 --> 00:41:09,550 Yeah, I heard that, too. 530 00:41:10,429 --> 00:41:11,759 Nothing happened, Scott. 531 00:41:13,849 --> 00:41:15,729 Oh, I wouldn't say "nothing." 532 00:41:19,563 --> 00:41:21,863 You know I saw Alexis leaving your room in the morning. 533 00:41:21,937 --> 00:41:24,267 I don't think that you'd be happy if Jennifer knew that. 534 00:41:24,857 --> 00:41:26,647 Why are you threatening me? I didn't say shit. 535 00:41:26,734 --> 00:41:30,574 I depend upon my reputation, Scott. 536 00:41:30,657 --> 00:41:33,037 And I can't have paralegals whispering about me. 537 00:41:33,118 --> 00:41:34,658 And I can't fire her now 538 00:41:34,745 --> 00:41:37,245 when everyone thinks that I'm sleeping with her, which I am not. 539 00:41:37,331 --> 00:41:39,171 I didn't say a fucking word. 540 00:41:39,249 --> 00:41:40,249 Then... 541 00:41:40,834 --> 00:41:42,004 how... 542 00:41:42,503 --> 00:41:44,423 did it get out? 543 00:41:45,756 --> 00:41:47,836 Tell me. Enlighten me, Scott. 544 00:41:48,634 --> 00:41:50,514 It is so obvious, dude. 545 00:41:51,678 --> 00:41:52,848 She's in love with you. 546 00:41:54,348 --> 00:41:57,098 She wants everyone to think that you're fucking her. 547 00:41:58,185 --> 00:42:01,355 It's why she came to Texas. It's probably why she fucked me. 548 00:42:04,566 --> 00:42:06,026 But you're in major denial, man. 549 00:42:06,106 --> 00:42:08,776 You don't think you had some responsibility in this situation. 550 00:42:08,859 --> 00:42:12,279 Whoa, whoa, whoa. How is it my responsibility? 551 00:42:12,366 --> 00:42:15,326 By bringing her with you on that trip and hanging out. 552 00:42:16,286 --> 00:42:18,786 Knowing the way you clearly both feel about each other. 553 00:42:20,165 --> 00:42:23,335 It's hard to say where you draw the line, dude. 554 00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:40,480 Okay, thanks. 555 00:43:34,862 --> 00:43:37,282 [clattering] 556 00:43:45,205 --> 00:43:46,245 [ripping sound] 557 00:44:06,438 --> 00:44:08,108 [♪♪] 558 00:44:28,293 --> 00:44:31,093 This is Jean Hart. These are my recordings. 559 00:44:36,510 --> 00:44:39,140 -Can I help you? -Hey. Liza, right? 560 00:44:39,221 --> 00:44:41,521 Oh, Diane. Hi. 561 00:44:41,598 --> 00:44:42,518 Hey. 562 00:44:43,097 --> 00:44:46,227 Look, I actually left my ID here the other night. 563 00:44:46,311 --> 00:44:47,521 And, uh, I-- 564 00:44:48,230 --> 00:44:51,070 -I don't mean to barge in on you, but-- -Okay. 565 00:44:55,737 --> 00:44:57,067 [Jean] Rebecca. 566 00:44:57,447 --> 00:44:59,657 -God, Diane. -Oh, sorry. 567 00:44:59,738 --> 00:45:01,118 [breathing heavily] You scared me. 568 00:45:02,494 --> 00:45:03,584 Where are you off to? 569 00:45:04,243 --> 00:45:08,753 Costa Rica. A bunch of us are woofing on a farm down there. 570 00:45:09,293 --> 00:45:11,213 Wow, sounds cool. 571 00:45:12,421 --> 00:45:14,461 Look. I, um... 572 00:45:14,882 --> 00:45:19,762 I stupidly lost my ID, so I'm just trying to retrace my steps. 573 00:45:19,845 --> 00:45:20,925 I tried calling you. 574 00:45:21,013 --> 00:45:22,893 I haven't seen anything. 575 00:45:25,434 --> 00:45:26,694 Oh, and, uh... 576 00:45:27,352 --> 00:45:31,152 tomorrow, I'm going to a new exhibit-- 577 00:45:31,231 --> 00:45:34,151 exhibition at the Rubin Museum. 578 00:45:34,610 --> 00:45:37,950 -Are you free? -No, actually. 579 00:45:42,159 --> 00:45:43,489 I'm... 580 00:45:43,577 --> 00:45:46,457 I'm finally seeing my mother. 581 00:45:47,035 --> 00:45:50,115 Wow. That's great progress. 582 00:45:50,205 --> 00:45:55,205 Well, she's been insisting that I join her in therapy for so long now. 583 00:45:55,294 --> 00:46:00,344 And I made some pretty big life decisions. Seemed like... 584 00:46:00,424 --> 00:46:02,514 the right moment to get things off my chest. 585 00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:05,973 What-- what kind of decisions? 586 00:46:08,477 --> 00:46:09,477 Um... 587 00:46:11,226 --> 00:46:13,266 Dax and I are having a baby. 588 00:46:14,858 --> 00:46:19,028 But I just really need to fully separate from my mother 589 00:46:19,109 --> 00:46:21,949 before I can become one myself. 590 00:46:23,575 --> 00:46:24,575 I, um... 591 00:46:26,203 --> 00:46:30,293 I actually-- I wrote her a letter, since I'll probably be too... nervous 592 00:46:30,374 --> 00:46:33,674 to say all this to her face the moment that I'm looking her in the eye. 593 00:46:35,504 --> 00:46:38,514 A letter, that's-- that's intense. 594 00:46:38,590 --> 00:46:41,760 Well, will you tell me if this makes sense? 595 00:46:41,844 --> 00:46:43,224 Now I'm worried. 596 00:46:51,270 --> 00:46:52,190 "Mom... 597 00:46:54,064 --> 00:46:55,234 I forgive you, 598 00:46:56,567 --> 00:46:58,647 but it's partly 'cause I'm moving on. 599 00:47:00,776 --> 00:47:05,026 What I realize now is I can't continue to work on me 600 00:47:05,113 --> 00:47:10,243 or fulfill my life's duties while I'm still trying to take care of you. 601 00:47:12,207 --> 00:47:15,337 So, until you can love me the way that I need, 602 00:47:16,920 --> 00:47:18,340 I think we should take a break." 603 00:47:25,095 --> 00:47:25,925 What do you think? 604 00:47:26,013 --> 00:47:31,733 Honestly, I don't wanna negatively impact your progress with my experiences. 605 00:47:31,810 --> 00:47:32,730 Come on. 606 00:47:34,104 --> 00:47:35,024 Tell me. 607 00:47:35,522 --> 00:47:37,022 Here's what's gonna happen. 608 00:47:37,107 --> 00:47:42,197 The therapist is gonna ask your mom to go through all the ways that you hurt her. 609 00:47:42,279 --> 00:47:44,909 And the truth is, it's her therapist, so... 610 00:47:45,324 --> 00:47:48,874 even if she tries to be neutral, it's always gonna be biased. 611 00:47:49,283 --> 00:47:52,163 -I mean, she's been treating her for what? -Years now. 612 00:47:52,244 --> 00:47:53,544 Right, exactly. 613 00:47:57,503 --> 00:47:59,843 If I were you, I would just... 614 00:48:00,464 --> 00:48:04,724 take the trip and take some time to rest 615 00:48:05,344 --> 00:48:07,894 for yourself, without your mom. 616 00:48:09,223 --> 00:48:11,433 I can't take care of her anymore. 617 00:48:18,524 --> 00:48:19,534 [sighs] 618 00:48:26,114 --> 00:48:28,414 I don't know. I must've... 619 00:48:30,410 --> 00:48:31,750 Did you find your ID? 620 00:48:31,825 --> 00:48:35,865 No, I must've left it at the gym or something. 621 00:48:39,166 --> 00:48:40,126 But hey, listen. 622 00:48:40,754 --> 00:48:45,344 Congratulations on your pregnancy. That's big news. 623 00:48:47,970 --> 00:48:52,180 You know, I'm beginning to think that we fight so hard against our mothers 624 00:48:53,267 --> 00:48:58,017 because we're really just in denial that we might actually become them. 625 00:48:59,064 --> 00:49:00,024 [sniffles] 626 00:49:06,989 --> 00:49:09,319 -[steam hissing] -[chattering] 627 00:49:18,542 --> 00:49:21,252 Hi. I wanted to pick up some coffee. 628 00:49:21,837 --> 00:49:23,667 -Ground? -Sure. 629 00:49:27,047 --> 00:49:28,127 How daring are you? 630 00:49:29,386 --> 00:49:32,256 Well, do you want the more intense blend or the mild? 631 00:49:32,347 --> 00:49:34,677 Oh, well, it's for my wife. 632 00:49:35,350 --> 00:49:36,770 We'll go with intense, then. 633 00:49:38,520 --> 00:49:40,360 -What's her name? -Jean. 634 00:49:53,118 --> 00:49:54,538 [cash register beeping] 635 00:49:55,662 --> 00:49:57,042 There you go. You can keep it. 636 00:49:59,166 --> 00:50:00,206 Thanks. 637 00:50:01,164 --> 00:50:02,334 -Here you go. -All right. 638 00:50:02,416 --> 00:50:06,456 Oh, and here's a flyer for my band. You can check us out on Instagram. 639 00:50:07,299 --> 00:50:08,379 Okay. 640 00:50:09,384 --> 00:50:11,014 -Have a good day. -You too. 641 00:50:37,996 --> 00:50:38,826 [sigh] 642 00:50:38,914 --> 00:50:42,044 Yeah, you're kinda the only person I can talk to right now. 643 00:50:42,125 --> 00:50:43,375 [Nancy] Oh, I'm glad. 644 00:50:43,836 --> 00:50:46,626 -Looking forward to seeing you. -Okay, good. 645 00:50:47,881 --> 00:50:49,511 Sounds good. Thanks, Mom. 646 00:50:50,384 --> 00:50:53,394 -I love you. -I love you, Jeannie. Bye. 647 00:50:53,470 --> 00:50:55,890 -[Michael] Hello? -Hey! 648 00:50:56,473 --> 00:50:57,563 Hey. 649 00:50:58,180 --> 00:51:00,720 Hi. We're still good for our date, right? 650 00:51:01,395 --> 00:51:04,895 -It's nothing fancy. -Well, I still wanna look good for you. 651 00:51:07,234 --> 00:51:10,284 -Um, I got you something. -Yeah? What? 652 00:51:16,994 --> 00:51:18,374 What were you doing there? 653 00:51:19,246 --> 00:51:22,416 Well, I know how much you like the coffee and, um-- 654 00:51:22,999 --> 00:51:24,169 Just thought I'd check it out. 655 00:51:24,251 --> 00:51:25,881 It was nice. I can see why you like it. 656 00:51:29,756 --> 00:51:30,666 Thanks. 657 00:51:35,262 --> 00:51:40,562 The barista gave me a flyer for her band. 658 00:51:42,311 --> 00:51:43,311 Listen. 659 00:51:43,770 --> 00:51:45,900 ["Francine" playing] 660 00:51:45,981 --> 00:51:46,981 What flyer? 661 00:51:48,066 --> 00:51:52,066 ♪ Oh, Francine, don't you be so mean ♪ 662 00:51:54,907 --> 00:51:56,067 Not bad, right? 663 00:51:57,492 --> 00:52:00,452 ♪ You don't belong to me ♪ 664 00:52:00,537 --> 00:52:01,537 It's okay. 665 00:52:01,618 --> 00:52:03,618 [woman vocalizing] 666 00:52:05,375 --> 00:52:11,045 -It sounds so familiar. -Yeah. All those bands sound the same. 667 00:52:13,592 --> 00:52:16,512 ♪ I'd keep you if I could ♪ 668 00:52:16,595 --> 00:52:17,545 Maybe. 669 00:52:18,138 --> 00:52:21,178 ♪ I'd make you mine, yes, I would ♪ 670 00:52:22,392 --> 00:52:24,022 Were you into the girl or something? 671 00:52:24,603 --> 00:52:26,773 What? No. No. 672 00:52:27,272 --> 00:52:28,272 No. 673 00:52:28,357 --> 00:52:29,187 [laughs] 674 00:52:33,403 --> 00:52:35,703 -Why the fascination? -No, I was curious... 675 00:52:35,781 --> 00:52:36,821 [stammering] 676 00:52:37,779 --> 00:52:39,739 Oh, yeah, I Iike it when you're jealous, though. 677 00:52:40,327 --> 00:52:41,447 No, you don't. 678 00:52:41,533 --> 00:52:45,873 ♪ You and me and my man makes three ♪ [vocalizes] 679 00:52:45,954 --> 00:52:47,964 All right. Anyway, I'm gonna take a shower. 680 00:52:48,039 --> 00:52:51,379 ♪ Oh, honey, you look so good... ♪ 681 00:52:59,012 --> 00:53:02,602 [breathing raggedly] 682 00:53:07,437 --> 00:53:08,897 [phone dings] 683 00:53:26,915 --> 00:53:27,915 [sighs] 684 00:53:59,615 --> 00:54:01,155 [knock on door] 685 00:54:29,019 --> 00:54:30,019 Hello? 686 00:54:34,566 --> 00:54:36,026 Hello, who's there? 687 00:54:48,205 --> 00:54:51,375 [water running] 688 00:55:29,663 --> 00:55:30,713 What was that for? 689 00:55:35,127 --> 00:55:37,627 Don't ever go to my coffee shop again. 690 00:55:45,888 --> 00:55:47,928 [heavy breathing] 691 00:55:52,978 --> 00:55:54,808 [both moaning] 692 00:55:54,893 --> 00:55:59,273 ♪ Oh, Francine, you ride like a dream ♪ 693 00:56:02,984 --> 00:56:08,034 ♪ Just like light through a stone On a crown on a Queen ♪ 694 00:56:08,114 --> 00:56:11,704 [vocalizes] 695 00:56:11,785 --> 00:56:16,075 ♪ Honey, you look so good Look so good ♪ 696 00:56:16,164 --> 00:56:20,214 ♪ And you feel so good, feel so good ♪ 697 00:56:20,293 --> 00:56:24,553 ♪ I'd keep you if I could ♪ 698 00:56:24,631 --> 00:56:27,721 ♪ I'll make you mine, yes, I would ♪ 699 00:56:27,801 --> 00:56:29,511 ♪ I'll make you mine ♪ 700 00:56:29,844 --> 00:56:33,974 ♪ Oh, Francine, don't you be so mean ♪ 701 00:56:34,766 --> 00:56:40,356 ♪ You don't belong to me, belong to me ♪ 702 00:56:40,438 --> 00:56:46,858 ♪ Belong to me, belong to me Belong to me ♪