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He seemed a little uneven.

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He's more uneven sometimes than others.

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That's what makes him uneven, of course.

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Now you on the other hand,
with coaching, you could be terrific.

5
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Do you really think so?

6
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- Yes, you have a definite nose.
- I'm glad you like it.

7
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Do you like any of the rest of me?

8
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Oh, what I meant was
in the card playing...

9
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I know what you meant. I
was just flirting with you...

10
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Hey, there. Want some of that?

11
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Come on up, all right.

12
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Faint, are you?

13
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- That perfume.
- Oh.

14
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Do you think they're...
any place on board?

15
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Don't you think we ought to go to bed?

16
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I'll be up soon.

17
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You know you can't
just leave like that.

18
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Okay.

19
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All this, um...

20
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this behavior, it's just
not the adult thing to do.

21
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And you're suddenly the judge
of what being an adult is?

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Hey, seriously,
I'm done arguing with you...

23
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No, okay, let's not, I'm...

24
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It was just bad timing. I...

25
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I had a patient emergency. I...

26
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Even if we are not good...

27
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I want...
I need to know that you are okay.

28
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I was really worried.

29
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I know, I'm sorry.

30
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- I want us to be okay.
- We are.

31
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I know that birthday party
was a fucking nightmare for you.

32
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- And I didn't mean to...
- No, you weren't.

33
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What can I get you?

34
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Uh, Americano, please.

35
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- Name?
- Diane.

36
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I got this.

37
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- You're becoming an addict.
- Really?

38
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- And you're the authority?
- Maybe.

39
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Are you really here for coffee?

40
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Maybe. It's on my way to work.

41
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God, I can barely get a compliment.

42
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You like a challenge, right?

43
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- How do you know?
- Intuition.

44
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Come here.

45
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I really should get going.

46
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Where are you always off to?
It's so mysterious.

47
00:08:02,409 --> 00:08:05,412
Just chill, you only
live once, you know?

48
00:08:06,122 --> 00:08:09,208
Yeah, I'm reminded of that a lot.

49
00:08:11,210 --> 00:08:13,963
- How old are you?
- What?

50
00:08:14,380 --> 00:08:18,842
Well, for all I know,
you could be like 38 or 40.

51
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- Or 45?
- Now you know how to give a compliment.

52
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Let's just say I'm older than you.

53
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That's good.

54
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I've always had a thing for older women.

55
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I had a serious crush on my eighth
grade social studies teacher.

56
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Like, scary shit, madly in love.

57
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Would walk past her classroom
over and over again,

58
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just to catch a glimpse.

59
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Hmm.

60
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Well, I'll wax history
for you some other time.

61
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But for now, I noticed
you didn't have one...

62
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the other night.

63
00:09:03,971 --> 00:09:05,556
I had a good time.

64
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Me too.

65
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I love it.

66
00:09:11,396 --> 00:09:15,525
- Oh, it's nothing.
- No, it's something.

67
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Thank you.

68
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I want to know about you.

69
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What do you want to know?

70
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Everything.

71
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Intense.

72
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I can be, when I like
someone or something.

73
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Easy, tiger.

74
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- I think you're quite strange.
- Really?

75
00:09:53,604 --> 00:09:55,732
I actually think I'm quite normal.

76
00:09:55,814 --> 00:09:59,276
No. People who say
they're normal never are.

77
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They're always secretly
the dysfunctional ones.

78
00:10:03,739 --> 00:10:06,825
It's on the house today,
you ageless creature.

79
00:10:06,909 --> 00:10:07,994
Thanks.

80
00:10:17,586 --> 00:10:21,006
No, no, that's all he said,
she moved out six weeks ago.

81
00:10:21,090 --> 00:10:23,843
She never said anything to me,
can you believe it?

82
00:10:23,926 --> 00:10:25,678
I texted her millions of times.

83
00:10:25,762 --> 00:10:29,640
And after thinking she was
lying dead in the gutter,

84
00:10:30,057 --> 00:10:32,434
she finally says she'll get back to me.

85
00:10:33,018 --> 00:10:34,436
She'll get back to me?

86
00:10:34,520 --> 00:10:37,064
And I was feeling so good
about our session.

87
00:10:37,482 --> 00:10:40,943
I was gonna be honest with her
and tell her the truth like you said.

88
00:10:41,027 --> 00:10:43,654
And then, all of a sudden,
I realized something's really wrong.

89
00:10:44,238 --> 00:10:48,408
It's just proof that when you feel
something is really wrong,

90
00:10:48,493 --> 00:10:49,327
it probably is...

91
00:10:49,410 --> 00:10:51,537
Okay, Claire, just take a breath here.

92
00:10:51,621 --> 00:10:53,748
I think you're getting
way too ahead of yourself.

93
00:10:53,831 --> 00:10:55,833
I know something's wrong,
and I've got the proof!

94
00:10:55,916 --> 00:11:00,337
Okay, but for all you know,
she just wanted a better apartment.

95
00:11:01,172 --> 00:11:04,842
You don't lie when you're
not doing something wrong.

96
00:11:06,594 --> 00:11:08,471
Rebecca texted you, though, right?

97
00:11:08,554 --> 00:11:09,889
So you know she's safe.

98
00:11:09,972 --> 00:11:11,557
I mean, she could've been abducted.

99
00:11:11,640 --> 00:11:13,433
Let's just stay in the present.

100
00:11:13,517 --> 00:11:16,520
Do you really think
that she's in that kind of trouble?

101
00:11:16,603 --> 00:11:18,063
I don't know what I think.

102
00:11:18,730 --> 00:11:22,192
I moved her into that apartment.

103
00:11:22,276 --> 00:11:25,530
She had broken up with this boy
that was not good enough for her.

104
00:11:25,613 --> 00:11:29,534
She needed me, and
that's when Howard died.

105
00:11:30,868 --> 00:11:33,704
And I thought maybe life
had something else in store.

106
00:11:34,914 --> 00:11:36,999
Maybe he was taken from me.

107
00:11:38,835 --> 00:11:41,671
I have Rebecca, I had hope.

108
00:11:42,296 --> 00:11:44,716
I can't believe she's
shut me out like this.

109
00:11:44,799 --> 00:11:47,218
It's okay, Claire, it's okay.

110
00:11:48,344 --> 00:11:50,722
- Okay.
- We'll fix it.

111
00:12:02,942 --> 00:12:06,487
- Hi, Diane, you're back.
- Yeah, I was just in the area.

112
00:12:06,904 --> 00:12:09,406
I was wondering if you could fit me in
for a blowout.

113
00:12:10,074 --> 00:12:11,784
- Let me check the schedule.
- Okay.

114
00:12:11,867 --> 00:12:14,620
I could fit you in, in about
an hour with Jessica?

115
00:12:15,288 --> 00:12:16,914
Great, thanks.

116
00:12:38,144 --> 00:12:41,397
Hi, good to see you. Rebecca Rogers.

117
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Yes.

118
00:12:43,441 --> 00:12:44,484
Oh, hey!

119
00:12:47,527 --> 00:12:48,904
- Diane, right?
- Yeah.

120
00:12:49,489 --> 00:12:51,157
It's nice to see you again.

121
00:12:51,740 --> 00:12:54,660
It's the one thing I do
for myself these days.

122
00:12:55,703 --> 00:12:57,663
Can I switch my appointment, too?

123
00:12:57,747 --> 00:13:02,293
Yes, you moved it later,
and I have you down for Monday.

124
00:13:02,376 --> 00:13:03,543
- Okay?
- Thank you.

125
00:13:07,131 --> 00:13:08,841
But that's so far.

126
00:13:08,925 --> 00:13:14,097
I was afraid of the distance,
but, you know, it is not that bad.

127
00:13:14,179 --> 00:13:17,599
And it feels nice to be out
of the congestion.

128
00:13:17,683 --> 00:13:18,809
So, that was it?

129
00:13:18,892 --> 00:13:21,728
That feeling of entrapment,
that prompted the move?

130
00:13:23,147 --> 00:13:25,274
It's a little unorthodox.

131
00:13:25,733 --> 00:13:27,443
- What?
- My situation.

132
00:13:27,526 --> 00:13:29,319
Don't tell me you're living
in some brothel.

133
00:13:29,404 --> 00:13:30,321
No.

134
00:13:30,405 --> 00:13:32,365
I mean, seriously,
it's nothing dangerous, is it?

135
00:13:32,447 --> 00:13:35,575
No, no. It is this group,

136
00:13:36,035 --> 00:13:39,747
and we cook together
and spend time together,

137
00:13:39,831 --> 00:13:41,582
and you know, I don't, um...

138
00:13:41,666 --> 00:13:43,042
I don't have a partner.

139
00:13:43,625 --> 00:13:45,127
And I was... I was just...

140
00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:47,880
pretty miserable before.

141
00:13:48,923 --> 00:13:50,550
Before this place?

142
00:13:50,633 --> 00:13:53,845
Yeah, I mean,
I was living according to rules

143
00:13:53,927 --> 00:13:56,346
that I didn't necessarily agree with.

144
00:13:58,599 --> 00:14:01,227
Well, you seem so at peace.

145
00:14:02,269 --> 00:14:04,730
I am... I'm really happy.

146
00:14:06,357 --> 00:14:08,651
Can I ask what your family thinks of it?

147
00:14:08,735 --> 00:14:10,862
I just remember you mentioning...

148
00:14:10,945 --> 00:14:14,073
that they were
kind of like mine, judgmental.

149
00:14:14,614 --> 00:14:18,452
I actually haven't told them. My mom
would literally have me committed.

150
00:14:18,535 --> 00:14:20,120
- No, she wouldn't...
- I'm not kidding.

151
00:14:20,746 --> 00:14:22,581
Her love knows no bounds.

152
00:14:23,166 --> 00:14:24,625
Who knows? Maybe...

153
00:14:24,709 --> 00:14:28,796
maybe one day she'll surprise you.
Maybe she's grown.

154
00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:31,299
You clearly don't know my mother.

155
00:14:31,382 --> 00:14:32,717
Speak of the devil.

156
00:14:33,426 --> 00:14:35,219
She's called me eight times today.

157
00:14:38,431 --> 00:14:40,433
- Pick up.
- No.

158
00:14:41,183 --> 00:14:43,560
Come on, it'll make her day.

159
00:14:43,643 --> 00:14:45,520
Fine.

160
00:14:47,398 --> 00:14:48,398
Hi, Mom.

161
00:14:49,275 --> 00:14:50,651
I'm at the salon.

162
00:14:51,527 --> 00:14:52,945
Yes, I have time for that.

163
00:14:53,029 --> 00:14:54,906
I told you that I would get back to you.

164
00:14:54,988 --> 00:14:57,199
I'm sorry, I know that must
have been very hard for you,

165
00:14:57,282 --> 00:15:00,786
but you cannot call me eight times
in one day, that's too much.

166
00:15:01,703 --> 00:15:02,703
Okay.

167
00:15:05,166 --> 00:15:06,167
Okay.

168
00:15:07,292 --> 00:15:10,170
Well, she told me
she's working hard in therapy.

169
00:15:10,254 --> 00:15:11,964
I'm not sure she's treatable, but...

170
00:15:12,882 --> 00:15:15,176
Well, doing the work...

171
00:15:15,802 --> 00:15:17,470
it's the first step, right?

172
00:15:19,430 --> 00:15:20,807
Try to be forgiving.

173
00:15:26,729 --> 00:15:28,648
You're right.

174
00:15:30,441 --> 00:15:31,441
Thanks.

175
00:15:35,238 --> 00:15:38,116
Hey, if you ever want
to come check out the space,

176
00:15:38,199 --> 00:15:39,534
I think that you should.

177
00:15:40,367 --> 00:15:42,744
We often have people
come over for dinner.

178
00:15:43,246 --> 00:15:45,998
Well, I'm certainly curious.

179
00:15:46,791 --> 00:15:48,351
Let me just give you my info.

180
00:16:10,940 --> 00:16:14,068
- You know you can't park here.
- Go fuck yourself.

181
00:16:18,823 --> 00:16:19,907
Hey, sweetie.

182
00:16:23,118 --> 00:16:23,827
You're late.

183
00:16:23,852 --> 00:16:25,978
Yeah, sorry, I was...
Let's go, sweetie.

184
00:16:27,706 --> 00:16:29,666
- Bye, Sadie.
- Bye.

185
00:16:32,170 --> 00:16:33,296
Figure that out.

186
00:16:35,923 --> 00:16:36,923
Come on.

187
00:16:39,677 --> 00:16:40,677
Mommy?

188
00:16:40,720 --> 00:16:43,806
I don't ever want to grow up
and be like Michelle.

189
00:16:43,890 --> 00:16:46,768
Oh, honey, I can assure
you, you never will.

190
00:16:47,185 --> 00:16:50,688
Not in one million years.
But thanks for saying that.

191
00:16:52,648 --> 00:16:55,151
- Want to go get ice cream?
- Yeah!

192
00:16:58,321 --> 00:16:59,238
Daddy!

193
00:16:59,322 --> 00:17:01,074
- Hey, yeah.
- Hey!

194
00:17:01,157 --> 00:17:03,910
Ah, s'up, my little monster?

195
00:17:03,993 --> 00:17:05,578
What are you doing home so early?

196
00:17:07,789 --> 00:17:09,443
Um, I had to go over these tapes again,

197
00:17:09,455 --> 00:17:11,292
and I couldn't concentrate
at the office.

198
00:17:11,376 --> 00:17:13,836
Ah, so this is your detective work?

199
00:17:13,920 --> 00:17:15,755
Internal investigation.

200
00:17:15,838 --> 00:17:19,300
You know, maybe your
Nancy Drew obsession will come in handy.

201
00:17:19,384 --> 00:17:20,384
Tell me.

202
00:17:20,927 --> 00:17:24,097
Hey, you. Upstairs, please.

203
00:17:26,974 --> 00:17:28,184
Then movie?

204
00:17:29,143 --> 00:17:31,062
Maybe after, okay.

205
00:17:36,067 --> 00:17:40,113
So, I had a run-in
with Michelle today at school.

206
00:17:40,697 --> 00:17:42,532
She told me to figure it out.

207
00:17:43,116 --> 00:17:45,118
The whole Dolly, Sadie situation.

208
00:17:45,201 --> 00:17:46,494
Like I can control it.

209
00:17:46,577 --> 00:17:48,746
I'm happy to talk to her
myself at this point, really.

210
00:17:48,830 --> 00:17:51,457
No, it's fine, for now.

211
00:17:53,334 --> 00:17:57,130
- All right, explain it to me.
- Sure you want to help?

212
00:17:57,213 --> 00:18:00,633
- Yeah, are you kidding?
- Okay, obviously, this is confidential.

213
00:18:00,717 --> 00:18:03,052
- Oh, marriage clause, got it.
- All right.

214
00:18:03,134 --> 00:18:05,470
So these are employee interviews,

215
00:18:05,555 --> 00:18:07,390
and I need to figure out who's lying.

216
00:18:07,473 --> 00:18:10,059
And right now everybody is poised
and to the point.

217
00:18:10,435 --> 00:18:11,435
Hmm.

218
00:18:11,851 --> 00:18:16,731
Well, people lie all the time.
It's just not always that obvious.

219
00:18:17,984 --> 00:18:21,195
I mean, sometimes there's
just unnecessary detail,

220
00:18:21,279 --> 00:18:22,613
so you have to look for that.

221
00:18:23,780 --> 00:18:24,823
Okay, so, here.

222
00:18:25,700 --> 00:18:27,827
- Listen to these four statements.
- Mm-hmm.

223
00:18:29,287 --> 00:18:32,165
I wear argyle socks.

224
00:18:32,749 --> 00:18:36,002
I voted for Kerry in the '04 election.

225
00:18:36,502 --> 00:18:40,256
I haven't been to the
gym in three months.

226
00:18:40,840 --> 00:18:44,010
And I've been a vegetarian
since I was eight,

227
00:18:44,093 --> 00:18:46,346
after seeing The Little Mermaid.

228
00:18:46,429 --> 00:18:48,181
Which one is a lie?

229
00:18:48,264 --> 00:18:49,307
Well...

230
00:18:49,390 --> 00:18:51,150
I know you, and I know
you're not vegetarian.

231
00:18:51,225 --> 00:18:54,896
Right, but there was unnecessary
detail surrounding that fact.

232
00:18:54,979 --> 00:18:59,108
You're right, but we're asking them
to go into detail.

233
00:18:59,859 --> 00:19:01,611
Hmm. Well...

234
00:19:02,070 --> 00:19:04,364
You also need to look for behavior.

235
00:19:04,779 --> 00:19:08,033
See, when a person's flustered,
you know, they move their legs,

236
00:19:08,117 --> 00:19:11,454
their hands, twitching, blinking,
that kind of stuff.

237
00:19:11,537 --> 00:19:13,122
Those are all really important clues.

238
00:19:13,206 --> 00:19:16,334
But just the sight of a lawyer,
much less one asking you questions,

239
00:19:16,417 --> 00:19:17,627
is going to make you nervous.

240
00:19:17,709 --> 00:19:19,645
It's like when you go to the airport
and show 'em your ID,

241
00:19:19,669 --> 00:19:21,963
and immediately I feel guilty.

242
00:19:22,547 --> 00:19:24,799
I don't know, it's hard
to work off a tape.

243
00:19:24,883 --> 00:19:27,552
It's much better
to get the feeling in the room.

244
00:19:28,221 --> 00:19:29,931
Can you tell when your
patients are lying?

245
00:19:30,932 --> 00:19:34,560
Sometimes, but it's tricky,
especially if the person's calculated

246
00:19:34,644 --> 00:19:38,272
or starts to believe the
delusion or lie themselves.

247
00:19:38,356 --> 00:19:40,608
Oh, fuck. I don't know how you do it.

248
00:19:46,989 --> 00:19:48,658
You got your hair done again.

249
00:19:48,741 --> 00:19:50,201
Oh, is it too much?

250
00:19:52,286 --> 00:19:54,205
It looks really good. Looks really good.

251
00:19:54,288 --> 00:19:56,457
Now you're telling lies.

252
00:19:57,375 --> 00:19:59,752
You're not as good
at reading people as you think.

253
00:19:59,836 --> 00:20:01,587
Oh, okay, maybe.

254
00:20:02,629 --> 00:20:04,830
Did you really have a patient
emergency the other night?

255
00:20:05,133 --> 00:20:06,133
What?

256
00:20:07,343 --> 00:20:08,428
Yeah, of course.

257
00:20:09,095 --> 00:20:10,096
Where'd you go?

258
00:20:11,054 --> 00:20:12,138
The West Village.

259
00:20:13,516 --> 00:20:14,809
We met at a café.

260
00:20:15,101 --> 00:20:19,105
- At that hour?
- Yeah, it's open till, like, ten-ish.

261
00:20:19,647 --> 00:20:21,649
They serve beer and wine at night.

262
00:20:22,942 --> 00:20:24,777
And amazing coffee.

263
00:20:25,153 --> 00:20:26,154
What's it called?

264
00:20:27,447 --> 00:20:29,157
The... the Rabbit Hole.

265
00:20:32,869 --> 00:20:33,869
Cool.

266
00:20:37,206 --> 00:20:38,291
That's good.

267
00:20:39,125 --> 00:20:41,919
You could really make
someone nervous by writing.

268
00:20:44,881 --> 00:20:48,718
And not responding,
that could really throw someone off.

269
00:20:53,639 --> 00:20:55,892
See, if my leg started shaking...

270
00:20:56,766 --> 00:20:58,226
you'd think I was guilty.

271
00:21:13,783 --> 00:21:17,162
If you only had more secrets,
I'd be so on to you.

272
00:21:18,331 --> 00:21:20,416
I could totally crack you.

273
00:21:25,588 --> 00:21:28,508
- I'm gonna check on Doll.
- Okay.

274
00:22:39,162 --> 00:22:43,916
Stay the fuck away from me.

275
00:23:15,573 --> 00:23:16,699
Hey...

276
00:23:18,117 --> 00:23:21,079
Hey, you're talking in your sleep.
Are you okay?

277
00:23:21,704 --> 00:23:25,249
Yeah, I'm sorry I woke you.

278
00:23:27,917 --> 00:23:29,377
It's okay.

279
00:23:59,492 --> 00:24:01,619
- Hey, Sam.
- Oh, hey.

280
00:24:01,701 --> 00:24:04,621
- I've actually been excited to see you.
- That's always good to hear.

281
00:24:05,873 --> 00:24:07,917
So, what's the good news?

282
00:24:11,546 --> 00:24:12,922
Sidney called.

283
00:24:13,588 --> 00:24:17,133
Well, she texted first,
but we had a really good conversation.

284
00:24:17,717 --> 00:24:20,011
- Oh, yeah?
- She wants to see me.

285
00:24:20,096 --> 00:24:21,973
And she suggested Café Clooney,

286
00:24:22,055 --> 00:24:24,265
which is where we had one
of our first dates.

287
00:24:24,474 --> 00:24:25,725
What do you think she wants?

288
00:24:26,309 --> 00:24:28,937
She's done some soul-searching.

289
00:24:30,063 --> 00:24:31,439
Said she had a lot on her mind.

290
00:24:32,025 --> 00:24:33,192
When was this?

291
00:24:34,193 --> 00:24:36,112
Last weekend, Sunday.

292
00:24:39,157 --> 00:24:40,158
Why?

293
00:24:41,199 --> 00:24:42,951
Nothing. Sorry, go on.

294
00:24:43,536 --> 00:24:45,163
I get the feeling you're disappointed.

295
00:24:46,079 --> 00:24:49,666
- Why do you think that?
- Uh, you seem it.

296
00:24:50,918 --> 00:24:54,505
Well, I'm just playing out
the whole story here.

297
00:24:55,256 --> 00:24:58,926
I mean, what about our
contract, all our progress?

298
00:24:59,010 --> 00:25:01,137
Look, I get it, but I'm
doing really well.

299
00:25:01,220 --> 00:25:03,514
Yeah... without Sidney.

300
00:25:03,596 --> 00:25:05,723
But I can't pretend that part
of my life didn't exist.

301
00:25:06,307 --> 00:25:09,147
Obviously your contract worked to show
her I'm not just gonna be around.

302
00:25:09,227 --> 00:25:10,269
Your tactic worked.

303
00:25:10,353 --> 00:25:12,730
But the minute she calls,
you go running back to her?

304
00:25:12,815 --> 00:25:13,815
What does that suggest?

305
00:25:13,858 --> 00:25:16,694
And that wasn't a tactic
to lure her back in.

306
00:25:17,153 --> 00:25:18,488
It was to protect you.

307
00:25:21,114 --> 00:25:22,573
I already made up my mind.

308
00:25:23,157 --> 00:25:24,998
- I know it feels good.
- You don't understand.

309
00:25:25,078 --> 00:25:26,329
If you were in my shoes...

310
00:25:26,411 --> 00:25:28,579
Dinner will be great, but then what?

311
00:25:29,163 --> 00:25:30,644
Maybe she wants to get back together.

312
00:25:31,417 --> 00:25:32,710
Is that what she said?

313
00:25:34,585 --> 00:25:35,837
No.

314
00:25:37,215 --> 00:25:40,385
She said she wanted some advice,
and she knows I'm level-headed.

315
00:25:41,636 --> 00:25:43,805
Well, about everything except her.

316
00:25:44,764 --> 00:25:46,140
Play the tape, Sam.

317
00:25:46,933 --> 00:25:50,186
The best predictor
of future behavior is the past.

318
00:25:50,937 --> 00:25:53,773
I just don't want
history repeating itself here.

319
00:25:53,856 --> 00:25:55,942
S-so what, you think I should cancel?

320
00:25:56,025 --> 00:25:57,025
Can you?

321
00:25:57,402 --> 00:25:58,653
Do you have that restraint?

322
00:25:58,736 --> 00:26:00,196
Well, yeah, of course.

323
00:26:00,279 --> 00:26:04,283
For all you know, she could be texting
with two people, maybe more.

324
00:26:04,365 --> 00:26:06,617
Sidney never dates two people
at the same time.

325
00:26:06,701 --> 00:26:08,286
She puts all her admiration into one...

326
00:26:08,786 --> 00:26:10,079
till she gets bored.

327
00:26:14,043 --> 00:26:15,211
What about that woman?

328
00:26:16,587 --> 00:26:17,587
Diane?

329
00:26:20,258 --> 00:26:23,845
Once she reciprocates,
it'll be done. It's just a game.

330
00:26:37,108 --> 00:26:38,317
Take your phone out.

331
00:26:39,567 --> 00:26:40,567
Excuse me?

332
00:26:41,320 --> 00:26:44,032
I want to see if you have that ability,
to cancel.

333
00:26:44,115 --> 00:26:45,199
Text her.

334
00:26:46,993 --> 00:26:48,286
It's a good test.

335
00:26:56,250 --> 00:26:57,418
What do I say?

336
00:26:58,002 --> 00:27:01,297
Tell her something's come up,
and you can't make it.

337
00:27:03,634 --> 00:27:04,634
But...

338
00:27:04,675 --> 00:27:08,763
Trust me. Go on, Sam, be strong.

339
00:27:18,149 --> 00:27:20,318
It's her calling.

340
00:27:23,446 --> 00:27:24,489
Answer it.

341
00:27:25,530 --> 00:27:26,906
- Now?
- Mm-hmm.

342
00:27:29,994 --> 00:27:30,995
Hey, Sid.

343
00:27:32,495 --> 00:27:34,122
I actually can't.

344
00:27:36,124 --> 00:27:38,501
I'm actually with my therapist.

345
00:27:42,922 --> 00:27:43,922
It's a long story.

346
00:27:48,721 --> 00:27:50,473
She says she wants to talk to you.

347
00:27:51,432 --> 00:27:52,934
It's against the rules.

348
00:27:54,018 --> 00:27:55,561
She said it's against the rules.

349
00:27:56,896 --> 00:27:59,065
All right, okay, bye.

350
00:28:06,698 --> 00:28:07,865
What did she say?

351
00:28:09,450 --> 00:28:10,952
That you're a cunt.

352
00:28:15,621 --> 00:28:19,792
No, it was at Crate and Barrel,
of all places, shopping for a bed.

353
00:28:19,877 --> 00:28:20,878
It was super awkward.

354
00:28:20,962 --> 00:28:21,879
What'd you do?

355
00:28:21,963 --> 00:28:25,383
Oh, my God, I just, like,
hid under some bedroom furniture.

356
00:28:25,466 --> 00:28:27,051
I once saw a patient at the movies.

357
00:28:27,135 --> 00:28:29,262
- The movies?
- He was on a date.

358
00:28:29,345 --> 00:28:31,825
So I moved all the way to the back
so I wouldn't blow his spot.

359
00:28:31,889 --> 00:28:33,558
The worst is on the subway.

360
00:28:34,100 --> 00:28:35,100
It's like,

361
00:28:35,516 --> 00:28:38,895
how do you wave politely
and still get the fuck out of there?

362
00:28:39,478 --> 00:28:41,856
I'm still waiting for a patient
to become obsessed with me.

363
00:28:42,356 --> 00:28:45,443
You do not want that. Ask Jean.

364
00:28:47,947 --> 00:28:49,907
Yeah, it was a bad
situation with a patient.

365
00:28:49,991 --> 00:28:52,827
She became really co-dependent.

366
00:28:52,910 --> 00:28:54,704
- With you?
- Mm-hmm.

367
00:28:54,787 --> 00:28:55,913
She was obsessed.

368
00:28:57,165 --> 00:28:58,458
It got really bad.

369
00:29:00,168 --> 00:29:01,888
She ended up burning
her family's house down

370
00:29:01,961 --> 00:29:04,201
and blamed Jean as part
of the reason for why she did it.

371
00:29:05,296 --> 00:29:07,590
- That's insane.
- Yeah.

372
00:29:08,217 --> 00:29:09,719
It was a long time ago.

373
00:29:11,304 --> 00:29:14,223
You know,
classic borderline, many factors.

374
00:29:15,224 --> 00:29:17,810
Wow, that's scary.

375
00:29:18,436 --> 00:29:21,064
She is now at an
institution, thankfully.

376
00:29:23,024 --> 00:29:25,401
And I got on this roller coaster.

377
00:29:26,319 --> 00:29:28,821
I sat alone, waiting.

378
00:29:30,488 --> 00:29:33,741
My dad, watching in the crowd.

379
00:29:34,577 --> 00:29:38,498
As we went around and around,
we started to go faster.

380
00:29:38,581 --> 00:29:41,542
So fast that my mouth was like this.

381
00:29:42,541 --> 00:29:45,419
Agape, frozen in fear.

382
00:29:45,797 --> 00:29:51,636
It was like, for that brief moment,
all time had just stopped.

383
00:29:54,470 --> 00:29:57,598
I felt completely out of control,
like I couldn't see anymore,

384
00:29:57,682 --> 00:30:00,184
or I couldn't feel anymore.

385
00:30:04,691 --> 00:30:06,776
Yeah, I get that
that's the way you want to run it,

386
00:30:06,859 --> 00:30:09,112
but I'm not gonna compromise the truth.

387
00:30:09,737 --> 00:30:13,199
Okay, fine. I'll get
it to you by Tuesday.

388
00:30:14,156 --> 00:30:15,156
Hey.

389
00:30:16,369 --> 00:30:18,621
I was beginning to think
you were gonna stand me up.

390
00:30:19,036 --> 00:30:21,372
Sorry, I got stuck at a work thing.

391
00:30:21,457 --> 00:30:23,167
They fucked up my article.

392
00:30:23,668 --> 00:30:25,211
Right. Work.

393
00:30:26,379 --> 00:30:28,631
So, when am I gonna get
to read something of yours?

394
00:30:29,048 --> 00:30:30,383
You can read whatever you want.

395
00:30:30,965 --> 00:30:32,466
I can't.

396
00:30:32,885 --> 00:30:34,345
I don't even know your last name.

397
00:30:35,763 --> 00:30:38,933
If I give you too much information,
are you gonna run?

398
00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:42,520
- What?
- You like to fuck with people.

399
00:30:43,602 --> 00:30:45,396
Lure them in and kick 'em to the curb.

400
00:30:46,607 --> 00:30:50,111
- Does that scare you, Diane?
- Not at all.

401
00:30:50,194 --> 00:30:53,865
It's impressive, actually,
the power you seem to hold.

402
00:30:54,907 --> 00:30:59,412
But, just so you know,
I'm not gonna fall for that.

403
00:31:03,958 --> 00:31:06,419
- Hi.
- Chardonnay, please.

404
00:31:09,714 --> 00:31:11,215
You think this is a game?

405
00:31:12,592 --> 00:31:14,177
That I was trying to fuck with you?

406
00:31:15,968 --> 00:31:17,803
I just want to get to know you.

407
00:31:18,556 --> 00:31:23,269
I mean, it's hard to invest emotionally
when I don't even know where you live.

408
00:31:25,271 --> 00:31:26,397
Upper West.

409
00:31:27,065 --> 00:31:29,108
- What else?
- Where are you from?

410
00:31:29,192 --> 00:31:31,486
I grew up Upstate.

411
00:31:31,569 --> 00:31:33,571
Moved to Connecticut
when I was about eight.

412
00:31:34,447 --> 00:31:37,533
- Your parents?
- Divorced, messy.

413
00:31:37,909 --> 00:31:38,910
Mine, too.

414
00:31:40,078 --> 00:31:41,537
No siblings.

415
00:31:41,621 --> 00:31:45,166
Went to grad school in the city,
undergrad at Stanford.

416
00:31:45,247 --> 00:31:48,584
- Smart.
- No, I just studied a lot.

417
00:31:49,128 --> 00:31:50,421
You satisfied?

418
00:31:59,222 --> 00:32:00,640
We're not doing anything wrong.

419
00:32:01,849 --> 00:32:05,269
Nobody gives a shit, trust me.

420
00:32:07,353 --> 00:32:09,146
Although, you're cute
when you're nervous.

421
00:32:10,983 --> 00:32:12,151
It's not that.

422
00:32:13,150 --> 00:32:15,236
Have you ever been with a woman before?

423
00:32:21,494 --> 00:32:22,662
That's okay.

424
00:32:27,125 --> 00:32:29,252
It's just,
I'm going through a lot right now.

425
00:32:29,335 --> 00:32:30,837
It's hard to explain.

426
00:32:32,213 --> 00:32:34,382
I don't want to make your life
more difficult.

427
00:32:36,384 --> 00:32:38,636
This doesn't have to be complicated.

428
00:32:42,390 --> 00:32:43,891
Nice nails.

429
00:32:47,437 --> 00:32:49,939
You know why I like it? Indigo?

430
00:32:51,065 --> 00:32:53,192
Because it barely exists.

431
00:32:54,277 --> 00:32:56,237
They call it the sixth color
of the rainbow,

432
00:32:56,320 --> 00:33:00,366
but, really, it's just
kind of a fantasy.

433
00:33:05,038 --> 00:33:06,164
Shit.

434
00:33:06,748 --> 00:33:07,790
What?

435
00:33:07,874 --> 00:33:10,960
Um, I reached out to Sam the
other day, kind of randomly,

436
00:33:11,044 --> 00:33:13,921
and I have some of his shit
to give back to him.

437
00:33:14,005 --> 00:33:15,565
We're supposed to grab dinner tomorrow,

438
00:33:15,631 --> 00:33:17,633
but I kind of just want
to get it over with.

439
00:33:18,342 --> 00:33:19,469
What do you mean?

440
00:33:20,178 --> 00:33:21,554
Well, he lives in the area.

441
00:33:21,637 --> 00:33:23,765
He's just gonna come and grab his shit.

442
00:33:24,432 --> 00:33:26,851
I think you'll be amazed
I dated such a square.

443
00:33:27,433 --> 00:33:29,185
Wait, he's coming here right now?

444
00:33:29,268 --> 00:33:31,145
God, you look so nervous.

445
00:33:32,565 --> 00:33:35,902
- What are you doing?
- No, this is inappropriate.

446
00:33:35,985 --> 00:33:38,237
Like, insanely inappropriate.

447
00:33:38,780 --> 00:33:40,698
- Okay...
- Reframe it.

448
00:33:40,779 --> 00:33:45,409
You like me, and you're telling your
ex-boyfriend to come here right now?

449
00:33:45,870 --> 00:33:48,081
Think about that for a second.
It's totally fucked up.

450
00:33:48,164 --> 00:33:49,957
Honestly, I don't need a lecture.

451
00:34:19,821 --> 00:34:21,531
Allison, this is Jean.

452
00:34:21,614 --> 00:34:25,201
Uh, we had an appointment
15 minutes ago, actually.

453
00:34:26,077 --> 00:34:28,371
I'm just wondering what's going on.

454
00:34:28,746 --> 00:34:30,498
Can you call me back, please?

455
00:34:30,581 --> 00:34:36,421
We can't do this if you're not willing
to do the work or show up.

456
00:34:36,877 --> 00:34:38,462
Okay, thank you.

457
00:34:43,678 --> 00:34:46,764
Oh, hey. I didn't think
you were gonna come back in today.

458
00:34:46,845 --> 00:34:49,807
Yeah, I, I just wanted to
go over the HR complaints.

459
00:34:50,268 --> 00:34:51,269
Huh.

460
00:34:51,853 --> 00:34:53,646
Never seen you in glasses before.

461
00:34:53,730 --> 00:34:56,649
I wear contacts to work.

462
00:34:58,776 --> 00:35:00,236
You know, um...

463
00:35:00,653 --> 00:35:03,072
we're actually going
over to the Gingerman

464
00:35:03,156 --> 00:35:06,993
to celebrate Lee's 40th,
if you want to come.

465
00:35:08,453 --> 00:35:10,538
Uh, sure. Sounds like fun.

466
00:35:15,334 --> 00:35:19,380
- Hey, is everything okay?
- Yeah, totally.

467
00:36:07,968 --> 00:36:09,845
That's not what I said, Scott.

468
00:36:10,014 --> 00:36:11,516
We should toast you.

469
00:36:12,767 --> 00:36:15,395
Did you know that this one
was a writer-performer?

470
00:36:16,270 --> 00:36:18,272
You should do a story hour at the firm.

471
00:36:18,356 --> 00:36:19,732
Yeah, right.

472
00:36:19,816 --> 00:36:23,444
Anyway, it's not a big deal.
It's kind of like The Moth.

473
00:36:23,903 --> 00:36:25,196
And what is, what is that?

474
00:36:25,279 --> 00:36:27,448
Oh, wow, you're really out of touch.

475
00:36:27,532 --> 00:36:30,118
No, shit, all right? Enlighten me.

476
00:36:30,284 --> 00:36:33,204
It's a showcase
for storytellers to perform.

477
00:36:33,287 --> 00:36:35,123
Huh. And what's it about?

478
00:36:36,374 --> 00:36:39,627
It's just a story about my dad,
the ups and downs.

479
00:36:40,209 --> 00:36:41,460
Oh, were you guys close?

480
00:36:42,004 --> 00:36:43,798
Depends how you define close.

481
00:36:43,881 --> 00:36:45,591
I mean, he lived for me and my sister.

482
00:36:46,676 --> 00:36:49,470
I don't think I realized
how lucky I was as a kid

483
00:36:49,554 --> 00:36:51,764
until I got to college
and realized that...

484
00:36:52,390 --> 00:36:56,019
almost everybody
had a completely fucked up childhood.

485
00:36:57,184 --> 00:37:00,354
And all I wanna do is shelter Dolly
for a little while.

486
00:37:00,938 --> 00:37:02,815
She's made me completely soft.

487
00:37:02,900 --> 00:37:04,652
All I hear are words.

488
00:37:04,736 --> 00:37:06,779
That's because you're an asshole, okay?

489
00:37:06,863 --> 00:37:09,449
And you got two boys,
so your vote doesn't count.

490
00:37:09,532 --> 00:37:12,118
- Thank you.
- Guys, I gotta take off.

491
00:37:12,577 --> 00:37:14,495
- All right. Later.
- Cheers, brother.

492
00:37:15,119 --> 00:37:16,639
- Bye.
- See you soon.

493
00:37:21,753 --> 00:37:23,921
Hey, you wanna stay
for another drink? I'll buy.

494
00:37:24,672 --> 00:37:25,673
Clearly.

495
00:37:26,630 --> 00:37:29,508
Feisty tonight.
Glasses really bring it out in you.

496
00:37:29,591 --> 00:37:30,884
Maybe.

497
00:37:31,429 --> 00:37:32,638
I'll take a Jack and Coke.

498
00:38:46,879 --> 00:38:49,632
Hi. I'm looking for Allison.

499
00:38:49,716 --> 00:38:51,634
- She's not here.
- Wait, Tom?

500
00:38:53,136 --> 00:38:54,136
How do you know my name?

501
00:38:54,887 --> 00:38:58,057
I'm a friend of Allison's.
I just want to talk to her.

502
00:38:59,100 --> 00:39:02,937
Well, um... she's not expecting you, and
we're kind of in the middle of some...

503
00:39:03,021 --> 00:39:04,605
- Allison?
- Whoa.

504
00:39:05,356 --> 00:39:06,357
You fucking kidding me?

505
00:39:06,939 --> 00:39:08,649
I told you, I just
want to see her, okay?

506
00:39:08,735 --> 00:39:11,821
I'm not here to arrest you
or whatever it is you're afraid of.

507
00:39:13,197 --> 00:39:14,782
Oh...

508
00:39:15,491 --> 00:39:16,993
You're her fucking shrink.

509
00:39:17,994 --> 00:39:19,662
She told me she started seeing you.

510
00:39:20,202 --> 00:39:22,079
Just a bunch of crap, I told her.

511
00:39:22,957 --> 00:39:24,083
Tom!

512
00:39:24,167 --> 00:39:25,668
Don't you fucking say another word.

513
00:39:25,749 --> 00:39:27,668
Wait, she's in the bathroom?
What's she doing?

514
00:39:27,751 --> 00:39:30,295
She won't come out,
even if you ask her to.

515
00:39:31,299 --> 00:39:32,300
Why is that?

516
00:39:32,633 --> 00:39:34,677
'Cause she's trying to fuck with me.

517
00:39:35,592 --> 00:39:36,592
Pretend that I hurt her.

518
00:39:37,221 --> 00:39:38,639
Another story she invented.

519
00:39:40,597 --> 00:39:43,350
But, uh, be my guest, lady.

520
00:39:56,324 --> 00:39:57,324
Hey!

521
00:39:58,117 --> 00:39:59,452
Good luck with that bitch.

522
00:40:03,998 --> 00:40:05,166
Allison?

523
00:40:06,918 --> 00:40:08,378
Allison, it's Jean.

524
00:40:09,128 --> 00:40:10,463
I just want to talk to you.

525
00:40:24,602 --> 00:40:28,481
I don't like to talk about it,
let alone think about it, but, um...

526
00:40:29,482 --> 00:40:31,609
he ended up going back
to his ex-girlfriend.

527
00:40:31,943 --> 00:40:33,069
It was pretty awful,

528
00:40:33,444 --> 00:40:35,947
and they were married two months later.

529
00:40:36,030 --> 00:40:38,866
Oh, that is rough. I'm so sorry.

530
00:40:38,947 --> 00:40:41,491
It was forever ago. It's fine.

531
00:40:42,995 --> 00:40:47,125
I dated this woman
when Jean and I were on a break.

532
00:40:47,208 --> 00:40:49,168
I was ready to settle down, but...

533
00:40:49,669 --> 00:40:51,879
she needed to work some issues out.

534
00:40:51,963 --> 00:40:53,673
And I met Catherine.

535
00:40:54,841 --> 00:40:58,761
And I thought that she was
everything I ever wanted.

536
00:41:00,263 --> 00:41:02,765
But, um... you know,

537
00:41:02,846 --> 00:41:08,727
the fantasy doesn't last forever,
hard as you try.

538
00:41:09,311 --> 00:41:11,813
I get that, trust me.

539
00:41:12,442 --> 00:41:15,570
Hey, listen,
I am sure there are tons of guys

540
00:41:15,653 --> 00:41:18,364
who are interested in you
and who are not gonna fuck it up.

541
00:41:18,448 --> 00:41:20,283
I am not so sure.

542
00:41:21,242 --> 00:41:23,082
You should see what the guys
on Tinder send me.

543
00:41:23,161 --> 00:41:26,664
Oh, I don't understand how you
meet someone on Tinder.

544
00:41:26,748 --> 00:41:29,375
Oh, that's easy, you just swipe
right if you like someone.

545
00:41:30,668 --> 00:41:33,087
Thank you, Alexis.
I understand the technology.

546
00:41:33,168 --> 00:41:34,168
I appreciate that.

547
00:41:34,672 --> 00:41:36,257
I'll spare you the countless dick pics.

548
00:41:36,507 --> 00:41:38,587
No, come on.
Guys don't actually send those, do they?

549
00:41:38,634 --> 00:41:39,969
Oh, you have no idea.

550
00:41:44,849 --> 00:41:46,851
Okay, Nick. Yeah.

551
00:41:47,891 --> 00:41:48,892
And he likes it rough.

552
00:41:48,976 --> 00:41:51,853
He couldn't save that for some
porn forum or something like that?

553
00:41:51,939 --> 00:41:53,024
Is that what you do?

554
00:41:54,815 --> 00:41:56,775
Kidding, completely kidding.

555
00:41:59,238 --> 00:42:01,240
It's fine, it's fine. I'm just kidding.

556
00:42:02,033 --> 00:42:03,701
Actually, uh,

557
00:42:03,785 --> 00:42:06,704
I took some adorable pictures
of Dolly from the party.

558
00:42:06,788 --> 00:42:09,457
- Oh, that disaster?
- I didn't want to pry.

559
00:42:09,540 --> 00:42:12,460
No, it's, uh... it was fine,
just mom politics.

560
00:42:12,543 --> 00:42:14,045
I'm sure you'll see it some day.

561
00:42:14,126 --> 00:42:15,126
Maybe.

562
00:42:19,509 --> 00:42:22,595
- Aww, send me that one.
- Sure.

563
00:42:23,385 --> 00:42:24,803
- Shit.
- All right.

564
00:42:24,886 --> 00:42:26,054
Nope, didn't see anything.

565
00:42:26,641 --> 00:42:27,684
Yeah, right.

566
00:42:27,767 --> 00:42:30,353
On that note,
I think it's time to call it a night.

567
00:42:30,436 --> 00:42:31,437
Um...

568
00:42:32,146 --> 00:42:34,399
I've had three beers.
I'm pretty buzzed. It's pathetic.

569
00:42:34,482 --> 00:42:35,858
Yeah, me too.

570
00:42:39,362 --> 00:42:41,656
Just to be clear,
that was a shot for Nick, right?

571
00:42:42,448 --> 00:42:46,119
You're such a smartass, you know that?

572
00:42:49,956 --> 00:42:51,749
He's unpredictable,

573
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:54,001
you're right.

574
00:42:58,881 --> 00:43:00,800
I tried to flush everything.

575
00:43:02,468 --> 00:43:04,137
My shit, his shit.

576
00:43:05,138 --> 00:43:08,391
He got angry, and he was coked
up, so he just came at me.

577
00:43:10,893 --> 00:43:14,313
It's like, if I don't do what he says
he's a wild animal.

578
00:43:18,276 --> 00:43:19,944
Why don't you just leave?

579
00:43:21,279 --> 00:43:22,279
Thanks.

580
00:43:22,864 --> 00:43:24,073
Where am I gonna go?

581
00:43:27,618 --> 00:43:28,786
Tom loves me,

582
00:43:30,202 --> 00:43:33,914
and he takes care of me
in his own fucked up way.

583
00:43:34,498 --> 00:43:35,415
It might not be ideal,

584
00:43:35,501 --> 00:43:39,255
but I figure it's just easier
to hide until he calms down.

585
00:43:42,550 --> 00:43:43,801
When I was still at Fordham,

586
00:43:43,885 --> 00:43:46,387
just when all this shit
started to take over,

587
00:43:48,097 --> 00:43:53,686
I'd sit in the park over there
and just swing for hours.

588
00:43:55,646 --> 00:43:57,607
It was the only place I felt safe.

589
00:43:59,189 --> 00:44:02,359
Well, if he's violent,
there are always other options.

590
00:44:03,946 --> 00:44:04,947
Like what?

591
00:44:06,491 --> 00:44:08,826
Don't you have a friend
that you could stay with?

592
00:44:09,577 --> 00:44:11,662
Maybe for a few nights, but then what?

593
00:44:12,538 --> 00:44:15,541
It's not like I have any money
to get my own place.

594
00:44:19,379 --> 00:44:21,506
I just want to go back to my mom,

595
00:44:21,964 --> 00:44:23,925
but we're not even talking, so...

596
00:44:25,468 --> 00:44:29,639
Well, we can deal with that, but we
need to get you to a meeting first.

597
00:44:29,803 --> 00:44:32,055
I don't even want her
to see me like this.

598
00:44:35,311 --> 00:44:37,522
I mean, you wouldn't even recognize me.

599
00:44:38,815 --> 00:44:42,985
I worked on the yearbook.
I was editor-in-chief of the paper.

600
00:44:46,489 --> 00:44:49,200
People always said I
had a bright future.

601
00:44:50,198 --> 00:44:51,533
That's great.

602
00:44:51,869 --> 00:44:54,872
Whatever. It's nothing now.
I'm not even at school.

603
00:44:59,001 --> 00:45:00,878
And the way that she looks at me,

604
00:45:04,590 --> 00:45:07,009
I can see how much she hates me.

605
00:45:09,387 --> 00:45:13,975
It's in her eyes, you know?
Just... complete disdain.

606
00:45:21,274 --> 00:45:24,444
I don't have a great relationship
with my mother, either.

607
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:33,617
All I ever wanted when I was young was
to just get out of that house,

608
00:45:34,078 --> 00:45:35,246
and I did.

609
00:45:36,581 --> 00:45:38,583
I made something of my life.

610
00:45:40,918 --> 00:45:42,795
You just have to be strong,

611
00:45:43,588 --> 00:45:45,840
and find an outlet that isn't drugs.

612
00:45:47,380 --> 00:45:49,591
Please, just tell me, and I'll do it.

613
00:45:52,764 --> 00:45:56,893
Well, for me, I realized
I could help people.

614
00:45:57,977 --> 00:46:00,563
But sometimes it's easier
to live for others

615
00:46:00,646 --> 00:46:05,026
than it is to figure out
how to live for yourself.

616
00:46:08,863 --> 00:46:09,947
It's hard.

617
00:46:11,908 --> 00:46:13,826
And I make mistakes.

618
00:46:17,997 --> 00:46:20,541
I have to make tough judgment calls.

619
00:46:22,085 --> 00:46:23,211
Like...

620
00:46:24,587 --> 00:46:26,839
I shouldn't even be here right now.

621
00:46:27,173 --> 00:46:28,674
I'm happy you came.

622
00:46:32,133 --> 00:46:34,302
I don't think I should leave you.

623
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:37,100
I'll be okay.

624
00:46:38,518 --> 00:46:39,519
I promise.

625
00:46:42,480 --> 00:46:44,065
It'll be our secret.

626
00:50:07,015 --> 00:50:11,317
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