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["Gypsy" by Stevie Nicks]

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♪ So I'm back to the velvet underground ♪

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♪ Back to the floor that I love ♪

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♪ To a room with some lace
Some paper flowers ♪

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♪ Back to the gypsy that I was ♪

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♪ To the gypsy that remains ♪

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♪ Faces freedom
With a little bit of fear ♪

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♪ I have no fear, I have only love ♪

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♪ But she was just a wish ♪

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♪ She was just a wish ♪

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♪ And lightning struck only once ♪

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♪ And your gypsy, your gypsy ♪

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[birds chirping]

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[children laughing]

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[Michelle] Jean?

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Jean?

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I was just asking if you want
an iced coffee? Cappuccino?

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We got the new Nespresso machine.
It can literally make anything.

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Oh, thanks,
but I'm actually trying to quit.

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I find it doesn't agree with me.

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Maria makes this great
ginger turmeric drink.

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It's really good for the skin.

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I figure it's a better alternative
to Botox.

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[children screaming]

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-[Jean] Oh...
-They're fine.

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Relax, Jean. It's so funny
what you choose to worry about.

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[children laughing]

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Actually, I noticed you haven't RSVP'd
to Dolly's party yet.

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Oh, fuck, I'm so sorry. I meant to.

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No, it's fine.

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I just know how much
she wants Sadie there,

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and once she gets her mind
set on something--

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What's your theme?

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We don't have a theme,
but we're gonna have a magician.

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Oh.

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Sadie's always been such a girly-girl,

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so it's pretty straight-forward,
thank God.

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[laughs] You know, princesses, Frozen.

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Oh, but I do have the best caterer
if you need someone.

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And it's not Holly Faitelson.

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We're just gonna do pizza and cake.

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Oh, that's good.

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It's refreshing to see someone
not get carried away with a lavish party.

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Where's the bathroom?

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Just use mine down the hall.
The workmen have been using this one,

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and they leave the toilet seat up
all the time, it's disgusting.

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[sighs]

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[water shuts off]

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[pills rattling]

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[bottle clattering]

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[Jean] Hey, come on, Dolly, let's go.

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I'm coming, Mom.

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-Thanks. We'll see you Saturday?
-Yeah.

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Oh, and if you end up needing someone,
Daphne's Catering, ask for Milana.

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-Seriously life changing.
-Okay, thanks.

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[Dolly] I got to ride...

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Dolly, you know the rules.

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Please, just one game.

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No. Upstairs, please.

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Start your homework.

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I'll be right up, honey.

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[sighs]

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[Nancy] Hi, Jean.
I have been trying to get a hold of you.

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I wanted to see what you guys were doing
for Dolly's birthday.

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Um, please call me back,

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if you can spare the time, that is,
for your mother, thanks.

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Love you.

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[cell phone ringing]

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[Jean] Hey!

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[Michael] I've been stuck in meetings.
How did it go?

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Good. Sadie's definitely in for the party.

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Well, is Doll happy?

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-What do you think?
-Aw, I bet.

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Oh, listen, I got Stacey to come tonight.

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You wanna go out?

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Actually, I was thinking
we could meet in the city,

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have some dinner, like old times.

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Oh, is this a date?

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Maybe.

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Well, I'll have Alexis book something.

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No, I already took care of it.

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I'll text you the address.

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Wow, you are on it tonight.

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-You have no idea.
-Wow, bye.

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[train horn blares]

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[Jean] I'm telling you,
you didn't pay the check.

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-No-- yes, I did.
-How much do you want to bet?

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You already have a pretty big tab.

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Shut up. You're just saying that
'cause you're wrong.

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If anything,
I might have pretended to be a rebel

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-just to impress you.
-No--

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But I would have never walked out
on the bill.

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-Listen to me.
-Ever.

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-You were wasted.
-You're wasted.

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It was Greg's 30th.
We all just literally walked out.

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-You are wasted.
-I swear,

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if you don't look suspicious,
people never suspect anything.

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-Bored there, Jeanie?
-I love when you call me that.

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-Excuse me?
-[Waiter] Yes, ma'am?

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Can I get a tequila on the rocks

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with a splash of soda
and extra limes, please?

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Really? You've got an early day tomorrow.

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So?

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Come on, let's be adventurous.

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[Michael] Come on,
you hardly ate anything.

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Here, have the last of the pie.

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Oh, so I'm picking up the cake tomorrow,

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and don't worry,
I avoided pink like the plague.

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As long as Dolly's happy.

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I can't believe she's nine.

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Ah, if I could, I'd lock her in a freezer
and have her stay that way forever.

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Maybe with a little less attitude.

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We should've had another one.

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[cell phone vibrates]

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Um, have you given any more thought

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to inviting your mom
to the birthday party?

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Definitely not, she's not coming.

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-Hey, don't get upset, okay?
-Okay, sorry.

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[distant laughter]

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Let's not go home.

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-Seriously?
-Yeah.

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I got Stacey to stay till midnight.

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[laughing] You're drunk!

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Exactly, and don't ruin it.

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Come on,
I wanna try this new place.

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[Michael] All right.

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-It's cute, right?
-Yeah, how did you find this place?

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I have my ways.

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So mysterious, huh?

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[glasses clinking]

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You don't know all my secrets.

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Mm, really?

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What are you keeping
from me, there, Jeanie?

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What are you keeping from me?

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Okay, what do you think?
First date or affair?

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-[Jean] Definitely affair.
-Hmm.

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Too much passion for a first date.

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Do you think I'd know
if you were having an affair?

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Well, I would never.

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I can't keep anything from you,
so I think you're safe.

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One look at your face
and I'd know everything.

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[Michael] Yeah.

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What about me?
Do you think I would know?

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Hmm.

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I think you'd probably pretend
for a while that everything was fine,

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and then you'd have
one conversation with me

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and then just leave.

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That's a very specific response.

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I do this for a living, remember?

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Well, I hope that never happens.

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[laughs] It won't.

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I wouldn't jeopardize this.

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You know that, right?

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I can't even imagine my life
without you and Dolly.

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How far do you think you'd go?

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How do you mean?

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Emotionally, would you...

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would you fight for me?

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Of course I would fight for you.

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I mean...

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take out a knife
and threaten to slit your wrists.

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Would you do that?

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What the fuck are you talking about?

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Anyway, that sounds more like you.

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[laughs]

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I've grown up.

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I think.

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[cell phone vibrating]

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Popular tonight.

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[Jean] Oh, it's the caterers.

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-You called them already?
-Just for the quote.

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[sighs]

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[Michael] Come here.

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[Dolly giggling]

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She's asleep. We're good.

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Mm, hey baby, mm...

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Keep going.

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Don't touch me.

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[moaning]

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Don't touch. I know exactly what I want.

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[breathing heavily]

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[Sam] I felt alone...

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outside myself.

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And when I woke up, I was turned on.

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And whether asleep or trying to, um...

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...you know,

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my mind only goes to her.

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You know, I try to think of other things.

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Like, there's this anchor on CNN.

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Or Emily, my ex before Sidney,

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one time, in Mexico,
in this public hot tub.

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But they're always replaced by Sidney.

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It doesn't matter how the fantasy begins.
It only ends with her.

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Sometimes when we try
to avoid thinking about something,

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the more it gets into our head.

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So if I tell you not to think
of a red apple, what do you think of?

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-A red apple.
-Exactly. See,

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by resisting it,
you're actually giving it more power.

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[Sam]
The sick thing is that after that dream,

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I got off, and when I finished,

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I thought of Sidney with everyone but me.

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These douchey guys just fucking her all
at the same time.

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It's like some weird form of punishment.

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You can't allow Sidney
to have that kind of power over you.

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Positive or negative,
you're finding a way to fixate on her.

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Both of us, in our sessions,
we're giving it way too much weight.

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I know. I agree, but I just--

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I don't know how
to keep my mind from going there.

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Let's talk about Emily. What was she like?

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Stable and healthy,
not at all adventurous.

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But I think that's why
I found Sidney so alluring,

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because she was the exact opposite.

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Right, but she's also selfish
and dangerous.

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From what you said.

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Finding someone who loves you
for who you really are,

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at your best, at your worst,
that's-- that's true love.

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Not this constant search for adventure.

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I almost forgot.

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[paper rustling]

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That's great, Sam.

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There you are.

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-Yeah, sorry, we ran late.
-[Larin] You're way too nice.

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I see that clock hit 50, I'm like,
"See ya, suckers."

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Can you still grab lunch?

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I can't. I've got far too much going on
with the party. It's crazy.

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God, you're not becoming
a Connecticut mom, are you?

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No, that is impossible.

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But with the drama at school,
I figured I should make more of an effort.

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Try and crack those power moms.

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A mother's dream.

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Look, you can't fight
Dolly's battles for her

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or succumb to their politics.

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She'll be fine.
She's a super confident kid.

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She'll see through all their crap.

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Just like her mother once did.

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By the way, you haven't told me
if you're coming tomorrow.

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Sorry, a capella practice.

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I can't believe that's not a joke.

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[laughs] Wait till you see us perform.
It's like Pitch Perfect on crack.

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-[laughs]
-It's nice to have a community, though.

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It's different to go through life alone,
you know?

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Yeah, well,
I'm just happy you found your voice.

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[Claire] "Dear Jean, I thought a lot
about my outburst the other day,

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about ending therapy.

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And what I'm trying to say is
maybe you don't see me

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for who I really am.

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You see someone strong and steady,

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and may not realize
that I look in the mirror

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and see the Cowardly Lion.

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I know we're not friends,
but I really value our relationship, Jean,

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and I'm hurt."

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That's it.

253
00:18:42,162 --> 00:18:44,832
-It's a wonderful letter.
-Really?

254
00:18:44,915 --> 00:18:45,874
Hmm.

255
00:18:45,959 --> 00:18:48,587
I was so nervous on the train coming here.

256
00:18:49,087 --> 00:18:51,882
I kept debating
about this Cowardly Lion part,

257
00:18:51,965 --> 00:18:53,550
I thought maybe it was too much.

258
00:18:53,632 --> 00:18:56,844
And I, uh, I thought maybe
I shouldn't use any metaphors.

259
00:18:56,927 --> 00:18:59,429
No, it's great, really.

260
00:18:59,515 --> 00:19:01,892
And not only because I want you
to be open with me,

261
00:19:01,975 --> 00:19:06,146
but because it's exactly
what I want you to share with Rebecca.

262
00:19:06,228 --> 00:19:08,188
Oh, I'd be such a mess.

263
00:19:09,022 --> 00:19:10,607
Look at my hands, I'm still shaking.

264
00:19:12,361 --> 00:19:15,364
-You know, I've been thinking, Claire.
-Yeah?

265
00:19:15,447 --> 00:19:17,783
With Howard passing,

266
00:19:17,865 --> 00:19:22,494
is it possible you tightened the reins
on Rebecca?

267
00:19:22,578 --> 00:19:24,580
I mean, she's all I've got left.

268
00:19:24,665 --> 00:19:27,543
Right, but it's a lot of pressure
to put on anyone.

269
00:19:27,626 --> 00:19:31,421
After all, you didn't just lose a husband.
<span style="style_2"/>Rebecca lost her dad.

270
00:19:31,505 --> 00:19:34,424
And I have a feeling that maybe--

271
00:19:34,506 --> 00:19:38,468
maybe there wasn't enough room
for her grief with yours.

272
00:19:39,845 --> 00:19:43,390
Now, I know how complex
the mother-daughter relationship can be,

273
00:19:43,473 --> 00:19:47,686
but as the mother,
you sometimes have to take responsibility.

274
00:19:47,771 --> 00:19:51,859
You don't want it to get so bad
that she doesn't return your calls

275
00:19:51,942 --> 00:19:55,195
or do anything real with you.

276
00:19:57,571 --> 00:19:58,780
What's your daughter like?

277
00:20:01,118 --> 00:20:07,749
I-- I don't usually disclose,
but she's spirited.

278
00:20:07,833 --> 00:20:09,001
Has a mind of her own.

279
00:20:09,084 --> 00:20:11,295
She's actually having a birthday
this weekend.

280
00:20:11,378 --> 00:20:13,422
Oh, how nice. What are you planning?

281
00:20:13,505 --> 00:20:15,632
A princess-themed party.

282
00:20:15,716 --> 00:20:18,594
You know,
just your typical nine-year-old girl.

283
00:20:18,677 --> 00:20:20,512
That's nice, enjoy it.

284
00:20:21,597 --> 00:20:23,515
It's gone in the blink of an eye.

285
00:20:25,017 --> 00:20:27,060
[laughs] Trust me.

286
00:20:38,739 --> 00:20:39,907
[sighs]

287
00:21:06,475 --> 00:21:08,810
[Nancy] Oh, no, that shouldn't go there.

288
00:21:10,521 --> 00:21:12,022
No one will see it.

289
00:21:12,437 --> 00:21:14,731
It's not for anyone else, Mom.

290
00:21:17,319 --> 00:21:18,737
[Nancy] You know, I...

291
00:21:19,363 --> 00:21:22,533
I don't think you have to have
anybody here, any company, huh?

292
00:21:22,614 --> 00:21:23,824
It's just a transition.

293
00:21:24,826 --> 00:21:25,744
[Jean scoffs]

294
00:21:26,161 --> 00:21:29,957
Maybe I don't want company.
Maybe that's the point.

295
00:21:30,457 --> 00:21:31,708
[laughs]

296
00:21:31,792 --> 00:21:34,378
I thought by now
you'd be moving to the suburbs.

297
00:21:34,461 --> 00:21:35,796
[sighs] Oh, really?

298
00:21:35,879 --> 00:21:39,883
Well, you just don't get me, do you?

299
00:21:40,634 --> 00:21:42,219
That's not who I am.

300
00:21:43,345 --> 00:21:45,639
You don't want to go through life alone.

301
00:21:47,222 --> 00:21:49,433
Look, I'm sure Michael would understand.

302
00:21:51,562 --> 00:21:53,021
You know what? I'm--

303
00:21:53,105 --> 00:21:55,899
I'm not taking relationship advice
from you.

304
00:21:55,983 --> 00:21:57,860
I mean, come on.

305
00:21:59,026 --> 00:22:02,112
I just don't want you to turn around
and have nothing left.

306
00:22:52,164 --> 00:22:53,957
I'm still waiting
on the employee interviews.

307
00:22:54,041 --> 00:22:56,335
I called again.
They should send a dropbox soon.

308
00:22:56,418 --> 00:23:00,005
Well, I just need them by Monday, okay?

309
00:23:00,088 --> 00:23:01,590
-Got it.
-Thanks.

310
00:23:01,671 --> 00:23:04,174
Oh, and a Katherine Wallace called.

311
00:23:04,257 --> 00:23:06,426
She didn't say what it was about,
but she sounded like--

312
00:23:06,512 --> 00:23:09,932
Okay, um, did she leave a number?

313
00:23:10,015 --> 00:23:11,767
Uh, yeah, I put it on your post sheet.

314
00:23:12,726 --> 00:23:15,312
Okay, thanks. Have a good weekend.

315
00:23:15,395 --> 00:23:16,897
[Alexis] Enjoy the party.

316
00:23:16,980 --> 00:23:18,649
Let me know if there's anything you need.

317
00:23:18,730 --> 00:23:19,856
Okay, thanks, Alexis.

318
00:23:23,737 --> 00:23:25,155
Hi, Barry.

319
00:23:26,154 --> 00:23:27,531
I'm here to see Rebecca.

320
00:23:28,116 --> 00:23:31,828
She's not expecting me,
but I thought I'd drop these by for her.

321
00:23:34,746 --> 00:23:36,623
[Barry]
<span style="style_2"/>Rebecca moved out six weeks ago.

322
00:23:37,791 --> 00:23:39,126
Didn't she tell you?

323
00:23:39,209 --> 00:23:41,878
[chuckles] She hasn't mentioned anything.

324
00:23:43,799 --> 00:23:46,009
Where did she move to?
Did she leave an address?

325
00:23:46,093 --> 00:23:47,469
I don't know.

326
00:23:47,553 --> 00:23:49,763
A few things have still come
for her in the mail.

327
00:23:51,598 --> 00:23:52,599
Okay.

328
00:23:53,392 --> 00:23:55,769
No, no, no, it's all right.

329
00:23:55,853 --> 00:23:58,105
[laughs] Thank you, Barry, thank you.

330
00:23:58,188 --> 00:24:01,233
-I'm sorry.
-I'm sorry, too.

331
00:24:01,942 --> 00:24:03,402
[groaning]

332
00:24:16,039 --> 00:24:17,958
[sighing]

333
00:24:36,435 --> 00:24:38,145
[door creaks]

334
00:25:23,857 --> 00:25:25,692
[cell phone vibrates]

335
00:26:52,402 --> 00:26:55,447
[chattering]

336
00:27:07,085 --> 00:27:10,339
[children giggling]

337
00:27:16,053 --> 00:27:17,638
[Michelle] It's gorgeous.

338
00:27:20,390 --> 00:27:26,563
[Nancy] I was going to tell her
after her party, but, well...

339
00:27:38,615 --> 00:27:41,534
[Sidney] People think being alone
is the scariest thing in the world.

340
00:27:43,121 --> 00:27:44,373
They're wrong.

341
00:27:45,207 --> 00:27:48,168
Lying to yourself is far worse.

342
00:27:54,091 --> 00:27:56,552
Happy birthday, Jeanie.

343
00:28:02,266 --> 00:28:06,311
[grunts]

344
00:28:10,855 --> 00:28:12,190
[sighs]

345
00:28:27,833 --> 00:28:28,917
[keys clatter]

346
00:28:31,503 --> 00:28:32,796
[car alarm beeps]

347
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:41,722
[Jean] When was the last time you saw her?

348
00:28:42,431 --> 00:28:43,599
[Allison] Two months ago?

349
00:28:44,224 --> 00:28:45,601
It was around my birthday.

350
00:28:45,684 --> 00:28:48,979
She stopped by to drop off a present,
and we spoke for, like, a minute.

351
00:28:49,813 --> 00:28:52,900
[Jean] And why are you so afraid
to talk to her, Allison?

352
00:28:53,775 --> 00:28:55,110
[Allison] Do you know that look?

353
00:28:55,652 --> 00:29:00,032
The one where the person you love most
is completely disappointed in you?

354
00:29:00,532 --> 00:29:04,536
Or they no longer see you as their kid,
but as an individual,

355
00:29:04,995 --> 00:29:06,705
and they don't like what they see?

356
00:29:08,248 --> 00:29:11,585
[Jean] Did you ever think it was your mom
who disappointed you?

357
00:29:14,087 --> 00:29:14,922
[seat belt clicks]

358
00:29:15,005 --> 00:29:17,090
[chattering]

359
00:29:20,550 --> 00:29:23,219
[car engine starting]

360
00:29:45,074 --> 00:29:46,451
Avengers assemble!

361
00:29:46,537 --> 00:29:49,081
-[Michael] Assemble, Avengers!
-Avengers assemble!

362
00:29:49,164 --> 00:29:51,208
[Michael] Assemble!

363
00:29:52,543 --> 00:29:54,837
Well, hello there, Captain America.

364
00:29:54,918 --> 00:29:58,046
Ah! Now Loki's here. Don't let him get ya!

365
00:29:58,129 --> 00:29:59,506
I'm not the bad guy.

366
00:29:59,591 --> 00:30:01,301
[Michael laughing]

367
00:30:01,677 --> 00:30:03,178
[Dolly] Mommy's the Hulk.

368
00:30:03,262 --> 00:30:05,556
[Michael]
Where've you been this morning, Hulk?

369
00:30:05,639 --> 00:30:08,433
Oh, just out doing errands.
Picked up the cake.

370
00:30:09,142 --> 00:30:11,520
And I got money to pay the magician.

371
00:30:11,601 --> 00:30:13,394
-Right.
-You look great.

372
00:30:14,273 --> 00:30:17,401
And I got some extra candy
for the piñata and the goodies.

373
00:30:17,484 --> 00:30:19,319
My God, you are on it. That's so hot.

374
00:30:20,153 --> 00:30:21,154
You like that, huh?

375
00:30:21,236 --> 00:30:23,446
You know how I feel
about that soccer mom stuff.

376
00:30:25,033 --> 00:30:26,994
-You're not even kidding.
-Unh-unh.

377
00:30:27,911 --> 00:30:29,705
-So it looks good, right?
-Mm-hmm.

378
00:30:29,786 --> 00:30:32,372
[Jean] And I thought
I'd set up the caterers outside.

379
00:30:33,208 --> 00:30:36,712
And what about this? Should I put this...

380
00:30:37,335 --> 00:30:40,880
-Can you think of anything else?
-Mnh-mnh.

381
00:30:42,340 --> 00:30:43,299
Okay.

382
00:30:58,690 --> 00:31:00,817
[truck beeping]

383
00:31:03,236 --> 00:31:05,780
[beeping continues]

384
00:31:07,284 --> 00:31:09,912
-What's all the commotion?
-[Michael] Just through here.

385
00:31:10,913 --> 00:31:13,582
I didn't know we were getting a tent.

386
00:31:13,665 --> 00:31:15,834
Yeah, where's Harold?
Did you put him away?

387
00:31:15,918 --> 00:31:18,795
Hey, it's just a party, okay?
Relax a little.

388
00:31:19,752 --> 00:31:22,088
[men chattering]

389
00:31:28,595 --> 00:31:29,429
Oh, my God.

390
00:31:30,432 --> 00:31:31,934
I wanted a haircut.

391
00:31:32,017 --> 00:31:34,061
But we talked about it, right?

392
00:31:34,142 --> 00:31:37,604
Why would you disregard that
and go do it yourself?

393
00:31:37,898 --> 00:31:39,983
I wanted to look like me.

394
00:31:41,610 --> 00:31:43,862
I don't know what I'm doing here, honey.

395
00:31:44,235 --> 00:31:47,363
I'm not trained in this.
Turn around, please.

396
00:31:47,614 --> 00:31:51,492
Hey, it's Grandma.
She wants to wish you a happy birthday.

397
00:31:52,079 --> 00:31:54,122
Always has the best timing.

398
00:31:54,957 --> 00:31:55,999
Hi, Grandma, hi.

399
00:31:56,083 --> 00:31:59,127
[Nancy] How's the birthday girl?
Are you excited for your party?

400
00:31:59,211 --> 00:32:01,088
Mm. I cut my hair.

401
00:32:01,588 --> 00:32:03,090
Mommy's trying to fix it.

402
00:32:03,173 --> 00:32:05,801
Oh, I'm sure she is.

403
00:32:30,409 --> 00:32:33,871
[doorbell rings]

404
00:32:37,332 --> 00:32:39,376
[men and women chattering]

405
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:46,008
Oh, hey!

406
00:32:46,091 --> 00:32:48,177
I'm so glad you guys made it.

407
00:32:48,257 --> 00:32:52,971
The house looks fantastic, Jean.
And, oh, you look stunning.

408
00:32:53,056 --> 00:32:54,766
Come on outside, everything's set up.

409
00:32:54,850 --> 00:32:57,936
-Did you do all of this yourself?
-Yeah, basically.

410
00:32:58,020 --> 00:32:59,188
That is very impressive.

411
00:32:59,271 --> 00:33:00,814
[girl] Hey, wait up!

412
00:33:03,022 --> 00:33:04,273
[applauding]

413
00:33:04,359 --> 00:33:07,154
[man] There's a very special
birthday girl who's going to assist me.

414
00:33:07,237 --> 00:33:08,071
Is there a Dolly?

415
00:33:08,152 --> 00:33:11,114
So glad you used Milana.
It's pretty affordable, too, right?

416
00:33:11,197 --> 00:33:13,700
Welcome, Dolly.
Could you tell me when to stop?

417
00:33:14,701 --> 00:33:17,787
What-- yeah, yeah, she's great.
Thanks for the rec.

418
00:33:18,332 --> 00:33:19,166
Can you put...

419
00:33:19,247 --> 00:33:21,958
[Michelle] I love the way Dolly dresses.
It's so original.

420
00:33:22,586 --> 00:33:25,631
Yeah, we think it's important
that she expresses herself.

421
00:33:25,712 --> 00:33:28,089
That's the psychologist talking again,
isn't it?

422
00:33:29,051 --> 00:33:31,094
-Is this vintage?
-What?

423
00:33:31,178 --> 00:33:33,639
Oh, this, uh, it's from a different life.

424
00:33:33,722 --> 00:33:35,474
[magician]
Dolly, will you inspect the deck?

425
00:33:36,931 --> 00:33:38,349
[children clamoring]

426
00:33:39,892 --> 00:33:41,060
Are you getting it, hon?

427
00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:43,021
[magician] Dolly, hit the deck of cards.

428
00:33:43,106 --> 00:33:44,191
Is this your card?

429
00:33:44,772 --> 00:33:46,691
-No.
-Yes, it is. No?

430
00:33:49,154 --> 00:33:52,533
[Jean] Honey, what's going on?
What's going on?

431
00:33:52,616 --> 00:33:53,825
He's lying to us.

432
00:33:53,909 --> 00:33:56,787
No, he's not lying, honey.
He's a magician. That's what they do.

433
00:33:56,870 --> 00:33:59,206
-It's just a trick.
-I don't want to be tricked.

434
00:33:59,289 --> 00:34:01,208
He should be honest.
That's what you tell me.

435
00:34:01,291 --> 00:34:03,418
Well, yeah, of course,
it's always good to be honest,

436
00:34:03,502 --> 00:34:06,255
but, honey, this is just a game, okay?

437
00:34:06,338 --> 00:34:09,174
It's not real.
Now just go be with your friends.

438
00:34:09,258 --> 00:34:10,926
Go on, enjoy the party.

439
00:34:11,007 --> 00:34:12,633
You're not mad at me anymore?

440
00:34:14,680 --> 00:34:18,141
Oh, honey, no, I'm not mad at you,

441
00:34:18,809 --> 00:34:20,936
'cause you're my girl, right?

442
00:34:21,019 --> 00:34:22,771
And I'd do anything for you.

443
00:34:23,355 --> 00:34:26,024
Give up everything just to make you happy.

444
00:34:27,023 --> 00:34:28,858
Fine, but I wanna do the next trick.

445
00:34:29,442 --> 00:34:30,485
Go on, then.

446
00:34:52,217 --> 00:34:53,677
-[Michael] Hey.
-Hey!

447
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:55,888
I can't believe
you came all the way out here.

448
00:34:55,971 --> 00:34:59,766
Well, you said it was important,
and I couldn't seem to send it all.

449
00:34:59,850 --> 00:35:00,851
[Michael] That's great.

450
00:35:02,769 --> 00:35:03,604
Hey!

451
00:35:03,684 --> 00:35:06,395
-[Alexis] Hey, Jean!
-You must be the famous Alexis.

452
00:35:06,479 --> 00:35:08,314
-So nice to finally meet you.
-You, too.

453
00:35:09,401 --> 00:35:12,529
I'm sorry to interrupt.
You must be completely overwhelmed.

454
00:35:12,610 --> 00:35:15,321
No, not at all.
Can I get you something?

455
00:35:15,905 --> 00:35:18,032
No, no, I just came to drop this off.

456
00:35:18,118 --> 00:35:20,913
But, um, it's a lovely party.

457
00:35:20,996 --> 00:35:22,706
Ah, yeah, all Jean.

458
00:35:23,830 --> 00:35:25,998
Oh, I didn't want to come empty-handed.

459
00:35:26,084 --> 00:35:28,712
-It's just a book.
-That's really thoughtful, Alexis.

460
00:35:28,795 --> 00:35:30,839
Thank you, we don't buy her
enough books anymore.

461
00:35:30,923 --> 00:35:33,133
Hey, stay for one drink, okay?
It's a long trip back.

462
00:35:33,217 --> 00:35:34,468
The bar's right out front.

463
00:35:34,551 --> 00:35:36,553
-Okay, yes.
-[Michael] All right.

464
00:35:38,972 --> 00:35:39,973
Huh?

465
00:35:42,559 --> 00:35:43,852
She's not your type?

466
00:35:44,895 --> 00:35:47,064
You're a fucking liar.
She's everyone's type.

467
00:35:47,147 --> 00:35:49,650
-I even might consider it.
-Oh, what? She's not.

468
00:35:49,733 --> 00:35:51,318
Okay, listen, she's attractive, fine.

469
00:35:51,401 --> 00:35:56,490
But even if I was on the hunt,
she's young, and she feels young, okay?

470
00:35:56,990 --> 00:36:00,452
Good, 'cause if I lose you
to your assistant,

471
00:36:00,536 --> 00:36:03,664
I'd be mad at you for making me part
of the cliché.

472
00:36:12,086 --> 00:36:15,173
[chattering and laughing continue]

473
00:36:20,514 --> 00:36:21,598
[sighs]

474
00:36:21,682 --> 00:36:23,767
-We were just--
-No, it's fine.

475
00:36:23,851 --> 00:36:25,602
Can I bum one, please?

476
00:36:27,312 --> 00:36:28,355
Thanks.

477
00:36:32,192 --> 00:36:33,610
[lighter clicks]

478
00:36:35,654 --> 00:36:36,613
Thanks.

479
00:36:39,658 --> 00:36:41,201
[sighs]

480
00:36:51,295 --> 00:36:53,088
[inhales sharply]

481
00:36:56,631 --> 00:36:59,592
-I need to know if I can return it.
-We're not gonna open it.

482
00:37:01,677 --> 00:37:03,221
What are you doing here, Mom?

483
00:37:03,304 --> 00:37:04,931
Dolly invited me.

484
00:37:05,434 --> 00:37:08,395
I mean, it's her birthday,
so I thought I'd honor her wish.

485
00:37:08,976 --> 00:37:10,311
Never disappoint.

486
00:37:11,398 --> 00:37:12,232
[Michael chuckling]

487
00:37:12,316 --> 00:37:13,358
Oh, Michael.

488
00:37:13,442 --> 00:37:15,569
Oh, God, you're so attractive.

489
00:37:15,652 --> 00:37:17,362
Aw, it's nice to see you, Nancy.

490
00:37:18,071 --> 00:37:19,531
[Nancy] Everything looks lovely.

491
00:37:21,864 --> 00:37:23,908
Well, I think I'll get the cake.

492
00:37:23,991 --> 00:37:27,370
-Right now?
-Mm-hmm, seems like the right time.

493
00:37:27,453 --> 00:37:29,997
-Yes!
-Oh, really?

494
00:37:44,223 --> 00:37:45,974
-We're ready for the cake.
-[woman] Mm-hmm.

495
00:37:49,603 --> 00:37:51,563
[Michael] That is the famous Alexis.

496
00:37:51,644 --> 00:37:53,479
-[Alexis] Nice to meet you.
-[Michael] Say hello.

497
00:37:54,355 --> 00:37:55,564
[laughing]

498
00:37:55,648 --> 00:37:57,775
[Michael mumbling]

499
00:37:57,858 --> 00:37:59,485
-[Michael] I'll make you take a good one.
-[Dolly] No, Daddy.

500
00:38:00,197 --> 00:38:02,407
-Thank you.
-Nice to meet you, Dolly.

501
00:38:03,659 --> 00:38:05,118
Yes, yes, go, go.

502
00:38:08,914 --> 00:38:11,041
-[Alexis] She's so sweet.
-[Michael] A little shy.

503
00:38:12,417 --> 00:38:14,503
[chattering]

504
00:38:16,127 --> 00:38:20,673
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

505
00:38:21,009 --> 00:38:26,223
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

506
00:38:26,306 --> 00:38:32,563
♪ Happy birthday, dear Dolly ♪

507
00:38:32,646 --> 00:38:37,776
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

508
00:38:38,777 --> 00:38:40,445
Go on, make a wish.

509
00:38:40,526 --> 00:38:42,528
[blowing]

510
00:38:42,656 --> 00:38:45,826
[cheering]

511
00:38:45,906 --> 00:38:48,993
[boy] Over here! Pass it to me.

512
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:54,626
[Michelle] What will it be next,
her own bathroom at school?

513
00:38:54,710 --> 00:38:58,338
I'm sorry, we can be accommodating,
but I am tired of bending over backwards.

514
00:38:58,422 --> 00:39:00,299
We all have our own things to worry about.

515
00:39:02,134 --> 00:39:04,178
I'm sorry, are you kidding me?

516
00:39:04,553 --> 00:39:08,640
Oh, Jean, no, I was just saying that--

517
00:39:08,724 --> 00:39:11,768
I've done nothing but try
to make a nice party for you guys

518
00:39:11,849 --> 00:39:14,143
so you can day drink
and bitch about your husbands.

519
00:39:14,226 --> 00:39:17,104
And what, you think you can disrespect me
and my daughter?

520
00:39:17,191 --> 00:39:19,693
-Jean? Hey.
-No, I'm not gonna play this game anymore,

521
00:39:19,776 --> 00:39:22,404
and I'm not gonna pretend
that this is acceptable, 'cause it's not.

522
00:39:22,487 --> 00:39:26,533
We're all just lying all the time
by pretending to be friends

523
00:39:26,614 --> 00:39:28,574
and not buying into the politics.

524
00:39:28,657 --> 00:39:32,078
And you, with your stash of pills,
and your obsession with appearances.

525
00:39:32,831 --> 00:39:35,542
You're the reason why my little girl has
to be scared of being judged.

526
00:39:35,626 --> 00:39:37,211
And today, on her birthday,

527
00:39:37,294 --> 00:39:39,505
when she's supposed to be joyful
and innocent,

528
00:39:39,588 --> 00:39:41,632
she has to answer to people like you?

529
00:39:41,715 --> 00:39:44,468
I'm sorry, I'm not gonna let you
take that away from her,

530
00:39:44,548 --> 00:39:46,175
'cause you're just not that powerful.

531
00:39:51,934 --> 00:39:53,852
And you know what the ironic thing is?

532
00:39:53,936 --> 00:39:58,982
I wanted today to be perfect
because I actually cared what you think.

533
00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:04,693
But now I realize I'm better off,
because I'm nothing like you.

534
00:40:34,601 --> 00:40:36,311
[sighs]

535
00:40:46,572 --> 00:40:49,700
[paper rustling]

536
00:40:50,826 --> 00:40:52,744
This is for babies.

537
00:40:52,828 --> 00:40:53,996
Oh.

538
00:40:55,035 --> 00:40:57,413
Yeah, someone doesn't know kids.

539
00:40:58,125 --> 00:41:02,379
-I'm not three to five. I'm nine.
-Of course you are, cookie.

540
00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:05,048
You're becoming such a big girl.

541
00:41:07,551 --> 00:41:08,719
-Mommy?
-Hmm?

542
00:41:08,802 --> 00:41:10,470
Did you not like my party?

543
00:41:11,013 --> 00:41:13,056
Yeah, I loved your party.

544
00:41:13,891 --> 00:41:17,769
Oh, honey, I'm sorry if I was upset
for a moment.

545
00:41:18,353 --> 00:41:21,398
Sometimes it happens, even with mommies.

546
00:41:22,354 --> 00:41:24,064
Do you want to know what I wished for?

547
00:41:24,148 --> 00:41:26,817
-A hoverboard.
-No.

548
00:41:26,904 --> 00:41:29,156
[laughs]

549
00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:33,327
Okay, good, um, a trampoline?

550
00:41:33,410 --> 00:41:36,872
-Nope.
-Okay, I give up.

551
00:41:37,539 --> 00:41:40,000
I wished for the magician
to make you happy.

552
00:41:43,420 --> 00:41:46,131
Oh, honey, listen to me.

553
00:41:46,798 --> 00:41:48,509
I am happy,

554
00:41:49,218 --> 00:41:51,220
and I don't need a magician for that.

555
00:41:51,300 --> 00:41:54,011
I have you and Daddy.

556
00:41:54,765 --> 00:41:57,017
And that's more than enough.

557
00:41:59,770 --> 00:42:01,563
Now let's go to sleep.

558
00:42:19,790 --> 00:42:22,584
-I love you.
-I love you, too, Mommy.

559
00:42:38,308 --> 00:42:39,810
You know, you didn't have to do that.

560
00:42:40,978 --> 00:42:43,939
-Did you even hear what they said?
-It doesn't matter.

561
00:42:44,022 --> 00:42:46,358
Dolly didn't hear it,
and it's her party today.

562
00:42:46,441 --> 00:42:49,319
Right, but she's fine.
She doesn't know what happened.

563
00:42:49,403 --> 00:42:51,238
I'm not gonna let them
talk like that about her.

564
00:42:51,321 --> 00:42:54,283
-I'm obviously gonna want to protect her.
-And I don't?

565
00:42:54,908 --> 00:42:57,286
Well, no. You don't know what it's like.

566
00:42:57,369 --> 00:42:58,370
You're always working.

567
00:42:58,450 --> 00:43:01,245
You don't do the pick-ups.
You don't do the drop-offs.

568
00:43:01,331 --> 00:43:03,834
You don't deal with those monsters.

569
00:43:03,914 --> 00:43:05,416
So you can't presume to know.

570
00:43:05,499 --> 00:43:07,793
Just like I don't know
what you deal with at work.

571
00:43:07,880 --> 00:43:09,256
Well, that's right, you don't.

572
00:43:09,965 --> 00:43:13,552
But it's interesting
that little miss Alexis shows up today.

573
00:43:14,550 --> 00:43:16,260
She was just doing her job.

574
00:43:16,346 --> 00:43:19,224
But yeah, go ahead, make that about you.

575
00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:22,349
I guess it's not enough that you hijacked
Dolly's party already today.

576
00:43:22,433 --> 00:43:24,560
Really?
What should I have done, Michael, huh?

577
00:43:24,855 --> 00:43:27,065
Just, just pretend like nothing happened?

578
00:43:27,149 --> 00:43:29,026
-Pretend Michelle said nothing?
-Yep.

579
00:43:29,109 --> 00:43:32,154
Well, I don't operate like you do.
We can't all just live in denial.

580
00:43:32,651 --> 00:43:35,321
No, but we do live in a society
with certain rules

581
00:43:35,407 --> 00:43:37,201
like control your fucking impulses.

582
00:43:37,284 --> 00:43:39,203
I know you think you can say
whatever you want all the time,

583
00:43:39,286 --> 00:43:40,662
but it doesn't work like that.

584
00:43:40,746 --> 00:43:42,331
Trust me, I don't.

585
00:43:42,748 --> 00:43:45,751
But what I really don't understand is,
why do you even give a shit?

586
00:43:46,210 --> 00:43:48,504
It's like you're a completely
different person lately.

587
00:43:49,084 --> 00:43:51,086
You seriously don't get it, do you?

588
00:43:51,170 --> 00:43:52,671
You just think I'm being frivolous.

589
00:43:53,255 --> 00:43:54,381
I don't think you're being frivolous.

590
00:43:54,465 --> 00:43:57,384
-I think you're being selfish.
-I want her to feel special today

591
00:43:57,471 --> 00:44:01,350
because I know what it feels like
to be so fucking invisible all the time.

592
00:44:01,430 --> 00:44:04,850
But you are so far up your own ass
that you can't even see it.

593
00:44:04,933 --> 00:44:06,018
That's really mature.

594
00:44:06,104 --> 00:44:08,106
Why don't you just own up
and take responsibility?

595
00:44:08,187 --> 00:44:09,772
Isn't that what you tell your patients?

596
00:44:09,855 --> 00:44:13,525
Oh, fuck off, you don't know
the first thing about therapy.

597
00:44:16,403 --> 00:44:17,738
I'm gonna go to sleep.

598
00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:40,931
[gasps]

599
00:45:03,412 --> 00:45:04,663
[rock music playing]

600
00:45:04,746 --> 00:45:07,416
♪ My name on your lips ♪

601
00:45:07,499 --> 00:45:10,252
♪ Your air in my lungs ♪

602
00:45:10,335 --> 00:45:12,754
♪ Drowned in oxygen ♪

603
00:45:15,757 --> 00:45:18,177
♪ Now you've set the scene ♪

604
00:45:18,260 --> 00:45:21,180
♪ High on intimacy ♪

605
00:45:21,263 --> 00:45:24,099
♪ Drawing me above ♪

606
00:45:26,310 --> 00:45:28,687
♪ Just your love, I just want it all ♪

607
00:45:28,770 --> 00:45:30,939
♪ Just your shadow ♪

608
00:45:31,398 --> 00:45:34,318
♪ Just your voice, I just want it all ♪

609
00:45:34,401 --> 00:45:35,861
♪ And my soul ♪

610
00:45:35,941 --> 00:45:38,569
♪ In my head, in my veins ♪

611
00:45:38,652 --> 00:45:41,447
♪ In the way you give and take ♪

612
00:45:41,530 --> 00:45:44,241
♪ In the weight that you weigh ♪

613
00:45:44,324 --> 00:45:47,202
♪ On my body, on my brain ♪

614
00:45:47,286 --> 00:45:51,832
♪ Just mine, just yours ♪

615
00:45:52,583 --> 00:45:54,418
♪ Just your desire ♪

616
00:45:55,502 --> 00:45:57,421
♪ Just your... ♪