1 00:00:00,896 --> 00:00:03,034 ♪♪ 2 00:00:11,448 --> 00:00:15,241 ♪♪ 3 00:00:15,241 --> 00:00:19,206 I WAS WOKEN UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT ONE NIGHT 4 00:00:19,206 --> 00:00:21,862 WITH A GUN TO MY HEAD. 5 00:00:21,862 --> 00:00:25,241 A SHOTGUN. 6 00:00:25,241 --> 00:00:28,620 HE SAID, "I MURDERED A WOMAN LAST NIGHT." 7 00:00:28,620 --> 00:00:31,275 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS ] 8 00:00:31,275 --> 00:00:32,412 "I STABBED HER TO DEATH." 9 00:00:35,689 --> 00:00:39,827 I HAD NO DOUBT WHAT HE WAS SAYING HAPPENED. 10 00:00:39,827 --> 00:00:41,137 I BELIEVED IT. 11 00:00:49,620 --> 00:00:53,000 I WAS SO TEMPTED TO TELL SOMEBODY. 12 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:57,620 I REALLY WANTED TO. I REALLYWANTED TO. 13 00:00:57,620 --> 00:01:00,137 BUT I KNEW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. 14 00:01:00,137 --> 00:01:01,620 HE WOULD KILL US ALL. 15 00:01:03,241 --> 00:01:06,172 ♪♪ 16 00:01:13,931 --> 00:01:15,689 [KNOCK AT DOOR] [CREAKING] 17 00:01:15,689 --> 00:01:19,896 [ BANGING ON DOOR ] 18 00:01:31,448 --> 00:01:34,448 --Captions by VITAC-- www.vitac.com 19 00:01:34,448 --> 00:01:36,862 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 20 00:02:05,827 --> 00:02:07,655 YOU JUST WAKE UP ONE DAY 21 00:02:07,655 --> 00:02:12,724 AND YOU REALIZE YOU'RE LIVING A NIGHTMARE 22 00:02:12,724 --> 00:02:16,793 AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GOT THERE. 23 00:02:16,793 --> 00:02:20,206 AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET OUT. 24 00:02:20,206 --> 00:02:23,000 PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND 25 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:26,586 HOW YOU CAN STAY WITH SOMEBODY LIKE THAT. 26 00:02:29,103 --> 00:02:33,310 [crying] BUT, I LOVED HIM. 27 00:02:37,551 --> 00:02:39,862 AND I REALLY BELIEVED THAT HE LOVED ME. 28 00:02:48,827 --> 00:02:50,206 [ GUNSHOT ] 29 00:02:54,448 --> 00:02:57,620 [ MELANCHOLY TUNE PLAYS ] 30 00:03:01,344 --> 00:03:04,758 I WAS 16 YEARS OLD 31 00:03:04,758 --> 00:03:07,655 AND IT WAS SUMMER. 32 00:03:07,655 --> 00:03:10,379 I WAS GOING OVER TO MY COUSIN'S HOUSE TO PICK HIM UP. 33 00:03:10,379 --> 00:03:12,793 WE WERE GONNA GO SWIMMING. 34 00:03:12,793 --> 00:03:16,413 AND BRIAN JUST KINDA WALKED OUT OF THE WOODS 35 00:03:16,413 --> 00:03:18,620 BEHIND MY COUSIN'S HOUSE. 36 00:03:18,620 --> 00:03:21,965 HIS PARENTS LIVED LIKE TWO HOUSES DOWN FROM MY COUSIN. 37 00:03:21,965 --> 00:03:23,310 WHAT'S YOUR NAME? 38 00:03:23,310 --> 00:03:25,310 BERNADETTE. 39 00:03:25,310 --> 00:03:28,000 PRETTY NAME FOR A PRETTY GIRL, YOU KNOW. 40 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:32,068 I WAS INSTANTLY CURIOUS ABOUT HIM. 41 00:03:32,068 --> 00:03:36,689 AND THESE WERE SOME HAPPY TIMES, YOU KNOW. 42 00:03:36,689 --> 00:03:43,379 THIS IS OUR VERY FIRST DATE, BEFORE ANYTHING EVER HAPPENED. 43 00:03:43,379 --> 00:03:48,862 JUST TWO TEENAGERS FALLING IN LOVE. 44 00:03:48,862 --> 00:03:50,793 I'D NEVER REALLY HAD ANY ATTENTION 45 00:03:50,793 --> 00:03:55,310 FROM ANY GUYS BEFORE THAT, SO IT WAS THE FIRST TIME 46 00:03:55,310 --> 00:04:00,758 ANY GUY SEEMED TRULY INTERESTED IN ME, AS A PERSON, YOU KNOW? 47 00:04:00,758 --> 00:04:04,137 AND I'M FROM A FAMILY OF SIX KIDS, 48 00:04:04,137 --> 00:04:08,965 SO, YEAH, MY PARENTS LOVED ME AND MY SIBLINGS LOVED ME, 49 00:04:08,965 --> 00:04:13,482 BUT I NEVER HAD THAT INDIVIDUAL KIND OF ATTENTION 50 00:04:13,482 --> 00:04:17,000 FOCUSED SOLELY ON ME BEFORE AND HE GAVE ME THAT. 51 00:04:17,000 --> 00:04:19,413 AND HE TOLD ME HOW BEAUTIFUL I WAS 52 00:04:19,413 --> 00:04:23,241 AND THAT WAS THE START OF IT ALL. 53 00:04:30,413 --> 00:04:32,724 ♪♪ 54 00:04:32,724 --> 00:04:35,896 I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. 55 00:04:35,896 --> 00:04:38,206 ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE AROUND HIM 56 00:04:38,206 --> 00:04:41,172 AND HE JUST MADE IT SEEM LIKE NOBODY ELSE IN THE WORLD 57 00:04:41,172 --> 00:04:43,931 MEANT ANYTHING TO HIM BUT ME. 58 00:04:43,931 --> 00:04:46,206 HE WOULD WRITE ME 59 00:04:46,206 --> 00:04:51,103 LIKE LITTLE LOVE NOTES AND LETTERS ALL THE TIME. 60 00:04:51,103 --> 00:04:53,379 FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, 61 00:04:53,379 --> 00:04:56,068 I KNEW I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM 62 00:04:56,068 --> 00:05:00,379 AND HE MADE IT VERY CLEAR THAT THAT'S WHAT HE WANTED, TOO. 63 00:05:04,965 --> 00:05:07,689 WE'RE SO YOUNG. 64 00:05:07,689 --> 00:05:11,413 NOT A WORRY IN THE WORLD RIGHT THERE. 65 00:05:11,413 --> 00:05:14,827 [ EERIE MUSIC PLAYS ] 66 00:05:17,931 --> 00:05:19,517 IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL. 67 00:05:19,517 --> 00:05:23,137 AND THEN, ONE DAY, WE WERE TAKING A WALK. 68 00:05:23,137 --> 00:05:27,344 UM, WE NEED TO TALK. 69 00:05:27,344 --> 00:05:28,862 OKAY. 70 00:05:28,862 --> 00:05:30,758 AND HE TOLD ME, 71 00:05:30,758 --> 00:05:35,551 "I HAVE SOMETHING REALLY TERRIBLE TO TELL YOU." 72 00:05:35,551 --> 00:05:38,310 [ HEARTBEAT ] 73 00:05:38,310 --> 00:05:40,586 "I'VE KILLED SOMEBODY." 74 00:05:40,586 --> 00:05:42,206 [ SUSPENSEFUL CHORD STRIKES ] 75 00:05:42,206 --> 00:05:44,862 [ EERIE MUSIC PLAYS ] 76 00:05:44,862 --> 00:05:46,413 BABE, DON'T TALK LIKE THAT. 77 00:05:46,413 --> 00:05:47,793 IT'S NOT FUNNY. 78 00:05:47,793 --> 00:05:49,965 I DON'T THINK I REALLY UNDERSTOOD 79 00:05:49,965 --> 00:05:51,517 WHAT HE WAS TELLING ME. 80 00:05:51,517 --> 00:05:53,793 LIKE HE TOLD ME HE KILLED SOMEBODY, 81 00:05:53,793 --> 00:05:56,000 BUT HE DIDN'T GO INTO DETAIL 82 00:05:56,000 --> 00:05:58,344 AND HE DIDN'T TELL ME ANY FACTS. 83 00:05:58,344 --> 00:06:02,482 THERE WASN'T ANY EXPLANATION OF WHO, WHAT, WHEN, WHERE, WHY. 84 00:06:02,482 --> 00:06:03,827 I LOVE YOU 85 00:06:03,827 --> 00:06:05,482 AND I WANT TO BE HONEST WITH YOU. 86 00:06:05,482 --> 00:06:07,034 I DON'T BELIEVE YOU. 87 00:06:07,034 --> 00:06:10,000 YOU COULDN'T HURT SOMEONE, IF YOU TRIED. 88 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:12,275 CAN YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME? 89 00:06:12,275 --> 00:06:14,965 ALL HE SAID WAS, "I'M A BAD PERSON. 90 00:06:14,965 --> 00:06:16,862 CAN YOU EVER LOVE ME? 91 00:06:16,862 --> 00:06:18,379 CAN YOU STILL LOVE ME? 92 00:06:18,379 --> 00:06:20,862 CAN YOU FORGIVE ME?" 93 00:06:20,862 --> 00:06:24,000 DON'T TALK LIKE THAT. 94 00:06:24,000 --> 00:06:25,206 I WOULDN'T FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU, 95 00:06:25,206 --> 00:06:27,758 IF YOU WERE A BAD PERSON. 96 00:06:27,758 --> 00:06:29,482 I HOPE SO. 97 00:06:29,482 --> 00:06:31,413 WELL, I KNOW SO. 98 00:06:31,413 --> 00:06:35,137 I DIDN'T -- 99 00:06:35,137 --> 00:06:37,758 I-I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PUT IT INTO WORDS. 100 00:06:37,758 --> 00:06:40,551 I DIDN'T -- 101 00:06:40,551 --> 00:06:43,862 I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE WAS REALLY TELLING ME 102 00:06:43,862 --> 00:06:46,620 AND I DIDN'T BELIEVE THAT THAT WAS POSSIBLE, 103 00:06:46,620 --> 00:06:50,689 THAT THIS PERSON THAT I LOVED AND LOVED ME 104 00:06:50,689 --> 00:06:53,689 COULD BE CAPABLE OF SUCH A THING. 105 00:07:11,586 --> 00:07:14,620 IN MY MIND, THERE WAS AN INVESTIGATION GOING ON 106 00:07:14,620 --> 00:07:16,000 AND SOMEBODY WAS DEAD, 107 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:20,241 BUT I DIDN'T REALLY BELIEVE THAT HEHAD DONE IT 108 00:07:20,241 --> 00:07:23,689 AND THE POLICE ENDED UP GIVING HIM A LIE DETECTOR TEST 109 00:07:23,689 --> 00:07:29,482 AND NOTHING HAD EVER COME OF THE INVESTIGATION WITH HIM. 110 00:07:29,482 --> 00:07:32,413 THE INVESTIGATION WAS DROPPED. 111 00:07:41,965 --> 00:07:43,551 [ MELANCHOLY TUNE PLAYS ] 112 00:07:43,551 --> 00:07:46,931 [ GIGGLING ] 113 00:07:46,931 --> 00:07:49,758 I DIDN'T SEE HIM AS A BAD PERSON. 114 00:07:49,758 --> 00:07:52,965 I SAW HIM AS THIS GOOD, LOVING PERSON 115 00:07:52,965 --> 00:07:57,965 WHO CARED ABOUT ME AND WHO I LOVED. 116 00:07:57,965 --> 00:08:01,275 AND SO BRIAN ENDED UP ASKING ME TO MARRY HIM. 117 00:08:01,275 --> 00:08:03,862 AND HE GAVE ME A RING AND 118 00:08:03,862 --> 00:08:06,965 HE WORKED WHILE I WENT TO SCHOOL. 119 00:08:06,965 --> 00:08:10,241 AND WE WERE HAPPY. THINGS WERE GOIN' GOOD. 120 00:08:10,241 --> 00:08:14,413 WHITE PICKET FENCE, TWO CHILDREN, A DOG. 121 00:08:14,413 --> 00:08:16,862 HE WAS A GREAT FATHER. 122 00:08:16,862 --> 00:08:18,586 HE LOVED BEING A DAD 123 00:08:18,586 --> 00:08:23,206 AND HE WAS REALLY HAPPY DURING THOSE TIMES. 124 00:08:23,206 --> 00:08:25,275 THAT WAS THE HAPPIEST I HAVE EVER SEEN HIM. 125 00:08:28,275 --> 00:08:31,379 BUT THEN, THINGS CHANGED WITH HIM. 126 00:08:31,379 --> 00:08:34,827 [ SINISTER MUSIC PLAYS ] 127 00:08:34,827 --> 00:08:37,068 HE'D GET ANGRY. 128 00:08:37,068 --> 00:08:39,551 HE WOULD CLICK ON AND OFF LIKE A SWITCH. 129 00:08:39,551 --> 00:08:42,136 THAT'S WHEN IT REALLY GOT SCARY. 130 00:08:46,758 --> 00:08:48,034 [ EERIE MUSIC CLIMBS ] 131 00:08:48,034 --> 00:08:50,137 HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO CALL YOU, HUH? 132 00:08:50,137 --> 00:08:52,034 "I REALLY WANT TO TAKE YOU AND BASH YOUR HEAD 133 00:08:52,034 --> 00:08:53,931 AGAINST THE WALL AND WATCH THE BLOOD RUN DOWN." 134 00:08:53,931 --> 00:08:56,034 [distantly] ANSWER ME. HUH? HUH?! 135 00:08:56,034 --> 00:08:58,862 ♪♪ 136 00:09:02,931 --> 00:09:07,379 ♪♪ 137 00:09:07,379 --> 00:09:10,793 [ MELANCHOLY TUNE PLAYS ] 138 00:09:13,827 --> 00:09:17,517 LOOKING BACK NOW, 139 00:09:17,517 --> 00:09:21,620 IT'S SO MUCH EASIER TO SEE THINGS SO CLEARLY 140 00:09:21,620 --> 00:09:26,551 AND WONDER WHY I DIDN'T RUN THEN, YOU KNOW? 141 00:09:26,551 --> 00:09:32,413 WHY I DIDN'T SEE THE RED FLAGS. 142 00:09:32,413 --> 00:09:37,034 BUT, AT THE MOMENT, I COULD NOT SEE ANYTHING 143 00:09:37,034 --> 00:09:40,758 BUT THE FACT THAT I LOVED THIS GUY 144 00:09:40,758 --> 00:09:44,103 MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD. 145 00:09:56,793 --> 00:09:59,103 YOU HAD TO BE INTELLIGENT. 146 00:09:59,103 --> 00:10:01,344 YOU HAD TO HAVE THE RIGHT RESPONSES. 147 00:10:01,344 --> 00:10:05,827 YOU HAD TO USE THE RIGHT GRAMMAR, THE RIGHT VOCABULARY. 148 00:10:05,827 --> 00:10:07,241 THERE'S A RIGHT WAY TO DO THINGS 149 00:10:07,241 --> 00:10:08,862 AND THERE'S A WRONG WAY. 150 00:10:08,862 --> 00:10:11,517 I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THIS IS SO IMPORTANT TO YOU. 151 00:10:11,517 --> 00:10:15,137 I DON'T WANT MY WIFE SOUNDING LIKE AN IDIOT. 152 00:10:15,137 --> 00:10:16,206 FINE. 153 00:10:16,206 --> 00:10:18,689 YOU ALWAYS HAD TO BE CONCERNED 154 00:10:18,689 --> 00:10:20,103 ABOUT WHAT WORDS YOU WERE SAYING 155 00:10:20,103 --> 00:10:23,310 OR, YOU KNOW, HOW YOU WERE EXPRESSING YOURSELF. 156 00:10:32,241 --> 00:10:33,620 ALL RIGHT. SEE YA SATURDAY. 157 00:10:33,620 --> 00:10:37,172 BYE-YE. 158 00:10:37,172 --> 00:10:38,896 HOW DID YOU ANSWER THAT? 159 00:10:38,896 --> 00:10:41,689 I GOT A PHONE CALL ONCE AND I ANSWERED THE PHONE 160 00:10:41,689 --> 00:10:46,689 THE WRONG WAY AND HE FLIPPED OUT ON ME. 161 00:10:46,689 --> 00:10:48,482 "I REALLY WANT TO TAKE YOU AND BASH YOUR HEAD 162 00:10:48,482 --> 00:10:52,931 AGAINST THE WALL AND WATCH THE BLOOD RUN DOWN. 163 00:10:52,931 --> 00:10:54,620 THAT'S HOW MAD I AM AT YOU." 164 00:10:56,931 --> 00:10:58,517 [distantly] ALL RIGHT, CALM DOWN. 165 00:10:58,517 --> 00:11:02,827 AND HE WAS YELLING, "I DON'T GIVE A [BLEEP] 166 00:11:02,827 --> 00:11:05,000 IF THE NEIGHBORS HEAR! LET THEM HEAR! 167 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:08,379 LET THEM CALL THE COPS! 168 00:11:08,379 --> 00:11:14,379 DON'T YOU EVER, EVER, DISRESPECT ME LIKE THAT AGAIN." 169 00:11:14,379 --> 00:11:15,827 BECAUSE, NEXT TIME, 170 00:11:15,827 --> 00:11:17,862 I WON'T BE SO NICE. 171 00:11:20,413 --> 00:11:23,379 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC CLIMBS ] 172 00:11:23,379 --> 00:11:26,068 [ OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYS ] 173 00:11:40,103 --> 00:11:41,931 YOU DO WHAT I TELL YOU TO DO. 174 00:11:41,931 --> 00:11:44,551 THAT'S IT! PLAIN AND SIMPLE! 175 00:11:44,551 --> 00:11:46,862 WITH HIM, IT COULD BE SOMETHING 176 00:11:46,862 --> 00:11:49,310 AS LITTLE AS THE FLOOR BEING DIRTY 177 00:11:49,310 --> 00:11:55,413 OR A FINGERPRINT ON THE TELEVISION. 178 00:11:55,413 --> 00:12:00,172 IF HE SEES THAT, HE'S GONNA GO ON A TIRADE. 179 00:12:00,172 --> 00:12:02,275 HE WOULD TURN HIS LECTURES 180 00:12:02,275 --> 00:12:09,482 INTO 2-HOUR, 3-HOUR-LONG EPISODES 181 00:12:09,482 --> 00:12:14,310 OF JUST BEATING IT INTO YOU, 182 00:12:14,310 --> 00:12:16,551 THE STUFF YOU'RE DOING WRONG. 183 00:12:16,551 --> 00:12:18,896 I'M SORRY. I JUST --STOP BEING SORRY 184 00:12:18,896 --> 00:12:21,000 AND START LISTENING TO WHAT I'M SAYING. 185 00:12:21,000 --> 00:12:24,517 I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO SIT THERE AND LET HIM RANT. 186 00:12:24,517 --> 00:12:28,344 AND THE MORE I COULD SIT THERE AND APPEASE HIM, 187 00:12:28,344 --> 00:12:30,482 THE BETTER OFF I KNEW WE WERE, 188 00:12:30,482 --> 00:12:36,689 AND THAT WAS LIKE AN EVERY- OTHER-NIGHT TYPE OF THING. 189 00:12:40,241 --> 00:12:45,241 [ MELANCHOLY TUNE PLAYS ] 190 00:12:45,241 --> 00:12:49,724 EVERY DAY WAS LIKE WALKING ON EGGSHELLS. 191 00:12:49,724 --> 00:12:54,586 THE ANXIETY WAS SO BAD, I COULDN'T EAT. 192 00:12:56,965 --> 00:12:59,379 SO, GUYS, TODAY, I THINK WE SHOULD GO TO THE PARK. 193 00:12:59,379 --> 00:13:01,034 YES!YEAH. 194 00:13:01,034 --> 00:13:02,758 RIGHT? YEAH. 195 00:13:02,758 --> 00:13:06,000 I COULD LOOK AT HIM AND KNOW THAT HE WAS IN A MOOD. 196 00:13:09,206 --> 00:13:12,827 AND IT WAS NOT GONNA BE A GOOD DAY. 197 00:13:12,827 --> 00:13:14,172 OR A GOOD NIGHT. 198 00:13:26,931 --> 00:13:29,689 [ EERIE MUSIC PLAYS ] 199 00:13:32,931 --> 00:13:37,241 I DREADED MONDAYS. I HATED THEM. 200 00:13:37,241 --> 00:13:42,034 BRIAN WAS ALWAYS OBSESSED WITH MARTIAL ARTS, BOXING, 201 00:13:42,034 --> 00:13:46,310 AND HE WANTED US TO BE ABLE TO DEFEND OURSELVES, 202 00:13:46,310 --> 00:13:48,931 SO HE WOULD TEACH US ALL KIND OF THINGS. 203 00:13:48,931 --> 00:13:51,000 IT WASN'T JUST BOXING. 204 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:52,551 IT WAS LEARNING HOW TO USE A KNIFE 205 00:13:52,551 --> 00:13:55,034 OR DEFEND YOURSELF FROM A KNIFE. 206 00:13:55,034 --> 00:13:58,931 LEARNING HOW TO USE A GUN. 207 00:13:58,931 --> 00:14:01,724 AT FIRST, FOR A WHILE THERE, I THOUGHT THAT WAS A GOOD THING. 208 00:14:01,724 --> 00:14:04,620 THE KIDS, YOU KNOW, ENJOYED LEARNING HOW 209 00:14:04,620 --> 00:14:08,586 TO DO THAT STUFF WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER. 210 00:14:08,586 --> 00:14:11,896 BUT THEN, IT BECAME A FORCED THING. 211 00:14:11,896 --> 00:14:13,448 I DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE. 212 00:14:13,448 --> 00:14:15,862 THE KIDS DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE. 213 00:14:15,862 --> 00:14:20,068 IT WAS A MANDATORY THING WE HAD TO DO EVERY MONDAY NIGHT. 214 00:14:20,068 --> 00:14:23,172 AND IT WOULD LAST ABOUT 3 HOURS LONG. 215 00:14:23,172 --> 00:14:25,344 EITHER HE WAS HAPPY WITH HOW YOU DID, 216 00:14:25,344 --> 00:14:29,758 OR HE WAS NOT HAPPY WITH HOW YOU DID 217 00:14:29,758 --> 00:14:35,620 AND, USUALLY, HE WAS NOT HAPPY WITH HOW I DID. 218 00:14:35,620 --> 00:14:38,310 HE DIDN'T CARE THAT HE WAS, 219 00:14:38,310 --> 00:14:42,172 YOU KNOW, HITTING ME HARD AND LEAVING BRUISES. 220 00:14:42,172 --> 00:14:44,689 WELL, YOU HAD TO DO AS MUCH AS HE TOLD YOU TO DO 221 00:14:44,689 --> 00:14:47,551 AND YOU HAD TO TAKE IT. 222 00:14:47,551 --> 00:14:51,482 AND THE CHILDREN, HE MADE THEM FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER. 223 00:14:51,482 --> 00:14:54,000 AND THEY WERE NOT ALLOWED TO BE EASY ON EACH OTHER. 224 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:56,413 [ OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYS ] 225 00:14:56,413 --> 00:14:58,068 IN FACT, THEY WERE TOLD, YOU KNOW, 226 00:14:58,068 --> 00:15:03,241 "IF YOU TAKE IT EASY ON HER" OR "IF YOU TAKE IT EASY ON HIM, 227 00:15:03,241 --> 00:15:06,275 I'LL PUNCH YOU, INSTEAD." 228 00:15:06,275 --> 00:15:08,758 [ EERIE MUSIC CLIMBS ] 229 00:15:20,137 --> 00:15:22,655 HE HAD JUST BOUGHT US CELLPHONES 230 00:15:22,655 --> 00:15:26,068 AND I NEVER REALLY USED A CELLPHONE BEFORE, 231 00:15:26,068 --> 00:15:29,172 SO I WASN'T REALLY VERY USED TO IT. 232 00:15:29,172 --> 00:15:31,275 [ RING ] 233 00:15:31,275 --> 00:15:35,724 HE TRIED CALLING ME AND MY CELLPHONE WAS IN MY PURSE 234 00:15:35,724 --> 00:15:37,310 AND I DIDN'T HEAR THE CELLPHONE RING 235 00:15:37,310 --> 00:15:38,827 AND I DIDN'T ANSWER. 236 00:15:38,827 --> 00:15:41,689 [ SINISTER MUSIC PLAYS ] 237 00:15:41,689 --> 00:15:45,620 SO, WHEN HE FINALLY GOT HOME AND HE CAME IN -- 238 00:15:45,620 --> 00:15:47,724 HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO CALL YOU, HUH? 239 00:15:47,724 --> 00:15:49,034 HOW MANY TIMES?! 240 00:15:49,034 --> 00:15:51,137 [hyperventilating] I'M SORRY. 241 00:15:51,137 --> 00:15:52,448 PUSHED ME AGAINST THE WALL 242 00:15:52,448 --> 00:15:56,068 AND WAS JUST YELLING AT ME ABOUT MY CELLPHONE. 243 00:15:59,448 --> 00:16:00,827 [ SHOUTING ] AAH! 244 00:16:03,655 --> 00:16:06,551 JUST STARTED HITTING ME. 245 00:16:06,551 --> 00:16:10,172 [HIGH-PITCHED FEEDBACK WHINES] [HEARTBEAT] 246 00:16:15,827 --> 00:16:19,034 AND HE JUST KEPT HITTING. 247 00:16:20,241 --> 00:16:22,344 AAH! 248 00:16:22,344 --> 00:16:24,344 [ SHOUTS ] 249 00:16:24,344 --> 00:16:27,275 HE JUST KEPT HITTING ME ACROSS THE HEAD, 250 00:16:27,275 --> 00:16:29,137 KICKING ME IN THE LEGS. 251 00:16:35,344 --> 00:16:38,206 'TIL I FELL DOWN ON THE FLOOR. 252 00:16:38,206 --> 00:16:40,241 [ SINISTER MUSIC CLIMBS ] 253 00:16:40,241 --> 00:16:44,172 [ SOBBING ] 254 00:16:50,172 --> 00:16:53,379 [ EERIE MUSIC CLIMBS ] 255 00:16:53,379 --> 00:16:56,793 [ GASP ] 256 00:16:56,793 --> 00:17:00,206 "GET THE [BLEEP] UP, YOU STUPID BITCH." 257 00:17:00,206 --> 00:17:02,275 BRIAN, STOP. 258 00:17:02,275 --> 00:17:04,964 "I'LL KILL YOU RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW." 259 00:17:04,964 --> 00:17:09,241 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC CLIMBS ] 260 00:17:15,275 --> 00:17:19,931 ♪♪ 261 00:17:19,931 --> 00:17:21,517 [ FOREBODING MUSIC PLAYS ] 262 00:17:21,517 --> 00:17:23,137 HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO CALL YOU, HUH? 263 00:17:23,137 --> 00:17:26,310 SORRY. HOW MANY TIMES?! 264 00:17:26,310 --> 00:17:28,241 YOU NEVER PICK UP YOUR PHONE. 265 00:17:28,241 --> 00:17:29,793 WHY DON'T YOU LISTEN TO ME?! 266 00:17:29,793 --> 00:17:32,344 [ SOBBING ] 267 00:17:32,344 --> 00:17:35,275 HE JUST KEPT HITTING. 268 00:17:35,275 --> 00:17:37,758 HE JUST KEPT HITTING ME ACROSS THE HEAD 269 00:17:37,758 --> 00:17:40,724 AND HE JUST WENT ON AND ON AND ON. 270 00:17:51,206 --> 00:17:54,172 WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?! 271 00:17:54,172 --> 00:17:57,103 AND HE JUST STARTED ON THIS RANT 272 00:17:57,103 --> 00:18:02,344 ABOUT HOW I MESS THINGS UP AND IF I COULD ONLY BE, 273 00:18:02,344 --> 00:18:04,586 YOU KNOW, WHAT HE WANTED ME TO BE. 274 00:18:04,586 --> 00:18:06,827 DO YOU EVER LISTEN TO ME?! 275 00:18:06,827 --> 00:18:10,068 "IT'S TIME YOU START LIVING UP TO MY STANDARDS. 276 00:18:10,068 --> 00:18:14,793 IF YOU DON'T LIVE UP TO MY STANDARDS, I'LL KILL YOU." 277 00:18:14,793 --> 00:18:17,689 LISTEN. THAT'S IT. STUPID! 278 00:18:17,689 --> 00:18:19,689 [ SOBBING ] 279 00:18:19,689 --> 00:18:22,551 "I CAN EASILY KILL YOU. I CAN GET RID OF YOU. 280 00:18:22,551 --> 00:18:24,689 I CAN MAKE IT SEEM LIKE AN ACCIDENT." 281 00:18:30,689 --> 00:18:31,724 [ SOBBING ] 282 00:18:31,724 --> 00:18:34,344 I'M SORRY. 283 00:18:34,344 --> 00:18:35,827 [ WHIMPER ] 284 00:18:35,827 --> 00:18:37,655 HEY. CALM DOWN. 285 00:18:37,655 --> 00:18:39,551 I'M SORRY. 286 00:18:39,551 --> 00:18:41,310 HE EVENTUALLY JUST STARTED SAYING, 287 00:18:41,310 --> 00:18:43,482 "OH, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU KNOW, 288 00:18:43,482 --> 00:18:46,241 WE CAN MAKE THIS WORK. WE'LL GET PAST THIS." 289 00:18:46,241 --> 00:18:48,310 IT'S ALL RIGHT. ALL RIGHT? 290 00:18:48,310 --> 00:18:51,620 YOU JUST HAVE TO CHANGE A FEW THINGS. 291 00:18:51,620 --> 00:18:53,034 [ SOBBING ] 292 00:18:53,034 --> 00:18:56,206 "IT'S YOUR FAULT, BUT WE CAN, YOU KNOW, 293 00:18:56,206 --> 00:18:57,724 WE CAN GET PAST THIS. 294 00:18:57,724 --> 00:18:59,655 CAN YOU FORGIVE ME?" 295 00:18:59,655 --> 00:19:02,379 DO YOU LOVE ME? 296 00:19:02,379 --> 00:19:04,413 AND THAT'S HOW IT ALWAYS WAS WITH HIM. 297 00:19:04,413 --> 00:19:09,758 LIKE HE'D GET SO MAD AND THEN, THE NEXT MINUTE, YOU KNOW, 298 00:19:09,758 --> 00:19:14,275 HE'D BE LIKE "PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I LOVE YOU." 299 00:19:19,689 --> 00:19:23,896 FOR A VERY LONG TIME, THE ONE THING THAT I HUNG ON TO WAS 300 00:19:23,896 --> 00:19:25,517 "HE WON'T KILL ME. 301 00:19:25,517 --> 00:19:27,551 HE LOVES ME TOO MUCH." 302 00:19:31,724 --> 00:19:35,620 [ DISCORDANT NOTES BUZZ ] 303 00:19:35,620 --> 00:19:38,344 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS ] 304 00:19:38,344 --> 00:19:41,793 I WAS WOKEN UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT ONE NIGHT. 305 00:19:41,793 --> 00:19:44,103 [ GASP ] 306 00:19:44,103 --> 00:19:46,724 WITH A GUN TO MY HEAD. 307 00:19:46,724 --> 00:19:48,275 A SHOTGUN. 308 00:19:48,275 --> 00:19:50,758 BRIAN. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 309 00:19:50,758 --> 00:19:53,586 AND HE WAS STANDING ABOVE THE BED, 310 00:19:53,586 --> 00:19:55,862 HOLDING THE GUN TO MY HEAD, SAYING, 311 00:19:55,862 --> 00:20:00,103 "GET THE [BLEEP] UP, YOU STUPID BITCH." 312 00:20:00,103 --> 00:20:03,689 BRIAN. STOP. 313 00:20:03,689 --> 00:20:09,827 AND I HAD NO IDEA WHY, 314 00:20:09,827 --> 00:20:11,379 WHAT WAS HAPPENING. 315 00:20:15,137 --> 00:20:17,620 I JUST DID WHAT HE TOLD ME AND I GOT UP. 316 00:20:17,620 --> 00:20:19,965 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS ] 317 00:20:19,965 --> 00:20:24,103 ♪ [HEARTBEAT] ♪ 318 00:20:26,344 --> 00:20:29,827 AND HE BROUGHT ME DOWN INTO OUR DINING ROOM 319 00:20:29,827 --> 00:20:32,551 AND SAT ME AT THE TABLE 320 00:20:32,551 --> 00:20:34,241 AND WAS WAVING THE GUN AROUND 321 00:20:34,241 --> 00:20:37,620 AND THEN HE WENT OFF ON THIS TYRANT SPEECH 322 00:20:37,620 --> 00:20:42,310 ABOUT ALL THE STUFF THAT I'M NOT DOING RIGHT. 323 00:20:42,310 --> 00:20:44,517 IF YOU JUST DID WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO, 324 00:20:44,517 --> 00:20:46,068 I WOULDN'T BE DOING THIS RIGHT NOW. 325 00:20:46,068 --> 00:20:47,482 [sobbing] NO! 326 00:20:47,482 --> 00:20:51,724 AND I JUST SAT AT THE TABLE, LIKE WONDERING 327 00:20:51,724 --> 00:20:55,793 WHAT THE HELL, YOU KNOW, MADE HIM PUT THIS GUN TO MY HEAD 328 00:20:55,793 --> 00:21:02,517 AND START TALKING ABOUT THIS OUT OF THE BLUE RIGHT NOW. 329 00:21:02,517 --> 00:21:05,517 THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME 330 00:21:05,517 --> 00:21:08,931 I EVER FELT REALLY AFRAID FOR MY LIFE. 331 00:21:08,931 --> 00:21:11,000 LIKE "OH, MY GOD. 332 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:13,034 IS HE REALLY GONNA KILL ME?" 333 00:21:13,034 --> 00:21:15,275 TELL ME RIGHT NOW! IS IT GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN?! 334 00:21:15,275 --> 00:21:17,551 [sobbing] NO! NO! 335 00:21:17,551 --> 00:21:19,206 [hyperventilating, sobbing] NO! 336 00:21:19,206 --> 00:21:22,413 GOOD! 337 00:21:22,413 --> 00:21:24,034 OH, MY. 338 00:21:30,862 --> 00:21:34,310 [ MELANCHOLY TUNE PLAYS ] 339 00:21:34,310 --> 00:21:37,103 BUT THEN, YOU KNOW, THE NEXT DAY, HE'S LIKE 340 00:21:37,103 --> 00:21:38,827 "OH, MY GOD. I'M SO SORRY." 341 00:21:42,724 --> 00:21:44,379 "I DIDN'T MEAN TO SCARE YOU LIKE THAT. 342 00:21:44,379 --> 00:21:46,000 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU'RE THE BEST THING 343 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:50,172 THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. PLEASE FORGIVE ME." 344 00:21:50,172 --> 00:21:51,620 I FORGIVE YOU. 345 00:21:55,103 --> 00:21:57,758 AFTER THAT, IT JUST GOT WORSE FROM THERE. 346 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,379 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS ] 347 00:22:02,379 --> 00:22:04,758 I HAD A, YOU KNOW, 348 00:22:04,758 --> 00:22:08,172 A VERY CLOSE DOG, ATHENA, 349 00:22:08,172 --> 00:22:10,000 THAT I HAD FOR QUITE A WHILE, 350 00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:13,482 AND THE DOG RAN OUT OF THE YARD ONCE. 351 00:22:13,482 --> 00:22:15,724 THAT'S WHAT DOGS DO. 352 00:22:15,724 --> 00:22:18,827 AND HE GOT MAD 353 00:22:18,827 --> 00:22:22,827 AND HE TOOK THE DOG IN THE BACKYARD, IN FRONT OF US, 354 00:22:22,827 --> 00:22:26,482 AND SHOT IT IN THE HEAD. 355 00:22:26,482 --> 00:22:29,517 [ GUNSHOT ] 356 00:22:29,517 --> 00:22:30,793 [ EERIE MUSIC PLAYS ] 357 00:22:30,793 --> 00:22:33,551 AND THE BLOOD SPLATTERED ON MY LEGS. 358 00:22:36,344 --> 00:22:38,172 I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. 359 00:22:38,172 --> 00:22:41,310 I COULDN'T CRY. I COULDN'T SHOW ANY EMOTION. 360 00:22:41,310 --> 00:22:43,724 I COULDN'T. 361 00:22:43,724 --> 00:22:48,551 AND MY CHILDREN WERE LITTLE AND THEY HAD TO WATCH THAT. 362 00:22:48,551 --> 00:22:50,379 AND ALL HE COULD TELL US WAS, 363 00:22:50,379 --> 00:22:54,655 "THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CAN'T FOLLOW DIRECTIONS." 364 00:23:05,620 --> 00:23:12,310 HE HAD NOT SLEPT ALL NIGHT AND HE HAD BEEN OUT ALL NIGHT. 365 00:23:12,310 --> 00:23:14,862 AND HE SAID, "I HAVE SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT 366 00:23:14,862 --> 00:23:17,793 TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT. 367 00:23:17,793 --> 00:23:19,517 I HAVE SOMETHING I NEED TO TELL YOU." 368 00:23:19,517 --> 00:23:22,379 I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING. 369 00:23:22,379 --> 00:23:23,655 ♪ [HEARTBEAT] ♪ 370 00:23:23,655 --> 00:23:28,862 IT WAS LIKE A FLASHBACK TO THAT MOMENT IN TIME. 371 00:23:28,862 --> 00:23:30,620 I KILLED SOMEONE. 372 00:23:30,620 --> 00:23:32,172 I DON'T BELIEVE YOU. 373 00:23:32,172 --> 00:23:34,517 YOU COULDN'T HURT SOMEONE, IF YOU TRIED. 374 00:23:34,517 --> 00:23:38,620 AND I KNEW, AS SOON AS HE WAS SAYING THOSE WORDS, 375 00:23:38,620 --> 00:23:41,241 WHAT HE WAS GONNA SAY. 376 00:23:41,241 --> 00:23:42,620 IT HAPPENED AGAIN. 377 00:23:42,620 --> 00:23:44,000 I KILLED SOMEONE. 378 00:23:47,620 --> 00:23:52,655 HE SAID, "I MURDERED A WOMAN LAST NIGHT. 379 00:23:52,655 --> 00:23:55,689 I KILLED A PROSTITUTE. 380 00:23:55,689 --> 00:23:57,137 I STABBED HER TO DEATH." 381 00:24:05,689 --> 00:24:07,448 IT'S TRUE. 382 00:24:07,448 --> 00:24:13,034 I KNEW. I HAD NO DOUBT WHAT HE WAS SAYING HAPPENED. 383 00:24:13,034 --> 00:24:16,689 I BELIEVED IT. 384 00:24:16,689 --> 00:24:21,620 I NEED YOU TO DO EXACTLYWHAT I SAY. 385 00:24:21,620 --> 00:24:23,758 I FELT SICK. 386 00:24:23,758 --> 00:24:26,241 I FELT AFRAID. 387 00:24:26,241 --> 00:24:28,896 IF YOU DO ANYTHING 388 00:24:28,896 --> 00:24:31,482 APART FROM WHAT I TELL YOU TO DO, 389 00:24:31,482 --> 00:24:33,620 YOU KNOW WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN. 390 00:24:33,620 --> 00:24:37,241 AND THE FIRST THING HE MADE CLEAR TO ME WAS 391 00:24:37,241 --> 00:24:41,827 "IF YOU TELL ANYBODY, I WILL KILL YOU." 392 00:24:41,827 --> 00:24:44,448 I KNEW HE WOULDN'T THINK TWICE ABOUT IT. 393 00:24:44,448 --> 00:24:46,655 YOU'RE NOT GONNA TELL A SOUL ABOUT THIS. 394 00:24:49,172 --> 00:24:51,793 YOU KNOW WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF. 395 00:24:51,793 --> 00:24:53,172 HE WENT IN THE BACKYARD 396 00:24:53,172 --> 00:24:56,206 AND HE BURNED SOME THINGS IN THE BACK FIRE PIT. 397 00:24:56,206 --> 00:25:00,931 HE TOLD ME IT WAS, YOU KNOW, HER CLOTHES AND STUFF. 398 00:25:00,931 --> 00:25:05,275 AND HE STARTED TELLING ME THINGS TO DO, LIKE 399 00:25:05,275 --> 00:25:07,206 "YOU'RE GONNA DRIVE ME TO THE BUS STATION, 400 00:25:07,206 --> 00:25:10,724 DROP ME OFF, YOU KNOW, AND YOU'RE GONNA TELL PEOPLE 401 00:25:10,724 --> 00:25:14,586 THAT WE'RE HAVING A TRIAL SEPARATION. 402 00:25:14,586 --> 00:25:17,517 AND I WANT YOU TO KEEP YOUR EYE OUT AND, YOU KNOW, 403 00:25:17,517 --> 00:25:19,448 TELL ME IF YOU SEE ANYTHING IN THE NEWS 404 00:25:19,448 --> 00:25:23,758 AND KEEP ME UPDATED AS TO WHAT'S GOING ON THERE." 405 00:25:23,758 --> 00:25:26,068 I DID. 406 00:25:26,068 --> 00:25:29,517 LINDA KAY GIBSON WAS FOUND SEPTEMBER 13, 2003. 407 00:25:29,517 --> 00:25:31,724 SOMEONE SAW HER BODY NEAR FACTORY LANE 408 00:25:31,724 --> 00:25:33,517 IN THE CITY'S MILLWOOD NEIGHBORHOOD. 409 00:25:33,517 --> 00:25:35,689 POLICE SAY LINDA KAY GIBSON WAS BRUTALLY BEATEN 410 00:25:35,689 --> 00:25:37,655 AND STABBED, LEFT IN THIS FIELD. 411 00:25:37,655 --> 00:25:40,344 IT WAS SICKENING. 412 00:25:40,344 --> 00:25:43,586 IT WAS AWFUL, TO SEE THAT WOMAN'S FACE. 413 00:25:43,586 --> 00:25:48,000 AND IT EATS AWAY AT YOU, INSIDE. 414 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:49,896 POLICE SAY THEY HOPE THE PASSAGE OF TIME 415 00:25:49,896 --> 00:25:51,482 COULD HELP CLOSE THE CASE. 416 00:25:51,482 --> 00:25:53,793 WE'RE CONFIDANT THAT THERE'S A CITIZEN OUT THERE 417 00:25:53,793 --> 00:25:57,137 THAT HAS THE ANSWERS AND THE INFORMATION THAT WE NEED. 418 00:25:57,137 --> 00:25:58,689 [ SUSPENSEFUL CHORD STRIKES ] 419 00:25:58,689 --> 00:26:01,931 DID I THINK ABOUT GOING TO THE POLICE WHILE HE WAS GONE? 420 00:26:01,931 --> 00:26:03,965 SURE. 421 00:26:03,965 --> 00:26:06,034 I DID. 422 00:26:06,034 --> 00:26:09,448 FEAR KEPT ME FROM SAYING ANYTHING TO ANYBODY. 423 00:26:09,448 --> 00:26:11,310 HE WAS WITH MY FAMILY. 424 00:26:11,310 --> 00:26:13,482 HE WAS STAYING WITH MY FAMILY. 425 00:26:13,482 --> 00:26:17,379 THAT'S WHERE HE WAS HIDING, WITH MY COUSIN. 426 00:26:17,379 --> 00:26:22,758 HE WOULDN'T HESITATE TO KILL THEM TO PROTECT HIMSELF. 427 00:26:22,758 --> 00:26:25,103 SO I DID EXACTLY WHAT HE ASKED ME TO DO. 428 00:26:28,482 --> 00:26:33,413 I THINK IT WAS A MONTH THAT HE STAYED AWAY. 429 00:26:33,413 --> 00:26:36,862 THERE WAS NO SUSPICION TOWARDS HIM AT ALL. 430 00:26:36,862 --> 00:26:38,965 NOTHING. 431 00:26:38,965 --> 00:26:43,827 ONCE HE FELT THE COAST WAS CLEAR, HE CAME BACK. 432 00:26:43,827 --> 00:26:46,586 HE JUST, ONE DAY, SHOWED UP. 433 00:26:46,586 --> 00:26:48,586 NOTHING WAS THE SAME AFTER THAT. 434 00:26:49,827 --> 00:26:51,068 GET UP! 435 00:26:51,068 --> 00:26:53,931 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC CLIMBS ] 436 00:27:04,344 --> 00:27:06,482 ♪♪ 437 00:27:06,482 --> 00:27:07,620 [ BUZZ ] 438 00:27:13,482 --> 00:27:16,241 FEAR 439 00:27:16,241 --> 00:27:24,241 IS THE MOST POWERFUL THING IN THE WORLD. 440 00:27:24,241 --> 00:27:28,551 YOU BECOME SO AFRAID OF SOMEONE 441 00:27:28,551 --> 00:27:31,172 THAT YOU BECOME PARALYZED. 442 00:27:31,172 --> 00:27:34,931 [ GIGGLING ] 443 00:27:34,931 --> 00:27:39,000 SURE, HAD I THOUGHT ABOUT PICKING UP MY KIDS AND LEAVING? 444 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:40,379 ABSOLUTELY. 445 00:27:40,379 --> 00:27:43,103 AND I WOULD'VE DONE IT, IN A HEARTBEAT, 446 00:27:43,103 --> 00:27:45,862 HAD I NOT BEEN 447 00:27:45,862 --> 00:27:50,827 AFRAID OF WHAT HE WOULD DO IN REPERCUSSION. 448 00:27:50,827 --> 00:27:52,931 [distantly] CAN'T CATCH ME. 449 00:27:57,620 --> 00:28:00,172 [ EERIE MUSIC PLAYS ] 450 00:28:04,034 --> 00:28:05,344 ♪ [HEARTBEAT] ♪ 451 00:28:05,344 --> 00:28:06,862 THERE HAD BEEN ONE DAY 452 00:28:06,862 --> 00:28:11,620 I TRIED TO TELL HIM THAT I WANTED TO LEAVE. 453 00:28:11,620 --> 00:28:13,931 BRIAN, I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. 454 00:28:13,931 --> 00:28:16,241 I TOLD HIM I JUST WASN'T HAPPY. 455 00:28:16,241 --> 00:28:19,310 THAT I LOVED HIM, BUT I WASN'T INLOVE WITH HIM. 456 00:28:22,310 --> 00:28:24,482 WE TOOK VOWS. 457 00:28:24,482 --> 00:28:26,965 DO THOSE VOWS MEAN NOTHING TO YOU? 458 00:28:26,965 --> 00:28:29,448 AFTER A LITTLE BIT, HE SAID, "YOU KNOW, 459 00:28:29,448 --> 00:28:32,758 I KILLED THAT WOMAN BECAUSE OF YOU. 460 00:28:32,758 --> 00:28:35,896 SHE REMINDED ME OF YOU. 461 00:28:35,896 --> 00:28:37,896 AND I COULDN'T KILL YOU 'CAUSE YOU'RE MOTHER OF MY CHILDREN, 462 00:28:37,896 --> 00:28:39,241 SO I KILLED HER." 463 00:28:44,103 --> 00:28:46,965 "BUT MY CHILDREN DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE." 464 00:28:46,965 --> 00:28:48,137 IT WILL BE YOU, NEXT, 465 00:28:48,137 --> 00:28:50,310 IF YOU WALK OUT THAT DOOR. 466 00:28:52,896 --> 00:28:55,758 "I CAN KILL YOU AND MAKE IT SEEM LIKE AN ACCIDENT 467 00:28:55,758 --> 00:28:58,827 AND THEY'LL NEVER KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. 468 00:28:58,827 --> 00:29:02,103 YOU PROMISED ME THIS LIFE, YOU KNOW. 469 00:29:02,103 --> 00:29:05,655 YOU BETTER UPHOLD TO WHO YOU SAID YOU WERE GOING TO BE." 470 00:29:08,379 --> 00:29:11,482 "OR I WILL KILL YOU. IT'S A SIMPLE AS THAT." 471 00:29:11,482 --> 00:29:15,379 SO WHY DON'T YOU THINK ABOUT THOSE KIDS, 472 00:29:15,379 --> 00:29:18,965 INSTEAD OF THINKING ABOUT A DIVORCE. 473 00:29:18,965 --> 00:29:23,586 AND I TRULY BELIEVE THAT HE WAS GOINGTO KILL ME 474 00:29:23,586 --> 00:29:25,206 AND HE WAS PLANNING IT. 475 00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:32,689 [ SOBBING ] 476 00:29:42,275 --> 00:29:46,758 HE WANTED THE GUN, SO I DID WHAT HE TOLD ME TO DO. 477 00:29:46,758 --> 00:29:49,137 WHEN YOU BUY A GUN IN MICHIGAN, 478 00:29:49,137 --> 00:29:51,689 YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT TO THE SHERIFF'S OFFICE 479 00:29:51,689 --> 00:29:54,551 AND GET IT REGISTERED. 480 00:29:54,551 --> 00:29:56,275 OKAY. 481 00:29:56,275 --> 00:29:58,517 AND, WHILE I WAS THERE, 482 00:29:58,517 --> 00:30:04,241 I SAW THE PICTURE OF THE WOMAN. 483 00:30:04,241 --> 00:30:06,827 [ EERIE MUSIC CLIMBS ] 484 00:30:14,241 --> 00:30:15,689 UNSOLVED CASE. 485 00:30:21,068 --> 00:30:25,551 IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS WOMAN, PLEASE CALL. 486 00:30:25,551 --> 00:30:28,344 THAT WAS DEVASTATING. 487 00:30:28,344 --> 00:30:31,379 THERE IT IS, IN BLACK AND WHITE, RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE. 488 00:30:34,620 --> 00:30:35,896 OKAY. 489 00:30:35,896 --> 00:30:38,620 YOU'RE ALL SET. 490 00:30:38,620 --> 00:30:41,068 OFFICER. 491 00:30:41,068 --> 00:30:44,103 I WAS SO TEMPTED TO TELL SOMEBODY. 492 00:30:44,103 --> 00:30:48,793 I REALLY WANTED TO. I REALLYWANTED TO. 493 00:30:48,793 --> 00:30:51,965 BUT I KNEW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. 494 00:30:51,965 --> 00:30:55,310 WHY WOULD THEY BELIEVE ME, YOU KNOW, 495 00:30:55,310 --> 00:30:56,896 AND WHAT WOULD HE DO? 496 00:31:00,793 --> 00:31:02,655 THANK YOU. YOU'RE WELCOME. 497 00:31:08,827 --> 00:31:10,137 I COULDN'T. 498 00:31:10,137 --> 00:31:11,655 BUT I WANTED TO. 499 00:31:20,896 --> 00:31:23,965 [ SINISTER MUSIC PLAYS ] 500 00:31:23,965 --> 00:31:27,482 I HAD THOUGHT ABOUT SHOOTING HIM, AT SOME POINT, 501 00:31:27,482 --> 00:31:33,206 AND I'M NOT ASHAMED TO SAY IT. 502 00:31:33,206 --> 00:31:36,034 I ALWAYS THOUGHT, IF IT EVER GOT TOO BAD, 503 00:31:36,034 --> 00:31:37,689 YOU KNOW, I'D USE IT. 504 00:31:42,586 --> 00:31:44,206 [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS] [WATER RUNS] 505 00:31:44,206 --> 00:31:48,137 HE WAS IN THE SHOWER IN THE MORNING. 506 00:31:48,137 --> 00:31:50,586 AND I THOUGHT, YOU KNOW, 507 00:31:50,586 --> 00:31:55,793 "ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TAKE THE GUN AND WALK IN THERE. 508 00:31:55,793 --> 00:31:57,862 HE WON'T EVEN SEE ME COMING." 509 00:32:01,758 --> 00:32:07,379 "I CAN SHOOT IT RIGHT THROUGH THE SHOWER AND IT'LL BE OVER." 510 00:32:07,379 --> 00:32:11,482 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC CLIMBS ] 511 00:32:14,482 --> 00:32:18,103 AND, UM... [gulp] 512 00:32:18,103 --> 00:32:23,827 I COULDN'T, YOU KNOW, DO IT. 513 00:32:23,827 --> 00:32:27,655 IN MY MIND I KNEW THAT, YOU KNOW, 514 00:32:27,655 --> 00:32:29,586 THEN, IWOULD BE A KILLER 515 00:32:29,586 --> 00:32:34,206 AND MY CHILDREN WOULD BE WITHOUT A FATHER. 516 00:32:34,206 --> 00:32:37,275 AND THEIR MOTHER KILLED THEIR FATHER. 517 00:32:37,275 --> 00:32:41,517 HOW BAD IS THAT FOR THEM, YOU KNOW? 518 00:32:41,517 --> 00:32:42,827 AND I'D PROBABLY BE IN JAIL 519 00:32:42,827 --> 00:32:47,068 AND THEY WOULDN'T HAVE ME, YOU KNOW. 520 00:32:47,068 --> 00:32:49,517 BUT I FANTASIZED ABOUT IT. YEAH, I DID. 521 00:32:59,482 --> 00:33:04,275 [ MELANCHOLY TUNE PLAYS ] 522 00:33:04,275 --> 00:33:07,379 THAT DAY WAS A MONDAY. 523 00:33:07,379 --> 00:33:12,620 [SNIFFLE] IT WAS A TRAINING DAY 524 00:33:12,620 --> 00:33:15,931 AND WE WERE ALL 525 00:33:15,931 --> 00:33:17,689 NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. 526 00:33:21,137 --> 00:33:22,551 COME ON, CHRIS, YOU HAVE TO DO 527 00:33:22,551 --> 00:33:24,000 BETTER THAN THIS! COME ON! 528 00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:28,448 WHEN I GOT HOME FROM WORK, I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG, 529 00:33:28,448 --> 00:33:31,724 AS SOON AS I PULLED IN THE DRIVEWAY. 530 00:33:31,724 --> 00:33:33,000 [distantly] GIMME! 531 00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:37,103 BRIAN AND CHRIS WERE BOXING IN THE DRIVEWAY. 532 00:33:37,103 --> 00:33:39,551 COME ON. HIT STRAIGHT! 533 00:33:39,551 --> 00:33:42,551 WEAK! YOU'RE WEAK! 534 00:33:42,551 --> 00:33:45,862 AND I COULD SEE SKY INSIDE THE GARAGE 535 00:33:45,862 --> 00:33:48,448 [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC CLIMBS] AND MY HEART JUST DROPPED. 536 00:33:52,241 --> 00:33:55,068 SKY WAS LIKE LOOKING AT ME 537 00:33:55,068 --> 00:33:58,034 WITH TERRORIN HER EYES. 538 00:33:58,034 --> 00:34:02,517 LIKE "MOMMY, PLEASE,HELP ME. 539 00:34:02,517 --> 00:34:04,241 HELP ME." 540 00:34:04,241 --> 00:34:06,965 AND SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING. 541 00:34:06,965 --> 00:34:09,241 I COULD READ IT IN HER FACE. 542 00:34:09,241 --> 00:34:10,482 SKY, ARE YOU OKAY? 543 00:34:10,482 --> 00:34:12,172 AND I WALKED OVER TO HER 544 00:34:12,172 --> 00:34:17,482 AND I SAID, "SKY, WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?" 545 00:34:17,482 --> 00:34:20,757 AND HE IMMEDIATELYJUMPED IN THE MIDDLE 546 00:34:20,757 --> 00:34:25,172 AND HE SAID, "THAT'S NONE OF YOUR CONCERN." 547 00:34:25,172 --> 00:34:26,620 STAY OUT OF IT. 548 00:34:29,862 --> 00:34:33,516 HE HAD THIS BATON STICK THAT HE USED FOR KARATE. 549 00:34:33,516 --> 00:34:34,551 [ SNIFFLE ] 550 00:34:34,551 --> 00:34:37,585 [ SINISTER MUSIC PLAYS ] 551 00:34:39,551 --> 00:34:41,000 GET UP. GET UP! 552 00:34:44,206 --> 00:34:48,034 AND HE WAS HITTING HER ACROSS THE BACK WITH IT. 553 00:34:51,034 --> 00:34:54,585 AND HE JUST KEPT HITTING HER WITH THAT BATON. 554 00:34:54,585 --> 00:34:55,688 [distantly] BRIAN, I BEG YOU TO STOP! 555 00:34:55,688 --> 00:34:58,793 BRIAN! 556 00:34:58,793 --> 00:35:02,689 I TRIED TO STEP IN AND STOP HIM FROM HITTING HER. 557 00:35:02,689 --> 00:35:04,758 HE GRABBED ME BY THE THROAT 558 00:35:04,758 --> 00:35:06,793 AND SAID, "DON'T YOU [BLEEP] THINK ABOUT IT. 559 00:35:06,793 --> 00:35:08,620 I'LL KILL YOU RIGHT HERE." 560 00:35:08,620 --> 00:35:10,310 [distantly] DON'T YOU EVER TELL ME WHAT TO DO. 561 00:35:15,241 --> 00:35:20,206 TIME SLOWLY TICKED BY AND, IN BETWEEN EACH BOXING SESSION, 562 00:35:20,206 --> 00:35:23,172 HE WOULD BEAT HER SOME MORE. 563 00:35:23,172 --> 00:35:25,620 BEND YOURSELF! BEND YOURSELF! 564 00:35:25,620 --> 00:35:27,965 COME ON! COME ON! 565 00:35:27,965 --> 00:35:30,724 I COULD FEEL THE TERROR IN MY DAUGHTER'S EYES 566 00:35:30,724 --> 00:35:32,172 AS SHE WAS LOOKING AT ME. 567 00:35:34,862 --> 00:35:40,034 EVERY TIME HE TURNED AWAY, SHE'D MOUTH, "MOMMY, HELP." 568 00:35:40,034 --> 00:35:43,827 AND THEN, DURING ONE OF THE ROUNDS 569 00:35:43,827 --> 00:35:47,172 THAT HE HAD ME BOXING WITH HIM, 570 00:35:47,172 --> 00:35:50,034 I WAS WATCHING SKY OUT OF THE CORNER OF MY EYE. 571 00:35:50,034 --> 00:35:55,379 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS ] 572 00:35:55,379 --> 00:35:57,931 SHE HAD RAN. 573 00:35:57,931 --> 00:36:00,827 SHE JUST RAN 574 00:36:00,827 --> 00:36:03,068 AND JUST KEPT RUNNING. 575 00:36:04,931 --> 00:36:08,758 [ SIRENS WAIL ] 576 00:36:08,758 --> 00:36:12,827 [ MELANCHOLY TUNE PLAYS ] 577 00:36:12,827 --> 00:36:15,965 AND THEN YOU HEARD THE SIRENS. 578 00:36:15,965 --> 00:36:18,172 THE POLICE SIRENS. 579 00:36:18,172 --> 00:36:20,172 AND HE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT HAD HAPPENED. 580 00:36:23,827 --> 00:36:25,482 SHE DID WHAT I COULDN'T DO. 581 00:36:42,379 --> 00:36:45,551 WHEN THE COPS CAME TO THE HOUSE -- 582 00:36:45,551 --> 00:36:47,206 IS EVERYTHING OKAY HERE? 583 00:36:47,206 --> 00:36:51,344 I KNEW, AT THAT MOMENT, 584 00:36:51,344 --> 00:36:54,241 THAT, AS SOON AS THOSE COPS LEFT, 585 00:36:54,241 --> 00:36:56,793 HE WOULD KILL US ALL. 586 00:36:56,793 --> 00:36:59,862 [ EERIE MUSIC CLIMBS ] 587 00:37:07,172 --> 00:37:12,241 ♪♪ 588 00:37:12,241 --> 00:37:16,172 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYS ] 589 00:37:16,172 --> 00:37:19,862 WHEN THE COPS CAME TO THE HOUSE, 590 00:37:19,862 --> 00:37:23,068 FIRST, THE COP SAID, "DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR DAUGHTER IS?" 591 00:37:26,172 --> 00:37:29,068 "YOUR DAUGHTER HAD THE NEIGHBORS CALL THE POLICE." 592 00:37:36,482 --> 00:37:38,827 SHE'S VERY DISTRAUGHT. 593 00:37:38,827 --> 00:37:40,620 IS THERE ANYTHING YOU'D LIKE TO TELL ME, MA'AM? 594 00:37:43,206 --> 00:37:49,275 I KNEW, AT THAT MOMENT, THAT 595 00:37:49,275 --> 00:37:53,724 THAT IT WAS NOT GONNA BE OKAY, FROM THERE ON OUT. 596 00:37:53,724 --> 00:37:55,206 IS EVERYTHING OKAY HERE? 597 00:37:55,206 --> 00:37:57,620 YEAH. YEAH. EVERYTHING'S FINE. 598 00:37:57,620 --> 00:38:01,310 I KNEW THAT THAT WAS THE BREAKING POINT, 599 00:38:01,310 --> 00:38:07,517 BECAUSE HE WAS ABLE TO PORTRAY HIMSELF AND OUR FAMILY 600 00:38:07,517 --> 00:38:11,068 LIKE WE WERE THE PERFECT FAMILY, YOU KNOW? 601 00:38:11,068 --> 00:38:13,275 WE'RE JUST BOXING. 602 00:38:13,275 --> 00:38:19,551 HE WAS A GOOD MAN WHO TOOK CARE OF HIS WIFE AND CHILDREN 603 00:38:19,551 --> 00:38:23,724 AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT HE WANTEDTHEM TO SEE. 604 00:38:23,724 --> 00:38:26,275 AND, NOW, THE COPS WERE INVOLVED 605 00:38:26,275 --> 00:38:31,310 AND I KNEW THAT, AS SOON AS THOSE COPS LEFT, 606 00:38:31,310 --> 00:38:32,655 HE WOULD KILL US ALL. 607 00:38:37,103 --> 00:38:39,586 I WAS 608 00:38:39,586 --> 00:38:40,896 TERRIFIED. 609 00:38:43,551 --> 00:38:47,655 [ SINISTER MUSIC PLAYS ] 610 00:38:47,655 --> 00:38:51,689 THE DETECTIVE, HE LOOKED AT ME AND HE SAID, 611 00:38:51,689 --> 00:38:57,034 "IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE THAT YOU WANT TO TELL ME? 612 00:38:57,034 --> 00:39:00,034 NOW'S THE TIME. IT'S OKAY." 613 00:39:00,034 --> 00:39:01,793 LISTEN, I TOLD YOU. WE'RE FINE. ALL RIGHT? 614 00:39:01,793 --> 00:39:02,862 I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU, SIR. 615 00:39:05,172 --> 00:39:10,724 AND, FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, 616 00:39:10,724 --> 00:39:15,068 I FELT LIKE "THIS IS MY CHANCE. 617 00:39:15,068 --> 00:39:20,758 IF YOU DON'T SAY IT, THEN YOU'RE GONNA BE DEAD. 618 00:39:20,758 --> 00:39:22,344 THERE'S NO COMING BACK FROM THIS. 619 00:39:22,344 --> 00:39:24,965 THERE'S NO TALKING YOUR WAY OUT OF THIS. 620 00:39:24,965 --> 00:39:29,241 THERE'S NO CONVINCING BRIAN THAT IT'S GONNA BE OKAY. 621 00:39:29,241 --> 00:39:31,000 THIS TIME, IT'S DIFFERENT." 622 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:34,310 [ SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC CLIMBS ] 623 00:39:34,310 --> 00:39:36,517 PLEASE DON'T GO! PLEASE! 624 00:39:36,517 --> 00:39:40,448 SO I TOLD HIM. I SAID, "YEAH, 625 00:39:40,448 --> 00:39:45,034 [gulp] I DO HAVE SOMETHING ELSE I WANT TO TELL YOU. 626 00:39:45,034 --> 00:39:47,793 HE MURDERED SOMEBODY AND HE TOLD ME ABOUT IT." 627 00:39:53,517 --> 00:39:56,586 AND THEY ARRESTED HIM AND THEY TOOK HIM AWAY. 628 00:40:23,758 --> 00:40:26,551 I WAS TERRIFIED HE WOULD GET AWAY WITH IT 629 00:40:26,551 --> 00:40:30,000 AND THERE WAS ALWAYS THE FEAR THAT, YOU KNOW, 630 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:33,034 "WHAT IF THE JURY DOESN'T BELIEVE IT?" 631 00:40:54,655 --> 00:40:56,896 "WHAT IF HE IS OUT IN, YOU KNOW, 632 00:40:56,896 --> 00:41:01,448 10 YEARS' TIME AND WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?" 633 00:41:09,655 --> 00:41:13,068 TOLD ME, "I'VE DONE SOMETHING REALLY BAD. 634 00:41:13,068 --> 00:41:14,379 I KILLED SOMEBODY." 635 00:41:16,896 --> 00:41:19,586 "I KILLED A WOMAN." 636 00:41:19,586 --> 00:41:21,620 HE MADE IT CLEAR TO ME THAT HE WOULD KILL ME 637 00:41:21,620 --> 00:41:23,034 IF I EVER SAID ANYTHING. 638 00:41:25,793 --> 00:41:28,379 I'D BEEN LIVING WITH THAT SECRET, 639 00:41:28,379 --> 00:41:33,000 THAT BURDEN, FOR 8 YEARS, 640 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:38,000 AND I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I'D HAVE A CHANCE 641 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:42,034 TO TELL WHAT REALLY HAPPENED. 642 00:41:42,034 --> 00:41:46,517 I THOUGHT I'D HAVE TO CARRY THAT FOREVER. 643 00:41:46,517 --> 00:41:50,482 AND IT WAS 644 00:41:50,482 --> 00:41:55,896 SO UNBELIEVABLE, 645 00:41:55,896 --> 00:41:57,241 TO LET IT OUT. 646 00:42:01,482 --> 00:42:04,034 IT WAS TERRIFYING, GOING THROUGH THE TRIAL 647 00:42:04,034 --> 00:42:06,344 AND WAITING FOR THAT JURY TO COME BACK. 648 00:42:18,931 --> 00:42:20,344 [ DRAMATIC MUSIC CLIMBS ] 649 00:42:25,931 --> 00:42:28,793 [ MELANCHOLY TUNE PLAYS ] 650 00:42:33,793 --> 00:42:37,206 WHEN THAT JURY CAME BACK 651 00:42:37,206 --> 00:42:43,896 WITH GUILTY AND LIFE IN PRISON WITH NO PAROLE, 652 00:42:43,896 --> 00:42:47,620 IT WAS SUCH A RELIEF, 653 00:42:47,620 --> 00:42:51,758 LIKE A WEIGHT WAS LIFTED OFF MY SHOULDERS, 654 00:42:51,758 --> 00:42:58,620 LIKE I COULD BREATHE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 15 YEARS. 655 00:42:58,620 --> 00:43:00,413 BUT, IT'S STILL THERE 656 00:43:00,413 --> 00:43:03,310 AND YOU STILL THINK ABOUT IT AND YOU STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES 657 00:43:03,310 --> 00:43:06,137 AND YOU STILL BREAK DOWN AND YOU STILL CRY IN THE SHOWER. 658 00:43:06,137 --> 00:43:11,655 AND, EVEN NOW, THERE'S ALWAYS THIS FEAR, 659 00:43:11,655 --> 00:43:13,482 IN THE BACK OF MY MIND, 660 00:43:13,482 --> 00:43:17,103 THAT, YOU KNOW, HE CAN ESCAPE, YOU KNOW? 661 00:43:17,103 --> 00:43:20,344 THAT HE'S GONNA FIND ME. 662 00:43:20,344 --> 00:43:22,172 THAT HE'LL COME AFTER ME. 663 00:43:22,172 --> 00:43:26,310 I KNOW THAT HE'S PLOTTING THAT IN HIS CELL EVERY DAY 664 00:43:26,310 --> 00:43:30,344 AND HE WILL BE, FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE. 665 00:43:30,344 --> 00:43:35,448 IT'S SOMETHING THAT I WILL ALWAYS HAVE TO DEAL WITH. 666 00:43:35,448 --> 00:43:37,206 AND I'M NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME.